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HAD A DREAM ABT SANS!!!!!!!! i dreamt that i did something i thoughtd make him happy (i think clean his room?) but he ended up getting really upset with me. then he felt bad about getting mad at me and apologized ^_^
#it was a little sad but it had a nice ending#i think it was that he got mad bc hes very peculiar about his stuff?#and also autism so certain things i found that seemed like trash to me werent to him and so forth#i got sad and apologized and left then i went in my room cause apparently i lived with him and paps here#and unlike him i dont have the ability to just disappear. so i climbed out the window quietly and found some secret empty place to be alone#(bc i do that when im upset)#in the end he felt bad and papyrus was out of the loop since neither of them even knew i left#but when sans came to apologize he noticed i was gone and. since he does the exact same fucking thing he sorta understood#to paps i think he just said id gone out to get something i think#then he was like . actually i think they said they needed my help Um im gonna go find them#and so he walked around until he found my special lonely sad place and apologized to me ^__^#it was sweet in its own way#bf (bone friend)#side note i wanna draw selfship art soooooooo bad but i still hurt like HELL#its not the same as it was yesterday though and after the hospital visit it got way better#but it still hurts. and now ive got menstrual cramps too#SO I CANT DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i wanted to finish that phone thingy sketch i rbed a little while ago...........#SAD. well whatever#edit 2 weeks later while lookin thru my blog. it wasnt menstrual cramps it was appendicitis lol#2nd edit 8 months later: got appendicitis again lol
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A Night at the Bar
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Pairing: felix x reader
Pt.2 Here
Summary: A regular night out with your friends turns into something more when you meet a new kid going to your school
Warnings: fem reader, dom reader, sub felix, college!au (everyone’s 18+), dry humping (he grinds against her leg, whatever that’s called), nipple play, mommy kink, pet names, oral (f receiving), probably more that I forgot
Word Count: 6.8k
A/N: So I’ve been asked a few times of I have a taglist and I was wondering if you guys wanted me to make one? Just lmk. Anyway, as always ignore my bad grammar and possible spelling mistakes lol
18+ Minors DNI
It had been an uneventful night.
All you had really wanted to do was stay home, cuddle up in some blankets and watch a movie, maybe even make some microwave popcorn. 
But, the people you decidedly called friends refused to let you spend yet another Saturday night being a quote unquote ‘hermit’, holed up in your apartment like always.
“Besides, school is starting soon! Don’t you wanna get out before you’re going to have a truckload of schoolwork to worry about?” Samantha claimed while rummaging through your closet, settling on an outfit and throwing it in your direction. “Put this on.”
So they dragged you to the new bar that opened down the street. 
Music made its way outside from within, low bass pounding in your head before you even entered the place. You rubbed at your temples, grimacing at the way the headache building in the forefront of your brain throbbed in protest.
It started out fine, as it always did.
Gossiping about your classmates and teachers and updating the others on whatever happened in your life lately.
But then it got boring. And when it got boring, desperate measures were pulled out.
Your friends pestered you about turning away the guys approached you, offering you free drinks. They scrutinized you for sending away a ‘hot’ one, telling you that you needed to take charge and finally get a permanent man as opposed to your regular hook-ups.
And so they took up the challenge upon themselves.
Firstly: What was your type? 
“What about him?”
“Really? He’s pretty cute.”
Secondly: Judging you base on the fact that you didn’t like any of the guys they suggested 
“Him?”
“Why not?”
“Yeah, he’s fit. You must be blind if you don’t want him.”
“Like, look at those muscles, that hair!”
Thirdly: Getting mad and giving up on the game
“Well what is your type then?”
“Come on! Why are you like this? We’re just trying to have some fun! Don’t take it so personal!”
When they were done bothering you about boys like excited schoolgirls, they switched up topics and moved on to begging you to dance with them.
As the bright lights flashed leaving coloured imprints in your vision, you bluntly told them no.
The idea of dancing right now felt gross and judging by the way the sweaty bodies of the crowd moved, with gyrating hips and wandering hands. ‘Whispering’ that was almost yelling and guys on the side with drinks watching like they were searching for their next prey.
Nope. Absolutely not. You wanted no part of that and no amount of begging could make you. Refusing, you ordered another drink as they boo’d at you, fake heckling as they left. 
And finally, you were alone. Well as alone as you could be in a crowded bar that was a prime way for everyone there to catch the flu, which was actually going around right now.
In fact, you shouldn’t have even left your house today. You should’ve stayed home with your blankets and popcorn and proceeded to binge watch your favourite show for the 50th time.
You wished with every ounce of your being that you could go back in time and tell yourself to never go out tonight.
You should’ve turned down your friends and stayed in the warmth and comfor-
The next thought disappeared. 
It wasn’t an electric spark like movies describe attraction but it was...something. Something that caught your attention. Made you freeze in place, eyes caught, unable to look away even if you wanted to-and you didn’t want to.
Maybe it wasn’t such a bad idea to come out here after all...
Brown-his eyes were brown. 
And his blond hair was mussed as if someone had purposely shaken it up. His face was youthful-around the same age as you with adorable freckles dusting across his rosy pink cheeks and makeup probably better than your own. 
Something akin to a shy smile played across lips. He licked them and looked away for a split second then back at you as if he was checking to see that it was really him you were looking at.
You smiled, he was cute. 
Your friends were wondering what exactly your type was.
This. 
This was your type.
The cute ones that looked softer, sweeter. Nervous with almost hint of uncertainty. Body language alone that conveyed they were gentle. A touch feminine in a way if that was an appropriate thing to say.
He lifted his hand and gave a little wave, awkward with a smile to match but endearing. 
Adorable. 
Yes. This one, whoever he was, was your type.
Should you gesture for him to come over? Or should you walk over?
Someone said something and his gaze left yours.
You huffed, taking another sip of your drink. Too late for that now, you thought bitterly.
But still, you couldn’t stop staring.
He was with his friends, on the opposite side of the room. Loud and practically screaming in their corner of the bar, laughing and slapping each other on the back. 
You could recognize a few of them. 
Chan you have a few classes with and had worked together for several group projects. The two of you exchange conversations now and then in class and you could confidently say that you were friends.
And you could pick out Seungmin and Hyunjin from past interactions or travelling word. The rest of them you could recognize from passing in the halls or seeing around in general but you couldn’t quite place names on.
But you’d never seen that one before.
Maybe he went to another college or didn’t go to one at all. Maybe he was one of their family members and was visiting.
Enough speculation, you were gonna find out.
You downed the rest of the cup and crossed the bar, shoes clicking with every step.
“Channie!”
Eyes turned to you at the use of his name and Chan laughed with a smile, opening his arms for a hug. “Y/N!”
You obliged, letting him pull you into his arms whilst trying to ignore the scent of alcohol coming in waves off of him. He hung off of you, drunkenly slurring to the others, “Guys! This is Y/N! Y/N, meet the guys!”
You jumped slightly, wincing as he yelled it in your ear. “No need to yell. I’m right here.”
Chan slapped a hand over his mouth, eyes wide in a comical way. “Sorry.” He whispered loudly.
“Sorry about him. He’s kinda drunk.” One of them offered.
“Thanks, I couldn’t tell.”
Someone snorted at the smirk you made and you turned to see the whole reason you’d approached in the first place. 
He blushed, silver ear piercings glimmering in the dim lighting. 
“Sorry, I’m not familiar with all your names.” All while you spoke the words your eyes never left him. Those ridiculously cute freckles hypnotizing you.
Chan broke the trance with his slurred speech, stumbling slightly and almost putting you straight on your ass with his weight. “That’s Han,” 
He only gestured in the general direction so your only clue as to who he was pointing to was the way the man you assumed was Han waved with a bright smile. 
“That’s...Hyunjin,” 
You smiled with a nodded head in greeting toward him. “That’s Changbin, um Jeongin and a-” Chan gestured wildly with his hand, eyes barely staying open, “...Seungmin!” 
Each waved at their name, making your life much easier as you struggled to support your friend’s weight.
Suddenly Chan got up and stumbled over to one of them. “That’s Lee Know.”
The poor boy’s eyes widened as his Chan stumbled, foot catching on nothing but thin air as he tripped over his own feet, falling straight into him, both of the boys falling to the ground like a sack of potatoes.
You nearly laughed at the pissed expression on Lee Know’s face. They were both covered in the drink he had been holding when his hyung knocked him over.
They were all rushing around you to pick up Chan, unpinning the other boy from under him while the others went to the bar to ask for napkins to try and clean the mess up.
The chaos ensued and you tried your best to help but in the end you ended up just standing there, watching on the sidelines as the others handled in cleaning everything.
“I’m Felix.”
You hadn’t realized he was that close until he’d spoken, close enough that you could feel his warm breath against your neck and smell of mint and beer in his breath.
At your flinch, he chuckled awkwardly, laugh deep just like his voice. “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you...It’s just that Chan-um,” his stutter increased when you turned to look at him. The weight of your steely gaze settled on him once more sending chills down his spine. “I uh, -sorry what’s your name?”
You laughed, a beautiful sound. 
He wanted to make you do it again.
Felix hadn’t wanted to go to the bar that night either.
The others had said they were gonna show him around tonight, just give him the basic run-down of where everything was but then Han had pointed out that this place had just opened.
The next thing he knew, they were in the bar, drinking and laughing.
And it wasn’t that he didn’t like partying or going out like the rest of his friends, he just didn’t want to go out specifically tonight.
The area was new and he’d much rather explore the rest of the city than be here in a loud sticky bar. Sure he’d visited a few times and could recognize a few streets but now he was moving here to pursue his dancing career. He needed to at least know how to get to school on his own before it started.
“I’m Y/N, as Chan said.” God, he wanted to cry. Here he was, talking to you, someone beautiful and most likely out of his league. Acting like a blushing schoolboy with his first crush.
“O-oh yeah, what Chan said. I’ve had a few drinks tonight-I’m really sor-”
“-no need to keep apologizing Love, it’s okay.” you purred, smirking at the way he blushed, eyes averting as he subconsciously licked his lips.
“I was wondering if you could uh, drive Chan and I home? I’m bunking with him right now and well both of us have had a few drinks...”
You pursed your lips. “Why doesn’t one of the others take you then?”
Felix’s eyes widened as he scrambled for an answer. “Well-...they are going to their own place for the night.”
It was a lame excuse and he knew it. You knew it. Anyone who heard it would know it. But nonetheless, you were going to do it as long as you got to stay with the pretty boy a little bit longer.
“Okay.” You looked over the swaying bodies to see Chan being supported by Han and Seungmin with his arms swung around their shoulders. 
“I think that we should leave soon before the poor boys are left permanently deaf.” You pointed out, Felix’s attention turning towards the way his roommate was screaming into the two boy’s ears. 
“I agree.” 
It wasn’t easy attempting to get the older boy’s nearly limp sluggish body into your car.
The entire time he screamed about random topics such as what he ate for lunch yesterday and raving about how much he loved Seungmin, who told him to shut up as he clipped on the seatbelt. 
Felix started to get into the passenger before you stopped him, throwing a paper bag at him. “Nope, you’re in the back making sure Channie here doesn’t make a mess in my car.”
Reluctantly, he got into the back. A sad expression, reminding you of a kicked puppy plastered across his face.
The car ride was loud, with Chan shouting unintelligible nonsense and Felix apologizing to you over and over with you telling him to shut up and stop apologizing.
Three stops for Chan to barf on the side of the street and what could’ve been a ten minute drive that resulted in an almost half an hour drive because Felix barely knew his way there, later you finally arrived at their house.
Together, you and Felix lugged him to his room. His body weighing on your like a bundle of bricks.
As soon as he saw his bed your friend flopped backwards onto it with the coordination and gracefulness of a baby deer walking for the first time.
“Should we do anything else? Dress him or something?” You wondered aloud as he promptly fell asleep, not so quiet snores leaving him.
“Nah, he should be fine.” He led you out of Chan’s room and into the kitchen which was opened to connect with the living room. 
He rummaged around, gesturing for you to sit on the barstool which you graciously obliged. “You hungry for anything?”
“I’m good, baby. I should probably actually get going.” You pulled out your phone, sending a quick text to your friends who bombarded you with messages and voicemails wondering where you were. Too wrapped up in that to see the way he froze at the name.
He didn’t want to admit how the names you called him affected him. 
Didn’t want to admit the fantasies that ran through his head when he heard you say them, rolling smoothly off your tongue.
Baby, Love, you called him those and they all made him so, so needy. Needy for you. For you to whisper them to him as he sat on his knees between your legs, gripping his hair between your fingers, controlling his movements the way you wanted to.
The thought was enough to get him hardening. He internally cursed himself, hoping you wouldn’t notice.
You looked up to only see him frowning, “No! Don’t go.” You slid your phone into your bag, jaw clenching. 
Had it been any other situation you would’ve said yes. Any other random guy’s house you would’ve probably already been on top of him, finding all of those places that would make him cry out in pleasure.
But he was drunk. And you were still level-headed enough to know that it would be wrong for you to do anything with him in that state.
“I think I should, both of you guys are good now.” You got up from the seat, slipping your bag over your shoulder, giving him a friendly smile to mask the want that you were sure was apparent in your expression.
He crossed the kitchen, leaving the leftovers he’d pulled out of the fridge, getting close. “Please don’t go.” The small whine in his words left you wanting to shove him against the kitchen counter and wreck him here and now.
He was drunk. That was that and you weren’t going to do anything but you were still curious. “Why should I stay?”
His mouth opened then closed. Eyes falling down to your lips, trailing farther down to what would be considered indecent before snapping back to your face.
“What would you say if I asked you to kiss me?” He asked so innocently with a big pout, bottom lip jutted out.
His eyes told an entirely different story as his face, lust blown pupils wide enough to swallow the entire iris of his pretty brown eyes.
You moved closer to him. Close enough to count the individual freckles on his face. “I’d say you were drunk.”
His frown deepened and he moved backwards, grabbing your arms to pull you with him until the couch hit the back of his knees and slowly, without breaking eye contact he laid back…
With that, he looked down to the wrist he was holding before lifting your hand up to those pretty pouted lips, slipping your middle and pointer finger into his warm wet mouth. 
His head cocked to the side as he wrapped his legs around your hips making you stumble right up against him and his very obvious hard-on.
Holy fuck.
A hot liquid tension filled the room and you tried to restrain yourself from jumping him then and there. “You’re drunk Felix.”
But god, the way your fingers felt in his mouth, wet tongue laving around them before lapping; a lewd sucking sound that had you clenching around nothing, almost taking over your rationality as he took your digits farther down as if he was trying to deepthroat them.
Unlatching from you he looked up, eyes serious albeit still wide with want. “I’m not drunk. I swear.”
“How many drinks did you have tonight?”
“Two.” He thrusted against you and you bite your lip to keep the moan at bay.
“Are you sure?”
He sat up, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. “Yes.” A stray whimper left him, the noise shooting arousal straight between your legs. “I sobered up in the car. I promise.”
Your bag slipped off your shoulder and fell to the floor as his thrusts continued. Heavy pants and whines leaving him in earnest at the friction his tight pants provided as he ground against you.
It was getting increasingly harder to not shove him back onto the couch but you needed to be absolutely sure. “Are you a hundred percent positive Lix? Don’t lie to me just because you want me to fuck you, Love.”
You could feel him shiver at your words, ignoring all but the last one. His plush lips moving against your throat, biting and licking your heated skin causing a traitorous moan to leave you with a gasp.
“Felix.” Your fingers laced into his hair, pulling him back to look at you.
He let out a helpless cry. From being pulled away from you, from the delicious feeling of you pulling his hair, from the way your other hand held his hips down preventing him from moving.
“Are you absolutely sure? We can do this another time if you are but don’t lie to me just because you wanna get your dick wet right now.”
You didn’t tell him that was a lie. That you most likely wouldn’t seek him out again but you needed to be sure if you were going to do anything with him tonight.
His hips desperately tried to move in vain at the grip you had on him, hard enough to leave bruises on his pale flesh. “I promise! ‘M sober!”
You leaned ever so closer, the tips of your noses touching. The feel of his warm breath against your lips. If you moved ever so slightly...your lips would touch his. “Then what do you want me to do baby?”
A glassy sheen covered his eyes as he whined. 
“Please.”
And just like that you could hear the sound of your willpower snapping clean in two.
Tilting your head to slot your lips against his. He whimpered out, your fingers growing ever so tighter in his hair as the other switched from holding his hips in place to setting them at a pace to grind hard and quick against you.
His mouth opened wider, allowing more access for your tongue to slip inside. Your moans rang out in sync, breathless and wanting as his heels dug into your back trying to pull you impossibly closer into him. 
Arms move around your neck, clinging so helplessly, so wanting, as if he thought that if he let go of you now you’d disappear out of thin air and leave him here all alone. 
You kissed him raw and hard until you had no choice but to pull away from lack of air, leaving his lips with a bite to his bottom one while dragging him by his hair away.
There’s spit glistening all over his lips and a blush coats his face and neck, already looking so fucked out. “Love,” an involuntary shiver ran through him, almost violent through his vulnerable state. “Lift your arms for me.”
He obeys with no question, unlatching from around your neck to raise them above his head, letting you lift the hem of his shirt over and throw it somewhere forgotten on the floor.
“Lay back kitten.”
The name is received with a mewl, almost exactly as like a cats and he nods quickly, you feel his heart race under your touch, breath heaving faster. His legs loosen but don’t let go as he falls back onto the couch.
And fuck, you wish you could take a picture. 
Make a painting out of it. The beauty of it rivalling the finest of the renaissance. You’d hang it up where only you could see it, remembering each time you looked at it the way he looks here and now forever. Look back at it and see how utterly gorgeous he was.
Yes, this was exactly your type.
Felix bit his kiss-bruised lips, blond hair highlighted against the black fabric of the coach. You let out a soft groan to see that the freckles continued down his chest, littering all over his chest and shoulders.
“Shit, kitten. ‘M gonna ruin you.” 
The words were meant to be smooth but they came out nearly a moan as you leaned over him to trace your nails along the spots and his pretty pink nipples, watching with a smirk of satisfaction as he squirmed under you, loose whimpers and restrained moans coming from him as you rubbed the buds, quickly turning into hard peaks from your ministrations.
“So sensitive aren’t you? ‘S anyone else ever played with your nipples before baby?”
He gave you no reply. Too caught up in the moment, too lost in the new sensations you were gifting him. Too dumbed down to the pleasure to control the words falling from his lips. “Please Momm-.” 
Just barely catching himself, he tensed, eyes flashing to look up at you, hoping you didn’t notice the words or the reaction to them he had.
He’d never meant to call someone that in bed before. Much less you, beautiful and somehow willing to give him a chance.
Sure, he’d felt like saying it tons of times before. With his past girlfriend he’d accidentally called her it while he’d been thrusting into her in missionary. She was submissive just like him and had just called him daddy. They’d both already known about their similarities and had just rolled with whatever happened in the moment but apparently this was too far for her and she’d broken up with him because of it.
What would you think? Call him a freak and leave? Leave him now, all needy and horny. Spread out on the couch like this?
The thought was enough for his thighs to tighten around you, pushing you to put your entire weight onto him. He didn’t want you to leave, couldn’t even stand the thought.
You stopped. Stopped your thrusts. Stopped the way your fingers danced along his chest in a way that made his head spin in the best possible way. Stopped it all and a voice deep inside his brain screamed in protest, his head burying into your neck, hoping to anything that you wouldn’t leave him. 
“I asked you a question, Felix.”
His head was hazy. He couldn’t remember what you’d said, didn’t even think he’d heard the question in the first place. 
Luckily, you spared the poor boy, pulling him back to look at you. 
Shit, here it comes. You’re gonna call him disgusting and gross which he could handle if you wouldn’t look at him with those disgusted eyes that made him want to cry and not in a good way.
But you don’t say those words?
Instead what comes out of those perfect lips is, “Do you want Mommy to make you feel good baby?”
Was he dreaming? He felt like in he was in a dream. 
That same voice from before shrieked in happiness.
“Yes! Please Mommy! Need you, ah!” His fingers gripped onto your hair as your lips latched around one of his hardened buds, nipping slightly before sucking. “Ha! God! Please, fe-feel so good, don’t-don’t stop, please Mommy!” He sobbed.
His words had heat zinging straight to your core and you began grinding against him harder and harder, trying satiate that ache settling between your legs.
He watched in a lust-filled fascination, trying to keep his eyes from rolling into the back of his skull, trying to keep his tongue from hanging out of his mouth as strands of drool dripped down his chin. But he couldn’t keep back the breathy incoherent pleas, mixtures of faster and slower and close and mommy that had you clenching around nothing.
You could tell he was close, very close. Not only from the way he chanted it, repeating the words over and over like they were the only things left in that pretty head of his. But also by the way his breathing grew erratic, his pulse hammering and fluttering in his chest against your lips.
And then...and then it...stopped?
He whimpered at the sudden loss of stimulation, eyes flying open to stare at you, glittering with unshed tears and confusion. They searched yours, as if he could figure out why you stopped in the depth of them. And he could. The teasing light in them. An inward smirk as he cried out and rutted up against you, trying to chase the high that was quickly dissipating.
Your finger still traced over his pecs, soothing and tantalizing all the same. “W-why’d you stop?” He whined in frustration at your lack of movement.
Red splotches that you know will turn to purple bruises covered the expanse of his chest. Such a pretty visual just for you to see. 
Just for you, no one else. Your little toy to play with and ruin, to use for your pleasure and he’ll love it all the same.
Sweat and saliva covered him-both yours and his. It was gross and lewd and fucking hot. 
“Jus’ wanna play with you for a bit, baby? Don’t you wanna let Mommy feel good too, Lixie?”
He nodded with vigor, chest still heaving and hips still subtly trying to press up against you which you let slide from the way that sparks of pleasure shot up your spine. 
“Yes Mommy, Lixie wants to make you feel good too...” His voice was higher now and he paused as if trying to decide whether if he should continue or not. “Could I...um...”
You tilted his chin up and nodded for him to continue. “Could I eat you out...?” He was so quiet you nearly missed the question but decided to spare him from repeating himself as you bit your lip to feign thinking.
“Aww, does baby wanna taste Mommy?” Despite the teasing lilt, he nodded, earrings jingling with the movement. 
You smiled and let your hand ghost down his neck, feeling his throat bob under your hand. Milky skin soft and smooth, practically begging to be marked up by you.
Finally after what felt like forever of teasing touches and small kisses, working him up only to back away once his moans got loud.
You repeated it several times before pulling away completely. Felix whined in protest, making desperate grabby hands at you as your hands untwined his legs from around your waist.
“Be a good boy for me and get on your knees baby.”
His whines quieted down at that. And he slid off the couch, falling to his knees on the hardwood floor eagerly wide-eyed. 
His hands folding behind his back, looking up at you with a pleading look, completing the perfect picture of obedience. 
‘Just when I thought he couldn’t get any prettier,’ you mused, letting yourself sink back into the couch, spreading your legs to make room for the boy.
It was so hard to restrain yourself from ravaging him then and there, edging him until he cried from the pleasure, begging you to stop and let him cum and still ignoring him. 
Going on and on until you decided that he had enough.
You beckoned him toward you and with no hesitation he was scooting closer and pressing his face sweetly against your lower stomach, looking up at you in a silent ask of permission.
He shudders against between your legs as your hand reaches down to play with his hair, lightly scratching at his scalp. Eyes shut in bliss he begins to nose against you. "Please."
It’s a whine-a plea, a beg to let him give you pleasure.
“Yes,”
The warm, comforting smile he gives as he stares up at you makes your heart skip a beat.
 Tantalizingly slow, he tugs at the waistband of your pants, lifting yourself up so the fabric falls to pool around your ankles. And with an ungraceful pull, they’re landing somewhere across the room to find later on.
A shudder runs down your spine as you feel his hot breath lightly ghosting across you. And with open-mouthed kisses and nudges he slowly parts your legs, coaxing you to vocalize how good it feels.
He looks unsure. 
And he is. He hasn’t done this in awhile, doesn’t really remember what to do. His eyes flash up in quick glances to to see your face, trying to decipher if you enjoy what he’s doing or not.
A soft moan escapes your lips as he teases you, nipping and mouthing everywhere but where you need him most. But you can’t tell if it’s from inexperience.
Then your eyes catch him and you can tell by the way he periodically glances up at you between licks, stopping when you seem to be enjoying it that it’s a kind of payback from your teasing earlier.
“Lix.” You warn, a subtle edge in your voice telling him to hurry up.
He stops with a whine, unable to do anything but melt against the comfort of your plush thighs. He wishes that he could stay like this forever you, devouring you and hearing the way you praise him and-
“Lix.” You warn again, voice hardening as your hips start to push towards him in slow restrained grinds.
He pauses to look up at you with hearts in his eyes before his attention moves back down, watching, heart pounding and cock throbbing as evidence of your arousal drips down your skin and onto the fabric of the couch; practically salivating.
Growing too impatient with him, you grip his hair and shove his face into your pussy, throwing your head back with a moan as his tongue begins to eagerly lap at you.
He whines into you, the vibrations provoking a drawn-out groan that has something bubbling up deep inside you.
“Mm, such a good little slut for me kitten.” Breath hitching as his lips wrap around your clit, sucking gently. “Yes~”
His ever-willing need to please you, he shifts closer and pulls one leg over his shoulder allowing him to more access of you. At this you can do nothing but bite your lip and find purchase in his silky smooth hair, digging your fingers-almost painfully-into his scalp.
It doesn’t faze him, if anything it makes him go harder as he continues to lick you, alternating between deep thrusts of his warm muscle into you and harsh tonguing around the bundle of nerves.
“Oh, yes baby. You’re doing so good, ha, making me feel s-so good kitten,” He whimpers at the praise, the vibrations pulling a deep groan that has him palming himself over his pants.
You’d greatly underestimated the skills of the boy. A tongue on him like no other that had you gasping for air.
With your fingers already intertwined in his hair it’s easy to pull him away from you. He whines and tries in vain to bury his face into your pussy again but it’s your steely grip that prevents him as his long tongue sticks out, far as it can go.
He pouts with a long whine, “Mommy...”
You’re breathless at the view, him between your legs, your leg hitched over his shoulder, bottom lip jutted out, his face covered in your juices as he shamelessly bucks into his hand.
It’s positively erotic.
You don’t say a thing, drinking him in. Before you finally challenge, “If you can make me come before you do,” gesturing toward his little problem, “then I’ll let you come. If you don’t...” you shrug, letting the challenge hang in the air, waiting with a bated breath to see his reaction.
Nodding once, quick and determined he dives back in with a new fervor, lapping and licking all around you. Whining and whimpering, gasping breaths and making noises out of some kind of cheap submissive boy porn, desperate in his mission to please you.
And it isn’t long until you’re gasping as well. Sucking gulps of air into your breathless lungs, lightheaded as waves of pleasure pulse through your veins and flood throughout your body.
Praises and degrading terms fall from your lips, calling him a good boy, your little toy, your precious baby, your slut, your Lixie. Marvelling at how he’s so willing to please, acting like a whore as he gets hard from just tasting you.
Telling him how good he’s making you feel, mindless blabber that he eats up, moaning into you and rutting harder against his hand, hanging onto your every word.
He’s close, he knows it and he knows that you are too. The way your legs tense around him and your words raise higher in pitch. Telling him not to stop, that you’re close, that he’s your good little kitten
And that’s all he wants to be.
In this vey moment all he wants to be is a perfect little brainless toy for you, pleasing you, craving your touch and aching for your hands on his body.
One last suck to your clit and you come with a cry, fisting his hair tightly. That mixed with the way your thighs tremble and clench around his head, holding him in place. He nearly comes too, mewling causing shockwaves of overstimulation to run through you.
It takes a few minutes for you to come down, finally releasing his head and petting his hair. 
Only to realize the way he humps up against your leg. Tongue hanging out, thrusting like a bitch in heat as he moves faster and faster, chasing his high.
But he doesn’t expect you to meet his thrusts, pushing your foot to meet him, he lets out a loud gasp, palming at your legs for more. “Look at you, baby,” you coo, hand slithering down to press against his lips.
He opens, inviting your digits in with little prompting, resuming in his efforts. “Such a pretty little kitten for me...” your other legs slips off his shoulder, planting it more suitably against the ground. “Getting off on my leg like a little kitty in heat aren’t you?”
Frustrated tears slip down the angles of his face, farther ruining his already smudged makeup as a gargled moan slips out around your fingers.
The thought of the blushing cute boy you met eyes with a the bar, contrasting to the one you see now. On his knees below you, humping your leg at an earnest pace as those pretty brown eyes you intensely stared at earlier slip back and finally shut. In fact, his entire head slips back. Blunt nails dig into the soft skin of your leg and high pitched whines vibrate in his throat.
He can hardly think and hardly wants to. 
Felix wants nothing more than to be reduced only to the mind-numbing ache pulsing heavy between his legs. Nothing but pleasure and sensation, overwhelming and all-consuming. 
The feel of you comforting him through, fingers pressing firm on his tongue while the other rubs over his throat and jaw. He’s finally free to. To lose himself in it all knowing that you’ll be just as happy to watch him falling apart because you know it’s happening because of you.
“Come whenever you need to kitten. Mommy’s gonna take care of you. S’okay.” And he lets go with whimper, clinging to your leg like a lifeline, comforted knowing that you’re there the whole way through. 
Nothing compares to this feeling; floating as waves of ecstasy wash over him unyielding and harsh, making his toes curl and stealing the breath from his lungs like he was winded.
The sight is gorgeous. Thrusts not stopping even in his peak, unconscious as he whines from self-inflicted overstimulation. 
You watch, breath hitched as his pants darken with his release.
Gradually, he comes back, grimacing at the uncomfortable sensation. It’s cute, the way he pouts.
His eyes are still dazed as you gesture for him to come sit with you and on wobbly legs he does. Laying on top of you with his chin propped up on your chest to look at you.
“Thank you.” He whispers.
You pet his hair, pushing the sweaty strands back and wiping away the tear stains on his cheeks. “No need to thank me, Lixie. If anything I should be thanking you.”
He looks at you, smiling wide with metaphorical heart-eyes and you could feel the blush rising on your skin. 
“Wanna take a shower? I dunno about you but I think I really need one right about now.” Your strokes stop to cup his warm cheek, thumb swiping under his eye.
“Yeah, just gimme a moment to remember how to walk.” Both of you lightly chuckle, his voice back to its deep cadence. 
**
After you lay in his bed, hair wet and wrapped in a towel, his fluffy from you blow-drying it.
His light snores fill the room, having fallen asleep as soon as his body hit the bed. You couldn’t blame him after such strenuous activities.
Now he lays, tucked against your chest. His body is curled up as if he wanted to feel as small as possible with your arms wrapped around him and body cradling his. 
For the first time in a long time you felt...happy?
Normally after sex you there was little to no words, much less cuddling exchanged afterward. You’d offered in the beginning but after being rejected several times, left alone with them scurrying out of your apartment immediately after, you’d stopped asking. You didn’t kick them out but just didn’t ask, always allowing them to have the option of whatever this was but no one had ever taken you up on it.
But you decided it was nice. It was a strange experience that left you feeling fuzzy and warm inside. You could get use too-
Cold ice replaced the new fondness you felt.
This feeling, the feeling you’d felt budding the entire night-you’d never think you’d feel it again-much less for a one-night stand. 
It was a big and overwhelming feeling as you looked to the sleeping man in your arms, looking like a sweet angel even in his slumber.
You felt a sudden urge to lean down and kiss him on the forehead, tuck back the loose strands of hair that fell across his face, trace your fingers over the complexion of freckles on his-
Fuck. 
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Suddenly the room felt unbearably hot, smothering you until you could barely breath properly.
You needed to get out of here. Now.
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Felix woke up the next morning with a yawn, stretching like a cat and reaching over to...?
He flipped over and...you were gone? The bed was cold. You’d been gone for a while. Maybe, you’d just gone to the bathroom or-
Felix threw the covers off and jumped out of bed, quickly throwing on some clothes before walking out of his room.
Maybe you’d be in the kitchen, making breakfast or drinking coffee. You’d greet him with a soft smile and a ‘Good morning sunshine!’
His fantasy was short-lived as all he found was Chan in the kitchen, sitting with a glass of water and a piece of toast on the barstool-the same one that you’d sat on last night.
Chan looked up as he entered the room. “Morning.” He nodded, lacking the nice way your voice rolled when you spoke, making shivers run down his spine.
“Morning.” Felix couldn’t coat the disappointment in his reply.
Luckily, Chan sensed nothing out of the ordinary as he continued eating, taking another bite before swallowing. “By the way, don’t care if you bring someone home but keep it down next time will you? You woke me and probably the entire apartment complex up.”
He froze and turned to look at the older man, blush coating his face, “O-oh, you uh, heard that huh?”
He snorted. “You could say that. I heard a lot of things I didn’t want nor need to hear last night.”
“Stoooop!” Felix covered his pink cheeks with his hands. 
He was never going to be able to ever live this down. 
Chan shrugged with a smirk before as if trying to be casual, clearing his throat. “So, (Y/N) huh?”
His ears perked at her name. “Yeah...by the way, did you see her leaving this morning? She just left without waking me up or anything...”
Taking another bite, he shook his head wordlessly. “Nope. Besides, she doesn’t really date much. Isn’t really the type to wake the other party up when she leaves more like leave the bed cold-or so I’ve heard.”
At the way Felix’s face dropped at the accuracy of his situation Chan stuttered, trying to backtrack. “Uh, I-i mean-you never know! I can...give you her number, send her a quick text to check up y’know.”
“Ah, no that’s okay.”
Chan nodded awkwardly. “Do you want me to show you around today? School starts soon and you should really learn your way around.”
Distracted in the way he mechanically got water from the tap, Felix replied without even looking up at his hyung. “Yeah, yeah. Sure, we can do that. Not like I have anything better to do.”
A/N: Sorry about my little obsession w/ Felix’s freckles but like, how could you not? I left this open for a pt.2 so lmk if you wanna see that, my requests are open and the rules are here
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roycevelvet · 2 months
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Darkness at the heart of my love
Pairings: Noah Sebastian x reader Warnings: none Notes: again, don't know where this is going, many ideas, never an ending hihi. Also, listen to this song, it was my muse for this thing/chapter whatever you wanna call it lol.
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You traced the faded design on your chipped nail polish, lost in memories of a summer filled with his laughter and stolen kisses. It seemed like ages ago, those sunny days when his voice was always there, comforting and familiar. Now, as you waited for him to answer the phone, you couldn't help but feel the weight of all that had shifted.
"Hey, babe" Noah's voice finally rasped through the phone, heavy with sleep. It was the first time you'd heard from him in days.
"Hey" you forced a smile. "I was starting to think you'd forgotten about me."
He chuckled, but it lacked its usual warmth. "Sorry, busy week. Soundchecks, interviews, you know...”
You bit your lip, pushing down the familiar pang of loneliness. "Yeah, I figured," you mumbled. You weren't sure if you were more hurt by the missed calls or the casual dismissal of your absence, like he hadn't missed you at all.
The silence stretched, thick with unspoken emotions. Finally, you gathered your courage. "So, when do you think we can have a proper talk? It’s been a while since, you know, we’ve had an actual conversation that lasted longer than 5 minutes.”
"Honestly, (Y/N), it's been crazy. I don't know when things will settle down."
The truth stung. You knew it wasn't just the tour schedule anymore. He wasn't making the effort, and your once vibrant connection felt like a fading radio signal, distorted and barely there.
"Okay," you said, your voice cracking slightly. "I understand."
You ended the call quickly as you didn't want him to hear you cry. The quiet in your small apartment felt overwhelming, tears welled in your eyes. It made it hard to see as you scrolled through X.
Among the bright lights and pictures of concerts, there he was. Noah, laughing with a bunch of fans, his arm around a pretty blonde girl, her smile big and happy.
A wave of nausea washed over you. You knew, logically, that he was a celebrity, bound to interact with fans. But the sight of him so close to another woman, the intimacy of his touch, ignited a jealousy you hadn't anticipated.
It wasn't just jealousy, though. It was a deeper feeling of insecurity that had been bothering you for weeks. It ate away at your confidence, leaving you feeling empty inside. You started to wonder if you were just a temporary fix in his glamorous world when he came back home.
Every time Noah didn't respond to your messages or calls, it felt like a punch in the gut. You felt completely alone, like you were drowning in a sea of uncertainty, desperately clinging to the hope that Noah would throw you a lifeline.
But he never did. Instead, he brushed aside your attempts to share your feelings, making empty promises and offering half-hearted apologies. It felt like he didn't really care about you anymore, as if you didn't matter in the grand scheme of his busy life.
When you called, he was always laughing with someone in the background, always busy, always talking. Other times, he was tired, his voice heavy with exhaustion, or sleepy, his words slurred as he struggled to stay awake. But his attention was never one hundred percent on you. It was as if he existed in a world that never slowed down, a whirlwind that left little room for anything else, for anyone else.
One evening, as you sat alone, feeling sad and listening to music, how poetic. The lyrics of "Darkness at the Heart of My Love," the song you and Noah shared, echoed around the room. Now, the lyrics felt hollow, a cruel reminder of a love that couldn't survive the distance.
A bitter smile twisted your lips. The summer had died, taking your love with it. You finally understood Noah's silence. It wasn't just about the tour schedule; it was about him choosing a different path, a path that didn't include you.
The anger that had been simmering beneath finally boiled over. You grabbed your phone and dialed his number, your fingers trembling slightly. He answered after the first ring, his voice laced with surprise.
"Is that it, Noah?" you began, your voice surprisingly steady despite the storm raging within you. "Is this how it ends? With unanswered calls and texts and photos with girls who look like they stepped out of a magazine?"
The silence on the other end was heavy and suffocating. Noah was surprised by your sudden outburst, his usually quick response delayed as he struggled with your words. 
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Noah spoke.”I… I don't know what to say, (Y/N). It's not like that."
He sighed. Did he just fucking sigh at your words? This making you even angrier than you already were.
"Then what is it like, Noah?" you asked, raging. "Why do I feel like I'm always waiting for you, but you don’t seem to need me?”
There was a pause, a long silence again. And then, Noah's voice said “I’m sorry, (Y/N). I've been so caught up in everything... I didn't mean to make you feel this way."
His words made you feel hopeful at first. But then doubt crept in, whispering that maybe he did mean it to make you feel this way. After all, he had been practically ignoring you for weeks, so why would things suddenly change now?
"Tell me, Noah," you continued, your voice shaking slightly as you recite the lyrics of your shared song. "Does your love have a darkness? Does it run cold, deep, like the lyrics you so readily quote all the time?"
Noah's answer came quickly, his words rushing out. "No, (Y/N), it's not like that. I love you, I really do. But... I've been struggling with everything."
You listened, feeling a tug on your heart with each word he said. But even as he opened up about his struggles, you couldn't shake the lingering question: why hadn't he reached out to you sooner? Why had he left you feeling lost and alone, without any explanation?
"Goodbye, Noah," you said, the weight of the word crushing you as much as it crushed him.
You didn't wait for a response. You didn't need one. You ended the call, the silence on the other end told you everything you needed to know.
But the silence wouldn't last forever. Occasionally, you'd be brought back to reality by the harsh ringtone cutting through silence. Your heart would skip a beat, hoping it was Noah finally reaching out, but it was never Noah.
Everything seemed to remind you of him, yet you never felt lonelier. You couldn't help but wonder why Noah never bothered to reach out, not even once. Did you really mean that little to him? Were you really that disposable?
In the days after, you kept busy with work or watching Netflix late into the night, trying to avoid thinking about Noah. But he was always there, like a ghost in your thoughts.
You tried to find comfort in your usual daily routine, but it couldn't fill the emptiness. The coffee tasted bitter, hanging out with friends felt empty, and the nights felt long and lonely.
You tried to move on, exploring new things and even going on a few dates. But every new situationship felt like a weak copy of what you had with Noah. He had made a big impression on your heart, and no matter how much time passed or how far you went, you couldn't forget it.
Despite the hurt, there was a small shimmer of hope. You wished, deep down, that someday he would return, willing to fight for you. Though you felt really silly and stupid for even dare to think this way.
But even as you struggled with everything, life kept marching on. You started to find joy again in unexpected places, glimpses of happiness.
And slowly, ever so slowly, the ache in your heart began to simmer down. It didn't disappear entirely – you doubted it ever would – but it became more bearable, a constant companion rather than an overwhelming force.
You threw yourself into your passions, rediscovering the things that brought you joy before Noah had come crashing into your life. Music became your refuge once more, the melodies and lyrics you hadn't realized you'd been missing.
One evening, a couple of months later, you had a small gig at a nearby bar. It was a simple chance to share your songs with a small crowd which you really appreciated. 
The concert was fantastic, but you did feel kinda relieved when it ended. As you left the stage, still buzzing with adrenaline, you were met with cheers and applause from the small but enthusiastic crowd. Lottie and Taylor, your ever-supportive best friends, beaming with excitement.
“(Y/N), you were absolutely stunning out there!" Lottie exclaimed, pulling you into a tight hug. "I'm so proud of you!"
"Seriously, (Y/N), that was incredible," Taylor chimed in, her voice filled with genuine admiration. "You absolutely smashed it!"
You smiled at your friends, feeling grateful for their constant support. Together, you moved through the crowd, settling into a cozy booth.
The air was filled with the scent of beer and the sound of people chatting and clinking glasses. Laughter and shared memories filled the air, recalling inside jokes and cherished memories.
They skillfully avoided mentioning Noah though, as they were fuming with him for how he had broken their best friend down to a shadow of herself. 
You were thankful for them, as they had been there since the start, helping you through the heartbreak.
As the night went on and the drinks kept coming, you got lost in the fun with your friends, forgetting about time and how much you had to drink. But just when you were starting to relax and enjoy the moment, you felt someone looking at you.
You turned around and saw Noah, his expression hard to figure out but somehow familiar. And in that quick moment, it was just the two of you, silently looking at each other. Everything else around you disappearing.
To be continued.
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neewtmas · 11 months
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Maybe You’re The Idiot
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A/N: if I’m honest, I’m not really sure if I like this. it kind of feels all over the place, and I realised again that I’m not the best at writing enemies to lovers or kissing scenes lol if there are any typos, it’s bc it’s 5 am. @ the anon who requested, thank you so much, I hope you enjoy!
pairing: george karim x fem!reader
wordcount: 4.4k
request:  I love everything you’ve written, I often go back to reread and I can’t get enough! So thank you for your works <3 if you can and are willing I have this in mind: George karim x fem!reader who’s joined l&co for a bit but George still hasn’t warmed up to her and she’s trying to prove herself to them to the point of recklessness. Lockwood Lucy who have been playing mediators and peacemaker are fed up with their arguing, claiming they would get along very well if they actually tried. They set them up so they can resolve their rivalry (prob forced proximity with them having to team up for a small mission) but first time is a disaster and from that you’re free to ddo whatever you like - by anon
taglist: @maraschinomerry @marinalor @oblivious-idiot @thedonutdeliverygirl​ (if you wanna be added/removed, just send me an ask :))
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The house was silent. It was a heavy silence, definitely supernatural. The sun had gone down a few hours ago, and ever since then, darkness had crept stealthily into every room. In stark contrast to the eery atmosphere in the rest of the residence, the kitchen was like a small island of warmth and comfort amidst a sea of dark unknowns. In the centre of the kitchen table stood an oil lamp, its yellowy flame flickering. Any conversation had long since died down, and now it was just a waiting game. Y/N was tapping her fingers on the wooden surface in irregular patterns, glancing at her watch every few seconds. She was nervous about what the night would bring.
“Could you stop!” George snapped, glaring at her and she jumped, immediately taking her hands off the table. “God, you drive me crazy”, he muttered. Y/N straightened up. “What is your problem?”, she asked, exasperated. George had yet to say a single nice word to her, even after several weeks of them working together. If he wasn’t ignoring her entirely, it was all sarcastic remarks or snide comments about her abilities as an agent. She hated how he could make her feel so small and stupid by just looking at her. She got along just fine with Lockwood and Lucy and just wished that George would finally accept her. “I don’t have a problem”, George shot back, crossing his arms and looking at her provocatively. "But maybe you do." She was just about to throw some snarky comment back at him when Lockwood interrupted. "That's enough", he said sharply. "It's nearing midnight and we need to stay alert. Can't have you two squabbling in the background."
Y/N stayed close to Lucy as they left the kitchen a few minutes later, rapiers hanging from their belts, tool kits slung over their torsos. The old lady that hired them tonight had described how her grandchildren had started avoiding the living room, and how the youngest, still a toddler, had cried incessantly whenever anyone would bring him near. She hadn’t noticed anything, but that wasn’t unusual at her age. They had checked the entire house, but as expected, the living room was the only spot with any abnormal phenomena. Lucy had reported some distant whispering, and all of them had felt the heavy atmosphere.
George set down the duffle bag with the chains and went back to the kitchen. Y/N started unfurling the metal and laying it out in the space between in a circle.
“Why don’t you bang them around a bit louder, Y/N? I don’t think the neighbours three houses down heard you yet.”
She turned around swiftly at the sound of George’s mocking voice. “Why don’t you do it yourself then? If you know everything better?” She dropped the end of the chain she was holding and the sound echoed through the room. Lucy rolled her eyes. “Just leave her alone for once, George.”
The temperature had dropped significantly, and miasma was creeping up on everyone. Lucy handed out some chewing gum, and then they stood inside the iron circle, waiting for the apparition to manifest.
Just a few minutes after the old grandfather clock in the hallway had chimed midnight, Lucy reported an increase in the whispering and all four of them watched the corner she had located it in. Y/N had the best sight out of all of them, and so she was the first to make out the shape of a young man. "He's here", she whispered as the ghost drew nearer, feet submerged in the carpet, his outline getting clearer the closer he came. 
"He appeared right next to the cabinet. I bet the source is somewhere in there." "What does he look like?" Lockwood asked, sunglasses perched on his nose. "His death glow is suddenly really bright." 
Y/N studied the face of the ghost, a cold shiver running down her spine as she gazed into the black abyss that was once his eyes. "Early thirties maybe. He's wearing a suit, but no tie." 
"I don't get much from him", Lucy chimed in. "Just that he is angry." 
"I'll run over to the cabinet and secure the source", Y/N said and was about to step over the chains on the ground, when George grabbed her arm and roughly pulled her back so that she stumbled against him. "Have you lost your mind?", he hissed. "You have no idea if the source is even there!" She tried to shake off his arm and snapped at him. "Oh shut up, George. Do you have any better ideas?" "No, but that doesn't mean I just run out of a secured area without any preparation and precaution like an idiot -"
That was the last straw. Y/N yanked her arm out of his grip and leapt over the chains, rushing towards the cabinet. The ghost lurched in her direction and she made a few quick motions with her rapier, causing it to draw back. She sprinted over to the cabinet, dropped to her knees in front of it, and started tearing open the compartments. Behind her, a vase got picked up by the supernatural wind that surged through the room, crashed to the ground and shattered into a million pieces. 
Someone was yelling her name, and suddenly George was next to her, wildly swinging his rapier over her head. The last drawer was stuck and she pulled on it with every bit of strength she could muster, until suddenly it came loose, sending her flying back and right into George. He cursed loudly as he fell over. They were now sprawled on the ground, tangled together in a pile of limbs unable to move and suddenly the ghost of the young man was above them. His face was pulled into a horrific, grotesque display of pure wrath as he plummeted down on them. Y/N screamed and tried to pull out her rapier from underneath her in a last desperate attempt when from one moment to another, the ghost disappeared. 
The screaming wind died down immediately and all that stayed was a violent ringing in her ears as George untangled himself from her and stood up, dusting himself off. He did not offer her his hand, he didn't even give her so much as a single glance before he stomped out of the room. Lucy kneeled next to her, a crumpled-up silver net in her hand. "Are you okay, Y/N?" she asked, taking her hand and helping her up. Y/N nodded weakly. That could have gone terribly wrong. 
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The taxi ride home was awkward, to say the least. No one was saying a word, Lockwood looked out the window with his lips pressed together in a thin line the entire time, Y/N had her gaze lowered to her hands in her lap. She could tell Lockwood was angry. She looked over to George once, but when she found him already looking at her with an undefinable expression on his face, she quickly averted her eyes. The last thing she needed was another comment from George. 
Back in 35 Portland Row, Lockwood was pacing up and down in front of them in the kitchen, lips still pressed together, wringing his hands. The atmosphere was tense, no one dared to say a word in fear he would explode at even the slightest disturbance. Finally, he turned to George and Y/N, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
“I’ve had more than enough of your stupid, childish antics. You’re disrupting our work as a team and -”
“It wasn't my -” George quipped up, but Lockwood silenced him with a motion of his hand. “No! I don’t care! I don’t care whose fault it was or was not, I don’t care!” His voice got louder towards the end, clearly more than fed up. George seemed like he wanted to say something, but decided against it.
Lockwood continued, trying hard to keep his voice calm. “We are a team. And we need to be able to rely on each other, or else we all could end up dead. Do you understand that?”
Both George and Y/N nodded reluctantly, carefully avoiding even looking in each other's direction.
“Tonight was a disaster, and as much as I'd like to right now, I won’t fire either of you. You have two options: You learn to get along or you both quit. End of discussion.” Without another word, he left the kitchen, Lucy following him close behind.
Y/N and George sat on their respective chairs like two school children that just got scolded, Lockwood’s anger and what he had said still hanging heavy in the air.
George exhaled and broke the silence. “He’s right, you know? Maybe if you hadn’t been so stupid -” Y/N immediately jumped up, balling her fists. “Stupid? Me?” George also rose from his seat, making a few quick steps toward her and jabbing his finger into her chest. His eyes behind his glasses were narrowed as he spoke through gritted teeth. “Yes, stupid. You almost got yourself killed back there, Y/N. Killed. Do you understand what that means?”
For a moment she was overwhelmed by how close he was, but then she pushed him back by his shoulders and he stumbled. “Guess what George? I do! But it’s not like you’d care anyways, so why does it matter to you?”
She didn’t give him a chance to reply and stormed out of the kitchen. He stood there, hand raised and her name on his lips, but she was already gone.
The next morning, Y/N entered the kitchen and was surprised to see everyone already sitting at the table. Lockwood's expression was unreadable, Lucy was smiling in a way that made Y/N worried for what was to come, and George sat slouched on his chair and looked like he'd rather be anywhere else but here. "Sit down, Y/N", Lockwood said and pointed to the last empty chair right next to George. He huffed as Y/N dragged it over the floor to sit as far away from him as possible. "This is an intervention", Lockwood began as soon as she sat. Oh no. "This -" he gestured towards the space between George and Y/N, "can't go on. Tonight, you two go on a case. Together. Just the two of you." 
Y/N stared at him in disbelief, then buried her face in her hands with a sigh. He couldn't be serious. 
"Great idea Lockwood. She's probably gonna get us both killed", George scoffed, crossing his arms as he leaned back. "I don't care. If you gave each other a chance, I think you would get along just fine." 
Lucy leaned forward, a sly smile on her lips. "Actually, I think you'd get along very, very well." 
George scoffed louder, furrowing his brows. "I hope you're not implying what I think you're implying, Lucy." She smirked at him and shrugged. "That's for you to decide, George. Maybe you have some time to think about it tonight."
Y/N looked back and forth between them, and she could feel heat creep up her cheeks. What were they on about? What was Lucy implying?
After dinner, which was spent in tense silence, Lockwood and Lucy set off to their case of the night, leaving Y/n and George behind. This was the first time since Y/n had started working at Lockwood & Co that they were alone. They left the house and climbed into the cab that was waiting at the corner. LISA stared out of the window and watched the rows of houses pass by in the dusk. Many had brightly lit windows and she caught some glimpses of the people that lived there - someone cooking dinner, another person dancing through their living room - and she felt a sense of profound sadness wash over her. When she stepped into 35 Portland Row for the first time, she felt at home immediately. After some rather unpleasant experiences in other smaller agencies, she had been apprehensive about even applying, but it was her last viable option. Lucy and Lockwood had made her feel welcome immediately, and George... well George, after ignoring her for a while, became less welcoming by the day. Lucy had warned her that he could be somewhat stand-offish, but that he would warm up to her quickly, even reassuring her that he'd been the same with her. But he hadn't warmed up at all. She had no idea what she did to make him feel that way, but by now it was glaringly obvious that he could not stand her. 
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When they arrived at their destination, a somewhat run-down apartment building, George grabbed their bag, jumped out of the cab and sped-walked to the entrance, not looking behind him to check if Y/N was following him. For a second she contemplated just telling the cabdriver to take her back to Portland Row, but then she decided against it. No reason to make George hate her even more. 
They entered the elevator, which had seen better days, and stood silently as it made its way up. Y/N stared at her ectoplasm-stained boots in the blotchy mirror, and when she raised her head, she caught George looking at her through the reflection, but he quickly looked away. That was something he did a lot. He never talked to her except with snide comments when she did something he deemed stupid, but she lost count of how often she had caught him looking at her. It made her feel self-conscious in the worst way.
The elevator dinged and they stepped out onto a dimly lit hallway, the few lamps on the ceiling flickering ominously. "Apartment 386", George said curtly and turned to the left. Y/N stuffed her hands in the pockets of her jacket and threw a glance at the hallway behind her before she quickly followed him. He maybe wasn't very pleasant company, but at least she felt safer than if she were alone. 
He didn't wait for her to catch up before he knocked at the door of apartment 386. Just when she came to a halt next to him, the door opened and revealed a small, elderly woman. She smiled brightly as she saw their rapiers and the bag George was carrying. "You must be Lockwood & Co" she exclaimed and opened the door wider. "Come in! I prepared some tea." Y/N looked over to George, who glanced at her and then followed the woman into her apartment. 
It was decorated exactly in the way one would imagine an old lady decorating her living space. Lots of floral patterns, old furniture, and everything looking somewhat dated. On a dresser in the living room stood several picture frames that showed the woman with what was either her son or her daughter, their spouse and two small children that smiled happily into the camera. 
On the dark wooden table in the kitchen, the woman had prepared a steaming kettle of tea, several cups and a heaping plate of biscuits. She gestured to the chairs and scurried back into the kitchen. "Please sit down", she called and when she came back, she was holding a little porcelain box that she put down on the table. "I'm Violet", she introduced herself, smiling. She seemed elated at the thought of Y/N and George keeping her company. 
"So you're Lockwood?" she asked George after he reluctantly sat down on one of the chairs, the pink rose pattern of the upholstery clashing horribly with the orange of his jacket. He opened his mouth but had no chance to get even a single word in because Violet just kept talking. 
"And the delightful young lady?" She set a cup of steaming tea in front of Y/N. "Is that your girlfriend? That's just lovely. You know, I find it horrible that you young folks have to risk your lives every day, it's nice to see that you make the best of it. My grandson is part of an agency as well. Not as small as yours, but also not one of the big ones. Sometimes I don't know what to think of that, but -"
Violet kept talking as she gave George his cup of tea, but Y/N wasn't listening anymore. She was still hung up on what she said about her. George's girlfriend? How did she come to that conclusion? And why did the idea of that not seem that bad? Suddenly she felt hot. She shook her head, trying to fight off these thoughts and get back to the issue at hand. 
When Violet finally stopped talking to take a sip from her tea, George asked quickly: "So, why did you call our agency? What is the problem?" 
"Didn't I already tell you over the telephone?" Violet asked, confused. 
"No, that was Lockwood, our employer." Y/N couldn't help but notice that George corrected her on her assumption that he was Lockwood, but not on the one where she called her his girlfriend. 
"Well, for quite some time I've been hearing scratching in my walls. And sometimes this horrible screaming." She shivered, clearly distraught at the thought. "Wait, you've been hearing it?", Y/N asked. That was impossible. Violet nodded eagerly. "Yes! Almost every night. I've lost so much sleep over this, you wouldn't believe it."
George took off his glasses, polished them on his sweater and put them back on. "Violet... does any of your neighbours have a cat? Or maybe a ferret? Or anything of the sort?" She looked at him, confused. "I think Ms. Fernsby two apartments down has a cat. Why is that important?"
George pinched his nose and took a deep breath, and Y/N could tell that he was trying to hold himself together. "Because whatever you are hearing at night, I can tell you with absolute certainty it's not a ghost. If I were you, I'd call animal control. I believe you've got a cat in your walls."
It took quite some time to convince Violet that the scratching she heard was indeed no malevolent ghost, but probably just the neighbour's cat and to get her to stop trying to offer them one cup of tea after the other. 
When they finally stood in front of the apartment building again, the street was deserted and dark. George had called a cab to bring them back home, and now they waited, leaning against the building wall. Every few minutes, the ghost lamps turned on, bathing their surroundings in cold, green light. 
It was a clear night, no clouds obscuring the stars. Y/N leaned her head back, watching the dark sky. She had her jacket pulled tightly around her body, trying to protect herself from the chilly air. In her peripheral, she could see George fiddle with the zipper of his jacket, glancing over at her every now and then. She wanted to say something, anything, but it felt like her throat constricted every time she opened her mouth. Just then, the cab pulled up and George jumped, grabbing the bag and rushing towards it. 
Twenty minutes later, they stood in front of 35 Portland Row, the backlights of the cab disappearing down the street. George pushed open the wonky gate and climbed up the stairs, setting down the duffel bag with a heavy thud. He started rummaging through his pockets. Y/N watched him check every pocket twice before he turned to her. "Do you have a key?" he asked, and she shook her head. "I thought you had one." 
He rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Of course you did." 
She stood straighter, crossing her arms in front of her. Anger was bubbling up inside of her chest and she had to use every ounce of self-control she had to not scream at him. 
"What is your problem, George? It's not like you brought one! Why do you have to criticise every single thing I do? Why the hell do you act like I'm the stupidest person on earth?"
George threw his hands up, exasperated. "Because you are, Y/N! You are reckless, you have no regard for your safety, and I -"
Before he could end his sentence, the door in front of them got ripped open and Lockwood stood in the frame, raising his eyebrows. "I can't believe it. I send you on a case in hopes you finally get along and what happens? You start fighting right in front of my house!"
George scowled, picking up the bag and walking into the hallway, pushing past Lockwood. "The case was a joke. What did this woman tell you on the telephone? Something about screaming in her wall maybe? Because guess what, that's not a ghost, that's just a bloody cat. And thanks to that I just had to waste an entire evening with her." 
He dropped the bag next to the kitchen entrance and stomped up the stairs. Seconds later, the sound of a door slamming echoed through the house and Lockwood chuckled. "Oh, he's in a bad mood." 
The next few days, George ignored Y/N. Whenever she entered a room he was in, it wouldn't take long for him to leave. If he came into the kitchen and saw her sitting at the table, he would turn around on his heels and leave. At meal times, he acted as if she wasn't even there. And even though Y/N didn't want to admit it, it was starting to eat away at her. 
Three days after the disaster that was their solo case, she came downstairs from her room to get herself a cup of tea. She was about to push open the door, but when she heard the voices of Lucy and George in the kitchen, her hand stopped in mid-air, hovering over the handle.
"She is driving me crazy!" That was George. He sounded exasperated, and she could exactly imagine how he looked right now, hands thrown in the air, eyebrows drawn together in a frown. 
"But why? She's not doing anything. You're just being unfair to her at this point."
"She's just so reckless! She doesn't care for herself and her safety! She's just another Lockwood!" It was silent for a while. "Are you sure that you're not just... worried about her?", Lucy asked softly. "Because you actually do care?"
Y/N leaned closer to the door, her heartbeat quickening. What would George say? "What are you doing there?" Lockwood's voice sounded from behind her and she yelped, losing her balance and pushing the door open. Lucy whipped around and both she and George stared at Y/N, wide-eyed. "I - I didn't mean to -" She was searching for words desperately, her face hot with embarrassment. 
Lucy rose from her seat. "I think you two need to talk", she said, slipping past Y/N and pushing her further into the kitchen. Before she closed the door, she stuck her head in and looked back and forth between them. "You are not leaving until you have talked this out, got it?"
After the door closed, Y/N stood there, nervously shifting her weight from one leg to the other. She was entirely overwhelmed by the situation. 
George was looking everywhere but at her. "What did you hear?", he finally asked. "Not much. Just that I drive you crazy." 
"Yeah, you do! Of course you do. It's annoying enough to have one reckless person in the team, but two is just -", he was searching for words. "I can't be the only one with common sense here!"
Y/N huffed. "How would you know if I have common sense or not? Until now, you've either ignored or insulted me!"
George jumped up, his chair scraping over the floor. "Someone with common sense doesn't throw themselves in front of every single visitor they come across! Without any thought!" 
Y/N made a step forward, that familiar anger stirring inside her. 
"Maybe I wouldn't have to do this if you didn't take every single chance you get to paint me as an incompetent agent! Maybe I wouldn't have to do this if you just accepted me as part of the team like you did with Lucy! What is different about me, huh? Am I really that horrible that you want to bully me out of here? What did I ever do to you?!" 
Y/N had talked herself into a rage, so much so that she was yelling in George's face by the end of it. She hadn't even noticed that she had moved closer to him during her tirade until he gripped her shoulders, making her stop in her tracks.
"Look at me. You drive me crazy, okay?!" His voice was low, and under the sudden intensity of his gaze, all of Y/N's anger melted away and got quickly replaced by a fluster. "I don't know how to handle this, I don't know how to handle you. You just turn up on our doorstep one day, and suddenly, I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Suddenly, I start behaving like an absolute idiot whenever you are around. And then you start throwing yourself in life-threatening situations like an idiot -"
Without thinking, Y/N reached forward, cupped his face with her hands and pulled him in for a kiss. The moment their lips met, he went rigid, and she almost pulled away, the horrible fear of having misread the situation entirely washing over her. But then he seemed to realise what was happening. His hands slid down her arms until they gripped her waist and he pulled her closer to him. Without breaking the kiss, he walked her back a few steps until she collided with the counter. Suddenly, his hands were everywhere, roaming over her back, down to her hips, back to her waist. He was kissing her with such fervour, but at the same time with such gentleness that it was making her feel dizzy. She buried her hands in his curls, eliciting a small gasp from him. She pulled back with a smile, and he looked at her, eyes glazed over, lips puffy from her kisses. 
"Maybe you are the idiot, George."
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yanderederee · 11 days
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Alright, let’s talk about Ken Wakui’s newest work
Negai no Astro
Or Astro Royal, whatever you prefer.
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I will be giving no blatant spoilers in this post, only speculations:)
Manga PV here; ITS SO GOOD!!!!
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯✦
Let’s get the obvious out of the way, Ken Wakui has a very distinct art style. And I love it! A lot of people are making fun of it (mostly on Twitter/X), and it’s really sad. I love his style, and character development.
I have high hopes for this manga, and want to paint a picture of what to expect for those who also want to get into it♡
Let’s start Character Designs
—our main-trio—
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We’re only one chapter in so far, so we’ve only met the main two boys, Terasu and Hibaru (left to right).
Terasu Yotsurugi - 12th Son
Loving Terasu’s take-no-shit personality so far. Simultaneously, he seems very kind and loyal to Hibaru’s ideals.
Terasu is giving Ryusei/Chifuyu lovechild.
Hibaru Yotsurugi - only Biological Son
I love Hibaru’s chivalrous/“old-fashion” ideology. He may seem ‘generic shonen protagonist’ right now, but i don’t care. I will appreciate him.
Hibaru is giving Mikey/Takemitchi lovechild.
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As for our blue eyes beauty over here, we have yet to see her yet. She seems very cute though.
She’s also giving lovechild vibes; Senju/Hina specifically…
—The Yotsurugi family—
There are 13 Siblings of the Yotsurugi family, whom has a history of being Yakuza.
12/13 Siblings are adopted.
So far, we only have designs for 11 siblings.
We do not know a lot of names thus far, WHICH I NEED BTW, so let’s go over what we do have, and my first impressions of them.
—Names going Left to Right per image
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Shio Yotsurugi - Eldest Son
He’s giving Timeskip!Taiju vibes. Anyone who says he looks like Ran…. I can’t see it. He’s too beefy- sorry.
I just know I’m not going to like this guy.
Has a lot of the people’s support, but not mine.
Probably thinks he’s going to make the family better when he’s really ruining it:(
Unnamed Glasses Guy - maybe 2nd Son?
Mmmmm no thoughts.
Token megane character—
Probably corrupt.
I hope he proves me wrong.
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Kou Yotsurugi - 11th Son
Middle child vibes
He will be deranged and misguided.
Probably “hates” Hibaru because he’s so much like their father, who I assume he respects, but doesn’t agree with.
He probably secretly admires them both though.
Unnamed Hottie - maybe 9th Son?
MINE. 👹👹👹 RAPID. FERAL. BARKBARKBARK—
I NEED NAMES, NOW WAKUI. NOW.
Who is he. Where was he. I must know.
also lowkey giving Angry’s blue-ogre vibes…
Based on vibes alone, I lay claim. Awoogaawooga♡
Didn’t appear in chapter 1 though so:( </3
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Unnamed ScarGuy - maybe 10th Son?
Eyes always closed, speaks with ♡ at the end of his sentences…
Seems charming. I mean, look at those eyelashes…♡
Wanna give him a kith.
I have a feeling he and Unnamed Hottie are biological brothers… not sure.
Wakui please, sir, just one chance—-
Unnamed BraidGuy - maybe 8th Son?
Mr. I’ll just stay in my lane. Respect.
Realistically, I think he’ll be my first/second favorite eye candy, depending on how these characters personalities/canons end up being explored.
I’m sorry I have a thing for men with long hair!
Cool earrings too lol
Seems neutral to who’s in charge.
Wakui, seriously, I CAN TAKE HIM—!!!
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BENKEI???? - maybe 5th Son?
Has lion-like eyes and sharp canines….big nose
My size kink is acting up—no, please nO—!
Okay but seriously. I’m not sure what to expect from him yet.
He seems honest, but I can see him getting power hungry:(
Handsome Lady - Maybe 3rd Daughter?
Cooler older sister vibes.
Awoogawooga
Please be a lesbian or at least bisexual—
Seems logical and cool. Probably doesn’t coddle innocence.
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Mr.BigNose - Maybe 4th son?
Uh-uh. No thanks. Not bc of his appearance, but bc his character is depicted as insufferable so far.
Probably sexist.
Probably too coward to admit it, but if things with the family bond start turning south, he’s the first one OUT.
Hehe I may have left this screenshot wide to show off the One Panel that shows Mr. Unnamed Hottie *twirls hair*
I mean seriously look at him I’m going to scream without the s
Story Direction and Expectations
I trust Wakui. The way he explores his stories is through character bonds and personal ideals.
This is one of the reasons why I grew so fond of Tokyo Revengers.
Plus… it’s Found-Family Gang activity. It’s my soft spot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I would say Yakuza but I want to be respectful in how I throw that word around, so I’ll avoid it for now if I can.
The supernatural powers that get involved will surely lead to a type of succession war between the siblings.
“What it means to be strong” will probably be the fundamental lesson of the story.
I am so excited to see how Negai no Astro will progress!
Please support Ken Wakui however you can by reading Chapter 1 onwards!♡
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bones-of-a-rabbit · 7 months
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u can never have too many au ideas (aka the cursed-sun/moon au)
(im copy n pasting this from discord bc im lazy sorry y'all fsjhf)
other au idea: Sun is a ruler or lord in a fantasy world or smthn and Moon is the form he's been Cursed into turning into each night. Reader is a low-tier magic-weilder (who has a secret past that involves smthn rlly Bad and they used to have a reasonable amount of respectability in th community but now theyre shunned and cant get a job anywhere and also has a big scar and/or only one eye lol) who's one remaining ability is the ability to lift minor curses or plagues. Sun has been searching for someone who can 'bless' the curse of Moon (or whatever is making Moon be nasty murderous bloodthirsty man) for ages but mages r rare and most of them spend maybe one night trying to cure Moon before either getting got or being scared into getting tf outta there
so eventually word reaches Sun of a mage who's been looking for work, with the only catch being that they arent very powerful and no one has much to say abt them, and Sun, who has burnt every single thread he has trying to find a mage, is like GOOD ENOUGH CALL THEM HERE
and reader is like 'oh shit this is potentially a rlly good job, the only catch is that i have to deal w a demon possessed guy thats like twice my height and three times as strong,,' and like. bc they have Zero Options and also feel like their life has run itself into th ground and there is little left for them/no way to get themselves out of their Issues, they r like 'yeah sure its gonna take a while bc i can only perform minor magic but i'll do whatever i can to see that this curse is delt with'
and instead of trying to face Moon head on, they start with just kinda,, getting to know him. he's kept chained/locked away in a chamber every night to keep ppl safe, but every night reader goes into the chambers, sits at a tea table just out of his reach, and just. talks with him
they dont entertain his trying to mess w them, taunting, cruelty, etc, but they talk when there's the chance for standard conversation. at first it's hell bc Moon is a little shit and he never cooperates. he never answers questions, he spends the entire night threatening to tear them apart and savor their insides, etc. they bring him a cup of tea every night, and every time he smashes the cup and throws the pieces at them
ok well point is eventually Moon starts to mellow out around them, will actually sit and have conversation with them, one day is like 'you think i dont know what youre doing?? youre just trying to bore me into falling for ur trap so u can kill me. i like ur style but its not gonna work >:3'
and reader is like 'i literally do not have enough magic to kill a toad let alone a whole entire possessed person' and moon is like ',, huh. so what IS ur goal here??' and reader is like 'i want to lift ur curse for both u and Sun's sakes. i gave u my word, and i will follow through, at the very least to clear my own conscience of a past sin'
and so eventually Moon, out of curiosity, and later bc he likes spending time with reader, starts letting them cast the healing magic on him, breaking the curse little by little every night
and at the same time all this is happening, reader is spending mornings and evenings with Sun and keeping him up to date on how the process is going and, eventually, becoming the person he turns to when he's stressed or tired or rlly just wants company
and idk smthn smthn eventually both of them rlly want Reader and they dont know how to act so they just b making fools of themselves but reader is a dumbass so theyre just confused
(Moon absolutely tells Reader abt every 'oh man i rlly wanna kiss kiss snuggle smooch the mage rn' thought Sun has during the day but Reader is so used to Moon being a little shit n making shit up to mess with them that they r just like ._. )
the plot twist part,,
(the secret dark past that reader is hiding is that they used to be a local mage for a nearby town who was known and respected for giving 'blessings' to ppl for small fees but one day for Reasons, they cast a curse upon someone and one of the biggest no-no's a mage can do is Curse someone so the town practically rioted, tore them down from their pedestal, called upon another mage to strip reader of their magic, and then cast them out)
(rn im considering the idea that the person reader Cursed is Vanny, who, because of her own curse, eventually went on to be the one who cursed Sun and Moon)
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jjkamochoso · 1 month
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So Close, Yet Cho-So Far
Choso x gn!reader
Angst, fluff
Based on Dayglow’s “Close to You”
Warnings: none
A/n: I see Choso as being either super earnest and straightforward with his feelings or being lowkey awkward and shy—I felt like writing more awkward and shy today so you’re getting both below lol enjoy!
[I saw you lookin' for the side door/ You didn't wanna stick around for/ The rest of the night/ I guess that's alright
They all left when you walked home/ It makes sense that they all know/ It was only for you/ If only you knew]
Choso sighed wistfully, his barely sipped on soda can weighing down the hand that yours should be sweetly nestled in. Instead of being by his side, you were standing on the other side of the room the get together was being held in, laughing at whatever Gojo had said, completely unaware of the effect you had on the black haired curse. He had been hopelessly in love with you since the day his eyes met yours, but there was one teeny tiny problem—he had never had a full, proper conversation with you yet. Sure, there was small talk between you here and there when you two were brought together by your connection to Yuji (you, a teacher at Tokyo Jujutsu High, and Choso, of course, Yuji’s doting older brother), but during those fleeting moments, Choso could barely breathe, let alone hold a conversation. He didn’t know what it was about you that made him act so uncharacteristically shy. Yes, he was usually a stoic, brave man, but somehow, with only a smile, you swiftly make him a sweating, stuttering mess. Even when he acted like a complete fool around you, you still went out of your way to say hello and speak to him about whatever was on your mind at that moment. Choso was hoping you would do that again today, grace him with your presence so that he could go home and dream up scenarios about you two dating, getting married, becoming a family—
“Dude! You’ve been staring at L/n-sensei all night. You got a crush or something?”
Choso’s eyes narrowed at Yuji who had just snuck up from behind him.
“Or something. What do you know about crushes? And staring at a poster of Jennifer Lawrence all day doesn’t count,” Choso replied as Yuji stuck out his tongue at his brother.
“I may not know a lot about crushes or love, but I know the best way to get to know somebody better, or even start dating them, is to actually walk over and say hi.” The pink haired boy nudged Choso’s arm and a bit of soda sloshed out, landing on the floor. “Anyway, look. They said bye to Gojo-sensei and they’re by themselves. If you wanna make a move, now’s the time.”
Before Choso realized what was happening, Yuji had stolen the drink from his hand and ran away, chugging its contents. He rolled his eyes at his brother’s antics and went back to focusing on what he was going to do next. Choso noticed his hand was feeling damp and he didn’t know if it was from the now stolen soda can condensation or sweat from anticipation. Either way, it didn’t matter; you were putting your jacket on by the door, signaling you were leaving. If he hurried, he could catch you to at least say goodbye, but his feet were glued to the floor. It was like there was some sort of cosmic force holding him in place and keeping you two apart like you were repelling magnets. He wanted to call to you, wave, anything, but his body wouldn’t cooperate with his head and heart.
[There's somethin' on my mind/ There's somethin' that I/ Wish I would've told you but you just don't seem/ To wonder what I'm doin' when you're close to me
Oh, yeah/ There's somethin' on my chest/ I wish I would've said/ I think it over and it might be true /I'm only overthinkin' when I'm close to you]
Right as you opened the door, you turned around and caught Choso’s eyes. Giving him a small smile and wave, you noticed he was as still as a statue. Finally, after nanoseconds that felt like a million years, he mustered out a pained smile. It looked like you had laughed a bit when you closed the door and left and Choso wanted to melt into the floor and never be seen again.
[We locked eyes from a distance/ So close but I missed it/ Now you're walkin' away/ When I wish you would stay
I get stuck in a conversation/ A different night, same situation/ I beat myself up/ For not speakin' up
Every night, I can't make it right, yeah]
The next time Choso saw you was when he went to the school to drop off some lunch for Yuji and his friends. There you were, as majestic as any deity, even if you were just in your regular teaching outfit. You were on a bench with a lunchbox on your lap and having a good time with a few of the other teachers. Even though you were the one that was eating, Choso felt like he was going to choke. He was in the same position as the other day. You, as radiant as a warm summer afternoon, being observed by Choso, who thought of himself more like a dark, rainy cloud on a freezing winter’s night. He was close enough to hear you say something funny and he so desperately wanted to laugh, show you he cared, but he couldn’t get closer to you even if he was a starving man and you were a 5 course meal. There was nothing about you that was scary yet he was terrified when he locked eyes with you once more. When he noticed you excuse yourself from the group and make your way over to him, his heart began to race and he was sure he looked like a madman trying to fix his messy hair and straighten up the white t shirt and black jacket he was wearing. He knew it was cowardly to make you approach him instead of the other way around, but he was afraid he’d throw up from nervousness if he initiated anything. You were almost within talking distance when all of a sudden, you both turned your heads toward someone who called out your name.
“L/n! I need to speak with you. It’s urgent,” said Principal Yaga, beckoning you to walk with him. Your face contorted into a deeply apologetic look as you trailed behind your superior. Choso waved as you took your leave. When you were gone, he put his head in his hands and sighed. At this rate, he’d never get a chance with you. He couldn’t even talk with you about the weather. How did he think he could ever get to know you on a deeper level? Remembering what he came there for, he quickly stood up straight and continued his delivery to Yuji and his friends, pretending his heart wasn’t just yanked out of his chest and stomped on by an unsuspecting high school principal.
[Only overthinkin' when I'm close to you/ I'm only overthinkin' when I'm close to you…]
Choso was enjoying a leisurely stroll in a little neighborhood market, taking in the sweet smells of fresh fruits and warm pastries. He needed to get his mind off you and all the weird non encounters you two experienced over the past few weeks. He knew he needed to grow up and share his feelings if he ever wanted a shot with you, but he was wondering if maybe all these things keeping you apart was a sign from the universe that you weren’t meant to be. As he pondered these thoughts, he found himself deeply occupied by the stall in front of him that was selling doughnuts decorated with various animal faces. He decided to buy the one that looked like a frog because it looked so happy and carefree—maybe its personality would influence his own when he consumed it.
I wonder if y/n likes frogs…
Choso thanked the merchant and began walking away with his paper bag. He was so engrossed in thinking about the complexities of humans decorating food with motifs of animals that they don’t normally eat that he didn’t notice someone barreling towards him until it was too late. He heard a grunt and a thud as he felt someone run into him. His large stature meant he was still standing tall, unbothered by the whole ordeal, but whoever was unfortunate enough to knock into him was on the ground, their oranges spilled onto the pavement. He gathered the stray fruit and turned to help the person off the ground but they were already standing. Choso’s breath hitched in his throat and he was ready to drop the poor oranges again out of surprise.
“Y/n.” Your name rolled off his tongue and he savored every syllable of it. You were caught in a staring contest, neither of you wanting to look away. He was so easily lost in your eyes. He’d much rather spend his time studying your pupils and irises than watching tv or reading books. He had never had such a close view of you and he didn’t know how he had survived previously without seeing the small details, every curve and line, on your face. You truly took his breath away and the only thing you did was drop your groceries. All of a sudden, Choso broke out of his trance and laughed awkwardly.
“Uh, here. These are yours,” he said, thrusting his hands filled with your dropped oranges toward you. You returned his laughter, putting the fruit back into your bag.
“Thank you so much, Choso. I’m so sorry for running into you. Are you alright? I was distracted and wasn’t watching where I was going. I guess grocery shopping by yourself can be a bit of a hassle sometimes.”
“If it were up to me, you’d never have to carry a heavy bag again in your life. You would never grocery shop alone if you didn’t want to. I would carry and peel all of your oranges until my arms gave out and my fingertips bled. I would be there for you, forever and always.”
Is what Choso wanted to say. Instead, he just pressed his lips together in a small smile, telling you, “I’m alright, don’t worry about it.” He cast his gaze down so as to not drown in the oceans that are your eyes once more but he gasped when he saw your jeans had a new tear at the knee.
“Are you alright?” he asked, gesturing to your leg, “it looks like you scraped your knee when you fell.” Choso felt horrible! His lack of awareness caused you to get hurt. There was no way you’d ever forgive him—
“Oh, that? No it’s fine, I’m okay, I swear. I didn’t even realize that was there.” You tried to laugh it off and make him less worried but you could tell Choso was still upset over the incident. You rested your hand on his arm gently and it felt like he had gotten zapped by an electrical current.
“Hey, it’s alright, it was an accident. You’re so hard on yourself for no reason. Do you want to walk around together so I can prove you didn’t cause me some grave injury?”
Your teasing and kind smile helped to lift his spirits up and he nodded in agreement.
“May I hold your groceries for you?” he asked, cringing at how timid his voice sounded. You, on the other hand, didn’t seem to notice and were extremely thrilled by his offer.
“Choso! You’re such a gentleman. That would be amazing, thank you!” His stomach fluttered when your fingertips touched as you exchanged bags, him holding your groceries and you holding a bag with a doughnut. If only he wasn’t so tongue tied, this would be a perfect opportunity to learn everything about you since the market was quieting down. However, it worked out that you were a chatty person so you told him all about your week, your morning, what you had for breakfast, what you were making for dinner, how you liked the weather, who was dating who in your friend group. You talked about anything and everything as you slowly walked through each row, admiring the goods sellers had brought. You two were strangely comfortable in a setting like this, domesticity in abundance, and Choso was hoping you were having as much fun as he was. He had finally calmed his nerves and was getting confident in his answers to your questions. When he loosened up and asked you about things like your career goals and what your family was like, he noticed you lit up as you answered them excitedly and with a passion he found absolutely intoxicating. You two didn’t notice how much time had passed until the sellers had packed up their stalls and the sun began to set.
“Oh shoot!” you exclaimed, checking the time on your phone, “I have to head home to start making dinner. I’ll take my bags back and finally let you go on with your day after stealing you for hours on end.”
“I don’t have anything going on. I can at least walk you and your things home,” Choso suggested and you immediately obliged, making him excited that you wanted to spend more time with him. The walk to your place was filled with deeper conversation as the day got darker and Choso gained security in himself and his newfound abilities to not trip over his words (as much) around you. When you reached your doorstep, he took a deep breath. He knew it was now or never to confess to you his feelings and he wasn’t going to back down from the challenge any longer.
“Y/n, there’s something I’ve been wanting to ask you, well, more confess to you, actually. I—”
“I really like you too, Choso,” you blurted out. His brown eyes widened in surprise.
“How did you…?”
“Yuji told me everything,” you said, a sheepish grin appearing on your face. Choso groaned, a defeated look on his face.
“I’m really relieved you feel the same but I’m nervous of what you mean by everything,” he said, the beginnings of a blush becoming apparent.
“If you’d like to join me for dinner tonight, I’d be more than happy to tell you.”
Choso couldn’t believe his ears. You were asking him inside? To join you for dinner? And you liked him back?! Although he wanted to face his fear and confess to you himself, he’s eternally grateful to Yuji for being a great brother and even better wingman. Stepping inside, he put the groceries on the counter and began to unpack them when he noticed his forgotten doughnut from the market.
“I’ve been meaning to ask you, do you like frogs?”
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EPISODE 6 (just realised no one is asking me to do this too bad) spoilers for series up ahead
ITS NOT A MUSICAL EPISODE 😭
Disney was too broke to show us the animals in the zoo truck WHYY
why am i so happy for the second seaweed brain, man the things being a pjo fan does to you
The way you could see luke’s smile drop when they say that they found the lightning thief (:) —> :/)
The way luke didn’t even let them finish he was like “CLARISSE YES CLARISSE SHE MUST BE THE ROBBER”
No one’s talking about “Chiron should arrest her” Not the mental image of chiron holding a gun saying “ANY WORD CAN AND WILL BE USED AGAINST YOU IN COURT” while clarisse is pushed into a police car lollll
Old married couple im falling out of my chair plsssss if luke did something right in his life it was this
i love annabeth’s face like she knew this was coming the older brother-sister dynamic is POPPING
Disney really needed a way to show that grover liked animals and had convos with them without actually showing them lol
cue the “omg animals are so elegant” speech which served nothing at all
WHATS THE POINT OF ZEBRA TO VEGAS IF THERE AIN’T NO ZEBRA MR HOUSE OF MOUSE????
Idk but i kind of miss the trio action so far this show has only been percabeth + grover instead of percy + annabeth + grover you can tell they’re focusing more on fan service and developing percabeth than developing the more important dynamics which are the three of them having fun
oh HELLO RANDOM CAMEL WHO ISNT EVEN A ZEBRA BUT WHATEVER
“You are two seconds ahead of meeee” the simp eyes the simp eyes
The lotus casino from the outside is so COOL
LEVITATING BY DUA LIPA (some of yall still stuck in poker face era so im leaving it at that)
WISE GIRL I REPEAT WE GOT WISE GIRL (i was honestly expecting it to sound super corny on screen but walker pulled it off like he always does)
look im so mad about the fact that there’s no montage of them being silly little kids and having fun at arcade games. It hits so hard since percy has never afforded to visit fun places, annabeth has never left camp so is absolutely thriving with her architect games, grover is hunting down humans which was so funny and cool and they decided to make it more serious and plot centred
”ill take percy this way” WHY CAN’T GROVER TAKE PERCY THAT WAY HUH ANNABETH? 🤨 (girl just say you want to spend time with him)(and disney say you just wanna write more percabeth scenes)
I love the ‘if you dont know, i dont know either 😄’ mentality that percy has, he knows annabeth wants to be in charge now so he’s just feeding into the hubris
The augustus plot was so weird ngl but it was a great way to introduce the pan stuff
“Biaannncaaaaa biancaaaaaa” NICCOOOOOOO
He sounds so little and innocent and cute 🥺 im so sad now
GROVERRRRRR REMEMBERRRRRR
i gotta say, i guess that i was taken away by the people making fun of lin manuel miranda, but his acting was really really good
We got some may castellan exposition early
Percy thinking that the only thing he could do to sally was hurting her 🥹
i really hope they talk about that later on, you know we love some angst around here (especially with the dreams of the headmaster which was from the books!!! I was thinking that they’d cut it! But they didnt!! But it speaks volumes about percy that he has nightmares of headmasters)
I WANT ANNABETH FLASHBACK ANGST
annabeth pickpocketing the god of thieves will forever be her girlbossiest moment
”Im multitalented” percy: 😍💙🥰🥹 🤩(walker’s acting be that amazing is it not obvious by now that percy likes annabeth)
“Who’s grover ☺️?” “Wait, i know grover 😅!” Walker is cementing himself in the percy throne every single episode
”wow grover got really old😃”
“you lose sight of what’s important when you’re alone” “we weren’t alone 🥰” poor grover
The eons long wait to see how percy was hugging while falling the way down is finally over
The way that you can see percy’s empathy shining through his eyes as grover talked about pan>>>> (honestly tho, hug!)
the way they focused on percy’s reaction, i know this is going to be something he brings up as a reason for him to sacrifice himself for hades
Percy and annabeth looking at grover like “ ok mr. 24 DRIVE US”
Percy trying to drive a car will forever be cinema and comedy peak
The road rage this child has its so funny BEEP BEEP
annabeth: 😁 percy: 🥹 *cutely crashes car and almost kills her* PERCY IS TRULY GIVING A LOSER BOY WHO HAS NEVER HAD A GIRL LOOK AT HIM AND THATS SO PERCY OF HIM
the heartbreak in percy’s eyes alexa play the moment i knew by taylor swift
Four pearls?? *cue that one meme where that girl is calculating*
the way my smile faded when i saw annabeth hanging over the cliff TOO SOON RICK TOO SOON
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I have a plot idea on the shibari prompt:
Trafalgar law teaching (y/n) about the different knots but (y/n) seems to be dozing off cause it was SO boriiiing.
Law knew what would wake them up though 😏
Pay Attention To The Knots
Remember when you said to use one of your random thoughts as a request? Well…. I ended up saving one for that 👀 and here it is!!!
Warnings: nsft, fem reader, Law ties reader up, but no actual sex. Kinda left this on a cliffhanger… too…. So you can understand how reader feels, ig. Lol. Maybe I’ll add a part 2 later
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It wasn’t too often you’d be docked at an island, with the entire crew away from the Polar Tang. Everyone was off on their own, doing whatever they pleased on a nice day “off”. But Law had other ideas in mind for you.
Alone on the submarine, you were on the back deck with your boyfriend, watching as he showed you how to tie knots for when the sails needed to go up. You didn’t even know why he was making you learn these things, as it wasn’t your job anyway. You had other things to do on board, things much more important than tying knots all day long.
“If you don’t do it exactly as I showed you, the whole damn sail’s gonna come down,” Law was saying, watching as you struggled to repeat the actions he’d done moments ago.
“Well I’m not good at it, so I don’t know why the hell you think I should be the one tasked with this,” you tried reasoning, trying to make any sense of not only why Law wanted this, but also how to do it.
“Don’t worry about that, I’m not gonna make you take on the job,” he explained. “You just need to know how.”
“Ugh, Law…” you groaned, tossing the horribly tied rope to the floor as you gave up, crossing your arms and pouting at him. “I don’t wanna do this.”
“You’re just not getting it yet,” he sighed. “Watch me again, okay?”
You silently nodded, feeling as though you really had no other choice.
Law took your awfully tied rope from the wooden floor, undoing all of your weak knots and releasing the rope to its natural form. “You’re going to start with a basic knot,” he instructed, this being the fourth time he was going over this with you.
But you just couldn’t get it right, and you knew without a doubt you wouldn’t ever get it. So… your mind went elsewhere, Law’s words going in one ear and right out the other. At least his voice was soothing to hear…
But that soothing voice just made you sleepy, if anything. You hadn’t slept much the previous night, and you’d planned on sleeping in, up until Law forced you out of your shared bed so he could show you how to tie knots for sailing. You lazily watched as his tattooed hands formed the knots, feeling yourself grow drowsy as he lulled you to sleep…
“Y/n-ya! You’re not paying attention again,” he snapped, tossing the rope aside. “Guess I’ve gotta do something else to get it, huh?”
You jumped in your seat on a barrel as his words woke you up, shaking your head as though that would get rid of your sleepiness. “I’m sorry! I’m just so sleepy, Law. You know I couldn’t sleep last night,” you whined, pleading with him to not do whatever it was he had in mind.
“Too late to beg for forgiveness now,” he said with the rolling of his gray eyes. “Cross your arms behind your back.”
“What?!” You shrieked, staring at your lover with wide eyes. “Why?!”
“Just do it,” he argued, untying the rope once again.
With a loud huff, you obliged, folding your arms behind your back. “You’re gonna tie me up, aren’t you? Law, you’re such a dick.”
“Mhm. You love it, y/n-ya. Don’t even lie,” he purred in your ear as he started looping the rope around your arms.
“Love what? Your dick or you acting like one? Cause I’m getting real sick of at least one of them.”
“Both,” he answered with a smug look on his face. “You love both. Now turn around.”
You did as Law said, turning to face him as the rope wrapped around to your front, being looped around your body just above your breasts. After that was secure, Law brought out another rope and looped it around the center of the old one, right over where your breasts met in the center. He pulled it down between them, separating the two strands within the rope when he reached the bottom of your mounds. Each strand went under them, being pulled around to your back, and then looped back to the front. Law tied the ends together along with the original rope in a knot, causing it to press into your skin and push your breasts together, squishing them.
He then did intricate patterns down your stomach, doing a similar thing to your ass as he did to your breasts. He’d removed your shorts just before that, though, leaving you in only panties and a tank top. The rope pushed against your clothed pussy, and with every movement, the rough fabric of the rope rubbed into your clit.
Lastly, Law folded your legs and tied your ankles to your thighs, leaving you in somewhat of a kneeling position. You were completely tied up all by his doing, and certainly wide awake now. Every movement Law made was closely watched by you, unlike earlier.
“Now do I have your attention?” He asked, watching you squirm against the rope on the floor. “So pathetic,” he added, lifting his foot to place it against your cunt, pushing it against you.
“What was the point of this?!” You snapped, glaring up at Law. “How am I supposed to learn anything like this?”
“Maybe you won’t learn how to tie knots, but you will learn a lesson,” Law answered you, chuckling. He then pulled his foot away from you, leaving you whimpering and crying from the loss of friction against your cunt. You hadn’t even noticed how good it felt.
“Wh-what does that mean?” You managed to say, starting to stumble over your words.
Law simply hummed, before turning on his heel and walking away from you.
“Law…?”
He ignored you.
“Law?! You’re not gonna leave me like this, are you?!”
Still, nothing.
“Law!!!”
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mcclens · 4 months
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Some things about Misaki that I always think about is
1. How she let her 4 y.o. child travel alone (by a train too?!) to find her biological dad that didn't want her and didn't want to pay for child support. You can only imagine the horrible things that could've happened to Miri, I mean she almost got shot by her bio dad. And Misaki didn't care that two random men took Miri in to take for her. She didn't care about that until she found out she's going to die soon and also SUDDENLY Miri is in danger because she's with Kazuki and Rei?! But she wasn't in danger before when she was left to travel around alone and stay in two random men's apartment for a year???
2. Because of that I'm convinced she pulled the "I know what type of work you do" card only because Kazuki and Rei clearly grew attached to Miri and didn't want to just let her go like that. If they did, Misaki would've never admitted she knew the truth. Miri was safe with them for a year, a whole year where she could've been who knows where doing who knows what with someone else if she ended up in wrong hands (human trafficking for example; Something her bio dad was involved with)
3. Which leads me to the next thing: Misaki knew she was going to die, so she wanted to spend time with her daughter -- fine. But what after? As far as the audience can tell, she's a single mother with nobody around, so once she dies what would happen to Miri? She'd end up in orphanage, probably. In the best case situation, a possible aunt or grandparents that maybe exist would take her in?
I wanna say Misaki's reasoning is selfish, but I also kinda empathise with her since she looked like she realized her faults, and that she actually loved Miri. (The anime showed that by making her try to be a better mom to Miri (like when she tried to cook, even though she clearly wasn't too experienced)).
But it still annoys me, writing wise. Because wtf, she did not have to die the way she did! She was already on her way to death! IMO the anime should've made her and KazuRei co-parent. She'd get to spend time with Miri, and once she passes away Miri wouldn't have been left alone since her dads would still be there lol. She could've dropped by and suggested the idea, Kazuki would be like hell no, Rei would be hesitant, Misaki would pull the mom card and "I'm gonna die soon" card, KazuRei would hesitate but feel empathetic enough to agree. Miri would be with her mom for sleepovers. She'd see her dads. They could've coparented while dealing with the organization. Cut the whole Ogino being after Misaki and Miri, or just make it so that Kazuki comes earlier and stops him, whatever, just put Misaki and Miri out of the trouble lol. And then in the timeskip its implied Misaki eventually passed away. It could've worked, while not separating any parent from Miri. MISAKI DID NOT DESERVE TO DIE THE WAY SHE DID!!!!
Sidenote. I saw people wonder what 15 y.o. Miri thinks about her mom, where is she, what happened?? Considering Misaki had cancer, KazuRei most likely used that excuse once Miri grew older or asked more seriously about her mom.
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Hearts beating as one
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader, friends to lovers, roommate AU
Summary: Cuddles and a movie with your cute roommate.
warnings: fluff, petnames, dumb humour lol
word count: 900ish
A/N: This is for @chrisdrysdale one year anniversary writing challenge! congrats honey! the theme of the challenge was "love and cuddles" hope it makes you warm and fuzzy <3
(English is not my first language, and this is proof-read by me! sorry for any mistakes)
You tug your coat, burying your nose in your scarf. The wind is icy cold, the December air having no mercy. You are on you way home to your flat after a meet-up with old friends. It was so nice catching up and you had stayed there for a few hours, chatting away about the good old days and about the present. Your friends had mostly settled down, and they kept nagging you.
“Y/N, when are you settling down? Anyone special in your life?” and so on.
You answered as you always did “I’m in no rush, and no – I’m not seeing anyone at the moment.”
They all showed you pics of various bachelors,  in an attempt to play matchmaker. You just laughed it off, but deep inside you knew. Your heart already belongs to someone else. You’re just not sure if he knows it…
Finally reaching the flat you quickly get inside. “I’m home!” You call out.
A cheery baritone voice answers. “Hi, honey! Did you have a good time?”
You smile, warmth seeping into your body. “Sure did, dear – it was great!” You take off your coat, scarf and boots and walk into the kitchen.
Bucky is standing by the stove, stirring in a big pot. You pour yourself a cup of coffee from the coffee pot and peek into the pot. “What is that?”
Bucky looks at you, laughter gleaming in his eyes. “You just came home, and the first thing you do is diss my cooking? Tsk, tks, that’s low… kitten” The last word is said so sweetly that you can almost taste it.
You look at him and tilt your head. “diss? Nah, Buckyboy, that was curiosity” He gives you a look, a faint blush showing on his cheeks.
“whatever you say, babe, whatever you say” You simply smirk, and go to lay down in the couch.
You and Bucky had been roommates for about two years now. You moved in right after a really messy break-up. Your ex, John, had been the harassing and controlling kind. Bucky had been your salvation. You had arranged the moving before you broke up with John, knowing you had to get away quickly. You had not planned to tell Bucky the truth, but the instant his beautiful blue eyes stared into yours you had to. You felt safe, for the first time in ages.
After that day Bucky had protected you many times. John came to the flat multiple times, but finally left you alone after Bucky gave him a black eye. The friendship with Bucky came easy. 6 months passed and you were besties. But something other than friendship was blooming between you. You knew it now, after 2 years, that you were in love with Bucky. You kinda want to tell him, but at the same time, you don’t wanna risk your friendship….
“Honey? Food is ready. If you dare eat it…” Buckys teasing voice lured from the kitchen. You joined him and ate with him.
“Wow, this tastes way better than it looks! Its sooo good” You praise, mouth full of food.
“Well, thank you, sweetheart. Nat gave me the recipe, its some form of Russian stew I think. “ he eyes the food suspiciously, as if hes not sure if he trusts it.
After a few seconds he shrugs and continue to eat. When youre both finished eating you do the dishes while Bucky lounge on the couch.
“Up for a movie, doll?” Bucky calls from the sofa.
“Yeah! As long as we don’t have to see The Hobbit AGAIN, I’m so tired of that movie” You can hear Bucky huff, and you laugh softly to yourself. You get some snacks and drinks and go to sit down.
Bucky has already found a movie, some new sci-fi with good reviews. He gets comfy on the sofa and gestures for you to tuck yourself into his side. You smile, and sit down. His arm curling around your body and holding you close, like he is afraid you’re gonna flee any moment. Cuddling like this came natural to you and you had spent countless hours in Buckys arms.
The movie is ok, but youre having a hard time focusing. Youre now turned bit so you are basically sitting in Buckys lap. You start to squirm, the situation making your heart race.
Oh, if you only were brave enough to kiss him now. You stare at his lips. Full, pink, and pillow soft. You are lost in your daydream when his voice pull you out. “Wanna taste?”
Your eyes flicker up his and before you know it you are kissing him. He is taken by surprise, going stiff for a half second. Then he kisses back, with everything hes got. Pouring all your feelings into the kiss, youre soon panting. Pulling back and looking at each other with lust filled eyes.
Bucky is the first to speak. “I just.. I wanna… Well. Oh darn, I love you, Y/N” a glint of hope glimmer in his eyes and you giggle “I love you too, more than you could ever imagine”
You meet in a kiss again, pouring all your love and care into it, until your hearts are beating as one.
Bucky pull back. “And by the way… I was talking about the chocolate,” he says – pointing to the mars bar on the table, with one bite taken out of it.
“You fucking moron” You say, laughing loudly – peppering Bucky in kisses.
Taglist: @animnerd @late-to-the-party-81
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haleyhunwritess · 1 year
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Hiya!! Could you write something soft with bestfriend!bucky x reader🤍🤍
🤍 drabble with soft best friend!bucky comforting reader
a/n: okay I'm not even gonna lie, this is kinda bad and long for no reason lol, its mostly me just projecting the shit i'm going through right now but i hope you still enjoy it lol
𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐲’𝐬 𝟏𝐤 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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“Angel, can I come in?” Bucky tried knocking on your door again.
“P-please just go away…” You mumbled quietly, though Bucky still heard you. He could also hear the muffled sounds of crying coming from your room.
“I just wanna make sure you’re okay, doll. Can I please just come in for a moment?” Bucky knocked on your door once again. Just a few minutes ago you were laughing with him in the kitchen as he was telling you stories from when he was younger. The laughter quickly stopped after you received a notification from the guy you had been seeing for the past month. Bucky didn’t get to read the text but judging from the look on your face, it wasn’t good.
“Not o-okay…just go away please! Just wanna be alone…won’t get hurt if I alone…” You shoved your face back against the pillow, starting to cry loudly again.
Hearing you cry like that, Bucky couldn’t wait. He knew the door was unlocked but he didn’t wanna come in unless you gave him permission to. But screw getting permission right now, especially with how hard you were crying. Walking in, he noticed you were huddled up under a bunch of blankets on your bed.
“Doll? Are you hiding under all these blankets?”Bucky slowly lifted the blankets of you, his heart clenching at the sight of your tear-stained face.
“Don’t wanna talk, please leave…” You mumbled, trying to pull the blankets back over your head.
Bucky was quick to stop you however, and forced you to sit up, “That’s alright, you don’t have to talk. All I wanna do is make sure you’re okay, and then I’ll leave, I promise.”
“I’m fine, just go…” You muttered, crossing your arms.
“Please don’t lie to me, angel. What’s wrong?” Bucky sighed, sitting down on the bed infront of you.
“I…Everything h-hurts…” You said quietly, looking down at the blankets as the tears found their way back to your face.
“What hurts, love? Did you hurt yourself?” Bucky looked at you, looking for any injuries. He knew you weren’t physically injured but he still wanted to make sure.
“No I meant like on the inside, it feels like everything hurts, like my heart hurts…”
Bucky nodded before responding, “Did someone say something to you? Or do something?”
“Just sick of being everyone’s second option. Always stringing me along and using me until someone better replaces me. I’m sick of it…” You confessed as you turned your head to look away from Bucky, feeling embarrassed about the situation you were in, once again.
“Oh sweetheart, I’m so sorry,” Bucky sighed, “You don’t deserve to be treated this way, I’m sorry.”
“Whatever, ‘S fine I’m used to it,” You shrugged, trying to wipe your tears away quickly.
“That doesn’t mean it’s okay though. You don’t deserve to be someone’s second option, you deserve so much more. You deserve to be treated with love and respect.” Bucky replied, taking your hand in his and rubbing it gently.
“I-I hate that they always try to hide it too…every time, after a while, they’ll start to become a bit distant, and that’s how I know they’re gonna leave soon. They’ll deny it and say I’m just being insecure but sure enough, each time it’s the same thing. Each time they’ll be talking to some other girl behind my back, and then later on they’ll ghost me instead of telling me anything.” You continued, “I’m just so sick of the lies, if you’re gonna use me like that then at least be fucking honest about it. Stop lying and telling me I’m picturing things and how you only want me. Just tell me the truth.”
Once the words left your mouth, it was like you couldn’t stop. You just continued telling him how hurt you were and how often things like this would happen to you. You looked back at him, and almost cringed at the pity look on his face.
Bucky was quiet for a moment, just trying to think of the right words. However, he really didn’t know what to say after your little confession, “I don’t know what to say, doll…I just- I’m so sorry you’re going through this. You deserve so much better. It’s okay to want them to tell you the truth, especially if you’ve been hurt like this before. You’re allowed to be scared, and if they’re really worth it they wouldn’t just call you insecure and lie to you. They would tell you your feelings are valid and reassure you instead, and they certainly wouldn’t lie to you,”
You nearly scoffed at him as he said all those sweet words. You’d heard them before from nearly all your friends, but it was getting harder to believe them. Especially when others around never seemed to have these issues.
“I know you may not believe me right now, and that’s okay. You don’t need to worry about any of that right now. Only thing you need to focus on right now is forgetting about that idiot. How about we go get some food and then come home and watch movies all day, yeah?” Bucky kissed the top of your head, pulling you in closer to hug you. You nodded, smiling a bit at his words. He always knew what to say.
And he was right, you didn’t need to worry about that right now. All you have to do now is forget about that idiot. You couldn’t help but start crying again though, feeling that anxiety creep its way back in.
“It’s all gonna be okay, love, I promise.” Bucky held you in arms, letting you cry on his shoulder.
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snowblossomreads · 2 years
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Bad Habits
Summary: In where Severus briefly wonders what would happen if they got caught and if they should be doing this. (Spoilers they do)
Pairing: Student! FemReader x Severus Snape
Warnings: dubious morals (we love her), pwp, student/teacher relationship, oral sex, vaginal sex, sir/professor kink, Dom!Snape, Sub!Reader, degradation, orgasm denial, spitting (like once), a spank (or two) ya'll it's 95% filth I have no idea what else to tell you.
Word Count: 8.3K of thirsting
A/N: Raise your hand if you want some Snut (Snape smut lol) because if you did here you are! This is much longer than what it was supposed to be but oh well! The student is of age but if student/teacher relationships aren't your thing this is probably not for you. Other than that enjoy, let me know if you liked it and if you see any mistakes~
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Severus was sure that if anyone found out what was going on between him and [Y/n] that not only would she be expelled, he would be sacked and possibly sent to Azkaban. It was one way to rid him of his spy duties, yes, though he preferred things to not go in that direction if he could help it.
Plus she was a lovely student, and he would hate to see her get into trouble with how fond of her he secretly was. Yet even with that in mind, Severus found his entanglement with the girl quite similar to a vice. Probably bad for you, maybe (definitely) morally dubious, but still a very hard habit to kick. Though who said bad habits were easy to get rid of?
Take for instance the way she was on her knees in front of him at that moment. Doe eyed and a look of innocence on her soft features as she gazed up at him. They both knew she was anything but innocent though.
Not with those dilated pupils that held a hazy gaze of lust in them. Not with how her blouse had one too many buttons undone which tempted him with the sight of the swell of her breasts and the dark-colored lace bra that would no doubt be strewn on the floor along with her other clothing by the end of this.
And especially not with how she rubbed her thighs together just to feel a bit of friction to relieve the throb of her aching cunt. No, someone innocent wouldn’t even have had the thought let alone be caught in her position, between her professor's legs.
“Please professor,” her voice broke his train of thought as she leaned forward a bit to nuzzle his clothed inner thigh causing it to rub against the skin underneath and pulling a groan from his lips. In turn, she smiled up at him when she heard the noise, no doubt pleased to hear that he enjoyed the way she touched him.
The smile though was not mischievous, but one that was filled with pure hope, longing, and a touch of desire. Merlin did that make his trousers feel tighter than just moments ago when she had entered his office and all but dropped to her knees to offer herself to him.
“Let me make you feel good sir. Please? ”
She was going to be the death of him.
“And do tell Ms.[L/n], how exactly do you plan to do that?” The question came out through gritted teeth as he reached to stroke her face with the palm of his hand.
A needy whine escaped her throat as she nuzzled the side of her face into his palm as she loved his touch so much. Whether it was sensual strokes along her lower back or a tight grip on her hips to keep her from pulling away as he buried himself within her, she was always happy to have his hands on her in whatever way he wanted.
“Gonna suck your cock sir,” she murmured as one hand that had been on her lap began to snake up his legs before it found its home on the bulge that had grown in his trousers. “Wanna make you feel good.”
“Mmm, that does sound good.”
Her smile widened as she took this as permission for her to have her way, her fingers already going to undo the buttons on his trousers before being abruptly stopped when his hand caught her wrist. A confused noise left her pouted lips as protest played at them though when she found Severus’ dark gaze intensely on her daring her to speak, that protest died.
“Did I tell you you could do that?”
[Y/n] shook her head ‘no’, at the question yet she was met with a disgruntled sound from him that had her whimpering in confusion.
“Use your words little girl.”
“No sir,” she squeaked out as her eyes fell to her lap. “I’m sorry.”
“Much better, and so eager to please your professor aren’t you,” he drawled out, hand going to the back of her head to cradle it for a moment and legs spreading apart so she could settle more comfortably between them. “Go on then use that sweet mouth of yours.”
The smile that had left her lips momentarily returned as he let go of her wrist and allowed her to continue fiddling with the buttons that hid the thing she was craving the most at the moment. As she undid the final button a delighted moan left her lips as she was met with the mouthwatering sight of her professor’s cock that sprung from its confines. Thick, lengthy, and with a curve that always hit a spot in her that made her see stars and always had her coming.
It already looked painfully hard, the head dark and leaking with precum that glistened as it ran down his length. And the way it twitched towards her as the cool air of the dungeons hit it made it even more enticing as if it was telling her that it needed something warm to consume it.
She loved it and what better way to show that than by worshiping it the way it deserved? Her fingers wrapped around the warm flesh of his length, and Severus let out a groan as she ran her thumb along the slit of the head smearing the precum all over it before leaning down and peppering wet kisses all along the shaft.
A soft moan left her lips as she alternated between kissing and sucking on the velvety skin paying particular attention to a prominent vein that led to the tip of his cock. Whenever she would suckle the spot, she couldn’t help but let out a pleased noise at the sound of the soft groans that he would let out and the way he would put pressure on the back of her head. It was absolutely exhilarating to her as her cunt fluttered at the noises he made and knowing it was her who was making him feel this good.
This continued for a few moments, her tongue lapping up and collecting the salty beads of liquid that would run down his length. Hand pumping and smearing any wetness that she didn’t catch, drenching him with the mixture of saliva and cum.
But this wasn’t enough for her, and neither was it for Severus by the way he gripped her hair to pull her up a bit so that her lips were pressed against the head of his cock. As enjoyable as her previous actions were, he wanted more. He wanted to be down her throat as it squeezed and spasmed around him while she fought to keep her lips wrapped around him. To feel the impending pressure of his release until he spilled into her mouth and she swallowed every bit of his seed that he gave her.
And from the dark gaze, she was giving him paired with swollen lips, and tongue peeking out to tease the slit of his cock she wanted it to. With the slight pressure on the back of her head pushing her head down, she wrapped her lips around the tip of his cock eyes still on him before taking as much of him as she could, engulfing it with a warm wetness that was her mouth.
“Fuck!”
His shout rebounded off the walls and reverberated in the room as the hand on the back of her head forced her further down his cock. This in turn forced her hands to fly up and grab onto his thighs for purchase at the deeper penetration. A choked noise left her spasming throat as tears blurred her vision from the sudden intrusion yet the thought of pulling away didn’t cross her mind at all.
Instead, she allowed herself to relax, to breathe out of her nose as she sank further down his length until her face was buried in his crotch. He held her head still for a moment taking in the exquisite sight of her on her knees with his cock buried down her throat as she swallowed around him.
“You like this don’t you, filthy girl?” He was barely able to grit out his words as he thrust his hips twice, forcing his cock down her already stuffed throat. “Like choking on your professor's cock don’t you [Y/n]?”
“Mhm!”
A muffled response as she tried to look up with watery eyes that flicked to him momentarily before she hallowed out her cheeks and began to bob up and down on his cock. Sinfully wet noises left her lips as she sucked on him while relishing in the grunts he made and the salty taste that was uniquely him. Her fingers languidly pumped the hot velvety skin while her lips were wrapped around his length savoring him while saliva mixed with cum would trickle from the side of her lips.
She would stop every so often to collect the slick with her fingers before flicking her tongue against the wet digits while eyeing Severus who groaned at her actions. He didn’t give her long though as a slight pressure from the hand on the back of her head would signal for her to continue. The gesture was not lost on her as she gave one last lick to her finger before diving down and greedily taking him back in her mouth.
It was an unmistakable divine sensation for Severus as he watched [Y/n] devour his length with fervor swallowing around it and slurping up his seed. To feel his cock being worshiped between swollen lips and the warm wet throat of such a sweet, desperate girl. Mmm no that wasn’t it. A sweet girl wouldn’t be on her knees getting her throat fucked by her professor. No, she was his desperate little,
“Slut.”
The word fell from his lips with a groan as she gave the sensitive tip a harsh suck before grinding the tip of it on the roof of her mouth for even more friction. This caused his already pulsing length to throb even more, warning him that he wasn’t going to last much longer if she kept up what she was doing. But he had no intention of letting her stop, she was after all his pretty little cock slut.
His impending release must have been sensed by her as her languid pumps became more firm, urgent, and steady. Her sucking had become harsher, messier, and desperate. And when he started to buck his hips up basically fucking into her mouth he felt his cock begin to pulse uncontrollably and grow harder.
The pressure that had been steadily bubbling in his lower body became an unstable churning as his balls began to tighten just like how her lips tightened around him. More of that salty liquid escaped from him into [Y/n]’s mouth and she happily swallowed it up while coaxing more out of him with each suck.
And he was unsure whether it was the way she took him into her throat and it constricted tightly around him with that final thrust or the wet sound of her choking and moaning around him. Maybe it was the sight of her, on her knees, disheveled yet expression full of bliss like nothing else existed in her thoughts other than his pleasure.
Either way, the feral sound that left him sounded almost inhuman as he bucked once more, one hand holding the arm of his chair and the other one forcing [Y/n]’s head down on him before he felt himself exploding inside of her throat.
“Mmmpph!”
Her cry was muffled as she buried her face into his lap feeling the warm spurts of cum coating her throat and trying to swallow everything he gave her. There was so much of it spilling into her mouth and with it coming at just a steady stream, she could barely swallow it all before she found herself having to pull away from his length with a gasp. Her sudden movement caused some of his cum to splatter on her cheeks and lips while leaving him groaning as his cock was met with the cool air of the room again.
Chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath, [Y/n] adjusted herself so that she was no longer on her knees but sitting down as to give her legs a break. A momentary silence hung between them as they both tried to come down from the high of Severus’ release.
For him, it was no doubt the act of coming down her throat just like he imagined and for her, it was the thrill of the prospect that she had pleasured him well enough to do so. That was what she came here for after all.
“I think I got a bit too ambitious,” her tone apologetic finally speaking while giving him a shy look as if he wasn’t down her throat just a moment ago. It was absolutely maddening to him how she could be so filthy yet still carry an air of innocent demureness around her.
“Mhmm as you always are Ms.[Y/n],” Severus rumbled, a tinge of amusement present, as he reached out fingers grazing her warm cheeks lightly.
A soft sigh left her lips at his touch appreciating the gentle manner in which he was running his fingers across her features in contrast to the roughness just moments ago. As he pulled away from her, her eyes followed, noting how his digits glistened with wetness, no doubt a contribution from the both of them. He made that observation as well but only for a brief moment as he then lowered his slick covered fingers to trace over her swollen lips.
“Open.”
With no hesitation, she did as she was told, lips parting open, and eyes meeting his own glittering ones. The digits that were at her entrance had now found their way to her tongue pressing down on the slippery appendage before stroking it. Instinctively she began to swirl her tongue around his elegant fingers before closing her mouth and sucking on them just like she had been doing with his cock.
“Mmm what a good girl, already knowing what to do.”
A hum of apperception left his throat as her eyes fluttered closed, tongue flicking at the digits in her mouth.
“And good girls get rewarded [Y/n],” he growled before pulling his fingers from her without warning causing a whine to leave her throat. Yet she didn’t move and just looked up at him waiting for his instructions.
“Up, I want all of this,” he motioned to her disheveled clothing, “off.”
Not needing to be told twice, she scrambled up to her feet, almost falling over herself as she tried to stand upright to remove her clothing. This wasn’t missed by Severus and he couldn’t help the scoff that left his lips at how eager she was.
“Impatient little thing.” He muttered as he eyed her while she undressed for him.
That little demure smile played at her lips again from his teasing words yet they didn’t deter her as she toed off her shoes and then went to remove the white button-up blouse that was already halfway down her shoulders.
Chilled air hit her sweat sheened skin causing her to shiver slightly and goosebumps prickled at her skin as she tossed the shirt on the stone floor. Next to go was the lace bra that had been peeking out of her blouse since the beginning.
Making quick work of unclasping it and letting it drop to the floor as soon as her arms were free from the strap. [Y/n] couldn’t help the soft gasp that left her as her nipples pebbled in a painful yet pleasurable manner from the air. Her first reaction was to touch and roll the buds in her fingertips to grant some kind of relief to them.
But then her eyes fell to the older man who had raised an eyebrow, his eyes warning her that she didn’t have permission yet to give herself any relief. No, that was for him to decide and to bestow upon her.
She mewled pitifully as if she had been caught red-handed doing something he disapproved of and scolded by him. Dropping her hands immediately from her chest and hooking her fingers along the waistband of her skirt she was about to drag them off of her until,
“Wait.”
Like a deer in headlights, she froze in place, fingers still grasping her skirt as she obeyed him immediately though a puzzled look was evident in her eyes.
“Come here.”
Closing the small distance that was separating them she stood in between his spread thighs, fingers still holding the waistband of her skirt and roaming eyes that couldn’t help but wander to his wet length that was still exposed, semi-hard and now twitching against his lower abdomen. The sight made her bite her lower lip, cheeks warm with arousal and desire for him.
Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted when the touch of cool fingers wrapped around her sides and even cooler lips met the exposed skin of her lower stomach.
“Ah!” A faint gasp was replaced with a moan as one hand left the waistband of her skirt only to find its place atop Severus’ head.
Little noises left [Y/n] as Severus began trailing his lips across the expanse of her stomach, lavishing the warm skin with kisses and sucking on an area below her navel.
The way he ever so lightly trailed his fingers up and down her sides only barely touching the skin beneath it had her shivering despite the warmth of her skin from the arousal that had been building up from the very beginning.
A heat pooled into her stomach from the actions and wetness did the same in her panties as she looked down at him with lidded eyes. At this point, she didn’t know whether she wanted him to continue the soft touches that were slowly drowning her in the heat or for him to just take her in the rough manner she knew was going to happen.
If the throbbing in her cunt and the knot in her stomach had anything to say about it though, it would seem as if it wanted the latter. However, she didn’t have to think too long about it as he had already made his mind up about what he wanted.
In a blur, the other hand that had been on her waistband had been swatted away and replaced with Severus’ own fingers, and with one harsh pull, both the skirt and her underwear were now pooled on the floor beneath her.
Whether it be from the cool air, or some voice within her that suddenly wanted to chastise her for what she was doing, [Y/n] instantly found herself trying to wrap her arms around herself. This action was met with a harsh ‘tsk’ before her arms were yanked away from her and placed firmly to her sides.
“Playing modest, are we Ms.[L/n]?” His voice was rough in contrast to the gentle touches he had just been bestowing upon her just moments ago and she couldn’t help but shift shyly in place. “And here I thought you were going to be a good girl. Weren’t you the one on your knees earlier offering yourself to me?”
“No! I’m sorry I just-”
“Silence.”
Even though the words had come out in a hushed manner, there was a bite to his tone that had her whimpering and shutting her mouth while meeting his heated gaze.
“I don’t want to hear how sorry you are. All I want is for you to lay back on that desk and do as I say. Understand?”
Feeling very much like the scolded schoolgirl she was, a faint but prompt ‘yes sir’ fell from her lips. She was quick to step over the discarded articles of clothing on the floor before walking a few steps to the mahogany desk that had been behind her. It had been cleared of all the usual items that resided on it which made it easier for her to hop on and gingerly lay down on the smooth wood.
From her vantage point, everything was upside down, her legs dangling off the desk while the rest of her was laid back on the cool wood which was a contrast to her own temperature. Furthermore, there was something about being fully exposed for him that made her skin tingle and whether it was because she had some modicum of modesty or not left in her she wasn’t sure.
Waiting for anything, or any movement of some sort from him, she became puzzled when there was just nothing as she lay splayed out on his desk. It was when she was about to try and sit up did she feel his presence suddenly over her, a hand gripping her hip and another that slid up her chest up until she felt fingers wrap gingerly right underneath her neck.
A touch that had sent her mind careening, her head lolling back in place, and her legs spreading to make room for him as she felt his body now hover over hers in a way that made her feel small yet secure.
“Mmm, that’s right,” he cooed out as dark eyes feasted on the sight of her all splayed out for him admiring the way her chest rose and fell with each inhale and exhale. Taking in the way her pebbled nipples stood begging for something, for someone to touch them, and pinch at the sensitive skin to relieve the ache that was running through them from both arousal and the cold air.
“So receptive to me as always.”
Fingers that had been gingerly wrapped around her neck withdrew and began to map a slow lazy path down from her throat until they found their home across her chest. They began tracing shapes right below her clavicle, tickling the exposed skin and causing a sigh to leave her parted lips.
Satisfied with her relaxed state, his fingers began their travel again, ghosting over the valley between her breasts making swirls against the skin before tracing them over her nipples.
A steady inhale had become a sharp exhale that morphed into an elongated moan as Severus squeezed one of her stiffen buds, sending a wave of pleasure down her spine as he began to roll the sensitive skin in between skilled fingers.
He took his time doing this. Moving his hand from one nipple to the other pulling, pinching, rolling, making sure each of them had their turn before he moved to massage her breast with gentle squeezes to each of them.
[Y/n] whose eyes had fluttered shut the moment he had begun caressing her chest found herself letting out breathy sighs from the touches intoxicated at this treatment.
While she had been there solely to give him some relief, Severus was never one to neglect her needs, always fulfilling them and doing so damn well at it.
It was maybe because she was so enthralled in pleasuring him that she had almost forgotten her own needs, not even noticing that his hand had disappeared from her breast for a moment too long.
Even when his fingers began to trace a slow line down her belly and she felt his warm breath against her inner thigh did she still not realize what he was up to until,
“Ohh fuck!”
The loud shout was accompanied by her back arching violently off the desk as if her body was a conduit for electricity and it had just been struck by lightning.
He had lulled her into a calm with his gentle caresses only to rip it away the moment he unexpectedly wrapped his lips around her swollen clit and harshly sucked the sensitive bud.
Shaking hands clawed at the table below looking for anything to keep her moored down while simultaneously trying to get away and closer to him. Compromise was made when one of her hands went to rest on top of his head while the other began to massage her breast alternating between the two just like he had been doing.
An animalistic growl left his throat when he felt her fingers run through his hair, yet he didn't make any motion to remove her hand. Instead, he continued to lap at the swollen bead smirking at the way it throbbed whenever his tongue flicked against it and how [Y/n] would keen loudly at the action.
Trailing his fingers up and down her damp slit, pausing every so often to press a finger just slightly into her cunt that would flutter at the intrusion. It was just brief enough so that he could collect the wetness that had been pooling inside of her before smearing it against her clit, soaking it even more with her essences.
A tiny whine escaped her lips along with her hips that bucked at this action, wanting him to explore her deeper with his fingers and stretch her out.
But he was having none of that and a scrape of her clit with his teeth had pain flooding through her veins causing her to freeze. Though even with the pang of discomfort, there was still a glimmer of pleasure that had her breath hitch at the thought of testing those waters again.
Swirling his tongue languidly around her clit a few more times, Severus pulled away for only a second before his tongue was replaced with damp fingers. Well, practiced digits rubbed small tight circles that sent sparks through the young woman, and a stream of moans left her as she rolled her hips in tandem with his touches.
Her mind was absolutely empty as she felt him roll the bud in between his fingers, giving it a delicate squeeze that had her body shuttering before moving on with his undoing of her.
Licking a few stripes along her cunt, his index fingers found home right on the edge of her inner folds before parting them open for him and admiring how the wetness clung against her lower lips. The mixture of cold air from the room along with his warm breath upon her flesh caused her cunt to throb even with nothing inside her. And from the sound of the chuckle that emitted from the man below her he had seen it.
“Look at how wet you are Ms.[L/n]. Who would have thought such a good girl like you would be such a cock hungry slut ?” He rumbled out teasing her folds with a few harsh sucks that drew a soft noise of agreement from her.
“And it’s all for me isn’t it?”
Her vision was unfocused as she strained her neck to look down at him from her position before mustering a nod and a breathy,
“All for you sir, only for you.”
Left her lips in a reflexive response before her head fell back on the table too strung out to do anything more than let him take control. A pleased noise left his throat at how pliant she was, and without a second thought, Severus pressed his mouth against her opening giving it a harsh suck before diving his tongue into her wetness.
The gasp that was ripped from her lips changed into a moan as he began to lap up the wetness that had been pooling inside her the moment she had gotten on her knees for him.
Like a man who was parched and had found an oasis, he began exploring her cunt furiously licking up the slick juices that were flowing from her. He let a groan leave his lips as the taste of her coated his tongue pulling back from her for only a second to admire the glisten of her heat before delving back in to explore her.
Over and over again he did this, swirling his tongue inside her before pressing his face into her cunt so that he could drink anything he gave her. The moans and rumbles he let out while he was sucking at her soaked petals had her letting out cries of her own as she allowed herself to be engulfed by the pleasure he was bestowing upon her.
So caught up in how good he was at eating her out, she hadn’t realized that she had started to grind against the mouth that was worshiping her. All she cared about was the burning in the pit of her stomach that was growing with each harsh suck of her cunt that turned into him swirling his tongue inside of her aching heat. She wanted more.
And more is what she got as Severus pushed two slick soaked fingers from earlier into her wet heat allowing them to slide in beside his tongue that was nestled inside of her already.
“Severus!”
His name tumbled out of her lips for the first time that night instead of his proper title at the sudden and pleasurable intrusion of his fingers inside of her. Her slip-up wasn’t missed by him because as her body stilled the moment his fingers slid into her, Severus gave her a light warning slap against her thigh with his other hand.
He could stop all of this, and deny her any more pleasure leaving her dripping and wanting, but there was something delicious about making her forget his proper title. Besides, he could punish her later.
With that, he began to curl his fingers inside of [Y/n]’s cunt as his tongue helped work her open and it was like she had come back to life. Her whimpers started again and became moans as her grinding became quicker and more frenzied. The hand that had gone to rest against Severus’ head earlier began to tighten its grip in his hair as she bucked into him.
Deft fingers along with his tongue began to delve in and out of her at a furious pace. A pace that filled the room up with sounds of her wet cunt being plundered by him and moans of ‘yes’ leaving her lips. Where his tongue couldn't reach his fingers could and the dual stimulation of something soft and pliable inside of her along with the more rigid feel of his fingers had her sobbing in pleasure.
In and out they went, when his fingers retreated his tongue would plunge into her, and when they left his fingers would bury themselves inside of her scissoring open the velvety warmth that was her cunt.
They stroked her, curled inside of her stretched, and searched over and over until they brushed against that familiar rough spot that had her insides clench around his fingers. He felt and saw the trembles that rocked her body as he raked his fingers over it again and then a shout of,
“Right there!”
Left her lips as he continued stroking that spot causing her hand that was in his hair to painfully yank at him. A snarl escaped his lips at her actions, fingers slipping out of her before landing a hard smack against her opening making her scream out again from the vibrations that spread throughout her lower body.
Grabbing the hand that was tangled in his hair, Severus pried it away and nearly slammed it down against the desk before diving back into her opening to lap at the flowing juices trickling out of her. As his tongue plunged in and out of her soaked hole the bridge of his nose would bump into her clit in tandem causing her pleasure-addled mind to blank out at the stimulation.
No thoughts were in her head other than him and how he was bringing her to heights only he could. Her legs were trembling uncontrollably, and she felt the burning coil in her stomach tighten in the telltale sign that she wasn’t going to last much longer.
“I-I’m going to, going to-”
The words came out stuttered and incomplete as her mind was spiraling and her hips were bucking wildly into his face. Tighter and tighter did her gut clench like a knot in a rope that was being pulled from both ends and on its way to unraveling.
She was nearly there, almost to the top her mind shouted as she was about to reach that pinnacle of pleasure that she had been chasing this whole time. Just one more harsh suck, one more calculated lick she was almost there, almost-
“No!”
A piercing wail was ripped from her throat and she thrashed against the desk as the man below her suddenly pulled away from her denying her that high she had been chasing. Fingers wrapped around her ankles and yanked her body off the table, and she all but tumbled into Severus’ chest with a desperate cry.
Her arms flung around his shoulders instinctively to keep her from hitting the stone floor barely noticing that in between everything he had stripped down to nothing but the white button-up he wore underneath his frock coat.
Another cry of protest was about to leave her lips as she looked up at him, but it was promptly muffled by his lips slamming against hers. She could vaguely taste herself on his damp lips as she felt an arm land around her waist and drag her closer into the deep messy kiss.
Moans fell like a waterfall as she felt his tongue swipe against her bottom lip, a silent demand for entrance. And like all the times before, she willingly parted them with no protest allowing his tongue to slip in alongside her own to caress the slippery organ.
Slick muscles tangled against each other in a passionate dance that had been rehearsed by them too many times. Her own swirling around his as if she was teasing him to chase her, and him playing the game just long enough to let her feel like she had a say in what happened. Because the roles would always reverse the moment he had trapped hers down to suck on it and hold it a prisoner to his lips.
Tiny whimpers left her throat as she allowed him to deepen the kiss, letting his tongue explore her mouth while stroking hers every so often. Her face burned from the state of arousal she was in and she hadn’t realized that her eyes had fallen closed throughout his assault.
Everything just felt so good, the throbbing in her cunt, the heat in her stomach, the way he took control of the kiss, and the way he would wind her body up only to keep her at the apex until he decided to let her fall. It was all so good, even if it made her want to cry at how unfair he could be.
With one last swipe of his tongue against hers, he moved down to her jaw placing a kiss along it before pulling away from her face. This reprieve allowed both of them to breathe but only momentarily as his hand suddenly came up to grasp both her cheeks in one hand squishing them ever so slightly with his grip. Tilting her face up so that he could look at her features that glistened with the sweat from their previous activities his eyes fell to lips that were swollen, pouty and slick.
“Open.”
The command came out in a dark growl that held no room for bargaining on her end even though it never crossed her mind to protest against his demands. Lips parted open instantly for him, and paired with her watery unfocused eyes that held unshed tears and desire she looked like pure and utter sin to him.
A shaky breath left [Y/n], her senses too clouded by arousal to think straight about what he was doing because as long as Severus was doing it to her, she didn’t care. So when he loosened his grip from her face and she felt the warm liquid that dripped from his lips coating her awaiting tongue, she couldn't contain the moan that involuntarily escaped her nor the shiver in her body as she swallowed. She then lolled her tongue out again for him to inspect the appendage and a soft noise left his throat as he praised her with a,
“That’s my clever girl.”
Before placing a brief searing kiss on her lips once more. He then gripped her shoulders in a bruising manner, turning her around to face the desk before shoving her upper body down onto it and positioning himself behind her. Adjusting a little so that she was propped up by her elbows, a sharp gasp left her when she felt the blunt head of his cock swipe at her heat, giving her a taste of what was to come.
He repeated this teasing action several times much to her dismay and to her pleasure. Gliding his length up and down her slit to coat the tip with the abundance of slick in between her legs. Lightly pressing it against her as if he was about to enter her but only enough so that she could feel and hear the sticky wetness of her folds being spread open for him.
Each time he would do it, her breath would hitch, and her stomach would churn with desire. Her hips would roll and push back towards him in an attempt and hope that he would slip inside of her. But it never happened. He would just pull away from her with a soft tut of disapproval before pressing the tip of his length inside of her heat, rocking into her just a bit before leaving her empty and wanting.
Over and over again he did this until she was trembling all over, legs shaking and forearms straining as she tried to keep herself upright. It was too much. She wanted, no, needed him to be inside her. To allow that heat inside of her to finally rush out, for the knot in her stomach to finally unravel. And she knew she could only do so with him inside of her filled up in a way only he could do.
“Please please please!”
[Y/n] sobbed out as he teased her opening with the head of his cock once again. Only pushing himself barely past her dripping lips before pulling out again listening to the sticky sounds her cunt made at the intrusion. A tiny whimper left her lips as she tried to push her hips back in an attempt to feel him in her again. But her only reward for that was a smack against her ass that stilled her completely as a few tears spilled down her face from the unrelenting burning sensation in her stomach.
“None of that [Y/n], ” he growled out as he positioned his length at her opening again this time holding her hips in place with both hands. “Now be a good girl and tell me what you want. You are my good girl aren’t you?”
Turning her head so she could look over her shoulder, she could barely see him past the tears and the angle as she nodded furiously at the question.
“Y-yes I’m your good girl!”
She stuttered out as she felt the head of his cock slot itself just barely within her soaking entrance once again as he taunted her with what she wanted. Squirming in place and finding nothing she could hold on to, the warm tears that had been unshed began falling in buckets as [Y/n] desperately began to wail for him to relieve the burning in her gut that had been traveling and radiating throughout her entire being.
“Please sir! Please just fuck my cunt need you so bad please wanna come on your cock I'll do anything for you please pleas-AH!”
With a snap of his hips forward, he silenced her babbles and buried his cock into her hole with a loud groan as her cunt sucked and coaxed him deeper into her. Her head was thrown back in ecstasy, vision going white and mouth wide open as a muted cry left her the moment his cock plunged itself deep within her heat with no warning. She spasmed around him uncontrollably, and she could feel her arousal trickling down her thighs at the intrusion that she had been pleading for. For him to tickle the itch in the depths of her that only he could.
In that same moment of hazy lust, a string of groans and grunts left Severus as he felt her cunt squeeze him taking her first orgasm on it. He couldn’t help but think about how much like a debauched painting they probably resembled at that moment with his cock wrapped in her tight cunt as her juices spilled down it. Along with her pretty lips parted with eyes barely open if they were open at all. Such a depraved sight.
It was a fleeting thought though as he gave her little time to adjust to him before pulling almost all the way out of her before thrusting forward and filling her right back up.
Another cry left her, this time audible as shaking arms collapsed under her and she found herself practically laying on the table, with her mouth slightly agape as he began fucking her at a brutal pace. He gave her no time to recover from the first orgasm he ripped from her as the sound of wet flesh smacked against each other. Each thrust was met with wanton moans and mindless words of encouragement and filth that freely spilled from her lips.
“Such a filthy little cunt Ms.[L/n],” he growled out as he snapped his hips forward, rotating them a bit to cause a shout to leave her at the simulation. “But I’m the only one who can fuck it this well isn’t that right?”
“Y-yes only you sir! O-only you fuck my p-pussy this good.”
She could hardly get an answer out as her body began to push back against him in an attempt to meet each of his thrusts and to keep him from leaving her for too long. Her eyelids fluttered wildly as she went slack against the desk, her warm cheek pressed against the cool wood as she took Severus’ cock barely coherent as he began pounding into her ruthlessly. Each time he would slam into her a cry of ecstasy would leave her lips at the feeling of fullness and the way he stroked her velvety wall with each thrust.
The fingers grasping her hips began to tighten their grip on her as he dragged her towards him with each thrust. Soft pleas of ‘harder’ and ‘faster’ were the only things her lips could formulate as he buried into the deepest parts of her in a way that made her wish he would never stop.
Everything about this was so good, the speed, the pace, and the way he was interweaving a slight tinge of pain with pleasure as he would rub against her cervix with each thrust. So when she felt the weight and firmness of his body lay atop her causing his cock to stroke her g-spot and press deep in her she couldn’t contain the trembles that wracked her. The hot lighting that went through her spine and flooded her stomach with waves of pleasure that had her stomach clenching.
“Don’t stop, don’t stop please! F-feels good!”
Thrashing against the desk sobbing out as she was on the verge of just losing her mind as her cunt began spasming again in that telltale sign that she was close to coming. The sound of his grunts filled the air as he picked up the pace, feeling her cunt begin to squeeze him tightly, sucking him in as if it didn’t want him to leave.
Fingers that were holding her hips in a tight grip, released her and instead found their way against her belly stroking the soft skin before diving down in between her legs. The moment she felt slick digits begin to rub circles against her clit a shrill cry left her lips as she began grinding down hard against him.
“Fuck sir! G-gonna come please gonna come!”
Hearing this caused Severus’ to quicken the pace of his fingers tapping the bud before rolling it in his fingers. His hips moved at a punishing pace and he delighted in the sobs and babbles that fell from her lips as he pushed himself deeper.
“That’s it [Y/n] come on my cock, be my good girl and come.”
Squeezing her clit in between wet fingers along with one more well-placed thrust had [Y/n] sobbing out as she spasmed uncontrollably around his cock.
“Sir!”
A strangled noise left her throat as searing pleasure branded her and traveled from her abdomen down to her legs as her whole body quivered at the force of the orgasm being ripped out of her. Somewhere in the back of her blissed-out mind, she was thankful that as she was coming on his cock, he was on top of her holding her down, and anchoring her not only physically but emotionally.
Even with her nerves on fire from her ongoing release, there was no reprieve as Severus continued to fuck her through the intense orgasm she was still quivering from. Cock still dragging against her overstimulated cunt that squeezed at him welcoming the pleasure he was bringing even if it was tinged with pain. Yet she couldn't hold back the moans that left her as she felt his length become even more rigid in her. Or the way his hips began to stutter with each plunge into her that left his length soaking with her juices.
His breaths began to become shallow just like his thrusts and they both knew he was almost there. And she wanted it so badly, wanted him to coat her insides with his hot seed. Desperate to have it in her and making a mess of her cunt. Marking her as his like he always did.
“Please sir,” the words came out as a whine as she consciously began to clench around his cock each time he plunged into her massaging his length. “Come inside me, want to be full of you!”
A hiss left his throat from the combination of her words and the way her insides stroked him and it wasn’t long before his hips began to stutter, the feeling from earlier coming back in waves. It only took a few more drags of his pulsating length inside of her before a loud groan escaped his lips, and his eyes flew close at the feeling of his cum beginning to rush into the head of his cock.
With one more thrust, his hips stilled, releasing ribbons of warm cum inside her twitching hole and coating it just the way she wanted. A loud moan left them both as he held her hips close making sure that every drop of him stayed where it belonged, inside of her.
Everything was stilled after that. The only noise in the room was the sound of their heavy breathing as they tried to come down from their highs. Neither of them wanted to move from their spot, both spent from their releases and wanting nothing more than to bask in their highs.
It was Severus who was the first to regain his composure, grunting silently as he pulled his softened length out of her, making her whimper at the loss of his weight on her and how his cum began to seep out. [Y/n] on the other hand laid there for a moment longer, as she felt boneless and worn out yet thoroughly satisfied.
Listening to the shuffling behind her and the sound of a drawer opening, she let out a soft sigh when a gentle warmth enveloped her body cleansing the cum that had been dripping out of her. When the warmth of the spell dissipated, she was met with a soft material being wrapped around her enveloping her in his scent that comforted her and soothed her sensitive body. She felt fingers softly graze her back before a hand went to wrap around her waist to aid her in standing.
“Thank you,” her voice was quiet as she turned to look up at the older man while bringing her fingers to the edge of the teaching robe and tightening it around her front.
A hum left his lips in acknowledgment as he leaned down to kiss her forehead, and then nose before brushing his lips against hers once more and pressing a brief kiss against it. Pulling back he noticed a bemused look on her face as she went to rub her jaw and she didn’t miss the questioning look in his eyes.
“My jaw hurts,” she giggled out, going to wrap her arms around his waist and burying her face into his chest. A rumble of laughter left his throat as his hand rubbed her lower back holding her close to him.
“You were a bit ambitious earlier, silly girl.”
Tilting her head up so that she could look at him, a sheepish smile spread on her lips from his words.
“Well Severus, as long as I made you feel good like I said I would, it’s a bad habit I can live with. Don't you think so?”
“Hmm, If you are inclined to [Y/n] but,” he rumbled out, leaning down so their lips brushed against each other and eyes flicking up to meet hers. “I expect for you to only let me see those habits. Yes?
“Of course, only you.”
She whispered back as she went to press her lips delicately against his. Because what was life without a few bad habits?
A/N: 😀😀Well that was something!!! Sorry if the ending felt rushed, as again this wasn't supposed to be this long but brevity apparently isn't in my vocabulary and I had to stop myself.
I still hope that you guys enjoyed it and it quenched some thirst (and or just made you more thirsty for Snape because it did for me😫😫.) Thanks for reading and let me know if you liked it🥰🥰!!!
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yuo have 4 hoc characters right. ,,,..... what if joker card (probably would be the side characters of side characters)
when i first read this the image of a tactical jester appeared in my mind and im. kinda not liking it
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okay but like. this? the joker card in HoC? i saw this ask come in and i keep thinking about it... i hope you don't mind if i ramble
i can't really think of an OC based on the Joker because i already wrote Jack's character to be a wild card, i.e. being chaotic in personality, unpredictable, little to no regard for rules. he fits the role if you think about it
that and i based the characters off the suitmarks first before assigning them what face they got, rather than the alternative. and i know the joker card doesnt have a suitmark but i also dont really wanna draw a jester emblem when the others are so easy lol
then i left it out because i had no idea how to fit in a comedy character into the House of Cards yk? i'm already not funny and i'm not about to add the Joker into the AU and the callsign Joker seems really mean considering there's a callsign that's like 'King'
and i don't know how to write like, a side character well (i struggled writing Price as just a passing figure(i struggle writing in general))
back when House of Cards were in it's first drafts, all the way back when i even considered drawing out a comic for it (Act 1 alone would have taken me half a year to produce), i wanted to put in a background character that would appear just before a catastrophe happens. sort of like an omen
hell, i wanted to put my sona in the background to act as an omen/easter egg/4th wall break or whatever but thought against it since i think it would immediately take away all the seriousness in the scene (and its lowkey cringe lets be fr)
i soon settled to just fics and the idea of adding said background character was tossed aside
i suppose the joker card position remains unfilled? we'll see how things go but i'm curious how a joker character would fit in
a more rowdy and chaotic version of Jack? a funny guy who cracks jokes over comms to alleviate tensions? or maybe just a passing person who disrupts the storyline like a butterfly effect? a random person for any of the existing HoC characters to interact with like a confidant? or maybe a friend for Jack, someone young and fun like him who she can relate to.
maybe it doesn't have to be just the one joker too. maybe it's how Queen views useless soldiers or King referring to FNGs that make fools out of themselves. people in the background with no real value to even be worth mentioning.. not a lot of positive connotations with jokers really,,
i'd like to hear your ideas too anon. ramble with me.
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gnrbitch · 11 months
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Summer Break Pt.11 - Sanitarium
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Warnings: lol the usual 
Guys also i kindaaaaa forgot to mention that Y/n and John agreed to just be friends oops sorry but now you know!!!
Y/Ns outfit: https://www.tumblr.com/gnrbitch/719360471671734272/yns-outfit-for-pt11?source=share
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Pt2 of Day 12, 1986
It was currently 11:10 of the night as Y/n and John walked their way to this party John had been non stop talking about. 
To her surprise, Duff and Mandy never came back home. So Y/n left a note for her brother, telling him she was ‘sleeping over’ at Johns, which wasn’t really a lie, she was gonna crash at his place after the party anyways. 
“You keep talking about this party, what’s so special about it?“ Y/n asked John.
She looked around to where they were heading, and they were getting frighteningly close to the hell house, Y/n prayed that this party wasn’t gonna be there. 
“Its a metal mania party, a band named Metallica” John said 
“Metallica? Holy shit I know them!” Y/n exclaimed as she turned to look at him. 
John turned to look at her, surprised “You know them?”
Y/n corrected herself, “No not like i know them know them, but i know their music, they’re fucken sick” 
John hummed, “Oh right, hey look we’re here!” 
Y/n looked to the house John was motioning to, almost shitting herself as she saw that it was two houses down from the Hell House. She could only hope the guys wouldn’t be there. 
John took her by the hand as he guided her into the house, heavy music blasting through her ears, the smell of beer filling her nose. I wonder what else they have in here, she wondered. 
She quickly lost sight of John, internally cursing him out for leaving her alone. 
Y/n tried to be as sneaky as she can, scanning the room to see if she could catch a glimpse of any of the five men she was trying to avoid. Specifically Slash and Duff, no explanation needed. 
She finally felt safe enough to go wander around, maybe she could find the girl with the blue pills, then her night would go much smoother. 
She roughly made her way to the kitchen, grabbing a beer from a concerningly dirty cooler and practically chugged it. The girl repeated this motion with three more beers. 
Hearing one of her favorite songs come on, she bopped her head and mumbled to herself “Fucken love rem” 
“Me too” said a voice next to her
Caught off guard, she looked to the person standing next to her, the girl smiled and responded “They’re a great fucken band. Surprised to hear them playing here” 
The long haired man chuckled “Almost had to fight someone to play them” 
Y/n laughed and raised her eyebrows “Jesus you must love them” 
And when she said that, she realized who the fuck she was talking to, Cliff fucken Burton. Okay, she thought, keep it cool. 
“Hell yea I do” Cliff smiled, “Plus this is my party, I could play whatever I want!”
Y/n laughed once again, “You’re in the band right?” she asked 
“Well yes I am” He drunkenly said, his smile remaining on his face 
“I fucken love your band dude, Ride The Lightning is my shit” Y/n said as she cracked open a beer, offering it to him. 
“Why thank you, for the compliment and the beer” He said
“Well of course my good sir” She answered as she was now opening herself a beer. 
“You’re pretty cool girl with no name” Cliff said smiling at her
“Thank you, Cliff” She looked at him, putting a little emphasis on his name, “My name is Y/n by the way, though girl with no name sounds sick”  
Cliff laughed at her comment “Wow, look at me, already being recognized” He joked as he pretended to wipe away a tear. 
Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes, “Seems like your song is over, Cliff, what's next on the menu?” 
And just as Cliff could answer, Iron Maiden started to blast through the house, Cliff widened his eyes and laughed, “Well I guess that” 
Y/n laughed as she heard a familiar voice in the distance, looking over her shoulder, she saw her brothers gold locks heading towards the kitchen. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. She thought. 
Looking back at Cliff, she asked “Do you wanna go sit down or something?” 
Cliff smiled “I’m so glad you said that, my fucken legs hurt” 
“Alright then, lets go” she said as she grabbed her beer and walked out of the kitchen, turning her head to see Cliff following closely behind. 
They sat down on a couch which was quite literally in the middle of the room, and Y/n hoped that with as many people as there were, she wouldn’t be spotted by her brother. 
As they sat down, she saw John and some dude talking (they were also sitting on the couch). 
John noticed her and smiled, “Lars, this is my friend Y/n” he said pointing at her, Lars turning around to look at her. 
“I’m Lars, You guys know each other? Wait are you guys dating?” Lars said with his little danish accent. He spoke very quickly, Y/n noted. 
“No not dating, just friends” Y/n said 
Lars smirked at her, “Well in that case-” 
“Don’t start pulling your moves on Y/n Lars” Cliff said as he looked back to the girl “I’m saving you, he’s a bit of a fucken chatterbox” 
“Hey- Cliff! I heard that! Why are you always trying to-” Lars started as John cut him off 
“Lars what was it that you were telling me about? Some chick you met in New York?” John said, giving Y/n a ‘Thank me later’ look as Lars put his attention back on John. 
Y/n smiled at him as she turned her attention back to Cliff, “How was opening for Ozzy?” She asked, feeling a bit drunk
“It was so fucken cool, greatest time of my life” Cliff said as he smiled, laying back on the couch. 
Y/n smiled along with him, she really couldn’t believe that she was right here, talking to Cliff on this old dirty couch, what fucken luck. 
She turned her head to look at the crowd, and right when she was going to turn back to Cliff, she had to do a double take to see if her mind was fucking with her. But it wasn’t, Slash was staring at her as he stood behind Steven (Stevens back was facing Y/n, just for a little clarity), his eyes burning as they looked back and forth to her and Cliff. 
“Shit” Y/n said aloud
“Whats wrong?” Cliff asked her, his eyes following to where Y/n was looking. 
The pair on the couch looked at eachother again 
“Boyfriend?” Cliff asked 
Y/n sighed “Nope”
“Ex boyfriend?“ 
“Nope”
“I don’t believe you” Cliff sang to her as he smiled 
Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes “You should, theres nothing going on” 
“So why is he coming over?” Cliff told her, nodding her head towards the curly headed man approaching them. 
Y/n looked ahead, seeing Slash walking over to her and Cliff. Shit the girl thought. 
Cliff smiled at her before looking at Slash, “Hey man” 
Slash nodded his head at him before looking at Y/n, “The fuck are you doing here?” He asked 
Y/n rolled her eyes “Don’t start Slash” 
Slash looked at Cliff and smirked, “Don’t waste your time on her, she not worth it” 
“Well i wasn-” Cliff said, being cut off by Y/n scoffing and walking away. 
Y/n pushed her way through the crowd, her frustration flowing through her body as she felt her throat closing up. 
Making it to the hallway, she felt someone roughly grab her arm and pull her into a room. Hearing the sound of the door close, this someone turned on the lights. 
Y/n’s face turned angry at the sight of the curly head in front of her. 
“Fuck you Slash” Y/n said to him, turning around to leave. But Slash quickly closed the door back up. 
Y/n scoffed as she looked to him “What? What the fuck do you want” she said, impatiently. 
Slash stared at her, no words coming out of his mouth. 
“You drag me in here and say fucking nothing” Y/n said, narrowing her eyes at him. 
“I fucken hate you Slash” Y/n said “Why can’t you just leave me alone? Stop fucken tormenting me” 
“Is that really how you feel?” Slash said, smirk on his face. 
“Yea, it is. I don’t know what kind of sickly obsession you have over me, but you have to leave me the fuck alone.” Y/n said, staring right into his eyes 
Slash could laugh, “I don’t really think thats what you want me to do”
Y/n could slap him, anger rushing through her body she said, “It is. Leave me alone. Everything you and I did meant nothing to me.” And Y/n meant it, this was just supposed to be some fun little thing between her and Slash, but he turned it into something fucken ugly. 
“What the fuck do you mean it meant nothing?” Now Slash was the one becoming angry. 
“Figure it out yourself dumbass” Y/n said as she finally made her way out the bathroom, walking to the living room. 
She stopped at the couch she was on earlier, seeing John she spoke up, “Hey, I’m leaving” 
“You’re leaving? Do you want me to go with you?” John asked her 
“No its cool, its not far” Y/n said as she hugged him, “I’ll catch you later alright? Call me when you get home” 
“Okay, get home safe” He said, sending her a little smile. 
Y/n returned the smile, walking out of the house she came across Cliff. 
“Leaving already?” He asked her 
“Yea, gotta get home, it was cool meeting you” She smiled at him 
Cliff drunkly smiled at her “It was cool meeting you too” He said as he bought her into a hug. 
Y/ns smile remained on her face as their embrace ended, “Bye Cliff” she said as she finally left the premises (they were outside, like on the lawn or something). 
The girls smile faded as she made her way home, tears filling her eyes at the anger she felt towards Slash. Fucken asshole.
She sniffled and wiped her eyes as she walked down the streets of Sunset Blvd, wanting to get to Duffs place already. 
Y/n felt someone following her, her head turned to look over her shoulder. She sighed and closed her eyes as she continued to walk, recognizing the silhouette behind her. 
“Y/n” The man called, Y/n gave no response as she began to walk faster. 
“Y/n i swear to god” The voice called to her again. And again, Y/n didn’t say anything. 
Y/n was close to her destination, if she could get to Duffs place fast enough, she could lock the doors. 
And Y/n almost ran to get to the door, and just before she closed it, Slash’s hand slammed against it, opening it back up. He made his way inside and closed the door as Y/n walked towards their room.
“Y/n” He said 
“I don’t wanna talk to you Slash” The girl said as she began to take her jacket off, looking for her pajamas. 
Slash sighed, “Look im sorry” 
Y/n scoffed, “Like thats gonna fix anything” 
“I know its not, but i really am sorry” Slash said, his voice becoming gental 
“Okay” Y/n said, pushing him away as she tried to make her way into her bathroom. 
“Y/n comon just hear me out, look we can make this work” He said 
“Make what work?” She asked, turning back around to look at him 
“This” he motioned between them 
“I- I don’t know. Slash” The girl sighed
“Just give it a chance, look I’ll take you out on a date tomorrow” He desperately said 
“I can’t tomorrow, i’m already hanging with Duff” She said, trying to make an excuse
“Lets go during the night” He quickly responded 
“Fine.” The girl said, turning around and walking to the bathroom, closing the door. 
“Yes!” she heard Slash say from outside the bathroom, the walls were very thin here. 
“Better be a good fucken date Slash” Y/n mumbled to herself.   
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LOL i feel like this chapter isnt good.
Anyways I literallyyyyy forgot Y/n was supposed to be 16 LMFAO omg 😭. But im changing her age shes now freshly 18 yasss. Gonna go back and change her age in the other chapters LOL. Hope you guys enjoyed though!!!! till next time xxgnrbitch
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acaciapines · 5 months
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Your nanowrimo pieces are soooo goooood they hit so hard fr fr. I’m especially LOVING today’s one with the owl & the collector even tho I don’t rlly know that much abt toh bc I haven’t watched it but I can tell that u LOVE IT & I can’t wait to learn more thru osmosis once the fic is poooosteeeed✨ (i WILL read it i PROMISE i SWEAR)
Anyways give us the thoughts, the tea, tell us how you make the words do that✨ anything u wanna give in regards to today’s bit!! We’re not picky!
Hope y’all are doing okay! Gal says hi :) Remember to eat and drink something, take breaks, and look after yourselves and each other! We love you! This has been a Daily Interaction Ask <3
he he :3 im glad youre enjoying!! its been really fun to pick out my favorite bits even when usually those are the ones w/out context lol. look at my owl and weep boy. firefly <3
YOU WILL LEARN SO MUCH VIA OSMOSIS....literally now that im also doing something for s1 its like. why watch owl house we have owl house at home (the owl house at home is a 1 million word daemon au) (<- 1 mil is not a joke btw idk if it'll hit it but itll at least come very close. no idk why i did this.)
as for today! hmmm...
its truly so fun to write the collector. like im not joking about him being my favorite owl house character despite his maybe twenty total minutes of screentime, so its been such a JOY to expand his role in this series!!
bc like. god. actually i think i wrote a whole like. bit of flash fiction/prose poetry type thing for them a while ago. probably in my files somewhere. but just. youre an immortal eight year old. you are in these years where you need to interact with other people for your own mental stability and health. to figure out the whole Being A Person thing. and you are trapped for like, centuries. trapped away from everyone and everything and DUST, which, in universe, in literally connection personified. you're cut off from all of this.
and you are, let me say again, eight years old.
truly the collector is just. hes had everyone he ever cares about leave him--his siblings the other archivists left him behind not out of any sense of cruelty, really, but because caring about people just isnt really a thing they do. quite frankly they live so long they didnt even notice. theyre far-away stars. not far because they're mean. just because thats what stars do.
and then king's dad (who um. doesnt have a name <3 this is why the collector calls him 'the big bully' its literally bc i never gave him a name--) was an adult the collector actually trusted and looked up to (he meshed REALLY WELL into titan society until the archivists started Doing A Murder since titans are the only beings that match them in power and they have very very different ideas about dust). like ive said before the collector is owlbeastkin but before that they never had a super stable sense of identity--in another world where they stayed w/ the titans they wouldve ended up a titan.
and then king's dad just. trapped him in a tablet forever.
and like, to be fair to king's dad he was reacting out of fear and the best knowledge he had (he assumed the collector led the archivists to the titans, and like, he did, but its not like he knew he was doing that, and, you know, poor guy had seen a huge chuck of his fellow titans killed including babies and eggs of which he had an egg to consider), but it still TRAPPED THEM. and then he died and so did all the rest of the titans so nobody could free the collector even if they wanted to.
and then BELOS, who manipulated and lied to the collector for so long and was also literally his only friend after being alone forever, so like, of course the collector just blindly went along with whatever he said. he was gonna free them!! he listened to them when they talked about stardust which nobody else ever did! he had no idea what the fuck a witch was! he just liked being able to see the stardust sometimes, and belos brought him to places with a lot of stardust. to destroy it, but like--you know. it was THERE.
but all these people were just USING them, and they never really understand that until king comes around. and king's also a scared eight year old!! but like. king's also not wrong. the collector did aid belos in destroying the entire isles. like no joke belos SUCCEEDS here. like not long-term obvi this has a happy ending but at the point we're in at for the future? it doesnt matter that the draining spell failed. all the palistrom trees are dead. witch society Cannot come back from that even if they did end up beating the collector. theyre doomed.
anyways what was i saying. collector. right.
so like, then they meet firefly/grr-click-growl/wings-across-night/the owl beast (king of having so many names i love her <3) and shes like, the first person who cares for them and ISNT using them. even king is using them!! but firefly has seen Some Shit. she sees the collector as a hatchling who was kicked out of his nest and is doing her best to be some sort of stable figure for him, but she doesnt Not see the stuff he's done.
the collector took over the world bc he's scared--all he's ever known is being used and trapped so he doesnt exactly trust most people easily. firefly would Love to not be in this world anymore. shes also got a loyalty to eda and king and luzmari. and, like, cool motive, still trapping an entire society of people.
but like. shes the one who is here right now and nobody else is trying to help this kid.
but the collector just. hes just an eight year old. a very, very old eight year old. but he doesnt understand things like "you can make the wrong choices and still choose to do better later" and "im mad at what you did but that doesnt mean i dont care about you."
he just sees someone upset with him. just sees another person who used him and doesnt care and is going to leave bc everyone leaves him and in a world where EVERY SINGLE PERSON comes in pairs, hes the only one who stands alone.
basically tl;dr: collector my beloved <3
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