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Lead the way soldier!

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Wish I could live life in black and white .

#dark acamedia #dark acadamia aesthetic #academia aesthetic #dark academic aesthetic #original poem #stuff i wrote #excerpts from my writing #bts #hand drawn #love #aesthetic #black and white #book quotes

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I don't fucking like people. They're so mean !!!!!!

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U know when ur hairs greasy and it makes u feel so so so bad about urself. And ur entire life. Everything is awful bc my hair is greasy

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bruh I cringe at who I was yesterday— leave me alone.

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being in your early 20s is about *starts to cry uncontrollably*

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Do you want nudes?

i want hugs

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How do you fall in love with yourself?

The same way you fall in love with someone else. Acknowledge the bad, embrace the good, and grow.

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What’s your typical day like?

i wake up. i malfunction. i call it a day

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Depression Hotline: [phone]

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LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

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Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

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To the magical boy who was never nor became mine-

I can't erase the traces of you , they'll forever be there. I've just learnt to live with it . All the things , whether it is how you'll never be mine or even the fact that I'll never see you again , I know that you knew that I liked you but I bet you that you never how deeply I was affected by you and how it was more than just a liking.

I was enamored by you , totally enchanting or all those fancy words that are there in the languages of words .

Even after five years you're still the only person I think of whenever somebody mentions words like love or crush . I never showed anyone how deeply in love I was with you nor did anyone realize because as always I am and always has been good at pretending but my love just because I masked my love with the fake facade of nonchalance I just wanna confess something not to you ofcourse, I never had nor will have enough guts for that but to myself and anyone who reads this because I can no longer keep denying it .

My boy you're the only man who ever made me feel something as close to love and you'll be the guy with whom I'll compare every male that I'll let in close enough and be with if possible because even though WE never dated I've been with a very few guys and trust me when I say no one comes even close to you . I'll never be able to explain you or my attachment to you in words but I'll always keep trying to bleed these words out up until I finally have you off and out of my system. So this isn't the first nor the last time I write about you but it sure is significant for me because it was this moment when I removed you from the title of being a first crush and gave you the throne of being my first and only love , yet .

- from your first admirer .

#first love #i love him #he looks so good #love quotes #love poem #literature #english literature #bts #unrequited crush #dark academia #light academia #aesthetic #anime aesthetic #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpt from a book i'll never finish #novel #english writing #words #the love of my life #my muse #art #self written #writer #writers on tumblr #poets on tumblr #poem #book quotes #books #thoughts #spilled thoughts

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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

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I hate when I eat and there lies the curse of being someone who can't say no .

#poetsandwriters #anime #90s anime #anime aesthetic #eating diary #eating disoder mention #eating disoder recovery #eating disoder thoughts #eating disoder tips #life quotes #i hate my brain #thanks i hate it #bts army #bts #excerpts from my writing #excerpt from a story i'll never write #potentially triggering #literature #english literature #greek quotes #ancient greek #greek mythology #dark academia #aesthetic #words #wordsofwisdom #online diary #park jimin #panic disorder #anxienty

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I just hate myself more and more everyday .

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“I think I am becoming my own ghost.”

— John Banville, The Sea

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Sue Zhao

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