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07-induraj · 3 months
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What a miracle it'd be, only if people carried friendship & love the way they carry the enmity.
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07-induraj · 3 months
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Party's over.
My head runs circles like a rover
Which makes me drunk when I am sober
So I keep on dancing & singing,
Like my party's not over.
I can't control I am not a controller
So, I run downhills briskly which gets me slower
And I keep on my swinging,
Like my party's not over.
Its like I am trapped inside me by 'me' the kidnapper
I wanted to be free and not the prisoner
So I keep on lying to myself,
Like my party's not over
I never wanted to be such a loafer
But, I am the chauffeur but not the owner
And I keep on playing this act,
Like my party's not over.
For my every wasted tear
I want to get higher and not want a life so lower
So I keep on stopping myself,
And say,"its okay that, your party's over".
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Urge to break the silence.
I wish my silence could speak loud enough
But it just can’t, so,
I speak like a wave’s trough
I am tired of saying “I need someone “
Even though I know it all too well,
That I can’t help myself to be around anyone
Yes, I do know the reasons of all my why(s)
And also the reason of my mind saying
I’m not one of them or one of a kind
Why do I have to hold on?
When all I want to do is,
Push away my gloomy proses and just run
I can’t ask anyone anymore to stay,
Because at the end I know,
It’d be me pushing them all away
Such thoughts echos in my mind, clearly and loudly
Still isn’t enough to make a sound
So, I dive alone in my sorrow real fast, then slowly I die.
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07-induraj · 4 months
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clock be striking midnight
and will slowly give you the spolight
in the new years' first daylight
where everything will be alright
i wish it brings to you the joy & delight
lets pop champagne and make a toast
everyone together all people, animal even ghosts
and hold close the ones you love the most
there'll be new year wishes and millions of posts
and many resolutions would be wrote
i'll write wishfully that you & me stick forever in every note
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Happy new year!!
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Its so beautiful that how much your kids love you, you might be angel because they seem to be your fairies!! And you really write beautiful words you should publish them (in my opinion)
after reading something I wrote to my kids:
“Mom. Why aren’t you properly published? This is a better job for you than being a caregiver.”
“Because I haven’t really tried…”
“Mom,” says my most readerly child, “I think you need to sit and write and actually try.”
I’m aware of their adoringly biased opinion on my words, but, I do adore that they hear them this way. Really. Their opinion means more than tumblr hearts a thousand fold.
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Me & my reflection.. (a convo.)
What i'm scared of?
She laughed and said that it was because I aloft a lot.
What stops me from filling my own life's cup?
She said that you never grew up.
What have I never really got?
She said that something real which you kept dreaming of.
What has got me here stuck till now?
She said that it was because I never stuck to one route.
Why this won't go away, what was my liability?
She said that it still is that you stick to your vulnerability & not reality.
But how can I be in reality, when I doubt even if I am someone real?
She said that you can feel pain then what else you're wishing to be ideal.
How could you know it all but I don't, when you are my very reflection?
She said that its because I was the one bringing complication.
Now that i'm losing it all with my sanity! Am I going insane?
She sighed and said that you will if you stay in your little world which is just vain.
I spent years creating my own world, how could I just let it go?
She said that it is why you lost your life/ self years ago.
If knew it since then then why you didn't tell me?
She said I grew with you, I am you, how could I then foresee?
But then how did knew it all & see it all?
She said, "You're a silly fool. Did you ever gave your own self a call?"
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Loving a four eyed
At first it felt like the glasses are third wheeling
I was losing & the glasses were winning
He sees through me from those glasses only
I accept he need 'em to see me closely
I've had to say goodbye to all the 3D movies
So we communicate more with dates of smoothies
Yeah, they do come in between when we'd be kissin'
But its so cute and maybe this is what I keep finding my bliss in
His knowledge can surely keep me on mute
However mine's also ain't too acute
And isn't just a nerd but has a unique style
He can dance, be crazy, be wild & make me melt like a child
He says that his glasses and me are both his love for his life
And he can see through me clearly & will help me get through hard times
And if his life tilts a bit, i'll be the one bring it back to balance
And neither will I see him suffer in silence, i'll see through him from my two sharp eyes
First time I found shopping tiring, shopping for frames
When at the end the first one was the one he always proclaims
Plus point he also loves shopping
So, maybe one day he'll get me a wedding ring
'cause now that every morning he wakes next to me
Even without his glasses, he can see his world in me, clearly
And well, it'll be a bit hard for hot coffee or tea in morning time
Plus it'd be confusing to look in his four eyes but he'll clearly look into mine
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Countdown
So much to ask
And so much to answer
Millions of speeches given
But still wasn't ever clearly heard
So many truths
And so many lies
Thousands of echoes in mind
And still don't know whats wrong or right
I am somehow half alive
And I am somehow half dead
Hundreds of shattered fake smiles
I looked fine, and kept running undefined
Few days left to be faded
And few days to truly live this life
Ten seconds of that ecstasy, is what I want
To come back to life, which I left behind for a long time
Nothing to do
Or nothing to prove
Zero(th) is from where I began
Its where I am now so its my time to rise
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07-induraj · 4 months
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Glitter.
The christmas is just on the horizon
Which may enlighten something forbidden
Like the crush or love, we've already seem to forgotten,
"I've watched you like all those years,
However this time it hit different
Cause the love i've seen in thee
Was just like glitter
Which you tried to hold
But it got all over the place and shimmered
No matter it was in which color
I don't know if it has occured to any other
That maybe you and I are meant to happen
I was preparing you a handmade card to make you happier
And it showered on me as it was your love
Was it really your love? Or just me dreaming again
But you should know, only you can make my christmas merrier
Come to me before the christmas eve
And kiss me hard like a sinner."
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Merry Christmas..
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07-induraj · 4 months
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like or love..
To be in love you have to be 'the one'
And try hard not to come undone
To satisfy your love
Just to be loved
To like its like, the likes
C'mon there are no needed strikes
To seem effortless
You can be you and fearless
You got to give your all
To be in love and be involved
Give the very best you
And maybe, still end up in shades of blue
Loving someone is like falling in bluffs
And every night finding yourself not in love but in cuffs
Where you have to follow the classic, do's and don't
Oh god! Love is complicated and I can't always be the goat
Love and like are somewhat similar
At the end, they both need fixed boundary and perimeter
Love is a bit messy and like is a bit sticky
But in both, you want to be and have to be grippy
However, like seems the beginning of love
As they are very similar thereof
So in plane geometry, its both,
They both will come to everyone to give us growth
Both can end in happiness
Or even in the sorrows
However, they can be the most dreamy fantasy
Or maybe the most breaking tragedy
Like or love, is hard to choose,
For whom you want be the ones
But it'll lead to something,
Something you prayed for to become 'the only thing'
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07-induraj · 5 months
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love of the sun to live for the moon.
(a lovestory..)
the moon is loved by the sun
and the sun lives by the moon,
the sun proves its love by silently coming undone,
when its dark the sun lets the moon glow and be paragon,
the sun wishes that the moon descerned,
the love the sun holds for the moon
the sun knows that the moon will fade and return,
but the moon knows, that in its fades the sun will try its best to tune,
the sun and the moon is too far distant but the sun says its fine,
because the sun knows how to be patient,
as the sun knows there'll be times when they align
and the moon can't help but come into nascent,
the sun knows, that there'll be someone- the earth in between,
but the sun knows and is considerate enough,
that the earth is there to get them in same line and make them meet or feel what they feel
for each other until another time, till then the sun has to be rough and tough,
they love each other without knowing, but fate can't win over love.
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07-induraj · 5 months
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I've wondered for so long, if it is easy to find someone who heals what they never had broken or if it is easy to find someone who crushes every piece of you by knowing the fact that you were/are broken?
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07-induraj · 5 months
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all the flowers will die
for sure with me
on the day i die,
so, atleast
keep those dead flowers
on my grave,
or near it
please at-least
let my death be
the reason
you come to me,
however,
sad for me
i can't sense you,
anymore.
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07-induraj · 5 months
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i try, try, try and i just try..
I try so hard not to feel
Those emotions
Until it all becomes hard to deal
As they cover me like my skin
I try so hard to not fall
In love again
And thats only when i get hauled
When i just need my lone time
I try not being the problem
For anyone around me
But that is when I become one
Cause they make me one for themselves
I try so hard not be disappointment
For them and even for me
But maybe there's some current
Running down my body and always making me a
I try so hard not to run
Away from my life
Until that day that night 'that' comes
You what 'that' is if you don't then you better let it go
I try so hard, i try so hard to try
That i fail and fail
And always ending up with quetions why
Even though i already know the answer of why
I try so hard
And i, i just try
Try, try, try
And i, i just..
(fall to my knees with tears)
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07-induraj · 5 months
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To you,
Listen carefully you teeny-tiny flower, you are as beautiful, lovely, perfect and everything even if you feel like you are no one. You are gonna make through it all! And most importantly remember its YOUR life.
Have you ever wondered
how beautiful,
can a flower look
when its put on,
someone's ear?
Even if its
that strayed & lonely
teeny-tiny flower.
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07-induraj · 5 months
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Have you ever wondered
how beautiful,
can a flower look
when its put on,
someone's ear?
Even if its
that strayed & lonely
teeny-tiny flower.
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07-induraj · 5 months
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Decembers
It comes with every nostalgia
For some with decents
For some with melancholia
Making it hard to be in recents
However it really doesn't matter
It'll bring you sweets, love and many gifts
It'll be shimmering all over
There'll be happiness, which'll be hard to resist
And you'll wish for its moreover
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