#yandere Seungkwan

[mymoodwriting]

10.2k, trauma, abuse, domestic abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse, needles, drugs, medication, choking, suffocation, accidental murder, temporary death, mentions of suicide, guns, asylum patient, mind control, smut, non-con, manipulation, fingering, handjob, penetration, unprotected sex, yandere (@starillusion13)​

“Found you.”

  The voice sent shivers down your spine. For a moment you were frozen in fear, but as you began to hear footsteps approaching you broke out into a run. You didn’t bother looking back. You knew that voice all too well and your only option here was to run. It was already so late into the night, and nobody else seemed to be around. As you ran you reached for your phone, dialing emergency services. You were running out of breath, looking for a place to hide. As you heard someone answer the phone, a hand was suddenly over your mouth, pulling you back.

“You can’t run from me anymore.”

❤

    Your eyes shot open and you jumped up in bed, breathing heavily as your mind was racing. You gripped the bed sheets tightly, taking in your surroundings and starting to settle back into reality. It was just a bad dream, just another bad dream. You laid back in bed, eyes losing focus as you looked at the ceiling, trying to think of anything else so you could forget this nightmare all the quicker. The problem was it wasn’t the first time you had dreamt of something like that, and it probably wouldn’t be the last.

    Once your mind had settled, and your breathing was even, you got up. You grabbed your phone and stared at the date for a while. It had nearly been a year since you last saw him, even in your nightmares about him, you never saw his face. His voice alone was enough to haunt you. At first you adored it, hearing such sweet words from him, hearing your own name, but now the memory itself made you feel uneasy. Even if you were living a normal life, he still clung to you like a shadow. Sometimes he wasn’t visible, but he was always there, and you could do nothing to get rid of him.

    You had some breakfast and got ready for the day, taking a moment to let the sun wash over you. It was a silly substitute to the warmth you once got from another. You walked over to your bus stop, thinking about what your day would look like, already forgetting about the morning. The day itself was normal, and you figured it would end that way, but I guess that was too much to ask for. As you walked to your apartment you noticed two figures in black waiting outside your door. You thought to run away and call the cops but they noticed you first, waving you over and taking steps in your direction.

“Miss y/n, we’re with the police and have a few questions for you.”

“… pah… police?”

    You were thinking of running, but when they said they were police you let your guard down a bit. The two got close and showed you their badges, detectives Choi and Kim.

“Uh… what is this about… I’m a good citizen and-”

“Can we speak somewhere more private?”

“Yeah… sure…”

    You let the two into your place, offering them something to drink and sitting down with them in your living room. You were visibly nervous, and they noticed.

“You’re not in trouble.” Detective Choi assured you. “We just had some questions for you regarding Wen Junhui.”

“Oh… you mean…”

“I believe he goes by Jun.”

“What’s this about? I haven’t heard from him since…”

“Nearly a year ago he was institutionalized for…” Detective Kim began but stopped. “Well you know the rest. You haven’t had any contact with him since, have you?”

“No. Not at all. He wrote me letters for a while, but I never read them and just sent them back. Eventually he stopped, and I haven’t heard from him at all. Nor did I ever try to make contact with him.”

“But you do know where he is?”

“The facility that has him in their care, yes, I’m aware of it.”

“You said he sent you letters.” Detective Choi continued. “And eventually stopped. You haven’t received anything strange in the mail lately, have you?”

“Nothing at all. As you know I’ve moved, and I doubt he knows my current address. What is this about anyway? Does he have a hearing or something? I was informed he’d remain institutionalized because of his diagnosis and beha… vior…”

    You trailed off as things started to fall into place. It was late at night and two detectives had been waiting for you at your door. Now they were asking if you had any contact with that guy, especially recently.

“He broke out… didn’t he…”

“Unfortunately he-.”

“How!? Those type of places-”

“Please calm down, miss. You’re correct that he has no idea about your current whereabouts, we’re just asking for information about him.”

“Information!? What can I possibly give you? The police report on him says everything you need to know! He’s a stalker, he abused me, he kidnapped me, he locked me up, he nearly killed me! He’s a psycho who got off easy going to some asylum for the mentally insane! And now you’re here telling me he escaped! How exactly do you think I can help you!”

“We just-”

“GET OUT!”

    You expected some decency, for the two to get up and leave on their own. They did get up, but instead of leaving, they locked the door.

“Wa… what are you doing…”

“I’m afraid we can’t leave until we get what we came for.”

    You grabbed your phone and bolted for your room, only for Kim to grab you and pin you against a wall. You tried to break free, but he was much stronger than you.

“Who are you!”

“We’re just trying to help, honest.” Choi said. “We’re trying to find Jun, and you’re our best bet.”

“I want nothing to do with him!”

“We’re well aware of his history with you, and understand you have no ties to him, but he’ll be looking for you. So we need to know everything. If anything strange has happened lately, any friends reach out and seem weird, anything at all. You might not be aware of his presence, but he could be nearby.”

“He… he…”

“Once we’re satisfied we’ll go, and you won’t see us again.”

“No… no, I don’t know anything!”

“Then just let us be sure.”

    You were held still as the other jabbed a needle into your neck. You screamed bloody murder, thrashing around, but soon enough you felt yourself growing weak. You thought you’d pass out, but instead wound up in this drowsy state. Kim set you down on the couch, keeping his hands on your shoulders so you wouldn’t slump over.

“What are you gonna…”

“This won’t hurt, promise, but it might feel weird.”

“Uh…”

    You could vaguely make out Choi getting something from his pocket, like a small tin case. Then you felt something small and cold pressed against the side of your head. It made you shiver, and then you felt some weird tingle, like static in your head.

“Why don’t we do a quick trip down memory lane to make sure we didn’t miss anything.”

❤

“Jun!”

    You ran into the arms of your best friend, your lover, your everything. He picked you up with ease and spun you around before peppering your face with kisses.

“And where have you been all day, my love?”

“Working. Someone has to pay the bills around here.”

“We both pay the bills, not just you.”

“True… and what have you been up to today?”

“Trying out a new recipe for my love.”

“Is that what the delicious smell is?”

“Yes. It’s almost done, so wash up for dinner.”

“Will do.”

    You had known Jun for most of your life, and we’re always so close. It only felt natural that your friendship would evolve into something more. Jun confessed to you with a bouquet of roses and poured his heart out, bringing you to tears. You had both loved each other for a while, but he was the one with courage to say it first. From there everything was like a dream. He was so perfect, and he convinced you to move in with him after a few months. Your life together felt like something out of a fairy tale at times.

“Open wide.”

    Jun loved to feed you, especially when he cooked. Not to mention giving you a bath at the end of the week.

“This tastes divine.”

“Only the best for my love.”

    He cuddled with you every night, and every morning you had to fight with him to let you go. It was adorable, even if sometimes you didn’t have time for it. You knew he did it all out of love, and you couldn’t fault him for that.

“I’m going to be home late tonight, so don’t wait up.”

“What? Why?”

“I’m hanging out with the girls tonight.”

“No, no, no.” Jun reached over and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you back down into bed with him. “Let’s have a movie night together, just the two of us.”

“Hm, that does sound tempting, but I haven’t seen the girls in months now. So a night out is overdue.”

“Do you have to?” Jun pouted. “I don’t want you out alone.”

“I won’t be alone.”

“Yes you will, I won’t be there. It’s gonna be so lonely.”

You giggled. “Don’t be silly, I’ll be fine.”

“Then can I come?”

“Girls night, sorry, I don’t make the rules.”

“No fair.”

    Jun was very reluctant to let you go, but he knew he wouldn’t get you to change your mind about the matter. He called you often that night, just checking in and asking if you needed a ride, wanting to know where you were. After a few drinks though you stopped answering and just focused on enjoying yourself. He didn’t take that well though.

“Y/n!”

“Huh? Jun? What are you doing here? How did you find-”

“Why didn’t you answer your phone, I was so worried!” Jun came over and pulled you into a hug. “I thought something had happened to you.”

“I told you I was hanging out with the girls tonight.”

“And you couldn’t answer my calls or texts?”

“I answered you ten times already.”

“Look at you, your face is burning up. It’s time you came home anyway, let’s go.”

“What, no, Jun.” You pulled away. “The night’s still young, and the party is far from over. I’m fine, so you can go now.”

“No, you’re coming with me. If you can’t even answer your phone, then you’re done.”

“Ya! You’re not my dad! Now go.”

“Y/n-”

“Go.”

“No, you’re coming home-”

“I’m not. I’ll stay with a friend tonight, so don’t wait up.”

Jun laughed. “Hilarious.”

    Jun grabbed your arm, his grasp a lot stronger than before, and he started dragging you away from the others. Your friends immediately got up and tried to get him to let go, but he pushed them all away, and considering most of you were already tipsy, they lost balance quickly.

“Jun!”

“If this is how you’re gonna behave, then you’re not going out again.”

“Jun, let me go!”

    You couldn’t break free, but when you got to the car you started fighting him. He had opened the door for you and was trying to get you in, but you refused.

“Don’t be a brat!”

    Jun slapped you, making you freeze. It wasn’t a hard hit, but your cheek still burned from the impact. You grabbed your cheek with your free hand, slowly looking back at Jun.

“Get in the car.”

    In your state of shock it was easy to get you in the car, he even put your seat belt on for you and then slammed the door shut. You watched him walk to the drivers side, silently getting in the car and driving off. You stayed quiet the whole ride over, waiting for him to open the door and pull you out of the car too. Neither of you spoke until you were in the house.

“I’m sorry about-”

“You hit me… you actually…”

“You’re drunk and-”

“YOU HIT ME!”

“And you weren’t listening to me! I told you I didn’t want you going out tonight, and you completely ignored me.”

“I have my own life you know, a life outside of you.”

“No you don’t. I’m your whole world, and what I say goes.”

“Says who?”

“Me! Nobody knows you like me, and I know what’s best for you. Being out late and drinking, it’s not the best idea, and you shouldn’t be doing that.”

“Oh, unless you’re there, right?”

“You need someone to look after you.”

“I can look after myself. In case you didn’t realize, I was doing just fine without you.”

“Hardly.”

“How did you even find me anyway? I didn’t tell you where I was.”

“That was the first thing that made me worry! I had to use the tracking app to-”

“Tracking app!”

“Yes. The one for couples, so we can always-”

“When the hell did you install that in my phone?! And without telling me!”

    You pulled your phone out of your bag and began looking through your apps, seeing what he was talking about. You couldn’t believe you had never noticed it before. You were about to uninstall it when Jun snatched your phone away from you.

“Ya! Give that back!”

“You won’t be going out for a while, so won’t need it.”

“Excuse me!”

“It’s late, and you’ve had dinner, so you should get to bed.”

“You can’t be serious right now.”

“Very.”

“You’re unbelievable.” You headed for the door. “I swear you’re acting crazy right now.”

“Where are you going?”

“Anywhere else!”

“You are so full of jokes tonight.”

    Jun grabbed your arm again and dragged you to the bedroom. He started stripping off your clothes and you were quick to stop him.

“What are you doing!”

“You’re drunk and need help getting your clothes off so you can shower.”

“Get your hands off!”

“Come on, babe, it’s nothing I haven’t seen before.”

“I said let go!”

    Your actions and words were met with another slap, stunning you into silence once more. You felt tears sting your eyes, and then Jun pressed a kiss to your head.

“I’m sorry, love, that seems to be the only way to get you to listen right now.”

“Please let go…”

“I’m trying-”

“I’ll take a shower and get ready for bed…”

“But-”

“Can you make me some tea?”

Jun smiled. “Of course, baby, I’ll make your favorite.”

“Thank you.”

    Jun gave you another forehead kiss before leaving you alone. You stood in place for a while before stripping out of your clothes and going into the shower. You didn’t know when the tears started mixing with the water, but you stayed there for a while and let yourself cry. The day had started out fine, but now everything felt like a nightmare. Everything you thought you knew about Jun had changed so fast, you felt like the boy you had known, had fallen for, wasn’t even real. Eventually Jun knocked on the door, and you told him you’d be out in a minute. You dried your hair and got into some clothes, meeting him in the kitchen for tea.

“Here you are.”

“Thank you…”

“I’m sorry about tonight, love.” Jun softly pet your head. “I didn’t like you being out there alone. It was better I take you home.”

“Hm…”

    You took a sip of your tea, the warmth making you feel a bit better. Although you tasted something off about it. You couldn’t quite put your finger on it, and while you were thinking Jun tipped the cup towards your lips.

“Drink up while it’s warm, it’ll help you sleep.”

    You wound up drinking every drop so as to not spill anything, and you definitely felt funny. You had been tipsy earlier, and practically sobered up in the shower, but this felt different. You were feeling drowsy, and Jun took your cup from you before you dropped it.

“Jun…”

“Sh, it’s late, you should get some sleep.”

“I don’t… I feel…”

    Your legs gave out and Jun scooped you up in his arms. You could barely make out his face, let alone his words. With whatever strength you had you held onto him, mumbling about what was going on, but you were incapable of getting an answer. Despite your effort to hold on, you eventually fell into darkness.

❤

    You woke with a minor headache, snuggling against your pillow when you felt something cold on your leg. You lazily sat up, thinking your leg wasn’t covered, but it was, so you pulled back the blanket to see a chain. Now you were awake, and you grabbed the chain, following it to the leg of the bed frame, seeing that you were locked up.

“Wa… Jun!”

    You were tugging on the chain when Jun came in, and he immediately stopped you. He could see the look of panic on your face, trying to calm you down.

“Easy there, baby, did you have a bad dream?”

“What is this? Why did you chain me up?”

“Oh, that, just to make sure you’re safe.”

“Safe?”

“You had a crazy night, so you should stay in bed today and rest. This is just a precaution.”

“Take it off, now!”

“Baby.”

“Now! Where did you even get a chain! And about last night, you were acting so crazy! I thought you’d be fine today, but this is unacceptable.”

“I’m just looking out for you and doing what’s best.”

“I can decide that for myself.”

“You’ve shown me otherwise.”

“What?”

“Last night is proof enough. I’ve always been worried about the company you keep and-”

“Stop, just stop it. Get this chain off, and then we can talk.”

“We don’t need to.”

“Jun!”

“Since you’re up, I’ll bring you breakfast.”

“No, Jun!”

    He didn’t listen and left you to struggle with the chain again. When he came back he had you sit against the headboard, setting down a tray for you and trying to feed you, but you refused him.

“Baby, you have to eat.”

“Not until you let me go.”

“That’s for your own good.”

“…”

“Baby-”

    You flipped over the tray, getting food all over him and the bed. He stayed in place for a moment before quietly getting up and gathering the dishes. He left without a word and then came back to properly clean up, removing the stained bed sheets, and anything else that was dirty. You watched him in silence, glaring daggers at him, but he paid you no mind. Your clothes had gotten stained, but he didn’t do anything about that at first. Although when he came back with a glass of water you were confused.

“Here. At least hydrate.”

“No thanks.”

“Seriously?”

“I know you put something in the tea last night… you think I’m gonna trust anything else from you?”

“Hm. I guess that’s fair.”

    Jun drank the glass of water and set it down on the nightstand, going over to his dresser and rummaging around for something. From where you were you managed to see him pull out a small box, then there was a needle and vial in his hand.

“Jun…”

“You need a bath after that ordeal, and if you’re not gonna behave on your own, I have other methods.”

“What is that! Where did you get that!”

“It won’t hurt.”

“Jun!”

    As he approached you tried to get away, but you could only move so far before the chain went taut. Jun crawled onto the bed, and then on top of you, keeping you pinned with his body weight.

“Ju… Jun…”

“It’s just some medicine.”

“Get that away.”

“Sh, sh, sh, just hold still.”

    Jun had always been stronger than you, so he kept you still with ease, exposing your neck and driving the needle into you. The pinch made you close your eyes, and you could hear your own racing heart in your ears. A tear slid down your cheek, and a moment later Jun was wiping it away.

“Don’t cry my love, I’m just doing what’s best for you.”

“Please… let me go…”

“Sh, let’s get you cleaned up, okay.”

    You were already feeling weak, and Jun moved you with ease. You barely noticed when he took off the chain, or began to get you out of your clothes. He disappeared for a moment, and the picked you up in his arms. He took you into the bathroom, removing the last bits of clothing and putting you in a warm bath. He actually felt nice, but that might have been the drugs talking. Jun tended to bathe you on friday nights, so this wasn’t difficult for him. Especially since you were nothing but a doll at his mercy like this.

    At some point you did fall asleep, waking up dressed and in bed like nothing happened. Although the chain was back on your leg. You tried to sit up, but found it difficult to do so and just went back to sleep. When you woke up later Jun was there, helping you up so you could eat. You were still weak, so you couldn’t throw the food like before, but you did keep your mouth shut. That is until Jun grabbed your face and forced a spoon full of food past your lips. You had no choice but to eat, you were hungry after all.

“There you go, that’s a good girl.”

    You never really recovered from that day. Jun kept you chained up and in that drowsy state. You slept a lot, and you had no sense of time besides the daylight, but you couldn’t always trust that. Jun always made sure you ate, and cleaned you up too. You could barely understand anything he said, but you could make out the smile he always had on his face. You were powerless to stop him, but you knew you needed to figure out some way out of this. It was hard to come up with a plan when you could barely think for yourself , but fortune was on your side.

    One morning you had woken up with Jun, getting your face peppered with kisses as he cooed and snuggled against you. When he got up you noticed his phone on the nightstand. He’d be back soon, but you couldn’t waste this opportunity. You crawled over and grabbed his phone, shakily sending a message to a mutual friend of yours, and signing it with your name. You had to be quick, so you only begged them to come over. From there you scrambled to delete the message so Jun wouldn’t find out. As you were putting it back on the nightstand Jun came back and quickly took it from you.

“No, no, no, baby, that’s not for you.”

    You were nervous about getting caught, but after inspecting the phone he didn’t find anything suspicious. Now you could only wait and hope your message had been received.

“I’ll get started on breakfast.”

    Jun tucked you back into bed and went off to start preparations. He was nearly finished when he heard a knock at the door. He wasn’t expecting anything so he was quite perplexed. As he approached the knocking got louder and more aggressive. He checked to see who it was, finding a familiar face on the other side of the door. So he opened it, but only a bit.

“Hello, Misu, what brings you by so early?”

“Here to see y/n and talk about plans for the weekend. Can I come in?”

“Unfortunately y/n is sick and isn’t accepting visitors right now.”

“Oh dear, is it a fever? She rarely gets sick, let me see her.”

“That’s alright, I wouldn’t want you getting sick.”

“It’s no bother. I’m sure you’re tired looking after her day and night, I can give you a bit of down time.”

“No, no, it’s fine. I’ll let her know you stopped by.” Jun tried to close the door, but Misu stopped him. “Yes?”

“I’m not leaving until I see her.”

“She’s sick and-”

“And no one has heard from her in weeks. Not even her job.”

“She’s on sick leave.”

“Prove it.”

“I’m sorry, are you doubting me?”

“Not at all. I just want to see my friend and make sure she’s alright.”

“She is, I assure you.”

“And you expect me to trust you after that night?”

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what you’re referring to.”

“Oh you know, when you showed up unannounced and dragged y/n out of the restaurant. You fucken hit her! Twice!”

“We had a little disagreement and-”

    Jun didn’t get to finish as Misu pushed their way into the house, calling out your name. They didn’t get far before Jun grabbed them.

“If you don’t leave now I will call the cops and have you arrested for trespassing.”

“Go ahead, call them. I’m curious to know which of us will end up in handcuffs.”

    Misu pulled away and stormed into the house, still calling out your name. Jun glared and watched them go, starting to think about what to do. The sound of your name stirred you from your slumber. For a moment you thought you were just hearing things, but it was getting louder and louder. You tried to sit up, but you could barely manage, so you just screamed out for help with your voice, starting to choke on your sobs.

“Holy fuck, y/n!”

    Seeing Misu in your line of sight made you cry tears of joy. They had come, and they knew you weren’t alright.

“What the hell is all this, what happened?”

“Hel… help…”

“Yeah, yeah. I’m going to call the police, this is fucken crazy.”

    Misu dialed emergency services, putting the phone down for a moment and focusing on the chain, trying to figure out how to remove it. You were so focused on them that you didn’t notice Jun coming into the room, not until he had Misu in a choke hold.

“Jun!”

“Sh, sh, sh, don’t worry about this baby, just an uninvited guest.”

    You couldn’t do anything as Jun dragged Misu out of the room. You started crying again, thinking you had made matters worse. In between your sobs you heard a voice, and then realized Misu left their phone, and it was still on a call. You quickly found it, realizing the operator was still on the line. You composed yourself enough to ask for help, telling them you were being held captive, managing to give your address too.

“I know that… give me that!”

    When Jun returned and found you on the phone he quickly took it from you and hung up. He was glaring at you, but before he could say anything he noticed Misu had left her messages open, and there was the one you had secretly sent from Jun’s phone.

“You… you… how could you!”

“Jun, please… please…”

“After everything I’ve done! You, you, how dare you!”

“… please… just stop this…”

“We have to go, we can’t stay here anymore.”

“Jun-”

“Quiet! Not another word from you.”

    You certainly quiet down when you saw Jun with another needle. You could barely struggle beneath him, and felt the pinch on your neck. Jun removed the chain and picked you up in his arms, taking you out to the car, and that’s when you heard the sirens. A weak smile appeared on your lips, feeling a sense of relief. So you let your eyes shut, hoping to wake up in a better place.

❤

“Y/n… y/n, please wake up…”

“Hm…”

    Once again your name brought you back from the void. Everything was a blur as you opened your eyes, your senses slowly taking in the world. You heard a steady beeping noise, the white of the room hurting your eyes. Although your movements didn’t go unnoticed.

“Y/n! You’re awake! Doctor! Doctor!”

    Soon enough you could make out Misu’s face, but your vision was soon blurred by tears as you saw the bruises on their neck.

“Misu… Misu, are you okay…”

“Don’t worry about me, worry about yourself. I’m so sorry I didn’t realize something was wrong sooner. I couldn’t fathom Jun… I’m sorry…”

“He… what happened…”

“He was arrested, and is currently being processed. I already told the police everything, and even asked about getting you a restraining order.”

“… what happened to us…”

“Don’t waste tears on that monster. Everything’s going to be alright now.”

    The doctor looked you over once you were awake.Thankfully your health was alright, you just had drugs you needed to flush out of your system. Although the doctor did mention the withdrawal wouldn’t be pleasant either. Misu promised to stay with you, not planning to leave your side anytime soon. You’d be staying in the hospital for a while, and they’d be your overnight guest. It was weird getting back to normal. The world was no longer spinning and you could actually focus on things and be awake again. The withdrawal wasn’t fun though, but you were in a hospital, so nothing bad could really happen to you.

“What the fuck do you mean he got out!”

    Misu reacted for you when some detectives came by, telling you that Jun had gotten out on bail. He would still be prosecuted for assault, and kidnapping, but for now he was free on the streets.

“What stupid… look at me! Look at her! A guy like that shouldn’t be out of prison!”

“I’m sorry, but that’s the law here.”

“What if he comes here, tries to threaten us to drop the charges?”

“We’ll have someone posted outside until the court hearing.”

“Unbelievable.”

“Misu… we’ll be okay… right?”

“Of course. You heard them, we’ll have our own security detail, and I doubt that asshole knows where we are anyway. No one’s gonna talk to him and tell him. We’ll get him arrested at court and get that restraining order as well.”

    Misu’s words reassured you, so you could rest easy. You had a date set, so now you had to wait for that. It gave you some piece of mind, and that’s all you could ask for right now. Once you were better you were allowed to go to the garden to get some fresh air. You’d probably be discharged soon, and Misu offered you to stay with them while you figured out what to do next. Your other friends also came to visit you, glad to know you were alright and also apologizing. You didn’t blame them though. You and Jun had always been so perfect, but things just went south so fast. You thought everything would be alright now, but that wasn’t the case.

    You were sleeping peacefully when you heard some noises outside your room. You groggily woke up, seeing someone come into the room. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes, seeing the white coat and believing a doctor had come to see you. It was strange to have a visit at night, but you figured it was for good reason. Before you could ask there was a rag in your face, and you were pushed back against your pillow. Now that they were close you could see their eyes, and you’d recognize those anywhere. You tried to scream and squirm, but the chemicals were already taking hold.

    When you had gotten weak he stepped away, doing the same thing to Misu who had not woken up from the commotion. You could barely keep your eyes open, and you certainly couldn’t scream for help. Once Jun was done with her, he brought over a wheelchair, getting you into it, and putting a mask on your face. He gently pet your head and mumbled something about taking you home, but you couldn’t do anything to stop him. He wheeled you right past the officer posted outside your room, even greeting them on the way out. You desperately wished to say or do anything, but you were barely holding onto consciousness.

    You could barely make out the elevator ride, but you were aware enough to realize you had been taken to the parking garage. Jun easily got you into the backseat of the car, laying you down and wrapping you up in a blanket. He found your attempt to struggle adorable, but just told you to get some rest and that everything would be alright. You couldn’t fight the drugs for much longer, and ultimately passed out. Completely unaware of what awaited you when you woke up.

❤

    The new place was so unfamiliar to you, the first thing it did was strike fear into your heart. You felt like no one would find you, and that’s exactly what Jun wanted. You woke up as you arrived, Jun carrying you inside and into the bedroom. Of course he chained you up again, but things were different this time. You weren’t on his drugs anymore, and now that you were awake, you were gaining back your strength. You couldn’t just be weak this time.

    So when you had the chance you attacked, grabbing Jun from behind and trying to choke him out. He was quite surprised by your actions, but he still had the upper hand. He slammed you down on the bed and pried your hands off him. You would have thought he’d scramble away, but instead he quickly pinned you down, glaring daggers at you. Of course you were afraid, but you couldn’t just let that fear take over and make you helpless.

“When did you get so brave?”

“You should be in prison!”

“And away from you? Do you have any idea how agonizing these last few days have been without you?”

“They’ve been heaven for me.”

“Liar!”

“It’s true! Being away from you, being free! I don’t know what happened, but you’re not the Jun I fell in love with!”

“I am! I’m the same Jun you’ve known your whole life.”

“No you’re not!”

“Yes I am! The same man who has loved you for years, who couldn’t bear the thought of you being with another! I’ve always loved you so deeply, I can’t live without you! Don’t make me lose you again… please…”

“This isn’t love! You kept me trapped at home like some animal and-”

“You were gone! Out in the world without me, and I didn’t know if you were alright. You scared me to death that night, I couldn’t handle the thought of losing you again. I had to keep you safe!”

“This isn’t how you keep someone safe! This is kidnapping and-”

“It’s just the two of us. No one will find us here, we’ll be okay, and we’ll be together, that’s all that matters.”

“You’re crazy if you think I still love you after all this…”

“Don’t say that… I know you love me…”

“I don’t know you…”

“…”

    You could see the heartbreak in Jun’s eyes, and it terrified you. He was acting like a total psycho, yet it seemed like his feelings for you were sincere. It made you wonder if he was always like this, if you had never known this side to him. Although the answer was clear as day now. He had always been so clingy, never really letting you go out without him, and even when you did, he’d check in every hour or more. You were so blinded by love you couldn’t see the warning signs, no one around you really did.

“Liar… you’re a fucken liar! You think you can just throw away all those years of our love! All your stupid so-called friends have been feeding you lies! Taking you away from me when I’m the only person you need! Because of them you were in the hospital! Because… you called them… you were the one… you betrayed me!”

“Then just kill me already! I’d rather be dead than be locked up with you!”

“You don’t mean that!”

“If you won’t do it, I’ll do it myself!”

“Liar! You… you… if you don’t love me anymore, then I can’t let you love another! It’s only me!”

“What-”

    In the heat of the moment Jun wrapped his hands around your throat and started to squeeze. You didn’t register what he was doing at first until you found it difficult to breathe. You reached up to get him off, but he didn’t budge.

“Ju… Jun… Jun…”

“You’re mine, and only mine!”

“… jun…”

    You couldn’t hold out for long, the edges of your vision going black. You said you’d kill yourself just to get away from him, but you didn’t think he’d do it himself. The lack of oxygen weakened you by the second, so you stopped fighting all together and just let it happen. This may not be how you pictured your end, but you’d take it if it meant freedom. Jun didn’t let up either, not until you stopped moving. Then he realized what he had done.

“Y/n… y/n! Y/n, wake up! Wake up, I’m sorry! I’m sorry, please, y/n, wake up!”

    Jun shook your body, quick to begin CPR, and not stopping until you took in a breath. He was so relieved, and held you tightly, weeping into your chest.

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… please forgive me…”

    You could barely make out his words as you were taking in life again. Relieved and disappointed all at once. Silent tears slid down your cheeks as you were left to wallow in your meaningless future.

❤

    Jun couldn’t apologize enough for his actions, but he vowed to treat you with such care. Although that was difficult as you were still upset with you. He struggled to get you to eat, or even look at him. He may not have access to the medicine he gave you before, but your lack of nutrition was making you weak.

“My love, you have to eat.”

“…”

“I won’t let you die like this, so please, you have to keep up your strength.”

    At times he’d have to force feed you, even if a bit, just to make sure he wouldn’t lose you. Still, he could see such emptiness in those eyes, and it pained him dearly. No matter what he did, it seemed like that spark was gone. You on the other hand truly felt like a living corpse, but a part of you still thought of escaping. It took days, maybe even weeks, it was hard to tell time anymore, before you found your chance. The chain only ever came off when you needed to take a bath, so that was your time to act.

    When you had the chance you shoved Jun out of the bathroom and quickly locked the door behind him. He immediately panicked, but you focused on what you needed to do. You only had a bit of time, and your strength wasn’t what it used to be. You turned on the shower head, trying to fill the tub faster, grabbing a bunch of things and throwing them into the water all together, splashing it around a bit to give the illusion you were attempting to drown yourself. You heard the panic in his voice, knowing he was putting together pieces you had laid out, so now was your chance.

    There was a small window in the bathroom, one you had never seen locked. It was just big enough for you to squeeze through, even if it would be painful. You forced it open and began to crawl through, grateful you were on the ground floor. Once you were outside you didn’t hesitate to get up and run. You weren’t trying to go far, you didn’t have the time for that, so the plan was to go to the neighbors for help. You saw a light on in one of the houses down the street and ran over to it, frantically banging on the wall and asking for help. Soon enough there was an answer and you let yourself in, telling the home owners to call the police, that you had escaped from your captor.

    You were glad they believed you, and you stayed with them, out of sight, until the police showed up. Of course you had been missing this whole, so your escape brought relief to many around you. Although you had been worried about Jun escaping, the police had him in custody, and you saw him being taken into the back of a police car. That is until he saw you and went ballistic. He got away from the officers holding him and made a run for you. Thankfully he didn’t get close, but the possibility itself terrified you.

“Y/n! You’re okay! You scared me back there! Please, baby, tell them there’s been some mistake! Y/n! Y/n, look at me! Y/n!”

    You hid behind a friend of yours that showed up, keeping your tears to yourself and trying to ignore his words. You were trembling, just wanting everything to stop. It wasn’t until you were told he was gone that you could lift your head. Relief washed over you, and you were properly taken care of from there. He didn’t get bail this time, just kept locked up until the trial. Now you were dreading that, not wanting to see him again, but you had no choice if you wanted to make sure he was behind bars. Although sadly that didn’t go to plan.

    His lawyer pleaded insanity, going over all the things he had done to you, and stating how that proved Jun was mentally unwell. His behavior at the trial certainly convinced everyone else too. The whole time he couldn’t keep his eyes on you, on occasion whispering your name and an apology. Asking if you were alright, if you had eaten, completely ignoring the trial itself. Everything he did to you was out of love, even you couldn’t deny that, and his lawyer used that to his advantage. In the end he got a proper diagnosis and was sent to a mental asylum for treatment. That wasn’t really what you wanted, but as long as he was away from you and couldn’t hurt anyone, it was good.

    You couldn’t really go back to the place you called home. You did try, but he was everywhere, not to mention the letters you received practically every day. If you truly wanted to get better you had to move on with your life, move on from him. So you did. You sold the house and got your own apartment, moving away and losing some friends along the way. You had to do what was best for you. It took a while, but you slowly started living again, but your heart remained still. After all that, you couldn’t possibly trust anyone with it ever again.

❤

“Hm… there really is nothing…” Choi said. “I kinda expected… something…”

“I guess she really hates him.” Kim added. “You know that boy never shut up about you, kinda feel bad for the sucker now.”

Your head was pounding, so many memories being dragged to the surface at once, you could barely make sense of the present.

“… who… who are… you… really…”

“No one important. We’ll keep an eye on you though.” Choi stated “Jun is bound to find you.”

“No… no, please…”

“Don’t worry. We won’t let him get you, we just want him back in his cage.”

“Huh?”

“Nothing to worry about. Let’s go.”

    You felt something get take off your head, the static feeling finally starting to fade away. You could see the other two making their way to the door, and you tried to get up, but ultimately collapsed to your knees. You heard the door open, and then there was a crash. Kim landed next to you, knocked out from the impact. You were starting to get your stability back, looking up to see an impossible sight before you. Choi was dangling in the air, clawing at his throat, struggling to breath. You thought you were still delicious, moreso when you saw a third party in your apartment. The figure stepped closer and closer, ultimately coming into the light and making your eyes go wide.

“… no… no, no, no… it can’t be…”

“… how… how did you…” Choi choked out. “… how…”

“It was easy.” Jun laughed. “I saw you scoping out my old home, and I followed you from there. I knew you’d lead me right to her, so it was a matter of waiting.”

    The gentlemen in the air suddenly flew out the window, making you scream and cover your head. You then heard footsteps approach, crushing glass along the way. You were too scared to look, wanting to believe this was all just another nightmare. Your desires didn’t do anything for you as you felt a hand grab your chin and force your gaze to meet theirs.

“Found you… I finally found you, my love.”

“… you… you’re not real… you can’t…”

“Sh, I know it’s shocking. I can’t quite believe you’re real either, but you are, and so am I.”

“… no…”

“My poor baby, you must have missed me so much. I know things didn’t go well last time, but this time it will be perfect. You and I-”

    Kim had regained consciousness, immediately drawing his firearm, only for his weapon to suddenly be pointed up, and all rounds emptied into the ceiling. You screamed after the first shot and covered your ears.

“You dare to try and hurt my lover?!”

“Subject 074, you’re to return to containment!”

“I didn’t escape, just to go back. I will thank you for the blessing though.”

    Once the gunshots had stopped, you took a moment to settle down. Whatever this was, you couldn’t stay, so when you had the chance you ran for the door. You only took a few steps before you lost your footing and found yourself floating up in the air. You screamed over the sudden levitation, not understanding what was happening.

“I’m sorry love, I know this must all be so scary and confusing, but I can explain.”

“… pu… put me down…”

“Of course.”

    You tried to run away, but the door slammed in your face. Even though it wasn’t locked you couldn’t get it open, as if something heavy was blocking it. You eventually gave up and collapsed to the floor curling up and shutting your eyes. You heard footsteps approaching, flinching when you felt a hand on your head.

“Sh, sh, my baby, everything’s going to be okay, I’m back now.”

“No… no you can’t… the police…”

“They can’t keep me away from you, no one can.” Jun smiled. “I should get rid of our uninvited guest first though.”

    You didn’t know what that meant, but you made the mistake of looking over as Kim was also tossed out the window. You hid your face again, starting to sob. This was the worst nightmare you had ever had.

“We should probably go somewhere else.”

    You suddenly began to feel dizzy, as if the ground beneath you was moving. You opened your eyes, confirming that wasn’t the case, but not feeling well regardless. Jun watched you with a fond smile on his face, petting your head some more and softly cooing you to sleep. For whatever reason you couldn’t resist, not even if the adrenaline of all these events should keep you awake. The last thing you saw was Jun’s wicked smile, hoping this was all just a dream.

❤

    You woke up peacefully, hoping to find yourself in bed, but that wasn’t the case. You sat up and found yourself in some kind of glass cage. There was no top, but the walls were too high, and there was no way for you to climb out. Around you there was nothing but darkness, and you thought you were alone until Jun showed his face.

“There you are.”

“… no… no you can’t… you’re not… this is just another dream… just another bad dream…”

“Oh, did you dream about me? I did too. Both at night and during the day. I missed you so dearly my love I was going insane.” Jun laughed. “I guess my love for you did work in my favor.”

    You were still uncertain about this whole thing, but you were so confused more than anything. You wanted nothing to do with him anymore, nothing at all, but something was very different about him, very wrong.

“How… how did you escape… you’re supposed to be… medicated and… and…”

“Out of my mind? Please, I was never sick to begin with, so there was nothing to treat. Everyone thought my love for you was psycho, but they were wrong, even you.”

“… me?”

“You couldn’t understand that everything I did for you was because I loved you, because I had to protect you.”

“That wasn’t love…”

“Not what most would think, but that’s the only thing that dictated my actions.” Jun came up to the glass, a deranged look on his face. “I love you, y/n, always. Now we can finally be together, and no one can ever take you away from me.”

“No… no this isn’t right, this isn’t love.”

“Silence!” Jun took a breath. “Everyone always says that, but they’d happily use it to their advantage. You know a lot’s been happening these last couple of months.”

    Even if you were scared, there were still things you wanted to say. Although now they all seemed to be stuck in your throat.

“At first I was in that asylum. Taking pills and talking to doctors, everyone trying to fix me, but you can’t fix what isn’t broken. Then they came along… I know what you might be thinking, who, but even I don’t know that. What I do know is they took me somewhere else, somewhere special. They said I was special, that I had great potential. I think it was just cause I appeared crazier than the others, but that’s when the real fun began. Needles, and drugs, and blood, and pills, and torture… I was their human lab rat… for what I’m not sure, but I can’t deny the results.”

    Jun started laughing again, and then you began to notice things start to float up in the air. He knew you were watching, so he began to make the items move around with ease. Then it finally clicked, this was all his doing.

“Power, like nothing else. Telekinesis, that’s what they call it. Isn’t it cool? The power to move things with my mind. They were certainly happy with me, telling me I was a good investment, wanting to move on to the next phase, but I only cared about one thing, you. It honestly wasn’t that hard to escape, they doubted my skills, not to mention my other powers.”

    In the blink of an eye Jun disappeared, and then he stood right before you, inside that glass cage with you. He quickly cornered you, keeping you pressed up against the glass and pinned by his own body. He had that devilish smile on his lips, and you wanted to look away but he grabbed your chin.

“They were really no match for me. The only hard part was finding you again. You completely disappeared, leaving behind no real trace. I guess I got lucky seeing those two snooping around. I would have found you anyway, but they sped up the process.” Jun stared at you fondly. “It’s good to see life in those eyes again. I missed it.”

“…”

“Ah, right, the other thing. You can speak your mind love.”

    It was a strange feeling, this heaviness in your chest suddenly disappearing. Your throat didn’t feel constricted anymore, so you tried speaking, surprising yourself with the results.

“Who are you…”

“Jun, Wen Junhui, the one and only.”

“You’re lying…”

Jun sighed. “This again. Why do you lie to yourself, are you so afraid of loving me?”

“You’re not Jun.”

“Of course I am.”

    His lips were suddenly pressed against yours, kissing you deeply, kissing you with hunger. Despite everything you had said so far, you couldn’t deny the familiarity you felt. When he pulled away you were both out of breath, but he was far from done with you. He latched onto your throat, kissing and sucking on your skin, marking you up in ways no one had in so long. You couldn’t resist it, not having felt this way in months, not having been touched in such a manner either.

    While Jun’s lips were on your neck, his hands were running down the side of your body, caressing you and squeezing. They wrapped around your waist and then moved down to grab your ass, making you jump, and he chuckled, calling you cute, but continuing. His hands began to tug down your pants, and you tried to stop him, only to have your hands slapped away. He bit down hard on your shoulder, giving you a warning to behave.

“You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for you baby, and I know you’ve been yearning for me too.”

“No… no… you-”

“Your body doesn’t lie.” Jun hissed. “Just relax baby and let me take care of you.”

    You felt like you were melting under his touch. Every little skin to skin contact sending sparks across your body. Once he had access he didn’t waste any time to grab your crotch, starting to rub you through your panties. You bit your lip to hide your moan, only for him to notice and kiss you. Forcing your lips to part and making you moan into his mouth.

“That’s my girl.”

    Jun was just as impatient as you, soon enough moving your panties aside and teasing your core directly. He began to rub your clit, sending more tingles down your spine, and when he pushed a finger into you without warning you threw your head back. You nearly hit the glass but Jun moved you forward just enough to miss it. He loved the look on your face, especially knowing he was the cause of it. He just wanted to see more and more of it, having had his imagination for the past few months, and now finally having you in his grasp again.

    You were too focused on your own pleasure to remember the circumstances of your situation. Not having felt this way in so long, you were easily giving in to your carnal pleasures. It also didn’t help that Jun knew, and knew exactly what to do to make you his. Your body began to move in rhythm with his, your hips moving on their own, and your hands mindlessly looking for what you wanted. Jun was a step ahead of you, already having his pants at his ankles, making it easy for you to grip his cock. He let out a groan when you wrapped your hand around him.

“You really did miss me, you can’t lie.”

“Just… just shut up… and…”

“Fuck you?” Jun chuckled. “Anything for you.”

    He got sloppy fingering you, just wanting to get you ready as fast as possible, but he couldn’t hold out for long. Whatever bits of clothing you had that constricted his access to you were torn up, and soon enough your legs were wrapped around his waist.

“You want me baby?”

“Hm… yes, please…”

“You gotta say the magic word.”

“Please…”

“Nope, you gotta tell me what you want, and from who.”

“You… I want you to fuck me, please…”

“And what’s my name? What’s the name of your lover? The name of the one who owns our heart? The name I haven’t heard in so long.”

“… Jun…”

“Who?”

“Jun, please, please… fuck me.”

“With pleasure.”

    He wasn’t going to tease you any longer, and ready or not, you were going to take everything. In a swift motion he pushed into you, making you cry out his name in ecstasy. You had been stretched out like that in so long, and no one else besides Jun ever had the pleasure of doing so. He gave you a tiny moment to feel him before his basic instincts took over and he began to move. He was relentless, making up for lost time with each thrust, and making your eyes roll to the back of your head every time. His name spilled out of your mouth like a confession and a prayer all in one. Soon enough there was nothing in your head but him and what he was doing to you.

    As Jun got close to the edge he held you tighter, keeping you right where he wanted with ease. Although he wanted you to climax first, pressing you against the glass and using a free hand to rub your clit. He didn’t need to play with you for long before your vision went white and your body shook for him, squeezing him tighter and pushing him to his own climax. You could feel the warmth inside you growing and growing, feel him throb inside you. It brought tears to your eyes, reminding you of everything you had missed. Your body was spent, but Jun was far from done with you.

    He stayed put inside you, gently rocking his hips and making you tremble with the tiniest of movements. You could feel him getting hard again, knowing what came next and that you were powerless to stop him. He had a lot to make up for, and a lot of frustrations to get out. He worked you over for your second climax, and third, and fourth, and then it all blurred together into one. Somehow you could take, even if you felt like your body was way past its limit. Something in your mind keeping you in that perpetual state of bliss. You had lost count of how many times Jun spilled his seed inside you, but you could feel the overflow, and it was so nice.

“Had enough yet, baby girl?”

“Hm… I… I…”

“You don’t know? Did my precious girl get stupid on my cock?”

“…”

“I’ll take that as a yes. Why don’t you close your eyes and take a nap for me love, I got you.”

    Just as quick as you found yourself floating in a sea of bliss, you felt a calm darkness wash over you. The exhaustion made it so easy to just pass out by his words.

❤

“Wake up, y/n.”

    You inhaled softly as you opened your eyes, still in an unfamiliar area. You looked around, seeing some sort of lab equipment around, but nothing you really recognized. Then you realized you were strapped down in this metal chair, something similar to what you’d find at the dentist’s office. You tried pulling on the restraints, but it was no use. Your body ached with exhaustion over the previous events. Which brought it all to the forefront of your mind, making your eyes go wide. You couldn’t believe that after all this time you had merely let Jun take you like that. You barely even put up a fight.

“Don’t beat yourself over that.”

“Huh?”

“I might have cheated there. I need you exhausted for this next part, and I figured I could kill two birds with one stone.”

“What are you talking about…”

“It felt good though, better than before, right? I know your memory might be fuzzy, but I promise it was way better. And we can do it again, and again, in the future.”

“What is this… what are you doing…”

“Right. That. I mentioned I had other powers besides telekinesis. You saw me teleport, so care to guess what the other one is?”

“…”

“Telepathy.”

  You screamed upon hearing his voice inside your head, pulling on the restraints again in a frantic panic.

“Easy there, easy. I’m not gonna do anything bad.”

“You… you manipulated me back there! You made me-”

“Oh please, you know you want me, and no one else. I was just making sure you felt extra good. Telepathy can be so fun when you figure out how to manipulate the brain.”

“Get out of my head!”

“You wound me with your words, but I forgive you. I’m gonna make it all better.”

“You psycho!”

“Everyone keeps calling me that, but what are you going to do? Even if you’re upset with me, that doesn’t change the fact you’re tired, and I can do what needs to be done.”

“Wot… what is that?”

“Fix us. Fix you.”

“What!?”

“It’s simple really. I’m just going to get rid of all the bad things, and only leave the good. Remove that terrible night where everything went wrong and go from there.”

“You can’t do that!”

“Yes I can. It’s all I ever wanted to do since that day, and now I have the power to do just that.” Jun came over to pet your head. “It won’t hurt at all, just a fuzzy little tingle while we talk and get things straight.”

“… no… stay out of my head!”

“Don’t be scared, I’m going to put everything back in place, and we’ll both be together again, like nothing ever happened.”

“Don’t… don’t, please…”

“Sh.” Jun kissed your head softly. “I’m gonna fix our love.”

(II)

#seventeen #svt #jun #wen junhui #psycho #scoups #mingyu #choi seungcheol #kim mingyu #seventeen au #seventeen scenarios #seventeen imagines #psycho au #jeonghan #joshua #hoshi #wonwoo #woozi #dk #the8 #seungkwan #vernon #dino #yandere

[hooshix]

Short Drabble 1

1:15 AM

You could feel it. You could feel his stares while going back home. You wanted to turn around but you couldn’t. Now you were mad at yourself for not accepting the offer Kihyun gave you on dropping you of today. You knew if you went home you would just let him in your house without you wanting it so you thought about just going to the nearby hotel and booking a room there for the night.

Reaching the hotel you entered and went straight to the receptionist. Booking a room you got the keys. You could still feel his stares and presence so you just thought of sitting in the lobby for some time.

After a while you thought about going in your room even tho you still felt that uncomfortable presence. You just thought about going in the elevator,pressing the button and after reaching the floor and in front of your room you just have to close the rooms door as fast as you could. Nothing would go wrong right?

Reaching the floor you came out of the elevator. You opened the door in a hassle as you entered the room. You were about to close the door when a hand and a leg stopped you from doing so. With all your strength you tried kicking his legs but he somehow entered the room making you fall back on the floor.

The man looked at you as he snickered at you. Standing up you tried pushing him out but to no vail.

“Darling,stop trying. It’s not going to work.”

You froze as you heard the similar voice. The voice which made you hate yourself. The voice who made you question everything you did. You were disgusted of that voice more then anything. Not only the voice but also of the person.

Looking up you saw him. The person who made you feel this was. You thought he went in jail for like forever for the things he did. Did he somehow escape? Did he bribe them? How is he here in front of you? Will he again try to ruin you? Will he again play those dirty games with you? For his satisfaction? And then say he loves you? You had so many questions in your mind but you were just frozen. You just looked at him with wide eyes as you trembled. You wanted to kick him out but after seeing him all the bad and traumatising memories came back which you just wanted to forget.

“Why? Cat got your tongue? Ah, you’re scared. You should have known Y/N. The amount of power I hold. It was easy for me to bribe those shits. I guess you had a lot of in these three months. But now you will never see the light again and I will make sure of it. I make a promise that you won’t and you know how serious I am. Now let’s go.

He was about to hold your arm but you moved away as you shook your head. Sucking back all the tears which were about to come out.

“No. No. I am not going back to that life again! Why don’t you just leave me alone! Why don’t you just go and find someone new. Please Jeonghan….I am really done with this relationship we had. I don’t want to see you again.”

You said that while almost begging him for you to leave him alone. You could see how Jeonghan rolled his eyes as he clicked his tongue. He slowly came closer to you as he held your shoulders firmly.

“Y/N. I am never leaving you alone. Get that in your pretty little head. You were mine since the day I saw you. You will be mine till you die.”

You saw how his eyes flashed red making you tremble. Now he will either torture you to death and then suck your blood out or he will suck your blood out till you pass out. In both ways it was terrible. What were you thinking when you thought about getting in a relationship with a fucking vampire?

“Now….let’s go darling because you’re in for a long night~~”

Saying this he dragged you out of the room with him.

#yoon jeonghan #seventeen #seventeen yandere #Yandere!jeongan #vampire!jeonghan #Mingyu #Wonwoo #seungkwan #Woozi #seungcheol #Jeonghan au #Joshua

[writeformesinpie]

for the game, how about...

corrupt, despicable, delicious, taunt? (or any variation of them!)

love ya!!

None for corrupt or despicable. These are not edited so not sure how it sounds just copying and pasting hehe

Delicious:

“You smell delicious,” he whispers, his tongue trailing down your neck. “How am I supposed to have any self control when you’re dressed like this?”

Diavolo x reader (from the yandere 2k follower event - coming soon)

His lips look delicious so you lean in to give them a taste flicking your tongue against them before he wraps an arm around your neck and up into your hair pulling you into a soft kiss. He tastes like a sunny day, like a walk in an orchid, like a gentle breeze on a summer night. It’s something you could get used to.

Mingyu x reader (This is for the sinful collab that is meant to be coming out in October!!!! ahhh I need to write these quicker lol lol)

Just looking at all its delicious curves and colours has you salivating.

Also from the Mingyu x reader one - am I using delicious too much? 😭

Taunt/s:

“I’d rather die,” you answer his taunts with clenched teeth, the hours of standing at attention starting to drain you.

Vernon x reader (from the 17 collab with you <3 lol coming December 14th)

The clock’s cruel ticking taunts you as it hangs just below the exit sign as you try in vain to keep your attention on your work. It’s no use. He’s all you can think about.

Diovolo x reader again - his fic is delicious haha

Send me a word from my wip ask game

#tana 🥰 #ask game #wip game #current WIPs #vernon x reader #mingyu x reader #diavolo x reader #kpop smut #anime smut #yandere diavolo #obey me fic #svt fluff #svt smut #vernon x seungkwan

[yunjinified]

Jeonghan fic recs

✿=personal favourites

note: this list will constantly be updated. In all of these fics the reader is either gender neutral or female. Posted this for Jeonghan's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONGHAN

red horn by @himbocoups warnings and genre: devil!jeonghan, innocent!reader, fantasy, supernatural, smut, pwp, flirting, food mention, office, bondage, light choking, creampie, dirty talk, fingering, oral, pet names, pnv, praise, jeonghan fucking you with devil horns, reader wears lingerie, reader's first time, multiple orgasms. word count: 5400

manipulative by @sxfthannie warnings and genre: yandere!jeonghan, mild manipulating. word count: 780

angel of the night by @00angelyoon warnings and genre: husband!jeonghan, established relationship, newly weds, smut, fluff, pet names(darling, baby, pretty girl, angel), mean dom!jeonghan, sub!reader, degradation, slight praise kink, multiple orgasms(fem receiving), oral(fem receiving), fingering, lingerie, swearing, teasing, mentions of food. word count: N/A

we get along infamously by @seungkwansphd series warnings and genre: coworker!jeonghan, smut, fluff, angst, enemies to lovers, rivals to lovers, emotional constipation, secret relationship, meet cute ugly, makeup sex, dad!seungcheol, dad!dk, college friend!joshua. word count: N/A, 3 chapters, 2 prequels.

23:48 by @sluttyminghao warnings and genre: smut word count: N/A

blueberries by @sunnylovespickles warnings and genre: yoga instructor!jeonghan, smut, impact play, public sex?, multiple orgasms, dom-sub themes, counting, sadist jeonghan, multiple positions, pull out method, recording, controlled orgasm, use of 'sir'. word count: 2000+

beef by @wondernus warnings and genre: one shot smau, humor, e2l. word count: N/A

pathetic series by @leejihoonownsmyheart series warnings and genre: dub con, smut, frat boy!jeonghan, college student!y/n, best friend!jeongyeon, soft dom to hard dom!jeonghan, mean!jeonghan, submissive!y/n, heavy degradation, light masochist!y/n, sadist!jeonghan, mild pain kink, vaginal fingering, cunnulingus, creampie, spitting, slapping, mentions of safe words but they are never used, big dick!jeonghan, blowjob, slight public play, phone sex, y/n has a humiliation kink, mentions of aftercare. word count: N/A, 8 chapters, 1 bonus content.

heaven angel by @jeonghantis warnings and genre: university au, frat boy!jeonghan, fwb, smut, a bit of angst, language, house party scene, gossip, bathroom sex, unrequited crush, reader has commitment issue, reader is a bit mean, mentions of piss and shit but not in a sexual manner. word count: 4100

call me by his name by @sweetlemontart warnings and genre: smut, established relationship, fluff, sub!reader, angry hard dom!jeonghan but actually soft dom, unprotected sex, oral (fem receiving), fingering, degradation, choking, hair pulling, spanking, creampie, slight dacryphilia, orgasm denial?, mentions of mc's past relationship with ex!seungcheol. word count: 8600

rain and kisses by @babyleostuff warnings and genre: fluff, drabble. word count: N/A

mirror, mirror on the wall by @ikigaisvt warnings and genre: dom!jeonghan, sub!reader, smut, mirror kink, dirty talk, begging, mean!jeonghan, teasing, orgasm denial, overstimulation, masturbation(male), use of vibrator, cum, talk of exhibitionism, pet names(reader: doll, slut/my slut, sweet thing, baby, poor thing, pretty angel / jeonghan : hannie, baby). word count: 1000

Seungkwan's and Jeonghan's friend swap Pt.2 by @bitchlessdino warnings and genre: smut, mature themes, mentions of alcohol, brief mention of substance in drink, bathroom sex, dom!jeonghan, mirror sex, fingering, standing back shots, praise kink, one night stand. word count: 2700

no one! - 11:55pm by @kaespas(deactivated) warnings and genre: smut, degradation, mentions of porn, masturbation. word count: N/A note: because this account has been deactivated, i had relogged the original post and used that reblog as the link for this fic, if you get what i mean.

4:59pm by @sunnylovespickles warnings and genre: incubus!jeonghan, smut, drabble. word count: N/A

blame it on me by @onlymingyus warnings and genre: brothers bestfriend!jeonghan, joshua's sister!reader, smut, unprotected sex, oral (fem receiving), fingering, banter, pet names, hair pulling, eating food, alcohol, fluff, humour. word count: 5400

lucky girl by @horangare warnings and genre: model!jeonghan, smut, angst, fluff, fake dating, unrequited love, friends to strangers to lover, public sex, couch sex, oral(m and f receiving), unprotected sex, dirty talk, praise, cockiness, mentions of rehab, crying, arguing, jealousy, pining and yearning. word count: 14 900

my guardian demon sucks at his job (not clickbait) by @shuaflix warnings and genre: smut, fluff, humour, angsts, supernatural au, demon au, demon!jeonghan, not biblically accurate, profanity, slow burn, found family, banter, alcohol consumption, sexual tension, teasing, dirty talk, oral (fem receiving), fingering, palming, unprotected sex, ft. demon!shua and demon!wonwoo word count: 23 610

I Hate U, I Love U by @wonusite warnings and genre: enemies to lovers au, rich kid au, college au, model au, fake dating au, angst, fluff, smut, rich boy!jeonghan, frat boy!jeonghan, former rich girl!reader, model!reader, classism, asshole parents, drinking, scheming, mild violence (1 slap), repressed feelings, jealousy, fake relationship, oral sex (fem receiving), unprotected sex, pussy drunk!jeonghan, cockdrunk!reader, multiple creampies, squirting, overstimulation. word count: 20 800

little miss naughty by @hoshzone warnings and genre: established relationship, idol!au, smut, thigh riding, begging, oral(fem receiving), breast play, orgasm denial, dirty talk, manhandling, voyeurism, use of pet names, dom!jeonghan, innocence kink. word count: 4300

#jeonghan smut #jeonghan angst #jeonghan fluff #jeonghan x reader #seventeen smut #seventeen fluff #seventeen angst #seventeen #jeonghan #yoon jeonghan #yoon jeonghan x reader #yoon jeonghan smut #yoon jeonghan angst #yoon jeonghan fluff

[hrts4hanniehae]

clutch || four

there are written parts :)

note that the timeline or educations may not add up but just ignore it because i don't have the brain power to sync up THIRTEEN + 1 's education schedules

also!!!! the story begins in the christmas period of 2022!!!! IF THERE ARE YEAR ERRORS IM SO SORRY!!!! i legit can't change it omfg

wonwoo did not expect to be hosting a new year countdown party. but here his 12 friends, plus yn were, singing karaoke and drinking soju and beer. when he had gotten home to discuss his predicament, unexpectedly his friends had all shown up too. but worry and stress soon turned into drunk karaoke. great.

"wait yn aren't you going to sing?" - hoshi

"give me a moment my head is spinning..." - yn

he sighed. "yn if you vomit on my carpet you will have to start paying extra rent."

"i'm sorry. i won't vomit." - yn

"dk sing more..." - seungkwan

"sorry i can't. i've got a performance tomorrow and i don't want to lose my voice." - seokmin

he watched as yn picked up the mic and changed the song to Iris by the goo goo dolls.

"oh this is her song." - minghao

"will she cry or be angry?" - jun

"her song?" - dino

"she sings this either when drunk or when super angry or both." - minghao

"why didn't you copyright your logo to begin with?" - yn

"i just threw together pictures and made it a logo. i didn't think it needed to be copyrighted." - wonwoo

she was sitting in his gaming chair while reading the email sent to him.

"there's nothing you can do about this. but i can make you a new one." - yn

"really?" - wonwoo

"if you're not picky, i can have it done is about 10 minutes." - yn

"i just want a cat logo. i'm not picky. thank you so much, yn." - wonwoo

(yes i pulled this out of my ass at 1 am in the morning do not come for me.)

"thanks yn. i owe you." - wonwoo

"anytime, wonwoo." - yn

as she leaves his room, wonwoo felt a sense of... unease. why?

ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ💓ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ badum.

ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

synopsis: wonwoo is a popular streamer known for his incredible gaming skills and good looks. He turned heads. but he hates the attention. he just wants to play games and earn money. one day he receives a letter. his apartment’s rent has almost doubled. no warnings at all. his current paycheck from streaming can’t shoulder those bills. he has no choice but to rent out his spare room. to who? a fresh art university graduate who has… 1. a stable job ✅ 2. talent for art and sculpting ✅ 3. many friends ❌ 4. social anxiety ✅ 5. no filter ✅ when his iconic cat logo gets copystriked, she comes to the rescue with a new logo for him. when his apartment’s walls start peeling, she fixes it. whatever he used to struggle with… the empty space... was now filled by her. so what does he *last player standing* do when her ex *enemy spotted* tries to take her back? heh. *clutch* he clutches.

inspired by wonwoo's gam3bo1 streams, falling into your smile & gogo squid (has hints of valorant)

pairing: streamer!jeon wonwoo x fem!artist!reader (ft. jeongcheol, soonhoon, junhao, seoksoo, verkwan)

genre: fluff, comfort, slowburn, comfort, pining, bestfriend!minghao

warnings: stalker ex, toxic ex, mentions of abuse, guns (game), cursing, hate comments, panic attacks

started: 28.12.23

ended: ?

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[gyupinkys]

SEVENTEEN MASTERLIST

SERIES:

MAFIA AU SERIES

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

VENOM PT.1 VENOM PT.2 YANDERE CHEOL POUT SOME MORE CRY SOME MORE- pout some more pt.2

SAFE WORD WITH CHEOL HELP YOU?

YOON JEONGHAN

SCREAM ONLY ANGEL THE DEVIL-only angel pt.2

HONG JISOO

SCREAM MR.J

WEN JUNHUI

PLEASE?

KWON SOONYOUNG

USE ME YANDERE HOSHI

JEON WONWOO

MINE ANAL WITH WONWOO

LEE JIHOON

FOUND YOU

UNIVERSE FACTORY

LEE SEOKMIN

AMANDA?

KIM MINGYU

VENOM PT.1 VENOM PT.2 BOSS YOU AROUND

MINGYU DRABBLE

XU MINGHAO

VENOM PT.1 VENOM PT.2 I DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT I LOVE YOU. APRIL 12TH, 3:36PM

BOO SEUNGKWAN

BOO BEAR

CHWE HANSOL

HELP YOU?

LEE CHAN

VENOM PT.1 VENOM PT. 2 #2

#svt fanfic #svt smut #seventeen smut

[seawitch62]

Fanfiction Masterlist

ATEEZ

Delusional Woods - Multiple (Seonghwa) - Suggestive

Shoo Fly! - Hongjoong - 3rd POV

Worst Date Scenario - Yeosang x OC

The Orchard - Jongho x reader 

Stay or Go - Mingi x reader

The Lighthouse - Yunho x reader - suggestive 

Metamorphosis - Yeosang x reader - yandere 

Genie - Wooyoung x  Hongjoong x reader - yandere

The Convention - Seonghwa x reader 

Unfriended - San x reader - yandere

AOMG/ h1ghrmusic/MoreVision

The Trolls - Jay Park - Poem

Worst Date Scenario - Jay Park - Fluff

The Collector _ Jay Park - Humour 

Backstreet Boys Party - Jay Park x Backstreet Boys - Horror 

Astro

Altar - Moonbin x reader- Horror yandere

Big Bang 

Cursed! - Jiyong x reader 

BTOB

Birthday Cake - Minhyuk x Reader - Suggestive

Dean - Kwon Hyuk

Torment of the Demon -Dean   x reader - yandere

DBSK

The P.I - Yunho x OC - Detective AU

The P.I (2) - Yunho - Detective AU

Forget Me Not - Jaejoong x OC

Once Upon A Time - Jaejoong x OC

No Exit - Junsu x OC x Jaejoong - Suggestive

The Boss - Junsu x OC

Linked by Ink - Jaejoong x reader - fluff - fantasy 

The Rooms - Changmin x Minho x reader 

Season of the Witch - Junsu x reader -yandere

Enhypen

Carnival of Fright -  Heeseung - Horror 

EXO

Worst Date Scenario - Kyungsoo x Reader

Delusional Woods - Multiple (Sehun) - Suggestive

The Honey Trap - Lay x reader - Suggestive  

Flight 472 - Kai x reader - fluff

Office Dalliance - Suho x reader - smut 

The Satyr - Xuimin - humour 

Imprint -  Baekhyun x reader - yandere smut 

Truth best told cold - Suho x reader - yandere 

iKON

Re-Run? - OT7 x OC 

Re-Run, Re-Run - OT7 x OC

The Maintence Guy - Junhoe x reader 

Monsta X

Truth Captured - Kihyun

Romantic getaway in October -  Hyungwon x reader -  horror 

Night Terrors - Minhyuk x reader - yandere

Here Kitty, Kitty! - Joohoney x reader - yandere horror 

NCT

Revenge is best served in high heels - Yandere Johnny

The Purple - Taeyong x OC - Implied Smut

The Purple (2) - Taeyong x OC 

Worst Date Scenario - Yuta

Aliens Are Here! - Mark x OC - X-Files AU

Baby Doll - Doyoung x reader - Yandere

I Wonder - Haechan x reader - yandere

Mark and the guys in black -  Mark x reader

Green Tea Fangs - Jaehyun x reader - suggestive- horror

The Mechanic - Taeil l x reader - yandere 

Oneus

The Tribe - Leedo x OC - Fluff

Pentagon 

The Sculptor - Wooseok x reader - yandere 

The Rose

The Garden - Woosung x reader - yandere 

Seventeen

Catnip Man Series - Jeonghan x OC - Fluff

Worst Date Scenario - Mingyu x OC

Roadside Service - Seungkwan x reader - fluff

The Shortcut - Joshua x reader

Mountain Laurel (Kalmia latifolia) -  Jeonghan x reader - Yandere 

Party -  Minghao x reader 

Autons. - Vernon x reader - sci fi - horror

Shinee

Home - Kibum (Key) x reader 

The Rooms - Minho x Changmin x reader 

SF9

The Tribe (2) - Multiple x OC

Cancelled Flight - SF9 x OC

The 10 O’Clock - Rowoon x reader - smut

Chapstick Caper - Jaeyoon x reader 

Narcissus - Hwiyoung x reader - Suggestive - yandere 

Friends with Benefits - Jaeyoon x reader 

Stray Kids

The Arena - Bang Chan - King of Hell

Munchausen syndrome by proxy. -  Hyunjin x reader - yandere

Drenched payback - Minho x reader 

The Interrogation. - Christopher x reader - horror 

Super Junior 

Bus Ride - Donghae x reader 

UP10TION

Welcome To Reality - Jinhyuk x Reader - Yandere

Verivery

Compiler -  Gyehyeon x reader - horror 

Victon

Timemaster - Seungsik x Reader

VIXX

Replacement - Leo x OC - Yandere

Wanna One 

Sneakers - Sungwoon x reader - fluff

The Changeling - Kang Daniel x reader 

2PM

Worst Date Scenario - Jay Park x OC

The Collector - Jay

Delusional Woods - Multiple (Wooyoung) - Suggestive

Stress Relief - Junho x reader - smut 

Fragrant Obsession - Jun.k x reader - yandere

Kdrama Actor

Mr. S - Lee Dong Wook x OC - Suggestive

The Marionettist.- Lee Dong Wook x reader - yandere

#kpop x oc #oc masterlist #kpop masterlist #ateez x oc #dbsk x oc #tvxq x oc #oneus x oc #seventeen x oc #svt x oc #sf9 x oc #2pm x oc #nct x oc #nct x reader #vixx x oc #victon x reader #up10tion x reader #ikon x oc #btob x reader #svt x reader #seventeen x reader #astro x reader #big bang x reader #pentagon x reader #ptg x reader #sf9 x reader #2pm x reader #ateez x reader #enhypen x reader #super junior x reader #verivery x reader

[labradorite-princess]

I was tagged by the lovely @todestrieeeb. Thank you bb!

last song: Stuck - Thirty Seconds to Mars

favorite color: Green

last movie/show: Frasier

next on my watchlist: 90 Days - The Single Life

last game: The Sims 4

last book: I haven't read anything in a couple months. I need to start doing that again.

sweet/savory/spicy: Sweet

relationship status: single

last thing i searched online: Frasier (bc idk how to spell it)

current obsession: The Sims 4

greatest flaw: BPD

fic i'm currently reading: none - I have a bunch likes but I never get around to reading them

I tag: @southernwild-wonder-deactivated, @quartz-candles, @tru-blubelle, @waiting-down-the-hall-for-me, @seungkwan-s, @voyageoftheweb, @king-yandere, @bee-daddy, @hoppingoutcasketfresh, @witchycitrine, @katidral and @keeyo7

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

♡ June 14th, 2020 {4:52PM}

♡ Word Count : 3.1k ♡ TW : mentions of an abusive relationship, not in detail ; mentions of yandere type qualities in an ex ; suggestive content ; heavy makeout session <- / masterlist / ->

It didn’t stop him from going though. When he said that he wanted to see you, he hadn’t been lying. He truly did want to meet up with you, to hang out with you, to get to know you better. It was crazy how one person could completely nullify all the rules that he had been following for so long. He didn’t even know what it was about you that had him acting so careless, so reckless. Maybe it was the fact that you were so new, or maybe it was because you were just… different. All he wanted to do was see you, that much he did know, and he wasn’t going to let anyone or anything stand in his way, especially some dude who was on the complete other side of the globe who still thought he owned you.

“ Text me when you need to be picked up.” Hoshi said as he pulled up out front of the apartment building, his fingers drumming on the steering wheel rapidly, almost as fat as Seungkwans heart was beating. “And remember to keep your head down, your hat low, and your hoodie up. Don’t let anyone see you.” Seungkwan rolled his eyes at the suggestion, not because it was ridiculous, it was actually the smartest thing Hoshi had said the entire car ride, it’s just that Seungkwan had come up with it first.

“ Text me when you need to be picked up.” Hoshi said as he pulled up out front of the apartment building, his fingers drumming on the steering wheel rapidly, almost as fat as Seungkwans heart was beating. “And remember to keep your head down, your hat low, and your hoodie up. Don’t let anyone see you.” Seungkwan rolled his eyes at the suggestion, not because it was ridiculous, it was actually the smartest thing Hoshi had said the entire car ride, it’s just that Seungkwan had come up with it first.

He nodded, climbing out of the car and inhaling deeply, letting the fresh air fill his lungs before stepping inside of the building, making a b-line for the emergency stairs, not wanting to risk someone coming out of the elevator and recognizing him. It was a shame that you lived on the fifth floor, if it had only been the first or second, he would have risked the elevator, but there were too many floors in between where he was and where you were at. Anyone could hop on at any time and he didn’t want his cover to be blown. 

“Fucking stairs…” Seungkwan mumbled as he finally reached the fifth level landing, catching his breath as he stood beside the door that opened up into the hallway. Luckily it was Sunday, nobody was out of their apartment it seemed, and it didn’t look like anyone was heading home from work right now. Most people were probably inside their apartments resting up for tomorrow morning, something he would usually be doing if he wasn’t here. One week truly did turn the tables of his life upside down, and he wasn’t sure at the moment whether he minded it or not. 

Doing a double take up and down the length of the hallway, he made sure it was clear before heading to your door, and in the moment, he was the pure visual definition of hauling ass, his fists coming down on your door harder than he had planned and he could only imagine how shocked, or how scared you must be from the sound of it. “Ah… christ… I’m coming!” Your voice shouted from the other side of the thin barrier that kept him from you, and now his hands were sweating in the pockets of his hoodie, his chest puffed out as he held his breath, waiting for you to open the door. 

Your white shirt had become see-through and there was a massive water stain down the front of it, your hair was pulled up into a bun on the top of your head, and you stared at him incredulously, clearly shocked that he was standing right in front of you. “Hey…” He murmured, left speechless as his eyes were drawn to the darkened color of your shirt down the center and then the lack of anything being worn underneath it. “Uhm…” 

“Get in, quickly.” You ordered, stepping away from the door so he could walk through before glancing up and down the hallway and then shutting the door behind you, leaning against it as you crossed your arms over your chest. “First off, how did you find me? Second… this is twice now, you’re gonna start owing me clothes.” He swallowed thickly as he stared at you, and there was something about the way you looked now, he just couldn’t stop staring. 

He had seen you at work multiple times, and you always dressed up, making sure to look presentable, and you looked absolutely stunning obviously, but seeing you now… It was the casualness of it, the pajama shorts and the baggy t-shirt that now clung to your body as if for dear life, outlining the shape of your bare breasts. “Tilly told Hoshi and Hoshi told me.” He spilled quickly, watching as your eyes rolled adorably before you pushed yourself away from your door, heading somewhere else in your apartment, leaving him standing in the entrance like a lost puppy. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to come unannounced, but I know that if I told you I was coming, you’d tell me not to and you’d be even more upset.” 

You continued walking, going straight into one of the doors, and he truly didn’t know what to do. Did he follow you? Did he keep standing there? Now the door to the room you went into was shut and he was even more confused. “I’m not upset…” You called out, and he let out a quiet sigh of relief. “I just don’t know why you’re trying so hard. Is this like… some kind of test, to see if I’ll follow the rules?” You asked as you walked out of the room, a brand new hoodie on that was so large it seemed to swallow your frame completely. 

“It’s not a test, I swear!” He said defensively, still standing in the same spot, his feet practically glued to the floor. “Did you ever think that maybe I just want to be around you?” He asked, his eyes following your every move as you walked around your apartment, grabbing two glasses from one of the cabinets in the kitchen and setting them down on the counter. ‘Mmmm, nope’ You murmured out from where you stood, filling the glasses with tea before turning to look at him. “Well I do…”

You smiled softly, walking over and stopping right in front of him as you handed him the cup. “Doesn’t seem like it since you haven’t moved out of the doorway since you’ve been here.” You teased, causing a chain reaction that had him kicking off his shoes and following you into the living room to drop down onto the couch beside you. “She’s so mouthy… She told him my address so easily… If someone else were to ask…” Your light attitude diminished quickly as you curled into yourself on the couch. 

“You mean Niko…” He filled in the blanks that you had left open and you simply glanced over at him as you brought your cup up to your lips, sipping on the beverage quietly. “You didn’t tell me that he was violent.” He continued after a moment of silence that he thought you would have filled, and you sighed softly, placing your cup down on the coffee table and turning your whole body to look at him. 

“That’s not a very cool text message to send out to one of your biggest crushes, you know? I didn’t know how you’d react to it.” Your smile was so forced, he would have much rather have seen you pouting. It was more devastating to him that you tried so hard to make it seem like everything was okay even though he knew it wasn’t. “I’m totally okay though, you don’t have to worry so much.” You nodded your head for emphasis, turning straight once more to grab your cup, but he wasn’t just going to let the conversation end there. He knew you were faking being okay, and he didn’t want you to have to fake it, he wanted you to truly be okay. 

“I was pissed when I found out, just letting you know.” He responded, watching as your teeth sunk into your bottom lip, rolling the pink flesh nervously as you listened to him speak. “And don’t tell me not to worry about you. I heard that your friends are terrified of him, and I know for a fact that you’re scared of him, but for some reason you still care about him enough to keep him around.” He shook his head, in disbelief at the words he had just said, it was truly impossible for him to fathom why you’d care about someone like that after what they had done to you. 

You shook your head, your cheeks hollowing as you continued to stare forward, blinking rapidly, and he caught a glimpse of the reflection of the sunlight coming through the windows on the stray tear that trickled down your cheek. “I don’t care about him… I care about my friends and my family. That’s why I keep him around, because I know he’d just hurt them to try to get to me. I don’t want to be the reason they get hurt, so I deal with it, I deal with him. You don’t understand.” He didn’t understand, not at first, but now he was beginning to grasp it, and it only pissed him off more. “I’m not allowed to be with you, or around you… He’ll call the company and I’ll lose my internship and I’ll have to go back home… to him.” 

Tugging at the sleeve of your hoodie, you blotted at your eyes, taking a shaky breath as you tried to calm yourself down, but now he was one filled with emotions, seething with anger as he thought of all the things that this friend of yours was doing just to keep you scared enough to stay with him. “What if we do it secretly? We were planning on doing it like that anyway… We just hide from the company and Niko…” He saw the corner of your lips twitch up, although the small glimpse that he had of your smile disappeared just as quickly as it came. “I’m quite happy that I spilled your water on you last week.” 

The snort that came from you was unexpected, but you fell back against the couch, your body vibrating with now silent laughter. “Oh I bet you are, I saw you looking.” His cheeks felt red hot and he was sure that you could see the blush on his cheeks now that you were looking right at him. “And I saw you staring at me earlier. I think you just like the view and that’s why you keep spilling my drinks.” You winked at him and even if it was simply teasing on your end, he felt like his heart was going to burst through his chest while his body melted into a puddle of nothing from how hot he was feeling. Not only that, but the more you talked about it, the more the images flashed in his mind, his pants getting tighter and tighter the longer he thought about them. 

“I don’t!” He sputtered out, but then he shook his head. “I mean I do! I… They’re nice! Great… I love them… But… I didn’t mean the water thing, not my fault! I’m sorry I was looking and I kind of really want to see them again… Ah! Shut up!” Your laughter twinkled through the room as he sunk into his seat, feeling like an absolute idiot. He talked too much, especially when he was put on the spot like this, but the sound of your laughter was also precious to him considering how upset you were just a moment ago. 

Your hand reached out to pat his thigh and he swore the entire lower half of his body burst into flames from your touch alone. His eyes were squeezed shut so you couldn’t see his eyes rolling into the back of his head, and he hoped to everything that you couldn’t see his pants slowly rising higher and higher the longer you touched him. “You’re cute…” You whispered, and he really wished he could see your face right now, but he was too scared to open his eyes in case you were judging him. “I don’t do that kind of stuff on the first date though.” Your hand slowly slid up his thigh and he was gritting his teeth together to keep from letting out any of the ungodly sounds that were building in his throat, but all you did was squeeze the top of his thigh lightly before pulling your hand away. 

“What do you do?” He asked, immediately regretting the question. It sounded so rude, so condescending, and while he was too scared to look at you earlier, he felt like he needed to see you now, just to be sure you weren’t angry at him. The smile on your face was beautiful, your head was tilted to the side, and it looked like you were actually thinking, but a part of him felt like you were just pretending based solely on the way that you seemed to enjoy teasing him. 

You hummed softly, tapping your chin lightly before letting your hands drop down onto your lap. “I don’t mind a kiss.” You answered, and you sounded so sweet but your eyes contradicted the innocent tone that your words carried. Was he going to actually kiss you? He wanted to, he really did, but what would that mean if he did? It was only one kiss, right? “I’m joking, Kwannie… You don’t have to. How about I order us a-” 

It was a spur of the moment thing honestly. He didn’t want you to change your mind, and he didn’t want you to think that he didn’t want to, and he practically pounced on top of you in his effort to move across the couch quick enough to stop you before you got up. His lips crashed against yours, and he didn’t really know the definition of a kiss. Did it mean a peck, or however long two people could keep their lips together before pulling back for air? 

He wasn’t this kind of person, not usually, not at all really… But you brought out something in him that made him act this way, and he didn’t have a problem with it, he actually enjoyed the rush of adrenaline that coursed through him at the thought of something like this going on without anyone else knowing. The thrill of keeping something like this a secret was exciting, and he hoped that you felt the same way too, he didn’t want it to end so soon. 

You didn’t try to push him off, a soft gasp escaped you once his body landed on top of yours, and the compromising position that the two of you were now in only made it harder for him to control the growing problem that was getting harder to conceal in his pants. It took all of two seconds for you to relax beneath him though, your lips moving in rhythm against each other as your fingers snaked themselves into his hair. His own hands worked to keep himself up, but he soon got lost in the moment, allowing his body to drop against yours. 

A quiet moan escaped you and your hips jerked up instinctively at the feeling of him against you. The sound only had him pushing further against you though, wanting to elicit the same sound from you, wanting to hear it over and over and over again, the vibration of your whimpers against his lips egging him on, but the moment was short lived as his phone vibrated in his back pocket. “Shit…” He cursed, pulling away from you and taking a short second to admire how bruised and puffy your lips were, how absolutely stunning you looked lying beneath him, your eyes now wide with shock and the bun that had been sitting on your head falling apart, loose strands of hair falling around your face. 

“I… I’m so sorry… I…” You stammered, quickly collecting yourself and getting up from the sofa, situating your hoodie before collecting the cups off the table to go into the kitchen. You were apologizing again for something that he had started, and now that his mind wasn’t clouded with lust, he was brought back to the main issue at hand. Were you that way because of your ex? But now there were even bigger problems. Did you still want to see him again? Had he overstepped his boundaries? 

“No, no, it’s my fault… I… Do you want me to go?” He asked, his hand hovering over his pocket where his phone had finally ceased vibrating, his eyes filled with hope, but his heart and his brain were finally on the same page in assuming that he’d probably get kicked out right then and there. 

“Do… Do you want to go?” Of course he didn’t, not after that especially. It would feel wrong to just leave after what had happened, and while most people would say it wasn’t much, it felt like a lot to him. “You can if you want… I got carried away and… I’m so sorry…” You continued apologizing and all he could do was shake his head, his own lips puffy and red, slightly parted as he continued staring at you. 

You were standing at the kitchen sink, the water running as you rinsed the two cups, and he wondered if you were doing it just to keep yourself from having to see him walk out, something that he didn’t plan on doing anyway. Instead, he made his way over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist as he rested his chin on your shoulder, kissing your cheek softly before nuzzling his nose into the crook of your neck. “I don’t want to go….” He whispered, letting himself rest lazily against your shoulder as he absentmindedly swayed both of your bodies back and forth. 

He didn’t know what this was, he didn’t know what it would be. It felt like things were moving fast, maybe a little too fast, but he didn’t have you for long. Even if things worked out perfectly, he’d only have you for three months, and if anyone ever found out, it would be shorter than that. The time he had with you wasn’t long and he wanted to make the most of it while you were here with him. 

taglist : @butterfliesinthenightsky @thedeeppoet @jcngh0-hq @seungkwan-s @yuzuxq

#kpop #kpopfanfic #kpopheadcanons #kpopscenarios #kpopimagine #kpopmasterlist #seventeen #seventeenxyou #seventeen x reader #seventeenheadcanons #seventeenfic #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #boo seungkwan #Seungkwan #seungkwan x you #seungkwan x reader #seungkwan imagine #seungkwan scenarios #Seungkwan headcanons #seungkwan fic #seventeen smau #kpop smau #seventeen masterlist

[lvlystars]

— seventeen

✩ - fluff :: ❀ - angst :: ❦ - yandere

FICS.

— 95z

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL.

his birthday, his shitty navigation skills, and your paranoia! - ✩ 13:47 - ✩

YOON JEONGHAN.

20:27 - ✩

HONG JISOO.

veni, vidi, cecidi (ad vos) - ✩

— 96z

WEN JUNHUI.

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KWON SOONYOUNG.

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JEON WONWOO.

독 : fear - ❀ 22:17 - ✩

LEE JIHOON.

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— 97z

LEE SEOKMIN.

19:30 - ✩

KIM MINGYU.

11:15 - ✩

XU MINGHAO.

not your usual saturday night - ✩

— maknaez

BOO SEUNGKWAN.

15:38 - ✩

CHOI HANSOL.

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LEE CHAN.

funny valentine - ❀

MISC.

seventeen as tamil movies

" as a tamil carat, this was very self indulgent because i really love imagining seventeen in these movies. "

> NAVI.

#🏃‍♀️ — nini's tracking thingy #‼️ — info #💎 — svt

[ericshoney]

Seventeen Masterlist

S.Coups

~ Brother!Seungcheol (Imagine)

Jeonghan

~ Brother!Jeonghan (Headcannon)

Joshua

Hoshi

Jun

~ "Are you afraid yet?" (Oneshot) (Yandere)

Wonwoo

Woozi

DK

Mingyu

The8

Seungkwan

Vernon

Dino

#kpop #kpop fanfics #kpop oneshots #seventeen #seventeen oneshots #seventeen fanfics #seventeen headcannons #fanfics #oneshots #headcannons

[yuzukult]

wow ! crazy ! i’m seriously almost (haha) at 4k followers?

i figured i’d do smth a little different--instead of celebrating when i hit 4k followers, i’d do this fun activity (also a challenge for myself, maybe to get some writing juices happening) that’ll hopefully help lead to 4k followers !!

how to participate?

stop by my ask, leave a idol name + genre + a phrase. i’ll write between 100-1.0k words (a drabble, basically). please don’t go TOO into detail, i’d like to have some room for creativity!

you also have the option to make it rated m but that option is for adults only !! just add it to the end of the ask. please do not include any nsfw language within the ask. i keep all nsfw content underneath a read more & include warnings above the fic.

whats the criteria?

groups i’ll write for: seventeen (highly preferred) & nct 127 (excluding mark & haechan. nothing personal, i just don’t feel comfortable writing for anyone younger than 98 line... i’m giving dino a free pass bc he doesn’t have a lot of fics).

genres: angst, fluff, etc etc. 

what i won’t write for: yandere. incest. there’s a list, but generally speaking, don’t ask for anything that tends to be controversial. i also don’t write smut for dino & seungkwan - mostly out of discomfort. (they’re too personal to me <3 i can’t see them in that way.)

how to not get your request ignored?

follow everything above! pretty simple. if you don’t follow that format listed, i’ll just ignore your message.

please also respect my time and efforts! i may not do all of them, mostly because there might just not be enough time BUT my goal is to complete all (this time around).

i may stop collecting requests once i do hit 4k, but i also may stop prior, depending how i’m feeling. :)

send in a request!

#seventeen fanfic #nct 127 fanfic #scoups fanfic #jeonghan fanfic #jun fanfic #joshua fanfic #woozi fanfic #wonwoo fanfic #hoshi fanfic #dk fanfic #the8 fanfic #mingyu fanfic #seungkwan fanfic #vernon fanfic #dino fanfic #taeil fanfic #johnny fanfic #jaehyun fanfic #yuta fanfic #jungwoo fanfic #doyoung fanfic #taeyong fanfic

[blvenote]

TAG DIRECTORY!

▷ yen's personal faves!

NCT — general recs ; including nsfw ; taeil. taeyong. johnny. yuta. doyoung. jaehyun. jungwoo. kun. ten. winwin. xiaojun. hendery. yangyang. mark. renjun. jeno. haechan. jaemin. chenle. jisung. shotaro. sungchan.

SVT — general recs ; including nsfw ; seungcheol. jeonghan. joshua. jun. hoshi. wonwoo. woozi. dokyeom. mingyu. minghao. seungkwan. vernon. dino.

SKZ — general recs ; including nsfw ; chan. lee know. changbin. hyunjin. han. felix. seungmin. i.n.

ENHA — general recs ; including nsfw ; heeseung. jongseong. jake. sunghoon. sunoo. jungwon. niki.

TXT — general recs ; including nsfw ; yeonjun. soobin. beomgyu. taehyun. hueningkai.

MISC. — coming soon!

tags to block!

nsfw (mdni bro). yandere. gore. horror. discontinued. death.

#blvenote beach directory #blvenote tags

[zzoguri]

all about moni

➵ hi everyone, i am moni! if we’re close feel free to call me by any nickname </3

➵ they/them pronouns (any if close, all gendered terms OK!) and identify as nonbinary unlabelled.

➵ 20 years old who lives in the philippines — eng/fil OK!

➵ 3rd-year communications major who is also active in my uni's newspaper so i have a very sporadic schedule xP

➵ this blog does hold an array of interests. however, it mostly focuses on my writings and current hyperfixation/s

all about moni's works

➵ i mainly write about the boyz and reader-insert fics whether in the romantic or platonic aspect. i also make my fics reader-centric. — although i write my readers to use they/them pronouns, i do note that they are afab on most occasions. please read the warnings.

➵ i write both sfw and nsfw. take note that this is my first time fully getting into writing fics and publishing them so always be kind as i'm figuring out my writing style :] — will not be writing about yandere, incest, and any majorly toxic themes that i'm uncomfortable writing about. i have every right to deny your request.

➵ i am not the best with requests. if you do request something, please do not expect too much nor get mad at me if i am unable to fulfill.

➵ for any feedback, i would love if you would reblog it! however, you can also send comments, feedbacks, or even requests to be part of the tag list to my ask/inbox.

moni's tag system old ➵ new

zzoguri thoughts ➵ nom nom

all my thoughts!!! about anything and everything i think about!! suitable for 16+

monstah

all my nsfw thoughts!! please block this tag if under 18

zzoguri works ➵ works of moni

all my works (though you can already find that in my masterlist)

zzoguri updates ➵ psa

all updates in terms of writing, from ideas to actually writing &lt;3

zzoguri feedbacks/zzoguri feedback ➵ reviewed and approved

all the feedback i received on my works :') good to look back to &lt;3

zzoguri asks ➵ om nom

all the asks i receive

love notes 💌 ➵ all my loves

all the love notes i receive from mutuals and followers &lt;3

zzoguri requests ➵ food for a thought

all the requests i received and fulfilled

my boyz (the boyz), my sun for life (kim sunwoo), cobster (jacob bae), changmin lover (ji changmin), my erigi (eric sohn), the moon shines for all (kevin moon), catjyu (lee juyeon)

____ brainrot (all other general interests! expect a lot of doctor who, fe3h, atla, and more that you can find below)

moni's silly interests and other symbols of comfort

current hyperfixation ➵ the boyz

ults ➵ day6 (ot4) ✰ bts (namgi) ✰ the boyz (sunwoo, jacob, changmin, juyeon, eric, and hyunjae) ✰ txt (soobin) ✰ le sserafim (ot5) ✰ loona (yeojin, chuu, choerry, and vivi), p1harmony (intak)

my other loves

nct dream (jaemin and donghyuck) ✰ seventeen (seungkwan, dokyeom, and minghao) ✰ weki meki (yoojung and lucy) ✰ stayc (sumin, sieun, and isa)

bibi ✰ dean ✰ woodz ✰ seori ✰ yerin baek ✰ dpr ✰ giriboy ✰ ph-1 ✰ woo ✰ offonoff ✰ crush ✰ penomeco ✰ epik-high

hyukoh ✰ wave to earth ✰ lucky tapes ✰ jannabi ✰ se so neon ✰ polkadot stingray ✰ surl ✰ nell ✰ lucy ✰ indigo la end ✰ onewe ✰ radwimps ✰ no buses ✰ cnblue

hippo campus ✰ laufey ✰ faye webster ✰ mitski ✰ phoebe bridgers ✰ sabrina carpenter ✰ matt maltese ✰ niki ✰ maneskin

ludwig ✰ quarterjade ✰ itzmasayoshi ✰ jerma985 ✰ tinakitten ✰ the yard ✰ jacksepticeye ✰ markiplier

valorant ✰ kirby ✰ fe3h (claude von riegan) ✰ omori ✰ the last of us ✰ overwatch ✰ pokemon ✰ inscryption ✰ undertale ✰ borderlands ✰ minecraft ✰ bioshock infinite ✰ stardew valley

doctor who ✰ little women (2019) ✰ everything, everywhere, all at once ✰ the spiderverse franchise ✰ the mandalorian ✰ community ✰ new girl ✰ modern family ✰ superstore ✰ the good place

tomo-chan wa onnanoko ✰ cowboy bebop ✰ brass & sass ✰ the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya ✰ kyoukai no kanata ✰ code geass ✰ steins;gate

[yanderekpopscenarios]

Hii. Saw the matchup is open, so if I can? It would be for bts and if possible then for svt too, I am not that familiar with them yet, but I know the members so I would be interested! I am 164 cm long, probably between normal-slim, having long brown hair and blue eyes. People always took me as very smart and mature. I am very shy but friendly as well, tho I tend to keep my problems for myself haha. I love music, reading and languages! Also writing. Thank you!

(You’re welcome! I’m sorry that this is so late!)

BTS:

I match you with Yoongi! Yoongi is a very nice guy, and he appreciates that you share the same kind of passion as he does for music. He isn’t very good at showing affection, but for you, he will do whatever it takes to make sure you know that he loves you. He’ll talk you through your problems and help you lay them out so both of you can solve them, and work through whatever comes both of your ways. 

SVT:

I match you with Seungkwan!!!Seungkwan is a dork, but he’s also very conscious about the people around him and can pick up on emotions. He’ll talk to you and appreciate that you like music, going so far as to ask you to sing with him when he finds a song you both like. Seungkwan is caring, and although he can be a little immature at times, he takes care to make you happy and keep you safe. 

#seventeen #bts #yandere seventeen #yandere svt #yandere bts #yandere min yoongi #yandere boo seungkwan #yandere yoongi #yandere seungkwan #matchup #ship #stellartaehyun #request

[gamerwoo]

(Getting Closer) Seungkwan: Those Words

Characters: Seungkwan x gender neutral reader

Genre/warnings: yandere au, mafia au, angst, kidnapping, forced marriage, mention of murder and overdose

Word count: 578

Summary: “With whatever words, you make me stop. Even if my heart is aching. The heart fades and blooms again. Those words. Zoom in onto you. Getting closer.”

a/n: this was written by both myself and @neverknewgrey2016 (even though I wrote like 200 words and she wrote the rest dsjkfskdfh but we both made the idea).

Getting Closer Masterlist

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Ever since he first saw you working as a waiter, he was intrigued by you. You were new to working at the usual fancy bar he went to, and since nobody else liked waiting Seungkwan since the rest of the wait staff knew who him and his friends were, they forced the newbie to do it. Thus, Seungkwan’s fascination and infatuation with you began to grow until it completely took him over.

His men were ordered to take you one night while you were closing up. They had no problem breaking in and putting a bag over your head before they carried you out, easily overpowering you. After that, you stayed by Seungkwan’s side, unable to go out or do anything for yourself. He did everything for you, got you whatever you wanted, and told you how much he loved you. But you hated him for taking everything away from you.

That was almost a year ago, though. To this day, you still hated him, even as you stood before him dressed in the clothes he’d picked out for your wedding.

Your nerves were shot. You had tried everything to not get to this point. Threats, hurting one of his men, tried running away, even an attempt at overdose. But he forgave you for all of it. Said you were confused. Killed the guy you had hurt, claiming he must have provoked you. Said it would be a lesson to every other person there. Then smugly held you at his side, proud his significant other could “hold their own”. You just wanted to throw up. But still, there you stood dressed to the nines next to the man of your nightmares, with a gun pressed to your side, a silent threat- no, promise that if tonight didn’t end well your blood would be staining the floor. “It’s not that I don’t trust you,” is what he said, but with the bruise forming on your side, you’re sure it’s what he meant. 

Another one of his men was officiating the ‘wedding’ but his eyes hadn’t met yours. Matter of fact, no ones had. Besides your husband-to-be that is. You assume he made a special threat to anyone who dare look at his “fiancé”, annoying you further. You just wanted out.

“We are gathered here today to join Boo Seungkawn and…” you begin drowning out the words. You don’t want to be apart of this. You don’t want to be up here, and you certainly don’t want to hear all of the shit that is being spewed. Your hands were clenched in fists, and your nails dug into your skin. You hoped you would draw blood, maybe stall this a little longer. 

“... until death do you part?” Your eyes glance to the side to see your captor smile brightly as he said “I do.” Your heart dropped when you realized what was coming next. You were about to be asked the same question. Pressure made its way to your ears and you were lightheaded. Die or suffer this life? 

“For better or for worse?” Your head throbs and palms sweat more than before.

“...for richer or for poorer?” You feel your breath butch and become uneven.

“In sickness and in health?” You bite your tongue, decision made. 

“Until death do you part?” This was it, your last moment. A single tear rolled down your face as you prepared for your end. 

A moment passes before you whisper,

“I do.”

#seventeen #seungkwan #seventeen au #seventeen drabble #seventeen imagine #seventeen oneshot #seventeen scenario #yandere!seventeen #seventeen x reader #seungkwan au #seungkwan drabble #seungkwan imagine #seungkwan oneshot #seungkwan scenario #yandere!seungkwan #mafia!seventeen #mafia!seungkwan #seungkwan x reader #seventeen drabbles #seventeen imagines #seventeen oneshots #seventeen scenarios #seungkwan drabbles #seungkwan imagines #seungkwan oneshots #seungkwan scenarios