Jealousy Part 6
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NSFW 09Soap/Ghost
Shower sex, not so exidental voyeurism, they finally kiss, top Soap, bottom Ghost,
Soap is freezing in front of the door to Ghosts room in the barrackes and the blood is trying to run down to his dick and to his brain at the same time. To his dick because he just heard Ghost moan his callsign and to his brain to analyse what the fuck he should do. Suddenly Soap is super aware of him still standing in the corridor when everyone can walk down here see him and worse hear Ghost. In a impulsive desition he just sneaks in Ghost room. He should just have walked away back to his office or his own room, he knows but he also never heared confident, making the enemy's shit their pants Ghost like this. "Soap, please" Ghost whines in the bathroom and Soap has to cover his mouth to make sure he makes no sound. Soap thinks he never get this hard so fast in his life. He trys to will himself to leave Ghost room, but he can't it's like he is clued to the door. Soap didn't even think he is in to hearing anyone mastrubating and now is the worst time to learn this about himself. He faintly rembers beeing annoyed about the people in the appartement next his fucking loud. So why is hearing Ghost so different, why does it make his heart race, him leaking in his underwear and bitting his hand so that Ghost does not hear him? Soap trys to not look at the bathroom door he knows if he looks at it to long he would do something dumb like walking in the bathroom and get what's his.
Ghost don't know why or when he gave up to will down his sexual needs. He just knows that he just can't come up with a fantasy that gets him off. For Ghost this is usually just something he does, a standart body function, but because of fucking Captain Soap MacTravish he just can't. The blood that is rushing in his ears are silencing everything around Ghost, he doesn't hear the shower, he doesn't hear how the door to his room gets opened and he don't hear how loud he is. He's slamming his fist against the shower wall letting the water run over his head. He just should sneak of base and find someone to have sex with. But and that's angers Ghost the most he has the feeling that he would have the exact problem he has now and this problem his him wanted to get his brain fucked out by a sertain scotisch Captain. "God, why has my dick desided that Soap is the only that can get me off?" Ghost ask himself, while he is starting to finger himself. It stings and is uncomfortable with out using lube, but he's desprade. He has lube in his nightstand but this is just to far away, his orgasam just one right move away. He closes his eyes thinking about kneeling under Soaps desk sucking him of. Thinking of ways how he could make Soap stop his paperwork to fuck him properly. When Ghost finds his prostate he's letting out a loud moan that is echoing in the bathroom. And it's somehow still not enough and Ghost is getting desbrate. "Please Soap, I need your dick so badly", Ghost crys out while tears are start filling up his eyes.
Soaps last rest of restrain snaps when Ghost is begging for his dick. He quickly strips down and opens the bathroom door a silent as possible. The picture he's seeing makes him gasp and leak precum. Ghost is leaning against the shower wall a few fingers in his ass other hand on his dick. Somehow Soap is getting even harder and some part of his brain just turns off. All he thinks about Simon and how to get him under him, make him scream his name, claim him. Soap steps in the shower kissing Simon. When he's finished he leans forward to growl in Ghost ear. "You know if you just had waited till the phone call is over you could have my dick in your ass by now." Ghost just moans helpless, blushing hard. "You always blush like this?" Ghost is resting his head against Soaps shoulder the hand that is on his dick moving on Soaps arm. "Just you." He mumbles in Soaps skin. "What was that?" Soap wispers in his ear needing to hear it again. "It's just you, nobody makes me blush this hard or horny." Soap makes a smug expression to this revelation, the Ghost, the legend of the SAS blushes just for him, it makes Soap feels drunk on euphoria. "Well I gues I should make sure that it stays like this."
"Well I gues I should make sure that it stays like this." Soap is whispering directly in his ear. The hairs on Ghost neck at standig up and he gasps. His cheeks are burning and he hides his face in the Soaps neck. Soaps hands start wandering his body and it feels like his skin is on fire. "Please, Soap." He whines, he needed more, he needed to come. "Please what?" "Need.. fuck I want you." Soap is grapping his ass and Ghost claws Soaps arm as his knees start to strugel to suport his weight. "Yeah? Want me to fuck you in the shower. Though about this in my Office?" "No... I yes please, I.." Ghost brain is short-circuiting, we just want Soap to touch him, to fuck him not carrying he has no lube in the bathroom. Soap is laughing, kneeling Ghost ass. "So you thought about something else then?. Soap is slowly pushing two of his fingers to the three of Ghost own up his ass. "Ah Soap.." Ghost moans out clinging to Soap as his knees give out at the sensation of beeing stretched like this. "Tell me, Simon and I will make you scream." Soap wispers in his ear and Ghost shakes his head. He can't tell Soap this, but his brain is so filled with waves of pleasure that he can't come up with a lie. "Come on, be my good boy." Soap says and Ghost feels how tears are filling his eyes. "I can't, it's not.. ahhh Soap I fuck... I ahh..", Soap is moving his fingers and pressing against his prostate over and over again, humming to get Ghost to tell him. ".. I was thinking off ahh... You." Soaps hand stops moving. "How you fuck me in your office bent over the desk", Ghost spills out breathless and a loud moan leaves his mouth when Soap bites in his shoulder. Suddenly Ghost feels how his face gets prest in to the wall. "Thinking about this right under my nose. How long you think about this?" Soap acusses him in a deep rumbel. "Months", Ghost moans when he feels Soaps dick rubbing along his ass. "Please Soap, I want it so bad", Ghost begs, the embarrassment that he would feel for begging is numbed by his arousal.
"Please Soap, I want it so bad", Soap feels like some punshed him in the chest. "Fuck, Simon, can't say thinks like that. The show nearly ended before it really began." Now Soap realise they are lagging a quite important think, lube. "Tell me there is lube in this bathroom." "No, I... I usally dont need it in here." Ghost sounds absolute embarrassed about this, removing his fingers from his ass. Soap bites his lips while thinking about the options they have. He dont want to raw dog Ghost and water is such a teribbel substitute. One of Soaps hands sneak on to Simons dick stroking him in a fast rythem. "Soap not enough", Ghost whines, tears running down his face. God Ghost looks so fucking pretty. "Comon show me what a good boy you are for me. I will give you what you need", Soap pures in Ghost ear while he starts abusing Ghost prostate. And Ghost moans against the wall as he finally comes. "Such a good boy, for me. So pretty for me. So perfect for me", Soap wispers in directly in Ghost ear. Hes keep strocking Ghost trying to get as much cum as he can out of him and on his hand. Ghost breath is short and fast, he needs the wall to suport himself and looking fucked out. Soap carefull not to wash Ghost cum from his fingers changes the hand that is up Ghost ass, ussing the cum as lube, while streaching him out. Ghost looks blissed out over his shoulder tears are starting to build up again. "Soap, more", Ghost wispers over the sound of the shower. "So greedy arent you?", Soap chuckels. "Not greedy, just want what Im prommised", Ghost slurs and Soap foundly smiles. When Soap thinks that he prepped Ghost good enough he pulls his fingers out. "Ready?" he ask before starting to kiss Ghost neck. Knowing with Ghost mask as a cover up he can leave as many and big marks on him as he pleases. "Yes" Ghost answers the question between moans. Soap grabs Ghost hips to hold him still while hes pushing in. Soap moans in Ghosts neck, when half of his length is in. "Fuck, you're taking me so well", Soap wispers, before he start rocking back and forth. Everytime he pushes in he gets deeper in to Ghost, while Ghost moans grow louder with each push. Ghost put one of his hands to muffel his moans. "God, i need to find a place where you can scream as loud as you want", Soap moans and this words make Ghost push his ass against Soap.
It's so unfair, Soap so easly pushing all his bottons, using words out of Ghost fantasys against him. Soap is panting directly against his neck, his forhead resting against Ghost head. "Soap?", Ghost ask when Soap stops his movement, he only gets heavy breathing as an answer. "Need a moment, your so fucking tight", Soap says after some time and Ghost dont want to wait a moment, starting moving his hips. The frigtion is delicious even if its arkward ancel. Soap is cursing in his hair stopping his movement with his hands. "Your such a brat, trying to get what you want when you want it, dont you?" Soap growls in Ghost ear. "Please, Soap", Ghost whines annyoed that he lost the stimulation. "Can't just move when i try to hold back." "Then you clearly have a stamina problems when you can't last after you just enter someone.", Ghost says smugly a grin on his face and a chalenging look in his eyes. "Oh, I have enough stamina for you." "All talk no act.. AHH." Ghost can't finish his sentence because Soap starts to move. "God I will make sure you stop talking back, when I'm finished", Soap says in a deep voice, that makes Ghost shiver. Do to the shower still running Soap nearly misses that tears are running down Ghost face. "You good?", he ask before he start kissing Ghost neck. "Yeah, I'm good", Ghost answers confused, about Soap behaviour change. "Just wanted to make sure, that you don't cry because you're hurt", Soap reassures him before kissing him, that's when Ghost noticed that there are hot tears running down his face. Soap is really breaking all of Ghost walls down. And Ghost let's him, let's him pin him against the wall, let's him fuck him, screams for him, wants more, needs this, craves this. "So..ap" Ghost moans broken, his voice is hoarse, tears steaming down his face. And Soap seems to be just a gone as Ghost is. His eyes are glossed over as the only think he can about is fucking Ghost. Soap is moving one of his hands from Simons hips to his throat squeezing a bit and Ghost legs can't suport him anymore. If Soap hadn't had a iron grip on his hip he would just slide down the wall.
All Soap is thinking about is that he needs to fuck Ghost so good he will come back. The pace he set is hard and fast, merciless. He feels how Ghost stugels to stay on his feet. He squeeze Ghost throat from time to time feeling how Ghost is reacting its addicting. He kisses and bits all over Ghost neck, starting to use his own bodyweight to suport Ghost who is clearly struggling. He feels how he getting closer and closer to his orgasam, he's wanting it so badly and not wanting to stop. "John, I'm close." Ghost moans loudly wich make Soap move his hand from Ghost throat to his mouth over the on Ghost is failing to use to muffel his noises. Simon is comming untouched his cum landing on the wall and he's also getting impossible tight, pulling Soap with him over the edge. Soap is bitting down on Ghost shoulder to muffel himself, blacking out for a bit, tasting blood in his mouth. Ghost is letting out a high-pitched wimper. They stand there pressed against eachother, catching their breaths. "Sorry", Soap apologies for the bite wound that Ghost now has. Ghost who already exhausted from the mission struggles to stay awake Soap literally fucked his rest energy out. "Was that enough stamina for you?", Soap just can't keep the question to himself l, feeling proud about his achievement to make Ghost come with just his dick. "Next time.. next time we do this in a bed", Ghost wispers. "So you want a next time?" Soap ask smug. "Can't really judge your alleged stamina if I'm fresh of a long mission can I?" "Sure Simon." Siap just answers kissing Ghost check over and over again. When Soap pulls out Ghost makes a displeased whine, cum starts running down his inner thighs. "Let's get you cleaned up and in your bed, Sop sugest and Ghost just nods slowly, struggling to stay awake.
Getting them dry is unnecessary difficult because Ghost decides to just burry his face in the crock of Soap neck and leaning on him heavily. Somehow they make to Ghost bed. Ghost just pushes Soap on the bed so he can use Soaps chest as a pillow falling asleep nearly instantly. Not carrying that there is still very important work in Soaps office. It's warm and save in his Captians arms.
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i wonder where the idea of chilchuck being a deadbeat came from when theres like. no textual evidence for it ?
he knows what all of them are up to; he still writes to flertom and she sent him his neckwarmer, so that to me implies that they at least have a somewhat positive relationship?
its more ambiguous with meijack and puckpatti, but since meijack is also a picklock, i wouldn't be surprised if he taught her himself, considering how trades are often passed down through families, and because he talks about sending people to her if he dies.
also the way he talks about puckpatti is very like... it's obvious he wants her to take things more seriously, but he's accepting, and his tone here reads more fond to me than anything else.
like, he keeps his daughters' old toys under his desk? that doesn't scream 'deadbeat' at all, it screams 'empty nester' who doesn't know how to reach out or is scared to do so
EDIT: i know a lot of the 'deadbeat dad' stuff is jokes, but some people are Not joking and genuinely think chilchuck is a bad dad. this post is not saying that you cant joke about it; it is just outlining what canon shows regarding his (clearly positive) relationship with his kids.
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Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
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a list of cool website i found and use
radiooooo.com- pretty much you can listen to any music any place in the world and also... you can choose any TIME. Sometimes a person just likes to listen to russian music during the 1970s yk? (i recommend btw)
onelook.com (thesaurus)- can't seem to find the word you're thinking of? What the hell is that blanket that you only use for the couch/living area??? Oh wait- a throw. Go check out onelook, it has definitely saved me time for my writing.
datayze.com- CALLING ALL WRITERS, or i mean if youre gonna have a baby too ig this would work. datayze literally will help you find a name for your oc! And if you already have a name it gives you alot of good info you may want to know about your oc'c name. Or you could always make a name by mixing two together, like you can... on datatyze.
bandcamp.com- I cannot for the life me explain this website but TRY IT OUT, YALL. You can find alot of underground artists or new songs :D
mix.com- kind of like tumblr? but kind of like reddit? but also kind of like twitter? what im trying to say is that it's called mix for a reason. It takes cool things from multiple different websites and compiles it into one website, really cool when you're into a really specific fandom sometimes.
lab.nationalmedals.org- tbh idk, it's pretty and cool. it's pretty cool. i used to play this a lot.
worldchatclock.com- i use this for some of my friends that i volunteered with online to find a perfect time for us to meet. It finds a time where which you and up to a few people in different time zones can find a perfect meeting time.
earth.nullschool.net- so ive been getting back into flying my kite and this has been a life saver for my time.
radiogarden.com- i made a whole post about this website, uhh just look it up or try and find the post- im sorry im getting tired pLease
(I have like 2 other websites but i am not going to log into my old school email to try and find the bookmarked websites)
HONORABLE MENTION (actually i did this on purpose. best for last yk?)
azejournal.com- HELLO AROS AND ACES OR BOTH!! THIS IS THE WEBSITE FOR YOU. This is full of cool poems, stories, personal experiences, etc, about being aro or ace or both. I am literally in LOVE (no romo) with this website, it makes me feel more understood sometimes. Also I just love seeing us as a minority having a safe space to make and post creatively.
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HEYYY, CAN YOU PLEASE DRAW MORE PAVITR PRABHAKAR ARTWORKS/DOODLES?!! I'VE BEEN LITERALLY IN HEAVEN WITH YOUR SPELLBINDING ARTSTYLE!!! IT'S MY MOST FAV FANART!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE GOING TO DO MORE PAVITR FANART PLEASE I'M LITERALLY IN HEAVEN WHEN I SEE THEM😭❤️❤️❤️
PS: Sorry if I came as too much, I just ADORE your art so much and I really need more of it😭😭😭❤️💗💖💖❤️
I already adore that boy and want to draw him all the time and this is just FUELING ME TO DO SO DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU'RE DOING??
I've been trying to be ... chill ... with my appreciation towards him but now you're giving me the enablement I need to do the opposite.
You better take responsibility 🤣
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Nah but fr I'm glad you enjoy my stuff with him! It feels like there aren't as many artists fixated on Pav as they are with, say, Hobie or Miguel so I will do my best to provide more art/comics of him!
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