Unloving you
.
There is a trail of you running down my spine
Seeping, bleeding, taunting
On sheets and grass
Clawing at my legs
Caressing my wrists, my cheeks
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I am shedding the evening light that shone on your face
The shower water that hit your skin during late afternoons
Your morning laugh that washed over me like something holy
.
Splitting into two, six, fourteen, ten?
It doesn’t matter
It’s only a number they say
My head on your chest and your hand around my heart
Drinking and staring until the clock aims zero
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We danced, turned
Stood fixed in time
The statues we made melted long ago, drunk and deforming
Drifting back into wind and sand
Seeping to places and the matter they whence came from
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Back - rewind - static - beginning
Starts with hope, with fear, with reaching and falling
An ending so blue and bruised
From clinging onto a facade
Did I ever have you?
Biting, ash and shells
I sift through watercolours that once bled symphonies
.
I am still holding your phantom like my life depends on it
I can’t let go yet
You are in my skin, my dreams, my sight
I still love you
I still love
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Hope is like the sun.
If you only believe it when you see it
you’ll never make it through the night.
In Memoriam, Carrie Fisher.
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after some thought i have decided to create a writeblr! my name’s river, and you might know me from my main, multifandom blog @missorgana. i’m an aspiring writer, director and english student, and i write both fanfiction and original stuff, which is why i’m moving all my original writing to this blog, while fanfiction stays on my fandom blog!
i’m a hopeless romantic, lover of shakespeare and mary shelley, science fiction, horror and ya are what i’m mostly caught reading (if i have time to read at all besides uni, that is cries), while also being a self claimed cinephile/movie fanatic and lover of harry styles and lizzo.
one day i hope to write a full novel (or several) and hopefully a lot of screenplays, and direct movies myself! let me dream okay. i also have plenty of wips but not anything near a full novel or book - but a wip page will be up sooner or later. besides that i write poetry that isn’t really poetry, short prose and thought streams and i want to have a place to share all that, as well as hopefully develop and improve my writing as well.
if my mutuals and other writeblrs would share this i’d very much appreciate it! and reblog if u are a writeblr yourself so i can get lots of lovely blogs to follow! and talk to me about romeo and juliet, please! 💖
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philippedeclermont → lokiluafeyson
In honor of Loki’s premiere next week, new url is a must! I had this url for so long but now I can finally use it.
Still tracking #useraphrodite and now #lokiluafeyson as well!
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literature family edits ★ hermione granger for @jordietveld
I mean, you could claim that anything’s real if the only basis for believing in it is that nobody’s proved it doesn’t exist!
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The Wreck of Our hearts - Sleeping Wolf / Between Us - Svrcina /
Skin and Bones - Ruelle / Astronomical - Svrcina/ Carry you - Ruelle ft. Fleurie
One - Sleeping at Last / Only Love - Pvris / I’ll Keep You Safe - Sleeping at Last
Journey (ready to fly) - Natasha Blume / Don’t Let Me Go - Raign / Medicine - Daughter / Still Here - Digital Daggers / Warrior - Beth Crowley / Love has no Limits - Fleurie / This is ot the End - MILCK
So, I can’t wait, I had to make a new Reylo fanmix, based on the events of The Rise of Skywalker. Hope you like it as much as the other one! You can listen on Spotify and 8tracks. (On 8tracks some tracks are missing, just stick with me for a while ;))
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