#my t

[adventures-in-therapy]

My Therapist: What are you thinking about? My Brain:

#therapy memes #therapy meme #therapy #my t #mental illness things #mental illness humor #mental illness problems #dissociation meme #dissociation #dpdr #actually dissociative

[lovelyrotter]

okay but i actually kinda wanna know ur take on stridercest being canon compliant O_O <- autism stare

oh hey i am also hitting you with the autism stare. ill try to get my thoughts down in a way that makes sense to more than just me hahaha

bear in mind that im an epilogue lover and i think Meat/Candy are really valuable pieces that further all of the characters and are also hard canon in the sense that we're looking at just 2 post-game universe outcomes out of an uncountable number (the book in the picnic basket representing post-canon fanfic). i think the characters actions in the epilogues make sense and are satisfying to me. yes even jane (i love alpha jane and i will not do her the disservice of 'cleaning her up' w/o showing her work for it. thats not how you depict a character who grew up with fascist programming). i could totally go on a whole tangent about this specifically but thats another post lol we'd be here forever and its also not stridercest

but okay. canon stridercest. under the cut cause it got kinda long

basically it has to do with the cherubs and how their relationships and mating rituals are pretty obviously incestuous leaning even though cherubs dont have the human concept of Siblings or blood family. the cherub who predominates will search across paradox space to mate with another cherub who closely resembles the cherub they predominated which is like textbook Freudian sexuality. theres a lot of Freud and Jungian stuff in HS imo even if im kinda [wobbly hand gesture] at the validity of these theories applied to real life and real people. but theyre super fun tools and lenses to use in fiction and i mean. gestures at all of dave

so the incest aliens cherubs. the whole reason why im talkin about them is bc Caliborn is so incredibly interested and invested in the Striders in particular. caliborn as both Lord English and Lil Cal shapes earth NOT OVERTLY but more so embeds himself in earth society, but again, the Striders lives in particular. dave is full of incest jokes. hes even apparently got a list of his friends arranged in order of how likely theyd incest-elope with each other (thank you epilogues for this amazing factoid). he seems to think about it often enough to, yknow, Do That. have a good solid think about that and construct an organized list about it. bearing in mind dave makes jokes about stuff thats a) bothering him, or b) generally camping out in his brain. hes not even really aware of it most of the time (as we see in one of the openbounds where hes all 'why am i thinking about puppets???' after seeing dirk for the first time in that dream bubble. he is thinking nonstop about dirk at that point and going off his only frame of reference for ANY dirk, which is his bro. his bro who was most likely deeply warped by Lil Cal)

sorry for the long blocky paragraph lol. but now onto the next thing

Caliborn as Lil Cal is the centerpiece in the beta strider apartment. dave cant escape him and beta dirk grew up with him. what the fuck do you do when youre childhood comfort item is also the most evil creature across all of paradox space? if youre a dirk you try to fight it. but how long can you keep fighting something like that. its safe to say that bro was affected by Caliborns particular brand of perversion and sfw kink. i dont think i have to say how insidious abusive and toxic he is about those things. and looking at the truth of beta bro (16yo alpha dirk) you can start to see just how warped beta bro became. beta bro is a false dirk (still a very Real dirk but not the Truth of dirk. beta bro has been toxified and made infinitely worse by an absolute evil influence over decades of life. in 80s fuckin texas. presumably in the system. anyone would be fucked up after that)

so for this analysis/theory im stating beta bro as a false persona. using jungian terms he is apha dirk's shadow

both dave and dirk live with a fake, carefully manicured version of their bros. they live with personas (or shadows of their guardians on the walls. hello platos allegory of the cave). they dont actually know e/o and they dont until the striunion

alpha dirk especially grows up embedded in the Public Persona Of Dave Strider 400 years post mortem and completely alone with unlimited internet access. hes a self admitted expert on his bro and we dont get to see a lot if any of his early childhood but i can hazard a guess at how much he clung to that persona of his bro. he fuckin idolizes dave. he LOVES dave. right off the bat he is in some kind of love with dave and i think if you try to argue against that then thats you slippin. i think youre a fool and have to reread homestuck because i wholeheartedly believe the striders loving eachother is part of the win state

once again this is speculation cause we get barely anything about alpha dave, but from what we already know about him im guessing this bro-persona is

achingly effortlessly cool

oozing masculinity (toxic or not, not really interested in categorizing that although toxic coolboy masculinity IS something the striders contend with & is an important facet in their lives)

a skilled fighter

a dedicated moviegoer (hes a director need i say more. this one is probably the only genuine thing about his on-screen persona)

and now lets look at jake. someone whos grown up on pretty much nothing but movies, whos doubtlessly been influenced by hollywood and its idea of gritty 'main character' masculinity through that, and who also clings to more old-school ideas of manliness (think victorian/edwardian era gentlemanly-but-loves-a-good-scrum kinda manly. moustache twirly with a monocle kinda manly. basically everything that grandpa harley is)

but okay lets look at what jake wants to be. lets take a look at his teenager persona

achingly effortlessly cool (his own 'hollywood star' kind of cool also def influenced by his favourite characters like lara croft who is indeed achingly cool. you see him succeed in inhabiting this hollywood star persona on earth c)

oozing masculinity (the old school manly mans-man kind)

a skilled fighter (two pistoles always. harder to aim cause you cant use a free hand to make up for kickback. that takes skill)

a dedicated moviegoer (again one of the only genuine parts about his persona. his questionable-to-wretched tastes aside. but bearing in mind that the SBaHJ movies are intentionally bad which is what makes them loop around to good. such is the nature of intentionally 'bad' art. jake fuckin lives in this perpetual bad-good art loop. okay enough with the art tangent keep focused man cmon)

because dirk has obviously way more contact with jake i dont doubt he sees through jakes own (admittedly way more flimsy) coolboy persona but the point still stands i think. different flavours but the same kinda guy. dirk has a type and i dont think its a stretch to say that hes looking for aspects of the bro-persona he grew up looking at in other boys, much like the winning cherub looking for the one they lost in the cherub theyll mate with

also wtf is with dirks obvious boner for dave chasing him across paradox space to decapitate him huh?? the last few sentences in Meat are about that very thing. he wants to fuc fight dave sooo bad. haha remember how the cherubic mating ritual is one of the most violent and long running spectacles in paradox space? i sure do

#stridercest #davedirk #dirkdave #alphacest #my t #thank you if you read all this HAHAHA #i am dedicated to my craft (autistic) (indulgent)

[moss-and-monsters]

AKSJDHSJJAJ This took so long to finish but I’m very proud of myself. I have been trying to get better at digital painting and I did a study using @wolfythewitch techno blade art (which I am in love with) AAAAA anyway might do some Odysseus studies next.

#technofanart #technoblade #wolfythewitch #wolfythewitchfanart #this makes me so sad and happy #gods I miss him #PHILZAAAA CROWS #my t #mcyt fanart #sleepyboisinc #mcyt #Of moss and monsters

[captainsaltypear]

IS ANYONE ELSE GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS OR

#hazbin hotel #huskerdust #hazbin husker #hazbin angel dust #hazbin angeldust #angeldust #husker #hazbin husk #look man im all for overlord husk but EXCUSE ME???????? #WHERE DID THIS COME FROM #I LITERALLY YELLED W H A T AT MY COMPUTER SCREEN WHEN HE SAID THIS #I KNEW HUSK WAS STRONGER THAN HE LET ON BUT AN OVERLORD??????? #GURL?????????? #DAMN SON #THIS new piece of information caught me so offguard that i was still reeling from it even after the emotional bomb that was loser baby #anyways huskerdust truthers how are we feeling #HOW DOES VICTORY FEEL #NO LONGER CRACKSHIP BROTHERS #WE'RE REAL #AND IM FEELING SO GOOD ABOUT IT #anwyways im doing very emotionally good how are you guys #im...gonna put a hiatus my own personal webcomic to cry over this for the next 6 months #girls help #keith david...........im so sorry i ever doubted you he ATE THAT UPPPP #hazbin hotel spoilers #pear post #scheeze art

[thecuddlycauldron]

Hi miss Willow!

May I please have a reading? I’m seeing this man, and even though our interactions are more then nice, there is a lot if rockiness our relationship brings up for both of us to clear and work through. I’ve never had to be so mindful and conscious with my words and actions as I’m having to here with him! Independently where this may go, what is the main message or teaching this connection is teaching me?

I’m I.J Virgo sun and he’s K.P Taurus sun.

Thank you in advance, have a wonderful day, and may this eclipse open the road for many blessings to find you!

Hi IJ,

I pulled the four of pentacles for you. "Fine possessions alone won't bring contentment. Don't focus on material gain to the point where you are separated from life's true joys." It is encouraging you to examine any tendencies you may have to hold onto things too tightly in your relationship. This could include holding onto past hurts or resentments, or trying to control the course of the relationship out of fear of losing stability or security. Consider the importance of trust and openness in your relationship with KP. It could be teaching you to let go of any fears or insecurities that are preventing you from fully opening up to him and providing a deeper connection.

All together, your relationship with KP may be teaching you valuable lessons about security, trust, and letting go of control. Examine any areas where you may be holding back or clinging too tightly and to find a healthy balance that allows for growth, intimacy, and mutual respect within the relationship.

Love, Willow

#anonymous #my t #tarot witch #tarot #tarot cards #tarot deck #tarotblr #tarotcommunity #daily tarot #free tarot #free tarot readings #tarot reading #tarot community #tarot blog

[kadacher]

#t #tt #gif #my art #my gifs #my t #love t #Letter #letters #alphabet

[mr-malumm]

Morning routine of local TV star

#this man has never heard of a toothbrush i can basically guarantee it #the big t shirt and boxers combo has me 😳💍🫀🗡️ #he definitely just smells like windex #thats so real of him #i fell for the fucking tv #hazbin hotel #hazbin art #hazbin hotel fanart #vox #hazbin vox #the vees #hazbin hotel memes #my art

[isjasz]

[Day 266] :DDD

#dddaily4sherin #desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #real life smp #trafficblr #traffic smp #my art #<3 #grian's outfit is like. a combination of his real life t-shirt + normal skin 🫡

[fungalnebula]

What I love most about Gandalf big naturals is how much it eases my chest dysphoria. I can sleep without a shirt on now because of Gandalf Big Naturals. Knowing that the artist made the original image while recovering from top surgery and said the image was like a final parting gift from their boobs makes me feel even better about the image's effect on me. Men with big naturals makes me feel much more good about my body than those old posts on here that were like "trans men! Some men have pecs!!! So don't feel dysphoric <3". It's much more meaningful to see a hairy, bearded man with a huge H cup rack not letting his tits get in the way of his masculinity.

Most of all, Gandalf Big Naturals helped me love my body the way it is instead of hating something that's a part of me. Of course I still want top surgery but the fact that I can live with my own big naturals until then without wanting to guillotine them off is really important.

#losers lament #gandalf big naturals #I queued a drawing of Gandalf big naturals where he has a hairy chest and that one's my favorite #since I started t I've been growing chest hair and I really like how my cleavage looks with the hair #so when I saw that picture i knew that I would be able to keep the love for hairy big naturals #instead of losing them forever when my own hairy big naturals get removed #and it's like I'm giving them to him #I love the way gender expression has progressed on this webbed sight

[lyenka645]

amok time

#i forgot i drew this.. #its been marinating in my files for months #star trek #star trek tos #star trek the original series #t'pring #spock #james t kirk #my art #tag as ship if you want

[lazer-t]

3D Model Commission

Character belongs to @wyrmwrought

#art #my art #3d #3d model #3d modeling #blender #blender 3d #blender3d #low poly #stylized #npr 3d #blender npr #canine #commission #commissioned work #gif #animated gif #turntable #3d turntable #lazert #lazer-t

[adventures-in-therapy]

#chaos seeking #my t #therapy meme #meme

[lovelyrotter]

not gonna lie the way the term proship is used on tumblr infuriates me tbh especially with the addition of comship which just compounds this new completely inaccurate definition??? proship doesnt mean 'person who enjoys problematic ships'. its not short for 'problematic ship' and it definitely aint a verb. the pro- is a positive prefix. yknow, the opposite of anti-. it just means you ship and let ship and wont fuckin doxx people over their tastes in fiction. the false definition of proship comes from antis dog why are you using it like that. why are you entertaining this. why are you letting their language win. you can be proship and strictly enjoy vanilla stuff. proship means anti-censorship i dare fuckin say its even under the antifa umbrella of ideas and goals because its anti-art-censorship ESPECIALLY because of how antis talk about and then spread ''''degenerate art'''' to generate moral panic and mockery of the artist/writer (which is largely directed at queer art made by queer people) (and which directly fuckin mirrors the nazis and how they treated art made from anyone other than them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

#my t #this is why i say im profiction moreso than proship and i kinda hate that i had to do that #proship #fuck it

[retquits]

stardew valley bachelor beta portraits vs final portraits!!!

prints: here and here

#my art #stardew valley #sdv alex #sdv elliott #sdv harvey #sdv sam #sdv sebastian #sdv shane #sdv fanart #since someone requested them all together!!! #aka younger vs older selves #aka pre-T vs post-T #😇😇😇

[its-always-sunny-in-city17]

grandmasters

#star trek #star trek tos #k/s #spirk #jim kirk #james t kirk #spock #my art

[possumtion]

Kinda cracky Animal crossing! AU

#my art #star trek the original series #star trek tos #leonard mccoy #spock #jim kirk #star trek #james t kirk #bones mccoy #animal crossing #nyota uhura #khan noonien singh #hikaru sulu #montgomery scott #pavel chekov #animal crossing new horizons #artists on tumblr #digital art #yea idk why i thought of this either