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blatherpuss · 4 months
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Psy-Daze pg11!
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zhongrin · 1 year
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◇ characters ◇ zhongli, tighnari, cyno, al haitham
◇ tags ◇ yandere!character, implied slight yandere!reader (al haitham), petnames (my love, dear - zhongli), spoiler for cyno’s story quest (tighnari)
◇ a/n ◇ @abyssmal-skies psy you probably already forgot this prompt but this is still your fault just so you know-
𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡
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your lover might have used a knowledge capsule containing unknown information - but hey, what’s the worst that could happen, right?
... right?
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“how peculiar,” zhongli comments as he inspects the capsule’s chassis, the greenish glow making his eyes darken into a brownish shade, “you said this contained information about a prophecy of a future disaster that is foreseen to befall liyue?”
if there’s anything you can confidently say about your lover in certainty, it’s the love he holds for the nation he creates. and so, when you stumble upon the seller, as shady looking as she was, you couldn’t just walk away.
“that’s what the merchant said,” you say, fingers twisting in worry, “i did think it was a scam, but i mean - sumeru is the land of the god of wisdom, and these are lord kusanali's inventions. though there’s a chance that it’s not going to be useful, there’s also a chance that whatever is in that capsule would still be beneficial, at least?”
“hmm. well, it is right of you to worry. however, i do agree. gaining more knowledge is, more often than not, a good thing. besides, seeing as you’ve paid for the item, it would be a waste to not use it. i see no harm in perusing it as intended, but just in case, let me do it first.”
the akasha terminal glows as he connects with the capsule, amber eyes closing, his brows furrowing in concentration as the information transferred directly onto his mind. the whole process barely lasts for five seconds, but you wait anxiously and inches closer to your lover as his eyes open-
“….. zhongli?”
he blinks once, slowly, as if he has to clear his mind out from a daze before he turns towards you. the same gentle smile spreads on his lips, yet you can’t help but feel that something is… amiss.
and then you realize his gloved fingers are locked onto your wrists in a vicelike grip.
“dear, you were right.”
“huh?! wait, is a disaster really going to befall liyue?! that’s bad, we should inform the qixing-”
“there is no need for that.”
“huh? what do you-”
“as long as you’re safe, it doesn’t matter. now, let’s forget about the insignificant things. are we not on a vacation? you said you wanted to see sumeru’s local products, yes? i believe there is a marketplace called the grand bazaar-”
as he leads you toward the direction of the bustling street, you stare at him in confusion. he looks and acts just as loving as your beloved, and yet this can’t be the same man that you know - your zhongli would have put liyue as his first priority.
“wait. wait, please - what… what was in that capsule?! we have to go back to that merchant! something’s clearly wrong-”
“nothing’s wrong, dear.”
the hold he has around your wrist tightens, nails (talons?) digging into your skin, and your eyes water in both pain and panic at this point.
your zhongli would have never hurt you like this.
“no! you-you’re scaring me! let go of me!” you try to jerk your arm away to escape from his grasp, but the effort you put in merely makes him sigh in calm disappointment.
a gasp escapes your lips when the ex-archon suddenly pulls you closer with a harsh tug, your body colliding against his as his other arm circles around you to rest on your back.
“don’t flail about like that, my love. what if you hurt yourself?”
your zhongli would have never made you feel unsafe. and yet as you look into the same amber eyes, instead of the usual warmth spreading across your body, all you could feel in your chest is the coldness of fear.
perhaps this really would be the downfall of liyue, for since the first time after its creation, their god has finally abandoned them?
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“[name], where’s that package from akademiya-”
tighnari’s question halts when his eyes swept across the darkened empty room. though your curtains are drawn and normal humans would only be able to barely make out silhouettes of the furniture, he can clearly see that you’re not inside.
with a confused hum, he snoops on your desk, knowing that you won't mind. one object, in particular, catches his eye.
that knowledge capsule must be the so-called ‘package’ from the akademiya.
tighnari clicks his tongue and approaches your desk, lifting the item, which casts a bright pulsing green light into his eyes.
well. best to get this over with as fast as possible.
he has to fiddle a bit with his akasha terminal, but the process comes naturally to him. knowledge rushed into his consciousness, but as the first stream hit he immediately knew something was wrong.
the world fades to black momentarily as the data transfer commences.
the capsule drops with a loud thud on your bedroom floor. ears flicking, tail swishing in agitation, the forest ranger stared in a daze as a sense of urgency suddenly built up inside of him.
his baser animal instinct hisses and snarls.
how could he be so nai̴ve?
wrong. you’re not here. it’s all wrong.
he has to get you.̶
he has to get you and bring you into his nest, where you belong.
nȯ̷͓ͅw.̷̡̢̧͈͈̌́̂
his legs move before he could finish the thought. in his hurry, he forgets to close the door completely. the eerie glow of the knowledge capsule casts an ominous luminescence onto a fallen piece of paper on the wooden floor.
“[name], we found this on yesterday’s patrol in one of the abandoned camps. there were loads of empty crates and a list of ‘client names’. we know what it is, but we’re not sure how to use it (and whether we should even try to) and we don’t know what its contents are; maybe you can ask tighnari to advise on what to do about it?”
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the metal cuffs he used to detain the criminal clatter against the wooden desk, and cyno sighs tiredly as he slumps onto the chair. yet another criminal jailed and waiting for trial. the scholar just had to make it difficult for both of them, refusing to come with him and always trying to escape his watch.
now’s that’s all settled with, however, here comes the harder part.
vermillion eyes fall onto the papers and the bag of evidence, and he sighs once more, although this time it was more of an 'i really don't want to do this' sigh. but cyno is dedicated and diligent, and so, despite his dislike towards the activity, he proceeds to fill in the reports.
yet moments later, he stumbles upon a question he could not answer.
— what is the content of the stolen knowledge capsule?
….
well, only one way to find out.
the sensation of using a knowledge capsule washes over him. for a short duration, he was rigid, unable to focus on anything but the sudden onslaught of information poured into his head-
cyno’s fist hits the wooden table when the link disconnects.
his eyes squeezed shut. his head swirls. his heart rate steadily escalates.
his mind is full. so full. overflowingly full. overwhelmingly full.
of yoǘ̶ͅ.
“[name].”
his chest tightens.
“[name]. [name]. [name]. [name]. [name]. [name]-̴̙͎̠͆”
out of the corner of his eyes, he catches the glint of metal (strong, durable, steady). his hand reaches out to take the object, fingers carefully tracing the material (cold, unlike your warmth, which he misses so dearly). it’s dirtied and he’ll have to wash it first (for nothing shall sully your skin), but it would do.
no dirty blood should touch your skin. no eyes should fall onto your beautiful visage. no. you are pure and good and his. how had he not realized this before? this should have been the bare minimum for you! he is your protector. he is the very definition of just and he is the only individual who is suited to keep you saf̶e.
“wait for me, [name].”
he h̴̹̎as to keep you safe.
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your lover is, for the most part, always rational and seemingly indifferent to his surroundings.
which is exactly why you love riling him up. pressing buttons and flicking switches to see which ones trip him up the most, which makes him flustered, which makes him tick. it’s a fun little game, and you know al haitham finds amusement in it too, despite his ‘complaints’. it’s a dynamic that works out wonderfully, you think.
but sometimes, you want more.
“-and what, pray tell, were you discussing? why would you waste your time talking to kaveh of all people?”
“oh come on, don’t be mean! kaveh’s great. it wasn’t a waste of time at all!”
“having insubstantial conversations are categorized as ‘wasting time’, i believe.”
mo̷re.
“oh, haitham... just admit that you’re jealous.”
“what a ridiculous accusation. why should i be afraid of some mindless fool flailing to sweep you off your feet? he is incapable of doing so.”
“oh i dunno, his latest design for his thesis was quite awe-inspiring. i think he really nailed the functionality and aesthetic down,” you tap the knowledge capsule with your fingers with a wink and a cheeky grin, “you should see it for yourself. i’m sure you’ll change your mind.”
your boyfriend regards you with an unimpressed frown, although he can’t fight the curiosity of his scholarly mind to draw his focus onto the said contraption within your grasp. with a knowing giggle, you toss it towards the scribe and shrug, announcing that you were going out to get some food after a quick wash-up.
𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌
𝒕𝒐𝒄𝒌
m̸͎͗ore.
𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌
𝒕𝒐𝒄𝒌
you barely made it two steps out of the bathroom when you’re cornered by your boyfriend. the red lines on his eyes seem to be shining as much as the reds of his terminal, and you tilt your head in question.
“so? how was kaveh’s-”
“don’t.”
the harsh grip on your shoulder and the hard wall your back smacked onto made you wince, but al haitham barely bats an eye from your distress.
“stop saying his name. st̵̲̾op saying other people’s name.”
a shiver runs up your spine, and you silently nod. there’s an exhale of breath before a soft pressure rests against your forehead. through your lashes, you see him melt against you, eyes closed. red. green. red. green-
“i’ll go get that food first, okay?”
-red.
“don’t. stay̵̠̘̙̩͛ here. i’ll go.”
red. red. red.
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“here’s the rest of the payment, dori.”
“ohoho~ splendid! always so pleased to do business with you!”
“oh no, the pleasure is mine.”
“i presume the capsule is working as intended, then?”
“it was adorable, the way he comes running like a puppy to his master.”
“gosh~ out of all my customers, you sure are one of the strange ones….. [name].”
you chuckle and wave her goodbye, quite sure that your lover was going to turn port ormos upside down any time now, when he finally realizes that you’ve given him the slip.
oh, you’re so looking forward to this pleasant change in your life.
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honeydais · 14 days
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Hey friends! I returned a month later and brought for you a list of songs with which I associate the characters.
And with it you can determine my favorite characters :)
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Jeff Woods ( Jeff the killer)— Psychosocial (Slipknot)
Americano ( Lady Gaga)
Lights out ( MSI )
Enemy ( Imagine dragons)
Liu Woods - Hayloft II (Mother Mother);
GOSSIP ( Måneskin )
Replay ( Lady Gaga )
Two birds (Regina Spector)
Lira Rogers - Looking at me ( Sabrina Carpenter )
Jane Richardson ( Jane the killer )- Telephone (Lady Gaga)
Bloody Mary ( Lady Gaga)
Bad girls ( M. I. A. )
She wants me dead ( Cazzette i AronChupa )
Jane Arkensaw - Genesis (Grimes)
The mess you made ( AJA )
Nina Hopkins ( Nina the killer ) - Mamma Mia (HUGEL)
Vicious ( Bohnes )
Criminal ( Britney Spears )
Take your shirt off ( Millionaires )
Toxic ( Britney Spears)
Nina Hopkins(new) - Toy ( Netta Barzilai )
Slumber party ( Ashnikko )
Troublemaker ( Olly Murs )
Jack Nairas ( Eyeless Jack)- HURT ( 1 800 PAIN )
Ate my heart (Lady Gaga)
Valentino ( Olly Alexander )
Devil town ( Cavetown ) 
Mama ( My Chemical Romance)
Benjamin Lauman ( Ben drowned )- That That ( PSY )
Don't try sucide ( QUEEN ) 
Tobias Rogers ( Ticci Toby )- My alcoholic friends ( The Dresden Dolls )
Teenagers (My Chemical Romance)
Mama's boy (Dominic Fike)
Blow ( Kesha )
Natalie Ouellet ( Clockwork )- People I don't like (Upsahl)
NO ( Meghan Trainor )
Haunted house ( neoni )
Seventeen ( Marina and the diamonds) 
Tim Wright - GRRRLS (Aviva)
Older ( Isabel Larosa )
House of memories ( Panic! at the disco)
Brian Thomas - Guys don't like me ( It Boys )
Don't trust me ( 3OH!3 )
Kate Millens (Haze) - She homeless (Creep - P)
Helen Otis ( Bloody painter)- dump dump (mazie)
yes & no ( Paige Duddy )
She likes a boy ( Nxdia )
Dina Angela Clark ( Judge Angel )- Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land ( Marina )
Mary on a cross ( Ghost)
Bloody Mary ( Lady Gaga)
Jonathan Blake ( The Puppeteer)- Drunk-Dazed ( ENHYPEN )
Lost in the fire ( Gesaffelstein )
Look what you made me do (Taylor Swift)
EYES ON ME ( asteria)
Ann Luzen Mia ( Nurse Ann ) - Take a hint (Elizabeth Gillies and Victoria Justice)
Sweet dreams ( Eurythmics)
Primadonna ( Marina )
Emra Amelia Aldridge - Dance to forget (TryHardNinja)
Cake ( Melanie Martinez )
Oh no! ( Marina and the diamonds)
Material girl ( Madonna)
Zero - Hole-Dwelling
Hermit the frog ( Marina and the diamonds)
Jason Meyer ( Jason the toymaker )- DARKSIDE ( neoni )
Super Psycho Love ( Simon Curtis)
Sexy dr_g ( Falling in Reverse)
Jealously, jealously ( Olivia Rodrigo)
Louis Vuitton Body Bag ( Jeffree Star ) 
Laughing Jack - Lonely (Palaye Royale)
Happy face (Jagwar Twin)
Backstabber ( Kesha )
Bad feeling ( Jagwar Twin )
Laughing Jill - Lone Digger (Caravan palace)
What are you watching for?  (Gwen Stefani)
Applause ( Lady Gaga)
Maniac ( Michael Sembello ) 
Shoot him down! ( Alice Francis)
Candy Pop - HIP ( mamamoo )
Nathan Nobody - Gladiator ( Jann )
Beautiful is boring ( BONES UK )
Mammamia ( maneskin )
Sally Williams - Who is she?  (I Monster)
Dollhouse ( Melanie Martinez)
Tag, You're it (Melanie Martinez)
Lazari Natalie Svong - I hate my mom ( GRLwood )
Lucille Tiffany Greatfield( Lulu ) - Tag, You're it (Melanie Martinez)
How do you sleep? ( AJA )
Slenderman - I didn't find the right song 
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calciumcryptid · 6 months
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Calcium's List of K-Pop Worth a Damn Pt.2
Hello my beloved mutuals.
It is I, Calcium, who has consumed way too much K-Pop and has opinions on which songs (and by extension artists) are actually worth a damn.
This is part two because there was so much K-Pop to sort through, and this part is going to cover the male artists whether groups or soloists. I do not expect you to enjoy every single one on this list, but I do think these songs are worth at least one listen.
In Case This Breaks Containment: Please understand this list was made for my mutuals and my mutuals only. Just because a song or artist is not on this list does not mean I think the song or artist is bad. Except for BTS, with all due respect I think their solo work outshines their group work by a margin which is why two of their members are in the solo area listing but there is no group song listed.
Important Language Note: When Romanized, the word 'you' in Korean translates to 'nega' and the word 'I' in Korean translates to 'naega'. When said very fast it sounds like the n-word. I promise it is not the n-word, they are saying 'you' or 'I'.
Without further ado, let's finish these recommendations.
Boy Groups
Goblin (Favorite Boys) by A.C.E.
Bouncy by Ateez
Halazia by Ateez
Wave by Ateez
Bang Bang Bang by BigBang
Fantastic Baby by BigBang
Sober by BigBang
Movie Star by CIX
Save Me, Kill Me by CIX
Adrenaline by Cravity
Shoot Me by DAY6
Young Blood by DRIPPIN
Dangerous by E'Last
Drunk-Dazed by Enhypen
Fever by Enhypen
Bite Me by Enhypen
Electric Kiss by EXO
Growl by EXO
Love Shot by EXO
Not By the Moon by GOT7
You Calling My Name by GOT7
Dive by iKon
The Chaser by Infinite
Medusa by Just B
RE=LOAD by Just B
Crush by MCND
Ice Age by MCND
Beautiful Liar by Monsta X
Hero by Monsta X
Boss by NCT
Kick It by NCT 127
Simon Says by NCT 127
Perfume by NCT Dojaejung
Baggy Baggy Jeans by NCT U
Face by Nu'Est
Come Back Home by OneUs
Same Scent by OneUs
Valkyrie by OneUs - Rock Version
End of Spring by OneWe
Gravity by OneWe
Rain to Be by OneWe
Jump by Ph1Harmony
libidO by OnlyOneOf
Fall in Love Again by Ph1Harmony
Daisy by Pentagon
Do Or Not by Pentagon
Shine by Pentagon
Hot by Seventeen
Rock With You by Seventeen
Super by Seventeen
Good Guy by SF9
Atlantis by SHINee
Lucifer by SHINee
Sherlock (Clue + Note) by SHINee
Case 143 by Stray Kids
God's Menu by Stray Kids
Voices by Stray Kids
Jopping by SuperM
Get a Guitar by Riize
Red by The Rose
Anti-Romantic by Tomorrow X Together
Crown by Tomorrow X Together
Sugar Rush Ride by Tomorrow X Together
Mirotic by TVXQ!
Energetic by WannaOne
Love Talk by WayV (I recommend both the Korean and English version.)
Designer by VAV
Mayday by Victon
Test Me by Xdinary Heroes
Male Soloists
Daechwita by Agust D
Bambi by Baekhyun
Sacrifice by Han Seungwoo
Moondance by Jeon Woong
Mmmh by Kai
Peaches by Kai
Another Life by Key
Bad Love by Key
Killer by Key
Daddy by Psy
Gentleman by Psy
Gangnam Style by Psy
Criminal by Taemin
Guilty by Taemin
Move by Taemin
Love Me Again by V
Lose by Wonho
Feel Like by Woodz
Overall Artist Recommendations
Ateez: They are very hard hitting and all their songs feel like cinematic experiences. My go to boy group, and I don't think there is a song of theirs I don't like.
Enhypen: Can I just say supernatural concept and be done with this section? Yeah, I think I will.
Taemin: Honestly I was just going to leave it at his name, but I cannot explain how sexy his voice is. The man is known as The Idol's Idol for a reason.
Tomorrow X Together or TXT: They honestly have a little bit of everything from more chipper music to darker music. My personal favorites are the moments where they sound like an actual band like Run Away, I Know I Love You, and Loser=Lover.
Stray Kids: A little grab bag of everything when it comes to the 'love yourself' message. If that isn't enough for my mutuals, not only do they have my seal of approval but they also have my mother's seal of approval so uh take that as what it is.
Bonus Recommendation
KARD's music is wonderful, but since they are a co-ed group I was unsure where to put them. In terms of their songs I adore Gunshot and Red Moon as it was the song that got me into them.
@insomniac-jay @opalofoctober
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abyssmal-skies · 3 months
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After Ayato sent his letter to Psy, things took a dark turn. With the miasma running its due course, the two people closest to Ayaka fell into a deep coma.
Her trusted attendant, Thoma, and her brother, Ayato, were both hidden away in the Kamisato Estate. Their sudden illnesses and Ayaka's disappearance, were concealed from the public.
In truth, the only thing the public knew was that Ayato would be taking more of a lead role in the Yashiro Commission. A role he could no longer take at the moment.
The process of forcefully removing deep seeded memories isn't pleasant. It's akin to ripping out and ripping apart someone's soul. You feel like you've been cleaved in half by a sharp blade. It's agonizingly painful, as the memories are forcibly torn apart and haphazardly placed together.
One by one, Ayato and Thoma's memories of Ayaka were forcibly torn away or rewritten to omit her. For Ayato, who grew up with her, his memories merged and changed. For Thoma, his memory was rewritten to serve as Ayato's retainer.
When they woke up dazed and confused weeks later, they felt empty like something was missing. They did their best to get back to normal or at least the appearance of such, but things weren't quite normal.
-----
"My lord, don't forget you have the festival tonight. You have to make an appearance," said Thoma.
Ayato did not look away from his papers as he answered.
"I see. Thoma, I don't remember needing to do this before. Have I always done that? Showed myself in front of a crowd?"
Thoma paused. "...I think so?"
Ayato sighed. "Negotiations with the Tenryou Commission will have to resume tomorrow. And here I hoped that someone else could go in my stead."
"You mean, like a sister?"
"Yes," Ayato mused, his voice trailing off. "Like a sister."
(I'm having a little too much fun here. XP. Thank you for indulging me.)
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"How long will it be until they get here."
"I don't know how much longer until something bad might happen to them."
"What could they be experiencing right now."
"Let's hope that Lady Yae can get here on time."
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opogi · 2 years
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2020.6.12(sun) #Kside
at music lounge 24/7
Illusion - aespa
Black Mamba - aespa
TOP (_Tower of God_) - Stray Kids
CIRCUS - Stray Kids
Good Boy Gone Bad - TOMORROW X TOGETHER
Burning Up (FIRE) - BTS
FEARLESS - LE SSERAFIM
QUEEN - TWICE
Voltage - ITZY
ELEVEN - IVE
La Vie en Rose - IZ*ONE
VIVACE - LIGHTSUM
Panorama - IZ*ONE
DM - fromis_9
Dingga - MAMAMOO
Rollin' - Brave Girls
TOMBOY - (G)I-DLE
Hmph! - WJSN Chocome
Why Not? - LOONA
GingaMingaYo (the strange world) - Billlie
WA DA DA - Kep1er
O.O - NMIXX
Drunk-Dazed - ENHYPEN
HIT - SEVENTEEN
That That (prod. & feat. SUGA of BTS) - PSY
IDOL - BTS
Yet To Come - BTS
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vintagedolan · 3 years
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mixtape | track ten
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Indiana’s mental health class was in her first semester in the pre-med program. Abnormal Psychology, PSY 249, in a stuffy room in a building on the far side of campus. She’d hated it. College was supposed to be challenging, her program was supposed to be the most rigorous, and yet the class was a breeze. They went through condition after condition - depression, PTSD, anxiety, schizophrenia. The inner workings of the brain, the chemical imbalances, the medications that would help people come back to themselves. She passed the class with a 101%, stowed the knowledge in a seperate folder in her brain for safe keeping, and moved on at the end of the course. But she kept one piece of paper out, one piece of knowledge that didn’t make sense.
Voluntary Emotional Detachment. It was a relatively new idea in the world of psychology, seeing that many of its characteristics could fall under depression. That wasn’t what confused Indy. No, that came when her professor lectured on the voluntary portion. 
“Emotional Detachment is a useful tool sometimes, when it’s used purposefully. For example, if you have a toxic family member in your life, you may voluntarily emotionally detach yourself from them. It’s a defense mechanism, especially during times of trauma. You’ll find yourself numb, unable to feel even if you wanted to. It happens with loss sometimes as well, where you can’t feel the gravity of what you’re losing. Your mind knows what it can withstand, and sometimes, it pulls back. It shields you from the cruel world we live in. It protects.”
Indy had scoffed in her seat, so loud that her professor looked at her and frowned, which was enough to have her blushing red and keeping her head down as she scribbled notes for the rest of the class.
It was the one time she’d ever been reprimanded by an academic authority. Professor Upton pulled her aside before she could escape out of the lecture hall doors. 
“Ms. Cross. You seem like a bright girl, but I don’t appreciate the disrespect.”
“I’m very sorry professor, it won’t happen again.” Indiana had practically stumbled over the words to get them out, her palms sweaty on her backpack strap as she held it on her shoulder.
Indy had a million explanations, but she knew that her professor didn’t care to hear them. And they were lies anyway. The true reason she’d scoffed was something she didn’t want to share.
It was because her professor had made it seem so easy, to just turn it off. Emotionally pull the plug, to sever your ties to someone.
She’d scoffed because if her brain had the capability, and it hadn’t moved to protect her when her mother died, shielded her from the aftermath of unimaginable pain that she’d endured, she wasn’t so sure that she was at all intelligent after all. 
But she understood why now. 
It was because her mother dying had made sense.
Not in the grand scheme of things. Not in a karma driven universe - there was no justifying losing a light as bright as Nicole Cross in a world that had checks and balances, a world that cared. 
But physically, it had made sense. 
Nicole’s cancer started in her pancreas. Stage III when they found it. 13.3% survival rate. And it spread like wildfire. Indiana threw herself into her books, looked for anything, some medical breakthrough that someone had missed. She looked into drug trials, she looked into synthetic pancreas research. All the while, her mother’s cancer took over cell by cell, multiplied and multiplied the way cells are built to. And when it reached her brain, it took over her brainstem. 
When it got to that point, Indiana heard the four words that she would never forget.
“She’s done. We’re done.”
They had echoed out, bouncing off the bleached linoleum, making a cold room even colder. Her father’s voice had never sounded so unfamiliar, and she was glad that her mother was sedated when she broke down. There was no detachment, only raw, searing pain unlike anything she had ever experienced. She sunk to the floor, ragged sobs finally breaking free when she realized what she’d known was coming was finally happening.
The fight was over. It was time to let go. 
Charlie hadn’t cried. No, Charlie stood still as stone in the corner of the room, eyes unblinking as she stared at the shell of her mother in her hospital bed and willed it to be a dream, a nightmare that she would finally wake up from. 
And then, she remembered where she was. She remembered who she was. And she picked her little sister up off the floor and held her in her arms, like she always had when Indiana was hurting.
 Without the vital cues from that little piece of Nicole’s brain telling them to, her heart stopped beating and her lungs stopped asking for air, and she died. 
And it made sense.
This didn’t make sense. His words made no sense.
There was no one to hold Indiana Cross now, and she had a new set of four words that would haunt her.
“I can’t do this.”
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Six days. Grayson’s thoughts ate him alive for six whole days. He lived through the odd limbo that the world seemed to find itself in on the days between Christmas and New Years. A pause in the spin on the axis, a time to reflect on everything the year had brought, and what the next one had to offer.
Even in his daze, Grayson could only remember one other December he’d tried to hold onto so hard. 
His father’s face was at the forefront of his mind, but not the images that he wanted to see. All he saw was a look of disappointment in his eyes with each hour that Grayson’s lips stayed pressed together while Indiana rested, oblivious in his arms. He towed the selfish line of wanting to enjoy the last days he had with her while his guilt threatened to drown him with every breath he dared to take. He hid it well, as he always did when he really needed to. They had their date nights, with movies and postmates since he still didn’t want her out in public with him. They stayed in the tiny house again to enjoy nature, snuck into Jet’s a few times. He smiled when he was supposed to, went through the motions that were expected of him. It had worked for him before, for videos, for time with friends when all he wanted to do was sit in his room and speak to no one. The only person he could never fool was Ethan, who kept his distance, but stayed close enough to keep his eyes on him. He thought he had everyone but his twin fooled.
But Indiana noticed. Indiana always noticed. 
Nicole had called it the curse of intelligence when she was younger. 
“Sometimes,” she’d said. “When you know too much about how the world works, how people work, you see things you aren’t supposed to. You understand things you aren’t supposed to.”
Indiana was 12 at the time, sitting on the other side of the kitchen table. 
“What do you mean mom? How can you know too much?”
“You’ll know one day. You’ll see.”
The way she’d said it made Indy sit her fork down, her stomach suddenly tight. 
And now she’d seen.
On New Years Eve, Indiana Cross leaned in to kiss her boyfriend as the clock struck midnight, on her couch in her apartment, with her picture frames on the shelf over their heads and the sound of fireworks outside her window.
Grayson didn’t lean in. 
He leaned back, and he spoke.
“I can’t do this.” 
Indiana took a breath. In. Out. Filled her lungs and emptied them again.
She’d noticed. But she hadn’t let herself believe it. She’d pushed every little nuance she’d seen, every time that Grayson’s eyes didn’t catch the smile he tried to put on his face the last few days- she’d pushed it to the back of her mind and justified it. He was just worried about leaving, he was just stressed about Bekah like she was, he was just tired. She’d seen every sign and she’d justified it. 
She swallowed air, her throat painfully dry.
“What?”
“I can’t do this, I’m sorry.”
Indiana did what she always did, what she’d always done her entire life when anything didn’t make sense, when anything went slightly off track. 
She tried to understand why. 
She racked her brain for everything that she’d done, every syllable she’d spoken, and every movement she’d made since that first day at Frazier outside, with him in his green pants on the bench, and her with two Jet’s coffee’s in her hands. 
Her fingers were cold as she pressed her hands together. There was a finality in his tone that had her chest tight, her ribs pressed together, muscles pushing on bones and squeezing everything until she felt like she was going to suffocate. She opened her mouth. 
“Oh.”
Grayson had his head in his hands, leaned over his knees on the couch. He shook in an unfamiliar way, like he was choking, and it took Indy a moment to realize that he was crying. 
She felt like she was in a dream, watching what was happening to her from the outside. It was like slow motion as she watched the girl on the couch curl in on herself, her walls reconstructing at ten times speed - he’d been so gentle with each brick that she didn’t even realize they’d been taken down. He spoke after a moment of heavy silence.
“I love you, but we can’t. I can’t do this to you.”
Her brain refused to process it, refused to even try to dissect it, and she spoke the only word she seemed to be able to find.
“Oh.”
“Indy I’m sorry, I’m so fucking sorry, I should have said something sooner, I wanted to, I’m an asshole for waiting this long.”
She swallowed and wrung her hands together.
“When is your flight?”
His tears streamed faster somehow as he blinked.
“Tomorrow afternoon. We have meetings on the 2nd.”
In. Out.
“What time?”
Grayson looked up. Indiana was sitting straight up, head up high. The only thing moving were her hands, which she kept squeezing together over and over. It scared him, to see his once bubbly girl so still while his tears continued to fall. He couldn’t read her. 
“I’m not sure, I’d have to check. Dee, I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
She smiled her hospital smile, the one she used when she got bad news, and it was somehow worse than if she’d yelled at him.
“Indy.”
“It’s okay. C’mere, it’s okay.”
She opened up her arms for him, and she didn’t even seem to notice that they were shaking ever so slightly.
Grayson’s eyes were too blurry to see the quiver. He was fighting himself again, wagering whether sinking into her arms would only cause more damage in the long run. But he knew how it felt to be there, and he wagered that it would be worth whatever hellish guilt it was sure to bring later. So he leaned in, and just a single touch from her had him sobbing again. He pressed his face into her shoulder with so much force that she fell backwards a bit, and suddenly they were intertwined with him above her on the couch.
His pain was physical. She could feel it, in the way his body shook and paused when he tried to suck in a breath that his lungs desperately needed, the wet hot air soaking through her shirt with every exhale he choked out. His tears were warm, the salt already stiffening the fabric that soaked them up. Her hands found his back, and she lifted a finger to his skin before she paused. 
She didn’t know what to write anymore.
Instead, she moved her hand to his hair, scratching at his scalp, holding him steady. He was heavy against her and she closed her eyes, felt him there with her, took in the weight of him. 
“Shhhh. It’s okay.” We’re okay. “You’re okay.”
Her words only made Grayson cry harder when he realized what she was doing. He came back to himself for a moment when he realized that all the shaking wasn’t him. He could feel the way she held onto him and shook, so subtle that he could tell she was fighting it. His stomach churned at the thought of how bad her pain must be if it was causing a reaction in her body, and he moved to push himself up.
“Indy.”
She clung to him, panic breaking through the protective numbness that had taken hold so quickly. If it was the last time she was going to get to hold him, she’d hoped it would have lasted just a bit longer. 
But she took a deep breath and she let him go, forced her arms to release him.
It hurt worse to see his face again, see the pain in his puffy eyes. She reached back out for him, swiped her thumb across his cheek to catch a tear. Her fingers got distracted in the feeling of his scruff, and she scratched over it for a moment, indulging herself, willing herself to remember the way it felt on her fingertips.
“It’s okay.” It was a reflex to her, and she couldn’t stop herself from saying it.
“It’s not though. Indy, it’s not okay. I’m hurting you.”
She didn’t have a response to that. Her eyes fell to her lap, picking at her fingernails. 
“I’ll be okay.” It was a lie, but she would have said anything to bring some of the light back to his eyes. Her pain she could manage, but his was her breaking point.
“Please don’t do that. Please don’t pretend on this.” He brought in a shaky breath, blowing it out quickly.  
In. Out.
“What do you want me to do?” 
“I want you to scream. I want you to be pissed at me, I want you to be mad that I waited this long to tell you! You haven’t even asked why,” he cried. Indy wondered for a moment why it always hurt more to see boys cry. It seemed to be more painful for them somehow - heavier. 
“I think I know why.” 
He sat up a bit more at her words. Waiting.
“It was a chance thing, you being here. Us meeting. Your life is entirely different than mine, and you have your people in LA. There’s… I mean there’s plenty of girls there who don’t have the stuff I have. Class, work -” Her voice cracked at the end, Grayson’s outline blurring just a bit as she looked up.
“No. No no no, hey,” he stopped her, hands hovering over her for a moment before he gave in and rested them on her arms, holding her without fully pulling her in. “It’s not that. I promise you, it has nothing to do with anyone else. I want you, I don’t want anyone else. But I know you, and your dreams are here, and I’m not gonna take that away from you.”
Indiana’s confusion only grew. She’d only heard one thing he’d said.
“You want me?” Her voice sounded pitiful, even to own ears. 
“Of course I do.” He spoke it like it was the only possible truth, and a flicker of hope rose in her gut, fighting it’s way up. “Indy of course I do.” 
“Then… why?” 
“Remember when we went to LA?”
His words brought back a flood of memories. The two of them kissing in the ocean, the secret beach, sleeping in his bed with his green wall, piggyback rides around the house, the late night Cudi drives.
“Yeah.”
“You remember how much you hated it there? How bad you wanted to come back home? And what did I promise you?”
Indy couldn’t find her voice. Her brain was otherwise occupied, watching her memories being drug through dark ink, staining them. 
“I promised you I would never ask you to leave New York.” He finished it for her. “And I meant it. But I can’t stay here Indiana, no matter how bad I want to.”
“Your life is in LA.” She repeated her words from earlier, monotone and unattached. Her heart fought with her, begged her to tell him everything. Tell him that she was going to start working at Jets and start therapy so she could fly out to see him. Tell him that she was halfway through her UCLA application essay that she’d been working on on nights he fell asleep before her. Tell him that she’d drop everything and follow him anywhere. 
“You’re the most giving person I’ve ever met. You give so much to everyone but yourself. But I’m not letting you give up your life for anyone, especially not me.”
She wanted to be mad that he assumed that she would. But there was an understanding, a sadness in his eyes that reminded her that he knew her better than she had ever realized. 
“We could make it work.”
He looked like he wanted to believe her. 
“You deserve someone who is here for you.”
“You’re here for me.” Her mouth was starting to outrun her mind, a dangerous game that she usually couldn’t stop once it had begun.
“You deserve someone who is here to celebrate your accomplishments every day, not someone in a different time zone on the other side of the country.”
“We could make it work.” It was more of a plea that time, and she saw it register across his face, the pain it caused him. 
“Indy.” 
“People do long distance all the time, we could do it.”
“We aren’t long distance people,” he said, but Indy’s mind was already running.
“We could set up a facetime schedule, and you wouldn’t have to visit that much, I’ll be busy with school anyways. And if we hate it, then we can stop. We just have to try, we’re never gonna know unless we try it.” 
Grayson was silent for a minute, which was enough of an answer. He’d known this was coming. Ethan had warned him that it would happen, that Indiana would try to reason her way through it. He’d told his brother that he had to be confident in his choice or he’d get swayed off course.
Grayson wasn’t sure he’d even be confident in his choice to remove himself from the best person he’d ever known. But knowing that in the long run it would be better for her was the only thing that let him cling to the last bit of resolve he had. 
“Indy.”
Her lip quivered, and he felt his heart crack. 
“Please,” she said.
“C’mere. Just c’mere.”
It wasn’t a surrender, but an offering of comfort. Indy knew it would hurt her later, but she didn’t have the willpower to resist it. She crawled into his lap, and the last of the numbness that had started faded away. In his familiar arms, she lost her last semblance of control.
She crumpled into his shoulder, broken sobs shaking her frame as she clung to him, let him hold her as she wrapped herself around him, as if it would somehow make him stay. 
He rocked her as she sobbed, accidentally pressing a kiss to her shoulder before he realized what he was doing. It was torture in the rawest form, worse than he could have expected to be the cause of her pain. 
“I’m so sorry Indy, I’m so sorry,” he whispered to her over and over, hoping she believed him. She pressed her face against his neck to keep her eyes closed, pretending for a moment that everything was fine.
“I love you.” 
The tears returned to his eyes, and in a moment of weakness he turned and pressed a kiss to her hair, her temple. His lips had missed her. 
“I love you too Indiana Cross.”
She opened her mouth, then closed it again.
Her finger traced against his back. F-O-R-E-V-E-R. She wished she could erase it somehow when his breath caught in his throat again. 
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, and he shook his head.
“You have nothing to be sorry for.” His voice was muffled by her skin, seeing that he was unwilling to lean back from her.
“I know this is hurting you too,” she said, and was met with the feeling of more of his tears on her shoulder. “I’m sorry.”
“The only thing you did was make me love you too much. Don’t be sorry for that.”
The way her heart squeezed wasn’t natural, and though she knew the phenomenon wasn’t as everyone said, she was sure it skipped a beat in her chest. She squeezed him tighter to her, like she had so many times. She synced her breathing to his, laid her head on his shoulder, committed the sound of his heartbeat to memory. 
Their tears dried out over the next hour, the numbness of acceptance starting to blanket over them. Neither of them dared to move a muscle, Grayson especially. All he did was rub his hand over her back, up and down the same as he had been since she climbed into his lap. They both knew that moving would mean having to figure out what to do next. 
It could have been minutes, it could have been hours. Indy wasn’t sure, and she was scared to look at a clock, to see her fleeting time left with him wasting away.
“Did you pack your bag already?” Her voice was too loud even though it was barely above a whisper, pulling them back into the reality they wanted to avoid.
“Yeah. It’s at home.” 
Indy could see it in her head, his Jersey room, quiet and waiting for him with his orange duffle on the bed. But her stomach filled with a wave of nausea as she realized what it meant.
“So you have to go home.” 
Grayson’s hand paused on her back. She was holding her breath.
“I… I didn’t know if you would want me to stay.” It was the first time he could remember not knowing what to say to her. 
Her arms tightened around him, her breathing getting a little bit more ragged. He ran his hands over her back quickly, desperate to soothe her.
“Shh, shh hey, I’m staying. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Yet.” She whispered, and he squeezed his eyes shut as he flinched. “Sorry, that was harsh.”
“Not undeserved,” he said, turning and resting his cheek against her shoulder. “I don’t want to hurt you any more than I already have. So whatever you need, I’ll give it to you.”
Indy sat up. Her eyes had settled a bit, her tears washing the jellyfish blue into a shade of navy that Grayson didn’t recognize. It made his breath catch in his chest. 
“Whatever I need?”
“Whatever you need.” 
She looked at him, and her head tilted to the side just slightly. A small smile tried to make its way to her face, but her lips quivered. 
“Could you kiss me?” 
He paused, watching her fight off her tears with a deep breath. 
“Is that what you need?” 
“Just… just one. I didn’t know, you know. That the last one was gonna be the last one. And we’re here, and I just thought, that maybe - ” 
He kissed her. For the first time, he was hesitant. He kept his hands to his sides, not wanting to push anything too far, not wanting to make anything worse somehow. Indy barely reacted either, too nervous to do something wrong. 
They pulled back from each other, breathing shallow, nerves taking over as they tried to figure out what to do. 
“Thank you,” Indiana said. 
Grayson swallowed hard, watched her eyes as they flickered between his own. 
And then they were kissing. Really kissing, chasing the taste of each other like air at the end of a sprint. His hands went to her face, holding her to him as her hands went to his torso, bunched up his shirt and tried to pull him into her, closer somehow despite the fact that they were already touching everywhere that they could be. The desperation was palpable, in the way their hands roamed and fell back into their familiar patterns. Indy sucked in the first real breath she’d taken in since the clock had struck midnight, breathed him in as best she could, trying to lose herself in him like she always had. But her mind wouldn’t shut off, reminding her that it could really be the last time she had him like this. 
He felt her tears, first on his thumb that was holding her cheek, and then against his own skin. It took all his willpower to pull back from her lips. She let him, her breathing shaky as she tucked her face back down into his neck.
He picked her up effortlessly, standing up from the couch and moving them to her room. The Cudi vinyls seemed to mock him, especially when he laid down and stared up at them on their small shelves. Indy didn’t move an inch, staying wrapped around him, laying on top of him when he rested back against the pillows. 
Time moved quickly, and Indy still avoided the clocks, scared to see what had already passed. 
Grayson wanted to hear her voice. Wanted her to talk to him, wanted to commit every single thing she said to memory, but he wouldn’t ask. She had given him enough. 
He closed his eyes, focused on the feeling of her fingers over his shirt, tried to make out what shapes she was drawing like he always did. He felt her hands travel up higher, up his neck to his skin, scratching over his beard.
Her fingertips were gentle as they moved up, over his lips, around his cheek to his eyelids, down over his nose, then to the other side of his face. She traced the pattern a few times, and Grayson waited until she was on his nose to speak.
“What’re you drawing?”
“You,” she said. “Memorizing.”
He didn’t know how he still had more tears to make, but they started to fall anyways, down the side of his face over his temples. 
“I’m sorry,” was all he could say.
“I know. I wish you could stay just a little bit longer.” 
“Me too.”
He traced a heart on the back of her arm.
“I love you too.”
The truth of it was, she didn’t know how to not love him, and that was the scary part of it all. She couldn’t imagine a world where she didn’t love him with everything she had in her. 
She didn’t know who she was without it anymore.
“If you ever change your mind, I’ll be here you know,” she said. He took in a deep breath, pressing a kiss to her hair. 
“I’m not gonna do that.”
Her heart sank.
“That’s not fair,” he said. “I can’t ask you to do that, to wait for me. I’m not going to string you along, that’s cruel. Once I’m back in LA, I want you to move on.”
Indy shook her head against him, burying her face in his chest. 
“No.”
“Indy.”
“No.” Her brain refused to process it, to imagine a single scenario where she felt anything good without Grayson by her side. She knew it wasn’t healthy, and she vowed to never tell anyone but in that moment, she reserved herself to be miserable every minute that she wasn’t with him. 
“I know it’s not gonna be easy, but you deserve to be happy. And I’m sorry that I’m gonna make that harder, but you’ll find somebody who can love you better than I do.”
“Does that mean you’re going to just move on when you get back to LA? Just forget about me?” There was a spite in her voice that she didn’t like hearing in her own voice. But Grayson didn’t flinch. It was almost reliving to him. He was getting what he deserved, what he’d earned for breaking her heart. 
Her anger meant she cared.
“Indiana I’m never going to forget you. If you think I could, I was an even worse boyfriend than I thought.”
“No, don’t do that.” She pushed off his chest and sat up. “You don’t get to do that. You don’t get to make me think that the last three months were bad. That’s the last thing I have to hold onto. Those were the best months of my life, you don’t get to take that.” 
Grayson didn’t have an answer. 
“Okay.”
“You made this decision for the both of us, I don’t get a say in it. So I’ll hold onto it as long as I fucking want to. You don’t get to tell me I have to move on.”
“Okay.” 
“Okay then,” Indy said, reaching up to wipe a tear away. She sucked in a breath and pushed it out through shaky lips, trying to hold herself together.
“Sorry.”
Grayson shook his head. “Indiana you can be mad at me. You should be mad at me.”
“I am mad at you.” 
She knew it wasn’t in the way that he meant. Because she wasn’t mad that he’d broken up with her. Because deep down, under all the pain and all the love and all the worry, she knew he was doing it for her. He was doing what she would never have the guts to do, even if it was the right thing.
No, she was mad at him for infiltrating every single part of her. Every thought, every muscle, every cell of her body contained him. Every hope she had for her future was molded around him. He was there in everything. His curls were in the dreams she had about her future children. His smile in the back of her mind every time she closed her eyes. His eyes, bright and green, always there.
“Do you want me to leave?” There was no malice in his tone, only genuine concern. 
She pondered it for a moment. Thought about what it would look like, for him to actually walk out the door and never come back through it.
“No.” 
“Okay. Then I’ll stay.”
“I can drive you to the airport. So Ethan doesn’t have to come into the city.”
“Okay. I’ll tell him.”
“Okay.” 
They stared at each other for a moment, staying very still, waiting for one of them to make a decision. 
“We should probably sleep.” Grayson checked his watch. “It’s 4am.”
“Okay.”
Another pause. Another moment of uncertainty that they’d never had to navigate.
“Do you want me to take the couch?”
She shook her head, and with a sigh, she gave in. Grayson could finally breathe again when she settled against him, pushing her hand up under his shirt, running her fingers over his ribs. He wrapped her up in his arms tightly, focused on the feeling of the weight of her on him.
And he closed his eyes. 
His alarm went off at 9:45. As soon as it sounded, Indy turned her face into his chest, a new wave of tears coming forward as the realization hit her
It was time to let go.
He just held her and kissed her head for as long as he could. She didn’t know if she’d slept. If she had, it was only for a few moments. She’d kept waking up, reminding herself that he was still there. 
They barely spoke. No one ate breakfast. He hadn’t brought a change of clothes, and parts of his shirt were stiff from the saltwater of both their tears. It took all the strength he had to keep it together when he closed the apartment door behind him for the last time. 
She took his hand in the elevator, and his tears fell, making his cheeks even colder when they walked outside. It felt odd, for him to climb into the passenger seat with her in the driver’s as they continued down the road. His mind was flooded with memories, with doubts. He couldn’t stop picturing the smile that would spread across her face if he told her that he’d changed his mind, that they could try. 
He fought it, kept his mouth shut, reminded himself that this was his decision and he had to deal with the repercussion of it. 
Indy was quiet too, evidence of her earlier decision to not hurt him anymore than she already had. She didn’t want to make it any harder on either of them. No matter what, she still loved him, and she didn’t like to see him hurting. She kept herself superficially distracted, focused on the colors of the cars that passed, and the number of the exits on the highway. 
The airport had never come quicker.
Grayson’s chest tightened when they pulled off. He couldn’t ignore it anymore, couldn’t push it down and stay strong like his dad had always told him to. An image of him hugging her goodbye over her console came to his mind, and he panicked.
“Would you want to come in? Like park and come in? I know you hate airports, and you can say no. But… I’d like to give you one last good hug before I go.” 
She merged into the lane that led to the parking as her tears began to fall. He ran his thumb over her hand until they got out. They found each other again behind the car, Indy linking her arm around his and holding on as tight as she could as they walked. She was ten times more anxious than the last time she had walked into an airport, her usual pertifying fear of Grayson being on a plane the least painful part. 
It was hard to keep her sobs quiet but she bit them back as best she could. Grayson heard them, shifted so he had his arms wrapped around her as they walked. Her eyes were blurry with tears but she noticed the bright yellow and orange bags before she spotted Ethan. He gave her a sad smile that she did her best to return. From the look of pity in his eyes, it was even worse than she thought. 
Her vision was obscured by Grayson, who moved in front of her. She clung to the front of his jacket with both hands, unable to look him in the eyes. She didn’t know if she could handle it. 
“I don’t want you to go,” she whispered, tears so full that they dripped off her chin and onto her shirt. 
“I’m so sorry.” His own eyes burned as he watched her. But her next words caused the worst pain he’d felt in a long time.
“Can we have a redo?” As her voice shook, his last barrier fell, and he was sobbing - the kind you try to choke back and keep quiet as he crushed her against him, burying his face in her hair.
“Not this time baby. Not this time.” 
They weren’t sure how they could cry harder, but they did. He swayed as he held her, tight and warm. Ethan wiped his own tears away with his jacket sleeve as he checked the boarding time on the tickets. 
“I love you. So much,” she said. 
“I love you too. I’m so sorry. If you ever need me... “ he trailed off, unsure if his offer would only hurt them both more down the road. She understood what he meant, and she took a deep breath. In. Out. 
“Right now, I need you to turn around, and I need you to walk away, or I’m never going to be able to let you go.” 
“Okay.” 
He didn’t move. She finally looked up at him and held herself together, determined to look at his face in person for the last time without the distortion of tears. 
“Take care of yourself, okay? Be safe. Be happy. I’m always gonna love you.” Her voice was as steady as she could make it, and that somehow hurt him worse. 
“Forever,” he whispered, and then he was kissing her. He wrapped her up in his arms as tightly as he could, held her to him until he forced himself away, only keeping a hold of her hand. 
Ethan, always in tune with his brother, seemed to recognize his cue. 
Indy nodded and squeezed his hand one more time, and then she let him go, their fingers tracing over one anothers until they fell away, the distance too much.
A numbness spread over her body as soon as he let her go, and she watched from her spot as he disappeared down the hallway and into the security line.
She didn’t remember getting back to her car. But somehow, she managed to crawl inside and lock the doors before she crumpled forward onto her steering wheel.
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PSY - Dazed & Confused Magazine June Issue ‘17
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CHAPTER 2 - you can also find this on my Wattpad under Shadowfox1324 if you prefer that.
Three months have passed since I decided enough was enough and bolted. It has not been easy what so ever but the world feels different, well everything does because I'm not being fed lies. yes I grew up the the cold walls of the palace and don't know the world, but I am learning for myself real horrors. The world is defiantly cruel and I can't let my guard down but I like the metaphorical freedom.... even if I am being robbed every 10 minutes.
I unfortunately had to ditch Renny early on so it would be harder to recognize and connect the dots to my identity. I hope the farmer I handed her off to is taking care of her.
3 months has been hard on me, an unprepared "sheltered" 15 year old but I have learned much.
I'm currently located just inside the kingdom itself but I'm far from the main city. I somehow found myself in a nice cozy little town. Not much to see really. I am looking at buying some supplies from a merchant stand when I see the guard enter. I throw my dark hood up in an attempt to blend in better. They are calling for attention and holding flyers. I know for a fact it's my reward poster. I've seen it myself, took a whole week for father to realize I'm not returning and for him to care. The reward itself isn't all that much money wise. I don't have any doubts that he secretly hopes I don't go back. To bad I'm the only one to continue his blood line or his legacy is lost to time.
The guard is getting closer and I can feel the world start to spin, I have not come this far to be caught. I refuse to think of the consequences for leaving.
I politely excuse myself from the stand and make my way down the street. The guard is just behind me, I need to get out of sight. I turn a corner and press myself to the wall and slid down trying to breath and keep the impending panic attack at bay. Clutching the sides of my hood tightly and holding it close to my eyes blocking out the world. The fluff of my light blue hair brushing my cold fingers. It tickles but it's taking my mind off the people just around the bend asking about me. A few moments pass, still tense, I peak around the side of the wall. I still see the lavender colored armor of the castle guard. I settle back down to wait when I realize I'm not alone in the ally way.
There's that moment, when your stomach drops, the feeling of being caught by a stranger, and your both stuck in some suspended reality. Me and the older gentleman are both hidden away, starring into each other's eyes. No words. The other man tilts his head. I can feel my earlier panic flair again at having been watched this whole time. He saw my moment of weakness. That's how people get killed out here. I can see two swords strapped to his dark clothing.
My ears are ringing, and I have no clue what to do, or what is happening. The other man, who is crouched behind some storage crates, seems to be observing me. I can't move my eyes away until I here the armored footsteps move close to the ally opening and the other man reaches over, grabs my black hoodie sleeve and tugs me behind his crate. It's more out of view to the opening. He pulls me close to him. I'm way to out of sorts to understand or really fight back but I keep quiet and hardly breathe.
We both sit there in silence for a while, so long that I have come back to my senses. I'm not calm per say but I'm now at least aware. The strange man stands and starts to walk away. I'm still on the ground watching him, slightly dazed. He stops and looks back at me and moves back over to grab me by my shoulders gently and leads me to my feet. I have no choice but to follow.
He leads me just outside the town, to the boarder of the woods. He whistles sharply three times and another man steps out. This one seems a bit older and dressed in black and purple. He is wearing a mask that obscures most of his face. They switch, and the dark quiet man disappears into the shadows. The other stands there watching me, making me uncomfortable. Soon the shadow man and another of similar age but with some sort of replacement arm walk out. They seemed closed off, but the new unfamiliar face is hiding excitement poorly. I take a nervous step back, realizing I'm not the safest, with 3 older men looking me over and all carry a weapon of some sort....how could I have been so stupid. It's not that I trust them, but I had hoped they wouldn't take advantage of me. It's not like I had a chance of escape but I should have tried. I'm panicking again. My chest is tight and I can't breathe. I don't understand what is happening and none of the strange people have said anything.
The man with the magic arm, his lips are moving, saying something but I can't hear over my own erratic breathing and static filled mind. Frozen to the spot unable to move before I feel a hand on my shoulder and a light breath in my face. The sharp mint smell snaps me a bit into awareness and the man that brought me here is taking exaggerated slow breathing and I try to match. I recognize this as him trying to calm me down. I assume that he's mute or antisocial as he has yet to speak to me. Once I take a deep sigh and look up from the ground I see the other 2 having a conversation paying me no mind. Almost like they are giving us space or something. I still have the thrum of unease stringing through my system but I ignore it best I can to face these strange people.
The man in the purple from before notices that i seem to be done and heads over with the other following him. The man with the strange arm speaks and as he does I take in more details from each now that my head has cleared a bit but ever still buzzing. He says "well hello there sorry if we scared you" he smiles and glances to the tall one still beside me. Not really knowing what to say I stand there awkwardly hands fidget with a loose string in my black pull over hoodies pocket.
The one who found me wore dark leathers with 2 swords fashioned to his belt. He has short white hair and a face full of scares that probably told story's. His expression seemed ever locked in intense disinterest but seemed kind enough. The happy one with the missing arm had some sort of device attached to his stump that allows the mage hand spell to operate in its stead. He wore a bow on his back to accompany the arrows and dressed in a cloak of dull blues and greens. His dirty blond hair swept to the side and had a nice beard going on. The third kept his face hidden with his dark coat and a face cover all adorned with purple accents. He had a quiver attached but instead of arrows, seemed to be filled with all kinds of weapons and swords. The mute white haired man started signing, only able to pick up a few words from my study's. 'Kid hid and follow being the only things I could catch. The purple coat turns to me and hums as the one with the missing hand starts to talk to me. "Sorry if this is all confusing for you" he turns to white hair "you know max is not gonna like this right? Ahhh who cares I'm already attached" the man in purple sighs and talks to me "sorry bout these two, randsom over there is the embodiment of an excitable puppy. Creed is the dark and mysterious one and as you could probably tell doesn't speak much, he has damage to his vocal cords so it hurts him to talk." He leans in close to whisper to me "He seems pretty scary but he's soft just don't let him know I told you that" he laughs to himself like he told a funny joke and leans back into a normal posture. "I myself am X/R, not my real name obviously but I like this more. Let me explain a bit, from what I understand creed over there found you freaking out and hiding away from the authorities. He happens to have a huge soft spot for kids so he brought you to us. We don't know what's gonna happen to you but I promise we are not gonna hurt you." I stand there in mild shock and confusion. These are probably some of the weirdest and dumbest people I have ever met. X/R continues speaking "we have 2 more members to our little group here and they will be back soon, they are on a scout run, the girl is phyzee (pronounced sighzee) psy has a few screws loose but I think we all do as well" he chuckles to himself again, I just stay silent and stand there awkwardly. "Max is a bit more intense, he's the one you gotta watch out for. He hates us all but we follow him anyway. I don't know but he has this huge protective streak in him. He probably won't like you being here but we can convince him otherwise. He won't hurt you unless you give him a good reason though so you got that going for you. Hey if you don't mind me clarifying something, you don't want to be found right?" I simply nod in response. "I see, well if you want we can put on a good word for you to travel with us, we could certainly use them extra set of hands, and not to be offensive but your kind of pathetic" I cringe and blush out of embarrassment, I know these people for a few minutes and they think I'm hopeless just like everyone else, so much for hoping things would be different.
At that moment a 20 year old girl wearing red ragged looking monk clothes with really fluffy light hair and another guy. He's wearing very simple clothes, like black tee shirt and jeans kind, and looks to maybe be in his early 30s but he almost has this homeless look about him, the long wavy dark red hair not helping to lessen the vibe. The moment he sees me he stops and looks very unhappy. He directs his speech to the man in purple - X/E or something and the man with the ghostly prosthetic-
Randsom I think? I don't know but he's mad "what did you two do? You.... Why?! Argggh" he throws his hands up in Frustration and starts to pace a bit "we seriously can not keep anymore of your strays" randsom pipes up kinda shyly "actually this one is on creed, found him in an ally way nearly passed out from fear of something" max without skipping a beat "and that's our problem how? Guys you know we can't afford to have another mouth to feed. At least your smart enough to not take him to camp" starts rubbing his temples and directs his attention to me "hey kid do you have somewhere to go?" Realizing that all attention has now been directed to me by the question I freeze up. Wide eyes and whole body shivers that are really annoying take over. I try to shake my head but my whole consciousness is off kilter and I just want to hide away. Max groans and rolls his eyes "fine we can take him in for the night, he's not gonna survive if he's like this but In the morning we leave and he stays here, it is not our problem."
X/R and Randsom high 5 and catch the girl up on what's happening. Creed is off to the side of me keeping watch on the perimeter. I sink to the ground and try to collect myself, I can handle this I can do it, cause if I can't then I'll never stop being some loser who freaks at a leaf.
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Kirby and the Great Adventure of Planet Robobot! Chapter 5
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The silver sphere; its official name is “Access Ark,” the super-sized mothership of the Haltmann Works Company. Of course, that name matters little to Kirby and Waddle Dee. The fact that it is the stronghold of their despicable enemies is enough for them.
At the entrance of Access Ark, an unfamiliar creature was lying in wait for Kirby and his friend. It looks to be a magician with its whole body clad in a black hooded robe. At the center of its hood is something resembling a gold-colored eye. Kirby asked as he glared at that creature. “Are you by any chance a comrade of Susie and Director Kane? If so, we’ll fight you!” With it came a response in an eerie voice. “Heehee......such foolishness. NESP be my name......a lone psychic with no associates.” “......Psy......chic......?” “A select few evolved organisms with an ability incomparable to thou creatures of old.” “Hmm......?” They don’t have the slightest clue as to what he is saying. Kirby and Waddle Dee are both in a daze. NESP seems to have become annoyed. “If thou cannot understand even as I say it, I shall show you......this is my power!” NESP readied both his hands, where a strange bluish-white ball of light appeared.
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“Ah!? What’s that!?” Kirby and Waddle Dee were surprised, and NESP laughed in satisfaction. “Heehee......a Psychokinesis is what this is. I can destroy objects by willpower alone.” “Huh!?” “I shall show you. PK Shift!” NESP moved his hand while chanting, and the blueish-white ball of light floated away and collided into a nearby boulder. Then, the solid boulder burst open and was smashed to pieces. “Whoa! Amazing!” Kirby and Waddle Dee clapped their hands. NESP’s mood was lifted. “That isn’t all. I can do more things.” “Show us, shows us!” “See for yourself......haaa, teleport!” NESP vanished. “Huh!? He disappeared!?” Kirby and Waddle Dee looked about, where NESP then appeared from a short distance away. “This is teleport, my secret art. I can move through space in an instant.” “AMAZING!!!” Kirby and Waddle Dee gave thunderous applause. As he floated, NESP came back to Kirby and his friend. “Well, this is as easy as shelling peas. For I am a select few evolved organisms.” Said NESP with lugs put on, where Kirby walked up to him with his eyes sparkling. “That looked really fun just now! I wanna try it too!” “Slim chance. Psychic power is something that only a select few could use......” “I’ll give it a try! Haaap!” Kirby opened his mouth with eagerness. With it, a strong wind arose and NESP’s robe fluttered. “......Eh? W-What the? A hurricane!? Huhhhh!?” Kirby inhaled the panicking NESP in one breath. As soon as he swallowed him with a gulp, a blue hat appeared on Kirby’s head. Aside from that, nothing really changed. Waddle Dee said. “Huh......? You don’t look like NESP even when you should’ve copied him. Are you now able to use that power?” “Lemme give it a try. Uhhh, pretty sure I do this, and......” Remembering his gestures, Kirby held both his hands up in front of his body. With it, a blueish-white ball of light appeared just like the time with NESP. Not only that, but it emitted even stronger light then what NESP had released. “Haaap!” Kirby moved his hands as he chanted. With it, the ball of light struck against the entrance of Access Ark and destroyed the thick steel door. It is an incredible power.
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“You did it! You’re amazing, Kirby!” Waddle Dee clapped his hands. “Let’s go!” “Uh-huh! We owe it to NESP in helping us!” “He was a pretty great guy, huh!” As they chattered cheerfully, the two marched into the enemy’s stronghold at last.
“Holy moly, how could NESP the psychic have been beaten......” While glaring at a monitor in the surveillance room of Access Ark, Director Kane tore his white hair off. Chasing after Susie, he ran off to Access Arc right after he escaped from Overload Ocean. “We deployed the strongest warrior to guard the entrance of our company’s super-sized mothership......his dreadfulness knows no end......stupid pink native......” Gnashing his teeth in anger, Director Kane pressed the button for the communication device. “Ms. Secretary......Ms. Secretary......this is Director Kane.” “What is it, Director Kane?” A response came in the voice of Secretary Susie. “The pink native has already showed up......he broke through the defense at the entrance and appears to have broken into the building......” “Huh, already? I expected no less, pink native.” Susie seemed to be surprised. “But nothing to get jumpy about. Just now, the Mother Computer has finally completed those two products!” “Hoho......now you're talking!” Director Kane has a wicked smile on his face. “Congratulations, ma’am! So Haltmann Works Company has at last obtained the strongest power in the universe!” “What are you saying? We were the strongest in the universe from the start. So long as we have the Mother Computer ‘Star Dream’......yes?” Susie’s voice was calm. “We need to test to see how useful the two products are as combatants. The pink native is the most suitable for that test!” “I see!! I’m looking forward to the result! I too will rush over to the president’s office pronto!” “No need to come. Your work is over.” “N-No way! Ma’am!” Director Kane clung to the communication device, but the communication was coldly cut off. “W-What! Though I may be a nuisance to her, I shall still rush to her side...” Director Kane pulled himself together and noisily left the surveillance room.
Kirby and Waddle Dee were moving along smoothly. Little enemies are standing in their way by now. A security system would now and then fire a laser beam, but Kirby would crush every one of them with his Psychokinesis. The pair arrived at the top floor before long. “Susie is here, huh?” “And someone even worse than her might be as well!” Wrenching open the elegant door with Kirby’s Psychokinesis, the two stepped into the president’s office Just then, grand music could be heard from somewhere. A beautiful voice of singing resonates with it. “Noble Haltmann, we adore him, noble Haltmann, we adore him! Every day we wish him glory!” Singing with her back turned on Kirby and his friend was that charming Secretary Susie. Kirby was perplexed and pried about the room. The room is very spacious with luxurious furniture arranged. Latest machines are installed alongside the wall and countless screens decorate the surface of the wall. Susie finished her song and turned around. “Oh! Pardon me. That was our company’s wonderful theme song, “The Noble Haltmann.” Sometimes I just find myself singing it out loud. It’s so catchy!” Standing ready alertly, Kirby stepped before Susie. Susie said courteously. “This is the heart of the Haltmann Works Company. And here you are, as though it was your own living room...you natives need to be taught manners!” “Return everyone back to normal!” “Heehee......but the natives all seem to be satisfied with their new life. Please take a look.” Susie operated her controller. Images were projected on the dozens of screens installed on the wall. The images are from the surveillance cameras that were Installed all throughout Dream Land. Inhabitants of Dream Land were displayed on all the images. Waddle Dee shouts. “Ah, it’s Chef Kawasaki! Sir Kibble is over there! Bronto Burt......even Spynum......” They all seemed off. All but mechanized by the company, they have lost even their mind. Following the orders of the Armor Soldiers, they were continuing to work silently with a blank look. Susie laughed out loud. “What do you think? Don’t they all look perfect? They’ve been lazy and idle until now, where they are at last in happiness.” “They......They don’t look happy at all!” Kirby shouts in anger. “No one’s laughing at all. They looked way happier before!” “My......you natives are such a pain.” Susie shrugged her shoulders. “You know, it’s wonderful to work in a organized and controlled environment......but that’s something you’d never understand......” “I’ll have him understand...” With a loud voice, Director Kane was the one to rush out from the side. Susie looked at him in annoyance. “Dear me......stay out of it, will you. Your turn has passed.” “But, but you know, ma’am. I’ve accumulated research for this day, and have offered this body of mine for the company’s prosperity......” “Button it! I’m telling you that your role is over! An employee who’s done his job is worth nothing!” Scolded by Susie, Director Kane backed down in low spirits. Susie turned to Kirby once again. “Oh! Pardon me that you had to see such disgrace. I plan to show you something more wonderful.” “......Something......wonderful?” “Yes! Let me tell you a story. Not long ago, I met someone who impressed me very much.” Susie put her hands together. “He was strong and full of confidence...a swordsman of the highest degree...” “A swordsman......?” Waddle Dee muttered “You don’t mean......” Susie continued. “I was so impressed that...I gave him a complete remodel! And I hired him as a company security guard.” Susie raised her one hand, where something came down quietly from the ceiling. Kirby and Waddle Dee were at a loss for words, having shifted their attention to it. “......!” “Heehee......” Laughed Susie, where she walked up to the “security guard” and patted part of his armor lightly. Waddle Dee groaned. “Lord Meta Knight......no way......!” “Lovely, isn’t he? I wonder what you’ll make of him...? Please allow me to present...model #M-7110. Mecha Knight!”
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“Meta Knight!” Shouts Kirby, forgetting himself. Mecha Knight’s eyes were hollow. Stripped of his consciousness and memory, his heart has become emptiness itself. His arms and legs are all converted to alloy. The weapon in his hand was very similar to his treasured sword, Galaxia, but its blade had an ominous light. “What have you done to Meta Knight......!” Shouts Kirby, where Susie laughed. “What have I done? You really can’t understand, can you? This swordsman here has been born again with a stronger body. In accordance with the Mother Computer’s perfect calculations!” Susie raised both her hands with pride. “Previously, he has only commanded a tiny battleship and few underlings......but he’s now part of the company renowned in the galaxy. Isn’t it clear which would allow him to attain more splendid glory?” As though responding to her words, Mecha Knight slowly raised his sword. Kirby shouts. “Meta Knight! It’s me, Kirby! Come to your senses, please!” But his words didn’t reach Mecha Knight. Mecha Knight raised his face and looked up at Kirby. As expected, his eyes have no emotion whatsoever. His heart void, he recognizes Kirby as an enemy merely as programmed. “ENGAGE!” Ordered Susie. Mecha Knight swung his sword down. It’s a fierce slash too fast for the eye to notice. But Kirby vanished a moment quicker. “He vanished......!?” Susie opened her eyes wide.. Director Kane shouted. “Nuooo!? T-This is Vanish! Did that pink native acquire NESP’s ability!???” Following that, Kirby showed himself from a short distance away. Director Kane cries out yet again. “And Reappear!!! Holy smokes!! That native is completely copying the teleporting ability!” “Quiet.” Susie shouts at Director Kane. Even in the meantime, Mecha Knight readies his sword once again, and is dashing towards Kirby. “Meta Knight......!” Kirby still wavered. Meta Knight is a swordsman more honorable than anyone. How could he have been stripped of his heart, his whole body remodeled, and is now the company’s pawn......he doesn’t want to see him like that, much less fight him. Waddle Dee was the one to clear his doubts. “Save him, Kirby!” “Waddle Dee......?” “I can’t stand to see him like this! It’s not like him to keep getting manipulated by them!” “......Yeah!” Kirby hardened his mind. He faces the hollow-eyed Mecha Knight. Waddle Dee is right. It’s nothing but humiliation for Meta Knight to be used as a company security guard. That’s why......stopping him is the only option. They have no choice but to defeat him and have him stop functioning. “Let’s go~!” Shouted Kirby, and produced a light orb of Psychokinesis. He gives it a good throw at Mecha Knight. He wasn’t accustomed to the Copy Ability yet, so he doesn’t know how to adjust the power. The force of the Psychokinesis was greater than he had thought. Mecha Knight is blown all the way to the wall, where half of his body is stuck. Susie turns pale. “W-What power is that......that pink native......!” “W-What on earth is his power......that pink native......!” “Don’t copy my line!” Director Kane was yelled at by Susie once again. Mecha Knight, who looked like he stopped moving......crawled out from the wall slowly and stood ready with his sword once again. Susie shouts. “I expected no less, dear swordsman! You don’t lose to the pink native!” “What a stunning match!” “It’s not a sport!” Mecha Knight jumped up in the air, and slashed at Kirby as he rotated. Avoiding the attack with his teleportation, Kirby Meta Knight runs behind Meta Knight. Due to the added weight from his remodeled body, Mecha Knight can’t move easily as he used to be. Without a moment to turn to Kirby, he was stuck by his PK Shift from behind. “He did it......”! Shouts Waddle Dee. Kirby was about to walk over to Mecha Knight who lost his weapon. However, his sword wasn’t the only weapon for Mecha Knight. Mecha Knight raised his upper body. Having noticed it, Director Kane shouts. “Hold up! Mecha Knight is equipped with missile launchers! The pink native will be in smithereens if those are fired!” “Blasted fool! How could you leak info to the enemy!” Director Kane received a shoulder throw from Susie. Just as he said, missiles were launched from the launchers equipped on Mecha Knight’s shoulders. Kirby assumed a guard position. Due to the late timing, he barely guarded, but that was rather a good thing. The barrier that formed around Kirby repelled the airborne missiles.
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Director Kane shouts. “Ohhhh, this is “PK Insight,” the ultimate techniiiique!!” Mecha Knight was directly struck by the missiles that were repelled back at him. He is blown away once again. He was stuck in the wall earlier, but this time a glass window was in the direction of where he was thrown. Mecha Knight broke through the glass window and was hurled outside. “Kyaaaaa......holy mackerel! My dear swordsman!” Screamed Susie. “He crashed through the ultra-reinforced glass that wouldn't break to even a cannonball strike! What a terrifying poweeeer!” “Lord Meta Knight......!” Waddle Dee ran up to the window. The president’s office is at the top of Access Ark, where its height is enough to reach the clouds. Mecha Knight who fell down was nowhere to be seen. Although concerned, Waddle Dee collected himself right away. “Lord Meta Knight is strong, so......there’s nothing to worry. That aside......” Kirby took a deep breath and was about to turn to Director Kane and Susie. “Mecha Knight has been......defeated! Susie gasped from the shock, but kept up her composure and said. “Hmph......what skill, I must say. I was surprised.” Susie gave a clap and added as if in a soliloquy. “......I guess the Mother Computer isn’t perfect after all.” Susie brushed her hair up and continued. “Don’t worry, though! This next one should quash your rebellion.” “This next one......? There’s still one left?” “Yes. He was created from the latest in nanogenetic technology.” Susie turned her back to Kirby and raised her hands in delight. “He’s dangerous. He’s deadly. He’s a deluxe......” Waddle Dee was alerted and murmured. “Three Ds? She wouldn’t mean......!” “Clone monster!” Having turned back to them, Susie has a small container in her one hand. The container is of glass, where the inside is filled with a transparent liquid. A small substance was floating in the center of that liquid. Kirby was in a daze. “That’s the one this time?” “Yes. And it seems he has a strong sense of rivalry against you.” Kirby couldn’t comprehend. That small substance is a monster? “But I don’t have a rival like this......?” Before the eyes of Kirby pondering with “......hmmm,” Susie tossed the container up. “Get ready for...model #D-0030. Dedede Clone!” The container broke at the same time. The small substance that was contained inside swelled up in an instant. It’s......the dead spit of King Dedede, can you believe it!? Director Kane squawked. “I-I-It’s hereeee!!! The strongest monster made by our company’s cloning technology has appeared!”
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Dedede Clone shouted “Gaaahhhh!” “......Huh!? King Dedede!?” Kirby couldn’t believe his eyes. That small substance turned into King Dedede in the twinkling of an eye......it’s like he is watching a magic trick. Waddle Dee was even more shocked than Kirby. “Your Majesty......! How? Wasn’t he buried under the castle rubble......?” Director Kane scurried over to Waddle Dee and explained. “That’s not the real King Dedede!” “Huh......? What do you mean......?” “Right now, the king is still trapped under the wreckage. But before he could be buried, our company’s fine Armor Soldier squad collected his cells! Through a prick from a syringe!” “A syringe......? How does His Highness become two through a prick from a syringe......?” “Ahahaha! A foolish inhabitant like you wouldn’t understand. We cultivated the cells collected with the syringe and succeeded in raising a new entity. In other words, the Clone Dedede here is a copy of the original Dedede!” “A copy of......His Highness......?” Not knowing what to do, Waddle Dee watched Clone Dedede and Kirby in nervousness. Clone Dedede lumbers towards Kirby, his one hand clutching the hammer. Both his face and physique are just like King Dedede. But looking closely, there were some clear differences from the real King Dedede. Dedede’s bossiness......gluttony......grouchiness......and last but not least, his surprising manliness and stubbornness. All those characteristics are thinned out. Even with the help of the Mother Computer’s technology, they were unable to precisely reproduce all of his complicated nature. “This thing isn’t King Dedede......” Said Kirby as though he was telling himself. “‘Cause the real thing is way more awful and conceited!” Kirby produced a light orb of Psychokinesis and threw it at Clone Dedede. “Gaaahh!” Clone Dedede ran wild and swung his hammer down. A shock runs through the floor, large enough for Waddle Dee, Director Kane, and even Susie not taking part in the battle to jump up. Kirby teleported nimbly and appeared right above Clone Dedede. “Haaaa!” He shouts loudly and strikes the Psychokinesis down from above his head. “Gaaahhh......!” Groaned Clone Dedede, and collapsed-is what he thought, where it split into three bodies in a dissolving manner. Waddle Dee shouts. “Huh!? The copy of His Highness increased again!?” “It splitted! Did you see it!? Clone Dedede’s tenacity!” But Kirby didn’t flinch. He charges toward the three Clone Dededes at a ferocious speed! “Yaaaaa!” He hurls his orbs of Psychokinesis at the three in continuation. “Gaaa......!” Giving them no breather, he strikes his light orbs at the three that were about to dissolve once again. Even the tenacious Clone Dedede couldn’t withstand this continuous attack. The three all lost their shape and vanished as if evaporating. All that was left was the hammer. Waddle Dee rushed over quickly and picked up the hammer. Susie put both her hands to her mouth in blank amazement. “Huh? You’re kidding me...a product made by the Mother Computer lost...twice...” Susie’s face became tense, where she squeezed her one hand. “I guess it’s time to take matters into my own extremities!” It was when she took out the controller and was about to operate it. “-That’s enough, Susie.” A low stern voice resounded. Kirby looked at the direction of where the voice came from. A large chair by the window turned around. Sitting there was a man with an imposing mustache and a grim look.
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Tamagotchi Heroes soundtrack
The music would be mostly 8 bit/band versions of tunes from previous Tamagotchi games and from the anime along with 8 bit/band versions of other pre-existing songs, like...
Shake it off-Taylor Swift
Hot 'N Cold-Katy Perry
Butter Fly-Koji Wada
Little Non-Hanamaru Sensation
Happy Ending-Mika
Gangnam Style-Psy
Dolan Kart-Planet Dolan
Tamagotchi (Together Forever)-Daze
Die Young-Ke$ha
Do The Flop-TomSka
Paparazzi-Lady Gaga
Spin me like a record-
Give You Up-Rick Ashley
Oh, Christmas Tree
Jingle Bells
And for the intro and the ending, the game will have 2 completely original Tamagotchi songs called "A Hatching New Generation" and "The meaning of L.I.F.E."! (The Latter being a reference to the Tamagotchi L.I.F.E. app games.)
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Korean MVs that came out in 2017
~Since i’m not into most kpop groups i might forget to write a comeback so feel free to tell me some that i haven’t written yet or if i have done a mistake.~
*The songs are not in order
**I’ve already made a 2016 list (and i’m making a 2018)
January:
AOA - Excuse Me
AOA - Bing Bing
Bae Da Hae - Knock Knock Knock
S.E.S. - Paradise
AKMU - Last Goodbye
INA - Rainbow
April - April Story
WJSN - I Wish
Davii - Navigation (ft. Heize)
Jun.K - Your Wedding
Minje - Our City
TopSecret - She
Varsity - U R My Only One
Mixx - Love Is a Sudden
NCT127 - Limitless
Vromance - I’m Fine
Day6 - I Wait
Ravi - Bomb (ft. SanE)
Sonamoo - I Think I Love U
Young Cream - 042
Shinhwa 13th - Touch
TRAX [STATION] - Road
Soulights - Crush
EVE - Candle
Jun.K - No Shadow
I - I Wish
Hello Venus - Mysterious
Dreamcatcher - Chase Me
Choi ye_guen Band - Adult
Rain - The Best Present
Niel - Love Affair
CLC - Hobgoblin
Seohyun - Don’t Say No
Zizo - Dynamite Girl
LOOΠΔ(Loona)/YeoJin - Kiss Later
LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Heejin, Hyunjin - My Sunday
LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Heaseul, Yeojin - My Melody
Yoon Do Hyun [STATION] - Sparks Fly
Kasper - Lean On Me
I.O.I - Downpour
40, Dasom - You&I
Park Kyung - When I’m With You (ft. BrotherSu)
Kang Sira - Don’t Wanna Forget
Jooheon - Rhythm
Luna, Hani, Solar - Honey Bee
Joo Chan, So Yoon - No One Like You
2NE1 - Goodbye
Gain, Jeff Bernat - Play
Pentagon - Pretty pretty
Yesung, Selgi [STATION] - Darling U
Jessi - Don’t Make Me Cry
San E - I Am Me (ft. Hwasa)
A.Leean - Fall Back
Suzy - Yes No Maybe
Dynamic Duo, Chen - Nosedive
Sam Kim, Loco - Think About’ Chu
MelodyDay - You Seem Busy
Ryan - Don’t Tell Me Why (ft.Addy)
Kassy - Dream
Masta Wu - Shit (ft. Dok2)
Crybaby - Paramount (ft. TakeOne)
Cheetah - Blurred Lines (ft Hanhae)
Gallant, Tablo, Eric Nam - Cave Me In
Kebee - My Foreigner (ft. BrotherSu)
Ji Hoon Shin - You Are A Star Already
HuhGak - Miss You
Zion.T - The Song
Red Velvet - Rookie
Crown J - Hajima
Lydia Lee - Blue
February:
Imfact - In The Club
Suho, Song YoungJoo [STATION] - Curtain
Masc - Tina
Block B - Yesterday
SF9 - Roar
Day6 - You Were Beautiful
Jung Joon Young - Me and You (ft. Jang Hyejin)
Rhythm Power - Bangsaneung
Cross Gene - Black or White
San E - Counselor
1NB - Stalker
NCT Dream - My First and Last
SunnyHill - Crossroads
B.I.G - 1.2.3
Bts - Spring Day
Bts - Not Today
SBGB - Card Captor Sakura
J’Kyun - Soaking (ft. Cherry Coke)
Jang Joon, Young Taek - Drought (ft. BéE)
Soyou, Baekhyun - Rain
BeautyHandsome - This Game
Skull - Crazy (ft. Verbaljint, KittiB)
Moon Kim - Dark Chocolate
BiPA - Coffee Shop Oppa
MelodyDay - Kiss On The Lips
K.a.r.d - Don’t Recall
Kim Jinho - Graduation Picture
Scarlet mojo-Pin - Ez come Ez go (Gorilla-Man)
Eden - I’m Still (ft. Kwon Jina)
Dean - Beyond (ft. Yerin Baek)
VAV - Venus (Dance With Me)
Taeyeon - I Got Love
Taeyeon - Fine
Twice - Knock Knock
100% - Sketch U
Cheeze - Love You
Solar - Happy People
Soma - Midnight In Paris
Soma - Pale Blue
HeeJun Han - Think of You
San E - What If
Junggigo, Chanyeol - Let Me Love You
Subin - Strawberry
Subin - Circle’s Dream
High4 - Love Line
gugudan - A Girl Like Me
Lovelyz - WoW!
Park Won, Suzy - Don’t Wait For Your Love
Ailee - Reminiscing
Penomeco - WTF (Went Too Far)
Code Kunst - Fire Water (ft. G.Soul, Tablo)
Most Badass Asian - MBA
Most Badass Asian - Joker
Most Badass Asian - Thursday Party (ft. Big One)
Most Badass Asian - Turn Off The Radio (Taxi Driver)
Beatwin - Don’t Leave
March:
Ovan - Virgin Love
Live - Known Me (ft. Dean)
Live - Please (ft. Kim Hyo Eun, G2, Dumbfoundead)
Victon - Eyez Eyez
Ovan - Girl You Deserve It
Kim Ji Soo - Dream All Day
Blanc7 - Yeah
GFriend - Fingertip
BtoB - Movie
Day6 - How Can I Say
Rare Potato - Starlit Night
B.A.P - Wake Me Up
LambC - Love Like That
Romeo - Without U
Jung Key - Anymore (ft. Whee In)
Eric Nam x Somi - You, Who?
Brave Girls - Rollin’
Highlight - It’s Still Beautiful
Highlight - Plz Don’t Be Sad
Got7 - Never Ever
Dorothy Scene - We Are Just..
Cherry Coke - Like I Do
Jung Joonil - Wish
MVP - Take It
Oohyo - Pizza
Cao Lu, Kisum, Yerin - Spring Again
Mad Clown - Love Is A Dog From Hell (ft. Suran)
Seven O’Clock [SOC] - Echo
Hwanhee - So It Is
Yang Hee Eun x AKMU - The Tree
Cnblue - Between Us
Monsta X - Beautiful
Pristin - Wee Woo
IU - Through the Night
BigFlo - Stardom
DJ Juice - BEATful Life (ft. Verbal Jint, Nuck)
J-Min - Alive
Lee Sun Jung Band - Because of Love
Pretty Brown - Grey (ft. Verbal Jint)
Sanchez - 5 More Minutes (ft. Beenzino)
Moon Hyuna - Cricket Song
Roydo - Rewind
Lucy - B-day
Eyedi - Best Mistake (K)
Ofa - To You For You
X.Q - Long Time
Girl’s Day - I’ll Be Yours
Seo In Guk - Better Together
D.G.N.A - Lucky Man
Owol - Nuna (ft. Microdot)
Jero - Delusional
Red Velvet [STATION] - Would You
Seventeen - Smile Flower
I’M - Save Me
OFA - Somebody
OFA - Grow Old
JK Kim Dong Uk - Universe
April:
DPR Live - Cheese & Wine
Oh My Girl - Coloring Book
Winner - Really Really
Winner - Fool
INX - 2Gether
Dreamcatcher - Good Night
Imfact - Tension Up
Taeyeon - Make Me Love You
SBGB - Ki-dult
Corona - Holding Your Hand
Hong Dae Kwang - Fall In Love
Gaeko - Gajah (ft. Rap Monster)
Day6 - I’m Serious
Okdal - Love Advice
Okdal - Intern
Ten [STATION] - Dream In A Dream
Baekhyun [STATION] - Take You Home
Jenyer, Samuel Seo - Cliché
Jeong EunJi - The Spring (ft. Hareem)
EXID - Night Rather Than Day
MiSO - KKPP
Teen Top - Love Is
Lee Hae Ri - Pattern
Lee Hae Ri - Hate That I Miss You
Unit Black - Steal Your Heart
BLACK6IX - Please
Kim Na Young - Being An Adult
Zico - She’s a Baby
Daze - Friday
Berry Good - BibbidiBobbidiBoo
Apink - Always
Kisum - Sleep Tight (ft. Gilgubonggu)
DIA - Will You Go Out With Me
Yesung - Paper Umbrella
DinDin - Super Super Lonely
Hyolyn, Changmo - Blue Moon
Minzy - NiNaNo (ft. Flowsik)
Baek Ji Woong - Your Day
SF9 - Easy Love
Laboum - Hwi Hwi
Chung Ha - Week
IU - Palette (ft. G-Dragon)
Junggigo - Across The Universe
Hyukoh - Leather Jacket
Hyukoh - Tomboy
Hyukoh - Wanli
IU - Ending Scene
K.A.R.D - Rumor
14U - Very Very Very
Varsity - Hole In One
OLNL - OYeah
Reddy - Supreme
Jonghyun - Lonely (ft. Taeyeon)
Stella Jang - Vanishing Paycheck
Triple H - 365 Fresh
Jah Vinci Skull, C Jamm, Jah Vinci - Killa Dreads
Boi B - ADY (ft. Sik-K)
Sugarbowl - Second Date
Knowing Bros - Theme song
May:
Yong Jun Hyung - Wonder If (ft. Heize)
Lovelyz - Now, We
G.Urban - I’ll give it to you
VAV - Flower (You)
JeA - You’re Different (ft. Ra.D)
Ludonph Yongjunko - Tell Me It’s Okay (ft. Luna)
Busters - Dreamer
Day6 - Dance Dance
Romeo - Stay With Me
Psy - I Luv It
Psy - New Face
Twice - Signal
Vixx - Shangri-La
Unnies - Right?
Honeyst - Like You
Urban Zakapa - Alone
Sohee - Spotlight
B.I.G - Hello Hello
IKON - Bling Bling
IKON - B-Day
Roy Kim - Egoist
Roy Kim - Suddenly
Cheeze - Be There
Dean - Love (ft. Syd)
Loco - Movie Shoot (ft. DPR Live)
Loco - Too Much (ft.Dean)
Seventeen - Don’t Wanna Cry
Dear Cloud - Silver Lining
Map6 - I’m Ready
A.C.E - Cactus
Yezi - Anck Su Namun
Yong Yong - Scribbling
KNK - Sun, Moon, Star
Kriesha Chu - Trouble
Yoo Yong Min - Nobody Knows
Goretexx, Black Nut, Han Yo Han - Silky Boys
South Club - Hug Me
Marmello - Puppet
MeiMei Jane - Forever
Shin Hyun Woo - So Amazing
LOOΠΔ(Loona)/Eclipse
Joo - Late in the Morning
Kyuhyun - Goodbye For Now
24K - Only You
Most Badass Asian - Officer
Highlight - Calling You
Sistar - Lonely
Astro - Baby
The Black Skirts - Who Do You Love
Baek A Yeon - Sweet Lies (ft. The Barberettes)
Still PM - True
June:
Elris - We, First
Suran - 1+1=0 (ft. Dean)
S.E.T - Nalari
TopSecret - Mind Control
Gummy - I I Yo
Chung Ha - Why Don’t You Know (ft. Nucksal)
Ft.Island - Wind
Day6 - I Smile
WJSN - Happy
G-Dragon - Untitled, 2014
Eddy Kim - Heart  Pound
Pentagon - Critical Beauty
NCT 127 - Cherry Bomb
Vermuda - Dream Girl
Monsta X - Shine Forever
Mamamoo - Yes I Am
Mamamoo - Age Gag
BlackPink - As If It’s Your Last
South Club - Dirty House
South Club - I Got The Blues
South Club - Liar
Henry - I’m Good (ft. Nafla)
Ahn Jung Jae - You’re Fine
Apink - Five
Heize - Don’t Know You
Heize - You, Clouds, Rain (ft. Shin Yong Jae)
LOONA/JinSoul - Singing in the Rain
BoA - Camo
Lee Hyuri - Seoul (ft. Killagramz)
Crush - Summer Love
July:
The Barbarettes - Summer Love
Favorite - Party Time
Bang Yongguk - Yamazaki
Min Chae - Latata
VAV - ABC (Middle of the Night)
Lee Hyori - Black
Hyolyn, Kisum - Fruity
Crush - Outside (ft. Beenzino)
Day6 - Hi Hello
Take - Good Enough
Yu Seungwoo, Sandeul - Oppa
Red Velvet - Red Flavor
South Club - No
Millic - Paradise (ft. Fanxy Child)
One - Heyahe
One - Gettin’ By
Urban Zakapa - Moai
Xiumin x Mark [STATION] - Young & Free
Zico - Artist
Zico - Anti (ft. G.Soul)
Jessi - Gucci
Mind U - Love Me
Park Boram - Why, You? (ft. Seo Samuel)
Voisper - Crush On You
Hotshot - Jelly
WJSN (Cosmic Girls) - Kiss Me
Exo - Ko Ko Bop
Geeks - Woo
Psy - Love (ft. Taeyang)
KNK - Rain
Kard - Hola Hola
Jung Yong Hwa - That Girl (ft. Loco)
The Night Of Seokyo - Walking in the Moonlight )ft. Dawon, Lasier)
AKMU - Dinosaur
offonoff - gold (ft Dean)
Luda - I Will Give You All I Got
Dreamcatcher - Fly High
Monsta X - Newton
LOONA/Choerry - Love Cherry Motion
JJ Project - Tomorrow, Today
Longguo & Shihyun - the.the.the
9Muses - Remember
August:
Winner - Island
Winner - Love Me Love Me
GFriend - Love Whisper
Girl’s Generation - Holiday
Girl’s Generation - All Night (Documentary Ver.)
Yoo YoungJin x Taeyong [STATION] - Cure
Samuel - Sixteen (ft. Changmo)
Eddy Kim - Now
ONF - ON/OFF
CLC - Where are you?
The Rose - Sorry
Juniel - Last Carnival
Groovyroom - Sunday (ft. Heize, Jay Park)
Raina - Loop (ft. Aron of Nu’est)
N.Flying - The Real
Drug Restaurant - Drink O2 in the water
Primary - ~42 (ft. Sam Kim , eSNa)
Day6 - What Can I Do
Boyfriend - Star
WannaOne - Energetic
Weki Meki - I Don’t Like Your Girlfriend
Pristin - We Like
Momoland - Freeze
Oguogu - Ice Chu
Sunmi - Gashina
Heize - In The Time Spent With You
Hur Young Ji - Memory Clock
Hoody - Hangang
Kassy - Let It Rain
Victon - Unbelievable
Yu Seungwoo, Younha - Can’t Stop This Feeling
Jisook - Ilhoon - Baesisi
Aleph - Fall in Love Again
S2 - Honeya
Lee Seung Hwan - God Of Money
VIXX LR - Whisper
10cm - Help
HyunA - Babe
Jackson Wang - Papillon
Good Day - Rolly
S.I.S - I’ve Got A Feeling
Rolling Paper - Polaroid (ft. DalShabet’s Serri)
Jeong Sewoon, Sik-K - Just U
IZ - All You Want
Henry - That One
Babylon - Lalala
GreatGuys - Last Men
Golden Child - DamDaDi
Sanchez - Mesmerised (ft. Yong Jun Hyung)
Primary - Right (ft. Soyou)
Primary - Diet (ft.Solji)
Primary - Hello (ft.Lena Park)
Primary - Hush (ft. Jaebum)
9Muses - Love City
September:
10cm - Phonecert
Junho - Fine
Pentagon - When I Was In Love
Exo - Power
B.A.P - Honeymoon
Lee Gikwang - What You Like
Black6IX - Like A Flower
Day6 - I Loved You
Pentagon - Like This
Soyou - The Blue Night of Jeju Island
Yonko - Butterfly (Black Ver.)
San E, Penomeco, Microdot, Kebee - Fresh Up
Jeong Eun Ji - Manito
Elris - Pow Pow
Bobby - I Love You
Bobby - Runaway
Bts - DNA
IU- Last Night Story
B1A4 - Rollin’
P.O - MEN’z NIGHT (ft. Chancellor)
Day6 - When You Love Someone
U-Know [STATION] - Drop
K.will - Nonfiction
Seventeen (SVT Leaders) - Change Up
LOONA/Odd Eye Circle - Girl Front
Bolbbalgan4 - Some
Βolbbalgan4 - Blue
Bolbbalgan4 - Imagine
Bolbbalgan4 - Fix Me
Yoona [STATION] - When The Wind Blows
Koh Nayoung - Stars
Sugarbowl - A Very Special One
20 Years of Age - Not Him
October:
Stray Kids - Hellevator
TRCNG - Spectrum
Hash Tag - Hue
Got7 - You Are
Nu’est W - Where You At
Basement Claxxic - Always on my Mind
Davichi - To Me
Jang Wooyoung - Still Me
SF9 - O Sole Mio
Rainz - Juliette
Woo Seok - Lift off (ft. E’Dawn)
Varsity - Can You Come Out Now?
Up10tion - Going Crazy
Masc - Do It
Yu Seungwoo - Tonight
Paul Kim - Stranger
Mate - A Day
Mate - Baby
Dpr Live - Jasmine
Hi Cutie - Play U
HA:TFELT - I Wander (ft. Gaeko)
HA:TFELT - Read Me (ft. Punchnello)
Highlight - Can Be Better
Taemin - Move
BtoB - Missing You
Jung Jin Hyeong - Tru (ft. Sik-k)
A.c.e - Callin’
JBJ - Fantasy
Killagramz - Coloring (ft. Hash Swan)
Seventeen [Vocal Team]
Jimin (AOA) - Hallelujah
Playback - Want You To Say
Super Junior - One More Chance
Twice - Likey
The Rose - Like We Used To
Juniel - I Drink Alone
Epik High - Home Is Far Away + Love Story
November:
Astro - Crazy Sexy Cool
Nick&Sammy - Without You
Jinbo - My Love By My Side (ft. Chancellor)
Super Junior - Black Suit
Byul - Leaves (ft. Junoflo)
Minah - 11°
Mind U - If
Jeon Soyeon - Jelly
Seventeen - Clap
VAV - She’s Mine
Eddy Kim - Bet On Me
Yiruma - F r a m e d
Sonamoo - I (Knew it)
Day6 - All Alone
Nieah - Baby I
Hyeongseop X Euiwoong - It Will Be Good
Sole - Ride (ft. Thama)
Martin Smith - Season Comes Again
Park Jimin - Say I Love You
Block B - Shall We Dance
Monsta X - DramaRama
Exid - DDD
Hwang Chi Yeul - Rewind
Rothy - Stars
Victon - Remember Me
Urban Zakapa - When We Were Two
Swings - Clock Out (ft. Jay Park, Crush)
WannaOne - Beautiful
Samuel - Candy
Kard - You In Me
Kiggen - Cloudy (ft. Solar)
Soma - In My Phone
Soma - Someday + Face Me
Pentagon - Violet
Pentagon - Runaway
Red Velvet - Peek-A-Boo
Joonil Jung - I Like
George - Boat
Jackson Wang - Okay
Soyou, Sung Si Kyung - I Still
No.11 - B1 (ft. Sung Joo of Uniq)
E Z Hyung - I Feel Good
Lee Ha Rin - A Strange Day
Fly To The Sky - Your Season
Kim Dong Wan - Afterimage
Map6 - Love Is Gone
Nell, Groovyroom - Today
UV - Za Bro (ft. Choiza)
HuhGak - Only You
Kream - Photograph
Zion.T - Nu DAY
Drug Restaurant - Catwoman
gugudan - Chococo
Jeebanoff - Timid (ft. Changmo)
December:
HyunA - Lip & Hip
Han Dong Geun - Undoable
Kisses - Dead-End
Day6 - I Like You
Kard - Trust Me
Zion.T - Snow
The Boyz - Boy
Dpr Live - Martini Blue
Dpr Live - Text Me
Taemin - Day and Night
K.Will, Soyou, Boyfriend, Mad Clown, Monsta X, Wjsn, Junggigo, Brothersu, Jeong Sewoon, Lee Kwanghyun, Yu Seungwoo, Mind U, #Gun, Duetto- Christmas Day
B.A.P - Hands Up
Soyou - The Night (ft. Geeks)
Car, the garden - Island (ft. OhHyuk)
Taeyeon - This Christmas
Twice - Heart Shaker
Twice - Merry & Happy
Laysha - Pink Label
Crush - Be By My Side
Exo - Universe
Loona/Chuu - Heart Attack
Lay - Goodbye Christmas
Eric Nam - Hold Me
Younha - Parade
Sunwoo Jung A - C A T (ft. IU)
Yang Da Il - Lie
Osshun Gum - Life’s a Dream
Kim Na Young - Miss U
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