#mayhaps this could work for it!

[fayzart136]

This is not for you.

#ever read a book that leaves (pun not intended) you staring at a wall for a while after finishing? #yeah. house of leaves good #confusing! but good! #never been that unnerved by typesetting before. #house of leaves #books #painting #digital #sfw #artists on tumblr #anyway i feel like i could write a whole zampano style essay about shadow puppetry and how it connects to the themes of the book #but i wont. To keep in the spirit of the book. and because im tired #oh i will point out (in case it isnt clear) #that the uppermost shadow is the hand sign for the american “here is the church this is the steeple” rhyme #and this sign goes with “open the doors and see all the people” #make of that what you will. #hmmmm btw i have been thinking of making a redbubble #mayhaps this could work for it!

[glitchedcosmos]

Season 3 prediction

#i think mayhaps this could happen #have some small angst while I work on other things #sonadow #sonic prime #sonic prime season 3 #shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #my artwrok #digital artist #digital art #art blog #my art shit #sonic #sonic prime angst #sonic prime art #sorry for the poor quality #I’m not equipped for comics or writting at all #mini comic #sth

[p4nishers]

crowley thinks sheltering from rain for a few minutes is what it takes for people to fall instantly in love because it's what happened with him

#no but he literally said 'a sudden rainstorm forces them beneath a canopy they look into each other's eyes and realize they were made for #each other' sir SIR that is literally two minutes of interaction what are u implying here wdym u r absolutely SURE this works why are u so #insistent and fucking enthusiastic about this huh???HUH?? could it be bc that's exactly word for word what happened with u and a certain #angel perhaps mayhaps?? bbg u do realize u r saying this to the certain angel's™ face?? like u realize that that's what u r doing? #just chekinv just making sure #good omens #azicrow #good omens s2 #go s2 spoilers #go spoilers #go s2 #aziracrow #ineffable spouses

[to-proudly-go]

WIP SNIP

Thanks for the tag @spikybanana !!!

Also open tag for everyone if yall like 😘

Dad Vader/Anakin and slowburn Obikin LEZZGO (although it's really just a compilation of random ideas in a document rn 😩)

***

“Peace, little one,” Anakin whispers, and the near-forgotten notes of a lilting warm voice almost floats in the air, harmonizing with his own broken timber. “I am here."

His gloved thumb slides back and forth on Luke’s forehead, smoothing out the lines over bunched-up muscles.

“Nothing will hurt you here.”

As he comforts his son, in his mind unfolds long ago memories and sensations. The anxiety and fear in a place so unfamiliar and unknown, full of beings that distrusted him. The determination to stay near the singular Light that felt safe and welcoming, and the cold hard floor on his back as he dared to get as close as he could to the source of the warmth. His mind skirting on the edge of consciousness and feeling engulfed by gentle touches and reassurance. Then the surprise when he wakes up and is greeted by the sight of two blue eyes crinkling at the sides with the strength of their owner’s smile, and soft words to greet the day.

***

He will have time for guilt later. For now, Anakin hopes that he can give the precious bundle in his arms the same measure of love that he was also selflessly given that night - and many other nights after - so long ago.

#you know i just realized #this could be part of that redemption au art i worked on before #mayhaps i will continue that #wip game #obikin wip #star wars #obikin #dad vader #anakin skywalker #darth vader #obi wan kenobi #luke skywalker

[voidedjuice]

Reasons you love whisperain

Her most characteristics trait people overlook from her

And favourite ships with her innit

-M

Hhmhmm,

When i first saw her it was sorta love at first sight, like, ohhh a gloomy looking cool jellyfish medic with an eyepatch!!! Then when i got to her lore it's so like, her weird form of immortality, her only barely remembered past life(?) connection to the seaborn, her past travels as a wandering medic/in her previous lives. It's really fun to think about what she could've been up to and who she could've met. Also she's so pretty and so cute and i love her reserved but extremely gentle personality.

As for her overlooked traits, i can't really blame people bc it is like, 1 (one) voiceline, but

This thing and its implications for her have been driving me insane ever since she dropped in global. What did she see????? Where has she been??? I barely see stuff exploring it from anyone else and it makes me a bit sad

My fave Whispy pairings lately have been her and Andreana's narratively neglected purple girls' club, and aside from that Weedyrain is always a classic (Weedy building an entire movietheater for Whisperain in her oprec for example is so romance)

I tend to um, whimsically pair her up with whomever I'm feeling at the time, for ex. in that church of the deep au/theory of mine i was thinking she'd go well in a tense yuri thing with Amaia :3. Also her voicelines and profile mention Warfarin a lot, so that's also a rarepair i enjoy (even if im the only one to do so waaah). Gameplay synergy wise she goes together so well with Blaze i cant help but also like them together :).

Then there's of course the pretty nice pairing with Dusk (girl who creates art to deal with the horrors vs girl who enjoys art to deal with the horrors, grumpy reserved girl vs kind reserved girl alliance, them both enjoying movies, Whisperain's past allowing her to have met whomever in a past life she doesn't remember and the implications for that with Dusk....)

Basically she never gets anything canon ever at all so in my despair I've taken to playing with her & anyone available like dolls. It's great fun, highly recommend (join me join me join me)

#arknights #iii could probly write a full essay on all my fave whispy rarepairs but mayhaps i wont put that all in one post #i did make my whispy rarepairs collection post a while back but since then theres been new ones so honestly i should make a new one #every day i work so very hard to advocate for whisperain yuri in my neglected blorbo mines #with andreana me & my buddies have been going pretty wild with the lore i should um post about it sometime here as well #liike you know theyve both got only vaguely remembered seaborn connections which theyre sorta running away from. #what if you put them together on a field mission in iberia and everything regarding that went wrong at once & they had to crawl their way #back to rhodes somehow while trying to cling to their humanity/current life :) enriching #asks

[todayisafridaynight]

dude I just gotta say thank u for all ur amazing art bc I JUST finished y7 last night and I'm missing my emo losers (daigo and masato) ONLY TO FIND THEM EVERYWHERE HERE plus mine!!! ur fics are also on point as well I think I commented on the "quiet" one but everything aside ur style is just so nice on the eyes and very fun! bonus ur nanba is very cute he's so silly to me fr :3

HIIIIIIII ive been watchin you go through all my art in real time ngl LAKRJLRKJ SO THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!! masato's my evil awful toxic girlfriend and i miss him every day and i love being delusional about him and daigo so im glad my goofy postings do somethin for others too lol.... thank you so much for all your love and support !!!!!!

#fave #snap chats #im in class rn and we're just doin a review so t ive just been refreshing my tumblr so. hi :]]]]] #my fics tho //SCREAMS// LAEKJAE ive been meaning to post another short one for days but .. oops .. lol .. #mayhaps ill be motivated to finally just say Fuck It and release it .. its nothing crazy or even that fun but i thought it was a silly idea #prob could work as a comic but i barely have time to draw for myself durin the weekdays and im impatient SOO #IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM THO !!!!!!! even if i do scream if i think of my fics for more than three seconds #YOU DID COMMENT ON QUIET THO i remember replying to you !!!! that the only nsff fic of mine i have little complaints bout .. teehee .. #masadai can be something so delusional and so fun i love it here.. BUT MINEDAI ..... my loves .. #i still love them please believe me ... i made myself emo thinkin bout them last night lmao ... #and yah nanba my best friend now :)) i never draw him .... criminal .... his hair's fun and i love drawin his homeless outfit jvLAKJA

[darehearts]

good morning  !  it's almost february,  meaning i should start getting back into queuing ✨new threads✨  !  ♡

#which then also means i need to either find some memes to #rb and or send some out. i actually thought about doing #starter calls that are verse based? mayhaps one liners or some #short things? the tricky part is that 90% of my starters just-- #never get acknowledged let alone answered to how does one #navigate that? but maybe if they're small things i suppose #it could work. and i can emphasize that in the call mayhaps #i am thinking! but either way i would like to do some new #stuff and try not to queue as many things-- i miss having a #flow and /instant gratification™/ you know what i mean? #and i miss Jim always even on days i get to write him ;' )) #tbd #vent tw #just in case

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent

#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little #bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the #very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the #house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks #Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a #gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a #treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of #color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration #like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a #auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies #so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk #and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver #but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and #sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an #active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have #been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start #to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've #done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!' #(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks #with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm #secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool #stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers #me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or #it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for #too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been #investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely #enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed #google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj #LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!

[darlingcloudie-9]

this is my…… alter ego- ANITA MAXWYNN. ANITA MAXWYNN

#my art #My oc #Original character #oc drawing #uuuhhhh gaslight gatekeep girlboss #So sorry about the caption btw………… its past my curfew and im in a silly goofy mood :[ #So meet Darling!! My one of a kind mayhaps mascot of this tumblr blog!!!! Yippee!!!! #Dont let her soft and unalarming smile fool you; this girl is really a menace to the society!! #Funfact; Darling has a younger twin brother!! You’d never know though cause they don’t look too alike from eachother. #But they are still twins!! And he works in Retail!!! #Imagine this younger twin brother also has a cute petname as a name…………… like Honey or something #Or Sunshine. Or Angel!!!! #Ah. Decisions. Decisions #Darling is definitely the evil twin……… she would also lowkey walk with her brother whilst carrying a dozen wooden logs on her back and goin #“Maybe the A in Angel stands for-“ #“Amazing? Admirable? Awesome?? :]” #“…. No. Abomination.” #“…… Oh. You mean like that one giant snowman from that one Bubbleguppies episode?” #”… YOU STILL REMEMBER BUBBLEGUPPIES?!?!? AND THAT SNOWMAN??!?!?!?!?!?!” #And then they go on to discuss Bubbleguppies lore and how they miss it 💔 #Ah. But kidding kidding!! That’s if i choose Angel as the younger twin brother’s name <3 #Im sorry for the bad Demon Slayer/Kimetsu No Yaiba reference with the Tokito Twins also #But yeah!!! That’s my oc Darling!!!! #i hope you like her :]] #I think she’d have a Mareep if she were in Pokémon #Just a thought <3 #My sister called her a discount Yor from Spy X Family and omg #how could she say this and be totally right wtf :crying: #Anyways yeah!!!! Darling slays and joins the battle :heart: !!!! #Also no you aren’t going crazy the flower in the top left corner is one of the ibis x paint decals on that one picture icon thingy erremmm

[mvnces]

I was thinking more about situations where my muses are injured & then remembered that if u have a broken bone & try to reset it yourself? the doctors will have to break it again to make sure it's reset properly <3

#( * / out of character ; personal. ) #fun things i learned because my step-grandma broke her arm #and the doctor had to do that because my grandpa tried to reset it himself #am i thinking about decker/sobieski in that scenario specifically ?? mayhaps #but it could literally work for anyone & everyone so <3

[non-un-topo]

Wish there was an elixir that wasn't alcohol that you could take that just makes you write/draw and not care about the quality of your work or about what your potential audience might think

#posting cringe today lol #don't fall for my seeking reassurance pls the OCD has gotten kind of bad #the other elixir is just bugging my partner and desperately seeking reassurance from them sdghfds yikes #been going through another feeling-like-crap week i think it's just the mental illness at this point. like if it's all the time? hm. #but tumblr's new look might also be making me despair a little because it's just getting shittier and shittier lol #and this is the only platform i can post my work (besides ao3 but i mean.) #instagram is a shitty place for art. as is twitter now. if not tumblr then it's gotta be nowhere #like at this point i can't even just write or draw something for my own eyes. don't know why. #sig mayhaps the fact that your interests are becoming more specific/niche is causing you to fall into familiar patterns and self-isolate hm #like it's easier to self-isolate if you come up with reasons to be alone. just a thought. #i should dig into that lol. #overshare hours #haven't even been able to just sit down and catch up on reading fics because of This Feeling. like i just do nothing all the time. #i'm also sick and can't seem to kick this cold though. coughing is driving me crazy #alcohol mention #alcohol tw #tw alcohol #idk how to tag. if this site could just decide on one way to tag content warnings...

[detectivelokis]

Elif Asker (TLOU HBO) | ASTRID SHEPARD (ME)

CHARLIE BERGER (UNCHARTED 4 & FAR CRY 5)

Forgot I made these the other day so lemme start a mini chain. Picrew here, though I’m sure most have used it already. But, a lot of us have new girls/girls I haven’t seen.

Tagging: @sstewyhosseini @marivenah @jinfromyarikawa @direwombat @baldurrs @captastra @poisonedtruth @socially-awkward-skeleton @nightbloodraelle @confidentandgood @phillipsgraves @strangefable @risingsh0t @simonxriley @poetikat @voidika @roofgeese @kittiofdoom @inafieldofdaisies @josephslittledeputy @vampireninjabunnies-blog

#mayhaps Elif is a cannibal #mayhaps she isn’t 🙈 #astrid has seen some shit but at least she’s cute and has her gf #those could both work for fc5 and uncharted #but they’re the latter #the last one is when charlie thinks rafe is dead #oc: elif asker #oc: astrid shepard #oc: charlie berger #picrew tag

[smokeygrayrabbits]

please pretty please forced to be a gamemaker as punishment for cheating in the games gamemaker coryo and mentor Lucy gray and head peacekeeper guy sejanus au where coryo isnt exactly good necessarily, but is fed up with asshole capital people fucking over him and his and wasting things, and maybe he's more sympathetic to the districts because while maybe he doesn't think them equal he knows what its like to starve while watching others gorge themselves and waste perfectly good things and so they hatch a little scheme to overthrow Dr Gaul and the government and coryo is all for it because maybe theyve been totally blocking him from any power and sejanus is still alive so while he does get a decent paycheck from being a gamemaker he doesn't have enough to get anywhere and he's still under Dr Gauls crazy thumb and sejanus rose through the ranks as a peacekeeper and is working with his families money to help people and keep the law enforcement more in line but he's still all for a revolution and lucy gray is forced to be a mentor now that shes a victor and she wants to save the tributes and end the games and so they overthrow the government and yeah

#i dont think #coriolanus snow #will ever be good #but yk i think he could have been less bad #and maybe if he had actually had a real conversation with sejanus about his privilege and situation they could have worked something out #becuase #sejanus plinth #is a good person but hes naive and doesnt understand how to play the game like coryo and #lucy gray baird #do #and maybe with some timeline fuckery they could have used the 75th games as part of this plan #like maybe if the games were shittier for longer and lucy gray was the 70th victor or something idk #or if the 75th was actually the 25th #idk #but if someone wanted to mayhaps writw a fic 👀 #or has a dimilar rec 👀 #hmu 👀👀👀 #pls #im desperate for fixits

[orcelito]

So I was chatting with my fellow very mentally ill queer coworker friend about mental illness (as we do) and I mentioned how I was realizing that my wildly manic depressive response to grief wasn't... normal...

& they were like 'oh my god Yeah I've been suspecting you're bipolar for a While now' bc apparently I get in... modes... where my pupils are Huge and I'm talking a mile a minute and doing 4 things at once and even my Posture is different

And then I'll come in the next day like all the life's been sucked out of me.

& she mentioned there's type 1 and type 2, 1 being the longterm episodes & 2 being them alternating on a day to day basis. And I'm just like... damng... I sure do seem to have that 2 thing...

Apparently it's not normal to alternate between manic and depressive states! Who knew!

#speculation nation #ive like... always had this sorta thing. fatally hyperactive is how ive thought of it #those moods where im bouncing off the wall and super cheerful but DEFINITELY in a concerning mental state #apparently it's not exactly normal to be having a breakdown but laughing as you do it #no wonder no depression meds have worked for me. bc im not Just Depressed. #ive known for a while now that i dont have normal depression. i just dont. but sometimes im depressed #and then sometimes i write 70k words in 3 weeks!!!!!!!! #it makes sense but i kinda wish it didnt lol. as if autism and adhd wasnt enough. bipolar too??? really???? #im gonna do some research & see if it's smth worth looking into treatment for #mayhaps i could mention it whenever i set up my psychiatry appointment :p #i dont wanna b bipolar 😭 but then again identifying it will probably help with managing it #damng all i needed to figure out my manic depression wasnt normal was losing my uncle & the symptoms getting Much Worse #me wildly oscillating between too depressed to write and too manic to write (bc even though i was motivated i didnt have clarity of mind) #longest... sigh... imaginable... i have so many mental and physical problems and i have No idea where to start with them #...adhd first probably. if i can tackle my abysmal executive dysfunction then maybe the rest will be easier to address lol #negative/ #I Guess.

[plitaka]

desperately need to find an excuse to have Kafka call Himeko my lady…. Do I have it in me to come up with a whole ass au……

#kafhime #Royalty au mayhaps #But that’s so much worldbuilding…. #Like this could also work in canon but to a lesser effect I feel #Much to think about

[jennycalendar]

also! writing my jenny thesis has really recontextualized the way i think about myself within this fandom! i really used to feel (and sometimes still do struggle with the feeling) that this was not a place for me with my weird niche interests and my little jenny scrapbook, and that my incredibly limited microscopic focus took away from my ability to appreciate the show as a whole in the way that most other fans seem to. but as i write this and am met with sort of this unilateral "oh my god celia you are so uniquely qualified to write this thesis," i'm sorta like -- maybe the jenny thing is a special thing? an appreciated new intriguing perspective on a show we all love, and therefore something valuable that i'm bringing to the table simply because so few people are interested in thinking about her at this level? and that's a nice thing to think about. i like thinking about it that way.

#musings #i am feeling a lot of feelings as i work on the last edits for this! #thinking so much about how many people really want to read it.... #i think my scholarly focus on jenny. could be. cool? and not dorky? mayhaps? #i cannot do anything but inhabit it so i don't often talk about how silly it makes me feel #but as the feeling abates just a teeny tiny bit w this thesis -- i thought it might be worth sharing :')