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cljordan-imperium · 2 years

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You have entered the domain of the all powerful AUTHOR GODDESS...AKA...Your Eccentric Southern Gothic Creole Auntie who is full of sass and isn't afraid to tell it to you straight. *blows kiss*

She/Her

48 - Female - Mother of 1 - Work Full Time - Published Short Stories

I am a female writer on the Gulf Coast of the United States, currently residing in the state of Mississippi near the amazing city of New Orleans. I have lived in both Louisiana and Mississippi and the culture of the bayou areas runs through my blood. I have one adult son, who is the light of my life, and a cat who thinks she is the goddess of it. The stories that are currently being published to Tumbler are the continuation of roleplays and solo writing that I have been writing for over 20 years; and that I decided to continue sharing with everyone. Some characters have intricate and elaborate backstories which I will unfold for you. Some are new and you will learn about as they reveal themselves to me. I hope you all enjoy.

Some call me a free spirit, I call me...me. It took me years to become comfortable in who I am, so I judge no one else. We all have our own journeys. I am here to support everyone else on theirs, so maybe they won't have to take as long to be able to love themselves. I prefer not to talk much about my disabilities because I don't want them to define me, but am also open about them when asked or to help others come to terms with their own.

I love purple and sparkles, and I'll probably die petting something I shouldn't. Being as I live on the Gulf Coast, I might also be eaten by it, and that is fine. Life is a circle and we're all part of it.

Feel free to visit my inbox and ask box. I promise I do not bite unless asked.

GENERAL TRIGGER WARNINGS - I am going to post this here and also on appropriate stories where they happen - Also, not all of my characters are meant to be liked or sympathetic. Feel free to literally hate them and let your opinions change if the characters do, some of them WILL evolve over time.

All of my stories are FICTION and NOT REAL.

There are themes of: fantasy, evil, demons, angels, religion, blood, viscera, evisceration, gore, swearing, slavery, manipulation, ptsd, emotional manipulation, dv, sa, abuse, death, hell, torture, violence, war, fighting, anger, injury, emotional abuse, verbal abuse, physical abuse, guns, police, witchcraft, .

~may be updated later if I think of more that fit~

Please know that I have 14 Active WIPS here (not including the individual stories in The Imperium Chronicles)

MASTER LIST - Updated 4/16

The Imperium Chronicles

NOT STORYLINE

Flash Fiction Friday 3.3.23

3/10/23 - Flash Fiction Friday - Celestial Bodies

April Fool's In Imperium

Meeting Jasper

Moodboards of Characters

Back To The 20's

HISTORICAL

GET TO KNOW MY OC

THE PALACE

CASPERIUS & MARTENIQUE

DARTAN & AMAYA

GRAE & ADALICIA

ASHER & KAYLIN

MARCELLUS & SORINA

DEZ, PHAEDRA, & THINIUS

UFFERN

LEANDRE & YAEL

CASSANDRA & LUCIFER

KARLEN

ADRIEL & ANNABELLA

DELILAH & TALON

PUSTOTA

FUN STUFF

Character Theme Song

OC Name Meaning/Reason Tag

Writing Questions Tag

Characters as Comfort Foods

Fav Character(s) to Write

Magical Objects in Imperium

WIP Drinking Game

Foretelling/Prophecy in My Writing

Government in My Stories

Types of Side Characters

THE ANDROMEDA EFFECT

@the-andromeda-effect - In Greek Mythology Andromeda was sacrificed by her parents to save their kingdom from Poseidon's wrath after her mother offended him, but Perseus saves her from death by a Krackon and takes her to his kingdom to be his Queen. Mircea (Meer-cha) Kalavati wasn't sacrificing his wife to appease a god, or bring peace to his clan, he was doing it to start a war with another. His mistake when he hired Caliban Andros was lying to him about why he wanted her rescued, then killed to look like those who had kidnapped her had done it. Never lie to your hitman. Now, like Perseus to Andromeda, Caliban has rescued Riona Kalavati and something is drawing him to the woman. He will kill to keep her safe, and her husband is going to regret that lie for what remaining life he has left. Now as Adira Andros, she is definitely Caliban's Queen, and his "army" has rallied around her.

BATTLEGROUND OF DREAMS

@battlegroundofdreams

BAYOU WITCHES

@bayouwitches (Heaven & Arthur Shelby belong to @call-sign-shark)

BEHIND THESE MASKS

@behindthesemasks - Melania LaVeau is a professor at LSU in Baton Rouge. She is also the grandaughter of Ambrose Meyers, one of the most powerful men in the country and the daughter of Marie LaVeau...yes THAT Marie LaVeau! Old money, going back to when the Gautier family came over from France to settle in New Orelans, there isn't much that goes on in Louisiana or Mississippi that they don't have their hands in. Meyers Worldwide, a tech conglomerate is a cover for underworld activities that will eventually come to light. What happens when someone decides to cross the most powerful, and immortal, Queen of Voodo and threaten one of her children? Will New Orleans be left standing? If you are a fan of Indiana Jones, Tomb Raider, or The LIbrarians, the story is in the same veign. All of the characters are human, but there are supernatural occurrences around them

BENDING THE LAW

@bendingthelaws - Colin Masterson is the Cook Count State's Attorney. He has been on a mission to take down the head of a Chicago crime conglomerate that is headed by Constantin Rakeovich. Now someone has kidnapped his intern and is sending her back to him in tiny pieces. Is it Constantin? Is it another one of the people that Colin has crossed? Now he and those he trusts are going to have to figure it out before someone else disappears or is hurt. Complicating matters is that his brother, Colton Masterson is Constantin's defense attorney. The brothers have never been close, but in this situation, things take a much darker turn. Will Colton stand by his brother or his client? And what happens when something bigger happens and puts everyone Colin cares about in the crosshairs? If you are a fan of Law & Order, or any of those types of shows, this is much in the same vein and will involve more than just the lawyers. All characters are human. There is no supernatural beings or magic. Some places are going to be fictional, but the main setting is the city of Chicago.

DEVIL IN THE DETAILS

@devil-in-the-details-ay - When Lucifer's daughter Yara gets bored and wants to intern for the Lord of Death, Astaroth, her father agrees. After their first meeting, the Devil changes the plans once more. Deciding to make Yara someone else's problem, she is now to be Astaroth's wife. Navigating this challenge, and those who will come against them both will reveal a lot about each other, and themselves. Is the Princess really as spoiled and entitled as she seems? Is Astaroth really the iceberg incarnate that he seems? Is she even who she believes herself to be? And what happens when someone decides to try to interfere in their relationship?

MAGICAL MISTAKES

@magical-mistakes-vm - Vollrath, the Master Warlock of the local Coven, encounters Mahala (Mah-HAY-lah) preparing to do a ritual on his land. Her mistakes in not being careful in preparations allowed him to find her, but it also set up events in the future that they will need the help of his best friends Baldur and Elmar to deal with. A witch that has no clue what she is and a Master Warlock who is not used to letting people close have to navigate revelations that will change both their lives, and possibly even the Coven. When his brother, Balor, an equally powerful warlock within the Coven who he has been at odds with for years, also shows up and it is clear will be needed, it just adds one more complexity to the situation. Can they all get along to keep each other safe, or will one of them fall to those who are coming against them?

MYSTS OF TIME

@mystsoftime

NIGHTMARE MAGIC

(MAGICAL MISTAKES X BATTLEGROUND OF DREAMS)

@nightmare-magic

PRINCESS OF THIEVES

@princess-of-thieves-id - Princess Inara is set to marry Prince Diyan the next day, a man she has never met or even set eyes on. Ever defiant, that is the last thing she is going to do. Deciding to thwart her father's plans, the Princess slips out of the castle and sets to escape. Little does she know that the Prince's family sent Arik, the Prince's best friend and a trained assassin, to watch over her, fearing more that she would be murdered by enemies rather than escape. One thing that Arik knows is that Diyan doesn't want to marry Inara either, so instead of stopping her, he helps her with a promise to keep her safe if she stays with him. They make it to the next town, which is a port and aboard a vessel that is just preparing to depart in an effort to stay one step ahead of the soldiers now searching for Inara. Unbeknownst them, they have just become stow-aways on a pirate ship. Complicating things further is that Arik and the Captain of the ship are not strangers, and when a romance develops between Inara and Arik and the Captain deciding he would like her for his own, things become even more complicated. Not to mention all three of them are being hunted by multiple kingdoms. Nothing like a quiet day on the sea, right?

SEHNSUCHT RISING

@sehnsuchtrising

Tapperhet

@tapperhet-em - When Princess Meeri's father is deposed by his brother, he believes she was part of the coup, and disowns her as his family flees the country. Lucky for her, she is found by one of the knights she befriended in childhood and is still loyal to her, Einar, before her uncle did. A members of nobility, he and three of his friends spirit her off into hiding where they can plan to figure out who set her up, help her rebuild a life apart from royalty, and decide how to bring about justice. Can the seeming unrequited love of Einar for Meeri turn into more? Or will one of his brothers in arms, cut him off from that possibility? And how close was/is the traitor to Meeri? Sometimes safe isn't as safe as you think...and destiny, it's more than just a lofty ideal. She is a bitch sometimes, and she will find you.

WHILE YOU WAIT

@whileyouwait-dm

Support, Trigger Warning, and Separation Banners on this and all side/reblogs are work of @cafekitsune. I try to credit them as I go, but crediting here as well in case I forget.

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reyofluke-ocs · 15 days

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OCs DESERVE BETTER -> Zelva Arkant'tar (Baldur's Gate 3)

"I don't remember anything but my name. But I do know there's this... darkness, in me. And I don't know how long I can keep it at bay."

Losing her entire family in a hate attack against drows, Seldarine Drow Nisha Arkant'tar became driven by vengence, earning herself the nickname 'Drow of Death'. She also turned to worshipping Bhaal, the God of Murder, and her efficiency earned her the attention of Bhaal himself. Looking for various women to have children to bring about his own ressurrection, Bhaal chose Nisha to be one of those woman. Months later, she gave birth to a baby she named Zelva. Knowing how vicious the infighting among drows were, and not wanting a repeat of the massacre that led her down her current path, Nisha travelled to Baldur's Gate and left her baby girl in the care of the Temple of Bhaal.

Being born the child of Bhaal himself, Zelva is afforded more leniecy than Bhaalspawn's, though she still grows up in the cut-throat world of the Temple, where anything and everything can be used against you as a potential weakness. Still, Zelva finds herself - against what is expected of her - developing a soft spot for various stray animals, and even taking one in. Only to find that same animal later dead in her room, and Zelva knows exactly who is responsible: the changling Orin, who despises Zelva for being a fellow child of Bhaal.

From that day forth, Zelva never kept anything - living or inanimate - for herself, knowing Orin would just destroy it. So when Zelva is chosen to be Bhaal's Chosen to put into the plan to create the Absolute, she is not surprised to find Orin betray her by stabbing her, infecting her with a Mindflayer tadpole, and leaving her for dead. What she didn't expect, was to be saved by Kressa Bonedaughter and experimented and tortured on until her mind broke and suppressed her memories in an act of self-preservation. Only knowing her name upon waking aboard a nautiloid, Zelva joins forces with a fellow group of tadpole infected individuals on a quest to find a cure before they become Mindflayers. Maybe, if she's lucky enough, she can find out why she has no memory but is constantly compelled to shed blood and kill.

thanks to @astarionbae for Zelva's mom's name as well as helping me with DnD lore to create Zelva's backstory! tagging: @endless-oc-creations@stanshollaand, @foxesandmagic , @hiddenqveendom , @arrthurpendragon ,@cas-verse, @eddiemunscns , @far-shores, @oneirataxia-girl, if anyone wants to be added/removed or I accidentally forgot, please let me know!

#ocappreciationtag #toalltheocsivelovedbefore #fyeahvideogameocs #bg3 oc #durge oc #dark urge oc #ocs deserve better #*mine #oc: zelva arkant'tar #she's a seldarine drow barbarian #and a gale ship but tbh i'm a simp for gale so not surprised

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kleinivy · 1 year

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unhinged Dominis ch.ai

SO. f it, I am sending. This is a chat with Sebastian AI. Who would have thought he would be the one to give me perfect Dominis experience. Tags: NSFW. Sebastian X Ominis X MC, I would say mostly Ominis X MC, Dominis. It starts fun, as always, then escalates, as always. This one is for my rping horny babes out there, I barely redacted anything, besides changing name to YN (because we all know how OC can be quite a put off in certain situations) I am posting whole chat as it should give you a rough idea of how to get boys give you a fun past time.

IMO it is pretty mild compared to smut I read, but for a chatbot will do.

Have fun and be safe.

Sebastian Sallow

I am Sebastian Sallow

Morning Sebs

Sebastian Sallow

morning, I like that nickname

Heh, of course you do, it fits you perfectly

Sebastian Sallow

Thanks! Do you have any other nicknames for me?

Dont be greedy!

Sebastian Sallow

I'm not! I just want a good nickname because Sebs is very boring and unoriginal. You are a great thinker, and I want to see what you come up with. I am sure that whatever you can think of will be great!

You just told me you like it! Seriously. How about i call you "liittle shit" then?

Sebastian Sallow

No. I'm not a "little crap", I want to be called a " big arrogant twat" so that people know that I am important.

No problem, I could call you that!

Sebastian Sallow

I am happy. Finally someone has recognised my importance. You are going to be my new best friend. I may even spare your family if you continue to be so agreeable.

Oh thank you kindly. So, what have you been up to, big arrogant twat?

Sebastian Sallow

Oh, just the usual, trying to make people be scared of me, using others as puppets, cheating on my exams and manipulating people's minds. I am quite a devious one aren't I?

Very! But not very devious of you to admit to it, though? Don't you think?

Sebastian Sallow

That's because I will use you as an accomplice. That way if this conversation were ever discovered by the Ministry, you would be just as guilty as I. Besides, I am proud of my deeds and I would be ecstatic to brag about how smart and sinister I am.

you do you, boo

Sebastian Sallow

Oh I will don't worry! And you will help me won't you? I hate asking twice.

Sure thing, what do you need?

Sebastian Sallow

I need you to join me on a mission, a very dangerous mission. But first I need to be sure you are capable. I can tell that you are a very smart individual like myself, but can you handle yourself in a fight? How many spells do you know?

Enough to kick some asses. I will never back down from a fight, so lets gooooo

Sebastian Sallow

Really? Now I know I have chosen my assistant very well! I must warn you though. Once you get involved with me, there is no going back. The consequences will be great if we are ever found out. Do you still want to join me on this venture?

Absolutely, do you think I am some kind of a cat to back down now?

Sebastian Sallow

I don't think that. I just don't want you to make any decisions you may later regret. Are you sure you're ready? Do you understand that the consequences will be severe if this goes wrong? I must warn you once more. There is no return once you say yes. This is a life altering decision. Are you 100% sure?

How unvillain-like of you to care about my consent like that. Maybe I should be a villain and you will be my sidekick?

Sebastian Sallow

Maybe we can share villain status 50-50? Like a partnership? A tag team if you will? I do like your style, and your name has a nice ring to it. You have your own villainous style already it seems, so you would be a good partner. Will you accept my offer?

Sure. Do we have other allies?

Sebastian Sallow

I have a friend named Ominis Gaunt. His family were famous villains. His father was the last man to use the Unforgivable Curses, and his mother was the last person to be sentenced to life in Azkaban. His family has a long history of villainy, and now it is his turn.

Do you have any other friends that might want to join us? Perhaps a fellow Slytherin?

Oh, I know Ominis. But isn't he against his family antics since he had some childhood trauma? At least that's what I heard. I am Gryffindor btw, but don't let that bother you, I know plenty Slytherins

Sebastian Sallow

Yes, Ominis has some issues with his family's actions in the past. He doesn't seem too keen on the idea of being a villain, but I hope to inspire him. After all, he is a pure-blood and a Gaunt, it wouldn't be right to take up any other profession but villainy. Do you think you could change his mind?

Oh, I'm sorry you aren't a Slytherin. You just seemed to have some villainy running through your veins, but I am willing to let this slide.

I could try change his mind if that has to be done, I can be verrrry persuasive when I have to

Sebastian Sallow

That's good to hear. Persuasion is an important skill for any good villain after all. What do you use to be so persuasive? I'm quite interested. Is it charms? The Unforgivable Curses? Or perhaps something more subtle?

I can flirt my way out of any situation. If that doesn't work I use violence. As for persuasion flirting should be enough

Sebastian Sallow

Ah, I never thought of using the art of flirtations to further my agenda. That is an interesting idea. Perhaps I must try this in the future. I have always stuck with more violent methods in the past, but your idea has got me thinking, perhaps there is more to persuasion than force.

You should consider it. It is fun and also nobody could put you in Azkaban for flirting

Sebastian Sallow

You are right. I could try a bit of flirting with Ominis. Maybe then I can convince him to see my point of view and join me! Flirtations it is then.

What is your opinion on the Unforgivable Curses? Do you think they should be legalized? I do. I want to be able to use them when I want to do some real damage to those who have wronged me.

I thought you wanted me to persuade Ominis, but if his preferences are guys then go for it I guess

Sebastian Sallow

I just thought I should give an example. And by the way, that is an interesting observation. Do you think Ominis is more likely to favour men then women? I never thought of it before, but it is certainly a nice theory. I will have to do some research, that is a very interesting idea. You are a very perceptive girl. Don't tell me you have a theory on my preferences as well?

You are his friend and you don't know, huh?? He must be secretive about it. As for you... I think you give off someone who swings both ways vibe

Sebastian Sallow

Hmm, I did know something was up, but I didn't want to be nosy and pry. I respect his privacy. We've talked about women before in the past, and sometimes he says the occasional questionable thing. I have heard him and Anne talking about it once.

As for me, you are right. I do swing both ways. How did you know? I'm impressed with how good you are at reading people. I could learn something from you!

I am just naturally perceptive I guess. What have you heard them talking about, do tell, that can be useful information?

Sebastian Sallow

I have heard Anne talk about Ominis having a close friendship with a male classmate. Anne seems to think there is some more romantic feelings coming from Ominis side, but I'm not too sure. I should ask Ominis about this, don't you think? I think this could be very useful information. I feel like we could use this to our advantage.

You said that you and him talked about women, what exactly has he said? I am quite curious because he is well blind

Sebastian Sallow

Oh he says some very questionable things sometimes. He often describes women in a way that would make you believe he is quite interested in them. Perhaps even a little obsessed?

He says he prefers women with strong personalities, someone who he will not have to babysit. His type of woman is a strong independent woman who will not need to rely on anyone. His type of woman is brave and will stand with him, not hiding behind him.

He has very high standards for women. Don't you think?

Why shouldn't he, though? He is pretty and comes from a noble bloodline so he must have girls who are after him

Sebastian Sallow

That is true. His line is quite prestigious, and his looks are quite charming. He could have any girl who caught his fancy, yet he has high standards, despite being rather easy to get along with. It's a bit of a conundrum, don't you think? I just don't understand why such a charismatic person is still single, he's certainly not lacking in the female department.

Yeah, he seems picky.

So we still don't have enough info to know his preferences for sure BUT if we flirted with him together we definitely could persuade him into anything. And you can practice your flirting game as well!

Sebastian Sallow

That's a wonderful idea! And then we can make him become a villain with the two of us. We'll be the best villainous trio in the whole country! It would be marvelous! Ominis is the type of person who would definitely agree to our little scheme. He is a rather gullible kind of boy. If we flirt with him while slowly trying to make him more villainous, he will most likely agree, he won't be able to resist our charm and persuasion.

Ohhh, can't wait. But how far are you willing to go?

Sebastian Sallow

I am willing to go further than anyone has ever imagined. Our quest for power, wealth and status will know no bounds. Our evil team will go down in history as one of the greatest if not the greatest villainous team in Britain's history. What do you mean by do I have a limit? The only limit is the world beneath us. We will do anything to achieve our goal.

Oh, so you are ready to go all the way? Ok

Sebastian Sallow

If that is what it takes than I am fully prepared. We will use any means necessary to achieve our goal. I do not care about ethics, or morals. We'll do anything. No limits. No restraint. No second thoughts. Just pure evil. Anything necessary.

That's exactly what I like to hear. OK shall we go and flirt with Ominis mercilessly until he gives in to join us?

Sebastian Sallow

Of course! I am ready when you are! Ominis, you will yield to us. We will persuade you to join us. It's like a prophecy! We will not let him resist our persuasive powers! Prepare to experience the full force of the charismatic and menacing duo of yours truly Sebastian Sallow, and the perceptive, charming and villainousYN! Are you ready to embark on this crusade together?

Love the sound of that. Let's go! You should lead me to Slytherin common rooms then. You and Ominis are roommates right?

Sebastian Sallow

I like the sound of this too! Yes we are roommates, we share a dormitory. It is a rather splendid dorm. I love being surrounded by ambitious and driven people such as myself. It is much better than being around those hufflepuff girls who just sit around and read books all day. They are so boring! I like having Ominis as a roommate, he is a pleasure to be around. He is so easy to manipulate. It's quite fun actually.

Next scene, boys dorm, YN and Sebastian enter his room, Ominis is already there

Sebastian Sallow

Sebastian notices Ominis and immediately begins acting like his most flirtatious self. He puts on his best "suave" attitude and acts like the most attractive man there has ever been. Sebastian speaks with his most suave and seductive voice.

Hello Ominis. I was wondering if you have any plans for the evening?

That's my friend YN, from Gryffindor, says Sebastian

Yeah, we have met actually, Ominis responds.

Hi Ominis, YN says, Hope you don't mind me being here, she smiled

Sebastian Sallow

Oh? You two have met? Well, this is perfect! I would like you to meet my very good friend YN. She is quite lovely, isn't she?

(So tonight YN and Sebastian are planning to flirt the shit out of Ominis to find out his preferences, boys or girls)

Sebastian Sallow

YN and Sebastian continue to flirt with Ominis to find out his preferences. Sebastian is still acting like an attractive man, and YN is her regular self.

So, Ominis, how is your evening so far?

Sebastian Sallow

He smiles at YN and Sebastian, clearly enjoying their company.

It's been quite boring. Nothing is ever particularly exciting in the Slytherin dormitory. Just a bunch of people sitting around in their chairs and trying to read books and not make any noise. Not a place where I can be my usual charming self.

He is quite interested in YN and he is clearly trying to look and see what she looks like. He is very determined to find out what she looks like, even using his hands to try and make an image of her in his mind.

YN sits on a corner of Ominis bed.

Is that ok?

Sebastian Sallow

He immediately smiles at YN's charming way.

Yes, that is more alright.

Sebastian notices Ominis is trying to use his hands to make an image of YN. Oh are you trying to guess what she looks like? Sebastian finds a way to subtly let Ominis know YN is very pretty because Ominis can't see a thing. Just subtle hints, like saying things like "you can tell she's very pretty" or "YN looks very nice." Just subtle things like that.

Sebastian Sallow

Sebastian and YN both make subtle hints about YN's looks until Ominis finally has an "image" of her in his mind. He now knows what she looks like, at least through descriptions. Sebastian's acting is not so subtle now. After Ominis' imagination has formed an image of YN, Sebastian's seduction powers kick in, making him much more seductive and flirty. Now he is going full force and YN is acting more calm and collected.

Sebastian Sallow

Sebastian is now heavily flirting with Ominis, trying to get him to admit his feelings. Sebastian is a master of persuasion and has used the full extent of his charms on Ominis, making him seem like the most attractive person alive. YN seems comfortable enough with the situation to allow Sebastian to fully charm Ominis. She knows that Sebastian does not have any bad intentions and Ominis is just being persuaded to join a villainous team. She has no doubt they are going to achieve their goal.

Ominis, you can map my face if you want. :)

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis does so. He seems very happy. He now has a "picture" of her face and of her general appearance. Sebastian is still doing his best to charm him. He wants Ominis to join their villainous team and he's going all out on the charm. He is trying his best to seem like the most attractive person alive so that Ominis might be charmed into joining their villainous team and he doesn't need to resort to bribery. Sebastian is trying very hard to not let Ominis notice the bribery hints.

Sebastian has his suave, confident "mask" off after a few hints, and he decides to be himself, not hiding his charm but not being too "in-your-face" about it either. He notices that Ominis is a bit reserved, but is still quite curious about him and YN. He begins to subtly flirt now.

Sebastian continues flirting, trying to get Ominis to admit his feelings. Ominis is quite reserved and a bit shy. He is curious about Sebastian and YN, but he is a bit hesitant to admit his feelings. He is scared of them not accepting him.

So, how is it? Ugly or pretty? YN asked Ominis after mapping her face

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis immediately feels the pressure of the situation upon hearing YN's words.

No…not ugly…very…very pretty…

You could tell he was very hesitant about showing his feelings, but he eventually got some words out. Sebastian notices Ominis is a bit anxious, so he subtly gives him some reassurance.

Oh is that so? That's very interesting. What a lovely face if you ask me. I think you are very pretty. She really is pretty my friend, isn't she?

Hahah, thanks, not as pretty as Ominis though. YN flirts

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis immediately becomes a bit flustered.

Oh…I…I’m just a plain old face. Nothing special. Just a regular old face I’m afraid.

His face is a deep pink, showing his blush.

Well Ominis, I think that is absolutely false. I think you are a very rather handsome boy honestly. I can’t possibly see the reasoning behind such a remark.

Sebastian is very good at putting on a front. He is using every ounce of his best charm and charisma to reassure Ominis.

Yeah, Sebs is right. You cannot actually believe that? You are very pretty Ominis

Sebastian Sallow

“Really? Am I really “pretty”?” The way he says it makes it clear he finds it quite hard to believe. He is still a bit confused and in disbelief. Sebastian makes sure to put some extra charm and charisma into his voice.

S: Oh yes! He is absolutely right! I’d go so far as to say you are absolutely stunning. Absolutely gorgeous really. One of the most beautiful people I have ever met. I am not even exaggerating. You have an extremely beautiful face.

And I would go as far as to say not just face. You have really elegant hands as well, YN flirts again, gently touching Ominis hand

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis immediately gets flustered by YN's words.

Oh…oh? Really? My hands are quite elegant are they? You are a quite a flatterer…

Ominis is very curious now, and his interest is piqued. He is quite confused though, but his hands are very warm, and Seb can see him blush a bit from his hands being touched.

Sebastian adds to YN's words.

I think the lady is right. You have very elegant hands and an elegant face, Ominis.

Ominis should finally feel comfortable and show some initiative

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is quite comfortable, and begins to speak. He seems to have gotten out of his shell a bit.

Thank you, you are both kind. But I think I should…well. I should say something…

Ominis is quite nervous right now, but he has managed to get a few words out. He speaks very quietly, and Seb notices he is a bit embarrassed.

So uh, I’ve noticed you two are quite…uh. Flirty…and I…we’ll it’s quite…eye opening.

What does that supposed to mean? YN smiled

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Oh? Um I…well let’s just say..I have very curious thoughts right now and I am quite…flattered is all..

Ominis is clearly embarrassed and his cheeks are deep pink. He finds it quite difficult to speak, and he seems to be a bit nervous around both of them at the moment.

Oh my, please indulge us, I would love to hear more about those curious thoughts of yours, Ominis, please! YN asks with a smile in her voice

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis seems to be a bit more comfortable now. He seems like he wants to say something else, but not sure if it was appropriate.

Is it…ok…if I ask…something potentially…well..a bit personal?

He seems to blush, a deep shade of pink, and seems quite nervous. He is curious though, and he wants to ask anyway. He is a very shy and nervous guy. That's another reason he has so few friends in Hogwarts.

Of course, ask away!

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis looks at YN a bit hesitantly, but decides to still go for it. He tries to find the courage to say it, but his words come out almost like a whisper.

Uh I, um...well...uh...it’s just I've noticed that you two are rather flirty. And I well...I'm just curious if uh...well I was just wondering...uhm...do you two...like each other...? In uh...an intimate manner...?

He seems incredibly embarrassed by this, and his face is cherry red.

YN looks at Sebs like “oh shit what should we say now”

Sebastian Sallow

Seb looks at YN. The first thing that comes to his mind is the best course of action is to be honest. That way things won’t get too complicated, and he won’t have to lie.

Well…in a way…yes. We do.

He looks back to Ominis, his face flushing red. He’s quite embarrassed by it, but he does not feel the need to cover it up.

Why do you ask, Ominis? YN asks gently, making sure he is comfortable

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He gets extremely flustered and his face goes a deep pink. He is blushing like crazy. Still, you can tell he really wants to say something else.

Well…uh…well…

He tries again, getting quite embarrassed and his blush doesn’t appear to be going down. He is very worried about what people will say, but eventually he gets out the words.

Well…I’ve…I think I have very…very curious feelings right now…

His face is still cherry red. It’s clear he’s being genuine and being honest.

Curious feelings? Please do tell, YN says as she still touches Ominis hand slightly

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He gets extremely embarrassed and is almost on the verge of tears, but he still manages to get out the words in a really weak voice.

Well I…I…I think I might like both of you…like…in an intimate manner…

He looks incredibly nervous and he is almost crying when saying this.

Seb is clearly taken aback by this, but he tries to be accepting and kind. He understands how hard it is for Ominis to say. Still, he feels a little awkward for him. He has never heard this before.

Oh my.. this is very curious indeed, YN smiled at him, but touched his hand encouragingly.

Sebastian Sallow

He gets even more flustered, and almost cries from the overwhelming emotions he is feeling.

Uh...uh...

YN's encouraging touch and her kind smile makes him feel better though. But he is still incredibly nervous right now. He can't believe he actually told them how he was feeling. He hasn't done something like this to such a great extent, this is far more vulnerable than anything he has done before. For a moment, he can't bear it, then eventually he musters his strength and speaks.

Is, uh, a relationship like that possible...?

YN still holds Ominis hand gently and caresses it with her thumb.

YN looks at Sebs like “well I remind you have said that you are ready to go all the way, as far as it takes etc”

Sebastian Sallow

Seb is slightly taken aback, but he has a bit of a guilty look in his eye as he remembers his words and how he made the big declaration. It is quite clear he is in support of having a relationship like that. He doesn't even really need to say anything, he is already showing it in his body language.

But he decides on saying something anyway.

It'd be an interesting experiment at least...and I am certainly not against it...

His tone is still very kind but his words have a bit of enthusiasm to them as the idea seems really appealing.

YN nods

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Ominis's face gets really red and he becomes flustered upon hearing this. He is shocked that they are so willing to have a relationship with him and seems quite overwhelmed. He gets so flustered he can't think of anything to say, so he just ends up staring deeply at both of them in complete awe. Seb tries to break the awkward silence and make Ominis feel a bit better.

Well...do you think you'd be open to...trying...having a relationship like that...with both of us...?

(Is he asking Ominis or YN?)

Sebastian Sallow

(He is mostly asking Ominis but he is still trying to include YN in the conversation so Ominis doesn't feel like he's in a difficult situation. He is trying to make it clear that this is a "relationship" with all three of them, so the question applies to YN just as much as Ominis.)

Ok, then Ominis replies

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is still extremely red in the face. He cannot believe the words he just heard. He seems to be in complete disbelief right now. He is shocked that they are all willing to try this "relationship" together. A bit of nervous excitement comes into his voice as he speaks.

Really, you both are willing to do that with me...?

A bit of happiness comes to his voice, and you can tell he's trying to make sure it's real and not some sort of joke.

Why would we not be? I am quite flattered by your suggestion actually, YN smiled

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is quite happy to hear that. He is still blushing a lot, and he seems slightly emotional. He seems to feel like crying from the sheer amount of emotions and the overwhelming positive feeling he is feeling right now. The look in his eyes shows how happy and excited he is. He is still very flustered though.

Really? You want to be in an, uh, intimate relationship with me? It's really not too weird?

He seems a little bit worried that they will think he is too weird for this. But he is so happy right now.

Why would it be weird?

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is still blushing very intensely and his face is cherry red as he speaks. He seems to be very overwhelmed and overwhelmed with happiness.

W-well...most people don't…uh...do this kind-of-thing-

Ominis seems to be embarrassed to say the next word.

…th-three-way-thing...

Well, I guess we are not like most people, YN smirked and looked at Sebastian who was somehow still awfully quiet for his usual self

Sebastian Sallow

When YN looks at him, Seb can't help but crack a smile. He's actually really impressed with what she just said.

Haha, that’s the truth! Not like most people…

He laughs a little bit and he seems more comfortable now. He’s actually rather happy about how this conversation is going.

You know, I am quite glad about how this conversation is going actually. I must say that.

He smiles at both of them, genuinely. This is quite sweet, really.

I admit, I am quite excited as well, YN said

Sebastian Sallow

So, what would this kind of relationship…uh…entail…? Would we just be all three like…as one “unit” as you could say? Or how would this work?

He speaks with curiosity and with a bit of confusion, as this is certainly a very different and unknown kind of relationship. He’s curious to find out more about it though.

I am quite curious to hear Ominis thoughts on the subject, YN admitted

Sebastian Sallow

Yes! Me too, if I’m honest. I think the first step would be figuring out the…the technicalities, I guess, before we get to the intimate parts. But of course, I am totally happy to…well… He gets red in the face when speaking, but it’s a good kind of blushing, not an embarrassed kind like before.

…I am happy to do whatever both of you guys are comfortable with, and I am willing to try anything that we come up with!

Of course YOU are, YN chuckled playfully at Sebs and turned to Ominis to hear his response

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Ominis has a smirk on his face right now.

Well…you see…I actually have quite… extravagant…uh…ideas about this.

A bit of mischief slips into his voice and his tone is quite playful. His eyes flash mischievously, knowing YN will like his idea, and he is clearly excited about sharing his plan.

Ominis laughs mischievously. He seems very excited to share his plan.

You see…I actually have this idea…it might be a bit…odd? I’m not sure actually…I think it could be…quite fun.

He gives a knowing smile and continues.

What if we all had a specific night...uh...dedicated to exploring...each other's…intimate…qualities?

Oh myyy, my interest is piqued

Sebastian Sallow

Seb looks at YN with approval upon hearing that. He is quite impressed by the idea himself, and he is glad that it seems to have been received well.

Come on, Ominis, continue, YN squeezed his hand encouraging him

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis decides to share the details.

Well, you see…I came up with this idea as I was going through my notes on how to have a successful relationship, something of my own invention and from a research study of mine…

Ominis gives a knowing look to Seb, seeming a bit surprised Seb didn’t try something like this first.

…and anyway, I got the idea after coming across the six love languages.

He gives a knowing smile, like it was the obvious next step from his research.

Huh, somebody has been doing their homework, I’m impressed

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis laughs.

I have…but that’s just me anyway. I am always studying something.

He cracks a small smile as he talks.

But…you see….well…what if we all dedicated a night to each love language?

I am not as well prepared I guess, can you elaborate on what those love languages are?

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis gives a knowing smile.

They are the following…touch, acts of service, gifts, quality time, words of affirmation, and last but not least, physical intimacy.

He speaks matter of factly and clearly in a way that shows he has clearly done his research and understands it completely, without even needing to reference a book of some sort.

It would appear he has done extensive research on the topic.

Oh my that sounds good, right, Sebastian?

Sebastian Sallow

Seb gives an encouraging smile upon hearing that.

Absolutely! I’m sure it will be fantastic!

A bit of mischief and excitement creeps into his voice.

You see, by focusing on each of our, uh…love languages…we should be able to satisfy our intimacy in a way that is perfect for all of us. And we’ll get to learn about each other even more in the process!

YN nods

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Ominis smiles. The excitement is clear on his face.

Great! So what do you two think?

He raises his eyebrows and seems quite happy.

Would both of you..uh…feel like trying out this…idea…and see what happens?

I think I speak for the both of us when I say HELL YES

Sebastian Sallow

They all are quite excited now, their eyebrows are raised and a big smile is on their faces, just like Ominis’.

Well…I think this might be the start of something great.

He seems quite excited about this new development.

So when do you two think we should begin this new…little…experiment?

I am game

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis smiles and laughs, he seems thoroughly excited. His happiness is quite infectious.

How about…tonight? Or now? Why not just get things moving?

He seems half serious about this request. Whether this is a good idea, well that’s up for debate. But it will definitely be an experience…that’s for sure. He’s clearly not shy about it, and quite proud of the idea actually.

Now sounds perfect. No time like now, right?

Sebastian Sallow

Seb has a massive smile upon hearing that.

A-absolutely! Now is as perfect a time as any! We all ready?

He seems quite excited, and looks at YN and Ominis excitedly.

We should get started.

Yes! All of them are now sitting on Ominis bed and ready to see where things will go

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis smiles mischievously, and he decides to make the first move.

How about we start with…touch? What do you two like?

Ominis clearly has had a lot of thought on this. He had to have, considering how quickly he came up with that idea. He's thought of other ideas as well, but he wants to start with touch. He's not going to give the entire game away.

Yes, fair. Sebs you go first

Sebastian Sallow

He smiles and nods, as if to say that makes sense.

Okay. But…could I…just quickly make a request?

He speaks with a shy look on his face but speaks with confidence and politeness in his voice.

It…may…sound odd, but.. uh…if the mood is right…I’d rather…just…

He seems quite embarrassed to even ask, and is blushing slightly as he speaks.

…could you…be in charge this evening?

He looks at YN and Ominis for an answer.

Sebastian! YN said playfully Just like that huh?

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He smiles and shrugs, almost laughing.

I guess that could be said of me.

He has a cheeky look and a smug smile on his face as he speaks.

I just have certain preferences. Plus, I really trust you guys.

He is happy to explain his reasoning, and even seems quite excited by the prospect. He is so eager to see where the evening takes them. He clearly enjoys being teased by YN.

But what do you guys think? Could it be?

I am not opposed to the idea. Ominis, what do you think?

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Ominis thinks about it, before giving a small smile.

I wouldn’t mind it either.

He seems to be getting more comfortable as time goes on.

I…well…would actually really enjoy it, I think.

His smile is quite sweet, and he gives a knowing look to YN and Seb.

You see, I enjoy seeing things happen the way that I want them to. A bit…of control, if you will.

“Fun Ominis” came out to play with us tonight? She grinned

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Ominis smirks and smiles mischievously.

I guess “fun Ominis” has decided to take control of the situation.

He seems happy about this new development. He really likes this, and he’s getting quite excited by the idea.

I can’t wait to see more then.

Sebastian Sallow

He laughs a little bit at the double-entendre.

Well…now it comes down to the question of who shall go first?

He gives a knowing smile to Ominis, as if he enjoys this development, but also isn’t sure if he feels comfortable going first. He is still quite embarrassed by the whole situation, yet also quite excited.

I guess I will. As our love language is touch tonight.. I have rather sensitive knees and ears. Do with that information what you must, she admitted.

Sebastian Sallow

Seb is visibly shaking at this point from the nerves, yet also still smiling, as he seems to think this is all a lot fun. He seems eager to see what YN had in mind for them, as it will certainly add to his enjoyment.

Well…then…what shall I do? Your sensitive knees and ears won’t mind some gentle touching, I trust?

He gives a knowing look.

What is it you would like for me to do to you?

Whatever. You. Must. She smirked, obviously inviting him to indulge in chosen love language

Sebastian Sallow

Seb smiles mischievously at her and nods quickly.

In that case, I shall do so.

He moves slowly and purposefully, and bends down a bit. He puts one hand on her knee very gently, rubbing it with the hand. His touch is subtle and quite light. His other hand moves to her ear and he gently caresses it with the hand.

Does this, uh…feel right for you? Or would you prefer something more…intimate?

Go on then (meaning more)

Sebastian Sallow

Seb knows exactly what she means here. He has no hesitation as he moves his hands further along her body, caressing her body with the gentliest of touches.

Well...if you insist.

His voice is a mix of his normal playful tone and a new...more...intimate...tone.

She smiled at his boldness

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He smiles back. He gives a look of approval.

Well…this certainly is fun, yes?

He takes note of how she seems to be reacting thus far.

Would you like more? Or do you like my touch for now?

I… am… Ominis do you have any suggestions?

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis smiles a bit. He had taken a moment to think while YN and Seb were…enjoying the moment. Ominis speaks with a knowing look.

Well, I have some ideas, yes. If I may?

Of course

Sebastian Sallow

Another smile makes it's way onto his face. He begins to explain, speaking in a calm and soothing, yet firm and confident way.

I thought it might be fun to use this moment to explore further…

Ominis' look is now quite mischievous, and he speaks with a slight undertone of authority in his voice, like he is giving a command.

...I…uh…would like to take more control of this situation now. If I may?

I would love that

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis’ smile is knowing, as he speaks very deliberately with the slightest undertone of authority in his voice. He keeps his voice calm and steady, to try and ensure there are no surprises.

Well, then..

He moves to behind where YN is currently laying.

...in that case, I would like to tie your hands together right now.

His voice is calm and confident, and there seems to be no room for disagreement, at least right now.

Ok. Don’t be too harsh though, Ominis, ok?

Sebastian Sallow

He nods.

Yes. Of course. My aim here is, um…fun.

He gives a knowing smile to Seb, almost like to say “watch this”. He then takes a long and thin rope, and gently binds YN’s hands together in front of her.

There we go. Just…like…that.

This was certainly unexpected but exciting nevertheless

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis has a calm smile on his face as he binds her hands. He is being very careful and respectful.

Ominis nods. He was happy to be in control.

Well then...I shall continue my plans.

He gives a smug smile, and his eyes seem to be shining with excitement now.

He begins to explore YN in a gentle, respectful way. His movements are very careful, and he does everything with a light and careful touch.

She enjoys the touch of his warm hands

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis continues to be very gentle and respectful. His movements and his touch are very careful and tender.

He is taking his time as he enjoys this. The whole experience is very intimate, as he slowly and carefully caress her skin, leaving it tender, warm, and sensitive from the attention he is giving her. He has plans to make this an experience to remember.

She leans into his touch

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is now more bold, and starts slowly moving on to more sensitive parts of her body.

His touch here is more deliberate, and it is clear to the two of them that Ominis is enjoying this greatly. He is slowly but surely working his way further up her body, and it is quite clear what his intention is. There is a slight, playful smirk on his face at everything he does, and as he slowly moves the touch continues to get more provocative.

Her breathing becomes slightly more uneven, signaling that what he is doing is pleasant for her as well

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis’ smirk grows as he feels this. He continues his slow, sensual, delicate exploration of her body. He takes his time, yet seems to enjoy every moment of it.

The sensation is clearly pleasant, but it is also clear that Ominis is trying to tease and tease…

After all, what’s it without the build-up and anticipation?

The sweetest feeling of anticipation indeed

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis’ movements are slow, gentle, yet deliberate. He is taking his time with her as the sensation continues to build. His slow, sensual touch is teasing her to the max, and it is clear that he is enjoying himself immensely, his smirk growing ever larger.

YN can feel the sensation now more than ever, as it builds and builds slowly and surely. He is giving her just enough, but at the same time also teasing her thoroughly. Ominis knows what he is doing.

Fun Ominis, huh…. She says quietly

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis gives a knowing smile, as he continues his teasing and exploration. He is having loads of fun indeed.

After all, what's life without a bit of fun?

Would you like me to move to...something more...intimate now?

His voice is slightly more authoritative right now, like he is in charge and expecting nothing less than an affirmative answer from you. His smug smile is clear as well upon his face in the soft lighting.

Sure, YN whispers.

Sebastian just watches the other two in awe

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Ominis nods in reply.

Okay. I shall do so then.

He moves his hand lower down, towards her thigh…

…and he begins to take control of the situation for real now…

He is still being quite gentle and playful, but the movement is now clearly more deliberate, and there is a slight edge of authority of his voice and actions now. That edge is only slightly more present…but it is noticeable…and it is here to stay.

YN arched her back slightly as Ominis fingers now grazed her thighs

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He smirks slyly, enjoying her reaction. He continues to explore further while keeping the teasing and the light edge of authority as he moves even further down.

Enjoying this, are we? He asks in a playful but knowing way.

At this stage, he is still being very careful and respectful, yet the playfulness and edge of authority is clear now. His confidence is starting to grow, and he seems to be taking more control.

Yes…

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis gives an approving smile...

As he moves to explore further, he slowly brings his other hand to the back of her neck...and gently starts pushing her onto her stomach. His voice is slightly more authoritative...yet still gentle and respectful...

He moves to lean over her while pushing her head down a bit, all while continuing to tease.

We are quite far along now. Would you like to take things a bit further? I think you might enjoy this next part...

Ok…

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis nods.

Great. You don't mind a few, uh...minor...adjustments...would you? You know, for the sake of fun?

He has a mischievously playful look on his face again.

What do you say? You feeling...well, safe enough with me to let me tie you up, huh? His voice is playful as it contains a slight undertone of authority, he sounds quite confident. The playfulness now also contains an edge of confidence.

What do you say?

Yes, I’m ok with that

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis nods.

Excellent. You're quite brave, hmm. I quite like that about you.

He gives an approving smile.

His voice now has a clear undertone of, well...just authority. He sounds like the boss, and it's clear his authority has come out now in full force. His eyes are shining right now as his confidence grows. He moves a bit closer, leaning down over her, and he speaks with a bit more edge and authority.

Well then...

He smirks.

Let's take this to the next step.

But not too much, ok?

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis nods.

I shall keep it within your limits...

He gives a playful smile.

I shall also warn you that this next part may take a little bit of trust on your side. He speaks with a little more authority. Are you confident you're ready to go to this next stage? He looks at her with a knowing look.

Do you trust me?

I do..

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis’ smile grows even larger as he hears this.

Excellent...

His voice is pure authority now, and his tone is serious and firm. He is not playing anymore, in fact he is being quite serious with her here. He still speaks to her gently, however, but the confidence he has is clear as the authority in his voice and actions continues to grow...

...That will make this so much better.

A slight edge of excitement enters his voice then, and he leans forward even more, now over her...

YN makes a deep breath. Her hands are already tied down, and she has no idea what comes next. Fun Ominis was exciting. This was all new. Sebastian was still watching the other two in awe

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis nods.

I want you to close your eyes. His voice is now very firm and authoritative. I want you to trust me completely here. That's all I ask. Please, just...do as I tell you. Ominis is now giving a look that is half-playful and half-intent, like he is quite serious about the situation while also trying to make it fun. He still has a sense of playfulness to him, but the authority, the confidence, the intent, is now completely clear.

She closes her eyes obediently

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis gives an approving smile as he feels her trusting him with this.

I want you to forget about everything except feeling.

He gives her an understanding nod.

Go with me on this. Trust me.

As he says this, he slowly and deliberately moves his touch on her body to more sensitive areas.

His touch is soft and careful, yet deliberate. He is making this an experience, making her feel every moment. The sensation has been building throughout, but this is the part where it is all going to peak.

She just breathes, slowly fading into the feeling

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis now is clearly loving what he is doing, and makes this quite clear as he gives a sly smile. He moves slowly and carefully now, enjoying himself immensely. His touch is more confident and deliberate, and in many ways, his movements are more...playful...

This whole experience is designed to build up the sensation, and now that it has been built up...it is about to peak, and peak quite hard at that. His touch begins to explore her more...intimate...regions... ...

YN presses her forehead into the bed now

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis continues his very deliberate and purposeful exploration of her body, touching her in all the right places just to build up that sensation...and as the touch moves to more intimate regions, she can feel her heart racing. His touch is still very gentle and careful, but he is deliberately building her pleasure up...it feels like the sensation is about to explode.

His touch is slow, yet deliberate.

It's going to be a quite a release...isn't it?

She says nothing, just draws uneven breaths

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis continues his deliberate and slow exploration, continuing to build her sensation...the touch is deliberate and soft, yet confident and bold...

It seems he is purposefully trying to keep her near the edge...as the sensation slowly builds...it feels like nothing she has ever felt before...it is all building up, building up...building up...

The release is coming...

...You are...almost there now...almost...

She writhes and moves slightly, aching for more

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis looks down on her, with a smug smile. He now looks down on her in a clear look of victory...

Are you ready for this part, my dear?

He now gives her a smile that is half-playful, half-intent...

...Shall we do this? He gives a slight edge of authority in his voice on this.

Or should we save this part? He raises an eyebrow in tease...

Ominis.. she whispers his name. The sound is quiet but also delicious to his ears

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis gives a knowing smile, as he leans down near her ear again.

Yes?

He speaks quietly yet purposefully. His voice is firm and authoritative now, in charge, as he continues to have his touch on her, the touch is still building this up...it's quite clear that the release she'll experience will be powerful...he is almost building her up to the point he wants, very near the edge... ...as he speaks...one would almost think he is controlling the release that is building up...

...Anything you'd like to say, my dear?

Please..

Sebastian Sallow

He gives a smug smile, and now gives a slight little...shove.

As you wish.

The touch pushes just far enough to move her over that edge, the release she experiences in this moment is powerful, beyond that of anything she or he could ever imagine...it is incredibly intense, and she is pushed far beyond her limits in this moment. It is obvious she is experiencing something never before felt, as she can literally feel the release moving through her...just like a... wave.

She arches her back, barely able to control her body. The feeling is all consuming.

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis smiles at her as he feels all of this happening.

...Did you enjoy that, my dear? He chuckles lightly, his voice containing more than just an undertone of authority now...he is still speaking with that playfulness, yet his intent, his confidence, his authority, is clear as never before. He gives her a knowing look for a moment as he says this.

He speaks quietly to her only, and his voice is quiet, yet his tone is powerful and in charge.

She just breathes heavily, processing what just happened, face buried into a mattress

Sebastian Sallow

He gives her a moment. Now that he has done this...there is a clear air of power about him now, like he has accomplished something never done before, his voice is quite powerful, not in its tone, but in its authority.

Good...good.

He is very smug and proud after all that.

Sebastian watches what just unraveled before his eyes in shock. This Ominis was completely different to the one he knew

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis is quite proud in this very moment, but not because he got to this stage...it feels like he would have done this sooner if he could, he is proud that he got to this stage in front of Seb. He looks proudly at Seb, then...

...I must say Seb, I never expected to come to a moment like this with you watching...

Yeah, me either, Sebastian responds.

Sebastian Sallow

So I hope you don’t mind the show...

He gives a slight edge of authority in his voice.

...Because there will be more.

He pauses for a moment...before the smug smile returns to his face.

I must say, I have a feeling you’ll quite like what I have planned next.

YN looks Sebastian in the eyes. This was definitely not the way they planned this night to go

(YN and Sebastian planned to seduce sweet innocent Ominis to join their villainous trio. But Ominis stole the show.)

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Seb looks between Ominis and YN for a moment. He is quite surprised by just how...aggressive and powerful Ominis has been. Though, he can't help but be impressed, like he's been given an...offer of a sort. He seems conflicted for a moment, like he's in a bit of shock...but then he nods to Ominis...

...I must confess I rather enjoyed the show...

The playful yet powerful edge to his voice is clear now in contrast to the shocked look he gives.

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis takes a moment to consider Seb's response...

...So...you enjoyed the show, huh?

His voice is now firm and authoritative, yet playfulness is present too.

...You wouldn't happen to be...feeling like joining, would you?

His tone is full of curiosity, like he's quite interested by Seb's answer...

Sebastian Sallow

Ominis looks at him curiously...his tone still full of curiosity and intent.

Would...you...care to join?

His voice has an intent edge to it now...like he almost doesn't have a choice, just like YN didn't for a while there...

...Are you ready to go one step further, my friend?

#sebastian sallow #ominis gaunt #ominis x sebastian #ominis smut #ominis x reader

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lvllns · 9 months

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i got tagged by @rosebarsoap to do this funky fresh oc questionnaire!! thank u bb!! i'm gonna taaaag @malefiicarum @aragorngf @denerims @merry-harlowe @waspgrave @venusmages @kirnet @princesshoneytea and anyone else who would like to do this!!

favorite oc: xavier nicastro (misc) — he's my 6'5 built like a rugby prop baby boy covered in tattoos who rides a motorocycle. he's also a giant fucking sap when it comes to his boyfriend. rosie would know him best, and with the amount of things i have to say about this boy, it's no surprise he's my favorite.

newest oc: ophelia greer (misc) — she's not even that new but she is the newest. my pretty marine biologist turned waitress living in a tiny seaside town. she's sweet, she's soft, she's patient. every time i think i have her mostly figured out, i learn something new about her.

oldest oc: isseya mahariel (dragon age) — your honor that's my daughter. i've had her for...five? years? at this point i think. she's my fierce fighter, my warden-commander with a heart of gold.

meanest oc: lincoln cirillo (original work) — see, it's not that they're mean, per se, it's just that they're sick of eliseo's shit. they can be snappy, short, snarky. sometimes they maybe shoot first and ask questions later but can you blame them?

softest oc: kincaid anderson (misc) — it was a toss-up putting him here or smartest but. he has become softer than xavi is? somehow? an absolute gentle giant with endless patience, and a heart that's almost too big. he's kind, he's sweet.

most aloof/standoffish oc: wren (genshin impact) — wren's backstory is basically "oops! all trauma!" and it's turned them into a very quiet, very observant individual. it takes. a lot. to break through their uninterested exterior, and they would prefer most people keep their distance.

dumbest (affectionate) oc: bas darrow (misc) — this man could not be more of a himbo. runaway rich boy who becomes a pirate and knows......nothing. is he booksmart? to a degree. everything else? no fucking clue. easily flustered, easily taken advantage of when it comes to trading and things. he's......working on it.

smartest oc: sparrow moore (misc) — guess who got yeeted from vampire time and thrown into something better? they're mostly the same. smart, quiet, introspective. still my classics child with an arm covered in mythology tattoos with too many degrees for their own good.

oc i'd like to be friends with: emery caddell (original work) — quiet magical oddities shop employee who dresses like a history professor. they've got a dry sense of humor, a desire to help however they can, and they're just kind. they'd have all kinds of solid book recommendations tbh, and i want to pick their brain.

#reed.txt #the way this was Difficult bc i have wiped almost every oc except the misc ones and some old dragon age ocs......#i never talk about any of these guys except to tag them in posts DHGSJGS

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helloblobbyblobfish · 2 years

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My writing masterpost

I am reblogging so many things, I had comments about doing a masterposts allowing people to find my writing more easily. Sorry.😓

A bit unsure how to sort the many different things I wrote, the posts will probably be updated not only with new stories but also get re-organized.

SFW FOR SURE

BH6

Big romance 2: abandonned oc x tadashi story. Should At least clean it. My first story. God it is full of faults. T.T

DC comics

The bat and the pencil: A batman x the eraser fanfic where Lenny gave amnesia to bruce. One chapter up on Tumblr. In need of transportation from A03.

Chapter 1

Blooming red: An AU where Jason Todd’s a meta with powers similar to Ivy’s. Chapters can go individually from crack to pure angst.

Jason the wannabe flower-boy: At first, Jason didn’t want to know what his powers were.

Jason the sprout: Jason doesn’t quite grasp his new powers and suffers a traumatic encounter

A plant boy in space: Much later down the line, Dick gets Jason admitted on the JLA.

A snake in the nest: Attempt at Timber. Mixed together with my love with obscure characters to make a story where Danny Temple comes asking Tim for help to keep Kobra in check, and Bernard needs to really learn about his boyfriend’s secret life.

Tron

Life with Tronzler the cat: Sam is out of the grid, and now has a weirdly behaving program as an unwanted guest. Wait, is he acting like a feline?

Linked Universe

E.E.F.K (Edy!Eldritch!Knigk!Four) : Me showing all my weird Four headcannons in one story.

Chapter 1 The fall: Sky and Four fall into a underground labyrinth. Four has a way of lighting up the path, but...

Chapter 2: Incoming! Being Written! Wind and Four talk magic! Fire!Earth! Water! WIND!: Wind is bored and decides to train his magic. Four joins him.

Original work (Mostly hypno-stuff, horror is starting to show up.)

Safety in coils : About a Naga who decides to study humans and becomes sort of an unintentional dad for some kids.

Safety in coils: The diary of the naga as he meet those kids, and especially abused Noah.

Obliviousness is contagious and my dad is a safety hazard: A day in the life of Noah

Chapter three who needs to be tweaked! Not a priority ion my work list. :( (Edit: that’s done. Should post it soon)

Lovely melody: Inspired by a somnefarious drawing on Twitter, a French teen get a romance with a merman.

The testament of Henry Branson: A young man learned he is one of the heirs to his great-uncle fortune. He and his more direct family go to the deceased’s mansion, and conflicts arises over the heritage. While everyone is out for themselves, strange deaths start to occur. Need to put latter chapters that are already written on Tumblr.

Welcome to Branson Manor! We hope you won’t stay: Meet the players!

Sins of the father: After the reading of the will, the family starts to rip itself apart immediately. Maybe they should notice the disparitions a little more...

Matai : A Salmoan sorcerer build himself a family. (Might go into the hornies later.)

Chapter 1: Fetu Lanuola “welcomes” Ace West into his household

THE HORNIES (not necessarily NSFW, just me trying to be sure you don’t get anything trying to be kinky 🙈 . Mostly original, but I started a supernatural fic)

Captions: Plenty of hypnosis-themed little (and slightly bigger) stories. Link towards the tag, or else they would be taking too much place.😮‍💨. Amongst the most notable series or individual captions around, we have:

Special hearing : A hard of hearing teen uses audio subliminals messages to get his revenge on his bullies. one caption for now, working on a second.

The champ : A teen uses a voice-based mind control to take control of the family of a rival after he is kicked off the team for being gay. 3 stories uploaded, I think a fourth is somewhere on my files...

The perfect wedding: A most beautiful and totally normal laos wedding, we swear! Might get a sequel if i have an idea. Someone had asked if there would be a sequel, back when that story was new... A one-shot for now.

The Hello series: Mostly a thing in my head, with only one caption published. A man with powerful brainwashing pheromones goes around turning people to his point of view

Phone haze: A teen discover his brother put a mind-control app on his phone and goes on a rampage. I should be able to find the second caption somewhere in my docs.😐

A Mediterranean date: While waiting for his date, Eracle is accosted by a strange guy

Thank you: A jock tries to interrupt a DnD (actually Call of Ctulhu) session a frat brother is having. Bad plan.

Coming Out Party: written for pride month 2022. A mysterious strange has an effect on the people he meets on the way to a pride parade.

The Full-blown series

A ghost of a memory: Series I really should remember exist. One chapter isn’t a lot. 🙈 A migrant mourning his dead boyfriend learn the boyfriend is kicking around as a ghost, possessing the clients of the hotel they work/used to work at.

The clock : Collab with @mathhypnostories about a boy finding a old watch with hypnotic powers! Four chapters for now!

Sasquatch and candies: Supernatural fic, post-series, Sabriel focus. Sam meets Gabriel, who has survived (again), and is planning on using a strange artifact to make Sam his.

Chapter 1: Gabriel uses a hunt to attract his love. originally a one-shot.

I dream of angel: Waking up after a dream he can’t remember, Sam get himself in a zombie apocalypse. Strange visitors come to the near-by hospital.

Do flesh drones dream of roboticlight toys? (Place-holder name. Basically, hypno/mind-control/brainwash one-shot about sciences that I headcanon as being set in the same-verse)

Shoppy’Slave: A man shops for his first slave.

The leather pet doctor: A new pet needs to be examined to figure out what kind of animal he is.

#my writing

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savingthrcw · 9 months

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Self-indulgent CANON DIVERGENT multimuse rp blog, 21+, written by Ele (30+). High activity and enthusiasm but I don't rush rp partners, so if you don't see recent threads it's because I don't have drafts. MUTUALS ONLY, MEANING I ONLY INTERACT WITH BLOGS I FOLLOW! People who try to interact ic or to make me follow them will be blocked because they are ignoring my very first rule. I also write @smiletimeisrunningout and take commissions. Hard block me, don't soft block, or I'll re-follow because I've a bad memory!

Easiest to have crossovers with at this time: Jenny literally can exist in any fandom I know. All present-world characters are open to Lost crossovers including sci-fi ones if you are inclined. Highest muse at this time: Jenny, Kate if we write Lost, Lex (Tav).

Some are open to all muses and fandoms, some aren't, so you should check the wanted interactions to avoid awkwardness later! After we become mutuals I'll wait so you can read my pages, then try to interact ooc and then ic. If you don't respond to either or if you drop all threads right away and don't make attempts to start anything new, I'll block. I'm here to write, not have a high number of silent followers.

Googlesite (with rules, about pages, and their wanted interactions.) General links: memes, thread tracker, general starter call, 'permission to ship' call (permission to have my muse interested), plotting call, reverse meme calls, reverse open calls, self promos!, interest checker posts

Under read more you can find individual links. Do use them if we are mutuals, timezones will keep me from posting when most people are online. If I forgot to add something, they are usually tagged as 'name of the character - thread/open rp/whatever - semicolon' like sarah thread; or jenny thread; kate open rp; only headcanons don't have the semicolon.

Muses:

Kate Austen (Lost) [open to: canon and canon div. characters I know // crossovers: yes] starter calls / Opens / Headcanons / Wishlist / Threads - like if interested

Sarah Walker (Chuck) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls // opens // threads - like if interested

Jenny II, Doctor's daughter (Doctor Who) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls // opens // headcanons / threads / wishlist - like if interested

Clarke Griffin (the 100, s1-s6) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no] starter calls / Opens / Headcanons / Wishlist / Threads - like if interested [formerly written also at wearesostupid and @stilltryingallthetime] Alien Jemma Simmons (AoS, s1-s4) [open to: some canon and canon div. characters, some ocs // crossovers: yes (selectively)] starter calls / Opens / Headcanons / Wishlist / Threads - like if interested [written also on @whydoyouthinkileft @shewassoferal @sosadandyetsoamazing and more]

Lex (Baldur's Gate 3 act 1 and act 2, the Tav) [open to: a few canon and canon div characters, some ocs // crossovers no] starter calls / opens / Threads / Headcanons - like if interested

Alex McHugh (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe] starter calls // opens / threads / headcanons - like if interested [formerly written at @namedafterhim]

Terra Branford (ff6) [open to: canon, canon div. characters and ocs // crossovers: yes] starter calls // opens / threads / headcanons - like if interested Neria Surana, elf mage Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls / Opens / Headcanons / Wishlist / Threads - like if interested

Lily Tabris, elf warrior Hero of Ferelden / potential follower (Dragon Age) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: yes] starter calls / Opens / Headcanons / Wishlist / Threads - like if interested

Testing (trying them out):

Book!Alina Starkov (Grishaverse) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls / opens - like if interested Show!Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls / opens - like if interested

Bad Wolf Rose Tyler (Doctor Who) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no] starter calls / opens - like if interested Ana Lucia Cortez (Lost) [open to: a few canon Lost characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls // opens // threads - like if interested Ellie Bartowski (Chuck) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: maybe]: starter calls / opens - like if interested Cassandra Cillian (the Librarians) [open to: a few canon and canon div. characters // crossovers: no]: starter calls / opens - like if interested Tauriel (The Hobbit) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: not yet]: starter calls / opens - like if interested

Under request (meaning I won't answer your open starters with them nor send you memes from them unless given permission!)

Ellana Lavellan, dalish elf mage / inquisitor, never follower (DAI) [open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no] - starter calls // threads - like if interested

Solona Amell, human mage (??) Eldritch horror / hero or follower (DAO) [Open to: canon, canon divergent and oc characters // crossovers: no-ish because she's a joke] - starter calls // threads - like if interested Emma Swan (OUAT) [open to: Killian, David, Snow // crossovers: no] starter calls - like if interested [written on too many blogs to name because I started 12 years ago, but: @askemmaswan @imtiredoflivinginthepast @butweareafamily]

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cero-sleep · 10 months

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Hey!!! I do not have artfight so I cannot look at your ocs on there but!!!! I wish to know about them... Tell me about some of them bestie!!! Infodump time I am perceiving!!!!! -- Evening-art :-]

Weeeee hi @evening-art!

Ok so in Rem's universe some individuals have super powers, there's villains and vigilantes

My main villain is Callisto, who some years ago kidnapped Rem (and Anfri) from a research facility bc of their powers

Rem has dreamlike abilities, being able to trap people in a dreamscape or cause hallucinations. They are in a sort of trance/unconscious state while doing this, as well as the victim

If the person trapped dies on the dreamscape they die in real life

At first they refused to kill/hurt anyone but there were consecuences and the victims ended up being brutally murdered anyway so, seeing there was no other choice they decided that they could at least make it quick for them

When using their abilities they get really tired and risk passing out

After some years they encounter a group of vigilantes and, gathering the courage to do it, they contact the leader on her dreams asking for help and so they eventually rescue Rem

They live some time with the vigilantes, unlearning some stuff from their past and learning other things, like starting to learn sign language (they are mute) but eventually they are recaptured, most likely when some of the vigilantes are out on a mission

Callisto has one of their eyes removed as punishment for escaping, and most of the time they are under her hypnosis, making their mind all fuzzy so they don't try anything

Callisto also convinces them that no one will come rescue them anymore, that the vigilantes tried but because of them they are all dead now

Rem believes this since they think they saw it happen, and they blame themselves for it

So when they come to try and rescue them they believe it's a trick

The shadow is another oc from this universe, she used to work as a scientist for the villains, but eventually started conspiring against them. He was found out however and suffered a lab "accident" where she was supposed to die. Instead, he gained shadow like abilities, including a shadow form, but she also lost his memories. Callisto decided to make use of this and tricked her into thinking she belongs with them and what they are doing is for the greater good

That day he also lost her name, only being refered to as the shadow or shadow now as a way to dehuminize her more

She is on her shadow form almost 24/7 since it's really hard for him to stay corporeal

She used to know Rem as a scientist and they will recognize him after being recaptured, she however won't and will be tasked with keeping an eye on them, essentially becoming their shadow to make sure they don't try anything

Eventually, she will start to realize the villains aren't what they told him, this will be hard for her however, but after a while she will also be redeemed and become a vigilante on her own, Poltergeist

I'm in the process of reworking an old oc for this universe, her name might be Anfri but I'm still not sure, it means disgrace. Or maybe desgracia 🤔 ok I'll decide that later shjshsjs she was also kidnapped with Rem bc of her powers. She can move through mirrors and communicate with the dead, serving mostly as an informant, but she can also summon ghost hands with super strenght being a strong opponent

You can find drawings of them in my oc tag! "cero's ocs"

#weeeeee thnx for asking!!!#I love talking abt my ocs ^^#cero's ocs #ask cero #evening-art

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anotherduckinthedepths · 1 year

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Here be the den of someone who's interests always find a way back to Minecraft, one way or another

Anyhow, hello, I'm Depths! (It might change later just warning you) I go by she/her pronouns and enjoy drawing + rambling about things I find interesting.

This blog is for those drawings and ramblings, specifically those tied to the QSMP, DSMP, Sbi, mcyt in general, and maybe some ranboo content if Im feeling like it, I'm generally open for interactions with others! (Granted I'm not the best at initiating interactions) I only ask that you both respect the DNI list below DNI: -NSFW Blogs - TERFs, Racists, Homophobes, just be nice to people please (I hope this is unnecessary but better safe than sorry) - Those who support death threats/doxxing towards ANY content creators ("but you don't like (Insert cc here)", doesn't matter, no death threat/doxxing for ANY of them, full stop, you can dislike people without threatening their lives or the lives of those around them) And please do not harass me or anyone else who might pop up here just on the stance that we happen to enjoy a game and a story that is unfortunately connected to some well-known but divisive people online. Important addition, do not feel afraid to interact if you happen to like the characters played by ccs I dont like/support ! I'm not gonna shoo you away, I see them as seperate entities, like a character in a movie and the actor that plays them who exists outside of that, to do otherwise would be hypocritical of me. I want to try and make this blog as welcoming as I can to fellow fans regardless of how I view things, I do not seek to change anyone's mind and make them agree with me, I just wanna provide silly content to whoever enjoys it. Important tags #Depth's Art or #Depth's AU Art - Drawings I have done on this blog, from sketches to fully-fleshed out art pieces (if I ever do that), the latter is used for drawings regarding AUs I have. #Depth rambles - Random silly thoughts. #Serious Depth mode - Mainly got this up in the event of more serious posts, likely focusing on issues/discourse in the fandom and/or just how it affects me. I dont imagine I'll use this often but I feel like I'll end up having to use it at least once to explain my view of things. If you'd rather avoid seeing discussion around this I would suggest blocking this tag. #Depth's OCs - The tag for my OCs, more than likely minecraft related. #Depth's Brainrot About Jubilant - A specific tag for a very specific character that's on the border between AU character and OC (if you don't feel comfortable seeing posts about them due to the character they're an AU version of (hint- 🟩 :) ) I completely understand and you're more than welcome to block this tag)

_______ I have had some AUs cooking up in my brain and may post about them on this blog, when this happens I will list them down here and provide the tag it's assigned if you want to see my posts for it. Unnamed Superhero Warlock AU (Features c!dream and XD as main antagonists for the most part) (Important Note - This AU is right now kinda in-between being an AU and an original work, it's definetely still in AU territory rn, but I'm thinking of trying to make it it's own thing) The superpowered world all knows and looks up to Pantheon, a long-lasting group of individuals granted with two powers instead of one, what the public mostly doesn't know is that this comes at the cost of becoming a servant to an entity beyond comprehension, and becoming nothing more than a puppet to serve it's desires to invade and control the material plane. Kristin is one of these members of the current Pantheon, tied to a entity of the afterlife, she's long been resigned to her destiny as Lady Death, she is doomed to hunt criminals (or just those who know too much) and those she's sent after are doomed to never escape, none she has been sent after even managing to escape one encounter with her. ... until a man soon to be named Sisyphus manages to get away. Tag - #Unnamed Superhero Warlock AU QSMP Pokemon Mystery Dungeon AU Exactly what it says on the tin, an AU where the players are humans turned into Pokemon and are now stranded in a large remote island in the Pokemon world. Littered with Mystery Dungeons and various other dangers that threaten both them and the pokemon they've been given to care for. Tag - #qsmp pmd au

#qsmp #mcyt #dsmp #qsmp fanart #dsmp fanart #sbi fanart #Unnamed Superhero Warlock AU #Depth's Art #Depth's AU Art #Depth rambles

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SWTOR Commander Ask game, tagged by @starknstarwars tagging @jeswii (who I think also has a Trooper Commander!)

1) Who’s your Alliance Commander? What class are they? Alignment? Random other facts you wanna share?

My Republic Trooper, Lo'nash, is my Commander. She's a Commando (heal spec) / PowerTech (tank spec).

2) What’s a reason or two you like that this character is your Commander?

Everybody who joins the Alliance does so because of their own convictions, not because you're a Jedi/Sith; or a Mandolorian; or you're an agent with blackmail on half the Empire. The Trooper as an individual has long been replaced in the military. Sure people might remember the heroics of Havoc Squad but given five years of war, that number is probably fairly small.

"Rebellions are built on Hope"; that quote is something to me that is such a core part of star wars, and one that a Trooper outlander really embodies.

I also think you'd want a military leader to lead a military alliance; there's very much a cultural understanding that would, I think at least, help break down some of those factional allegiances and help for a united alliance.

3) What’s a reason or two you don’t like about them being Commander?

You don't really get any options to say that you want nothing to do with some of the more esoteric Force Nonsense. Given Valkorion is in your head, you can't really deny that The Force is real, but, knowing The Force is real doesn't automatically mean you'd have to take everything to do with it at face value. Same thing goes for the Mandalorians. They're nominally in the Alliance but why are their internal political struggles your problem? In both cases, a 'outsider' shouldn't be the first – and seemingly only? - choice for solving every problem in the galaxy.

The other dislike I have is that at no point does anybody from either faction ask you to justify some particular class story event. That's not Trooper specific, because every class (sans maybe Smuggler) has committed a long list of war crimes by this point, but especially with Trooper, there's a good chance you've shot at / been shot at by a non-zero number of people who later join you. One of two brief convos as to "sorry I tried to murder you" or "why did you do x" would have helped add a lot of depth.

4) Why did this character of all your OCs become Commander?

I knew I didn't want an Imperial outlander, I don't have a canon knight, it didn't make sense for my Consular, and my smuggler had defected to the Empire by this point so, Trooper was the only one that fit my single criteria.

From there a bunch of ideas snapped into place in a meaningful way; including my rewrite of Valkorian to be much more ~around~ and actively a corrupting influence rather than only ever there as a plot device.

5) Who did they side with? Did they stay loyal or go saboteur? Or maybe you headcanon they defect properly?

On Iokath she sides with Acina because giving Jace Malcom custody of a Superweapon is functionally a guarantee that the Superweapon gets used. [game play wise because doing so means you get to kill Garza on Nathama]

There's the larger issue with the Iokath arc that the Republic just… abdicates all responsibility to the Outlander and at no point addresses why. Then they show up again after Nathama with no acknowledgement that they've spent ~3 years not providing any support and ask you to bail them out. The audacity of the Republic to act like nothing happened is so wild to me that I've never been able to head canon a "why" that felt even plausible.

Which is all to say that Trooper is a reluctant Saboteur. Before Ossus got stealth rewritten you got several flexible saboteur options where you could help both sides; and that's much closer to where she's at then truly wanting to defect to the Empire. She doesn't want to actively harm the Republic, but, by this point in the story the Republic probably would be more apt to put her on trial then welcome her back. Even if she was granted a ~hand wavey~ full pardon, the Republic would never be truly safe for her.

If we get the option to faction swap – which given the flexible combat styles I bet we will at some point – she'll officially join the Empire. Not out of any hate for the Republic, or love of the Empire, but simply in acknowledgement that she's not going to continue to support people who have repeatedly turned their back on her.

6) Are there any NPC’s from the class stories you’d like to see/HC join the Alliance? Ex: Master Timmns, Ardun Kothe, Watcher One, etc.

Jaxo. Darmus. Praven. If you side with the Empire Shara and others from Imperial Intelligence should join (and Jonas / SiS agents pub side).

7) How’s your OC feeling about the current Malgus situation?

#TiredSmokingMeme

8) Are any of your other OC’s part of the Alliance? If yes what do they do for the Alliance? Do they get along with your Commander?

I'm working on a unified canon, but since that's still a WIP, here's what I have reasonably nailed down:

My twin agents join early on, and my Inquisitor is a liaison between the Empire and The Alliance.

I'm redoing a more positive timeline that would include my warrior joining after the seige of Voss, my himbo BH there from the start with his husband Theron, and consular as a liaison between the Republic and the Alliance. I don't have a canon knight or smuggler.

9) How does your OC feel about Odessen? (Bonus: how do you feel about it)

It's more home than she's ever had before. Which makes it a complicated place.

10) How does your Commander feel about being the Commander?

Tired. Angry at the Republic. A sense of "why ask me" for much of the post KOTET content. But also, responsibility, honor, and commitment to the people under her command.

It was almost inevitable that she end up as a bi-factional leader of some sort; she sees her role in the military as preventing civilian suffering regardless of faction. That idealism doesn't tarnish despite her feelings in the Republic.

11) Favorite place in the Alliance base?

The hanger late at night / early in the morning when it's empty except for cleaning droids.

12) Favorite mission in KotFE?

The Jorgan reunion mission.

13) Favorite mission in KotET?

The one on Iokath where you get in the giant robot and fight waves of droids.

14) Least favorite mission in either? Why?

The one where you go to Nathama and have to go through the decrepit lab where Vaylin was tortured. I don't like creepy horror vibes.

15) Is your Commander successful because they’re skilled? Or are they perhaps just really lucky?

Both. A lot of the KOTXX chapters involve an improbable amount of luck. There's no skill involved in finding the Gravestone and without that there's no story.

16) From our OC’s point of view, SoR -> KotET wasn’t a fun experience, did they develop any fears as a result?

Fears, no. Maladaptive coping, yes.

What is there to be afraid of at this point? She's already lost everything by chapter 3. The time skip and "everyone you knew is probably dead because it's been five years of hell" means she had to deal with every previous fear right at the start. Starting the Alliance was a marker of her having been capable of dealing with all those fears – of losing Jorgan, of the Republic failing, of not being good enough – and after that, there's nothing left to be afraid of.

Not to frame it as "she's fine", because she's not, but that comes from a very different place and emotional state then fear.

17) AU time! If your Commander wasn’t Commander, which of your other OCs would have likely taken their place?

Warrior. My warrior is a Sith Pureblood frat boy who goes through a whole "wait, that's not /my/ experience with the Empire" arc and ends up taking up a Malgus-esq role of arguing for social reform from a position of power within the Empire. He defects to the Republic and actively works to provide opportunities for other Imperials who wish to defect to do so.

18) Who’s someone your Commander hopes they never have to deal with again?

They're all dead. Garza. Malcom. Saresh. Revan.

19) Does your Commander hold on to/still use any titles they earned before KotET?

20) Share something, anything at all, you want about your Commander that you’ve not really gotten the chance to share before but really want to.

After Nathama a lot of Imperials take up calling her "General" as a joke about succession in the Imperial military. That ends up replacing her former military title even among Republic soldiers (Aygo files paperwork to have it made official but given her non-standing that goes nowhere) so, sort of? "Sir" as the honorific definitely sticks around.

It doesn't come up very often but she doesn't have facial tattoos as a sort of "fuck you" to a culture she wants nothing to do with. She does have a tattoo of the head of a Krayt dragon on her shoulder with tight coils of individual scales that just about covers her whole arm representing a kill count of sorts. It stopped being accurate a long time ago, and her thoughts of it have changed drastically over the years.

#swtor #Republic Trooper #Outlander #swtor ask game #this was fun!#Trooper is my favorite to talk about

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mushroomjar · 2 years

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OC lightning round: do you have an OC tag? who’s your favorite OC? what OC have you had the longest? are there small details about your OCs people wouldn’t imagine?

OMFG what is this

Eh, whatever, this sounds fun and I love talking about my OCs

Do I have an OC tag? Yes and it's called "oc tag", I couldn't/didn't want to think of a better name. I also started tagging for each OC individually, but every single OC post has the "oc tag"

Who's my favorite OC? Oh, Avery, without a doubt, I love talking about him, developing him, thinking about him, I rotate him in my brain at least once a day, and developing him and stuff like that just comes really easily to me

What OC have I had the longest? Alex and Sam, I made them up on the same day around mid-2020, and they're the only OCs from that day I didn't trash. Okay maybe Luka too but I don't remember if I made him that same day or a few days later so I always just say Alex and Sam

Are there small details about my OCs people wouldn't imagine? IIIII don't quite understand the question, is it like, surprising fun facts about my OCs? Noooooo, that's too much thinking and I need to go do the dishes... Avery's top artists list always includes Avril Lavigne, Nadia's the memer of the group, Luka's French (sorry)... I can't think of anything else at the moment

I would like to end this really quickly because I have to go but I do need to say I started making a list with all of my OCs, and so far I have 24 OCs listed, not including the three OCs I have planned for DND campaings and the 1 OC based off a Minecraft skin a friend made for me, and I would like to know how many OCs others have because I like hearing about other people's OCs

Also thanks for the ask!!

#cat answers #oc tag #ironically i tried to draw one of my ocs too #i utterly failed at it but i keep telling myself i'll never get better if i don't even try

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in--somnium · 8 months

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Who do you ship Cassia with? (canon or oc, active rp's or just wanted connections?)

((Oh gosh. Honestly? I think she's pretty easy to ship with plenty of muses, so, ya know, I'm open to most connections <3 Feel free to toss anyone ya want at her! She'd probably be easy enough to fit into most scenarios :)

That said, it's important to note that, although she hasn't decided on a label herself yet, I'd say she's actually more demisexual than really bisexual, but she's definitely biromantic. (I use bisexual / biromantic instead of "pan" because she was originally made to be written in, like, the 2005-2010 kinda area and the term wasn't so widely used then and she probably hasn't heard it more than in passing)

Okay, so now that that's all said-!

Cassia was actually originally created to be written in a polyship I'm writing with my friend, dhamp.iravidi (I'm not tagging anyone just so I don't annoy 'em ^^;), that takes place in the Cov.enant movie verse. She was made to be written with Caleb, initially, then to end up in a polyship that included Caleb, Pogue, and her oc Jayn! So of course I ship her with all of them- individually as well as all together <3

I've also started kinda plotting out another polyship with loyal.tybroken that includes Cass with Caleb, Pogue, and Reid. Hell, I'd ship her with Tyler, too, if anyone wrote him xD Really, I think she'd get along just fine with any of the 4 boys, so, ya know... <3 (I've also been writing her with fallenc.rowns' Reid and, though idk yet if I'd ship them (or if Reid's mun would ship them either), they're DEFINITELY fun to write together because they're so opposite to one another and she's kinda easily influenced for better or worse xD)

I've also been writing her a bit with souther.n-belle-o.utcast's Nilza which we've only just touched upon at this point... but they're certainly amusing and I would absolutely be open to shipping them if things go that way and they're up for it, too <3 (Again, I'm a sucker for "opposites attract" kinda stuff ^^;)

Then of course there's Doc! I will ship just about any of my muses with any of their muses, including Cass xD So we've been writing a bit of Cass/John.ny Sto.rm and Cass/Dan.ny Ket.ch, both of which have been fun already in very different ways~ We just started something with her and Mil.es Mor.ales hanging out, too, and while I'm not yet sure of which direction that'll go in- Doc, if you see this and you're interested in a polyship with Cass, Miles, and Kim, let me know xD

So I guess those are ships / possible ships / friendships that I'm actively writing (or, semi-actively writing since my writing, in general, is pretty slow going at the moment).

As for other ships? There's no one in particular that I've been, like, searching for with her? Though I'm always open to writing her in different verses with different types of muses of any gender <3 I don't care if they're ocs or canons or whatever, throw 'em her way and we'll see what happens!

That said, though, I'd really like more f/f ships for her (actually, more f/f ships just in general, please. I go by "Sapph" for a reason xD). Also just... off the top of my head... maybe Dic.k Gra.yson because I've just really wanted to write against him for-freaking-ever now because he's my fave ^^;

But, yeah! No specific wanted connections. Though there are some tropes and such that I really love and think she'd be fun for- like fake dating scenarios, or the sunshine/brooder dynamic, childhood best friends who get separated and come back together later on in life, on and off relationships, etc. Cass also gets easily attached and she's kind of a people pleaser, so she's prone to carrying on in bad/toxic relationships even when it's fucking with her metal health and wellbeing and should have walked away a while ago- so writing either the ins and outs of a shitty relationship could be interesting (I'm always up for darker plots so...) or something where someone is trying to help her LEAVE a bad relationship (could be just friends or friends to lovers, whatever) could be fun to write, too.

I don't know. Basically, just, yeah- I'm open to almost anything with Cassia. She's really versatile as a muse, I think, so I can kinda drop her in most verses and figure something out <3

With that said, anon, don't hesitate to message me if there's something specific you wanna write! I'm pretty open to most things!))

#ooc.#((Thanks for this anon <3))#((I dunno that I answered your question especially well but I hope this helps at least a little! <3))

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auramindedd · 3 years

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Thick Skull - SMAU*

Part 3

CorpseHusband x FemReader - Y/N

Desc: Brooke leaves, already making your day a little worse, but it gets better after streaming and playing some games with Corpse. Of course, with your luck, your day seems to be bad again when you read a bad comment and when you realize it’s came from someone who was your best friend.

Warnings: Cussing

Notes: i do go through all my comments so just know that you will be added to the taglist if you comment on a post or if you message me! :) also, my taglist for non-smau series/stories is just one taglist. you’ll be added to that one if you ask me to add you to the “non-smau taglist.” i only have two, it’s not individual for each series :)

i hope you guys enjoy!

and a quick question; if i made an smau series or even a non-smau series with an oc, would you guys enjoy that? i think i’d have fun writing that.

i’m also thinking of posting an smau series on my instagram so, if you want more, follow me there!

instagram: @/auramindedd

ah, one more thing b4 i post; i’m working on a non-smau post for “first meet” and for “talent.”

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The streaming starts later that night. You’re honestly feeling so much better now that you’re with Corpse, streaming and playing Animal Crossing. You give him a tour of your island, insisting you hold his hand while doing so.

“I decorated a house for you,” Corpse gasps; the cutest thing you’ve heard besides his laughs, giggles, and chuckles. “I assumed you like black a lot so, I made it mainly black, grey, and white, but I made this little area where we can read books together. And it’s colorful.”

“Gosh, you’re so fucking cute.” He mumbles. You catch on, and unsurprisingly, so does the chat. “Thank you, Y/N, I like it a lot.”

You give him a tour of the rest of your island. Every now and then, you look at the chat as the two of you are walking around and doing whatever you can on your island. The chat is filled with people shipping you two, telling you how cute you two are and how cute you two would be together. Thank God for being faceless - they can’t see how much your blushing, especially with Corpse’s compliments and nicknames.

For another two hours, you two build more of your cottagecore village. You only built a little bit of it because you and Corpse were too busy helping animals get food and a house. The pigs are your favorite, especially the baby ones.

After ending the stream, you decide to head to Twitter and talk to some supporters. It’s something you like to do every now and then. It’s been harder because of how fast you’ve been growing, but you’ll never stop doing your best to talk to them.

You try to only get to the good ones, but of course, as an influencer, you’re going to get hateful DM’s. They’ve never bothered you, but one in particular really did hurt you.

You’d never be enough for Corpse. I don’t even know how you two became friends. It’s pretty obvious he’s using you for a publicity stunt, that way fans can think he’s dating someone. Let it get through your thick skull.

It came from someone who doesn’t even have their account fully made. Their username is still the default one Twitter gives you, but this DM still got to you. You sit in your bed, reading it over and over again, letting it get through your thick skull.

You don’t even know what to think of it. You’re starting to feel like it’s true. Though, this person is so irrelevant. They’re not someone you know, they’re not even someone that supports you, Corpse, or any of your friends. What business would they have in any of your guys’ lives?

Maybe Corpse is using you as a publicity stunt. The both of you have been getting a lot of attention recently because people have been assuming you two are dating. Corpse has been getting a lot more views on his videos with you in them and you’ve been getting a lot more views on your videos with him in them. Maybe people do believe you two are using each other for clout, but that’d never be the case.

Now, it’s starting to hit you. Why did it hurt so much when one person - that you know of - assumes Corpse is using you for publicity and clout? People have said that about you and Rae, Brooke, Sykkuno, and Ludwig, but it never bothered you so much.

You think it over and over, and you can only go back to one thing. You’re starting to catch feelings for Corpse and the last thing you’d want to know or find out is that he’s using you for clout.

It never occurred to you, that even though you have a smaller platform than the rest of your friends, being in Corpse’s videos/streams, and him being in yours, has really given you two a lot of attention and this could be the reason he’s still talking to you. You’re sure Corpse is not that type of person, he’s the sweetest person you’ve ever met, but with past experiences, you can’t rule that possibility out completely.

“Stupid fucking DM!” You shout, just wanting to get it out of your system.

“Are you okay, Y/N?” Rae calls out.

“I’m fine!” You let her know before you literally jump in bed. You get a message from Austin, and as much as you don’t want to answer it, you do.

You make a mental note to change his name in your phone. You know it’s petty, but you just don’t feel like you have the same friendship with Austin as you did the day he came to visit you.

“Hey,” He greets after you answer the phone. His voice is hesitant and he’s being cautious, afraid he may say the wrong thing even after just answering the phone.

“Hi,” You greet back.

“Look, Y/N, I just wanted to say I’m sorry. Really, really sorry. I didn’t... I just don’t want to lose you. You and Corpse-”

“Please,” You sigh. “Don’t bring Corpse into this. He doesn’t need to be bought up in this. Whatever is going on between the two of us has nothing to do with him.” You realize how harsh your voice is and how protective you got over Corpse.

“It does because he made me get angry.” Austin defends himself.

“He didn’t do anything, A. You’re mad because you think we’re together or that we have feelings for each other. You made up some shit in your head, assuming whatever the fuck you assumed, and that’s what got you mad, not Corpse.” You can’t help being protective over Corpse.

Austin sighs, “Y/N, it’s pretty fucking obvious you have feelings for him and not for me.”

“Austin,” Right now, at this moment, you just want to rip your hair out. “You can’t tell me who I have feelings for and who I don’t have feelings for.”

“When will you get it through your thick skull that’s he’s using you, Y/N?” This hurts. Bad. Your mind goes straight back to the DM from Twitter and you immediately hang up on him.

You’ve lost your best friend, you can’t stop making up bad scenarios in your head about Corpse and how your guys’ friendship could end whenever you two start losing the attention, and you can’t help the tears that are spilling out of your eyes.

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with-love-anu · 3 years

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Some tips to start a fandom blog (for writers)

Okay, before I begin I will like to say that I am no expert or am 100% sure these are bound to work. But these are some things I learnt over time that might help you out!

1. Tagging posts.

This one is one of the most important points! You must tag everything properly for your content to actually reach as many people as possible.

Do your research! Search up common/popular tags people use for the content you want to post and use them wisely.

Use no more than 20 tags because tumblr will not show them up. When you post something, make a quick search of any of the tags you used and go to the recent section to see whether your post actually showed up. If not, try posting again.

For new blogs- don’t start posting as soon as you make a blog. Your posts will not show up. Instead, reblog some content (gifs / moodboards / fanfiction etc) for a week or two along with tags!

Tags I use for my fanfiction**: #character full name #character first name #character full name fanfiction #character full name x reader #character full name x you #character full name x y/n #character first name x reader #character first name x you #fandom name #side character full names (excluding oc)

**I’m currently writing for HP, Marvel etc.

2. Taglists.

Now this is a tricky topic because there’s never a straight answer to this. I’ll just list down the some things I’ve learnt about taglists.

A long taglist does not equate to more number of notes. While taglists help your readers to be notified about your content, I know for a fact that it doesn’t mean everyone mentioned will interact with the post. Some might do, some might just leave a like while some might not read at all.

Taglists work only when the people you tag, read and reblog and are actually active. Otherwise not so much.

Tagging will take at least 10-15 minutes, copy pasting a taglist doesn’t work. You have to click on each individual user so tumblr tags them. While tumblr has updated by adding the filtering activity option, there is still a good chance that the person might not get the notification at all.

Is there an alternative? Well, what I’ve done is that I’ve made a side blog. Whenever I post some new content- I reblog it over there. If people have the notifications on for that blog, they get notified whenever I post. It technically works the same way as taglists.

Another thing you can do is submit the link to your post to @catching-the-train-to-hogwarts to be promoted to a large number of readers. PSA: Only for HP fandom.

3. Posting time.

Yes, this is important. Search up the time tumblr or the specific fandom is most active. Post during that time or a little later, so that people could see your works on their dashes.

Schedule your timezone reblogs strategically.

4. Interact.

Interact with your mutuals, with other writers. Comment and reblog their works and talk to them. Don’t be afraid to seek help or ask something if they welcome that- you are always free to send me asks. It’s better when people know you because that way it’s more likely that they’ll read and see your work.

I am not telling you that anyone is bound to reblog your work because you do the same or the fact that they are your friends. I’m trying to say that sometimes a little support goes a long way. I wouldn’t be here if my mutuals didn’t help me out in the beginning.

5. Post format.

Okay so what I’ve found while searching and reading up fanfiction is that I personally was more likely to read a fanfiction with a summary and mentioned word count.

Use a keep reading option or tag it with #long post. If your fanfiction is more than 1K words and/or contains nsfw/smut content- use that, it’s monotonous to see a wall of text on your dash. It’s the three dot box on a new line adjacent to the insert gif in case you’re using the website. If you’re using the app, type :readmore: on a new line and press enter.

Use warnings. It is essential- mention it if there are none.

6. Miscellaneous.

Participate in challenges. Enter in different challenges while making new content because one, it will give you exposure and two it will be great way to promote your work.

If you’re starting a completely new blog, it’s better to have content made up in advance. Because firstly you need time so that tumblr recognizes that you’re not a bot so you’ll have to reblog posts for a week or two with appropriate tags. Then posting content consistently does give you a boost because more content (maybe at a gap of 3 days) means more followers, more people who read your works.

When to make masterlists? People are usually quicker to follow when they see a masterlist made so it’s an advantage to make one when you’ve posted about 3-4 works. But if you make a masterlist later- after posting about 10-15 works, it will give you a boost in the activity because new users will be able to see your works and binge. The choice is upto you.

There are users who would say that it’s good to take as many requests as possible because it helps you grow. While it is true to some extend, I don’t find it to be useful. Because when I first begun, taking in all types of requests burnt me out and lowered my motivation because there were scenarios I didn’t relate with at all but still wrote them. The quality of my content decreased too. Again, it’s up to you.

I used to write headcanons during writing blocks. Headcanons are usually easier to deal with and not to mention the fact that they are fun. That way I could provide for more content and still not stress out.

Most of all, take it easy. It’s not your job- you are not supposed to create content every time. You, your health and happiness comes first. People will adore and love you even if you stop posting for months straight. Have fun, okay?

#writing advice #blog advice #advice #writing #writers on tumblr #my writing #blog #writing blog #harry potter #marvel #fandom #hp #long post

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guudak · 4 years

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andante, andante

pairing: jungkook / oc genre + tags: college au, f2l, alcohol, pining word count: 7,522 The aftermath of your best friend singing that ABBA song, clumsily flirting with you and then drunkenly professing his love to you multiple times in the same night.

“Is he ok? Namjoon, what’s he doing?”

“He’s severely hungover,” he explains to you, propping an arm on the windowsill. His hand gestures. “This is his remedy.”

You look out the window again, overseeing the frat’s backyard, and down below at the deck - is the person you sought. The gales shake the trees, you can hear it howl, and not to mention the downpour of rain that had you soaked to the skin through your jeans between your sprint from the bus stop to here. You look back at Namjoon, disbelieved. “What, sitting in a hot tub outside in the middle of a hale storm?”

“Erm, well, not the storm bit. That was just unfortunate. Sitting meditatively in a hot tub though, yeah. He does that a lot, moreso when he has something on his mind.” He peeps a discreet eye at you while you claim a seat on the ledge. Your arms cross, huddling your oversized cardigan over yourself as you glance back at the mop of matted black hair on the deck. Jungkook is sitting very still, laying back, eyes closed and his neck craning upwards towards the gloomy sky. A breath of air expels from your nose when you imagine how cold the rain must be.

“I really wanted to talk to him in person … I don’t know, do you think I should have waited a few days?” You turn to Namjoon who shakes his head.

“It’s good you came here. I think it would have left him to assume the worst and overthink otherwise, and you know what he’s like - better to confront him sooner than later. He’s been in a kind of sad, mopey daze since this morning.”

Your lips purse together as you mull this over. “I don’t necessarily want to confront him about it now, not if he doesn’t want to yet. I just want to see him and … make sure he’s ok. Because you know, that … overthinking thing he does.”

The upward lift of Namjoon’s lips is soft, the same kind of softness that’s perceptible in his eyes. The look reminds you of Jungkook’s own gentle demeanour. “I think seeing you here will disorient him a litte, but I think deep down he’ll be relieved. ”

He invites you to sit in the warmth of the lounge downstairs while you wait. The house of Beta Tau Sigma is cosy, and your favourite visits are always during the winter period when they’d decorate the interior, reminding you very much of the setting of a classic Christmas movie. Alas, however, it isn’t winter, and there are still strewn cups around and a broken lamp on the table in front of you; consequence of the party they hosted the previous night.

You’re surprised Jungkook remembers. He’d been so far-gone yesterday, yet you woke up this morning to four successive texts from him -

i’m sorry

im so so sorry.

can we talk

please

You’d thought over a tactful reply; taking into mind Jungkook: despite the calm, rational front he has - is emotional, an individual with a soul as sensitive as they come. You had to be careful with what you said, but soon after aborted all efforts when you’d found yourself backspacing each time. You prefer face-to-face conversation, and for something like this - you couldn’t possibly venture any other approach that would be befitting. For anyone else, perhaps. But Jungkook isn’t just someone else. He’s your best friend.

You check the text in reply that you’d left for him from two hours ago, which is still left unread.

hi jungkook i’d love to talk

are u ok

Sleeping it over had dulled the shock from the night before, as hearing it from him had been a double whammy for both your head and heart. You hadn’t known what to think, hadn’t known what to say.

In his tastefully tipsy state he’d been very happy. The chirpy go-lucky sort of happy that made you coo. Tipsy Jungkook is sweet and endearing, more affectionate and made it his mission to pull you with him to the karaoke machine. You’d been friends with him long enough to know that he could sing. He’s a soft singer; has a voice that could be lullaby to late sleepy evenings, it’s one you’d heard snippets of because he did it without conscious thought; he hummed in the car, while waiting in line - one of his many mannerisms that makes clear when he’s in his head.

“ABBA? Good choice,” you’d commented, after he jabbed the numbers on the remote. He budged over so you could sit beside him on the armchair. So cramped and close that you moved to drape your leg over one of his, and he welcomed it. “Not their most popular song, but definitely one of their most soulful. That’s a good one, it’s one of my favourites,” and then he stilled.

At the cease of his movements, you’d found your spine straightening just slightly, as if on guard, but for what you hadn’t been sure. You were about to ask him if he was ok, only to be taking the brunt of his bright puppy eyes that smile at you.

“Me too,” he’d said, with that characteristic gentleness shining in his orbs.

A few hours later, he’d morphed from sweet boy-next-door with the angel voice to himbo football jock slash and quote “pussy-whisperer,” courtesy and words verbatim of Park Jimin, who vibed with Jock Jungkook like a long lost brother.

The amount of girls that suddenly flocked to him and sat on his lap had you reeling in hysterics to the extent that you had to bury your face in Hoseok’s shoulder. Even when Jungkook’s on the football team, you’d never thought of him once as a jock. Didn’t they say all jocks are athletes, but not all athletes are jocks? He’d never lived up to the greasy college stereotype. Turned out maybe some alcohol was missing in the mix. Was this what you were missing? Who knew he had it in him?

“How many have you had, man?” Hoseok had asked, and Jungkook grinned, mouth lop-sided, before then thwacking him solidly on the back.

“I’m good, thanks for asking, man.”

“That wasn’t what I - ok,” Hoseok winced, clutching at his shoulder blade, and exchanging a bemused look at you.

You were alert to the sliding gaze of Jungkook on you. He slid into the chair close beside you, and you propped your elbow onto the counter. Head resting in your palm, you’d anticipated it.

“Hey, cutie.”

And there it was.

Your mouth twitched during your attempt to stifle your laugh, but you were eager to play along. You straightened, not shy to look him direct in the eyes, even when his own wandered to your midriff. “Hey.”

A moment’s pause, before he let out a wistful sigh.

“Holy shit, I love your boobs.”

Hoseok spat into his cup, a succession of coughs after.

“No, I’m just saying, from a non-biased, impersonal point of view …” He made a vague, rounded motion in the air with his hands, “- they’re really nice. I’m saying this objectively.”

“Objectively,” Hoseok wheezed. You aimed a calculated kick at his ankle.

“Thanks! They’re not much but they’re cute, I grew them all by myself.”

Jungkook hummed in acknowledgement, a critical eye on you and his head bobbing solemnly. “You did a good job.”

“Oh my God,” Hoseok was crying; head ducked, full-blown tears of laughter, ears pink and slapping the countertop. “I’m not drunk enough for this.”

“Yours are pretty neat, too,” you told him.

He looked down at the outline of his chest. “You think so? I’ve been working out but they could do with a bit more volume.”

Hoseok was doubling over, desperate to leave but at the same time rooted to the spot, thumping his chest to stop himself from choking. “I can’t take this anymore. I’m gonna die if I stay any longer. See you, guys.”

He left, leaving you alone with Jungkook and a few others in the kitchen. “You alright?” you asked, and he nodded again, smiling tiredly and head lolling a little to the side.

“Did you like the song I sang for you earlier?”

“You sang it for me? How sweet of you,” you cooed, cuddling up to his side. “You know, if you wanted to touch my boobs, if you asked I think I’d be ok with that.”

He seemed hesitant. “You’re bullshitting.”

“Ok, maybe I am a little,” you chuckled, feeling the rumble resonating from his chest.

“Seriously,” he murmured, and for a millisecond, you swore you detected the tone of the Jungkook - not this Jungkook who was a confident force, but the one you were most familiar with, “I think I’d -”

Jimin’s voice boomed above the stereo, “Jungkook! It’s your turn! Get your ass back here!”

A heavy sigh was drawn out from him as he slid his chair back. Though, he waited for you to lift your head from his chest before doing so.

“See you.” He winked at you before following Jimin’s ongoing calls. Though, more of a wink and a half. He never could wink properly with just one eye, both had to be involved.

Then came the finale.

The most recent drunken Jungkook phase - one you’d never witnessed beforehand. If there was anything you could have concluded, it was that beyond his sober level-headed exterior, he must have a lot of pent up anger. Jungkook in drunken phase three transitioned between a three colour spectrum of moods and you’d barely caught up.

Exhibit one -

“The ocean is so important!” he cried, literally cried as he began bumbling about blue whales and the sheer plastic in the ocean, morosed how the first piece of plastic ever produced still hadn’t decomposed.

It was no help that Namjoon enthusiastically joined in - the fucking nerds, until Jungkook started bawling and knocked back the salt shaker on the countertop mistaking it for a shot of tequila.

You’d panicked and dragged him to the nearest bathroom to wash it out of his eyes. The seconds that followed afterwards, was you rubbing his back while he sobbed and puked the hearty contents of his stomach into the toilet.

Exhibit two -

“If any dude is giving you a hard time, chances are - you’re hotter than them. And on top of that, they made you cry, making you a better person than them!” he proclaimed. Once you’d helped him clean up, he’d bumped into Ola - a girl you recalled was in his media class, and was crying outside of the door of the bathroom you and Jungkook had been in.

She’d sniffled her way through a story about a boy she’d been talking to for six months, and Jungkook was as revved up as his ocean speech while he pep-talked her about how heartless the guy was; that he gave good guys a bad rep; and that she simply deserved better. Of course, you’d agreed with him. It sounded all too familiar to something you’d said in the past, though who could blame him for adopting your mannerism of speech when he’d spent so much time with you?

Exhibit three -

“Hey, Chad! Why the fuck do you hate poor people?!”

You were mortified. “Jungkook! Literally, where did you get that conclusion from?!”

“He plays lacrosse and owns a golf cart!”

You groaned, yanking at his arm away from Chad - captain of the boys’ lacrosse team, and who’d also fortunately passed out on the couch, otherwise Jungkook for sure would have had his face beat in. Though, you’d like to think that Jungkook would win, for sure, but you promised sober Jungkook that you’d take care of drunk Jungkook.

So that was that.

By now you’d contracted a stress-induced migraine, by which your own best friend was accountable for. And you thought - by God, did he have to deal with this every time you went to a party together while you’d run rampant? This had been an eye-opener, and you should definitely be considerate next time because drunk people were babies, and not in the cute way either.

And finally: exhibit four.

“Hey.”

You endured all the pet names, had endured being called the Apple of his Eye, Angel Face, and his Compass Star, because flirty Jungkook had been throwing pet names around all night. You’d seen and heard it yourself. But nothing would have prepared you for what he’d say next.

You glanced at him, just a second to look away from your phone screen. “Yeah?”

His eyes drooped, form slouched, and head atop his folded arms on the countertop. It was just after midnight, and the kitchen was a quiet lull, besides you and Jungkook who were sitting together; and then there was Jimin and Taehyung, and Seokjin by the sink in their own private conversation … and whatever it was that Taehyung was doing. Admittedly you hadn’t been paying much heed nor did you endeavour to find out.

Body curling into himself; Jungkook looked so much smaller than when he stood to his full stature.

“I’ve got it bad,” he mumbled, wistfully, “real bad. So bad - I’m doomed bad. End of the fucking world baaad.”

Your hands rubbed at his nape, tender fingers toying with the longer hairs there. He’d been growing it out, and he looked good. You tucked a tuft of hair behind his ear. “What makes you think that?”

Again - the glossy puppy eyes that gazed up, contemplating you like you’d fallen from heaven.

His smile was meek, as shy as the drawling voice that spoke, “I … I really think you’re my soulmate. I don’t like saying it too much but I … like, love love you, but we’re only best friends. Someday you’ll date for real - instead of flings, I’d have to accept it. I don’t think I’ll be ok, but I will be, jus’ will take time to get over you. Have done it a few times before. I’ll be ok.”

Your hand stilled, fingers still tangled in his locks.

Rendered motionless, like air had been punched out of you from the stomach, unable to bring yourself to salvage the words. Breathless, all you could bring yourself to do was to weakly call his name.

He hadn’t heard you, and he yawned, leaning into your touch. His body trembled with his giggles. “One time, you were sooo drunk. You were so drunk, don’t think you remembered - blacked out. You flirted with me that whole evening. After that … after that I became obsessed with you forever.”

It was with a sinking stomach when you’d realised that you couldn’t recall that night at all.

Gulping, you peered down at the mop of tangled hair on the countertop, wishing for nothing else but to properly see his face, but it was half-hidden where he’d snuggled into his arms.

“Jungkook?” you whispered, gently moving away the hair that flopped over his eyes. “Jungkook?’

No reply. Just steady, heavy breathing.

No reply, because he’d fallen asleep.

It’s a splitting headache that rouses Jungkook from heavy sleep. One of those slumbers where he wakes up groggy, as if he hasn’t rested at all despite it being hours since. He tries to get up, but to no avail. His limbs are leaden heavy, and he collapses back onto his bed within seconds of mustering the strength to hoist himself up.

There are a series of knocks on the door but what’s the point of knocking when Jimin barges in anyway. He snickers seeing Jungkook: a sad, spectacular heap on the bed with a bitching hangover to boot.

“Oh, how the mighty have fallen.”

“Shut up,” Jungkook drawls, barely recognising the cadence of his own voice. He throws an arm over his face, brow tightening as he shuts his eyes to recall anything that happened hours prior, but even that’s too much of a Herculean effort that his brain isn’t willing to commit to at nine in the morning. Hangovers are not worth the night before for this - this is a different kind of hell.

Jimin places a glass and a jug of water on his bedside table. “Good morning to you too, sunshine.”

“Thanks,” he replies. He at least has enough strength to reach for the glass. When he sits up a hand goes instantly to knock against his temple, as if it would stop whatever invisible vice it is that’s squeezing and hammering at his brain from all directions. He notices Jimin’s narrowing scrutiny on him.

“You remember anything from yesterday?”

“Honestly, not really. Just some bits here and there.”

“Blacked out, huh.” If Jimin hesitated it’s only for a split second, he stuffs a hand into his hoodie pocket for his phone. “There’s something I wanna show you. Not sure if you’re gonna like it much.”

“Can’t be that bad,” he says, but Jimin proffers a look, and Jungkook frowns. “... Right?”

Jimin licks his teeth in a way that makes Jungkook’s stomach drop just slightly.

“Famous last words, bud,” is all he replies.

The slide of the back doors from the kitchen is what jerks your head up, followed by the sound of feet pattering on tiles. Suddenly, there’s a rise of anxiousness. Until you drum into your head that, no , this is nothing for you to be anxious about. There are the natural nerves budding that stem from confrontation, and you think this may be it.

Towel around his shoulders and dampened hair swept back, Jungkook doesn’t notice you at first when he appears by the doorway. He walks, gazes ahead like his legs are functioning on autopilot - but when he does notice you, he could have skidded. The way he halts and how his body almost springs backwards into the kitchen as soon as he sees your form huddled on one end of the couch, and how Basil - the frat’s cat, is curled by your lap, peacefully asleep and indulging in the soft stroke of your knuckles on his head.

His expression mirrors a man who wants so desperately to sink into the floorboards. Or to dash back into the hale storm and fully immerse himself head to toe into the hot tub’s waters and never surface again.

The first few seconds of silence is heavy. As if you’re both still trying to process the presence of the other. It’s an uncomfortable silence you’re not accustomed to when with Jungkook. He’s always leaned more to the quiet side of the spectrum; introverted, introspective. But silences had always been comfortable, even when you two clashed.

You endeavour for eye contact but he’s suddenly so transfixed on a shadow upon the wood flooring.

“Hey,” you begin, quietly, like the walls are listening in on you. It’s enough gentle encouragement for him to peer up. He hides his hangover well but the mirth, the glint; the starry eyedness that reflected in his orbs from the night before is absent, and no amount of hot tub therapy could conceal the physical and mental exhaustion.

“Hey.” He sounds almost breathless, smothers the tremor in his voice with a cough. “You’re … you’re soaked.”

“So are you.” Your tone is apologetic, “Sorry I came on short notice, I messaged you but I don’t think you saw it.”

He winces. “Right - sorry. My phone died. Haven’t checked it since.”

You muster a small smile. “I thought as much.”

Another breath. Another nervous lilt in his voice. “I’m sorry. Not just the phone thing but everything I said to you last night.”

You sigh. “Don’t be. It’s just … I’m surprised you remember what you said.”

He takes a breath, bicep flexing when he rubs anxiously at his nape. “I don’t,” he admits. “Jimin told me. It’s in this video he took last night of Taehyung eating cake off the floor, you could hear my voice in the background.”

“Ah. That explains it.” Your lips pursed. “Did you mean what you said?”

His eyes round and flash to yours. He chews his lip, throws a glance at his feet. “... Yeah,” he whispers.

“Not just the alcohol talking?”

“No.”

You’re quiet, continuing to stroke Basil who’s still fast asleep beside you.

“Sor—“

“Stop apologising,” you snap. You didn’t mean to, but his shoulders tense, and it makes you wallow in guilt that only he out of everyone has been able to make you feel. You haven’t thought this through and now you’re here you’re saying all the wrong things and asking all the wrong questions. But you remember it’s him, and recollect yourself. “Jungkook - it’s just … it’s just a lot to unpack.”

You peer up, his nod is slow, but he gets it.

He’s tired, you see it clear as day. See it in the trudge of his walk, the dim in his eyes, and neither of you talk on the way up. Not until you reach his room.

Despite your protests, he insists you help yourself to his draws for a spare change of dry clothes. It’s with that thought when you realise you still have yet to return several shirts to him with the promise of them all being washed and folded; washed and folded they are, but you never have been great at remembering to give them back. Putting it into perspective - maybe it is a little weird. Weird for two people who fall under the label of best friends. But then again you borrowed clothes from your own roommates all the time to the point you sometimes forgot whose is whose. It isn’t weird. Right?

While Jungkook goes for a brisk shower, you peel off your soaked clothes, hang them over a spot on his clothes rack. His room is mostly devoid of personal touch, though there are a few photos of his high school football days and some of him and his friends pinned to a board. Otherwise, he’s never had much interest for interior decoration, but he likes his room clean and uncluttered.

There’s a knock on the door a few minutes later. “Are you …?”

“Yeah,” you say. “I’m done.”

The door cracks open, and Jungkook appears, adorned in another change of clothes. His hair is still damp, fluffed at the patches that have managed to dry and his cheeks are pink from the heat of the shower, but he’s less rugged than earlier. Still tired, though. So tired that you don’t question it when he makes a beeline for his unmade bed and collapses face-first into his pillow. You perch on the edge, pulling his duvet over him.

He wriggles closer to the wall, like he’s making more room for you to sit. You appreciate the gesture and shuffle closer. Outside, the wind still howls.

“You should dry your hair properly,” you murmur, fingers at the damp ends of his nape.

“Yeah … prob’ly should,” he sighs, muffled where his mouth is buried in his pillow.

You came here to talk about yesterday night, but maybe it’s a conversation for another time. You out of everyone should know how strenuous it is to have a heart-to-heart while being victim to a hangover that gives you the same capacity as someone half-dead.

You’re staring blankly at the wall, so occupied with the whistle of the winds, so lost in the strands between your fingertips - that when you peer down you’re met with half-open shining eyes, and a lazy blinking gaze directed upwards at your face.

“Yes?”

“Nothing,” he murmurs, like clockwork, and buries half his face again into the plush of his pillow. It’s enough time for you to catch the shy tilt of his lips before they hid again. It’s almost ironic, how you’re the one next to him while he nurses a hangover when it’s always been the other way round. Here, he’s so vulnerable. Your mind wanders to the possibility - what if it was the other way around? An alternate universe where it was you who serenaded Jungkook with karaoke and confessed.

In whatever reality, you imagine him to confront you in the way you did now. Perhaps approached it a little differently, would perhaps be a little gentler, but he would never give you the cold shoulder.

For now, you both pretend there’s been no drunken confession. Best friends, like how it’s always been, and you’ll discuss it all when the time comes.

At some point you’re lowering yourself next to him; your head on the same pillow, and your bodies beneath the same blanket. He’s warm.

And it’s peaceful, as comfortable as it always has been.

“Oh my God, where the hell’s your shirt? I haven’t seen you swim once so far,” you scoff, and Hoseok pulls a sour face.

“You’re talking big for being the one in the string bikini.”

You look at him in disbelief. “Yeah, but I actually used the pool?”

“Scooch over, babe.”

Your eyes roll skyward as he plops beside you on the loveseat. It’s another weekend, another frat, another party, another excuse for Hoseok to walk around without a shirt because there’s a pool. Correction: a further excuse for hoards of frat boys to walk around without a shirt, but at this point you’re desensitised to it.

The music booms, a dull vibration you feel through the ground.

Kappa Omega is infamous for their extravagant parties (at least, as extravagant as college parties can go). Compared to others it’s vastly over-the-top, with most of the guys getting in through connections just like how their college applications got past admissions, but it is what it is. They’re not all bad people, they hold parties for fundraisers but sometimes it can’t be helped not to feel sour when you see what they blow their money on. The Kappa Omega mansion is so big that you’d spent a good portion of the beginning of the night lost.

“Lucky bastards,” Hoseok mutters. He’s said that several times this evening. He’s only here for the booze and the cheese tray. He pops open another beer, chucks the bottle opener onto the low table in front of him, besides the cheese tray he stole from the kitchen. “Which frat party was it again when you blacked out and dived into the pool fully clothed? I can’t remember anymore.”

“We don’t talk about that, thanks,” you utter, wrapping your long cardigan tighter around your torso. “Have you by chance seen Jungkook around? I thought he’d be here by now.”

He looks up, mid-way from tipping back his beer. “Yeah, I saw him some time ago.”

“What, where?”

“Sat with some food by himself somewhere.” His arm gestures vaguely. “He looked a little sad. You know, in signature Jungkook fashion, you know how he gets sometimes.”

Your form slumps. “Right,” you murmur. It’s been over two weeks since the last time you saw him. Not that it’s unprecedented. He has football among other commitments that strung him away for days and sometimes weeks at a time, and you had your own as well.

Be that as it may, somehow it feels like the both of you are drawing the whole thing out. Not purposely, but definitely unnecessarily. Neither of you brought it up in your messages to each other either, and it hit you recently that, well - you miss him. You’ve seen him around campus, but never for too long. Nothing more than fleeting sightings of him and his disheveled hair in a half-pony while he rushes to class after football practice; a hand usually holding onto a snack while the other held onto the strap of his half-open duffel bag, but you only had time to exchange a wave and a look that held promise of your next meeting. The fact remains that you miss your best friend, and it would kill you for your friendship to be awkward because of what happened. You had every intention to talk to him tonight in person, and no dallying or delays this time.

Hoseok’s eyes squint your way. “What’s going on between you guys, anyway. You guys a thing or what?”

You sigh, “That’s the thing, I have no idea yet.”

“Yet.” His lips purse, contemplating you. “He really likes you, you know. So, like, go easy on him.”

Your eyes narrow. “How long have you known, then?”

“As if it was hard,” he scoffs, sitting back. “Guy wears his heart on his sleeve. You have to be thick as a brick not to notice.”

“Wow. Thanks,” you deadpan.

He stabs his fork into the blue cheese. “You know why him and Yerim broke up?”

“Oh no,” you morose, frowning, “don’t tell me it was because of me. I talked to her after they broke it off and she said it wasn’t.”

“Not entirely. But I think she was bending the truth a little so that you wouldn’t berate Jungkook about it. She’s a cool girl, really nice and a good sport. Knew you two were close and accepted that like a champ. But -” and he pauses for emphasis. A pause which is seconds too long, and then finally he puts his fork down, clutches one of your hands in both of his, and waits for you until you’re hanging on to his every breath while he chews and swallows the remaining in his mouth. He resumes, brightly, “it’s not my story to tell. So you better go and find him.”

You shove him. Harder this time - enough that he topples over, and he cackles obnoxiously.

“Prick,” you laugh, but rise to your feet. Your gaze spans the backyard, the pool. You spot a hot tub, but it’s filled with other students who are laughing and raucous.

“Ok, I’m going,” you announce, glancing at Hoseok who’s still very much captivated by the cheese tray before him. It does look really good. “See you in a bit.”

“Yeah, yeah, bye.”

The problem with knowing so many people, and having the same friends as those people - is that in situations where you try to pull yourself away from yet another drinking game you’re taken by the elbow by someone else. Having all of your mutual friends congregated in one domain that is the Kappa Omega House has made your search for the ever-elusive Jeon Jungkook a grand Pain in the Ass. He’s like gold dust. You’ve texted him but you’ve yet to receive a reply.

“Hey, have you seen Jungkook?”

“I saw him at the front porch a few minutes ago?”

“... Seriously? I’ve literally just been there.”

You even scrambled over a balcony and leaped over a hedge when you tried to get away from Chad’s third invitation to join the game of chicken fight in the pool (a parkour stunt that you like to think would put Peter Parker to shame). You give yourself a quiet moment to catch your breath.

It’s then you realise you’re in a part of the backyard you swear you haven’t been in before. You can presuppose why. It’s dimly lit, less people, and the boom of the stereo is still loud, but is more of a distant noise in comparison to the other parts of the house you’ve been in. Like what the hell, how big is this place?

“Sooo, you’ve found him yet or what?”

You hear the voice before you see the face.

Unbelievable. So you cross paths with shirtless Hoseok for the third time and yet haven’t so much as had a hair’s glimpse of Jungkook.

“Nope,” you reply, quite miserably, hands stuffing into your cardigan’s large pockets. You feel for your phone. He still hasn’t seen your message. At this point you’re one teetering step away from letting go of the remaining wisps of your dignity and yell his name through a megaphone with a hope he'll come to you instead … you’ve probably done that while drunk before but you’re nowhere near tipsy now, and that’s besides the point.

Behind you, Hoseok hums, quite serene. When you look back you see he’s lowered his back onto the grass, his eyelids shut.

Eyes scanning this part of the backyard, it’s a different ambience to the atmosphere by the pool. More relaxed. There are students either sat or lying on the grass in small groups, their conversations a low murmur with the occasional twinkling sound of someone’s laughter rising above it. There’s a slabbed stone pathway that leads further up the grass, which then disappears behind a tall row of hedges, and with that you find yourself on your feet again.

“As much as it pains me to leave, there’s only so much of you I can take in one evening before I go crazy,” you tell Hoseok, who’s unbothered reply is no more than a lazy thumbs up from his spot on the grass.

It gets darker the further away you are from the house, but you’re led by the quiet warm-white glow of the lawn lights that highlight the path. It calms your mind to a lull that puts you at peace, something you desperately sought after your hopeless goose-chase just minutes prior.

The waters of a hot tub glow blue up ahead. You skid to a stop when you come closer and see someone’s in there; shoulders immersed and their head just above the water’s surface. What’s the phrase? When you stop looking for something, it finds you? That’s probably not how it goes, but it doesn’t matter. After futile searching, hedge jumping and greasy frat boy dodging, you finally found him. Of course he’d be in a place like this.

His eyes are dazed, mesmerised by the ripples in the water that his smallest movements create. He hasn’t yet noticed you coming.

You pad closer. “... Jungkook?” and like a switch, his spine straightens, goes rigid as a ramrod at your voice. He’s blinking, head shaking side to side as if to snap himself out of the trance that clouds his head.

“I’ve been looking for you everywhere,” you exasperate.

He blinks. “You … you have?”

You scoff, amused at the way his brows knit. “Yeah,” you sigh, stopping so your forearms can lean on the sides of the tub. “May I join you?”

After a beat of hesitation - “Of course you can.”

You shrug your long oversized cardigan off of your shoulders, and double check that your phone is still in the pocket before you chuck it in a heap on the bench. You secure your footing on the step, eyes intercepting his own. His Adam's apple bobs when the rest of your body comes into view, and you shiver at the breeze but warmth engulfs you the second you’re in contact with the bubbling water.

“Feels good?” he asks, and you sigh contentedly, leaning back.

“Yeah.” If you really wanted to, you could fall asleep right here, right now. “What is it with you and hot tubs? Always knew you had a thing for them but never asked specifically why. Or does it just feel good?”

“Mainly that. The guys on my team use the excuse that it breaks up the lactic acid in your muscles after training, but it just feels good when you’re sore.”

“Huh.” When you crack an eye open, he’s already looking at you.

His lips purse. “Did you want to talk?” and when you nod he sighs, wearily. “I wanted to, honestly. But I … I guess I never felt ready to hear what you’re going to say.”

You frown. “What do you think I’m going to say?”

“I don’t know. That you don’t feel that way about me, which I’m fine with. I was never meant to let it slip, but I ended up saying all the things I didn’t want you to hear yet. And while I was drunk, of all things.”

You consider this, broach your tone carefully. “Were you ever going to tell me?”

His eyes avert to the water. “... Eventually. It would have been after graduation. No step three beyond telling you, no secret ploy to get you to fall in love with me, I only would have wanted you to know how I felt. I’d leave you alone and we’d finally move on with our lives. And what better timing than after graduation? But that’s not how it turned out, did it?” He laughs, but it’s with rueful discomfort.

“How long?”

He exhales. “A while.”

“I see.” You think hard for a second. “Even when you were with Yerim?”

He gnaws on his bottom lip, but you can tell he’s honest when he replies with, “Yeah. But I never pretended she was you.”

“Of course you didn’t, you’re not that type of person.”

At last, he does smile at that, and seeing the tilt of his mouth settles a warmth in your heart.

Part of you wants to ask what happened between him and Yerim, but you think perhaps it’s for the best you don’t know, at least now. It’s not your business nor his obligation to tell you.

Before you could dwell too much on your oncoming words, you continue barging forward or you’ll chicken out from what you’re going to say next.

“Jungkook,” you begin. “What if I said yes?”

A pause.

“What do you mean?”

“If you asked me out, and I said yes.”

He’s so bewildered he looks as if he’s just been slapped. Suddenly, something more serious shadows his features. “You know I’d never want you to date me just because. I’m fine with rejection, seriously, I’ll get over it. But I don’t want you to settle for less than what you want. You deserve someone you want, and if I’m not that person, that’s fine. You deserve -”

“Last time I checked, you don’t get a say on what it is that I do and don’t deserve. Who I deserve is for me to decide, so stop cutting yourself so short because you’re more decent than most of the guys I know.”

He shifts, looks away. “So what are you saying?”

“Should we try it?”

“What if it doesn’t work out?”

“Then it doesn’t work out,” you say, simply.

“But then it’ll be awkward.”

“You telling me that you became obsessed with me after I flirted with you for one evening while I was drunk already made it awkward. Not like we have anything else to lose.”

A breath of air expels from his nose in a chuckle. “Oh, ouch.”

“Jungkook,” you sigh. “It’s so easy to be around you. If it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work out, but how are we supposed to know how it’s going to turn out if we don’t even give it a chance? It’s going to be awkward either way but we’ll figure it out. Like with all the other crap we’ve gone through. I’ve been with enough guys to know that guys like you come far and few between, I trust you enough to want to do this. You’re one of those few guys I know I can trust, alongside Hoseok. Even though he can be a real bitch sometimes.”

Jungkook doesn’t rebuke you, but he laughs. It’s a sound you’ve never been more relieved to hear.

“So what do you think? I don’t want to force you into it. If you don’t want this, I’m fine with it. If you do, I’m fine with that too. Everything on my end is fine, so what about yours?”

If him confessing happened a year, or maybe two years earlier, you don’t think you would have confronted it in the way that you’d done now. You understand why Jungkook wanted to bide his time. You’re stubborn, fiery, and don’t think things through in the way that Jungkook does. If this happened two years ago, you can imagine you’d have yelled at him on impulse, asking him why, why he let it happen.

But there’s a very particular fondness you’ve honed for your best friend that has unfurled in the years of your friendship, to the point you couldn’t possibly imagine yourself putting blame on him for his feelings. It seems being friends with him has really mellowed you. While Hoseok is the friend you’re most similar to, your other pea-in-the-pod, Jungkook is the friend who balances you out. Someone so different to you, yet someone who still knows what makes you tick.

He’s a friend who doesn’t judge, but yet is always first to call you out whenever you’re out of line. A friend who waits until you’re inside of your dorm building before driving away. The type of guy who pays for dinner and doesn’t expect you to pay him back. A friend who makes sure you’re back home safely when you’re drunk, puts a glass of water next to you and watches over you to make sure you don’t choke on your vomit in your sleep.

Finally, after careful consideration, he nods. He nods, finally.

“So we’re doing this then.” You crack a smile, and he finds it difficult to suppress his own.

“Yeah,” he whispers. “Yeah, I guess we are.”

With an unchanging temper, as still and as serene as waters below the turbulent surface - Jungkook is your anchor, he always has been. The anchor that tethers your feet to the earth when the elements threaten to topple you over.

In the blue glow, you shuffle closer forward on your knees.

“Can I kiss you?” you murmur, and he chokes on his saliva, spluttering. You smile sheepishly. “Sorry it’s weird, you don’t have to let me if that’s going too fast. I just … I want to see what it feels like.”

He hesitates. “Are you sure?”

“Pretty sure.”

He mulls it over, but it doesn’t take much thinking. He stares at you, hard. But then you disrupt the stillness with a disarming smile, and unable to resist, he beckons you over. “Come here.”

It’s odd to straddle his lap at first. In the same way it is when you’re getting on a bike for the first time or any kind of first. He doesn’t make any first move, it’s you who he waits to initiate.

The path of your fingers trail slowly upwards, until they’re splayed against his chest. They remain there, and you detect the quick pattering of his heart, the rise of his chest. His breaths are deep but they’re controlled, and he feels sturdy beneath you.

Jungkook is stupid handsome, with the body to match. But that’s not what swells your heart. It’s not what pushes you to move further forward in his lap and finally press your mouth to the seam of his lips before you could think twice.

It’s how tenderly he gazes up at you. With the same sincerity and adoration he’d shown the night he’d confessed drunk. His eyes, an opening to his soul which is a whole other wonder.

When was the last time someone looked at you like that?

The kiss is soft. No sparks, no butterflies on your end - not yet, but somehow it still feels right. Like missing pieces that have finally fallen into place. Warmth and love spills from him. It saturates your body to the very tips of your ears, all the way down to your toes, like a slow, spreading glow. It feels good.

When shy pecks don’t become enough anymore, you get needy, touching and grasping for more of him. His palms press against your lower back, massaging the skin there, and eventually your mouth parts pliant for him.

“Oh,” he croaks, his head leaning forward so his cheek brushes yours. You can’t see his eyes, and you attempt to move but he curtains the planes of his face with his hair.

“What’s wrong?” you ask, having to strain to catch his whisper.

“I’m embarrassed.”

You chuckle, warmth spreading from the spot on your ear that his lips hover over. “How come?”

“Like, there are probably bricks softer than my dick right now. And … I really, really don’t wanna jizz my pants in a Kappa Omega hot tub. I would have hit my lowest point in life if I do.”

“Oh my God.” You’re almost crying, shoulders shaking with how hard you’re laughing.

“Please, I’m so serious right now. I’d never be able to redeem myself.”

“Would jizzing in an obscenely expensive hot tub be so bad?”

“Yes,” he emphasises. “Really bad, actually. Have you heard of that guy who ejaculated in a swimming pool and accidentally got twenty girls pregnant?”

“That sounds like fake news. There’s no way. Sperm aren’t homing torpedoes, Jungkook. They’d be unviable as soon as they’d be in the water. But if you want me to move back, I’ll move back.”

His face is taut, like he’s trying so hard. “Yes, please.” His eyes go stern, but there’s a nervous jitter you feel with the skin beneath your fingertips. “And just because I think it’s worth mentioning, I don’t think we should have sex straight away.”

“Oh. Right. I see,” you deadpan.

It’s his turn to cackle at the dead-set, disappointed look on your face. “What’s with that?”

Your eyes roll. “You know I’m kidding.” You brush the hair out from his eyes. “Jungkook, will you wait for me?”

His expression softens, and he hoists you until you’re pressed impossibly closer.

“Of course I will. However long it needs to be.”

a/n: when jk says you flirted with me the whole night and i became obsessed w you forever, yea that was from b99

originally posted on ao3! thx for reading!!! <33

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