So now that Amphibia's ended, I wanted to make these posts with my playlists for each character. Just cause I always wanted to do this and we all need something that isn't directly related to the finale :p (and by "all" I mean me)
so. very long post.
Anne
vylet pony - we worked so hard to leave and now all i want is to go back
This is an instrumental, but it starts off the playlist because it perfectly captures the feeling in its title---in a style that to me is 1000% Amphibia vibes (or Vylet's style, if you've heard the rest of her music :p )---and I think that feeling (and title) is perfect for Anne: as she leaves the valley with the Plantars, as she comes to earth in S3a, as she decides to cut off her toxic friendship with Sasha, and as she finally leaves Amphibia in The Hardest Thing. It just makes me feel so much...
Phoebe Bridgers - Garden Song
I mean...
I grew up here, 'til it all went up in flames
except the notches in the door frame
I don't know when you got taller
I mean...
And when I grow up, I'm gonna look up
From my phone and see my life
And it's gonna be just like my recurring dream
I don't know how, but I'm taller
It must be something in the water
Everything's growing in our garden
You don't have to know that it's haunted
anyway.
Esperanza Spalding - Unconditional Love
Even just from the title and heartfelt melody, this song is completely Anne, but what made me put it in the playlist is the chorus:
We could change the whole story of love
Same old play I’m getting tired of
No more acting these predictable roles
Just us living unconditional love
This, to me, encapsulates why Anne's Heart. She has hope for people. For her friends. She cares about them, not the material benefits of their friendship (Sasha protecting her, Marcy doing their homework, etc.). It's her plea to both of them; it's why they can grow their own lives and friend groups in the timeskip and still love each other more than anything---why they still get together for every birthday.
Esperanza Spalding - Really Very Small
Another instrumental; this is here based completely on vibes. It makes my heart ache with how beautiful it is and I feel like it communicates how Anne sees herself and what she can be and do (at least S1 Anne).
Adam Neely × Ben Levin - Truck
From their made-in-24-hours album, Beautiful And Tragic, Truck is technically about how empty the pursuit of profit is and how capitalism kills empathy (and other things you'd expect from two 30-something music teachers from Brooklyn), but apart from the fact that Anne's both brown and a biologist and therefore hates capitalism (source: me and every other non-white biologist and biology student I know), it's here mostly due to this:
Tipsy truck outline
Through the dust we drive
Now behind, that’s life
People roam, people die...
Sour patch gas stop
Filling up, getting lost
Scary pump
Lost some
Still we ridе
Still we run
It gives me S2a road trip vibes, creepy atmosphere and all, but I also see it as a metaphor for Anne's mindset leading up to True Colors, especially regarding Sasha---and her mindset at the end of that episode, with all the repressing she did about both Marcy's death and her betrayal: keep moving and then it's okay if you "lose some" (some battles, some friends, some trust). Just run.
Porter Robinson - Something Comforting
She needs a week-long hug, okay?
Also, I put this here while I was still in shock over True Colors, but already watching S3a, and seeing Anne beat herself up over trusting both Marcy and Sasha and then over not trusting them or feeling she wasn't there for them made me think of this:
'Cause getting made you want more
And hoping made you hurt more
Oh, there must be
Something wrong with me
[...]
Someone tell me
Something comforting
; ~ ;
Boy Harsher - Tower
Boy Harsher makes horrorcore synthwave and I love them. They also made this (which is horrorcore synthwave, and heart-squeezingly perfect for Reunion). It's in Sasha's playlist too, but it's in Anne's because of this:
And are you honest?
And are you free?
[...]
And can I believe you?
Do I even know how?
(which is like 50% of the lyrics, btw). I think it's mostly self-explanatory, especially with Anne's realization of how toxic their friendship was finally bubbling over in the duel.
Pom Pom Squad - Lux
You can take my peace
Leave me rotting like the leaves
But I won't ever let you say
You cared about me
so.
I let myself get drunk on the idea
That you loved mе
'Cause in here I'm suffocating
But out thеre I feel so small
What a wonder to be anything at all
uh.
When I hear your pretty words
I should be listening to the sound
Of my feet against the ground
In the opposite direction
...how hard y'all cry after Reunion?
Billie Eilish - ilomilo
So, if any of y'all don't know (I didn't before I looked up this song to listen to when it came out), Ilomilo was a Windows Phone puzzle game about braving danger in a strange land to reunite with your friend.
The only way to lose is to stay apart.
Told you not to worry
But maybe that's a lie
Honey, what's your hurry?
Won't you stay inside?
Remember not to get too close to stars
Where did you go?
I should know, but it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
So show me the way home
I can't lose another life
I tried not to upset you
Let you rescue me the day I met you
I just wanted to protect you
But now I'll never get to
King Princess - Make My Bed
Anne, in her room, after True Colors.
Eighteen years I've spent
Waiting for this
Now my mother's home
My sister sleeps
And I'm awake
Making my bed
And our hearts break
'Cause I got lost
I'm awake
Making my bed
I'm posting the lyrics here but you really need to listen to it.
Tasha - Would You Mind Please Pulling Me Close
This is my "nostalgic crying over a fictional character's memories" song for Anne. It also fits The Hardest Thing (pre-timeskip) way too well and I hate that.
Summers hardly feel like summer anymore
I can't seem to lift myself up off the floor
Please sing to me our old familiar tune
Remind me what I've got left to come back to
We've less and less and less and less to come back to
I'll hold on tight to every last one of you
I'm fine today
I'll be fine again
I'm fine today
I'll be fine again
It's not that I miss home
I just miss not feeling so alone
I know my aching shows
Would you mind please pulling me close?
Pom Pom Squad - This Couldn't Happen
Anne's time in Amphibia is a series of parallels and recurring feelings. Twice betrayed, twice back home, twice forgiven... and well:
Again, this couldn't happen again
Again, this couldn't happen again
Again, this couldn't happen again
Billie Eilish - my future
But I, I'm in love (Love, love, love, love)
With my future
And you don't know her (Ooh)
And I, I'm in love (Love, love)
But not with anybody here
I'll see you in a couple years
I'll be crying in the corner until you scroll down to the next one.
Childish Gambino - Stand Tall
A positive song‽ In this (unintentional) angst playlist‽
The Boonchuys make me happy and Anne's relationship with her parents is "unidentifiable squeaking noises from the back of my throat" sweet and I feel like this fits them so well...
I listened to what my father said:
Keep all your dreams, keep standing tall
If you walk strong, you cannot fall
There is a voice inside us all,
so smile when you can...
(when you can)
We may cry alone, I feel we know where all of this is headed
But my mama said:
I can definitely imagine Bee and Oum giving Anne a collaborative speech that goes exactly like this. I have imagined it. I love them sm.
TV-MA - i want it to hurt
Despite the title, I think this song is super hopeful and it's exactly why Anne was the one person to ever use the gems for good. Why she's more of a fighter than anyone else, despite fighting being her last resort. It's compassion and self-love and the search for meaning
When my friends leave,
when I have to let go,
when this entire town is wiped off the map...
I want it to hurt.
I want it to hurt bad.
I want to hold on until I'm thrown off
and everything ends
I want to hope again
And I want it to hurt
Because that means it meant something
It means I am something
pretty amazing to be something, at least…
It's also perfectly fitting for her conversation with the Calamity Deity (maybe because the lyrics come from another climactic conversation with a cat deity where a protagonist whose starting philosophy can be boiled down to "what's the point in trying"/"always take the easy out" says no to what said deity wants her to do).
half•alive - RUNAWAY (the orchestral version :p)
I swear I put this in the playlist before S3b. But. But. This is it. It's Anne's journey. It's her and what she learns and the entire point of the show and it's prolly the most hopeful and happiest song in the entire playlist but it's still the one that makes me cry the most.
From where we started and immaculate S1 Anne vibes:
I've been searching, nothing’s working
I've been tripping, no one's perfect
Chasing vision, just the surface
Shirt’s on backwards, not on purpose
To changing and growing and becoming more completely a creature of the Heart:
Something's working, heart is turning
Vision’s clearing, still I’m learning
That what I am, what I am, what I am, what I am
Is something more than I can plan
Go, tell me now
I don't need to run away
I’ve been standing on a stage with just a mirror, forced to face who I've become
Searching for a new escape, I scan the exits that embrace an easy out
To the realization:
I hold my life out in front of me, dreams of who I wanna be
I'm seeing every empty page
But I find that everything I am is everything I should be...
and I don't need to run away
Who are you?
"I'm Anne Boonchuy."
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Been watching that new Hazbin Hotel show as it's coming out (🏴☠️) and I'm pretty disappointed with it. I'm not super familiar with the Everything about it, but I remember watching the pilot way back when and liking the premise.
I hadnt kept up with it after the pilot because I wanted to see it with fresh eyes. Now that the show is coming out, somehow I feel like an outsider watching it lol. It presents a lot of concepts, but it just assumes the watcher is already familiar with the characters, and it makes the pacing reeeeally odd. It's all payoff, no buildup (unless you count the years fans had to wait for it as 'build up'). I feel like I REALLY need to look for supplementary material to understand what's going on,, like.... why was there a whole emotional power ballad for a character who was only introduced 10 minutes prior?? Was I supposed to know who she was?😭 (her heels were cool though)
Tonally it's strange, too. It feels like an adult show written for teenagers a lot of the time, which is the BIGGEST disappointment. I was really hoping for more thoughtful explorations of the characters, but we really only get that for Angel Dust and like .... no one else lol. (Sir Pentious is the 👏FUCKING👏BEST👏)
Charlie and Vaggie feel ESPECIALLY underbaked. Considering how overtly sexual the show is, it's SHOCKING how little chemistry they have. Like, it's not there at all. I watched the show with a friend who had no knowledge about Hazbin Hotel whatsoever, and during episode 4, she asked me,"So why is Vaggie helping here?" which I feel is the best example I can give for how poorly developed their relationship is.
I like the music. The song transitions are usually really jarring (Respectless and Hell's Greatest Dad come to mind) but the songs themselves are usually bangers. I'm a big fan of Loser, Baby.
The designs are ..... not for me. But that's not necessarily a criticism. A lot of the character designs feel very dated, but I respect them for sticking so hard to the aesthetic they present, even if its not for me. I wish there was more outfit and body type variety in the characters, but literally EVERYONE says that, so I'll just leave that there lol.
Overall I think this show is a shining example of why """"filler"""" episodes are so important. If this were a 12 or even 24 episode season I think it'd be way better, but as it is, they're trying to cram like 15 different character arcs + a dramatic overarching story into 8 episodes, and it's really REALLY suffering for it.
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Second character playlist!
Come get y'all's Marcy Music.
Marcy
Adam Neely × Ben Levin - ELLEN / OPRAH
We start with weirdly vibing pathos (this is recurring in most of my character playlists lol).
I feel like this song is perfect for that feeling of half-dissociated floating through life feeling and perpetual social outsider status that seems to have been all Marcy all the time pre-Amphibia.
Escaping to as many brightly-colored worlds as she can, watching everything as if through a screen:
I zoom further
lost in glowing geometry
Ellen in the nightmare, Oprah on the screen
Watching people live takes the life out of me
Waiting for the light at the edges of my dream
to die like an old whale lying on a beach
Can you tell this playlist started around True Colors?
Janelle Monaé - Dance Or Die / Faster
I always feel weird about putting songs in a character playlist when they're from a musical or concept album cause. y'know. they've already got characters and a story attached.
None of that matters cause this 2-part song is more Marcy than ArchAndroid to me (sorry Janelle).
First we have this in the intro:
Oh these dreams are forever
If you leave, now or never
and I just can't help but think of Marcy alone, in a library, reading about this last resort that'll let her cling to her dreams and live them out, let her leave, but not the way she was supposed to.
And then:
Telling lies and telling lies will put your face on fire
Run and tell your friends to never dream, never win
and
Rising and a waking, yes sir here comes the sun
March into the war and with the kick of the drum
Breathe, live, help, give
Focus, trance, wake up, dance!
You see the daylight comes into the kingdom
But the kingdom's full of ignorant men
Just keep rebelling away, you gotta dream it away
it covers everything, from Marcy's time as a ranger to her regret to the lies she tells herself intentionally, to Darcy and IDK it just gets to me. Especially with the frantic pace. I can feel the restlessness of an entire society resting on your shoulders and your own mistakes breathing down your neck but you can't stop and if you don't stop it's all fun.
How Marcy thinks the Newtopians see her, and how she sees herself in this reality where Amphibia is fantasy wish fulfillment: the main character - the Chosen One:
A long long way to find the one
We'll keep on dancing till she comes
These dreams are forever
Oh these dreams are forever
(Forever, forever, forever, forever)
And if you wanna wake the sun
Just keep on marching to the drums
These dreams are forever
Oh these dreams are forever
And finally, even tho it's in the middle of the song, how I think she might see Andrias at the very end:
I'm praying for the man sitting without much time
May he understand the clock will never rewind
[...]
Hate no more, said he must hate no more
half•alive - arrow
Life begins to happen when I plan something else
Trying to be somebody, but all I got was someone else
a lot of someones, actually. i'm so sorry
But more seriously, I feel like this applies to Marcy even without The Core. Life keeps happening at her, both on Earth and in Amphibia, and no matter how much she plans, there's no guarantee the other people involved want the same things as her, and when she tries to escape, she does it by becoming someone else, whether it's through games or just straight up transforming herself into who she thought Andrias expected and/or Newtopia needed.
The hardest place to be
Is right where you are
In the space between
The finish and the start
It's the arrow in your heart
The arrow was meant to be meataphorical but now I can only think about the terrible imagery pun with. y'know.
anyway
IVY SOLE. - Storm
This was the first song I put on here after Olivia and Yunan, and it shows. But it's also just. All of it. It's very Marcy-on-the-chair 5 minutes after the episode ends:
I got swept up in the ocean
Undercurrent held my feet
Ain’t no air for me to breath down here
Only salt and the fear from the deep
And now I've only got two options
Grow some gills or fight the waves
I don’t want no one to save me from myself
I know that it’s my storm to tame
also guilt. Lots of guilt.
Til the surface comes in reach
Til the dark don’t feel too much like home
Til the sand run through my fingers
Til my heart and mind feel like my own
Til the sky don’t seem so far, far away
Hozier - In A Week
It's there. I can't really explain why with canon examples. I just HC that Marcy dealt with her guilt (especially over Anne's parents worrying that they were dead) by basically thinking exactly what this song says, first drenched in sadness ("we'll never be found and it'll hurt them so much") and then with the same sweetness and longing as the actual song, turning it into something positive: "we'll never be found. We can reinvent ourselves and turn this into home, with each other."
Billie Eilish - everything i wanted
Listen when I saw this in the storyboarders' playlist for Marcy I s c r e a m e d. But. It's so perfect. Every single line. Go listen to it.
Lenty Av - Marcy's Truth
[heart-rending instrumental remix of Marcy's Theme]
Death Note The Musical - Mortals & Fools
This is here entirely because @/cutetanuki-chan made an annearcy comic set to this where Darcy tries to convince Anne that Marcy is now beyond both love and salvation and I can't hear this anymore without imagining it as an internal conversation between Marcy and The Core.
Oh Geeez - Awakening
This is one of the best Amphibia fan songs I've heard and all of the lyrics are both amazing and depressing, but this is what made me immediately download the song (and put it in this playlist) after I first heard it:
Lately my head’s on fire and my voice is not my own...
So if this is the last time that I’m in my mind I need you to know
That I only wanted to keep you close
These days have been so dark and quiet and cold
And I’m longing for somebody to hold
The walls are closing in, and I’ve been run clean through
So if this is the last time,
then until the next life
I’ll dream of you
vylet pony - object permanence (home videos and other snapshots related and otherwise)
everything I know
just keeps slipping from my object permanence
when I try to imagine home
Ray Chen ft. Sting - What Could've Been
I love Arcane so much my brain splits in two in order to contain the fact that this song is both about Jinx blaming Vi for leaving her and Marcy resenting Andrias.
lollaby - seams
Go listen to lollaby now. This is a fan song so it's literally made to fit Marcy exactly but I genuinely think it's right beside scars (also by lollaby :p ) as the best Amphibia fan song ever. I'm not even exaggerating; I'm underselling how great this song is. Especially these lines:
three stars burning bright
come from beyond
to expel the night
three stars fall apart
forever scarred
they were doomed from the start
and it's all my fault
now i stand alone
you two look happy on your own
i am you
and you are me
our fates determined by that goddamn prophecy
so let us make a toast
to the parasite's host
to the minds pulling the strings
and to the glory of the ruined king
and:
maybe it's better to be left behind
maybe it's time i said goodbye
to these childhood friends of mine
(yes i know i just posted like 80% of the lyrics, but the way this incorporates lines from the show as parallels is just aaaaaaaaaaa)
lost memory machine - 地下涛声
Marcy on the castle balcony, as this fantasy of a reality washes over her.
The sound of underground waves
She closed her eyes tightly
the Gold Coast in the distance
lonely city walls cutting through the forest
It all comes from what she's read
Deep blue early morning sky
lifts the curtain off the day
Marcy, as she floats in a tank away from all light.
It can't compare
To what she had
But it's all lost now
Keep getting more
To lose it all
*this is all (maybe badly) translated from Cantonese by me.
Phoebe Bridgers - Chinese Satellite
This is in Anne's playlist too, but it fits Marcy better. I see it as her coming to terms with moving away, after everything, even if some part of her would rather stay.
lollaby - scars
The "canon" playlist ends at Chinese Satellite, but this is just... too amazing to leave off. The alternate ending that this paints (heavily leaning on when we thought they would all get much worse scarring) is incredibly sad but terribly hopeful. It breaks my heart just to put it back together.
Please listen to lollaby :p
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