#i sound insane

[smoosnoom]

isn't it so crazy that all the best writing and music and art is done when it's sincere

#i am never such a good writer as when there is just something i want to create #versus . creating because i have to #or for validation or whatever it is #isnt that so crazy ! there is just something in it that will never compare #the secret ingredient is Literally love isnt that crazy #and it Does make it better ! wow #i sound insane #this is not a new revelation but it gwts to me Every Time . #ouhkgltp #/moon

[lover-of-mine]

Okay, so, time to write the blue and yellow meta: deranged version. Shoutout to @dangerpronebuddie for the thoughts that are helping me in this particular delusion (This is gonna have some copy/paste from the other one just for the context to be all in one post, but stay with me anyway if you read that one already I promise this one has more stuff)

Okay, so I have been going insane trying to figure out what the blue and yellow means.

And now I have a theory. So for this one, I'm gonna use the fact that they are using the sun on a wall and that they completed the blue and green with Buck and Eddie at the gym scene with the bottle and the towel to assume I am right, and they complete these things with other elements of the scene, wall, decoration, everything.

Okay, so, when tracking the blue and green thing so I could make this post, I kept wondering why there aren't a lot of Henren examples of it, this season has given us a few more scenes, but I'm pretty sure there are only these 2 before season 7. But like, I didn't think much of it even though I didn't understand why.

But Anna, I thought this was about the blue and yellow, why you talking about the blue and green? Well, I think the blue and yellow is the blue and green for queer couples. Stay with me, I promise I have enough proof to create a reasonable doubt lol.

Okay, so, the other day I saw a henren edit that had their first date and I already had the yellow behind Eddie in my mind and was like, that's interesting, their first date is blue and yellow.

Then, someone is making a Karen in every episode series, and I saw a set of her in yellow and was like "wait, I need to stop looking for answers in the straight couples, buddie is a queer couple, I need to see if this is a pattern that has already been established for the other queer couple, do henren have different rules?" and yes, I think they do.

Going back to the blue and green thing for a second, the easiest couple to track the blue and green is madney. Every couple has worn blue and green, but they have been blue and green since their first scene. And while they do wear blue and green for inconsequential scenes, they are in blue and green for things like getting back together in season 6, finding out Jee is a girl, the date after Doug, the hospital after Doug, the whole Boston episode is blue and green in nature, I talk about that in more detail in my blue and green applied to buddie meta if you're interested.

So, assuming they are establishing the blue and yellow with henren in the same way they do the blue and green with madney, blue and yellow in important henren scenes sounded like a nice bet since the blue and yellow is present on their first date, right? And the same way Boston is inherently blue and green, tomorrow is very blue and yellow.

But you don't really think I'm telling you I established a pattern with only one episode, right? Using other elements of the scene, considering the way they are using the sun a lot with buddie, I have quite a few examples, going back down to when they accept that the IVF didn't work and that they'll be okay. I also really like the way the club in fomo is lit in blue and yellow. (I'm trying to stay within the image limit so, tiny images, sorry lol)

But Anna, you are using the wall a lot. Yes, I am using the wall a lot. Why am I using the wall a lot? You know how madney is the guide for the blue and green? Their house is blue and green. Like decorations and stuff. Mostly the kitchen, but still. The detailing there, the pans, the blue chairs, the blue couch. Even Jee's room is greenish and blueish.

So, henren's house being yellow works, I think. Another point towards that is the way that Buck's bi awakening episode is blue and yellow.

So, I'm gonna be insane and say the blue and yellow thing is the blue and green thing but queer.

Here's where I'm diverging from the first post I made, why? Well, considering my main point of reference was henren and the earliest conclusive example I could find was in 3x04 when they are talking about the IVF, I didn't look in season 2.

But thanks to Maggie (💜) I went to look in Buck, Actually. To check Thomas and Mitchell.

We have the blue and yellow shirt, the blue and yellow lighting, the blue cake with the shirt. They also use the sun in their happy contemplating life moments.

Unrelated but I love the blue and green thing too much not to point this out and I just noticed it lol they have a lot of blue and green details too, the car, the driveway, the transition from a green cake to a blue cake, I just love that.

But, since the blue and yellow exists in the couple that is supposed to show Buck what love looks like, I'm gonna go full crazy here with buddie and blue and yellow, because we are starting at Eddie's introduction lol just another nice little day in the they cast Ryan with a plan delusionland.

Let's move past shirtless Ryan for a sec (yes, I could've used a different screenshot, but why would I lol) the bag above Eddie's head is blue, and there's that yellow thing behind Buck (Hen is also in yellow in this scene and everyone else is in the darker uniform so 👀)

But this is nothing yet, in terms of crazy. How about the way that Hector's call is blue and yellow? And the blue and yellow lights in the ceiling of the ambulance?

What if I told you the dialogue here is "Practice rounds have blue caps, gold caps are live."? Are you feeling insane with me yet?

I personally view the "you can have my back any day" as inherently blue and green, but Eddie's side does have that yellowish light in the middle there so, something else to consider.

But moving on, there's a lot of blue and yellow lighting during the earthquake, but even I will have to admit that's because of emergency lights, so I will keep moving, I am crazy but I also know when to admit that this show likes warm lights and sirens are blue lol

Next up, we have the fountain. And the elf happening right after this, like 👀👀

I couldn't find any other examples in season 2 tho.

I will admit that my season 3 examples are a really big stretch but, the grocery store, has blue, green, and yellow elements, mostly behind Buck.

Them making up the station, also has the yellow light element.

Other cutesy things I wanna point out are the summer camp talk and the cup thing, with the blue chair and the building.

And I kinda have to add the recovery conversation because of the oven and the light behind Eddie.

Also, they usually drink the genuine beer, that has a yellow label and the coming out scene has a beer with a blue label.

Okay, but I skipped a bunch of shit here in the middle. Well, season 5 doesn't have anything that stands out to me all that much. Season 6, has the poker date.

I'm kinda obsessed with the way that the coming out scene has Buck in blue and the yellow behind Eddie while he's dressed in black and the end of the poker date is the other way around. This one feel more on purpose to me than anything else that I pointed out, since this happens after tomorrow, where we see that in play with henren a lot.

But my question here is, if this is something that has been played with since season 2, what does this mean for buddie and survivors?

This scene has some blue and yellow elements and it is the lead to the will reveal.

And, well, the will reveal is undeniably blue and yellow. Their shirts are blue and yellow. And this scene reads as a love confession. It was talked about as Eddie's way of saying he loves Buck to the core. If you add this, and the elements of the shooting and how not platonic the they're in situation is, if any of this is true, then, well, what does it mean for this scene?

I kinda wanna go full conspiracy theory for a second, so bear with me. Buck coming out scene, Buck matches the lighting, everything around him is blue (in contrast to the kiss, where he is in a blue shirt but he has the yellow light behind him), kinda like what's happening with Eddie in the will reveal, but obviously, since Eddie doesn't really match, it's just in the same color palette, we can make an argument about him not being ready yet. Not like Buck is when it comes to his bisexuality now. Especially with the way this scene screams aborted love confession. So, since I'm already using this to fuel my Ryan got cast with a plan madness, I will also use this for my Eddie has been aware since season 4 madness.

This is long and kinda completely deranged but I think there is an actual argument to be made here, at least from season 6 forward, so this is my current theory, let's see how the rest of the season plays out 🫶

As always, if you read this I love you 💜

#911 meta #911 #buddie thoughts #buddie #anyway #here #911 spoilers #sorta #i sound insane #lol

[wolfertinger666]

being autistic sucks sometimes but it's also silly because my brain will think I'm a bunny and I'll be like "yes I am a bunny (⁠ᵔ⁠ᴥ⁠ᵔ⁠)"

#i struggle with being autistic and its hard but my brain will pull funny lil things on me like that and honestly its a breather #bunny rambles #i sound insane

[macaulaytwins]

No one:

Me three drinks in: okay right so neil goes to the yakuza-run stadium for two weeks but it’s actually three because of how they keep time so the yakuza branch family doesn’t pay off a doctor to continue tormenting his goalkeeper love interest and—

#I Sound Insane #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #tfc #neil josten #andrew minyard #andreil

[crunchycrystals]

i cant stop laughing he wanted it to be howie mandel so bad

#crunchyposts #game changer #game changer spoilers #im cryriruirgsjdksbgmsd im laughing so much #i sound insane #100 #150

[baffledartistry]

istg if i were to ever go an mcr concert i would probably have worst post-concert depression a human being could have, like you’d probably find me on the floor sobbing bc i miss mcr

#i sound insane #mcr #my chemical fucking romance #my chemical romance #my chemical gerard #mychem #gerard way #danger days #the black parade #three cheers for sweet revenge #post concert depression #what am yapping about

[coop-of-coffee]

Ted Lasso 3x06 spoilers

guys hang on. Trent was wearing yellow. In the Pride flag, yellow represents sunlight. Sunlight - sunflowers… Trent being the sunlight, Ted being the sunflowers…

#i’ve connected the dots #i’ve connected them #how am i not supposed to be delusional #do you see my vision #tedtrent happening tedtrent real tedtrent canon #ted x trent #tedtrent #tedependent #ted lasso #trent crimm #ted lasso spoilers #i sound insane #words words words #ted lasso tv

[prncssberry]

I can see a few seeds being planted by the writers for Din possibly getting with Bo. Like if that does happen I won’t be upset, hell I might even be fine if done well enough

But in my mind he’s married to Luke and I don’t mean in a “ haha whatever you say” way

It’s just an established aspect of his character to me like I genuinely keep thinking Luke will come around the next corner as if he’s been there the whole time because this ship’s been canon since “are you a Jedi?”

#I saw someone pointing out those seeds and I was :0 but he’s already married! #they just make so much sense to the point I’ve simply convinced myself it’s canon #never crossed my mind that it isn’t #the mandalorian #din djarin #bo katan kryze #luke skywalker #dinluke #skydalorian #star wars #I sound insane

[otrtbs]

if I ever became a celebrity I would write fanfiction about myself

no i would literally write fanfic of me and harry styles or andrew garfield or robby p or whatever and in the authors notes id be like “why isn’t anyone talking about them guys??? 🤪”

and then kickstart the conversation on twt from a burner account and laugh maniacally until other people would pick it up and be like “we need them together they’d be so good” “why didn’t i think about this pairing before”

and the rest would be history case closed !

#i sound insane #i’m giving kate seguin (sorry girl i get it now) #asks

[thesingular-voice]

I don’t know but I REALLY want Mariah Rose Faith as Aphrodite in the pjo show sorry

#mariah rose faith #what am i saying #i sound insane #throws up #cries #starkid nerdy prudes must die #team starkid #Extended sounds of brutal pipe murder #percy jackson #percy jackson tv show #pjo show #pjo tv show

[30-3am]

james hetfield always gonna be my number one hoe and no one is gonna top him.

#alana's thoughts #metallica #james hetfield #james my beloved #metal #80s metal #i love that dude #with everything i have #and there were people before him #but i broke up with them #me and james have been happily married much longer #james and lana <333 #together forever #i sound insane #idc #JAMES HETFIELD IS MY NUMBER ONE BITCH

[smoosnoom]

lost my words again

He squints. “Mike?” “Hey,” Mike replies, feeling like a nutcase. He’s still holding onto his bike handles. “We – um, fancy meeting you here.” Will stares at him. His hair is progressively getting wetter. “I live here."

A sudden epiphany brings a confession in the rain.

#guys i am moments away from snoozing onto my laptop #so so close . ok #same drill as last time my mind is os os osoosooo empyty #how did i manage to mispell every single so #anyway #i sound insane #hopefulyly i didn tmajorly mispell something #and thi sisnt sooo ooc and it sucks an d is thr worst thing ihave ever written #itssuper short too im so sosry #ok enough apologizing . hopeuflly its enjoyable anyway #byler #byler fic #byler fanfic #mike wheeler #will byers #umm . si there anything else I Don't think so . okay #goodnight pleaseee let me knwo if it sucks majorly i will not be offended i pinky promise #why rmy eyes shutting . i got such an appropirate amount of sleep last night . whatever . goodnight eveyrone #magic

[rustic-space-fiddle]

QUESTION:

What vibes does my art give off??? Like I always get a special vibe when I open someone’s art account but I cannot sense my own vibe. What do y’all get?

#I sound insane #like an art guru #but legit #what do y’all get? what does it make you think of????? #Rusty rants #genuine question

[stuckasmain]

Ok so I think I’ve officially figured it out when it comes to Christian’s and their looks. They NEED to look a little deranged to work they need that scruffy ‘I’ve spent three days locked in my room writing this’ crazy eyes. Messy hair, a bit of scruff.

John and Derek have the perfect just enough unhinged look. They’re nice enough at the start but then you watch them unravel, their eyeliner gets messy, they stop combing their hair

Aaron … looks perfect the entire time and cries maybe sometimes

Casey- we haven’t seen his performance yet but he’s suffering from major model syndrome in the promo photos he looks too nice

*This has nothing to do with skill level or preformance I’m talking purely costume and costume progression! They wear almost the same costume/formula some nail it , some don’t. Also all of these men are attractive, that’s not what I’m getting at

#I sound insane #moulin rouge #moulin rouge musical #moulin rouge! #moulin rouge broadway #moulin rouge tour #john cardoza #derek klena #aaron tveit #casey cott #Broadway casting #costuming #Aaron’s also way overrated but I think I’d be killed for saying that anywhere but tags #christian moulin rouge

[terrestrialnoob]

I've seen people be critical of Butch Hartman as a bad artist, and a bad friend, and a bad how runner, and a scam artist, and trying to sneak his religion into his work - But I need people to also understand that Elmer "Butch" Hartman isn't just a scummy lying, asshole, thief; he's a member of a christian dominionist movement that's trying to take over the United States of America, and eventually the entire world, with some of the movement's individual churches wanting to cause The Biblical Rapture.

It's essentially a Doomsday Cult but it's too decentralized to meet the actual definition of a cult: it doesn't have a singular leader or core structure. The movement is called the Seven Mountain Mandate - a collection of Christian political ideologies that are not inherent to Christianity - to the point many other churches believe the 7-M is heretical. The loose network of very big and powerful churches (including the church of Donald Trump's Spiritual Advisor) are trying to control the "seven mountains of control" one of which is Art and Entertainment. Hartman isn't just trying to use his clout as a cartoonist to convert people into his religion, he is trying to help take over the world.

And just in case anyone wants to know. His church believes that mental health issues (everything from depression to PTSD to autism), any medical illness, queerness, and other religions are caused by demons that can be prayed away, and his wife runs a "church camp" where people do attempt to cure all of that with prayer - yes they try to cure autism, queerness, and belief in non-christian religions. These people are also Zionist who want Israel to expand across the Middle East to help bring about The Biblical Rapture.

When you say someone is as bad as Hartman, please remember this, please remember he is actively trying to help this political organization take over the world.

#butch hartman #religion #tw cult #I learned all this trying to convince my cousin that Donald Trump wasn't really christian #and shouldn't be voted for by christians #and then I vaguely remembered the oaxis video of hartman #and when I looked he was standing in front of 7-m imagery #I sound insane #and this blog is just supposed to be for fandom stuff #but he is literally trying to take over the world

[pantherloid]

Please yap, I want to hear about the non-bio thing about Len

Okay!!! Im not gonna articulate it well so it's gonna be all over the place.

Ive said (too many times) that my hcs of len (and any other vocasynth) is theyre either physical robots or they exist in your 'puter.

At first I almost said "non-human" to mean like its a character thats not born and so doesnt live a human life like go through developmental stages, have parents that theyre born from, have a childhood especially, ET CETERA right, but non-human makes it sound like its furries or monsters so that doesnt make any sense.

Non-biological feels accurate bc there is no BIRTH and no developmental stages, no lived experiences/past experiences, and basically, i want the character to exist in a void!! No ties, no meaningful connections.

A little bit off tangent... I've had my old fursona (oldest oc) in my head for the longest time and theyre supposed to be one of these characters that Do Not Exist like theyre not a "person" who goes through life and experiences, theyre an entity that... exists in...SOME way, and I was never able to convey that idea UNTIL like last year, after experimenting for a long time with len hcs where hes a digital being, it kinda clicked. This non-existing character type that I've been wanting to convey can be well translated as a digital being or like a computer program. I think i want to say this character type is entirely intangible, like computer programs, so they "dont exist"...but you wouldn't say a computer program is "not real" right, like um WHERE AM I GOING.

Anyways HAVE YOU EVER seen that tumblr post (i think) about hatsune miku, gorillaz, and the muppets being not real but also... real... bc they exist in the real world and we talk about them *Vsauce music* or SOMETHING like that...

Where am i going now ah. The kagami-ne mirror images thing is so good because to me there is no way this makes sense if i think of them as flesh and blood people like DA HELL you mean theyre mirror images, the concept simply does not work. Like look i assume people who hc rin and len as twins hc them as 'people' because---

((context i made a tweet a while ago, i said : "I lean more on the mirror images interpretation than twins like siblings." "In my hc theyre not people so theyre not ""siblings"" bc you'd have to be born for that?? Theyre probably more like clones but also not BIOLOGICALLY bc theyre either robots/digital beings like i always say." ---

because twins suggest biology. Like they were fetuses in a womb together, man where am i going again.

The mirror images thing is really cool when theyre thought of as just ENTITIES. Just person-like beings that are just copy pasted like no further or deeper explanations. Theyre simply not real!!!!

- - -

After yapping I realized it all comes down full circle to my escapist ass not wanting anything connected to the real world. Like the way i draw len or my human ocs, theyre only supposed to resemble humans, they should not look "real" as in look like they could be someone who you could spot when you leave your house or something.

#ask #i wrote this while very eepy so its gonna make even less sense #thanks for letting me ramble but yeah the thoughts are not coming out in a neat string!!!! #NAH its funny bc its not like i hate realistic biology bc unfortunately one of my #biggest pastimes is thinking about how my ocs bodies work rather than thinking like oh what is their #personality or backstory - you know like a NORMAL PERSON #like how exactly does this furry's paw-hand function like anatomically is what im usually thinking of instead of idk oh what #role does this character play in this world #i sound insane #(or just extremely neurodivergent) #if you cared to know. my obsession with thinking of the biology of my ocs comes from my strong interest in #learning about animals when i was younger #i shouldnt be yapping further