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Jesse vangs transits + synastry with Elijah Vue

So there's still a lot we don't know about this case and it's actually taking a lot longer than I expected to find answers.. this case imo is def unique, bc this is the 1st time I have to really dissect everything to get even an ounce of info.

What I wanna do is pull up Jesse's natal chart and find out what transits he was having Feb 20th and then I'll be comparing his natal chart with Elijahs natal chart to see how they related to each other. So let's go

Let's start with Jesse vangs natal + transits Feb 20th 10:59AM

JV natal mercury transitting into the 8th house:

Very interesting. It could be that his thoughts were darker than usual during this time, he was more secretive, finding interest in more taboo things, sex was on his mind.. he was probably masturbating a lot imo bc mercury related to our hands and 8th house represents sexuality/sex. He was probably interested in like things related to crime, death and the dark side of life.. it's like he had endless questions about this things, researching them, watching darker shows/documentaries etc. This also tells me maybe he was thinking a lot about how to attract wealth, power, control.. trying to strategize. He could have also been more paranoid than usual and something to do with weird habits, doing things over and over, obsessing over little details, being somewhat compulsive.

JV natal Pluto square mars transit:

So not only this but I believe transit wise, Pluto was also squaring JVs natal mars so that intensifies this aspect. This was a new transit bc Pluto has just recently entered Aquarius so maybe this describes a new behavior, new events, new problems that entered his life. It's possible that he was just becoming increasingly irritable, dominating, abusive.. this could describe someone with the desire to be successful, powerful, dominate, influential even and with the square maybe they were having problems executing things which made them turn to abusive, manipulative, underhanded behaviors. They say this transit/aspect describes the natives often will treat other people ruthlessly with a lack of empathy. And I often see this in the charts of violent, abusers but like...to a scary extent.

For example Travis the chimp was having this aspect, it was either natally or transit but it was def there in the charts when I looked over his case. What happened was his owners friend was left to keep an eye on Travis and she tried to give him Xanax to calm him down and get him into his cage which only infuriated him even more and this caused him to rip her apart limb from limb.. like that's how aggressive/angry this transit can make someone. Like they often take any little hits to their ego crazy personal, so they can be very dangerous to be around during transits like these and even people who have this natally.

JV natal Venus + Uranus transitting into the 7th house:

Interesting...he's natal Venus is conjunct Uranus meaning he has always had an attraction to people who are different from him, different race, culture, personalities, looks. He was not the type of person who had those boring, expected, traditional relationships.. this being in the 7th house tells me maybe he was in an open relationship, possibly cheating was in his nature, weird relationship dynamics.

JV natal mars transitting into the 6th house:

He was probably very on point with cleaning everything, not leaving things behind, he had a lot of energy and focus to clean and get his health on track.. that's what this transit would describe.

Me personally when I have a transit in the 6th house I'm neater than usual and health focused. But idk how accurate this is for Jesse.

Moon transit opposite JV natal sun:

This one is a big transit. It's possible things were out of his control, he was unable to hide or control his habits, trauma, or keep things hidden.. this is one of those transits famous for making people more embarrassed, feeling exposed, and doing things they later regret. Moon is making us uncomfortable with the amount of attention were getting (sun). And it's something he wasn't able to find balance with. Maybe he was showing off or being reckless (sun/ego) and then the moon plays out as being protective over our vulnerable selves. But with opposition he wasnt able to successfully do that, out of his comfort zone.

As I was saying the redo reading for Elijah, maybe the regrets and embarrassment was from some things he did while he wasn't in his right mind, drunk etc.

Mars transit conjunct JV natal moon:

Maybe he was bolder than usual able to act on his impulses more, he felt rejuvenated in a way. He was feeling in his natural element at home possibly.

Pluto transit conjunct JV natal moon:

Controlling, power issues, especially at home he was more focused on having authority, controlling the energy/vibe/people, deep/powerful emotions and experiences. He could of also been very jealous and obsessive.

Neptune transit square JV natal Jupiter:

This tells me he could of been indulging in drugs, standards were lower, this transit I see often in cases where a person mixes diff drugs, overdoses, things like that. He was also confused during this time when it comes to his philosophies, aspirations, could of been delusional and unrealistic. Lost in the clouds.

Venus transit square JV natal Pluto:

This adds to the obsessions I mentioned above, he was def possessive, jealous, controlling, manipulative, prying into things he shouldn't be. Maybe he was either more obsessed with sex or with gaining material things like money, assets, power.

Chiron transit square JV natal sun:

One of Jesse's current wounds and insecurities was his whole entire being. Who he presented himself as to the public is what he was insecure about. Maybe he didn't feel masculine enough, interesting enough, entertaining enough, successful enough. He prob was fighting/had tension with a visible disability. Maybe he was severely unconfident

MC transit semisquare JV natal Neptune:

I feel like this is showing us that law enforcement knows so much about him now, all the secrets, basically all the stuff he thought he trashes and forgotten about, they're digging into everything.. they possibly found out he has a lot of drugs or something like that

Uranus transit sesquiquadrate JV natal mercury:

It could be that his thinking was unpredictable, he was often times inappropriate with the things he said/did, timing was off, erratic actions, thoughts were everywhere. He would shock people and make them uncomfortable bc they never know what to expect. He prob felt like he was doing something genius

Now to Elijah natal + Jesse synastry charts.

Ignore MC, AS, north node, Chiron basically ignore all the planets that aren't inner/outter. Everything from Pluto below should be ignored in both charts since we don't have birth time.

Elijah Pluto conjunct JVs sun:

Maybe Elijah transformed and affected Jesse in a big way, like their interactions caused a lot of change in his life and who knows if Jesse was ready for that. With this aspect there's no choice, the Pluto person would transform the sun person and vice versa. This was not a light hearted connection.

Elijah mars opposite JV mars:

This is interesting bc it shows that they may have almost had a connection where things felt natural bc one has what the other lacks. Like they complimented each other and found each other interesting/equal. This could of also since we are looking at a potential criminal/victim relationship, maybe they had very different motivations/passions from eachother. And if I'm being honest this could describe sexual attraction.

Elijah mars opposite JV Pluto:

I can see this playing out as an abusive relationship between them, Pluto person wanting to control the mars. Mars person is too immature, impulsive, uncontrollable to the pluto person, Pluto wants seriousness, commitment, loyalty..it could also point to conflict, violence.

Not sure how to interpret these mars opposite transits, I feel like they're def more bad than they are good. Bc oppositions are often what we see in couples relationships bc they exited eachother with their differences and all that. It's different in a crime chart so I'm gonna say more on the negative side is how these play out.

Elijahs saturn square JV mars:

I feel like this shows that Elijah himself was more mature than JV. JV was more reckless, impulsive, childish, aggressive.. and this made Elijah uncomfortable sometimes. Like he would be forced to go along with what JV wants, felt trapped around him or something like that. Maybe Elijah made JV feel insecure, like unintelligent, disrespectful, too brash/trashy. And Elijah was more reserved/serious around him.

Elijah mercury square JV Venus:

Maybe Elijah was all over the place, unorganized, looking through everything, he was a curious boy as he should be and JV is the Venus person who feels like he tries to have everything in a certain asthetic way, maybe he felt Elijah was often disturbing his peace, breaking things, making a mess, showing disrespect or something.

Elijah Pluto square JV mars:

A lot of conflict between them. Not good, they're both powerful in their own ways and when you put them together there's a lot of friction. Violence, abuse.

Elijah mars square JV moon:

It was often that Elijah would get on Jesse's nerves.. he triggered him, he was cranky, bitter. Like if someone is comfortable in their usual routine (moon person) mars comes in and disrupts that routine, making it so that JV is always bothered by every slight change. In crime charts this definitely shows abuse (mars) in the home or physical abuse to children too (moon)

This case has been kinda hard to understand, so if any other forensic astrologers would like to chime in and share with me anything they see that I haven't, id appreciate it.

Link to more info about Elijah vues case👇

That's all I can get from this atm. Ty for reading if you got this far and if you're interested in seeing more posts like this from me follow the hashtag #forensicastrology <-no spaces

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Christina Johnson vanished while walking her dog

Found!! 2 weeks later, updates posted within blog.

What we know so far

As of 03/17/24

27yr old Christina Johnson from houston, tx went for a walk with her dog around 8am on March 6th of this month. She was wearing a backpack and had apparently left her phone at home. She never arrived back that day and no one has heard from her since

Her father says she was having "challenges" at the time and hoped that she was working through them. He also said that she may not be aware of possible danger or dangerous people, so she's very vulnerable. They found her dog max 7 miles away from her home almost a week and 2 days later.

This is very interesting. I have no idea what could of happened, this is a case that I noticed while scrolling on my tiktok fyp. Since it's not being talked about a lot and it's been past a week since she's been gone with no answers, I decided to take a look at her last seen charts. So hopefully we can find out more, let's go.

8am last seen chart above.

So in missing persons cases, when we are dealing with a grown adult we look to the ascendant for details and then we look to the ascendant planet ruler. For Christians case the ascendant ruler is mars, which is in Aquarius in the 11th house. Unfortunately I don't have her date of birth which would make this a more specific reading but for now this is what we have.

Aquarius mars in the 11th:

What this is telling me is that, maybe she got into a very strange unique accident with a possible gang/community or just maybe ended up in an area that's isolated, unpopular, deserted, untypical.. most likely whatever happened, it could be somewhere in the woods or in general just some place where there's no connection to society or other people.

This could also describe friends, it's possible she was meeting a friend with the 11th house here. Maybe even for sex bc mars is a sexual planet.

***Since the update that she's been found, I heard that the area where she was walking during (apparently she was seen 10 miles away on cctv) was known to have heavy crime and gang activity. So people were surprised that she was in that area alone.. as of today April 21st a month later, there still is no information on what happened to her or what she did during the 2 weeks she was missing. It's interesting and strange. Her father was being very unforth coming with any information.

Confirmed cctv footage below. Seen entering/exiting some building

Venus Aquarius in the 11th, conjunct mars:

Very weird to me. It could be that she was maybe looking for a way to make money bc of Venus being here. Money through a friend, or maybe she was going for a walk to a restaurant/store to either spend money or eat. It's possible she was very energetic at this time too with Venus and mars conjunct. Like she was easily stimulated, passionate, assertive. Maybe she was finding security through a friend or something like that.

***What's interesting since the update that she's been found is she was known to go to restaurants like Jack in the box or any place with wifi to use her laptop in, and I knew none of this until today. Apparently she was looking for a job around the time she was missing. So that could be what this making money with venus here was about.

Video below of Christina's father speaking on it, I'm shocked at the accuracy of astrology.

Ascendant in Aries conjunct Chiron:

Maybe she was visibly hurt or very vulnerable looking with chiron aspecting the asc. It's possible either by her appearance or personality you can tell something was amiss.

Sun, Mercury, Neptune all in the 12th house of pisces:

I would be checking water bc there's a stellium in pisces in the 12th. I feel like Christina would of been very sensitive on this day, feeling creative, spiritual, following her own inner compass. Maybe she was somewhat disconnected from her identity and unable to see herself clearly. Maybe she was distracted listening to music, lost in her head/dreamy, even physically detached from reality. Basically ungrounded. So her sight, hearing, sensory all could of been a reason she wasn't aware of her surroundings as much. I also think she could of been very impressionable and lead astray. If someone wanted to they could easily control her, tell her what to do, etc bc pisces + 12th house describes that she would be trusting, adaptable, flowing like water able to take shape of any environment she's in.

There's a reason her dad said she wouldn't be able to recognize danger bc of whatever challenges she was going through. So he was very aware of her mental state, knows something we don't.

Moon conjunct Pluto in Capricorn in the 10th:

Maybe she was trying to be somewhat responsible, productive, goal oriented with these 2 planets both in Capricorn in the 10th. This tells me there's something about status, influence, success, fame, career, public life (10th house things)

Mars square Uranus:

Something very strange happened, like a unpredictable, unique type of accident. Possible shock, car crash/collision, head injury.

Venus square Uranus:

Venus sq Uranus would explain things not going according to plan, being attracted to unique, strange things/people/relationships. It's possible she was avoiding responsibilities. Something confusing must of happened to where she couldn't believe it or understand why, how, what. Unfamiliar events.

Mars square Jupiter:

It's possible if an accident did happen, she ended up very far away from where she was. Like say if she got into a car crash, her body would be very far in a foreign area. Mars is aggression, power, quickness and Jupiter amplifies those qualities. So things are exaggerated, extremely forced, overkill. This could def describe an accident bc mars and Jupiter together describes a situation where there was no care, consideration, patience, things happened too quickly.

Jupiter trine MC:

She may be found soon, somewhere foreign.

***New update is she was found near the university of Houston which is 6 hours away from her home. There's no way she could of walked there on her own or maybe she did but it's highly unlikely. They say that she may have had help and other people were involved.. but jupiter is def higher learning, education, far distances. Crazy how accurate astrology is. Below you can see where she was last seen vs found.

Saturn sextile MC:

It's interesting that this case isn't being talked about enough but I feel like it could be one of those cases that end up teaching us all something in the end. It will provide something useful to law enforcement/public that is long lasting.

Venus semisquare MC:

Maybe law enforcement feels like there's not much cooperation on this case, they may have got a little lazy on this case with Venus in hard aspect to MC. Maybe law enforcement isn't in harmony with the public is what I'm getting from this since Venus is in the 11th house of groups and communities.

I never got to finish this reading but I left up all my interpretations with the new updates I added to them at the bottom. I'm just now barely finding out all this new information a month later, she was found near the end of March. Links for more info below

I'm so glad she was found. Tbh this case was very weird to me and it didn't make sense. So that's why I stopped bc I didn't want to assume anything happened to her and the information we had at the time was very unclear. Thanks for reading if you got this far :)

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Devin haney vs Ryan garcia fight prediction

Using astrology

So I'm curious about how this fight will go, I love Ryan garcia and Devin haney seems like a good fighter so this could either go bad for ryan or bad for devin. Wondering if astrology can give me some insight into what will happen in the ring on April 20th (this Saturday).

Using astrology, I'll be able to see the health status of each player that day, their overall abilities, strengths, weaknesses and possible blockages. So let's see what we can find out

***FIGHT RESULTS AND UPDATES AT THE BOTTOM***

Today's final press conference pre fight:

04/18/2024

Today's weight in

04/19/2024

Starting with Devin Haney:

Unfortunately I accidentally deleted all my interpretations for haneys chart but I have screenshots which I will link below.

Now Ryan Garcia:

Sun transit conjunct Ryan's saturn:

So this shows that ryan is going through his saturn return at the moment which comes with a lot of challenges and obstacles. He may be tested during this time to see how hard he's been working and how responsible he's been over the last few years.

Mars transit conjunct Ryan's jupiter:

This shows that ryan is confident in his abilities and feels that he has the wisdom and experiences to back up the things he says. He may be somewhat happier than usual and be more easy going during this fight.

Pluto transit conjunct Ryan's uranus:

This shows that he will be willing to work hard and try new things in order to win this fight. He will be looking for new ways to approach old problems, be adaptable, thinking ahead, making necessary changes.

Moon transit opposite Ryan's jupiter:

This shows that maybe he won't be as responsible as usual, he will be more inclined to take risks, overdo things, splurge, do things he shouldn't. Such as overindulging or things of that nature, he will be more likely to be less responsible bc jupiter here is magnifying his habititual nature, so he'll be the same old ryan that people expect from him and possibly his past mistakes will be a theme that comes up. He might overdo his emotions in some way.

Pluto transit opposite Ryan's Venus:

This shows me that there's moments where he wants to win and be dominating but other times where he wants to make peace, be likeable, lose track of the bigger picture and his original plan to please others. His morals will be challenged. This also shows financial problems

Pluto transit square Ryan's saturn:

This shows me that he also wants to win just as bad as devin does and is willing for do anything possible to make sure of that. Both will be very forceful and aggressive but the square here shows that they do have their doubts about the outcome.

Chiron transit square Ryan's mars:

This shows something to do with Ryan's health, it could be that he's unsure of his assertiveness, strengths, power, confidence at this time. Bc chiron is our wounds, so it's possible this would be on his mind. Maybe he doesn't feel masculine, selfish or even competitive enough.

Venus transit square Ryan's mars:

This shows me that ryan is being somewhat reckless, over spending, not taking care of things, easily triggered/riled up. He also might be somewhat sloppy and coming across as brash, careless, low value. But this also shows a lovable unique personality, gives people something to talk about.

Uranus transit square Ryan's mercury:

This shows me that maybe ryan will have genius insights but at the same time be inappropriate, unpredictable, timing is off. So this shows unpredictable behavior and hand movements.

Jupiter transit square Ryan's mercury:

He may overdo things and become somewhat confused bc mercury and jupiter are both ruled by mutable signs so signals can be confused, crossed. The intellect/coordination is being overdone, maybe doing too much, not estimating things properly, being messy, mixing things up in a bad way. Bad combinations/mixing things up, lack of focus.

Uranus transit square Ryan's moon:

Ryan might be very restless, unpredictable, avoidant, maybe prone to unpredictable emotional reactions. Maybe his habititual habits may be upsetting to others, he may be very rebellious and not listen to others. Emotionally unstable

Venus square venus:

Bad self worth, overspending, overindulging, not being careful/cautious, this could show up as overeating, overspending, wanting to be lazy and have fun.

Mercury transit square Ryan's mars:

This shows me maybe ryan will be very irritable, aggressive, impulsive, competitive during this time. Could be somewhat frustrated, powerful. It could also show that he will want to win badly and his impulses would often get the best of him. The same thing I said about devin haney who has this aspect too, it depends if they can balance their impulses and actions and put the frustration into fighting in a constructive way. I'm sure they will be on the same level physically most of this fight.

Mars trine mars:

During this time his health should be good, his aggression level will be solid, balanced, good quality, I see this aspect as Ryan's good qualities sport wise will be going well in this fight.

Mars transit trine Ryan's venus:

Ryan will find the right balance between being aggressive/impulsive and being cautious/thoughtful. So this is good to see when it comes to his ability to be aware of his and his opponents position in the fight. He will be aware of his strengths.

ASC trine Ryan's uranus:

Ryan will be seen as unique, unpredictable in a good way.

Chiron trine Ryan's sun:

This could be a healing period for ryan, he may not allow his ego to be affected by any setbacks and be okay with any exposure. He would be open to healing and putting his ego aside.

Venus trine Ryan's mercury:

This shows me that ryan is aware of his position in the fight, like where his hands/feet are and how his actions will affect affect the outcome. It shows that he's being careful not to make mistakes, being technical, smooth, aesthetic, and maybe even creative. He also wants to be friendly is what I'm getting from this, he's thinking about how to make peace and not being bitter or held back by pettiness.

Uranus sextile Ryan's mars:

This shows he will be trying new things, finding solutions to old problems, be able to find loopholes and making smart moves, being/thinking ahead of his opponent. He will avoid losing or getting physically caught lacking. Like I said earlier I feel like this fight will be close to being even.

Jupiter sextile Ryan's mars:

The thing about ryan is that he has a lot of experience not just in fighting but in human nature as well. This shows me that he is secure, confident, estimating himself well bc of his experience and wisdom.

Uranus transit sextile Ryan's venus:

This tells me maybe ryan could have an unexpected win, income, he may just be willing to take risks to win and to make things more interesting. He's also in a particular headspace that is open minded and nontraditional. Unlike devin who has venus-saturn, so he's more serious minded and focused on what's already tried and true.. ryan on the other hand is doing unusual, unexpected things and is open to different possibilities. He's in his own lane and maybe the way he values boxing is in a more untraditional way compared to devin. That doesn't mean he doesn't care for the sport or isn't passionate about it, I think it shows that he feels he brings something different to it and likes being in his own lane. He could be unpredictable, erratic, different but his methods work out in his favor. He's not interested in following the rules or having a traditional relationship with boxing, he enjoys doing things in his own unique way.

Jupiter sextile Ryan's venus:

This shows that luck will be on Ryan's side and he could potentially have some financial gains. His self esteem will be good and this will soften any harsh transits he's having. He will also be in a generous, positive mood. He expects to have a lot of support and love and will be doing the same in return.

Moon sextile mars:

He will have a healthy ego level, he will be assertive/aggressive, competitive, but also comfortable, secure, in his element. There will be some familiarity with being face to face with Devin and it will not be something new to him. Something about memories and being able to approach his opponent from a place of understanding and being familiar with each other. They know each other's habits, power, abilities.

Sun sextile Ryan's moon:

This shows me that his habitual habits will be shown in a positive light, maybe his work ethic will shine and prove himself in a good way.

Saturn transit inconjunct Ryan's sun:

It's possible that ryan won't like control very much and have a lack of respect for tradition. There will be a struggle between responsibility/discipline and self expression/creativity.. he may feel restricted in expressing himself and his goals may clash with authority figures.. this is not a good aspect to see especially in regards to this fight. Maybe ryan will be too self interested and refuse to follow traditional ways of doing things which makes this harder on him.. he could also be misunderstood in how he approaches things.

MC inconjunct Ryan's uranus:

Maybe ryan is very confident in his ability to do things differently and try new things and succeed at them, maybe the public sees him as being to full of himself, too reckless, unpredictable, lacking tradition or respect. There's some kind of apparent awkwardness that will show up here with ryan and how the public views him.

Moon inconjunct moon:

Ryan will be confident in his abilities, memory, habits, but something about the rules, habits or the sport itself will constantly be in the way or mess up his flow.

This is happening with both ryan and devin so that's interesting. I wonder if there will be a lot of pausing or extra rules being added or something like that that's causing frustration and disrupting the flow of these 2 fighters. It could also mean that each fighters weaknesses will be something that gets in the way for both of them.

MC semisquare mercury:

The public might think that ryan talks to much, is too unorganized, untechnical/precise, not intellectual or composed. Not good.

MC sesquiquadrate Ryan's moon:

It's possible that ryan will be seen as being too emotional, immature, stuck in his bad habitual habits, not grown enough, the moon is how we were raised as a child and what we leaned through out childhood. So ryan displays his childish ways, he hasn't grown up is what I'm getting from this. There's some type of emotional/past trauma keeping him stuck. To the public, they just see him as being controlled by family, his past, having unhealthy/unhealed coping mechanisms.

My prediction:

Devin seems to have some setbacks that will follow him through this fight and so does ryan, they will equally bring in their strengths just as much as their weaknesses. With ryan he will be struggling with coordination, timing and making good moves, while devin will have some restrictions/limitations and may not be able to think clearly as usual. He also will lack creativity and movement surprisingly.. so this could be a fight that's close to even. But since devin haney has mc trine his moon, I have a feeling he will win. Even tho I want ryan to win more, all I can do is judge based off what these charts say. The mental blockages that haney will face is probably worse than the confusion/lack of coordination that ryan will experience so that's something to keep in mind. The only reason I said ryan won't win is bc there's not any positive MC aspects which would be in favor of the public/his career. Another thing I believe is that Ryan's abilities will be underestimated and they're not expecting this to be a close fight.

Something also that makes me feel that devin will win is the respect he shows others, unfortunately that does put the peoples opinions and judgment in his favor no matter what the ability of the fighters are. So ryan being disrespectful/unpredictable will not work well for him in gaining respect from the judges. If they believe that ryan doesn't care for the sport and won't leave a good impression for the sport overall, they will not favor him over devin.

Good luck to both fighters, I hope it's a fair fight and each of them takes home some important useful lessons.

Verdict:

RYAN WINS BY MAJORITY DECISION!!

So I was wrong in assuming haney would win but other than my prediction most of my interpretations were accurate! This was such an fun fight to see, I was on the edge of my seat most of time. Glad to know that ryan won and congrats to haney for being strong and making all 12 rounds. Ryan shocked us all with this one, with majority of people thinking he's too crazy and unfocused.. he proved us wrong.

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Never let other peoples opinions or treatment of you affect how you feel about yourself.

Something I find myself, unconsciously doing is judging every ounce of my worth based on how other people perceive me, treat me, love me, hate me etc. That's a very sad existence. That's basically imprisoning yourself by what everyone else thinks of you and not by how you think/feel about yourself.

Something that's SO CRUCIAL about this is that when you let other people have control over how you feel about yourself and how you show up in the world, you also give them the ability to make or break you, to ruin your life even.. it's that bad. Imagine running into someone who just never cared about doing the right thing, operating from selfishness, just a terrible human with no respect for others in general.. and you allow that type of person to affect you knowing how sensitive you are. Whatever they think about you becomes your new reality and relationship with yourself.

When you place value on someone else's opinion of you and it's not a good one, then you crumble. You no longer have a solid foundation, you're just easy to influence, manipulate, push around, disrespect, degrade.. and some people have no remorse about how they make others feel. Not only that but not everyone is a good/fair judge of character. Some people are just spiteful, mean, manipulative/evil, deranged, not all there.. these are the kind of people who can ruin your spirit.

No matter what you just have to be your own rock, your opinion of yourself is really what matters the most, bc only you can help you better than anyone else. It's a hard thing to unlearn.. seriously. But you can start a little at a time. Start by not judging yourself through everyone else's eyes, question those feelings constantly everytime they come up. Is it your thoughts or theirs that are affecting your current mood? What triggered you to feel that way? And also a good way to stop self judgment is to get out of your own head and do something. Take a walk, dance, game, read, music, favorite shows, shower.. anything to stop those negative thoughts from taking over.

As a sensitive person, it's important to be conscious of the consequences of your sensitivity. If you take everyone so seriously, consider how it will affect you afterwards. Is the person looking out for your well being? Or are they a risk to your wellbeing?

Will Smith once said,

"When you are looking to other people to find your self esteem, you are sometimes looking into broken mirrors."

To be fair, people's opinions matter when they're offering constructive criticism and telling you what you NEED to hear but that's not what's supposed to replace your entire identity.. based on what other people think you should do/be. The work that needs to be done is a lot of unlearning. Bc when you have a problem like this is will be deeply ingrained into you, almost like a gut reaction to seek validation/approval.. automatically you start to make decisions based on how someone else might feel.

So you can either continue on that path, and be incredibly vulnerable to other influences OR you be the one to be in control of your own moods, esteem, and confidence level. I'd much rather be controlled by my own opinion of myself, than some stranger.

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Confidence

A lot of the reason certain people are ahead in life is simply bc they have the confidence to do so. Someone can even be doing the most basic common things, working less hard, whatever it is but if they have confidence in themselves and their abilities they will go farther than those who don't. When you second guess yourself, you cloud your own judgment, confuse yourself, and even slow down any potential progress. You gotta be acting from a pure, gutsy, raw, inspired place. And not from a hesistant, self loathing/hating, anxious one. Being in that low vibration takes much more work and energy out of you. It takes away from your clarity, healthy instinct, and natural order. You work against yourself when you have self doubt, lack of trust and choose to see yourself in such a negative light. Working on your confidence isn't easy but if you really care about your wellbeing, you will work on it the same way you would with any other skill. Learning to be kinder towards yourself regardless of what negative thoughts constantly flow through your head everyday.

That's my advice for today

Take your own health as seriously as you would your job, friendships, relationships, anything you deem important that requires your full attention and effort. It's easy to dismiss our feelings as insignificant or burdensome. But you gotta unlearn that in order to have better experiences <3 so whenever bad thoughts come up, start challenging/questioning them, squash them with more positive actions, thoughts and behaviors. When you feel bad, do something that makes you feel good, or talk to someone who helps you get out of your own head. Anything is possible when you open up and make space for changes to happen.

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No amount of guilt or wishing you could do things differently will change the past. It’s okay to forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made and look to your future.

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Some narcissists-

Are too easily offended by people either challenging their opinions, giving them back the same energy, any type of criticism whether it's good or bad.

For example I know a narcissist in my life who basically tries to be so intimidating all the time, argue, control everything and I noticed that whenever she's having a bad day she would take it out on me. I used to let it affect me deeply and take everything personal to where I started becoming just as bad as them. Arguing back and forth, physical/loud fights, calling each other names, being petty etc. Till I realized that is what's feeding their ego even more to see me basically taking their bait and engaging with them for some odd reason. Some narcissists get a kick out of you paying attention to them and proving them right. Bc what they do is twist your words and use your reactions to make themselves look better.

Overtime I learned that aggressively defending myself, constantly explaining my boundaries, even trying to talk things out, didn't help AT ALL. But what did work was not speaking with them, ignoring their negativity, being cordial/keeping my distance, which has done so much for my mental health. Now I let them do whatever the hell they do, it's none of my business anymore. The quieter I became, the more peaceful things got.

The thing about some narcissists is that if you offend them or mirror their behaviors back to them they get even more aggressive and defensive which brings out all their worst behaviors even more. And one thing you can never do is change the narcissist, they don't respect others unless they admire you, need something from you, and things like that. Nothing you do will make them change.

What helped me tho is just stop to responding and acknowledging them, simply agreeing to keep the peace and protecting my own energy. Idc what they say or do anymore bc I know it's just their own internal BS that they project onto everyone else.

Ever since then I haven't had not one issue regarding them that I used to deal with before, all I deal with now is my own personal issues and whatever goes on in my personal life. I'd rather have that than arguing in circles with a narcissist lol so I hope this helps anyone who's dealing with anything similar.

Stop engaging, be cordial, and don't take things personally. That's how you stay in your own lane and avoid getting poisoned by someone else's demons.

Thank you for reading 😊

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Natal readings available!

I have time to accept a few readings, so if anyone would like to give me something to do I'd appreciate it lol you will receive your reading via email or blog completely up to you. I will need times/dates/years/location of birth and were good to go.

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Offering natal chart readings for anyone interested!

All my work can be found on my Tumblr page for reference.

You will be receiving a reading on my Tumblr page through a blog or email totally up to you. I will need your full birth chart info, date/year/time of birth and location.

Delivery date for readings depends on when you book with me, how I'm feeling at the moment, and how many readings I have to do. I def want to get them out as soon as I can tho. Currently you can expect to receive your reading within 1 week.

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Random thoughts

I knew that I was meant to be a writer or something of that sort when I saw that almost every one of my unfinished drafts were SOOOO long. Like, it just comes naturally to me, aside from not always knowing the right words to use bc either my autism or natal mercury in Pisces.. but I've always loved writing and reading from a young age. One of the books that I can say inspired me to wanna write my own is Ronald dhals Matilda book with Quentin blakes illustrations and Geronimo Stilton by Elisabetta Demi.

It's like those books brought you into their world, sparking your imagination and pulling you in. Idk something about these books just excited me as a kid and still do today, especially Geronimo Stilton bc of all the colors, details, story line. That could also be one of the things that started my interest into art, drawing, painting too.

They each bring something unique to the table for me, for Ronald dhals book I always loved Matildas story, and then the illustrations were always interesting and unique..I remember reading that book and just couldn't wait to get to the next chapter or sentence. They def made my childhood fun and inspired me to want to do the same.

But yeah. Idk, just something I noticed. They def don't make books like these anymore for children.

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Missing toddler still hasn't been found

For some reason Tumblr has deleted my original blog post and all I'm left with is an audio file that might be confusing for some :( hopefully we can make it work tho. Everytime I try to add links to case discussions or articles, my blog deletes itself so I'll let you know key words instead.

Elijah Vue is still missing as of Feb 29th, 2024.

Fb support group/searchers for Elijah:

Look up "Find Elijah Vue Discussion", you can find most information and updates there.

Last seen chart 8AM

**Correction, Sun in the 12th semisquare moon in the 4th**

911 call 11AM:

Chart mapping of possible locations using 911 call important points:

Location on Google maps is 3900 mischicot Rd, two rivers Wisconsin.

The most recent update on this case is that the mother and caretaker for Elijah will have a preliminary hearing march 7th, so all we can do now is keep searching and wait until then.

I posted part 2 forensic reading for Elijah which you can find on my page. This is all I can do for now

***Also not in the audio but I noticed some similarities between Elijah's 911 chart and Prince Mcrees 911 chart

They both had moon in the 2nd house aspecting Neptune. For prince mcree moon-neptune were conjunct. And for Elijah moon-neptune were trining transit wise + his natal moon opposing transit neptune in the transit synastry reading. What I'm thinking since both moons were in the 2nd aspecting Neptune is maybe Elijah was discarded somewhere in a very nasty, filthy, hidden dump site where things are unseen, trashed, not taken care of. Basically something similar to what happened with Prince..bc I'm realizing that Neptune can have many meanings. It can be garbage, drugs, gases, bodies of water.. and 2nd house which is related to Taurus, is what we take, posses, own, buy, get paid, our values, most importantly imo is the taking/giving aspect, it's transactional. Like in Prince Mcrees chart for example, he was found in a dumpster near some businesses.. that shows me the 2nd house can be related to things like the dynamics of trash companies, NOT the trash specifically. More so the act of taking something.. So we pay taxes to have our trash cans picked up every week right? so that could be somewhat related to the 2nd house. The transactional part. Bc I remember I mentioned in Elijahs synastry read, that he could have been sold to someone but it could actually be either or. Neptune is in the 11th house tho so that is more tied to community, unlike princes Neptune which was in the 2nd. So that changes things a bit.. and since Elijahs 911 call moon was in cancer that also makes it different.

Idk I'm just trying to throw things out there bc honestly this case is very complicated/complex. Maybe it could mean that he was thrown in a bio hazard area, maybe the person responsible was freaking out about where to discard Elijah and put him in the 1st place that comes to mind when they think about children.. near a hospital or related to child birth, child care, nearby a home or something with obvious attachment to Elijah. It's like the person couldn't think clearly so they kinda made a bad decision to place Elijah in place where those who really knew him would easily find him.

OR if a stranger took him, we would have to think like a guilty stranger who has no kids whatsoever, what's the 1st thought you would have at hiding a body? Could be anywhere where children are or anything associated with children, bc their mind couldn't come up with something better.. it's like their fucked up conscious got the best of them. Hope that makes sense.

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Elijah vue transits that day 911 was called

Audio version below

He still hasn't been found. Today marks exactly a week since we last seen him. There's so many theories being put out as to what could of happened to him bc none of us know anything. So what this will do is help me identify what Elijah was going through that day, possibly how he was feeling. I've done a forensic chart reading but I feel like it wasn't giving me exact details, so maybe this will help. Thankfully I got a birthday for Elijah and now we can compare it to the date/time he was said to go missing. Let's go

We have to ignore the asc, MC north node and houses in Elijah's chart since I don't know his exact birth time.

Mercury transit opposite natal sun:

Maybe he was having difficulties with motor functions, clumsy, brain fog, basically little annoyances through out this transit. Maybe he would get frustrated when things didn't work out ina specific way or maybe someone was getting frustrated with him. Basically this transit describes little annoyances that trigger egos, so like spilling milk, having accidents, making messes, computer not working suddenly, phone shutting off outta no where.. mercury is the little things, tasks, daily activities, walking, grabbing things, our thoughts/decisions. Sun is our ego, what's visible to others, maybe this day just wasn't his best when it comes to following the rules and being the perfect kid.

Capricorn Jupiter + Saturn transiting in the 9th house:

I think Elijah was always raised to do what he's told, he was always responsible from a young age or raised to be responsible sometimes against his own wishes. Maybe he was always praised for being a mature kid for his age and he would often get lucky when he was being a good kid. Transiting in the 9th house tells me travel, distance, religion...-PRAYING?

I just thought about that! Jesse vue apparently made Elijah pray and stand at the edge of the bed for hours as a discipline tactic. Not sure why this is showing up here.. but it also showed up in his 9/11 call too.

Maybe he knew that he would get lucky and that a would go smoothly if he just does what he was told, so praying/faith was a theme during this time. Like maybe he wasn't allowed to have too much fun but he was being forced to be responsible/mature.

His moon is transiting into the 5th house:

This is something to do with children, home, roots, habits, having fun, even drinking. Could describe alcohol with the 5th house here like someone getting drunk, partying, pleasure. Doesn't have to be Elijah doing these things, it's just a theme.

I feel like Elijah was a very active kid with a lot of energy, he may have kinda liked attention on him, may have been in the mood to have fun.. I wonder how his personality was or is. I'm curious if he was a hard headed kid who forgets what they're told and needs to be reminded multiple times or was it just the transit causing him to crave fun/playful time. It could also just be his environment with the rest of the aspects it seems he was being stopped from having too much fun and deep down that's all he wanted to do.

Apparently while he was in Jesse's care, he treated his home as a boot camp where Elijah wasn't allowed to have fun.. bc the whole point of him being over there is for disciplinary reasons and to teach him how to be a man. So maybe Elijah just had so much energy and it was hard not to let it out.

Moon opposite natal Neptune:

To cope with his situation in my opinion, Elijah was somewhat detached from what was happening or maybe exhausted by it. He was tired, out of it, confused, not seeing things clearly. He was very affected by his surroundings, didn't have strong boundaries, or know when he did a good thing vs doing a wrong thing, he basically believed whatever people felt. So for example if Jesse said "you're being bad!" Elijah would believe that he's being very bad even if that thing was subjective and minor. He didn't have an inner compass, ability to trust himself or understand others. I feel like he was kinda confused during this time, like unable to think for himself or know know how to self soothe..it could be that things were causing too much stress and affecting his health so even if someone was clearly telling him what to do, he would keep making mistakes. That's how bad things got, it was out of his control, no kid knowingly does things that would get them BEAT up, js. So it was deeper than being defiant.

I have moon square neptune in my natal chart and it basically plays out as me being confused when it comes to my emotions and it's so hard to make them clear for others to understand. It's like there's a disconnection with my conscience, intuition vs my physical self and true needs. Kind of like a little identity crisis in a way, it feels like that.

What's interesting about this particular transit Elijah was having is, sometimes you think just bc someone's a certain age, just bc they seem to understand/are competent, you never know what's really going on in the inside of that person. So for example, telling Elijah clearly "I want you to stop doing this and make yourself cereal and if not I WILL spank you" you would think their reaction would be fear and so they do exactly what is told, but sometimes people really arent ignoring orders or trying to be disrespectful.. they just genuinely are having a hard time accomplishing things. Whether it's confusion, insecurity, fear, delusional/idealism, escapism.. esp as a child, 3 years old and was expected to be perfect.

Natal mars in the 12th house:

This is very interesting. Elijah has an Aries mars so he was a very passionate, bold, loud, energetic kid, like if anything it was easy for him to get on peoples nerves around him bc mars Aries individuals are like fireballs, unlike libra mars who's a people pleaser, thoughtful, thinks before they act. Aries mars is the opposite they act before they do, they seem selfish, impulsive etc. So this could explain something when it comes to his behavioral issues he was having.

His mars in the 12th tells me he suddenly didn't have as much energy as usual, like he could of got sick, weak, not enough strength to be his lively, crazy self. Maybe he was unable to access that side of himself for some reason, basically the Martian qualities were being hidden for some reason.

Natal Venus in the 2nd/3rd house:

Interesting again. I feel like he was helping someone gain money, he was of value to someone bc Venus is our finances..maybe he was doing acts of service like cleaning, thinking for himself, making sure to do things that pleases others, being respectful, being graceful. Which is obviously something that doesn't come natural for Elijah with his Aries mars. 3rd house is like our actions, what we do with our hands, feet, time, communication. It can also show tasks involving his hands too that's what I'm getting from this.

I have a natal 3rd house sun and mercury, and I'm always keeping myself busy and instead of sitting in one spot I have to be doing something.

Mars transit conjunct natal Saturn:

He wasn't really able to be his martian, active, playful, assertive self as usual. During this transit it seemed that he had to control himself, be more cautious..

Conjunctions to Saturn are just as tough as squares imo. As someone with Saturn conjunctions natally, basically I was raised from a young age to be more in control of myself and I never really felt free to be me. That's similar to what a Saturn conjunct mars transit can feel like. This was a transit that is almost over for Elijah so that means this has been something he was dealing with for some time for like a month/ some weeks. Mars changes signs every month so it could of started at the beginning of the month, late last month.

Moon opposite natal Jupiter:

This one is rough, even I as a grown adult have trouble keeping up with my responsibilities, being strict, balanced. So this tells me that maybe things were harder than usual to basically tame himself, listen to what he knows he should be doing, this transit is known for lowering our standards in some way, being a bit reckless. So maybe he wasn't eating his food, maybe he was overindulging in things that brought him happy feelings, maybe he was too happy/confident, maybe he was just too much of every emotion he felt.

Typical kid things imo, kids are not meant to be robots or act like 40 year olds who've already lived life enough to learn right from wrong. He's just a kid, they're gonna make mistakes, be silly, make no sense, make messes.. if you don't let them do that than they're gonna have a very sad childhood. This also shows me that what his mom was saying about Elijah having behavior issues and sending him to Jesse's to teach him to be a man, this transit confirms that he was def more uncontrollable than usual.

Moon opposite natal Saturn:

Ugh. He was feeling alone, detached emotionally, outcasted, he saw that other people seemed to be happier than him and it made him feel more alone. He was depressed..

Saturn transit opposite natal mercury:

Clear as day. Someone was trying to control every single thing he did. They didn't want him to have too much fun, make too much noise, move too much, basically he wasn't able to do many things for himself like even get a cup of water or anything like that.

I feel like someone was heavily offended by Elijah, I wonder if he was a smart kid bc imagine being 3 years old and able to get under people's (grown adults at that) skin this bad.

**So I found an article about the caretaker/moms charges and it says that the bad behaviors Jesse mentioned deserved a time out was "getting into things" and apparently overfilling the diaper, but he couldn't specify any other behavior.. so basically implying, he couldn't share what else Elijah did to deserve to be punished most of his time there.

Chiron square Jupiter:

Something like an injury to his legs possibly or his waist and below. He was unable to travel, walk, be outside.. that's not good. Jupiter has universal themes, so imo something happened to where he wasn't able to do normal things that other kids were doing. He may have been aware of it too, like just watching other people enjoying themselves and he's unable to do the same.

Mars square natal Uranus:

I wonder if he was defiant. Like how bad could a 3 year old be. I'm curious to know what kind of behavior issues he was having before his mom took him to Jesse's house.

Moon square natal mars:

Parents irritated with him that's what this tells me. The home was unpeaceful, uncomfortable, combativeness.

That's all I can get out of this ATM. We will see how things go as the case develops more. Ty for reading.

And just so everyone knows, all I can do is read the charts and make interpretations based on how I see the signs and my intuition.. sometimes I'm on point sometimes I'm not, just like in any profession/job we all have our bad good days. Let's just hope my interpretation today provided something relevant to the case and I'm not just wasting my own time or contributing to conspiracy theories.

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Wendy Williams diagnosed with frontotemporal dementia and aphasia

So it's officially come to light, that Wendy Williams is diagnosed with the conditions I mentioned above, I can't say I'm surprised bc over the years she seemed to be getting worse in health. Such sad news to hear about anyone to be honest. I'll leave a link for more info on her diagnosis below for those interested.

What I want to do here is just check her chart + transits to see what they can tell me about this recent diagnosis.

I know that when Bruce Willis was diagnosed with the same condition, Saturn was transiting right over his mercury and sun I believe, which was crazy to me bc frontotemporal dementia and aphasia affect speech/language, understanding, personality, motor function, daily functioning, decision making, our memory, our neurons.. so basically all mercury related things. It was just insane to me that astrology explained what was happening. And I hope to do the same here with Wendy Williams charts, I've pulled up her natal chart and the airing date of her last episode. So let's dive in..

I'm using the last episode air date bc this is the only exact date I have that shows when she was beginning to have serious issues.

So the 1st aspect I was looking for and expecting to see was mercury aspecting saturn and yeap it's definitely there.

Last episode chart at the top and Wendy's birth chart at the bottom, cancer sun, aquarius rising.

Her natal mercury opposing transit saturn:

So this tells me that as Saturn transitioned over her mercury things were happening outside of her control, she was unable to understand things the way she used to, she was possibly going more mute than she would like, maybe she felt that something was holding her back from speaking/expression, things in general were just difficult and it was a lot pressure surrounding this all.

Her Mercury was transitting into the 12th house during this time so she could of been slowly becoming deluded, confused, in the dark, wanted to hide away, she basically didn't want anyone to know what was really going on at this time. She may have also been heavily medicated to deal with the truth of her situation, maybe she didn't want to face the truth in some way and was using substances to lessen the pain. She knew for a while what her condition was, long before we did, she just wasn't ready to share with the public.

And like I said above I was def expecting to see this aspect, so it's safe to say that mercury-saturn transits can def affect communication, travel, activities, decision making, sometimes in really harsh ways such as what happened with Wendy Williams and Bruce Willis. I'm currently going through this transit myself, mercury conjunct Saturn and it feels more so like I'm unable to start things as smoothly as I would like, delayed communication, thoughts, struggling to write esp bc I have mercury in the 3rd house. I used to be more free with my communication, my level of activity, creativity and ever since it's conjunct Saturn I feel like I'm stuck in place, more serious than I used to be. It's a hard, depressing, limiting transit to go through. Mercury is also much deeper than I can even explain it, but soon I'll try to make a blog post on everything that I know.

Natal saturn conjunct transit saturn:

I recently went through this and actually it's still going on right now as we speak, it feels very much depressing, there's always obstacle after obstacle when it comes to this type of transit. It also means that she was going through her 2nd Saturn return I believe. So that must of been harsh, it is a transition period that represents your growth over the years, it sets up the stage for the future years to come and who you will be moving forward.

Saturn transits are basically showing us the results of our actions, karma or in general just the sequences/cycles of our life, it's almost like sobering/awakening period. It can be a good reminder of all the things we need to work on.

Natal uranus square transit mercury:

Interesting so she was definitely aware of everything going on and was irritated that things just weren't going her way. It's like everything was unpredictable or going haywire.. in general maybe she was unable to function with tasks, communication. She was having a rough time during this transit. Being forgetful, inappropriate, moody, impulsive/erratic etc.

Natal MC opposite transit mercury:

Crazy.. for those of us who are fans of wendy williams and have been keeping up with her over the years, you would know they this show was something special. It was literally Wendy's calling to speak, and do her thing. She started out on radio stations before she eventually got her own TV show, so her calling in life was this. Basically expressing her thoughts/opinions/truth, she was a universal figure who could speak on things that mattered in the moment. She has a Sagittarius MC so imo, her purpose/career was truth telling, being educational, philosophical, being a big personality type you couldnt miss, she was an entertainer forsure.

And her MC transiting onto mercury is literally as clear as day telling us something was amiss here, out of her control, she was unable to do what she usually can do just fine. Oppositions can often show point of crisis moments, so things were unstable, contradicting, unbalanced. In other words, her career/public life was being affected by mercurial type things. Technical, communication, motor function, daily tasks, travel, thinking/logic/processing-difficulties.

Natal moon square transit saturn:

She felt very alone during this time, she knew and was aware of her reputation as someone who talks about people for living, so this was maybe a transit where she felt isolated, alienated, lonely, awkward. She def didn't want to tell anyone why her show was being cancelled bc she knew the reaction she would get and theres really nothing she could do about it bc people weren't wrong for feeling how they feel.

Mercury sextile MC:

Out of anything that came out from all this, this is a good aspect to see in regards to her career and legacy. I think Wendy Williams def was apart of making the decision to end her show. I hope she had a moment to gather everything in her own way, not being rushed, pressured, or told what to do next. Hopefully she had time to plan what she wants the rest of her life to look like. Atleast that's what I would of tried to do if I knew that I would be losing my memory, personality, ability to make decisions about my life in a few years. So maybe she made a plan for herself and hopefully it didn't/doesn't end up in the wrong hands.

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