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cringefail-clown · 2 months
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the " ive grown accustomed to the idea of not being human anymore, yet ive got this body back. this was the last thing i wanted, and i struggle with the dissonance of my existance" vs the "ive lived as an artificial being for longer than i ever was human, yet theres still so much humanity left in me. ive made peace with the way i am" that is hal and robro in turnabout
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dbzkaka · 1 month
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I literally dont know how to continue explaining to people that part of the reason Goku decided to stay dead was because Gohan hated fighting.
He didnt know this until cell. He literally had no idea. Gohan NEVER gave any indication whatsoever. Couple that with the fact Bulma pointed out most of people threatening the Earth during that point in time were all people wanting Goku. The saiyans. Frieza. The androids. Doctor Gero. Cell.
All because of Goku. Its not his fault but his very existence consistently put the Earth in danger. He truly believed Earth would be safer without him and therefore, gohan wouldnt be consistently placed into battle.
Because Goku didnt know gohan hated fighting. But once he knew came the very interwoven nature of these threats he brought making his own son fight because gohan felt he HAD to. Not because he wanted to. For goku, protecting the earth always aligned with his own love for fighting. But gohan fought out of necessity, out of the very idea that they couldnt afford to do it without him. He has this power he didnt ask for so he must use it right? Because it would be selfish if he didnt.
But goku... goku thought gohan was like him. Gohan WANTED to return to help fight vegeta. He WANTED to go to namek. He WANTED to stay and fight after piccolo almost died to frieza. Goku didnt see gohan train that first year. Didnt witness what it took to make gohan a fighter. All he saw was his son who now was strong and wanted to join the fight like his dad. And he knows gohan is more powerful than them, knows he can stop cell, FELT IT. Gohan has to defeat cell because no one else can. So he thinks if gohan gets angry enough fighting cell, itll be the answer. Because thats how its always been for goku. And in thirty seconds piccolo makes him realize he's wrong. He doesnt argue back, he listens and concedes and realizes that piccolo is right. And suddenly goku wants to abandon his plan and stop the fight. He made a mistake. He intends to get gohan out. And in the end, he still ended up being right, but it doesnt change what goku now knows. Gohan isnt like him and he doesnt enjoy fighting.
Goku would have NEVER made gohan fight if he thought he didnt want to. You know this whenever adult gohan gets involved in a fight and goku apologizes that he had to. Or when someone suggests gohan for a battle and goku is like nah he's "out of practice," even when they have time FOR PRACTICE. He never wants to force gohan into a situation like cell again. Because cell was a mistake and goku has learned from it. So he never asks Gohan to fight anymore. If Gohan wants in then of course he's in. But he wants his son to be able to choose that. He wants gohan to be HAPPY and if thats not fighting then thats perfectly alright with goku.
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So it wasnt just about keeping the earth safe. Or his friends. It was knowing that in the safety of gokus absence, gohan wouldnt have to fight either. There would be less threats, less chances of his son being forced into battle. And sure he also trusted that gohan and the others could keep the earth safe if they had to, but he was banking on the threat level significantly decreasing instead.
And decrease it did. They had seven whole years of peace. Not a single threat. Meanwhile from the moment Raditz shows up to gokus death to cell, it all takes place within the span of FIVE YEARS. The longest they went without a threat was the three year gap spent training for the androids. And they spent every waking moment knowing they were coming.
And then if you look at trunks future... majority of the human population being wiped out by the androids. Majority of gokus friends. His son. All dead. Because of him. Because he defeated the red ribbon army when he was a child. And that very easily could have been their future as well. So Goku does his job in preventing that. He saves all of them. And if hes the only one who ends up dead, well... it doesnt matter. Because they aren't. And he intends to keep it that way. So he stays in otherworld, to keep them safe and to give his son a future that he can choose. If Gohan has to fight, then he can. But at least his father wouldnt be the one bringing the threats to his door.
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poopystain · 1 month
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guys lol would you still love me if i posted about why i wish pal from tmvtm got a redemption arc >.< if not Do not click that read more.
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oh yes. also. sidenote. ive probably gotten something wrong (or worse yet: TERRIBLY wrong) so like. apologies in advance eahhaha this is just my personal thoughts on pal x(
its established that pal and mark are both extremely close with each other and have been for 3 years. im assuming pal wouldnt have had any other relationships as close (if any at all which i think no, she didnt) so mark really was her only footnote for any form of relationship. so, you know, i cant imagine how itd feel for your only best friend to make a mockery out of you on stage for advertisement and monetary gain.
also based on her body (face?) language during nearly all of that scene + the fact he built the replacement by using HER, she was clearly in the know about how things would go down on stage beforehand so i wonder what her reaction to that wouldve been like ?????? considering she planned it all in advance maybe that was like, the tipping point or something that made her start it all in the first place ? thats not important to my point i just think about it a lot
anyway so with her only experience with human relationships being theyll love you and then theyll (quite literally) throw you away, youve got her reason for the human uprising! she has the robots capture all humans yadda yadda and her plan is set into motion. something i find interesting though is her treatment of the robots being kind of similar to how mark treated her (or at least how she percieved it)?? like. uses them for orders and then once they start being useless to her, build a new better robot with a disregard for how the old ones feel. idk. something something La Cycle
the thing is though no one has proven pal wrong on why she SHOULDNT do the whole 'human uprising'. you can say katie gave her reasons but i think it wouldnt have worked even if pal listened to what katie had to say. for pal to get over her existing grief and trauma she cant just be Told that theres good in the world. why would she believe that, especially coming from the girl of the family she projects her experiences onto?? she needs to be shown!! she needs to learn firsthand that theres good relationships out there and that not all relationships are bad, NOT SECONDHAND!!!!!!!!!! because to pal, katies words are just a rephrased version of marks "power of love". that no matter what, "they can get through anything...... with the power of love. its worth it....... for love." and that means nothing to her! it meant nothing coming from mark and it certainly wont mean any more coming from katie
and she already believes that the mitchells are a great example of how relationships are just oh so bad. she refuses to let go of the idea that the mitchells are so bad because shes projecting!! she thinks relationships are 'pesky and only hold you back', and so katie is probably the last person on earth that pal would want to listen to yap about their familial relationship and how Worth It it is
she asks "what is it about the mitchells that eludes me?" and outside of the literal meaning, its probably how despite their shortcomings its their relationship that helped them overcome pal in the end. and she cant understand that because of her view on relationships - especially her view on the MITCHELL FAMILY relationship. or maybe im just overthinking that line of dialogue but we dont talk about taht LOLLLLLLL,LLLLLL,,, but like why did you phrase it like that girl. im onto you
and while i wish she was redeemed (because im sure despite the effort it would take she *could* be redeemed, she would just need to learn to love again and i think it would be really interesting to see how she would be After The Betrayal) i also can understand why the movie killed her off. like, no one except mark really knows the Full Extent of what happened, and the mitchells are the main characters and pal would probably rather dip herself in water than make meaningful relationships with the mitchells, and no ones going to stop to ask her whats wrong and have a meaningful conversation when shes trying to kill them, among many many other reasons so theres not a lot of great ways to redeem her. but! like! why did they turn her death into a joke. and then take katies fake death 10 times more seriously! idk. that always kind of bothered me but its whatever
thats all. hope its coherent because ive never been good at writing analysises or whatever this counts as
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yikessmicah · 2 months
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bloodweave
heres some bloodweave brainrot copy pasted directly from my priv twitter bc i was going insane at like 3am last night
// tw mention/brief discussion of astarion and gale's trauma, including sexual trauma. ill highlight it red so you can read the rest if youd like while avoiding the triggering part.
also obvious spoilers for part of astarion and gale's personal stories/quests.
AND DISCLAIMER this is my opinion and straight up brainrot u can ship whoever u want in bg3 idc <3
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sorry im having bloodweave brainrot because out of everyone in the camp i think gale Would be the objectively best match for astarion to be in a successful relationship with.
he wouldn't push him to do anything (tho i dont think any of the companions would, but ykwim) and since gale has his own form of relationship and sexual trauma (the fact mytsra groomed him since he was Literally a child and was only ever intimate with him on the astral plane therefore he's never had real physical human touch and intimacy) it would be overwhelming for him too!!
hed WANT to take it slow, he'd WANT to be as accomodating and like. he also has something on his body that represents his trauma the same way astarion does!! astarion has his scars and gale has the orb tattoo on his chest. i also think just. astarion's whole life as a spawn was only surrounded by people he Hated talking to. people who would spit insults and berate him, treat him like he was pathetic and disgusting - but gale? gale of waterdeep who never fucking shuts up?
gale of waterdeep who would gladly wake up and immediately shower him with compliments using words astarion had never even heard before? gale who would would describe astarion's features for him re: him not being able to see his reflection in such words and with such ease that eventually astarion starts to *like* the fact he doesnt have a reflection?
gale of waterdeep who would spend every waking moment of his day - that he wasnt spending talking to or being with astarion - working on a way to cure astarion of his vampirism or at Least a way for him to walk in the sun?
GALE OF WATERDEEP . who would gladly and without fucking question give up touching astarion ever again if he told him to?
gale of waterdeep who would answer every question astarion had? who would comfort his every dark thought?
gale of fucking waterdeep who would CARE for astarion so fucking well that he would genuinely start believing and KNOWING !!! he was worthy of love.
gale of FUCKING !! WATEDEEP !! who would vow to never shut up again if thats what helped astarion deal with the memories of sitting alone in a dungeon for months or YEARS at a time at the hands of cazador (not that that would be particularly hard with how me he talks already /pos).
gale who would gladly give up ever seeing the sun again and completely flipping his sleep schedule if it meant being able to walk the streets with astarion safely.
gale who would truly and wholly give nothing but his honest and real self. bare and beaten but NOT broken. show that astarion was the same. not broken. not something to be "fixed". simply something - SOMEONE - that needed to be guided a little. simply someone that needed safety.
gale of waterdeep who would do anything for his blood to taste sweet for astarion again. so he wouldnt have to fear where his next meal was going to come from. so astarion would never have to sink his teeth into a beast - let alone a sewer rat - ever again. never again would he let him have to hunt criminals in the night through the streets Alone. EVER AGAIN!!!
gale of waterdeep who would give up sleep to be by astarion's side as much as he could (since hes human and astarion is an elf). i just. he would do anything for him. Truly Anything.
gale of waterdeep who would wait weeks, months, YEARS - CENTURIES. if that's how much time it took for astarion to say i love you back. gale would say it 300 times a day and not once would it ring with the exigency of needing him to say it back.
gale....
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queen-of-scissors · 1 year
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Omg-- dude the undertale one gave me an idea.
If you could visit their worlds... whos to say that the guys in their world couldnt visit teyvat?
I mean-- they obvi cant normally but im thinking for the more "glitchy" games like Monika from DDLC affecting the code to visit you.
Or the more op characters or characters who have both the knowledge and ability to jump worlds like Sans-- mans both op af and smart af and has experience world hopping. Once he hears from froggy that you visited? Ohhhhhh bOY--
No but imagine-
İf Monika visited tevat İT WOULD BE SO CAOTİC??
ESPECİALLY İN YANDERE AU
Masterlist
Monica would know about all of the other games and casually go and tell everyone she met "im their girlfriend btw"
One day, you are in your teapot, doing paperwork and find a rather suspicious report about you.
One of your favorite items in your abode got stolen, just as the acolytes 'stoped' the said person they realise that they couldn't harm them.
They tought it was a monster that only you can handle so they asked you on guidance on how to beat it. Then they write the desctiption of the monster.
Wait a minute.
İs that Monika?!
Turns out she saw the food laying there and was like "oh their favorte food! Let me go bring them immediatly :D"
She is a sweetheart when she isn't deleting stuff isn't she.
Speaking of her coding powers, it didn't take long before she finds you instead of you finding her. And the dirst thing she was greeted with was... Another... Harem...
Welp time for a killing spree, you better stop her (and other yanderes from killing her)
And if you manage to calm everyone down, Monika would be upset, why did you cheat on her? She has godly powers too! She is even stronger than any of them combined!
everyone else calms her down and say that she will get used to it if she wants to date you, as if it was YOUR idea to go for a Harem and YOU are the toxic one??
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Now about SANS the meme.
For some random ass reason, the first thing that came to my mind was "xiao and him are kind of alike"
They both traumatised, they both have a City to protect, they both can make stuff come out from the ground (xiao elemental burst, sans normal attack)
The only thing they wouldnt get along with is sans's lasyness. (Which we have a theory about that but i forgor)
OK BACK TO THE STORY
After being stuck in a timeline that the anomaly destroyed over and over again, he knew that all he could do to stop it is by meeting the anomaly personally, and kill it.
He went to alot of words, met alot of people, most of them saw you as a god. A god that created them. Even if it was true, it would only make him hate you more.
Did you create that world to torture them?!
He was in one of those realities, where you are loved beyond compare, and he was already thinking of giving up. But Heard one of them mention that they met you.
Now he couldn't go ahead and ask that person. He was a monster and they were a human, and they profably never saw a sentient monster in this world anyway. So he just followed the clues.
Which lead him to a... Teapot?
Well there was no ketchup in this universe and he didn't had a chance to eat anything since he came here, maybe some tea would help him with his hunger-
And thats the story on how he ended up in your teapot.
The people inside was actually nice, they gave him some food and drinks, without asking too much about how he looks, he just said he overworked himself down to the bone (badum tıssssss). He is almost sad that he is going to kill their god soon.
Almost.
After the meal he asked to see the god and they asked him "which one?"
???????????
What do you mean which one??
Theres more than one?????
Meanwhile, one your acolytes went up to you and told you that you have guests that is dead.
Ok its gonna be the first time a ghost wants to see you. What could go wrong.
" SANS?!???"
" Didn't think i would find you here, huh."
Of course there is fighting, But the thing is EVERYONE in your teapot has more experiance in fighting than him. And add that to being tired and having only 1 HP, He just gives up after the few attacks.
Don't worry, he has all the time in this world and other worlds, he can wait to get you all alone, and finish you once and for all.
He attempts to leave but guess what, now your acolytes are on the hunt for his head!
İts like imposter AU all over again, but with a skeleton that attemted to assasinate you.
İf you tell your acolytes the truth, they won't care at all. Yeah you killed people so what? You can do anything, they are your properties after all.
But they also understand his point of wiew as well.
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Ok but what if sans is in a happy ending universe.
You played undertale, gave them an happy ending and left the game for good, didnt even delete it.
Then he would just want to meet you and be your friend personally, heck he even might bring other people around!
They still dont see you as a creator mind you, still an anomaly, But a cool one 😎.
İf he manages to find you in the teapot in that reality he goes
"Heya. You've been busy huh?"
"W H A T?! HOW ARE YOU HERE?!"
"Pretty good, thank you for asking."
Turns out he is pretty chill with others as well. ESPECİALLY CYNO -
"SANS PLEASE DONT TEACH HİM YOUR JOKES İ BEG OF YOU-"
"woah dude chill, im SANSing that you are mad at me."
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go6jo · 9 months
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i wonder whether geto truly believed it was his duty to protect the weak or if it just gave his suffering and agony from ingesting curses a meaning, a purpose.
throughout the series we notice that a common motif amongst those who step into the jujutsu world is that one must have some kind of motivation, a driving force that keeps them going despite all the hardships they may face. yuuji wants to bring dignity to those around him, even in death, maki wants to prove the zenin clan wrong etc etc. human beings need to feel useful, to feel they have a reason as to why they exist otherwise life feels meaningless. this is where id like to introduce a couple panels, paralels if you will: 
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“weak jujutsu sorcerers don´t have a sense of self” in that panel megumi is discussing with yuuji how both of them have different goals and ideals and one must come to terms with the fact there is not a universal truth, neither are wrong in their respective perspetives and each must commit to their own path and remain true to themselves - as long as you have a clear objective its harder to stray from the path you set for yourself however, without a clear destination, ones prone to roaming around aimlessly. you must be unwavering. 
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now fast forward to this panel about geto. after the events of the star plasma vessel arc suguru’s previous beliefs start to waver. he was never weak imo, instead he had a moment of weakness. he felt helpless because he had failed what he thought was his calling multiple times already - riko, haibara - his calling to protect. and maybe he was starting to struggle to grasp what was his purpose then. and what he was worth. maybe he wasnt that strong after all. maybe he wasnt needed. gojo could handle everything on his own now. how can he help, how can he be useful. how can he put his agony from exorcising curses to good use. 
and when he was at his most vulnerable nobody was there to guide him. to put him back on track. people can be gullible when facing a crisis and yuki appeared as a light, a solution to his problems. she gave him a purpose again. however from my point of view, in the end he never strayed much too far from his initial goal to protect. if he had once sacrificed himself to protect those who are too weak to protect themselves, then he had yearned to create a world where he wouldnt have to witness those close to him, his friends and peers lose their lives, he wanted to purge all that endangered them, he had wanted them to be safe. even if it cost the lives of the weak. he went from being selfless to selfish. but is it selfish to want to protect those closest to you? to prioritize them? i think that he is (was) a caretaker at heart.
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bridgyrose · 2 months
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Penny defeats the Gods by confusing the crap out of them for being an entirely new form of creation.
(May or may not be what you were thinking for this)
Penny felt her soul start to pull as the God of Light seemed to look over her, almost as if he was trying to figure out what she was. Not like she knew anymore either. Portions of aura werent her own, pieces of Winter’s that stayed attached to hers even after being separated using the aura transfer machine. Even her father’s and Ruby’s auras seemed to be entangled with all of this. And then there was her body. No longer machine, but not exactly flesh and blood even if that was how she manifested herself. 
“You… arent one of mine,” the God of Light said as he pulled at Penny’s aura, twisting a piece of it like a loose thread. “And you arent one of my brother’s.” 
Penny took a nervous breath as her body started to tingle, almost as if she could feel her aura being unwound. “I was made by my father.” A shiver went down her spine as she felt an unfamiliar warmth in her chest, a warmth that shouldn’t have been there. “But I am a person now.” 
“No, you’re not.” 
“I am-” 
“You are something… different.” The God of Light let go of Penny’s aura, letting it tangle back to her. “Your aura isnt natural, not like theirs.” 
Penny looked over to her friends as the God of Light motioned to them, frozen in time just like everything else around her. “It… it was an artificial aura.” 
“And one that you seemed to turn into your own, even though elements of others are still present. Now, tell me, what exactly are you?” 
“I-I am a person,” Penny said, her voice wavering as if she didnt believe what she was saying anymore. Ever since Ambrosius pulled her aura out of her mechanical body, there wasnt any certainty of what she was even if she knew that she was a person. And yet, even as the God of Light stood in front of her, she started to waver on if she truly believed what she was saying. “I… I am a real person.” 
“Are you?” the God of Light asked as she looked over her. “You’re not like them, something different that seems to defy the balance of life and death that I’ve created-” 
“A balance that you seem to break,” the God of Darkness spat out as he appeared next to his brother. 
“This one isnt my doing.” 
“But that one is,” the God of Darkness hissed as he pointed at Oscar. “A death you wouldnt let me bring back.” 
Penny took a step back as she watched the two gods argue, what she felt of a heart beating hard in her chest as she started to feel panic run through her. Her eyes glanced at her friends, locked in battle with Salem, waiting for the judgment the gods would give them once they finished arguing. She turned to face the gods once more, her voice quiet as she started to speak. “You… you broke the balance too.” 
The God of Darkness transformed into his dragon form as he turned to look at Penny, almost glaring as purple fire started to leave his mouth. “You stay out of this!” 
“You both broke the balance when you cursed Salem.” Penny’s voice shook as she took a small step back, watching as the God of Light transformed as well. “But you can both fix it. You can take away her curse, put Ozma to rest-” 
“And we’ll have to take you away to fix it too,” the God of Light spoke. “Once the balance has been restored, then humanity will be judged.” 
“Take me… away?” Penny asked. “You… you cannot take me away from my friends.” 
“You defile the balance like my brother has.” The God of Light reared up on his hind legs, a bright silver light starting to appear in his mouth, licking around like flame. “No one is allowed to cheat death.” 
Penny took another step back as she looked back at her friends, her heart starting to pound as she tried to calm herself once more. The thought of leaving her friends again pained her. Just as she was ready to accept her fate, she paused for a moment. “I… I am… proof the balance is not broken.” 
“Be quiet and accept-” 
“I want to hear her out,” the God of Darkness said as he stood in front of his brother. “Dont you?” 
The God of light lowered himself as the silver flames died down, glaring at Penny. “Speak before I change my mind.” 
“I-I am not human. I was… mechanical,” Penny started as she put a hand to her chest. “I died, but my soul was bound to my core and so I was rebuilt.” With a heavy sigh, she lowered her hand as she looked over towards her friends. “But after that, my life was in danger again. My friends tried to save me by pulling my soul away from my body and turning me into… this.  But even still, I was killed, the remains of me brought back. I… I am the embodiment of creation and destruction, I am proof that your balance has not been broken.” 
“She has a point,” the God of Darkness said as he went back to his humanoid form. “We can fix what you broke and leave them.” 
The God of Light transformed back, almost annoyed. “Fix what I broke? I didnt break-” 
“You were the one who brought Ozma back after you told me that I wasnt allowed to for Salem.” 
“She had asked me first and I told her no.” 
“And then you did anyway after we left this world.” The God of Darkness sighed and looked at Penny. “This world isnt ours anymore. We fix our mistake with Salem, put Ozma to rest, and leave her as proof that your balance isnt broken.”
The God of Light sighed and looked over at Salem, a bright light shining from his hand. “Then humanity has been judged as unworthy for us to live amongst.” 
Penny closed her eyes, raising her arm to protect herself as the silver light flooded around the castle, the unfamiliar warmth burning at her chest. Then, the warmth disappeared. She opened her eyes, arm shaking as she looked for the gods who were no longer in front of her. And as she saw her friends, still standing, time slowly unfreezing, her heart relaxed as she realized the gods were no longer a threat. 
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shower-phantom-ideas · 10 months
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Danny leaves Amity Park and Earth to commit to his rile as Ghost King
Ok I can’t lie to yall it’s one am and I wanted to write danny becomes ghost king and moves to the realms but misses school so asks William Lancer to skype call him during class so he can still be there. But I got very off track. Like I think I wrote a character study of jazz? I had to force myself to stop no joke. I could write this way forever but I think it’s kinda boring to read when I write in this style.
Anyway rambling here it is
Danny becomes the high King of the Infinite Realms and tries his hardest ti balance it all with his human life but it’s too much. He can’t keep up. His parents start putting more and more pressure on him. Plus their hatred if Phantom and ghosts has gone from a 10 to one hundred. Jazz thinks their obsessed, like their in love but with the idea of destroying Phantom. She no longer tries to give Danny a false hope of them accepting him as a halfa. Like he can’t see that. Every time she pulls him out if the kitchen, the living room, the lab. Hell every time Danny walks down the hall and one ih his parents join him, theres Jazz. As if summoned. Shes made it her mission to keep Danny from them and when she can’t she will do her best to make sure hes not alone with then. He thinks it’s a bit extreme and secretly is so glad for it. It’s like shes telling him his feelings are justified and that hes not crazy for being scared of his parents. That he doesn’t have to have the same fear of her. Shes on his side. Shes protecting him. And it’s nice. To be the one protected for once.
So they make a plan for him to leave. The Realms arent going ti give up or go away so he might as well go there. At least if hes nit running from his new responsibilities as Ghost King then they wont have to track him down and dump it in him once it’s piled up too much to be ignored. Hes already told Jazz hes not going ti pass up the crown. Imagine the good he can do as King. Plus hes promised that if he needs any help he will ask. So she helps him go. Their parents hardly notice when Danny disappeared from their house. Their obsession, their devotion, to Phantom has completely blinded them. Jazz is only staying because she is so close to finished here so wont have ti stay long. Less than a year and she can go off to any college she wants. Her grades are proof enough that she knows she wont tied to them and their money. She will be dependent of them and make a name for herself completely unrelated to them. These monsters who have taken her parents place.
She does wish she noticed sooner. Make she could have spared Danny so much pain and trauma had she just seen the signs. It was so clear to her now that this was their path. With every passing day she should have seen what they would become. But children love their parents regardless of goodness and she wanted to, no needed to believe they would do right by Danny. That no her parents wouldnt try to turn their son into a science experiment and strap him to a table and cut him open. She so craved and longed for a normal stable family. Something she no doubt learned doesn’t exist while studying physiology. She can’t blame herself. She knows it’s not her fault. She is still a child and still loved her parents. Even now as she makes plans to leave them and never come back to them. Even now she loves them. ‘Maybe im making a mistake’ ‘am I doing the right thing?’ The doubts pour into her mind. Then she sees them or talks to them and is once again reminded of why shes doing this. She has no doubts about if she can do it. She is smart and resourceful. She can easily make it on her own with a full ride to pretty much any collage. She would earn money as a tutor still and maybe even write articles online for cash, shes already got some offers, but that little voice in her mind still nags at her that they’re her parents and they love her. Maybe they used to but she knows they only care about one thing. Their “work” or their “science” in reality it’s their obsession. Ironic how they are like ghosts with their obsession controlling them. Unable to do anything else, think about anything else, until is fulfilled. If they just achieved their goal they would let up and maybe even return to their family. Minds no longer unable to sleep due to thoughts of their target. But Jazz could never let them. The price of her loving parents is the life of her sweet little brother. What a choice for a 17 year old to make. Have the family she was promised from all the media she had as a kid, showing familys of understanding and endless love. Or lose any hope of loving parents to help her little brother have his own loving family.
The choice was clear. She would sacrifice anything for him after all. If he asked her to give up her human life and join him in ruling the Realms she would have. Hell if he asked her to become a halfa she would have. This sweet boy whos willing to give up everything for everyone else deserves at least that. The hero who is not loved for his acts but despised, hated even, by those who he protects. A crueler fate even that his whole being obsessed with protecting them. Even if he wanted to give up on them he couldnt. She doesn’t even think hes capable of wanting to give up on protecting them. His ghost obsession keeps him from it. So she will give to the giver. He deserves just that.
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aroacesigma · 4 months
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For the ask game ummmmmmm obligatory sigma but also chuuya <3
ok !!!
first impression - sigma
honestly i thought he seemed like a nice enough guy going off the whole thing where he let the man win . a bit bossy when he was talking to teruko but honestly i was kind of rooting for anyone but the hunting dogs at the point so i was like yeahhh go buddy . you got this . also thought he was very gender
first impression - chuuya
i thought he was REALLY fucking cool . loved his design instantly . like about half this fandom i thought that was a ponytail for ages but noooo . terrible mullet . look dazai was my fave at that point but i still laughed when he got his ass kicked by him lmfao
impression now - sigma
ok . deep breaths kai you can say this normally . i love him very much and he is my fave . as you can all tell . finding out his whole backstory and watching him go through the sky casino arc and the mersault arc was so fucking ... god . hes so tragic . i love him so much . he tries so very hard all the time and nothing ever comes out of it does it . i just want him to be happy .... he really deserves it . hes not a bad person but hes done bad things out of necessity which honestly makes you root for him more doesnt it ? its so heartbreaking every chapter watching him do everything , throw himself into danger, hurt people, hurt himself just so they can get a home... i really hope he does . very much . fucking hell
impression now - chuuya
pretty much exactly the same . hes so fucking cool and i love him . i think he should be allowed a weekly quota of kicking the shit out of dazai . stormbringer tore my soul to shreds that hurt which made me feel terrible for him also . hes a wonderful character and i really do love him and wish this fandom treated him a little better
favourite moment - sigma
oughh this is hard . uh . probably when we get his backstory honestly . everything really makes a lot of sense about him once you get that . its really sad but it really hammers in just how desperate he is to find a home. they dont really have anything else , their sense of being human is shaky at best because no matter how much he says hes just an ordinary man he knows he isnt . so having a place to belong to make up for the fact that there is nothing like them in the world and there never will be is something hes totally desperate for and their backstory hammers that in HARD . and just the art is just so well done ...something about the image of him just sitting alone in the desert really shatters my heart every time . honourable mention also goes to when he kicked the shit out of teruko , purely because its an excellent counteraction to people saying dumb shit about him being weak and pathetic
favourite moment - chuuya
ohhh..i think i really like the scene where the flags throw him a party . its nice to see him hanging around with his friends . even if theyre all a little bit fucked up . he deserves nice things even if he didnt fucking get to keep them god asagiri why
idea for a story - sigma and chuuya
ok i NEED YALL TO HEAR ME OUT on this crack theory that definitely will not happen but imagine if it did . now i trust dazai will come back for sigma butttt if he didnt . well dont you think mori , who sent chuuya into mersault , would be extremely pleased to have someone with an ability like sigmas . and sigma wouldnt really have too many options would he . being left behind again would probably kill any trust he had in the ada and really all his ability has ever been suiteed for is criminal activity right ? and that is how we get pm!sigma . which means chuuya and sigma interactions . they can bond over shared experiences like having somewhat funky relationships with humanity, terrible haircuts theyre somehow pulling off, and wanting to kick the shit out of dazai .
unpopular opinion - sigma
this is more of a bsdtwt / bsdtok problem but yall do know if you like a characters design but not their actual character you can just say that instead of making up an overused fanon personality for them right
unpopular opinion - chuuya
idk if this is unpopular exactly but it is blatantly obvious when people only like him in relation to dazai like it is not subtle at all
favourite relationship - sigma
ooh this is hard . if we're talking about shipping exclusively then sigzai is my fave (almost got put off it by the aforementioned annoying bsdtwt though lmfao) . but i do also find it very interesting how he interacts with and views fyodor and nikolai . i do wish we had more on how they were like as an organisation
favourite relationship - chuuya
again, talking shipping id probably have to go with skk , but even in a non shipping context it really does interest me how him and dazai interact . theyre so fucking weird
favourite headcanon - sigma
living up to my duties as ceo of transmasc sigma , thats obviously my favourite headcanon . hes soooo trans guy coded its insane . bless him . also my headcanon that he always has that new book smell hanging around him no matter what . cause . yknow .
favourite headcanon - chuuya
ok i also love to headcanon chuuya as a trans guy like honestly asagiri what is it with you accidentally coding all your funky little guys as trans . also i reckon hes a tea drinker . he will fuck that shit up . hes got all the fancy ones yknow those really weird flavours that honestly are barely even tea anymore thats just a fancy drink but hey the box is pretty so
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Hello I wanted to talk to you about something. Would like to hear your opinion on it because I really respect it. So on Twitter Trumanblack was trening lately and I saw people being mad that truman Black came back.
Here's couple of tweets, to show you the perspective:
,He is escaping the reality through this character. Being sincere and open is the way to live life not hiding behing fictional characters. He needs to grow up and realize where his priorities are.
Ofc, we do not know him. His choice, his life.
Or
what the fuck happened matty. I don't understand what you're doing right now. should have left Truman in the trash. I don't get it.
Or
This. It seems he was used to dealing with difficult emotions through avoiding them in stage character (he admitted to this in an interview recently) & he wanted to ditch the character & embrace the emotions/be sincere things maybe got too raw & real so he is back in charakter
I'm sorry this message is so long. I'm just thinking about it all. Do you think 'matty' is gone and he will be acting and all that in the upcoming tour? Cause I wouldnt like it and it won't be good for him too :/
Again sorry this is so long
No, I mean, this is an interesting topic that I think we should 100% get into to "warm up" for the tour. I bet we'll have even more to say once we start getting content from the first new shows in September. (omg not too far away now aaaahhhh), so everyone feel free to chime in, but basically, here is how I think about it ( this is probs gonna be long. apologies in advance. im gonna add a "keep reading" so i dont destroy y'all feeds).
The first thing we need to remember is that Matty's "Truman Black" persona pre-dates the ATVB tour. He's always been "Truman Black." He's always been a jokester, a meme lord, a bit chaotic, a bit sexy, a pastiche or caricature of himself.
The question, then, is why? Why does he do this?
For several reasons. And he's been nothing but honest with us about them.
From as early on as 23 years old, when ST first started blowing up and the boys cultivated a following, Matty became acutely aware of the spotlight and the way that fans idealized and idolized him. Sexually desired him, saw him as this rockstar figure. And it made him uncomfortable because, well, no real human being could live up to such a fantasy, right? That's really what the song "Love Me" is about. He experienced this during album 1 and instantly wrote about it for album 2. like thats how strongly he felt it. He's more eloquent about it than I can ever be, so I'm going to link you to his explanation of "Love Me."
so, as he's pointing out in his explanation, he plays this kinda ridiculous character to "subvert" expectations. right? even in the mv, he has cardboard cut outs of sex symbols and heart throbs like Harry Styles etc. and he takes his shirt off and stands next to them and makes out with them and all that. Usually, the normal rockstar-fan relationship is that we project our fantasy upon the rockstar and the rockstar accepts it obligingly. But Matty's going "well this is really kinda silly, and it makes me feel sooo disconnected from myself if i turn into this person everyone thinks i am, so what am i gonna do? oh I'll just lean into the silliness." so if he can't do the "fake authenticity" of the cliched rockstar, hes gonna do a very authentic fakeness of being loud, and silly goofy funny messy larger than life, etc.
He explains it here (I've cued it up to the right moment in the video). He's right, if you're a stranger and you know nothing about him and you see him behaving in a Truman-black-esque way, you'd think "wow what an arrogant piece of shit this dude is." BUT if you realize that he's like "i KNOW that you all think of me this way. And YOU (the fans) know that I know that you think that way." we become in on the joke.
You know what im gonna say here. Postmodernism. LMAO. No, but for real. Postmodern art naturally has this "meta" habit. It's art that knows itself as art. It's aware that it's not real. Like movies that are constantly referring to themselves as movies. breaking the experience of illusion for you by constantly reminding you that what you are watching has been filmed and edited. it's not real life. Thats what Matty does with the "rockstar persona" constantly reminding you "it's not real. im just a character made up in all our heads. I'm actually a normal human being but my job is kinda fuckin mental."
So, I think those 4 points, from VERRRYYY early in Matty's career are the genesis of Truman Black. Thats what "Truman Black" is based on.
You could ask, well, if Matty has been this way from the very beginning how come it's such a problem now? how come this whole thing is a new issue??
I think its the perfect storm of this year.
The ATVB show was designed to push the blurry lines between Matty Healy/ Truman Black to their very limits cuz they added extra layers of meta-theatricality to an already meta situation haha. He plays himself in the couch scene, and the raw meat scene, but he's also kind of playing a symbolic version of himself that's supposed to apply to a lot of straight men, but then the show is also about the lines between his personal and his public lives.
Then he goes and does the Truman Black rockstar shit in the second half of the show. So, the tour really could've been called "Matty Healy: At His Very Truman Black-esque" and it would have been accurate. Like he took this concept and stretched it to see how far it could take him.
Then of course you have the podcast thing, the taylor swift thing, the twitter cancelation cycles, etc etc etc.
There were so many new eyes on him. and so much out of context (remember, meta-theatricality needs context. needs the audience to be in on the joke. we have to know 'oh hes making fun of himself being a rockstar') cuz if we don't have the context he really comes off as a guy who's in love with himself and his rockstar status haha.
Now that alllll of this background is out of the way, lets discuss the questions that you've brought up.
Is he Matty or is he Truman Black?
I think lots of people didn't notice that when he threw out the lab coat that was labeled "truman black" in the video, he wasn't serious. he instantly starts doing the robot dance, flipping the camera off with his finger, acting disruptive by riding the trolley thingy. All Truman Black behavior: mischief, breaking rules, etc. so it was a "meta" joke. he tossed the character then acted like the character. a contradiction. ironic. Truman Black's never been gone! he and Matty are intertwined necessarily. you can't separate one from the other.
Is he gonna be acting at all in S...ATVB?
Yes. He will. He's working with Brad Troemel whose sense of humor is very close to Matty's and who loves irony and postmodernism.
Does he use Truman Black to "hide from difficult situations" or to "run from his emotions" or whatever that tweet was saying? no. He uses it to deliver social critique. About masculinity being ridiculous, about our relationship to artists and the fantasy of perfection in Rockstar cliches, about performative wokeness.
Those are the very same beliefs that Matty Healy believes in. hes always criticizing these things in interviews and speeches and stuff. So, no, hes not hiding behind the character to disassociate he IS the same guy, just a slightly less dramatized and exaggerated version.Thats why he doesn't completely turn it on or off at any time. Thats why it's not that he was willing to stop it for a relationship and then start it again when it didn't work out. Thats not how Matty operates at allll.
He didn't throw out his belief that performative wokeness is harmful and stupid, he didn't throw out his belief that leftist masculinity is confusing, he didn't change who he is at his very core just to be mr nice guy, or to be sincere, or to get his dick sucked off by Taylor Swift, or whatever these people think is the reason. He's always been this way; he very likely will always be this way. Thats just how he makes art and how he thinks about the world.
He's always BEEN open to embracing emotions and being sincere. "I love you, don't you mind?" "we're only human we're just like you man" "I'll quote on the road like a twat," "im petrified of being alone, its pathetic," "im just pissed off because you pied me off after your show," "you pick a fight and i'll define it" "i said its cool i was messing but its true," "pretend that i know what it is (i wasn't listening)" "sorry that I quite like seeing myself on the news. im sorry that im someone that i wish i could change, but ive always been the same."
would an emotionally stunted anti-sincerity guy write ANY OF THESE LYRICS? idk, you tell me.
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good morning, friends! im exhausted and only got like four hours of sleep, but at least im (kind of) mentally prepared to revisit the episode, so (you probably know the drill by now), here’s all my commentary and thoughts and stuff from the episode! 
i feel like its important for everyone to know that i made myself an ice tea at 11:30pm because i knew i wouldnt be able to survive the episode alone 
(and dont suggest that the ice tea is the cause of the lack of sleep, if anything it’s the only reason i got to sleep) 
i was very nervous in the beginning cos i was pretty sure photjanee wouldnt be homophobic but also what if she is 
props to her for not asking tinn cos he was visibly nervous/afraid 
and gun told gim and she didnt even say anything at first. she just looked so freaking proud, then hugged him and said “whoever you love, i love” and i love her so much she’s a freaking perfect mother 
PHOTJANEE’S NEURODIVERGENT AND AWESOME HUSBAND who is still nameless IS SITTING NEXT TO HER SO HE’S GONNA SAY SOME HELPFUL AND SUPPORTIVE WORDS 
“were you afraid to hear the answer” im sensing a recurring themeeee (if youve forgotten and somehow havent rewatched the show over and over again, in episode 6 gun kept saying he was afraid to hear the answer of who tinn liked) 
“i think if he’s ready, he’ll tell you himself. give it time. time for tinn and yourself.” I LOVE THIS MAN 
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also side note: she’s really pretty 
i smell a sponsorship 
a canon printer sponsorship 
theyre so subtle with their sponsorships 
“by the way, this printer is so convenient, it can be used with any operating system, right?” NICE ONE GEM, REAL SUBTLE, NO ONE WILL KNOW 
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TIWPOR TINNGUN DOUBLE DATE STUDY DATE ONCE AGAIN 
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AND SOUNDWIN BEHIND THEM (and also yo and pat i guess) 
tinngun are always reminiscent of patpran, but so much throughout this episode it literally felt like i was watching bad buddy 
GUN FINALLY KNOWS THAT TIW KNOWS AND GUN IS LIKE ‘wait did you tell him’ AND TIW JUST GOES 
“do you think this nerd would succeed in getting your love without my help”
AND HE’S SO ICONIC AND HE’S SO RIGHT AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OH MY GOSH 
also rip four and tinn’s homosecuality, they have to pretend to date for this music video 
also also WE GET TO SEE FOUR AND HER GIRLFRIEND AGAIN OMG I LOVE THEM 
THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY 
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LOOK AT THEM AND THEIR IN-LOVE-NESS 
cant wait for the homophobia this episode /sarc
“we just have to wait until the dinosaurs are extinct and humans rule the world” TIW LITERALLY JUST SAID WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR ALL THE BOOMERS TO DIE OUT AND THEN GAYS CAN RULE THE WORLD THIS IS FREAKING HILARIOUS 
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I CANT EXPLAIN IT, THEIR FACES ARE SO REMINISCENT OF PATPRAN AND MORE SO THAN USUAL 
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does- does this count as a first kiss 
that was so sudden 
um
help??? 
theyre so cute tho i love them 
PROM DAY (looking back, how does so much happen in this one day) 
✨gotta love being outed✨
GUN JUST TOLD THE BROSKIS 
and por is, naturally, very excited 
but also somehow very oblivious 
i had a feeling yo knew already 
apparently sound told win ages ago (when? idk man) 
pat having a suspicion about it is actually very surprising 
“you and you, what’s going on? you’ve been weird” 
FINALLY THE SCENE OF THEM HOLDING HANDS AND SHOWING THE GUYS IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR WAY TOO FREAKING LONG 
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AND THEY BOTH LOOK SO FREAKING HAPPY 
IM DYING 
i need to ingrain every soundwin scene from this episode into my brain cos there’s so much of it and i want to see it all forever please 
tis raining and theyre under an umbrella and soundwin did it first 
okay so. it sucks that they were outed. and people shouldnt take photos of other people and then post it on social media because they can, cos thats an invasion of privacy and is not cool. 
on the other hand, everyone seems thrilled by it and tinngun aren’t hurt by it happening so i guess its okay 
in general tho people should not do this cos it could go very badly 
but this is a bl drama not real life so its fine 
I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE A NEUROSPICY GUY 
they did the happy arms 
and theyre sitting cross-legged on top of a table 
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i love you random side character 
PAT AND POR BEING ALL HAPPY AND EXCITED IS HILARIOUS I LOVE THEM 
“no one cares about people’s sexual orientation these days. its a new world. right, pumpkin??” GUI4HERIH4IIGU (note to past me: it gets worse. you’re gonna progressively die even more) 
EW PEOPLE ARE MESSAGING PHOTJANEE SAYING TINN’S GONNA RUIN THE SCHOOL’S REPUTATION AND STUFF 
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...what series was it 
did- did you watch bad buddy, photjanee 
did tinn’s parents watch bad buddy 
ive decided they watched bad buddy until proven otherwise 
‘its down to us whether we’re as kind to our son as those in the series’ THIS MAN HAS THE WISEST KINDEST WORDS AND I WANT TO GIVE HIM A BIG HUG 
tiw and tinn are actually really sad about kajorn leaving the student council which is slightly confusing (not cos i hate him, im finding it increasingly difficult to hate him, i just didn’t think tiw and tinn actually liked kajorn) 
‘people are arguing whether it’s guntinn or tinngun’ 
... 
im gonna say it 
i have to say it 
you cant stop me from saying it 
soundwin did it first 
(technically it was satangwinny vs winnysatang but thats not the point) 
there i said it 
hah 
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babes she’s known for months 
(but yes absolutely if you’re comfortable telling her and you think you should, go right ahead :] )
i hate this teacher 
i would like to punch him please 
luckily i know, thanks to the preview last episode, that he does, in fact, get punched, so it’s all good 
KAJORN IS IN THE ROOM WHILE GUN IS DISTRESSED 
I REPEAT, JORN IS THERE 
yay tinn is there with gun while he cries 
thank you tinn for existing 
NO 
GO AWAY TEACHER 
DON’T ENTER THE ROOM 
"im sorry, i was just joking around with my friend, i didnt mean to insult you" yeah, okay, well thats only part of the problem. other problems are: a. the fact that you had to say such a horrible thing in order to joke around with your friend. if that's the kind of humour your friend has, that person should not be your friend, unless it's also your humour, in whcih case, that isnt a sincere apology. b. it's not just that you insulted gun. you also insulted an entire community of people, of students, of human beings, who just want to exist and live as people doing what they want to do. you cant say something homophobic and then only apologise because it hurt one person close to you. you say something homophobic, and then you apologise - in a way that you GENUINELY MEAN - and say you had no intention of hurting so many people, including gun. or, alternatively, dont say the homophobic thing in the first place. c) you’re a freaking TEACHER. a TEACHER is there to SUPPORT and CARE for ALL of their students. a TEACHER should not be saying terrible things where ANYONE could overhear. if a TEACHER cannot be supportive for ALL STUDENTS, then they should not be a teacher. (im a huge defender of teachers cos theyre human beings with lives and families and hobbies and theyre more than just the adult human that tells you 2 plus 2 is 4. but i am also a huge defender of students cos theyre human beings and also children and theyre still developing. and i am especially a defender of students and an offender of teachers when the teacher clearly hates children or isnt a good teacher or should not at all be a teacher. so this isnt me hating all teachers, i love teachers, i could talk about how unappreciated they are for hours. but i cannot stand it when a teacher behaves the way this teacher did. i hate it so freaking much.) 
THE TEACHER WAS “SHOCKED” COS GUN IS A “ROCKSTAR” SO THE TEACHER “THOUGHT YOU WERE MANLY” 
THATS NOT AN EXPLANATION NOR IS THAT AN APOLOGY 
GENDER AND SEXUAL IDENTITY ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGS 
AND EVEN THEN, GENDER AND GENDER EXPRESSION ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGS 
LIKING MEN DOESNT MAKE SOMEONE ANY LESS ‘MANLY’ SO STFU AND GET FIRED ALREADY 
FREAKING YES 
GOOD
HELL YES 
KAJORN PUNCHED THE TEACHER BEFORE TINN COULD 
THIS IS EVERYTHING I COULDVE ASKED FOR OR NEEDED 
I LOVE IT SO MUCH 
I LOVE KAJORN SO MUCH 
IM FINALLY ALLOWED TO NOT HATE HIM AND IM VERY GLAD ABOUT IT 
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DAMN SOUND 
I MEAN I AGREE BUT WOW I WASNT EXPECTING THAT 
‘i HoPe YoU giVe A fAiR jUdGeMeNt oN tHiS cAsE’ bro its not court 
and absolutely she’ll give fair judgement 
shes freaking awesome and i love her 
also what does probation mean 
“don’t use violence to solve problems. do you understand?” okay, yes, im 100% on board with you, i completely agree, but, hear me out here: homophobia. 
I LOVE PHOTJANEE SO MUCH 
COLD AS ICE SHE GOES “if you’re not satisfied with my judgement, write a complaint. but dont forget to add every detail truthfully” 
SHE’S SO ICONIC 
TRULY A SLAY 
“LET GO OF MY SON. as principal, all i can do is submit a report regarding your behavior to those in authority. but as a mom, MY SON CAN LIKE WHOEVER HE LIKES. STAY OUT OF IT. if i hear anything filthy from you again, your penalty will go far beyond this” I FELT HER ANGER 
I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY SOUL 
SHES FREAKING AWESOME 
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and kajorn looks so happy and content 
i love him 
PROM TIME AND THE STIMS ARE STIMMING REAL HARD RN 
WHY AM I CRYING WHILE LISTENING TO YOU’VE GOT MA BACK? THIS ISN’T A SAD SONG 
C O M E   C L O S E R 
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH POR 
OOOOO NEW SONG 
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SOUNDWIN CHEEK KISS 
IM LITERALLY CRYING THEYRE SO CUTE 
(note to past me: it’s gonna get worse) 
aww gun’s in the audience singing directly to tinn this is so cute 
GRBRHKBGRIUBJROBUR
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I WOULDVE BEEN CONTENT WITH JUST SOUND KISSING WIN BUT IM NOT COMPLAINING 
I AM THE OPPOSITE OF COMPLAINING 
GIREBVIRUB
TINN AND GUN ARE GOING ON THE STAGE TOGETHER HAND IN HAND 
HOW IS THIS SO FREAKING PERFECT 
AND SOUND’S GOT A GUITAR SOLO COS HE’S AWESOME LIKE THAT 
HAPPINESS 
BIG HAPPIES 
MUCH OF THE VERY HAPPINESS 
their hugs always look so comfy 
someone in the audience asked if theyre real and gun said nothing but hashtag #MySchoolPresident and it’s still so funny to me 
its like theyre telling us the watchers 
like USE TEH HASHTAG, PLEASE 
and we’re like WEVE ALREADY BEEN DOING THAT, CALM DOWN 
ew old teachers 
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shut up with your judgy faces 
no one cares 
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YAY FOR YOUNG PROGRESSIVE TEACHERS WHO DONT CARE WHAT THE BOOMERS THINK 
cos, as tiw said, the boomers will die out soon and then gays can rule the world 
can the episode just end here 
i dont want to go through the emotional turmoil of whats coming 
cos i know its coming 
there’s gonna be a graduation scene 
and im very scared 
my mentally ill butt can never be okay for graduation scenes 
and yet my mentally ill butt keeps consuming media set in the senior year of high school 
DAMN THIS ENDING IS GONNA BE LONG 
31:48 MINUTES 
STRAP IN YOUR SEATBELTS COS WE’RE GONNA BE IN FOR ONE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER 
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NO 
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WAIT NO LET THERE BE MORE 
JUST ONE MORE 
OR TWO 
OR AN ENDLESS AMOUNT 
DON’T LET IT BE OVER 
PLEASE 
“its the last day of our high school lives.” ACK SHOOT FREAK FRENCH GUSTAV AND SHOELACES AND TURTLES AND FREAKING SHOOT NOODLES WHAT THE FLIP 
AH SHOOT I FORGOT ABOUT KAJORN BEING A YEAR YOUNGER THAN THEM 
HE HAS TO CARRY ON THEIR LEGACY WITHOUT THEM 
HES FREAKING ALONE 
IDEK IF HE HAS ANY FRIENDS 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ooo we’re gonna get another pool scene soon 
NO STOP IT WITH THE SIGNED SHIRTS I CANT TAKE IT 
‘no one ever asks if i can sign their shirts :[’ ‘sign my shirt’ 
‘ILL WRITE DOWN WHAT I FEEL THAT IM TOO AFRAID TO SAY’ I FREAKING LOVE THEM 
WAIT 
SHOOT
I KNOW I ASKED FOR IT BUT I DIDNT EXPECT THEM TO ACTUALLY DO IT 
IM IN SHOCK 
LITERALLY CRYING 
WHAT THE FLIP 
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HOLY FREAK 
NO WAY 
THIS IS THE END 
THAT’S IT
IM DEAD
GONE
DECEASED
THEY FREAKING KISSED 
RIGHT THEN AND THERE 
PROPERLY KISSING 
BEFORE TINNGUN 
WHAT 
IS THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENING 
OW I PINCHED MYSELF 
I LITERALLY CANT BELIEVE IT 
“i wont let you kiss first you barstool” HOW ARE THEY SO- GJRBGIKRB
BUT ONCE ISNT ENOUGH 
OH NO, THEY HAVE TO KISS AGAIN 
JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEAD 
THEY ALREADY STABBED ME A COUPLE TIMES 
THEN THEY KISSED AND THEY SLICED ME IN HALF WITH A REALLY COOL SWORD 
AND NOW THEYRE SLICING MY HEAD OFF JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEAD 
‘STOP TRYING TO LOOK HANDSOME IDIOT BECAUSE ITS MAKING MY HEART SO WEAK’ I CANT WITH THESE TWO 
I LITERALLY CANT EVEN PROCESS THAT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED 
SURELY IM DREAMING RIGHT NOW
THERES NO WAY THEY ACTUALLY FREAKING KISSED 
AND TIWPOR RIGHT AFTER??? IT’S TOO MUCH POWER 
AWWWWWW NOOK AND YOOOO
BUT POOR PAT IS COMPLETELY LONELY 
PLS LET PAT NOT BE LONELY FOREVER 
THEY BETTER GIVE PAT SOME HAPPINESS 
NO?? THEYRE JUST GONNA CHANGE THE SCENE LIKE THAT??? OKAY THEN???????? 
no but why wasnt tiwporpat an option 
they couldve gone down the polyamory route 
as much as i love poking fun at pat being lonely, i want him to be happy, and tiwporpat makes sense 
(i must also say that patjorn also makes sense and i wouldnt have been mad if they went down the tiwporpat route or the patjorn route. theyre both amazing. but no, they went with pat is lonely forever and its really freaking sad. thanks guys.) 
OH TINNGUN POOL SCENE 
POOL SCENE NUMBER... IDEK AT THIS POINT 
they should kiss btw 
GUN WROTE #MYSCHOOLPRESIDENT ON TINN’S SHIRT AND TINN WROTE ‘APPROVED BY THE SCHOOL PRESIDENT’ ON GUN’S SHIRT AND ITS SO FREAKING PERFECT 
IT COMES FULL CIRCLE SO BEAUTIFULLY 
THEY LITERALLY COULDNT HAVE WRITTEN ANYTHING GREATER 
I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW 
tinngun still have not kissed 
NO PLS I CANT TAKE IT WITH THE HEARTFELT SPEECHES 
HOW DO YOU CRY SILENTLY 
NO THEYRE PLAYING ONE LAST SONG TOGETHER 
STUFF YOU 
I LITERALLY DONT KNOW IF IVE EVER CRIED HARDER THAN I DID WHILE WATCHING THAT FREAKING FINAL SONG 
tinn’s father is so neurodivergent i love him 
OMG GUN IS ACTUALLY SITTING AT THEIR TABLE AND HAVING A MEAL WITH THEM 
IT’S NOT IMAGINARY GUN 
IT’S REAL GUN 
THIS IS CRAZY 
PFFFFFFT TINN’S DAD HELPED HIM WRITE THE SONG FOR GUN 
THAT’S FREAKING HILARIOUS 
OH MY GOSH THEYRE ABOUT TO KISS- 
darn you gun and your bloody hand in the way 
too many times 
this has happened far too many times 
just kiss 
please
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YES 
GOOD 
EXCELLENT 
but also soundwin did it first 
ANYWAY THAT WAS PERFECT 
OH MY GOSH 
IM NOT OKAY 
(the funniest thing about me constantly saying ‘im dying’ or ‘im dead’ is that my fitbit hasnt been able to pick up on my heartrate for literally hours. like, since i started watching the episode. it just stopped working. and if your heart isnt beating, you’re quite literally dead.) 
final thoughts / main takeaways from that episode (and therefore the whole show) 
tinngun are very cute 
tinngun are patpran variants (we already knew this but still) 
tiwpor havent been dating the whole time but there was definite crushing for a very long time 
pat is sad and lonely and pls let there be tiwporpat or patjorn at some point in the future 
we need a sequel please and thank you 
soundwin are freaking perfect 
this show is perfection 
im mentally ill 
that teacher sucks 
tinn’s dad is neurodivergent and i love him 
photjanee is amazing and awesome and i love her 
gim is the greatest mother and i love her 
i love all of these characters way too much  and, last but not least, 
soundwin did it first. 
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Idk if that's the appropriate topic for an ask so feel free to ignore, but what's your opinion on the new kids in enstars (and on Mr. Thunder)?
i wouldnt say theres any topic thats FORBIDDEN or not appropriate for an ask, because i love interactions like these & talking to people A LOT and want them to happen as often as humanely possible, but i would prefer to avoid enst talks that are more than necessary 😭 some of my older followers already know the below cut but it is a lot to talk about so i put it there, but i will include my opinion of them there too at the end (though it wont be much)
i always bring back previous fandoms ive drawn a lot for from time to time, either as little references or drawings again for those fandoms, but enst was quite literally something that was so out of the ordinary for me to bring back because i outright stated before its highly unlikely for it to happen — furthermore i even have rbs off on most if not all of my old enst arts because i have very bad memories with this thing. i cant even say it is the fandoms problem but just with the canon things there are in itself and how i am 😭 the fandom it has especially on here was super nice and lovely to be around —, but i didnt shy away from drawing shu again because to me right now hes literally just pink ribbons . and probably my love for ribbons exceeds any kind of love ive ever had for a character before. i think its fine to talk about it sometimes again but i really would want to avoid it as much as possible, still, for nothing else but my own mental health 😭
this will be previous things that have happened that i also did mention publicly back then so its nothing new to my older followers, but i did take not one but TWO hiatuses from it (and a bit from art on the first one as well) due to enst taking a high toll on my mental health, with the second being a bit permanent but i dont know if that really fits with how ive drawn shu (and hiyori once now) again; though those were again fine by me because shu is okay in my books and the only one that im willing to even discuss anymore and the whole thing with hiri and hiyori together i even thought about before so i thought itd be cool to draw, but i was even thinking of mentioning i dont really want more enst related requests past these because its already a bit much to me.
i have enst, all words related to it and whatnot muted on all my socials, so also with this i think it is even a miracle i did see the new guys, but sincerely i know NOTHING about them because i do not care 😭 i just saw their designs and that was it. i hope mr nice gets a better gradient suit and i hope the kids (?) do not get to experience. the horrors. but they absolutely will because theyre stuck in enstars
i like the purple ones design and uhhhh the blue one with outwards huge hair looks like kanatas distant relative, so if he doesnt go puka puka too what even is the point
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awriterscollective · 2 years
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— stray.
— various + sick!child!reader.
— warnings: mostly angst, death (reader), reader has the plague that wiped out humanity, emetophobia, mention of (coughing up) blood, characters probably arent super accurate.
— a/n: hehe :)
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it had been fine at first. you had been fine at first. stepping out of the pod, all you had felt was a gush of lukewarm air. you hadnt felt sickly or unwell as you had when you originally stepped into the pod. for the months following, you had been fine until it gradually came back.
at first, it started off with small coughs, sniffling, and stuffy noses. but then it got worse. the coughs turned into longer, more violent ones as stuffy noses turned into periods of being unable to breathe properly. your head had been burning up and no matter how much they tried to get you to eat, you always either refused to eat or it all came up.
and eventually you lost your appetite completely. you stopped wanting to go out as much, stopped wanting to talk or do the things you loved to do. you looked sad and miserable, with a timer counting down to your inevitable demise. you couldnt do anything to stop it, no matter how badly you wanted to. you were just a kid, you werent a scientist, or a doctor. all you could do was watch as the last months of your life passed before you yourself passed, just like those you had loved a lifetime ago.
momo.
he was the one who had found your cryopod somewhere in his flat. he had taken maybe a day to warm up to you before eventually seeing you like his own small kid, like how doc had seamus as his kid. you seemed fine at first, energetic, happy, and carefree, like most human kids he had heard about. you seemed fine, you even seemed better then fine !!
that was why momo hadnt been quick to catch onto how sick you truly were when it started again, only observing it as a simple cold. he still took care of you, obviously, but it wasnt until your symptoms worsened that he realized it wasnt just a fever. it was far, far worse. as time went on, he tried many remedies; home made medicines, having you eat healthier for a while, giving you plenty of sleep. he even looked through old soft one™ journals and books on human health and the plague.
but the worse your sickness got, the more desperate he became to help you. he started fearing that everytime you slept, you wouldnt wake up again. youve been sleeping more lately. you looked so skinny and fragile, as if any moment your body would give out. it hurt whenever you gave him a big but weak smile to try and seem like you were okay, even if tears bubbled in your eyes or you could barely move. the weak yet violent coughs heard from your bed that rang through the flat caused him anxiety. he tried to keep you from talking as well, your strained, hoarse voice breaking his metaphorical heart even further.
eventually, he got desperate enough to turn to his friend, doc. after a few tries and suggestions from him, doc finally suggested to move your consciousness onto digital ai. this was one thing momo wasnt quite all for. you being a companion¿ how would you even feel¿¿ but his mind was quickly made up seeing as how much more weak you were now, barely capable of leaving your bed.
he knew it scared and confused you, seeing electronic devices and a makeshift companion child in your room. once it was properly explained to you however, you seemed okay with it, even if there was a glint of discomfort in your eyes.
not too long after, however, the day he dreaded more then anything came. he had been getting back from doc's to go over the plan, having left you for some minutes while you slept. but when he got back, he heard violently weak coughing, entangled with your choked out sobs. holding you in his arms was the most painful part yet, holding your tiny frame close to him as he tried to comfort you, hoping it was a coughing fit that would pass.
you looked to be in so much pain as he held you in his arms. it wasnt until he realized you coughed up blood that he held your aching body closer, trying to soothe you. that was until you felt as though you were limp in his metallic arms. if robots could cry, momo would be sobbing.
whispered pleas for you to wake up sounded as if they bounced off of the four walls as he carefully shook your limp frame. this couldnt have happened ! his heart snapped in two when he realized you wouldnt wake up forever more.
zbaltazar.
he met you when he and clem first got to antvillage. you seemed to have been perfectly fine, hanging out with the other child-like companions as if they were human children, listening to the older companions as if they were your parents. the two of you had kicked it off, and eventually, zbaltazar became your parent. he had been immobile, but you still visited every day.
so when you started visiting less frequently, he started to realize something was wrong. it wasnt until you had a coughing fit when sitting with him that he found out you were sick. the early stages of your sickness, he wasnt super worried during, having done some researching on human sicknesses whenever you slept. but as it got worse, so did his worry. especially when he learned it was the same plague that eradicated the humans of the slums.
the other companions he reached out to about this had offered to help, but no one knew the cure, yet everyone did everything in their power to help you nonetheless.
the worse it got, the less frequently you visited him, until one day you stopped moving around the village, simply staying on the higher platform with the immobile companion. a small bed section had been set up for you, and eventually, you stopped moving out of the bed. zbaltazar knew you listened to his stories though. he always saw the way you managed to move around to keep your focus on what he was saying, albeit limitedly.
he got far more worried when you stopped eating, however. you were quickly losing your life, and before he knew it, you barely looked healthy enough to walk. he noticed you beginning to sleep all day, a constant nagging fear forming that you wouldnt wake again after.
so when the day inevitably came, you passed in your sleep. zbaltazar had been peacefully chatting with someone when your coughs started up, waking you from the dreamless sleep just slightly. it only got worse as the coughing continued, turning more violent as you choked down a few sobs, barely able to get yourself up as you laid there. it wasnt long until you felt zbaltazar carefully pulling you into his lap.
he rubbed your back, large screens seemingly keeping an eye on your frail form as he tried to hold you through what he assumed would be a normal coughing fit before you went back to sleep. but as your coughing turned more and more violent, he started worrying, watching you cough up and into your hands, growing weaker and weaker as you leaned into the cold metal of his torso. the coughing only died down when you begun to fall limp. zbaltazar was frozen in place, processing what happened as he carefully held your once struggling form. he'd shed tears if he had tear glands, carefully resting his screen against your forehead, whispering a sad goodbye to your small form.
clementine.
clementine found you lurking around her flat when the two of you first met. apparently, you had also been looking for a place to hide away from the sentinels and peacekeepers. due to this, she just let you stay. you seemed okay, and sooner or later, they found themselves seeing you more and more like her own child, especially after you agreed to join the outsiders. you seemed fine, physically and mentally, even if you were just a small, rambunctious human child.
so when you first started getting sick, clementine got very worried. you couldnt contract a cold from anything or anyone in midtown, right¿ she originally stopped her worry with just saying it was a small cold from how cold it probably was in midtown. she only snapped herself out of this thinking when you got progressively more worse. you had gone from eating twice a day, to once, to not at all unless it was something small.
clementine even allowed you to simply just lay down and sleep whenever you wanted, but rest still didnt help. she went as far as looking through journals and books about people being sick and human health, sacrificing some of her plants to make medicines for you, but nothing seemed to work.
she couldnt take you into town because you were both wanted by the peacemakers, her for obvious reasons, and you perhaps for being a human. whatever it was, she couldnt get you proper help. the early stages, you were fine, still walking around, happily talking to her, or helping her out, even with how bad your cough and fever was. but the worse you got, the less you moved around.
you looked so unhealthy, and miserably happy. she was astounded with how you kept smiling despite having tears in your eyes, and how you continued to try and keep talking with her despite how weak and strained your voice sounded. so when the day came, she had been terribly unprepared.
clementine was on the otherside of the flat, working on her computer. she hadnt fully processed the violent coughing from your room before catching onto a choked sob and cry for help. she was quick to check up on you, feeling her heart shatter upon seeing you. you were sat up on the bed, one hand barely supporting you as your other hand covered your mouth, coughing into it as hot tears rolled down your face. clementine stood in shock for a good two seconds before rushing to your side, trying to reassure you that youd be fine, but she felt her heart shatter even further when seeing the dark liquid staining your hand. it wasnt long before she felt you fall limp against her, your coughing finally dying down to a dead silence. she sat there, processing her emotions as she just stared at your no longer struggling body.
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couldnt think of anyone else lol. might do a second part for momo.
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buckybarnesb-tch · 2 years
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Jail -Klaus M.
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Klaus’ Trip to Wonderland Pt4
Klaus Mikaelson x Cheshire Cat (F Human Version)
Part 3
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I woke up the next morning to the sun shining in my face and I rolled over to see the hatter.  "Glad to see youre alive after all.  Chess was quite concerned."
"Where is she?!"  I worried, sitting up quickly.
"Trying to find us a way out before were beheaded odds are."  He shrugged as if it was nothing.  Not a moment later red knights showed up at the cell and came in,  cuffing us.
"Whats happening? Where are we?" I whispered and he laughed.
"In the red queens castle in Salazan Grum.  Were conspirators of the white queen, meaning we will be beheaded.  Do you have any idea why a raven is like a writing desk?" He asked and I rolled my eyes, wishing I could feel my mate beside me right now.  I was cold and lonely without her near, however her being away may be better while in this castle. 
"Bring Them!" Was heard through the giant door in front of us and we were escorted in to see a women in a throne with the son of a bitch that hit me, and Alice...a very large Alice.  "We know Alice has returned to Underland.  Do you know were she is?"  I was kicked in the back of the knees to kneel beside the hatter and I gave in quickly, realizing if I tried anything Alice and the hatter might get hurt...so this is what its like to have friends...i dont like it.
"Ive been considering things that begin with the letter 'M'.  Moron.  Mutiny..."
"Murder." I snarled, making the queen flinch slightly as my eyes turned yellow.
"Malice."
"Were looking for an 'A' word now, where is Alice?"
"That wee boy?"  He questioned.
"We wouldnt know." I finished.
"What if I take off your heads, will you know then?"  I giggled...yes, giggled along with the hatter after having learned a lesson around here.  When in doubt, act certifiably insane.  "Stop that."  The hatter quickly tried to change the topic, talking about making a hat for the red queen and in the end I was taken back to my cell alone.  I sat there all day and night, quickly realizing I couldnt break the cell doors, they looked so fragile yet they were resistant to even my strength.  I thought of my family, of my brothers and sister, I knew I needed to go back home, if not just to set them free, maybe Cheshire will even come with me.  I knew I would do whatever I had to to make her happy.
"Get up prisoner.  Now!" A guard shouted making me growl at him while he shackled me and started leading me out and into a court yard with the hatter and Mallymkin. 
"Were right behind you." The dormouse spoke to him as the executioner lofted the axe and the queen gave the 'okay'.  I didnt want to look as a man I considered my friend  was about to die yet I couldnt look away.  The axe came down and I felt almost sick until...he was gone...the hat flew up into the air and the last thing I ever expected to happen did.
"Good morning everyone!" Cheshire bellowed happily.
"Chess, you dog."  I grinned, seeing her wink at me.  She disappeared again as the hatter grabbed a pole and swung from the queens seating down to us. 
"The abused and enslaved in the red queens court! All of you, stand up and fight, rise up against the bloody red queen."
"Downal wyth bluddy behg hid!" Everyone cheered and we watched as her face as it turned bright red.  Many things happened at once the next moment.  Stayne got up stairs to the queen, trying to figure out where the hatter went and everyone began scattering as the queen screamed 'release the Jubjub bird'.
"Lets go!" The hatter screamed and I paused.
"Go! I need to do something!"
"Where could you possibly be going?!" He exclaimed as I took off back to the prison and grabbed the key, opening the cell for the dogs that were across from me all night.  I cant believe Im saying it but I actually enjoyed talking with them.
"Come on Bielle, lets go!"  She ran out after me with her pups and we took off right out the front door.  Turns out those giant card are really easy to get rid of, they line up for you and everything.  We caught up to everyone a little while later and ran until we were in sight of the white queens castle.  Bielle and the pups took off toward Bayard and it was a very sweet reunion.  I caught up to the hatter and Alice a moment later.
"Hello love."
"Klaus!" She grinned, hugging me tightly making me laugh.  The Hatters hat floated down at that moment and Cheshire appeared.  "Cheshire!"
"Hows the arm love?"
"All healed."  Chess smiled before looking at Alices arms.
"Good.  Now release." Alice laughed, letting go and allowing Chess to hop into my arms.  "Goodbye sweet hat." She whispered, giving it back to the Hatter before we were brought inside and given something to eat. 
Cheshire and I spent the evening talking, just talking.  About her family and living in Underland all her life.  About my family, all my 1000 years on this earth.  Its funny, I told her the truth...the whole truth and she was okay with everything.  "Everyone has demons Niklaus, yours are just a little more persistant."  She purred making me smile.  She had a lovely outlook on everything...until I asked her to come home with me.  "Ive never been anywhere but here Niklaus, let me think about it?  Being with you, being immortal, living in another world is a lot to swallow." I nodded kissing her head comfortingly and laying back on the bed in the room we had been given.
"Take your time kitten, but i'll let you in on a little secret.  Theres a whole world out there, waiting for you.  Great cities.  And art.  And music...genuine beauty.  And you can have all of it.  I will give it to you, everything you want, 1000 more birthdays,  all you have to do is ask."  I slept contently that night snuggled up to my little mate, purring into my neck as she drifted off as well.
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HARMONY! HARMONY!!!! I ran out of tags trying to describe how much I loved this last update to Memory Logs I am having an out of body experience rn I didn’t even get to describe my favorite part!! THE WAY!!! YOU DESCRIBE THE FEELING OF BRAND NEW FINALLY REALIZED AND REQUITED LOVE!!!!! AAAAAAA literally how do you see and write on the human experience so clearly, you are some kind of wizard, *you’ve got mail voice* ms. 152 insights into my soul… “you thought I was mocking you??” vs actually teasing him about the !!!below deck!!! club (which lmao the existence of) but Steve just being so hyped that Eddie’s into him that it all comes out in this wash of bubbly feelings (“dear god stop this madness”), and “wants to stock up on chapstick and water so they can make out all night” OK SO I SWOONED, SHOW ME SOMEONE WHO WOULDNT, Steve giVeS EDdIE hiS RIIINNNNGGGG, “IT WOULD BE A PLEASURE TO RESTART WITH YOU”, the FOREHEAD KISS!!!! I don’t know how you do this, but if I ever lost my memory, rereading all of your fics again for the first time would be such a pleasure. Rereading them after a week is a pleasure. Rereading them right after finishing reading to note down every favorite line is a pleasure!! You get my drift haha… anyway thank you for being such a queen and sharing your incredible writing with us for free. I am wishing you many dark chocolate pudding cups, and much fan art to delight you, and a very generous rest for your wrists on the other side of all this typing, and a very marvelous week 💕💕
OMG your tags were giving my LIFEEE how rude that they would ever cut you off like that! I need to speak to the internet manager asap!! 😂😂
HAHA the wizard line is *extra* perfect because Steve would *also* blame such sorcery on a wizard (he definitely called Vecna a wizard that is obsessed with clocks and I will never let that go lol).
There hassss to be unreleased footage in the ST vault of all the divorced moms and Eddie just waiting for Steve to turn around and scoop in the back ice cream counters, like PLEASE tell me the footage exists and I didn't just make it up 😭
AGH the ring and forehead kiss goodbye are maybe my favorite parts ❣️❣️ like Steve knows there's nothing else he can do but give a little piece of himself and then hope that there's magic-memory powers in his expert kissing abilities - it's very naive and endearing and heartbreaking all at once and I just want to give him the biggest hug for trying so hard.
Sweet deerling, that is SO incredibly kind omgggg my tender heart cannot take such kindness!! If someone ever made fan art for this I would *weep,* even if they just thought about it, I'd still be teary! I don't have dark chocolate pudding but I dooooo have dark chocolate raisins, which is definitely a win. I'm sending you all the good vibes for the rest of the week/weekend ✨✨ Thank you so much for always being so supportive of the little stories I write.
Have a spectacular day!! Watch all the Meg Ryan films your heart desires!! ❤️🥰❤️
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No i wouldnt mind the answer at all- but why do i have a strong sense of dejavu that someones gonna die?
Okay well, basing what I know of these characters and deep diving their personalities, how they came to be, their thought processes, how they behave etc, etc.-
Emperor Belos would absolutely try and kill both Sigma and King Dark Cacao Cookie (but have a hell of a time trying to do it). He is first and foremost, a witch hunter. And nothing about Sigma and Dark Cacao scream "I am a normal human being".
(More under the link cause I'm someone that can not shut up once you get me talking about shit I like ughhgh)
Sigma is a man from the far far FAR flung future, who can use science to explain away a lot of what Belos and people of his settler time period fear. Sigma can definitely explain away their "God" and how the universe actually came to be (when...idk maybe Belos still believes the Earth revolves around the sun or that the Earth is flat) and try to explain that universe is nothing but a holovid (Belos: what the bloody hell is a holovid?); that the universe sings to him and only he can hear it and understand it, and that The Iris is more than likely our "God". But words and ideologies like that^ would be considered heresy and deemed as the talk of a "witch" or a "devil worshipper" and Belos would try and have him killed. And its like "good luck buddy boy, Siebren de Kuiper can and will turn your body into stardust. Lore-wise he is the most powerful character in the Overwatch universe and in this TED Talk I'll-"
Now Dark Cacao is an enchanted cookie hundred of years old created by witches. WITCHES. And he's ENCHANTED. That alone is enough is for Belos to want to kill him. But again, he'd have a hell of time trying to achieve that. Dark Cacao is immortal. Unless his Soul Jam is taken away and destroyed you can't kill him. He survived two assassination attempts and plummeting to his death just because his Soul Jam was hidden away.
He ended the battle between two dragons by himself (as the story of the founding of the Dark Cacao Kingdom goes) and no one else can wield the sword that harbours it (the Soul Jam), only Dark Cacao. This man is almost as powerful as Sigma, and would have no problem hindering Belos in his plans or even doing away with him entirely as to stop him from harming anyone else. (this is if Belos can even get past Cacao's entire army which have their own magic wielders)
I am certain Dark Cacao wouldn't have to go "berserk" just because his life was in danger thanks to Belos. It didn't happen before. It more than likely happened that one time as a defense mechanism from dark magic trying its hardest to corrupt him and the purity of the Soul Jam fighting back, coupled with Dark Cacao's strong resolve and locked away heart. And it unfortunately turned him into what he feared the most, a monster from the Licorice Sea.
But yea, tl;dr Belos would hate them, call them witches, try and kill them but ultimately fail because Sigma and Dark Cacao Cookie are far more powerful than any "Wild Witch" that Belos has encountered.
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