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#if i like it in the end hahahahaa
spockoholic · 10 months
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watching clj was just 30 hours of me going "not arguing with a man with big brown eyes, whatever you say beautiful"
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i hate s.eifer a.lmasy so much
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#that was a lie#i need him carnally actually#ahem sorry what HAHAHAHAA#ash rambles 💚#he is so... AHSKHSKAHAKAHSJWJSJAHSJWJSJWHSJQHSNWJRUJWHEJW#i know he's an asshole but shhh he's sooo dreamyyyy!!!!#i don't support the chaining s.quall up and torturing him but um#heck#s.eifer in the mobile games... him always talking about how he wants to be a knight and protect the people he holds dear...#also he's really handsome did i mention that#thank you s.quall soooo much for cutting his face in the intro of the game since that facial scar does him soooo good#ahsjabdnsbdjwhdb i feel like this gush post is all over the place but s.eifer turns me into mush#however my s/i for him is so cool! she's so stylish! and also she has guns! two of them! and lots of earrings and a cool outfit and stuff!!#she's a member of the main party so s.eifer is her enemy for like. the whole game#(but she has a crush on him and her friends tease about it often)#however in the ending cutscene you see them hug! they get together a bit after the game! they have a lot of recovering to do together#considering that they've both been enrolled in Mercenary School since they were very very young-#but heck. i hate him (i really love him so much but i'm stubborn and just saying it makes me smile)#he's handsome and strong... and kind.. actually no he's not#but shhh whatever i love him anyway!! he may be a questionable villain but he's MY questionable villain#also hehe i used tiny s.eifer for this post#look at him. look at how small he is. he's so cute
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brandnewcreature · 1 year
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arent you tired of being nice dont you judt want to go apeshit
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idlerin · 3 months
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nonsense — 40. only your love
preferably listen to old love by yuji while reading :)
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masterlist — previous | epilogue
✦ fun facts !
oikawa showed [name] the letters he wrote for her :)
[name] is wearing her necklace with oikawa’s initials on it again :)
oikawa is regularly showered with [name]’s random drabble ideas :)
they have a joint morning routine now :)
oikawa went with [name] when she talked to her parents :)
sometimes they spend nights together with [name] writing papers and oikawa reading manuscripts :)
oikawa is spoiled with affection ([name] is too) :)
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nonsense ! an oikawa tooru social media au
synopsis. you were oikawa tooru’s #1 fan, until you became his #1 hater. you hated him so much you went viral on twitter (accidentally) and literally became known as “the oikawa tooru hater”, doesn’t help that he keeps fueling the fire by subtweeting you. everyone is all in for this new drama. what isn’t known to the public, is that this particular drama’s been on hold for three years (him being your ex and all).
a/n — THIS IS IT officially the end of the main story!!! its been such a long journey with u guys (cuz of my hiatuses) and IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL TO EVERYONE WHO STAYED READ COMMENTED REBLOGGED AND MORE nonsense wouldnt be nonsense without you guys ☹️❤️ i have more to say but i’ll be putting it in the epilogue (3-parts, will be short) the epilogue is essentially just a bonus and this is like the actual last part of the story :(( love you guys i’ll construct a proper message i swear HAHAHAHAA okay last thing, thank you for loving oikawa and [name]’s love and sticking till the end!
taglist is closed ! + (1/2) @kawaii-angelanne @ceneridiankaa @kittycasie @rukia-uchiha-98 @polish-cereal @kellesvt @rockleeisbaeeee @kashxyou @imsoluvly @jjulliette @tooruchiiscribs @littlefreakjulia @gomjohs @qualitygiantshoepsychic @mellowknightcolorfarm @konzumeken @migosple @kuroogguk @sangwooooo @katsu-shi @wolffmaiden @rijhi @2baddies-1porsche @yeehawcity @aishkaaa @crueldinasty @renardiererin @yyuiz @llamakenma @penguinlovestowrite @princelingperfect @hearts4faey @yoonabeo @pantherhappy @julia-1901 @godsbiggestmenace @angel-luv-04 @noideawhothatis @bethbat @natsvmie @luna-mothii @lylovw @apinu @leave-rae-alone @kamikokii @bananasquash @eitaababe @minimari415 @hanabihwa @nilopillo
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sanjisblackasswife · 1 year
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“MMAHMB” Luffy x Black!Fem Reader (FLUFF)
I got this idea from reddit
Bad Summary: For the past 6 months Luffy has been telling you 6 letters everyday wanting you to figure out what it means and it’s been driving you crazy
CW: Just cheesy fluff fr, a kiss ig, Reader is Mentioned to Have Locs
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“Man?”
“No.”
“Mom?”
“No.”
“Make?”
“No!”
“Well i dont know Luffy gimme a hint!”
You both got lost in the jungle the crew decided to scope around and while searching for a clear path to follow Luffy called you over to see what he carved in the tree and it was a poorly worded
MMAHMB
Right on the bark, you look to see his happy go lucky smile and ask the same daily question,
“What does it mean.”
“Guess!”
“I CAN’T—!”
You have tried to come up with every possible word but the only one you’ve guessed right was “me” but that wasn’t the first word.
“Can i get a clue.”
“No.”
It was like a never ending game of hanged man, except no confirmation that you are right or wrong or close to the answer.
At one point you’ve asked for help but it made Luffy so whiney and upset so nobody tries to give you aid in your time of need.
“Give up?” Luffy teased now wrapping himself on your back as you walked, luckily he was always light as a feather so carrying him was never an issue with him holding onto you like a Koala.
“It’s been MONTHS Luffy of course i give up!” Your shrug your arms out groaning in mental exhaustion from your menacing boyfriend, he just giggles to kiss your cheek before pointing forward
“Okay fine! You suck at riddles Y/N..”
“Shut up and tell me!”
He lets out an airy chuckle and stares off for a moment in thought as you kept walking as Luffy played in your locs, you can feel him twirl it and even put one on his lip like a mustache making your lip curl into a grin,
“You should show me sometime how you got your hair like this i like it alot….so soft—“
“Luffy tell me what the letter mean bro.”
“OH RIGHT HEHEHEHE!”
He lets go of your hair to grab your cheeks, his slightly dry lips right on your ear to.
“PSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPPSPSPSPSPSPST!”
“EW! WHAT?!” You swat his hands away and rub your now drool filled ear, “Luffy you play too damn much!”
“Hahahahaa! Okay okay! Fineeeee.”
Doing attempt 2, you felt reluctant, but you still leaned into his touch, his hand now covering your opposite ear and other hand cupping your other, he breathes are slightly shaky, possibly from excitement.
“You ready?” His tone a little more sincere and genuine, you nod impatiently, “okay…”
“Y/n…”
“Oh look we’re here! We found a path!”
Almost as if someone robbed you of seeing the One Piece, your heart sank and in an instant you got a headache. You felt Luffy’s bodyweight off of your back, but you couldn’t even look at him. You just held your face, nearly about to crouch down.
“Hey…what’s wrong you hurt?” Luffy tilted his head and tugged your arm to show your eyes.
“Noooo Luffyyy.” You pouted, “tell meeee what the letters meeeeeaannnuhhh?”
Luffy’s slight frown turned into laughter as he wrapped his arm around you to hold you on his side and run to the nearest tree.
You were so defeated and annoyed you just laid there practically dead on his side with the most irritated look on your face, of course Luffy didn’t care he was too busy carving…
MMAHMB
“Marry.” Luffy had his finger on the first word and looked at you,, he wasn’t necessarily smiling, but he had a very hopeful look on his face.
“Me.” He pointed at the next letter and with each word your eyes grew bigger.
“And.”
“Have.”
“My.”
“Babies.”
It took you a moment to register what he said,
“…marry me and have my babies…”
“No! Marry ME and have MY babies, y/n!”
You were dumbfounded. Clearly these past 6 months he haven’t been trying to,
“…are you proposing to me?”
“Well.” He said helping you stand you back up, brushing your clothes that have seemed to been dirtied by leaves while running, “kinda. We can’t get married now but this is my promise to you!—
“You will marry me and have my babies!”
You felt your heart and face warm, he was so confident and proud to finally reveal his little secret to you you started to blank out on his rambling.
“…and you should have all boys! When im pirate king I want an all boy crew to teach! Not that i don’t want any girls, I do like you, Robin, and Nami—-“
“Luffy!” You snapped him out of his thoughts as you touched the poorly carved tree. “You mean that?”
“Duh, why would i lie.”
You smile at his shrug, grabbing his neck you kiss this boy, making him smile. He grew to adorn your kisses, he grew to adorn you, which is why he knew and meant what he said,
“I love you, Luffy.” You mumble on his lips getting another laugh out of him before he throw his hag on you.
It was such a weird yet cute way for him to propose, you never really had many romantic moments like this with Luffy, he just isn’t a romantic guy, he does things out of impulse and what he thinks is right and you knew that so you wasn’t too surprised this was how he would profess his love to you, so what can you expect from a guy like him.
He’s Luffy.
And he loves you.
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snowmist-hashira · 10 months
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Yoww Skye omgg HAHAHAHAA betchu know already how much I became a sucker for your Condemned Love oneshot, hence I am writing this request since there's a bunch of us asking for it already! XD
Mui and Y/N still continue with their secret relationship, some of the Hashiras know it already and ppl like Tengen, Mitsuri, Tanjiro and even Oyakata-sama are happy it about it but they're worried it might suffocate and hinder alot like how he once was amnesiac. They only want what's best for him and his lover. Mui acknowledges this but he's taking his time how to strategize this and eventually attempt to win the heart of Y/N's mother. Little did he know that Y/N's mother set his lover up with a guy for an arranged marriage (oh shit). So Y/N has no choice but to acknowledge her mother's wishes. When Mui and her met, she mentions this after Mui expresses he had plans to win her, this shocks the Hashira to the core. Ofc, he understand the mother so he tried to comply first and they assured each other they'll think of a plan to win their love in the end. Just then, Y/N's mother finds them both in their usual place and was shocked to see a demon slayer with her daughter. The couple had no choice but to introduce themselves as "friends" only. Her mother says it's fine with her but she openly told them that they cannot fall in love and Y/N is already engaged with someone, much to the couple's dismay.
Now that Y/N's mother know him, Muichiro openly visits her from time to time now, but this time the other guy is now in the picture cause he also visits her too. Both Mui and Y/N tries to bare with this (Mui steals a kiss on a cheek or when they are beside each other and no one is looking Y/N slips her pinky around Mui's), they just want to reveal the world how much they are really in love. As time goes by, Mui's jealousy towards the other guy grew because he began kissing Y/N's hand and openly expresses his love for her when it should be him. It's also painful for Y/N because she sees Mui in the background watching, so it kills both of them deep inside. One day when the other guy finally proposes to Y/N, Mui's heart already reached its limit, so he left quietly but ofc his lover instantly notices this.
Mui sped into the woods, his heart in great sorrow now that he let his lover slowly slip away from his fingers now that someone was in the way now. Suddenly, Y/N follows him crying and sobbing telling him that she cannot do this anymore and keep pretending they're nothing. She rejected the guy and told her mother that she loves someone else and left. As Mui's heart overflowed with the effort his lover brought, her mother instantly caught them in the act and she was horrified. Despite that they now told her that they have been in love for a long time now, Y/N's mother harshly rejects this and told Y/N they'll leave town for good, now that the guy she was engaged to was left embarrassed. It shattered Y/n and Mui's hearts because of this. They tried to fight for their love but Y/N's mother has her final word.
On the night of their departure, Y/N and her mother's carriage had been attacked by a strong demon that killed the man handling the carriage and their horse 😭😭 All the mother's fear eventually surfaced and she tries to protect her only treasure which is her daughter. In the flick of a hand, Muichiro instantly appears in the scene and inflicts harm to the demon. (He even taunts the demon to not hurt the one he loves and her mother). The demon was reckless and fails to recognize he's actually a Hashira, so he was eventaully slain by Muichiro's mist breathing. It brought flashbacks to Y/N's mother of how she first met Y/N's father and how it felt like love at first sight for the both of them. After Muichiro gracefully lands on his feet and unsheathes his sword, Y/N towards him and they hugged tightly, while Mui asks if she was hurt anywhere. This brought tears to her mother, and she was deeply reminded her and Y/n's father's love. Finally, Mui declares how much he loves Y/N. They're both aware of the risks, but they both finally understand how much this love they share is worth fighting for, so they wont give up. Eventually, Y/N's mother was very grateful that Y/n finds someone who deeply loves her and was also a demon slayer, so she remembers how it felt like. In the end, her mother finally apologizes to the both of them and finally recognizes their relationship. Ahhkk!! :">
[Chapter title: Shattered Constraints]
[Requested] Muichiro Tokitou x Reader
Wattpad:(One shots) Tokito Muichiro x Reader Archive:Kimetsu No Yaiba: Tokitou Muichiro x Reader Master list:♠ Information ♠ Word count: 3,906
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Artist: 四月一日 Link: Pixiv
I am open to requests for Muichiro x Reader content, and I also enjoy engaging in roleplays. If you're interested in either, please feel free to check out my pinned post for more information. ~ ♠
Oh man, strap your seatbelts on cause this is going to be a long one HAHA! This is the continuation of "Condemned Love," but you don't need to read the first part to understand this one. I apologize if my proofreading wasn't thorough enough. My eyes were dying and @aeolia18 enjoyed inputting the details, (I love it girl~) I also had a great time describing the scenes. Nonetheless, this experience was enjoyable. Hopefully, this story brings you guys some satisfaction and closure~ (Scheduled)
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Muichiro was found seated on the porch of Oyakata-sama's estate, lost in his thoughts, his posture conveyed a sense of introspection and contemplation. With one foot dangling off the edge of the wooden floor and the other raised, his elbow resting on his knee, Muichiro's chin was cradled in his palm as he stared up at the sky. It was evident that something weighed heavily on his mind, causing his gaze to wander and his thoughts to wander with it.
Mitsuri and Tanjiro cautiously peered from the corner, their curiosity getting the better of them, they observed Muichiro engrossed in his contemplation. Their heads tilted, they watched as he remained completely absorbed in his thoughts, unaware of their presence.
It was only when Mitsuri accidentally stumbled over a small pebble that Muichiro's attention was drawn away from his musings. He turned his head, his gaze meeting Mitsuri and Tanjiro, his expression shifting from deep contemplation to mild surprise, as he wondered how long they had been there.
"Tokito-kun, are you okay? You look like you have a lot on your mind right now." Tanjiro approached Muichiro, his concern evident in his voice, he addressed him with a gentle tone.
"Ah..." Muichiro, feeling the weight of his thoughts, lowered his gaze, his expression mirroring a mixture of sadness and contemplation. A soft sigh escaped his lips, releasing some of the tension that had accumulated within him.
"Ah... I was just... thinking of Y/n," he finally admitted the cause of his preoccupation with a touch of vulnerability in his mint-colored eyes.
Tanjiro and Mitsuri exchanged a knowing glance, understanding the depth of Muichiro's feelings for Y/n. They were among the few who were aware of the secret relationship between Muichiro and Y/n, along with Uzui, Oyakata-sama, and themselves. While they hadn't intervened, they couldn't help but feel concerned and worried about the well-being of both Muichiro and Y/n.
The circumstances surrounding their relationship posed challenges and potential risks, which weighed on their minds. As caring comrades, they understood the complexities and dangers of being involved in a forbidden connection, especially in their line of work as Demon Slayers.
The mist pillar’s demeanor shifted, his body slouching further as he planted both feet firmly on the ground, surrounded by pebbles. The weight of his thoughts seemed to pull him down, evident in his posture. With his arms resting on his knees, a visible frown etched onto his brows, he expressed his concerns openly.
"I've been contemplating how to gain Y/n's mother's favor," Muichiro admitted, his voice laced with a hint of determination. The significance of Y/n's mother's approval loomed large in his mind, reflecting his desire to establish a positive relationship with her.
“But I’m not sure what to do…” He trailed off, sighing deeply, feeling the weight of his predicament as he clasped his hands together, his forehead resting against them. It was evident that he was grappling with a lack of clarity on how to proceed.
Tanjiro's empathetic gaze rested upon Muichiro, his heart going out to his friend. The frustration etched on the mist pillar’s face spoke volumes about the depth of his love for Y/n. Witnessing Muichiro's struggle and the difficulties they faced as a couple, Tanjiro couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness for their situation.
"You can take it easy, Tokito-kun," Tanjiro advised, his tone gentle. "Try to establish your presence in her family. Y/n's mother may not approve of you right away, but with constant efforts, there's a chance that her perception might change."
Muichiro's gaze shifted towards Tanjiro, momentarily making eye contact before lowering his gaze once more absorbing his friend's advice. However, his solemn expression revealed that he had already considered this approach, and he was well aware of the resistance he faced.
With a tinge of sadness in his voice, Muichiro shared his knowledge based on Y/n's explanations. "Her mother seems persistent in not allowing her daughter to be with a demon slayer," he revealed.
Despite knowing the obstacles, he still yearned for a solution that would bring them closer and overcome the obstacles they faced.
“But it wouldn’t hurt to try…” Muichiro muttered. It was worth making an effort to win Y/n's mother's favor. He closed his eyes, with a deep breath, as if gathering his thoughts and summoning strength from within.
Determined to express his thoughts and intentions, he looked forward to their next meeting. However, little did Muichiro know that Y/n had her own surprise in store for him, albeit not a good one.
Their usual spot was beside a sakura tree, where Y/n had found solace and a sense of peace in gazing at the clouds. The familiarity of the location brought a sense of comfort, yet he couldn't help but notice a subtle change in Y/n's expression as he drew nearer.
As he laid eyes on her, sitting gracefully on the grass in her customary kimono, his heart skipped a beat. However, he quickly recognized the glint of pain and frustration reflected in her eyes, accompanied by a slight furrowing of her brows. It was a departure from the usual tranquility that characterized their shared moments under the sky.
Concern washed over Muichiro as he approached Y/n, sensing that something was amiss. He couldn't help but wonder what had transpired to evoke such emotions in her.
"Y/n." The mist pillar's voice cut through the air, calling her out with mix of concern and care. Startled, Y/n flinched, taken aback by his sudden presence. However, her initial surprise transformed into relief, her shoulders visibly relaxed.
The tension in her expression eased, and a warm smile graced her face upon seeing Muichiro. The sight of Y/n's smile brought a sense of comfort and reassurance to his heart.
“I didn’t see you there.” Y/n held her hand out, to which Muichiro accepted, a small smile forming on his lips as he gently intertwined their fingers.
He settled down beside her on the grass, as the minutes passed in a comfortable silence, allowing them to find solace in each other's company.
He took a deep breath, gathering the courage to express himself fully.
"Y/n... I've been thinking," Muichiro began, his words gentle yet resolute. "What if we were to be open about our relationship with your mother?"
He continued, his voice laced with hope and a hint of uncertainty. “Maybe she’ll come to accept it over time.”
Y/n's gaze met Muichiro's, there was a fleeting moment of hesitation before she averted her eyes, a frown forming on her brows. Muichiro's concern deepened as he observed her reaction, realizing that his suggestion might not be met with the optimism he had hoped for.
Sensing her inner turmoil, Muichiro instinctively reached out, gently cupping her cheek in his hand.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Muichiro's voice was filled with genuine concern, reflecting his desire to alleviate Y/n's distress. His orbs searched her face, silently urging her to share her thoughts and feelings with him.
"We can't be open about it," Y/n spoke with a tinge of frustration and pain evident on her face. Before Muichiro could inquire about the reason, she continued, revealing a distressing truth. "My mother has already arranged a marriage for me..."
Muichiro's eyes widened in disbelief and anguish as Y/n revealed the truth that lay hidden within her heart. The weight of her words hung heavily in the air, causing his breath to catch in his throat, it struck him with a profound sense of loss and helplessness.
His grip on her cheek tightened involuntarily, his touch now a mixture of comfort and desperation. The reality of their situation crashed down upon them, threatening to shatter the dreams they had shared.
It was as if the world had conspired against them, presenting an insurmountable obstacle that threatened to tear them apart.
His mind raced, desperately searching for a solution, but the weight of the situation seemed almost unbearable. The thought of losing Y/n to an arranged marriage filled him with a sense of dread and despair.
Muichiro's frustration mingled with understanding as he processed the reason behind Y/n's mother's protectiveness and the arrangement of the marriage. He recognized that her mother's actions were driven by a desire to shield her daughter from potential grief and ensure her well-being.
However, even with that understanding, Muichiro couldn't help but feel the weight of his own frustration. The circumstances seemed unfair, as their love was being overshadowed by the expectations that governed Y/n's life.
Despite all of that, his love for Y/n was unyielding, and he refused to let it be extinguished even if it meant defying societal norms and risking everything.
"We will find a way, Y/n. I promise." He whispered with a mixture of pain and determination in his voice.
While the couple was immersed in the weight of their shared dilemma, a voice abruptly broke the tense atmosphere. Instinctively, Muichiro withdrew his hand from Y/n's cheek, both of them turning their attention to the source of the voice. To their surprise and unease, it was Y/n's mother standing before them.
Y/n's mother stood with a stern expression, her gaze shifting between her daughter and Muichiro. The air seemed to thicken as silence enveloped the trio, each person grappling with their own emotions and the sudden intrusion of reality.
“Y/n, what’s this?” Her mother asked, face contorted with a mixture of shock and anger. The strict prohibition against any romantic involvement with a demon slayer had been made clear, and her mother's expectations had been firmly set.
Y/n's breath hitched, her eyes darting nervously between her mother and Muichiro. She felt caught in a web of conflicting emotions, torn between her love for Muichiro and the desire to honor her mother's wishes. The weight of her mother's disapproval bore down upon her, leaving her struggling to find the right words.
"I..." Y/n stammered, struggling to find the right words. Seeing her struggle, Muichiro made a difficult decision, one that pained his heart deeply.
Muichiro's heart sank as he spoke, but he believed it might be the best course of action for the time being. The words hung heavy in the air, the weight of their unspoken love lingering between them.
"I'm..." Muichiro trailed, his voice tinged with a mixture of sorrow and resignation. "I'm Y/n's... friend."
The words felt like a betrayal to his own heart, but he knew that it might offer temporary reprieve.
Y/n looked at Muichiro, her eyes reflecting a blend of surprise and heartache. She understood the sacrifice he was making, the pain he was enduring to protect her from potential repercussions.
Y/n's mother observed them silently, her expression inscrutable. Muichiro's declaration seemed to have momentarily diffused the tension, but the underlying complexity of their relationship lingered in the air.
"That's fine, I suppose," Y/n's mother said, crossing her arms and gazing firmly at Muichiro. "Y/n is already destined for an arranged marriage, regardless."
His heart sank further, and his frustration intensified as he felt like getting hit with a devastating blow. Y/n's mother's words hung heavy in the air, her stern gaze adding to the weight of the situation. The reality of Y/n's predetermined fate weighed heavily on Muichiro's mind, leaving him feeling helpless and desperate.
The thought of losing Y/n to someone else, to be separated from the one he loved, was a tormenting prospect he couldn't bear.
Much to their concealed dismay, Y/n's mother was well aware of Muichiro's presence which made Muichiro's visits to Y/n's house became more frequent and open, as they no longer needed to meet in secret. However, to their dismay, the man whom Y/n's mother had arranged for her was also always present there.
The situation became increasingly complex as both Muichiro and the arranged suitor started openly visiting Y/n's house. Muichiro couldn't help but feel a sense of unease and competition whenever they were in each other's presence.
Despite their own hidden feelings, Muichiro continued to visit Y/n openly, maintaining a friendly and supportive demeanor. He cherished the moments they spent together, even though it pained him to see Y/n potentially growing closer to someone else.
It was evident that both of them were attempting to endure the situation, finding solace in small, subtle gestures that conveyed their affection amidst the presence of the suitor. When the suitor was not looking or absent from the room, they seized those moments to express their hidden feelings.
Muichiro would steal quick kisses on Y/n's cheeks, his actions filled with tenderness and longing. The soft touch of his lips against her skin spoke volumes about the depth of his love for her, even if it remained unspoken.
In return, Y/n would discreetly slip her pinky finger into Muichiro's, a subtle gesture. It was their secret code, a symbol of their intertwined hearts that they shared amidst the constraints imposed by Y/n's mother.
These small acts of affection brought comfort and reassurance to both Muichiro and Y/n. They served as a reminder that their love was real, even if it had to remain hidden for the time being.
They longed for the day when they could openly express their love without fear or reservations.
As time passed, Muichiro's jealousy towards the suitor intensified. Witnessing the suitor openly displaying his affection for Y/n, kissing her hand and openly declaring his love for her, stirred a mix of frustration, insecurity, and longing within the mist pillar’s heart. Each public display of affection felt like a sharp pang, reminding him of his own hidden desires and the limitations placed on their relationship.
He couldn't help but yearn for the opportunity to be the one expressing his love openly, to hold Y/n's hand without reservation, and to proclaim his affection for her with pride.
Y/n's pain was no less intense, while she tried to maintain composure and stay committed to the arrangement set by her mother, the sight of Muichiro watching from the background, his jealousy palpable, pierced her heart with a profound ache. She could sense his longing, his hidden emotions, and it mirrored her own inner turmoil.
Y/n's heart ached for Muichiro, knowing that he yearned to be the one to openly express his love for her. She felt the weight of his frustration that their relationship had to be kept in the shadows. It tore at her soul to see him suffer silently, knowing that she couldn't offer him the public love and validation he deserved.
One day, when the suitor finally gathered the courage to propose to Y/n, Muichiro's heart couldn't bear the sight any longer. The scene unfolded before him, the man kneeling with a ring in hand, ready to declare his love. The pain and ache within Muichiro's heart reached its limit, overwhelming him with a mix of emotions.
Unable to witness the moment that should have been his, Muichiro quietly turned away, his footsteps leading him towards the solace of the forest. His mind was a whirlwind of conflicting feelings—frustration, heartbreak, and a deep sense of loss.
It felt as if the world was crumbling around him, threatening to suffocate him.
His steps through the woods were heavy with sorrow, each stride mirroring the weight on his heart. Lost in his own thoughts, he was taken aback when he heard the sound of footsteps behind him. He turned to find Y/n, her tear-stained face and trembling form reflecting the same anguish he felt.
“I-I can’t pretend anymore…” She reached him, her voice choked with sobs, she confessed her own struggle with the charade they had been forced to maintain.
“What are you doing here-…”
“I rejected that guy; I left him with mother… I don’t want to pretend like we’re nothing…”
The sight of her tears and the raw vulnerability in her voice ached her lover's heart. Muichiro reached out to hold her, pulling her into a tight embrace, allowing her tears to fall against his shoulder.
Y/n's mother stood frozen, her eyes wide with shock and horror as she caught them in the act. The revelation of their love, spoken with such conviction and vulnerability, pierced through her heart like a thousand needles.
“Y/n! What’s the meaning of this?!”
"I refuse to live a life dictated by someone else's choices," Y/n's voice trembled with a mixture of fear and determination as she spoke, her words echoing through the tense air. "My heart belongs to Muichiro, and I won't let an arranged marriage tear us apart."
Her mother's eyes widened in disbelief and anger, unable to comprehend her daughter's defiance.
"You will do as I say," she hissed, her voice laced with authority. "This is for your own good. I will not allow you to ruin your life by throwing it away for a demon slayer."
Tears streamed down Y/n's face, a testament to the internal struggle she faced. Her mother's disapproval weighed heavily on her, but she couldn't deny her own feelings
Muichiro, standing beside Y/n, held her tightly, locking eyes with Y/n's mother, "I love your daughter, and I will do everything in my power to make her happy."
“Nonsense! We’re leaving the town, Y/n.” In a voice laced with disappointment and rejection, Y/n's mother harshly rejected their claims, refusing to accept that her daughter could be in love with a demon slayer. Her heart, clouded by fear and prejudice, could not fathom the depth of their connection and the sincerity of their feelings.
It was a devastating blow to both Y/n and Muichiro, their dreams of a future together torn asunder. The weight of the decision pressed heavily upon their shoulders, threatening to extinguish the flame of their love.
Their hearts shattered, they fought against the walls that had been erected, hoping to break through the barrier of and find a way to make her understand. But Y/n's mother remained resolute, her final word cutting through the air like a blade.
The realization that her mother may never fully comprehend or accept her decision weighed heavily on Y/n's shoulders. She couldn't shake the frustration and sadness that came with the strained relationship between them, longing for the unconditional love and support a mother should provide.
She had hoped that her mother would see beyond her own fears and recognize the love and happiness she had found with Muichiro.
On the evening of their departure, the silence within the carriage was suffocating, filled with unspoken words and unshed tears. Y/n's fingers traced the edges of her dress as she struggled to find the right words to express her pain and frustration. She wanted to scream, to beg her mother to reconsider.
But instead, she found herself on a journey away from everything she knew, away from the life she had built and the person who held her heart.
“Y/n, I’m only doing this for your own good…” She knew her mother believed she was acting out of love and concern, but it didn't alleviate the pain of being forced to leave everything behind.
Y/n remained silent, her eyes fixed on the hem of her kimono, her fists clenched tightly. She refused to meet her mother's gaze, which only made her sigh in frustration.
Suddenly the carriage abruptly came to a halt to which made Y/n's head snapped up, her orbs widening in surprise, she gazed at her mother who seemed equally taken aback by the unexpected interruption. The sound of rustling leaves and twigs reached their ears, followed by the eerie hushed whispers of voices outside.
Curiosity mingled with apprehension as Y/n's mother cautiously opened the carriage door to investigate. Y/n watched as her mother's expression transformed from surprise to horror.
A demon had attacked their carriage, they witnessed the horrifying sight of it devouring the coachman, its jaws dripping with blood.
The realization dawned upon them; fear gripped their hearts. Y/n's mother, driven by her maternal instinct to protect her daughter, stepped forward with a trembling determination. Her eyes, filled with a mix of terror and love, locked onto Y/n's.
"Run, Y/n!" she exclaimed, her voice quivering. "Save yourself!"
The claws of the demon loomed over them, threatening to strike, but before they could make contact, a swift cut sliced through the air. Y/n looked up and immediately recognized the familiar figure standing before them.
Standing before them was Muichiro, his Nichirin Blade gleaming in the moonlight as he stood in a defensive stance. His eyes, filled with determination and resolve, locked onto the demon.
"Touch her, and you'll regret it," Muichiro warned, his voice laced with a fierce resolve. "I won't let anyone harm the one I love."
“M-Mui…”
"Stay behind me," Muichiro softly said, turning to Y/n, shielding both of them with his body. His grip on the sword tightened as he prepared to face the demon, his mind focusing solely on protecting them.
Muichiro easily vanquished the demon. He stood there, before turning his attention to Y/n, he offered her a gentle smile, his mint-colored eyes filled with affection and concern.
"Are you alright, Y/n?" he asked, stepping closer to her, his hand reaching out to touch her cheek. "I won't let anyone harm you. I promise."
“Thank you…” Y/n leaned in to his touch, gently grasping his hand.
As the demon was defeated, Y/n's mother stood there, the memories of her own love story, of how she had met Y/n's father and the deep connection they had shared, flooded her mind. She couldn't help but draw parallels between her own past and the present situation.
Her eyes filled with tears as she watched Muichiro, the Mist Hashira, standing tall and victorious. The realization of his strength and devotion, his unwavering protection of her daughter, struck a chord within her heart.
She saw in him the same passion and love that had once ignited between her and Y/n's father.
Y/n's mother's stern expression softened, a mixture of emotions playing across her face. She approached Y/n and Muichiro, her steps hesitant yet filled with a newfound understanding.
"I... I see now. Your love... It reminds me of the love I once shared. Perhaps... Perhaps I have been too blind in my fears and protectiveness." She spoke with a quivering voice, her words laced with both sorrow and acceptance.
The weight of her words hung in the air as their meaning started sinking in, Y/n and Muichiro exchanged surprised glances, their hearts filled with hope. Y/n's mother continued, her voice trembling with vulnerability.
"I don't want to see you both suffer, to deny the love that blossoms between you. If... if you can promise me that you will protect each other and find happiness together, then... I will no longer stand in your way."
"I... I apologize for not understanding sooner. I am grateful that Y/n has found someone who loves her so deeply."
Tears welled up in Y/n's eyes as she looked at her mother, feeling a mix of relief and overwhelming gratitude. She reached out and hugged her tightly, her voice filled with sincerity.
"Thank you, mother. We promise to cherish and protect each other. We'll find our happiness together."
Muichiro, too, approached Y/n's mother, his expression soft and filled with gratitude. He spoke with sincerity and respect.
"Thank you for your understanding, ma'am. I will do everything in my power to make Y/n happy and protect her with my life."
Under the gentle glow of the moon, the moonlight bathed their surroundings in a soft, ethereal glow, as if to signify the start of a new journey together.
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lexsssu · 20 days
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First, love your works. I read even for the fandoms I'm not in because I like your writing.
Second, I'd like to recommend a short, 2 chapter manga/doujin I think you might like. If you haven't read it already. It's called Akazukin-kun kara wa Nigerarenai.
Awwww, thank you so much!!! I like writing for whatever it is that catches my fancy, even if it's like super obscure fandoms/works so I sometimes feel sorry for my readers for having to deal with my obsessions-- HAHAHAHAA
And alsooooo
I have read that doujin and HOLY SHIT I WAS LEGIT SALIVATING DURING THE WHOLE THING
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like, the ML himself is already an a5 wagyu beef, but shit all the smut itself had me on a chokehold until the end asdfghjkl
Would any of you care for some writing about this sexii sexii bastard--
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xsezzie · 10 months
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Wordless Comfort
I was writing this as a drabble of some sort and it turned into a fic of some sort I guess 😂 Just in time for Kaveh’s birthday 🥰
Warnings: smol angst, tickling???? Maybe some suggestiveness if you squint 📸
Pair: Alhaitham/Kaveh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVEH!!! 😭❤️❤️
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Sometimes Kaveh can’t make the thoughts of guilt go away. No matter what he tries to focus on: designs, Mehrak, arguing with Alhaitham, playing an instrument. He finds himself laying in bed squeezing his eyes shut and ends up embracing the thoughts running through his head.
Alhaitham enters his room with a gentle presence, a rare feeling. He doesn’t even stop to ask Kaveh before he slides into the bed behind him and wraps his arms around the architect. He hears Kaveh take a deep breath and slowly lets it out, a sign his presence was accepted and welcomed.
Kaveh shifts so his face is buried in the Scribe’s chest now. He’s idly tracing Alhaitham’s chest with his index finger, unsure of what to do with himself. In return, Alhaitham gently thumbs Kaveh’s shoulder, a small comfort.
“….Thanks.”
Kaveh whispers, his voice sounds weak.
“What for?”
“I don’t know….”
Alhaitham huffs a little, he does know what Kaveh is thanking him for most likely. The wordless comfort.
“Do you want me to do anything?” Alhaitham asks gently.
He feels Kaveh shrug and begin playing with the hem of his shirt. The blond places his hand on his junior’s stomach, feeling Alhaitham flinch slightly at the sudden intimate contact.
“What are you doing down there hmm?” The Scribe chuckles a little as he feels Kaveh begin to softly trace his abs. It feels rather ticklish and Alhaitham can’t help it when his muscles twitch and try to avoid the touch. He can feel a giggle bubbling and bites his lip so as not to bother Kaveh.
Kaveh has long nails which doesn’t help, he traces each ab and around the young man’s bellybutton which earns him a little giggle.
“S-Stop that… heh.”
The architect continues his mindless tickling, he isn’t sure himself why he’s doing this either, but with his thoughts focused on this he can’t help smiling to himself a little now.
“Stop squirming so much…. I’m trying to feel you up~”
Kaveh teases a little which breaks Alhaitham who begins to squirm and giggle a little more.
“K-Kaveh…. You better watch out or you’re going to get a taste of your own medicine…”
Alhaitham teases his senior with a slide of his index finger down the middle of Kaveh’s back, which of course earns a loud squeak and he jerks forward in Alhaitham’s arms.
“A-Alhaitham! I’m trying to be brooding and sad here!”
Kaveh’s face is flushed and he looks at Alhaitham with a pout, but his eyes no longer look sad, instead he seems embarrassed and a little excited that his junior might tickle him some more.
“Mhm… sure sure. Come here~”
Alhaitham gently grabs Kaveh’s arms and holds them above his head easily with one hand. The architect squirms and begins giggling already, only getting louder as Alhaitham scritches at his stomach and travels up his ribs to his armpit.
“AAAAHEEEEEEK!!! ALHAITHAM YOU SUUUUCK HAHAHAHAA!!!”
Kaveh chokes on his own laugh and begins coughing while giggling, prompting Alhaitham to immediately take his hands off him and sit him up.
“All good?”
“Ugh…. As good as I can get I suppose…”
Kaveh clears his throat and sighs, his expression looking conflicted, “I guess I brought that upon myself… sorry for tickling you…”
The Scribe smiled and gently lifted Kaveh’s chin to look him in the eyes, “I don’t mind, I like it when it’s you.”
The blond’s cheeks turned pink and he looked away, causing Alhaitham to chuckle. Kaveh suddenly looks back at Alhaitham with wide eyes.
“You just admitted you liked being tickled.”
“Wait…”
“You like it!”
“No… Kaveh…”
“You liiiiike it!”
“Kaveh shut up!”
“Tickle tickle tickle!” Kaveh playfully pushes Alhaitham down and scribbles along his sides again, causing the younger to blush and giggle wildly, unable to bring himself to stop his senior.
After all… it was his birthday.
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homelanderbutbig · 4 months
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AAAAA TUMBLR WAS SHOWING YOU DEACTIVATED THIS MORNING AND I WAS SO SAD I LITERALLY WROTE A 'POUR ONE OUT FOR THE HOMIES' TYPE FIC AS LIKE A SEND OFF, BUT NOW IT SAYS YOU'RE BACK AND I'M HAPPY anD NOW I HAVE A WHOLE FIC ABOUT YOUR BIG BOY HOMIE FOR YOU LMAO
-Sehtoast
(sorry abt the capslock i'm so excited hahahahaa)
Yeah, like at 2 AM this morning I was scrolling through my Tumblr and then my account was suddenly deactivated. I never got an email or anything from Tumblr so I was pretty confused myself. I sent a ticket to Tumblr Support and they just restored my account right before noon. I won't lie that I was pretty stressed out about this, I'm assuming it was a glitch on their end but I thought I did something wrong to get myself terminated. ;_;
That's really sweet of you, I'm glad somebody noticed I was deactivated. You are such a nice guy, I don't know what to say. I'm passing a hug through the internet. 🥲💖
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mythica0 · 1 year
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Heres a request if you don't mind and have time and if you want to, of course. How about Mikey for some reason gets turned into a tot thanks to Donnie's experiments and he has to find a way to reverse it but he's alone in the lair (Raph and Leo and Splinter are busy outside or something ) and tot Mikey desperatly needs attention so he pesters Donnie, so tired of that, Donnie decides to give Tot Mikey what he wants just with a visit of the tickle monster who Donnie can be if pressed the right buttons
Clingy
🎂: ROTTMNT
🧁: tot Mikey
🍫: Donnie
Summary: Mikey was accidentally turned into a tot because of one of Donnie’s experiments. While Donnie is trying to fix the situation, Mikey begs for his attention, and he complys.
A/N: things like this have bee done before but I don’t give a shit lol. Thanks for the request! Enjoy!
Clingy
‘Why do I always put myself into such situations?’ Donnie mentally cursed himself.
He was working on some experiment or another, and Mikey had agreed to help him test it.
Now, the box turtle was 6 years old again and running around his lab like a lunatic! Donnie sighed. He just wanted to get this counter done, and he almost had it. But he would never finish if Mikey kept bothering him, asking for attention.
Mikey ran up to his big(now much bigger) brother and poked his leg.
“Hey Donnie, hey Donnie, hey Donnie, he-“
“Sigh. What it is, Angelo?”
“Pay attention to me!”
“No. Im trying to fix you, can you go ask one of the others?”
“Nuh-uh! I want it to be youuuuu!”
Donnie sighed again. “Fine.”
And then he scooped up his little brother and put him in his lap.
“Yayyy! Tank you, Dee!”
“I wouldn’t thank me just yet.” The soft shell replied smugly, before digging his fingers into his brothers sides.
“Eheee!” Mikey squealed out, squirming away from the feeling.
“Where do you think you’re going?” Donnie asked as he scooped him back towards him and blew a raspberry on his plastron.
“Eee! Thahahat tihihihicklhehes dehehee!”
“That is the point, I’m afraid.”
“Dehee!”
“Angelo!”
Donnie continued to tickle his little brother and tease him a bit.
“This is what you wanted, yes? My attention?”
“Ihi Mehean, Yeheah!”
“You just weren’t expecting it to be the tickly variety, now were you?”
Mikey just shook his head through his laughter.
“And a tktktktktkktktk!” Donnie started as he scratched his fingers along Mikey’s neck.
“Eee! Hahahahaa thahats soho muhuhuch ehehe!”
“Too bad! Tktktktktktktk!”
Donnie stopped soon after that, as he saw Mikey was getting tired.
As soon as he had fully stopped, the younger fell right asleep.
Donnie set him down and covered him up with his weighted blanket.
The soft shell chuckled a bit.
“You’re so clingy, Angelo.”
———THE END————————————————
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shadowpon · 1 year
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Lee: N
Ler: Uzi and V
(This doesn’t take place at anytime this is just a fun writing)
Ever since uzi discovered N she had been curious about him and were he had come from, or rather his weaknesses since she practically knew his strengths already. V knew his weaknesses but wanted to see if Uzi could figure N out on her own since she was smart and all. Currently, Uzi and V sat in the pod, while N was outside relaxing and getting fresh air. Uzi discussed with V and asked about weaknesses, but V would just shake her head lightly, no.
“Ugh! Are you sure don’t know anything?” Uzi whined, tempted to just give up.
V thought for a moment, as if stalling.
“Hmmm, well there is one thing I know, he doesn’t like to talk about it, since he gets very shy about the topic”
Uzi beamed with joy.
“What is it! I’ll take anything!”
V looked around for a moment, as if making sure no one was listening, then looked back at Uzi, leaning closer to her.
“Promise you won’t tell N on me?”
Uzi did the ‘zip’ motion over her lips and awaited her answer.
“First I’ll have to ask for a favor just to make things for interesting” V said, rewarded with a curious look from Uzi.
Outside N sat on a metal plate, looking up at the night sky. He always liked peace and quiet, until he heard foot steps come in behind him. He looked over his shoulder and saw Uzi and V walking over to him. He gave a bubbly smile.
“Hey! Haha!”
N jumped to his feet, spinning around to face his two friends, his tail swinging behind him as he turned.
“You ready Uzi?” V asked, giving a sly smirk at Uzi before N.
N’s smile faded a little.
“What’s going on?”
“Uzi? Pounce!” V ordered, watching Uzi tackle N to the ground with a thud.
“Uzi what the-“
“Don’t worry N, this is just a test you will be fine” Uzi reassured.
N squirmed, trying to dig his way out but Uzi laying on his back obviously didn’t help, especially since he was pressed belly first against the ground. N was about to speak until he felt hands at his sides, something small and wiggling. N started giggle, trying to hold back laughter, covering his mouth.
“No N you can’t do that~” V said, sticking her hand in her mouth, then pulling it out with saliva coating it.
She then went over to his feet and smothered his robotic soles with the saliva.
“Thanks to uzi, she was able to make my saliva more affective for this situation” V stated, slowly tickling the bottom of his left foot.
“W-wait! V! Don’t-HAHA!” N squirmed and tried to knock Uzi off, but she was stronger in this moment.
“Wow, look at him, it’s almost like his weakness is being ticklish~” V teased, tickling a little faster, the saliva disappearing.
“Wait stop it!!! HAHAHAHAA! My feet are too ticklish!! HAHAHA!” N cackled, covering his face while blushing bright yellow.
“Try and stop us N!” Uzi yelled. “Bite us!”
N kicked and kicked, eventually knocking V over from squirming and crawling away from uzi.
Uzi then leaped on top of N pinning him on his back, him still giggling in anticipation.
“Nah ah ah, We’re do you think your going?” Uzi teased, placing five fingers on his Stomach.
“W-w-wait, Uzi, we can talk about this!” Giggled N.
“About what?”
Uzi then started attacking his sides and stomach, making him squirm like crazy as well as laughing.
“WAIT HAHAHAHA! STOP IT! IT TICKLES!” N cackled.
“Your not telling me to stop, so do you give in?” Uzi asked, cocking a questioning eyebrow.
“YES! plehehehehehease stop!”
“Ok fine” Uzi jumped off, pulling him back up to his feet.
N tapped his two pointer fingers together shyly, blushing still.
“Heh, your cute when your nervous” Uzi said, then Was rewarded by a smiling N, blushing more.
Uzi then started getting embarrassed.
“Which is..STUPID! Bite me!!” A huge purple blush spread across her face.
“Hehe, thanks” N replied, hugging Uzi.
End.
(Yeah I don’t know how to end this so this is what you get, I don’t know if this is as good as the last but I’m trying 😅)
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saharaadesertt · 2 years
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How They Text: Tears of Themis Men
included: i think you know who HAHAHAHAA
note: curretly thinking of other fandoms to write about because i barely play genshin and i don't want to take away from those that actually know about lore and can give proper headcanons 😭
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Luke!
doesn't get nervous texting you about anything like some people cough cough artem cough
y'all are childhood friends after all so cute
asks you about your day constantly
comes over ASAP when you mention a HINT of having a bad day
sends you cute images of peanut randomly
emojis occasionally but doesn't feel the need to since he can communicate his personality through text pretty well without misunderstanding
lots of exclamation points though
genuinely wants to know how you are and what your life is like when he's away from you
at the end of the day wouls rather be with you in person
an absolute ball of sunshine
Artem!
ok. listen.
we know mans has no game.
he is also your boss.
that being said, he is used to texting you in a formal manner
full sentences, perfect punctuation, you know the drill
however, as he realizes his feelings for you, he starts to become more awkward, more interested in your life
thinks about asking you out to places but chickens out because he's a WIMP
but he does truly care about you and tries to make it known
he's just really bad at it
celeste asks him everyday ab his progress
and laughs at the answers every time
Marius!
what a sarcastic little shit.
a hot, sarcastic little shit.
marius texting is basically him being a sarcastic little shit behind a screen
lots of teasing, hella emojis, that kind of thing
sends you images of fancy food and jewelry funded by PAX group\
usually offers to get you samples of the food so you can enjoy it as well
get ready, this tiramisu is gonna be the best you've ever had!
loves to send you pictures of himself in the office as well
working hard!
ok sure, marius.
never fails to brighten your day despite you never knowing if he is joking or not when he is being sincere to you
spoiler: he's not
Vyn:
i don't imagine him texting much
but when he does, he's very sincere to you and your feelings
a simple person
shows you pictures of tea and the latest novel he's reading
types in full sentences but also isn't the most formal person
the type to hint where he will take you this weekend by asking questions
do you like horseback riding? you do? what about a picnic?
pays attention to everything you say just in case for the future
also the type to send you good morning and good night texts :))
may be a red flag but maybe he's a green flag on the phone
thanks for reading, let me know if you have any comments or suggestions for the future!
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devilscastle69 · 6 months
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im really just watching my body mind and soul decay in real time huh. i hate the drugs im on rn I hate them I hate them im going actually crazy rn I started sobbing bc I was like I have no food but I just spent 200 on groceries yesterday so idk how that even makes sense like wdym. And it’s easy to make. Im like bouncing off the walls but moving is like exhausting and my job is lots of moving so I reached my limit and I can’t work out to get rid of it bc if I go up the stairs too fast I wheeze and like am in pain and idk what to do honestly I was like let’s sing and play uke or guitar and that hurts let’s do this I can’t. I’m so tired of watching tv. It’s like day 23 of this and I’m terrible and sad and like am not functioning and Ik I’m not but I’m doing enough at least at my job but nowhere else and like that’s at least a W but that’s my one W. Like hahahahaa I’ve taken so many Ls I’ve fucked so much up already and also have not and nothing actually makes sense anymore it’s like that funny feeling like Ik these meds are making me better but they’re making me so much worse at the same time I just want to sleep I want to cook and eat and like work was everything and I don’t have much this week and I can’t relax and I’m like haha what if I’m actually dying tho!!!! What if I’m dying like. This isn’t normal for me and idk if it’s worse in my head bc I’m crazy or if like I’m actually declining or if this is gonna mutate into something worse again and I’ll just never get better idk. Maybe my immune system is forever fucked. Idk how ppl who go thru so much worse get thru. Like idk if my life is actually ending ig it’s yolo balls to the walls idk like did I even ever live. A kid asked me about my bucket list today and it’s like oh id like to travel and luckily they had a lot they wanted to do so I didn’t have to talk bc I don’t know. So why don’t I actually do it instead of waiting to die idk :) but idk I want to hold hands in front of a Christmas tree I want to shop for gifts for our families with my friends I want to celebrate something I want to be free I want to meet the friends I still haven’t seen irl i want to dance at a club again I want to learn guitar better and ukulele. I want to see myself grow into someone I can love and I’m so scared I’ll never get there rn I’m so dramatic but it feels so real and lonely I’m tired of going to the doctor and finding new things wrong. Limerence sounds like such a pretty word and it’s not a pretty feeling and it’s like so familiar and painful and it makes me feel so evil and cruel and I just want to be better and not sick inside and out
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strapskinkstories · 6 months
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7700 EMERGENCY SQUAWK PANIC - ADR (ABNORMAL DREAM RECORDER) WITH PANIC - NIGHTMARE ADR X2 - FULL PANIC - DISCHARGED FIRE BOTTLE 1 - 10MG VALIUM ADR RECORDS ALL CAPTURED BETWEEN 12AM 2AM - HIGH RESOLUTION ADR DATA In a downtown Chicago hospital, I was in the OR for what appeared to be a pelvic procedure, maybe the spermatic cord denervation? Maybe Northwestern Medicine? The only recognizable calm portion of the dream was grabbing the anesthesia mask and inhaling gases, then awakening from whatever procedure was done I was in extensive pain, suspiciously no IV line was in place. I was immediately rushed from the OR to what looked very much like a jail complex or a psychiatric facility. Upon further review it appeared to match the building description of Jackson Park Psychiatric Hospital. Such high resolution from an ADR is suspicious. Such thermal crashing is highly suspicious. Upon awakening from the surgery I asked for pain medicine before being rushed away from the post op area in a hurried and reckless fashion. They said “Morphine? Fentanyl?” I said “Yes morphine, no fentanyl” They said “You thought we were going to give you pain medicine? Hahahahaa” I then remember there being incisions on the side of my penis bilaterally, on the sides of my scrotum bilaterally and at my suprapublic. These incisions are not compatible with any known procedure modality.
Upon being taken into the seemingly normal psychiatric hospital all on the inside was abnormal, it appeared to be a building being misused as a home for the special needs / infirm special needs. I was in severe pain. They gave me a dirty bedroom with massive amounts of electronics and wiring laying around including what appeared to be a high voltage Ham Radio setup cobbled together from smuggled in electronics components. During what appeared to be meal time me and a group of people in wheelchairs including a young woman with a harness were dining when a fight broke out, one person was killed by another person, another person was killed by gunfire from the armed guards. All persons were evacuated to the hallway. I remember seeing a machine in the hallway that rang like a gong and was extremely loud. The machine was sat next to my room, my room was the first room on the unit and a high acuity monitoring room, though no real monitoring occurred.
Upon being released to do as we wish I was no longer walking around the facility. In fact everything turned into a top down flying view, out of body experience?? Dead?? I saw things that nobody else should ever see, there was a body on a stretcher that had clearly undergone extensive rigor mortis. I then approached the end of the hallway and saw a container that sad DANGEROUS MEDICAL EQUIPMNT DO NOT OPEN, able to see through the container I could see a body, there were electrodes monitoring the brainwaves of the seemingly barely alive person being kept within it, a prisoner?? I then looked over toward a blood splattered door that said “OPERATING ROOM” on the front, immediately at that time the dream ended with a ADR - NIGHTMARE CODE 1:50AM 2:00AM - Very rapidly fell back to sleep, immediately dumped back into the same dream, this time as a staff member. People were running around and a violent individual cornered me into an armored staff booth,, guard post? within the facility. I kept holding the door shut while the person beat on the glass and banged on the door.
Police arrived and shot the individual dead. The dream was very short and ended with an ADR - NIGHTMARE CODE
2:00 AM - AWOKE FROM TWO ADR ACTIVATIONS BOTH NIGHTMARE CODE.
2:05 AM - TRIED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP
2:10 AM - NeuroECAM INDICATED FULL ENGINE FIRE E1 DISCHARGE AGENT 1&2 - AGENT 1 DISCHARGED HOLDING AGENT 2
2:15AM - SEVERE SPASTICITY / INVOLUNTARY SPASMODIC MOVEMENTS. TROUBLE OPERATING RECORDING EQUIPMENT. WILL ATTEMPT RETRIEVAL OF RECORDS AFTER A WAIT OF 3) MINUTES FOR VALIUM
2:20AM - MEDICAL ALERT - PT IS EXTREMELY COLD DESPITE ENVIRONMENTAL TEMPERATURE BEING WITHIN NORMAL LIMITS. THERMAL CRASH DETECTOR TRIGGERED. EXTRACORPOREAL HEATING IN USE
2:24AM - REPORT TAPES PULLED SUCCESSFULLY. THERMALS SEVERELY UNSTABLE. MOVEMENT PATTERNS STABILIZING HOWEVER STILL CATEGORIZED AS UNSTABLE. 2:40AM - WAS ABLE TO COMPLETE ADR REPORTS, UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT RETURNING TO SLEEP. DISCHARGING FIRE AGENT 2 10MG VALIUM INJECTION. 20MG BACLOFEN DISPENSED, ABNORMAL MUSCLE ACTIVITY IS EVIDENT OF SERIOUS MUSCULAR SPASM. 2:52AM - MEDICNES DISPENSED BY HOT WATER INJECTION WITH RAPID INFILTRATION INTO SMALL INTESTINE FOR RAPID UPTAKE, PATIENT REFUSES TO RETURN TO SLEEP AT THIS TIME. PATIENT IS REMAINING CALM ON SOFA AND IS WELL ORIENTED TO TIME AND PLACE. PATIENT IS PLAYING MUSIC ON RADIO. 3:02AM - PT APPEARS HEAVILY RELIANT ON EXTRACORPOREAL HEATING SYSTEM. WILL NOT BE RETURNED TO BED, WILL ATTEMPT TO SLEEP ON THE RECLINER. EXPECTING NO FURTHER SLEEP TONIGHT.
3:13AM - PT STABLE HOWEVER STILL REFUSES TO RETURN TO BED OR TURN OFF RADIO. DOES NOT WANT TO RETURN TO SLEEP. NIGHTMARES ARE SO INTENSE THEY ARE CAUSING COMPLETE REFUSAL TO SLEEP. ALERT - NEUROLOGY/NEUROPSYCHIATRY - CALL OFFICE MONDAY MORNING STAT ALERT - REHAB MEDICINE - CALL OFFICE MONDAY MORNING STAT ALERT - HHS // IDPH // IDFPR - NORTHWESTERN MEDICINE IS TRIGGERING MULTIPLE PTSD / ADR EVENTS - TRIAGE TO EMERGENCY INTAKE WITH ALL AGENCIES - EMERGENCY COUNSELING REQUIRED // CONTACT IDPH FIRST ON MONDAY THEN IDFPR THEN HHS RE ESTABLISHED IF NEEDED TO DIAL 988
HSQ EMERGENCY RE-SCORE ORDERED
Depression Level 5/10 5pts above ULN (Massive rage, sick of shit not working, sick of Northwestern)
Volatility 10/10 10pts above ULN (WARNING: EXTREME VOLATILITY, NM & Freedom Foundation primary offenders secondary offenders Microsoft Flight Simulator / Computer -DAS)
Anxiety Level 11/10 11pts above ULN (MASS PANIC, SEE ADR TAPES)
General Stress Score 11/10 11pts above ULN (Slight stress about infection, don’t want to have one, want to be able to do things with Mike tomorrow//high stress level due to hospital and having to process criminal institutions “Freedom Foundation” are union busting thugs. MASS PANIC SEE ADR) Pain Score 4-10, (Highly variable) Mobility Score 0/10 (INVERSE SCORING IS USED FOR THIS SCORE, 10 IS BEST) - A NEAR MISS FALL OCCURRED! FALL RECOVERY WAS INITIATED AND A SAFE LANDING WAS PERFORMED ONTO THE FLOOR, CRAWLED TO THE DOOR TO MEET WITH EMS
@NorthwesternMed you jackasses not doing your ever so simple job of upholding a surgical promise is causing echoing panic attacks and ADRs (Abnormal Dream Records)
ECHO IDPH HHSGov IDFPR - FORMAL GRIEVANCES TO BE FILED ON MONDAY. PUBLIC RELEASE RECORD Night time is *rarely* easy for me, the ADR system triggers up at least once to three times a week, sometimes more often. ADRs did not start triggering constantly until after Northwestern screwed me over. Ever since I have been in a persistent state of emergency. This is a rare glimpse into the A320 black box recorder for the public to see.
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#NightmareHosptal#WorstHospitalsInAmerica#MedicalAbuse#OngoingEmergency#StateOfEmergency
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The last thing I need today is jackass Republican pigs contacting me. Get REKT if you are a Republican pig. If you are a Republican you are not welcome on my blog nor on my property and I reserve the right to use lethal force if you show up on my property. So stay the fuck away from my house. This is the only warning you pigs will get.
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snowboyclarkov · 1 year
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Beyblade Burst Main Antagonists - Last Conversations
This list does not include dialogue that occurs within battle, and is relevant only to their time as main antagonists, due to when I believe they stopped being such.
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Lui: I want a do-over!
Valt: Huh? What?
Referee: Wait a sec, but kid.
Lui: I'm not gonna let my victory hinge on some freak accident!
Valt: Hmm.
Valtryek: *Unknown.*
Valt: You beat me fair and square.
Lui: Tell me you're joking.
Valt: I'm not. You're great and you deserve this win.
Lui: Hm.
Valt: But that doesn't mean I'm gonna give up on taking you down.
Lui: Try all you like, you'll never be able to beat me.
Valt: Keep telling yourself that.
Lui: I've already won our next battle. Hnhnhnhnhn, hahahahaha, hahahahaha, HAHAHAHAA!
Valt: I'll end your streak one day!
Shu: Hmm.
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Valt: I'm still here, and I'm not giving up on you. I've got your back. Heh!
Spryzen/Shu: *Gasp.* Ah... [Has memories of Valt insisting he'll face Shu at the National Tournament Final]
Spryzen/Shu: Nnnnnnnnnnh... nnnnnnnnngh. Nnhnnnhnnh.
Senor: Uh oh, something is clearly up with Red Eye. What is going on down there?
Free: My guess is that he's at his limit.
Kristina: *Gasp!*
Raul: I would second that opinion.
Kristina: Ah...
Spryzen/Shu: Nnngh. Nnnnnnnn-aaa-AAAAAAAAEEAAAAAAAAAH! Listen, Valt!
Valt: Huh?! Shu...
Spryzen/Shu: I admit it, you're my best friend. It's true. That's why I can't fail. I would never be able to forgive myself if I lost this battle! I won't EVER let you defeat me Valt!!
Valt: Same for me, so, let's roll. Now!
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Phi: Unnh! (Phi slams Dread Phoenix onto the unit) *Irregular shivered breathing.* Nnn...
Hyde: You got what you deserved.
Phi: Have you come to mock me?
Hyde: Heh. I can't even bring myself to laugh at how pathetic you are.
Phi: Nnh, what was that?!
Hyde: Oh please! You lose and take it out on your bey? Just how petty can you be?
Phi: Nngh...
Hyde: Of course. You still don't understand why you lost, do you?
Phi: This has nothing to do with you!
Hyde: It has everything to do with me!!
Phi: Ah!
Hyde: After all, Dread Phoenix contains parts from my Hades.
Phi: ...Well then do you know why? Why I was defeated?
Hyde: Ha! How about you tell me, your Highness?
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Gwyn: Friends...? I don't need them. I'm fine on my own.
Genesis: Is that really true? You mean you aren't seeking any?
Gwyn: ...I'm not. They're unnecessary.
Genesis: This battle contains the solution you've been reaching for.
Gwyn: Hn!
Dante: Heheheh.
Referee: Second battle!
Gwyn: I wanted to battle you...
Dante: Heh, we are right now!
Gwyn: ...Since the first day we met. When I saw you persevere, even after your bey was destroyed... that was when Beyblade began for me. Genesis, let's go!
Dante: Okay Dragon, let's rise up!
Referee: Ready, set!
Stadium: 3, 2, 1!
Gwyn/Dante: Let it rip!
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Hyuga: They got us.
Hikaru: That combo attack was really incredible.
Hikaru/Hyuga: Heehee.
Shu: You did it Lain. I always knew you could. That crimson Flare has always been inside you, well done.
Lain: Huh. Then this... is my...!
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Bel: Haahahahahaha! At last! I made the High Prince flee in fear!
Rashad: Hm.
Bel: Huh?
Rashad: I'm not fleeing anywhere. I'm still preparing for my victory.
Ranzo: Hold it right there! You can't just steal Bel's catchphrase like that.
Ilya: Hehe. Guess it's back to the drawing board. Hm!
Rashad: Hmm.
Bel: He, I'll allow it. Prepare for when we cross paths next.
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Pax: *Deep breath.* ...Yes.
Referee: Ready, set!
Stadium: 3, 2, 1!
Pax/Bel: Let it rip!
(Pax finds himself in a vision of his younger self with a younger Pri)
Pri: Woooow! Pax, that launch was so amazing! Blading with you is so much fun!
(Young Pri switches to present Pri)
Pri: Oh no way! You can see the elements! Look, check it out! (Pri points to behind Pax, who swiftly turns around and switches to his present non-blading self)
Pax: Huh?!
(Pax finds himself in the bey spirit realm facing Pandemonium)
Pax: ...Does this mean... you're Pandemonium...?
(Pandemonium moves one of its four skeletal arms and offers it to Pax as a sign of bonding)
(Pax looks at their previously injured arm and his fist meets Pandemonium's finger, spiritually erasing his gauntlet, Pax switches to his present blading self)
(Pax turns around with his launcher and bey to see a battle ready Belfyre standing behind Bel who has frozen in the middle of launching*)
Pax: So it has all come down to this, Bel. Elementals at our side... I'll hold nothing back!
(Pax leaves the bey spirit realm by launching Pandemonium)
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*It seems that when a blader enters a bey spirit realm, time outside of it is perceived to have stopped.
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deltastra · 1 year
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Just gonna share my thoughts on Chaos island and Tails’ story in Sonic Frontiers!
This is from a casual fan’s perspective
SPOILERS FOR CHAOS ISLAND
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Sonic slowly getting more and more corrupted was an interesting sight to see, especially since his idle animation changes too. It really feels like Sonic is getting weaker, and yet, it just makes him seem more strong because he’s fighting it just to rescue his friends. I love it.
Another thing I love is how Sage and Sonic’s relationship feels more…sarcastic? Like Sage asking Sonic “what will you do?” sounds less like an actual question and just her trying to mess with him. And when Sonic got away from Knight, all she basically says “Yea, obviously I knew.” Which was kind of funny!
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Holy shit I genuinely felt sad for Tails when he asked this. Poor kid struggles with a lot of self-doubt. I love how Sonic tackles this. He defuses the severity of his conclusion with humour while at the same time, acknowledging his feelings and providing evidence to back up his claim that Tails is everything but a burden. I loved this
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HAHAHAHAA IM SORRY I GET THAT THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE TAILS TRYING TO CONVINCE SONIC THAT HE REALLY IS USELESS…
But come on! This feels like they’re trying to throw shade at the previous games’ handling of his character…
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Okay, hear me out…
I think this symbol represents “completion” in some way…it only appears when the Kocos complete the goal they had in life. Once they complete it, they can ascend and be at rest. They’re finally complete, spiritually at least. I don’t know, that’s just what I believe.
I’m sure the symbol will have some strong meaning later on in the game.
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Here we go! All three friends have finally stated that they want to go off on their own! I don’t know why, but it means so much more to me when it’s Tails saying this. I guess it’s cause it’s nice to see him grow up and wanting to be more independent.
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But what I loved more was Sonic’s response to this…
Unlike Amy and Knuckles, where he seems so supportive of them wanting to go off alone, he hesitated for a moment with Tails. And I love this! It shows that Sonic isn’t as perfect as he may seem. This is Tails, his little brother. The fox that has always been by his side. He knew this would happen eventually, but it’s still a shock to him. That short hesitation is something I adore.
But of course, he is 100% supportive and even admitted that Tails grew up faster than he expected…
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I love Sage’s character. Seeing her determination waver bit by bit while also saying that things would’ve been much simpler if they were just enemies, it just feels like at the end of the day, Sage is just a child. She just wants love…
Also turning blue?? What does that mean? Is it just her turning “good” or am I over-simplifying this…
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And finally…
THIS BOSS. MAN THIS WAS SO GOOD
THE MUSIC WAS SUCH A BANGER. I LOVE HOW IT SOUNDS LIKE INFINITE’S THEME BUT LESS EDGY AND MORE HOPEFUL AND MOTIVATIONAL.
AND WHEN SONIC GRABBED THE BLADE AND CUT THE TITAN IN HALF?? PEAK.
I did not like the shield riding part tho. The missiles hitting me from all angles was so confusing and tedious to do cuz I kept getting hit back
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