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konigceo · 2 months
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oh okay my bassist and drummer aren't gonna play sonne so now it's just the guitar (me) and vocals ! i'm gonna cry now
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vexwerewolf · 7 months
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Showrooms of LANCER Manufacturers
IPS-N
IPS-N showrooms are what you'd get if you slammed a truck dealership, a hardware store, a camping gear shop and a sports bar together in the Bass Pro Shops Pyramid. We're talking row upon row of shelves stocked with the most precision-engineered engine parts you can print on one side of the floor, and on the other, durable, hard-wearing survival gear. Camping stoves you can run off of your mech's coldcore, sleeping bags that'll survive a HEX charge, automatic camo cloth, the works.
Right down the middle, you've got the mech floor. They've got the Tortuga. They've got the Blackbeard. They've got the Drake. They've got the Lancaster and the Kidd. They've got the Vlad (they put a chain-link fence covered in DO NOT TOUCH signs around that one after the infamous CFO's 10-year-old Incident). They've even got the Raleigh, kinda tucked away a little bit behind the water feature, but it's there!
Everything on the shop floor is ruggedized to the point that you could take a mech's fist to it without leaving a dent - and they sometimes do that to demonstrate the engineering quality. There's a giant screen hanging from the ceiling displaying constant advertising for the mechs and IPS-N in general, usually striding purposefully through idyllic Diasporan wilderness or doing hard, honest work like starship loading or construction. There's a mixtape of the most famous bro-country hits playing 24/7.
Smith-Shimano Corpro
In a word: bespoke. Everything in this place is custom. Each and every desk is individually built according to the height of the salesperson who sits behind it, and manages to be a unique art piece without disrupting the overarching aesthetic of the showroom. Whenever there's a change of staff on the sales floor, they rearrange every single desk so that they're still in ascending order.
All of the salespeople are inhumanly pretty, by the way. This atelier has its own fully-staffed makeup and wardrobe team. You're part of a work of art when you work for SSC. Everything and everyone gleams. Even the most chic visitors might feel underdressed in the midst of all this splendour.
The mechs aren't just there to be sold, they're there to be part of the experience. You might see a Monarch holding up the ceiling like the titan Atlas himself. A Mourning Cloak might be posed provocatively like a nude statue. That Swallowtail - is it in a slightly different position every time you see it, or is that just its camouflage decals? How does it always manage to be just inside your line of sight, even when you're looking somewhere else?
They have a catwalk, like you'd see at a fashion show, but it's sized for mechs. If they really think you might make a purchase, they'll queue up the entire performance for you, and you'll get to see a Viceroy strut.
The mix tape for this showroom is a seamless mixture of complex jazz, psychedelic ambient and classical piano music. It's sophisticated and mysterious.
Harrison Armory
Imagine if America could be a showroom. Harrison Armory mech outlets are part dealership, part museum. Every mech is in its own diorama, depicting some heroic event in the Armory's glorious history. A phalanx of Sherman Mk. Is holds the line against some Diasporan slaver-tyrant's army. A Saladin fends off Karrakin hordes during the Interest War. The Genghis Mk. II? Oh, that diorama isn't open right now, it had to be closed for *coughcoughcough* and *coughcoughcough* but let's move on shall we heh heh
Everyone who works here has been in the Colonial Legion at some point, and knows every specification of the mechs they sell off by heart without even looking at their slate. If possible, the Armory tries to employ people who have actual combat experience with the mechs they're selling; people who can speak to the efficacy of their technology first-hand. It's one of the many programs which the Armory has open for retired veterans; it's easy work for decent pay, good benefits and it looks great on your Social.
The music here is a constant loop of patriotic Armory anthems. If you've ever heard the music from Starship Troopers, or the Outbreak of War from Star Ocean, you'll know what I'm talking about.
HORUS
Being a decentralized omninet collective with no official branding or even consistent manufacturing standards, it should come as no surprise that HORUS has no showrooms.
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blubble-lake · 8 months
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WK saying he doesn't remember Betty in the same way as Simon, yet the madness he projected onto PB made it so that she was bent on being together with him- another thing is that the feeling of badly wanting to marry someone isn't a trait of the crown itself, but rather bc of IK. It seems like he didn't want to deal with the feelings he had with Betty, so he thought that shoving it on someone else would be less of a hassle. Simon seemed to question that too, even though he didn't know of the projection at the time:
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He had his own set of problems, though our IK never considered doing that kind of act in his days; it made me think that the Simon of the WK universe was probably just questionable in general and part of that personality carried over even after obtaining the crown, so I sort of wonder what he was like back when he was just a human. Though some behaviors can be hard to determine on if they were caused by the crown or bc of the original host's nature, seeing as WK was supposed to be a Simon but only with ice powers and without the "madness", he was possibly just more of a manipulative person compared to our Simon having genuine kindness.
Other bits of him include:
His sharp teeth only appearing when he yelled that CQ can't be helped (they were flat in every other instance)
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Him having the ax bass (obtained at an older age than the fake ice Marcy) while the real Marcy isn't present for some reason
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Him obviously lying about conquering the crown through "sheer force of will" (which probably made Simon feel inferior of his own abilities in that moment)
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--all small pieces that showed off who he really is; he's likely carried an aura of 'looks can be deceiving' for a very long time
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peachsayshi · 3 months
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Hi Peach! I’m pretty new around here but I’m here to get in on your WIP tag. I wanna take a sneak peek at two different things but to save the effort for you to not do that I would really wanna see what the next Older Brothers Best Friend Geto x Reader pt. 4 🫣
“whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same pt. 4”
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✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄ older brother’s best friend geto x female reader ⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧ 
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ˏˋ°•*⁀➷  minors / ageless / blank blogs (dni)  ↬・tags: (check my masterlist for previous parts) tension; alcohol consumption; reader is gojo’s sister; reader has a big fat crush on geto; size difference; kind of angsty but that's because I'm keeping this as an on going drabble as ideas hit me; this ends a bit abruptly but there will be more parts once I conjure up some other ideas( age gap; reader is 22 and geto is 27
⥽ notes: hello! thank you so much for reaching out, and I'll be happy to add you to the tag list! I was originally going to share just a snippet, but in honor of suguru's birthday I decided to go back and clean up the next part to share with you! I know I said I was taking a break from geto fics but something sparked when I reread this XD I hope you enjoy this update hehe
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You're hyper aware of the confined space, of the sound of the car slowly purring when Suguru hits the acceleration, of the intoxicating aroma wafting off of his body, and of the gnawing, aching silence that's hanging heavy in the air.
The two of you haven't said a single word to each other once you dropped off your friends. Suguru tried to eliminate the awkwardness by turning on the radio, but the sound of the low bass was only matching the erratic pace of your heart.
You squeeze your hands into two small fists on your lap, keeping yours eyes on the road as you tuck your bottom lip between your teeth. Your cheeks sting with embarrassment, the heat scorching the apple of your cheeks. You bounce your leg up and down, trying to steady your breath as you muddle through your jumbled up thoughts. A shiver ripples along your exposed spine when you recall the bubbly tone of your friends voice, cringing to yourself as you hear her sing "isn't that also the name of the guy you have a crush on?"
You would do anything to hurl yourself out of the car at this very second.
You aren't even sure if you should apologize profusely for her behavior, or to try and offer Suguru some semblance of an explanation behind her statement.
A hand finds your thigh, a gentle touch bringing your awareness to the present. You gaze down and stretch out your tense fists, fingers spreading where the tips barely touch Suguru's palm.
You freeze.
He lightly traces his thumb back and forth, the tender gesture forcing your will to look up at him.
His sharp eyes are still on the road, and he relaxes into his seat while using his other hand to steer the wheel. "Relax, sweetheart," he coos warmly, a hint of a grin ticking at the corner of his mouth, "I'm not going to bite."
There's a tickle in your throat when you speak, your voice leaving your body in timid horror. He makes it so hard for you to conceal yourself - like you're a an open wound bleeding freely before his eyes.
"I'm mortified," you admit quietly, shameful tears forming as the champagne bubbles in your veins.
Suguru's hand doesn't leave you, but hearing your reply cracks the gentle grin on his face.
"Why are you mortified?" he replies steadily, his brow quirking with intrigue but there's a playfulness in his tone that makes you wary, like he's trying to pry the answer out of you himself.
"Um, because of what she said-" you exhale, as you turn away once Suguru tries to catch your stare. You return to look at the tips of your fingers so close to his palm, the slither of distance sending tingles up your forearms.
"Don't sweat it. Besides, nobody is worse than Satoru, right? He's particularly embarrassing when he drinks," Suguru consoles.
You swallow nervously at the mention of your brother, wishing that Suguru didn't bring him up at this very moment. You mindlessly extend your index finger out, the pad slightly ghosting Suguru's knuckle, and your heart flutters when he flexes at the featherlight contact.
The car halts abruptly, and your heart stops.
You didn't even notice that you made it back home.
The street lights around you glow like a thousand stars, a dewy mist hindering their radiant halos. Suguru lifts his hand away from your thigh to shift the gear into park, and you feel an unwanted chill from the vacancy.
"Yeah," you anxiously snigger, trying your best to play off the moment with ease but there's something in your heart that's stopping your performance.
You're defenseless against the influence of the alcohol in your system, the mask you've so carefully been wearing cracking to lay bare the truth beneath.
You breathe out as you undo your seat belt.
"It's just..." you carefully add on, your courage bravely egging you on to just tell Suguru how you really feel.
There's no point in lying, you reiterate. Come clean.
When you turn to face him, you find yourself faltering once again. He looks bigger than he is with you both trapped inside the vehicle. The expanse of his broad shoulders stretching across miles. His dreamy eyes pierce through your own irises, plunging themselves right into the depths of your soul. You're suddenly shrinking under the heat of his gaze, curling into yourself like a small creature hiding in it’s shell.
Suguru tilts his head, always considering you thoughtfully.
"Just?"
You angle your body towards him, wishing you could just pour out your feelings in an effortlessly cool manner. You think about how Utahime, Shoko and Mei Mei act. Each one of them moving and flowing with self assurance that you can only admire.
Right now all you have is the softest parts of you, your delicacy at the forefront. All the drinks you've consumed have eroded away the shield of your concern, and you feel everything spin once again while Suguru remains firmly in his own place.
Strong. Poised. A beacon that your heart keeps gravitating towards again and again. It pounds in your chest - thump, thump, thump - and the longer you linger in his space, the less you find yourself willing to resist your own desire.
"Remember when we um...when we kissed?" you feebly inquire, a slight shiver making your shoulders tremble.
Suguru's eyes dip to your lips, the memory an anchor of temptation that constantly weighs him down when he's around you.
"You were...guiding me, a-and you said something along the lines of how some guys like it when the their partner can be...assertive..." your body moves faster than your mind can catch up with itself. You inch closer, leaning your torso forward as you tilt up your chin to place your face directly in front of his. "There's...there's something I need to tell you..."
Suguru's expression transitions from curiosity to caution. He visibly stiffens when you close the gap, your innocent lips brushing against the corner of his mouth.
"Sweetheart," he mumbles warily, but releases a petite sigh when you press firmly down.
A peck so small for a gesture far, far too big.
"Would it be so bad if I said it?" you wonder, when you notice him visibly stiffen. "Would it be so bad if we just-"
Your mouth goes dry at the thought, your stomach twitching with uncertainty. Your hands find his shoulders, and you trace the outline of his lips with your own, lingering for just a minute as you hold his gaze.
You faintly lick your lips before moving in for a real kiss.
Just like he taught you.
You feel his palm against your waist, a wave of goosebumps bumping all over your bare skin. Suguru parts his lips to grant you entrance, and you hungrily slip your tongue in for a taste. You ribbon your arms around his neck, whimpering gently when he digs his fingers into your flesh. He eagerly returns the kiss, in the same way he did before when the both of you were lying horizontally on his couch. Your lips crush together, your tongues locking into ties and twists.
He drags his electric touch upward, slipping underneath the flimsy fabric of your top. You gasp into the kiss as his fingers tease the curve of your breast, grazing the underside and making you sink your own digits into the forest of his shadowy mane.
But just when you've almost lost yourself into the haze of your addiction, Suguru suddenly pulls away.
Your name spills out of his lips in frustration.
You widen your eyes slightly.
For as long as you've known the man he's always ever addressed you with one of his many cutesy pet names.
His "sweetheart", his "doll", his "princess".
Every one of them left his lips with indifference but they always held so much affection while maintaining a safe distance of attachment.
But hearing your name, which always leaves his lips like an affliction, which he only calls out in moments few and far in between, seizes your heart pitifully.
"We shouldn't," Suguru points out, his voice deeper than the color of his midnight hair. "We can't."
You thought about the girl he was kissing on the night of his party. The way his body tangled in between the fabric of her purple dress.
"Why not?" you press, anticipating your long awaited answer.
You wanted to hear him say it himself - to admit that there was somebody else. Maybe the rejection will help you finally get over this long winded crush. Maybe the heartbreak is just what you needed to set yourself free.
Suguru's hand was still resting precariously underneath your top, but neither of you were perturbed by the intimacy of your bodies loosely intertwined.
"Because," he breathes out bitterly, “I told Satoru that I wouldn't."
Your jaw goes slack, your mouth dropping in obvious surprise when you part your lips.
"You...what?"
There's a twitch in his jaw. He dotingly presses his forehead against yours, allowing his eyes to flutter close. Leaning into the touch of the one thing he's forbidden to have.
He slithers his hand away, and your body twinges in agony, like it's begging him not to. Tears prick your eyes, but you aren't sure if it's because you can feel your heart crumple or if you're simply overwhelmed.
"I shouldn't have-" Suguru murmurs, "I shouldn't have let things go so far."
"But-" you sniffle, blinking back your tears and your reaction makes him instantly pliable, like you can mold him easily between your fingers
"Satoru is too familiar with every part of me. Too familiar with my history. The good, and the bad." Suguru explains, "And he's fiercely protective of you."
The truth sinks in, the awareness of yet another obstacle in your way.
You slump in your seat, feeling foolish for not considering the extent of how deep their friendship lies. "Oh."
Your hands fall away from around his neck, and you fidget as you shift to look forward. Your chest hiccups as you try to resist the full shattering of your docile composure.
Suguru's eyes don't leave you.
"I should...um,..." you announce with a furrow of your brow, shedding all aspects of your embarrassment and grief in the hopes to leave them behind in the front seat of his car. "I should go..."
You gather your things, ignoring Suguru when he calls out your name a second time. You slam the door behind you, your heart effectively dwindling into nothing but ashes at your feet.
One tear falls, and then another. You initially perceived that the strike of rejection would bring you a sense of catharsis, a final out of the clutches of these sinking emotions… but you didn't expect the sting to hurt this dreadfully.
You carry your feet with as much strength as you can muster to your front door, fumbling with the keys as you struggle with blurry eyes. You sniffle quietly to yourself again when you insert it into its lock, taking a minute to compose yourself before stepping inside.
You freeze taking a step over the threshold when a brush of warmth traces the outline of your waist.
There’s a shadow that drowns out the light behind you, whispering for your return.
You spin on your heel to find Suguru behind you, his lamenting eyes apologetic.
You quickly wipe any rogue tears away, clearing your throat as he takes another step forward.
“Please,” you beg, “let’s just forget about it…”
Suguru nods his head - not because he wants to, but because he has to.
He doesn’t ask for permission when his hands grip your waist, nor do you deny him the access.
“Please, don’t cry,” he soothes in return, his voice angelic and lovely. “Seeing you upset kills me”
You know it’s the truth.
Suguru has always been blunt about how soft he is towards you - even going as far as putting Satoru in his place when your brother tries to overstep.
“I’m fine, just tipsy…” you lie.
Suguru doesn’t point out your fib - taking it at face value even though he doesn’t want to. You nuzzle into his arms when he extends his embrace, enveloping yourself into his protective hug.
One his hands seeks your jaw, and he cradles it with care, ensuring to handle your fragility with a delicate caress. He tilts your face up towards his helpless eyes, hoping you’ll eventually make peace with this like he did. His thumb traces your bottom lip, he tugs at the muscle and watches it gently bounce back. Resisting the urge to kiss away whatever pain he’s caused.
“I don’t want you to think that I don’t want this, because I do,” he confesses, maintaining a balance between the scale of your relationship lest you feel weighed down by him. “You make me feel things that I shouldn’t.”
He seals the truth with an honest peck and a spark ignites inside you but you hastily put out the flame.
Yet, his admittance eases some of your woes and you count the minutes passing as you two linger into the kiss far longer than intended.
tags: @brownskinnedgirll @chibigetoo
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dreaming-tonite · 10 months
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Pierced (through the heart)
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A/N: my last time writing anything of any kind that isn't academic was 2 years ago and if I say I'm not rusty that would be one major fucking lie but the brainrot is real and I just need to get it out LMAO
Pairing: Hobie Brown x afab!reader
Warning: pwp, my Hobie Brown body (dick) piercing agenda, very brief oral (giving), I’m very horny for this man and it isn’t very hard to tell
Word count: 1.3k
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Hobie Brown had a penchant for putting holes in himself, quite literally, and if anything, it was perhaps one of the first things you noticed about him.
(You told him the piercings were what got you, but even he would know that it was a pathetic attempt of a cover-up on why it seemed so hard for you to peel your eyes off of him. But bless his heart, he only took your deflection with a knowing glance and a slight, smug tug at the corner of his lips.)
(Since we all knew, the piercings were just the tip of your downfall when it came to this man.)
You probably knew where each stud was placed better than you know your own face — two on both brow bones, several running up the curve of his lobes, an industrial of his left ear that he got after a drinking game at the pub which he usually left empty.
He had made sure to tell you that it was, in fact, a drinking game that he won, but decided to do it anyways for the spirit.
Hobie was anything but a lightweight, which you would have believed even without much convincing, but there was something about the way he had to let you know that simply made you want to pretend otherways just to rile him up.
There was the one at the side of his nose that appeared out of nowhere one day but suited him so well it almost seemed like he was born with it. This was where you slipped, when you pretended to notice it sometime into your conversation, as if you didn't pick it up as soon as you took your first proper look at him that day, and asked as nonchalantly as you could if it was new.
But he left you no mercy that time, because he too would be lying if this wasn't exactly what he wanted.
"Huh," he hummed, the sound rumbling from the back of his throat and sending shivers down your spine as he looked at you straight. The glimmer in his eyes was evident even under the dimmed lights of the noisy pub, the drumming of your pulse louder than the bass pounding in your ear when his lips split into a teasing grin, "someone's been keeping notes on me, hm?"
He wouldn't admit the fire that set off when you looked away shyly, confirming that it hadn't just been wishful thinking on his part that you looked at him differently than you did anyone else.
Then there was the truly distracting one, your one true vice. You melted into puddles the first time you felt his lip ring on you in the form of a sloppy, heated kiss at the alleyway after one too many shots, the explosion of one too many stolen glances and lingering touches until the tension finally broke.
His hot breath fogged your sense until all that was left was him — the mix of beer and liquor in his mouth; calloused hands from years of guitaring grabbing you at the waist and holding you flat against him when your knees got weak; the slight chap of his lips reminding you that this moment was so, so real when you were starting to wonder if you had simply dreamed this all up.
Your fingers clawed at the fabric of his sleeve, bodies curving into each other.
And there it was, that darn lip ring in the middle of all this.
He swore he could have combusted when your teeth tugged at the ring slightly as you parted, your eyes hazed over and glassy from desire.
It glistened under the lights and you nearly let out a pathetic whimper when his tongue ran across his bottom lips, pushing the ring to the side in the process.
"My place or—"
"Yes," you felt braver than you had ever been and your hand tugged at the front of his vest as you repeated, lips just hovering next to his, "yes."
Hobie Brown usually had a lot to say about most things, but even he could not spare one more second to utter another word in that instance.
You thought that he already had quite a few going on above the neck, you had no idea what you were in for until the clothes come off.
His shirt was the first to go in a messy tugging of hands, immediately revealing the several studs lined up at his collarbone, prominent and calling out for your attention. You would have spent your sweet time sucking and nibbling on him if he would let you, but neither of you was in the mood for all of that pretence after such a long wait.
Next time, you thought to yourself, lips trailing down the center of his chest as he leaned against the mattress, head throwing back when he felt your hands grabbing impatiently at his belt.
The buckle clamoured before coming undone and with it the thick, studded belt that he always had on. One thumb hooked under the elastic of his underwear, the faint happy trail lined up under his naval beckoned your eyes lower as he pushed his skin-tight trousers down.
Nothing could have prepared you for what you saw.
Two more, sitting at the crook of his pubic bone, as if the sharp line that made up the downwards V was not enough for the eyes. You gulped as your gaze drailed further south, your face heating up as you took in his half-hard erection.
There was no way this man didn't know what he was doing with all of this.
The bar nuzzling underneath the base of his shaft was just the tip, you could not help but press your thighs together when you saw the many silver studs lined up on the downside of his pulsing cock, a thick vein popping just underneath that glaring ladder of bars.
There you were, on your knees between his thighs as fabric pooled around his ankle, warmth pooling up in your mouth and traveling to your core while he stared right at you. Dark eyes hooded with lust, you wanted to whimper when his palm reached down to your head, tipping you back just so gently that you were facing him directly.
The other hand found its way to the base of his cock, fisting it in his hand. He could be so show off sometimes, lips curling when your eyes widened at the shiny silver at the crown of his tip.
You darted your tongue out when you followed the silver ball to see the bead of pre leaking from the slit.
"You gonna do something, or you're just gonna stare?"
He did not have to ask twice, and the loud groan he let out when you took him into your mouth almost made you cum without being touched right then and there, the bumps under your tongue as you started bobbing your head made you wonder just how heavenly it would be when you felt it inside you.
And as he usually did, it absolutely blew your mind.
Hobie Brown had and continued to have you in the centre of his palm, which you no longer cared to deny anymore. But even then, it was still completely out of hand when he just wandered in one day and tugged you to the side to a corner away from the crowd before rolling his tongue out without a warning.
The last thing you needed on this man is a tongue piercing, as if he wasn't already very good with his mouth already.
"You like?" he asked, smug and knowing.
Hobie let out a laugh when you tugged at him by the arm straight out of the door, not bothered at all when you turned around to send him a sharp glare.
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christinarowie332 · 6 months
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“parasite” chris sturniolo x reader
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warnings: lots of swearing, gruesome imagery??idfk . suggestive ?
toxic situation ship between reader and chris ….
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parasite .
your phone lights up for the seventeenth time in the last 5 minutes .
"just fuck off man" you whisper to nobody as your phone is flipped over with an exasperated sigh.
exactly 7 minutes ago you got an instagram tag from some random kids account . ignoring the name of the account your eyes flicker over the first few lines in the caption , you pick up on "chris sturniolo" and "girlfriend" along with "public kiss" . your eyebrows furrow and make a home over your now searching eyes and parted lips . your heart drops once again once you click on the actual post with shaking hands .
It's him . your chris . your chris with a girl who looks nothing like you , the exact opposite . She's beautiful . Her jawline is almost drawn in , a sharp angle which blends perfectly into his , as one of his hands holds the side of her waist the other placed on her throat . He's kissing her . your fucking chris . you leave absolutely no time to grieve . as fast as the tears pooled in your eyes you blinked them away . you tilted your head upwards and took a deep breath , exhaling a fast quick one, laughing in disbelief . you shook your head to yourself and straightened your back before sending the post to Chris himself .
"cute thing to find out over instagram chris" you added with the post .
realistically , he isnt your chris . yes you have been seeing each other for months , but you have never once said your together . he says "i'm just not ready baby" "cmon y/n , you know it's not like that , your the only one i want , i'm just not ready yet"
fucking dick
That takes us to now . you sit with your knees to your chest, your deep breaths forcing your breasts to be slightly squashed under the pressure as your lungs rise and fall . The blanket holding you is the only comfort you feel staring at the floor .Holding your vape weaving it between your fingers and flipping it around in your hand . you blink out of your trance at the sound of your phone vibrating next to you . you tightly close your eyes , feeling a slight vibration in your forehead at the hard tension . you open your eyes again and grab your phone which is displaying a call . "dickhead <3" .chris . I went to answer the call before hesitating for a second to take a deep breath .
"i dont wanna hear shit from you chris" you say before even getting phone to your ear
"y/n thats not me bro , i swear to god" he whines out slightly , desperation in his voice clear .
you let out a dry chuckle and roll your eyes , " fucking liar bro , I SAW THE FUCKING PHOTO CHRIS." you exhale a shaky breath and wait for his response .
your left with only silence , hearing him breathe and the distant faint bass in the background .
"not ready my fucking ass , seven months chris . seven months i have wasted , i can't believe you . seven fucking months i have waited for you . seven months i have spent falling in love with you , while you were fucking-" you cut your self off , realising you have absolutley no idea what he has been doing . your bottom lip quivers slightly before you purse them together , biting down hard enough to draw blood .
"im sorry" after a few seconds of silence he finally replies . his voice slightly gruff and hourse .
"fuck you" you say before ending the call and trowing in to the other side of the sofa . it slides under a pillow slightly .
the moment your phone isn't in view . the knot in your chest finally snaps , you feel your heart finally snap and the remaining hope for him go with it .Your chest shakes in the same motion as you sob . fingers that were harshly digging through layers of sweaty skin in your palm make their way to your hair , pulling so hard it could snap . The nausea comes back , turning your stomach like the seasons over a too familiar seven months .
it's only when you hear the front door open do you get up from your pit in the sofa curled up into yourself . you turn your body still sat, feeling confusion and fear in equal parts . your heart rapidly starts beating, enough to snap a rib . you try and take a breath as you stare at the door frame , expecting the worse , said breath gets caught as you hear soft steps approaching you , your eyes widen as you search around your now messy living room . searching for a weapon, or your phone , your eyes scan the room rapidly , grabbing a candle that was sitting on a coffee stained table .
"y/n?" you hear his voice before you see him . His hair is wet , along with his shoulders and upper arms , turning his light grey sweatshirt into a messily patterned sight . his eyes soften as he sees you . searching your expression . Then his eyes flicker to the candle raised in the air , furrowing his wet eyebrows , tilting his head in confusion before curling his lips into a shy smirk.
"a candle ? really?" he says, widening his smirk and taking a step towards you .
he stops in his tracks as you take a step back from him , lowering the candle and throwing it softly on the couch .
"i need you to hear me out , y/n i-"
"Why are u here" you say blankly . " i'm pretty sure i was clear that i was done with you"
his eyebrows twitch at your words , hurt and sadness very evident on his face . his shoulders relax and head tilts slightly .
"I told you it wasnt me . I meant it . I meant everything I said . everything i have done and said . I meant it ."
your eyes search for a lie in his eyes . you find none. What you do find is guilt .
"meant what chris ? what have I meant to you . a fuck buddy? a friend? a fan? please tell me because i dont fucking understand !" your voice which was once cautious and small slowly grows louder , stepping closer to him yelling . "please fucking tell me what it means . who the fuck am i to you !"
his face which was once soft and understanding turned and twisted into a gruesome one . His soft kind features turning sharp like his jawline , which flashes as he turns away from you .
The warm lighting in the room grows colder . The cold aching in your fingertips soothes the burning in your cheeks as you run your hands over your face in exhaustion . as your face is covered by your hands you miss as he swings his body towards you and steps just inches away from you . grabbing your face in his hands and forcing you to look up at him . your eyes scan his eyes franticly , looking between his unreadable one . it's there u see him soften and his eye twitch before taking a deep breath , anxiety poisons the air between you as he moves the hair from your face with his hands.
"look, y/n , you are what i want , i know that , i've always knew that .im just scared ."
it feels as if with just his words , he plunged his hand into your chest. through your cracked and broken rib cage , destroyed by months of deep breaths , your lungs abusing their cage. it was like he managed to find the exact places he broke just hours ago, and with a few words and found his way back home . all he had to do was throw a few words in your face and he stitched up the body of the girl he managed to destroy .
his hands trailed down your arms until they held your wrists . soft manacles seem to click around the space he holds.
"i want you chris , nobody else,, I want you to want me." you say looking him in his eyes , your voice soft and quiet
he trails one finger up your arm , looking at the goosebumps that trail his touch like a shadow until he rests his hand softly around the side of your neck . with this he puts a hand on the crook of your back and inches closer.
his wet hair drips on you forehead as he kisses you . his hands slowly moving up and down your body soothing your aches before they settle on your face , holding you as he deepens the intimacy . your hands ghost over his hands and rest on top of them .
calling him a parasite would be wrong, especially when the host welcomes the symbiosis .
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milligramspoison · 9 months
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Welcome to the FOB edition of this list! I originally did this with MCR :)
North America
LIVE DEBUT OF G.I.N.A.S.F.S. (Chicago)
CHRIS LIVESTREAMED THE SHOW
Live debut Heaven, lowa!!
Live debut of Baby Annihilation!
A cover of Crazy Train by Ozzy Osbourne!
The Take Over, the Breaks Over for the first time since 2017!
GIANT DOG HEAD BEHIND PATRICK
Someone wore a Mikey Fuckin' Way shirt to the show (he's already somehow made his way into this list and it's only night one)
Someone else wore a Hey Chris shirt
The Pink Seashell was the intro!
They opened up the tour with LFTOS (it's called Otherside on the official setlist!)
GINASFS being labeled GOLF on the setlist
William Beckett and a handkerchief
They played Don’t Stop Believin’ by Journey!
They played Fake Out for the first time with Joe!
New merch tour merch!
CLANDESTINE MERCH
Security/ushers going hard during Centuries!
Pete straight up disappearing off the face of the earth before Crazy Train
Setlist got leaked (very reminiscent of one of MCR hometown shows lol)
Not tour content but Pavlove has randomly appeared on Spotify but is currently unplayable (Maryland Heights)
Patrick was spotted watching the openers!
A paper had to be made for presumably security to not mistake the guys as a concert goer (fucking hilarious)
Andy was also spotted watching the openers!
THEY'RE PLAYING RAY'S ICONIC SPOKEN WORD PART OF I'M NOT OKAY BETWEEN SETS
Each city is getting its own special shirt!! (This was revealed during the Missouri show!)
Setlistfm user mommymilkers live updating the setlist for us (icon)
LIVE DEBUT OF WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE
GIN JOINTS FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2008
JOE SINGING DURING CHICAGO
No one could tell if they either played Gin Joints or Tell That Mick at first
Setlistfm saying they covered Super Bass by Nicki Minaj (it was a troll but a funny one)
Patrick saying he wants to talk to the dog during This Ain't a Scene
Pete petting the dog
Pete giving his pick to a young fan <3
Stardust Funhouse! (Bonner Springs)
Fans with vip packages get their own magic 8 ball! (This has been happening since Chicago but wasn't revealed until night 3 of the tour!)
Patrick and Andy were watching Alkaline Trio together :)
PATRICK IS WEARING THE FEDORA
TOUR DEBUT OF HUM HALLELUJAH
I’M LIKE A LAWYER FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2014
SOPHOMORE SLUMP ALSO FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2014
More trolls saying they covered ME! by Taylor Swift
“Fall Out Boy is my favorite fucking band”
New (I think) BMTH merch! (Woodlands)
BMTH joining the tour! (Been waiting for them since the announcement lol)
FOB SETLIST GOT LEAKED AGAIN
BMTH fans exploding over the fact that Kingslayer wasn't on BMTH's setlist
FOB fans being sad over the fact Pete isn't wearing his skirt (I think someone lied about this so understandable tbh)
THEY COVERED SOMEBODY TO LOVE BY QUEEN
THEY ALSO COVERED TAKE ON ME BY A-HA
Someone on setlistfm trolling everyone by saying they performed Golden for the first time since 2007
Someone else also trolling on setlistfm saying they covered Princess Diana by Ice Spice
Same troll mentioned above saying Ice Spice was there
More trolls saying they did WAP by Cardi B
LIVE DEBUT OF KINTSUGI KID
MORE trolls saying they did I Write Sins and Viva Las Vengeance by P!ATD (the trolls were really annoying tonight tbh)
What a surprise more trolls saying they covered Dear John by Taylor Swift
“I DRESS THIS WAY BC IF THE CROWD IS FEELING HOT AND MISERABLE THEN IM GONNA BE HOT AND MISERABLE WITH YOU GUYS WE'RE IN THIS TOGETHER”
Patrick getting a friendship bracelet and having some banter with Pete <3
The lovely @andoutofharm leaking the setlist for us that says Kansas City even though they're in Dallas (Dallas is proving to be chaos) (wasn’t actually tonight’s setlist but funny it was there)
Joe is hiding his book for fans similar to how MCR hid drumsticks for fans!
Clandestine merch returns in Dallas!
Oli giving FOB a brief shoutout before MANTRA!
PETE IS IN THE SKIRT
Speech about support staff!
Speech about TTTYG’s anniversary!!!
WHAT A CATCH DONNIE FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2013
THE (AFTER) LIFE OF THE PARTY FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2007
Pete walked around in the audience!
“Trying to keep it cool in Texas”
Patrick’s speech about imposter syndrome <3 (whole thing is very sweet and nice)
BMTH not performing in Phoenix :( (sad times)
PETE IS IN A SKIRT AGAIN
Patrick is wearing the black button up again but tucked in!
TAKE OVER AND HUM HALLELUJAH IN THE SAME NIGHT
Pete talking about prioritizing love <3
SPOTLIGHT BY PATRICK WAS FUCKING PLAYED HOLY SHIT
ALSO PATRICK’S FIRST TIME PLAYING SPOTLIGHT SINCE 2011
SPACE CAMP FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2013
They played one extra song tonight! (They usually play 27 songs a night)
Played the instrumental version of Stardust at the end of the show!
Patrick’s speech before Spotlight <3
Pete got Grimaced but Patrick lives on in peace lol
MIKEY FUCKIN WAY IS AT THE FUCKING SHOW (Chula Vista)
A COVER OF NOTHING COMPARES 2 U BY PRINCE
(COFFEE’S FOR CLOSERS) FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2009
Patrick and Pete didn’t do the waltz :(
MIKEY PLAYED FUCKING SATURDAY WITH THEM
MIKEY WITH PETE WHILE PLAYING SATURDAY
MIKEY RUNNING TO THE STAGE TO PLAY
Mikey posting Andy on his story <3333
PATRICK AND MIKEY HUGGING <33333333
Mikey with the entire band <3333333
I nearly spread an entire rumor that Mikey posted sim versions of FOB on his story (oops)
Pete doing this weird/messed up bow thing towards Patrick
“Love you dudes!” on Mikey’s story <33333
“My two dads” on Gabe’s story (never change Gabe)
Patrick stopping the show to make sure a fan is okay <3
Kristin reposting Mikey playing with FOB on her story <3
The pit during BMTH’s set
Oli is missing a fucking shoe
I predicted Mikey performing with FOB :3
Mr. Blue Sky cover! (LA night one)
GOLDEN FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2007
G.I.N.A.S.F.S. IS MAGIC 8 BALL ONCE AGAIN
AMERICA’S SUITEHEARTS FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2009
TWO MAGIC 8 BALL SONGS AS YOU CAN SEE ABOVE
They played 29 songs tonight!! (They usually about 27 songs a night)
PETE AND PATRICK HARMONIZED DURING SRAR
Pete spotting his trainer in the crowd (literally the equivalent of Gerard from MCR talking about their mailman during a show)
Patrick’s speech before medley <3
“New car smell stadium”
Demi Lovato was at the show and performed with Royal & the Serpent, one of the openers!
Pete being shipped to the audience (Amazon same day delivery)
America’s Suitehearts being labeled as ASS on the official setlist
Oli in a cult leader tank top (literally just says cult leader)
The band had a secret show earlier on in the day! (LA night two)
Technically tour stuff, but Pete possibly hinting at an MCR x FOB tour for 2024!
Someone on setlistfm deleting the entire setlist
LIVE DEBUT OF I’VE GOT ALL THIS RINGING IN MY EARS
A COVER OF EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE
SOPHOMORE SLUMP WITH WILLIAM BECKETT OF THE ACADEMY IS
THE (AFTER) LIFE OF THE PARTY ONCE AGAIN
LIVE FUCKING DEBUT OF BANG THE DOLDRUMS
Pete’s speech <3
Pete has a new jacket!
Saturday with Adam T. Siska!
“It looks like there's a lot of you, it's a little intimidating” ~ Patrick (Mountain View)
What A Catch Donnie once again!
A cover of Alison by Elvis Costello!
THE PATRON SAINT OF LIARS AND FAKES FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2013
Pete and Andy briefly turning the show into comedy hour
Pete stood on the piano (thanks piano)
Random guy checking his emails during BMTH’s set (lowkey pretty funny, shoutout to this iconic guy)
Not tour stuff but Electric Touch by Taylor Swift featuring FOB came out today! (July 7th) (West Valley City)
Patrick telling everyone to sing along to Grand Theft Autumn
Cover of Hold The Line by Toto!
THE KIDS AREN’T ALRIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2018
Someone having a Frerard license plate (honestly super funny)
Patrick saving a bug
Pete broke up a fight (pls don’t fight at concerts that’s not fucking cool) (Greenwood Village)
THEY DID FUCKING BANG THE DOLDRUMS AGAIN AND IT WASN’T EVEN MAGIC 8 BALL TIME
ACOUSTIC GUITAR FOR MEDLEY
PATRICK PLAYED AN ORIGINAL SONG BY HIS DAD <33333
Patrick’s dad is at the show! <3
NOBODY PUTS BABY IN THE CORNER FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2014
“The party tonight is awesome” ~ Pete
“The last thing you want to do is go and brag tomorrow that you got into a fight at a fucking Fall Out Boy show. And it wasn’t even with Bring Me The Horizon, y’know what I mean?” ~ also Pete
The song Patrick played from his dad is called Goin’ North!
There’s bubbles during Disloyal!! (This has been happening the entire tour but I haven’t seen anyone bring it up until the Colorado show!)
Cover of Peace Love and Understanding by Elvis Costello & The Attractions! (Rodgers)
I SLEPT WITH SOMEONE IN FOB FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2015
A speech about Stardust!
Patrick during Saturday <3
“I’m gonna go play Super Mario Brothers”
Pete chatted with a kid during the show <3
Storm delay just before FOB’s set, thankfully everyone was safe!! (Somerset)
Oli has lost his fucking shoe once again
Drunk guy took his pants off and had security chase him (hope they caught him)
THEY SOUNDCHECKED BANG THE DOLDRUMS
The venue is apparently in a cornfield
Only half the stage got set up :(
The dog is named Blitz (yes it took me till Wisconsin to learn it’s fucking name)
THE EYES ALSO FUCKING GLOW
“People ask us what it was like at old fob shows and the answer is that it was kind of like this, we would just play until the police kicked us out” ~ Pete lol
LIVE DEBUT OF FAME < INFAMY CONGRATS WISCONSIN YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT
No medley tonight (storm delay and strict curfew)
Also the shortest show of the tour so far! They played only 16 songs when they usually play about 27-28 songs (again storm delay and strict curfew)
One of the openers wore a cheesehead apparently!
BMTH’s drumhead says Steve for some reason??
Oli hugged a fan <3
OLI RAN THROUGH THE FUCKING MERCH STANDS
Double rainbow!! (Cincinnati)
LIVE DEBUT OF FAVORITE RECORD
Patrick being proud of himself after performing Favorite Record <3
Joe got a new tattoo entitled Z-Bone for his youngest daughter Zayda! <3
Troll on setlistfm saying they covered Harder, Better, Faster Stronger by Daft Punk lol (Noblesville)
Same troll saying they covered Mr. Brightside by The Killers and I Gotta Feeling by The Black Eyed Peas
Same troll saying they covered Peaches by Jack Black
Patrick skipping around <3
WHERE DID THE PARTY GO FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2014
Patrick randomly became a wizard during the show and made Pete disappear :3
Pete being a gamer boy on his ig and playing Fortnite <3
The same troll from the other night saying they covered Daft Punk (again) and fucking Nintendo (Cuyahoga Falls)
“I have like, 3 brain cells left” ~ Pete
MEDLEY HAD I’M LIKE LAWYER
Cover of Hallelujah by Leonard Cohen!
LIVE DEBUT OF 27
Pete smiling and waving to his two youngest kiddos, Saint and Marvel during Dance Dance <3
A fan also gave Meagan and the kiddos friendship bracelets! (Revealed in the tags in the link above!)
PETE’S IN A SKIRT (Bristow)
NOBODY PUTS BABY IN THE CORNER ACCOUSTIC
TOUR DEBUT OF SHE’S MY WINONA
SHE’S MY WINONA FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2009
I FUCKING PREDICTED SHE’S MY WINONA
New merch for the magic 8 ball! (Charlotte)
Someone the day before the show put an entire fake setlist on setlistfm lol
A Jehovah’s Witness is at the show (slay ig)
And apparently another person randomly preached at the show??
Someone is also barking in the pit??
Lean On Me by Bill Withers cover!!
DEAD ON ARRIVAL FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2013
S’mores after the show is over on Pete’s story
Oli dedicated Can You Feel My Heart to FOB!
POSSIBLE 7 MINUTES SOUNDCHECK?? (Virginia Beach)
7 MINUTES FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2007
PATRICK PLAYED THE DRUMS
“Sing it with me, honey!” Patrick to Blitz during This Ain’t a Scene
In typical Florida fashion…severe thunderstorm warning to start off the night (West Palm Beach)
Karaoke by the merch stand!
Setlist got leaked!
8 ball hint is gator bites…
Andy is back!!!
PETE’S IN THE SKIRT
THEY COVERED DANCING QUEEN BY ABBA
TELL MICK FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2013
ACCIDENTALLY PREDICTED TELL MICK IN MY DMS WITH @frankierosbackbends
DEAD ON ARRIVAL IN PLACE OF CHICAGO TONIGHT (Tampa)
MISS MISSING YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2015
ALSO THE TOUR DEBUT OF MISS MISSING YOU
Facebook completely simping for Pete on instagram
Oli dedicated Can You Feel My Heart to FOB again!!
PATRICK MAY HAVE SANG FRICTION IN HIS JEANS (Atlanta)
Played Nothing Compares 2 U in honor of Sinead O’Conner as she passed away </3
LIVE DEBUT OF FROM NOW ON WE ARE ENEMIES
FOB (kinda) ARE IN THE FUCKING BARBIE MOVIE
Pete revealed in the RATS podcast that Saint (his youngest son) drew the backdrop for Blitz! (Clarkston)
William Beckett is at the show for whatever reason??
He also performed Chicago with FOB!
Trolls on setlistfm saying they covered Blood by MCR
Pete falling into the box during Crazy Train
DON’T YOU KNOW WHO I THINK I AM FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2007
Cover of Coffee Mug by Descendents as a tribute to Milo Auckerman
The crowd booing people who were fighting (Toronto)
Pete also mocking the people that were fighting
THEY CUT LAST OF THE REAL ONES
LIVE DEBUT OF WEST COAST SMOKER
I PREDICTED WEST COAST SMOKER
THE RETURN OF DOUBLE 8 BALL
Oli taking someone’s drink and BMTH posting the person’s reaction on their story (op got a good laugh out of it, I saw the video from their pov!)
Pete playing tennis at the venue just before tonight’s show! (Forest Hills)
PETE IS AIRDROPPING THE NEW GAMES WE PLAY SONG TO FANS
JUST ONE YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2014 FOR MEDLEY
STEREO HEARTS AND CUPIDS CHOKEHOLD FOR MEDLEY AS WELL
TRAVIE FUCKING MCCOY PERFORMED WITH THEM
COVER OF ENTER SANDMAN BY METALLICA
LIVE DEBUT OF I AM MY OWN MUSE
DOUBLE FUCKING 8 BALL AGAIN
TRAVIE SAID GYM CLASS HEROES IS COMING BACK
Oli down in the pit saying “don’t tell Patrick” for whatever reason lol (Boston)
Joe posting a bunch before tonight’s show!!
I’m Shipping up to Boston cover by the Dropkick Murphys!
Cover of Sweet Caroline by Neil Diamond!
LIVE DEBUT OF WAMS DURING MEDLEY
XO FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2007
THIRD DOUBLE 8 BALL IN A ROW
“I’m standing in your spotlight now” Patrick to Pete during riff banter!!
“I like it, I like it” Pete to Patrick also during riff banter!!
GET BUSY FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2006 FOR MEDLEY (Darien)
Pete saying Patrick has a “teddy bear vibe but he gets the job done”
Patrick also blushed when Pete said that
LIVE FUCKING DEBUT OF YOU’RE CRASHING
FOURTH DOUBLE 8 BALL IN A ROW
DON’T STOP BELIEVIN’ AND ENTER SANDMAN IN THE SAME NIGHT
Pete saying Patrick reminds him of Josh Allen, the Buffalo Bills quarterback
Patrick also being incredibly confused by the bullet point above lol
Oli dedicated DiE4u to Snooki (Holmdel)
Pete’s bass very briefly caught on fire after The Phoenix…Pete is VERY THANKFULLY okay (this apparently happened at another recent show too)
Dead on Arrival was dedicated to RATS aka Royal & the Serpent!!
“We’re very happy you're part of our family” Pete to someone at their very first FOB show!!! <3
LIVE FUCKING DEBUT OF I’VE GOT A DARK ALLEY FOR MEDLEY
A mini stage was set up on the lawn for Pete for Dance, Dance!
LIVE DEBUT OF BOB DYLAN
FIFTH DOUBLE 8 BALL IN A ROW
Games We Play played bass for Pete during Saturday!!
Bob Dylan and I Am My Own Muse being labeled as Willie Nelson and Super Smash Bros on the setlist
They randomly played the national anthem at the show?? (It’s apparently a venue thing??)
Gabe Saporta trying to make it to the last show of the NA tour but LAX keeps delaying his flight :( (Camden)
Pete posting food onto his story that is presumably on Patrick’s piano to practice for medley lol
DEAD ON ARRIVAL WITH RATS!!!
Rats requested Dead On Arrival a bunch of times!!
“Awww :(” Patrick after Pete said that this is the last night of the us leg of the tour
JET PACK BLUES FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2018 FOR MEDLEY
Jet Pack Blues into I’ve Got a Dark Alley into Golden for medley </3
LIVE FUCKING DEBUT OF FUCKING PAVLOVE
TRIPLE FUCKING 8 BALL
Somehow fucking predicted a triple 8 ball a couple of days ago 0.0
manicpixiefinalgirl on tiktok started a Joe chant in the pit!!
Hello if you’ve made it this far!! Ty for taking the time to check this out and go through it all!
This will be back for FOB’s Japan shows later this month and for their shows in Europe in October and November, so stay tuned for that!
I had a fantastic time following the North American tour with everyone, can’t wait to do it again with you all soon! :)
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calx-bdo · 2 months
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# 'cus it's not just a figure of speech, you got me down on my knees, it's gettin' harder to breathe.
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》 rockstar!y/n au
》 kazuha x reader
》 warnings : none
》 fluff, slow-burn
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you could feel the electrical bass thrumming under your fingertips. with the mastery of electro, a bass was no match for you. with the loud music surrounding you, encompassing the very spirit of rock, you feel at ease. at home. you flick your wrist once again, seeing your adoring fans swoon over you.
finally, a break in the song. the bridge, or, as you like to call it, the part where you can let your eyes drift over the crowd, seeing if there's any .. interesting figures catching your eye.
sadly, nobody of note was here today. they were all just . . normal people. boring. bland. not your type.
as your eyes looked back down onto the guitar, fangs biting your snakebite piercings, you catch a swoop of red in the crowd.
"huh?"
you blinked rapidly, and in the concert daze, all still remains veiled under the fog of the night.
"must be the makeup. "
── 🎸🎙 ──
you complete the set without any further hindrances, but the little red you saw still lingered in the back of your mind.
you tapped the frets of the bass, mindless strumming filling the confined space right now. the band leader was talking to some fan, and totally buying into the fanservice. albeit you not being into that, not wanting to feed the parasocials, you were one of, if not the most popular band members, to your dismay. well, your piercings, odd attire and hair do go a long way in such times.
once, an interviewer asked why your sense of fasion does not match up to teyvat's current times.
"people just aren't ready for it. " you shrugged, and smirk to the camera, hearing the fans cheer for you in the background. hah, maybe feeding fanservice once in a while wasn't that bad.
── 🍁⚔️ ──
kazuha has been searching everywhere for that one really really hot bassist.
even beidou doesn't know, for archon's sake. . !
"surely it cannot be that hard to find a famous celebrity . . especially someone of that crowd the other night. " kazuha mused to himself, frustration slowly building inside of him.
suddenly, a thought crosses his mind. he blinks, lightly facepalming himself, chiding that he hasn't thought of this.
in the world of rock, who better to ask than xinyan?
"good afternoon, xinyan, i was wondering if you had came to the concert the other night?"
kazuha knocked on xinyan's door, meeting her surprised face when she opened the door to the samurai.
"kazuha? of all people askin' me about the 'cert, you're the least i expected!"
xinyan laughs, her laughter sounding like the thrums of the bass. the bassist . . everything reminds kazuha of them.
"of course i did! it was one of teyvat's biggest bands, euthoria! why? ya interested?"
xinyan leaned against the door frame, cocking a smug smile to kazuha.
"ahem . . . that, might be right. the bassist, they ─"
xinyan's eyes practically perked up upon hearing the word 'bassist'.
"oh, y/n? they're right inside, c'mon in!"
xinyan all but pushes kazuha into her house, seeing the hot wondrous bassist just . . on xinyan's couch.
"heya."
── 🎸🎙 ──
that was the flash of red !!! the red hair !!!! that was the person you saw, and goodness, he is . . ethereal. stunning isn't even a word to describe him. his hair, it looks soft, fluffy. and his face? it seems as if it contains all the wonders of the world. his maroon eyes stare back into yours, (although yours was covered by purple contacts, gotta fit the theme ..) boring into your soul.
"heya."
heya? heya?! are you stupid!? who uses "heya"? that was the most stupidest thing someone could have said !!!!!
he's cringing . . . no, he's . . he's laughing?!
── 🍁🎸 ──
"hello, nice to meet you. i'm kaedehara kazuha."
kazuha extended his hand in greetings, wishing to any archon that would listen ─ to not let y/n see his red face.
y/n took his hand into theirs, and placed a kiss on the back of it. it's a way they greet fans in euthoria, and it's almost muscle memory. y/n didn't really think it through, and just . . placed a kiss on it.
'OH MY GOD?! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO. '
y/n's mind was racing right now. who kisses in form of greetings ?! kazuha isn't a fan, he's probably just some casual watcher !!!
y/n quickly removes their lips from the back of his hand.
"i apologise-"
kazuha quickly stops them.
"it's alright, i understand.."
kazuha's mind was also racing right now.
' oh my archons, they really, they . they kissed me ! oh, oh, this is . . this is bad for me . . oh . . .'
kazuha could barely contain the blush creeping up on his ear.
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; should i continue this into a thing ?? '^^
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suuuupernovaaa · 10 months
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Secrets | Hobie Brown x f!Reader
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The air is thick with smoke and body odor, and the sweet undertone of the mixed drink in my hand cuts through it, just barely, when I raise it to my lips. The bass from the speakers is so loud that I can barely hear myself think, and even though the music is good, I can't help but wonder if the band will be finished before the pounding headache sets in.
Amelia grips my elbow, pulling me towards the stairway. Just one flight up is the roof, and though it's packed with party goers and somehow almost as smokey as inside, it's much quieter.
Just the noise of traffic, chatter, people bumping into each other and apologizing, horns blaring, but no heart-thumping music.
I take a deep breath and lean on the hard concrete that lines the building, the only thing separating us from tumbling to the street far below.
"What's up with you?" Amelia asks, and I shrug, staring over the building down at the people walking by. It's nearly midnight, but the streets in this part of town always seem to be busy.
I wonder whose apartment this is, anyway? Hobie didn't say, and like usual, I didn't ask.
"Tell me." She gives me a gentle shrug. It must be the alcohol; tears gather in my eyes as I look back at her. "Oh shit. What is it?"
My mouth opens, and then snaps closed again.
"Is it Hobie?"
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When his band is finished, Hobie slings his guitar over his back and scans the room for her. Usually, she'd be sitting near by, listening, smiling and waving, encouraging him with just her presence, but she slipped away near the beginning of their set.
Where did she go? She's been so weird lately...
She's nowhere inside, so Hobie makes his way up to the roof, nodding and giving hand-shakes to anyone acknowledging him on his way up.
Hobie takes a deep breath. The air is crisp and cold up here. He spots her, to the right, through the crowd. Her colorful hair makes her easy to spot anywhere, even in crowds like this, where blonde or brown hair is the minority.
He approaches and stretches out his arm to grab her, but he catches his name, and stops to listen. Maybe she'll say something he can tease her about later.
"Is it Hobie?" Amelia, Y/N's best friend, asks. Hobie is confused by the look on her face. Brow furrowed, lips turned down... what's he done to upset them now?
Y/N nods. "Well it's... it's not Hobie, really. It's my fault. I keep thinking he'll figure it out, right? Like, I am pretty obvious about it, aren't I?"
Amelia reaches over, and though Hobie can only see the back of Y/N, it's pretty obvious Amelia is wiping away a tear.
He tries to remember if he ever saw Y/N cry before... he really doesn't think he has. She's a woman of few words, and even fewer emotions. What's got her so upset now? What's it got to do with him?
"There's no point, though. He doesn't like me. It's just hard, being around him so much."
Amelia pulls her friend into her arms, and Hobie feels sick to his stomach. Is that what this is about? Was Y/N's flirting not a joke, after all? He'd just assumed... it didn't seem like she was interested in a relationship with anyone, so he hadn't bothered her about it.
Suddenly, Hobie feels like he's intruding on something really private. Amelia lets Y/N go, and he has to choose quickly - retreat, or interject himself into their conversation?
"Hobie!" His choice is taken from him as, finally, Amelia notices he's there. She glances at him, and back at Y/N, panic on her face. "Great set!"
Hobie tucks his hands into his hoodie and strolls over, trying to remain as casual as he always appears. "Not like you two would know, up here chatting."
He throws his arm around Y/N, pulling her close, pretending he can't tell that her nose is red and her cheeks are a little wet.
"Needed some air," she says with a small shrug and a smile. Hobie isn't one for grand gestures, but seeing the tears on her cheeks and knowing they're kind of his fault, it makes him want to shout how he feels in front of everyone, right there. He could stand up on this ledge here and shout it. Confess that he's been in love with her since the moment they met.
But Y/N would hate that, and he kind of hates it too.
Amelia makes an excuse about getting everyone a drink, and slinks away, leaving Hobie and Y/N alone.
Hobie takes a deep breath, and opens his mouth to speak.
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Shit shit shit, I curse myself. Why was I crying? Why am I still crying? Hobie removes his arm from around my shoulders, and I quickly wipe my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater, hoping it isn't too obvious.
I know it is, though. Maybe Hobie will be polite and just ignore it. Not ask.
"I gotta tell you a secret," he says, leaning against the brick ledge, crossing one foot over the other. He tilts his head over, his hair flopping, and smiles.
"Okay," I reply, crossing my arms to stop myself from reaching out to adjust his studded necklace, which is just a little cock-eyed. I need to start keeping my hands to myself.
"I've got a big crush," Hobie says, his words running together in that way they sometimes do, causing a few second delay between them coming out of his mouth and me grasping their meaning.
It feels like a vice is starting to close around my heart, and a great lump rises up in my throat. The corner of my eyes start to sting. I look away, squinting into the distance. "Oh?"
Hobie rushes forward suddenly, grabbing both of my upper arms in his large hands. "Oh fuck, Y/N! It's you. Don't cry. It's you I've got that crush on."
I turn back to him, my jaw slack, and the tears don't know whether to halt or rush forth like never before.
"What?"
"Oh yeah, for a while now. Thought you were just joking, y'know, teasing, all those times you said that stuff. About me being cute and all. So I didn't tell you. But, I'm telling you now. I have a giant, proper crush on you. Want you to be my girl."
He's still gripping my arms so tightly, and he's staring intently into my eyes. My chest is heaving up and down, and just one or two tears escape, falling down my cheeks.
Before I can wipe them away, Hobie cups my face in his hand, and uses his thumb to brush the tears from my skin.
"No more crying now," he says with a tsk, tsk.
"Kiss me then," I reply, my voice quiet and breathy, as he has truly just taken it away.
The corner of his mouth turns up in a very signature Hobie smirk. "With pleasure," he says, and brings his mouth to mine.
I have been kissed before. Some have been good, some have been bad, and some have been downright sinfully excellent.
None of them compare to this. The soft warmth of his lips mixed with the cool sting of his lip piercing. One of his large hands holding the back of my head so I can't escape, as if I would want to, and the other tracing over my shoulder, down my arm, and finally around my waist. He pulls me firmly to him, my chest pressing against his, and I wrap my arms around his neck, holding on as if I may truly fall off this building if I let go.
I lose myself in it. Months of pent up sadness, frustration, anger and love are released. I sigh into his mouth, and I feel his lips curl up into a satisfied smile.
He pulls away for just a moment to look down at me, and we grin at each other, ear to ear.
"Wow," I say.
"Let's go back to mine. I'll show you wow."
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ENNU EPILOGUE RECAP!!
OKay! So, our campaign ended! Yesterday was the 81 session, and last one of it- Our DM did a wonderful job at running it. We basically got to ask them for the scenes we'd like to see, and the session was built around that. It's been three years, so it was wild to see it come to an end! Here's a recap tho (a lil bit more focused on my blorbos since they're the ones you know)
The epilogue happened two years after the campaign's end, with a couple of flashbacks going some time back
First scene was welcoming Blasma (one of the party members), who had been on a trip all this time to heal her soul at her grandpa's dubious laboratory. She's pretty okay currently- if we ignore soul healing is something theoretically impossible. Probably many questionable things happened there. Osten traveled with her to make sure she was doing okay
Next scene was her welcoming party. A bunch of shenanigans happened. Yxala tried so play cool aunt, got her a motorbike. They ended in somewhat odd terms and my girl was trying so bad to get her trust again
Pulsar and Tephra- each polycule's kids- appeared to be overall terribly adorable. Yxala talked a lot about her Sweet Potato. Tephra is Yxala and Relé's biological kiddo (as evidenced by the branched horns), 6 months old, and just one of these big hefty babies who is starting to munch on everything (here's a token of baby her, and what she's like grown up!)
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we also got to see the closure of Mythannae, Yden and Jorven's polycule! Myth and Yden recovered their enchanted clothing business. They specialize in magical clothing adapted to specific needs- Like fireproof clothing for fire genasi, helmets with bag-of-holding like pockets so you can put them on with horns, that stuff. Jorven has now been working on music again. (For context, Myth was my previous character before I switched for Yxala!)
Blasma's player also had an epilogue for his previous character- she's a tired old lady, who is now joining another tired old lady to get in politics. An improvement, given they were cops before that
Centi got to resurrect the weird celestial wife of an old teacher of hers- Who had been snatched up by Sol Ascensus and transformed into a monster. I can't wait to show Niereva to y'all tho, she's a bit of a weird aminal (a mantis/naga-like aasimar)
She may have done a fucked up pact with a psychopomp tho-
We had Yxala's, Relent's and Uri's wedding, we knew that was coming! It took Urion a long while to recover from after the Deep Lab, and they still struggle a lot with that they did as The Onirist
We had a scene of Urion's recovery. Initially they didn't even want to come to terms with being Urion- They were The Onirist. Relé had a hard time forgiving them too, bc they DID hurt Relent a lot. Yxala was a bit more fine about it, even after having her heart carved out by them.
they're all going to therapy lol
There's actually a cult to The Onirist/Ataraxia now though! Some people loved the idea of a godly machine that could solve everyone's hurts and ailments, and they're asking for them to come back and fix the world. maybe the mind control microchips were fine, y'know
(uri isn't doing great about this)
We had the ceremony- Money and seeds are given to the partners as a sign of prosperity and life. They're gonna have a great garden.
The polycule drank (alcohol-free) wine imbued with each other's blood too bc ceremonies there go hard- (this one is seen as a bit more archaic)
And a major exchange between marrying partners is expected. They exchanged basses- They had them custom made many decades ago, with Urion's being based on clouds (after Relé), Relé's being based on fire (after Yxala), and Yxala's being based on bismuth crystals (after Uri's). Now Uri has the fiery bass, Relé has the bismuth one, and Yxala has the cloudy bass
Urion was the bassist for Demonwire, a group they were a part of with some other anarchist friends. This bass has a very long history and it's very significative. Yxala was a bit shocked.
After that, the wedding after-party took place. Blasma set a date with Osten- They didn't actually get romantically involved up until now (and it's probably gonna be very slow still gfhudhdgf)
I forgot to mention this but Urion and Relent are now involved with an organization to help the people who were affected by the Deep Lab and The Onirist's actions. Uri had a very awkward interview about it.
We had few other closure scenes here and there. Finding out two other npcs are marrying, the fact the weird undead guy somehow has a new kid, that stuff- and then we went onto the final one
Which was a concert by Demonwire. Urion played with them for the first time in 12 years, and gave an awkward speech, and it was super sweet and just a great point to end the campaign in!
With that, we're now set to go play the next campaign- Which will happen 8 years after this epilogue (ten years after the end of the major campaign events). I'm going to be playing Siegmund, one of Yxala's kids, and I'm very excited for that.
Yxala won't be doing any major stuff- She's gonna still go fight corpos in the streets and she's going back to the Mecha Derby (did y'all know she was a mecha pilot in a sports competition lmao. I'm working on her pilot fit, it's cool!). Urion is going to be back on Demonwire, mostly to raise funds for those hurt by The Onirist and Ataraxia, and will have a bigger role coming up- Specially given Siegmund's (and Vyxander, his twin) have a lot to do with that. Relent will also be doing some major stuff, but it will remain spoilery for a time. He's got some big things to handle!
I may have cried a bit at the end because it's been so long. I'm glad the characters won't be fully gone. Next campaign will have a lot more lore stuff to gush about- We're going to adventure outside the city, and meet people from all over the world. There's a country that uses souls in place of nuclear fission. It's gonna be wild! (And thank you for reading-)
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riality-check · 1 year
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Steve feels something hit his legs and clatter to the floor. He doesn't look at whatever hit him; he looks at Eddie, across the room.
"Did you just throw something at me?"
"No," Eddie lies, arm still extended.
Steve rolls his eyes at him, then looks down at the floor, where two drum sticks are laying at his feet. "What-"
"Outside," Eddie says, and he doesn't even wait for Steve to get up before he starts running for the door.
Steve sighs, but he picks up the sticks and follows, admittedly at a slower pace.
Outside is cold as shit. The wind blows Steve a little sideways, but Eddie doesn't seem bothered. He stands, arms out, showing off the open back doors of his van.
The entire back seat is occupied by a drum kit. It's cramped as hell, but Steve thinks there's a little stool wedged in there and just enough room for a person.
"Eddie, what-"
"Tell me if i'm going too far," Eddie says, "but you mentioned wanting to pick up something new, and I figured this might be okay."
Steve doesn't know how to say thank you to that, so he says, "Gareth is gonna kill you."
"Nah," Eddie says with a smile. "I’ve borrowed the set before. He knows where it is."
"I don't know how to play drums."
"Neither do I," Eddie says. "Let's figure it out."
He bows dramatically, prompting Steve to enter the van. He does so with a light shove on Eddie's shoulder.
He almost bangs his head on the roof, but eventually he gets situated in the midst of all the drums.
He's not sure where to start. He ignores his hands shaking.
Because that’s a thing they do now. They shake all the time, anywhere from a little rattle to a tremor so bad he can’t hold anything.
Steve hates it. He balls his hands into fits and takes a deep breath.
"Now, I've never actually played," Eddie says, sitting on the edge of the van floor, facing Steve. "But I’ve watched Gareth enough. Start with the bass drum, the one by your foot."
Steve tentatively steps on the pedal. It makes a soft thud. He does it again and again, starting up a steady beat.
"Good," Eddie says, and his enthusiasm for something so simple is so contagious, Steve can't help but smile. "If you want to use your other foot, you can step on the high hat. It should be to your left.”
Steve keeps his right foot going on the bass and his left starts a dun dun-dun, dun dun-dun on the high hat. He looks at eddie, who's got his eyes closed and is humming something.
Eddie cracks his eyes open. "Sorry, force of habit. Just thinking about a guitar part for this."
Steve laughs. Of course he is.
"You can do whatever with the sticks," Eddie says. "Just do what sounds right. You’re not gonna break the drums, not if you don't try to."
Steve takes a breath and tries.
It's hard, trying to keep everything going at once. He steps off the high hat and focuses on keeping the bass drum going in time with his sticks.
Eddie calls out rhythms for him to try, and Steve does his best to parrot them. His hands are still shaking, but the stutter they make on the drums sounds cool.
It sounds unique. It sounds good.
He definitely isn't holding the sticks right. It doesn't matter.
When he feels brave, he tries out a solo. He just goes, not caring about the rhythms at all, just doing what feels good. It’s loud and he can't think, he just goes and goes and goes until his head is just sticks and cymbals.
When he's done, he's panting for breath, and Eddie is smiling at him like he hung the moon and stars.
"I think you need your own set, Stevie," he says.
Steve thinks so, too.
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nowadays whenever someone's talking about a "troll" online they usually mean some run-of-the-mill bigot spewing slurs and gore pics. Back In My Day, "trolling" was defined as "doing a bit on forums in order to draw a rise out of people". unfortunately, it turns out the easiest way to "draw a rise out of" people is to be a bigot to their face, so it devolved into its modern incarnation as outright bigotry pretty quickly.
however, there was a brief Golden Age of Trolling where people would use cleverer methods to piss off and/or lie to strangers in noticeable but ultimately harmless ways, resulting in actual comedy. off the top of my head, highlights of this era include:
"Hearing the difference now isn't the reason to encode to FLAC. FLAC uses lossless compression, while MP3 is 'lossy'. What this means is that for each year the MP3 sits on your hard drive, it will lose roughly 12kbps, assuming you have SATA - it's about 15kbps on IDE, but only 7kbps on SCSI, due to rotational velocidensity. You don't want to know how much worse it is on CD-ROM or other optical media. I started collecting MP3s in about 2001, and if I try to play any of the tracks I downloaded back then, even the stuff I grabbed at 320kbps, they just sound like crap. The bass is terrible, the midrange…well don’t get me started. Some of those albums have degraded down to 32 or even 16kbps. FLAC rips from the same period still sound great, even if they weren’t stored correctly, in a cool, dry place. Seriously, stick to FLAC, you may not be able to hear the difference now, but in a year or two, you’ll be glad you did."
bloodninja (major nsfw warning since he did his trolling in cybersex IRC channels)
the underwater weighing test thread. this is the best one imo. my favorite part is that im pretty sure the original thread was posted on a now-inaccessible ign forum, but googling it turns up multiple copies of the exact same thread crossposted across different forums (the linked one is a screencap of the 4chan version) where OP just copies and pastes the exact same posts in the exact same order from the IGN thread's OP. the confused replies/questions from actual people in between the OP updates varies, but none of that has any input on what the next post from OP is going to be. truly the pinnacle of trolling
i'm not trying to no-true-scotsman the bigotry out of trolling or anything, i fully understand that the modern definition of the word is synonymous with racism and we don't need to "reclaim" it or anything. i just miss this specific niche of fucking with people online
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𝐢'𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞
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pairing: jisung x fem!reader (afab)
genre: sick!fic. idol!jisung. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. reader pov. established relationship.
content & warnings: explicit & strong language. mild thematic elements. this one has got the angst. jisung isn't taking care of himself properly :(. reader is worried and takes it upon herself to take care of the precious dumpling. mentions of jisung spiraling/having a mental breakdown. mentions of panic attacks, anxiety, weight loss, and insomnia. pet names (affectionately). some toothe-rotting fluff and humor.
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summary: after a bout of not seeing your boyfriend jisung, you take it upon yourself to visit him one night in the studio. but what you find when you get there is the opposite of a happy sight.
a/n: whoo i haven't written a skz fic in a hot minute ever since my midterms started three weeks ago (and since this final month of the semester has been fucking me over big time). 👹 but this was really fun to write and omg ji is so cute and precious i wanna hold and take care of him forever!! 🥹 i hope to get out a few more skz fics this weekend, so please be on the lookout for those too~ and thanks for reading and supporting my work, it means a lot to me (also, i'm almost at 500 followers, wtf?!)!! 💖
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It had been such a long time since you had visited your boyfriend Jisung at his studio. Usually, the two of you would spend time with each other whence he got home from his schedules - after the two of you had worked long and hard days. The two of you liked to spend your time together by playing various video games, binging your favourite animes, and catching up on the latest comics released by your loved authors. 
 But lately, it felt like you hadn’t seen Jisung in such a long time - even if it had only been a week. Since Stray Kids had started working on their upcoming comeback, your boyfriend spent most of his time at the company or in the studio. So that little space for you guys to catch up with each other at the end of the day was suddenly gone because of his new schedule. 
 And you wanted to change that. 
 So on that random Thursday night, you decided to surprise Jisung with a visit to his studio. And of course, you brought a large offering of food with you - which included all kinds of takeout like pizza, fried chicken, and more. 
 You arrived later at the company building than you wanted to - around ten at night - since you didn’t expect to wait so long for the food to arrive at your nearby apartment. 
 Nevertheless, as you stepped through the front doors of the company, you noticed how utterly silent it was. After all, the staff were done for the day and the only people that remained were the trainees and idols who always worked late into the night on various projects. 
 You shifted down the dark hallways silently, like a ghost. And when you finally neared the door that lead to Jisung’s studio, a huge smile spread across your lips. Because finally, you were getting to see him again. Even if it was only for a little while, an hour spent with your boyfriend would be the highlight of your entire day. 
 So you filed through the door slowly, trying to lighten your footsteps to surprise Jisung. The beat he was working on flowed around the room, the bass vibrating in the nearby speakers. The dim led-lights cast a pale blue room against the walls, calming a restless part inside of you. He was seated at his large desk, completely focused on the two monitors in front of him. Your boyfriend had his headphones on, his head bobbing along to the music, which left you with the perfect opportunity to sneak up on him. 
 Placing the bags of takeout down on the nearby coffee table that was placed just in front of the large leather sofa in the room, you crept up behind him. Reaching out, one of your hands grabbed onto his shoulder. 
 Immediately upon contact, Jisung let out a loud shriek. And within a single beat, he was ripping off his headphones and twisting around in his chair, sandy-blonde hair messy and eyes wild in fright. 
 But then, as soon as his gaze landed on you, relief washed over his face in the form of a pleased smile. “Baby-” He said in a light tone, swiveling his chair around and facing you completely. 
 “Uhm- hi,” you began, twisting your hands together in front of you in sudden nervousness. You didn’t know why you were suddenly tongue-tied around him. The two of you had been dating for what felt like years - and you usually didn’t react in such a way when he used the pet name 'baby' on you. But perhaps, it was because it had been so long since you visited him in his studio - since you had entered his sacred space and breathed the same air as him as he composed his music. Nevertheless, you mimicked his smile, before motioning with your head to the nearby table that was laden with food. “I brought dinner.” 
 At that, his smile dropped just a little bit. “Oh… thanks, baby. I’ll eat it when I can, yeah?” His focus darted to the plastic bags for just a moment, before they landed back on you. A tiny smirk spread across his lips then, as he said in a playful voice, “Quit standing over there and c’mere, I wanna get a taste of your beautiful lips.” 
 A furious blush bloomed across your cheeks as you slowly stepped into his space. Jisung wrung his arms around your waist, helping you to sit down on his lap. In an instant, he captured your mouth in a passionate, almost desperate kiss. He must’ve been feeling the effects of your absence too.
“Ji- wait,” you started, drawing away from his kisses to take a few quick breaths. Your heart was beating wildly against your ribcage, as you noticed the way that his dark, chestnut-brown eyes filled with so much love as he looked on at you in bated silence. “I don’t want the food to get cold. Let’s eat…” But then, your voice trailed off as you began to notice the slight changes in his features since the last time that you had been him. 
 Because you were sitting so close to him on his lap, you had a clearer view of his face - and how his cheeks looked a little more deflated than usual, how dark circles hung underneath his eyes, and his hair was so disheveled to the point that it looked like it hadn’t been washed in a few days. 
 “Babe- are you okay?” You suddenly asked, palm coming up between the two of you and pressing gently against his cheek. It was slightly cool to the touch, something very unlike him - since you always joked that he was your furnace. “When’s the last time you ate something?” 
 Your gaze locked with your boyfriend’s then, as he stayed silent. The quietness stretched between you, dancing around the room and only heightening your concern. 
 Because oh- 
 Oh, holy fuck- 
 He was doing it again. 
 He was letting himself slip… just like in the past, when the boys had been so incredibly busy with their schedules. 
 At first, it just started as little warning signs… 
 Less of an appetite, 
 More fatigue, 
 Restless nights of sleep. 
 But then, 
 Then- the symptoms would always get worse. 
 They usually always resulted in a heightened sense of anxiety and stress and heartache. 
 Or worse, panic attacks.
 You had seen him fall off the cliffside only two times before when his schedule had been swamped with activities. And the last time it had happened - which was well over a year before - you had promised yourself that you’d never let it happen again.  
 That late, stormy night, the two of you had been sprawled out atop your plush mattress, surrounded by the four walls of your bedroom that were dim with shadows. And you had held a weak and thin and weeping Jisung in your arms in a tight embrace, as you vowed to his shaking form that you’d never allow him to fall so deep into the hole of darkness. 
Never again. 
So, pressing both of your palms to his cheeks, you forced him to look you straight in the eyes. He was a horrible liar. Jisung could never deny you when you stared deep into his eyes, so that’s exactly what you did. 
 “Now look at me and tell me that you’ve eaten something today, baby.” The words came out a little strangled at the end, and the sharp intake of breath that fell from Jisung’s lips was all you needed to know at that moment. 
 Immediately, you felt your lips quiver in a sob, as you fully leaned into him. Wrapping both arms around his waist in a tight grip, you buried your face into his warm neck, struggling to breathe as worried thoughts began to race through your mind. 
 “It hasn’t been that long, I swear-” He finally said, his soft voice taking a sharp blade to the tension that hung between the two of you. You felt his fingers grasp at your sides, digging into the fabric of your thick, oversized hoodie. “Just… it’s been so hectic around here that I haven’t found the time to-”
 At that, you frantically pushed away from him, “There’s never an excuse, baby. Never. I don’t care how busy you are- you need to eat. You need to sleep… even if it’s just a few hours a night. You need to take care of yourself, because-” Your words cut off then, as the lump in your throat solidified and the tears began to flow from the corners of your eyes, heating your flushed cheeks. 
 “Because what, baby girl?” He questioned, his eyes softening exponentially at the sight of your tears. He reached forward, tucking a strand of your hair behind one of your ears before he brushed a few of your tears away with a gentle thumb. 
 “Because… I can’t lose you, Ji. I- I-” The breath caught in your throat then, as all of the fears of what could happen raced through your mind then. Of what could’ve happened if you hadn’t caught it in time. If you hadn’t visited him that night and hadn’t seen him up close. “I’m sorry… for visiting you so late, I-I should’ve been here, and I wasn’t.” 
 Jisung silenced you with a kiss, delicately pressing his forehead against yours, the scent of him - of freshly cleaned linen and sweet chamomile tea - danced around you. It reminded you of how familiar he felt, how sweet and kind and beautiful he was. And how you never, ever wanted to let him go. 
 “Please don’t apologize, sweetheart,” he began in a low, gruff voice, his words slightly strained in emotion. “I should be the one apologizing. I told you last time that I’d never let it get this far, yet here I am…” 
 You cracked your eyes open to the sight of his furrowed brows and saw the weary light that filled his gaze at that exact moment. “No- no it’s okay, Ji. You don’t have to say sorry, I understand you.” You flattened both hands against his chest, slowly pressing against the muscle there. “Just… just let me take care of you, yeah? Let me help you gain strength again.” 
 A tiny grin cracked across his mouth at your words, and he canted his head to one side, focus landing on the table just behind you, which was full of the food that you had brought with you. “If helping me gain my strength back includes devouring that food over there, I’m all for it.” He said in a mischievously-dark tone. 
 You rose an eyebrow his way, “It also includes you promising me that you’ll get a minimum of four hours of sleep every night... at least until you're done with promotions for this comeback.” 
 He let out a loud groan, pressing his head against the back of his chair in apparent agony. “Four hours? Babe- you’re killing me here.” He whined, screwing his eyes shut and frowning in displeasure. 
 “Well, it’s either that or- six hours.” 
 Jisung flashed you a glare, but it wasn’t menacing in the least bit. Instead, it only made you giggle in delight at the sight of it. Because suddenly, you realized that upon first entering his studio and seeing him, he had been acting… different. 
 More exhausted than usual, 
 And even... weary. 
 But soon after having cracked him open, and discovering his struggles with facing another downward spiral, your boyfriend immediately brightened. 
 Like, just the sight of you had helped relieve some of the pain.
Even if the circles were still dark under his eyes and even if his cheekbones were a little gaunt, at least he was starting to come back to his usual, bright self.
 “Well now, four hours doesn’t seem too unreasonable…” Jisung started, running a hand through his hair and chuckling faintly. 
 You stood up from his lap then, nearing the table that was full of food and taking a seat on the sofa. “Good. Now c’mere, I’m starving.” You patted the space beside you, offering your boyfriend a warm smile. 
 “I haven’t eaten since… I can’t even remember when. I think it was last night’s dinner with the guys.” Jisung confessed as he took the seat beside you, already prying open one of the bags. His entire face lit up at the sight of the glistening, still-hot fried chicken. He turned to you then, a goofy kind of smile adorning his face. “Oh- what am I ever going to do with you? You’re just too perfect for me!” 
 Without any warning, Jisung was pulling you into a tight hug, peppering kiss after kiss across your entire face. You tried to protest against his affection - but in all actuality, you secretly adored it. Adored his attention and love. And of course, he knew this. So it wasn’t until you finally managed to throw him off of you that he stopped and leveled you with a mirthful smirk. 
 “Yeah, okay- I get it, you love me.” You playfully rolled your eyes at him, inclining over the table and grabbing a saucy drumstick for yourself. 
 The silence lapsed between the two of you for a few beats, as you focused on the meal. When suddenly, Jisung was speaking again, but in a much quieter voice than before. 
 “Thank you, baby.” 
 You turned to him, brows slightly furrowing in question as you chewed on a slice of cheese pizza. 
 “I mean… you didn’t have to do any of this,” he looked around the table that was full of steaming hot takeout. “Yet, you still did. You visited me at my studio to surprise me, but I think you might’ve saved me in the process too.”
 You reached over then, brushing a few of your fingers against his cheek. He leaned into the touch, holding your hand close to his skin. “That’s what I’m here for, babe… to make you feel better. And I’ll always be here, no matter what. So every time you start to feel shitty, just call me, and I’ll be here in a heartbeat.” 
 Jisung turned his face then, pressing a few delicate kisses against your fingertips. “And I hope you know that I’ll do the same for you, princess. Always. Whenever you need me, I’m here.” 
 Smiling, you tilted in once more to press a kiss against his lips. And in a split second, he was kissing you back. More fervently this time, and when the two of you pulled apart to catch your breaths, you felt the flush from before start to brighten your cheeks again. 
 “Holy fuck- I’m never getting enough of you,” was all that you heard your boyfriend say before he was tipping back into you to push his perfect, rosebud-like mouth against yours.
 After a few beats of silence that were only filled with your kisses, you slanted away from your boyfriend and glared his way, “Okay, okay- but you better stop now mister, before I truly get angry.” 
 He wiggled his eyebrows at you, a devilish smirk widening the corners of his mouth. “Oh yeah? And what are you gonna do if I don’t stop?” 
 You hit his shoulder with a light fist, “I”m gonna eat all of this food myself, and leave none for you.” 
 Jisung’s impish grin dropped instantly at your words, and suddenly, he was diving headfirst into the food once more. As he stuffed his face full of pizza and chicken wings, cheeks puffing up like a cute little chipmunk, you could only chuckle softly and stare back at him in loving adoration. 
 Because no matter what he went through - you were always going to be by his side. 
 And it came in handy that he was a horrible liar, because at least he could never hide anything from you. 
 So matter what, no matter the hurdles that he would face in his life, you would always be right alongside him, helping him overcome them all. And you knew that he’d continually do the same thing for you in return. 
Fin.
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shadowsandsunset · 8 days
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The BuckTommy OF!Buck fic (with eventual BuckTommyEddie)
PART ONE (You Are Here)
PART TWO
PART THREE
PART FOUR (Coming Soon)
notes: Come and get your smut, babes. Read at your own risk. 18+
This chapter is 1250-ish words of Tommy's POV. Again, just smut. I've lost control of my brain again.
From this post here. @tiltingheartand I figured you might be interested :)
Tommy doesn't understand how Evan, his boyfriend, affords his frankly ridiculously nice loft apartment. He doesn't really care, he likes spending time with Evan any where, any time, but it lingers at the back of his mind.
He knows Evan, knows he's not doing anything criminal, he's too sweet, too caring. He is very smart though, so maybe it's crypto? Maybe he made some smart investments? Maybe an inheritance or a small lottery windfall?
He knows he shouldn't worry about it, it's not his business, they're not married, they don't live together, it's really none of his concern.
But...the loft is quite nice. All exposed brick and open floor plan goodness. So he wonders.
They've been together now for a few months (3 months, 2 weeks and 4 days, officially) and he knows he loves Evan. He knows Evan loves him. Evan is, despite the hilarious rocky start to their relationship (Ally? Seriously Evan?), a perfect boyfriend.
Which is why one sunny Sunday afternoon he stops by Evans apartment to surprise him. They didn't make plans because Tommy was on call, but he never got called in.
He lets himself in with the key Evan gave him (for emergencies of all kinds... including sex emergencies, which Evan made sure to point out) and is surprised to hear the bass-y thump of some sort of music.
"Baby? You around?"
No answer. Hmm. The music is coming from the bedroom so he heads for the stairs.
He's even more surprised when he gets to the top and sees Evan, blindfolded and jerking off in the middle of the bed. He's changed the sheets, a dark navy blue set that Tommy hasn't seen before, but what really stops Tommy in his tracks is the camera.
Pointed directly at the bed, capturing Evan in flagrante delicto, is a digital camera.
Tommy is stunned, speechless and practically drooling, as he watches Evan's hand stroke his cock, the sound of it wet and dirty. He feels the rush of blood to his dick, the tugging of his boxer briefs as he gets hard.
Well. Isn't this something?
He watches as Evan comes, beautifully and copiously over his hand, the sighing moan of his orgasm making Tommy's dick twitch. He adjusts his dick so it's more comfortable then crosses his arms and leans against the wall to wait.
Evan comes down, sweaty and breathless, and takes off his blindfold. Then he notices Tommy and lets out a panicked shout as he flails around, trying to sit up.
"What are you doing here?"
Tommy grins, all teeth and smarm, "Thought I would surprise you, but I have to say that I'm the one surprised, baby".
Evan groans and covers his face with the hand that isn't dripping cum. He mumbles something behind his hand.
"What?"
"I said: 'I can explain.'".
Tommy motions for Evan to continue, he's invested but not impatient.
"Do you know what OnlyFans is?"
Tommy feels his mind go a bit static-y, all electric and gooey. His boyfriend is a cam boy? He's certainly beautiful, he's definitely horny, and it would explain the loft...
"You're on OnlyFans?" Tommy chokes out, blood is no longer in his brain but his cock could hammer nails.
"It started a few years ago...I was seeing this girl and she introduced me to it. I thought it was hot, you know? That all these people liked looking at her enough to pay for it. She helped me get started and well... I liked it. I like knowing that people think I'm hot. The money is good too, I'm not like a top creator or anything, but I do alright."
Tommy just stares at Evan for a second then, with Evan's full attention on him, he reaches down and strokes his dick over his pants.
"Evan, baby, you are gorgeous and I am absolutely your number one fan, so I get it. Tell me what you do on camera."
Tommy unbuckles his belt and pushes his pants down to his thighs, stroking his dick and staring at the love of his life, who is too breathtakingly, heartbreakingly, sexy.
Evan takes a deep breath, and then releases it, eyes not leaving Tommy's cock.
"Mostly I just jerk off. Different poses, different things I say depending on if I've had requests. When I started seeing you I started getting more adventurous...fingering myself on camera, that was popular."
Tommy doesn't react except to lightly squeeze on the downstroke.
Evan continues, "You like that? Like that I opened myself up and people watched..."
Tommy moans, "You're so hot, Evan. They all get to look but I get to touch. Fuck."
Evan stops for a second to think.
"Would you want to make a video with me?"
Tommy stops his hand, "Absolutely."
Evan motions Tommy to get on the bed and then goes to the camera and angles it so Tommy's face isn't in view. Then he presses record.
Evan crawls up the bed, facing Tommy and with his back to the camera. He grabs a condom and rolls it on Tommy's dick.
Evan, loose and open from his own exploration earlier, throws his leg over Tommy's and positions himself.
"You ready, baby?"
Tommy doesn't respond except to nod and grab his dick to position it at Evan's hole.
Evan sinks down and moans, Tommy is a big guy, and he's big everywhere. Tommy knows what he's packing and god does Evan take him so well. Evan is tight and warm and Tommy feels his eyes roll back in his head.
"Yeah, just like that Tommy. Oh my god."
Tommy grabs Evan's hips and starts moving, holding Evan still with ease. Evan is so pretty it drives Tommy crazy, he kisses him as he moves inside of him, pretty and perfect and adorable.
Tommy has to admit that the thought of strangers seeing this turns him on. It's fucking hot, his boy on full display as he rides Tommy's dick.
Tommy has been turned on for so long but he's not going to come until Evan does, he's a gentleman.
He takes on hand off Evan's hips and reaches for Evan's dick, as pretty and hard as diamonds.
He strokes Evan as he lifts his hips, the slick sounds of lips and fucking filling the room. He hopes the microphone is good enough to capture the beautiful sounds Evan's making.
Evan whimpers as he comes, spilling across Tommy's hand and belly.
Ignoring the mess, Tommy puts his hand back on Evan's hip and goes for gold, nearly lifting Evan as he thrusts.
It's only a minute more before he comes, spilling into the condom and growling his pleasure into the side of Evan's neck.
After a moment, he gently helps Evan off and to the side to lay down. Evan is tactile and cuddling with him is one of Tommy's favorite things. Evan lays his head on Tommy's shoulder and laughs, softly.
"So what do you think?"
Tommy thinks for a second, "That's going to be your most viewed video, baby."
LATER
Tommy had viewed the edited video before Evan posted it, and he knew it was a knockout, a winner. Evan had let him know that Tommy had been right, the video was a success. His most popular video on the site.
They hadn't discussed making more yet, but if Evan asked then Tommy was going to say yes. His boyfriend could probably ask him to hide a body and he'd say yes, but Tommy wasn't thinking about how bad he had it for the younger man.
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viranellee · 1 year
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the hate show eddie gets when he's completely justified in his anger towards billy will always be something i will never understand. his opinions, ideas, comments, views being treated as irrelevant & unimportant for years, being forced to move to bass (dare i mention that the only reason he agreed in the first place was out of his genuine desire to appease billy), having his parts literally re-recorded by billy without his knowledge or consent, not even being allowed to write said parts, his only moment to shine during the pittsburgh concert and make his grandmother proud being stolen by billy are all very understandable reasons for his deep-rooted resentment. in a cruel twist of fate watching the love of his life, who happens to be billy's wife and mother of his children, choose her marriage with billy, who eddie deems an unworthy husband and father, over him, reiterates and confirms his deepest fear - that compared to billy, he will always be the second choice. never seen, never heard, never appreciated.
the worst part is that i really don't think eddie truly hates billy the way we're led to believe. all he's ever wanted is the approval and praise of a man who couldn't care less about giving it. when billy does give him that approval at the chicago concert, albeit forced and wholly ungenuine, eddie is quick to tell him "i love you, brother", and while we inwardly cringe at his inability to read the room, it's completely logical that he can't. eddie reacts instinctively, rushing to thank billy for the praise he's been craving all his life. the fact that he has a black eye due to billy himself, who had punched him just an hour or two ago, the fact that any shred of true camaraderie and friendship that might have existed between them is completely and utterly ruined because of eddie's one-night affair with camilla doesn't occur to eddie. in that brief moment before billy brings him back to reality with a few hard-hitting words whispered in his ear, his biggest dream has come true.
of course, this isn't meant to excuse some of the things eddie has said or done. he's very flawed, as the writing is very quick to point out, and the magnitide of his flaws and wrongdoings is amplified through his bitterness and jealousy, which ultimately influences his decision to leave the band. but as a final nail in the coffin, as if eddie hasn't gone through enough already, the show, led by its surprising pro-daisybilly agenda, decides to punish eddie in a move that can only be described as "every tongue that rises against billy dunne shall fall" and strips him of his original book ending, in which he becomes a successful record producer. instead, he is given by far the most unsatisfying and saddest ending of all the band members. graham, while no longer working in the music field, gets what he wants most - a happy family. daisy and warren continue their careers and collaborate together, even having children of their own. karen becomes the frontwoman of a punk band. billy gets to enjoy a long, happy marriage with camilla, and goes on to pursue a renewed relationship with his second love daisy, aided by his late wife's blessing. eddie, on the other hand, hopelessly tries to replicate, or at least re-live, the six's success through mediocre bands, but to no avail. locked in his bubble of shame, he doesn't attend the funeral of the only woman he has ever loved, in fear that his presence there is unwanted. it's as pathetic as it is tragic.
he looks at julia dunne, a carbon copy of her mother, and talks, talks, talks to the camera, hoping that it will give him closure. it doesn't. nothing ever will.
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dckweed · 2 years
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Clingy drunk Billy at a party with big gf hahaa I feel like he would be so clingy idk why
ok hidey hoe babes this is gonna be so short and im so so so so sorry lmao, i promise you guys, i have some long ones coming out very very very soon
anywhore, here's something short and cute, mwah!
p.s. you guys send in some steve requests bc im on such a steve kick rn !!
warnings: drinking, plus sized reader, billy being totally adorable ig? groping.
"isn't she lovely?" billy hargrove x plus sized reader
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Music played so loudly that it reverberated through the floor, the heavy bass vibrating through your feet. You were probably one of the few people still completely sober, and you were searching for your extremely drunk boyfriend, whom you had left on the couch so you could use the restroom.
You look around the large, overly crowded room almost frantically, hoping to god he hadn't wandered off to the car, you hadn't thought to grab the car keys out of his jacket beforehand, a dumb move on your part. "Thank god," You breathe, pushing through the thick crowd of sweaty bodies as you catch sight of him. You see him wave over the heads of people, your thick, curvy frame wasn't hard to miss.
You cut a quick path through the drunk teenagers, thankfully avoiding a drink nearly being spilled on your pretty white dress, one of your favorites that actually managed to hide your pudgey stomach in just the right kind of way and still make you feel like the hottest girl in the room, and when it came to Billy, you knew that you were.
You furrow your eyebrows as you get closer, he's standing next to Steve, and if almost looks like he's about to start something when he catches you again in his sight. You see his features visibly soften, and a dumb, goofy little smile crawl across his lips that turned into a huge, cheesey grin.
"Look at her..isn't she lovely, stevie boy?" He asks, his drunk voice slurring the sentence out as he loses his balance slightly, his hand going to the back of Steve's head so he could angle it towards you.
Steve grunts, his arm going around Billy to help keep him standing as he locked sight on you as well. She really is lovely, he had thought. He was stupid to have let Billy steal you away from him so easily, though in the long run, he was stupid for not making a move on you period. Billy had been the only one out of the two of them who had the balls enough to do it. "Yeah, Billy, she is.." He sighs, biting his tongue. He couldn't be mad at him for making his move, you were absolutely stunning, the way your body was shaped, every curve and dip, every last dimple and ridge that he knew perfectly well littered your skin. You had a ton of guys after you, and though you and Steve had had some fun at one point, you only had eyes for one.
"That third keg stand went straight to your head, huh, Billy?" You ask, finally making it to them. You look up at Steve, a kind smile on your ever so beautifully full face. "Thanks, Steve, i can take him from here.."
"Y/N, my love..god i can't wait to get you home so i can get between those plush thighs of yours, spend hours down there..." Billy sighs, his smile going even wider and dopier as he talks to you. It really was his favorite place to eat. You grin and wrap your arms around his middle, hoisting him up off of Steve.
You shoot him one last smile as you slowly make your way to the door with your boyfriend drunk and giggly in your arms, your hands moving skillfully through each of his pockets in search of the keys, giggling at the jokes he makes about feeling him up in public as he places sloppy wet kisses all over every bit of you he can reach.
"Baby?" He asks, once you get him into the passenger seat of the camaro, of which you had helped him fix his broken windshield.
"Hmm?" You ask, glancing over at him. His eyes were closed, his head against the window as you turned the ignition and listened to it pur to life.
"Can I use your boobies as a pillow when we get home?" His voice is soft, almond childish. You grin as you start driving, headed to your house. You knew it was a safer bet than his. "They're so soft and fluffy..and they always smell like they pretty lotion.."
You reach over and run your fingers through his dark mop of hair, god you loved him when he was like this. "Anything you want, love.." You say, and he hums, nodding off to sleep slightly.
It was a struggle to get him inside, and true to your word after you had gotten his boots, jeans and jacket off, you let him fall face first into your bare chest, pulling you sheets over the top of you. He snored almost immediately, babbling a half incoherent "i love you.." as you played with his hair, your legs wrapped around his waist to keep him locked in place, something that you knew made him feel secure.
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