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HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL: THE MUSICAL: THE SERIES | 4x06 – Trust the Process ↳ Ricky & Gina's first meeting
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organic-guacamole · 3 years
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*inhales slowly*
*shakily exhales*
My thoughts about episode 208:
spoilers below
The recap was funny, and honestly Antoine is short enough to be Napoleon...
get it?
anyways I think I mentioned this before but did Big Red want Ashlyn to fall? or what? because why is he acting like Antoine catching Ashlyn is such a big deal.
"singing and dancing: good"
"breaking and entering: bad"
"but ms Jenn, we didn't break anything"
DID MS JENN REALLY JUST THREATEN SEBBY LIKE THAT-
jeez when is Rini gonna break up? this is too painful to watch.
the writers really just said
✨ palette cleanser ✨
Portwell
the portwell banter is what I live for
Big Red's pathetic "oui oui" is me when my sister asked if I was ok after this episode 🤡
Woohoooo Seb's big moment pressing the space bar🤩 he's so talented 🥰🥰
ooo are we shipping Rico and Big Red now /j
Gina mouthing the lines and managing the choreography gives me such "controlling mom at her kid's dance recital" vibes.
Kaden is so pretty. Now all he needs are lines. Yes, this is a threat to the writers.
"I have no notes" flashback to when they sang stick to the status quo in season 1 and Carlos said that
"The monkeys"
Good ol' Mr Mazzara
HOW IS SEB STILL SO INNOCENT-
he's dating Carlos for crying out loud,you'd think he'd catch on by now.
he's so cute though so keep being you sebby.
again with the Sebastianh
y'all treat him like he's 5😭
why is this like, the first Kourtney and Nini interaction in school-
anyways moral of the story, never trust a guy that won't let you meet his friends, he's either lonely or shady.
you know who *slowly pushes Voldemort behind the curtain*
"what does you know who have to say about this?"
ma'am is this episode 101 again?
"Yo Nini"?
what's next? he says he hung out with a few girls over the summer and- *stagehand runs on stage and whispers in my ear*
oh wrong episode. my bad. you may proceed.
Nini: "it's not a big deal"
that random kid holding a violin in the hall: "this is my time to shine"
"it's not about you, Ricky"
okayyy so, talk to him.
he obviously thinks he did something wrong based on how you're acting rn. Like yeah, he could be happy for you because it's not about him, but the way you're treating him makes it seem like it actually is about him.
He can't read your mind, Nini.
yknow when you show your parents a picture on your phone and they grab it and start scrolling?
Ricky is your parent.
this isn't gonna end well I can already tell....
SON-
DID YOU JUST PULL A SEASON 1 EJ-
ok now sing a billion sorrys
What's this? a classroom? in a show? set? in? highschool????
this is a first.
Gina's snort is so cute I can't
He and Gina are the happiest they've ever been.
Argue with the wall.
"that was just pretend" who are you trying to kid here EJ?
"Did she say something?" HE LOOKS SO HOPEFUL OMG
I'm screaming.
that was too cute, way cuter than any Rini scene imo
anyways
"Cash Caswell"
well at least I have a new name for the devil.
hehe did you see that eyebrow raise when Cash said "pride", anything you wanna say EJ /hj
ok so he "talked to some people", does that mean he slept his way to getting EJ in? or paid?
we may never know👯‍♂️
Gina looks so proud of EJ, we love supportive girlfriends 😌
I mean-
besties, supportive besties... totally.
Ok so my headcanon is that Gina's mom calls her Gigi, and when EJ finds out, they tease eachother with EJ calling Gina "Gigi" and Gina calling EJ "eej"
uhh Ms Jenn? you literally went through 2 guys in 2 weeks, can we take a break?
poor (?) Mr mazzara😔
don't break his heart, please.
not the seblos tension 🥲
#sebdeservesbetter
#sebisthebeastinmymind
#sebisgoingtogetglitter
Please Big Red listening to a podcast instead of listening to Ricky is literally how my old friends treated me🤠
this just in: Big Red is listening to the Sunset Drive podcast and wondering who Larry saperstein is and why he sounds so much like him.
Mailman Biggie is literally perfect
I can see him being so content to just make little kids happy by putting super colourful stickers on their letters before handing it to them or something aw.
ok Ash I love you but how about you don't assume that he's not happy with the test results.
I love how Kourtney's mom in the show is Dara's mom irl
She gave great advice. I love her.
Aww Biggie really likes serving people and it's so sweet to see.
yeah you tell him Kourt!
I totally understand why Howie did what he did but still-
poor Kourtney literally sacrificed everything she stands for concerning relationships to be with him.
Ricky needs serious help-
the test said he has no profitable skills?? what the heck he needs counseling.
the test basically said that he's worthless-
And now he thinks even more that he's nothing without Nini.
The Rini fight-
Does Nini not understand that he's making assumptions because she won't talk to him and explain why she's doing some of the stuff she's doing. obviously she doesn't need to run everything she does past him but still, this stuff relates to him because it's making her distant.
he deserves to know why.
what he said on that video call was strange but she didn't need to make him think she stayed in salt lake just for him to "spare his feelings".
Nini you're obviously not happy with him anymore so please stop dragging him along, only to get upset when he's still around and asking questions about why you're not really with him anymore.
break up with him.
I mean, at least it's all coming out....in the middle of a pizza shop...
Can they sit down and communicate properly? they both are reacting harshly and assuming the other knows why-
JUST TALK.
right so we're back to redlyn after that.
did- did Big Red just say pillow talk-
HELP??
Ask what he wants please Ash.
"the only other thing that makes me happy is you"
AWWWWW OMG
ok so big red is the purest little sweetheart and he's now tied with Gina for my 3rd favourite character. only below EJ and Seb.
Benjamin is so sweet I don't understand.
This is how we know Jennzzara is superior, when the hug feels more meaningful than the kiss with Mike or the dance with Zach.
Mr M really just basically confessed his feelings there-
"you don't get enough credit around here"
I agree. give my man more credit please and thank you.
Couch scene time!!!!!
Gina in sweats is prettier than me at my best- how?
my expectations for the couch scene:
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my reality for the couch scene:
NO THEY'RE KILLING ME, I AM DYING IM DECEASED YES, PLEASE HELP, GOD BLESS PORTWELL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
did they really just jump from portwell to...this?
rewatches the couch scene 5 times ok, now I'm ready
scribbles notes furiously
braces ✍🏽can ✍🏽interlock ✍🏽
look at hsmtmts, being all educational and teaching kids how to kiss🤩
are they actually communicating rn??? this is new-
but I'm not complaining 🍿
See this is what I've been saying, Nini wants to keep Ricky but also be herself, Ricky doesn't even know himself outside of "Ricky and Nini".
He wants the security of being with her, while she wants to be free and take risks.
Sorry y'all but this isn't gonna work rn. He needs more than a relationship. he needs his parents to actually see him and notice that he's not okay.
He needs a lot of help, because now it seems that the only person he had left is leaving him.
Oop there it is... Oh well they had a good run...but it's over.
Here's to the hope that Ricky finds who he is and that Nini thrives doing her thing.🍻
anyways
Why are Kourtney and Howie always alone together? aren't there other workers that can help close up? isn't Howie just a pizza delivery guy???
TELL ME HE DID NOT JUST START SINGING OUT OF NOWHERE-
theatre kids™ 🙄
oo an "Out of the Old" type montage (why were there so many callbacks to season 1 in this episode)
YES SHOOT YOUR SHOT MR M
EJ covering her with the sweatshirt-
don't touch me🥲
I swear if Gina wears it at some point I will cry
yes EJ! you tell him! stick up for yourself!
Ricky crying when Big Red hugs him hurts so bad
it's like it's only now hitting him
and the third wheeling-
why do I feel like he's gonna be 3rd wheeling a lot now-
but if the writers try to have him go back to Gina after this, I will throw a proper fit.
THE PILLOW HUGGING!!!!!!!
the parallels between parts of this episode and episodes in season 1 are so cool- I kept getting deja vu and honestly, seeing how much changed between when it happened in season 1 vs when it happened in this episode, was incredible.
great storytelling technique imo.
this episode was insane and it's hard to believe that the next few episodes could be any better. I honestly wish the season started off as strongly as this because now it's just like from episode 7 onwards we're just being hit with action and drama.
Tumblrs annoying and deleted most of this post so if it doesn't make sense or doesn't flow right, blame Tumblr /hj
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wonderstudytalk · 3 years
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So I re-watched episode 2x11 and....
I gotta say, that even though we had that brotherzoned moment at the end of last week's episode... 2x11 had very sweet and heart-warming Portwell scenes.
From the background snippets at the beginning, where Gina and EJ are dancing to just moving around one behind the other or Gina retouching EJ's makeup. It was adorable <3
And both of them being super excited and giddy for their Risotto Date, all smiley and cheerful.
So cute  (❤️v❤️)
EJ watching the Be Our Guest performance, you could tell he was looking at Gina... Probably at Ash too (because he's a supportive cousin). And every time Gina entered Backstage he would just smile and glance at her... He even picked up her feather dusters, so sweet ***ヽ(◕ヮ◕ヽ)
And then he was praising Gina's performance and talking about their date, Gina wasn't as sad to hear that her mom wasn't coming and EJ KNOWS ABOUT THE CHOCOLATES AND IS COMPLETELY OKAY WITH IT, aaah I can't with them :')
Oh and we have to talk about Something There, even though everyone wanted Portwell singing it, I loved that it was actually Ashlyn and Ricky the ones that did it, after all they were the Beauty and the Beast.... Yet all the small glances between EJ and Gina during that number were to die for. The way they looked between the curtain sensing each other's presence and then when our Miss Gina Porter was looking at him while performing and EJ was staring at her in such awe, he was mesmerized by her. It was Perfect.
(ღ˘⌣˘ღ)
Finally, we knew that angst was coming and I'm just happy that it was not Ricky related because he's been through a lot this season and I just want him to take a deep breath and not be involved in more drama.
It was interesting to see how Jamie in a matter of minutes was able to bring to surface all those insecurities that EJ already had. With one sentence he just broke EJ's heart and confidence and left all portwell shippers in the brink of panic.
(ง'̀-'́)ง
Overall one thing is certain EJ and Gina like each other a lot, they just need to communicate how they feel.
♥‿♥
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turtlegirlave · 3 years
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So this has a ton of opinions which I usually stray away from but i really let all my opinions out here. Also there is definitely fact mistakes, probably name mistakes and some incorrect singing terms in here, I wrote this at 2 A.M. with a limited knowledge of theater I’m just trying to get a point across.
Why s2 of hsm the series should have been newsies instead of beauty and the beast:
They say straight up in the show “we need a real Alan Menkhen musical” and they pick beauty and the beast instead of newsies, a literal Broadway stage production???
At first I assumed it was because the cast was primarily male, but that isn’t even a reasonable argument. 1)as shown by s1 when a boy played sharpay, gender doesn’t matter when being considered for a role. 2), a cast with multiple male leads would give the gay men in the show a chance to shine, instead of shoving them to background roles like Chip. Not to mention Carlos is a dancer, and newsies is a musical driven by choreography. 3), since nini moved there are only like 2 lead females anyway, which works for the 2 female roles in newsies.
Casting Wise, the play works SO MUCH better!
Ricky: jack kelley is a much better role for him than the beast for many reasons. First, their personalities are very similar with the mischievous main teen vibe, so the role would be like Troy where Ricky can slip into it easier. Second, it fits him better vocally. It is very clear from listening to Joshua basset sing that he has a relatively high vocal range, and singing low notes or in a deep voice doesn’t come as naturally to him. Jeremy Jordan has a similar vocal range, where he stays in higher octaves and more rarely uses a deep, monotone voice (at least never to the beast’s extent). Ricky would sound perfect singing in Jack’s vocal range. The beast, however, sings almost exclusively in an extremely deep, monotone voice that Joshua cannot easily perform.
Ashlyn: not only does she look quite similar to Katherine, but they have similar personalities as well. Also, katherine’s high and bubbly singing voice would sound lovely with Ash’s, which is also high and bubbly but often softer. This would allow her to push herself to sing louder and more confidently. And she still gets to play a smart bookworm lead female role.
Kourtney: she was born to play miss medda larken. Mrs. Potts’ debut song “beauty and the beast” is a soft romance ballad, which does not match kourt’s stadium reach, strong, powerful voice. “That’s rich” not only shows off her vocals better, but matches her personality and voice much better with the grit and power behind it. Also, Mrs Potts as a character is the soft, motherly type. Miss medda is a rambunctious, empowered, “I got men if I want em but I don’t need em” kinda woman. Which role better fits the girl power, loud, activist, personal cheer squad type person that Kourtney is?
Carlos and Sebastian: not only would this stop shoving the gays and only interesting men other than Ricky to background roles (sorry big red), but it would show off their talents. Seb would make a wonderful crutchy, with his innocent nature and likeness to the character. It would also give him a chance to flex his vocals and sing a duet with Ricky in Santa Fe, further developing the friendships in the show. Carlos could play really any of the main boys, I mostly think he would kill in this due to his dance and choreography skills, which newsies really emphasizes.
Big red: PLEASE this boy would be perfect as Ben Cook’s role (can’t remember the newsie’s name). They’re both the kinda dumb but endearing friend type, and he leads “king of New York”, a song with a killer tap dancing break, which is the whole reason big red wanted to try out! His chemistry with Ricky as crutchy would make that a fine role for him too, but since Sebastian has stronger vocals I think it’s better for him to take a more prominent role while big red relies on his dancing skills over singing.
Gina: though there’s no more lead girl roles, I think she would kill it as mr. Pulitzer. They could add some spice to the character through her insane dance skills, and she would play a great “cunning yet intelligent buisinesswoman” type. This dude also gets 2 or 3 songs, and honestly I don’t remember who she plays in Beauty and the beast so idk.
EJ: I admit Gaston is a perfect role for him and I can’t fit him into newsies well. He would play a good spot conlin, though it is a significantly smaller role. No one really cares about ej though so small loss.
Plot valuability:
doing newsies makes literally way more sense. Firstly, they are kinda planning entering this show last-minute compared to the competition, so to pick a show already written and choreographed for stage production would really save time. (Even though it would still need work to be condensed for a high school production). Second, miss Jen is so determined to stand out from the crowd and win the contest so she picks... beauty and the beast? One of the most popular Disney movies (and honestly with one of Alan’s weaker soundtracks compared to tangled, Aladdin, and the little mermaid imo). Having them do newsies, especially when switching up gender roles like casting Gina as Pulitzer, would actually make them stand apart from the dozens of schools performing Disney movies. It would also give a significantly more impressive vocal and dance performance, since the songs were written for Broadway singers rather than actors. The set is also more cheap and condensed, while still looking professional, which would help with their “we’re too poor and late to afford a straight-up aquarium so let’s do the most with what we’ve got.” Putting the characters in these roles would also not alter their development or main story plots much, besides strengthening certain friendships and pushing aside less popular characters (ej). It would also give more rep for the gays as well as switching up gender roles. Imagine, the gay guys get actual things to do in the show and aren’t defined by the sole plot of “my boyfriend rich” relationship drama! (I love these two but I am a tired ace). Also jerjor performs in both this and tangled the series, so it’s a double whammy for Alan menkhen representation.
Marketability: I know the musical has to be widely known and appealing to viewers. People watched s1 because they love hsm. People also love beauty and the beast, so viewership may raise with fans of the movie. Newsies doesn’t die here, though. It is a very widely popular play among theatre people, and existed first as a movie musical so it isn’t exclusive to theater kids. Also, fans of Newsies are generally between their tweens and early twenties, the exact age demographic for the show. Beauty and the beast is a classic and more widely known, but also doesn’t draw in large numbers of the exact age group you want. Also, the fact that newsies is a little less mainstream only helps the plot point of them choosing it to still have something well known while also standing out from the competition. Doing beauty and the beast is not only an awful choice for casting that limits the actors vocals or is completely out of their range, but it also makes them blend in with the crowd.
Final notes: beauty and the beast was IMO the worst choice for the play this season. Movies like Aladdin and tangled both have very energetic and loud soundtracks that allow these characters to belt their hearts out. Beauty and the beast has a very folksy, quiet, ballad type of track that limits the actors. The only actor that I think sings ballads better than big booming tracks is Nini, who isn’t even in the play this year. Ricky also sings great ballads, which is why ballads that are still slow but also emotional and powerful like “Santa fe” or “something to believe in” (which would sound AMAZING in his and Ashlyn’s voices) fit much better than the deep voice of the beast that he can not comfortably sing in. Also, the beast has very few songs whereas newsies would allow him to belt his heart out in nearly every song with that lovely voice he has. The age range of the newsies cast (that characters are supposed to be 17) fits better with these very teen actors than a movie about old fashioned French young adults. Really newsies was the best musical choice for this season, but I also believe beauty and the beast was the last one they should have chosen.
(After reading comments I rescind my statement that beauty and the beast was the worst choice, but it’s still second to newsies imo)
Feel free to debate me in the comments or point out my mistakes, I’m very open to other points of view
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sirensmojo · 3 years
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"KINDRED",3 - Tommy Shelby x Reader.
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Summary: Tommy meets a librarian that he discovered to be the chief of an underground organisation. Needing man enough allies to dirty their hands in the battle against Oswald Mosley, he shakes hands with the devil. Feelings intertwine with business, a mix that leads to unalterable ends...
Warnings: Swearing, drugs, romance, drama & cheating.
Word Count: 5K
❰ ​Previous Chapter
*Shelby Brother Company Limited, Birmingham*
“Michael’s a pain in the ass.”
You and Tommy were seated one in front of the other in Tommy’s office, it was almost midnight.
You both stared at each other after your affirmation, the need to formulate words obsolete, when all of a sudden, a hiccup hit your throat.
“Wow.” Your brows raised, along with your free hand, patting over your chest.
Only the booze could bring them to talk, but they would forget everything the next morning, or that, they pretended so. Everything the other would say was rooted in the other’s heart, as a prize.
“I could maybe try something.” You calmly spoke, as if a flash of thunder lightning struck some idea into you.
You two had dirty hands and were capable of taking care of yourselves, but those past three, you got each other’s back.
Without knowing it, you were keeping a close eye on the business of the other just in case.
If the Peaky Blinder found something wrong concerning your business, he would take care of it, in the shadows of course.
No need to tell you he quite cared when he wasn't sure himself.
It was also working the other way, you had ears at each side of the continent, you what had happened to the Shelby politician without him telling you, and straightened back up every shaky thing.
“ ‘Bout what?” Tommy asked, pouring some more whiskey in the cup resting in your other hand.
‘The two partners trying to get rid of Mosley’ had become an excuse. The silence each brought to the other was addictive, and the days between each meeting only amplified that obsession.
“Speak sense to his wife. Given the situation, I think both the weak and tuff points of Michael’s scheme are her.”
Tommy frowned, thinking deeper about what you told. You weren’t entirely wrong, he doubted Michael would’ve betrayed him without the support of somebody.
“He was pushed to one side, a little push to the other one will make him think right.” Y/L/N got further.
An evening meeting was programmed weekly.
You started meeting at the library during the first week. Then, the Shelby Brother Company Limited’s office, catching the attention of another member of the Shelby family.
“You think it’ll be this easy?” The peaky blinder asked, sprinkling ash onto the ashtray that was on the table that separated you two.
“It’ll have to.” You responded.
Polly was the first one to confront Tommy directly about the presence of a very well dressed woman far too often in the offices.
“Her hair is nice.” She added, smoking on her cig looking intently at Tommy's gleaming eyes at the mention of the so-called “librarian”.
Because that was how he presented Y/N. A girl from an aristocratic family searching for exoticism and bought a library.
He and you were to work together solely due to his status at the House of Commons, none more none less.
But the Gray woman knew better, even if she refused to push the matter further.
“May God keep Arthur away from her, he’ll eat her for his lunch.” Pol’ tease before she shook her head at her own statement as Tommy coughed away this whole discussion.
(...)
Three knocks could be heard on the Gray’s room door in the Midland hotel.
The entrance opens, “Told you I’ll join you in a minute, Gin--” Michael’s voice stopped as soon as his wife abruptly pushed her shoulders to his to enter the room.
“What are you doing?” One of his hands was in his suit pocket, the other one grabbing the door handle.
She hassled to the phone, dialling a number without even glancing at the Gray.
“Gina?” Asked the man, looking intently at the movements of the woman, blinking slowly.
She refused to address him, waiting patiently until the person she was calling responded.
“What is going on? What do you mean our contacts were offered another deal?”
Michael went closer, and as he was sitting on the desk chair, leaning backwards on it, he started to understand what was going on.
“Anyway, we can still offer them to prosper durably, that man can’t say the same, right?”
She rolled her eyes at herself after remaining silent for some minutes, she was listening to the individual at the end of the line.
It was more than clear she was done with everything.
She wasn’t even slightly “happy” to be in the shit hole that was Birmingham as she, herself, qualified multiple times. The only reason she was here was that Michael didn’t want to properly betray his cousin.
He convinced her to come here and resonate with Tommy about a “normal succession”, but she knew damn well it wouldn’t work. Why would he give everything he spent so much time to gather under the pretext of succession?
Tommy wasn’t the type to give up things, for any reason.
And now that they were away from New York, their allies already started to forget about their promises…
Why did she even agree to let Tommy a chance?
“He didn’t fall for Michael’s plan. We will have to do it our way.” She seemed happy at least, to finally be able to handle the matter how she wanted to, which was the only good news about this call.
When the receptionist asked for her at the restaurant, she’d expected to be told all was ready there and that Michael would only have to give the order for the plan to begin. But no.
Gina hung up the phone before she lifted her eyes to her husband that was staring at her, patiently waiting.
“It was my uncle, some man going by the name of Haynes met with all of our contacts, offering them a greater alliance directly with the Chinese, without needing us as intermediaries.” She finally spoke.
The younger Gray looked away, clenching his jaw as a hand came over his face. He let out a long sigh, his body voicing his displeasure. But his wife’s hand came on his shoulder as she leaned on his back, and murmured near his ear:
“But. He says it’s looking like the perfect time to launch plan B, baby.” She grabbed his chin as she turned around to stand in front of him.
“He says it’ll show them we can also ‘bang’ if it’s needed. It’ll be like showing our hand, and in this case, this is the thing to do.”
One of her hands was on Michael’s thigh as the other was still holding his face so he was looking at her. It was a way to say “focus on me” without actually saying it.
As the man was diving into her brown eyes, it seemed she succeeded at keeping him from thinking too much. She gave answers before he could even formulate questions.
By his silence, Gina surmised Michael still wasn’t sure about the plan.
“We did it your way Michael, coming all the way up here to your cousin’s chaotic decisions. Things need to get in order, baby. And it seems like you’re the one that cares enough to do so.” The words left her mouth so lightly as she straightened up and turned her back to her husband.
“We need to go back to America as soon as possible. You promised our child will be born there.” She added, glancing at him above her shoulder.
(...)
Arthur and the boys had convinced Tommy to relax at the Garrison after a long day. Even though it was the last thing he wanted to do, he slammed the doors open to a packed place.
Ahead of them were approximately twenty women, all dolled up as if coming from the Eden club in London. Very short hair with the golden headband with feathers, embroidered pearls on their cotton dresses made it known they were from high society.
Some of them were dancing in the middle of the room, while others were singing on the counter zigzagging between glasses and bottles.
It was the first time Tommy had seen most of those people.
He was actively searching their faces trying to locate the reason for their presence when his eyes confirmed his thought. You were dancing, turning on yourself holding the hand of a taller woman.
You had on a black & red dress going down to your knees with a black and gold headband that flattened your hair, forcing your finger waves to frame your face. Your slow and haunting movements were wrinkling the fabrics, complementing your silhouette.
As you were spinning around, the fringes of your dress were flying in the air as well as your hair, adding to your alluring dance.
Your cheeks, certainly reddened by the alcohol and your half-opened eyes due to you boozing with the huge grin that illuminated your face, made Tommy’s eyes twinkle. As if it was a beautiful night sky full with stars he was looking at.
“Who’s that Tommy?” Arthur questioned entering right after the Shelbys head.
“Get in the room, I’ll bring the bottles.” Tom’s low voice ordered as he motioned to the little room near the counter.
Finn and Isaiah hassled to the room without wasting any more minutes, too appealed by the idea of getting drunk while Arthur leaned to his brother’s ear.
“Look at that butterfly Tommy, isn’t she lovely?” He asked after he caught the reason for Tommy's order.
The latter dismissed the discomfort with a rough cough, turning to his brother.
“What about you fetch the bottles, eh?” He simply put, and that was enough for Arthur to leave it there.
“Whiskey for the peaky boys!” He exclaimed as he patted Tommy’s shoulder. He managed his way behind the counter, after which, he took what he was searching for and disappeared behind the large doors of the little room he closed behind himself.
Tom stayed there, looking at you for some time trying to understand which one of the facades he had seen was the real you.
You were now sitting on your friend's lap, legs crossed, your lips were alternating between a long cigarette holder and a glass of what Tommy surmised to be whiskey knowing the character.
Giving up on searching for an answer, he turned his heels and joined his brothers as if nothing had happened.
(...)
Coming out of the car, you looked both ways before crossing the street and joining the large wooden door, a hand in your suit’s pocket, the other leading a cigarette to your lips.
You pushed in the door and were met by two pairs of eyes. A tall young white man, with a dark-skinned one, wearing berets.
Without second glancing at them, you confidently walked to the stairs at the end of the large room, making this place your own.
Your heels resonated on the cold hard ground, and as they did, each man in the building turned to you, staring in both awe and confusion.
Coming down the stairs, you passed by the three little training rings before you sat down at a little table in front of one of them. It was two men fighting, one who had a luxuriant moustache hiding his upper lips, freckles sprinkling his face.
He was screaming at the other one with a thick Birmingham accent, “Come ‘ere, boy.”
“Hit me! Hit me!” His tone was louder each time.
The poor man ahead of him didn’t dare to punch, which he certainly regretted after he received a strong right fist in the jaw.
Only a couple punches later the loud man succeeded at putting down the other that was wincing in pain.
“Yeaa” The moustache man exclaimed before being interrupted by one of the two boys you saw earlier.
“Arthur! There’s a--” He stopped dead at the sight of you, and you put your cig in between your lips as you got up, beginning to applause.
The sound resonated against the walls as no one was making any noise. You grabbed back the cigarette with your fingers and moved closer.
“Do you fight? I know great opponents,” you paused, feigning to think. “not so sure they will stand even for a round with you.” You clicked your tongue, tilting your head.
They both looked at you up and down for a whole minute before the named Arthur opened his mouth, even if still struggling to properly breathe, he smacked his lips as his hands went flattening his hair.
“Searching for exotism, love?” He grabbed the towel he was handed by a small chubby man with a hat. “Bet you liked what ya see.” Arthur decided to make it normal for a woman to come to sit and watch men fight.
“Indeed.” You let out, a curious gleam in your eyes.
He turned to the man on his side that leaned in his ear, murmuring something.
Arthur let out a deep “Hmm” before he got out of the ring.
He glanced at you and decided to keep up the talk.
“I don’t fight like this, it’s just for---”
“Fun?” You interrupted him, your eyes still fixed on his figure. His stare encountered yours before he put on a shirt. He grabbed the filled cup off the table.
“Curly, Tommy needs you in Charlie’s yard. Finn, you go with them.” He was pointing at the men and to the door up the stairs as if dismissing them.
So the man handed him things was going by “Curly” and the boy, Finn.
“What you doing here? It’s not some place for you.” He buttoned up his pants.
You scoffed at his affirmation, leading him to look up at you.
“I like some good fights, is that forbidden, Mr Shelby?” You came nearer, throwing the rest of your cig in his cup.
You were standing right in front of him, taking the bow tie hanging on the half wall of the ring and slowly led it to his neck. He took a step back, but you stepped forward, blocking him against the ring sides.
“You know Tommy?” Arthur felt the need to say something, the situation being extremely odd to him.
You gently put in place the bow and looked up to Arthur’s face, from his pale skin to his eyes. You stayed there a whole minute, analyzing his soul throughout the blue spring sky of his glassy eyes.
“I’d like to see you fight more. In real rings, Arthur. Why don’t you use the boxing place, it’s not far from here.” You turned your heels, walking back to the chair.
He looked at your figure, his eyes blankly fluttering for a moment. Needless to say, the minute you stared at him was displeasing, he was feeling as if he was robbed of something.
He ignored the warning and grabbed his boots, before he installed himself on the other chair around the little table, wanting to hear more about your offer.
“You fight good, but with some real training you could be something else.” You offered him a cigarette that he refused.
You were testing him from the very moment you put your feet in this cave, from checking how to open his mind was to his relation with poison such as cigarettes.
And now that you know everything you need to know, you could offer something.
“You’re some sort of agent?” He asked, intrigued.
You shook your head “Did you ever imagine women fighting? Just like you did, perhaps slightly better” You questioned, teasing him on the end.
His only response was to look at you in disbelief, and you bet he didn’t even understand what you told him.
“There is a world that exists, right here in Birmingham. Wanna go out and see?” You motioned your head toward the door, inviting him to agree with you.
It wasn’t that hard to convince the elder Shelby brother, he was always open to seeing more of life. Even if that meant to beat the shit outta people, get drunk, fuck the whole city or drowning in drugs.
The thing with Arthur was that he wasn’t careful enough, what told him it wasn’t a trap and that he will not get kidnapped or even killed if he followed you? Nothing. Nothing was ever sure with him, but leaving on the edges was something like his daily prayer, so of course he said yes.
Why in the hell would he say no? Tommy could do without him today.
(...)
Tommy had an unexpected visit from Churchill himself. It seemed like the latter had taken a liking to the head of the Shelbys.
“Do what you have to do, Mr Shelby.” Were Churchill’s words toward the reason for his visit, Mosley.
Indeed, he had thought out a concrete plan. And surprisingly, it was thanks to the books you sent him over the weeks, it was almost worth getting harassed by her over the primar book.
The plan was simple, Mosley will make a speech a week and a half from now, the 6th, in Bingley hall. Taking advantage of an anti-fascist demonstration during the rally, an old war comrade named Barney will shoot, and to be cleared of any suspicion, Thomas will be standing right next to Mosley at the time of his death, making sure he’ll take the head of the fascist union.
Today’s meeting was to explain details of the plan and what needed to be done before the d-day, but Tom didn’t see his brother during the entire day and when he’d asked the boys he was responded that Arthur stayed training some more.
It was hard at times, even for him to understand his older brother.
Not that he wanted to, but normally Arthur would never miss a meeting. The only times he didn’t show up were when he was overwhelmed with dark thoughts, and it wasn’t the right time for something like that to occur.
He decided to come to the pub, hoping to see his brother there, drunk, but not in a random cave trying to end his life.
Tom opened the Garrison’s doors, coughing at the amount of smoke coming in his face. He squinted his eyes, at first searching for a fire, but the more smoke entered his nostrils, the more he recognized the smell of apples and red fruits.
“Arthur, what the hell?” he called.
The place was crowded but Tommy’s eyes were focused on his brother, installed at the table near the windows.
He walked to the table and motioned to the windows. “Open one of these.” He ordered, but his brother didn’t see nor hear him. He was too occupied smoking on what seemed like a pipe with a long tube from where came the smoke.
“Oi!” Tommy yelled.
As everyone around the table turned to him, his eyes met with someone he would’ve never expected to be here.
Y/N was previously actively discussing with some girls when someone shouted into her ear.
You stared at Tommy for what seemed an eternity, he doing the same, both asking themselves what the other was doing here.
“Tommy!” His brother exclaimed, louder than he needed to. But this one was too occupied looking at you to even glance toward his brother, that well noticed the stare between you two.
Arthur managed to get up and pat his brother’s shoulder, welcoming him properly.
That’s when he turned to him, incredulous. His icy blue eyes were piercing his brothers, relentlessly.
“Welcome to the new Birmingham, brother!” Arthur seemed ecstatic. “Did you fucking know there were women fighting too, Tommy?”
“What the fuck are you talking about, Arthur.” His brother shook his head, still looking at him.
“Boxing, he saw women boxing for the first time.” You entered the conversation to Tommy's displeasure. He looked over you blankly.
“What the fuck is this?” He pointed to the thing Arthur was smoking from previously.
“It’s called a hookah. Or a shisha in percian.” You responded even though he decided to ignore you for who knows what reason.
“Come on, brother, it’s the good life, isn’t it?” Arthur asked, seeing the face of Tommy next to him.
He ultimately pointed back to the windows, “Open those.” Was all he said before turning back and leaving the pub.
“Sergent Major!” You authoritatively called, the heavy Garrison’s doors making a thud as they closed behind you.
The stars were twinkling dimly in the bright sky, cleared of any cloud. It added phlegm to the frenzied atmosphere between the two individuals.
He was already walking in the opposite direction but immediately stopped at the mention of his Small Heath Rifles’ rank.
Thomas turned back. “What did you say?”
You decide to ignore him and start walking to him.
Each of your steps snapped with the fortitude of an army. And the fineness with which you balance your weight from one foot to the other could bewilder the fiercest individuals, that, he knew.
Not a single ounce of hesitation nor apprehension in your movements.
But the most unsettling thing Tommy found about you was your facial expression. It wasn’t closed off or concentrated, quite the reverse, the spark settling behind your iris could light up any type of darkness and you were undoubtedly giving slices of life to each person you would smile to.
The addition of your features creating a delicate dimension where it was possible to believe the best things could happen.
At that moment, Tom wished he hadn’t seen you at that library. You were something he couldn’t overfly even if he dared to. But for some reasons he wasn’t able to move on, swayings seizing his entire being, physically as well as mentally.
There was just something about this, him and you.
“What the hell did you think, you that act like the most intelligent of all fucking Birmingham and beyond. My fucking brother doesn’t need none of that!” Tommy wasn’t screaming, but you could hear in his deep tone the anger rooted in his throat.
“He doesn’t need it or you don’t want him to have it, Thomas?” You calmly stated, which made him turn his back at you, passing a hand over his face.
You were pushing him to the edge and that made you laugh, which you didn’t even try to muffle.
He turned back to you, eyebrows raised.
“You wanted this.” He pointed you with his index.
He was accusing you of wittingly driving him crazy and you couldn’t even deny it.
You grabbed his finger with your own hand and pushed it down without releasing it.
“No, I counted on it.” You started, your lips curling into a smile that didn’t escape Tommy’s gaze.
“Life’s a succession of wars, Tom. But soldiers too need to relax.”
No one had ever put a finger on that nerve, but here he was, gazing longingly into your orbs, your words resonating within him.
You wasn’t only talking about Arthur and the fact he needed to be distracted to stay away from dark thoughts. You were also talking about him, that didn’t have to take care of everything as you were there now to handle some of it.
“I promise you I know what I’m doing.”
He leaned backwards, looking at you with an unreadable expression.
Why were you promising things now? The last time you two were that close, it was you that ran away, and now you were the one initiating things to drift from professional to personal.
You sighed and looked down. That’s when you realized both your hands were locked together.
You frowned, remaining silent. You were shocked, but not as much as you should. You weren’t totally stupid, the feelings settling in you were pretty clear once you stopped pushing them aside.
Soon enough he followed your stare, noticing the thing as well.
Both of you released at the same time, looking at everything but the other.
Tommy coughed, fighting the will to be the one saying something in this situation. But he didn’t want you to escape him again this time.
“I’m dealing with Arthur, you don’t have to put your nose in my affairs. It’s not part of the deal.”
You’d preferred he hadn’t spoken. You rolled your eyes at yourself before throwing him the “really?” look.
“You can’t even deal with Michael and you’re telling me you’re dealing with Arthur.” You scoffed, putting a hand on your lips to muffle the sound of your laugh.
His body relaxes at your gigglings.
“Who the fuck do you think you’re foolin’?” You couldn’t hold the laugh back any more.
He didn’t respond, nor act on what you just said. He just stares at you, filled with joy at the simple sight of you being vulnerable.
A smile drew at the corner of your lips when you stopped mocking him.
Your eyes fluttered of wellness, as he was just standing close, doing nothing else than breathing.
Tommy grabbed a cig and put it in between his lips, but you hassled to steal it and lock it between yours.
He glanced at you, raising his brows. He was done with you that was for sure. But not in a bad way. You were playing a game and you won the match.
He came lightening up your cig as watching you take a deep and slow puff on it.
You started to walk, going deeper into the street and he started to do the same.
(...)
Michael and Gina were coming back from the restaurant. It was the first time the husband took his wife out to eat in Birmingham as she, obviously, wasn’t a fan of the city.
They didn’t see the time’s flying and it was already ten when they reached the wide glass doors of the hotel.
As they entered it, they noticed it was almost pinched black inside, the only source of brightness emanating from little orangish lights hanging on the walls behind the counter.
Michael glanced left to right at the place, no one to be seen, or so he thought. It was only when Gina stepped foot in, that he glimpsed figures coming out of the dark spots.
They were moving fast, getting nearer the American woman before his husband could do anything to protect her.
“Gina!” Was all he said before she disappeared outside the front doors of the hotel along with the individuals.
(...)
Tommy stops the engine looking straight ahead.
You were looking outside the window, to your large mansion. You managed to glance at the man before opening the door. You were gauging his reaction, almost testing the water all while maintaining the silence.
As the tension couldn’t get higher, you stepped out. You began to move away from the car when you heard its door open, followed by the clearing of a throat you knew too well.
Tommy’s steps on the gravel came nearer and nearer. When you turned the keys in the lock they were right behind. You opened the heavy wooden entry and got in, letting the door open.
The man entered behind your and turned his back at you, closing the door. When he turned back at the entrance, Y/N had disappeared.
He stepped deeper in the house, and joined the living room, where he glimpsed at your figure, your air resting at your back, your fingers over a note on the table.
Tom got closer to you, grabbing your elbow with the tip of his fingers, looking at the paper you seemed focused on.
Done.
You quickly glanced around, as if making sure you were alone. You then turned to him, raising your palm to his cheek, a gentle touch that he didn’t expect, making his lids slowly fluttering.
You took a step forward, leaned towards him and fondled his nose with the end of your own before leading your fingers to his lips.
You closed your eyes, rooting yourself at this moment and forgetting about the library, high society, Mosley, Michael and everything that stood between you.
He was the one to initiate the kiss, the call for you being louder than any other things at the moment. One of his hands slid to the hollow of your back as the other was grabbed by hers.
Fingers intertwined together, breath mixed, lips pressed against one another, heartbeats speeding and a thousand seconds later, you pulled away, slowly raising your gaze to Tommy’s.
The weight this kiss meant dropped on Tom’s shoulder as he, without hesitation, came to taste again the sweet flavour of your lips. You gasped at the connection, the eagerness of the feeling inside your stomach being fed.
You were breathing loudly in his mouth, your hands now grabbing Tommy’s clothes shamelessly.
They both knew there was no turning back and that things got more complicated than they needed to be, but none of them pulled away nor hesitated for even a slight second.
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Ok so i love this prompt but it took forever to get to. And as soon as I did its like suddenly I was swamped with everything. So frustrating. But I finally finished it. And I love it. @vixen-uchiha​
              Marinette was six-years-old when her parents died in a car crash. She had been at school when the vice principle, Mrs. Valmontes, stopped by and pulled her out of class. The little black haired girl had known something was wrong instantly as Valmontes had smiled just a little hard at her and much more gently than what she was known for.
           Still, she had been really surprised to see Office Raincomprix, her classmate Sabrina’s dad, waiting for her in the principle. Marinette always thought he was really nice; always jolly and quick to lend a hand to the teacher at the end of the day if he got to class early to pick up Sabrina. However, he too, seemed rather despondent when Marinette entered the room. His partner, a rookie named Lorna, looked really sad too.
           They took her down to the station where she was led to one of the back offices. Sabrina’s dad waited with her there. And then woman name Susanna LeFlont, who Marinette would later learn was a grief counselor. Then they told her.
           Susanna held her as she cried and begged and called them liars, until she couldn’t cry anymore. And then they gave her a stuffed animal, and said they would try calling her relatives to pick her up.
           They came back an hour later, saying they got ahold of her parents’ emergency contact…
           Marinette’s Uncle Jareth Dupain.
           She had frowned when they said his name because to her he had never been Jareth Dupain. No, he was always her cool Uncle Jagged. So it took her a second to remember that his real name was Jareth Dupain-Stone, her father’s younger half-brother. Marinette even briefly remember her dad mentioning having to change their emergency contact after his mom, Gina, passed away a few ago.
           He was only 20 when Marinette born and he was always a budding Rockstar so he wasn’t around too much. And 6 years later he was the biggest rockstar in the world. Still, that didn’t stop him from rushing to the police station, Penny hot on his trail, and pulled his sweet niece into the biggest hug he could.
           Jagged took his niece to the hotel room to get her settled and had Penny go back to the bakery to get some of her things. He didn’t think it was a smart idea to take her there yet; not when the wounds were still so fresh.
           Still as the twenty-six year old Rockstar stared at the small form cuddled up to Fang, he realized for the first time that he was all Marinette had in the world; the only family she had left. The only family he had left.
           So he knew, despite the lawyers taking days to contact him regarding who Marinette’s guardian would be, that it was him. Jagged was the person Tom had entrusted to protect and watch the most precious thing he had the entire world; his daughter. And he wouldn’t let his brother down.
Tom had always been the best big brother anyone could have. And when Jagged’s own father, Tom’s Stepfather (as tom’s own father had suffered a heartache when Tom was a teen), had walked out, Tom had stepped up. He showed Jagged, who was still called Jareth at the time, how to be a man. He believed in Jagged’s rockstar dream when Jagged didn’t even believe in them himself.
Jagged would do right Tom, by Sabine; he would do what they would do if the situation was reversed and they were given Jagged’s kid to care for.
He would raise Marinette as he own. And though he knew would never come close to being the father that Tom Dupain had been…
Jagged would damn well try to be.
Jagged Stone, Shattered Roses, Nightmare’s Hail Mary, Unmasked Dragon, True Born Rejects, and Emancipated Mirrors were some of the biggest rock band in the world. Whenever, they went on tour together, they were the epitome of what people thought Rock Stars were. They were loud. They partied all night. Groupies hung around everywhere. To them, it was paradise. When all the bands were invited to go on the Kings of Neverland tour, with Jagged Stone headlining, they expected very much the same as they were used to. Jagged always had the most Rockin tour bus. His parties were legendary. They came to expect it.
However, when Neon Savage (front man of the Shattered Roses), Austin Knight (Leader of Unmasked dragon and lead Guitarist), and Niklaus Bane (Lead vocalist of True Born Rejects) showed up with beers and all other sorts of alcohol the day before their opening concert for the tour, they came across something very unexpected.
Or rather someone.
A little Asian girl with pigtails in her Blue hair, a tiara on her head, in a rainbow tutu paired with a black too large Guns N Roses shirt, her hand on her hips, no shoes, and a rather large crocodile next to her.
“What’s with the ballerina?” Austin asked. He had dyed silver hair done in a stereotypical emo style, grey eyes, and too many piercings. He was slim and tall.
           Niklaus sighed in relief, “Oh good, you see her too!” He had curly blond hair, dark brown eyes, and wore mostly black. He had ripped jeans and a red tie. The tie was as red as the whites of his looked. “Why is your hair blue?”
“Because Uncle said I could,” She answered and pointed a figure at them, “You’re not supposed to be here.”
Savage scoffed, “You got that twisted, kid.” He was a bulk guy, with long dark hair, and a severe expression on his face. His arms were covered in tattoos. He played in a metal band, and it was obvious. “Where’s your mommy?”
“Dead,” The little girl said bluntly. “I live with my Uncle Jagged now. This his tour bus, and you’re not supposed to be here.” She glared at them. “Fang, Stranger Danger!”
           What happened next was a bit of a blur. One minute they were fine, the next they were being chased around Jagged’s tour bus by a rather vicious crocodile while pint-sized twerp laughed.
           Lucky for them, their yells for help were overheard by Penny and Jagged who had been working in back, “What’s going on?” Penny asked as she ran in.
“Mates, what the h. e. double hockey sticks is going on?” Jagged asked right on his assistant’s tail.
           Austin, who had jumped on top one of the shelves, gave Jagged a confused look, “Better question; what the hell did you just say?”
“Ooohhhh! There’s five bucks for the swear jar!” The little girl taunted.
           Jagged glared at rockstar, “Watch it! A Kid’s in the room!”
           Savage glared at his longtime friend, “Who the fuck do you think set Fang on us?!” He cast a dark look at the crocodile. “Stranger danger my ass! I’ve known you sent you hatched, you overgrown cheap pair of boots.”
“That’s ten buck for the swear jar!” The girl said.
“Ten bucks?” Austin frowned. “Kinda of steep for just two swear words.”
“I swear to God-” Savage growled but was cut off.
“Chill, mate,” Jagged said. “This is my niece Marinette.” He gave her a loving smile. She beamed up at him brightly. He had been taking care of her for a year now. “I told ya about her.”
“You didn’t say she was Satan!” Austin whined. Fang had bitten him, the slowest of the three, quite a lot, and he had a giant hole in his jacket.
“I’m not Satan,” Marinette huffed. “I’m a ballerina, princess, Rockstar on my way to a tea party with Duchess Rosy Sparkles, of the Unicorn Fairies. And guess what, you’re not invited!”
“Oh that’s just mean,” Niklaus complained.
“She sicked a mini dinosaur on us,” Savaged hissed.
“Yeah, well, now she hurt my feelings.”
           Jagged sighed. The guys were some of his closest friends, and by the look up the “entertainment” they brought, they were ready to raze it up like always. But things had changed. Jagged couldn’t be that guy anymore. “Marinette’s staying with me from now on,” He reminded them. “No parties on the tour. She has a bedtime. And doesn’t need to see “us” at our finest, no matter how Rockin we are.” Jagged shrugged. “Spread the world, my bus is off limits.”
The rock stars grumbled a bit but didn’t leave. They could hang with Jagged without presence of booze, weed, loud music, and groupies. It would be a little weird but they’d managed. Jagged was their friend; they’d known him before any of them became famous and stayed close well after. They hadn’t been there for him as much as they wanted to after Tom died; too many commitments, too many required appearances in different countries that had taken them away. But they were there now. And if being there for one of their best friends meant regularly chilling with a six-year-old, then they’d deal.
Savage grunted, “Austin, get rid of the booze.”
“By ‘get rid of’, I assume you meant put back in my tour bus,” The silver haired guitarist corrected.
           Niklaus raised his hand like he was a student in class, “I get the whole no alcohol thing; that stuff will kill ya. But what your feelings on pot?”
           Jagged just sighed. It was going to be a long summer.
           The three musician, and even the other Rockers on tour, slowly but surely got used to the seemingly near constant presence of a six-year-old around Jagged or running around backstage. And the swear jar was a serious thing. It didn’t count when they were singing on stage but off it and anywhere near Marinette and they found themselves forking over five dollars for ever swear word. It added up a lot. And quickly.
           Jagged’s tour bus, instead of being the Party palace it used to be, now was the chill zone. It was also the cleanest of all the tour buses. No empty beer bottles everywhere. No one random passed out anywhere. No having to watch out for throw up. No rabid fans, as Jagged had increased his security to Tony Stark worthy levels.
           All they had to do was mind their manners and remember that Marinette was very impressionable at her age.
“OH screw you!!!!!!” Savage roared as he jumped up and frantically mashed buttons on his controller. “I’m not losing!”
           They had been babysitting Marinette all day while Jagged did an interview Buzzfeed.
           Austin snickered, “Says you.” His character raced past Savage’s. Only for something to hit him and send poor little Yoshi spinning out of control. “Did you- did you just blue shell me, bitch?” He hissed at Niklaus.
“Nooo!” Niklaus said sarcastically. “Hey!!! Not nice, brat!” He told Marinette after a banana caused him to slip off the ice.
           Marinette smiled easily, but there was a determined look in her eyes. Her hair was jelled into a faux-hawk courtesy of Ashley Crimson, from lead singer for Emancipated Mirrors, an all-girl punk rock band.
“Die, scumbag!” Ashley roared as her racer zoomed by. She was a vivacious redhead. Her and her bandmates got used to being some of the only girls around that weren’t either working for one of the rock stars or were scantily clad fangirls who do “anything” to get backstage.
“You’re going down, twerp!” Savage told Marinette.
“Bite me!” She snapped back just as Jagged and Penny walked into the tour bus.
           Jagged crossed his arms, “What did you morons do to my sweet little niece?”
“Nothing!” Niklaus, Ashley, Savage, and Austin chimed together.
“Savage taught me to throw a punch, and or kill a man.” Marinette smiled happily. “I helped Austin set up a glitter bomb in Nightmare’s Hail Mary tour bus. Niklaus and I are banned from Chuckie Cheese. Ashley and I spray painted her ex boyfriend’s car. Cleo and I got arrested. We disturbed the peace!!” Cleo was a pink haired girl who played drummer from Nightmare’s Hail Mary. She had to rush off for her own interview. “Oh and we’ve only been Playing Mario kart for an hour but they each owe like a hundred bucks to the swear jar.”
           There was silence as the words were processed.
“And not one of us taught her how to keep a freaking secret?” Ashley face palmed.
           Jagged just sighed.
           For the next few years that was Marinette’s life. Austin, Niklaus, Savage and Ashley became pseudo Uncles and Aunt to Marinette.
She spent most of her childhood on tour with her Uncle; going from to place, concert after concert. Marinette was homeschooled and didn’t mind it. Jagged went on tour with a bunch of different people over the years and she got to meet all sorts musicians; Clara Nightingale, Ed Sheeran, Adam Levine, Brendon Urie from Panic! At the Disco, Taylor Swift. Her favorite were the award shows though. Through them, she got to meet all her favorite actors. And was inspired to start designing on her own clothes after seeing so many fabulous looks. She got to model and do some acting. In her free time, she ran a very popular fashion blog/youtube channel.
The press had always loved her. To them, she was Marinette Stone (Jagged didn’t want her real name released to the media). She was always on the best dressed list, frequently seen with various celebrities, and could be found on the cover of various magazine.
However, when Marinette was eleven, she begged her Uncle to let her go to school with other kids. She was getting older and she wanted to have some type of normal childhood. It took him a year to agree. Her uncle Jagged had become quite protective over the years.
So Marinette went back to Paris. She cut her hair, used her given name of Marinette Dupain-Cheng. Her Uncle bought a grand penthouse not too far away from her new school, and whenever he was gone her bodyguard, a sweet woman named Harlow who was former CIA, was in charge of her. She started at her new school with a smile on her face.
Not long after, she became the hero Ladybug.
Everything was great. She had friends, a normal social life, went to school with other kids her age. She wasn’t constantly being followed around by paparazzi. She still ran her fashion blog and had frequently updates. It was perfect.
It took two years for it to go bust.
The reason’s name was Lila Rossi.
And she was the biggest liar Marinette had ever met. And Marinette had grown up in the entertainment industry.
Lila made wild claims that the other kids just ate up. A simple google search could refute all of them. The ones Marinette could stand was always about Jagged. Like her Uncle, or an airline, would be reckless enough to let a kid race on to an airport to save a cat; not that Jagged had ever own one. Fang was territorial.
Lila made her out to be a bully, and slowly Marinette lost all her friends. Her only one left was Adrien, her partner Chat Noir. The blond and Marinette had modeled together a few times and he had recognized Marinette despite her new looked but he kept it a secret. Because of their history, Marinette developed a crush on the other and Adrien was quick to lose his crush on Ladybug once he found out it was his dear friend behind the mask.
When Marinette was exiled to the back, Adrien was quick to join her (much to Lila’s fury) and nothing could change his mind. Mostly because he was sick of Lila always touching him despite his vocal protests, and Bustier not doing anything about it.
Soon Marinette things started being messed up or destroyed; her homework, her sketchbooks and pencils, her jacket. She was tripped and called rude names. Her cellphone, (Well one of her phones. She had two; one she used as Marinette Stone. One for Marinette Dupain-Cheng; a number only her classmates had.) was filled with mean texts.
Bustier caved to demands and had her excluded from class trips and events due to being a negative influence; again Adrien decided not to go either, and Lila was Akumatized once he said this. Marinette hadn’t been surprised. Bustier always ignored the bullying and harassment clearly happening in front of her. Still, Marinette decided to start recording her classes a hidden camera on her desk, on the corner of the celling and even on top of the whiteboard behind Bustier. It was just in case anything took a serious turn.
Still losing all her friends because of a few promises and dreams of glitz and glamour had been a wakeup call. Her Uncle had warned her. Her Aunt Penny, who Jagged had married with Marinette was ten, had warned her. So did Savage, Ashley, Cleo, Austin, Clara, and Niklaus. They told Marinette to watch out for fake friends and gold diggers, coattail clingers and desperate wannabes; people who would sell out every secret she had to the paparazzi behind her back just for five minutes in the spot light. So called friends who would do anything to get ahead, to get famous.
And it was clear that’s who most of her ex-friends were. Even Lila learned the hard way. When she told Alya about her mom meeting with some important celebrity about their Go Green initiative, this wasn’t a lie as it would turn out. However, the glasses-wearing girl posted it online, despite Lila legitimately asking her to keep it a secret. Lila got in big trouble with her mom apparently.
The teacher, Bustier, was awful but she always had been. Marinette ignored it in the past because at least she had her friends. But if that witch told Marinette to be a better example one more time, it was over.
           Everything came to a head after Marinette got expelled, granted she was brought back after evidence that it was impossible for her to have cheated surfaced, and the bluenette decided enough was enough. She finally gave in and told her Uncle everything.
           Jagged was pissed. He cursed up a storm; enough to fill the swear jar ten times over and buy Marinette a car.
           It took a while to get him to calm down. And to convince him that Marinette could handle it. She had a plan.
           Still, she remembered that Uncle was a wild card.
           Friday, during lunch, Marinette was eating in the cafeteria, when suddenly the lunchroom doors burst open, “Marinette,” Jagged called as he entered, trailed by a happy Penny and bodyguards “Where’s my favorite little fashion designer?”
           Marinette just sighed.
Adrien smirked at her; looking way too amused. The jerk must’ve known. She had thought it was strange that he wanted to eat in the cafeteria. The two rarely ate on the school grounds, opting and preferring to go to local restaurants rather than deal with terrible food and pesky classmates. Still Marinette didn’t mind as long as they away from her classmates. And they did.
Kagami, Aurore, and Claude gave her perplexed looks.
           The students in the cafeteria went wild. Girls and guys screamed, and tried to get pictures. Jagged ignored them and went straight to Marinette’s table, walking passed where Bustier’s student at lunch. Alya shook Lila’s shoulder and pointed at Jagged, and loudly asked if Lila could get her an interview. Lila looked horrified.
Jagged beamed when he reached Marinette, “There you are, you’ve been ignoring my texts,” He accused. Which to be fair, Marinette had been. Her Uncle had been coming up with way too many revenge plots to be healthy. “I decided I need a new look for the VMAs; something rockin, something tasteful, something to show remind the world the amazingness that the Rock Gods have blessed them with.”
“I’m at school,” Marinette told him.
           He smirked, “Then Learn to answer a text,” The Rock star shrugged. “But fine; we can talk later. How about at my concert, yeah. You and your friends” he motioned to the kids at Marinette’s table, “Can have backstage passes. We’ll talk then. But I really want you to wow me. Maybe get a matching hat for Fang too.”
“Fang?” Adrien asked innocently. Still Marinette could practically hear see the script he was reading off of.  “Is that your cat?”
           Jagged gasped as if insulted, “Cat? Do you think I’d ever own anything as ordinary as a cat? Me? Jagged Stone?! I should be insulted, mate. I hate cats, always have. Never owned one, never will. Fang’s a crocodile. Marinette’s knows. Fang loves her.”
“That is strange,” Kagami shot Marinette a smirk which caused Marinette to nearly hiss at the betrayal. Kagami knew too?! “Lila said you did.”
“Lila?” Jagged asked. “Who’s Lila? I don’t know a Lila.”
“Lila Rossi?” Aurore offered. “The Ladyblog practically swears in an interview that Lila Rossi saved your cat from being hit by a plane or something.”
           Jagged scoffed, “What a loud of bull! Any journalist that believes that is not worth the pen they write with.” Gasps were heard. “But I heard that rumor. Didn’t know where it was from. Thanks for letting me know who I should sue. This Ladyblog and Lila Rossi will be hearing from my lawyers.”
           It was a photo finish as to who fainted first; Alya or Lila.
           Lila went home right after that. This caused the reactions of the class to be split. Half the class still defended Lila; refusing to believe their golden ticket was lying. The other half was ready to burn her at the stake; they had carried her books, done her homework, wrote her notes, nearly everything for her.
           Marinette just sat back and watched with amused eyes. If they thought this was bad, they hadn’t seen anything yet.
           That weekend Marinette Stone released a video on her blog about bullying. She had been mentioning her own trouble with bullying for months and people had asked her for more information.
           The title of the video was:
           Bullying Stone: The Expose
           In it Marinette revealed that at her school she went by Marinette Dupain-Cheng, her real name, and had a new look. She told about how much she liked school at first. And they what changed; that it all started when a new girl arrived and started telling lies about celebrities about Marinette. She told the story of how she was expelled; and just how many procedures were broken when it happened.
           Marinette used the recordings she had of class, and even showed up the horrible texts she got.
“As you can see the teacher does nothing,” Marinette frowned. “It’s all happening right in front of her and she does nothing. In the next video, you’ll see someone being sexually harassed, in front of the teacher and she doing nothing about it. And then what victim blaming looks like. Again, as a reminder, all these videos and pictures are unedited.” She had offered to blur Adrien’s face but he declined, and even appeared in the video too and talked about his own experience.
           At the end of the video, Marinette looked straight at the camera, “Anyone can be bullied; famous or otherwise. If you’re being bullied; speak up. Tell your parents, your Aunts, your Uncles, your siblings, your cousins, teachers who you know will actually do something about it. I waited too long to tell someone. I regret that. They thought what they were doing was hurting me.  They thought I’d be miserable without them. They thought I’d cry and break and come crawling back to them. They thought wrong. You can bully Stone but it takes a hell of a lot more than that to break it.”
           The video went viral in an hour. And people were angry. The people who knew Marinette and loved her were beyond furious. Jagged, even more so, as he hadn’t seen the videos before, read the texts.
           Marinette Stone’s phone blew up with texts and calls. She was tweeted and retweeted thousands of times. And she got far too many, ‘You want me to kick their asses for you. I can kick their asses for you,” texts. But she had known she’d get them.
           The Ladyblog was ripped for lies by celebrities who been lied about on site and fans.
           Gabriel Agreste, Adrien told her, was pissed about what had been happening to Adrien, in front of a teacher no less. Lila Rossi fired. And if Lila ever had dreams about working in the fashion industry, they were over.
           Savage, after berating her for not kicking Lila’s ass, told her he and the gang (Austin, Cleo, Ashley, and And Niklaus) was coming over for some Mario Kart and artery clogging fast food.
           When the call disconnect, Marinette got a text from him.
Why did you sic Fang on them?
And that’s a five for the swear jar!
           Marinette couldn’t stop laughing.    
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Author: bratzkoo  | Credits to: @jintherapper​​ for the banner Pairing: crown prince! namjoon x pirate! jimin Genre: fluff, angst, more angst Rating: 18+ Word count: 2.1k Warnings/note: cursing, mentions of death and killing, revenge, no proper pov TT, homophobic piece of shit king, bisexual jimin x bisexual namjoon... just saying, idiots to lovers?, jin being the best brother out there, jungkook is an impulsive boy and stupidly brilliant, yoongi had enough haha, it’s my first time writing a pirate! au and i do not know what i’m doing. to @chimknj​ for @thebtswritersclub​ . thank you for being patient with me, gina! 🥺
summary: jimin’s quest on clearing his name after he was framed for murder consists of making the crown prince fall in love with him. 
taglist: TT i can’t find my taglist, pls hit me up if you wanna be added.
As far as everyone is concern, Crown Prince Namjoon is the perfect heir to the throne. Even before the King announced him as the heir, the second prince does his duties very well. He obeys his father. He loves his mother and other siblings.
No one can find any fault in him. Many have tried. The moment he became the Crown Prince, a lot of enemies has risen to overthrow him.
Many have tried, and so, Many have failed.
That is, until now.
Because as far as everyone is concern, The Crown Prince is going to enjoy drinking his morning tea on his bedroom's terrace before going to work, and yet the third prince, Taehyung, stares wide-eyed as a group of pirates kidnaps his older brother.
"I'm borrowing your brother for a while." The man in the middle carrying his brother's unconscious body says. "Top of the morning to you, Prince Taehyung." and he's gone.
-
"D-did you say the Crown Prince got kidnapped?" Yoongi looks at Taehyung with pleading eyes. Please let it be another one of the sick pranks he pulls.
Taehyung walks into his office this morning eating a blueberry muffin and casually saying, "Joonie got kidnapped." before sitting at a chair telling him what happened. Yoongi, out of his mind, tries to process what Taehyung is saying.
Yoongi prays it's all a joke.
But Taehyung looks at him seriously, "In front of me, yes."
"The knights?" Yoongi asks. If they aren't all dead, they will be once I found out why they let pirates kidnapped the Crown Prince.
"The pirates dropped some sort of sleeping gas, I was about to prank Joon with fart ones myself, so I'm wearing a gas mask. They're only sleeping. I checked their pulses before going here."
Yoongi sends someone to check Prince Namjoon's room. His shock made him forget to do it in the first place. We protected Prince Namjoon from attempted assassinations since he became Crown Prince, yet they managed to kidnap him in his own fucking room.
"I'm fucked. The King will want my head in a plate."
Taehyung nods in agreement, "Indeed, you are. Indeed, he will. That's why it's best to keep this a secret." Taehyung puts his index finger on his mouth.
"Why would you do that? We failed to protect your brother, your majesty."
"I'm very nice, Yoonie."
"Weren't you planning to prank the Crown Prince before his kidnapping?"
Taehyung shrugs, "Tomato-tomato."
Yoongi wants to comment that Taehyung pronounced both the same way when someone knocks on his office, and he sighs.
"You may now go back to your quarters, your majesty. I'll send extra protection in case the pirates come back for you."
Taehyung shakes his head, "Thank you but no need. I don't think they'll come back for me."What made you think so?" Yoongi curiously asks.
"J-- I mean, He clearly only wants Joonie."
"Do you know who kidnapped the Crown Prince, your majesty?"
Taehyung ignores his question, "Goodbye, Yoonie!" He says in a sing-song, hopping out of Yoongi's office.
"Your majesty! Who is he?!" Yoongi shouts, but he's too late. Taehyung is already out the door. Yoongi doubts he will go back to his room as the 3rd Prince likes to play as the jester out of his brothers.
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Jimin reacted calmly when the first bad news came. They have run out of purified water miles away before they arrive at their next stop to refill. They did what they had to do and drink the seawater with rum and life; the crews and Jimin didn't mind.
The second bad news did piss him off a bit, but in his defense, who wouldn't? He trusts Jungkook, his first mate, wouldn't do something this crazy. A crew member reported that Jungkook got himself arrested with two other crew members because the guards caught them stealing food when Jimin knows they had enough money to pay for them. Jimin had a headache boarding the ship and having to go back for Jungkook because he couldn't just leave him alone.
'Just one more bad news. One more and that miracle-like good news will come in no time.' is what he thought before going to sleep. He always loves when it's time to sleep; this is when he is at peace.
That's why he's annoyed to the bone when the last bad news came in the middle of his sleep.
"Jimin! Wake up, we're about to be attacked!" Jimin stirs awake from his sleep, hearing a voice shouting outside, and then his bedroom door opens. He squints to see who it is—Minhyuk, his second mate, who is now his temporary first mate until Jungkook comes back.
"Tell them to come back in the morning." Jimin sleepily tells him, then he goes back to sleep like nothing is happening.
Minhyuk rolls his eyes and shakes Jimin awake, "I'm serious!"
"Fuck, why can't they attack in the morning?" Jimin curses when he groggily wakes up, grabs his pistol and knives. "Tell them to prepare the cannons," he instructed Minhyuk.
"Prepare the cannons!" Minhyuk yells.
The crews prepare for the worst as they prepare for battle, the ship nearing theirs about to hit them.
"Do not let anyone survive!" Jimin says, thinking whoever decided to attack them in the middle of his sleep shouldn't be allowed to be alive.
The crews all nodded.
"We can do this!" Everyone cheers.
Jimin holds out his telescope to look at the ship approaching them, checking if who's nuts enough to do this. Minhyuk stands beside him, waiting for his next command.
"What do you think Jungkook's doing right now?" Minhyuk suddenly asked.
Jimin suddenly smiles, and his eyes sparkle.
Jimin gives Minhyuk the telescope, "Look and find out for yourself."
Minhyuk looks from the telescope and sees Jungkook and the two other crews who are supposed to be in jail but are now in the other ship nearing them.
"What is that son of a bitch up to again?"
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Jungkook likes it better if Jimin would have just beat him up instead of his reaction. Once Jungkook and the other two crew members step foot in the ship, Jimin hugs him tight and drags him inside a cabin to bombard him with questions.
"You son of a bitch, why would you ruin my good sleep for this nonsense?" Jimin asked. Jungkook's not surprised with Jimin's cursing, and it's natural for him to react like that.
"It's the only time I can steal the ship I stole," Jungkook explains.
"Why would you steal a ship? Where are the ship's crews?"
"They stop to get supplies. The ones who stayed on the ship are dead. I threw their body to the ocean."
"Did you escape from prison?"
"I wasn't in prison in the first place, just told Jooheon to tell you that."
"Then why steal a ship?!"
"I don't need the ship if that's why you're thinking. I need someone who's inside the ship."
"Aren't they all dead?"
"Except for one."
"Who's the one?"
Instead of answering, Jungkook leads him to a bedroom where a man is sleeping.
Jimin realizing who he is, looks at Jungkook questioningly, "Is that the crown prince?"
Jungkook nods, noticing the shift of expression from Jimin.
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"It hurts, Jimin!" Jimin didn't care about Jungkook's complaining and dragged the younger boy outside not to wake the sleeping prince tied up inside his bedroom accidentally.
"What the fuck were you thinking?!" Jimin asks him once they're outside; the tired crew out goes inside to avoid them.
Jimin remembers telling Jungkook his plans one drunken night, and the younger boy seems to have made another impulsive and irrational decision...to kidnap a prince for his stead.
"I was thinking if we kidnapped the Crown Prince, we could easily clear all our crimes, and you can move on with your life," Jungkook says.
"I know that! But do we actually have a plan after kidnapping him?"
Jungkook shakes his head, "No. Thought you have a plan, you always have a plan. We can just bring him back?"
"We can't just bring him back!" Jimin said. "The Emperor will have our heads in silver plates."
Jungkook scrunches his face in disgust, "That was disgusting, surely he has other options."
"Head in a plate or not, we're dead if we give him back now."
"Why not tell the Emperor you have the Crown Prince and exchange he will pardon you from all crimes?"
"Smart move, but the Emperor would never let me enter the Palace again after that. I need to be inside the Palace."
They stare at each other for a long time before Jungkook looks at him, smiling.
"We could try the other way." He says cheekily. Jimin knows his plan will be stupid, but Jungkook says some brilliantly stupid plan all the time. That's why he trusts him to be the first mate.
"What way?" Jimin raises an eyebrow.
"Former Prince Seokjin way." Jungkook slowly says, emphasizing his every word.
"That's--" Jimin stops himself from telling Jungkook it's stupid and think. Former Prince Seokjin's way? If it perfectly works, he will be inside the Palace in no time, if it doesn't? Blackmail the Crown Prince in helping him.
"That's what?" Jungkook asks.
"Brilliant," Jimin smirks. "Why didn't we think of that sooner?"
"You don't think it's stupid?"
Jimin shakes his head no.
"Don't tell anyone this plan," Jimin instructs him.
"You're really going to do that?"
"I just might."
"Aye aye, captain."
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While the castle goes crazy (mostly Yoongi) in finding the missing crown prince and hiding the fact that he's gone to the Emperor, Namjoon finally wakes up from his sleep. In a bed, inside a ship, and tied up with a rope on his wrists.
"You're finally up," someone says, Namjoon looks up to see who it is. He quickly recognizes him as the Archduke's disgraced son, Park Jimin. He's holding a glass of what seems to be water and hands him to him.
"What's this?" Namjoon asks when he accepts the glass, looking at it weirdly.
"Purified water." Jimin answers.
"You have purified water in the ship?" Namjoon questions, still skeptical about the clear liquid presented to him.
"We're not animals," Jimin says in an offended tone.
"That's not—" Namjoon quickly tries to explain himself, but Jimin stops him.
"Just drink it."
Namjoon takes a sip first. Then, when he realizes it tastes like clean water, he gulps it from thirst.
"Thank you."
"We kidnapped you, and it's the least we could do."
"For what reason exactly did you kidnapped me?" Namjoon asks curiously.
"Jungkook kidnapped you, apparently to help clear my name."
"You do realize you kidnapped me," Namjoon points at himself. "The Crown Prince of the Empire. You committed a crime, and now you want me to help you clear your name?"
"I didn't say he's smart." Jimin points out. "Look, All I want is to be cleared from my past crimes."
"As the Crown Prince, all I can do is ask about it to the King. He is still the authority," Namjoon explains. He looks at Jimin's saddened expression.
"I'll do my best to help! Father is a huge obstacle, but nothing is impossible." Namjoon quickly rambles from the panic of seeing someone sad.
"It's okay, your highness. We'll drop you off at your palace in 3 days, and you can forget this even happened. We're sorry for giving you this huge inconvenience." Jimin's tone is so sad that Namjoon panics more.
"No-No! I'll help you, I'll do anything to help you!" Namjoon has said it, it's too late to back out now.
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"-I'll do anything to help you!" He said it.
Jimin wants to laugh at how easy it is to manipulate the crown prince into helping him with his emotions. He learned about him through the people he knows working in the castle, The Crown Prince hates seeing people looking helpless. He would do anything to help out.
Namjoon hates when he sees someone lost hope and Jimin will use that against him.
with a different shine in his eyes, Jimin asks, "Really?"
"Really, but remove this rope from." Namjoon shows his tied-up wrists. Jimin apologizes and removes the rope with a knife. "That's better."
"What's the plan?" Namjoon asks as he sits up straight in the bed.
"The plan is you'll vouch for my innocence when we arrive at the palace in three days."
"Exactly how?"
"That's your problem."
"For someone who's asking for help, you give me too many problems."
"Are you really the crown prince or were you possess by a demon when I removed the rope?" Jimin asks, surprised by the sudden change of the Crown Prince in his behavior.
Namjoon smiles cheekily at him and shrugs his shoulders, "I don't know what you're talking about."
They laugh together. Jimin offers his hand for Namjoon to take.
Jimin knows there is a connection formed between them, he just needs to make it enough for his plan to work.
He needs to make Namjoon fall in love with him in 3 days.
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dc41896 · 3 years
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So I’ve been wanting to write something based on the song pov by Ariana Grande and then a certain someone decided to attack my heart strings yet again playing the piano so this is an idea I thought of lol. Also this is a sequel to Between the Lines.
Pairing: Chris EvansxBlack Reader
⚠️: None, all fluff! (Well maybe a teensy amount of sad times because of the lyrics)
“There she is,” Chris smiles entering the small make shift studio holding two steaming mugs. Joining your bundled form on the grey loveseat, he hands one to you before sweetly kissing your cheek and moving your legs to stretch across his lap. “So how’s my two-time Grammy nominated superstar doing?”
That’s pretty much all he called you now, besides his usual baby and honey, ever since the list of nominations were announced a couple months ago. Every time the words left his mouth, you found yourself giddily smiling and feeling as if you were in a dream you were bound to wake up from any moment.
Like other artists, winning a Grammy was always one of your ultimate goals and now that there was a possibility you could take home not one but two, you felt immense pride and excitement that your hard work was paying off. This excitement soon turned into stress though with the added preparations you needed to complete as the big day quickly approached. Since you were also performing, you and your team had been busy thinking of what the perfect song choice would be as well as concepts that would match.
So far everything was perfect until your pianist had an unfortunate accident requiring him to have surgery on his wrist. Now you were even more stressed wondering if there were any other people you knew that could fill in.
“A little overwhelmed honestly,” you sigh placing your phone down before noticing what exactly was in your mug. “How did you know I was craving cocoa?”
“Well knowing how stressed you’ve been lately, I figured you’d want some since that’s when you crave it most.”
“Aww thank you baby,” you smile leaning over to wipe his mini chocolate mustache before kissing his lips.
“Still looking for a piano player?”
“Yea but with it coming up so soon, we might just have to do the backup song which isn’t entirely a bad thing, but then I’d have to think of a totally new concept, outfit, then we have to rehearse, I’d have to tell the producers at the show we changed it-,”
“Hey let’s take a break from that okay?,” he speaks trying to calm your rambling and very apparent nerves. Taking your hand, he pulls you closer to sit on his lap guiding your head to fall on his shoulder. “I know things aren’t going how you want, but everything will work out. You’re gonna have an amazing performance that people are gonna talk about for the rest of the year, and no matter what, me, your family, friends, and fans will be so proud of you.” Bringing your hand to his lips, he peppers kisses along your knuckles and fingertips making you smile as you snuggle closer to his neck.
“Thank you.”
“No problem, you know I’m always here.”
Soothingly rubbing circles in your back the way you loved for him to do, you nearly let the vibrations from his humming lull you to sleep before an idea makes you sit up, staring at him now confused.
“Honey? You okay?”
“Yea...yea I just thought of something. What about you?”
“What about me?”
“You play piano for me! I mean you know the song you’ve heard it plenty of times, heck you even helped with the melody. Then that way nothing has to get changed!,” you excitedly answer holding onto his shoulders.
“Yea all of that is true, and I’d love to help but are you sure? Y/N that’s your night, I don’t want anybody trying to say I’m somehow tied into your success when that’s not true.”
“Chris, you and I both know people are gonna talk no matter what, and as long as I’m with you sadly someone’s gonna think that and try to spread it everywhere. But I don’t care what anyone says, and you shouldn’t either,” you smile moving your hands to rest on his partially bearded cheeks. “Like you said it’s my night and sharing it with the man I love will make it even more special. Especially if he’ll be right beside me the whole time.”
“Whether I was physically on that stage with you or not, you know I’m always beside you.”
Closing the gap between you, his lips capture yours in a quick yet passionate exchange before he rests his forehead against yours.
“Now if you win, does that mean my name goes on it too? I mean as you said I helped with the melody and I am providing my services,” he states as you both laugh holding onto each other.
“I don’t know about the name inscription, but we can work that out later,” you answer.
———
“Alright five minutes guys!,” Gina announces fluffing your curls one last time. Noticing your infamous lip bite as your knee rapidly bounces, Chris places both hands on your knee quickly kissing your cheek before being swatted away by your best friend giving you a much needed laugh. “Hey relax, no smudging the makeup until after they say cut.”
“Two minutes!,” a voice yells as you try your best to breathe.
“You got this alright? You’re gonna do great!” Giving you a quick hug, she disappears behind the cameras and soon you hear the cheery presenter in your ear as she begins introducing your performance.
“Alright now I’m not trying to be biased, but this next performer is one of my favorites! She’s been killing it this year with the release of her highly anticipated debut album which led to her two Grammy noms tonight. Performing from her personal studio, here’s Y/N.”
The piano softly plays in the background as the camera focuses on you perched on a wooden bar stool. Pulling the sleeves of your pullover sweater over your hands, you take a quick deep breath as your cue to start approaches.
It's like you got superpowers
Turn my minutes into hours
You got more than 20/20, babe
Made of glass, the way you see through me
You know me better than I do
Can't seem to keep nothing from you
How you touch my soul from the outside
Permeate my ego and my pride
I wanna love me
The way that you love me
Ooh, for all of my pretty and all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me
The way that you trust me
Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view
Glancing over at Chris in his backwards cap, grey tank, and sweats a small smile forms on your lips watching his fingers delicately press against each key. He could feel your eyes as he looked up with a smile himself winking at you and making you innocently giggle.
I'm gеtting used to receiving
Still gеtting good at not leaving
I'ma love you even though I'm scared
Learnin' to be grateful for myself
You love my lips 'cause they say the
Things we've always been afraid of
I can feel it startin' to subside
Learnin' to believe in what is mine
I wanna love me
The way that you love me
Ooh, for all of my pretty and all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me
The way that you trust me
Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view
Standing from your seat, you slowly make your way beside him on the bench resting your head on his shoulder while the camera pans around to catch your cute exchange.
I couldn't believe it or see it for myself
Know I be impatient
But now I'm out here, fallin', fallin'
Frozen, slowly thawing, got me right
I won't keep you waitin', waitin'
All my baggage fadin' safely
And if my eyes deceive me
Won't let them stray too far away
I wanna love me
The way that you love me
Ooh, for all of my pretty and all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me, ooh
The way that you trust me, baby
'Cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view
As he plays his last few notes, your arms gently wrap around his bicep and your chin rests on his shoulder before you peck the corner of his mouth. His lips twitch into that adorable smile you love so much after mouthing “I love you” and all those around cheer with claps and whistles.
“You did amazing honey,” he whispers cupping your cheek with his warm hand.
“Thank you, and you too Mozart.”
“Nope, we’re not making that a thing. We both know I literally could never,” he replies making you both laugh before being startled by Gina’s squeals.
“Girl you won best new artist!”
“Wait what?”
“You won! They just told me so you can go ahead and make your acceptance speech! They’ll play it when the category comes up.”
You have to be nudged by a chuckling Chris being in such a state of shock. Oh course you hoped and wished you’d win, but you didn’t expect it to actually happen. Returning to your barstool, you try to collect yourself as the signal is given that the camera was rolling.
“Wow, um hi everybody! I honestly didn’t think this would happen,” you nervously laugh. “Um first off thank you mom and dad for your support even though I was probably really annoying singing all over the house all hours of the day. Thank you to the fans, of course, for your support as well from streaming to buying my music and all the other ways you guys have been so amazing to me. I may not be able to respond to every single post, tweet, or DM but I see you guys and from the bottom of my heart I truly thank every single one of you. My friends and my team, I love y’all so much and appreciate all that you guys do to help and keep me sane.”
“And to the one who inspired the song that helped me get this award,” you sigh peering past the camera to see a glossy eyed Chris leaning against the wall. “Thank you for being exactly what I need when I need it, whether it’s a cuddle buddy, a partner in crime for late night food runs, or a friend to remind me to love myself when I’m doing the opposite. I love you and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.”
Rotating the silver band on your ring finger, you hold up your hand with a shy smile to reveal a sparkling princess cut diamond making everyone around beam with excitement, and surely those who would be watching at home.
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It’s National Fairy Tale Day!
In honor of that, and TROPED MADNESS 2.0 starting on Monday, here’s some Bellamy-centric Canonverse Fairy Tale AUs from the Qualifying Round of Madness 1.0!
when the party's over by safeandsound13 @captaindaddykru (Rated T) [Bellamy & Octavia] || moodboard
Summary: Bellamy goes into the anomaly to save Octavia. What he finds, is a trail of bodies.
{Or a Canonverse take on Hansel & Gretel}
to dream about a life (where you’re the shining star) by ProbablyVoldemort @probably-voldemort (Rated T) [Bellamy x Murphy] || moodboard
Summary: Bellamy has been dreaming about going to the coalition’s annual Camp Rock since he was a kid. The chance to escape his life and his step-father and spend his days travelling between clans and singing. This year, he finally has a chance to go–as a chef.
Murphy hated what came of Clarke’s treaty with the Grounders, but even he knew it could’ve been worse. But that didn’t mean he wanted to spend his time performing for the people who had kidnapped and tortured him. He could do it, though. He could sing at whatever the fuck Camp Rock was, and he could help pick whichever winner the Grounders wanted him to pick. He could play nice. That didn’t mean he had to like it.
{or a Canonverse take on Cinderella}
don’t be who you were by sapphictomaz @lexasheart (Rated T) [Bellamy & Charmaine Diyoza]
Summary: Bellamy’s forced to stay in the bunker, alone, for six years. Diyoza trapped alone on her ship. They find a way to help each other survive, because that’s what they know how to do.
{or a Canonverse take on Rapunzel}
Straight On Until Morning by she_who_the_river_could_not_hold @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold (Rated G) [Bellamy & Kane] || moodboard
Summary: Bellamy and his unruly band of Delinquents have been living life as they wish. Their days are filled with games and exploring while their nights are spent coordinating attacks against the dreaded Wanheda and her Mountain Men. It’s all fun and games in a world where no one gets older.
But then a strange man appears one day and Marcus Kane provides a reality check to Bellamy that he’s not prepared to accept.
{or a Canonverse take on Peter Pan}
Where is the path to Wonderland? by sparklyfairymira @sparklyfairymira (Rated T) [Bellamy x Clarke]
Summary: Separated from their friends in the Anomaly, Clarke and Bellamy find themselves lost in a world so different from their own.
{or a Canonverse take on Alice In Wonderland}
The Storyteller by thelittlefanpire @thelittlefanpire (Rated T) [Bellamy x Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: A heartbroken Commander, betrayed by her beloved, vows to slay each and every one of her future lovers after they’ve spent their first night together.
Bellamy Blake, the latest to be taken into the Commander of Death’s chambers, will try to save his life by weaving a succession of tales to the woman that lasts for one thousand and one nights.
{or a Canonverse take on 1001 Nights}
Brother Knows Best by Dylanobrienisbatman @dylanobrienisbatman (Rated G) [Bellamy & Octavia] || moodboard
Summary: Octavia grew up in a cave, hidden from the world, with only her brother to care for her. He kept her safe, safe from a world where people like her, where nightbloods, were hunted and slaughtered.
But even with so much danger, she longs to see the world, so when a handsome stranger stumbles into their cave, she makes her escape to spend one night out under the stars.
But in just one night, she begins to wonder if everything she’d grown up believing was true after all.
{or a Canonverse take on Rapunzel}
The Sixth Bride by Shen_Gong_Oops @shen-gong-oops (Rated M) [Bellamy x Roan] || moodboard
Summary: For their wedding, Roan gifted him an antique skeleton key attached to a thin, leather cord. Rough, callous fingertips grazed the base of his neck as they secured the necklace in place. While his husband allowed him full reign of the tower, the key provided access to the only room he barred Bellamy from entering. He was never to set foot in the sole room on the highest floor. Into Roan’s private reprieve from the world.
And to be fair, Bellamy respected Roan’s right to privacy - for a while.
{or a Canonverse take on Bluebeard}
Gunning for Glory by teeandrainbows @reggieshamster (Rated T) [Bellamy x Gina] || moodboard
Summary: While on a routine mission for Kane, Bellamy comes across a mystery girl who points him towards a treasure trove that might prove useful for Arkadia, but danger lurks up every spiraling staircase. It may just be the distraction he needs, though, to get over Clarke leaving.
{or a Canonverse take on Jack and the Beanstalk}
On the Ground and What Bellamy Found There by elle_stone @kinetic-elaboration (Rated G) [General] || moodboard
Summary: Bellamy has a prophetic dream.
{or a Canonverse take on Alice in Wonderland}
There’s Gonna Be a Party When the Wolf Comes Home by kuklash @kuklash (Rated T) [General] || moodboard
Summary: “Dante?” she asks, her voice a mixture of confusion and surprise.
Bellamy straightens the nameplate on his desk, and the gold plaque reflects the dim fluorescent lights above him. He taps it twice, drawing her attention to the words “Dante Wallace” written in a fancy script.
“That’s what they call me.”
{or a Canonverse take on Little Red Riding Hood}
No Ordinary Apple by andthelightbulbclicks @andthelightbulbclicks (Rated T) [Bellamy & Josephine] || moodboard
Summary: When Josephine awakens in Clarke Griffin’s body, she has no reason to believe anything about her reincarnation is anything out of the ordinary.
Then she learns that Clarke was far from a willing host and meets Bellamy Blake.
She doesn’t expect to become invested in their love story, and she certainly doesn’t plan on risking her own like to make things right.
And yet, here she is. All in the name of true love.
{or a Canonverse take on Snow White}
seeds in silence (exploded in riot) by justbecauseyoubelievesomething @justbecauseyoubelievesomething (Rated T) [Bellamy & Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: Seeds. Not the modified seeds Farm Station constantly churns out in unending batches. Genuine seeds. Earth seeds.
The kind of seeds that the scientists from Alpha will sell their souls for.
Doctor Griffin talks a lot about genetics and lost patterns, but Bellamy’s mind is a million miles away. He can get anything he wants for Octavia and his mom. He can make it so Octavia doesn’t have to live in hiding. He can bring the chancellor himself to his knees, if he’s careful enough.
{or a Canonverse take on Jack and the Beanstalk}
2199 Nights by Mobi_On_A_Mission @mobi-on-a-mission (Rated M) [Bellamy x Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: Every day, the Commander Bellamy took a new wife and executed her the next morning, until one day his fleimkepa’s daughter volunteered. She kept him entertained with tales of far-off places, sword fights, magic spells, a prince in disguise…
{or a Canonverse take on 1001 Nights}
i’ve got a heart in me (i swear) by hopskipaway @hopskipaway (Rating T) [Bellamy x Murphy] || moodboard
Summary: Belonging was not a familiar word in the Book of John Murphy.
That was a fact that seemed grounded in concrete; what he wouldn’t give to stumble upon a sledgehammer someday and be reunited with his bruised and feeble, but still beating, heart.
{or a Canonverse take on The Ugly Duckling}
we’d up and fly (if there were wings for flying) by the_most_beautiful_broom @the-most-beautiful-broom (Rated G) [Bellamy x Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: Bellamy and Wells are held captive and interrogated by the Grounders, and when he returns to Arkadia, Bellamy finds some things have changed.
{or a Canonverse take on Robin Hood}
How to Kill a Two-Headed Turkey by vmreed @vmreed (Rated T) [Bellamy & Octavia] || moodboard
Summary: After everyone at camp collapses from a mysterious illness (thanks Murphy), Bellamy and Octavia are sent to hunt enough food for 100 sick teenagers. When they find themselves lost, far from camp, what else can they do but move forward? Thankfully, a kind woman took them in, but all is not as it seems. Anya’s been waiting to meet these Skaikru…
{or a Canonverse take on Hansel & Gretel}
simmer, simmer, simmer by Pawprinter @pawprinterfanfic (Rated M) [Bellamy x Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: When Sanctum falls to starvation, it is up to Bellamy and Clarke to find a solution. They aren’t prepared for the horrors beyond the Sanctum barrier.
{or a Canonverse take on Hansel & Gretel}
So Familiar a Gleam by Anonymous (Rated T) [Bellamy x Clarke]
Summary: When the dropship first lands, Bellamy is hopeful.
It doesn't last.
After all, the humans who were left behind, they've been on there own for a while.
Things have changed.
{or a Canonverse take on Sleeping Beauty}
deep end of our little ocean by Pawprinter @pawprinterfanfic (Rated T) [Bellamy x Clarke] || moodboard
Summary: Most people look at their soulmarks and see hope, and life, and love.
Bellamy looks at his and sees a death sentence.
With his birthday quickly approaching and no hope for finding his soulmate, he resigns himself to living out the last of his days with his sister on an oil rig at sea.
And then he meets Clarke.
or, five times Bellamy saves Clarke and the one time she saves him.
{or a Canonverse take on The Little Mermaid}
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Dr. Reid and the Broken Girl pt1.
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DR. REID AND THE BROKEN GIRL (Working Title)
Characters : SpencerReid x FemReader
Warnings : Abuse, Hints of Self Harm.
CAUTION // TW // THIS BOOK DEALS WITH MATURE CONTENT SUCH AS PROFESSOR AND STUDENT RELATIONSHIP, SEXUAL ASSULT, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE. IT ALSO INCLUDES A LOT OF RATED-R MATERIAL. IF THIS IS TRIGGERING OR MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE THEN PLEASE DON’T READ.
Here I am again, on the floor, begging him to stop. There he is again, laughing at my pleas and forcing himself inside of me. Almost every night he climbs into my bed, then in the morning, he pretends everything is normal. When anyone is around, he acts charming. He is able to trick everyone into thinking everything is fine. Well, it's not.
My phone buzzed to life at the side of me. The alarm was going off but I had been up for hours, staring at the flecks of dust dancing around the air. The sunlight streamed in through my thin, white drapes. It was beautiful out. It was the middle of May and bound to be hot out in Arizona. I could feel the warmth on my skin already. I needed to shower and get all this sticky sweat off my skin. It wasn't even mine. I felt disgusting. His touch lingered everywhere on me. The bruises he gave me stained my skin more than the self inflicted cuts.
'Morning Ms. y/l/n. Last night was lovely. See you at lunch?'. It was a text from Mr Reid. He was my psychology professor. Older than me, at thirty, he had long dark hair and deep brown eyes. His hair curled slightly at the end. He was tall and slim. Smart and nerdy, having two degrees and a doctorate, he left his job at the FBI for something less mentally draining. He had worked there since he was twenty-two.  I was twenty-one making our age gap quite small. Look at me, trying to convince myself that it even mattered. He was a lovely guy. Friendly, and handsome. He wouldn't fall in love with a student, and if he did, that student would never be me. He was too smart for that.
"Morning Dr. Reid. Thank-you for taking me. It was a fun eve! Yes, see you at lunch. We can have a chat about the stuff we saw yesterday =)". I read the message over and over again before hitting send. I was nervous as I usually always say stupid things. My low self esteem affected me very much. I was twenty-one, already with one degree and going back to do another. I was still living at Sharon's and I haven't had a boyfriend. He texted me back instantly.
"Can't wait! Need a lift to school? =)" I smiled down at my battered iPhone 6. I couldn't afford a brand new phone. I was lucky in that I only had to work a few hours a week at the local book store and that it was something I enjoyed doing. Sharon was good to me. She helped me pay for and make my way through college. I don't know what or where I would be without her. On the other hand, she brought the human spawn of the devil into my life.
"No thnx, Luna is picking me up =)" I sent but then instantly regretted it. I love my best friend but I would have preferred a ride with Dr. Reid. Our conversations were always interesting and insightful. We could talk about a wide range of subjects for hours and it would only feel like minutes passed.
"Ok, see u soon Y/N"
I smiled, almost forgetting my problems before catching glimpse of myself in the mirror. My fragile, battered body stared back. I sighed. He could never find a girl like me attractive. Not that it mattered anyway. Silly little girl crush.
After debating whether it was best to just find the nearest bridge in town and throw my self off or get ready for school (I am very mentally unwell), I decided on the latter. Luna had already texted me to inform me that she was about to set off. Knowing Luna, which I have had the pleasure of knowing for fifteen years (no sarcasm in there), ten minutes would be ten years.
I staggered down the dreaded stairs, almost losing my footing a few times, feeling light headed. I entered the brightly lit kitchen. It was so bright that I could feel an aching behind my eyes. The decor was simplistic, all white with gold features. Classic business mom who is never home asthetic going on.
       Sharon sat at the island, face absorbed in her laptop. She was in her late forties with short, mousey hair. I believe she would be referred to as a 'Karen'. She looked nothing like Dom. She was short, like me, and fairly slim. He was tall and muscular with broad shoulders. Quarterback star player with the strength to show for it. He could snap us both in half. Dominic is Sharon's only child. Yes, that is correct. She is not my mum. I lost her.
Sharon looked up at me, flashing me a warm smile, still bashing the keys to her MacBook. She took a sip of her black coffee, nibbling on some cold toast. "You look like shit" she stated; matter of factly, her face blank.   '"Thanks?'" I answered with a raised eyebrow. I walked over to the coffee machine and put in a pod, sticking my travel cup underneath. 77Kcals of goodness. All the fuel I will need this morning. "Sweetheart, don't act like that. You know I'm just saying. You need to sleep more" '"I know" I sighed. It was true... "But that makes two of us" I retorted cheekily with a grin.        "Oh sweetheart, don't I know it" she raised her cup as if toasting the comment before gulping the last bit of coffee.
Sharon was my guardian, though not anymore as I was an adult and of drinking age. She still cared for me though as if I were her own. My mom died when I was seven and my dad had a breakdown. He couldn't cope. One day I came home from school and he was gone. He didn't say a word to anyone. He packed up his stuff and  left me. I hated him for a while. The anger within me burned to my core. After a while I felt sympathy. He didn't get the help that he needed. If he did then we both wouldn't be in this mess. We'd be happy - together. I doubt he would know how to contact me now.
Aunt Sharon took me in. She wasn't really my aunt, she was my mom's best friend. She was the only connection to my mother that I had left besides her wedding ring. She loved her dearly and I believe she loves me dearly too. It's not her fault she can't protect me. She works herself to death trying to help me live my dreams. Dom wasn't the child that she had always wanted. He is doing nothing with his life. That is something I will alway's respect of her, single mom raising her child and somebody else's.
I loved her, though she did have the tendency to dish out tough love which often was way - way too harsh. And she was always away leaving me with him. I knew that if I'd only just tell her what he was capable of... What he would do to me when she left... She'd have murdered him herself with her bare hands. But it would kill her. I couldn't do that to her. He was the only thing she had who was blood. Me, I had no-one.
"shit! Is that the time? I'm going to be late. I gotta go, honey. Say bye to Dom for me." she pleaded as she stuffed the last slice of toast in her mouth and gathered her briefcase and her keys. " ...And make sure you have something to eat. You're wasting away!"                                   "Have a good day at work Shaz" I shouted after her. I doubt that she heard me. She was out the door in seconds, jangling her keys and fighting between speaking with me and the ringtone on her work mobile. I heard her professional, scripted 'Hello, Sharon Cormack speaking' as the door slammed behind her.
I made my way through the spotless kitchen Gina, Sharon's housekeeper, always did a good job. I grabbed a bottle of water out of the integrated refrigerator. I also grabbed my iced latte from the coffee machine. It was almost half eight. My first classes start at nine and Luna still wasn't anywhere in sight. I scrambled through my purse for my phone, ready to give her a piece of my mind. That girl would be late to her own funeral.
"You're up early" a voice from behind me sneered. It took all my might to not to curl up in a ball, trembling.
"I... I have school"
No reply. I felt him creeping up behind me, felt his breath against my neck.
"I can think of something much better to do with the day baby"  he whispered as he planted acid kisses on my neck. It burned. I squeezed my eyes shut, putting my hands up defensively. He pushed my back into the counter. A sharp pain ran though me.
"Please stop. I have to go" I whispered as his hand snaked its way up my neck, fist knotting tightly in my hair.
'"Why do you think a whore like you has the right to tell me what to do, hm?"
'- Hello? Katy?'  Luna's smooth voice called out in sing song.
Oh, thank god for her and her timing. He released me from his grasp and increased the distance between us. His eyes were clouded. I could tell he was pissed. I brushed passed him, running towards Luna, who was standing by the open door. I ran straight into her arms hugging her tightly.
"I thought you'd never show." I whispered. She rested her chin on my shoulder, stroking my hair. I could tell that she was staring daggers at Dom and I could tell he didn't care. Like I said, the same routine. Every morning.
By the time lunch rolled around I had had enough. had gotten into a lot of trouble with Ms. Hallows over an overdue assignment and I had spilt water all down the front of my jeans. It looked like I had pissed myself. My saving grace is that they were dark jeans and so it wasn't too noticable. That didn't stop Georgie from laughing and calling me pissy pants for half the day.
Georgie was the kind of girl that you would avoid in high school. Everybody wanted to be her but everyone hated her so bad. She had golden brunette locks, a slim face and a petite nose. Her friends Nova and Ari were just as bad. Everyone used to tell you that when you left high school things would be different. I am sorry to inform you that they don't. Bullies stay bullies forever.
I forced my way through the groups of students, crowded together in the corridors. The last thing I wanted was to be late for my chat with Mr. Reid
"Y/N" I heard Luna calling after me. I could tell that she was chasing me through the crowd of students.  "Y/N. Look, Y/N stop." I rolled my eyes.
"What?" I snapped. I could see the hurt in her eyes. She leaned on the wall, panting. I sighed. "I'm sorry. What's wrong?" I asked. I felt bad for snapping at her. All she wanted was answers, like anyone would have after walking in on what she did. But I don't give answers. I shut down. I don't tell anyone anything. She tried talking once we got in the car. I ignored her and I ran once we'd arrived at school. She didn't even need to speak. I could just tell what she wanted to talk about from the look on her face. I sighed again.
"Luna, I can't talk about this right now."  I saw the hurt in her eyes. If I kept pushing her away then eventually she wouldn't fight to stay. 'Good', a small voice whispered in my head. Maybe that would be for the best. She deserves better. Everyone does. I could just end my life today and nobody would care. I used to fight hard against the suicidal ideations that entered my mind but now I didn't see the point.
"I have my meeting and I can't be late. Taco Bell after classes?" I asked. To my relief, she smiled and nodded, that beautiful smile that I loved so much. She was so easy to please. I smiled and walked away towards room 1980. Dr. Reid's office.
"I love you!" she shouted after me smiling.
"I love you more!"
"Lesbians" Georgie mocked. She was stood near the bathrooms. I rolled my eyes.
"Grow up"
Luna was gay but we weren't together. We had been intimate a few times but nothing had come of it. But so what if it had? We both agreed it felt weird as we had known each other as friends for so long. We didn't want to ruin anything. Luna and I had been friends ever since she opened up my juice box for me in kindergarten and then hit the girl who had stolen my straw. We had been inseparable ever since. She's been with me through thick and thin. I'd hate to think where I'd have been if she hadn't been there when my mom had died. We are and will alway's be the best of friends. In another life I could see us growing old together, adopting puppies and children but sometimes, it doesn't work out. And if you love someone, you have to let them go.
I opened the door to 1980 and as soon as I did my heart fluttered in my chest. There he was, as beautiful as ever. He looked up from the book he was reading, glasses perched on his nose and smiled, he seemed glad to see me.
"Sweetie!" he said, a smile spreading across his gorgeous lips. He's the only person who calls me that.
"Dr. Reid"  I smiled back. My smile was huge and I probably looked so dorky but I don't care. My day just got brighter. I pulled up a chair next to him and kicked my feet up onto his lap. He rested his hand on my calf.
"So what did you think to the book?"
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Born to be Yours Ch. 10
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Story Summary: For Namjoon, the moment he set his sights on being the #1 rapper, he pushed the symbol to the side and hated it. Love should be chosen, not forced on you. He didn’t believe in fate and this mark on his wrist was a big “fuck you” to all that.
Chapter summary: Life after you and RM part ways goes back to normal until an accident changes everything
Previous chapters found here: Chapter 9
You are surprised that life does in fact go back to normal. You and Xavier make up and get back to working with smaller local groups after the awards season ends. Things with you and Ben get back to normal; you become a master of using heavy foundation on your soulmark when you’re at home. The summer tour is amazing. You and Xavier traveled to 32 states in 4 months. You find yourself following Twitter and Weverse to see what RM is up to. And you sometimes found yourself thinking about that night the two of you spent together. You mostly try to push it out of your mind though. Even though you told Xavier and he randomly brings it up.
“Right here? On this desk!?!” he asks, running his hands over the surface.
“Yes. And don’t do that, it’s weird and gross.”
“How was it? Describe it to me again.”
You chuckle a bit and roll your eyes, “No. I told you once so I could get it out of my system.”
“Ughhh you’re so boring.” he whines playfully.
“Shouldn’t you be reprimanding me about being a terrible cheating slut?” you raise an eyebrow.
“No. I ship that shit.” he responds, sipping on a smoothie. “Have you eaten yet?” he asks
You laugh and look through your phone. “No, I had a zoom meeting with Gina at noon and then I covered spinning class.” You press some buttons on your screen. “There. I just ordered. I’ll see you in a while.” You stand up and put your flip flops back on.
“Sounds good. I’ll see you in pilates tonight.”
You toss your bag over your shoulder and put your sunglasses on as you step out the door. You look both ways and start to cross the street as you hear a screeching sound. The next thing you hear and feel is the sickening crunch of bone hitting glass. Tires screeching away and then everything is black.
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Namjoon occasionally finds himself thinking about you. Mostly when he accidentally slams his body into a door frame or cuts his finger. He always says he’s sorry and then kind of feels like an idiot for apologizing to no one. He also thinks about the night the two of you shared together quite often and had made Jhope send him those photos he took.
He’s happy to be working and on tour again. It’s been a fun summer. They wrapped up the Asia portion of their journey and were well into Europe now. As usual, the filming crew was in the green room as they were preparing for their second night at Wembley. The first night had been amazing. He couldn’t think of anything that made him happier than being in front of ARMY, especially when they were singing along to the songs he wrote. He smiled as he scrolled through his phone while he had his makeup touched up. 
“10 minutes, 10 minutes.” Management called out.
“Alright guys, let’s get it.” he yells through the green room.
They gather around and do their chant. The minute they step out of the green room they can hear the fans roaring and cheering along to the pre-show videos. They each go to their respective starting positions and wait to hear the signal. 
They open quick and fast with “On” and the crowd is absolutely pumped. They begin their second song and will then introduce themselves. The music for “Dionysus” begins to play and the elaborate set pieces are added throughout the song. They are almost to the end of Dionysus when RM goes down hard. He falls off the table. People are gasping, Jin runs over and signals to the staff on the side of the stage that something is very wrong. ARMY and BTS are freaking out. The visual director quickly puts a message onto the big screens to please wait a moment. The medical staff immediately takes the lift up to the main backstage area. The obvious damage is a cut on his arm that took the brunt of the fall from the table, but that gash can’t account for the fact that he’s unconscious and breathing shallowly. There is a rush of oxygen masks and people yelling. Jimin and JK start crying, the other guys are freaked out about the show and what to do next. Jin rises to the occasion by asking if they should go ahead and skip to his and Suga’s solos until there is more information. A decision is quickly made to begin the solo portions. The two of them quickly change costumes and prepare to go out. An ambulance ends up needing to be called. The guys decide that Namjoon would want the show to go on and so they do. It’s ugly and weird and they are unfocused but they manage through it. ARMY is crying for RM because they know it’s bad when he doesn’t come back on stage. They skip the ments and encore and  the guys are immediately loaded into vans and transported to the private health facility that he’s been taken to. 
The staff escorts the six of them to a room where they wait for a doctor to come and speak to them. A translator is located and brought in as well.
“What happened? Did anybody see what happened before he fell?” Hoseok asks.
“He was fine. I didn’t notice anything strange.” Tae responds. 
“They took video and showed the doctor,”Yoongi adds, having overheard the staff on the way there.
After a few minutes a doctor comes in. “Hello Gentleman. Your friend is in good hands here, and is stable.” she reassures them. 
There is a collective sigh from the group as they hear this news.
“However, we aren’t sure what’s causing this condition. There is no evidence of an aneurysm on the CT scan and the video doesn't show any seizure-like activity prior to the fall. His heart is in excellent shape as well as his lungs. At this point we are running more tests but we do need to ask you all some questions here. Please answer honestly. Does your friend use any drugs? Even maybe extra prescription medication?”
It takes a few seconds for the translator to relay the message and the guys’ reactions range from anger to disbelief. Jin is up on his feet shouting about how they should be focusing on fixing Namjoon rather than gossiping, Jimin is crying more. It’s a mess.
“Calm down guys, it’s a standard question,” Yoongi says stoically. “She’s not trying to be rude.”
“No. He drinks beer and wine sometimes. But no. He’s not on any drugs.  That’s ridiculous.” Jungkook summarizes.
“I’m sorry, it’s something I do have to ask. Is there anything else you guys could think of that might be pertinent? An old injury? Something he did earlier today or ate that he doesn’t usually?”
The guys all sat there for a minute. It was Jin who made the connection first: “His soulmate. She lives in LA.”
Tae’s hand flew to his phone to make a phone call.. The next few things happened over the course of a few hours: a phone call to Hitman Bang to get Gina’s contact information. Several phone calls to Gina. Calls from Gina to you. No answer. Phone calls to Xavier. No answer. Xavier calling Gina back hysterically sobbing that you were in a coma with a skull fracture and blood loss, Gina crying, Gina having someone else call Hitman Bang because she couldn’t stop sobbing, Hitman Bang calling Tae back.
The doctor was updated on the situation. “Ah...well that would explain it. Were the two of them very close?” she asks delicately.
It’s highly inappropriate but Yoongi just laughs, “No. They met one time .”
The doctor raised her eyebrows, “Oh. Well that’s unusual.”
“If she dies, will he die too?” Jimin asks quietly with tears in his eyes.
“No. And especially not if they weren’t close. I need to consult with some colleagues on this before we proceed. If you all want to go get some rest I think he’s going to be like this for a while. We can call you if anything changes.” the doctor informs them.
They are uneasy about leaving Namjoon there so they split up into groups of two to take turns. Jin and JK take the first shift at the care facility.
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The doctor reaches out to several colleagues who are familiar with more case studies of soul mate injuries and what to do when there is a mirrored trauma response. She gets permission from RM’s parents (who have flown to London as well at this point) to try a reverse cryogenic procedure to restart his systems. Basically, they will bring his body down to an almost hypothermic point and slowly reheat him, encouraging cell regeneration and movement. It has been successful in similar cases, but it is a slow procedure that needs to be carefully monitored. 
Meanwhile, social media is having a field day about what could have happened. BigHit put out that story that RM has developed a severe allergic reaction to shellfish and went into anaphylaxis on the stage; he was administered an epi-pen and hospitalized but is now resting and recovering. The rest of the guys give interviews to back up this story as well. 48 hours after the incident began, RM is slowly regaining consciousness. 
“What happened? I feel like someone is opening up my skull with a pair of pliers.” he asks the doctor.
“I’m sorry but your soulmate was in a very bad car accident. She’s in a coma and you suffered a mirrored trauma response. I’m going to go let your friends and family know you’re awake.” 
“Shit.” RM says, really taking in everything that was just said to him. 
Jin is the first one in the room. “Hey. You’re finally awake. We were so worried.”
“How long have I been out for?”
“2 days.”
“Shit. What happened with the concert? Is everything ok? Oh God. What did they tell people?”
“One thing at a time.” Yoongi said as he entered the room. “We finished the show. The tour is postponed for at least a few weeks. We told people you had an allergic reaction.”
RM visibly relaxed but was still upset about the show. “Those fans have to be so disappointed.”
“Yeah, but they want you to be well. There’s thousands of flowers and cards being left at Wembley and so many messages on Weverse. We’ll make the dates up when you’re better. ARMY understands. It’s not your fault.”
“No, it’s [Y/N]’s fault.” he says briskly. 
“I mean. She got flattened by a car. So, not really.” Tae added.”She’s in an actual coma. They can;'t just reheat her.” he was surprised by how cold RM sounded talking about his soulmate.
“You’re right. I’m just...it’s a lot. My head still hurts and I guess I just want someone to blame.”
“Blame the asshole who hit her,” Yoongi adds.
“Yeah. I will. I’m so tired.”
“Here, we’ll leave so you can talk to your parents for a minute before you rest.”
“My parents flew in?” he says surprised.
“We thought you were going to die,” Jimin says seriously. “Your sister is on her way here too.”
Rm laid his head back against his pillow. This is exactly the kind of soulmate bullshit he’s been trying to avoid. And you were in a coma. He stopped for a minute and thought about how scary it must be for you but he won’t allow himself to dwell on it. He’s getting his soul mark obliterated as soon as you wake up from your coma and sign off on it. If you wake up from it. Shit. 
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24 hours later he is discharged from the hospital and decides to book a flight to LA to see what your doctors are doing about rectifying this situation. He can’t shake the massive headache and leg pain that he’s still experiencing constantly. He cannot perform like this. Also he’s looked into the legal status of soulmark obliteration if one party is a permanently vegetative state and what counts as legal consent. Because of course he has. The guys all talk and decide that Tae will go along with him for support. Really it’s to be the voice of reason because they can’t believe that rather than going to see how you’re doing, he is going to ask you to remove your mark. 
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RM knows what hospital you are at because his doctor consulted with yours in order to determine the best course of treatment. You doctor was hoping that once RM woke up, you would show signs of improvement. So far though, there wasn’t a lot on your end.
Ben and Xavier dutifully took shifts staying with you in the hospital. On this particular night, Ben is taking the night shift, walking back from the vending machines. He stops when he sees two dudes who look like models standing outside your door.
“Hey. Are you guys friends with [Y/N]? You must be from the studio. I don’t think we’ve met before. I'm Ben” Ben is tired but tries to be friendly.
Tae and Namjoon turn and look to him. Ben. Ben must be her boyfriend. 
“Actually we’re from one of the bands she worked with. I’m Namjoon and this is Taehyung. You must be her boyfriend?”
“Fiance actually,” Ben politely corrects. “Just a few weeks ago actually,” he awkwardly laughs. “But then this all happened. You know the asshole didn’t even stop?” 
Tae feels extremely awkward. He can understand a small bit of what’s going on, but he knows that what’s coming will be very difficult for everyone.
“That’s awful. How is she doing?”
“Bad. Stable. But, bad. She lost a lot of blood and hit her head pretty hard. They’re surprised she didn’t have any broken bones other than her skull fracture. She dislocated her shoulder when it hit the hood. The guy was definitely speeding.” Ben runs a hand through his hair. “Sorry if you were hoping to visit.”
RM awkwardly runs his hands up and down his jeans. There is not an easy way to say this.
“So. You know that [Y/N] has a soulmark on her wrist?”
Ben stiffens ever so slightly, “I do. But it’s ok. We don’t really care about that whole destiny thing. It’s unconventional but you know…” he trails off.
RM takes a deep breath and rolls up his sleeve. “I have the matching soulmark. I was in a coma for 2 days. I need to speak to her doctor immediately.” NEXT CHAPTER
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solarwriting · 4 years
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can u do the 4 soulmate au with ricky? pls i love ur writing
any cuts or bruises appear on your soulmate
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y/n had kinda been known as a klutz and being dragged into auditioning for the musical by ashlyn probay wasn't the best idea.
"y/n come on, i've seen you dance. it's the one time you have one hundred percent coordination. and you can sing like no other." ashlyn pleaded as she lead you to the auditorium.
y/n sighed, "okay," ashlyn let out an excited squeal which y/n interrupted, "but, i'm not playing anyone with any solos, or lines."
ashlyn deflated sighed slightly but smiled nonetheless, "i'm taking it as a win, now let's go." ashlyn grabbed y/n's hand and drug her to the auditorium.
after an amount of time y/n couldn't even begin to measure, rehearsals were over and the cast list was up and ashlyn got her part as mrs. darbus and y/n got background dancer, just as she had hoped. ignoring the triangle drama between ash's cousin and ricky and nini, ashlyn and y/n went out and got celebratory milkshakes, a tradition they had when there was something to celebrate.
the two were sitting together drinking their milkshakes and talking about the excitement of the first rehearsal tomorrow when y/n felt her arm start to throb, she rubbed the spot in a futile attempt to soothe it.
"what'a wrong?" ashlyn asked, tilting her head at y/n's arm.
y/n shook her had, pulling up the sleeve of her shirt, "uh, soulmate bruise." she chuckled lightly brushing it off, changing the subject back to the musical.
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carlos was walking through the steps of the dance is the second act and it seemed like no one was getting it. "can we at least lose the blindfolds?" y/n asked, tugging the blindfold off, the other dancers mumuring in agreement, "'cause i could get this dance down pretty quickly if i could actually see the light of day."
"okay, fine! we can go through it once without the blindfolds." carlos sighed reluctantly sinking back into the chair.
the group went through the steps again and the klutz in y/n came out for a moment because one moment y/n was upright, learning a dance and the next she was on the floor, her ankle already starting to turn purple.
"oh my god, y/n! are you okay?" carlos asked, pulling you up with the help of seb.
y/n groaned, "i'm okay," she tried to stand on her injured foot only to crumple again (carlos and seb caught her), "maybe not."
"well at least it's thanksgiving break, right?" ashlyn offered weakly.
"that's right!" miss jenn announced as she entered tomorrow will be our last rehearsal until after the break people, "what happened here?"
"um, y/n rolled her ankle." carlos explained as he helped her to a chair.
"take her to the nurse, stay home tomorrow y/n. and heal up during the break please." miss jenn sighed.
carlos nodded as he and ashlyn walked y/n to the nurse where they passed by a worried looking nini and gina surround a hurt ricky. ashlyn gave nini a look that asked what happened? which nini returned, looking at y/n. ashlyn shrugged as they continued to help y/n to the nurse.
y/n spent the next few days her ankle wrapped, elevated and iced. and she was getting stir crazy and ashlyn texted her about a thanksgiving party she was having. after some begging from y/n and a compromise of using a crutch while walking, y/n was permitted to go, if she got a ride (which she did from carlos).
when she walked into ashlyn's using the one crutch, she had refused to use both of them, explaining that her family made her when everyone look at her with confusion. they responded to her explanation with laughter. y/n went into the kitchen where ashlyn stood, looking slightly dumbfounded.
"what happened?" y/n asked, nudging her.
ashlyn blinked, "um big red, complimented me, i think."
"get it, girl." y/n said nudging her again.
ashlyn smiled before going back into the living room leaving y/n to stand in the kitchen alone standing against her crutch. that didn't last long because soon gina and ricky arrived and were in the kitchen. gina put her cupcakes down and greeted y/n, "ashlyn told nini and i about your ankle, how is it?"
y/n chuckled lightly, "yeah, it's okay. i have to carry this around for another week but then i'll be better and ready to back you guys up."
"that's good," gina smiled, looking back at an awkward looking ricky mouthing talk to her before turning back to y/n, "i'm going to go say hi to everyone."
"yeah." y/n muttered turning back to face ricky who was still at the doorway with his hands stuffed into his pockets, looking uncomfortable.
ricky cleared his throat, walking further into the kitchen, "so was that why you were gone friday? your ankle?"
y/n nodded, adjusting her grip on the crutch, "y-yeah, i twisted it thursday running through the choreo. it still hurts, a bit."
"um i bet," ricky trailed off, "hey, i'm sorry."
"what are you talking about?"
"we've drifted apart, since sophmore year." ricky began.
y/n interrupted him, "you mean since nini."
"y-yeah, i don't know it was a first l-love kind of thing, i guess." he explained.
"and you though she was your soulmate, right?" y/n asked.
ricky sighed, "yeah, i-i did."
"yeah, i feel bad for whoever my soulmate was, i bet their ankle hurt pretty bad for a bit there." y/n laughed, "plus they're kind of a klutz themselves, i had this huge bruise on my shin for like three weeks when we started rehearsals."
"um, y/n?" ricky said looking down at his feet.
"yeah?" y/n asked.
"is your ankle still bruised pretty bad?" he asked, moving to sit on the counter in front of her.
"uh, yeah. why?" she asked trailing off.
"well, you were right," he rolled up his pant leg and tugged his sock down, revealing a dark purple bruise trailing down his ankle, an exact copy of y/n's wrapped ankle. "oh, and that shin bruise happened when i was practicing the troy dance and i ran into the coffee table."
"oh my god, you're," y/n stopped looking to her left to see a living room full of people watch the scene unfold in front of them.
"yeah," ricky trailed off, looking at the group. he turned back to y/n, "want to talk somewhere more private, to talk?"
y/n nodded, tearing her gaze from her audience to look at ricky, "yeah."
he grabbed her free hand and lead her to the stairs. where they sat, attempting to sit comfortably with y/n's injured ankle, which she ended up elevating on his lap with an short chuckle. "so um," he started inly for y/n to hold up and hand for him to stop.
"you guys can stop eavesdropping now!" she called with a light laugh, getting a chorus of laughs in response.
"okay," y/n sighed, "continue."
"it's okay, i didn't really have anything, to say. um, this is weird, don't you think?" he said beginning to ramble.
"hey," y/n said softly, putting her hand on his reassuringly, she whispered "what about nini?"
"there's nothing there anymore, we've both moved on. i want to focus on this. and i've wanted to for a while now." he explained, his voice soft as to avoid any eavesdroppers from hearing.
"really?" y/n asked hopefully.
ricky nodded, "so, do you want to go back in there and play carlos' weird game?"
"of course!" y/n said, "same team?"
ricky nodded, helping y/n up and into the living room where the group look at them expectantly, "let's play this game!" ricky and y/n announced, a chorus of cheers following.
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after the game and gina's phone call, y/n and ricky walked to his house, their fingers intertwined. y/n leaned on ricky more than her crutch for support as they made the short walk to his, thankfully, empty house.
"so..." ricky trailed off, sitting on the couch. "what do we do?"
"i don't know." y/n shrugged, sitting down on the couch next to him. she laughed, "i feel like we should watch glee or something."
ricky chuckled, "i haven't actually ever seen it."
"what? no, that's it. we have to watch it. you better get comfortable because it's a lot."
ricky laughed as y/n sunk into the couch a bit more, scooting herself a little bit closer to him. "so earlier you said that you wanted to focus on this, us. how long have you felt that way?"
"so you rememeber when miss jenn was going to lose her job and we all sang that song for her?" y/n nodded. "well it was when i saw you dance and how you and carlos made and taught up that choreography in one night. that's when i realised i didn't really want to be your friend. so then, when ashlyn told me and gina about you hurting your ankle at the same time as i fell, that's when we both figured out that we were soulmates."
"is that why gina walked with you today?" y/n asked, picking at her sweater.
"yeah, she was helping me get the balls to tell you we were soulmates." he laughed.
"well i'm glad you did because now i can do this," y/n wrapped her arms around his neck, connecting her fingers as the nape if his neck and pulled him closer and kissing him. after the initial shock wore off, ricky grabbed y/n's chin and deepened the kiss. he pulled away for a moment, his forehead resting against hers, still holding his chin and they both tried to catch their breath.
"so," y/n started.
"so," ricky echoed.
"glee?" y/n asked, ricky laughed in response. he grabbed the blanked that was thrown over the back of the couch and draped it over them as y/n put glee on the tv.
ricky's dad smiled to himself at the sight if y/n resting her head on ricky's shoulder, his head on hers.
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nina-richard · 4 years
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Your Secret Place
Word Count: 2165
Ricky Bowen x Reader
Warnings: lots of touch, gripping, light moaning, making out, fluff
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Your POV
Monday morning has come and It’s been a week since we’ve seen each other. This past week was Thanksgiving break, which I was out of town for, visiting family. So I didn’t get to see him, and the service in the mountains was trash resulting in any time we did call or FaceTime- it didn't last for long.
*knock knock*
“What is it?” I said to the person on the other side of the door.
“Y/N aren’t you going to be late for school?” I recognized the voice and it was my mother’s.
“No, I’ve been up for the past 30 minutes.” I responded
“Okay! I’m gonna make you some breakfast!” My mother said joyfully, I wonder why she’s in such a good mood- who’s that happy on a Monday morning?
I washed my face, brushed my teeth and put on a small amount of makeup. No need to cake my face for school. Anyway, I quickly brushed my hair, grabbed my shoes and walked downstairs. As I was walking down the stairs my phone vibrated from my back pocket so I checked to see who it was. It was from Ricky:
“Good morning beautiful! Meet me at the student parking lot before school starts. ❤️😘”
“Okay! See ya in a few 🥰” I texted back
“Y/N hello! Are you deaf?” My mom snapped at me
“What! Sorry I couldn’t hear you” I defended myself
“That’s because you were too focused on that phone of yours, now sit down and eat breakfast with me.” She said.
“Actually, Ricky texted me and asked to meet me at the student parking lot before school starts, is that okay?” I nervously asked
“Oh, No worries! I know you’ve haven’t seen him all break so that’s fine. Have a good day at school!” My mom answered.
I smiled from ear to ear and grabbed my breakfast to go. My mom handed me the car keys and I slipped my book bag on. Then I drove off to East High. I did not miss school, but I did miss Ricky. Now that I think about it I missed Big Red, Nini, EJ, I even missed Gina. You know, she’s not all that bad once to get to know her, even though she comes off harsh at first.
I put the keys in the ignition, started the car and drove off. I blasted the heater, it was freezing. December in Salt Lake City is freezing. The sunrise was reflecting off the light patch of snow that was across the grass, it was pretty.
*15 minutes pass and I arrived at school*
I entered the student parking lot and spotted that Bright Orange beetle, how could you miss it? It was Ricky’s. I pulled up next to his car, parked and got out of mine. I walked up to his car window and saw him reclined in the chair sleeping, poor guy. He looks so tired, and I know that he hasn’t been sleeping well because of his parents getting a divorce. He looks so peaceful and I don’t want to wake him.
But it’s freezing, so I tapped on the window ever so slightly and he started blinking then looked at the window. His eyes lit up and he soft smiled at me. He sat up and unlocked his door, then got out to give me a hug.
“Good morning sleepy head.” I said softly, I didn’t want to speak loudly because I know that he had just woken up from a quick nap.
“God I missed you.” He said urgently. I dropped my book bag then pulled him in for a hug. He put his head on top of mine, his warmth made me forget about the cold. He slowly rubbed my back within the hug, I loved when he did that. I lightly tugged on the back of his green sweatshirt, just to pull him closer. All I felt was peace in that moment, I didn’t want to go to school. He smelled delightful. My heart was overcome with joy, words can’t describe the feeling I get when I’m touching him and he’s touching me.
He pulled away from the hug and looked down at me. I looked in his golden brown eyes, and smiled and he smiled back at me. He put his right hand on my cheek, pulled me in and kissed me urgently. I moved my arms to go around his neck and gripped the hair behind his head. He continued to kiss me and I kissed back, I forgot about everything going on in my life at the moment. All I could process is his soft lips pressing intensely on mine. Ricky pulled away ever so slightly and as he pulled away he bit on my lower lip.
I was in a complete daze, so relaxed. Mixed with the fact that it’s early in the morning and we just had a quick make out session, I didn’t want to open my eyes so I just went back in for a hug. Ricky chuckled “Are you good babe?”
I got all flustered and I couldn’t help but blush and face down. “Yeah, just kissing you makes it feel like the world stops. It’s a feeling I can’t describe.” I responded
“I get it too. My body turns all warm, and I get all jelly like. I just want to kiss you all day.” He said
“But I want to talk to you too. I don’t want to be the couple that just makes out and is all physical. I like being around you, and hearing about your day. I love when we spend time together without our phones and it’s just us two being ourselves. You make me my best self. So how was your thanksgiving break? Let’s sit in my car, it’s getting kind of cold.” He walked over and opened the passenger door for me. I stepped inside and sat down.
“Ricky that was so kind wow. You make me so happy, you’re my best friend.”
He grabbed my hand and entwined our fingers, he was smiling, and I smiled as I finished what I was saying.
“I love spending time with you too, and I love that I can fully be myself around you. No filter. I trust you with my whole heart. I love that I can be transparent with you. This relationship is built on trust and joy and just having a good time together. You’re the best Ricky Bowen.” I said
He kissed my hand and then I kissed him. He pulled away and couldn’t stop smiling then he said
“Thank you Y/N I’m glad that I have you in my life. You’re the best too. I’m so glad that we met and became close. So how was your thanksgiving break?”
For the next few minutes we caught up on our week and on life. Then we had to get to class and went our separate ways for the day.
*a few hours pass and lunch time comes around*
My phone vibrates during the middle of class in my bookbag and I heard it. When the teacher wasn’t looking I quickly checked my phone.
“Meet me in the theater when lunch starts. Be secretive. ;)” it was from Ricky
My face got all red and hot and I got excited all over- ALL over. I liked his message and left it at that. I needed to focus in class but the minutes felt like hours and the only thing that was on my mind was Ricky.
The bell finally rang and I pretty much ran to the theater. I walked in, closed the door and Ricky was standing on the stage with his guitar.
“Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked to mine
And let the music be your guide”
He started singing “Can I have this Dance from High School Musical 3 Senior Year” and I started blushing. I walked to the stage and he kept singing and my heart was about to explode. He was so charming and I was speechless.
“Put the guitar down and dance with me my love.” I said softly. He put the guitar down, grabbed both my hands and pulled them to his face and kissed them. I kept blushing.
He bowed and said “Can I have this dance?”
I laughed “Yes”
And we slowly danced there, on stage, no music, just us. He softly started humming tunes in my ear, but I couldn’t recognize them.
“This is perfect.” I said as I had my ear pressed up against his chest with his head on top of mine. I could feel his heart racing. I pulled away and placed my palm on his heart, it was pounding. I looked up in those chocolate brown eyes and asked
“Why is your heart racing?”
“Because, uh.” He pulled out of the hug and entwined both of my hands into his and we stood there face to face.
“Y/N I love you, from the moment we met I knew you were different. You’re my person. You’re my best friend. I love everything about you. Like iron sharpens iron, you make me my best self.”
I looked at him and kissed him passionately. Then I pulled away. Our foreheads were touching, then I moved my head so I could look into his eyes.
“Ricky, I love you more than you could ever begin to imagine. I love your personality, your voice, I love everything about you. You’re so handsome and I am so glad we met.” I told him
Ricky kissed me eagerly. He’s never kissed me like this before. This was intense. The passion in his kisses were something I’d never experienced before.
Ricky pulled away “follow me” he uttered.
He entwined our hands and urgently pulled me, we hurried off stage and into the changing rooms. Clothes were everywhere and there was this red velvet couch in the back of the room. He closed the door and locked it. Something overcame him, but I liked it. He quickly moved to the couch then sat down, he looked me up and down.
“Y/N you’re beautiful.” He stated
I blushed and walked over to him. I straddled his lap and kissed him passionately. I moved my hands to the back of his neck to pull him in closer. Ricky moved his hands to my lower waist and pulled me closer. We had never kissed like this before, but I don’t care, I love it. This hunger within me wanted him, I became all warm inside. And started to grind on his waist and I heard a soft moan under his breath. Wow that was attractive.
I began to kiss down his jawline then down his neck and he was gripping for more. He moved his hands down my lower back and onto my ass. Then he urged me off him and nudged me to lay down on the couch. He got on top and started to kiss me again then kissed down my neck and it was a feeling I’d never felt before. He lightly bit on my neck and I let out a soft noise. I could feel him smiling on my neck and it made me smile. I felt down his sweatshirt and my hands somehow got to the waistband of his jeans. I’d never done this before and he kept kissing my neck. I moved my hand down even more, I felt him on the outside of his jeans. I grinned, he was excited if you know what I mean. Some noise came out of him and I got all warm and fuzzy inside. He pulled away.
“I’m sorry for that. I don’t know what came over me.” I said
“Don’t be sorry. I liked it. Just no one’s ever done that to me. And I don’t want that to be done at school haha.” Ricky started to laugh and so did I.
“Wow. That got like really intense. But that was nice.” I responded
“Maybe we should slow down. That got really heated quickly. Let’s take a breather. I don’t want to do anything too fast. I want all those moments and first times to be special, not out of lust, especially not at school. I love you and I don’t want to rush anything.” Ricky told me.
“I agree. Let’s just cuddle.” I said
Ricky then laid down on the couch and I laid on top/ next to him. I rested my head on his chest and he slowly rubbed my back. With his free hand he held mine and our feet entwined. It was special. And I know I love him. I'm glad that this is now our secret place.
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mayquita · 4 years
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Damn You For Making Me Love You (6/15) - Don't Stop Me Now
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Summary: Emma Swan and Killian Jones are close friends and co-workers. And both are in love with each other. The problem? They keep their feelings secret not only to the other but also to the rest of their friends. When Elsa, Emma’s best friend and Liam, Killian’s brother and Emma’s boss find out, they decide to form an alliance and work as a team with a clear goal, to get Emma and Killian to take the next step in their relationship and confess their love for each other.
Rating: M
Word count: ~ 10700 (98k total in 15 chapters)
Ao3 / FFnet
About this chapter: New flashback from Killian’s point of view, new performance … and new attempt on Liam and Elsa’s plan. If last week's episode was one of the shortest, this is the longest. I may have gotten carried away a little by the flashback... Sorry? I hope you like it, anyway :)
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Chapter 5: Don't Stop Me Now
Killian - Two and a half years ago
Music had always been a constant in Killian's relationship with Emma. In fact, he had been playing the guitar and singing when they first met. The memory of that first meeting always accompanied him everywhere, to the point that he kept it as something precious. 
It was impossible to forget that first moment when she entered the premises and how the lyrics of the song he was singing seemed to acquire a new meaning because of her. Certainly, she had looked like an angel, with a kind of ethereal aura surrounding her due to the way the bar lighting fell on her. That particular verse — You're just like an angel — had ended up being a kind of prelude since Emma had become the savior angel not only of The Kraken, but also of himself. 
The first look she had given him would always be etched in his memory. He had found himself unable to take his eyes from the fire of her emerald gaze. To say that he fell in love at that very moment would be an exaggeration, but he would never deny that something stirred inside him when their eyes connected. He had definitely felt a kind of electricity enveloping them.
That feeling had not only not faded away but had increased as he got to know Emma. A rather difficult task, considering that she was a reserved woman, reluctant to open herself to others. There was something about her, though, a halo of mystery surrounding her, along with her determination and her incredible talent, that kept him completely bewitched.
His brother Liam, faithful to his standard of taking care for people in need of protection of some kind, took her under his wings from the beginning in such a subtle way that Emma didn't seem to notice. Little by little, she began to trust them, letting her true nature out to bloom and with it, causing his growing feelings towards her to increase even more.
No doubt the music in its different forms had helped to strengthen his feelings since it was as if his passion had always been the soundtrack to all the experiences he had begun to share with Emma. Something that wasn't surprising considering that they spent most of their time in the bar and that he was a musician. Still, he soon began cataloging his favorite songs based on the memories associated with Emma.
The Eye of the Tiger would always be connected with one of their first conversations, back when they barely knew each other and he tried to absorb any bit of information that she allowed herself to reveal.
Livin’ on a Prayer was playing in his favorite pizza shop the first time Emma had decided to accompany them after closing the bar. She even dared to joke with them by using the song's lyrics as an excuse, alluding to the fact that she hoped that the waitress who was serving them didn't have a life like the one of Gina in the song.
The song that opened his first performance in The Kraken was Sweet Child O’ Mine, chosen by Emma. In fact, she was in charge of supervising his entire repertoire and collaborated with him on everything related to his performances on Saturdays in Concert.
There was a song that stood out above the others, though. He had soon learned to respect Emma's reservations about being open to the idea of them as a couple. He also knew that he should be patient with her, perhaps because he had been harboring feelings towards her from the beginning. She had intrigued and seduced him in equal parts, with that look full of determination, her fierce expression, and her disarming smiles. His need to know more about her was overwhelming at times, but he restrained himself, waiting for the right moment. 
The long-awaited moment came on a Monday night one and a half years after they met Emma for the first time. The evening had begun as usual, with a session of Netflix and pizza at the Jones brothers' apartment.
When the show they were watching ended, Liam decided to go to sleep, saying that he had to get up early the next day. Neither Emma nor Killian were in a hurry to call it a night, so they decided to check the set list of songs that Killian would sing next Saturday, putting the player on a low volume so as not to disturb Liam.
Killian couldn't help smiling the moment he recognized the first song by simply listening to the first chords. Don't Stop Me Now had always had that effect on him to the point that Liam had used it as a resource on several occasions when he had needed to lift Killian’s spirits. The song also seemed to have the same effect on Emma, as her lips curled into a bright smile as she began to hum the song softly.
"What?" she asked when she noticed he was staring at her.
His smile widened before answering. "Nothing, it's just that... I feel aliiive."
He chanted the last words, emulating Freddie's tone and causing, of course, Emma to roll her eyes. Still, a reluctant smile tugged at her lips before she decided to play along, much to his pleasant surprise.
"Let me guess, are you having a good time?"
"Oh yeah, I'm having a ball."
They both looked at each other for a few seconds before bursting out laughing while Freddie's voice accompanied them. It was a delight to see Emma in this way, so carefree, so relaxed, so he tried to make his brain work to continue creating situations like this that would allow her to shine even more than she normally did.
On this occasion, it seemed that he wouldn't have to make any effort because once the laughter subsided, their eyes met again, a mischievous spark crossing her gaze.
"Do you know what would make us have an even better time?" She paused deliberately while arching an eyebrow conspiratorially.
"Enlighten me, love."
"Alcohol."
That's how they ended up sharing shots — rum for him, tequila for her — while they continued to check the repertoire and sing along.
It was obvious that they were, in fact, having a good time. What Killian hadn't anticipated was that the ingested alcohol helped play into a sudden wave of nostalgia hitting him in the most unexpected way.
"I love this song," he commented as they listened to Another One Bites the Dust.
"Really?" she asked skeptically, narrowing her eyes. "It doesn't seem to suit you. I would say it's rather a bad-boy kind of song."
"Are you implying that I'm not a bad boy, Swan? Because maybe you would be surprised to know some aspects of my past." He was aware that it was the alcohol in his system that was speaking for him, making him use a tone that was perhaps too suggestive as he gave Emma a look full of intentions.
He wasn't surprised to see Emma rolling her eyes again before turning a little on the couch to stare at him more closely.  "So you've been a bad boy, Jones? Now I want to hear that story."
His brain had become numb enough to make him not care about the consequences of what was about to happen. After a brief hesitation, he took a new shot to drag down the emotions that struggled to emerge as he remembered his past and started to tell his story.
He told her how after his father's abandonment when he was barely fourteen he had entered a rebel stage, constantly getting into fights, smoking, drinking, and even committing some minor crimes.
He also told her that it was his brother who took him out of that spiral and put him back on the right track but that his good behavior was short-lived, much to Liam's despair.
He didn't even hesitate to tell her about Milah, ignoring how his pulse quickened and his heart hammered in his chest at the mere mention of her name. It was as if he had been accumulating all those emotions inside and finally found a way to release them, so he decided to hold on to that opportunity.
"Milah was my first love. I fell in love with her when I was just twenty years old. She was a few years older and came from a failure of a marriage, so she was looking for adventures and new experiences. It was something that I could offer her at that time although that would mean going back to my old habits. We were behaving as if we had the world at our feet and we could achieve whatever we set out to do."
Before continuing, he cast a sidelong glance at Emma. The expression on her face was indecipherable, but she was watching him closely, so he felt confident enough to keep baring his soul.
"I proposed to her a year later. Although Liam never expressed it openly, he never approved of my relationship with her. Anyway, our relationship was not meant to be since we were only engaged for six months." His voice trailed off while he took another sip of his drink, drowning out the intense emotion that threatened to overwhelm him. 
Emma reached for his hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. The corners of his lips moved slightly upward in appreciation before continuing. "She died in a car accident and… well, let's say that my brother acted like my lifeline in those days. His perpetual support was the only thing that kept me afloat. And since we're using nautical metaphors, The Kraken served to anchor me to try to forge a future, at least professionally." He didn't mention that his heart was still healing six years later, but Emma's sympathetic look seemed to indicate that she had caught the hint.
Silence fell on them for a few seconds while he felt the pressure in his chest loosen, as if he had freed himself of a burden after his confession. He expected some kind of words of encouragement from Emma and was even prepared for some expression of pity towards him. What he didn't expect was that she also decided to open her heart.
She seemed hesitant, struggling with herself, until after an almost imperceptible nod of her head, she downed the contents of her glass in one swallow and looked at him, her eyes showing a special glow.
"Well... Since it seems that this is a confession kind of night, here goes mine. I was also a bad girl. I mean, that's how they usually catalog you when you're a foster kid and you don't seem to adapt well to anything or to anyone. In my case, I was determined to live up to that description." She sounded quite restrained, but Killian did not miss the hint of bitterness in her voice. Before he could offer any gesture of support, she continued. "I ran away when I was sixteen and, like you, I got into some trouble. A few months later, I met this guy, Neal, and let's say we didn't use the most legal methods to survive."
Killian already knew from previous conversations that Emma was an orphan. She had also dropped some glimpses into her awful romantic experiences, but always without going into details. Until now.
"I fell for him like an idiot. Maybe that's why it hurt a lot more when he decided to run away and even worse, he got me involved in a crime he had committed years previously." Her voice trailed off as she clenched her jaw and averted her gaze for a moment. He debated whether he should reach for her or not but before he decided, she hardened her features and continued speaking in an unexpressive tone. "I would have ended up in prison had it not been for the fact that I was a minor and my social worker decided to take pity on me. She worked hard until I got included in a program that would help me graduate from high school and prepare me to gain entrance into college."
Only when she paused for another drink did Killian realize that he had been holding his breath. He also noticed that he had his right hand curled into a fist to the point that his knuckles turned white, such was the tension he felt when he heard Emma's story. He was aware that there was still more to come, but at least the worst part seemed to have passed since Emma's expression eased a little, much to his relief.
"And that's where the Arendelle sisters come in. Anna was my roommate during college but Elsa lived relatively close to the campus and we saw her quite often. You already know how Elsa is, always wanting to take care of others. For some reason, she seemed to be fond of me and took me under her wings, involving me in all kinds of activities and inviting me to spend every vacation together with them."
Killian liked Elsa. She was a kind, caring person, who always had a gentle smile or words of encouragement for the people around her. He was aware that the connection between Emma and Elsa was stronger than that with Anna, probably because they were more alike and because Emma saw Elsa as a kind of older sister since Elsa was four years older. He was thankful that chance or fate had put the two sisters in Emma's path, thus giving her the support she deserved after a childhood marked by loneliness.
"Well, that seems like it hasn't changed over time. I mean Elsa and her tendency to take care of the people around her."
"You're right, of course. In fact, during the time I was in New York after finishing college, she called me constantly to make sure I was eating enough." She sounded annoyed but the smile that appeared on her face was full of affection. "Speaking of New York," she paused for a moment, her expression becoming more serious. "We're already reaching the last chapter of Emma's pathetic life." She let out a humorless laugh before continuing. Once again, he was tempted to reach for her and offer her some comfort, but he restrained himself once again to let her resume her story. 
"I went to New York for a job opportunity and I soon met this guy there, Walsh. Everything went well for a few months until the company I worked for went bankrupt and I discovered that Walsh was cheating on me. So I took my belongings and returned to Boston with Elsa with a broken heart and hardly any savings. And you already know the rest."
"Well, I would say that our lives are no longer pathetic, Swan. Look at us, running a successful business and fulfilling our dreams in some way, me with my music and you with your creative magic and your pictures."
"It's not that bad," she admitted reluctantly while her lips twisted up in an attempt at a smile. At least the bitterness seemed to have disappeared from her voice and her features had softened. "Look at us at... " She paused for a moment while she looked around with a confused expression on her face until she spotted her phone and grabbed it, looking at the screen "...at almost two in the morning, listening to our favorite music and a little drunk.  And we don't have to get up early tomorrow, which is pretty fantastic and besides... At least for my part, I have my heart sealed so there is no risk of anyone breaking it again. So everything is fine, isn't it?"
Killian felt his heart drop into his stomach after hearing her last words, but he chose to ignore the feeling of disappointment that threatened to emerge, focusing again on Emma. She looked beautiful with her flushed cheeks and her emerald gaze intensified by her slightly watery eyes. Her innate beauty was undeniable, although he suspected that alcohol — and the moment of confessions — had something to do with those two aspects. Her speech had also become a bit slurred, so, although they hadn't drunk that much, he wondered if it was time to stop. Again, Emma surprised him before he could even open his mouth.
Her gaze shifted back to the phone she was still holding, her brow furrowed in an expression of concentration as she slid her finger across the screen, as if she were looking for something. The living room remained silent for a moment until she got up from the couch and the first notes of a song began to play. A well-known song. Again. 
Don't Stop Me Now. The song that had started this entire cathartic night.
"Tonight, I'm gonna have myself a real good time, I feel alive and the world I'll turn it inside out, yeah and floating around in ecstasy." 
Emma Swan was singing to him with a soft and suggestive voice as she stared at him. Killian remained still, watching her performance with rapt attention as he pressed his lips together to keep his mouth from hanging open. She wasn't an angel anymore, she was a goddess and he was totally at her mercy.
Well, his thoughts might run a little wild due to his state of semi inebriation, but then Emma offered him her brightest smile as she raised her hand holding up her glass and making the gesture of toasting. "Come on, we're having a good time." She hummed again as she grabbed his hand and pulled him up. He had no choice but to oblige, of course.
It was in this way, singing and dancing in unison to the rhythm of the music, when Killian was finally able to admit his true feelings. He was in love with Emma, that incredible woman, who had risen from her ashes and who, despite the darkness she had gone through during her early years, now was able to bring light to the people around her. His heart was finally healing, although it was evident from Emma's words that it would still take her a long time to reach that level, if she ever got it. Still, he set himself a goal, to try to keep Emma in the light and not let anything or anyone ever hurt her again.
"What the hell are you doing? It's two in the bloody morning!" Liam's unexpected angry voice brought him back to reality. He snapped his head in the direction of the voice and found his brother leaning against the door frame, his arms crossed over his chest, and a scowling expression on his face.
Although the music was still playing, the two of them suddenly stopped singing as they looked at each other and then at Liam. When he heard a giggle from Emma, he couldn't hold it anymore. A chuckle bubbled in his throat as the two of them looked back at each other and finally burst out laughing.
"Ha, ha. It's not funny, guys," Liam grumbled as the wrinkle in his brow deepened, causing their laughter to grow even more intense.
"Come and join us, Liam." Once the laughter subsided Emma gestured to Liam with her hand while offering him a glass of rum. "We're celebrating."
"Don't be an ass and have some fun even for just one day. Or night," Killian added while smirking at his brother.
"What are we supposed to be celebrating?" Liam ignored him and instead stepped forward and grabbed the phone to stop the music. Next, he focused his gaze on Emma as his features softened. It was obvious that his brother had a soft spot for her, and he didn't really blame him. The funny thing was that he had never felt jealous of his brother because, in his eyes, the relationship between Liam and Emma was rather fraternal, as if she were his little sister, which sounded a bit weird considering his own affections towards her…
Stop. Bloody hell, he was definitely drunk.
"We're celebrating—" Emma stopped for a moment while waving her hand as if she were holding a microphone, "that we're having a good time," she hummed, emulating Freddie's voice.
"So don't stop us now," Killian sang, going along with her.
Liam let out a deep sigh before raising his eyes to the ceiling while hissing, "Dear Lord, give me patience." Then he grabbed the glass Emma was offering him. "Why are we toasting now?"
"To us," Emma responded by raising her glass.
"And because a broken heart means that it still works," Killian ventured to add as he cast a sidelong glance at Emma for her reaction. Her head snapped in his direction as she held his gaze for a moment, her cheeks tinting a soft pink hue. She opened her mouth, but before she could say anything out loud, his brother came forward.
"Did I miss something?" Liam asked, his narrowed eyes flicking from him to Emma.
"Nothing," Emma hurried to answer after throwing Killian one last furtive look. "It's just that your brother seems to become a little sappy when he drinks."
Liam grinned, any trace of his previous anger faded from both his voice and his face when he found his favorite entertainment, messing with Killian. "He definitely can't hold his liquor."
"I'm still here." This time, it was his turn to sound moody. "And I can definitely hold my liquor."
"Whatever you say, little brother. Come on, we're going to toast one last time and then I'm dragging you to bed." Killian rolled his eyes, holding back a harsh retort. He instead focused on Emma again.
"Since it's so late, I guess my old brother would agree with me that you should stay overnight. You know there's room for you, Swan."
In response, Emma raised her glass, her lips curved into a wide smile. "Let's make a toast to us and to the succulent breakfast that Liam is going to prepare for these two poor hangovers."
This wouldn't be the first time Emma stayed for the night and, although Emma wasn't a morning person, it was always a pleasure to see her sleepy face first thing in the morning. While their glasses clinked together he hoped that these special moments would be repeated more often. He was willing to experience this sweet torture as much as possible.
//
Killian - December 2019
Saturday night. The adrenaline rushed through Killian’s veins and his whole body vibrated in anticipation of what was to come that night. He could almost feel the touch of the guitar strings on his fingertips, and how his vocal cords tensed, impatient to begin to work out their magic in the form of a melody.
This state of excitement was not something new to him. On the contrary, it was his usual condition on his concert nights. Everything was possible when he was on stage, he could feel it on every fiber of his being. He felt so alive in those moments, freer to express his feelings through the music. He felt powerful, able to get anything he set out to do. Well, almost everything.
The sounds around him brought him back to reality. He was behind the bar, following his usual routine on concert nights. He forced himself to act that way every Saturday night as a means of distraction, to keep his excitement at bay.
And tonight was not going to be any different. In front of him, two young women waited for their drinks. He offered them his trademark smile, a flash of white teeth and curled lips as he unfolded all his charms over the two customers. They, in turn, gave him bright smiles and suggestive glances, full of promise.
He was fully aware of the effect he had on the female clientele —and also on some male clients of course— but this kind of seduction game was just a part of his job. At the end of the day, he always went home escorted by his two favorite people in this world. His brother and his... well, his friend. For this reason, although his smile was directed at his avid clients, his gaze had only one goal, Emma Swan.
She was stunning that night, slipping through the crowd as she took photos right in front of him, teasing him like a bloody siren. Her choice of attire did not help to calm his agitation, but rather the opposite. She wore a tiny black top and black leather leggings, which, along with the heels she was also wearing, made her legs look slender. Her golden hair was pulled back in a high ponytail, which enhanced her features, making her even more desirable. A bloody siren.
He couldn’t take his gaze away from her. His eyes watched all her movements through the room and she seemed fully aware of his scrutiny. Maybe he was just imagining things, but the truth was that her suggestive movements were driving him crazy, especially when thinking that a little later they would have to share the stage.
His lips curled into a smile at the thought of their next performance together, his mind bringing to his memory the moment he unveiled the mystery and informed her of the song they would sing tonight.
 //
He hoped he had made the right decision. 
After their kind of impromptu and then failed date the night before, Killian was going to meet Emma early at The Kraken to begin rehearsals for their upcoming performance. As he waited, his mind relived, again and again, some of the moments experienced the night before.
Emma had come to the restaurant wearing the same bloody dress from two months ago when they met by chance in that bar. Killian suspected that she was aware of the effect her attire had on him, yet he did his best to hold her gaze and keep his eyes from straying a little lower. ‘Bloody hell’. The sole image of her impressive neckline was enough to make his blood run hot in his veins.
Something different was happening between them. It was such a subtle change that Killian still couldn’t identify its meaning, but from that fateful day that he confessed his feelings about Emma to Liam due in part to Belle's betrayal, it was as if his attraction to Emma had multiplied. He felt freer now that he didn’t have to hide in front of his brother's eyes. The hope that his feelings might be reciprocated became more and more intense, as Emma was closer than ever; more affectionate, more tempting. Maybe it was only a matter of time. Or maybe it was just his imagination and Emma still saw him as just a friend.
The temptation to choose a romantic song as an instrument to express his feelings had been strong. After the experience with ‘Because The Night’, the idea of following the pattern his brother had started was quite attractive. He had even created a list of possible candidate songs. But this time, he couldn’t use his brother as an excuse as to the choice of the song. This time, the weight of the choice fell entirely upon him. Maybe he would be exposing himself too much, risking her picking up the hidden message and pushing herself away, raising her walls again.
No, he couldn’t take the risk, not now that her walls were so low that the line between friendship and something else was so faint. He would choose a fresh, positive theme that would at least allow them to have fun on stage, but that at the same time would have a somewhat deeper meaning which he expected Emma to grasp.
Killian grabbed his guitar and began to play the first notes while clearing his voice and trying to adjust the tone to the song. Just then, the front door of the premises opened with Emma appearing there in all her splendor.
Emma Swan was not a morning person. Killian became aware of that fact shortly after meeting her for the first time. It was a day where they had to take inventory at The Kraken at a time when ‘it should be forbidden to get out of bed’ (her words). Her complaints and sulky expression softened only when she had ingested a sufficient dose of caffeine. This time wasn't going to be any different, of course. Her features were still marked by sleep, her eyes slightly swollen, and her lips pursed in an adorable pout.
She grunted something like "morning," and dropped into one of the bar stools, burying her head in her folded arms on the counter. Killian couldn’t help but smile as he set the guitar on the stage and moved behind the bar. He pulled out the to-go cup of coffee he had previously bought and gave her a gentle squeeze on her arm to get her attention. 
Emma raised her head enough for her eyes to detect the cup. "I'm still blaming you. Coffee is not enough." She pointed at him with an accusatory finger, but grabbed the cup and brought it to her lips, her throat emitting the most delicious sounds as a sign of appreciation for the hot liquid.
A few minutes later, Emma seemed to have recovered enough. A small wrinkle still remained on her forehead but she straightened her back and, at last, she focused her gaze on him.
"I need a reminder. At what point did this one-time thing become something else?" Her tone still had a harsh hue, but though her words were meant to be a reproach, her voice seemed to hide some amusement with the whole situation.
"Since we started using it as a business strategy, maybe? Or because you and I had a good time up there?" he offered, pointing toward the stage. Then he leaned over the counter, invading her personal space. "Or perhaps because it's the perfect excuse to spend time with a devilishly handsome guy?"
Emma rolled her eyes, a faint smile adorning her lips. "We already spend all our time together, I do not need any excuse." The fact that she had not denied the devilishly handsome thing didn’t go unnoticed by him, a wide smirk pulling up the corner of his lips.
"Shall we start the rehearsals now that the caffeine has taken effect?"
Emma let out a puff of air through a loud sigh. "Okay, if it has to be... Can you just tell me which song we are going to sing?"
Killian cleared his throat as he gave her a mischievous look. Then, he just hummed.
“Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time I feel aliiiiive”
Her eyes widened in recognition, a soft blush coloring her cheeks. Good. That was what he intended, for her to grasp the implications of his choice.
"Seriously?"
“And the world I'll turn it inside out - yeah
And floating around in ecstasy”
"You're serious, aren’t you? You want me to sing ‘Don’t Stop Me Now’? Why?" She seemed pleasantly surprised by the choice, but Killian did not miss a hint of disappointment in her voice. He tried not to read too much into it, but still, the idea that she might be somewhat disappointed because she expected a more romantic song caused his stomach to make a small somersault.
Killian stepped out from behind the bar and approached her, wrapping his arm around her shoulders as he pulled her to her feet. "Because we already have experience singing this song together. Because it brings me good memories. And because we'll have fun."
"We'll have fun," she parroted his last words as she tilted her head slightly, seeking his gaze, her eyebrow raised in question. "There's something else, right?"
Killian wagged his eyebrows at her, schooling his features so as not to betray the delight it meant to him that she knew him so well. "Well, I've prepared a musical base that can fit well with our voices. Besides, there may be another surprise..."
"Like what?"
She was both intrigued and excited; he could tell both from the slightly demanding tone of her voice as well as the intensity of her gaze, so Killian decided to go a little further with the game. "I'm thinking maybe it's a good idea if we leave the surprise for Saturday..."
"Don't you dare, Jones." She cut him off while hitting him in the chest with the palm of her hand. "I won't get on that stage without knowing what I'll find on it."
"Oh, but sometimes facing the unknown can be exciting, Swan."
"Just tell me."
"If the lady insists..." Killian let out a heavy sigh of resignation to give more effect to his confession. "I'm going to play the piano."
Her eyes widened in surprise as she stared at him with a strange expression on her face. "You mean Saturday on stage?"
He nodded his head, holding her gaze. "This song brings me very good memories, although some may be somewhat blurry. You know what I mean..." Before continuing he winked at her to emphasize his words. Her reaction was as expected, she offered him a look of complicity as she bit her lower lip in an adorable and yet so tempting gesture that he had to suppress the sudden urge to kiss her. "What do you say, Swan? Are you willing to create new memories with me and with the help of the piano?
The bright smile that blossomed on her face did nothing to mitigate the desire to finally taste those lips. Her response also did not help in the least, to be honest.
"But no alcohol is allowed before going on stage, okay? I intend to remember every detail of our performance." This time it was she who winked at him before separating from him and heading towards the stage.
He needed a few seconds before reacting, unable to decide if that game of seduction recently initiated by Emma was innocent, hiding a promising meaning or, on the contrary, was just a way to torture him. Oblivious to his inner turmoil, she went up the stage first and held her hand out to him. "Shall we begin then?"
Bloody hell. He was so fucked up.
 //
“Killian! You start in five minutes.”
Liam's voice coming from the other side of the bar brought him back to reality. Killian shook his thoughts away for at least a while, looked in his brother's direction, and nodded his head. 
Killian didn't miss that while serving, Liam was chatting animatedly with Elsa. Fortunately, she had already recovered from her cold, and, in her words, she wouldn't miss their performance for anything in the world. Actually, Killian had begun to suspect — he was totally blaming Emma for this — that her usual presence there lately had another explanation.
Elsa even had come up with a plan for the next day that included the four of them. A soft chuckle escaped from his lips when Killian remembered Emma's reaction to this new plan, looking at him while raising an eyebrow in a barely subtle gesture, as if she were saying, ‘See? I told you so!’
Killian paused for a moment to observe them. Liam and Elsa were totally focused on each other as they chatted as if they were sharing something confidential. Killian wondered if maybe he should ask his brother about this change in attitude towards Elsa. He wasn't quite sure what the most appropriate way to approach the subject would be, given that Liam's relationship history was rather sparse.
He shook his head making a mental note to share the news with Emma later. Now he had to focus on his performance. He went into the office to pick up his guitar and tune the strings before starting. When he came out, he headed toward the stage. The pre-performance adrenaline ran through his veins, his muscles tensed in anticipation.
Emma was already waiting for him in her usual spot, on one side of the stage, a wide smile of encouragement drawn on her face. If things were different, he would kiss her senseless before climbing the stage. For now, though, he could only settle for a tight embrace. Their bodies joined for a few seconds while he buried his face in the crook of her neck and inhaled her intoxicant scent. He had become accustomed to these hugs as a prelude to his performance. It was as if the contact with her body gave him the necessary energy to give the best of himself up on the stage.
Before pulling away, she gave him a soft kiss on his cheek as she lightly squeezed his arm. He, in turn, took two deep breaths and smiled back as he nodded. He was prepared. Emma held up the camera as she told him, "Don't think I’m taking my eyes off you for a second."
"I would despair if you did, love. I'll see you in a while up there." He winked at her before walking to the center of the stage where Liam was already announcing the performance.
As the public began to clap and cheer, Liam stepped aside and patted his shoulder. Killian turned his head, looking for the sound engineer, and nodded subtly. His heart pounded against his rib cage as the music began to play, wrapping the entire room. He closed his eyes for a moment and when he opened them, his gaze sought Emma. 
There she was, in the middle of the crowd, right in front of the stage, camera in hand. She smiled at him as she nodded. 
That was all he needed. 
His fingers slid over the strings of the guitar, creating the first chords as his vocal cords began to vibrate, and from there the magic appeared in the form of a melody.
For the next little while, he devoted himself to the music. He let it flow through his body, as the public accompanied him enthusiastically, chanting the songs, and cheering him on with applause and whistles. 
Despite being focused on music, he kept track of Emma's movements. She, in turn, kept taking pictures of the crowd, but above all, took many more of him. He couldn’t wait to have her by his side. Although he would never acknowledge it, Liam's idea of Emma singing with him had been brilliant, on all levels.
He continued to sing a couple more songs, moving around the stage and encouraging the audience to sing along with him. Tonight there was something in the atmosphere that made him feel more exhilarated than on previous occasions. He let himself go and enjoyed the most of the moment. After one last song in which he gave everything of himself, the moment to share the stage finally came.
The last musical notes still echoed in the room when he grabbed the microphone with both hands and set out to introduce Emma.
"Thank you all, you are the best!" he shrieked, his breathing trying to normalize after the last song. "We still have one last performance as an encore for this special night. I ask for the loudest applause to welcome a great and talented person, a good co-worker, and the best friend that anyone can have. I present to you all, Emma Swan!"
She was ravishing tonight, he thought as he watched her step onto the stage. He was going to have a very hard time concentrating while Emma looked at him in that intense and suggestive way. Her lips curved into a smile he wanted to erase with his own lips on hers. But he was a professional first, so before the music began, he gave her a brief hug as he handed the microphone to her. He could feel she was nervous; this was new to her, after all. In an attempt to reassure her and before he took his place at the piano, he whispered in her ear, "Remember the rehearsals, love. Let yourself go, everything will turn out well." He squeezed her arm slightly, Emma nodding with a small smile. Then he walked over to the piano, trying to pull himself together.
Once more, he closed his eyes for a second, put his hands on the keys and, after two deep breaths, began to sing.
Their performance was everything he had imagined and more. Killian was especially inspired with the piano that night even though he hadn’t played the instrument for some time. That night, though, his fingers slid over the keys as if they had a life of their own. His voice sounded totally tuned, fitting with Emma's to perfection.
Perhaps her presence was what inspired him to give the best of himself. She was a goddess on stage. Maybe it was his partial vision because of his feelings for her, but the truth was that she was a natural up there. Once the initial nerves were over, she got into the performance, encouraging the crowd to sing with them. She jumped around and gestured towards him at times, like during the line ‘give me a call’ in which she simulated she was holding a phone while holding his gaze. He was surprised that he could be so attuned to the music with such distraction in front of him.
When the performance ended, his heart was beating frantically against his chest, his body was sweating but he felt elated, the discharge of adrenaline had had its effect. He couldn’t resist the temptation and pulled Emma towards him, wrapping her in a tight embrace to which she responded with the same enthusiasm, to his satisfaction. After a few seconds, they separated a little, but they held their arms around each other's waists. The public was still roaring and cheering around them, so they thanked them with a bow as they waved their hands.
Before leaving the stage, though, Emma had something prepared. She grabbed the microphone again, addressing the audience, her voice still sounding slightly breathless after her performance.
"Thank you very much to everyone for joining us tonight, and we hope to see you again next week for a new session of 'Saturdays in Concert.' Remember, you can visit our website and leave your comments there. And you can also choose what song you would like us to sing together next time. Thank you!" Emma applauded the audience, getting well deserved new cheers. Killian was impressed with this brilliant woman. She not only was able to shine on top of a stage but had the ability to seize the opportunity to boost their business. His admiration for her grew at times.
The ovation of the crowd accompanied them on their way to the bar, where Liam and Elsa were waiting for them. His heart swelled in his chest as he saw the proud smile his brother was wearing. Liam's approval meant the world to him, after everything he had done for him in recent years.
"Very well done guys," Elsa greeted them with an amused smile. "You two make a great team up there."
"You don’t have to thank me for having this great idea," Liam added, waving his hand in front of them.
Emma snorted at Killian’s side at Liam's words and he was about to reply, but then he realized that Elsa had looked away as her lips curled into a thinly concealed smile. He followed her gaze, seeing that what Elsa was watching was his hand and Emma's, which had remained entwined since they left the stage.
That didn’t seem to matter to Emma since she made no attempt to free her hand, so he ventured, giving her a slight squeeze, while his thumb brushed her palm. Far from pushing him away, she turned her gaze to him, her lips drawing a small smile, matching his own. He then looked at his brother, who was giving him a penetrating look that contained a special glow. He could also notice that Liam nodded almost imperceptibly. It was as if he were telling him, without needing to express it aloud, that he was following the right path on his journey to win Emma's heart.
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Two hours later, all the customers had left The Kraken with the exception of Elsa, who had even helped them clean up after closing. Ruby and Robin had also left the premises, so there were only the four of them left, a picture that was becoming quite common lately, something that he didn't mind at all.
They were now sitting at the bar sharing shots to celebrate another successful night. It was nice to share these moments of camaraderie with the most important people in his life. The addition of Elsa to the small group was an incentive, as it had been like a breath of fresh air, giving them the opportunity to carry on new experiences.
And that was what they were talking about at that moment, about the new idea Elsa had suggested as a plan to hang out together. The idea of going ice-skating at an outdoor artificial ice rink that was open during the winter hadn’t seemed too attractive at first. Killian had barely skated previously and felt a bit clumsy in that aspect. But little by little, he began to see the advantages of the plan. Since both he and Emma seemed to have the same level of clumsiness, perhaps they would have to hold on to each other to avoid falling to the ground. 
Yes, it was definitely not a bad idea. Not at all.
"I'm not sure I like that plan." Emma, sitting next to him, didn’t seem so convinced. "I mean, it's freezing outside, and I don't want to fall on the ice. Just thinking about it makes me shiver." She groaned as she crossed her arms and rubbed them with both her hands as if she wanted to warm herself up. Her lips pursed into a pout that was meant to show annoyance, but which Killian found adorable.
"Oh, come on, Emma, we'll have a good time. Don't be afraid of falling. Besides, exercise will make you warm up quicker," Elsa encouraged her.
"Well, guys, I don't know about you, but I'm starving. What do you say if we close and go to the restaurant next door? You're coming with us, aren't you, Elsa?" Killian raised an eyebrow at hearing his brother refer to Elsa directly. He didn’t want to get his hopes up, but all this looked promising.
That's how they ended up at a twenty-four-hour restaurant eating pizza at two in the morning. They chose a booth away from the entrance, with Elsa and Liam sitting together on one side, while Emma and Killian were on the other side. Sleep seemed to have abandoned them all despite the hour, no one was in a hurry to go to bed. Instead, they chatted nonchalantly about any subject that went through their heads, making the half-empty premises fill with their voices and laughter.
At some point, Killian put his arm around Emma's shoulders as she placed her hand on his thigh, close to his knee. It was an innocent gesture, just a display of affection between two close friends. He was aware, though, that the image they gave to the rest of the people was quite different. Anyone who saw them that way would think of them as a couple. But as long as he could maintain that confidence and closeness with Emma, he couldn’t care less what people might think about it.
What he had with Emma now was so precious that he wasn't going to risk losing it by acting hastily. He had the impression that Emma might feel more for him than a simple friendship, especially if he compared it to her relationship with Liam, the other person closest to her. However, her fear of ending with a broken heart again kept her paralyzed. 
He just had to be patient and show her again and again that he wasn't going anywhere. And these new opportunities offered by both his brother and Elsa were bringing them closer. For that reason, the plan to go skating was so attractive. It was the perfect excuse to maintain the physical contact between them, something to which he found more and more difficult to resist himself.
Perhaps if he added an incentive to the experience, it would improve even more. The corners of his lips rose slightly as an idea settled on his head. "What do you think, guys, if we make a bet?"
The three of them looked at Killian with the same expression of confusion on their faces. Once he got their attention, he continued.
"The first to fall to the ground tomorrow will have to pay for a round of drinks for the others."
The first to react was Elsa, who smirked while rubbing her hands together. "I like that idea. I know that no matter what happens, I'm going to get free drinks tomorrow."
Liam, though, didn’t seem so convinced. "We aren't especially skilled in this matter. I don’t get the point. It's very likely that the first thing that happens as soon as any of us step on the ice is that we fall."
"You know I like a challenge, brother. What do you say, Swan? Are you aiming to get this idiot to buy us some drinks?" As he spoke, he held his arm even more tightly around her shoulders, drawing her closer to him.
"Yeah, we're gonna beat you, Liam."
"Hey, that's not fair. This is supposed to be an individual competition and you two have already allied against me," Liam grumbled, frowning as he pointed to both of them.
"Don’t complain, you have an expert to help you stand up. You're going to help my clumsy brother, aren't you, Elsa?" Killian cocked his head slightly, his teasing words disguised in an innocent tone.
Elsa's cheeks flushed furiously, raising Killian's suspicions that something between them could come up. He would be glad if that happened. Liam had been so focused on taking care of him in the first place and then running the business and trying to keep it afloat that he had barely had time for himself. Elsa was perfect for him, sweet and calm but with great determination. Maybe Emma was right and they just needed a little push…
Liam's sigh brought him back to reality. He seemed to have resigned himself because then he held up his beer. "Okay, do we have a deal?"
Everyone toasted as a way to close the deal. The friendly talk still went on for a while. Killian hoped the next day's plan would bring them at least as good a time as they had experienced today.
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It was a cold, Sunday afternoon. Killian adjusted the beanie he wore to protect himself from the cold and rubbed his hands together in an attempt to warm himself. He could feel his fingers were almost frozen despite the protection of his gloves. The idea of ice-skating was no longer so appealing to him, especially as the cold filtered through his bones as he waited for the lasses. They were late.
"There they are, at last." His brother gave Killian a nudge to catch his attention as he pointed to them.
Bloody hell. Emma was impressive on that Sunday afternoon. She wore a beanie, her golden hair falling in curls and framing her features. Her cheeks had a rosy hue, her bright eyes and her gleaming smile were enough to warm both his body and his heart.
The two brothers greeted the two friends with kisses on their cheeks. After a brief chat, they all approached the skating rink and slipped on their skates. The moment his feet came into contact with the ground, he had to cling to the railing to avoid falling. Bloody hell, this was going to be more complicated than it seemed at first. How on earth would he stand on only two blades on that slippery rink?
Killian looked around; both Liam and Emma had the same problem keeping their balance. Emma's expression even showed a little panic. Fortunately, Elsa soon came to their rescue. Since she was the expert on the subject, she stood before them, prepared to give them a little lesson. Elsa taught them the basic motions, showing infinite patience to their endless questions and reassuring all their fears. Killian listened attentively, feeling somehow like one of the children Elsa taught to skate. He was willing to absorb everything she could offer him if that would help him stay up long enough not to be the first to fall.
"Okay guys, so far we’ve only done the theory. Now let's start practicing slowly. You two look at our movements," Elsa said to the two brothers. Though her words held their usual soft tone, she imprinted a touch of firmness in her voice. "Emma, come with me."
"What? Why me?" Emma cringed a bit at his side, her panicked expression became more evident.
"Come on, don’t be afraid. I won’t let you down." Elsa's soft, reassuring voice seemed to have an effect on Emma. When Elsa held out her hand to her, she seemed hesitant at first, but then grabbed her friend's hand firmly.
That's my girl, he thought with pride. The two women moved in front of them, Emma emulating Elsa's movements as she tried to keep her balance. The addition of Emma to this kind of masterclass was an incentive, no doubt, since it was the perfect excuse for him to observe her carefully. Once Elsa made sure that the three of them had assimilated the basics it was time to move to the next level. She offered Emma her hand again. "Now let's skate a bit through the skating rink. Slowly, just so you can gain confidence, okay?"
Emma nodded hesitantly but gripped Elsa's hand firmly. Both began to move away with slow movements at first, Elsa holding Emma's hand as she did her best to move without falling.
Slowly, Emma was gaining confidence in her movements, adding a little more speed as she slid down the rink. Killian couldn’t take his eyes off her, following her every move. He felt bewitched by her rosy cheeks just as much from the exercise as from the cold of their surroundings; by her hair dancing in the wind as she moved. And by her smile, hesitant at first, but that was widening as her confidence increased. She was a goddess and she seemed to perform a show just for him. 
At least it was what he deduced when he realized that Emma took any opportunity to look for his eyes, her gaze so intense that it could take his breath away.
"Close your mouth little brother." His brother's voice filled with amusement brought him out of his reverie.
He finally turned his gaze from Emma and fixed it on Liam as he mumbled. "I don’t know about you, but I'm trying to learn not to be the first to fall. The bet is still up, older brother." His lips curled into a smirk as his eyebrow rose defiantly.
Liam snorted at his side but didn’t reply to him. They both continued to stare at the ladies in silence. A few minutes later, the two lasses skated in their direction, both of them clearly excited as they approached.
Maybe it was the speed or maybe Emma still didn’t have complete control on the skates at all. Regardless, the truth was that she rushed directly at him with so much momentum that Killian had to hold onto her with one hand and cling to the railing with the other to avoid both of them ending up on the ground.
"Easy, Swan. You don’t want us to lose the bloody bet before we start playing."
"Whoa, it's been incredible." Emma made no attempt to move away from him, to Killian's satisfaction. It was a delight to see her with that level of emotion, vibrating in his arms.
"Okay, next level." After catching her breath, Elsa continued. "Since Emma is no longer a beginner, I'm going to take Liam now, while you, Killian, let Emma guide you. Remember, guys, it's important to keep the balance point; don't lean your weight on the other person, use your joined hands as support to keep your balance. And don't be afraid, let yourself go and have fun!”
Killian had to admit that he had some respect for the ice. He had always preferred water in its liquid state and found it much less dangerous to sail in a rough sea than to slip on the damn slippery ice. But he liked a challenge. He had set a clear goal, that he and Emma would stand for longer than Liam. And, if to beat his brother he had to skate, so be it.
"What do you say, love? Do we show these two what we can do together?" As he spoke, he offered her his hand and she took it with determination and a smile drawn on her face.
"Sure, let's go."
Emma grabbed his hand and they began to move, moving away from the safety offered by the railing. It was much more difficult than he imagined; he had to make great efforts to avoid falling to the ground. Still, having Emma by his side was an incentive as she managed to convey the confidence he needed to keep moving.
They began to move faster, the grip on the ice felt firmer, and Emma's support helped keep his balance. Once overcoming his initial fears, Killian found himself enjoying the experience more than he imagined at first.
The initial cold he felt was gone. The mixture of exercise and seeing Emma with that carefree, happy expression as she gripped his hand while occasionally smirking confidently, was enough to warm him.
Killian looked for his brother and found him a few steps ahead of them as he tried, and almost failed, to keep his balance. Despite Elsa's help, Liam didn’t seem to be having a particularly good time. He moved his free hand up and down, unable to control his body on the skates. Killian's lips curled into a smirk. It was only a matter of time before Liam fell to the ice.
After a few minutes, the self-confidence he felt was such that he dared to let go of Emma for a few seconds. She wanted to take a picture —how not?—, so she let go of his hand while looking for her phone and skated away a few steps to get a better angle. After taking a couple of photos, she came up to him again, with somewhat hesitant movements as Killian reached out and pulled her to him. He held her in his arms as they regained their balance. When they found their stability again, Emma held up her phone to take a couple of selfies of the two of them together, immortalizing the great moment they were experiencing.
"It's my turn now, Swan. Hold on there for a moment." Killian felt the need to take a picture of Emma to capture the joy they both were feeling. He skated slowly, moving away from her, took his phone out of his pocket, and took a few photos, capturing the image of Emma all excited, vibrant, and joyful.
Just as he began to approach her again, something happened that froze his heart and paralyzed him completely. Killian watched in horror as a damn reckless guy swooped past Emma at full speed, causing her to fall to the ground, her head and shoulder slamming into the icy surface.
"Emma!" A gasp escaped his throat as he staggered, suddenly feeling the damn skates as an obstacle to reaching her. When he finally got to where Emma lay on the ground, Killian knelt, his gaze traveling frantically over her face to determine her condition. "Emma, love, are you alright?" He didn’t bother to hide the worry in his voice. It was at that moment that he discovered she was bleeding through an open wound just above her left eyebrow.
Emma looked confused, but fortunately, she hadn’t lost consciousness. She tried to sit up, but a wince of pain crossed her face as she reached for her left arm. "Shit, my shoulder hurts like hell."
"Do you think you can get up, love? You're going to get frozen on that bloody ice." Killian realized that it was hard for Emma to fix her gaze, so his worry grew, his heart caught in his throat.
Liam and Elsa arrived at that moment, Elsa kneeling at his side with concern marked on her face. "What happened?" Without waiting for an answer, she continued. "We have to get her out of here, her clothes are soaking from the ice. Liam, can you help us?"
When Killian looked up at his brother, his gaze met the damn asshole that had caused the problem. He was a little away talking to a group of people, totally oblivious to what he himself had caused, laughing and having a good time. The sight of the unconcerned dude in contrast to Emma's pitiful situation was too much for him.
A sudden rage seized Killian, clouding his reason. "I'm going to kill that asshole," he mumbled as he sat up abruptly, arms on both sides of his body, his hands curled into fists and his jaw clenched. He felt an urgent need to discharge all of his fury and worry in the form of a punch to the face of that guy with the aim of erasing his stupid grin.
Just as he was moving toward the guy, something slowed him. His brother seemed to see his intentions, because he reached him in an instant, his firm grip on his arm preventing his advance and causing him to turn. "Hey, Killian, look at me."
Killian forced himself to take two deep breaths, trying to calm his inner rage. Reluctant at first, he finally looked at his brother. When Liam seemed sure of getting his attention, he began to speak in a slow voice. "Believe me, brother, I'm the first one who wants to go for the guy who's harmed Emma, but we have a priority. She needs you now."
The mere mention of Emma’s name was all he needed to come to reason again. He took a deep breath once more, trying to slow his racing heart, letting his fury fade away. Killian nodded then and knelt, taking his previous place beside Emma.
He searched her gaze for any hint of her condition. She looked back at him, but her eyes had lost all of their previous vivacity. "Emma, let's get you up. Do you think you can walk?" She nodded in silence, the corner of her lip raised slightly in an attempt of a tiny smile.
Killian's heart broke when he saw her in that state. A few minutes earlier she was full of life and now she was barely able to stay conscious. It was as if the fall had drained all her energy. Although his inner rage still persisted, he tried to put all his efforts into ensuring her well-being.
They managed to get her off the rink and reached a nearby bench. Emma had started to shiver, so he didn’t hesitate and took off his coat, something that took longer than desired since his trembling fingers refused to cooperate. He then put it over her shoulders while rubbing her arms in an attempt to warm her up.
Elsa was trying to plug the wound over her eyebrow, but this one was still bleeding and from the grimace on Emma's face it looked like her shoulder was still aching. They had to take her to the hospital.
He searched her gaze again. "Emma, love, we're going to take you to the ER, so they can check your shoulder and head, okay?"
She nodded again and finally spoke, her voice coming out as barely a murmur through a small smile. "It seems that I lost the challenge and it’s my turn to buy you all a round of drinks."
A wave of affection swept over Killian, along with an almost irrepressible desire to take her in his arms. He felt unable to hide his feelings and at that moment, he couldn't care less.
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Thanks for reading. Let me know what you think :)
What to expect in the next chapter? Just a reminder, this is not an angsty story... We'll know the consequences of Emma's accident and we'll also have the opportunity to learn a little more about both Liam and Elsa's backstory.
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rickyxginaa · 4 years
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Request: Could we get one about Ricky finding out Gina is staying
Part One
*****
Ricky turned his car off as him and Nini were sitting in her driveway in silence.
“Hey,” Nini placed her hand in Ricky’s to grab his attention, “Are you okay?” Ricky stared at their intertwined fingers, remembering the look on Gina’s face when she noticed them holding hands just moments earlier. He felt like he had done something terrible knowing that he probably should have mentioned to her that he was now dating Nini. Ricky asked himself if he really should have.
He knows that him and Gina weren’t exactly your most platonic friendship. The pair had been seen flirting multiple times in rehearsals, in the hallways and basically anywhere else you could find them. He reminisced on all of their conversations they would have late at night when the other couldn’t sleep or the times where her face would light up whenever he would sing to her one of his songs he’d been working on. Finally, Ricky thought back to the homecoming dance and their ride home afterwards.
That damn kiss on the cheek.
Who knew that one little peck could change him forever?
But then she went away.
Gone just like that, no phone calls, no text messages. She just ... left.
Ricky’s world was turned upside down for days. He didn’t have the same eagerness to show up to rehearsals as he did before. Whenever he thought of a funny joke, he would turn to tell Gina and stop himself because she wasn’t sitting there next to him. Gina had no idea how much she hurt Ricky which is why he remained distant from her when she came back for the show. And now that she’s staying? Ricky didn’t know what to do.
So he decided to go back to what he knows best, Nini. The one thing he knew in his life would never have any change was their relationship and he found comfort in that. Ricky tightened his hold on Nini’s tiny hand, “Yeah, I’m just tired. Nothing to worry about.”
Nini dropped her eye contact with Ricky and looked down towards her lap. Her thoughts were running a million miles a minute. With her acceptance to YAC, Nini had a huge decision to make. Go and pursue her dreams or stay here with all her friends and family. She knew what the right choice was but it didn’t make things any easier. She did have to handle one thing first which happened to concern the handsome boy sitting right next to her.
Sure, hearing him saying those three words she’s been waiting to hear him say for months was amazing. But as much as she loved hearing them, she had to question if either one of them truly meant what they said back in her dressing room or if they simply got caught up in playing the roles of Troy and Gabriella and having to act lovey dovey with each other for the past few weeks.
She knew she loved Ricky, there’s no doubt in her mind that he will always have a special place in her heart. He was her first love, her first everything.
But then life happens, and maybe her first love wasn’t meant to be the only love in her life.
Nini turned towards Ricky, “Can I try something real quick?” And before he even had a chance to answer, Nini grabbed his face and kissed him. When they pull apart, Nini’s mind was made up. Their kiss in the dressing room and their kiss now felt the complete opposite. Like the passion was only there before because they believed they were doing the right thing by getting back together.
“Did you feel anything?” Nini questioned.
Ricky paused, and as much as he wanted to lie and say that yes, he did feel something, he knew he couldn’t.
“It’s okay. I didn’t either.” Nini gathered his answer without him saying a word.
Ricky leaned back against his seat, “Do you think we made a mistake?”
Nini let out a laugh and sighed, “I think we made a huge mistake.” Silence fell among the teenagers, both of them contemplating on what to do next.
“What do we now?” Ricky asked the million dollar question.
“Well, I think we go back to being the best friends we used to be. We were always good at that.”
“Yeah we were, weren’t we?”
Nini waited a moment and spoke again, “I think you should go to Ashlyn’s, Ricky.” Ricky gave Nini a look, unsure of where she was going with this. Nini wasn’t as naive as everyone perceived her to be. She picked up on what was going on between Ricky and Gina for weeks and how close the two have gotten. At first, she was jealous but now, it puts everything into place.
“I need to focus on myself for a while, like seriously this time. And you, need to go talk to a certain someone.”
“So does this mean we’re broken up? Again?” Ricky couldn’t help but feel a weight lifted off his shoulders.
“Yep, and we couldn’t even last a full day! But I most definitely broke up with you this time.” Nini and Ricky both fell into a fit of laughter. There was no bad blood between them whatsoever, just two stupid teens making stupid decisions at the wrong time.
Once their laughter died down, Nini reached over to hug Ricky, “Thanks for the ride home. Goodnight Ricky.” Nini grabbed her belongings and exited Ricky’s car. Ricky watched as she entered her house, waving one last goodbye to her.
He knew what he had to do.
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The doorbell rang, interrupting the game of Twister that was happening in the middle of Ash’s living room. Big Red accidentally flinched at the sound therefore causing everyone to pile on top of one another. Gina, EJ, Carlos, Seb, Ashlyn and Red all burst into laughter as they tried to untangle themselves and failing miserably. Eventually, Gina was able to pull herself free, yelling to everyone that she’ll get the door.
Party games apparently weren’t the group’s forte so Ash decided to turn on her Spotify playlist at full volume and everyone collectively started to dance around each other, having the time of their lives. Gina smiled at the sight as she walked towards the door. This was all she’s ever wanted, and now she has it.
As she opened the door, she came face to face with the one and only, Ricky Bowen. Gina was taken aback at first, and then made sure no one was looking before she stepped outside and quietly closed the door behind her.
“I thought you said you were going home.” Gina tried to mask her hurt as she spoke.
“I was. Then I realized I had something more important to take care of first.” Ricky’s hands were shaking as he fought the urge to just take her in his arms and never let her go. But he knew he couldn’t do that, not now at least.
Gina crossed her arms and looked everywhere but at Ricky, knowing that the second she made eye contact with him, her emotions would pour out of her. She had just gotten him and Nini out of her mind and here Ricky was, forcing her to remember that he wasn’t hers, and he never will be.
“What, Ricky? What was so important that you had to come here?” Gina could tell her facade was starting to slip but she really just wanted to go back in with her friends instead of dealing with whatever Ricky had to say. She knew deep down that she was actually happy for them, that her two friends found love with each other once again. She just wasn’t really great at showing it.
“Nini and I made a mistake. We knew we only went back to each other because we were caught up in everything that was happening at that time and we thought getting back together was the answer.” Gina’s silence allowed Ricky to continue, “So, she broke up with me. We decided we were better as friends and honestly, that’s all we will ever be.”
Gina was shocked. Out of all the things she thought Ricky would say, it definitely wasn’t that. She tried not to get too excited because she knew that things never go the way she wants them to and she refused to let herself get hurt again.
“So, what does that mean?” She anxiously asked.
Ricky stepped closer to her, “It means that I want us to go back to what we had. Before all the drama. If that’s okay with you?”
A part of Gina wanted to say no, to push him away again to protect her own heart. But another part of her figured that maybe for once in her life, she could just let herself be happy. Here he was, the boy that made her heart skip a beat by just one look, the boy who takes up her thoughts 24/7, asking her for a second chance. How could she say no?
Gina’s lips formed into a small smile as she nodded, “That’s more than okay with me.” Ricky let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding as he grinned from ear to ear.
“Do you want to come in?” Gina giggled, unable to control her sudden happiness.
“I thought you’d never ask.” Ricky follows Gina into the house with the music still blasting and all the theater kids inside cheer happily as they see Ricky come in. Ricky makes sure to greet all of his peers before he goes to find Gina, who’s dancing to the beat of the music. He saunters up to her, holding out his hand.
Gina furrows her eyebrows, “I didn’t really think you were the dancing type.”
Ricky shrugs his shoulders, “Guess there’s a lot of things we still have to learn about each other.” Gina smirks and happily takes Ricky’s hand as they dance wildly among all of their friends.
Maybe there was hope for them after all.
a/n: i wasn’t even planning on a second part and i def didn’t mean for it to be this long BUT  we had to have our rina happy ending :,) again thanks to the lovely @itspassionfruit​ for the request!! i hope you liked it <3
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luminouswriter · 4 years
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YOU ARE WHO MY HEART HAS BEEN WAITING FOR.
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BELLARKE.
Bellamy
Sometimes we let the ghosts of our past roam free all around us. Allow them to become a part of us. We don’t let go of the weight and in turn it just crushes us over and over. We expect the scars to fade, the wounds to heal. But how can that happen when we don’t let go, we choose to live in those old memories.
Both Clarke and Bellamy knew all about that. Bellamy trying to get over his ex that left him heart broken and Clarke who for the first time in her life tried to do something for herself and it back fired, now she’s scared to do something, just for her.
The night air was heavy. Bellamy stood outside his balcony, he runs a hand through his dark messy curls anxiously waiting for her, of course won’t admit that, he won’t admit to himself that as he stands here he is waited to take a glance at the beautiful girl that always passes by his apartment building on Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays. And because it scares him how this girl he has never spoken to or knows he exists ignites something in him as soon as he lays eyes on her. There is a pub just across the street that’s holds live music. And by the guitar case she’s always running with he guesses she must perform there. It’s taken everything in him not to get into that pub and watch her perform but he knows if he does that, he’ll have to talk to her and that scared him, moving on, actually moving not one night stands scared him. As he watches her pass by and stand outside the club, something about her was different, she paces back and forth outside the club it looks like she’s contemplating going in or not until she does but he can’t get the bleak expression out of his mind. He finds himself running into his little apartment picking his blue hoodie off his white couch slings it over his white t-shirt, in a hurry he decides against changing his changing his grey sweats, he takes his black vans, puts them on and rushes out his apartment into the pub. Its crowded, every table full so he stands by the bar. “You want anything?” A brunet haired bartender asks and he picks up on the flirtatious tone in her voice, not trying to pass off his usually brooding look he smiles politely and shakes his head “No… I’m good for now” he says, she smiles at him he can tell she’s looking for another angle to use to talk to him. “Ladies and gentlemen please welcome on of our favorite artist, the reason why her days performing is the busiest” the MC says cheerily and Bellamy turns to the stage “Please welcome Clarke griffin” he says and leaves the stage. Cheers fill the pub and he leans onto the bar. She graces the stage and he can’t help the smile that forms on his face. He thought she was beautiful before but her under that stage light, red lipstick, blond curly hair in a bun he thought she was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen. She smiles at the audience but he can tell there is a sadness behind that smile. She sits by the round stool at the center, moves the mick closer to her and swings the guitar over her shoulder and she starts singing. The sound of her soulful voice easily becomes his favorite sound. He could tell the difference from when she got on stage to now, she was lost in her music believing every lyric that she sang about lose and love and he could tell it was personal. He can relate to it, being heart broken. He had wallowed in it but ever since he noticed her outside the back ally nervous and beautiful something happened inside him, something that he recognized as falling for someone but it was weird he has never talked to this girl all he does is glance at her for a few minutes but still, a part of him was slowly opening up and that terrified him, but right now in this moment he was kicking himself for not being in her presence soon enough.
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This is the sixth time his seeing her set. Still hasn’t given into talking to her, right now he just loved hearing her sing, he knows that if he talks to her he won’t be able to deny that he was falling for her. He thought it was ridiculous, falling for someone who you only saw from a distance but he couldn’t help it.
CLARKE
Clarke entered her little studio apartment, put her guitar case by the door and keys on her table flopping herself into the couch she groans, feeling more tired than usual but her face was smiling. Her door opens and her head shoots at the door “Wells” Clarke shouts ” he grins and sits next to her resting his head “Sorry I missed your set work was crazy”
Clarke looks over at him and smiles “It’s okay…. You are allowed to miss a few seeing as you’ve been coming with me since I started singing outside at little deans. He chuckles “Yeah”. Wells and Clarke have been best friends since they were kids. Clarke and her parents moved into the building that Wells father owned and that was it. Ever since then they’ve done pretty much everything else together. When they graduated high school, Wells went to college to study engineering but he drove two hours most weekends to watch her perform.
“So how was it” he asks looking over at her. Her eyebrows crease the way they do when she’s thinking hard. She sits up and turns her body to face him and he does the same putting one leg on the couch he gives her a curious look.
“I’ve noticed a guy there, he comes to watch my sets…”
Wells’ face grows concerned “like a stalker?”
She chuckles “No…. atnleast I don’t think so…. he watches me sing then leaves right after, or maybe it’s just not mine and I’m … just you know”
“But why hasn’t he spoken to you?” he asks
Clarke shrugs “Maybe he… he just comes for the music and you know…. I’m just trying to flatter myself”
Wells puts a hand over Clarke’s hand that she was using to fiddle with the loose threads coming out of her black denim skirt “He wouldn’t be the first one…. A lot of people come to see you…. Just you. You’re a star, so yeah he could be there to see just you because his in awe of you and your talent,” the pride in Wells voice always warms clarke’s heart. Wells and clarke’s dad have always been her biggest fans and cheer leaders. Clarke leans her head on his shoulder “Thanks” she mutters.
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Its Fridays and Clarke finished performing, she noticed him again, she leaves the stage packs gets her bag putting it across her chest and carries her guitar case in her hand. Outside the pub, She stands under a poll with a yellow light glowing above her. Its noisy, people going in and out of the pub. Clarke checks her watch, it’s not as late as she thought it was still wishing could be here sooner. “You were amazing in there” A husky voice says from behind her and she turns, its him, looking up at him, She doesn’t mean to but she takes him in, black boots, dark jeans and pink hoodie that makes his brown skin pop, his hair black and messy like it always is. Even in these clothes she can see the outline of his fit body. He moves a little closer.
“Thank you…..” Clarke says smiling, allowing the warmth came with him to settle in her belly.
A slow smile forms on his face and he nodes. He hopes his eyes aren’t giving away just how beautiful he thinks she is by the way his looking at her, he can’t help it, her beauty can’t help but me admired.
The way his looking at her makes her feel like melting right in front of him….“You stayed” Clarke says, trying not sound to surprised or eager. He seems a little confused so Clarke continues “I’ve noticed you…. Lately. You watch me play and when I leave stage and peep…. You’re gone” She masks her disappointment.
He clears his voice, Bellamy’s face is softer than usual. He lets out a little laugh, his a little embarrassed, he didn’t think she noticed him “I hope I didn’t scare you….. I uh I live right behind the pub, the apartments on the other side, I’ve seen you pass by and decided to come in one day and… I just started coming”
She has a huge grin then lets out a little laugh “Huh… so I have my very own groupie” she smirks and he burst out laughing, amazed by her.
He puts his hand over his heart “Its my pleasure to be your groupie” he winks at her, giving her a crooked smile.
It felt like a current of electricity was washing through them. In this moment staring into each other’s eyes if felt like yesterday was long forgotten, yesterday when they hadn’t talked. It was all about right now, as much as it scared both of them as much as their fears were tugging at them to not give in, it seemed almost impossible to walk away from this. Bellamy knew he didn’t want to rush and crush, as much as the feeling Came crushing down at full speed he knew he needed to take a step back and analyze his feelings. He was someone that had his walls up, someone that most people were scared to approach, other than his sister Octavia and best friend’s miller and murphy he didn’t really have a huge group of friends, miller’s boyfriend Brian and Murphy’s girlfriend Emori also part of that small group. Bellamy felt deeply, that is why his break up with Gina shook him. He was all heart, most people didn’t know that.
Clarke didn’t know what she was doing, Usually she was more logical, used her head instead of her heart but it was hard right now. She just met the guy and she was already convinced he was special and that scared her more than anything. Her life was chaos but why did it seem like he could be her safe space, because maybe after a long time she felt safe, safe to be happy and not worry about her mom’s addiction or her father’s work or if she should give up singing.
Bellamy rubs his hands, a nervous tick of his “I uhh… I just … wanted to say you’re amazing up there. You sing and believe every word… you’re just…..special…” for a second they just stare into each other’s eyes. Clarke has electricity coursing through her vain, and tears threaten her eyes, mainly because she hasn’t felt special in a really longtime, she averts her eyes away from his and into the street then back to him “Thank you” she says sincerely. That wordless eye starring moment befalls them again and Bellamy clears his throat and gives her another crooked smile “You’re welcome….. I ahh I gotta go… I’ll see you around clarke” his hands in his pockets he turns around and starts walking away when Clarke calls out “Hey groupie” Bellemy turns on his heals to look back at her, his hands in his pocket he raises his eye brow at her . “You didn’t tell me your name”
He nodes a small smile playing on his lips “Bellemy blake” Clarke smiles and nodes her head “Okay” she says.
“Okay” he says softly, he lingers for a second, turns and walks away, disappearing into the street corner leading to the ally.
Clarke watches him until she can no longer sees him, she can’t help the smile that stays on her face.
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