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violetwolfraven · 3 years

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Willie Headcanons

So I actually came up with this like a month ago and forgot to post it. Anyway enjoy my headcanons about our favorite sk8er boi. Be ready for feels.

Tw: death, car accident mention, emotional manipulation.

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In my mind, Willie had a good relationship with his parents. They were supportive and everything. They both loved Willie very much.

And Willie has youngest child energy so I’m saying he has a sister who’s 2 years older and a brother who’s 5 years older. Their names are Delilah and Austin.

AND ALL THREE OF THEM ARE ADRENALINE JUNKIES.

Seriously imagine the worst possible combination of head empty only skateboarding and you’ve got Willie, Delilah, and Austin.

Austin started skating when he was 7 and got Delilah hooked on it a year later.

Their parents kinda didn’t like the idea of it but those two had already started teaching Willie basic stuff by the time he was 3.

But... the other two had other interests. Delilah was into art (painting) and Austin played piano (like, really well).

For Willie, skateboarding was his thing. And it always was.

He had fun with it when his big brother would put his hands on his and teach him to play a bit, or his sister would give him some paint and a spare canvas and they’d doodle together, but it wasn’t like skating.

As far as I’ve seen (which admittedly isn’t that far) it’s widely accepted that Willie has ADHD so I’m leaning into that here.

And Willie inherited his brain from his dad, who had a bad experience with meds and so wouldn’t let any of his kids go through it.

So Willie grew up unmedicated but probably better off for the time period. His dad taught him coping mechanisms. Him and Austin. Delilah didn’t inherit it but she was taught to empathize with her brothers and recognize when they needed her help with something.

She’s a badass who can and does beat up anybody who’s mean to her brothers for missing social cues.

But anyway while Austin had piano (and skating as a side thing) Willie got even more hooked on skateboarding than either of his siblings because his brain latched onto it from a young age and couldn’t let go.

We all have our outlets. The chaos in our brains has to go somewhere. For Willie it goes into skating.

When he’s young he and his siblings will skateboard to school and then after school they’ll skate all around Hollywood for hours.

They do their homework in random McDonalds and Denny’s and tbh become local cryptid customers. Like they’re just these 3 super friendly skater siblings who tip really well and visit every fast food place within a 20 mile radius of their house with varying frequency.

They also find e v e r y skatepark, empty pool, and vacant lot in that 20 mile radius that they can possibly find.

Their parents have to bail them out of jail for trespassing and the occasional vandalism every so often.

Sometimes one of them has stuff to do and it’s just two of them out skating but if two of them are busy the other one never goes out alone cause it’s dangerous. We’ll get back to that later.

So anyway when they’re 17, 14, and 12, Delilah comes out as a lesbian.

And the family is supportive of course because they’re a good family.

But her coming out gets Willie thinking. About how some of his friends have crushes on girls but he just... doesn’t see the appeal.

Like he has a couple friends who are girls and they’re great and he likes hanging out with them at recess but he doesn’t get the hype. They’re just more friends. So he doesn’t really see what his big sister is so interested in either.

In my mind Willie actually is from around the same time as the boys (dying in like 1999) so one day while nobody else in their house is home he and Delilah are watching Star Wars: Return of the Jedi and Willie’s again wondering why people think Leia is so hot cause she’s cool and all but Luke is right there and he looks really good and—

Willie: I think I might be gay.

Delilah: Yeah I know.

They talk about it and Willie does decide to tell the rest of the family but he’s a bit wary about anyone else because he saw how some of Delilah’s friends turned on her after she came out. He doesn’t want that to happen to him.

He does end up telling a few of his friends but he doesn’t quite not care what people think of him the way his big sister does.

Austin is the only straight one and he’s like. So awkward about it but in a sweet way.

Austin: So, Britney Spears is hot, right?

Delilah: Stop.

And

Austin: So I saw you hanging around Chris the other day are you two..?

Willie: ...no...???

Austin: Cool, yeah I didn’t think so. Just had to make sure. Not that I’m doubting your ability to get boys but I’d have to shovel talk him if you were.

Willie: If I ever do get a boyfriend, please don’t.

He tries. He’s a himbo if that wasn’t clear. Where did you think Willie learned it?

So anyway fast forward a couple years and they’re 22, 19, and 17. Austin and Delilah are both in college and Willie’s the last one left at home and things between their parents start getting... tense.

Like they don’t fight exactly but they’ve fallen out of love and things are awkward.

Even Austin and Delilah can tell and they’re only home on breaks and some weekends but for Willie it’s right there and he’s watching it happen. He has no option but to see.

They used to have a rule that they don’t go skating alone because it’s dangerous but Willie just can’t make himself stay home so he goes out skateboarding.

At first it’s never too far from home or anywhere where there’s too much traffic but as things get increasingly awkward at home he goes out farther and farther, chasing the adrenaline high he used to get from going anywhere and everywhere every day after school with his siblings.

Then his parents officially tell him they’re getting divorced and

And it’s not like he couldn’t see it coming, but... it still hurts.

And neither of his siblings are coming home any time soon so

So he goes out skating on his own, way too far from home. He keeps going until he doesn’t even know where he is anymore.

He isn’t really paying attention the way he should but that’s not why he runs into trouble.

The driver of that red pickup is drunk and he rounds the corner out of nowhere.

If Delilah or Austin had been there they could have yelled for Willie to jump out of the way, or maybe up on the hood so the impact wouldn’t be as bad, but he’s alone.

So he gets hit, and the car was going fast enough that he’s dead before he even hits the pavement.

After that there’s a lot of confusion but once Willie figures out he’s a ghost... it’s too painful to think about going home, so he just... doesn’t.

He doesn’t want to see his family mourning him, so he just distracts himself, skating everywhere he couldn’t before without getting busted.

Plus some old routes where he used to go with Delilah and Austin, just for something that’s familiar but not too familiar.

He’s on one of those more familiar routes a few weeks after his death when he’s skating down Sunset Boulevard one night, singing along to Toxic by Britney Spears blasting from a nearby club and a man dressed in a purple suit comments on how he’s got a good voice.

Honestly Willie is just so relieved to have someone to talk to that he forgets about stranger danger completely.

Plus he recognizes an Elder Gay in Caleb and assumes he can trust him because the Elder Gays he met at pride that one time he went with Delilah were so nice and understanding of how reassuring it was to see queer people of older generations who got a happy ending.

Caleb barely even has to try. He just lets this 17-year-old obviously-queer ghost rant at him for a few minutes, asks a few questions and finds out that he also can play piano, and convinces him to come to the Hollywood Ghost Club the next night.

From there it’s not like Willie has anyone to save him so of course he has to join the club.

At first he’s completely alone because the other performers scare him almost as much as Caleb does.

Then slowly, he sees how they give him space because they know he’s scared of them. How they turn a blind eye when he leaves the club without permission. How they don’t critique his mistakes with the same sarcasm they show each other.

Willie starts to realize that the other performers are doing their best to look out for him, and he starts being less afraid.

They’re all too concerned with their own survival to really protect him but if they draw some attention to themselves occasionally so Caleb doesn’t notice Willie being slow to pick up some tricky choreography, that’s not too risky.

The others are all like 21 at the youngest and they really don’t appreciate Caleb tricking a literal child into working for him no matter how talented said child is. (Cause Willie is good at singing and piano. It’s just not his passion.)

The twins are 22 but they died in 1925 and before that they were performing to support a younger brother who they never got to say goodbye to so maybe they see Willie as a kind of second chance.

Lyssa (what I decided to name drummer woman because I don’t know her real name if she has one) is 25 and she died in 1984. She had a daughter who’d be about Willie’s age now and... who knows? Maybe they were friends.

Fuego is 24 and from 1951 and he had a childhood best friend who enlisted and died in WWII that he thought he might get to see when he died but that boy moved on and so... well, Willie’s just a little younger than his friend was the last time he saw him.

In short Willie becomes everyone’s baby brother and they do what they can to look out for him even if they’re just as scared of Caleb as he is.

And the better adjusted Willie gets to (after)life at the HGC and the better they get to know him, the guiltier the others start to feel about him being stuck there.

Eventually a combination of guilt and worked-up courage leads Fuego tells him about the whole unfinished business thing, in hopes maybe he can figure his out and get away from Caleb.

It doesn’t take Willie long to think of his family, how hopeless he felt about the divorce, how worried he was it would change everything and then how scared he was to see his family in pain because of his death.

He realizes his unfinished business is probably seeing them. Letting himself say goodbye.

He almost gets away with it.

Caleb catches up and stops him in the driveway of his house and poofs them back to the HGC.

He convinces (gaslights) Willie into believing that saying goodbye was never his unfinished business and even if it was it’s not like it would matter because Caleb wouldn’t let him do it.

The next morning he ships the HGC out to Tokyo. They stay on the move for a long time and when they are in town, Willie is basically locked in his room.

The next time he’s allowed out in Hollywood, his parents don’t live in their old house anymore and he has no way to find them.

As a coping mechanism, he just starts making the best of a bad situation. Becoming better friends with the other ghosts. Helping soften the blow whenever someone new comes along.

None of that means he stops checking the faces of passing skaters or keeping eyes on restaurants his folks used to like, but it does mean he more or less gives up hope.

That’s what he’s doing when he bumps into Alex.

Look, Willie loves his friends at the HGC. He really does. But there’s a big difference between 17 and 20-something. Like the others will drink alcohol some nights and technically Willie was born over 21 years ago but he still feels weird enough about it that he doesn’t drink.

He hasn’t talked to anyone his age in a long time so Alex is a breath of fresh air.

Also he’s like. Really cute. And sweet. And funny. And shit, Willie’s fallen for him before he even has time to think about it.

He keeps thinking about how Alex doesn’t seem like he’d be physically capable of hurting someone on purpose so Austin would approve and every once in a while there’s that sarcasm that pops out which means he’d get along great with Delilah.

In general Alex is the kind of guy he would’ve loved to take home to meet the family. Them not included, he’s kind of... everything Willie’s missed about Hollywood in the form of one person.

Then they hang out more and Alex is still everything he’s missed but he’s also so much more than that and...

It almost feels like a part of Alex is still alive. And for the first time in years, a part of Willie feels alive, too.

They’ve known each other for like a week tops and Willie is already in love.

Not that he’s admitting that to anyone, because he’s learned the hard way that anyone you care about can be used against you.

Still... when Alex asks for help getting revenge on Bobby, he can’t bring himself to say no because he needs to keep Alex in his (after)life and the only way he knows how to do that (or to make people be nice to him in general) is to be as useful as possible.

That turns out to be a big mistake, because Caleb sees right through him in an instant, targets Alex to confirm it, then immediately starts the process to trick the boys into committing to eternity at the HGC.

Willie feels like an idiot for thinking he could actually get away with it. Doing something good for someone he cares about.

He hadn’t thought Caleb would be interested in them because he’d never actually heard them play. The assumption was that he’d make them do some small favor and then let them talk to their bandmate for 5 minutes. A clean deal where they never have to commit to anything. Willie forgot to take magic into account.

He almost manages to convince himself it was all a bad dream, but when he seeks out Alex and his friends to check on them, he can almost feel the jolts himself, and seeing Alexthem in pain feels terrible.

Willie knows that theoretically they could figure out their unfinished business and cross over, but that all depends on finding it and doing it fast enough and if they failed...

People you care about can be used against you. And Willie does not want to be used against Alex again. He doesn’t want to see Alex used against him.

So he keeps his distance, in hopes Caleb will think he lost interest. He’s pretty sure once the boys find out about the stamp they’ll hate him, anyway.

And plus, as he’s been taught by his friends at the HGC, you have to look out for yourself because no one else will do it for you. Maybe you hurt somebody by not standing up for them, but you can apologize later and hope they forgive you. You can’t apologize if you’re gone, and it’s not like it would make a difference anyway because Caleb is too powerful for anyone to beat.

The thought of how spending eternity with Alex might not be so bad even if it has to be at the HGC does come up, but ironically that’s what makes Willie decide to screw his courage to the sticking point and tell them.

Because he has seen what decades at the club has done to his friends.

They’re all great performers, and they perform happiness well even to each other, but Willie knows them enough to know how tired they all are. How they have been doing the same thing over and over again for decades and they are sick of it.

They’re young, talented tragedies lost to drug overdoses, or AIDS, or accidents, or suicide, and they should’ve gotten to rest after everything they went through in their lives. Instead, they got a curse disguised as a blessing. They got to stay on a stage, got to keep performing and soaking up applause, never got to stop.

Willie has been there a shorter time than most of them and he feels it. The exhaustion, because ghosts are supposed to haunt for a few years then figure out their unfinished business and move on. They’re not meant to be trapped for decades, used as party tricks.

A part of Alex still feels alive and being trapped in the Hollywood Ghost Club for years on end would kill that part of him.

Willie can’t let that happen, so as hard as it is...

He tells the boys what’s wrong with them. And by that hurt, betrayed look in Alex’s eyes, he’s honestly expecting him to never forgive him.

But then Alex does. And that almost hurts worse because whether he figures out his unfinished business or not, Willie doubts he’s ever going to see him again.

He honest to God almost cries when Alex hugs him because... shit, he hasn’t gotten a hug since he was breathing.

He goes back to the HGC and tries to go about his day, and keeps replaying how good it felt to have Alex’s arms around him, hoping that memory will get him through the next few decades on his own.

The ghosts at the club do actually gossip a fair amount and by this point all of them know about the 3 dead members of Sunset Curve.

So when Willie admits to Helen (what I’m calling one of the twins) that Alex hugging him was the first time he’d gotten a hug since he died, she hugs him tight for a good 20 seconds, telling him she’s sorry he has to lose him, and if Willie closes his eyes he can almost pretend it’s Delilah.

The next thing he knows, he’s locked in a closet.

Caleb comes to talk to (intimidate) him a few hours later, saying he knows what Willie did.

He’s magically locked in his room alone for a couple weeks after that and it’s essentially psychological torture.

Helen, Anna (what I decided to call the other twin), Dante, Fuego, Lyssa, and everyone else tell him not to test Caleb for the next couple years, but Willie has a heart full of love and a head full of fuck it, so he doesn’t listen.

He gives it exactly one day of being/acting scared and obedient, then goes out without permission again, fully intending to scream in a museum alone to let out all his feelings.

Remember: Willie didn’t see the Orpheum performance. He doesn’t know the boys didn’t cross over but by Caleb’s mood he has a feeling the outcome of that scenario was not in the magician’s favor.

He gets there and it’s literally this comic by the very talented @williessweatycherrysocks

He can’t stay long but he and Alex scream in each other’s faces, talk a bit, maybe sing a duet.

After that, they sneak to see each other when they can but don’t get to see much of each other for months.

It’s hard on both of them but they don’t give up on their relationship.

Through long and complicated events which I will outline later, Willie eventually gets free of the HGC, hugs his friends goodbye already making plans to take down Caleb for good to free them, too, and promptly declines an offer to stay in the Molinas’ garage.

As much as he wants to be close to Alex he’s done being confined to one place.

He still comes and visits like every day tho.

He knows a lot more about ghosting than the other boys do so he and Carlos get along amazingly like:

Carlos: So do you know who Jack the Ripper was?

Willie: No? How old do you think I am?

Carlos: I dunno but I thought it might be Caleb cause that would explain how he never got caught.

Willie, taking notes in his Things To Potentially Use To Take Caleb Down notebook: You’re a tiny genius.

No one was expecting it but everyone is in awe of how well he and Carrie get along. Between the two of them they know so much celebrity gossip. (and it’s definitely a good thing he’s on good terms with her cause she and Alex are close)

On the angsty side, Willie also bonds with Nick over how they both know how it feels to be manipulated and used by Caleb.

Also it takes a long time before he’s able to trust him, but he does get adopted into the Molina clan by Ray.

Ray reminds him a lot of his own dad, once Willie’s able to see that he’s nothing like Caleb.

Ray’s honestly just 100% happy to Dad™️ anyone who needs a dad so it works out great once Julie and the boys figure out how to make Willie visible.

But anyway back to important stuff.

Now that they don’t have to hide for any reason, Willie and Alex can both breathe a little easier. Or... they both feel better. Ghosts don’t really breathe.

Willie can finally let himself get used to feeling alive again.

The whole ghost gang goes (invisibly) to the Los Feliz Homecoming dance and maybe it should make him feel a little on-edge with the kind of club-like environment but...

He’s got Alex there, and they’re dancing to some corny pop love song from the 90s that Flynn probably put on because she knew the ghost boys would be there so how could he feel anything but safe?

For a minute it almost feels like actually being alive and there’s yellow and pink and blue lights coming from everywhere reflecting in Alex’s eyes and Willie is suddenly very aware of the fact that though they’ve been together for a long time now, they haven’t had their first kiss.

Then the Cha Cha Slide starts up and the atmosphere switches and Willie totally forgets about the whole romantic tension thing because it’s the Cha Cha Slide everybody has to dance along.

Dirty Candi performs towards the end of the night and the ghost boys cheer the loudest despite how Julie’s laughing at them. They don’t care that Carrie can’t even hear them, they’re being supportive!!!

Everybody screams even louder when Flynn runs up on stage and kisses Carrie and Willie feels a big burst of affection at how Alex shouts ABOUT TIME!

Then he gives Willie a quick hug and leaves cause he and the rest of Julie and the Phantoms have to go get set up for their performance.

Since Alex was able to flip Carrie’s hair in All Eyes on Me I’m saying that ghosts can touch lifers if they focus and believe it will happen hard enough, so the ghost gang has developed a system for alerting their non-Julie lifer friends to their presence.

So while they’re waiting in the crowd Willie taps Carrie on the shoulder like: • - - one short tap, two long taps, a Morse code ‘W’ and Carrie lets Flynn know that he’s there.

(Nick can see him too but Nick’s off somewhere with his date {one of his lacrosse teammates you know the one})

Anyway so Julie goes out and starts up the song and then the rest of the band poofs in but

Something’s unusual.

Cause it’s not Luke on the lower main vocals.

It’s

Alex

Singing while he plays the drums and fucking killing it.

Willie totally bluescreens for a second but then when he actually focuses on the lyrics...

It’s a new song about beating the odds and being with the person you love in spite of the challenges that come with them.

And yeah there are Julie elements in there, (and she’s definitely making heart eyes at Luke even as he sticks to backup vocals) because of course there are since she has to start the song up, but

But Willie might not have any formal music training, but he was at the HGC long enough to know his stuff about music and recognize different artists’ styles.

And there’s a time signature switch on the bridge that’s a little off from how Luke would write it. There’s a swing to the melody that’s a bit more ‘pop’ than the band’s usual songs. Julie’s harmony doesn’t go as high as it normally would, as if whoever wrote the song didn’t have as high of an upper range to work with as she does.

The song is so unmistakably Alex that no one else could have written it.

Flynn and Carrie are quietly making smug comments on what they bet his face looks like right now but Willie’s not listening to them.

On the last chorus, Alex fucking winks at him right before poofing out.

Willie has whiplash like how did they go from him having to psych Alex up to break into a museum even when there’s zero chance of getting caught to Alex openly flirting with him from the stage?

He poofs backstage right as the boys get back from dropping their instruments back in the Molinas’ garage and he honestly doesn’t know what he even wants to say to convey how amazing that performance was.

Then Alex just smiles at him.

Alex: So I take it you liked the song?

Willie: Can I kiss you right now?

They both kinda freeze after he blurts that out and Reggie goes wow really quietly before he and Luke poof out to give them some privacy and whoops now they’re both flustered but

Alex: Wow, didn’t expect that. That’s... um, wow. But yeah.

They kiss and it’s a total romcom moment.

And the story’s far from over, but to Willie this definitely feels like happily ever after.

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cross-d-a · 3 years

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11, 24, 40 👀

!!! OHMYGOSH HELLO!!!!!

11) Which planet would you want to call home?

If I liked heat at all, I’d say Tatooine since it’s my absolute favourite planet ever!! It’s just?? So fascinating??? I adore all the legends/canon lore and I have a bunch of headcanons, too :)

However I, unfortunately, do not handle hot climates very well. So Imma have to go with Alderaan! They’re very environmentally conscious and have an interesting (if not very canonically developed) culture! They also seem to be a very morally good people? Just- everything about the people and the planet is so incredibly idyllic. I wouldn’t mind living there as long as it doesn’t involve any Death Stars. :)

24) Would you want to be human, or from another species?

I’d definitely want to be a Zabrak!! They’re my favourite humanoid species (besides Tusken Raiders, but like....i don’t actually want to BE a Tusken Raider..). It’d SUPER SUCK if I came from Dathomir but alsooo those sweet tattoos??? 👀👀👀 (But for SOME stupid reason female Dathomirian Zabraks DON’T have horns so I’d have to have to just..not have be cis female which is A-OK with me! ✨) I just love their horns and they’ve got super cool lore! Plus two planets which is even cooler!

40) If you could make your own Star Wars trilogy/series, what would it be about?

Oh GOD I would 10000% go straight for Nomi Sunrider!!! One of my all time fav SW characters!!!! You can find her in the Tales of the Jedi comics (specifically: The Saga of Nomi Sunrider, The Freedon Nadd Uprising, Dark Lords of the Sith, The Sith War, and Redemption). Of course, I own all of these, bc I Needed all the Nomi Sunrider Content in my life. Here I’m gonna spam you with pics:

She lived around ~4000 BBY, during the time of the Great Sith War (which she was HEAVILY involved in!!) I STAN Nomi Sunrider (née Da-Boda) not only bc of her cool name but because:

1) Look at that GORGEOUS receding hairline!! Love a powerful woman who OWNS her looks and doesn’t give into traditional beauty standards!

2) She was married to a Jedi before she became one. Her husband constantly told her she was powerful and would make an AMAZING Jedi (yay for marrying a man who LOVES and SUPPORTS his wife!!) but she was too humble to become one.

3) She is a MOTHER!!!!!!!

3) Her husband DIES. Objectively terrible for her, but 1000% amazing for US!!! Because then she takes up his lightsaber and absolutely DESTROYS his murderers.

4) She immediately feels guilty and vows never to take a life again (which.....she might go back on at some point, I honestly don’t remember, but I ADORE her for all of this)

4) She is now a SINGLE mother and we STAN single mothers in this house!!!

5) SHE IS A SINGLE MOTHER AND SHE STILL BECOMES A JEDI!! REPEAT!!! SHE IS A SINGLE MOTHER AND BECOMES A JEDI!!!!!!!!!! SHE RAISES HER DAUGHTER WHILE SHE IS A JEDI!!!!!!!!!!! How can I NOT fucking adore her??

6) She mistakes her new Master for a fuckin HORSE basically. A giant, bulky horse. Also, she rides him around all the time. It’s great. Nothing like letting your Master carry you around like he’s a beast of burden. Like Yoda in reverse.

7) She’s got her own funky droid called A-D3O (ThreeDee) and they consider each other FAMILY!!! FAMILY!!! They worry about each other all the time and ThreeDee plays instruments! Three Dee also has a weirdly humanoid face and I LOVE him. I think he also uses a blaster at some point I don’t remember. Anyway, I Fully Support droids using blasters to kill the villains.

8) Also, okay, wiki says she’s human, but I 10000% do NOT believe that. maybe near-human but not fully human. I need more non-human female main characters in my life, please and thank.

8.b) This is turning into Nomi Sunrider Loving Hours but I will take ANY opportunity to scream about her and how much I want to marry her or just- be her friend. Or let her step on me. I’ll take anything at this point, really. I’m Begging.

9) She ends up becoming part of a TRIO with two brothers. They are 1000% her sidekicks and no I am not taking any other opinions on this matter.

10) She shacks up with the objectively Worse brother, but I support her coming to terms with the loss of her husband and finding new love and happiness in her life. At least she’s got a bro to complain about her stupid bf with.

10.b) Unfortunately, her stupid bf is ACTUALLY Stupid Beyond Belief and Nomi Sunrider is in for a lot of heartache.

10.c) There are some SUPER COOL parallels between the brothers and Anakin&Obi-Wan so I’m always here for that.

11) Nomi Sunrider KNEW it was a Stupid Idea for her bf to infiltrate the Sith to “take them down from the inside.” She KNEW and she TOLD HIM. She is a fucking SMART WOMAN. But does he LISTEN?? NO. HE DOESN’T.

12) Nomi Sunrider is actually??? One of the most powerful Jedi EVER???? Like, she completely SEVERS her bf’s connection to the Force (bc he is a Stupid and Kills his brother and she is DISTRAUGHT) and also is able to create a giant Force-shield she uses to defeat Exar Kun. She is HUMBLE and INTELLIGENT and POWERFUL BEYOND BELIEF.

13) May I gently remind you that she STILL is a single mother and successfully raising her child during all of this??? Through training and adventures and a fucking WAR, Nomi Sunrider is KILLING IT with the parenting and her daughter LOVES her.

14) Nomi Sunrider BECOMES GRAND MASTER OF THE JEDI ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15) Gonna say it again: NOMI SUNRIDER BECOMES GRAND MASTER OF THE JEDI ORDER!!!!!!!!

16) Need I say more??

So like, not only would we get an INCREDIBLE female lead who I think would actually be a fucking AMAZING influence culturally (that representation babaaay~), it would also take place during a SUPER interesting time in GFFA history?? It’s a relatively new but still well-established Jedi Order that ISN’T based on Coruscant quite yet (OSSUS OSSUS OSSUS). We’d get TOOONS of alien species, a shit ton of culture/history and lots of new planets!! We still get some ~spicy~ Sith conflict, and we get to see how it plays out in an intriguing way that sort of parallels Anakin?? OH AND!! We get to see a very different Jedi Order!! The dude who interpreted the Jedi Code as we know it lived during this time, so it’d be really really really cool to see different philosophies and cultures within this time period! (things like marriage not being frowned upon or even encouraged, etc. etc.)

I dunno, I just love this time period and I would die for Nomi Sunrider, so. GIMME A NOMI SUNRIDER TRILOGY PLS

AAHHH this was super fun!!!! Thanks for letting me blather :’D I just love Star Wars SO MUCH???

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#ask game #cross talks #THIS IS NOMI SUNRIDER LOVING HOURS #AHH adrawrable thank you for the ask!!!!!!!! 💖#Star Wars #nomi sunrider #yES I am tagging nomi bc I LOVE her and I want EVERYONE to love her too

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fanficsforheartandsoul · 4 years

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Cold Skins and Warm Hearts [Savage Opress x Fem!Reader x Darth Maul]

Notes: I’m sorry that it took so long Anon, I also now realize that a cuddle pile is something different but I hope it’s still somewhat what you expected and you like it :)

Fandom: Star Wars

Warnings: Fluff, slight OOC, Swearing, Mention of Death

Word Count: 6107

Summary: Maul and his brother are looking for a kybercrystal for his new lightsaber on Ilum. With the help of an Ex-Jedi they are able to infiltrate the caves and steal a crystal from a padawan. All goes well until the sun sets and they are trapped inside the caves. To survive they huddle together and while warmth spreads in their bodies something else blooms in the hearts of the two brothers...

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"What foul joke is this supposed to be?!"

"I'm also not keen on working with you, but I have to pay a debt. So shut up and accept this, Sith."

The human woman returned his glare, and Maul had to question the sanity of his own mother. A Jedi working with his brother and him? It really sounded like a jest. He would rather get cut in half again than go on the mission with this... rather attractive belligerent insect.

"She reeks," commented Savage, and he agreed with his brother.

It was apparent that their supposedly new companion was a light side force user. Her disgustingly sweet stench and blinding force presence were proof enough.

"I'm not with the Jedi Order anymore if you're worried about that. I don't give a shit about you two. Or any other dark side user. Like I said, I'm only here to return a favor I owe your mother. So stop fussing, and let's go."

Savage took a step forward, and the force around him pulsed in anger. Maul gave him a warning look.

"Then why are you doing this? What's in it for you?"

Y/N L/N nodded at Savage's dual-bladed lightsaber.

"The same that's in for you. A kybercristal. Plus, a safe place to stay."

Her e/c eyes traveled to the ruins of Dathomir, and the corner of her lips twitched. Maul and Savage only narrowed their eyes when the woman smiled at the silent remains of their former lives.

The red Zabrak sighed and then pointed at her.

"We will go with you. But don't even think about betraying us. Only a fool would challenge two trained Sith."

She rolled her eyes and walked past both him and his brother towards the ship she brought with her. Her shiny h/c hair swayed slightly in the hot wind of Dathomir.

Oh, that smell was definitely the repulsive stench of the Light Side.

Besides Savage's mocking remark about the age of the ship at the beginning of their journey, none of them said a word during their flight in the old freighter.

While Y/N navigated her ship towards Ilum, he and his brother stayed in the separate rooms the woman kindly provided them with.

Savage paced in his cabin while Maul studied the interior in his. From what he saw openly displayed, it technically wasn't his room; in fact, the former Jedi seemed to sleep in it.

There were some indicators. For example, the clothes that laid on a metal chair in the corner, all neatly stacked but together forming a rather big pile. Or the open box with jewelry, something the Zabrak wouldn't have believed a Jedi could own. But it did appear like the woman told the truth when she said she wasn't with the Jedi anymore.

There was one thing that definitely convinced him. The darkness in the force that pulsed in the right corner of the room.

Maul reached out with the force to see if Y/N was still in the cockpit and when he felt her in the same spot, he stood up from the bed and then walked up to the commode from where the dark energy radiated. He opened the first drawer, and his eyes widened slightly when he caught sight of a slick black pyramidal-shaped holocron.

"The former Jedi has a dirty little secret," he murmured and reached out with his hand. He wanted to touch the sith holocron, but as soon as his fingertip grazed it, a sharp pain bolted through his arm.

Maul clicked his tongue in annoyance and bewilderment about the fact that he, a Sith, couldn't touch the device. He reached out again, this time trying to concentrate on the flow of the force, when he got interrupted by a voice of the speakers:

"We'll land during night time. The Jedi padawans and the master tasked with observing them will be arriving in the morning, which means we have some time to scout. If you want to get some rest feel free to do so. We won't reach Ilum in the next 24 hours."

A sigh escaped his lips, and he turned to look at the cot. The bedsheets were stainless and well kept, but somehow he couldn't bring himself to lie down on them. It felt intrusive. Not that he cared about such unnecessary things, but he didn't trust the woman at all. The holocron was something that made him suspicious and he decided to stay alert. Which meant no sleep.

How could the former Jedi have a holocron here and not get influenced by it? As far as he could tell, it was a powerful device, and the energy of the dark side was thriving around it. Surprisingly though, he couldn't feel any taint in her force presence.

Maul sat cross-legged on the floor to meditate and find out more about the strange light side user. He closed his eyes to focus, and with the help of his emotions, he could feel the force better, and while he encircled Y/N with his presence, he noticed a pull. It felt like a string, nothing more, nothing stronger. Weak, and easily tearable but somehow enchanting.

What is this? He knitted his brows and let his senses roam further, but suddenly something stopped him.

"What are you doing?"

It was not only said in his head but also coming from the door. He startled but hid his surprise immediately.

“Brother."

The yellow-skinned Zabrak looked down on him with a puzzled expression.

"I think that snake is hiding something."

So Savage figured out something too.

"Have you found anything?"

His brother opened his mouth to speak but then paused.

"It's just a feeling. We should watch her in case she tries to pull something stupid."

Maul nodded, having decided not to mention the holocron unless his brother did first. Maybe I can take it with me later.

Savage left his brother alone after the older one expressed his wish to meditate. The yellow Zabrak was kind of annoyed but let him. He stepped into the grand room, where a table and an open kitchen let the crewmembers of the freighter eat.

A clatter indicated that the only other passenger of the ship was in the kitchen. He watched her back while she cut something on the counter. Her h/c hair was swaying slightly while she hummed something and moved her body in the rhythm. Savage knew she noticed him because of the way her back stiffened. Her long black robes were hiding it well, but he saw it anyway.

Nevertheless, she continued her little tune and seemed to ignore him. A weird feeling spread in his chest the longer he stared at her. Her force presence was overwhelming, and he couldn't stop the prickly sensation of the light side to form in his body. It made him uncomfortable, and he coughed to interrupt the awkward silence he believed to have appeared.

"What? Do you want to eat something too?"

Her tone was quite harsh, which brought him back to his senses.

"No," he spat. He would never eat something that scum made him. She would probably poison it.

And Savage would also never sit next to her at the small table and eat with a happy face. That thought definitely didn't cross his mind. Not even for a second.

"Then why are you staring at me so intently? If you want to throw up, go to the bathroom."

Her indication was a little weird. He scrunched his eyes.

"Your dark side stench is also overbearing, so if you could leave. I'd like to enjoy my meal without a Zabrak, trying to kill me with his eyes."

The woman placed her food on a plate she had prepared before-hand and turned around to face him. Her nice e/c eyes were piercing when she put her hand on her hip. He just watched her for a few seconds. Her posture not only showed him that she wasn't intimidated by him but also that she was rather angry. It looks good on her. She raised an eyebrow, and he gulped unconsciously.

"Whatever, Jedi."

A sigh escaped her lips when she grabbed her plate and stalked out of the kitchen, muttering: "I told you I am no Jedi. Not anymore."

She left him alone in the grand room, and he was dazed for a few seconds. Did I seriously just think that this harpy is hot? A blush crept over his cheeks, and he clenched his teeth.

No, he would kill Y/N after they found the kybercristals. A former Jedi was still a light side user, and they had to die. The somewhat attractive human was no exception. He then finally noticed the growl coming from his stomach. He would kill the woman, but he might postpone it a bit if he still got something to eat. I'm hungry.

"Are you guys serious? Ilum is an ice planet! Did you really think that you wouldn't need any kind of jacket?!"

Y/N watched the two idiot brothers with a disbelieving expression. She wore a big long coat with a furry hood and a scarf. The only thing they could see of her was her burning e/c eyes. And they were apparently ready to kill.

“We do not need such trivial things. The force will keep us warm."

"The force my ass! The only thing you're wearing is basically a rag," she pointed at Savage and then turned to him, "and you... Are you a stripper? I can see your chest. I'm pretty sure you will freeze to death before we even get to the caves."

Maul let out a growl and crossed his arms in front of his chest.

"Looks like Jedi are truly ascetic. Are you seriously embarrassed by seeing some skin, woman?"

His tone was mocking, and it satisfied him a bit too much when she blushed slightly.

"Shut it, that's not the point. I won't take you with me unless you wear something warmer!"

He opened his mouth to speak a threat, but his brother got ahead of him: "Okay. But then we will finally go to the caves. No more scouting alone!"

The h/c haired woman sighed but then nodded. Maul only gave his brother a look. Did he just surrender to that Jedi?

Savage nodded at him, and he scowled.

"Wear these."

She presented them two coats; both of them were white like hers.

"Put on the hood and also these scarfs. Otherwise, your skin colors will be seen from a mile away."

Maul forcefully breathed out through his nose, showing his annoyance. He ripped the coat out of her hand and put it on. He also draped the scarf around his throat, rather messy though, and lifted up his hood to hide his horns and forehead.

"Did the ship with the padawans already arrive?"

Y/N nodded again and then fixed Savage's scarf to hide his lower face better. He only stared at them with a darkening expression. His brother was acting way too tame with the Jedi scum. Did that wrench...?

His thought got interrupted when she turned around and also reached out to fix his scarf. Her fingers were cold, but where she accidentally touched his chin and cheeks, warmth spread. Her eyes were focused on the white cloth around his neck. Maul stopped breathing for a second when her pinky finger brushed his lips.

"Sorry," was all she said, and she averted her gaze. He chuckled, more shocked than amused.

"Can we go now?" asked his brother his tone sounded slightly annoyed. The woman stepped back and then turned abruptly so that they only saw her backside.

"Follow me."

They traveled without speaking, and the only sound that accompanied them was the crunch of the snow and ice under their feet.

Savage was questioning the moment earlier. Why did his heart pound faster when she touched him? What wretched feeling was this emotion in his chest? Did he... No. That couldn't be-

He got interrupted when he bumped into Y/N, who had stopped walking suddenly.

"There they are."

He and his brother stepped next to her side to see a grey republic transporter behind some ice boulders. It was guarded by some clones.

"They are really close to the caves...", murmured the former Jedi thoughtfully, and Savage reached inside his coat for his lightsaber.

"What are you doing?" asked Maul and stopped him.

"They are a hindrance."

His brother scrunched his eyes.

"What if they call for back-up? There's a republic flagship if you've forgotten."

The fact that the other Zabrak didn't want to kill the puny soldiers was rather strange, but he ignored it and sighed. He tried to clip his lightsaber back to his hip when, surprisingly, the Jedi voiced an idea:

"No, wait. Them calling for back up might actually be a good idea."

She pointed at the clones.

"If we attack them, they would definitely inform the Jedi master inside. If we stealthily take them out and let the last one see us, the master might come to investigate, and we can go into the caves without any problems."

"Or the master waits until we get to him."

Y/N rolled her eyes. Savage could almost hear what she was thinking.

"That's a risk we can take. I'm pretty sure the muscles on this guy aren't just for show."

She pointed at him, and he turned his head away to hide his slight embarrassment. Why was he acting this way?!

"Well, then... I'm off."

Without a word, she strode forward, and before Maul or he could stop her, she leaped into the air with the help of the force. She landed behind an ice block sticking out from the ground and hid. The brothers only watched how she tricked one of the clones to come towards her with the help of small pebble and then knocked him out in a matter of seconds.

"She's not killing them," mentioned Maul when she took out the third guy, and panic started to spread among the clones guarding the ship.

"Not a Jedi, ha! She clearly has their weaknesses", responded Savage, although it sounded stiff.

Both Zabrak had their own thoughts when they saw how efficient she was. The distressed yells of the last clone trooper standing were loud enough for them to understand them clearly.

"General, something is attacking u-"

The man got cut off when Y/N jumped on him and literally broke the connection and the clone's neck. Oh. Did they both think. That was... surprising.

They moved to join her but both of them were in a daze.

The body dropped to the floor, and the woman did a somersault to stand up again. When she turned around, they had already approached her and the ship.

"That was rather impressive," stated Maul, and he watched how the red-skinned Zabrak grinned at her. Savage thought the same but didn't say it out loud.

"Seems like you underestimated me. Me and my plan."

She casually waved in the direction of the dead clone whose comlink was blinking.

"Halo? Halo, what happened? Damn it!"

The male Jedi master seemed to turn away to speak with someone, but they could still hear the words of the conversation.

"I will check this out. You stay here and wait for the others."

Y/N raised an eyebrow and smirked.

"See? Now, all we have to do is avoid running into him while we go."

Savage nodded, and the brothers began to walk while she followed them. After they were a few hundred meters away, the former Jedi turned around and closed her eyes.

"What are you doing?" he asked and observed her. His brother crossed his arms and also stared at her.

"We have to cover up our footprints."

She concentrated, and both of them could feel the force shifting around her. A strong wind blew, and their tracks blurred with the dancing snow.

"You're more careful than I thought."

Her e/c eyes pierced Maul's yellow ones, but she didn't respond.

"Let's just get those crystals."

And they did. It took a while, though, because the two Sith and the Ex-Jedi had to sneak in, and Savage wasn't really experienced in stealth.

They also had to get rid of the padawan waiting for the other apprentices, but Maul was able to easily overrule his spirit and make him unconscious. The red Zabrak wanted to take the padawans crystal, but Y/N stopped him from doing so because it would point the Jedi master towards a Sith.

So they followed their actual plan but not without Maul degrading the woman and her "weak mindset." The light side user wanted to separately search for the padawans, but both the brothers were strictly against it. What if she betrayed them? So they decided that Savage would be the one to go alone because he was the only one with a lightsaber.

When they parted, Y/N began to block the Sith out to find her own crystal. She let her senses wander and feel with the force, and there was a small, steady pulse that called out to her.

Maul tagged along, but his annoyance and anger clearly was showing. They found her crystal first and then another padawan suddenly showed up. The worm didn't put up a proper fight though. The Zabrak had expected the woman to at least show some mercy, but she helped him drop icy boulders on the young Twi'Lek without hesitation.

That was when Savage re-joined them, he himself also had encountered two padawans who were on their way back. He had killed them both and took their crystals. When he mentioned his deed, he watched the h/c haired woman expectantly, but like with Maul, she didn't flinch nor show any sign of sadness.

They began to walk towards the beginning of the caves when they encountered a big group of padawans. Both the Sith were a little surprised that the brats didn't try to flee. The arrogance of the Jedi was already implanted in them. They fought. And won. Although Y/N had some difficulties.

The brothers shared a look but then decided to let it slide because, in the end, they got what they wanted.

"Let's get out of here."

They wanted to, but there was only one problem...

"I knew it. Sith are useless."

"Pardon me?"

The red-skinned Zabrak stared at the woman in front of him with a dark expression. She ignored how the force twisted and turned in anger around him and clicked her tongue in annoyance. The sound echoed through the ice caves and reminded him once again that their supposedly perfect plan had turned into a nightmare.

"You can't even count hours. We're stuck here because of you!"

The accusation of the former Jedi and now outlaw formed a burning rage in his chest, but he was able to control his emotions.

Unlike his brother, Savage took a step closer to her and pierced the woman with a fierce glare, his hand on his lightsaber.

"Your loose tongue will be the death of you, Jedi scum."

Y/N didn't back down. Instead, she let her own emotions flow through the force, and her irritation was just as mighty as the brothers.

Maul knew that she had a point. They did forget the time when they were fighting the padawans, but it was also her fault. He was sure that the arrogance of a Jedi still coursed through her veins and that it caused her to underestimate the younger generation.

Of course, the Jedi prodigies were no match for the trained Sith, but the Ex-Jedi seemed to have skipped training since she had left the order. The skills she showed before when she had taken out the clone troopers seemed to be farce—what a disappointment.

"Stay back, big guy. You don't know how much I restrain myself from killing you."

Savage scowled and then pointed his lightsaber at her, although the blade was not yet drawn.

"You told us about the mechanism. You knew we could be trapped in here! You were familiar with it from before, so tell me why I shouldn't just end your miserable life right here and now?!"

Y/N only stared at him, her face displaying a thunderstorm of fury. Way back in the heads of both the brothers whispered a voice that she looked hot and alluring like that, but the Zabrak ignored it.

She finally opened her mouth and distracted them from the weird thought:

"Because I know how to get out of here. We have to activate a mechanism from the inside."

Maul stepped forward, hand raised and tightened in a fist.

"Then tell us."

She shook her head. No way. It was the last ace she had up her sleeve. If they knew about it, they could just kill her for real.

"No. I won't tell you. But I can guarantee that we will be out of here tomorrow."

The three all shared a look, and everyone still had a flame of rage inside their eyes, but in the end, the two Sith complied.

"So, what are we going to do now?"

Y/N turned around and pointed towards one of the tunnels going deeper inside the caves.

"There are geothermal geysers in one of the caves. It'll be warmer than here."

Savage tilted his head in confusion.

"Why does that matter?"

She stared at him, dumbfounded. The other Zabrak also looked a little bewildered. Were these two idiots?

"We are spending the night here. It gets way colder than it already is."

Both blinked at the same time and then just marched past her. Savage did it to hide his embarrassment, and Maul was just too tired to deal with the woman. That's at least what he told himself.

When they arrived in the cave with the geysers, the temperature was slightly higher, but for Y/N and Savage, it didn't make any difference. They both already had cold feet and hands, and the big coats they wore were not helping. The Zabrak, though, was not going to tell her or his brother.

Savage decided to sit close to the big water pool while Y/N went to the smaller one which was closer to the walls. She knelt and took a deep breath. The brothers watched her both from the corners of their eyes.

Maul thought about meditating too, but he wasn't in the mood, and he'd much rather get more angry about the situation they were in now.

His brother did sit down like the woman, but he didn't close his eyes to meditate. His yellow eyes were solely focused on the woman. If Maul hadn't known better, he would have guessed that his brother was attracted to the former Jedi. The thought was so disgusting and ridiculous he couldn't stop himself from chuckling silently.

But then something welled up in his chest, and the feeling was ugly. He couldn't name it. It wasn't an emotion he would usually get. It felt twisted and futile, something he believed he would never need to feel for his brother.

His face darkened, and he unconsciously reached out to search his brother's feelings. There was something. Something dark and yearning. A want. A lu-

It felt like he had burned his fingers, and Maul retreated immediately. That couldn't be, could it? For her? That Jedi? That scu...

His eyes wandered to her form. She was wrapped in the coat, but he could still see the curves of her body. He remembered the way she had killed the clone earlier, how she talked back at him with sarcastic comments while they were searching for the crystals, and how her eyes were filled with passion and fury when she had snapped at them before.

When Maul looked at her now, her light force presence calmly pulsing because of her meditation, a single thought filled his mind. He wanted to taint her spirit. Her soul.

He knew it was absolutely absurd, but the idea made his chest burn and his blood boil in anticipation. She used the light side of the force, but Y/N had a Sith holocron. She first seemed calm and collected, but most of the times her emotions would almost ignite the air. And she killed. Something the Jedi avoided as much as possible,

She was a being he couldn't figure out. And it intrigued him. Her spirit was wild and free. He wanted to own her. And his brother seemingly wanted it too.

Hours passed, and while the brothers watched the woman with burning gazes, the air turned freezing cold, and Y/N had begun to shiver. She couldn't concentrate anymore; furthermore, the peace she had felt when she meditated was long gone. Mostly because of the cold but also because she could sense the eyes of the Sith on her.

When she opened her eyes, she noticed how the two Zabrak also seemed a little unhealthy. Savage Opress, the bigger one, was surprisingly trembling from the cold, she could see it because the fur on his coat seemed to vibrate. An idea crossed her mind, and she slowly stood up.

The others immediately looked towards her and stiffened. Y/N felt pity for them. Of course, they were evil scumbags, but she didn't want them to die of hypothermia.

The yellow-skinned Zabrak seemed to be in a much worse condition than his brother, so she decided to approach him. She slowly walked over to him, and the closer she came, the more she could feel his dark force presence. Somehow it was stronger than before, but she didn't care. In her eyes, he looked cold but also like a potential heating oven. This irrational thought pushed her forward, and she nonchalantly sat down next to him.

"What... what are you doing?" he asked, his voice was slightly raspy. Y/N looked up to him and then turned her head away.

"I'm cold. And so seem you."

She was almost sure that he would send her away, but to her big surprise, he sighed and then suddenly wrapped an arm around her and pushed her closer to him. She watched his face, but he avoided her gaze. The former Jedi could feel his warmth faintly through his and her own coat, and she shifted to lean closer to him.

The fact that he was a Sith and had wanted to kill her earlier was lost in the back of her head. He looks kinda cute when he’s embarrassed. Even Sith can feel embarrassment after all, huh. She could see his tinted cheeks, although he tried to hide it. She turned her head to the other brother.

"You should join us."

Darth Maul’s gaze was dark, and he refused immediately, a little too hotly.

"I won't."

Y/N frowned. Did he hate the thought of sharing body warmth with her so much that he would rather tremble like a leaf?

"You're going to freeze to death, come on. Don’t be so stubborn."

He shook his head adamantly and then let a pulse of dark force rush through the room. The anger and hatred took her breath away for a second, and she wheezed. Maul stopped and then faced the wall away from the two. She could feel the force still churning, and when she gasped again, the arm around her tightened.

Her eyes searched Savage's, but he averted his gaze and pressed his lips together. She sighed and lowered her head. As long as he warmed her like he was right now, she would ignore his silent demeanor.

They stayed like this, time went by, and the only light in the room was coming from one of the giant crystals. Maul was at the point of hauling himself into the steaming water but he restrained himself. The former Jedi had warned them that the water only looked warm and would in fact double the chances of them dying of hypothermia. So he had stayed where he was.

The Zabrak’s teeth were clattering and he hated it. The first few hours he was able to use the force to keep his body warm but hunger and the weird things he imagined about the woman distracted him and he eventually gave up on trying.

His brother and Y/N were asleep. He could hear it. Their steady breaths were intertwined and they laid curled up on the outlaw’s coat which they had spread so they could lie down.

At some point earlier the two of them had decided to take off their coats. Hers would be used like a pad while Savage’s would serve them as a blanket. The fact that his brother held the woman close to his chest had fueled his body with anger and heat and he used it to stay warm a little longer.

The fact that he was angry because of that was ignored. As long as he got warmth out of it it was fine.

But now? Now he had enough. His survival instincts overruled his want to stay away from the light side user and he stood up and hurriedly walked over to the two of them. For him it felt like he could feel their body heat even two meters standing away from them, and it felt like heaven.

Slowly he approached them and searched their faces for any indication that they were awake. Maul almost jumped when the h/c haired woman returned his eye contact. Her eyes were bleary but she was definitely looking at him.

“Whatcha doing?”

He stared at and thousand thoughts filled his mind from the way she looked cute right now to the fact that his brother was drooling slightly. Maul tried to summon a stoic looking face and then replied with a monotone voice:

“If we three all huddle together we will stay warm. You looked cold.”

Y/N stayed silent for a while and just watched him. Her eyelashes were surprisingly long and the way they mirrored her stunning e/c eyes caused his heartbeat to quicken some more.

“C’mere”, she mumbled and he breathed in slowly, still trying to reason with his survival instincts that he was a Sith and the cold wouldn’t kill him, and he would much rather freeze than lie next to this sleeping beauty but he just couldn’t.

Suddenly a hand grabbed his and he almost tumbled forward and onto the two if he hadn’t caught himself with his knees at the last moment.

“Maul... just lie down...”

Her voice was enchanting and the arm who held up Savage’s coat seemed so inviting that he complied. He laid down with enough space between him and her so that they weren’t touching, but she didn’t seem to like that and promplty huddled closer. When her arms snaked around his torso he stopped breathing and his heart pounded loudly in his ears.

Is... Is she trying to seduce me?! She pressed her head into the thick material of his coat and heat rose from his abdomen. The former Jedi latched onto Maul like a parasite and he had troubles controlling the uprising thoughts about her small form.

This woman was nothing what he desired. He was a Sith, but he had no time for frilly emotions and the lusts of the body. What he wanted was revenge and power. But his brain must have lost a few braincells, the ones for rational thinking, because he actually embraced the woman, and pressed her closer to him.

A heavy object suddenly crashed down on him - he almost jumped - and he and the woman in his arms got pulled to the left. He realized it was his brother who had suddenly lost his source of warmth and yanked them closer again in his sleep.

Both of them men hugged the woman. Savage spooned her from behind and he held her in his arms. Their body heat was surprisingly hot and after a while the coat he wore was unbearable for him and he almost tore it off his body.

He pulled Y/N’s hands away and sat up to take off the coat. Then he draped it over himself and the woman and then put his arm around her again.

His face was hot and he was somehow feeling embarrassed but he ignored every sign of his body liking her and just closed his eyes. Please just let in be morning.

He couldn’t acknowledge the feelings he was confronted with. Couldn’t admit that he really, really liked the way she pressed her head into the hollow by his throat, how her breath felt like feathers on his skin, and the way she let her guard down around him.

She probably does that with everyone when she’s tired. The thought caused a small and animalistic growl to erupt from his throat and he was shocked that just the imagination of it made the fire of jealousy burn higher and higher.

His master would have probably never expected this to happen. I think I’ve fallen for her.

The revelation hit him hard. But when her lips suddenly brushed his collarbone, he just realized that it would open a whole new world to him. And surprisingly; he was fine with that.

Savage opened his eyes slowly. A breath had fanned his face and he was confused. Since when do I...? There was also a weight on his hips. Both the breath and the leg pushed over his body belonged to the former Jedi with whom he and his brother had gone on a mission.

Now he remembered.

Y/N’s face was so close to his, it stopped his own breath for a second. Her leg felt suddenly so much heavier, he had to push it away softly. Her eyelashes were long, and the frown on her face she had worn through the whole mission was gone without a trace.

The lack of her furrowed eyebrows gave her a soft look and he could finally understand what people meant when they said a person was beautiful. Maybe it was because of the cold environment they were in, maybe it wasn’t, but to him the former Jedi looked like the embodiment of life.

Her cheeks were slightly red from the cold, giving her a bashful expression even though she was sleeping. He was surprised that he, a Sith, was able to have such a pure feeling blooming in his chest.

He moved his gaze and saw his brother behind Y/N. Maul had his arm wrapped around her hip and his shoulders were raising and falling slowly. The red skinned Zabrak also pressed his face in the woman’s silky hair.

Slight jealousy flared in his heart but Savage could forgive him. Because it was the first time he had seen his brother this calmly sleeping after the whole thing happened with the Jedi Obi-Wan Kenobi and the acquirement of his new legs.

And in his eyes he had already won the big prize.

He unconsciously reached out in the small space between him and Y/N and slowly grabbed her hand. It was warm but her fingers were surprisingly rough. Probably from all the training.

He intertwined their fingers and at that moment it was as if the force connected the three of them.

An overwhelming feeling washed over him and he breathed in deeply. If this was love, he could understand why the Jedi were so adamant about not forming attachments. The emotion was so strong, his force presence was humming and he quickly sat up out of shock. The powerful change in the force caused the air to sightly vibrate.

Small ice pebbles danced over the ground next to them and he finally realized that there was a lot more light inside the caves. Morning must have come.

Savage turned to face the two people lying next to him. Seeing them so peacefully almost hurt him. A nostalgic feeling spread inside of his chest and he sighed.

What harm could do a few more minutes, right? He laid down again, draped the coat over him and the woman and also wrapped an arm around her. He and his brother now touched but he didn’t care.

If the light side could give him this kind of peace, Savage wouldn’t mind turning his back on the darkness inside of him. Or at least for moments like these.

While he was deeply in his thoughts, neither did he realize that the woman scooted closer to him again and pressed her face towards his chest, nor did he notice that her lips formed a smile.

Maybe not all Sith are that bad. At least these two aren’t.

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simp-4-kylo · 4 years

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you don’t have to use this, but maybe a kylo fic where he wants to marry someone to be more like vader but doesn’t really expect to catch feelings for the reader but then he has like a whole realization moment and it’s just fluffy and sweet, idk sorry if that wasn’t very specific

It had to be you

Request: you don’t have to use this, but maybe a kylo fic where he wants to marry someone to be more like vader but doesn’t really expect to catch feelings for the reader but then he has like a whole realization moment and it’s just fluffy and sweet, idk sorry if that wasn’t very specific

Warnings: fluff. Kylo being a softie and lowkey liking it but also hating it at the same time, curse words, conflicted Kylo :( uhh not sure what else lol

Word Count: 1,456

A/N: Okay! I have been saving this request because I have been thinking about it a lot and also I am going to be starting a tag list. Please leave a comment or leave me an ask so I can know your @ and what you want to be tagged for ! Enjoy the stuff below <3

The amount of women he had met in the last 24 hours was absurd none of them had met his expectations. They were all either too self absorbed or they had no idea what it was like to rule next to someone who holds as much power as Kylo does. He had wanted to marry someone so that he could be more like his grandfather, Vader. He looked up to him and wanted to continue his legacy and become even greater than he had been.

Kylo had never actually wanted to be in a relationship, he saw no need and being so romantically involved with someone would be a waste of his time. He needed not to love someone and look after someone else, and besides even if he had wanted to actually be in love. No one would actually love a monster like him, if he couldn’t even like himself how could someone else love him?

As he sat on the throne awaiting the last group of women, he thought of all the women he had seen and was deciding one which one wouldn’t be a pain in the ass. The sound of the throne room doors being opened pulled him from his head. He just glanced in the direction of the women that were standing in a line. Each one of them had tried to introduce themself and walk closer to Kylo, except that the Knights of Ren stepped forward stopping the women from approaching Kylo. All of them fought for his attention, because they all knew how powerful he was. Each one of them wanted a taste of the power and riches he held, there were also rumors going around the galaxy that he was human and had a stunning face.

Kylo just sat upon the throne giving each one of them a quick glance over and then moved onto the next one. He knew that this was all a waste of time and that maybe he would just become a failure and never be like Vader. His grandfather had actually loved his wife, Kylo had just wanted to marry just to be like him, not to actually find love.

His thoughts had stopped when he heard a female voice say I wish this would be over, yeah it would be cool to get to know him. He just looks so annoyed right now, jeez me too buddy. His face had a questioning look, he had heard someone speak but they weren’t talking outloud. His mind sparked at the thought of once of the women being strong with the force. He had decided to look around and see if he could figure out who it was without breaking into their minds.

His eyes darted around the throne room, looking each one of them in the eye. They had all just looked eager and annoying, except for the girl on the very end. She had been standing there just looking around the room and sighed, an audible display of boredom. Kylo grinned at the sight of her, she was pretty and she wanted out of this stupid meeting just as much as he had.

“Everyone leave except for the one on the end, you stay.” Kylo spoke up and as all the women grumbled and gave you annoyed looks, you stood there in shock. Kylo stood up from his spot on the throne and made his way down to you, he had motioned for the Knights to leave the room as well, they lowered their heads in respect and walked out.

“You are strong with the force, I heard you talking in my mind.” said Kylo,his voice being distorted by his mask. “I’m what now?” You had said as you moved your head to look up at the masked creature. He was a bit intimidating but he didn’t scare you, he just made you wonder if the rumors about him were true. Was he really human? Or was he some ugly creature and wore the mask to hide his face from the world.

“I am human, I’m not some creature.” He had said as he reached for the sides of his helmet. He pushed on the sides and with a hiss he lifted the mask off to reveal a human face. He was stunning, the most handsome thing you had ever seen in your life. The rumors were true and you were alive to tell the tale.

“Do you know how to use the force?” He had said in a deep voice, it was so different from the distorted one he had earlier. “The what?” You had said as you just kept staring at him in awe. “The force, you are strong with the force. Do you know how to use it? Yes or no, do not waste my time.” He had said as he swiftly turned around and made his way back towards the throne. “I’m not a force user, those people don’t even exist anymore.” You replied as you released a chuckle, hadn’t he known that all the Jedi were long gone?

“They are not all gone. I can use the force and so can you.” He had said as he reached his arm out towards you. You felt as if an invisible rope had wrapped around you and pulled your body closer to him. You were slightly freaked out but it interested you more. Kylo was looking at you as if he was analyzing every inch of you. “You are now mine, and I will now train you. You are the one I am to marry and you will become my apprentice.” He had said in a cold tone. You weren’t really sure what to say, no one had ever told you what you were and weren’t going to do.

“Two stormtroopers will take you to my quarters and get you some personal items. They will also bring you clothes to wear when I teach you how to fight and be one with the force.” he had said as he picked up a holopad and typed onto the screen. Minutes later two stormtroopers walked in to take you to his quarters. You were in utter shock at what had just happened, you were just told you were getting married and that you have the ability to use the force.

As the door shut behind the two troopers, Kylo had remained sitting on the throne. He had been going through different things and what he wanted to start training you in first. One little thought had made its way into his mind, he had felt something when he was near you. He thought you were pretty and that scared him, he did not want to fall for you. You were just to be his wife so that he could be like Vader, he didn’t need to be loved or need someone to love.

He leaned forward with both his elbows resting on his knees, he couldn’t fall in love with you. But the more he thought about you, the more his face grew hot and the more his entire body felt off. He felt a pull towards you and that scared him. You wouldn’t want to be with a monster like him, he had already ordered you to do things and used the force on you. He kept repeating in his head that this was just for the sake of the First Order, in order to fulfill his duties of Supreme Leader

He wanted to punch himself , he couldn’t think of you as another task to check off his list. Vader had loved his significant other, so why shouldn’t he? Kylo grumbled in response to the conflicting thoughts racing through his head. He wanted to get to know you , but he was afraid he had already scared you off.

He ran his gloved hands through his hair , part of him wanted to take his TIE Silencer and fly off this floating hunk of metal and go and grab some beautiful flowers. Kylo released a low growl, reaching to his hip and unclipling his saber from his belt. He ignited his weapon and stood up from his throne. He turned around and started slashing at the throne, cutting the entire thing into nothing but rubble. He was panting like a dog, his shoulders moving up and down at a fast rate.

That was Ben Solo inside of him, he remembered he was always so awkward around girls. Except that Ben Solo was gone, he had suppressed that version of him, the weak version of him. Kylo approached the throne room doors. Not knowing which side of him would take control, was Ben Solo really alive somewhere deep within him?

interested in a part 2? Let me know! Thanks for reading! Requests are open but posting might be slow!

#kylo ren #kylo ren imagine #kylo ren x reader #kylo ren x y/n #kylo x you #star wars #supreme leader kylo ren #first order #kylo imagine #requests #annonie #kylo ren fluff #kylo ren fanfiction #kylo ren reader inserts #jeez i love kylo #jbwrites #not smut

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inonibird · 4 years

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This has been the past 24 hours for me.

So yeah, enjoy...um...me rapping as General Grievous, apparently.

......It’s been a weird 24 hours.

Lyrics below the cut (please read them! it can be hard to understand me :’D)

(theme/backing track adapted from John Williams’ score)

Well, hello there You are a bold one (laughs/coughs) Let’s have some fun

The Commander-in-Chief is here to give you some grief You walk into my room? Well, say hello to your doom I see you’re floored by the horde of this warlord with four swords So welcome aboard—now let’s settle the score

I’m a Kaleesh cyborg, a glorious warrior With my skills my kills are notoriously gorier Cybernetic enhancements give me the edge in a fight Every new advancement is a pledge to my violent might

Duranium steel from cranium to heel I feel no pain, no drain on— (coughs) My— (coughs more) (coughing and snarling)

I have the Separatist Droid Army under my thumb To help me rid the galaxy of all you Jedi scum I have no patience for your tricks, flips and dime a dozen quips So when the sass levels rise it’s time to abandon ship

I’ll stuff into an airlock and send through the void of space The next person who dares call me a droid to my face I was Qymaen jai Sheelal, I was bane of the Yam’rii Slugging thuggish Huk bugs with my precision and canny

But the Galactic Republic (I know exactly where they should shove it) Sent the Jedi Council to make the Huk War financial They chose their side and for that lie I nearly died So I rose from the ashes of my craft to attack back

With rage and Sifo-Dyas’ blood hot in my veins For my Izvoshra I’ll dose the Jedi with their own pain (I should point out that the last few verses I’ve mentioned Are controversial narratives immersed in legend)

(coughs forever) Where was I…? Ah, yes!

I paid for these upgrades to aid in my crusade With my amazing blades I’ve got it made, I won’t be swayed Now I’ll crush your pathetic clone army below me And I’ll — (Hello there!) — GENERAL KENOBI Not only should my frightening size on all counts spook you I’ve been trained in your Jedi arts by Count Dooku But I find your lightsaber duels less appealing than Using all four arms to spin them like a ceiling fan If a victory for me is barely in the cards Then your trickery I’ll parry with my MagnaGuards I’ll best you in the end one way or another You’ll fall in the brawl even if we go down together

Your failure to win is submission to my subjection Your lightsabers will make a fine addition to my collection You’d be wise to bow before my military genius So yield to me now—the legendary Grievous!

#Inoni Sings #Inoni...Raps?#music post #Star Wars #General Grievous #Grievous' Groove #fan song #look I don't know #it just happened #but hey it was fun #both Canon and Legends references up in here #I'd love to throw this up on Youtube with actual clips and stuff #but we'll see if I have the energy to do more than a lyric video at this point

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maryellencarter · 4 years

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Rebels thoughts part 2/?

* I keep thinking Vizago’s first name is Cilantro.

* So I have a sort of rant about the Force, which fits as well here as anywhere else. I *really* didn’t expect to get along with a Jedi character, okay, which is the other reason I’m probably not watching Clone Wars. See, my thing about the “will of the Force” is that I don’t think it exists. I think the Force binds the universe together, and if you are Force sensitive and meditate it will show you things, but I think every single piece of “it was meant to be such and such a way” is the relevant Jedi projecting their own interpretation on the events they see.

(I also don’t believe things in our universe have that kind of intentionality behind them. Shit happens. Sometimes it seems like the universe is mocking you. Sometimes it seems like it’s on your side. It’s all pareidolia. Which is a belief that makes my life harder, but that’s another post. I think.)

* Um. Where was I? Right. So I really didn’t expect to like Kanan. I think why I do like him is a combination of facts. One is that he doesn’t pretend to understand the Force; he was only a padawan during Order 66 and he knows little more than Ezra in some ways. Another is that, being voiced by Freddie Prinze Jr, he doesn’t really have a default “reverent” setting like most Jedi. XD So we have a Jedi who’s doing his best, but doesn’t act all-knowing with his dignity up his ass like most Jedi tend to do at times. Also, as noted, he is very much the mom friend. Which is distinct from being the friend who has the brain cell, but he’s competent at what he does and he tries hard to protect the others, which are both characteristics I am weak for.

* Hera usually has the brain cell. Not always. Unusually for an astromech, Chopper *never* has the brain cell. XD Ezra occasionally gets to hold the brain cell for a hot minute but it tends to slip through his fingers. Sabine thinks she has the brain cell a lot more often than she does.

* I suspect the first new-canon Thrawn novel will make a whole lot more sense to me if I reread it now that I know whomst the fuck Arihnda Pryce is and why I should be interested in Lothal.

* I was able to deal with loth-rats and loth-cats, started to roll my eyes at loth-wolves, and am really rather irritated with loth-bats. Seriously, I put more work into naming vegetables in a grocery store in “Dutybound” than this show puts into naming anything to do with Lothal. (Okay, Leia put in most of the work naming the vegetables, but still. If meilooruns were native to Lothal they’d be called loth-mangoes or something.)

* I did like Captain Rex. I may wind up watching Clone Wars at some point to borrow clones and parts of clone culture for Leverageverse. I don’t remember if I’ve mentioned, but in @camshaft22 ‘s and my Leverage AU, Wes (the Eliot character) is the first non-clone to become a clone commando, some time after Order 66 was prevented, which is where the AU branches from canon. He’s culturally a clone, and sometimes forgets he doesn’t have a clone face, which occasionally causes trouble for him. XD Anyway, so that’s my main thought on clones, and Rex is a suitably badass one, I like him.

(You knew I was somehow going to bring Wes into this conversation, right? ;P)

* Kanan destroying the Grand Inquisitor’s lightsaber wheel in the first season finale was sexy as fuck. Just saying.

* The Inquisitors being able to fly with their helicopter lightsaber blades was utterly ridiculous and made them ironically less scary.

* I do kinda see why people like Hondo Ohnaka. He’s very much a trickster’s trickster. He reminds me of somebody but I’m not sure who.

* The B-wing episode was pretty damn cute.

* There needs to be a LOT more Sabine/Ketsu. I swear to god, people, this is the single biggest problem with fandom is you can’t get femslash when it’s right the fuck there in front of you.

* (This is not actually the biggest problem with fandom but I have opinions.)

* “Legends of the Lasat” was a really neat episode. It reminded me of the Star Trek: Deep Space Nine episode where Sisko builds an ancient Bajoran spaceship that flies on tachyon eddies, which made me squee loudly in the 24 hour computer lab the first time I watched it. Both of them hit me squarely in the Thor Heyerdahl / Tim Severin fanthingy -- I have a huge soft spot for that whole genre of using ancient techniques to recreate boats and follow ancient travel paths, and doing it in space only makes it cooler.

(No, I am not allowed to tangent off about Odysseus. Some other time.)

* Tarkin and Vader did *not* have the problem of the voice actors not sounding quite right. Whoever does the animated Tarkin’s voice is astonishingly good.

* Kanan being knighted in the Jedi Temple by the ghost of the Grand Inquisitor! That was such a damn good episode. I really like when the show actually leans on the thing where Jedi aren’t just about fighting, where peace and balance are important.

* Rant, continued: The prequel Jedi especially go on and on about bringing balance to the Force, but they don’t want balance, they want the light side to win. They don’t get it. They don’t consider what they’re actually saying, and that drives me crazier than anything else. Balance requires the existence of both light and dark, order and chaos in equal measure. Ethan has a tangential rant I don’t think we’ve ever actually done anywhere, about how modern culture is so very regimented that the only way to move toward balance is to be aggressively chaotic. That’s an argument we probably need to have in more depth at some point, because I like order and agree that I need to be better at chaos but I also very much want to stay within the confines of society and not be a semi-homeless jobbing magician, Ethan.

* Ahem. Where was I? Balance in the Force, right. I have thoughts about Kanan and the Bendu that are still processing. The Bendu really, really reminds me of Tom Bombadil, which... I can go into more depth in if anyone wants, but short version, I’ve never found Bombadil annoying or pointless, and I have an essay on what approximately makes me think this way, but there will be a lot of Elvish in it.

* I really love Chopper’s friend AP-5. He reminds me a whole hell of a lot of Squeaky. I think one of my very favorite moments in this whole series was the episode where it’s Zeb, Chopper, and AP-5 against the infiltrator droid, and Zeb and AP-5 are sniping at each other like Squeaky and Ton Phanan the whole time. :D

* “Twilight of the Apprentice” was one hell of a season finale. I wonder if they thought they weren’t getting renewed, or if that was a worry, because *damn*. Blinding Kanan, sending Ezra halfway to the Dark Side, blowing up Ahsoka, finishing off the Inquisitors... they certainly did close with a bang.

* Baby Wedge was cute but didn’t have much personality. That seems to be an ongoing problem with new canon’s Wedge, from what I hear. Still and all, rather have Wedge than no Wedge. I wish they’d have gone with more Wedge-and-Hobbie though -- poor Hobbie never gets any damn screen time. It’s a sad case when Starfighters of Adumar is still his best outing with two whole memorable moments. :P

* Saw Guerrera (sp?) makes me very uncomfortable. I know he’s supposed to, to show the way the “good” side can become extremists, but I was one slip of an Overton window from becoming him myself for a long time, and I don’t like being reminded. Nor having the writerly part of my brain noticing how I could write him more realistically.

#sw rebels #rebels spoilers #star wars rebels #star wars #not quite liveblogging

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kylorenpunk · 5 years

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Do them all. Suffer as I did 😂

Bitch I told you this was our friendship. We force each other to answer all the questions.

1. selfie

Well… I wasn’t dubbed Selfie Queen for nothing…

This one is interesting bc I have zero makeup on. The most recent ones are too blurry. A lot of my fav selfies are full faces of makeup tho.

2. what would you name your future kids?

I feel like that’s a decision for both parents but I really like the names Felicity, Isabella and Dimitri. Yes, all of them are names from various franchises I enjoyed throughout the years. Be glad I’m out of my phase where I thought Vladimir was a good name.

3. do you miss anyone?

I miss all my friends I don’t get to see frequently. Love all of y’all and hope y’all are doing well in life!

4. what are you looking forward to?

Fucking graduating. Jesus Christ it’s taken me five damn years.

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

From my club it’s Chris, Yara and Josephine. Also my entire friend group from back home. Honestly I love my friends so much.

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

I feel like every situation is different so that’s a tough question to answer.

7. what was your life like last year?

I honestly don’t remember much from December of last year. It was a good time though.

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

I’m an emotional bitch. I’ll cry over anything. I cried over fucking Mulan the other day.

9. who did you last see in person?

My parents and brother. Earlier in the day my club.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

I’m shit at it. My face gives away everything. The other day my professor was going into her inspiration porn narrative and I just gave her a cold dead look the entire time.

11. are you listening to music right now?

No but I have the Hamilton soundtrack stuck in my head right now since that’s what I was last listening to. If you haven’t heard it I highly suggest it. Man I wanna see it so badly.

12. what is something you want right now?

Sleep but I’m trying not to throw off my sleep schedule right now and am waiting a bit before going to bed. I only got three hours of sleep last night so that’s fun.

13. how do you feel right now?

Kinda tired. Relieved that I got two service projects in a row done today. It’s been a long weekend.

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

My friend Sebastian hugged me when I dropped him off. I guess that counts.

15. personality description

I’m a makeup loving nerd who enjoys sitting in pajamas watching anime and superheros as much as she enjoys swatching EVERY lipstick in Sephora. According to my friends I can’t go 5 seconds without mentioning how old I feel and my love for Dungeons and Dragons. I’m also an asshole. (Wow this sounds like a 12 year old writing this)

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

Yeah tons of times. It’s bitten me in the ass. Oh well live and learn I guess?

17. opinion on insecurities.

Everyone has them? If they say they don’t then they are lying. Mine is mainly related to my appearance or how I speak.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

I miss how things were in the beginning of this year. It started off strong then kinda turned into a shit show.

19. have you ever been to New York?

No but it’s my top thing on my bucket list. My friends and I are highly considering a trip.

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

Of all time: Get Low by Lil Jon

Currently: “Told You So” by Little Mix (If you haven’t heard their new album I highly suggest it if you love girl groups that preach women empowerment)

21. age and birthday?

22 - June 21st (She’s a Cancer)

22. description of crush.

I don’t have a hardcore crush right now. More like 5 second crushes that are over the second they do something I don’t like.

Edit: Currently “celebrity?” crush is Nathan Sharp. I am seriously considering dropping $55 to see him at a convention this month.

23. fear(s)

Heights, something terrible happening to my loved ones, wild snakes, and the usual common anxiety fears

24. height

Five foot three inches. I’m short. Yes I know it’s not that short but tall people like to put me in the short category anyway.

25. role model

My mom’s coworker who was my internship supervisor. She has a doctorate’s in what I want to do and is amazing at what she does. The amount of knowledge and experience that women has is incredible. She is also extremely funny and knows how to teach with a sense of humor which I appreciate.

26. idol(s)

Celebrity idols? I don’t really idolize celebrities bc humans are humans and have flaws.

27. things i hate

Immaturity, intolerance of differences, demeaning slurs, The Last Jedi, and the new Fantastic Beasts movie

28. i’ll love you if…

Play with my hair, are kind to my friends and family, share common interests, show an interest in what I have to say, basically respect me and those close to me and we’re good

29. favourite film(s)

Hairspray, High School Musical, The Greatest Showman, Stardust, The Harry Potter series, Avengers, Guardians of the Galaxy

30. favourite tv show(s)

Jane the Virgin, Naruto (fuck off I hate myself too ok), the first three seasons of Arrow before it turned to shit

31. 3 random facts

I’m not artistically talented but I genuinely enjoy makeup and creating looks

I have a nonverbal brother with autism and he’s my favorite person ever

I completely programmed my brother’s communication device by myself

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

Now my friends are mainly girls but when I lived in Tampa 90% of my friends over there were guys (Hi Mason). I’m going to say that’s bc of us all playing video games in the Delta lounge (RIP Dirty D). But yeah now it’s mainly girls and 80% of my dude friends are gay.

33. something you want to learn

Sign Language. Ice skating. Hairstyling. Fashion (I’m trying to be better about putting clothes together). Also I’m down to learn more about makeup and techniques

34. most embarrassing moment

Either farting while doing an air guitar in front of my entire girl scout troop

or signing to my friend that I liked her friend at a party and his brother repeated what I had signed out loud in front of everyone

wait. No. When I F U C K E D up in front a super hot guy while volunteering and then chose an 18 year old jock as my wingman. 18 year olds are dumbasses. Don’t use them as wingmen. Fuck you Khaled.

35. favourite subject

In grade school I think it was English or History. It really all depended on the year.

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

VISIT NEW YORK

Hike the Smokey Mountains

Visit Europe

37. favourite actor/actress

Chris Evans (especially when he is trying to fight orange president on twitter)

Also Mark Hamill is perfect

38. favourite comedian(s)

I don’t watch comedians often. I guess the Fluffy guy?

39. favourite sport(s)

The only time I give a shit about sports is when my university is undefeated or playing my first university in football. Or the soccer world cup if it’s on. However I appreciate the skill it takes to do a sport.

40. favourite memory

San Antonio. It was my first time traveling without family and it was the greatest time. It was such a cool city

41. relationship status

Single - I take my sweet ass time

42. favourite book(s)

Eragon (No, I haven’t finished the entire series. No, I don’t want spoilers bc I will do it eventually.)

43. favourite song ever

“Get Low” by Lil Jon

“Look Through My Eyes” by Phil Collins

44. age you get mistaken for

Last year I got mistaken twice in a row within an hour for a middle schooler. I was 21 at at that time. During my internship one of the parents asked me if I had any kids. I’m either mistaken as a parent or as a 13-15 year old. There is no in between.

45. how you found out about your idol

N/A since I don’t have an idol

46. what my last text message says

“lmao it’s alright” to Joey but the previous one is more funny “thankfully no one threw up this time” in regards to my friend’s party last night

47. turn ons

Well I aint about to talk about my sex life so let’s go with personality

Common interests such as superheros or anime, charismatic, easy to get along with, common goals in life, cares about their loved ones, has passion, and someone I can hold an intellectual conversation with

48. turn offs

rudeness, immaturity, inattentiveness, bad tempers, superiority complex, not being genuine, judging others, treating people like objects, and general lack of care for others or themselves

49. where i want to be right now

Back in the smokey mountains in a cabin watching movies and anime

50. favourite picture of your idol

N/A

51. starsign

She’s an emotional Cancer

52. something i’m talented at

Apparently I’m good with kids Makeup too I guess?

53. 5 things that make me happy

friends, family, nerdy shit, makeup and Kakashi

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

Some shit happened last night that has me worried for some friends but I’m sure they’ll figure it out

55. tumblr friends

A shit ton of y’all I know IRL. I won’t tag y’all bc that’s annoying af

Joey’s my only internet friend @earthschampion (answer my text bitch)

56. favourite food(s)

pasta, empanadas, crab rangoons, taziki sauce

57. favourite animal(s)

Meerkats and koala bears

58. description of my best friend

K @burnitstronger: realest damn friend you will ever have. Will tell you how it is and provide never ending love and support. Never understands my dumbass shenanigans but loves me anyway. Love you boo

J : Will also tell you how it is and forces you to watch Naruto and ruin your damn life. Will happily go with you to eat junk food after class. Will fight anyone who wrongs you and is def still plotting revenge on all my ex’s. Stans Loona

M: Will scream at you in Leo in a frightening but loving way. Has the best damn fashion sense I have ever seen. Is the friend that comes by when I need her to and brings a shit ton of snacks and love (J does this as well).

59. why i joined tumblr

I was bored on fourth of July in 2012 and my friends kept telling me that this website would be fun. Also the avengers “fandom” from back then

60. ask me anything you want

I would say I’m sorry Mason but I enjoy making all my friends suffer. Make sure to give him a follow bc he’s cool. @masonjar828

#ask #me #yikes this took a long ass time

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k-hiphop-trash · 6 years

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H1GHER MUSIC RECORDS Facts

Jay wanted to give this artists a chance but because he couldn’t bring all of them to AOMG, he founded H1ghr Music.

The name 'H1ghr Music' was chosen by Jay and Chacha because they want to go h1ghr on every aspect of their life, music wise and human wise.

AVATAR DARKO

He is an American rapper

He was raised in Seattle but born in Russia

He has Ukranian/Russian heritage

He’s been actively rapping since 2012

His music is defined as emo grunge trap

He has a Soundcloud profile

He has a lot of tattoos

BOYCOLD

His real name is Jung Sung Won (정성원)

He is a producer

He is part of Yelows Mob

He produced the song “Puzzle” by C.Jamm and BewhY

He produced songs by artists like SIK-K and Crucialstar

GROOVY ROOM

Hangul: 그루비룸

They are a producer duo made up of Park Gyujeong and Lee Hwimin

They debuted on February 25, 2015

They are part of Yelows Mob

Their watermark is “Groovy everywhere”

They have produced songs both for Khiphop and Kpop artists like Bastarz, Owen Ovadoz, Cheetah and Jay Park

They won the award “Producer of the Year” in the Korean Hip Hop Awards 2017

They released their first album by themselves because they wanted to avoid people thinking their success is due to the support and promotion of a label

They don’t want to “separately become Pharrel and another to be Chat Hugo”

They produced the famous 응프리스타일 (Eung Freestyle), by DPR Live, Owen Ovadoz, Flowsik, Punchnello and SIK-K

They are participating as mentors in High School Rapper 2.

Lee Hwimin

His full name is Lee Hwi Min (이휘민)

He was born on May 08 1994

He is a producer, part of the duo GroovyRoom

He has a tattoo on his left arm

He is part of the crew OTC (Outside the Circlce)

Park Gyujeon

His full name is Park Gyu Jung (박규정)

He is a producer, part of the duo GroovyRoom

He is part of the crew OTC (Outside the Circle)

He was born on December 12 1994

He currently attends Korea University

G.SOUL

Hangeul: 지소울

His real name is Kim Ji Hyun (김지현)

He is a singer, songwriter and producer

He was born June 16 1988

He is 173cm and 60kg

His blood type is AB

He appeared in several TV and radio shows

He has collaborated with artists Like Hoody, Zico, Dumbfoundead and Code Kunst

He debuted on January 19 2015

He started as a trainee in JYP when he was 12 years old because he catched JYP’s attention after appearing on “Talent Development Project 99%” in 2001

He was trainee of JYP for 15 years (9 of which in America)

He was about to debut in America, but his debut got cancelled

He was the first artist of JYP’s sublabel, “Estudio J”

He has a tattoo on his left arm (a rose) and on a finger of his left arm

He is friends with Wonder Girls

JARV DEE

He is from Seattle

He has dropped three albums over his seven year career: Satellites Swishers & Spaceships, Dopamine and The Red Eye Jedi.

He has actively been in the scene since 2012

He started off by posting songs on his Soundcloud profile

JOTEE

His real name is Cho Taewon

Woota and him work as managers in H1ghr Music

Jotee is part of Korean Assassins crew and Rivers crew.

Both Woota and Jotee were in My little television ep with Jay and Loco

Jotee (with the rest of KA boys) does bboying in Appetizer MV

Jotee is in Jay’s Tonight MV

JP THE WAVY

He is a Japanese rapper

He has a lot of tattoos

He publlished an EP, Wave Tape

pH-1

He has been actively rapping since 2015

He made his Korean debut with the song “Perfect”

He has a duo with Owen Ovadoz, called Sous Chefs

He has collaborated with artists like Jay Park, Sik-K

He has recently published his EP, “The Island Kid”

Hwimin and Gyujeong love to ‘torture’ him

He came up with his stage name in high school.

His stage name stands for PH- Park Harry and 1 and Won have similar sound, Won is part of his korean name, JooWon

When he was a child, he wanted to be a footbal player

He plays the paino

PHE R.E.D.S

He is a singer, songwriter and producer

He is also a member of Jay Park’s crew AOM

He has already dropped two mixtapes and is working on a third one

He fell in love with music after singing along to Linkin Park with his friends in elementary school

His first EP was called Whiskey & Gummy Bears

He was part of US Air Force Airman

He was on 24 hours of reality this year

RAZ SIMONE

He is an American rapper

He is from Seattle

He produces, raps, sings, designs graphics, and directs videos

He owned a club by the age of 19

He is the CEO & founder of a music company called Black Umbrella, and started his career in 2012

He says his influences are his life experiencies

He has a Sounclound profile

He didn’t listened to any music when he was young

He started rapping after he realised he was rapping when he wrote poetry

He featured in Jay Park’s “Success Crazed” and the song “Only One” from Everything You Wanted

He was forced to halt all activities, including his tour, after facing unfair criminal charges for a gun that he legally owned

SIK-K

In hangul: 식케이

Also: Young Hot Yellow

His real name is Kwon Min Sik

He is Yelows Mob’s leader

He was born on February 26 1994

He released his first mixtape (Lonely Sound) in 2011

He is part of the crew OTC (Outside the Circle)

He is in H1ghr Music Records

He recieved so much help from Jay when he made the Flip album.

He speaks English well

He moved to Vancouver in middle school

He was part of a Vancouver based crew in 2011

He currently atends Sejong University

In 2015, he joined Show Me The Money 4 and made it to the TOP 16 in Team AOMG but was eventually dropped out of the line-up

He likes artists like Drake and Wiz Khalifa

He would like to collaborate with Taeyang

He wasn’t expecting the Eung Freestyle to become so famous, he feels really thankful about that

His favourite food is sushi

WOODIE GOCHILD

He participated in SMTM6 as part of Jay Park & Dok2′s team

He has the septum piercing (Idk if it’s fake)

He’s part of the Ytc4 life crew

He’s the youngest in H1gher Music

He became know in SMTM6 because of his pigeon like noises and his energy (he couldn’t keep still and kept dancing and bouncing around everywhere).

He was a dancer during Boi B’s “Horangnabi” performance in SMTM.

WOOGIE

He is a producer

He was first recognized in 2015 for producing for Bryan Chase, BFree and others

WOOTA

His real name is Woo Kanghui ( 우강희)

He is a member of Animation Crew

He participated in America's got talent show with Animation Crew

Jotee and him work as managers in H1ghr Music

Both Woota and Jotee were in My little television ep with Jay and Loco

YULTRON

He is part of Transparent Agency and H1ghr Music

He is a producer, singer/songwriter, and rapper

He has both arms covered by tattoos

He’s based in Las Vegas

He has experimented with rock and EDM (Electronic Dance Music)

He loves sushi

He is Vietnamese-American

He has plugs

He has collaborated with artists like Jay park, Honey Cocaine and Bone Thugs

He released the song “stronger”. “Stronger” was originally created as a tribute to his late grandparents but he then dedicated it to a fan who was hit by a drunk driver on his way back home after one of Yultron’s shows and passed away

He sells his own merch

His first mixtape, Skywalker, features a track with Honey Cocaine called “Flexin”

“Girl Scout Cookies” is his more representative track

I’m back with a new facts post! This took a while. However, I’m still lacking a lot of info so, if you know anything about these guys don’t doubt to tell me! If anything is wrong, do tell me as well. Thank you <3

I’m not sure about facts in italics

Sources:

https://slayinkorea.com/2017/06/06/whos-who-in-h1ghr-music-the-hip-hop-artists-from-seattle/

https://thekhoployalist.wordpress.com/2017/05/15/taking-a-deeper-look-at-h1ghr-music/

Thank you for your help, lovely anons <3

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ladyjenise · 6 years

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Oh look, more Star Wars thoughts...

Behind the cut (or skip if you’re on mobile)

On Rebirth, Burning Books, and Why Rey Being Nobody Scares People

I really liked the part where Yoda burns the tree.

But.

I didn’t at first. I mean, it was funny as hell and I enjoyed it, but something sat weirdly with me initially. Maybe it was because I thought he had burned the books, too, and book burning is a rather dangerous metaphor to play around with ("Where they burn books, they will also ultimately burn people.", etc). However, I was pleased as punch to see that Rey, of all people, had actually stolen them from the tree without Luke’s knowledge. It’s a rather Promethean sort of thing to do on Rey’s part, freeing the knowledge of the Jedi from an old god stand-in (Luke) to bring it to the people (this new generation). And also it’s a great reminder that, at heart, Rey’s scavenger instincts kicked in. It’s probably a great tell to the audience that, although Yoda speaks irreverently about the books, Rey still sees them as valuable knowledge to be saved.

And they are, these books, even if they are not, as Yoda put it, “page turners”. There’s knowledge to be gleamed from them, even if it’s the wrong language. It’s valuable to know what’s been tried, what was known. Even if Rey and others find in the texts things they disagree with, it’s good to know. It’s good to keep an open mind, which is what the movie keeps bashing over our heads throughout almost every single character arc (assumptions are made by many, and no one is right about what happens).

There’s a message here, a warning, about history, and how it should be treated. And there’s an important lesson here about Kylo Ren and Ben Solo, too:

History is to be respected and remembered, but not worshiped. There is a great danger in that, one that fails to accept that all things must change in order to survive.

When Yoda burned the tree, he laughed with delight. I did, too. As scary as it was, it was also cathartic. The tree was old and dead long ago. Not so much a tree anymore as dead wood, awaiting the fire to consume it and return it to the earth. It’s no coincidence that, earlier in the movie, when Rey reaches out to the Force, she sees the natural cycle of birth, decay, death, and renewal. All things must die in order to return to the earth and be reborn. So too did the old tree, so too did Luke, and so too will Kylo Ren.

So where does Kylo fit into all of this? When he tells (yells at) Rey to forget the past, he isn’t entirely wrong. He isn’t entirely right, either. He’s also a huge fucking hypocrite too. Like Yoda, he’s not afraid to burn the past, but he wants to burn too much. Kylo would burn the books too, if he could, which is a mistake. He wants to completely obliterate the past.

Without history, we are monsters.

I’m paraphrasing a speech made by a history professor at my commencement ceremony years ago, but it stuck with me (it probably helps that my major was in history). What he was trying to say was that we don’t come from nothing. We all carry with us thousands of years of history. It is encoded into our societies. Traditions, social rules, all these things are built by history.

When Kylo gets frustrated with Rey he brings up her past, accusing her of being stuck in it. He wants her to be more like him, a man who disowned his family and cast his birth name aside to be reborn a monster. But Kylo is not the man she wants. The man she wants is the one Kylo has been trying to burn away: Ben Solo.

Ben Solo is man with a loving family, a compassionate heart, the one who chose Rey over Snoke. When Ben Solo dies, Kylo Ren -- the monster -- is born. Kylo Ren has no family, no past.

And no future, either.

When Rey rejects him, Kylo is clearly not happy. He can’t think properly. He turns all his attention and power onto Luke and the falcon instead of going into the rebel base and wiping out what remains of the Resistance. It’s almost like Ben Solo is sabotaging Kylo from within. He’s making him remember all his failures, his petty anger, his despair, and keeping him from making the decisions that would have made Kylo a deadly successful leader of the galaxy.

But Kylo can’t be what he wants to be because he can’t have everything he wants. As he did with Snoke and Rey, he must choose between Rey and being Supreme Leader. What he will choose is anyone’s guess, but there’s more pointing to him ultimately choosing Rey in some fashion. I will note that I said he’ll choose Rey but that does not mean Rey will choose him. She was going to, until he fucked it all up with his “offer” in the Throne Room (Kylo Ren: king of the backhanded compliment). His battle now is his alone. No one can save Ben Solo from Kylo Ren but Ben Solo himself. Will he? That’s a great question we’ll be debating the next two years.

Why does Rey’s past haunt Kylo Ren?

I know what you’re going to say: “Does it?” I’m going to argue that yes, it does. Even in The Force Awakens, Kylo Ren is searching Rey’s mind and can’t seem to believe she’s just a scavenger. I’ve seen it already brought up (but don’t ask me where because I have read a lot of movie impressions in the past 24 hours), but someone did mention that Kylo represents the endless debate about Rey’s parentage by fans. It’s true that this movie does seem to be filled with meta and self-awareness, but why would Kylo Ren fear Rey’s past? Why would he even care?

He cares because we care so much. Look at how much debate there has been the past two years about it. Everyone had a theory about it after the movie. And now it turns out that Rey’s parents were actually not special or important to the story beyond making Rey’s life look particularly shitty. But that’s the thing: their lack of specialness is important to the plot in that it reminds us that yes, people can be born powerfully Force-sensitive without having any specific lineage.

Rey coming from nothing would actually scare the shit out of Kylo. Why? Because he comes from a family of super-powerful Force-users. He thinks he was born to it. He thinks it’s his destiny. It makes “sense”. It makes it seem pre-arranged and orderly. Rey coming from nothing is organic, weird, makes no sense (to him). But it’s how he’s viewing the Force. I can’t remember the line, but i’m pretty sure its the discussion between Luke and Rey about how the Force isn’t some tool. It’s just there. Kylo seems to see the Force as a tool, and if he can’t control all aspects of it (including who gets to be powerful with it), then what’s the fucking point?

Kylo can’t control the Force like he thinks he can, and Rey is a reminder of that. And going forward, Kylo’s not going to forget it. He’s now Supreme Leader and possibly the most powerful man in the galaxy, and Rey, and all the other little Force-users springing up around the galaxy, are proof that that title doesn’t mean shit.

This is the past. What is the future?

Where does Kylo Ren go from here? He’s not got a lot of great options. Rey is loose, on his father’s “piece of junk” ship, flying around the galaxy with what is left of the Resistance. She’s a threat to him in many ways. And sure, you can say he was just using Rey to take down Snoke, but his super pathetic “please” to Rey sure sounded genuine. So too did his longing stare as Rey shut the door to the falcon as he sat kneeling alone in the rebel base. Everything in the story so far, across two movies, points to Rey being his obvious weakness. He wants her with him, and pretty bad, too. But he thought he could have it all: Supreme Leader AND super hot co-ruler wife? Why the hell not.

But Rey said no. And he didn’t take that too well. And now he’s alone, and that must just fill him with dread. Kylo is now Kylo’s worst enemy. His future battle will be against himself. He’s got to sacrifice to become the man Rey deserves. He’s got to let the forest burn for so that it can live again. He’s got to burn Kylo Ren to free Ben Solo.

He’s not going to like it, it’s not going to be easy, but damn will it feel cathartic to do it.

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alternate-enscenic · 6 years

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Ask Me Things

borrowed from @celadon-city

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

probably something like “I’m cold”.

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

I wish I knew.

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

Deeply.

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

Yes.

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

Sober.

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

Not in the way that I think you mean.

7. What does your last received text say?

“K”.

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

I don’t know.

9. Where was your last kiss at?

In bed.

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

I haven’t got a sister.

11. What do you drink in the morning?

Caffeine in some form.

12. Where did you sleep last night?

In my own bed.

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

Sometimes.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

Yes.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

Nope.

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

Both. I love the kind of days where it’s raining while sunbeams shoot through the raindrops.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

No.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

Pajama pants.

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

I do not know.

20. Does anyone like you?

Probably.

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

I don’t think so.

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

No.

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

Oh dear god yes.

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

Already did do.

25. In the past week have you cried?

Yes.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

Cute little mutt thing.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

Out.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

No.

29. Do you think you’re old?

Sometimes.

30. Do you like text messaging?

Yes.

31. What type of day are you having?

Cold.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

Nope.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

Warm.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

Yes.

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

A relationship.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

I like to think I’m complicated.

37. What song are you listening to?

Nothing at the moment.

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

Yes. 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

Ish.

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

Something they said. 41. When did you last receive a text message?

A couple of hours ago. 42. What is wrong with you right now?

I am very poor. 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

Fairly well. 44. Does anyone disgust you? Oh dear god yes.

45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

Yes. 46. Are you in a good mood right now?

More neutral. 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

My roommate. 48. What color shirt are you wearing?

Grey. 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

Yes. 50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

No. 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

No.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

No. 53. Do you like rain?

Yes. 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

We can drink together. 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

Probably. 56. Do you like to cuddle?

Sometimes. 57. Are you shy? Sometimes.

58. Do you get along with girls?

Sometimes. 59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

No. 60. What do you carry with you at all times?

Chapstick.

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? In a hot second.

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

Yes. 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

No. 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

Context? 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

Not really.

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

Within two years of my own age.

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

I don’t really do my nails in any fashion. 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

If I had to choose one then leopard. 69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

No. 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

Lil Wayne. 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

iPhone. 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

Too long ago to rightly remember. 73. Do you like diet soda?

Yes. 74. What color are the walls in your room?

White. 75. Are you 16 or older?

Yes.

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

No.

77. Do you have a job?

Yes. 78. What are your initials?

NHCN 79. Did you ever have braces?

Yes. 80. Are you from the south?

No.

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

I’m not sure. 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

Absolutely not. 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

My Mom. 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

Yes. 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

Star Wars: The Last Jedi. 86. Do you smoke?

No. 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

Context? 88. Is your phone touch screen?

Yes. 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

Usually braided, so... both. 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

No. 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

Context? 92. Have you ever made out in a car?

Yes. 93. …Had sex in a car?

Nearly. 94. Are you single or in a relationship?

Single. 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

Putting off going to bed. 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

Saw them? I’m not sure. Heard them? October. 97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

Sure. 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

By some definitions yes. 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

No. 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

Possibly. 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

I wasn’t scared. 102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

Can’t do it. 103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

No. 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

No.

#unconscious #quizzes

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evilwriter37 · 6 years

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A Lot of Questions

There were supposedly 92 questions, but the numbering was all screwed up and there are actually 85.

Tagged by @jackiejack6! Thank you! I’ve done this before but that was months ago and answers change. I liked reading your answers!

LAST:

1- Drink: hot chocolate. Thank goodness, ‘cause it’s 30 degrees F right now. 2- Last Phone Call: My friend Kat 3- Text Message: Lisa, my sis. 4- Song listened to: Can’t quite remember. I know it was one of the songs that @the-fanaddict pulled from Race to the Edge. Thank you so much for doing that! I literally took hours to download all of them to my phone and put them all in chronological order. 5- Time you cried: Today I think. Not for very long. Just out of stress and frustration. Oh yeah, and my buddy depression.

HAVE YOU:

6- Dated someone twice: Nope. Can hardly date anyone once. 7- Kissed someone and regretted it- Never 8- Been Cheated on: No 9- Lost someone special: Yes 10- Been Depressed: Lol, always. 11- Gotten Drunk and thrown up: Nope. Never drinking in my life.

LIST THREE COLORS

12- Royal Blue 13- Gold 14- Blood Red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15: Made New Friends- Most definitely 16: Fallen out of love: Nope 17- Laughed until you cried: Yep. My friends are absolutely wild and I love them. 18- Found out someone was talking about you: I don’t know and I really don’t care if they are. 19- Found out who your friends are: Not really. 20- Kissed someone on Facebook: Nope.

GENERAL

21- How many of you facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them. I don’t friend people unless I know them. 22: Do you have any pets: 3 kitties! Inky, Alley, and Loki.

23: Do you want to change your name: No. 24: What did you do on ur last bday: Got cut open on an operating table. 25- What time do you wake up: On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays I wake up at 7:30 am. Tuesdays and Thursdays between 10:30 am and noon. Weekends, between noon and 3 pm. 26: What were you doing at midnight last night: Just listening to music. 27- Name something you cant wait for: Winter break, finishing Infernal Fascination, How to Train Your Dragon 3, The Last Jedi, any Marvel movie ever, Trollhunters season 2. 28: When was the last time you saw you mom: A week ago. 29: What is one thing you could change: I don’t want to have chronic illnesses. Can’t my body just function properly??? 30: What are you listening to right now: Nothing. 31- Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: Yep. My mom’s boyfriend. 32: Something that is getting on your nerves: Ableists. I keep running into them and they very rudely tell me to calm down whenever I politely ask them to not make certain jokes. 33: Most Visited Sites: Tumblr, Google Drive, NaNoWriMo 34: Moles: one on the left side of my neck and one on my right thigh 35: Marks: I have stretch marks?? 36: Childhood dream: to be an author 37: Hair color: dark brown with natural auburn highlights 38: Long or short hair: short 39: Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe? I don’t know anymore. What is love? *song starts playing in my head* Don’t ask which one, because it probably started in yours too. 40: What do you like about yourself: My hair, my creativity, my friendliness 41: Peircings: Nope 42: Blood type: Can’t remember 43: Nicknames: Hell, Devil Chicken 44: Relationship Status: Single 45: Zodiac Sign: Aries 46: Pronouns: She/Her, trying to get used to they/them because I’m gender fluid, but it still makes me feel uncomfortable 47: Favorite T.V Shows: Race to the Edge, Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Sherlock, Agents of Shield 48: Left or Right Handed: Right 49: Surgery: Two endoscopies, a surgery on my sinuses, wisdom tooth removal, laparoscopy 50: Hair dyed in a different color: Dyed it red a few times. 51: Sport: NO. 52: Vacation: Farthest I’ve been out of the country is Montreal. I want to go again. It was awesome. 53: Pair of trainers: Idk.

MORE GENERAL:

54: Eating: Had nachos a few hours ago. Probably gonna get salad as a second dinner. 55: Drinking: Finished my hot chocolate while answering this so now I’m drinking water. 56: I’m about to: Go to a meeting with the college literary magazine! It’s called Pendragon and I love it so much! 57: Want: to sleep, write, watch tv, listen to music, and read a book, all at the same time. Instead I’m on this hell site. Good for me. 58: get Married: It’ll happen when it happens. I’m more likely to get married to a woman, so I might end up proposing someday. That’s a really cool thought. 59: Career: Half-dead college student. 60: hugs or kisses: Hugs 61: Lips or Eyes: Eyes 62: Short or tall: Kind of short. 5′4″ *whispers* and 1/2 63: Older or younger: Older than my sister by 7 minutes, so there’s that, but 19 is young. 64: Nice arms or stomach: Neither. I’m flabby. 65: sensitive or loud: I have problems controlling the volume of my voice and sensing when I’m too loud, so I’m loud. 66- Hook up or relationship: Relationship because I’m demisexual. However, that doesn’t mean I won’t hook up with a friend. I need to have a strong emotional connection with the person, and that can either be platonic or romantic, not just romantic. 67: Troublemaker or hesitant: Definitely hesitant. Anxiety is great.

HAVE U EVER

68- Kissed a stranger: Yes. I was playing spin the bottle at a party. It was fun. She was cute. 69- Drank hard liquor: No 70: Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: If I put my glasses down and can’t remember where they are, there’s a problem, because I can’t see clearly unless something is a half a foot in front of my face. 71: Turned someone down: Nope. No one ever asks me out. People just don’t like me in that way.

PERSONAL

72: Sex on the first date: Nooo. The demisexual says no. (And somedays I’m even asexual. It’s fluid. Depends on how I’m feeling.) 73: Broken someone’s heart: Nope. 74- Had your heart broken: Yep. I was dating a girl and her homophobic family found out and split us up. 75- Have been Arrested: no 76: Cried when someone died: Yes 77: Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO U BELIEVE-

78: Yourself: Usually, yeah. 79: Miracles: Yup. 80: Love at first sight: Maybe? It’s hard to say. 81: Santa Claus: I mean, I wish he was real, but no. 82- Kiss on the first date: Yes.

83- Current Best Friend: His name is Caleb and I love him and everyone needs to meet him because he’s the best person ever. 84- Eye Color: Dark brown, practically black. If you can see my pupils in a picture I commend you. 85- Fav Movie: How to Train Your Dragon, The Avengers, Star Wars, The Lord of the Rings

I tag @ultimatefandomtrash61, @turianjournalist, @skrillqueen, @skrillygotnochilly, @kworking, @the-fanaddict. Don’t feel obligated to do it! It’s just if you want to!

#questions #tag thingy #about me

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sabrinasweetchai · 6 years

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Just saw this I know i’m late but it actually looked fun Tagged by @2d-trees

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.(these aren’t 30 questions, but okay).

1. Nicknames: Sab, Sabs, Sa boo, Bree,

2. Gender: Female 3. Star sign: Libra 4. Height: 5′5″ but I tell people 5′6″ 5. Time: 10:10 pm which is weird cuz im usually on at like 3am 6. Birthday: October 22nd and I share it with two other people because apparently im a triplet and people get mad when I they find out and I didn’t tell them im not joking people get mad its stupid 7. Favorite bands: Beyoncé, Nico Vega, Paramore, Pink Floyd, The Avalanches, Cage the Elephant, Arctic Monkeys, The 1975, HAIM, The Raconteurs, Fleetwood Mac, Gorillaz, Green Day, INXS, Kasabian, The Selecter, Led Zeppelin, The Specials, Prince and the Revolution, Queen, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Creedence Clearwater Revival, The White Stripes, Alabama Shakes, London Grammar, Soundgarden, Wolf Alice, The Black Keys, The Rolling Stones, Rage Against the Machine, Florence + The Machine (there are more this was off the top of my head)

8. Favorite solo artists: Beyoncé, Kehlani, Jessie Reyez, Lizzo, Khalid, Halsey, Lorde, Logic, Alicia Keys, Bishop Briggs, Dua Lipa, SZA, ZZ Ward, Alessia Cara, Michael Jackson, David Bowie, Rihanna, Ella Eyre, Emeli Sandé, Banks, Aminé, Childish Gambino, Chance the Rapper, Jeff Buckley, Lauryn Hill, Bille Eilish, FKA twigs, Janet Jackson, lowkey love Fergie and her new album, Anything Tina Turner and anything Whitney Houston, Kiesza, LOLO, Prince, Sia, Skepta, Stormzy, Nadia Rose, Mary J Blige, Diana Ross

8a. Favorite Musical Groups or Duos (adding this in because why is this not an option): Beyoncé, Destiny’s Child, A Tribe Called Quest, Little Mix, 702, TLC, Blaque, 3LW, En Vogue, B2K, Boyz II Men, Spice Girls, SWV, Zhané, OutKast, Run The Jewels, Wham!, *NSYNC, Backstreet Boys yup sorry had to

All music started off the top of my head then I went to my ipod and youtube and apparently all i’ve been listening to is 90′s and early 2000′s R&B and lots of throwbacks from my childhood what is my life? Also didn’t know if these artists were meant to be dead or alive so I did whatever I wanted

9. Song stuck in my head: Jessie Reyez, Figures 10. Last movie I watched: IT in the movie theater and Beetlejuice at home 11. Last show I watched: Can’t remember so its either QI, As Yet Untitled with Alan Davies, Great British Bakeoff or any sporting event on tv I know thats not a show but i’m not really watching any series at the moment but I neeeeed toooo 12. When did I create my blog: 2010

13. What do I post: Stuff and things 14. Last thing I googled: When Syracuse NY was discovered or founded (because I was having a dumb argument with my mom and needed to be right and I was) 15. Do I have any other blogs: yes art blog www.sabrinaelahiart.tumblr.com and some others 16. Do I get asks: its been 84 years (insert titanic gif) 17. Why I chose my url: it used to be something else and I was in the high school and thought sweet and chai sounded cool together and I like chai its stupid and I should change it but im lazy. 18. Following: 162 19. Followers: 450 (i’m more popular on my art page go figure)

21. Average hours of sleep: LOL 22. Lucky number: 8 idk why 23. Instruments: I can half ass the Saxophone and the Guitar and I kinda remember some piano but not enough that it sounds good 24. What am I wearing: black striped velvet pants, T-shirt with my art on it because self advertisement :) and Denim Jacket covered in enamel pins because i’m addicted. 25. Dream job: Paint all day and be a singer on the side if only 26. Dream trip: Always wanted to go to Madrid, Australia my grandma was born there, Egypt, Jamaica I could list lots of places imma stop now 27. Favorite food: Pizza im boring or Bhindi loveee Bhindi 28. Nationality: Pakistani born and live in the US but my roots are mainly Pakistan 30. Favorite song right now: Misbehaving by Labrinth

you don’t have to do this unless you want but I tag @vanillaeve @borerrito @jedi-lesbian @kwansimah @phleshe @aavec @lifekicksyourass @lookingoutonthedayofanotherdream @nostalgicoldsoul (was trying to tag you and I think it unfollowed or re followed idk but I got a message) Sorry if I didn’t tag you I did this off the top of my head I also didn’t tag 20 oh well sue me.

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Because I’m a jerk how about all 99? :P

I hate you Mason. 1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? Burnin Up by jonas brothers

Faith by George Michael

Without Love from the Hairspray Movie Soundtrack

TKO By Justin Timberlake

Mirrors by Justin Timberlake

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Gal Gadot

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. “When you’re ready, let me know, and I’ll see how well you’ve done.” - Brisinger

4: What do you think about most? Depends on the day

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? “Oh yeah.” Shout out to Nic

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with clothes

7: What’s your strangest talent? That I don’t have a talent

8: Girls… are great and valid; Boys… are great and valid

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not that I know of

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? I was in middle school. Accidentally farted in the middle of the room in girl scouts trying to be cool doing that. Haven’t done it since.

11: Do you have any strange phobias? Hate crowded places, don’t like stuff with a bunch of holes, hate snakes, mainly claustrophobia and social phobia

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? a nasal spray

13: What’s your religion? very loose catholic

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking, exploring a place, talking on the phone

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind it. Don’t like how I look in photos I didn’t take myself.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Shinedown

17: What was the last lie you told? That I would be getting decorations for something today. I meant it when I said it tho.

18: Do you believe in karma? Yes. I believe what you put out into the world is what you receive. Whether or not that is specifically karma who knows.

19: What does your URL mean? It means Kylo Ren is a little bitch and that The Last Jedi never existed

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? W: overthinking S: Passion

21: Who is your celebrity crush? Chris Pine atm

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope. It makes playing Never Have I Ever really easy

23: How do you vent your anger? Talking to a friend, posting on a sub social media account

24: Do you have a collection of anything? Fairies, makeup, wonder woman and batman items

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Phone. Conversation is more natural and unfiltered

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Very much so yes

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Styrofoam - I love the sound of my fan or the sound of someone laughing

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?What if I stayed in my first school

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and Yes

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. R: makeup drawer L: Wall

31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Air. I smell air. Miss me with that hippie shit

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? A club in Tampa

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East Coast.

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Justin Timberlake

35: To you, what is the meaning of life? 42

36: Define Art. Anything you want it to be

37: Do you believe in luck? Sort of?

38: What’s the weather like right now? Cooler side. Kinda nice tho

39: What time is it? 1:20 am. Fuck you.

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes and no

41: What was the last book you read? Still in the middle of Brisinger bc I am forever cursed to never finish that series. No spoilers

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? No

43: Do you have any nicknames? Kari, Rina, Lord of the Universe

44: What was the last film you saw? Just came back from seeing Game Night. It was good.

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Sprained my ankle one time.

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes! He died.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Kakashi tbh

48: What’s your sexual orientation? Straight

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yep that I was falsely in love with someone I was not.

50: Do you believe in magic? No.

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes

52: What is your astrological sign? Cancer. I’m an emotional bitch.

53: Do you save money or spend it? Both

54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Candy for a movie

55: Love or lust? Love. 100%

56: In a relationship? Not at the moment

57: How many relationships have you had? Official? One. Non official? 3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? I tried. No.

59: Where were you yesterday? School, work and home

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My blanket

61: Are you wearing socks right now? Nope. Bare feet.

62: What’s your favourite animal? Meerkat

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? That’s manipulation I don’t encourage that spam snapchat with selfies

64: Where is your best friend? Hopefully sleeping bc it’s nearly fucking 2am

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. how about no

66: What is your heritage? Hispanic

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Sleeping like I should be doing right now

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? Pussy

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? I am a child of God.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Yes I would love another hot mess friend.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Call someone nearby to help and explain the situation

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) family and close friends b) go see all the people I want to see c) of course who doesn’t fear death

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. In order to love you need trust so love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Burnin Up by the Jonas Brothers or Get Low by Lil Jon

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? Not happening

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust, Love and Communication

77: How can I win your heart? Win my family’s heart

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Yes bc there are less social restrictions

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? To leave the first school - also to go to San Antonio last summer

80: What size shoes do you wear? 8-9

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? She loved Wonder Woman.

82: What is your favourite word? Fuck

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. family

84: What is a saying you say a lot? “Listen”

85: What’s the last song you listened to? Say Something by JT

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? Pink, Black, Green

87: What is your current desktop picture? Picture of Abby Cadabby from Sesame Street reading a muppets version of harry potter

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? The asshole in power in Venezuela

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Depends on who it is

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

Cry because mummies have been a fear since childhood

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Photographic memory when needed

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

Either a very recent Saturday. Or a moment in San Antonio where I was just in the hotel room being the happiest I had felt in years.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Ever riding Falcon’s Fury

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Nick Jonas despite knowing it would be awful

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

New York or Chicago

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

Not atm

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

Yep. Tried swallowing pen ink and it made me puke

98: Ever been on a plane?

Yep this past summer

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

Be kind to one another.

#fuck you mason #ask #anon #personal shit #me #about me

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