#theyre all dirt roads

[sparklehoard]

Noooooo lease locator is by subscription only now 😫😫😫😫😫

#for those who dont know. lease locator is a magical app that lets you punch in industrial site codes for worksites #BRO #im gonna have to buy it but jesus christ #if you think oh well shouldnt google maps or written directions be enough? #NO. GOOGLE MAPS DOESNT KNOW ABOUT 70% OF THE ROADS OUT HERE #theyre all dirt roads #unmarked so good fucking luck trying to find roads via signage #my companys written directions are garbage. they haven been correct even once yet #you cant direct someone as its a right and a left at the fork WHEN THERE ARE 3 UNOFFICIAL FORKS THEY DECIDE DONT COUNT #one time the directions were simply follow the road straight through. when really they meant. turn left/keep left onto a very obvious exit #i drove straight for 5 kms before i realized something was up

[greetingsfromuranus]

ok my game is gonna be like the sims x tomodachi life x petz, its gonna have a really detailed character creator and you can share your creations online so anyone can download them, its gonna have sims-esque behavior editor but i need to play the sims first to get a better idea of how it works, the characters you add to your little world are just gonna run around like they do in petz, and its gonna have animal crossing type graphics, think n64 but slightly higher poly count than most games. most of it is gonna be from the characters because this may kanker model is already a solid 1100 polygons and thats pretty high for what im goin for

also they can get killed and die but they come back the next day. ill add a "plot armor" slider when youre creating a character so you can decide if they can die or not (you can also put the slider in the negative direction making them die and come back multiple times a day)

#the environment is just gonna be the cul-de-sac with the forest and the swamp and all that with animal crossing graphics #but ed edd n eddy colors #theyre good #maybe the map will be really huge and you choose one starting location and you unlock the rest as you get more characters or something #there will be a little beach town you can unlock too #ill have every environment in there #or maybe ill let you choose a set biome #orrr you can have multiple towns and the characters can travel between them #theyre separated by cliffs/caves like in animal crossing #and they can get on the bus and ride there thru some little tunnels like in earthbound #one of the maps will be a really big house all the characters share surrounded by a big yard and a dirt road and then a big forest around i #ill have it so you can fit at least 12 of them in there #and like all big houses on a dirt/gravel road theres a few smaller houses/trailers bunched up a little ways from it #itll be so epic #and you can buy them stuff like a pool or a playground or fishing gear or airsoft #itll be so sick #save

[darklordcow]

its so fucked up that roundabout is such a cool song but for the entire beginning sequence makes u feel haunted

#i made the dirt soft #idk if this makes any sense to anyone at all #this is a jojo reference right?? #to be continued #roundabout #it literally sends a chill down my spine #as if im a cowboy being met by the nemesis cowboy along the town road but theyre like just coming in town and im standing w my back to them

[heartfullofleeches]

You know what i think gemi deserves a monster reader, maybe theyre some kind of giant mer, a squid perhaps 🤔

"My lords... I'm sorry for whatever I've done-please!"

"Rest now, Dear. You haven't done a thing. My darling simply needs more protein in their meals."

-

Gemi hang their lab coat on its rack as they exit their lab. In their arms they carry two lunch boxes, and a merry step in their stride. They venture out to the garden, dirt roads gutted in favor of a clear glass path showing the water system branched throughout their entire estate. They head over to the fountain where the center piece had been removed to make room for the pond - a work of art far more enchanting lurking within its depths. Gemi opens the first case and throws a slab of meat in the water, sitting on the ledge of the fountain as that breathtaking creature springs free.

"Hello, my love."

You loop your tendrils around the winged devil as you press your wet cheek against their head, greeting them with a tight hug. Gemi brings their hand to your neck, marveling at its texture as they plant kisses along your skin.

"Not a second goes by that I don't miss your gorgeous face. I apologize for being late, but I had some time sensitive work in the lab. An extra apology for this cut of meat, but it's all I had. I'll bring you something better soon."

Gemi feds you another piece of meat before pulling out their own meal. A slice of cake from a bakery in the human world they'd love to take you to someday, once you get a better hold of your human form. While some date opportunities were missed, it was better to have mortal eyes off you for now. No doubt that while walking amongst the easily influenced you would be irresistible. Their other half whined for the junk they were putting into their shared body, and not saying hi as they asked, but they could complain on their own time.

Gemi attempts to give you a strawberry which you quickly snap up in your jaws. How could angels argue that living without sin was the proper way of living, when they were in heaven being at your side?

#Gemini my oc #yandere oc #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere imagines #yandere x you #yandere headcanons #yandere insert #yandere scenarios #yandere blurb #yandere teratophilia #monster reader #Sea creature reader

[princemick]

MICKLORE for dummies

here;s part 1 with his racing history

because over roc weekend people seemed to have gotten to know him a lot better so here's a bunch more of mick info that I deem as essential

so under the tab I will add a bunch of stuff that kinda break trough that introverted pr trained wall he has.

this will be broken into facts, quotes, moments and videos.

--enjoy--

Mickfacts:

he speaks, english, german, french and italian but beraly speaks italian and french because he doesnt feel comfortable enough with them

the f-2002 is his favorite of his dads cars

during a lot of 2022's off season he has been dirt racing in the states where he bascially races for as long as the car runs together with gina's bf (x) (x)

apperantly recognizes the italian anthem before the german

can't choose himself for a dream team so his dream team is michael and seb

couldnt choose between lewis and max in 2021 "because theyre both nice to me"

he used to play drums as a kid

his middle name is 'junior'

he is named after Mick Doohan (5x mtotogp champ) who used to live close to Michael who were really good friends and so him and Jack Doohan (f2 driver) have always been and are still close friends.

apperantly introduced himself to kevin when he got back to haas with 'suck my balls'

modified said off road buddy that he does mud racing with so it goes quicker then intended

he seems to have extra clothes with him at all times bc he borrowed an extra pair of pants and shirt to callum for their f2 podium celebration

his dad wanted him to study engineering (also interesting piece of related information: he said he would have become a biologist if not an f1 driver in this video)

he refers to his dog angie as his best friend

in F3 he won 5 races in a row. race 22 til 26 of the 2018 season.

he started doing champions for charity where he organizes a football match every year with a bunch of german sports players

mick denies it but this man has bleached his hair

Mickquotes:

"a bomb, a knife, a serial killer. I mean that comes all together so.."

"I mean if poeple ask me if I'm mick I usualy just say no. I learned that from my dad."

"can I eat this?" procedes to eat it

"you guys are gonna do pushuupss"

"can I go and pet it?? play fetch??"

"those cars are so shit"

"deutsche, german..WHA??"

"you sure??"

"my dad, my dad, my dad, my dad"

"I just wanna get to my dad"

"beep beep beep"

"I won f2 and f3 for a reason"

"you guys are fucking brilliant, FUCKING BRILLIANT! fucking hell- sorry for all the swearing guys"

"I have a problem with italian bread tbh"

"PTW man, PTW" (pwt means prove them wrong)

"so you have to be smooth, realise that its an old lady and treat it that way, take it easy and enjoy the ride"

"hmm, have you ever driven on the road blindfolded?"

"ah, I was fine" after crashing

"I'm glad it was you I was fighting against"

Mickvideos:

prema stranger things - where he bascially just shouts his ideas and is loudly jock and himbo coded

The 5 Second Challenge - him having to really quickly talk and think shows how he thinks really well aka himbo

The Taboo Challenge - where he has to explain something without using specific words

Seb And Mick Take On The Formula 1 Tower Challenge! - where Seb and Mick ask eachother questions as they play mega jenga

Mick and Dan at the 2021 russian gp presser - just wholesome

Mick and Sean cook pizza together - him being wholesome and happy and speaking italian

Prema Trivia Challenge - giving ultimate himbo rights

him hugging every haas mechanic after his last race w them

mick post Q2 in Canada

the groundhog video

Some minutes with Cyrus Watches: Mick Schumacher

The Texas Red Hot Sauce Challenge - shows his relationship with gary (his old race engineer) really well

Guess the Flavour: Japanese KitKat Taste Test - shows how weird mick is sometimes

Map The Track - himbo.

Mick celebrates with the team after first F1 points - hes so beloved

Gina and Crorinna's congrats after his first points

okay there's much much more, if you wanna get more into it I reccomend watching more of his prema and haas videos and just keep updated with him over his time at mercedes

dont be afraid to send me asks with questions or anyting!

and special thank you to 2/3 of the pillars of mickblr @acrosstobear and @schumaclerc for helping me out w some micklore and @stoffelvandoornegf for this post

#listen...I cud go on #im nt gonna #micklore #mick schumacher

[bunnakit]

Writing prompt!\^.^/

I offer you three words:

roses, dirt, engine

Or: sun, blood, spring

Or: night, furr, footsteps

Have fun writing a scene for one of these 3 bunches :D

i swear i didn't forget about this anon! i was just saving it for when i really needed a work distraction. (i really wanna make this phayatharn but i have a rule abt not writing anything for shows until theyre finished so. option 2 it is.)

sun, blood, spring

🌸

Ai Di always imagined he would die somewhere cold and dark, tucked away in an alley, a shipping container, or a warehouse. The warm sun on his cheeks was an extreme deviation from his expectations. He felt simultaneously warm and cold, a tingling sensation at his fingertips he chose not to explore too deeply. He wished he could say he felt at peace, but he hadn't felt that in over four years.

He closed his eyes and pulled in as deep of a breath as he could manage, ignoring the taste of copper on his teeth. He lifted a hand and pressed his fingertips to the thick crimson liquid gathering in the concave of his stomach. Someone should probably be applying pressure to the wound. Where was Xiao Jie?

It felt like it took all his concentration and energy but finally Ai Di managed to turn his head. Ah, there Xiao Jie was, frantically finishing a phone call before sliding onto his knees in the dirt, wadding up a jacket, and pressing it against Ai Di's stomach. He drew in a hiss at the sharp stab of pain, closing his eyes and not bothering to open them again.

He was fairly certain someone was talking to him, trying to get his attention, but he didn't really care to pay attention. It all sounded like it was underwater anyway. Instead, Ai Di turned his head just a little further, just enough to nestle his nose into the collar of the leather jacket he'd taken to wearing lately.

He drew in another deep breath, ignoring the pain and the slight gurgle he felt in his chest. It was worth it for the spiced floral scent that flooded his nostrils, the scent of the woods in spring. His fingers curled into the dirt beneath him, too weak to grasp anything more despite the way he felt like he was coming apart at the seams.

Don't make me worry.

He thought he managed to whisper another countless apology, one of many stacked up in his memories. It seemed he couldn't ever do what Chen Yi wanted, not now and not four years ago. How would Chen Yi react to the news?

His thoughts drifted away, unable to bear going down that road, and instead he trailed his fingers up from Xiao Jie's damp hands to his wrist.

"Xiao Jie." He was so fucking grateful his voice came out steady and commanding, if not a bit rough. He spit out saliva and the taste of iron before speaking again. "Don't tell him."

He could tell the words shocked his subordinate in the way he stilled, tense all over, and the way he stuttered before collecting his words again.

"S-Sure, Ai Di sir, because you're going to be okay." Poor guy really had to work on being more convincing.

"Yeah, of course." Ai Di nodded almost imperceptibly before pressing his nose back into the jacket collar, movements going still and hand falling slack from Xiao Jie's wrist. He thought he heard shouting for a moment but it faded quickly, replaced with a flood of sounds that brought him nothing but comfort.

A low laugh, a gentle reprimand, a softly spoken promise, a playful threat. He wondered if he had a smile on his face as it all went black.

What Ai Di had not accounted for was how fucking embarrassed he'd be when he woke up a few days later, feverish, stitched, and bandaged, but alive. All those fucking dramatics for nothing. At least Chen Yi hadn't been here to see it.

#bunn asks #bunn writing #chen yi x ai di #kiseki: dear to me #kiseki dear to me #anon my beloved #LMAO SORRRRYYY #cw blood #cw injury #my inbox is now officially empty if anyone ever wants to send anything

[thebomb-thebird-andtheburntbitch]

I am obsessed with the idea of Kyojuro falling for someone completely different than him, kinda like in uninterested but in my mind they actually have arguments (nothing major obv) and at first he doesn't have any interest in pushing it to be friends. Then suddenly everything he believes in (that love is supposed to be easy, always sweet, never complicated, recognizable) is shattered as he understands that love can in fact be complicated, difficult, not perfect, and that's okay. Idk if you like the idea but I just wanted to share!

a/n: honestly opposites-attracting, but only after turmoil is such a good trope but so overlooked imo- since i dont consider it enemies-lovers (theyre clearly distinctly different asldkfjasdf). also why is it hard to write like a passive-slightly aggressive rengoku? (it shouldn't be considering when he first met tanjiro his mind was literally 'execute child' LMFAO)

also, slight warning bc sanemi and you get into a fist fight lol (very confrontational y/n)

additionally: im not very happy with the outcome of this, and on top of that it's pretty short but hNNG i couldn't just keep this in my draft so im releasing it into the wild and ruNNING away

-x-x-x-

kyojuru is a certified optimist with the skills to back up his optimism

so when you entered his life with a polar opposite attitude, he tried thinking nothing of it

but your constant need to tell him that his optimism is suffocating or stiffling or even 'unrealistic' really grinded on his gears and even he has a limit

kyojuro is a good man, but he isnt a saint

at first it started with small little jabs to try and appease you when you would start talking about whatever came out of your mouth

"you should focus on training and not speaking so much"

"your pessimism is truly deep-seated, isn't it?"

"y/n, please less talking more action"

then somehow, it escalated

you both would bicker constantly- like a rat testing it's luck against a predator owl

it got to the point the hashira ranks and even kagaya knew of your distaste for each other and even teased you both about it

you both would argue over such simple, stupid things

so imagine his inner shock when he saw you caught in a screaming match against shinazugawa one day

arguing with sanemi was already a deadend road, hes about as hardheaded as a bull and will butt heads until he's knocked on his ass or unconscious

kyojuro wondered for the briefest of moments if you both looked like you did now, up in sanemi's face yelling at him while he yelled back trying to fight for the high ground

however, arguments with sanemi never lasted long- but that didn't mean the situation was resolved. they never lasted long because he almost always start a fistfight

and he will fight you no matter who you are- feminist sanemi says 'equal rights, equal fights'. his fists are rated E-for literally everyone

the moment you swung first- taking the one thing away from him that he had (the ability to strike first) it all just snowballed

you both were scrapping around in the dirt and grass and for some reason kyojuro didn't like it

there was a small scene of familiar faces around, all sighing and shaking their heads at the fight like it was just an ordinary day

but kyojuro strangely felt compelled to act- so he did

he quickly intervened, breaking up the fight between you and sanemi. he yanked you behind him, gripping your wrist and keeping you at his back so you didn't run or try to go after the wind hashira again

while kyojuro was confident he could hold you back, he was less certain he could do that and keep sanemi at bay as well, so he quickly took off. draggin you behind him by the wrist

when you both got far enough away, kyojuro made you sit down in front of him as he inspected your face

typical fistfight injuries scattered your skin and you refused to look at him, a scowl on your face the whole time he was inspecting you

"why do you care?" you had asked him and for some reason, it irked him but also hurt him

was he not supposed to care?

sure you got on his nerves and he wouldn't say he was exactly friends with you, but-

"i do not wish to see you injured, is that so wrong?"

"you didn't care before"

"that is not true!"

he yelled at you, just like he always did when you antagonized him- but this time it was different

he wasn't arguing because you pushed him, he was arguing because you were wrong and he did care

he did and hes finally realizing it

he didn't want you to be hurt and he didn't want you to fight with others- deep down he didn't even want you fighting with him

he wanted to form a better relationship with you- a bond with you like he has with others

kyojuro wanted to try and fix this messed up way you two communicated and he knew it would suck and you'd probably fight him the entire process

then he laughed, loud and long to himself at the though of it

you fighting him on not wanting to fight anymore?

that's just like you-

and he cared about all of you, like it or not

#rengoku #rengoku x reader #rengoku x y/n #rengoku scenarios #rengoku headcanons #rengoku kyojuro #kyojuro rengoku

[moonspower]

✨ on the dark sea / the road of silver continues to the stars / this is a message brought by the moon.

🌙 s𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬.

1. What does your muse smell like?

virote has a lovely collection of perfume and body mists that he really enjoys. some of them are a little on the typical, high-end of the spectrum like various perfumes from the jasmine + woodsy alien by mugler. then, you have your demeter fragrance oddball scents like petrichor, that smells exactly like the ozone / petrichor of a fallen rain on the dirt. warm, earthy, and ozone. he smells like the weather. whenever you’re close to him, you smell a summer rainstorm. this is usually layered OVER something else! here are a few choice picks he likes to layer with it:

- CHLOE SEVIGNY’S LITTLE FLOWER BY REGIME DES FLEURS / black tea, bleeding heart, blackcurrant bud, peony, palo santo incense, pomelo, honeysuckle, and a precious ottoman rose absolute. described as romantic, dewy, and woody musk.

- AYAMORI’S HINOKI ONSEN / geranium, jasmine sambac, red mandarin, and vetiver. described as described as calming, mood elevating, soothing, and deep.

- MOLTON BROWN’S FIERY PINK PEPPER / pink pepper, ginger, tangerine, nutmeg, osmanthus, lily-of-the-valley, jasmine, labdanum, musk, patchouli, oakmoss, and cedar. very strong spicy fragrance. described as stirring, sultry, and smoldering.

BLACK ALCHEMY LAB’S FAIRY BITE / osmanthus, raw honey with lavender, chamomile, white peppermint, raspberry, honeysuckle, thyme, bergamot, and dracula orchid.

BLACK ALCHEMY LAB’S ICE / eucalyptus blossom, crystalline musk, white ginger, mint, and elemi. oddly described as a ruthless, cold metal, icicle scent.

if you stand too close to him and catch a whiff, you fall in love so uve been warned.

2. What do your muse’s hands feel like?

considering his skincare routine is some of the most hardcore shit in the name of beauty, his hands are just… pillow soft, smooth. he’s always putting on lotion, aloe vera, shea butter. especially shea butter. he finds that shea butter bring out the maximum softness™ in his hands. every friday night he’ll use hand masks for about 20 minutes and those are usually on the lower end of cost since hand masks aren’t super important to his skincare routine. theyre just extra. his favorites are the cheapo epielle hand masks from the dollar store with coconut oil, milk extract, hyaluronic acid. aaaand the tonymoly i’m lovely peach hand masks <: )

3. What does your muse usually eat in a day?

in the morning, he’s usually making a smoothie and having some oatmeal to go with it. throw in a little fruit, maybe even some coffee if he feels like he might not make it through the day. for lunch, he usually opts for something quick, but fresh and satisfying like from a food truck since he’s probably gonna be on the run the moment he’s done. like tacos or kimbap! ESPECIALLY kimbap, he loves that shit. kimbap, some squid chips, and a seltzer water? yeah, babey.

for dinner, it really depends. he might cook something for himself! like curry and laab moo with some roti on the side, tom yum, xiaolongbao with cold noodles, hot pot, maybe some fried tofu with a little sauce over it with some rice maybe a couple of eggs on top of it all. if he orders something it ‘s usually cuban food, ‘cause his ass loves ropa vieja. sometimes indian or greek. japanese. if it’s japanese, he’s goin’ out for okonomiyaki.

as for snacking, he’s usually eating some sort of dried fruit, pistachios, super dark chocolate like 85% dark super bitter and not sweet at all, hummus over super crunchy bread… or some awful shit from taco bell and burger king if he’s having a bad day. he has a lot of bad days so find him at ya local taco bell, ordering a beefy five layer with a baja blast. anyway he loves trying new foods so if a restaurant opens up, he’s there.

4. Does your muse have a good singing voice?

it’s fair! you could even call it pretty. limited range, but pretty. he’s not gonna kill you with it until he tries to karaoke mariah carey. then no one’s surviving those crackly, shrill high notes… awful…….. he will never sing ‘ butterfly ’ without nearly dying…. everyone in the room passes away.

5. Does your muse have any bad habits or nervous ticks?

HIS WHOLE LIFE IS A BAD HABIT.

6. What does your muse usually look like / wear?

oh babey… i can’t even describe… but he dresses better than anyone u’ve ever met… don’t invite him to ur birthday, he’s gonna show up in vintage versace, on a white horse, while 70s underground disco plays. body chains everywhere. he’s so eclectic and fashionable and experimental. runway looks just to go to the store. of course for work he’ll just wear a suit or something casual lol. but outside of work????? u could see him in a $5000 la perla pajama set, eden boots, faux fur coat, and a pearl necklace just to get chips from the gas station. he’s ur glam babygirl…. he’s your goth boyfriend…

7. Is your muse affectionate? How much? How so?

affectionate enough so please don’t touch him a lot. lkjgfdlsgjkl. and idk, he has a hot-cold kind of personality, so sometimes he won’t even look at you. won’t touch you, won’t do anything. if he’s touching a friend, it’s usually when it’s a very intimate moment. like a serious talk or something. he’s not one to grab them up into hugs and shit. he’s not a cuddlebug. but in somber, solemn moments or moments where he wants to make a point, he may touch a hand very briefly. like a little flash of love and absolute trust and vulnerability.

even in his romantic relationships he’ll most likely sit on the waaay opposite end of the couch from his boyfriend if theyre talking. it’s really just best to express in some way that you want to touch him before actually doing it. like you don’t have to outright ask for permission but you need to be really careful about it and indicate something so you don’t weird him the fuck out.

he’s just never been a touchy person. being a domestic abuse survivor didn’t help.

with that said if there’s enough trust gained, he doesn’t mind! but that’s an upward climb that people rarely ever power through. vi’s affection is usually expressed through doing favors and stuff like that anyway.

vi has punched people in the face more than he’s hugged people on his blog and that’s just where he’s at as a person………..

8. What position does your muse sleep in?

vi’s the type to fall asleep wherever he falls so he could be twisted like a pretzel or laid out like a plank. you might even find him face down on his kitchen floor, making friends with the linoleum floors of his kitchen!! on his side, in the bathroom. bent up like a tangled slinky somewhere in his office. it’s like finding a dead body every time you find him sleeping except he’s alive and probably dreaming about kazuki kitamura in a wet t-shirt contest.

9. Could you hear your muse in the hallway from another room?

no and that’s exactly why he’s great at trespassing. u befriend him and ur asking for break-ins. u won’t even know he’s in ur kitchen, eating your french toast like some sort of shitty little moon raccoon. also he can phase thru ur walls? you are not catching him.

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#🌙 ABOUT! CANCERIAN SUN SHINING IN THE EVENING. #m'boy!!!

[honeyglz]

YALL KNOW COWBOY MHA IZUKU AND BAKUGOU BUT HEAR ME OUT- Haikyuu.......Cowboys......... AND LIKE INSTEAD OF VOLLEY TEAMS THEYRE WILD HORSE WRANGLERS OR SUMTH??- (I dont know anything about american (??) or western cowboy stuff aside from media bare with me) BUT LIKE IMAGINE

Each team has their own little section where they reign in the horses. Sometimes they cross into each others terf which ends in a full fist fight more often than not (Most teams arent bug fans of guns.) And guess who's town is smack dab in the middle of all the wild terf???? Yours!!! Lucky you !! IMAGINE LIKE UR THE SHERIFF AND YOUR CONSTANTLY HAVING TO RING THEM UP FOR SHIT?? Like you travel out of town only to see the younger members setting something up on the west side of the valley Now you know damn well they aint supposed to be around here, much less messing around alone in these parts so being a good sheriff you get to work You call out to them, greeted with the timid gaze as the two boys both freeze as they spot your familiar unamused gaze. Hinata starts to walk over to you before Kageyama pulls him back trying (and failing) to subtly nod towards their ties horse. You watch as they slowly scoot towards their horses before hoping on and trying to untie them and run. You pinch your nose brigde before hoping on your own horse, taking a different route to cut them off. Safe to say they shit their pants when they see you at the end of the road. You ride towards them and tbh they dont even try to run this time. You hold your hand out and they sheepishly hand over the reigns as they get off (you do too.) Hinata smile's trying to ease his nerves but you only scowl down at him causing the boy to shirk into himself. Kageyama only trains his gaze to the dirt on his boots as he prepares himself for a tongue lashing. You sigh before turning on your heel, the two boys turning to each other confused. You get atop your horse before turning back to the boys. "C'mon, better get moving before someone spots us." They both let out a breath of relief before trying to get back on the horses. You laugh catching their attention again before smiling down at them, causing them more unease. "Oh no ya don't, you had your fun riding, now you gotta walk." An hour into walking and the argusing starts.| "This is your fault Kageyama" "Shut up!" "No you shut up!"

Yea this is gonna be a long ride. A vry long time later you make it to their ranch. Only to be greeted w/ Leader!Daichi standing there, arms crossed, lil wheat thing in mouth typa beat. Anyway's he walks to meet the three of you before telling the boys to scram, Suga at the barn waiting for them. Hinata sends Kageyama a glare before they both run back into the barn. You break the big bad sheriff act for a bit, laughing abit at the boys before swinging your leg over your horse trying to get off. Daichi being so kind helps you off with ease, arms wrapping around your side before lifting you down. He's so silly sometimes lmao Anyways you settle your horse abit before turning your attention back to the man before you, who by now is intently fixed on you. You clear your throat and his eye's snap back up to your own, bold smile hiding behind his tinted blush as he chuckled. "Well sheriff, what brings you to my humble abode?" He's pulling your leg, you know this. You also know that by the way he's looking at you dumbly with those big brown eye's that your not gonna call him out for it. He smiles down at you, crossing his arms against his chest as he leans back against the fence post near by, waiting for your answer. "I found your boys a lil far from your turf. You wouldn't know anythin about that would you Daichi?" Its smooth, the way you say his name, it almost makes him forget his place. Key word- Almost.

He puts on the fake'st shrug you've ever seen before speaking, this time not even trying to hide the sly look on his face. "Wouldn't have a clue hun, but if ya wan't some advice, I'd look over by Nekoma's territory. Real trouble makers those ones." He takes his weight off the post by now, instead opting to tower of you (hes tall ok shut up). His hands are dug into the deep hem of his pockets and his shoulders are slack. He tilts his head down abit, now eye to eye with you. He's not shy about most things, infact, by the way he has you pinned against air Im sure he's feeling anything but shy right now. "Is that so? And how do I know your not a trouble maker then, huh Daichi?" ANYWAYS LMAO I think Ill cut it here and write another thing idk dont like how this is going.

#honeyglz #haikyuu #Haikyuu x reader #Hinata Shoyo #kageyama tobio #Daichi x reader lmao #daichi haikyuu #x reader #Lmk if u want more. #For now I think I'll stick to writing for mha #least its OOC in a way ppl like

[bewarethegrim]

Rereading some of Pete Wentz's old blog posts and found the most harringrove entry.

[noone ever fell in love with anyone because of empty pockets or red splotched eyes. drove around for hours tonight just to keep myself from feeling anchored. weighed down. to keep my mind off thinking about what kids like me deserve. desperation isnt a strong enough word (but it will have to do). my wrists are only black and blue cause i don’t got the balls. nothing gets you ready to have every single word dissected and put under a microscope. i got ringing in my ears but none on my fingers. i got sunsets in the veins on my wrists. we’re not just falling in love anymore, we’re demanding it. im the latest bloomer (dried out my wet dreams and saved them for a rainy day). i can still see you standing on my front porch- slowed my own thoughts down to a single blade of grass. you couldnt catch my eye cause i was too busy rolling them. the buttons on one side of your coat that wouldnt snap on the other side. they were just for fashion not for function you told me. you were pretty for a boy. it made me laugh when i thought of it, im sorry i wasnt laughing at what you were saying. it makes me laugh still- when im driving around for hours at night. id love to swerve off and blame it on the fog, but ive been talking on these roads too much lately. theyd spill all my secrets. this city won’t let me go.]

This first half is Billy, talking about how he feels stuck in Hawkins. His thoughts a cycle of the slurs and insults his dad throws at him, and the shameful fact that his dad isn't wrong. He looks at Steve and thinks he's pretty, and it makes him want to die but at the time time it makes him want to laugh because who would've thought his old man would be right? But he chooses to laugh because that's just easier. He drives, he drives too fast, and he thinks about how easy it would be to lose control. Just another tragic accident, but is anyone suprised? Tragic deaths are what kids like Billy deserve.

[im sure theyd lock me up somewhere if anyone saw me at 23 sneaking into cemetaries. taking pills to make me feel okay sleeping in the grass just above you. the sirens find me at the first light. my lips cracked and dried from the tears, i'll probably die a cliche. flash the lights to kissing boys. provocative. i promise you i wont ever have another afternoon like when we used to sneak out of school and drive the lakeshore. noone will ever sound as cool as you. we built cool. we made up style. we set the standard and theyre all just trying to live up to it. if theres nobody who thinks like us anymore. untouchable is unlovable. you always have me humming in my head just out of key. i bought an alarm clock just so i could hit the snooze button. whats the point in getting out of bed anymore if you only get out to say you did. if you could love the biggest fraud or the best liar- then im your prince. i was made just for fashion not for function.]

The second half is Steve. He finds the letter years after Billy has died. But as he reads it over and over again, he can't help but feel like it's not complete. So he sits down at Billy's grave like he so often does and he writes. Be writes how he feels like he's empty, unlovable and broken. Hidden behind years of lies and NDAs, no one could ever know the real him. He could never explain the scars, the nightmares, the paranoia. He finds solace in his memories of warm days spent with Billy at the Quarry. Billy telling him tales of California, and promising he'd take Steve to the beach, a real beach, once he'd saved up enough money to move back home. An event that never happened because Billy died before he could. He died in the town he felt stuck in and now he was truly stuck forever, under the grass and dirt below Steve's feet. Steve wonders how long it'll take him to join Billy down there?

#steve harrington #billy hargrove #harringrove #bewarethegrim #stranger things #tw suicide #tw death #tw suicidal thoughts #tw child abuse #TW homophobia #this is really sad #Pete wentz stop being gay and sad challenge #i saw this on twitter and then the ghost of emo days past possesed me and now its been written #someone go back to 2009 and hug pete please #hes so sad

[werewolfc0re]

werewolf core stuff:

- dark or badly dyed hair

- messed up hair from long nights you cant fully remember

- faux fur jackets duh

- more specifically fur vests

- LAYERS

- lacing your shoes so tightly against your feet so you can almost forgot theyre not part of you

- big smiles, the kind that make you shut your eyes

- snort laughing

- laughing loudly

- forgetting you exist as you stare at the world around you

- turning your ears rather than your eyes towards a loud sound

- sprinting through hallways and crowds on your tip toes while ducking and dodging through obstacles just for fun

- ear flap hats

- goggles

- wearing a flannel or a lanyard and feeling it catch the wind when you move around

- piles

- piles of people

- piles of stuffed animals

- piles of leafs to jump into

- piles of blankets to cacoon yourself in

- piles and piles of snow to sled on or throw or eat

- screaming

- having a raspy voice

- road trips with friends

- fingerless gloves

- black nail polish

- shitty black eyeliner

- having a layer of something on you at all times whether it be fabric, hair or fat

- distressed clothing

- bats

- as in baseball bats

- acne

- freckles

- scars

- fidgeting by tapping your foot

- or making little holes in the dirt with your feet

- or leaving little scratchmark doodles everywhere

- strong accent colors against earthy pallets

- smelling things by sticking your whole face into them

- silver jewellery

- getting defensive over random things

- muffled noises through broken headphones

- going through non stop phases just like the moon :)

- trying to live in the moment

- loving animals

- loving people or even the idea of people enough to stand up for them despite your fear

#werewolf #werewolfcore #moon #crytidcore #vampires #vampirecore #love #lycanthropy #gremlincore

[assassincraft]

ive decided to just make a giant meta ab the ending episodes of assclass and why it really punches in the whole series

tw // murder, abuse, suicide, domestic abuse, child abuse, spoilers ahead for season 1 and 2

honestly, yanagisawa really dug in the truth to all the kids, rubbing it in their faces that they were koro’s weakness all along. that while he was shiro and itona was attacking, koro had to stop saving himself all along to save the kids first.

they witnessed more murders and attacks than they signed up for. they rub it in their faces that takaoka tried to take them out twice, that itona was weak and the tentacles would have killed him, that kayano was destined to die by the lab’s doings just like his sister.

he even made a sick joke about having kayano as a backup wife while she laid dead on the floor. they sat there and helplessly watched their best friend get murdered as their own parental figure was getting beaten down as well ???

nagisa picked up his friend, who LOVED HIM to death in all ways, DEAD body and held her dripping with blood through out the fight. the one person that didn’t bully him for looking more feminine, who got him chocolates but was too afraid to deliver them. that gave nagisa his ponytails at the beginning of class and gave him his confidence over his gender presentation that his mom took away from him ????

she’s dead, just like her sister, because of yanagisawa. who is the reason why koro’s a monster, who is the reason why kayano and itona had tentacles as well. they thought it was their only way to power, to revenge, to take back over their lives, that singlehandedly was all yanagisawa’s fault ????

during that last scene, reaper 2.0 attempts to murder them over 10 times, not counting all the times yanagisawa tried before, with itona. trying to drown them, getting the kid stuck in the crossfire, starting all of this to begin with?? takaoka and his little minions through out that few episodes, nagisa himself with the assassin with the whip in that one off trying to kill him and his mom ????

yanagisawa knows himself just how badly these children are mortified and traumatized and comments on it, and how he wants to make them suffer even more. theyre sitting there watching reaper get killed, and literally holding a dead body of their classmate, sobbing because they thought she was a goner for the time being.

and he had to tell them to take him out after the fight because the space station was going to take him out anyway. they wanted a way out... but there wasn’t one.

they had 28 minutes to kill their teacher. and took a vote, no one wanted to actually murder him, but they didn’t want the government to put the whole class to waste, their whole year and every lesson just... bullshit.

some of them crying while holding him down, no one really wanted to do it. nagisa started screaming once he tried to deliver the blow he was so emotional during it. that’s the one person who saw him, help him stand up to his mother, stop getting abused and tossed around. stood up to karma who kept dragging him down and belittling him at times, stopped his suicide attempt at the very first episode. not to mention talking to nagisa’s dad to try and get him to be more apart of his life down the road.

as of now they’re down 20 minutes already, the conversations and speech he gives, the vote, the talking to irina and karasuma, the role call, and some can’t even answer they’re crying so much. 10 minutes.

he has to calm nagisa back down to not kill him with regret and anger in his heart. to take a deep breath and remember the good and be happy with what he’s doing. he just shakes, and shakes, and shakes until after he’s calmed down, accepting the reality of it all.

but it’s so hard to be happy murdering someone who’s given you self worth, who might have been a bad person before but showed up for these students who were kicked in the dirt. he knows he gave their life meaning and even said it out loud.

and then they all just sob, sob, and sob over what was where his body was after nagisa finally stabs him, little lights and particles floating into the air and slipping through their hands literally. screaming, crying, denying, some refusing to open their eyes and just holding each other. the only thing they were left to cry over was his gown. irina and karasuma just watching them and failing to not cry themselves.

14-15 year old kids. they’ve just murdered someone against their will after trying so hard to prevent it, even risking him blowing up as a possibility.

they went back to the classroom looking for anything left of their teacher, and found year books, and a book of advice, and diplomas. they knocked out at their desks on top of the books left for them and didn’t wake till morning.

they get stuck being watched by the government and slapped with gag orders, adding insult to damn injury by the people who caused this in the first place. the media told the world that they were brainwashed, abused, had stockholm syndrome, that they were being held captive. it got broadcasted to the world to see and they couldn’t really hide from it anymore.

only for media to stalk them to their graduation they begged karasuma to let them actually go to despite them knowing at the end that it was going to happen, that the world wouldn’t let them live. insult to injury.

we’re left for the last scene of the anime being nagisa crying before they explain what happened after their class left.

nagisa never went back unlike everyone 7 years later, he didn’t keep up with anyone except karma so it seems from the movie.

#i hate these last 3 episodes #nothing really rips me apart like this anime ever #and i honestly can get the pain nagisa was dragged through #「⑆」 here i sit cursing my government 🗡️ meta 「⑆」 #「⑆」 they soften your absence but they donʼt let me dream 🗡️ text posts 「⑆」

[nemxricultrix]

You are but a guest, never forget.

But how could you forget? You had spent what seemed like a day here- though it was truly a few. Not that the mind of a mortal can comprehend time in the Faerrealms, nor make sense of the passage of the time to the Faerfolkn at all. What is a day to you is a mere moment to them, even as you are trussed into their finest finery for your mortal coil and presented to the Stag Lord at last like some toy or perhaps a dirt peasant forcefully scrubbed and dressed up just to be tossed to the roads again.

It's tight, the gossamer squeezing your ribs as the fabric wrapped and warmed your body in ways normal spider silk wouldn't. Your hair, previously chewed by the keep spriteguard, had been pulled and worked into a wolf's tail braid, a sheer difference compared to how you once loosely wore it. Only your mask- the sickly driftwood and rotted seaweed thing- was left to be on your face, as they dare not interfere with the magic of a Baba. Had your patron been Baba Yaga, they'd dare not touch you at all, for the Witch of The Frozen Winds would likely come down herself from the frostwealds to smite them on her cauldron before returning to her fabled chicken legged house. Still, you felt crushed and bare all at once as you are brought into the chamber of the Stag Lord.

--

While many of the High Lords of the Faer pride on their domains, the First and Youngest, The Animal Lords, and The Unvassaled all kept to their respective flavors of eccentricity. The Stag Lord was no different, decorating his chamber and throne with wooden trinkets and beads of all colors, woven charms and ribbons hanging from any place on could, with a bell occasionally intermingled in such a way that a stiff breeze could turn the place into a smphony og chiming in an instant. His throne, if one could ever call such a thing that, was shaped from ancient wood from Before The World into a chair that was immense in size for someone only the size of a child, a literal tree on its own with deep white wood and soft leaves that littered the floor to leave a pleasant texture. INdeed, this keep was cut from the same wood, but none dared cut the tree the diminutive First And Youngest sat upon, peering down from behind the stag mask of which his name was derived.

The Lord himself was no older in appearance than your eldest son, a boy of 8 or so, with a messy shock of bristly red hair with leaves and twigs sticking every which way. His clothes were buckskin and suggestive of not so much manufacture as being wholesale flensed free of a still living beast, the head of which warped and worn as a mask even as he graciously leapt down from the perch. Such a height would splatter a normal creature- he was never mortal, coming from a world before your own, and as such landed in the leaves with a soft clicking of hooves upon wood and cloth as he approached.

"Uill, bàsach. Inns dhomh, dè do phuing an seo." (Well, a mortal. Tell me, what is your point here.) His voice, though youthful sounding, reverberates with the force of the worlds.

"...LAOIDH."

It hurts, his last word and demand, boiling your blood in your body to the point you feel you're on fire, disorienting you with a single forceful word to where you are stuck in a bout of confusion for a second and have to gather your mind. Even a Baba's magic cannot defend against the force of a Lord, let alone that of the Stag.

"Tha mi... Tha mi a' tighinn a' freagairt na Call. Chaidh an t-òran a sheinn. Osterius, chaidh a' ghairm a mach, agus-" (I… I come answering The Call. The Song was Sung. Osterius, the call was put out and I-) Is all you manage before his hand raises, catching the very wind on your tongue and plucking it away like it was nothing but a loose hair. He looks at the words for a moment before theyre left to jingle the chimes in the boughs above.

"SO you come because of some song some changeling whelp knows. Mortals like you really need to learn where you belong. But Osterius, you say? My, what has the Craned Crook done now, hmm? I've narry heard of his actions lately. Perhaps you were struck by a changeling sired through his will." He changes to a tongue that doesn't kill you, having stripped that out of your hesitant speech before taking a single darkened finger on your mask. You feel the magic on it shatter like sugar glass, and it falls to the floor as little more than rotted material to be eaten by dog sized isopods that scuttle free from the dirt.

"... I do not know. I am just answering the summons, The Call. Many apologies for the intrusions and distraction." You choke out, feeling the burning on your lips still there as if he hadn't just ripped words literally out of you.

"Enough. I'll have this investigated. FOR NOW MORTAL.... I bid you a welcome, a guest under the Eyes of Yaga and my amusements. While you walk this keep and lands under My Rule, You may... forgo... some of our rulings, as if you were one of Us. Make no Mistake- there are those that still apply here, and you will follow those or suffer The Consequences." His words are buzzing, burning, nipping like a million bees as they grow and shrink inside your ears.

You are still stunned from the word ripping, and the mask being busted. Were your really allowed free passage? Or was this a test? No- no you Do Not Doubt A Lord or Their Words. You are a Guest now, allowed passage. But that doesn't mean you're free of a deal yet.

"....Do not give me that look either. I have shattered that weak little deal, but i will take the name for now. Strider suits you, Mortal. Wear it well, but do not think i will not consider a new pact for you, one more binding than that silly hag's. You may leave now. Go, get out. I wish to be alone."

With that his dismissive words seemingly remove you from the room without you having a chance to react. You're just left standing in a city street, the Faerfolkn amidst you looking at you a bit confused before continuing their day.

#adventure

[corntort]

on the gambling habit/addiction front there's probably at least one bet that ended with having to call Hammond to help bail him out with something

But it's 2005 so he has to call her on a payphone on the side of a dirt road at 3 in the morning with no money on him except payphone quarters

Also with low pain tolerance he's probably had to ask her. "Hammond. My dearest friend. My coworker even. Can you come with me when I go get the piercings I lost a bet for."

HEHEHKJGHE YEAH FOR SUUUUURE FOR SUUURE I KNOW HIS ASS IS SOAKING IN THE RAIN HUDDLED IN A PAYPHONE WITH HIS LAST QUARTERS DOWN THE DRAIN ON HIS 5TH HAMMOND PHONE CALL ATTEMPT.

she finds it. HILARIOUS.

oh yeah low pain tolerance and also he's just a huge wuss. though i do think for that specific lost bet a bunch of coworkers went with him because theyre like YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF IT YOU GOTTA GET HUMBLED. GET YOUR SHIT PIERCED. theyre all like shaking him and laughing in the waiting room taking up half the seats just to crowd in the tiny ass piercing booth to watch it get done. i know trace faints for it. dude almost pukes too.

also i just think about it because i got mine pierced and they were a bit high maintenance at first! so its funny to imagine him grumbling about sanitizing it twice daily because he doesnt want to get it deformed and fucked up or GOD FORBID infected on a stupid bet.

he leaves em in though once theyre healed because fuck it man. its not like anyone sees them anyway.

#rambles #trace av #hammond av #ask #anonymous

[fkyumerica]

they tried to make me a garbage mexican

how fast do they swing

that time together

then theyre in at the bar

back is the queers, right front more bisexuals when they  it, families on left

and queers, any age i am their age hi

and sex too whoa were the same

and when the boy stomped off stage they went right and attacked to left

no and me

1:40

notice the crows at the right after

nuts crowd

strongerrr

she was the gayest wife

i dont want her i want to take care of the kids

then them gay

i will take care of you all

when they invaded

it never happened yet

at us

gays around us

then insane since

them

and no its you

to all of them

i mean they outnumbered us

by 10s

each family

holy crap you do what you want

and one says it

each fucking time

where do they attack

with a young one

or shes it

saw one

gay eyed through window to another queer

mom

mexicans their pedophile kids

stayed short for it

and dumped mom

hey dad

if a female is going

and shes always in the car

i gay let it out

shit

come in

and cum smell in the doorway of a house

and shit cum in doorway of a hut

and underground, leeches

in cum

oh no!

it was really dirty songs and was them

put it in her ass

always singing it

whoa

and them too their sons

keyboard

my cock feed her

rooster

the blow up doll was it

and i want her

their fuckign dream date

any height

kid

one word

nemo

shake

why

he was vince mcmahons dad

then mary

what

her mom is his thing in the video

he said

and he is james corbin

how old too wtf

50 when they had them

then 65

mary

inbred

to him

they kept having a gay island and she come over and hop

i sit down and have another one

same outfit

shit on ass

looked like shorts with the hair

tutu

men had boxers

of shit

and hair

and a smoke line right

coming out but being in the woods

island

it made one haha

bed

sprout

wee

water bed store

then shopping complex

then

to mexican store

lincoln park

by fort st

fake the rest

their family did it

kept building too

and if his dad sees dirt near houses

he road paves it all together

saying he can come in and fuck them all

scare crow

disney world

gayy

charles lee ray again

whoa

we inbred too

let him do what he likes

they are all that

and his family

the rest

sank

and might of got together by now

who who

and a group together

are inbreds

mated before marilyn manson

crypto

even at 5

and pedophiles

blow her up

dress on her

i wanna see the gay

john wayne gacy

oh no

their spook

micky and minnie scared

that was it

dope

tko in dope water

and

black again

shit on them

Thu 7:28 PM

he stole the deed, that shit was made up then too, paper work

my dad ddid

owns the place

one beer fight

wtf

who gets jo

weird shit

come on down

they were

older

than greg

it is fucking weird

90000 hockey players nodding after i said something

again

cooters

again

jimmy was rickys dad and looked really fucking gay

it was jos family

what is he looking at

agnes the insane bitch

angela see i told ya

penny sent her at me

no do it to penny she had kids

cut off my hair instead

penny married gay

i didnt

and she went insane

agnes did

at soccer

i dunno what this is

the back of my hair was cut off

4th grade photo

new dyke style

and kept doing it to everyone

then it was all women gay talking like space ghost

brak show

and

mantis

cells family

dbz

ryan/chad/android 17/marilyn manson

yea do it

wtf

he was messing around with posh spice

sit down

we can make school happen

he could of been alix's dad with cheryl

police officer instead of biker

and choo choo the son needs to hook his caboose onto them and go with them after

and make it it again

mexican

kill out and destroy lincoln park housing

and the wild

then

missle blow up house party all the big housing things

kane

that plan went better then too

and here toot toot i dunno boats

youre gonna let kevin live?

said he is his dad

cowboy boots

they killed trunks instead

of dikes

and their family

inbred cell

of the area

cut open angela with the scissors

after grabbing her

she is my mom carrie said she wanted to marry her

carrie is any gay

it was retard talk

call

and they would always go over to it

what you say

if they didnt do it to me they did it to her

cut off her hair

and she hid had a kid

with her mom went gay with her mom was in the truck too

is erin burna

tried to hide around me in a video

nooo

we found another mallory

and jim

chris

your gay free daughter heather

is dead

4:25

and keri ann

diner gal

no you dont serve us

she said we can fuck her boyfriend next

not together

fuck

then they live next door

giving birth now told us to do it i wont stop

retard cant be raised either

bad generation

they all die

and they mate again too their parentss

and in house bar she did it

filled america

wtf eww

norman rockwell painting

holidays

work em too

did not shut up either

anywhere

with all of them

invading

everywhere since

and the crowd behind her only the blacks are her family

they bleached her oh they want her this hot shit

what is it

didnt know either

that many

they sprayed after

to look like her

woops

you are kidding

new kids group huh

no

they will be nicer

no

and cant walk in

no

they didnt have a key either

he fucked up

when i get knocked out i give it away

-trunks

fell down in love to fuck it from the back he's gay and they monkey shriek say it

that her husband

yea a jim

i wore freds hair, he was dead too

live aid woodstock, watched his dad die, his hair fell and curled

then his family saw it in my mouth

and cried

well lets do hers

meant sex

stephanie mcmahon was selena

i got her to sit front row

and shot her

keep asking me for more the guy said

her dad

and the guy with the camera in the daughter photo

is him

yea get hot baby

her entire life

gwen stefani

named her to shoot her in prison

didnt care

do it

to blow up the rest

then in boats

with their dad again

dead

ghost

that was the boat before black

you keep getting prettier then bleach them

then

get to be alone

with him

who

loved you the most

say it or

leave

keeps getting darker each generation

she dated

and goes with

in a car

every time

is this

no

yes yes yes

to more drugs after

and angela got cut

to

fool you too

leon

where

and before the boat inbreed

do weirder shit

then bleach

show it

wont die

gwen stefani

jewels

everything

then leave

without the tounge ring

fill it fill it i dunno feed her

fake ass fat suit

whose he

leave

leave it too

fat suit

is it he

it smells like piss

they are all outside for this to happen again

she got out of the cars

18 of her

and are pissing themselves

making this moment happen again

at gas stations

outside

then car ride

to the next to the next to the next

to get together

and have to have a child together now

and raise it with them

to import

alcohol

and reign supremee some day

said it

i might sell this soem day with a truck

and i dont care

and have 800 kids that defy 1,000

and this when the infants meet and are born too

baboo said no

one

and men come out

yea

no no no look out

pass the boat over

gravy

we're leaving

hot

gotta fuck outside again

fora child and money from her

we made it up

we screaming won something

into the mouth of the other women too

she is screaming

to hide it

another piercing

abortion

in her ass

this time

to shake the cheeks

going gay made hotter shit for them to do apparently

now all learn it

is this all the demon shit was

india

go around again

inbreed

then back

up

try and live

and do it again everyday till you look pissed off

and forget

do drugs to forget

and the new wives hot

and leave with drugs this time

then steal next

jessica

for who

leave him outside

it happened people

living in cars

boats

train rides

gay

they did it

filder basket

money

expected a punch

choke slam

she got lipo

fred died

shaved head

the rock

is her

and she gay put a lot to sleep

angela

we are kids now

what

got em drunk

dad live

wtf whoa

all i do is find sean again or something

and i dunno ryan eat

Thu 8:25 PM

tell me when there is wrestling again

with the older stars

and i will go

i dont remember how

Thu 8:40 PM

shit came off the ground again

they kept pumping their own fetus in them and they were the men

giants

to stand up still

and awake

last one had to live with people

carol

women still went and loved them

and gave up everyone

older age and inbre

d

crypto

were it

guys go on fours after they do drugs

the pebble said it

gave shirts to who

i dunno dons

names of women who would walk in bikini, under wear, and naked, and fuck in the woods then too names were taken down, this is one of their sons

were wild woo i can do what i want

i fuck up your life

i would show you her too

his mom is black

they went white then

would put his dick in his dad

and id unno on the ground

some are white

Thu 9:08 PM

those stomach guys

stare and they say see she he uses its power to live

off dope now

got up

now go attack

sasquatch shit

and the old

their inbred family

so they get up and forget

those guys huge guts

and those gwen stefanis hand them guns

they gave them their hair done

free college to the old

then they go right

our kids had kids then

4ft didnt leave him

constant head

oral

looked 16 tight

right

no 7

chad

said

was 18

then

problem? and him too

paul

lets ssteal the church too and all the money

his dad sting was proud

and smaller

cane

kane

fake football and all

leon was his wifes dad, ryans wife

and

gay here too

your dad too right

then no

we dont date

what about me adn my dad

and they said they stole it all for everything in their families

houses

food

wtf yea us alive

and we dont care how you raise us were people too

and yea he can jizz it out

where ever

glossom

Thu 10:23 PM

lh3.googleusercontent.com

oh hell yea

1:06 PM

shoot the dogs

mick foley

i shot 120,000 beagles in one day

and abbies

are you bringing them over

they ruined the houses

shit in the basement

bodies too didnt throw in truck when it was there

and stole too

fake judge

flooded with shit

black mold

appliances still plugged in

and electricity s

why are you saying yes

you people are disgusting

you dont go out after you have sex

penny did

you look like whores

you do the surgeries too to hide the infants

no she cant live

take what

river

fuckers

there she is fucking bradley

no you dont go past my house to fuck it near me to look like me

you said what to her

go in my house

no no

you dont

either

tom

hey tom

look

your daaughter

fucking him too

pregnant on drugs

all wrong

gave her permission to what

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[starsambrosia]

Ahh nooo i did all the self care things and im still depressed 😔 the fae are calling me to the forest and id like to answer but my headspace is really bad rn so i dont trust myself with them today...unfortunately i still need to build a bond with local faefolk at least the ones down by the train tracks, Prince really likes playing his lyre for them and Deos enjoys telling storys in exchange for safe passage but i just feel like crying today i want to go to them and go cry in the woods like i used to back home i want to escape to the forest with the fae and the nymphs and actually be understood and feel loved by people

I feel so empty

So empty

I have people i love but theres something different about the spirit something different about the magic realm that feels all encompassing in the warmest most wonderfull way and i miss so badly just going out alone in the woods to just be. I want to i really do but i just cant get my body to move

Im too afraid too scared of whats out there because last time i set foot outside towards that road i was almost run over (on purpose) like they tried to fucking kill me. Who??? Some bitch who hates my guts. when?

Like...two years ago...so he probly dosnt give a shit but im still so afraid i honestly think it mightve been a little traumatic considering he almost ran into a ditch to try to hit me.

I wish i could go home

I should meditate, maybe thatll help...i just miss nature i miss feeling grass and trees and the dirt roads. I feel like im in a prison again and its mostly my own fault for being so afraid...ohjghhgh Ares how do you stand me im so pathetic some days

But i know i know its more pathetic to sit and wallow than to accept my limitations and chip away at getting stronger over time.

A soldier cant carry on if theyr constantly beating themselves up about the fall they took years ago, time to get over it, i lived, i want to visit the forest, i deserve to visit the forest free of fear, i deserve a safe place to enjoy

Am i going to go there now? I dont know

I wish some one could come with me, maybe ill ask the gods for some support with this or maybe Ares would like to work with me through it...i dont know but for now i need to rest im on like 4 hours of sleep i should be resting, not pushing myself to have a breakthrough when im not in good condition.

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