#it was a depressing song lmao

[bubba-draws]

A sea of void.

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#Being listening to Wozwald by Nilifruits and the music video inspired me for this #just a heads up the actual song is like uh. very depressing lmao #so dont watch/listen if ur not in the correct headspace #hollow knight #the hollow knight #hollow hk #pure vessel #gif

[bunnighost]

#alexa play that one song of the neighbourhood #by* not of lmao #vent edit #upl #vent tag #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent #actuallymentallyill #childhood trauma #trauma edit #traumacore #actuallydepressed #depression #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #dissociation #who am i

[vaggieslefteye]

THEY ARE LITERALLY 5 YEARS OLD LMFAO

#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin lucifer #alastor #hazbin alastor #lucifer #radio demon #dad beat dad #song: hell's greatest dad #my gifs #BLESS this show for fucking SPOILING US with this entire fucking episode holy shit #i wasn't expecting to see fucking scary-creepy-ass elkdude ALASTOR get to be BOTH TERRIFYING #and fucking SILLY all in the same episode. with LUCIFER. who turned out to be #NOT SCARY but in fact the anxious-ridden autistic depressed nerd representation that we desperately needed LMAO

[omppupiiras]

I was kinda bored so I made a little playlist of some songs that I consider to be essential finnish music, so if anyone here's interested, click here

fair warning it's probably not to anyone's taste but my own 💀

also I'd be super interested if other finns here made some playlists!! I'm curious of what music finns here think of when they think of finnish music (specifically in finnish)

#käärijä #I have no taste really #also I like “old” finnish music more #I am so out of the loop on what is currently popular here lmao #except for käärijä ofc #like how long have kuumaa and portion boys and benjamin been around??? never heard of them before i got into käärijä #also usually i prefer more depressing music so käärijä is the outlier #and on the slim chance anyone is interested in any of the songs then feel free to ask me to translate any of them 🤣 #music rec

[mossy-aro]

why is every aro playlist on spotify like “being aro sucks :/” or “pov: ur sad bc ur aro” wtf . where is my aro positivity . i did not come here for this energy 🙄

#aro #aromantic #aroace #aspec #idk how to tag this lmao #it’s like . look . there should be space for aros to work through their arophobia when they’re coming to terms w themselves #but like i do not need that energy everytime i go looking for aro playlists or music god damn #why r there no aro songs or playlists that r just like . “’being aro slaps actually’ like wtf #why is it always ‘haha i hate this about myself’ :/// #WELL I DONT??? #this isn’t just the playlists either there r so many aro songs that are like just super depressing???? #like sure some sad songs r great but why is it the overwhelming majority of them 💀 #ANYWAY #IN THE PROCESS OF REMEDYING THIS RN

[moonchild-in-blue]

Thank you for the tag @tonguetyd! My spoons are indeed low but my sleep schedule is GONE so. Random burst of energy let's go.

I didn't know what artist to pick because I didn't want an obvious (?) one, so I'm going super niche and choosing Bright Eyes because it's been a minute since I've talked about them, and they're one of my favourites 💙

Artist: Bright Eyes

How do you feel: Nothing Gets Crossed Out

What is your gender: Bowl Of Oranges (obviously funny but also it's a beautiful song! poetic storytelling!)

If you could go anywhere: Lua

Favorite mode of transportation: Driving Fast Through A Big City At Night (yes that is the title)

Your best friend: First Day Of My Life 🥹

Favorite time of day: Sunrise, Sunset

If your life was a tv show: A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not

Relationship status: I Won't Ever Be Happy Again 🥲

Your fear: Waste Of Paint

Idk who made this or not so I'm tagging randomly, no pressure to do this whatsoever! @dearscone @corviisquire @hookedhobbies @politemagic (hi!) @leonsleftbicep @melit0n

#okay i made myself sad again #so little story time! #(okay i talked briefly about past suicide/sh struggles so be warned!) #First Day Of My Life is their most famous song AND is probably my mostest favourite love song in the entire world #like. this particular song means so much to me #there is this line that goes “this is the first day of my life. i'm glad i didn't die before i met you” #and it breaks my heart into a million pieces because that is just. so true. so pure #because for someone who was very suicidal and struggled with sh *just before* i met my best friend(s) #it's a lot. like. that could've been me. and yet i'm here. and i need to hold on more because there's still so many people to meet #and so many things to see and experience. i AM glad i didn't die before i met any of you #it's crazy to think how many things i would've missed if every single time i thought about about ending it i had actually done it #whack #also! nothing gets crossed out is incredibly depressing and poignant! if anyone is in the mood for that! #(most if not all of these are. once again i am incapable of choosing happy songs lmao) #tw suicide mention #tw sh mention #<- is this enough? let me know if i should use other tags!!!! #tag game #darya's mixtape #bright eyes

[nick-close]

Look who’s inside again is a Glenn song btw. If you even care.

#the song that made me depressed as hell when I felt isolated lmao #went out to look for a reason to hide again #buddy you found it!! #now come out with your hands up we’ve got you surrounded #ughHHH #dndads #dungeons and daddies #glenn close

[duskandcobalt]

wip wednesday 💕

i'd like to take a brief interlude from my depressive spiral to present a small excerpt from the slutty elriel fic i'm working on, still hoping to get this out this week but taylor swift put a pin in my plans and i've been wallowing in bed for like 96 straight hours.

no warnings here bc im saving the actual slutty content for the full published piece.

hope everyone's having a good week 💖

Elain blindly wandered down the dark hallways.The echo of her heels on the stone floor was menacing, causing the already frantic beat of her heart to rise to an almost worrisome crescendo. It didn’t help that she could barely see and was relying solely on the occasional flickering fae light and the cool, insistent shadow pressed to the small of her back to guide her towards her mystery destination.

It felt like she’d been walking for hours, turning this way and that in the labyrinth that made up the various chambers of this unfamiliar place but finally, the pressure of the shadow on her back eased as she approached an arched door right at the end of the seemingly never ending hallway. She paused in front of it, unsure what to do until the shadow slid up her arm and along her neck, wrapping itself around her ear. 

Go.

Elain swallowed, her gloved hand reaching out for the doorknob. 

Subconsciously, she knew where that shadow had been guiding her. Knew that the neat, dark interior of this room was the perfect match for what she’d always imagined in those salacious dreams of hers.

She’d been ready to see him. Aching to see him. But to open the door and get her first glimpse of him… she hadn’t quite been ready for that. 

Azriel was reclined in a leather chair behind his desk. The jacket he'd been wearing earlier had been discarded and left to drape on cabinet at the far end of the room. The first few buttons of his crisp white shirt was undone, providing a glimpse of the tantalising tattoos hidden underneath. He had one long leg folded over the over, one ankle resting on his knee. And on that knee, cradled by his large, scarred hand, sat a short glass of amber liquid that perfectly matched his honeyed eyes.

“I’ve been waiting for you.”

#elriel #yes this is the under the weeping willow follow up hehe #elriel fic #wip wednesday #my writing #anyway if you're reading this pls tell me what your favourite ttpd song is #or what the one you relate to the most is #my fave is guilty as sin? for obvious reasons #the one i relate to the most is the prophecy lmao #hence the depressive spiral! #but also the bolter so good luck working out how both of those things can be true #ALSO down bad is a bop and i really do be crying at the gym teenage petulance and all #ALSO loml but i actually cant discuss that one yet for the sake of my sanity #thanks for coming to my taylor swift ted talk im going to bed now

[undyinglantern]

#poll #exo #xiumin #minseok #suho #junmyeon #baekhyun #chen #jongdae #chanyeol #d.o #kyungsoo #kai #jongin #sehun #lay zhang #zhang yixing #hope the way these 2 were split up makes sense when you see the song choices now #here are the ballads and/or depression songs lmao

[lopsidedtreetrunks]

Happy 10th birthday to The Song Ever

#guys can u believe its been 10 years i feel so old bsksdjlka #ylvis #what does the fox say #my art #artists on tumblr #sketch #gonna write a novel in the tags now so: #i havent drawn anything in a few months bc ive been dealing with medical stuff #this sketch was supposed to become a full painting and it was gonna be awesome and the composition was gonna be great etc etc #this sketch has been in my files since late june lmao thats how long its been since i drew anything #so yes i am very disappointed that i couldnt finish it but since it's such a momentus occasion I thought I'd post this mess anyway :') #I just really wanted to commemorate it as (and sorry for getting all depressing here lol) ... #... it was kinda the last thing that brought me a whole lot of joy before a lot of shit started going on in the family that basically ... #... ended my childhood (metaphorically) #anyways i loved it when it came out i listened to it constantly along with their song stonehenge (which i still listen to occasionally hjsd #and truckers hitch when that came out about a year later i think #ANYWay sorry for rambling and being a sad little guy in the tags lol enjoy the art and listen to the song :D

[myfriendtheghost]

had a GVF dream last night and naturally in my dream I had to log onto tumblr and tell everyone about my experience

so here I am fulfilling the prophecy

#I miss them 😔 #I dreamt that I went all the way to LA to see one of their shows at a small outdoor venue #very intimate and there was no pit !!! It was GA but no pit !!! CHAIRS #and the venue accommodated for my visual disability and let me in early so for the first time in my life I had a good view at a GVF show LOL #Jake was wearing the dragon suit from DIG #I think Sam was wearing his original DIG suit too? it was also black #Danny was wearing his Starcatcher outfit #and Josh was wearing a new jumpsuit that was white and BEJEWELED FROM HEAD TO TOE #it was sooo sparkly and pretty #so then they played a song and it was a cover (I don’t remember what song) and I was like well that’s kinda weird #and then oomf showed up and talked through the ENTIRE SECOND SONG (also a cover that I don’t remember) #and I was like well if he keeps doing this after the second song then I’m gonna tell him to be quiet #BUT THEN THEY LEFT AFTER THE SECOND SONG AND I WAS LIKE 🧍🏻‍♀️ #but then I was like … well that’s the best view I’ve ever had seeing GVF so at least there’s that #anyway I haven’t listened to the boys in a hot minute but I might have to jam out on the way to church idk! #after that I had a different dream that I flew to Texas with my friend and I wanted to go to the American Girl store so I did and he left me #behind and got another flight without me KDHSJSKA ?!???? #I had a lot of random and vivid dreams last night lmao #anywho…. love yall miss yall !!!! #life is finally calming down a bit but my depression is also starting to rear its ugly head again so WOMP #u win some u lose some

[feluka]

💕💕💕دوبت و حبيتها 💕💕💕

#filed under songs that are good to listen to even if you don't understand the language #esp because the lyrics are kinda depressing LMAO but the music is so lively and fun!!! #this came out when i was very little and i heard the lyrics SO WRONG #and i would sing قلبك بقى انتي كبيتها #as in. 'your heart has become you (feminine) he spilled it' and everyone was like what kind of grammar is that. that is NOT correct #Youtube

[ducksbyday]

I had a bit of a moment the train last week. And for some reason, I decided to keep adding to it. I've been adding at least one thing every day to this picture since pride month started.

Here are some of them. If the devil is luring me down to hell, I will not be going down alone. Happy pride month.

Most recent one (14/6/23)

The past 😭

I'm scared for the future.

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Text stolen heavily inspired by twitter user wormssoup

#Maximus #agentemaxo #Qmsp #qsmp maximus #pride month #“The devil made me do it but I also kinda wanted to” #Genuinely this man does make banger songs tbh #I just don't know where to find them #I just keep replaying the first 7 minutes of this stream 😭😭 #Maximus has an effect on the workings of my brain that I cannot explain #His mere presence stops my normal pills from working #Was depressed for a bit but now I'm back on the grind LMAO #qsmp iv drip #Qmsp iv stand #Thank you Maxo for tweeting the furry picture I almost ran out of things to add

[kayventa]

what depressing songs do you know?

what are the lyrics to those songs?

i'll name one

I deserved this -Rebzzxy (ft. Selfless Homage)

#depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #answered #im not depressed #i just have an interesting type of song likes #lmao #kritah

[diogenes867]

#creep >>> #you know I'm depressed when I start singing this masterpiece #I even made friend cry once while singing this song lmao #radiohead

[faunandfloraas]

i need felix or chan to either do a song with missy higgins or cover one of her songs just because the level of australian accent would be extreme and i'd have a great time

#shes very occa here and in ten days.... and all the other songs really but #always thought it was funny her most upbeat song was her first hit and after that most of them were depressing frequently lmao #and i love the depressing ones i just appreciate sneaking through the door with this. anyway. #felix super shy performance in mind #i always hated singing at school in choir bc they'd hassle me for not rounding my vowels so i just never sang again outside that #if they werent so hell bent on repressing the accent i might have actually had fun #Youtube