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scoupsoup · 2 months

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"Have I known you 20 seconds, or 20 years"

In which the bridesmaid falls in love with the best man at her best friend's wedding.

Member~ Lee Chan x reader

Warnings~ slight cursing,love at first sight,both reader and chan are hopeless romantics, fast paced relationship. Very cliche lol

Word count~ 9.6k

YOU always enjoyed weddings, especially the part with the vows. Watching two people in love celebrate their love and join their lives and families as one was something that brought you joy.

Your bestfriend, her fiance and you had met up on a few occassions to get to know eachother. Sometimes he would bring his friends too, secretly in hopes to set you up together but it ended up with both you being friends. He had 12 close friends so your bestfriend was secretly hoping for you to fall in love with one of them. But sadly you hadn't met the one till now.

You were done getting ready so you decided to spend the remaining time sitting by your bestfriend as she got ready for her big day, in case she needs help.

"You look so pretty today, if seokmin doesn't shed a tear when he sees you, he ain't the man" You joke slightly making her giggle. "He will surely cry, maybe more than I will" Seeing her happy made you smile.

"Well let me know if you need anything"

You were more than glad to be there with her instead of greeting and socializing with the people outside as you barely knew anyone but as she had forced you out the room saying her mom was there to help her and instead you should socialize and meet new people because in her exact words 'maybe you will find your man in the crowd' whatever that meant.

You straightened out your dress once more before walking out where the tables were set up. Your bestfriend loved the ocean and wanted a beach wedding so you decided to take a drink and go enjoy the view of the jeju beaches. As you reached closer to the shore, you took off your heels and set them aside as you walked a little bit closer to the water until the cool waves hit your feet.

You sipped quietly on your iced apple juice as it was too early to drink for you. The sound of the ocean waves and the chattering of the people had gotten distant as you were lost in your head.

It wasn't soon when you were startled by the presence of someone walking right beside you, you looked to your side and met eyes with one of the most gorgeous men you've seen. "Hi, I'm chan, it's nice to meet you" he smiled.

His attire was perfectly fitting to his body and it seemed as if he shined brighter than the rose in the front pocket of his well tailored suit jacket.

You introduced yourself, returning his smile hoping he wouldn't notice how flustered you were under his presence. "I am close friends with seokmin, and, the best man!" his eyes seemed to glisten while talking about his friend. At first you were against the idea of dating seokmin's friend but right now, that idea wasn't sounding that bad.

"It's nice to meet you" you extended your hands out for a friendly handshake but cursed at yourself mentally as you were making things awkward. As soon his hands touched yours, sparks flew. As cliche as it sounded, it didn't matter to you right now because you were experiencing one of the most cliche tropes in a romance book, Love at first sight.

"What's a pretty girl like you doing here all alone?" He asked.

"Do you ask that to every girl you see?creep" you joked slightly

"Well, no. It's not everyday that I go to my best friend's wedding and meet a pretty girl like you" he smiled slightly.

"Oh well im flattered you think I'm pretty when I'm sure every single female in here would love to have you for themselves"

"I dont care about the others, not when I have you here" he didn't even leave a second between your words as he answered quickly.

You didn't know him for long but his eyes told you his words were sincere. You were ready to risk everything and anything for him and no matter how stupid it was, you didn't care. You didn't cars as long as he was here with you. But you would never say that out loud.

"Why are you standing here all alone? Why don't you come over at our table, I'll introduce you to the others" his smile made him look more handsome. The way his eyes crinkled, you could stare at him all day. But that has to be put aside for now. He helped you wear your heels.

You had already met seungkwan, vernon, seungcheol and jeonghan and were curious to meet the others and not to mention, you wanted to get to know chan better so you decided to take him up on the offer.

He hadn't left your hands after your handshake and carried you to the table, leading you with your hands. He walked you to a huge table where 11 guys were sitting and some of them with girls, you assumed to be their girlfriends.

He pulled out a chair for you and sat at the empty one right beside it. There was a girl sitting beside you who introduced herself as kwon soomin, soonyoung's wife. Everyone except seungkwan, vernon and Jun had wives or girlfriends- soon to be their wives. They all looked like a big happy family.

You introduced yourself to everyone, with a soft smile on your face. You were feeling slightly nervous with so many eyes on you and especially, his. You could feel his stare and how intense it was.

Gosh you were so pretty, he could get lost in your eyes. He wondered if you were as smitten for him as he was for you. He hoped that your heart was also beating as fast as his was.

"Dino, I asked you to get me drink but it seems like you got a little distracted" seungcheol joked. "Ahh shit! I forgot. But it's not my fault, it's not like I meet someone like her everyday" you blushed at his words but you couldn't let others see that so you took a sip of the apple juice from earlier. All the ice had melted already and only a little was left in the glass.

Chan noticed. "Let me refill that for you, love" without waiting for a reply, he left taking your glass from your hands and leaving the table. Gosh that nickname had you weak in the knees.

"You've already gotten him all swooned for you, I can already see how your marriage is going to be like" soonyoung joked, causing some to giggle.

"How could you say that, we don't even know if she likes him or not" she slapped her husband in his arm playfully and turned to you, "do you?" She asked raising her eyebrows. "I..." You smiled slightly not knowing what to say but before she could say anything about it, dino had come back. He handed you your drink and sat down. "What are you guys talking about" he asked. "Oh just how You and her's marriage would look like" and once again the sound of giggles took over.

It had been some time, we chatted and got to know each other more as we played an impromptu never have I ever with our drinks as we waited for the bride to enter. As it was time to, we took our places at the altar. You were standing right by the bride and in front of the bestman of the wedding, dino.

The wedding was absolutely gorgeous and during the vows, you might have shed a little tears. Throughout all of it, the constant eye contact and knowing smiles between you and dino wouldn't fail to cause butterflies in both of your stomachs.

After the wedding, the couple had their first dance as we all stood apart. You walked over to the side as dino soon took the space by your side. "You looked so pretty up there, I didnt know you could get any prettier" you smiled at his words. "You surely know your way with flattery, don't you" you nudged him slightly by the shoulders . "I am just complementing my girl" "your girl?" "Aren't you?" "You haven't asked me yet and how are you so sure I'd say yes" "well, will you say no?" "You'll find out when you ask"

As the newly wedded couples finished their dance, it was now open for others to dance. A lot of couples went on the stage and danced hand in hand to the slow music. "Wanna dance?" "I am not that good at dancing-" "Just trust me, you do right?" He put his hands out, for you to take. You took it gladly with a smile, "I do"

He put his hands around your waist and you put yours on his shoulder. "You surprisingly do know how to dance" you nodded your head as a sign of showing how impressed you were. "I am full of surprises, just wait and see for yourself" he smirked. "Oh are you now?" You smiled.

"What?I can't hear you over the music" and with that said he pulled me closer, so close you could smell his cologne, from his neck. So close you could feel his breath on your face. So close you could feel the connection between each other and you know he did too. Your heart was beating fast, so fast you wondered if he could hear it, feel it.

"Do you wanna go somewhere..quiter" he said. "My feet are a bit tired of dancing, so yes" He took you by your hands to a secluded part of the beach away from the crowd and the music.

"So.. How long are you gonna stay here after the wedding" he asked as his hands were still in mine as we sat down on some big rocks near the shore. "I am staying for another two days. You?" "Oh me too, the group and I have planned to roam around Jeju Island for the next two days" You wondered slightly how this seemingly abnormal coincidence happened in the first place and then it hit you how maybe all of this was planned.

your stay for another two days was done by your best friend who forced you to stay longer and explore jeju Island, saying how you won't get a chance like this again. As you did need a break, you agreed and it was her who booked everything for the two days, saying it was a treat for helping her with the wedding.

" You should join us, I'm sure the others won't mind" He suggested. "What about you" "what about me?" "Would you mind?"

"I'd be the happiest to have your company with us" he looked at you and smiled. "This may be too early but I want to say this". He paused as he turned completely towards you. You didn't realise how close you were sitting until this moment.

"Will you go out with me? I want to ask you to be mine already but I'd prefer you get to know me first, I don't want this to be too soon for you" you smiled, "Too soon? I've already fallen for you, and what's the point of waiting when I already know what the answer is going to be? It's a yes"

He seemed surprised by your answer. "A yes to being mine or the date?" He asked. You smiled but this time instead of answering, you pulled him closer by his neck and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. You soon broke it off, not sure how he'd reciprocate it. But you got your answer as soon as you broke the contract of your sweet kiss, he pulled you closer, this time deepening the kiss and making it longer.

When you finally broke apart, you both were a smiling mess. You just stared at each other, eyes crinkled with huge smiles on your faces. "The way you make me the happiest person on earth, makes me never wanna let you go, and I promise I never will" He said. "As much as I wanna stay here with you, we should probably go back to the wedding, they might be wondering where we are" You said, getting up from the stone. "Oh yeah!" It was as if he finally realised where he was.

You both walked hands in hands back to the table where everyone was sitting but now the bride and groom were sitting at the table too.

"Looks like someone had a little too much fun " maybe your messy hair and deep in love smiles must have given it away.

"Congratulations on your wedding!" you hugged both seokmin and your bestfriend. "Thank you", seokmin smiled, his smile was brighter than the sun could ever be. " but I can't help but wonder" seokmin said, "when's your wedding?" We both glanced at each other and giggled.

Looking at your intertwined hands and his face as he laughed and joked around with his brothers and now your good friends too, you couldn't help but wonder, 'have I known him 20 seconds, or 20 years"

How stupid is love at first sight. How stupid is falling in love with someone without even knowing who that someone is truly. If someone told Chan he would find love at his best friend's wedding, he'd laugh. If someone told you, youd find love at your best friend's wedding, you'd laugh at how dumb that sounded. How stupid were you to even think so, because when with him, even love at first sight felt real.

There he was, your lover.

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Note~ this is my first time posting on Tumblr lol, idk how this will turn out and honestly I just got this idea at a random 3 am. This is just proofread once so I hope there's not a lot of mistakes! Have a great time reading!<3

Niko.

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daily-dose-of-joey-richter · 4 months

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for christmas this year i got a cameo from joey richter and i still cannot believe at all that it happened.. and for all my verboseness, especially when writing many of these posts, i dont think i could ever explain just how much it meant to me 😭 ...but if you've been following the blog then maybe you have somewhat of an idea 🥺🥺

for years now joey has been such a source of inspiration and joy for me 💖 i think about him all the time, i talk about him all the time! his characters have become so important to me, and i think he's such a talented and hardworking performer and person. he has an energy about him that i've connected with since i was first introduced to starkid — he's just so genuine and sincere, and it always comes across in everything that he does. whenever he's performing i can always tell how much he absolutely loves what he does and the people around him. it feels absolutely fucking unreal to have that energy directed toward me at all, let alone in the form of a ~6 min video message (and i cant emphasize enough how SWEET the video message/cameo was, i feel like crying again whenever i even think about it)

confession time? i was kinda scared to start this blog because i feel some anxiety towards posting online and putting myself out there on the internet, even when it's behind a blog like this one. and even now, i still feel a level of anxiety about it. but im so glad that i did make this blog that is not only an outlet for me, but also a super cool way for me to spread the joy that joey brings me every day! and i think it's so awesome that this blog has reached so many people already so if you're seeing this and you've ever interacted with this blog or any of my posts: THANK YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️ and i truly hope you have a wonderful rest of 2023 and a wonderful new year!

#joey richter #starkid #team starkid #personal #sorry for making another long ass post it will most definitely happen again lol #i am full of so much appreciation: for this guy but also for everyone whos been interacting with the blog <3

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shmepoe · 4 months

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bring back howl I miss him youre blog became woke and i was told thats not okay and its not good to be woke and I dont like it I miss jon lennin cat i am a reelly big beetles fan my favoright is here comes the son do do do do so can you pls post jon lennin cat again he was so cute I reelly miss jon lennin cat pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If not thats ok but I really want to see him

(-_-)...

genuinely, cat fan anonomos !

cute cats for you I hope you like my idea and pls pls pls think about it reelly miss that howl cat pls :3

ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ ᓚᘏᗢ

=^..^= ₍^⸝⸝> ·̫ <⸝⸝ ^₎ ♡ฅ^•ﻌ•^

Ok hope you understand and the cats make you feel better

P S does youre user name mean any thing or why is it shmepoe be that sounds like shampoo do you take a lot of showers? hahaha lol but jon lennin cat looks a little dirty even if he is cute so maybe wash him to pls

Hello cat fan anonomous, sorry I've gone woke, It won't happen again. My name is shmepoe because it was originally shmepo, a word I came up with when I was 12, up until God came up to me and told me to put an E at the end, so I did. It has nothing to do with shampoo. Although I wish it did, that would have been cool. I love shampoo... 🙂

Here's this photo, for your inconvenience. You can tell he's bathing because he's in the water. But he is very clean so we don't bathe him often. I hope this satisfies your howl john lennin needs.

Sincerely, Ringo "shmepoe" "2shmepoe" Woods

#howl #my cat howl #asks #not art #my strange cat

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gettinshiggywithit · 1 year

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!Bakugou with a reader who has a “hyper feminine pink sanrio themed room"!

scenario:-bakugou with a reader who has a sanrio themed room and is scared to show him~

pairing:- bakugou x gn!reader

this was written for @cloudy-zephyr who has allowed me to post it here!

You were the pinky pink one if the bakusquad

Okay so was mina but like YOU were mainly the pink sanrio one

Soo everyone was PRETTY FUCKIN CONFUSED when u and bakugou ended up dating

Everyone wondered how the hello kitty kid managed to snag the orange and black colour scheme dominated explosion murder god

But despite everyone’s whispers,yall were a happy couple

Bakugou never made u feel like ur likes were TOO feminine or like it annoyed him

But u made sure that he didnt come to ur room often

Makin sure that if he was pickin u up for dates youd be ready five mins before he came to immediately come out the door without him getting a peak inside

You really REALLY liked bakugou and you didnt want to lose him over something as ‘silly’ as an ‘overly feminine pink sanrio themed room’

But one fine day(as fate would have it!)you fell asleep at his place after a movie with the bakusquad

He was all for u spending the night but his friends were just bein too dam loud😑

So he did the very rational normal thing of pickin u up (bridal style!) and takin u to ur room

He had a key of his own,for emergencies ofcc.

And the moment he stepped in and (somehoww) switched on he light,he was BLINDED by colour

And well

SANRIO

he looked around curiously as you lay asleep in his arms and just as he was abt to place u on ur pink cinnamonroll-sheet-clad bed u tightened ur grip on his arm(when did u grab his armm???) he knew pulling away would wake u

It always did,you could just sense eachother like that

Even in sleep

So he saw no other choice but to climb on in

He switched off ur lil lamp and got into ur bed

The introduction of his weight to the bed causing plushies to spill out off the bed and onto the floor

Luckily they didnt make a sound

And just like that he fell asleep while studying ur room even in the darkness

The next morning you were confused as to how u hd gotten back to ur room and when you looked to ur right u saw how...

FUCK was the first word to cross it mind

But bakugou seemed to be peacefully asleep so u decided to either just not address it or address it later

Later in the day when u woke up he was gone, a lil note left on ur bedside table telling u he went out

And when he got back you seemed nervous and on edge

This

Worried him

You were always so cool and chill but now you were the exact opposite

He dropped the bag that he was holding and rushed over to you,cupping your face

"What happened?"

"Nothing, dont worry"

"y/n...."

"Okayy i just okqy its stupid but i just didnt want u to see my room cos like i dont wanna piss you off and annoy you and then lose you and-"

"Woah woah woah. Lose me???? y/n im not gonna leave u ovet a fuckin decoration style choice whatever its called"

"I love you for YOU not ur room"

You looked up into his eyes and saw nothing but sincerity and determination

"Okay🥺"

"Oh and," he said as he went back to the bagel he’d dropped

"This is for you,"

You took the bag with a suspicious look and a thank you

You opened it and lo and behold

SANRIO PLUSHIESSS

you were ECSTATIC

You jumped into his arms and kissed him all over his face(like in those silly lil cartoons)

"THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUU I LOVE YOU KATSUKIIIIIII"

pfft I love you too y/n he said with a half smile and little laugh

please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but these stories? mine.

feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!

Comments & Reblogs w/ tags >>>>>>>>>>>likes please

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pansear-doodles · 10 months

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here are some interesting graphs from my art fight hitlist because im feeling the tism and sometimes people give me funny responses

yes! 143 responses! keep it coming!

hi werewolves

did you know that for the past three teams im in they all won?

do you want to break that streak? good luck!!!

oh i can take any species and character type. im not sure why i put this to be honest but i guess i was just curious

but then...

I FORGOT TO ADD FERAL AS AN OPTION!!!!!!!!!! (warrior oc owners mad!!!!!!)

it seems everyone whos filling out my hitlist is fully aware im primarily a mass attacker

hihi 25 people as of writing! ready for another round?

good! don't have to worry about someone for now.

lol only one of you said no

i am glad a majority of you picked yes. making mass attacks is difficult but ultimately rewarding. you have to plan the layout, core theme, study each and every character you're including so you can have them do something and create scenes, hope that none of the characters get hidden while you're drawing (which is the most annoying part but understandable) and then submitting, and much more.

the three people who answered "ive known you for a long time" are all incorrect (youd have to know me longer than you know me from drawception, which is likeeeee late fnaf fandom i think???). a good chunk of you are from rain world!

rain world ppl youre in for a treat hehe. this is like the month of the year where i go tism on your characters, studying them under a microscope (and then probably most for them ill let them wear jackets or cool scarves)

you guys are right tho. neither of them would want to fight each other LOL

i saw that a good number of you pondered on attacking with my artihunter. do be informed that i also love rogueval art and was very crazy about it last year (and i think i still am)

i even made a comp of sorts, containing a chunk of cool rogueval art i got from af 2021 haha

ill be happy regardless on who you want to draw, whether its my fan ocs and aus, or my original original characters

either way

youre all getting souped

now finally.... the remarks....

some gold ones here here...

we have a lot of lovely nice comments. there are so many i could only grab a handful. thank you for your kind words. ill be sure to take easy this time this year.

and then we have the funny ones lol

sincerely, thank you everyone for supporting my endeavors this way. seeing everyone unite and be giving to one another- i enjoy it a lot. art fight is easy on the first half, but it does get stressful later on based on my experiences. dont be afraid to take breaks and dont feel bad if you only manage to put out a couple of attacks in the end. your participation and willingness means well.

keep this one thing in mind: you are never obligated to attack back, and you are never obligated to have your art be at your best.

the overall goal is to have fun.

#art fight #thoughts

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loveandmurders · 1 year

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HII <3 just recently went through a breakup and wondering if you could write a ghostface fic about comforting reader through that? romantic or platonic doesn’t matter i am just craving any of the ghostfaces!! you obviously dont have to and i hope you’re well in health <33

Hello love, I'm so sorry it took me so long to finally post this fic <3 I really hope you are feeling a lot better now and that this fic will still be able to bring you some comfort <3

You can read this fic as romantic or platonic, according to what you want/need.

And because I never had the occasion to write for her before, I picked Amber Freeman.

Hope you'll enjoy <3

HERE FOR YOU

Gender neutral reader, gender neutral ex-partner as well, and no physical description at all.

Warnings: Mention of a breakup, not the best ex-partner, mentions of crying and loneliness, reader feels Amber is a lot more dangerous than she seems to be, Amber implies she wants your ex to get hurt.

So that was it, your love story was over. It was nice till it lasted.

But you guessed that everything had an ending, no matter how hard you tried for it to keep going. It was what you were telling yourself, even though you had wished things would have lasted forever. You used to be happy, but right now you were empty, sad, alone. You were trying to remind yourself that it was better to let go of a relationship instead of fighting for it and getting deeply hurt in the process. Yes, it was no use to fight for something that wasn’t good for you. It wasn’t making you feel better though. You could try to be as rational as possible, your heart was still bleeding and your eyes crying. It was so unfair; why couldn’t you have a happy love life like so many of your relatives and friends? Why couldn’t you have what they had in movies? You hated to think that you needed someone in your life to be happy, but at this moment, you were just feeling so lonely.

In your state, you forgot that you had promised Amber she could come by to watch Stab with you, her favourite movie of all time, especially the first one, because she really adored Billy Loomis (even if “the real one was way better, Y/N. And hotter”). You sometimes wondered about her obsession with Ghostface, but it was quite endearing to hear her talking about it, analysing everything and commenting on every choice made by the directors. You were pretty certain she was writing fanfictions too, but you never dared asking her.

When she knocked at your door, you wondered who it was for a brief instant, before cursing yourself for not having told her you weren’t feeling like watching a movie with her anymore. When you opened the door, Amber’s smile instantly dropped.

“Did something happen?” she asked, and she seemed sincerely concerned, but it was hard to read her sometimes.

“A break up” you shrugged. You tried to play it cool, but your bloodshot eyes were saying another story.

“Oh” she simply murmured, clearly at loss for a few instant “No more movie time then?” she asked before quickly adding: “I can prepare you something to drink? A tea?” she offered and you watched her in surprise.

You had never thought she was the caring kind of girl.

“It’s fine, you don’t have to. I’m sorry I didn’t let you know sooner, I forgot you were coming tonight”

“Don’t worry about me. And I’m here now, so let me be useful” she continued and she entered your house.

You were quite grateful for her to be there. You weren’t sure you would have stood being alone for much longer. The house was so empty and you needed to stop thinking about your ex. It wasn’t worth it.

“You can still infodump me about Stab while you’re there” you gently teased as you sat at your kitchen table while Amber was preparing teas for the two of you.

She knew your house quite well as she was enjoying coming by more often than she would like to admit. She sent you a warning glance but you knew she was joking. She had always acted differently with you.

“I’m not infodumping you about Stab” she replied

“Yep, not right now” you kept teasing

“I’m here to take care of you and that’s how you’re thanking me?” she asked with a raised eyebrow and you almost smiled.

It felt nice to have her around actually; you were glad she came by. Her presence was always very comforting for you.

Your ex wasn’t liking all the time you spent with her. They often told you that she was using you. You never understood why. But you had to admit that sometimes Amber seemed a little colder with you when you were in public. She wasn’t that nice when she was with her friends, and you often saw her plotting with one of them. And when you asked her about it, she grew quite rude and you stopped talking for a little while after that. And even if she apologised for that, you never stopped wondering what all of this meant.

But today, you thought you needed to enjoy this time with her, without questioning yourself (or her) about anything. You just wanted to feel better. You stayed silent until she put the beverages on the table and sat in front of you. Amber wasn’t the kind of person to be very empathetic, and you knew it. But you also could tell she wanted you to feel your normal self. Maybe because it was annoying her that you couldn’t watch the movie together.

“They weren’t good enough for you anyways” she shrugged, as she sipped on her tea.

“What do you mean?” you asked, quite surprised.

She wasn’t often sharing her point of view when it wasn’t about Stab. She was quite secretive and she didn’t like to talk a lot. However, you knew she was very observant and that she knew a lot more than she was saying. She wasn’t just the quiet and soft girl, she could be harsh and full of rage. She was good at hiding it, though.

“They weren’t always treating you well.” she replied

“I’m hurt with the way they left, but I don’t think they treated me that bad” you answered, you didn’t want to be angry at your ex. You just wanted to feel better.

“The day you’ll find someone good for you, you’ll understand what I mean. Honestly, it’s their loss; you are a great person. And if they can't see it, it’s too bad for them, but good for you. Now you are free to do whatever you want and to start another relationship. And hopefully a happier one.” she said

“I never heard you talk so long about something else’s than Stab” you commented, because her words were touching you too much for you to directly speak about it.

“I mean it” she replied and she leaned so she could grab your hand in hers. She plunged her eyes into yours so you could tell she did mean her words.

“Well, thank you, Amber. You’re a real friend to me” you replied, tears rising in your eyes once again. It was nice to feel appreciated.

“Anytime” she gently smiled before removing her hand and resuming to drink her tea.

“They didn’t like you very much” you said, without even knowing why

“Yeah, I know. It never stopped me from coming here though. As I said, you’re better without them” she replied. It was proof that she knew a lot more than she was saying. “They said I have a bad influence on you, but I’m pretty sure they were just worried you’d end up liking me better than them” she teased and you let out a little laugh.

“Oh yeah, sure, that’s because you’re irresistible” you teased back and you started to really feel better.

It was true you and Amber always gently flirted with each other when it was just the two of you, but it was all game. You never thought Amber would want to date someone, especially when there was so much going on in her life, even if you didn’t know what it was. You could just feel it.

“You know, I hope something will happen to them” she said, out of the blue

“To my ex? What? Why?” you asked, a little bit confused

“Well they hurt you, and I’m pretty sure they had been rude in their way to break up with you. They would deserve something” she simply replied

“Like karma?” you hummed

“Like payback” she smiled but her eyes were holding something cold in them and it scared you a little. At the same time, the fact that she cared so much about you spread some warmth inside your chest.

“Oh yeah, I’d love it if Ghostface could hurt them” you laughed, not thinking what you were saying. Amber just gently smiled at you again; her eyes were serious. “I’m joking, Amber, don’t do anything stupid” you quickly added and she giggled, brushing it off.

“You’re worrying about me?” she winked and you rolled your eyes

“You’re not Billy” you told her, pointing at her

“Oh, so you’re really worrying, that’s cute. And you’re right, I’m not him. But he wasn’t the only Ghostface, just the original one” she smiled again

“Amber”

“I’m not dangerous, I’m just trying to cheer you up!” she defended herself and you smiled, you really wanted to believe that

“Would you mind watching something other than Stab with me? And to cuddle on the couch with me?” you asked “I’d understand if you have better to do”

“Nothing better to do. But we also need snacks” she replied and you relaxed. Amber was really great to you, when she wanted to. “Go find a movie and I’ll take care of the rest” she instructed and you obeyed.

You tried to find something that would interest her but that wouldn’t be too violent. You didn’t want to watch something bloody. You ended on an action movie that looked a little bit dorky too, so that was perfect. She came back with different bowls of crisps and candies and put them on the coffee table before turning most of the lights off and wrapping a blanket around the two of you. You snuggled against each other and started to eat and watch the movie.

Your mood had definitely improved a lot and you even dared kissing her cheek in a silent thank you for taking care of you. She smiled at you.

You knew she really liked you when her phone rang and, instead of answering it, she turned it off. You were pretty certain that the screen flashed a surname like “best superfan”; and yet, you were a priority in this instant. You were grateful that Amber liked you that much, even if you weren’t an obsessive fan of Stab. She was making room in her life for you, and it was more than enough to comfort you.

Taglist :

@feathery-ass

@g0thl3zz

@erasable-mustache

@cavern-creature

@peachycupotea

@p0rn-stargirl

@akemiixx01

@zebralover

@awsedrftgyhujikol

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fandomhop · 11 months

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hello friend, what is fable? you seem to like it a lot and i gotta be honest i dont know the first thing about it. now,, i COULD ask google but i think that you could explain it better mhm mhm

[Oh boy! /affectionate]

[So, in a general, overall statement, Fable is a series of games from the 2000's-2010's. It's a quintessential bit of adventure fantasy, and totally progressive of its time.]

[Fable, as a whole, is about making your own sort of path within the story, and having your actions reflected on the world and yourself. It has a cool morality morphing system where, when you do something good or bad, not only does it affect the funny lil' NPCs around you, but it also reflects on your body. Do enough good actions, your complexion becomes glowing and you have a halo, do enough bad and you become more demonic looking.]

[There's actually both a deep and semi-shallow amount of lore. The first game was deffo built upon the bending and twisting of stories and folklore- you know, fables- and the games after followed along centuries after that, showing a world trying to grow past it's story built roots, but not being completely rid of them, even as technology grows and advances.]

[It's also British as hell. But, like, in a fun way! There's a fun and wonderful mix of light and darkness, sincerity and satire, sadness and humour. There's these beasties called Hobbes that are these sorta ugly things that act silly in and out of combat, but they also eat human flesh and are rumored to turn children into them. Some of them turn into kamikazes and they like teddy bears.]

[Also you can kick chickens (they're fine, don't worry about it, they have reinforced feathers)]

[Your character is a Hero (with the capital H), a person who is born to be able to deal with the struggles of protecting or commanding respect of the common man. You can wield and utilize Strength, Skill and Will, the trio of combat skills. The combat is a bit simple, but it's also fun and easy to get into. You can also upgrade with experience points to get better with your weapons and will powers.]

[I think the story, world, and characters of Fable: The Lost Chapters are extremely iconic, but the character building and development starts to really shine in the later games. All the games have wonderful setting appearance, though. Looking at pictures of Fable are these beautiful settings and desktop/screen background worthy scenes. The people look a bit silly, though.]

[Also? This game series is also progressive bc of its LGBT+ rep. The first game got called out for letting the male only player Hero marry a man, so the next game include bisexuals. Fable 3 lets you adopt children, regardless of your spouse's gender. There's a potion that lets you trans your gender (available only once in a quest after the main quest) and no one bats an eye to it (if you have a straight spouse, they won't immediately divorce you as long as you treat them well, but they won't have sex either.) There's a quest where you help out a guy find a suitor who is secretly gay, and the end of the quest is him coming out to his dad and being accepted. You can wear clothes of either gender, and get tattoos, hair, and facial hair regardless of your sex. (there is a cross-dressing statistic, but the Brits love a bit of cross-dressing humour.)]

[Now, I will not lie and say that they are perfect games, there are some flaws with them, and Fable 3 gets a bit of a bad rap for it's heavy streamlining, but I can genuinely say that these games are cherished a lot. Fable 2 is my go-to favourite game ever, and every once and a blue moon, I will be revitalized with a longing for the series. If you wanna get into it, I think it's a fun time for an old-ish game, and I really hope the new one that's coming out in {*looks at wrist*} the-yet-to-be-announced-future will be as cherishable, even if it's slightly different.]

[Also? Like, every time I (re)enter an interest/fixation, I make a little Fable AU in my head to consider what kind of heroes the characters might be.]

#the mun speaks #long post #fable #fable tlc #fable 2 #fable 3 #answered #[I have not even scraped the bottom of the barrel of my adoration for this series. Nor have I scratched the depths of the lore]#[But you asked for an explanation and I don't want to overwhelm you so get a gist of my love! as a sampler!]

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quodekash · 1 year

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os2 x eclipse ep2 part 2 of my silly little commentary

oh thats weird, why is the cafe for all worker hosting the competition?

(huzzah i am funnie)

seriously tho, youd think aye would recognise them

YAYYYYYY WAT WONNNN

SANI TAKING PHOTOS GHRDFJBG I LOVE HER

SHES SO PROUD OF HIM

"this is my first short film. sorry- our first. it's a story of what we face in real life. Thank you to all my friends for always supporting me. Thank you to my advisor, Teacher Sani. If you hadn't asked me that day, I wouldn't have made it here today. I also want to thank my family. Even though they don't really approve of me making movies, they secretly transferred me money in the end. Thank you."

EVERY SENTENCE HE SAID WAS ANOTHER REASON TO CRY

HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY

OMG

hell yes imma add this to the collection

"even though your movie is not very perfect, i could see the power and sincerity in it." "thank you" "keep making films. dont give up." "i wont" HIS LITTLE SHRUG- I CANTTT

BGRHEFJDBS

HES SO HAPPY

ITS MAKING ME HAPPY

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

PROBABLY TOO MUCH

BUT ITS FINE

THIS JUDGE GUY IS SO COOL

IM GONNA CRY

I LOVE THIS GEHIRKBSG

FIEWUKJSBDGFEKJBSDGFOU4EJWBNFIOKNEWDSPIGNVPIERKDSFPIN4EWSDPIGNVPEORIDNSGOPVIENBRPISDGNVEORIJDSBGNPIO34JBWENGPIVE4PRIKGHJBOPEIRNFDOIBJN THE HUG

HES SO HAPPYYYYY

IM SOBBING

SANIS FACE-

NAMO LITERALLY SEES EVERYTHING

HOW DOES HE SEE EVERYTHING

HE ALWAYS KNOWS

the lights went out

finally

here it is

aye's about to be dramatic

and im probably gonna scream and cry (in a good way)

GUITAR CHORD STRUM THINGY GHDRBHT

YUP

YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP

YAYYYY

im giggling and sobbing at the same time

HES CRYING AAAA

im so glad im watching this now instead of last night bc its so much easier to scream out loud

AND AKK'S GONNA START SINGING TOO, RIGHT???

LOOK AT HIS FLIPIN FACE AAAAAA

YES

GIUERKDSBJGREUVJB

IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND LAUGHING AND DYING AND GIGGLING ALL AT THE SAME TIME SOMEBODY HELP

GFUIREBGNIUEFRBAAAAAAAAA

im sobbing

hes such a good singer

i love first's voice so much

WAIT I ONLY JUST NOTICED THAT LINE

"if you dont like it, if you're not okay, let me know. ill stop."

the freaking PARALLELS

IM SCREAMING SO LOUD RN

THE FREAKING FLASHBACKS

WHAT THE HELL

IM DYING

GIRHDKBJGFBJTKRDFAAAAAAA

IM NOT OKAY AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY

ITS THE EXACT SAME SCENE

EPISODE 10, 3/4, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS THAT

AND THAT SCENE HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SCENES

SO I AM COMPLETELY DYING

BUT ITS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME SCENE

THEYRE SO SILLY

I LOVE THEM

AAAAAAAAAAAA

WELL NOW ITS EXACTLY THE SAME AS EPISODE 11 WHERE THEYRE LYING IN BED

ITS THE SAME FREAKING THING

THESE FREAKING PARALLELS WILL BE THE END OF ME

oooo graduation blessing

"people say that life is like a journey. i want you to keep going forward to reach each of your destinations or goals." I LOVE HER

"keep going forward without knowing if there's light at the end of the tunnel" SERIOUSLY KAN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP VOICING MY FEARS, ITS RUDE

"of course. you guys have done it before. you have walked out of those dark shadows." TY SANI THATS SO SWEET IM CRYING

THUAKAN MOMENT

PLATONIC WATSANI MOMENT

OMG

Y E S

YES YES YES YES

THIS IS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR

I SCREAMED SO LOUD

THEY HUGGGGGGGG

"thank you for never letting go of my hand" WHAT THE HELL THE PARALLELS- NOW ITS THE SCENE AT THE START OF EPISODE 10 WHERE AYE FAINTS AND THEY GO TO HIS HOUSE AND THEY FALL ASLEEP AND THEY FALL ASLEEP HOLDING HANDS AND AYE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOLY HELL

THIS IS THE GREATEST FREAKING EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER OH MY GOODNESS

my face hurts from smiling so much in this episode

SERIOUSLY, THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE

EVEN THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME

"i love you too. shortstop." AAAAAAAAAA

damn, they end with what they cut out of the actual show

i love them so much

oh, look at that, theyre ending with what the actual show had to cut out

anyway WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS INCREDIBLE

EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS PERFECTION

MY NEW FAVOURITE EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER

AND PUENTALAY NEXT WEEK???? GIUERJKBDG

oh look at that i used up all 30 photos again

how the hell is anything real rn

THEYRE GONNA BE DADS?????? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL

WELL

THAT WAS SOMETHING

im gonna go cry for the rest of the day, peace out

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heartaspects · 2 years

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Listen. Look okay listen. I'm going to be incredibly honest with you. I unironically think that the way Homestuck presents Dave's relationship with his brother, and it's depiction of abuse, is actually one of the best portrayals of abuse in modern media. Especially coming from the perspective of what it's like being an abuse victim coming to terms with what you were experiencing being abuse.

Because when you grow up with that? It's incredibly normalized. And Dave's presented at both an age and an environment where his entire world view is to laugh off discomfort. It's not that he's uncomfortable, he's not ALLOWED to be uncomfortable, it's that he just does not get the layer of irony that his brother is on. And the way the comic frames abuse. Like obviously I don't think hussie intended to actually do a serious abuse narrative from the start, but as a result of that, the way people interacted with it as an abuse narrative feels more sincere then actual stories that set out to explore abuse and the effect of it on the psyche. Like people laughed it off, and it matches how Dave views his own situation perfectly, and it's only in hindsight how you look at it and go. Ohhh. Wait that was fucked up huh.

And just. Ugh the way the comic handles Dave's complex relationship with his brother as a result of his abuse. Dave is a character that, I would argue, so badly wants to love. His defining characteristic is his loyalty to his friends. Even the moments where he talks about how he doesn't love his brother, you can feel the hesitation and uncertainty in it. And those complex feelings just works so well. I think one of the biggest sins the fandom has when exploring Dave's relationship to his home life and brother, is making him sincerely and unironically hate his brother. I think. I think Dave wants to hate his brother way more than he actually does, because even with the knowledge of how poorly he was treated and how he didn't deserve to grow up in that environment? He still cannot get rid of what he wanted from his brother, because Dave just loves to a fault. Dirk was good not only for Dave, but for the fandoms perspective into Bro. And I could just go on and on...

Ugh. Ugh. Sorry to just pop off in your dms, stranger. I was already in a meta introspective mood, and your tags lit something in me. I hope you're having a good day, and take this as an invitation to pop off as well. Whether you agree or not, LMAO.

I AGREE WITH YOU 100%. regarding hussie's intent: id say 50/50. hussie knows what they're doing. that's where i like to start hs discussion. hs treats its serious moments as jokes. gamzee, the dancestors, alpha dave and rose, JAKE, etc. tragedy and comedy blend on purpose. and it's to make fun of us. and be Edgy. look, just expect pain to be written as funny.

the framing and dave's pov made the situation fly over heads. like you said, abused children consider their abuse as normal as washing the dishes. dave knew nothing but his bro for 13 years. you can see the insincerity in the way he talks about his home life. he was in survival mode. act 2 dave is lying to you.

"bro is cool it's just how he is no one GETS IT ok its not like that its not" - dave strider. we dont know 100% how dave regarded him but--imo--his view on heroism and interactions with dirk betray he wanted his brother to love him. disdain comes, but it took processing time. that was mistaken as everything being a-ok. hs releasing over years probably made the reveal feel sudden and uncalled for despite the evidence of dave's mounting discomfort peeking through his façade. hes a knight, man, if you believe him when he says everything is under control you totally fell for it.

i think youre right when you say the verbal confirmation of dave's abuse caused polarization because it was realistic. "hussie threw it in cheaply" "it was never implied in the text" "the fanbase is pushing it" etc etc. it couldve been handled better, but dave's background struggle with it is present in his pesterlogs.

i'm not even going to start on how refusing to acknowledge bro's abuse impacts reading dirk and dave's relationship as a whole. ignoring it takes away a massive part of what makes them so important to each other. that's a post for another day if society wants to hear me ramble, but dirk-likers who defend bro because he's dirk are honestly doing dirk a disservice. even DIRK is well aware of what he's capable of. we're talking about a destroyer class with a genius, cunning mind who was influenced by an erratically violent hellpuppet. there is no way he was a "cool brother".

tldr; the proof of bro's mistreatment is everywhere. dont make me get the image

#tw abuse #long post #striderthinking has been my job for many years #i have so much to say about them always all the time #just dont fall for it ok dave and dirk are liars #they dont have it under control. they arent ok. if they tell you they are they arent #.txt #dave #bro

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prettyboykatsuki · 1 year

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extended authors note ; how to be a dog.

WELCOME TO MY TWISTED MIND MOTHERFUCKERS.

that is a joke. i speak in jest. this fic has taken me almost a year to write. it was requested of me in july of 2022 and its currently april 2023. i want to give my highest regards ever to the most lovely and patient human being in this world miss ame. your kind words through updates kept me pushing through the very end and i hope this fic is everything you could want

ok. onto the talking about it stuff.

this fic is pretty dark all things considered. though my scale for that is kind of fucked and since this is my tumblr audience - you people are well-aware it gets bad but its... still pretty graphic. there is a lot of truly henious shit in here and its in the perspective of that guy.

tldr ; don't read if you think it will give you the heebie jeebies. u are not obligated and i am not your mother nor am i a public executioner. if this is the one fic u skip out on no hard feelings at all. i mean this.

this fic is one of Those Fics where writing it did something to my brain. i have never, ever in my entire writing career been so challenged by a single project. every single element of this fic has been run through a million things. the last time this happened was my big deku fic but that fic rlly feels like a cakewalk in comparison.

all that to say, because it has simply been seeing my eyes only for months with no input from anyone else - i have no idea how anything worked out. no beta no meds just balls to the wall insanity. i can only measure my own work so much and i have bar zero expectations for this fic just to save myself some sanity.

i ask very kindly that if it sucks u just dont tell me. and if it doesn't and u want to be nice that'd be cool too. but know that a lot of my heart and soul went into this and i hope in the very least - you are able to discern that in its makeup.

a lot of the stuff ive worked into here is related like. to plot and motif and actual development. the dog motif is a huge part of the story as is the religious imagery. i want this fic to feel like a fall from grace in a sense. it is a character study as much as its anything else. where there's always something wrong and one day everything goes to shit. i think gojo is that kind of sicko.

i also do like. love gojo so much. this fic is written with nothing but adoration for him in mind.

i dont have much to add (said after this absolutely disgusting wall of text) because my tumblr homies r very aware of what shit im up to and this fic is not a surprise to anyone.

but i hope you enjoy it if you do read and even if you don't, thanks for sticking around despite it all. i have been thru the trenches and i will need a bit of break to recuperate once its in the world for good so i hope u can be kind

i am terrible with comments and asks and tags bc it all scares me but i am so genuinely and so unfathomably grateful for all of it and i hope im finally out of my insane writing dry spell.

thanks. lots of love. sincerely yours,

fang.

#aristotle.txt #htbad.fic

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ivankaramazov07 · 6 days

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Dear Sir Cringe,

I love you, too.

You are a wonderful person, your kindness and honesty shine through all our interactions and you are also so very, very cool. It is my sincere hope that the people in our offline life appreciate and adore you as much as I do (and as much as I can see others here do!).

I love your posts and your aesthetic and the weird specific knowledge of Dostoyevsky you and @nastasya--filippovna bring to my dashboard, you both make me feel very embarrassed that I haven't read any of his works - but, honestly, nearly nobody I hang out with has, so just knowing a few of his titles and the names of a few characters has been enough to appear incredibly smart and sophisticated in my life so far. I would try and step up my game but I do kind of enjoy feeling a little dumb and awestruck at your niche interests.

In other news, I can see @nastasya--filippovna is very impatient to learn what my human alter ego is, so it won't be long before the Flying Duck lands, but I just had to fly over and around you for a little bit before it did, because you make me very happy and the thought that I might make you smile a bit gave me little butterflies.

Quacking lovingly in your direction,

Flying Duck

MY DEAREST DARLING FLYING DUCK (see how im typing in capitals like myself)

MY POOKIE,

AS I HAVE HEARD THAT YOUR DAYS AS FLYING DUCK WILL SOON BE OVER, I MUST SAY HOW TERRIBLY I LOVED UR VEXATING PRESENCE. THO IT WAS NOT REALLY INTENTED FOR ME, I RELAIZE I DID BUTT IN, HOWSOEVER I HAVE ENJOYED AND LOVED YOUR SHORT AND BEAUTIFUL CAREER AS A FLYING FOWL.

also my dear freind. I ONLY APPEAR KIND AND GENEROUS TO YOU BECAUSE YOU. YOU. ARE KIND AND GENEROUS. YOU ONLY SEE IN OTHERS WHAT YOU HAVE IN GREAT ABUNDANCE WITHIN YOURSELF.

also no people dont appreciate me in real life i have total of three freinds and one them is online im referring to my pookie bear @thatsthetea0sis.

i was not even AWARE that my blog had an aesthetic and now im GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET IN THE AIR YOU GIVE MY BUTTERFLIES AND THEN I EAT THEM AND NOW I HAVE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH. (yes i accept i love and adore dosto however it has nothing with smarts and everything to do with not studying and killing time and depression and etc) also @nastasya--filippovna is a liar and she has not even finsihed ONE!!!!!!!!!! dosto novel yet. not one. she was reading the idiot and she has not finished it. i would like u to slap her for me.

ALSO NOW IM GOING TO GUSH I DONT KNOW WHICH ONE YOU ARE BUT SRSLY I WILL SEE YOU IN A BETTER LIGHT ONCE U REVEAL URSELF MY DEAR POOKIE BCZ U HAVE JUST SHOWN THROUGH THIS ALIAS HOW BEAUTIFUL UR SOUL IS. AS THE GREAT OSCAR WILDE ONCE SAID 'GIVE A MAN AN OPPURTUNITY TO SEND AN ANONYMOUS TUMBLR ASK AND HE WILL SHOW YOU THE TRUTH'

HONESTLY YOU ARE SO CUTE I JUST

GOD I HAVE NO WORDS

SEE NOW THAT^^^^

THATS HOW U MADE ME FEEL

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immagrosscandy · 10 months

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Hi!

Do you prefer HPHM or HPMA? Which is better in terms of storyline, animation, and characters in your opinion?

-Sincerely, from a dumb anon that is me 💋😷

at this point i really prefer hpma over hphm for a lot of reasons and most of them are how hphm fails in everything you just mentioned

the story gets messy super messy as the years go by, they stretch the chapters like gum making em tedious and boring

the animation is sometimes nasty like some 3d models look bad very bad, as if they just wanted to get the job done instead of making sure said job is good

the characters are... meh. i like some of them but the main story focuses on some of the ones that get worse as the story progresses: like the stupidity that is jacob's sibling, the pain in my ass that is merula snyde, jacob "i am found and never seen again for some reason", the supposed-to-be big bad of the story who's VERY important as he's RELATED to the main characters and is never mentioned until the last year of school. why.

also. another problem that annoys me. the less focus the have on the story and more on adding things that don't really matter. like the amount of sidequests and how much of them they do, and how emphasis they put in them on social media. the perfect example is the big elephant in the room, the romance. like most people only care about the romance because jc stopped caring about the story and it shows, and its seems like they have some sort of dateline to make a new romantic sidequests so that the players keep in touch with the game (at least that's how it feels for me)

as you can see hphm was good, even great. i loved the story and the characters. i liked the mystery behind the vaults and our brother, the mc wasn't stupid, i even liked merula because she was a not-annoying bad bitch that knew more of the mystery than us, there was rowan khanna, they created talbott winger thanks you lord, the story was captivating and it didn't need to be like 60 chapters long i'm looking at you year 6 even the romantic subplot was okay for me, the celestial ball and the first date are peak tlsq and tulip and ismelda was dateable i mean c'mon

but they fucked up

so bad

and i'm hoping the same doesnt happen to hpma. i've finished the main storyline and i kind of like ivy and lottie's stories, they're super cute. the artstyle is GORGEOUS it blows my tiny mind, and the animation is great. i really like it! all the things you can do in the castle such as going to class, dueling, dancing or exploring the forbidden forest are really cool and they keep me interested. its just like being at hogwarts. also the characters here are great and they all have a different story to be told (i'm seeing you daniel)

also i never got to play hogwarts legacy or any of the hp games in the ps2, so this is like my first experience of an open-world hogwarts and... it's cool!

i really dont want to glorify this game, there are some things i dont like about it, but until now i'm really enjoying it!

so i feel like hpma might be better than hphm in terms of animation and storytelling, obviously. and i like the characters in both games, but in hphm they downgrade in quality and writing... so i guess hpma wins

dont get me wrong i still love hphm, but what i hate is what they've done to it

i hope this wasn't too long. if you have anything to say about what i've said feel free to do so. my opinion is just an opinion after all

#i hope im not being rude or anything #hphm makes me really mad because i could've been great but now it wont be anymore #also i ALSO hope xdd that my english is good since its not my birth language and it shows xdd

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pinkmoondoll9shihtzu · 2 days

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pinkmoonmutual i think i have come to u about my adoring fixations on older men before. I woke up from a dream where I was hanging out with this guy I really like and it was so wonderful and perfect and exactly what I want from him....a very nice dream to have, and it fits into what ive been working on recently which is human relationships and figuring out what I want and how to have it... its difficult for me because I love people SO MUCH often after a very short amount of time, this is especially true of older people because I crave sibling affection I didn't get growing up but it happens with people my own age too. and ah idk I'm never sure how to express it to people because love and intensity are things most people only want and expect from romantic attraction. and I'm not opposed to that but especially with older men this becomes difficult because the people I love are not interested in dating people 10 years younger than them and really it would be inappropriate (this guy was my professor! not gonna happen!) and i just end up feeling really creepy and weird and not knowing what to do with this huge adoration and affection inside me. so tricky I really wish you could just be /in love/ with someone and tell them and have them see it as a nice thing and not me trying to get sex or romantic commitment from them. i wish i was a little dog so i could just curl up at his feet and have it be simple. guuuuhhhhhhhh honestly i just wanted to tell you about my crush. I only knew this guy for like a month and a half so its a bit silly but hes so pretty and smart and cool and really inspired me to live and pushed me in the direction im currently going. its just tricky tricky im probably over complicating it but do you think there's more to love than the relationships that people in our world expect? I love people like theyre a god TT .. even talking about it here feels vapid compared to how it is for me. anyway nice dream thanks universe and i hope the pinkmoonworld is nice today <3

i understand u <3 it is a vary nice day in pinkmoonworld thanku for the wish~~~i know this dilemma tho sigh , my thoughts below..

i always felt like my admiration of people was extreme & consuming , i still do to a certain extent its a big part of the reason WHY i became a bit withdrawn like i struggle w how attached i get to others. i dont want to ask for anything in return but i feel shame when people find me creepy lol. And even then, that shame isnt rly the reason i've become untrusting with my heart, cold ppl r the least of my worries, i understand them.. moreso it's dangerous for me when i encounter someone who recognizes i am This Way & instead of being plainly disinterested or aloof they consciously decide to Use my affections in a sinister manner for their own advantage. that's what's mainly caused me to bcome distant even tho i want to love those ppl too.

so despite distance i still need some outlet for these loveful feelings so i guess i've spent the past 5-ish years working on ways to be overly compassionate in a safer manner.. And a big part of that is that i rly find the purest form of love to be platonic love, when theres not really any expectations or prize for being close to someone yet u still are, that kind of love speaks the deepest to me. and it's funny because really shortly after i surrendered my quest for romantic love, like completely surrendered , is when i met SLIMBO, and thru my efforts to be a really good friend to them we ended up falling sooooooo deeply sincerely in love like nothing i;ve ever known. if we had rushed into a relationship idk if it wld be the same , like having it slowly blossom over the course of a few years w no pressure, it's the foundation upon which we could be SO deeply sure we would always be together.

So the way u speak of loving ur crush, i'd say, just continue to act kindly towards him and everyone else u encounter, with no expectations of them.. people really need this like i think everyone needs to know what it feels like to experience a True Friend a selfless friend. it's rare! i rarely meet anyone who i feel doesn't want *something* from me that i cant give them. and i dont even want to hold that against them! im just saying, what U feel is rare so u should embrace it. allow yourself to exude love as much as u can and that frequency will return to u, just like how it did for me and slimbo...And other friends ive made along the way ^_^ Follow you heart.. maybe he's older but who knows what could happen. i've dated ppl 10 years older than me cus i have always acted like grandpa. sometimes ppl will just see u for ur soul.

and maybe ur dream is pointing u in a right direction, idk, i confessed my love to slimbo a few days after having a dream that we held hands. Ofc we had been friends for 2 years by this point so the time felt right, not every dreams mean u should confess, but i feel like having a sweet dream such as that can be a sort of telepathic experience sometimes.. show a connection between you and him on the astral plane. Take time to enjoy life n enjoy having a crush too cus it can be really fun to feel that crazy over someone :] thats my thoughts.....good luck with your heart, PMD9 out !

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hanasnx · 5 months

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Hi! Your Anakin FF give me LIFE and I, first of all, want to thank you for sharing your beautifully smarty works with the Internet.

There's a podcast I listen to called Heavyweight (it explores human connections and is really good) and Episode 54: Victor and Maite is about a painter who only paints his ex-wife. While the ending is actually really sweet, there are moments throughout the story that give high-key Anakin obsession vibes and I felt like you'd appreciate that. Victor even talks about being able to pick out his ex's thyroid in a line-up, lol.

While I highly recommend the entire podcast, I hope you listen to this episode and hear what I did!

hey! omg? this was so fucking thoughtful, genuinely im touched. im really happy my content reached you, and my insight on anakin's character reminded you of something like this. i looked up the podcast and id love to give it a listen, but its only available on spotify and i dont have spotify. is it free to listen to one episode or only parts of it? i dont know much about spotify tbh like what are the rules 💀

"Victor even talks about being able to pick out his ex's thyroid in a line-up, lol." that's .. literally anakin. wow. im stuck on this oh my god. he'd probably know you by the way your vag is shaped too, if it were possible, he'd stick his fingers up there and fish around. he'd know you by your curve and ridges and texture, and if your body lurches when he brushes a certain spot he knows so well. keep him blindfolded cos he wouldnt need to see the shape or color

thank you sincerely for reaching out, this was a really cool message to come back to

#geesequeen #thanks for the msg!!#indy shoots the shit #anakin #anakin smut

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drunkengodsofslaughter · 1 year

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okay regarding all the theories and stuff. there were some i liked on the beginning, like something about the timeline perhaps being messed with because of inconsistencies in major background details, but its gotten so unrealistic and out of hand. they believe these theories to be true rather than theories, and at this point i hate to say it but we dont have time for this! from a narrative/writing standpoint the duffers are NOT going to have the time to incorporate all of this in the final 8-9 episodes of the series. to put it bluntly, we have more important things to focus on. and, if im being honest, i thought the earlier theories were cool but i never considered them realistic because i sincerely do not think the duffers are capable of being that smart lmao

yeah there were some that i liked too - i just think that the problem is people believe they have to be right in their theories so they take it very seriously. it’s sooo much fun to have theories that are just crack and you don’t believe them but you think would make a cool plotline. the problem is when the joke goes too far and you start to take crack theories seriously to the degreee where if something didn’t happen in canon that said person created then well they’re going to take it very hard. but yeah it’s gotten so out of hand and this could be why but also idk. this is just my assumption/theory and i’m not gonna analyze it anymore lol. i also loved the timeline stuff but then people started to create a whole ass identity for henry that was never even brought up in canon and the only evidence is that it was in a newspaper article in the show that in the show was already sketchy in the first place. the newspaper was a very unreliable source in canon so idk why people look at the newspaper and take everything as facts. anyway lol sorry i needed to get that rant out

anyway you’re sooo right like we don’t have time for this and these theories because there are more important things in canon to worry about at this point. yeah same i don’t believe the duffers would write that and even are that smart because like they just wouldn’t come up with that. while yes writing goes on foreshadowing and stuff but the duffers writing is very cut clear about what they want in their story. yes there is a mystery but on screen the complications/complex things end up being shown on screen a lot in a very cut clear way - i don’t think that the duffers would get caught up in all of this. especially considering they have been cut clear to the audience as a whole - while yes there are some things that they keep under wraps but they don’t shy away from telling the audience what to except and even the medias that have inspired them and that they hope captures the vibe in st

#answered asks #this may seem very posh or idk other words lol but like as an english major and someone who’s whole career/life revolves around writing #and creating and analysising things in text - i honestly have a ton to say about this whole thing because like it’s just insanity atp

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