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anastasiasyah · 6 months
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I want to be gentle with myself but these thoughts are violent.
— 09/28/23, anastasiasyah
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upsidedog · 1 year
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the islands, victoria chang / birds hover the trampled field, richard siken / post, ojibwa / everything leads to you, nina lacour / illustration, wormbus / i’d have to think about it, leith ross / entropy, beach bunny / post, trista mateer / unknown, veincold / things i want to ask you, helga floros / stranger things throughout
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butchrat · 2 years
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Would you be willing to do a web weave regarding either soft/tender love, or loving history?
"hold onto me softly, hold my heart gently" tenderness
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Tom Rosenthal
Malcolm Liepke
Pablo Neruda
Big theif
Bright eyes
Joseph Larusso
Veincold
Cat power
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my-angel-my-stars · 2 years
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if i could write the perfect love story this is how it would go.
you are the right person at the right time; meaning that there is no waiting or apologies for things that never should have happened in the first place. when we fall, we fall harder than a glass hitting the floor. except we do not shatter and there is no mess to clean up. you sweep me off my feet with your patience and your drive and i sweep you off yours with my kindness and my humor. we laugh for hours, over nothing and everything and we make inside jokes that we will tell our kids about in the future. when we kiss it is a cosmic event, the birth of a million universes just like this one. we write each other love poems and let our tears spill into our glasses of wine when we realize what a relief it is to have finally found each other. i hold your hand while i’m driving and you give me that look from the passenger seat, the one where your eyes turn into an ocean of love that i want so badly to dive into. i fall for you smile and how good it looks when i’m the reason behind it. i fall even harder for the way you turn my freckles on my face into a constellation that only you can touch. i can handle your wild singing and you can handle my constant sass. you playfully make fun of me for only wanting to use the small utensils, because the big ones just don’t fit in my mouth quite the same. Yet you still bring me a little spoon every time we eat. you never get annoyed by the amount that i clean and you remind me to be easy on myself on the days where doing so feels impossible. we make enough memories to fill a thousand books and when we’re old we will sit down together to write a novel about what it was like to fall so madly in love without ever falling apart.
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wxkeupalone · 4 years
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death bed - powfu
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steadytrembling · 4 years
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you open your mouth to speak and
pour out orange blossom delicacies;
I want to memorize every dip and curve of your existence
so I can explore your topography in my honeycomb
hued daydreams, and remember that
you taste like citrus summers
and tangerine blossoms;
I let you linger on my tongue like
sticks of pure sugar
I hunger for it;
even my teeth ache
from your dizzyingly sweet touch,
and I, drunk on your love,
open myself to you with a plea
hold me until you have to leave
let your taste linger on my lips
even when citrus is out of season.
- “tangerine blossoms” by caitlin hooker (ch) @steadytrembling
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teenagef3ver · 4 years
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sometimes i lie awake at night and wonder if you’re still alive or if today was the day you finally did it. sometimes i wonder whether i knew you as well as i thought i did. sometimes i wish you’d shot us both there and then when you pulled out that gun. sometimes i wish i’d grabbed it from your hands and done the job for you. maybe if i had then all this pain would’ve been for something and we could’ve gone out with a tragic bang rather than a pathetic fucking whimper. i tried to battle through all your hurt and my broken heart but i just got so fucking tired from being the only one to keep up the fight. i thought this was meant to be and i’d found you from another life, and maybe i did. but in this life we aren’t meant to be, or we would’ve been by now. just pull the trigger next time for both our sakes.
you played russian roulette with my heart
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avanillaopus · 5 years
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I run with demons. I sit at the table with Lucifer and he tells me his secrets. We sip cyanide from crystal goblets and ignore the blood dripping from each other's mouths. It creates rivers beneath our feet. He says that I am his favourite. He buys me red Dior dresses and shoes to match and if he's feeling daring he takes me to church for the hell of it, just to turn heads. That was when I first met you. You wore your Sunday best and I wore mine and when your mother caught you staring she murmured a prayer. You had an ethereal glow about you and I found myself coughing up holy water hours after the encounter had passed. You're terrifying. Angels would tear their own wings out for you. They would damn themselves to walk the earth. You terrify me because up until the moment we met, I was happy with being a monster. I didn't mind the flames, the anguish, the bullets that cascaded down on me, the rot. But then I got a taste for the figs that grow on your tree and I found that I would be willing to catch an angel and rip out its wings just so I could give them to you. I would build you a cathedral and I'd read your Book, learn your hymns, step into the light just so I'd never have to tear my eyes away from yours ever again, you holy, holy boy.
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creepypeachy · 4 years
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Angel Olsen ‘Never Be Mine’
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raine · 5 years
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if i put a bullet in my head would i feel you
would you be the last thing to cross my mind before the bullet
would my blood splattered on the wall spell out your name
are you my remnants once I’m gone
i don’t mean to leave you behind but baby I’m dying
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suguruthinkr · 6 years
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“all you want is honey, well honey I’ve tried you just want more.”
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anastasiasyah · 3 months
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When I was young, I wanted to save the world. Now that I'm older, I want to save myself.
— 01/02/24, anastasiasyah
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sensitivemotions · 6 years
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“Losing you didn’t hurt me, it ruined me because in the end I lost me too.”
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tiredzero · 7 years
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my-angel-my-stars · 2 years
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So, i have officially published my first book, and if you’d like to show it some love i’ve linked it here. With tumblr being the place where i express myself the most, in terms of social media, you all have seen me grow with each poem that is in this book. i am so grateful for all of the support and hope that you love ‘The art of becoming’ as much as i loved writing it. x
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wxkeupalone · 4 years
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Money, diamonds and roses - Lolo Zouai
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