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Something pretty interesting I missed in my earlier Supreme Bullshit reading.
When Supreme Leader is upset at Lonato, she wonders if going to help him would be feasible, which leads to this convo with Hubert :
You want to save the man, Your Majesty? If I may, we would march all that way for...what, exactly?
Hubert, imo, thinks Lonato as basically already done and dead, Supreme Leader earlier was pissed at Lonato not following their plans, he acted on personal enemity and will most likely have to fight both the KoS and the Kingdom so...
Imagine the consequences of leaving him to die.
Here we have an example of the Supreme Leader who made this route, so interesting : it's not Hubert who has all the dastardry in their duo, Supreme Leader too, participates.
When KT forgets that they gave her a sailor fuku to be "more free", they write her to be in a similar vein as the other red Emperors like Arvis, or, Gustadolph from TS.
It's not "we must save him" or "we can't let him die", but Supreme Leader directly evacuates all that pathos, and thinks, rationally, about the consequences of leaving Lonato reap what he sowed.
We need our vassals to believe the Empire will always come to their aid. Always.
It's PR!
Going to save Lonato is not about Lonato himself, she can't give a fig about the dude, but it's all about public relationships and keeping a façade for her war of conquest : her vassals need to believe the Empire will always come to their aid.
Whether they actually do, or not, is irrelevant - they need to believe Adrestia is "trustworthy enough" to come to their help when called.
And the sheer "we need them to believe" coming from Supreme Leader herself? It's really neat, she's lying/manipulating the events to build a perfect image for her vassals, or the ones who will become her vassals (by choice).
Compare this to the Kingdom/Church "we need to help the ones who need help!" and here, instead, we have "we need to make people believe we're going to help them".
Lonato doesn't act following the plan ? It doesn't matter, Supreme Leader will seize this new opportunity to advance her own goals : aka, making people believe the Empire is "trustworthy" and "reliable".
Good. Now make our plans known to the others. I'm counting on you, Hubert.
What plans? The "we must rescue Lonato because he is our ally" or the true "we must pretend to rescue Lonato to make other nobles join our cause and believe in us"?
And what is intereting is how this exchange, of course, only happens when she is alone with Hubert.
In the following event, where Barney is here and they talk about their powers :
Ah, you should see the look on your face! Did Hubert threaten you? Don't let it get to you. Yes, he's quite good at that kind of thing, but it comes from a place of caution.
Hm... Sure. It's Hubert's way of caring I guess.
But then comes the manifesto :
I want to transform the world into a place where no one has to feel trapped by where they came from.
What's that about the place they come from? Aren't we later in this route trashtalking Annette and the Kingdom peeps because they believe in outdated values like chivalry and sacrifices to protect their loved ones?
When I am done, it won't matter where you are born, whose blood you have, or what powers course through you—everyone will be treated as equals.
When she means equals, she means people will "believe" everyone will be treated as equals, just like Lonato was supposed to "believe" Adrestia was coming to back him up and not just, play minimal part to guarantee their PR but not much more?
That's what we're fighting for, and that is what this war is going to achieve.
But Hubert said this war is a war of conquest ?
So believe me when I say this—I don't care who you are.
And yet Barney is still a nobody commoner, even if pal with the Emperor, when Linhardt is a general?
I only care about what you have done and what you have yet to do.
And what Barney can do with that power you said you don't give a crap about right? But what if Barney's abilities are basically the result of their weird powers, can we still say their power/abilities are irrelevant ?
And, hm, maybe someone can translate this for me ?
人の力に拠る未来を創るため、 すべての犠牲を私は負って立つ!
She says this when she defeats 1k peons, and Googl'd it gives... "To create a future based on the power of people, I will bear all the sacrifices!" - so what this line about not giving figs about "what powers course through you everyone will be treated as an equal"? Could Amelie the lady from Mittelfrank who couldn't end up as a diva be treated like Leopold, or what?
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Supreme Leader's words being treated as gospel is always imo hilarious, because Supreme Leader has some instances where, when KT's not busy dressing her up with some "Scarlet Blaze Power! Make Up!", she plays the role Arvis already played before her, the dastardly red emperor who manipulates and seizes every opportunity to reach her goals.
In Tru Piss we got the Javelins - but in Nopes? We get those "heart to heart" moments with Hubert that lampshade even more how much of an unreliable narrator Supreme Leader is - she still maintains care to have a level of PR and only confides to trusted people (yay Hubert!) or, in FE16, when, curiously, she has her mask on (Flamey doesn't need PR).
That's why we still have so many pretzels over Rhea's fate in Tru Piss, yes, Supreme Leader claims she wants to spare her when she adresses her in Firdhiad, in front of her allies and the people she has to lie to about her War.
But when she was with Billy? Nah, she can safely tell them that path lead to the death of Rhea and her people, something she rejoices about in their S support.
Too bad Nopes doubled down on "Sailor Adrestia" instead of giving us more of that "Arvis with a skirt" they teased us with (seriously that power move of betraying Rhea in the third chapter was just, that awesome from her part).
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Some preening headcanons with any of the angel girls please?
Take this for now~ hope you like it!
I'm very busy this week BUT- here's my attempt
ALSO I KINDA DID MORE HEADCANONS THEN KIST PREENING- IM SORRY I KINEA- WENT OFF
Gonna do three girls with wings- sera vaggie and lute(surpise?/j) idk how to write Emily yet-
Warning(s): some angst? Insecurities(in lute and veggies parts), fluff, wing stuff, established relationships in each ones(lovers for vaggie reader is a female, drabbles(some nsfw) slighr nsfw stuff
Never wrote vaggie. Hope she's good
ALSO I DIDNR REALIZE. LUTES IS SO FUCKING LONF.
Preening headcanons(sera, vaggie, lute)
Sera
• I'm gonna say it. Out of all three ladies? She KNOWS how to preen her wings the best. Sure with six wings its more time-consuming and a pain but she knows how important it is.
Which also means she's the most willing to accept your help. Of course, only if it's you two, and she knows you enough- cause wing preening? Is a mate/very sensitive thing for angels
• and it doesn't matter if you have wings or not- shell sit patiently guiding you through how to handle her wings. Given having six is even more work. BUT also much more sensitive
"My love~ please be careful how you touch them" Sera hummed, wings flapping from your touch one eye popping out, watching you closely making you smile at it- humming in approval she closed the eye closing her main ones at the itching pain vanishing "it feels nice~" she purred out softly feeling your hands dipping between her feathers before jolting
"My love- please- you know how sensitive my wings are-" she huffed face flushed dark turning to you huffing at your knowing smirk "guess this.. will turn into something more huh sera ~?" You hummed kissing the wing closest to you
• not all the time but every now and then does it turn into a spicy preening. (Not when her wings genuinely bring her pain) cause as she does keep good track of her preening. Sometimes, she forgets. Or gets to distracted from work. So you step in to help.
To remind her of what she needs.
• she couldn't ask for a better mate to help her preening. To help her wings in general. She's a tall woman so even though it takes a much longer time given she has more then two wings.. she's lucky you stuck around, more to help.
Bonus points if you have wings.
Cause then she'll help preen you no questions asked. Hell shed even offer the help.
Vaggie
• ok first things first. Vaggie? Is very insecure about her wings. Before falling she kinda knew how to handle preening enough so it wouldn't like- cause issues? But. She'd miss some. She'd miss the cloest ones to her middle of her back-
Only time she allowed Adam to help. Given she couldn't do it herself. Didnt trust the others too.
• but now in hell? She regrew them or- whatever.. it hurt. Like hell. Them ripping through her scared back- bur now she needs to relearn how to live with wings like she learned how to live without.
"I got it- I got it" vaggie growled out, giving you a pointed look on instinct as her wings flapped around, hitting yet another plate, sending it flying off the counter shattering as she tried to relearn how to fold them. To relax them.
"I really think-"
"I fucking Got it" she yelped out
• stubborn. She's a good lover awkward given her upbringing. But she never once meant to upset you. Never meant to take her temper out on you. But, she just didn't know how to properly react to this annoying pain again after all these years of no wings. Now it's here and she needs to preen? Again?
Asking was just as uncomfortable for her. Knowing you always offered to help? Made her upset. For two reasons- her stubbornness from her past to ask for such help pinging in anger at the suggestion she needed help. And two. Because of her snapping at you. Her girlfriend. Yet here she is doing what she was uncomfortable with.
She knew deep down as much as you could turn her away- send her off. You won't. So she? Asked
And you of course. Agreed
"Come on love~" patting in front of you, she stared. Her one good eye glancing at the cushion in front of you on the bed silent. To uncomfortable- unnerving to speak. Stepping too put od her comfort zone to ask. To allow you to touch her and know she's safe. She cant help but be uncomfortable. "When your ready? Let me see your pretty wings?" You hummed as she finally sat down. Tense infront of you.
Finally releasing her wings she allowed you to do your job. The second your hands touched her wings- touched her? She relaxed against you. Feeling safe. Which even now after all these years is..
Odd
• every time you preened her- shed be a more cuddly mess- nuzzling into you hiding into your chest or neck wings flapping puffing up.
It wasn't until you read up on wings to help her that you learned why. How it was like an intimate courting thing to do.
• didn't really understand, but. If it made her happy? You were happy. And imagine your surpise when she handed you her feather
Lute
Lute? Is not insecure about her wings. No she's very prideful of them how strong they are how soft and all the stuff she'd do to court you(despite her not needing to) she is COMPLETELY prideful of them. Showing them off all the time to you- she didn't care for anyone else's opinon..
But she is insecure. About her lack of knowledge of how to properly care for them. All executioners have this issue. Their all taught to be fighters killers. Nothing else. She's still learning to be a good lover- a gentle lover with you. But the basic stuff she knows how to preen.. but it hurts still.
She almost asked Adam for help but. She's to prideful. She can't accept help. That'd mean defeat for her. Mean she can't do it. Mean she ISNT the best. Mean.. she's not the perfect mate. Mean she isn't right for you- asking for help on anything sends her into a freak out. Makes her panic cause what If you leave her?
She can't even cook nor make nests completely right. So why would you want a mate that CANT even preen? Something all angels know. Doesn't matter executioners are.. exempt from this. Doesn't matter to her.
Lute is like vaggie. Stubborn. Unwilling to accept help even from her mate- her lover. She'll throw a fit- if you oh so mention her needed to be preened. She's just way to prideful.
Youll know when she needs to preen. Its the only time youll see her more.. phycially emotional rather then just her words. Oh, she'll yell. It's already well known how.. angry. Lute generally is other than her more... stoic persona.
If it weren't for her wings flapping or her having them at all- you'd call her a rabbit. Given how she stomps her foot like what rabbits do when angry(I know birds do as well when upset/uncomfortable)
"...lute" you cautiously called out. Watching as she stormed around your shared room wings puffing stretching as she roughly plucked herself. Glaring at you she huffed watching you closely as you swallowed
"May i help-"
"no" she cut off, snarling loudly feet stomping in that familiar way when.. she got like this. "Think I can't fucking take care of MY wings? I'm fine. I got it."
"But i- I can-"
Snarling she stormed off slamming the door roughly
"-help-"
Lute? Will stomp her feet. Wings puffing flapping in an annoyed anger cause of her wings irrating her. And that- you know you can jump in- asking yet again- cause she'll break at some point.
She always did. Always broke. Hinting for you to ask. And shell.. "reluctantly" agree and accept your help. As if you pushed her too. God heaven forbid she asks for help herself.
Stopping, you glanced up, seeing Lute again in front of you showing off her wings how it needs to be preened. Humming you blinked in thought. This.. was the third time she did such a thing
"...lute?" Her head tilting to you slightly, almost uninterested. But you saw that look. The look of panic but.. hopefully "do you need..help?" You asked once more unsure how she'd take it.
"If you insist so much. Fine, " she grumbled out, not even waiting, moving to sit in front of you. Smiling, you sighed. Of course, she wouldn't have actually asked.
She may not understand exactly how to preen but- her wings as always are like super soft- comforting as she sighed in relief as you preened her.
But if you asked? Oh, shed reject. How would she be happy for this? She is not. Nope. Nuh uh. Not at all happy her mate helped her.
She does surpise you, though. Even though she does it each time. How she piles her feathers you preened of her feathers. How she won't let you touch a single one, sending a glare your way if you so much as do.
Going through each and every feathers inspecting them as if searching for something. Then, the most acceptable ones she'll put a smaller pile wings puffing as she looks for the single best feathers.
She accepts no less than perfection after all.
Then once she finds it? She'll go to you- presenting it to you- insisting you inspect it for yourself and wait. Wait for you to accept or reject her feather.
Of course you accept-
Then she's all pridful. For getting the best feather for her mate. How you approved of her choice.
Of course if you have wings? Shell insists on preening you herself. She knows it's an intimate thing. How sometimes it does lead.. to more but. She thinks it's more special if she herself does it for you... ironic since she hardly accepts your help but. She does her best
You do have to show her- tell her if she's being to rough. After all? She doesn't know how to be gentle with anything much less wings
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𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐮 - 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫 𝐳𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬 (𝟔)
╰┈➤ a week after her album released, lanny has a special surprise for her fans
╰┈➤ pairing: trevor zegras x ex!singer!girlfriend
╰┈➤ social media + real life
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alannaoregon i guess i suck at keeping things a secret cause like all of twitter knew... BUT IM GOING ON TOUR LOVES !!!
i seriously cannot put into words how thankful for all the love and support you've shown my album in the last week, and just to me in general for the past four years.
all the sweet words and messages truly mean everything to me. some of you are a little crazy if i say so on tiktok, BUT I LOVE IT !!!
anyways, i can't wait to spend my nights yelling with all of you and interact with you !!!
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"I'm so proud of you, Lana." Trevor whispered as his thumb rubbed the same patch of skin bellow the girl's eye. Her eyes were looking at him like he had hung the moon, while he stared at her with such admiration in his eyes.
"'M proud of you, too, Trevs." She answered, her voice low, making the boy chuckle slightly.
"Don't make this about you, love. You're going on a world tour." He breathed out, his voice filled with disbelief.
"Oh, now you don't wanna talk about you, huh?" She teased him. Trev let out a dry chuckle before bringing the girl close to his chest. The two were currently laying in Trevor's bed in hid new house. The boy finally decided he didn't need a roommate, meaning the two could now have alone time whenever they wanted. Well, Trevor likes to put it that way, but they both know it's because none of his teammate wanted to live with him anymore.
"This wouldn't be happening without you, T." She whispered against his chest, making the boy tense up slightly.
"In a bad way, or in a good way?"
"Good way. If I had never met you, I wouldn't have released my first album, and my career probably wouldn't be where it is right now. You're the best thing that's ever been mine." She whispered.
"You did not just quote Taylor Swift-"
"I did!" The girl giggled. Her boyfriend rolled his eyes before lifting her head and pressing a soft kiss to her lips. "Say it back."
"You are the most wonderful and amazing thing that's ever been mine, sweetheart." The Ducks player mumbled before pressing a hard kiss to his girlfriend's lips. The singer couldn't help but smile at his words.
This was the happiest she had been in a long time, and nothing was going to ruin it.
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yueasuka · 3 months
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Marinette is a bad leader
There I say it...
As a leader, Marinette sure has... some trait that make her not fitted for a leader position. Namely :
Avoidant Low empathy Control freak
I don't care whatever character in universe preach about her being a great leader, the show show otherwise to me. Here some opinion :
Being a leader means she MUST communicate about pretty much anything necessary for the battle, her intend and strategy and also make sure her teamate have high morale. There's no "Follow me and guess what my plan is" and there's no planning behind someone's back, especially if that someone is an active participant in the battle. Being a leader also means she MUST keep your teamate in check, means asked about their well being, listened to their problem and being attentive to their need. She can't just "If you have a problem then good luck with it because I too have a problem" which is an occuring behaviour from her (NY Special, Destruction). As a leader she must put her teamate need first and foremost before her own because THEY'RE HER RESPONSIBILITY. Her avoidant trait make her literally avoiding all of it because she doesn't like "emotional talk". She's the type who's like "let's sleep and hope for all the problem just magically disappear tomorrow". She do this with Queen Bee problem, her delaying telling Chloe that she couldn't have miraculous anymore make Chloe thinking that she's still Queen Bee (her entitlement doesn't help). She do this again in s4 to Chat Noir and continue to do so in s5. Avoidant is basically the worst trait she has as a leader.
Having low empathy is probably not a big problem for a leader except, it is for Marinette. Her having low empathy caused her to make a plan without discussing it beforehand to her teamate, consent and boundaries tend to be forgotten and it is a problem as it make her forget that her teamate isn't just a pion in a chess game, they're human who have feelings and emotions. Her having low empathy make her freely do anything without discussing it before hand or, thinking about people around her. The recent case is her make a rain of rubble to fell down to Emilie's coffin, other cases is her bringing down Eifell tower (the Mime), make akuma destroy Arc de Triomphe (Anansi), and basically any plan that require her to throw Chat Noir to the akuma (Stone Heart, Backwarder, etc).
Her being control freak doesn't really help her to manage her team, which is also part of her role as a leader. Her "Follow me and just play along" is her being bad at delegating the role and communicating her intend, but that also her controlling her teamate so they're forced to focus on her and have no time to improvise beyond what she need them to. Control freak leader doesn't trust their teamate, they seek to control instead of guiding and this is what demoralise her teamate as seen in s4. Marinette control freak nature not only demoralising Chat Noir but also stunted his growth and performance in battle which resulting in LadyNoir conflict, she doesn't listen but people must listen to her, Her being control freak also what lead her to her decision in Ephemeral and s5 final, it has little to nothing to do with her being thoughtful of Chat Noir/Adrien, it's her with her way of thinking that her way is the only one right without thinking about Adrien's feeling. To put it simply, it's her way to control the information. Upset teamate is uncontrollable teamate after all.
That being said, I'm not saying she won't be able to be a great leader. She could, but only if she grow out those trait I mentioned. Try to communicate better, delegating role instead of controlling everything and mosre importantly, remember that her teamate is a human (or person) instead of just a pion. But as for now, I'd say she's the worst leader in the Mahou Shojo genre I've ever watch.
And also... someone can care and love someone else while also hurt them simultaneously, it's not separated thing. Just because she doesn't do it maliciously doesn't mean her action doesn't hurt the other people involved.
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grottylittlefox · 8 months
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How could I ever forget you? Chapter 18
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Sebastian Sallow/Professor Sallow × f!MC / reader
Slow burn/fluff/angst, aged up characters 18-mid 20s
Somehow it had taken until your final day at Hogwarts to finally show Sebastian how you felt, and by then it was too late. Years pass and your distance grows stronger, despite your many efforts for him. A surprise encounter at a new job could change things forever. Finding each other once again at the very place you first met, Hogwarts.
Chapter 1: "I guess this is it"
Chapter 2: "Oh how I missed you"
Chapter 3: "Goodbye, Sebastian"
Chapter 4: " think it's time you move on"
Chapter 5: "Professor Sallow?"
Chapter 6: "Welcome Home"
Chapter 7: "You're my good luck charm"
Chapter 8: "I'm more of a butterfly person"
Chapter 9: “What have you become?”
Chapter 10: “I have something for you”
Chapter 11: “Curious”
Chapter 12: “I can never stay away from you”
Chapter 13: “Meet me in the undercroft”
Chapter 14: “Shall we dance?”
Chapter 15: “Maybe I’m just as messed up as you”
Chapter 16: “I need you”
Chapter 17: “Isn’t this a nice surprise”
Chapter 18: “I suggest you quit while you’re ahead”
The days leading up to Christmas couldn't have gone any faster. Before you knew it you were waving the students goodbye on the Hogsmeade station platform, sending them off to the warmth of their families.
You however, were welcoming your family home.
"There it is!" Professor Onai grinned from beside you, pointing ahead at the face of a train pushing through thick white smoke. With a loud toot, the chugging machine came to a halt, the carriage doors springing open.
Out onto the platform stepped your best friend, the person you were missing most in the world, Natty. Wrapped up in a red woollen jumper and her braided hair floating in the wind, she was glowing. Her mother stepped past you, pulling her into a hug, causing you to beam at their joy. However it wasn't long before you were pulled into that hug too, giggling in the cold with your favourite person. Well, second favourite person.
It meant everything to see Natty again, to know she was safe. The admiration you felt for her went beyond words. She was the one person you could really use some advice from right now, but you dare not ask. To run the risk of Sebastian's life was too much. In fact, you hadn't told Natty a thing about his condition, nor the details of your new found closeness. The last Natty heard you were dating Garreth, Merlin you'd better update her on that too..
You hadn't managed to get a word in the whole walk back to the castle, she had plenty to tell her Mother which you of course understood. Besides, something else had your attention as the three of you stumbled through the snow. The lake. Every time you passed it you found yourself hypnotised, it was all but impossible to focus knowing that what you needed could lie beneath the thick ice that still remained in place of rolling waves.
A tight clasp suddenly grabbed your wrist.
"Don't."
Professor Onai's word rang deep, echoing in your skull. She knew something.
Natty turned to her mother, completely baffled at what she was doing.
"What's going on?" She said cautiously, aware that clearly her mothers gift had come to use.
"I don't know what you're thinking of doing down there, but don't." The Professor paused for a moment, slowly closing her eyes. "I sense only danger, the darkest and coldest kind. Happiness being snapped away in an instant. You.... And someone else."
There was a silence between the three of you. A real dampener on the joy that was ringing just moments ago.
"Mother, please not now-" Natty broke the silence.
"No-" you interrupted. "I understand, I- I won't," you lied.
The Professor nodded to you, snapping out of it in a instant.
"Don't look at me like that!" She said to Natty with a chuckle, as the two of them made their way towards the castle walls. You lingered behind them a couple of paces, your mind spinning about what this could all mean, attempting to process.
"I uh, have somewhere I need to be. I'll see you at dinner?" You called out with a smile as they approached the door.
Natty nodded and waved, mouthing the words 'I'm sorry!" as she closed the door behind her.
You went to the only place you knew could provide any solace right now, the undercroft.
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As you sat in the corner of the candlelit chamber, your thoughts scoured for any kind of answer.
Did you even believe in divination anyway? Sebastian always insisted it was a load of rubbish.
But what Professor Onai said, it was so.. specific. 'You and.. someone else' that someone else obviously being Sebastian. Danger in the lake, it was all.. worrisome.
There was nobody to confide in, you certainly couldn't tell Sebastian. And Natty, oh Merlin would you be in trouble for dabbling in all of this if she found out.
Perhaps you shouldn't dabble at all?
But Sebastian.. he'll...
It was an endless cycle, a cycle with no answer. And somehow you had let this cycle eat away at you for hours, as before long it was already time for dinner.
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Wandering through the practically empty halls, you tried everything you could to push it all to the back of your mind. To enjoy one nice evening with your friend was all that you needed, and this gruesome prophecy was not going to ruin that.
You thought for a moment that you might have missed it as you stepped into the Great Hall, before remembering that most of the students had left for the holidays. Despite the room being completely empty, rows and rows of delicious food still remained, completely untouched.
A soft touch graced your waistline, luring you back in to the little room that stood between dinner and the halls of the castle. You didn't need to turn to know who it was, this gentleness had become oh so familiar, like returning home. Breath tickled your earlobe as a chin arrived on your shoulder, guiding you behind the door to remain out of sight.
"Sebastian.." came from under your breath. He said nothing, but you felt a grin stretch across his face at hearing his name. His fingertips exploring your waist further, you gave in, turning to face him as he pressed his forehead to yours. Interlacing your hand with his, you played with his fingers, letting out the smile you'd been trying to hold back.
"What is it?" You whispered with a blush, as if nothing of note had had you in crippling despair for the past few hours.
"Spend Christmas Eve with me?" He whispered back, his eyes begging you to say yes.
You were melting into him. It was hard to believe that this was the same man who was ignoring you just a few months ago. But you knew it was too good to be true, after all. He could be ripped away in an instant if you didn't hurry up and find this item. You wished more than anything that you could enjoy a single moment with him without reality plaguing your mind. A harsh reminder of how much you had to cherish this, before it was too late.
A quick 'ahem' interrupted your reply.
"What an interesting development," said a smug looking face, eyes filled with thrill.
"Natty-" Sebastian replied awkwardly, stepping back a little but keeping your fingers intertwined with his. "It's good to see you again."
By now you were looking like a tomato, blushing the deepest red, your eyes still glued to Sebastian.
"Come, MC. We have much to catch up on," Natty teased, gesturing you to follow.
Reluctantly you pulled your hand away from his, turning to Natty as she wandered into the hall.
Sebastian however, wasn't having it. With a gentle but powerful grip on your forearm he pulled you back in, bringing his hand to your cheek.
"I didn't get my answer."
"I think you know it's always yes."
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"FINALLY!" Exclaimed Natty, a little too loud over the table, absolutely thrilled at the news that you and Sebastian were at last... something.
There was however a slight issue with the news, the entire story you just told her was a lie. You couldn't exactly tell her the truth, that Sebastian was cursed under an unbreakable vow, that his whole engagement was a sham. A little fluffed up story about how he had a change of heart would do much better in Natty's ears.
You'd become a bit of a frequent liar recently, which before all of this, was entirely out of character.
But was it? You'd spent a good portion of your life lying about, or to Sebastian. Lying about being completely fine with his engagement, pretending you'd never even had feelings for him in the first place. And now you're here, lying to your best friend because of those feelings. Lying to Garreth, lying to Sebastian again about not getting involved and now lying to yourself. Telling yourself it would all be okay, telling yourself you can save him.
Professor Onai's voice whispering in your head.
Can you really save him.. or are you doomed to fail?
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It was Christmas Eve at last, and you stood outside Professor Sallows office door, balancing a tray of cookies atop a neatly wrapped gift.
Before you could even reach to knock, the door swung open. Sebastian stood before you, grinning ear to ear at the sight.
"Come in."
He lead you through and you carefully placed the cookies and gift on his desk. Candlelight flickered through the cinnamon smelling room as the fireplace roared in front of blanket covered sofa. With the same pile of books you'd left there sitting on a coffee table accompanied by two mugs of swirling hot chocolate.
"Is that for me?" Sebastian whispered eagerly, pointing to the gift like a little boy on Christmas morning.
It killed you to be a disappointment, but you had to tell the truth.
"The gift is for Anne, but the cookies are all yours," you said, perching on the edge of the sofa.
Despite your expectation, hearing the gift was not for him but for Anne only sent a soft smile across his lips. He sat down on the sofa beside you and took a breath. His hands traveled up towards you waist, closing you in as he pulled you forward. Before you knew it you were piled on top of him, laying across the sofa with his hand buried in your hair.
Your ear to his chest, the only thing breaking the silence was the rhythmic beating of his heart, and his slow breathing that raised your body ever so slightly.
"Thank you," he whispered, so quietly you weren't sure you were even meant to hear it. You also weren't sure what exactly he was thanking you for. The gift for Anne, or for just being there?
The Sebastian you knew before had entirely crumbled to dust, the hard exterior was no more. This man needed someone, someone to confide in, someone to hold him, and that someone was you.
You lay in bliss, intertwined under the heat of fire. Focusing only on the here and the now, making every attempt to forget the stakes that brought you here.
"As much as I'm truly enjoying this," Sebastian said softly. "I'd really like a cookie."
You sat up, beaming at him. He was absolutely adorable. His hair all disheveled from your fingertips, his freckles highlighted under the warm light. Tonight felt different, like you were seeing a side of him you hadn't yet, or at least not since you were students.
He reached over the cookies and took a bite, his eyes glowing as the taste hits his tongue.
"You did good."
And once again that smile left you a red stuttering mess.
Your eyes wandered over to the pile of books you still hadn't read, the ones Sebastian had forbid you from opening.
"May I?" You asked, reaching over to the top of the stack.
He chuckled, crossing his leg over the other.
"You don't need my permission. But treat yourself, since it's Christmas," he winked. "Besides, like I said.. there's nothing in there of note. And I know what you're looking for."
"What makes you so sure?" You said back, a hint of tease on your lips. You were certain he didn't know, not the specifics anyway.
He rolled his eyes with a smirk.
"Unless you have a sudden passion for archaeology, I think I know what you're doing."
"And I think I know more than you realise."
Sebastian leaned forward, his lips hovering yours, his eyes jet black.
"Then I suggest you quit while you're ahead."
Something in your brain switched in that moment. The tone of his voice seeping with desire. There was something so wrong about the way he just spoke to you, and there was something even more wrong about the way it made you feel.
Was it protective, was it a lack of faith? You didn't know. You only knew it filled you with fire, a need to keep going, a need to disobey his wishes.
The hunger inside of you only allowed for one thing, and that was pushing your lips against his. He met yours with a bite that travelled down to neck as he lowered you under him.
You were finally alone, no consequences, no interruptions. Nothing but pure desire that reflected in the heat of the fire beside you. You were all of each other, and nothing in the world could stop you.
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Your eyes fluttered open as streaks of light soaked through the stained glass window. Quickly your mind began to piece together the memory of where exactly you were,  which was all confirmed when the strong arm wrapped around your body tightened. Sebastian.
Cramped together on his office sofa, you lay in nothing but his button up shirt that he was wearing when you arrived at the door.
Merlin, this was not how you expected the night to go, but you were not even a little bit mad about it.
Sebastian whimpered in his slumber, his bare chest pressed firmly against your back. If only you could have stayed there forever. But you couldn’t, it was Christmas Day, and Anne was waiting for you.
You shuffled under the blanket, rolling over to face him. Your eyes followed the freckles across his face, you’d never had the chance to admire him so close, and somehow at such a distance he was even more perfect.
“Sebastian,” you whispered. “Merry Christmas.”
You placed a gentle kiss at the tip of his nose, prompting his eyes to blink open. Sebastian sighed out a smile as he focused on you, taking in the reality of you wrapped in his arms.
“I don’t think I could have dreamed of a better gift than this,” he chuckled under his breath before leaning his lips towards your collarbone and placing a soft kiss upon you.
As he did so, your gaze floated across the room, eventually landing on the clock above the fireplace.
“Merlin, we’re late!” You said, sitting up and attempting to cover yourself with the shirt hanging from your shoulders.
“Noo” Sebastian whined, trying to pull you back down into his arms.
“Stop it,” you giggled. “We have to see Anne.”
Sebastian’s eyes widened as he remembered the reason you were there in the first place. Nothing in the world would allow him to let down his sister, not even another day with you.
~~~
You had planned to take the floo system to Feldcroft from just outside of Hogsmeade. Originally however, the plan was to fly, but the heavy snowfall was simply not permitting.
Sebastian dragged you out of the castle, hand in hand and giggling. He couldn’t get enough of you, and the memory of you at his mercy the night before was fogging his rationality entirely. The emptiness of the castle grounds had given you both a sudden confidence, a chance to just be without the prying eyes of students.
All that consumed your mind was him, him and only him. That was until you stepped foot onto the crystallised path of ice that lead the way over the place you’d tried your hardest to forget about. The lake.
Once again that prophecy rang in your ears, causing your eyes to shift out of focus and your arms to stiffen. It was as if you’d forgotten entirely what was really going on.
The muffled sound of Sebastian’s voice lingered past the ringing, not quite able to reach your train of thought.
“MC…MC?”
You snapped out of it, suddenly facing Sebastian head on with his hands gripped upon your shoulders.
“MC? Are you alright?” His eyes filled with worry.
“What? Yes- sorry, I just zoned out there,” you stuttered.
Sebastian’s arms quickly reached under you, scooping you up like a princess. You had no idea what compelled him to do such a thing, but it was just what you needed to bring you back to reality. The warmth of his cheeks was so enticing in the icy wind, luring you to place your frozen lips against them.
Suddenly he picked up the pace, and started running away from the castle with you still clinging onto him.
“Sebastian!” You cried, unable to contain your laughter. Although you weren’t quite sure why, as you were certain this would end in disaster.
And you’d be right, he barely made it 10 metres before sliding on the frozen path. Squeezing your eyes tightly shut you buried your head into his neck, preparing for impact.
Sliding down he somehow maintained balance before coming to a halt, standing deadly still on a slope as you hung on for dear life.
“See, I’ve got you,” he panted with a smug expression.
Oh how he’d eat his words.
With one little step he came tumbling down, gripping you tightly as he slipped backwards. With a roll, he landed directly on top of you, cheeks flushed and hair covered in snow.
You stared at each other for a moment, before erupting into laughter. Collapsing into each other with such warmth the ice around you could have simply melted away.
This, this was how it was supposed to be.
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You finally arrived at Feldcroft, covered head to toe in snowflakes. Still feeling rather giddy from the events of the day, you turned to Sebastian with bashful smile, hoping to be met with his in return.
But you were not.
What was a confident charming man just moments ago, had been replaced by a haunting sombre figure.
“Sebastian..” you began, gently touching his arm compassionately.
“I’m alright, it’s just hard… being here.” He rubbed his face with his palm, avoiding any eye contact. “Do you mind if I, go in first?”
You nodded.
And so you watched Sebastian approach the Sallows front door, the first time you’d seen him here since… then. He hesitated his knock, but was met with the door opening and being greeted by the nurse he had mentioned.
“Sebastian,” you heard her say in the distance, behind the whistling of the wind. You watched as Sebastian slipped inside, leaving the door slightly ajar for you to follow.
You weren’t really sure how long you should wait, a minute or two? Maybe longer? Standing in the snow for a while, you took in the sights of the sugarcoated highlands, reminiscing on a time when things somehow seemed much simpler.
You couldn’t wait to see Anne again, you’d missed her dearly. And you certainly couldn’t wait to see the look on her face upon finding out that you and her brother were now an item. Despite your eagerness, you waited longer, not wanting to intrude on their private time despite how bitter the temperature was becoming.
As you zoned out into the views, a little voice called out to you.
“Come in, dear! You must be freezing out there!” It was the nurse, huddled behind the door.
You approached, thanking her as you reached the warmth at last. After closing the door behind you, you spotted the back of Sebastian’s head sitting at a bedside, the snowflakes still sitting in his messy locks.
“Anne!” You called out excitedly, gift in hand.
You were met with the turning of Sebastian’s head, his expression a look you’d never seen on his face before. An expression you hoped you’d never see.
And then you saw her, Anne. Or what remained of her.
The air swept out of your lungs as you approached the corpse like figure sunken in the bed before you.
She was unrecognisable, her skin a colour you couldn’t even describe, her hair the texture of wire. The Anne you knew was far gone, all that remained was the shell of a person who was too weak to even be. To even communicate. Just looking at her triggered the picture of inferi that you’d buried deep in your memory, something she now resembled more than a living human. It was utterly sickening to see somebody you once knew become… this. To know she was still suffering.
And then it hit you. You knew completely and truly why Sebastian did it all. In fact, for the first time you agreed with him.
This wasn’t about just saving him anymore, this was about Anne.
You had to do it for Anne.
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emojellyace08 · 8 months
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"Lookism Men x Reader (When you're sick/not feeling well PART 1) J-High Main Boys"
Warnings: getting sick, over fatigue, colds/fever, passing out, overall not feeling well Genre: fluff ☁️Reader is gender neutral (and in an established relationship with the character of choice :)
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Daniel Park (Park Hyung Seok)
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It's super obvious that he'll get super worried about you. As you boyfriend, he needs to take care of you all the time and make sure you're doing well (not like he babies you too much but he still loves you y'know).
What's the reason why you got a cold? Well you and Daniel were dancing in the rain and you forgot to shower later on because you're too tired (dumb reason I know but still...).
He'll be super guilty on why he let you get soaked in rain water in the first place while he didn't have caught one (it's because of his strong immune system gimme some of your durability Danny). Daniel will also scold you for being careless, though he wouldn't go to far to scream at your face since you're already miserable in your state. He doesn't want you to also feel mentally unwell. "I told you to go shower when you got home Y/N". he flicked your forehead as you pouted at the raven-haired boy, him almost giving you a glare for being naïve again. "But I forgot to 'cause I was so tired." you protested as you tried to justify your stupidity making him sighs at your statement. "Well, don't forget about it next time. You're making me worried". He advised again as he placed his palm to check your temperature, you can see the distress on his face obviously him being concerned about your health. Though you're not feeling well, you smiled at Danny knowing that no matter how stubborn you are, he's always there to take care of you. "Wow, I didn't know that you actually cared for me". you teased as he chuckled at your joke, finally seeing a smile form on his lips. "Of course you're my partner dummy. You really are a goofball even when you get sick". he ruffled your hair as you laughed along with him despite your throat already feeling sore. "Well, nobody can stop my goofiness even if its a cold I guess".
Expect Daniel to take care of you most of the time. Considering how he's used to living alone and being independent most of the times, he'll cook ramen (or what ever food you want as long as it's healthy) and check on you. He'll also ask for his mom about effective medicines for him to buy on the pharmacy and he'll also make you warm tea or soup so you get better soon (I love this man so much don't blame me). And he'll also give you massages if you asked him! He used to take care of his mom after her work and especially when she's tired so he's really good at it :). He'll also give you advice on how to take care of yourself because at times he's usually either studying or getting involve with criminal and gang drama which can be disappointing on your part. But you know that despite him being your partner, you still need to properly take care of your physical and mental well being.
He'll also insist to sleep on a futon while you rest on the bed since he's used to sleep on the floor. He wants you to get more comfortable while you recharge your energy and he'll definitely scold you again if you protested lmao. Also expect him to clean and sanitize the place after you got better (he also doesn't want to fell ill so...)
Zack Lee (Lee Jin Sung)
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He's the definition of a protective and caring boyfriend. He'll panic 24/7 if you got sick. He hates seeing you feeling unwell.
I headcannon that Zack secretly likes being pampered and being taken care of by his someone. Like when we see Mira feeding him when he had a arm injury. So it can be a disadvantage in your relationship if you're the one who needs it. (not like he completely sucks at it).
But doesn't mean that Zack won't try providing your needs. He wants to be supportive and be the best boyfriend especially when you're not in your best condition. He'll definitely ask help on Mira and even Jace when you started showing signs of being sick. "Mira, Y/N's having a headache what should I do?" he bashfully asked while he scratched his hair out of worry and nervousness. "Oh, Let her/him sit and give her/him water since standing can be a dangerous when you're feeling dizzy!" He'll definitely take you to the nearest clinic possible even if your head just aches a lot or if you're feeling a bit dizzy.
He'll also willing to give you a massage if your body hurts so much and if you consent to it. "Does your shoulders hurt?" he'll ask in concern as your face scrunch because of your muscles feeling sore. "No, I'm fine Zack don't worry." you lied to him while giving him a forced smile as he sighed knowing that you're trying to act okay. He knows you don't want to be a burden to him even if it's far from the truth. "Please, let me help you?" he pleaded as you sighed back knowing that you can't do anything with your boyfriend whose trying to help you. "Okay. if you say so". Surprisingly, Zack is also good at giving massages so trust him about it.
And if you catch a cold, he'll also scold you, his voice will have a bit higher-pitch on it with a mix of concern (it's a bit funny if you asked me especially when his voice cracks along with the lines lmao). "Y/N! I TOLD YOU TO CHANGE YOUR CLOTHES AFTER YOU EXERCISE! NOW YOU CAUGHT A COLD!" "S-sorry, next time I will." And he won't let you eat your junk food when you're sick lmao. Then he'll apologize for almost screaming at your face but you know that he's just being worried about your health. He's not the best at cooking and cleaning but he'll order pot lock food and your prescribed medicine for you especially hot and fresh soup so that your cold will be gone soon :). He'll also buy you lots of vitamins so your immune system will get better.
Vasco (Lee Eun Tae)
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Like Zack, he'll definitely in a state of shock about you getting sick. His mind will travel into different dimensions because of you acting so off today. "Did I do something wrong? Is Y/N angry at me? Did I pushed her/him so much on our daily exercise?".
Considering how a bit dumb Vasco is, he doesn't know what to do when you get sick even worse if you passed out lol. But don't blame him, he's definitely trying his best! (He'll be the type to cry when you're blacked out since he thought your heart stopped beating and y'know 💀😭🤚) "Y/N LOVE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! REMEMBER WE'LL ADOPT BABY PUPPIES FOR OUR 1st ANNIVERSARY!" Your boyfriend panicked as he catches you on his muscular body preventing you falling on the floor. "Vasco, let's just take her/him on the school clinic she/he probably just passed out". Jace replied back as he's also in a state of panic and he tries to make Vasco calm down. "Oh yeah, Jace let's take her/him there!".
He'll also cry his balls out once you woke up on your sleep. Considering how strong this man is, he'll unconsciously crush your body as he hugs you on your bed. "Y/N! You're finally awake! I was so worried about you!" your boyfriend cried as he hugs you, forgetting that your body feels so numb and tired as you tried to wiggle out of his literally breathtaking embrace on the hospital bed . "E-Euntae, y-you're crushing me..." "Oh sorry!".
His mind will also malfunction like a computer crashing as the doctor explains to him how to take good care of you, what you should eat and what's bad for you. Good thing Jace will help Vasco out and handle your prescriptions since his friend can be confused in buying medicine and he might probably buy the wrong pills lmao. He will also ask for the help of other Burn Knuckles members to take charges in monitoring your condition if they're alright with it and when they are free. But Jace might consider wearing a facemask too to prevent the risk of getting sick too along with his crewmates and Vasco incase you have a cold or cough.
Vasco's not really good at giving massages since his strength will probably crush your shoulders off lol. But since he's so gentle at touching you like a fragile glass, he'll probably do the job done. He's not also good at cooking. But he'll definitely buy those salmon soup dishes for you or something hot and warm for you like tea if you're allergic to fish and seafood. He's doing his best so please appreciate it and be patient about him.
Jay Hong (Hong Jae Yol)
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Jay will dedicate his time and life for you 24/7. He might even be your personal nurse if you asked me.
He'll also be worried and you can see that frown on his face when he notices you having a cough or cold, when you're feeling dizzy or when your body sores so much. But after for a few minutes, he'll compose himself so that he can take good care of you.
If you're injured, he'll definitely have reserved band aids and ointment on his Gucci bag so it won't be a different when you need cough syrups and cough menthols. He'll also lend you his alcohol/sanitizers and facemasks (he's always ready for disaster unlike the other 3 lmao). Though he still can't help but to be deeply concerned about you even when he's in school and he mostly notices if you're absent or not. So he'll let you rest even when you're working on something important or when you're studying and doing your homework he'll do it for you instead if you don't mind (I swear this man is a people pleaser😭).
He's not a professional cook since his servants/maids do the household chores but he's also a decent one since he does not rely on them too much which is a great advantage. If you live in the same apartment, he'll make food for you like soup and bread which actually taste good (and it's made with expensive shit/ingredients so better gobble it up don't waste his money lol). He'll also give you lots of good massages. It's gentle, relaxing but has that force to kill that stinging pain on your body. And he'll also lock all the cabinets and pantry where you hid your unhealthy sweets and snack lol.
And if Jay's busy he'll let his assistant (even Daniel) to look after you. And expect him to buy your medication and a healthy food for you the time he comes back home with that cute smile on his face :).
Also expect him to sanitize the place once you get better lol. And he'll even cuddle with you after you got well &lt;3.
Part 2 will be Hudson, Eli, Warren and Johan :)
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randomgentlefolk · 3 months
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CPC CHAPTER 168
I'M GONNA. I'M GOING TO.
Oh thank goodness Frederick has a cat-like flexibility. No but fr tho. The fact that he can fit in small places and just, fold his body??? He's a cat.
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OH I AM SO DOWN TO GWEN, AURELIA, THE POSSUM, AND THE RAT PROTECTING FREDERICK LET'S GOOOOO. Also The possum and Gwen's sharp teeth and Aurelia's spit? Heck yeah. AND THEN AURELIA PROTECTING GWEN!! I'm so glad she had a redemption arc :')
OH. OH. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS. Do you understand the amount of time I've been thinking about Frederick throwing a book at his bullies and Leland to the point I want to draw it but give up midway due to unable to draw anatomy of a person throwing a book? Yeah. And Frederick calling Leland a doofus LOLLLL.
Curtis not being able to see shit but still defending the aid kit station pretty well? That's what I call true skill. I mean he's really fighting multiple soldiers with armor and spear, and he's winning. But man his hand tho. I'm guessing those are from splinter and maybe some sorta swelling from holding the broom too long (idk how to describe it) or smth? Those has got to hurt...
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HAHAHAHHAHAH I can't believe I didn't expect she would say that LMAO. Also she looks so goofy in the second image HAHA.
Nah the commander really went for Laverne too... Did Leland even agree on that?
Omg....Lorena catching Suzie....Lorzanna....
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Leland's strength continues to terrify me. He just broke stair railing that seems to be made from marble, WITH HIS BARE HAND. I swear the Pastel palace is gonna need LOTS of renovation after all of these end.
"You don't decide what you want" oh bull I say, bull. Boooo Leland rotten tomatoes rotten tomatoes boooo nobody likes you go home boooo rotten tomatoes.
Eugh I'm surprised Frederick hasn't broken AT LEAST a bone with how much he got slammed and thrown hardly. The door broke bro the door broke. His spine...
Now that I think about it never have i ever with syrah would probably be wild XD
Okay at this point I am the most glad that frederick told cpc because otherwise many bad things would happen...
Wait a minute. What happened to spider Prez? I can't seem to remember...Did she pass out after breaking the door?
Wait so the Plaidypus isn't the royal plaid army?? Wait cause I'm kinda confused now :') if someone can explain it to me that would be great.
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OH CRAP OH NO.
Shit, Frederick fr need a doctor asap. All those tossing around, the dusts, nah...
Okay this is sad and all but Syrah with the long nose made me giggle.
THANK YOU PRINCEL-WHOSE-NAME-HASN'T-BEEN-REVEALD!! Blaine really missed like ¾ of the war lmao.
I swear cpc is responsible for me learning new vocabularies daily.
OH??? BLAINE?? BLAINE??? I don't, I really don't know how to start.
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First of all, there's a new meaning to this. So what I'm getting here, Blaine wants to be at the top because if he gets all the attention, Lance and Frederick won't be in trouble because he thought Leland wouldn't notice him much then. I suppose what's in Blaine's mind is, it's better to be neglected by your shitty parents rather than being noticed and verbally/physically abused by them?
Okay, I'm starting to get it. I'm the youngest sibling so I don't know if I'm getting it correctly, but this is what I get: "I will take all the abuse from our father so you, my younger brothers, can live a happy life without being notices by him."
Older siblings, amirite?
So, Blaine has been trying to protect his brothers but because Frederick keeps upsetting Leland and then making him proud, Blaine's plan keeps on being in shambles?
One thing I'm confused about though. Hear me out, Blaine most likely has golden child syndrome right? So how do we draw a line between which act is because wanting to succeed due to believing that's all his worth, and which act is from protecting his brothers?
Oh but he still owes Frederick and Lance lots of apologies though. Don't think I can forget what you said to Frederick in the dungeon, Blaine. That chapter broke me. To Lance, well, to be honest I don't exactly know what he should apologize about, but I feel like Blaine still has to? Sorry, I'm not making sense. Maybe apologize due to not talking to Lance and Frederick about his plan?? Oh man someone help me–
Imagine this tho: Blaine apologizing to Lance and Frederick for letting them get hurt by father, but then Isolde came and assured him that what Leland do isn't his fault. Haha I love to analyze this guy's mental health.
I hope he goes to therapy after this is all over. The plaid princes really need a lot of therapy. Actually the whole plaid family need therapy.
Okay say goodbye to my professionalism for awhile.
OABDUANSUAKSBW BLAINE??? PROTECTING FREDERICK?? THIS IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE. LAMBCATTTT THANK YOU LAMBCATTT!!!!
Frederick looks so amazed and I won't blame him cause I WOULD TO. IF I WAS ABOUT TO DIE, And someone suddenly came to save me, then proceed to throw the bad guy and himself out of the window by breaking the window and letting the damn sun rise view come in. I. I would look like that.
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Blaine looking at the sunrise and realizing the true meaning of life and contemplating what he has done. I love him so much you got this bro.
Also Blaine turns out to be strong! I remember headcanons of him being the weakest out of the three. I mean that could still happen, but the fact that he carried Leland in which who knows how much he weights, and threw him out of the window. Damn.
But they're still falling though, that's not good. I doubt Blaine will die for that matter. It would be wasteful. He barely had his redemption arc. I'm thinking either he uses Leland to break his fall, or Nell's premonition about the tent save him. But the forest is a little far though... Oh! Or maybe, because the pastel kingdom is full of hills, they would fall and roll down towards the tent! That's a possibility!
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SHE'S WEARING RED. I REPEAT, SHE'S WEARING RED!!!! YOOOO I WONDER WHAT SHE DID?? I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER...which is in 20 minutes lmao
That's it for now. See ya next chapter!
Mono out! (But still in to hear your thoughts. Please actually tell me your thought on this because I NEED answers and theories. Also psychology analization will actually make me go insanely happy)
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Mc is afflicted with a curse that shows their true heart
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I shouldn't write fanfics on my phone and especialy don't finish them because I can't sleep but here we are
also might turn this in a real fanfic one day but depending how I feel might be an OC instead of Mc dependes on what might be easier for me to write
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Mc: (angry) an Angel?! are you fucking kidding in me! which fucked up rule book decided I would qualify as an Angel!
Satan: (laughing) well the curse said you will take form on whatever reflects your true heart
Lucifer: but no one could have guessed you would be an Angel instead of an De-
Asmo: (fawning over Mc) and such a cute one too if it was possible anyone could look better than me you would have the best chance Mc! (cuddling them)
Mc: (fighting) let me go!
Levi: lololo guess even as an Angel Mc still causes trouble
Satan: shouldn't we concentrate on the fact Mc is cursed?
Mammon: come on Satan! let us enjoy this moment a bit longer when do we have a chance to see Mc looking different (taking pictures)
Satan: you're just trying to take as many pictures of Mc as possible to sell them aren't you?
Mammon: (blushing) well who knows if we ever get such a great chance ever again
Beel: Mc is an Angel?
Belphie: (leaning on to their wings) and a really comfortable one
Mc: (still trying to fight Asmo of) Belphie not you too!
Belphie: (asleep) zzz
Mc: (moving around) Belphie!
Asmo: (pulling Mc closer) come on Mc those pictures will get so many likes on Devilgram
Mc: forget it! I won't let anyone see this embarrassement that I'm now
Beel: you look like always to me Mc well minus the wings
Mc: like always?! my entire outfit changed!
Beel: (smiling) it looks great on you
Mc: and!?
Mammon: (taking pictures) yeah Mc you look great!
Mc: Mammon you're so dead!
Mammon: (flinching) now now Mc this isn't something an Angel should say
Mc: oh yeah?! you know what an Angel also shouldn't say-
Lucifer: all of you shut up!!!
Mammon: eep!
Mc: (flinches)
Lucifer: Mc can you remember how you got the curse?
Mc: dunno I just went to sleep and woke up like this
Lucifer: do you know anyone who would want to curse you?
Mammon: curse? it's Mc we're talking about so pretty much the-
Lucifer: (glaring)
Mammon: sorry!
Lucifer: anyway... Mc Me and Satan will take a look at this and will tell you when we find an cure
   ~~Time skip~~
Satan: well seems like the only cure for you is to act like the complete opposite of your true heart
Mc: so a Demon? that will be easy for me!
Asmo: (pinching their cheek) I will miss this Mc you look so much cuter like this
Belphie: and they were such a wonderful pillow too
Mc: excuse you who are you calling a pillow!
Levi: well I won't miss this version of Mc I barely was able to spend time with them
Mc: thanks Levi-
Levi: I really wanted to dress them up as one of my favourite character!
Mammon: yeah Satan! you can't just take away my greatest source of income so quickly! I will make an fortune selling those pictures of Mc!
Mc: (glaring)
Mammon: I mean I will delete them at once Mc!
Lucifer: Mc what do you think would be the quickest way to turn back
Mc: I actually don't know, behaving like I usually do doesn't seem to help
Satan: maybe being rude to us could help
Mc: being... rude? isn't that what I always am (grining)
Lucifer: be serious!
Mc: sorry!
Levi: how about insulty you rarely do those
Mc: great idea Levi! okay get ready for some great insults everybody!
Asmo: I don't think they could say anything to hurt me
Satan: is Mc even good with insults? usually they just skip straight to violence
Mammon: this will be funny!
Levi: not like they would have a hard time insulting a yucky otaku like me
Belphie: wonder what they will say to you guys
Beel: I hope Mc won't take it to far
Lucifer: (glaring)
Mc: okay let's get started! Levi you are first
Levi: just make it quick Mc!
Asmo: ohh that's-
Mc: I actually admire you for your passion in your hobbies and how good you are in video games!
Levi: ...
Mc: next up Asmo!
Asmo: Mc I don't think you quiet understand what we a-
Mc: I think most people just reduce you to your appearence Asmo and forget about your wonderful personality and that you have just as interesting hobbies and unmazxhed make-up skills
Asmo: I take it back Mc dear keep talking~
Mc: okay Satan your turn!
Satan: Mc you do know those aren't insults ri-
Mc: you should stop comparing yourself with Lucifer just because you once were a part of him doesn't mean you still are you are you and we wouldn't want it any other way
Satan: Mc those-
Mc: and wo else could me and Belphie annoy Lucifer with you make the best plans and your a great help for to many things to count and much more fun to be around than Lucifer
Satan: (chuckling) your horrible Mc
Mc: okay how about-
Mammon: hey Mc! the hell you th-
Mc: how about Beel and then Belphie
Beel: Mc those aren't in-
Mc: I know you feel bad because your glutony get's in the way a lot but you're such a caring brother not only to Belphie but the others as well and so hardworking I don't think anybody could hardly be mad at you for this
Beel: Mc...
Mc: Belphie!
Belphie: I know what you'll say just make it quick...
Mc: just so you know I still haven't forgiven you but I'll be the bigger person for once, you know when your sloth doesn't get in the way you can be really sweet and nice you know? and even when it does you still try your best no matter what so I can kinda admire that
Belphie: (smiling) this is a lot nicer than I thought it would be
Mc: okay Mammon
Mammon: Oi! those aren-
Mc: I know your Brothers don't hold you in high regard but your honestly the sweetest demon I could ever meet and I'm really happy I get to spend time with you
Mammon: (tearing up) Mc...
Mc: okay last one Lucifer!
Lucifer: (grining) try your best
Mc: most of the time we don't see eye to eye but I respect you for taking care of your brothers and making sure nothing happens to them
The Brothers: ....
Mc: (confused) did I do... something wrong?
Beel: oh look Mc just got an Halo
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a-witch-in-endor · 9 months
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(Asking in good faith and also cause I love reading your long takes and perspective) what do you think of Fiddler on the Roof? Do you think it's good representation? Also do you agree with Mel Brooks on his take on It's a Wonderful Life? I loved that movie as a kid and it wasn't until Lindsey Ellis' video essay on Mel Brooks that I realized how... problematic some of the themes in that movie can be. So I wanted to see if it could be the same for Fiddler.
I've never seen It's a Wonderful Life, so I'll have to pass on answering that. Sorry!
I like Fiddler on the Roof a lot. I think it's a great example of Jewish writers reflecting on Jewishness, when they spent their careers writing stories for largely non-Jewish audiences about largely non-Jewish characters.
Fiddler is ostensibly about Jewish tradition encountering change. It plays out with Tevye's daughters, which is so much fun, but it also plays out with the Russians and the village of Anatevka. And most of the themes are held in the multiple versions of "Tradition". And yes, if you're going to watch and focus on one song, it should be Tradition. But really, I think, the heart of Fiddler is the village of Anatevka. Tradition and Anatevka are the most important songs, because...
Tradition, Version 1
Tevye (spoken): A fiddler on the roof. Sounds crazy, no? But in our little village of Anatevka, you might say every one of us is a fiddler on the roof, trying to scratch out a pleasant, simple tune without breaking his neck. It isn't easy. You may ask, why do we stay up there if it's so dangerous? We stay because Anatevka is our home... And how do we keep our balance? That I can tell you in one word... Tradition.
Anatevke: At the end, when the Jews have been told they have three days to leave:
What do we leave? Nothing much. Only Anatevka.
Anatevka, Anatevka. Underfed, overworked Anatevka. Where else could Sabbath be so sweet? Anatevka, Anatevka. Intimate, obstinate Anatevka, Where I know everyone I meet.
Soon I'll be a stranger in a strange new place, Searching for an old familiar face From Anatevka.
I belong in Anatevka, Tumble-down, work-a-day Anatevka. Dear little village, little town of mine...
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I think that Tevye's love for Anatevka, and how it was ultimately ripped away from him, holds a place in a lot of Jewish hearts as to what it means to be the inheritors of thousands of years of expulsions and exiles. I think it captures the sense that Jews can settle somewhere and make a home there, and inevitably won't be able to stay. I've never seen anything else in the popular imagination that has captured that emotion, and I'm not even sure how to name it. It's very clear that Anatevka wasn't perfect, but that it was home, and every time exile occurs, some part of us gets left there.
So I guess what I'm saying is: the depiction of the difficulties of life in Russia doesn't bother me, because it isn't played for laughs. There are definitely funny moments in it (like the rabbi's joke: may God bless and keep the Tsar... far away from us!). But ultimately, the tragedy of Anatevka is very much part of the musical, and I would argue is the heart of the musical, and Anatevka isn't just a village in Russia, it's Jerusalem, it's Medina, it's Spain, it's Portugal, it's England, it's France, it's Naples, it's Hungary, it's Yemen, it's Iraq. It's easy to forget that while those stories ended in expulsion, they also included shtetls and villages and towns and ghettos with their own cultures and with people who considered them home.
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ADRESSING EVERYTHING
cr to @thespiritualgyalss
Table of context
You are everything
Everything is a form of manifestation
Your thoughts DON'T manifest
Imagination / 4D is the only reality
You don't need to affirm anything
1. YOU ARE EVERYTHING
Ok so I'm gonna keep this short and simple. When I mean by you are everything you are literally everything around you. Including your pets, your whole family and everyone around you is reflected by you. which is why I'm saying you should see everything as a reflection of your inner state (how your feeling not your emotions) because at the end of the day your the cause of everything around you that is happening, all the circumstances that happening is because of YOU. Always remember that we are all one and connected which means whatever you assume about someone is what they are going to reflect once you start assuming that.
How ever your state is for example, your self confidence is bad and you keep seeking for validation I guess, it's gonna start projecting into your reality because YOU ARE LITERALLY EVERYONE AROUND YOU PUSHED OUT. Which is why people always recommend focusing on your self concept but to be honest you don't need to focus to much on your self concept unless that's what helps you get into the state of feeling confident.
2. EVERYTHING IS A FORM OF MANIFESTATION
For example, when you start manifesting a sp and you see all these signs that your sp is coming but you don't see any movement is because you are looking for signs for reassurance when all your doing is manifesting more signs and less "movement". Signs will attract you more than your sp because that's all you're mainly focused on. Signs are just a manifestation including angel numbers unless you have a meaning behind it. If you believe that these signs will attract your sp than ofc go ahead but if you keep looking for reassurance that your sp is coming by looking for signs then no you shouldn't be focused on seeing signs of something.
All those negative thoughts u keep getting is a manifestation of how your state is right now. Looking for signs of something is from a state of thinking you need reassurance to feel like your manifestation is coming even though you already have you just need to get into the state of believing you have it.
3. THOUGHTS DON'T MANIFEST NEITHER DO YOUR EMOTIONS
If you OBSERVE a reality you want, thoughts have nothing to do with it. You do not have to believe any thoughts because thoughts are NOT you. What you are is the one that sees and is constantly present. Thoughts come and go and thus can't be real.
Feeling/imagination and emotions aren't the same thing your emotions won't manifest so don't think you have "lost" your manifestation because you always had your manifestation. Imagination is the only reality.
Always remember you always had your desires you just need to realize that and relax lmao stop spiraling about stuff that aren't even true real.
4. IMAGINATION/4D IS THE ONLY REALITY
Thinking from the human POV / Logic POV is what's limiting you. You can instantly experience a reality without having to force yourself to manifest something, all you have to do is be in the state of having it meaning stop doing what you don't want to do and do what makes you be in the state of believing you have it.
What you guys always forget is that you have your manifestation, you just keep thinking you have to see it in the 3D in order to "believe" it's "working" but in reality your 3D is following what your 4D believes (your state) If you constantly limit yourself to this, you will identify with the Body-Mind and go down the "Why isn't it here yet" hole and that's not good.
Always remember the whole point of you manifesting is to realize your power and knowing that you don't need to do anything so why would you have to work for your manifestation. The only validation you need is from the 4D.
5. YOU DON'T NEED TO AFFIRM ANYTHING
If you knew about LOA you would know that affirming isn't your thoughts and your thoughts aren't even real either. So throw that whole assumption away. Anyways affirming is just like every other technique of manifesting. Every technique is to make you get into the state of knowing you have your desires. Affirmations are just words they don't even have a meaning to it because it's all from the human's POV which is nothing but logic. The words don't manifest your states do literally you can even say "I am so fat" and if that's what put you in the state of knowing you are skinny than you are going to manifest that you are skinny even thought you affirmed that you are so fat.
Do you ever notice the whole reason people tell you to affirm your affirmations naturally is so you can believe it more? that's should tell you already that the whole point of affirming is to be in the state of knowing.
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mikuthedragon · 1 year
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=(-Diluted Frustrations-)=
Reader gets drunk and bumps into genshin men, what do they do when they see you
Featuring : Scaramouche, Kaeya, Venti
Warnings: Angst in Scara's part and it's another SFW work c:
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The Balladeer
Kuni was angry you did this to yourself, didn't you try to think about the people who cared about you, how could you be so cruel to everyone, but yourself especially.
While yelling at you, you could see him burst into tears, he couldn't help but think about his own past, he also used to hurt himself cause he couldn't accept the person he was, when he looked at you, he saw his younger self, stupid and self destructive.
He pulled you into an embrace and walked you back home, staying by your bed side and helping you sober up.
When you woke up with a pounding headache the next day, he stayed silent, caressed you and asked what was wrong, you don't remember much about the night before but you could've sworn he was angry at you yesterday.
Upon your inquiry, he said he was but it just hurt him more to see someone he loved copy his own terrible coping mechanisms, he didn't want to believe you hated yourself, how could he, when he loved you so much. Why did you hate something he adored so much.
You tell him about the day before, school, work family, everything's been falling apart lately. When you finish he reminds you that just existing right now is enough, he further explains why which entailed that what was happening right now was the worst that's come yet and that even surviving was the hardest and biggest accomplishments of your life.
Surviving meant picking up life where it was torn apart, to feed yourself, let yourself get enough rest, drink enough.
Since he was so anxious, he stayed with you for a few more days and when everything cleared up, you couldn't help but smile and laugh, you still cried a little but you realised that the few road bumps you encountered in life wasn't anything compared to the joy you felt when spending time with Kuni these last few days.
You don't know how you'll ever repay Kuni for this but you think staying by his side for a long time is a good place to start ༼☯﹏☯༽
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Kaeya:
Kaeya makes his way into the tavern, early in the morning, he turns to the right and finds you in an obscure corner of the tavern. You're not crying but you have your head down and can't meet his eyes, he doesn't force your head to look at him, but instead says something crazy which snaps you out of your trance.
"Hi~~ Y/N, did you know I own the bar now and we've started putting slime in all the drinks, will you buy a drink for me, your good friend ? You can choose"
"HUHH, I DRANK LIKE A BARREL AND YOU'RE ONLY TELLING ME NOW I'VE BEEN DRINKING SLIME THE WHOLE NIGHT ??"
"Yeah Y/N, Diluc was struggling to keep his business afloat so I hired Xiangling to add new flare to the wine around here, apparently the gooey texture really helped our sales, you're even a prime example of that. Would you like to be the star of our next panel on our newest products ?"
"Kaeya, the audacity you have to ask me to be your next star, I just wanna forget I drank so much slime... urghhhhh but how much will I be paid ?"
"Well around 100k mora perhaps"
"I'll do it!"
"Y/N I have one more thing to say, I'm not the owner of the tavern aha, but it doesn't mean I won't pay you if I do ever inherit the Tavern"
"...."
Kaeya successfully managed to make you angry which is a lot better than being sad. You continue to punch his arm on the way to work. He chuckles and smiles when he catches you looking him in the eyes, he didn't wanna show how worried he was in the tavern, but he silently breathed a sigh of relief. Similarly, you're grateful to have Kaeya as your bestfriend and hope one day you guys can be more.
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Venti:
"Y/N is that you ? I didn't think I'd find you here, it's not often you come here to the winery. Well did something good happen ?? Let me guess, you got a new pet, no wait is it a cat, ah darn Y/N, i guess we can't go to your place as often anymore since.. I'm allergic but you know what, for you I can endure a couple sniffles!! ( ᐛ )و"
"Y/N why are you crying..? Did something happen!!?"
"No.. that's just it, nothing happened, I've wasted my life doing nothing, so I came here to fully seal my fate, I'll drink till I can't remember what I ever thought I was good for"
"Y/N don't say that, if you're not here, who's gonna listen to my songs and tell me if they're not too personal to sing in the tavern? ... Tell you what Y/N let me tell you a story. Ahem"
"There was once a wisp, the wisp, young and unwary of the pain of humans found a boy. The boy faced with the tribulations of life, decided to fight for his freedom and the people. The wisp didn't understand what freedom was because it was a privilege of every child of the wind and land of freedom, however the wisp seeing how much it mattered to the boy decided to help in the conquest of freedom.. The boy died for his freedom, the wisp unable to accept that the boy didn't receive what it fought so hard for, continued his legacy and gave everyone true freedom or so it thought. Later the wisp realised, the boy did receive its freedom, he was free to pursue his passion"
"I continue to exist because my goal in life is to be free, to others they might say I'm not free, going from one person to another for spare change here and there for wine. But in my heart, I know i'm free, I'm free because I have the freedom to do nothing and appreciate my existence, the music and nature of Mondstadt and other nations hehe. No one can tell me I can't spend my time with you. Wasting life just doesn't exist, every emotion you feel, impact you make on other people needed you to exist for those to happen."
"I hope you realise one day that you've already lived your life to the fullest and that you continue to enjoy the small pleasures in life, and whenever a sudden urge overcomes you, that you chase to your heart's content, without feeling the need to hold back. You didn't waste your life, you even changed mine"
Part 2 ⟵⁠(⁠๑⁠¯⁠◡⁠¯⁠๑⁠) coming soon with Diluc, Ayato and Al Haitham
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inspirationalucky · 23 hours
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🦈 EPIC: The Musical: Act One, The Storm Saga sentence starters. Going by the exact lyrics except for a few lines here and there, but definitely go ahead and change things to fit your muse's situation<3
Storm
"Is it nature or divine or a blessing in disguise?"
"This storm's our final fight."
"There's no time to die."
"Brace for a storm, the likes of which we've never seen before."
"With home so close, we must keep pushing forward!"
"Have them follow my ship, I'll ensure that we prevail."
"We're taking too much damage to survive!"
"We'll beat this storm!"
"What do you have in mind?"
"We're gonna shoot for the sky."
Luck Runs Out
"Please don't tell me you're about to do what I think you'll do."
"You've heard the legends, this proves they're true!"
"I'm gonna climb to the top and ask 'em for a hand."
"You could be caught off guard and lose your life."
"Don't forget how dangerous the gods are!"
"Have faith, friend, we've come this far!"
"How much longer 'til your luck runs out?"
"You rely on wit, and people die on it."
"I still believe in goodness. I still believe that we could be kind."
"What will we do when it tears us apart?"
"Where is this coming from?"
"I just don't wanna see another life end."
"And suddenly, you doubt that I could figure this out?"
"How much longer 'til your great days cease?"
"How much longer 'til your strength takes leave?"
"I understand that we're tired, I understand that we're fazed, but don't forget how much we've already faced."
"I took 600 men to war and not one of them died there, in case you needed a reminder."
"If you'd like to speak more, let me pull you aside then. I need to talk to you in private."
"I can't have you planting seeds of doubt."
"I need you to always be devout and comply with this or we'll all die in this. Okay?"
Keep Your Friends Close
"Out path to home is blocked by an impenetrable storm."
"Let's play a game!"
"And if you win, you will get what you're yearning."
"All you gotta do is not open this bag."
"Sounds too easy. What's the catch?"
"Keep your friends close and your enemies closer, never really know who you can trust."
"Sometimes killing is a must."
"'Cause the end always justifies the means."
"Friends turn to foes in rivalries."
"I can't wait to make some new memories."
"Time for me to be the father I never was."
"Why are my eyes and my heart and my soul so heavy?"
"I keep on trying to embrace you both, why won't you let me?"
"So much has changed but I'm the same."
"If I had to guess? You're headed for the Land of the Giants."
"ODYSSEUS OF ITHACA! Do you know who I am?"
Ruthlessness
"In all my years of living it isn't very often that I get pissed off."
"I try to chill with the waves but damn, you've crossed the line."
"I've been so gracious and yet, you hurt this son of mine!"
"I'm left without a choice and without a doubt."
"Guess the pack of wolves is swimming with the shark now!"
"I've gotta make you bleed, I need to see you drown."
"But before you go, I need to make you learn how ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves."
"You are the worst kind of good 'cause you're not even great."
"A Greek who reeks of false righteousness, that's what I hate!"
"You fight to save lives, but won't kill and don't get the job done."
"I mean, you totally could've avoided all this had you just killed my son. But no!"
"You are far too nice, mercy has a price!"
"You reveal your name, then you let him live?"
"Unlike you I've got no mercy left to give."
"Today you die. Unless, of course, you apologize."
"We took no pleasure in his pain, we only wanted to escape."
"The line between naïveté and hopefulness is almost invisible."
"Close your heart, the world is dark, and ruthlessness is mercy."
"Forty-three left under your command."
"I am your darkest moment, the monster that always draws near."
"Any last words?"
"Remember me."
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All the odd questions of the Edgy/misc OC ask meme for Loch please.
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What memory would your OC rather just forget?
His one-night stand with Ash. Because Amir was right, Loch wasn't some stupid confused teenager anymore. He was a grown man who even drunk knew it was a bad idea, knew he wasn't in the right headspace to give more than that, knew he was in a rebound friend's-with-benefits thing with Alice only because he'd just got out of another relationship and questioning his sexuality and whether he was even capable of being a person in a relationship, with anyone. He knew all that, and still got drunk and did it anyway. He convinced himself they both knew what they were doing and one brief moment of pleasure would be fine, when it really cost his already spiralling mental health, and the trust and mental health of Asher. And even though they're good (mostly) now, he knows he can never take it back, and he can never change that it put Ash in that vulnerable position for someone like Finn to swoop in.
What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw?
Not communicating honestly with people. Not just Ash, but really anyone. He rarely lets anyone know his actual wants and needs, I guess because growing up they didn't really matter.
How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?
I mean, depends. We know Loch has very specific lines he won't cross, but... he is still a Karaish, and all of them have a sort of built-in "the rules don't apply to me" kind of mentality lol.
What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?
Loch was supposed to AroAce which is honestly hilarious to me now. I mean, he is very much not asexual at all lmao, but he is kinda still on the aromantic spectrum. He knows he's never felt any romantic inclination towards any women, but he's not sure how that applies to men, though to be honest, he's at a point now where it doesn't really matter. If it's not Asher, it's no one. I really don't think he'd ever have actually been with someone legitimately if it weren't Ash.
What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?
His words, and absolutely lol. It comes out more when he's drunk, but even sober push him enough and his tongue turns vicious.
If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?
Absodamnlutely lmao. Mainly because we're pretty alike, but also because it reminds me of the catty banter relationships I have with my friend's IRL, or some of my old work friends. Extra yes because he's a guy I could have that kind of friendship with knowing he wouldn't be catching feelings too so I wouldn't have to worry about it lol.
Does your OC have a faceclaim? If so, who?
Noooooope. All of Gen 3 happened before I really knew of the concept of face claims lmao.
What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise?
Made his parents emotionally absent af whilst still being physically present lmao. Like, there's so many specific events in his life I could point to instead, but him stepping in to parent his younger sibs is like, the root cause of most of his issues. But his parents weren't ever abusive, or even truly neglectful, and in their own way they are still loving parents. So it's kinda... complicated? Like, he loves them and can't hate them, and he feels any bitterness towards them isn't really worth addressing, and it's not like they can do anything about it now anyway. Like, it's not going to change what it did to him. It made him the person he is and that can't be undone, so why ruin that relationship now?
How does your OC behave when enraged?
He usually either gets bitchy or he lashes out, depending on the specifics.
Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it?
~anxiety~. for which he currently takes meds and has been through a course of CBT.
What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?
Vulnerability. He hates feeling it, and hates showing it. So he runs from it, or twists it into something else, like anger.
What is your favorite thing about your OC?
He's a lil bitch and honestly, I ~vibe~ with it lol. Especially now he's making that petty, bitchy side of himself more public. Like, there's a lot about him that drives me fuckin insane, but his cattiness definitely isn't one of them lmao.
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crims0nghozt · 14 days
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ok different from my usual fun posts + ik y'all won't give a fart abt my opinion but i really need to say something that nags at me a lot on here
i was talking to my friend on discord (great way to start this 😭) and we got to the subject of like, calling celebrities/historical figures fine and/or crushing on them. which at first i was like "weird" but when i thought abt it more idrc it's normal to crush on celebrities/historical figures even. but what i started to think about again was that thing that always bothers me when i see things about one of my favorite actors
i'm being vague right now but dw i'll elaborate
basically i'm not talking about how people call celebrities fine and crush on them. idc about that, while i don't exactly do that myself. that's just expected atp. but what i mean is when people actively sexualize and say REALLLYYY LEWD shit about a REAL, BREATHING, ALIVE PERSON who could very well SEE THESE POSTS. it's always irked me when seeing posts about, you probably didn't guess it, billy moseley.
this is gonna cause some irritation in the fandom i think but i seriously get weirded out when i see people sexualizing the guy himself. like, i understand his characters, but i've been seeing some people on here genuinely sexualizing HIM.
uh hey did you guys forget he's MARRIED AND HAS DAUGHTERS?? 😭 that's SUPER FUCKING WEIRD DUDE
like I've seen it way too much and people never say anything about it. you guys are sitting here saying this lewd shit about a real man who could very well see it. while yes, i may not know his boundaries, realistically i don't think he'd appreciate being sexualized by gooners on tumblr/the internet in general while he has a literal wife.
listen, i'll leave this topic alone when i see/hear proof of him saying he doesn't care about being sexualized. until then i think y'all r honestly kinda freaks (not in a good way) for this. like yeah i love bill moseley, he's a good guy and he's a really good actor. but you guys are just taking it too goddamn far in my opinion by saying all this weird stuff about him.
now i know all this isn't new, and people have been saying weird sexual shit about many celebrities and still are, and i'm not saying that stuff is normal either. all of it is still very weird. i'm just only commenting on the stuff I've seen in the fandoms i mainly interact with recently and i've just been seeing way too much of this and while i usually don't comment on it, it just has been bothering me that nobody's said anything about it??
anyway a tldr for ppl like me who hate reading long Tumblr posts: people have been sexualizing bill moseley (himself, not his characters) way too much and i find it weird af
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