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this is going to sound pretentious and i acknowledge this but i do think people's media comprehension would be much stronger if more people would read classic plays... and i don't just mean shakespeare (though his plays have inspired so many modern stories that being able to understand them and their references does a lot on its own) but roman plays that established character tropes that are used now, plays from ancient greece and india and china that have influenced storytelling to this day, stories from every culture around the world — traces of them can be found in everything and being able to recognize those influences will enrich your understanding of them and deepen your enjoyment. and it's soo deeply touching to read stories written thousands and years ago and to still feel as deeply impacted by it as the people it was written for would have... humanity at its core has always loved storytelling and to connect to stories written by our predecessors is to connect to the people around us past and present
#okay this got into my love of humanity as a whole. Oops. <- guy who gets weepy every time they go to a museum#anyway yeah pretentious take maybe except most ancient plays are readily available online...#you can find most of the natyashastra pretty easily. which itself is not plays but still provides important context blah blah blah#im going to stop rambling before i sound like tooooo much of a snobby theatre kid. (voice of someone who does theatre professionally)#yeehaw
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
There's white bullshite (aka snow) falling, and we hates it.(¬д¬。)
My cat lady customer was very sweet, and paid full price for a mix up that happened years ago, but took her forever to get back to me about getting it done, so eff yeah! o((*^▽^*))o
Mr Boots kitty is having a hard time with the new pine pellet cat box, so we have to compromise and hide it in the old covered box, and see how that works. (^・ω・^ )
Idk if I'm happy or sad that I'm not going to be decorate for Xmas.（’-’*)
My Dude (@super-ultra-mega-kami-guru-blog) and I have concluded that we can be bumbling idiots. Lol... Like we're both smart, but damn are we forgetful and, just plain dumb sometimes. It's like we're related or something lol. ＼(^▽^＠)ノ
It's seasonal depression time, which means I'm back on watching comfort shows/movies, and barely any new stuff. But I have a ton on my list. Ugh.ヾ(*´ー`)ノ
#Saturday Six#December 2 2023#Personal#About me#Please do not rebloggle#Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and work#The dude and I have been working on bags and we messed up putting in a needle on one of the sewing machines because I'm an idiot first lol#And we forgot where we put the snow shovel - BTW it's at my parent's not in storage ugh#Mr Boots needs privacy to poop - as we all doo doo lol#So yeah he's been pottying out in the living room which makes me upset too#So we're gonna try this thing out#I need my buddy Mr Boots back and not mad with me for being mad with him lol#ok enough rambling#Thank you all for reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them#I appreciate y'all so much#Have a great day or night wherever you are#HUGSSS from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now - because I need them tooooo! ٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤#٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤#💜💙💚💛❤️💗💕💖#now back to your regularly scheduled programming
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bruhh i rarely finish games super quickly (it usually takes me within the realm of a few months to maybe a couple years cause of the adhd :() but i literally finished hi-fi rush in less than four days o_0
#havent started on the post-game stuff yet but im gonna put that on the back burner for a bit cuz ive been staying up too much playing it#andy rambles#hi-fi rush#goddd its such a good fucking game#its so fun and well designed#i love you chai i love you peppermint i love you macaron i love you cnmn i love you korsica i love you game devs i love you i love you i lo#theres just so much love that went into it and it makes me soooo happyyyy#like i have a couple nitpicks about some mechanics n things but theyre pretty minor#its just a fuckin solid game#you should play hi-fi rush. NOW#SORRY IM STILL TALKING BUT FUCK IT IS SO FUN#when u play it it feels like ur scott pilgrim irl it feels fucking awesome#speaking of which scott pilgrim takes off comes out tmrw AAHHHHHHHHHHHH#im so excited many good things are happening this week#^aside from the sleep debt#blackimus qna announcement...hifi rush...scott pilgrim... andd im gonna play jackbox w my friends this weekend tooooo :D#happy happy happy
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Gonna do a little musing on here for a sec while i'm still on my 'break' (Been kinda nice i guess, a bit lonely tho)
I really want to make more, lovey sorta pieces right now. Things with hugs and kisses and laughter and soft, comforting things. (Not that i don't already make a ton of that stuff heh) But making it makes me happy.
I really do want to get better at drawing hugs tho, so i'm gonna practice that a little tonight.
#lee rambles#man i could use a hug#one of those really good strong ones that only comes from sombody you love#And maybe... a littol kiss on the forehead too... that might make me cry tho heh#I'm touch starved and crave platonic affection okay :'3#don't judge#I just want somebody to hold my haaaaand!! Tell me that they love meeeeeee /platonic#I get that second one a lot! Which is always lovely and sweet and i love them tooooo!!!! So so very much#I just... really want the first one too; y'know?#Anyhows i'll hush now before i make myself all teary
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tbh the idea of irida slowly just become the diamond crew friend over the period of the game is hilarious, she was MOVING
#z rambles#she had to single adaman out. goodbye gay boy#arent we glad i make the correct timeline as the one where irida are becoming an even better leader and person in general#it leaves so much shenanigans to speculate about its funny#bad au just sucks in all aspect cuz the end irida didnt move back either. she still leaves everyone back there#unlike the correct timeline. sinner didnt eventually move to galar in their older years but almost immediately after the ordeal#envy in bad au tho noclip wayyyy earlier which i think probably pushes irida not to heal but spiral worse#its just not a good time#things may improve and progresses well but all at the cost of everyones mental well being#if u feel like bad au moves fast thats cuz it is lmao#u can say its sorta the worse way the butterfy effect could be#cuz just envy noclipping way earlier and sinner not being found sooner or noir and irida pain not taken srsl. shit went to HELL#its sadddd anyways i have another au its called reverse au#ill talk about it after my works done i think about them tooooo much
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I love possessive men so can I ask for jealousy headcanons with Nanami Sukuna and Gojo? What they do when someone gets a lil tooooo close with their crush/partner? Hehe 😜
— WHEN THEY ARE JEALOUS
includes Gojo, Nanami, and Sukuna
ᴀ/ɴ: ohoho let us love possessive men together my dear also i am feeling silly send help
GOJO SATORU:
he trusts you a ton (obviously)
and he is pretty secure in himself and knows that you love him 🫶
AND he is very secure about your relationship—
okay who the fuck is that
okay fuck acting unbothered and fuck that guy who is talking to you
what do you mean?
he is totally okay, what’s wrong about him suddenly slipping a hand around your waist and resting his head on you?
he is glaring at the “poor” boy?
NONSENSE YOUR HONOR
but seriously he just gets sour that you aren’t paying attention to him, like screw the other person he doesn’t care about them
HE WANTS YOU YOU YOU
“y/n-san, I can always come back another time so we can discuss the details of the mission,” the man in front of you insists rather nervously.
you tilt your head, “it’s better if we discuss it now though? so we can be more prepared!”
the man fumbles with his words before finally blurting out, “a-actually I think I should go! B-BYE!” he squeals before sprinting out of your sight.
you sigh, head snapping behind you to the culprit of the man’s fright.
“satoru!” you scold.
said man takes his blindfold off, to look you directly in the eyes, “I did nothing! I swear on my dignity!”
“you don’t have any.”
gojo pouts preposterously before sighing and flinging his arms around theatrically, “oh how am I supposed to feel or act when my lover’s attention isn’t on me?”
“you could just wait until I am done,” you grumble and he waves his hand in dismissal.
“sugarboo—“ “don’t call me that.” “sugarboo, my need for attention is like thirst for water, it should be satisfied at the very same moment.”
your hand rests on your hip and gojo can sense a snarky and witty remark coming from a mile away, “if that’s the case then you shouldn’t be ‘thirsty’ for attention right now because we were cuddling an hour ago.”
“wait what.”
you give your back to him and wave your hand, mocking him, “I will see you in three days!”
you hear hurried steps getting closer to you before long arms wrap themselves around you, “oh come on, honey; don’t be so mean!”
you hold his chin, “thought you liked it when I am mean?”
“when did I ever say that?” he asks, eyes brimming with curiosity.
you turn to him, arms making their way around his neck, “lo and behold, one day when the great gojo satoru got drunk—“
“oh no,” he mumbles, knowing he is doomed.
“—he said, oh so passionately! ‘you’re like super hot when you cuss or be mean to me!‘“
gojo rolls his eyes, smirking, “got me thinkin’ you had something awful over me, sweets,” he hums.
he pulls you even closer and a grin makes its way to his face when you yelp, “I don’t mind admitting that when I am sober.”
“you’re so hot when you’re mean, makes me want to get on my knees and beg.”
at your speechless form, gojo lets go, satisfied with what he has done.
“I will see you later, sweet cheeks!”
you = 🤡
gojo = 🤡
🤡+🤡= 🫶
NANAMI KENTO:
i dont think he is a jealous guy
sure he might get a little irritated when someone takes your attention away for a little too long but what can he do
your life your choices and he shouldn’t interfere unless someone is making you uncomfortable
speaking of which, his six sense of “a little bitch is approaching my lover” is tingling right now ✨
you were in a club, surprisingly enough to some people.
a rather difficult mission was finally completed and it was very much successful so you and nanami settled on going to a club to drink a little and have a change of mood.
he swears he could listen to you giggle and ramble for hours, “you look radiant today, love.”
nanami’s hand brushes the hair out of your face and you smile shyly, “thank you, kento! I wore the dress you got me last week!” you chirp and he nods.
he already knows that you will look great in anything, but seeing you in it was a different story; you are a treat to the eye, an absolute sight for sore eyes.
you hear him sigh, a smile on his face when you look at him which makes you smile back, “what’s got our reliable sorcerer nanami on cloud nine?”
“none other than you,” he replies swiftly before standing up leaving you flustered; he presses a light kiss to your forehead, “I will get a drink, give me a moment.”
sometimes he forgets, he isn’t the only one who thinks you’re stunning because once he turns once again to your direction, a man is already there, seemingly drunk, and is too close for comfort.
nanami walks back to your table, slamming the cup down, just loud enough to catch the guy’s attention but not the others.
“got a problem, punk?” the drunk man slurs and nanami sighs, what a night this has become.
he replies back nonetheless, “you’re making my lover uncomfortable; I would appreciate if you went away.”
the guy laughs, “what d’ya mean?” his arms aiming to wrap itself around you, “me and this cutie were actually having fun—“
he is yanked roughly by the collar and pulled to the ground; nanami is now right by your side, pushing your head gently to his chest and you wrap your arms around him.
“I am not one for words of this nature but, scram out of here.”
nanami = 🤺
you = 🛐
za guy = 🫃
RYOMEN SUKUNA:
it isn’t jealousy as much as it’s possessiveness
like my guy is so confident that you will never leave him and that he satisfied your every need 😭✋
big words for a guy who can’t use a phone without scratching it everywhere
speaking of said nails
i have lost count how many people they sliced
👏👏 example of said slicing ahead
“m-my lord, there has been—“
sukuna groans, “speak clearly.”
the servant jolts in place, “y-yes my lord!” he starts all over again, “there has been a situation with the new village?…”
sukuna is getting irritated and anyone with one braincell can sense that. sadly, our dear guy only has half and all its power was channeled to admiration at the moment.
sukuna isn’t dumb, he knows that guy is lovestruck by something, so he turns his head towards the direction the servant is looking at so speechless and is rendered silent himself.
for multiple reasons.
you were adorned in a kimono, the finest fabric wrapped neatly around your body, and your face void of makeup save for the slight redness on your lip.
“hey ‘kuna!” you greet him and he hums before patting your head.
he ,sparing a mere glance at the servant, slices him into 6 slices that fall to the ground.
the room is silent for a bit before you speak up, “dude seriously?”
sukuna, the feared king of curses, pouts, “don’t call me that.”
“no like seriously, do you know how many people you have sliced because they looked at me?”
he dismisses the question, “‘don’t care.”
“we could make an actually human salad at this point.”
he gags, “it will taste disgusting and filthy, I am warning you.”
“honey, that’s literally the last thing I am worried about.”
he pulls you to his lap, his hands resting on your waist, “don’t you look extravagant, today.”
“wow big words.��
“I will push you off; don’t test me.”
sukuna= 😐
you=😇
the servant= 👱♂️🦵🦵💪💪
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it’s kind of funny how i put off reading scum villain for so long after reading and consuming adaptations for mdzs and then reading tgcf. im not really a fan of the fan-service sex scenes in danmei because it just takes me out of the story emotionally, and i had a friend warn me that this was pretty much the case with svsss. but like….not so much? at least not the main story.
to back up, my first introduction to any danmei media was watching the untamed. i fucking LOVED the untamed. it consumed my every waking thought for like a solid month lol. it’s actually hard to describe in hindsight just how captivated i was by wei wuxian and lan wangji. and because i loved it so much, i chose to wait for the english translations to be officially released instead of finding unofficial versions online. in the meantime, i “read” tgcf (skimmed) for the first time (bad idea. i finally reread it though last month for real and damn. not quite relevant though). anyway, when i finally got to book 4 of mdzs, well i knew there was the infamous bathtub scene coming, but i underestimated how much this scene would just…cheapen the entire story for me. and this is my own fault, i know, for taking the untamed so much to heart and not being prepared to engage with such different characterizations of the two characters i adored so much. like nothing could’ve prepared me for the fact that lan zhan was actually a nymphomaniac who was determined to have rough sex with wwx every day…it just made the story feel less meaningful to me. it took away the gravity it developed for me.
so knowing how the sex scenes in mdzs affected me, of course i was skeptical of svsss based on what i’d heard. and well maybe it’s because svsss was so tonally different from mdzs and tgcf, and maybe because i knew something very graphic was coming, but shen qingqiu and luo binghe boning to save the world at the end of the main story actually made…perfect sense?? like it wasn’t even really supposed to be romantic at all and yet it felt 110% more earned and necessary than the scenes in mdzs. which was just really surprising to me.
anyway i don’t make this to start mdzs vs. svsss discourse but more so just to discuss my thoughts on the two as someone who doesn’t particularly enjoy gratuitous sex scenes and reads mostly for romance and plot (personal preference!). i still love mdzs and it’ll always have a special place in my heart, but watching the untamed and getting attached to that version of the story first definitely gave me unrealistic expectations for the source material.
im just rambling about this because im curious if anyone had a similar experience with how they read the mxtx novels? also in discussing the novels, im not giving tooooo much weight to the extras.
i’ll add another probably unpopular opinion that the lack of explicit content in tgcf (ik, due to censorship) actually worked in its favor in terms of emotional impact for me.
so yeah i just wanna know what people out there think of sex scenes in mxtx and their gratuitousness and how that affects the novel for you!!!
#mxtx#mdzs#tgcf#svsss#danmei#wangxian#hualian#bingqiu#heaven official's blessing#scum villain’s self saving system#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#rambling
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i drew the mercs, miss pauling, admin, and my tf2 oc on the plane to uni 😭
i did all of these a week ago and completely forgot to post them HAJAHAH miss p, the admin, and a rlly simplified ver of my tf2 oc miss lynn!! (zoey lynn hehe + js rambles abt her) under the cut
IM ACTUALLY REWORKING HER DESIGN RNNNN bcs i made her on the sims 4 LMAO and realised how much better and concise she looked, but i really wanna try and make her look like someone you'd js see irl? sooOOo tryna make her also recognisable from silhouette alone and blahablahblah tho she isn't the kind of character that would rlly make too much of a difference in the tf2 universe
i js wanted to make a loveable character LMAO who'd have more of an impact on the relationships and kinda the story?
i liked the idea of miss p having an extroverted bestfriend who's also her wingwoman bcs miss pauling is obvs an awkward lesbian mess who needs help in the love department, and vice versa bcs zoey is into scout and miss pauling is js so glad to have him move on n realise that they r better as friends!! and that he needs to be with someone who isn't annoyed by him 24/7 (IM SORRY, LWNAKS MY SELF-INSERTEDNESS GOT IN THE WAY HAHAHAHA I CANT HELP IT) also, i haven't rlly thought of any orientation for zoey... i'm thinking of her js being a het woman or js whatever u wanna interpret her as!! cuz her sexuality isn't a core thing abt her
she's an absolute harbinger of chaos who'd do anyt for money and some company (this girl has been hella lonely n stressed out of her mind and i'll explain why in an oc post🤭🤭) and even tho she never outright admits it, she does enjoy the freedom of violence she gets to have as a mann co assistant 😭 (which will ALSO make sense when i explain her background to u guys later on)
and bcs of her long experience w shady bosses and asshole customers she's had to deal within all the jobs she's had, she catches onto the administrator's whole thing with the australium fairly early into the job, but she's in tooooo deep now and is like "damn. do i get myself out of this fucked up job (that i am fucked up enough to actually enjoy) or do i stay bcs i literally have everything i've ever wanted....shit." like,, she did say she'd do anyt for money but at the cost of what 😭 [also MAN i wish we got that final comic so i can js make zoey's suspicions make sense??!?@ but in a way it js works bcs it's js this massive mystery that we don't even know of ourselves???? so likeee, im js assuming its smth rlly dangerous or smth bcs helen literally goes to the most insane lengths to get australium and finish off her final... thingy.. that uh DEBT is it... i forgot what she called it BUT WHATEVER BUSINESS SHE HAD TO ATTEND TO B4 SHE DIED QOABJASH]
OH AND YEAH, zoey hates how bossy the admin is and is an ass abt it at times, and the admin wants zoey gone so badly bcs shes an annoying little shit (which she is and honestly, her and scout can be annoying shits tgt <3) but miss p always convinces her to keep zoey BAGAHAHA and they do get things done much faster w zoey there sooOoOOo 🌝🤭
i mean she does try to kill both miss p & l anyway but still, she can't deny that they r both good at what they do
BWOSBQJS BYE I DONT THINK ANYONE IS GONNA READ THIS AHAGAH BUT THANK YOU IF U DID 😭 I HAVE SM ABT ZOEY AND I RLLY WANT HER TO BE LOVEABLE AUGHWGS
#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress 2 fanart#tf2 fanart#tf2 memes#tf2 mercs#tf2 scout#tf2 soldier#tf2 pyro#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#tf2 engineer#tf2 medic#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 miss pauling#tf2 administrator#tf2 oc
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DUDEEEEEE. She calls me baby youuuuu ate that harrrrrrrd. Like I had to go back in for seconds and thirds and fourths fr fr. Cause are we even surprised or are we just grateful that you give us mortals a second of your time and talent????
Babe you are so incredibly talented. The way you write is sooooooo amazing its like you just know how to manipulate your words into something that will and has had me in tears in like 2 seconds. Don't even get me started on how you write your characters. Like I don't know how I can fully and most genuinely express the astonishment you leave me in all the time.
I believe that you are one of a kind and a treasure to be cherished. I know that doubting is inevitable but I hope that you know that I'm always gonna be in the obsessed with addie corner no matter what. Like I meant it when I said that there won't be a time when you have no fans. Ever. You will forever be my favourite gorgeous goddess❤️❤️❤️.
-❤️
(I'm sorry I've been so absent school has been actually eating me alive)
(I think about you everyday though and it makes life just that much better)
(I hope you don't think I'm exaggerating😭😭😭😭All of this that I've been feeling without releasing had to be sent in a long ask my bad)
(I missed your little bonuses though, I hope you're doing okay)
(I'm always here for anything you may need, even if its literally just to tell you how amazing you are)
(love you ❤️)
#jealousclarissesupremacy
I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE I WAS SO WORRIED I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I GOT THIS ASK 🤭🤭
I CANT THAT WHOLE SECOND PARAGRAPH LIKE I CANT LIKE WOWWWW YOU THINK THAT???? ABOUT MEEE??!!!!??!?!?!?!!
TREASURE IS INSANE BTW 🤭 anyways omg. i’m so grateful wtf like i’m sorry i cant come up w something more poetic like you i just love these asks so much i get so happy and idk how to express that other than ilysm and i’m just so happy and so so grateful
also gorgeous goddess… i giggled 🤭🤭🤭
(ITS OKAYYYYY IM GLAD YOUR BACK SCHOOL HAS BEEN COOKING ME TOO 💔💔)
(EVERYDAY??!?!?!?! i think about you everyday too tho….. thinking about that one day you were so active and i got like 5 asks from you… BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEE) (also pls don’t take this as me pressuring you TRUST i am grateful for whatever you give me 🙏🙏)
(STOP. I. LOVE. LONG. ASKS. DONT ANNOY ME BY DOUBTING MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!!!)
(idk i’m okay i’ve just been really feeling pressured to write stuff bc the fandom is dying down (guys pls come back) and i am now firmly addicted to the praise and number of notifs i get…. lol. the bonuses have always been weird bc sometimes they come so easily to me like the first one i did was so it goes and i didn’t even have to think about it and then someone said they liked it so i went back and did it to my other fics and started doing it and idk yeah basically what i’m saying is sometimes they’re so easy and other times i have to force myself to come up w something which sucks but people like them so i’m happy to do it!!!!)
(tbh i’ll probably go back and add a bonus to she calls me baby bc i have just a little teeny bit of ocd and it will bother me but also i’m trying to let the little things go but idk we’ll see how strong i am 😭😭)
(sorry i will stop ranting now) (shoutout to anyone who actually reads that incoherent ramble)
(i need to be told how amazing i am 24/7 so that will be hard 😔) (BUT I APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT)
(LOVE YOU TOOOOO 💋💋💋)
#iagreesobad
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HI. I loved your marchil fics and I love your lil blurbs and hcs and all you're lil thoughts on them it's beautiful and makes my heart melt. It's just seeing this lil guy and how he has all his feelings locked away in a box until marcille walks over and picks right through the lock and gets him to open up (well in a metaphorical sense-).
DAMN YOU FOR GETTING ME DEEPLY INVESTED IN THESE IDIOTS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IM GETTING CUTE AGGRESSION!!!!
I KNOWW RIGHT, I love how you described it!! There’s so much fun imagery and metaphors you can do with them… They lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship, as people say
I love their dynamic they are so romcom shaped… Speaking of romcoms I recently read Dame na watashi ni koishite kudasai/Please love me ! which has major marchil energy, I love reading it while thinking of them lmao. They banter and she infiltrates his social sphere & gets all the family gossip and also he owns a cafe and cooks her things, it’s like my coffeeshop AU but real 😭💗
People when getting into marchil:
Thank you for this ask! 🥺 It’s always really nice to hear things like these… I never know what to respond though so naturally I shall go overboard, handing out more marchil thoughts as per popular demand! Marchil nation is a tiny island I’m sorry for getting you invested, but also mwahahaha hahahA YES HAHAHA YESSS! Handing you these ramblings as apology
My motivation to write essays has been waning lately BUT I do have a big post about theories and facts on Chilchuck’s family planned, his wife and daughters plus some Chil’s dad and siblings, the whole package. On top of more marchil crumbs to post oof… Ideally I should also rework the first part of the marchil crumbs to make it more streamlined and dare I say convincing. Also fanart and fics which I hope to get around to finishing up… I def want to make more marchil content, but I honestly have no clue which idea to work on next… (I take requests and prompts btw~). I want to make more fluff but I also want to make more hurt/comfort, ahh dilemma
One idea I have that’s particularly relevant is a fic that I’d call Locks of Hair, about blonde hair and the key to his heart.
I’d love touching on his attraction to blondes and how that might affect their relationship in a neat lil introspective oneshot like I like to make. LOCKS of hair? Being the KEY to his heart? I love the english language. There’s sorta this trope where if a character loves money has a liking for blondes it’s because like, the hair is "golden", and I’d find playing with that so funny too.
Another that really has my heart right now is Marcille’s mom visiting them to see her daughter and meet her new partner Chilchuck, and it throws them into a frenzy to prepare for it, Chil being entirely too stressed and dreading. And seeing them her mom’s eyes soften and she tells them they remind her of her and her late husband… The bittersweet pride mixed with anticipation at how her daughter has grown into someone who can accept loss, and is willing to throw all of herself into loving despite them not even having 20 years together ahead of them…….
I think about marchil proposals and marriage a lot. Hey hey did you know that in Japan "I want to drink your miso soup every day" is a way to propose, because that’s so Dungeon Meshi. The way proposals are so meaningful with these two because it truly is like "i want to give my lifetime to you, knowing all that it entails, but I believe that it’s worth the trouble. That it’s worth it." I have so much proposal dialogue between them written up oogh they make me so emotional
You truly are a warrior for reading all I wrote about them omg, if you like these sorta convos then maybe you’d enjoy joining our dunmeshi discord! I rarely get the chance to speak with another marchil enthusiast~ We have a lot of big convos on characters and ships over there hehe, ofc no pressure though, invite link in comment just in case. I get cuteness agression over them TOOOOO I need them-shaped stress balls to squeeze in affection
-trips and falls and some of my favorite marchil moments slip out-Soulmates ❤️ (delusional)
#marchil#ask#dungeon meshi#This thought is silly but in the song Everybody Talks (about everyone gossiping about a couple’s romance hehe) there’s a line that goes#Enough with the chitchat bring me to your love shack#And every time I hear it I’m like… Omg Chilchack Tims sir?!!#Marcille trying to make flirty puns at him be like#Me showing off my ship to people and it’s her proudly showing him a clump of cat hair…#I think about her holding him in her arms like some big plushie so much. Chil ragdolling#You know what else about them I think about a lot? Him shivering in fear at Marcille reading him so well. The mortifying ordeal of being-#-known UGHHHH BANGING MY FISTS ON THE TABLE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#“I’m going to introduce you to my family” says he while madly blushing to bait the woman with her desires. which WORKS#THE ADVENTURER’S BIBLE COMIC MEANS THAT THEY WENT OUT SHOPPING TOGETHER OUTSIDE OF WORK BTW. SCREAMING#If I start I’m going to slippery slope into talking about the times he risked himself while trying to get her to safety AND THE SUCCUBI AND#OUGHHHHHHHHH#Marcille being a minefield of feelings… Our rogue has it cut out for him#Fumi rambles#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Spoilers#If you’re in an especially delulu marchil mood the “i’ll introduce you to my family” scene almost can read as a proposal. I’M SORRY I’M SOR
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Once again, been a while since I commented here but I did wanna share some things with the blog since a few things have happened kin wise.
I'm not gonna go tooooo deep into personal history (the things I'll be confessing here are just the tip of the very deep iceberg) but like. if my friends or people who know me don't already know that this is my tag, it'll be a dead giveaway H
This will be a bit of a ramble but maybe it'll give someone some sort of insight maybe???
A while ago, I kinfirmed Josuke Higashikata from JJBA. Doesn't sound like a big deal at all. Just another, "woohoo! Another to add to the list of lives I've cycled through, I suppose." But in this life it was... rough to accept at first. Lemme explain.
For years it was hard to accept that I may be that flamboyant zesty 90s kid (which is REALLY funny said out of context) due to some bad experience with someone I used to be friends with. We were in a JJBA roleplay together that me and another friend (that I'm still friends with) ran. I played Josuke, they played Kira. Said roleplay fucked me up bad, to say the least.
From that point on after the whole ordeal, I didn't even want to think about kinning Josuke. I think it's because in my mind at the time, that roleplay Josuke that I played was the one I was gonna be, and I didn't want that as my canon. Oh, god, I wanted nothing to do with it. I was so scared of becoming the woobified version of me that this 14 year old roleplayed as that I was essentially blinded by my own bias against me.
Mainly, I was scared of it because what I saw and felt was accurate to things I didn't know were details from my canon were projected onto the characterization. This further pushed the idea that if I somehow kinfirmed Higashikata, then I must be the one I roleplayed as (not true at all).
Some of the things included: I was a lot more caring than canon is, I remember I got a job as a hair stylist, etc etc. It's only natural when you end up a character you roleplayed as has the shit you headcanoned revealing itself to be parts of what you used to be. It's projection. Again, I was so blinded and scared that I was gonna be that woobified uwu pastel one that I played as 14 and didn't even stop to think that maybe, just maybe, I could think about the feelings I had about certain people and events and realize.... whatever angst shitstorm that happened in that roleplay was purely fictional, and that my canon is my own and not what me and some other people made up on the spot as an angst fest.
I harbored this distain for years because I couldn't NOT associate JJBA with that roleplay until one of my friends started to get into it. It was at first to me, "Oh, okay, cool. People can like what they like :] /gen"
And then one of my other friends kinfirmed YOSHIKAGE KIRA. shit was absolutely shocking because one of the main reasons I was so turned away from part 4 was because in aforementioned roleplay, the person who played Kira and was absolutely toxic to me. The weird ass interactions between rp Josuke and rp Kira had like fucked me up pretty bad and as a result I couldn't see Kira the same way for years.
Again, all up until my friend kinfirmed the man and, while not of my canon (unsure what they did in theirs) it clicked that. I NEED to let go of that and see things in a different light. That's my actual friend, a real person, and not some weirdo that another 14 year old roleplayed as and essentially woobified the shit out of. Real ass person, not the same. I needed to drop the grudges.
This is what also made me start to accept--not realize, I'm pretty sure I knew for a long time--that I was Josuke, specifically part 4 Josuke. Everything clicked so hard, for years all the complaints and headcanons I had made so much sense because it WAS me. That abhorred rat episode? Didn't react like that at all. I tried to help those people (and failed). The fact I was so turned away from the 'Josuke becomes a cop' headcanon that I used to see all the time back in like 2019/2020 or something? It was because I didn't become a cop at all! Josuke was like, in essence, my first kin before I even knew what kinning was.
It feels more at peace to leave the trauma behind and instead holding onto it and despising a media that didn't really wrong me itself, but instead the people I used to know back in the day. Leaving it behind and accepting it leads me to new discoveries on all ends, like the fact that the memories I have as Josuke are as vivid as the ones I have as Klavier Gavin. Or, the fact that Josuke feels like a super close kin...
Maybe because for some reason I like to kin really zesty motherfuckers such as Mettaton, Klavier Gavin, and Josuke Higashikata... Fits right in with my kintype flawlessly.
Anyways, I share this all not only to kinfess but to say that, hey if you read it all the way down here... Hi :] I genuinely hope that, if something similar has happened, you're turned away from a character or a media you used to enjoy because of someone... It's okay. Let yourself recover, and don't be afraid if you feel it may be you. It probably is. And if so, whatever headcanons or complete characterization you used to have isn't what your canon's going to 'turn into' when you kinfirm. You are complex and you are your own person. You can't get it all right, especially when you didn't know it was you. Give it another shot, and like I said, take your time to recover. Have a great day!!
(sorry for any bad grammar or misspellings I may not have caught)
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#fictionkinfessions#fictionkin#🕹️👾🎸#josukehigashikatakin#jjbakin#rp issue#memories issue#canoning issue#self hate cw#police cw#headcanons issue#fandom issue#klaviergavinkin#aceattorneykin#mettatonkin#mod party cat
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CROWEY!!!!!!!!!!
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
LOOOOOOOOVE YOU
VERY MUCH!!!!!! you're so cool wowie I'm just so happy that we're friends :D you're so special and I love when you send a whole bunch of messages and then I look and there's 17 messages agakahsksjs your lil rambles always make me go :D and I just !!!!!!! look!!!!! It's him! It's my friend!!! Lookithim go!!!!
CABBABBA- I mean what huh? Whoever could this beeeeeeeee (/s)
I love you tooooo!!!! Our rambles about how weird teeth are (which have happened a weird amount of times lmao OH OH WAIT THAT REMINDS ME HOLD UP LEMME GET THE MEME
there we go anyways,) always make me laugh you're one of my fav people living in my lil screen.
I'm incredibly lucky to have U 🥰🥰🥰
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Thinking about the Infamous Mono-Color Format
They dropped this on us today and is getting a rather harsh welcome.
this is not a new banlist, it is an alternate format and that's why we shouldn't feel intimidated by it. Having a critical mass of decks balanced out of the format is completely fine because it means unusual suspects will get a try.
And most important of all:
GOOD BYE FOREVER YOU STANKY BITCH AND MARBLE
Not only that, we also get rid of the very cringey Xros Heart deck that became stupidly oppressive on BT11 after a huge banlist hit... SOMEHOW
BWGX will have to now decide between playing Greymon X Antibody or Yuuya to protect it's stack making it extremely less strong too.
We will mourn the lost of some (based) decks though:
Jesmon
Mastemon (my beloved)
Imperialdramon
Examon
Sakuyamon
4GD
etc (I literally cant think of any others lol)
The specific banlist directly hits MelgaX, Grandis and MinervaLoop
Which is FUN.
This is a hit to the core aspects that make the strategies themselves annoying, It is most likely we wont see any of this decks now that they are escentially losing their wincon. But I like to imagine, a MelgaX deck that actually plays like MelgaX intends you to play, a big fucking blocker that controls the board. Or a Grandis that actually cares about combat instead of beating you in turn 3. Minerva losing the rusher completely is sad, when you take in count the other two decks only got a limit. Because having 1 lv5 rusher in the deck that uses the lv5 as a toolbox would have been very fun, but I am biased.
as well as generic good tools like Chaos degrade and DeathX which is an indirect hit to dead animals.
DeathX makes sense because it is a generic tool for black and purple decks that forces the entire format to be wrap around it... in advanced, here it just means black and purple have an upper hand, which they very much need lmao. The lack of a DeathX means that two of the decks I can see shredding in this format will have no checks, Bloomlord and Ulforce.
But Chaos Degrade is a weird choice, the decks that can utilize it the most have an inherent cap by the mono color format, decks that could use it will have to jump hurdles to do so, and then we have to ask, what are we checking with this? Alphamon and WargreyX? (okay those decks are scary) But for your consideration, we have already have a Chaos degrade replacement for monocolor. If you have any idea of the purpose behind this one just tell me.
-That only leave us with theory crafting-
Sadly Bandai dropped this one on us after the Ulticup slots have been purchased for most people, so lots of people were kind of trapped into it, and god forbid TCG players are forced to build a different deck.
I am really seeing Bloomlord-Hydra and Ulforce as a force to be reckon, specially after Mulligan has been confirmed, Thankfully Gallantmon is also there to keep Bloomlord in check, but without Zwart Defeat and a very hindered BWGX, tamer span is very strong, who will check ulforce? Darknigthmon? hell Merva and Bagraa army seem playable in this landscape even, I cannot think of any competent Yellow deck though, maybe there's a build for Ophanimon loop, but do you really wanna play a deck which relies on [on deletion] when the best deck can just bounce you back into your deck?.
This is my first post, I may have gone tooooo grazy, but I just wanted a place to ramble about my thoughts on this cardgame unfiltered. I hope is a nice read, I am not a great writer in the first place.
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hii i just wanted to add FFH is like all in one package, romcon, with many twists, comedy/humour, emotional moments that lead to closeness, aspects of reality, facing obstacles and challenges but making it through, showing light to all kinds of scenarios and unexpected surprises 🥺 everything i read im just in awe like this is perfect content, i see major movie vibes for real and i would quite literally love to watch something like this even!! its very comfy for me and makes me feel so warm, a big fat hug to all my days 🤗
now i do feel kinda annoying bc im constantly in your notifs 😅 sometimes i think lemme chill but thats quite impossible bc you're already become my fav ateez writer but ur work is just tooooo good? u deserve a bunch of head pats, kisses, every good thing in the world for providing us with such greatness and sharing ur lovely gift to us❣❣
also im yet to dive into all ur works (which i will be soon) so im probably going to annoy u more im sorry in advance😭 haha
I think the best way that I can describe how I am feeling right now is... overwhelmed? There are so many things that I want to say but I cannot seem to be able to say them because I am just... so very happy. Your words struck me right in my heart and really bring me motivation and encouragement. It is an honour to have you say that you see this in a movie style, and that you can picture it in that way <3
And please no not at all! You are not annoying in any way! Instead you are quite literally my serotonin provider and I am so infinitely grateful for you, and for the time that you take to leave your thoughts and comments on my fics and ramblings ahah~ sgkfjdsfkjg FAVOURITE ATEEZ WRITER!?! WHAT IF I SOB RN!?! This just... please YOU accept all the hugs and smooches and omg I do love a good headpat ahah <3 thank you <333
I'd love to hear more of your thoughts, always <3
Much love <3
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do you have any upcoming fics you’re writing?
hi!!! thank you for being interested!!
and honestly, too many, most of which will probably die in my docs lol but I’m using this ask as an update and gonna explain below the cut cause I ramble tooooo much
the most promising fic I’m working on rn is a one-shot based on mastermind by taylor swift— it’s lovey, smutty, whismy and I really like it so far, thus why it’s the most promising!
I also have a eddie x tutor thing I was working on and a eddie friends with b(aby)enefits series i started. I also need to finish the fourth part of same old song and dance but I put a pin in that for various reasons (mostly cause I have like 7 drafts and idk what I’m doing😭). Same with Strat and jag, I need to write a buffer/intermission part but it hasn’t struck my fancy lately and it’s not super popular so it’s on the back burner for now.
I mostly write one-shots in one sitting whenever an idea hits me, so who knows, maybe I’ll be working on something else by tomorrow.
If anything here peaks your interest, let me know, it might (strong emphasis on might) encourage me to finish it. Or if you want to know more about something I’d be happy to answer, without spilling too many details of course.
Thanks again for being interested!!💗
#i have adhd can you tell by my wild disorganization and inability to finish stuff#don’t trust anything I say I’m unreliable and prone to fleeting this is your warning
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Tagged by three of my most favorite pals, @heavy-lies-the-crown , @sullypants and @rivervixens cheers to you all, lovelies!
Rules: Tag 9 people with excellent taste ;)
Colors I’m currently wearing: all blue!
Last band t-shirt I bought: pink floyd!
Last band I saw live: pink floyd! kidding, 1/4 of pink floyd, i saw roger waters! it was awesome! as for the last strictly band i saw live, i think it was maroon 5 (songs about jane is iconic, okay).
Lipstick or chapstick: can i go for lip gloss? i enjoy a glossy lip over anything else, but i guess chapstick works too. i hate lipsticks cause they smear all over my face and i look like a clown. also for some reason i feel like i’m 6 and wearing my mom’s lipstick all over again and nope.
Last song I listened to: double trouble by john williams from the prisoner of azkaban’s score. i listen to HP scores obsessively, on the reg, no shame.
Last movie I watched: beautiful boy.
Last three TV shows I watched: sex education (!!! highly recommended), derry girls (not a fan, i think you have to be irish or british to fully get all the jokes) and okay it isn’t a tv show but it is on netflix and it’s got 4 parts so it counts as a series, james acaster’s repertoire is most likely the wittiest comedy show i’ve ever watched, hands down.
Last three characters I identified with: otis milburn (sex education-i relate to handing out advice while being the most unexperienced), ginny weasley (needs no intro) and mulan (because i saw it a few weeks ago and I AM STILL NOT OVER WHAT A BADASS SHE IS.)
Books I’m reading right now: i am reading too much fic to even recognize what a printed book would look like, let’s be real. i opened HP5 to look for a canon detail and ended up reading 4 chapters so i guess i might as well finish it now andddd also I JUST REMEMBERED i read emma koenig’s moan: anonymous essays on female orgasm and it was SO GOOD also can’t believe she’s sisters with vampire weekend’s dude, talk about a small world. ALSO x2 i want to read fuck, i’m in my twenties also by her because FUCK IM IN MY TWENTIES but as you see, i haven’t had the time cause i fell down the HP fic vortex. sigh.
I tag: @thetaoofbetty, @sleuthingbetty, @ithoughtyoulikedmereckless, @good-night-dodger, @greywind--stark, @forasecondtherewedwon and frankly whoever else feels up for it!
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