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abstractempathy · 4 years

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I don't know how or when it happened. why it was fate likes this. my brain was connected to a string and the string got cut. Like a trigger pulled. ever since the one day cruising on the highway, I've never been the same. lights between the trees, I'm muffled screaming please. I'm down on both knees. spasmodic body ricocheting and foot stomping the gas. my friend sitting next to me, scared off his ass.

Well at this point I'm realizing this is where it happens. The plan I had can no longer be achieved. I won't make another weld. I'll never draw another bead. Can't rip another two stroke, can't break my arm on another tree. Insurance prices are rising in the near future and it's replacing my drivers license. confession for confession, only ignored it because of deep rooted depression and anxiety followed by violent repercussions. it doesn't hurt if it's numb. I knew I was about to be the person I didn't want to become.

Multiple tests, just words we don't understand. MD's sliding throughout our hands. fed up with it, but helpless and clueless. I've got the damage. I've got the bruises. I didn't take as many wins as I did losses. Things can change in a matter of seconds. I've learned that I need to always be grateful. whether you're bitchin' about designer clothes or disliking the food on your table. this goes out to everyone, same or different. Love the life you have because it could change in an instance.

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avongina · 4 years

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#empowered #nothingisimpossible #notdoneyet #notfinished #notdefeated #notwhoiwas #changed #godhasmyback #godfightsforyou #godhasaplan https://www.instagram.com/p/CD21vQGjEcO/?igshid=192bhlrx1iy2l

#empowered #nothingisimpossible #notdoneyet #notfinished #notdefeated #notwhoiwas #changed #godhasmyback #godfightsforyou #godhasaplan

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yepthatsmygurl85 · 5 years

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#truth #life #2018 #2018washell #bringon2019 #hard #painful #lostself #newperson #notwhoiwas #notwhoioncewas #quote #quoteabout2018 https://www.instagram.com/p/BsBNx_2ATMG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13w9x1dhf3nww

#truth #life #2018 #2018washell #bringon2019 #hard #painful #lostself #newperson #notwhoiwas #notwhoioncewas #quote #quoteabout2018

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odamike · 7 years

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Dont let #guilt bring you down and keep you there take back your #power and #forgiveyourself #forgiveothers #notwhoiwas #betterthaniusedtobe

#forgiveyourself #guilt #notwhoiwas #forgiveothers #power #betterthaniusedtobe

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projectsimplefix-blog · 6 years

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Let me decrease and let Him increase. #Jesus #notwhoiwas #saved https://www.projectsimplefix.com/ I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 (ESV) This is some hard core Christian stuff. There exist and have existed Christians that hate who they are without God so much they gladly let their old selves die with Christ. These are the world changers, these are the good and faithful servants. If you want to affect the world like Paulthe Apostle and the author of Galatians did you must come to the realization that without Christ all is lost and keeping anything not of Christ is a waste of time. #bibleverse #dailybible #dailybibleverse #galatians #bible #beautiful #park #pretty #grass #verse #scripture #love #god #instagood #dailyinsta #christianblog #heartfelt #blog #christian #blogsite #wisdom #oldisdead #salvation #soldout #lifeforgod #godisgood #esv Photo Credit R.E.Imagined Light https://www.instagram.com/p/BoN3fcqFL0A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ojdthmnmekgs

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feedinghissheep-blog · 6 years

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God is Shaking Hollywood, Big Ministries, and people on church pews . Even families will be shaken as Truth comes out as Revival Comes . #firecoming #life #truth #truthcomingout #mentoring #ministry ##notwhoyouthinkyouare #notwhoiwas #notreadyyet ##wholelotofshakinggoingon #shakingup #

#life #notreadyyet #notwhoiwas #notwhoyouthinkyouare #wholelotofshakinggoingon #truthcomingout #shakingup #truth #ministry #firecoming #mentoring

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alifeatthelanding · 7 years

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Slow and steady. Two years of the unknown and various treatments and being unable to be myself. I have a new normal- I can't do what I used to... but humans adapt, and so can I. #newnormal #progress #slow #slowandsteady #newlife #notwhoiwas #icanadapt #notbad #beautifullife #goals #babysteps #lupus #personalgrowth #lifeintheburrow

#lupus #newlife #progress #goals #notbad #slowandsteady #babysteps #lifeintheburrow #slow #personalgrowth #icanadapt #newnormal #notwhoiwas #beautifullife

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goppii · 7 years

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#youwillsee #me #notwhoiwas (at Msc Hostel, Pulchowk Campus)

#youwillsee #me #notwhoiwas

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sippinonpinklemonade · 10 years

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#markdriscoll #repent #rejoice #notwhoiwas #forgiven #grace #forgiveness #Jesus

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avongina · 4 years

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#new #newperson #newcreation #changedmylife #changed #nevergiveup #thankful #grateful #hope #notwhoiwas #faith https://www.instagram.com/p/B53qQn-D9tb/?igshid=4y79ncajh71p

#new #newperson #newcreation #changedmylife #changed #nevergiveup #thankful #grateful #hope #notwhoiwas #faith

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lovelistenreact · 11 years

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Not who I was

You were what I was missing all this time and now you're gone and I don't smile anymore, I don't feel whole anymore, I'm not who I used to be and I'll never love again because this emptiness, this breathlessness, and incompleteness I feel is so painful its beginning to become unbearable and I'd do anything to be who I was with you at least that version of me felt alive. I'm just numb now.

#whoami #nothingwasthesame #notwhoiwas #broken #empty #incomplete #sad #lonely #unhappy

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