✨30 day challenge but I ll complete it in one day just like i want to change myself all at once in one day ✨
1) 62 kg
2) 1,75 m/ 5'9. I think think this is a very elegant height for a chick to have buuuut it's hella hard to look small in it so that's that smh
3) Rosemund Pike. Her thinness makes her look so elegant and so classy. We're almost the same. Height (she's 1,74m tall)
4) I really don t wanna lose my teets or hair 😩
5) Tbh it's because of my estetic? I have a thing for elegance and man... In my eyes and on myself... Those type of clothes just look better. Also, a close second... I grew up skinny AF. And i grew up TALL AF. Once puberty hitted i just started looking like a mother next to all my friends.
6) Yeah i do... Cause sometimes i'm like "fuck it i look great i don't need this, and the food is so good!!!". Then boom I JUST GET FAT
7) I m on low contact since I left home
8) I don't exercise buuuut as soon as I hit my goal weight which is 55 Kg and heal from starvation mode, I will pick up going to the gym cause I really want an ass.
9) No, i guess I was never fat-fat. I was at a healthy size but everybody else growing up was just SO TINY
10) Sugar and Mango Monster
11) I don't have one yet but if anybody bothered reading I'm waiting for suggestions uwu
12) If i'm not trying to lose weight... Shaworma and any junk food available. If I am losing weight...Anything in between nothing and canned tunna, boiled broccoli, salads, oatmeal, cottage cheese with tomatoes
13) Unhealthy af
14) I guess it's 55kg and I will reach it by November-December
15) No and No
16) At around 14 but I was never serious about it. Then at 16 I started restricting unintentionally after a heartbreak (from 72kg to 65) . Then I gained weight and lost weight via another heartbreak(67-63) . Then I just chilled and I lost weight in a relative healthy fashion (65-59) and then I met my boyfriend and that boy eats ONLY JUNKFOOD which got me to 66 and now I am restricting and I am at 62.
17) I don't think so but my eating habits are very disordered and I do engage in ed behaviours when I want to lose weight
18) Cheese Kebab and sweets...
19) Today I ate a hotdog and a couple of bites of a sandwich.
20) Water Fasting
21) European Medium, but if I try hard enough I can pull of an European S. My goal is to fit in an S effortlessly
22) 59. I gained because my boyfriend is a foodie and I used to spend a lot of time with him :D
23) Not really, I m not a big social media person
24) Meh
25) Yes I did. I was 16 and looked myself in the mirror after a big meal. Then i just threw it aaaaall up
26) water fasting and walking :D
27) I ignore it and think about my bf's exes which were all tiny/ Rosemund Pike/ The outfits I will be able to pull off/ the fact that I will finally look human in full body pics/ everybody's reaction once i get skinny
28) Nah, I like the shape of my legs. I actually want to build them up for a booty once I reached my ugw
29) Rosamund Pike
30) a) I nailed a cybersecurity job at 20 with no degree after studying literature and history in highschool. I think that's pretty neat
B) I'm in therapy
C) i m deeply in love with my boyfriend. In the first two weeks I was conviced I'll marry this guy
D) I went from blue to white hair in one day all by myself. Yes my hair was fried
E) I started smoking at 16
F) I'm 20
J) All I do career/looks/education/ social wise is purely out of spite. And it is working
K) I was bullied since kindergarden till 8th grade
L) Im prettier than all my bullies
M) I still have an obsession regarding my 7th grade bully
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Lunch
half a donut with vanilla filling - 217 cal
Half a donut with chocolate filling - 226cal
= 442
Dinner
Goulash soup - 168 cal
Total
610 /800
This day could have been so much fucking better if my grandma didnt call me over for coffee and cake I could have even drank those 300cal drinks my dad had left from the hospital because I'm so fucking tired of eating but if I had had that that would have been 700 and that looked so scary good lord. Maybe I'll have 1 tomorrow and then the dinner I couldnt eat today because of - again - my grandma calling me over.
I feel so fucking gross
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This is Jeff’s version of a game to play with the family…
we said Bingo would be fun. Jeff was in charge of getting cards… learning about each others struggles, i guess? Could be considered bonding.
Jeff won with a triple bingo, me and Sully tied second and Delilah was third. #FamilyBondingMoments
the second square on the third row made me sad low key
you okay?
I’m good lol
you sure?
…
no
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