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literallyaflame · 6 months
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so basically “the gifted kid” is a smokescreen for increasing and/or affirming white privilege/white supremacy?
i’m not the right person to explain this at great length, so i won’t, but—intelligence testing has a long and complicated relationship with classism and racism. gifted (and other sped) programs rely on that testing.
that’s as far as i’m willing to explain as a non-expert, lmao. if you want to know more, there’s about 573857 pages of research/opinions/documented personal experiences available for you to sift through, both within and outside of ‘academic’ circles. here’s an excerpt from the abstract of a case study on the topic:
“We show how gifted and talented status meets the criteria of white property interests and is defended by recourse to law and policy. Efforts to improve identification of students for gifted services reveal that the implicit operation of these Interests is an important reason why identification practices favoring white and middle-class children have been resistant to change. Dismantling underlying white property interests in gifted and talented identification is a necessary, though not sufficient step, toward a more just educational system.” [DOI]
i haven’t read this case study in full—i’m just using it to point out that this is a prominent, ongoing discussion. in my opinion, this should be a much larger part of the “former gifted kid” conversation, but alas
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back2themax · 3 years
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Ranting about The Shining(1980) as a adaptation-
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So let me say this first. I don’t think it’s a bad movie, hell is great at what it is trying to be! It is good, purely from a horror movie standpoint. As a adaptation of the book? It is absolutely shit.
What the movie succeeds in-
I’m going to start with being nice. So I used to love this film a whole lot more before I actually read the book. As there is some fantastic elements to it. The score, the sound itself is fantastic and greatly adds to that  unnerving feeling you get. Especially when it comes to the high pitched buzz used for the shine itself. The camera work! The shots in this film are great, very  atmospheric. It also helps in giving that cabin fever feel, everything in the hotel is so huge compared to the torrences and yet you still feel like your confided to a small space. Now, Jack Nickerson is not a good Jack Torrance BUT he is good as a crazy man.... it feels like he would work better as the embodiment of the hotel itself then the father.
Severe loss of  character-
The movie  pacifically ruins Jack and Dick. there is no benefit to wendy or Danny either but it isn’t as severe a drop in quality from the complex  characters in the book.
Jack-
So the movie makes It so so unclear what’s actually happening to this man. In the book, Jack is the recovering alcoholic father who had recently lost his job at a rather good school. He has sworn off drinking after two key events. Breaking his sons arm years ago , and the drunken night drove. In the book it is clear who and what Jack is. It is clear how much he truly loves his wife and son, how much he has been trying to rebuild Long lost trust and save the family by taking this job. He is a intelligent f man with a weakness the hotel can exploit. His decent is slow but typically he can be talked back to reality by his wife or by their son. The hotel slowly chips away his sanity by using his trama and addiction against him so that it can completely take him over in the final act, Jack Torrance is gone.
In the movie the hotel barely has to shove him and this man walks willingly into its arms. There’s no struggle,no real coaxing or conflict, the hotel does and he believes. Hell! He doesn’t even go to check on his son seeing the bruising on his neck! He doesn’t even seam concerned! While Jack in the book does indeed get pissy as this could completely ruin him AND THE FAMILY- he always puts Danny first. Danny is another thing. The boy adores his father, he’s a daddy’s boy. He loves this man so deeply, and yet we don’t get that. Even normal he seams terrified of the man! Not to mention in the book Jack is- a actual father like hello he’s actually present.
There is two moments they give with him that I actually like, that give him actual charecter
1- When Wendy brings him breakfast the one day it’s actually kind of a cute moment.
2- when he had the nightmare about hurting them, and actual expresses terror over hurting his family
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Jack is such a complex and interesting charecter that you can both feel sorry for and angry at the same time... the movie strips all of this away from him and makes him this temper tantrum buffoon.
Dick-
Part of me wondered why the movie would even bring him back at all. They turned him into a plot device purely to get the other snowcat. In the book he holds a much larger role, becoming good friends with Danny and explaining a whole lot more about the shine and expressing where he shouldn’t go. In the late half he is a huge reason in why Wendy’s even alive! See in the book it’s not just a chase scene, they actually get hurt! Wendy is barely able to shamble, Half of dicks body is ruined and poor Danny is freezing. He plays such a huge role and is almost a secondary father figure to Danny. To just kill him is a insult.
Wendy-
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So besides her hair not being blond and her robe not being pink there’s mainly minor changes with her. I think she was actually done the best out of everyone. However they did make her a lot more whiney then in the book... but I actually think this is more playing off Jack’s warped  perspective! As she’s nothing but caring and loving and frankly worried for the two boys in her life. Honestly Wendy is always perfect smh. I honestly think Shelly is the perfect Wendy, if the script would have been better I would have loved her even more.
Danny? Danny is a cardboard cut out. Really didn’t give this kid a thing did you.
Weird changes-
There’s a great amount of plot points and symbolism lost to the movie. Especially with the Whasps. Which is a MAJOR event, one of the first things that begins to unravel everything. Not to mention how they carry a theme though the rest of the book. Also the sort of reflection of the worst things from your parents. Jack sharing things and taking on the mannerisms of his abusive father when possessed, Wendy sharing traits with her horrible mother, Danny reflecting both his parents at times.
Hedge animals to a hedge maze? Which ends up doing very little.
217 becomes 237 with added unnessasary bad Jack
The Grady girls and the blood elevator??(the dog man part is actually in the book, no I’m not kidding)
Etc
Just over all it’s a massive headache I don’t mean to be one of those “the book is better” people but the book is better
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wrdn-tabris · 2 years
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Intrigued by Nico Lawrence. Please elaborate on the story here?
AAAAAH YES ID LOVE TO
nicos very much my baby and im still working on them and their story! but lemme ramble under the cut haha
(to start, nico is non binary, and uses he/they)
nico very much is. Just a Guy. a special guy! but also, jsut a guy for the majority of his life. he grew up in gotham, has his mother and father, and a very older brother and a very younger brother who he helps take care of.
i like to think that he grew up in the same apartment complex jason did, and so they were sort of kind of friends growing up. nico was, and still is, a weird kid, very drawn to the creepy and weird, and jason i like to think sort of looked after him when they were little, because nico was so absent minded sometimes.
then you know, jasons parents are gone, hes homeless, gets adopted, nicos just sort of left behind, which is fine with him.
because i did kind of want to give nico some interesting themes and stuff, and because theyre also very much kind of a self insert tht just. Evolved. nico has a lot of my similar interests. theyre interested in horror and cryptids and myths and legends, they like ghost stories and things that go bump in the night. nico also has some vague, spooky powers, because ive always loved the magic element in dc!
im still working on it, but what ive had so far is, nico comes from a magic line through his fathers side of the family. not that they know it growing up, but their family follows a cult, and because the people in nicos fathers side can have the ability to have magic and be in touch with this deity, that makes certain children prime real estate to be possessed by their god/demon/deity the cult worships.
when nicos young this materializes in them being able to see visions of tragedies or deaths before hand, and seeing 'bad luck omens' sort of telling them that 'something terrible is going to happen'. they can also see visions of the dead hours before someone actually dies, usually someone theyve come in contact with recently. its all very vague and scary.
at one point, after nico and jason reunite and become friends again, the cult nicos father follows discovers that nico would be the best person in the current line to be used as the new vessel for their god. its a big Thing, jason trying to protect them from Cult Stuff :tm: and the bats wondering why the hell theres a cult running around in the city, sacrificing people. nico is fine with running, until they get a vision of jason and the bats dead, and decides to give himself up to save them, in which he sees a vision of his own death.
cult stuff happens, bats get there too late, nicos dead, having bled out from the sacrifice even tho the bats interrupted it. BUT! nico doesnt stay dead forever.
they end up coming back, because the ritual to sacrifice them was a success, however instead of the demon taking over their body, nico somehow wins in the internal battle of wills and stays in control :D tho the demons still there, just slumbering, and theyre still possessed.
at this point is what im still thinking of. they come back to life about 100% more in tune with the magic theyve always had and with a fun new hair style bc white haired boys make me go :). it ends up as a fun cross country road trip of nico trying to get their magic under control and teaming up with some of my other dc ocs (hal jordans son hunter who i love dearly bc hes also Just A Guy, my oc aurora whose a demigod, etc)
theres vague stuff in mind with nico finding their uncle, who gives them a head start on learning magic stuff, but is actually working with the cult (lied to his nephew smh) and nico n jason meeting again bc im a sucker hfjsdl
but yes! that is his story so far!
hes a good kid, and hes nice too, if not a little weird. tends to enjoy exploring abandoned and 'haunted' buildings, can be a little absent minded and naive, but really really cares about people. a good egg. a nice egg.
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genesisrose74 · 4 years
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A/n: This idea just popped into my head this morning and I needed to write it out, guess who finished in one day instead of focusing on summer school aha ha...so here’s the next edition of Class 1-A quarantine hc’s! I think I’ll include a bit of background for all of these, just for future reference if anyone likes them lmao. Today we have everyone’s favorite nitroglycerin king, Bakugo Katsuki! Hope y’all enjoy cause I’m honestly so soft for this one okay BYE-
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Surprisingly, you’re initially part of the Dekusquad, but you’ve always been close with Kirishima and Mina and feel comfortable hanging out with their group as well so you start gravitating to the Bakusquad 
At first, Bakugo is really standoffish because, “You’re seriously friends with that damn nerd Deku” - wow everyone be hating on our cinnamon roll smh
But then he sees how much the rest of Bakusquad likes you and he starts warming up
It starts with small little things like not hogging all the space on the couches in the dorms and having you sit beside him
Then he notices that you’re very forgetful of your jacket and he ends up keeping a spare in his bag just in case the weather gets really bad
“I mistakenly grabbed two this morning, so lighten my load and carry the jacket—I don’t give a shit if you put it on, just hold it will you!” 
He’s acts all aggressive whenever he tries to be subtle and someone calls him out on it pffft- 
“What the hell are you talking about? You trying to get punched in the face?”
And his feelings are emphasized when the whole class is allowed to use the pool one afternoon and you’re pulling up with Mina and Momo
You’ve got a cute swimsuit and a sun hat on, and King Explosion Murder starts sweating a dangerous amount of nitroglycerin 
Bakugo Katsuki has a thing for soft girls who can pull a one-eighty and kick ass no I do not take criticism
The class wants to play chicken and everyone is choosing partners, but in the corner of his eye Bakugo sees you getting cornered by Mineta 
You’re usually able to handle the horny tornado but you’re feeling a bit too exposed in a bathing suit and start losing your cool
When I tell you the whole Bakusquad BOLTS to come rescue you-
Mineta is literally launched out of the pool by Sero like a rocket ship in orbit and the rest of the group is in this protective barrier formation around you (yes the squad has protocols for this kind of thing don’t even deny it)
Bakugo is beside you in a second with his hands secured on your waist because no one is coming near you like that when he’s around
“Why don’t you be my partner, yeah?”
And that's the story of how y’all destroyed everyone at chicken with absolutely no mercy and Bakugo finds your competitiveness that entire day attractive as hell
Walking back to the dorms afterwards, he pulls you away from the group and the look he gives you is  s e a r i n g
“For the love of God, go out with me” and he does not have to tell you twice
Literally the entire class is SHOOK because you’re actually pretty mellow and Mr. My Only Vocabulary Word Is Die is...ya know...✨volatile✨
But let’s be honest he’s actually a softie if you’re close enough to him (sorry Deku you’re the exception but we still luv u) and everyone ends up adoring y’all being together
When quarantine rolls around and you both have to live back at your respective houses, everything is decently calm for about two days and then you both start getting bored as hell
Honestly longer than you expected 
Bakugo hates social distancing with a passion but he agrees to abide by the rules and ends up asking you to Facetime at least twice a day
His bedroom is actually very tidy ‘cause Bakugo hates clutter, especially when he’s doing schoolwork
I wholeheartedly believe that Bakugo is a beast in the kitchen and y’all can fight me about it because his knife skills are canon and you best believe he learned it to be more independent 
He’s been experimenting with new cooking recipes and is a master at making something out of practically nothing in his fridge, which is really handy when a trip to the grocery store is long overdue
He sends you pictures of his dishes and your responses are all praise and none of it’s exaggerated either; this boy can COOK 
Netflix Parties with the Bakusquad — the chat gets loaded with Denki and Kiri spamming and Bakugo yelling at them in all caps to shut up
Your lock screen is a picture of the group on Facetime and you all have filters on (somehow you got Bakugo to use one don’t ask how); literal friendship goals
And then it’s been about a whole month since quarantine started and Bakugo wants to come visit you, but his mom shuts that down quicker than Barry Allen in the Speed Force
He’s pissed because he and his family feel perfectly healthy but his mother will not let him leave under any circumstances
So when his parents go to visit some relatives who were more susceptible to the virus and needed help with a couple basic tasks you decide to sneak out to see him (in good health of course)
Imagine his surprise when his typically rule-following girlfriend calls and is already standing in his backyard, bags of groceries in your possession
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Bakugo shot you an incredulous look as you sat at the kitchen table. “You know I could have just opened the front door for you.”
“Yeah, but going through the window was way more fun,” you defended. “It’s not like I’m very rebellious at any other time, so might as well live it up while I have the courage.”
The blond snorted, sifting through the numerous bags you brought along to his house. They were filled with an assortment of foods: vegetables, meat, rice, sauces and the like. 
“What’s all this for?” he inquired, pulling out a bottle of teriyaki sauce.
You couldn’t help the small smile that grew on your face as your boyfriend curiously examined the items. “It’s for you to cook with, duh.”
“And how am I supposed to explain the new abundance of food in the fridge to my parents?”
“Say that I had it sent over through Postmates or something. Even I thought of that, Katsuki.”
He rolled his eyes as he placed down the last bag of items. “I can’t believe you snuck out and brought all this stuff,” he murmured, leaning over to kiss the top of your head. “Thank you, babe.”
A faint blush rises to your cheeks, despite the fact you’ve been dating the first year student for a few months now. Girlfriend or not, verbal thanks from the King Explosion Murder was rare. “You’re welcome.”
Bakugo turned to the stove and started organizing a number of ingredients on the counter beside it, pulling out kitchenware from cabinets as he went.
“Since you’re here and all, I suppose I could make your dumb ass something,” he remarked. 
Your eyes practically sparkled with excitement at the offer; you were hoping the blond would make you one of his iconic dishes eventually. A ghost of a grin was present on Bakugo’s face at the cheer that left your mouth, his back facing you as he got started. 
You were quick to situate yourself on top of the kitchen counter, Bakugo lifting you by the waist to place you farther away from the flaming stove but still allowing you to watch as he worked. His knife skills were almost scary when chopping up the vegetables, the pace at which he was cutting them astonishing you, and the overall aroma of the space had your mouth watering before he was even close to finishing the meal.
“I feel like a judge on Master Chef,” you giggled, and the boy shook his head at the comment as he eyed a timer he had set for the pork he put on the stove. 
“I’m pretty sure my girlfriend of a judge would be a bit biased over the contestants,” he pointed out. 
You hummed thoughtfully. “I mean, if he keeps looking this attractive while making food I think my bias is justified.”
He glanced at you perched on the counter top, and took a few steps in your direction, cupping your cheek in one hand to kiss you quickly. 
“You’re distracting me,” the first year mumbled, running a thumb over your jaw. “Quit being so cute, dummy.”
You saluted playfully. “Yes, chef.”
He let out a soft laugh before moving back to silence the timer that had started beeping, alerting him that the pork on the stove was ready to go. The blond shooed you away and had you sit at the dining table as he took the skillet and turned off the stove flames.
As you waited patiently for Bakugo to finish up, you sang under your breath and set two spots at the table directly across from each other. By the time he was done, two plates of steaming food in hand, you were already sitting down and twirling a fork between your fingers. 
“What did you end up making?” You asked as he set a plate of rice and pork in front of you. 
“Tonkatsu,” he replied nonchalantly. 
It smelled like absolute heaven, and your hunger was only emphasized in the midst of the fast food you had been surviving off of during quarantine. This boy was even good at presentation, and you began to wonder if he was just talented at everything he tried.
Bakugo took the spot across from you and watched as you took the first bite. He wouldn’t admit it, but he felt a bit nervous that you wouldn’t like what he made. But that thought dissipated as quickly as it came once your fork flew into the meal for a second time, and you shot him a wide-eyed look.
“So good!” you exclaimed with a stuffed face, a few grains of rice falling from your mouth and back onto the plate.
“Don’t speak with your mouth full or you’ll choke, stupid,” he reprimanded, but your praise had an evident effect on the male as a smug smile tugged at the corners of his mouth.
“I expect gourmet lunches from you at least once a week when school starts again.” 
“Not a chance in hell that I’m doing extra work in the mornings.”
“I’ll buy you all the ingredients you want~” 
“...I’ll think about it.”
Next thing you knew, all the food on your plate was gone, gladly relocated to your stomach. Rounding the table, you wrapped your arms around Bakugo’s shoulders as he also finished eating. 
“Thank you for dinner, Katsuki,” you hummed contentedly, resting your chin on his head. “It was seriously masterclass, especially after all the takeout I’ve been eating.” 
“Yeah, yeah, you’re welcome,” he waved it off. “I think a movie of my choosing is in order.”
“After we clean up, hot shot. Your mom would kill you if she realized someone was over.”
“Why wouldn’t she kill you too?”
“Please. Your mom loves me.”
The blond barked out a laugh before standing up and holding your waist, ushering you back to the kitchen. “True.”
Cleaning up was quick and easy with the both of you working together, stocking away dishes and remaining groceries. The evening sky, visible through a large window in the living room, glittered with stars as you sidled next to your boyfriend on the couch, the kitchen and dining room returned to its normal prestige.
“Katsuki?” you murmured, voice laced with a touch of contented sleepiness.
He turned his head from the television screen to face you. “Hm?” 
“I missed you, silly.” 
An arm was thrown around your shoulder and you were pulled closer to the male, who gently kissed your temple. 
“I missed you too, dummy.”
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seijorhi · 3 years
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rhi answers :)
holy fuck you guys had some thoughts™ about Bully part 2
there you go, serving up yet ANOTHER meal! how could Iwa betray us like that tho😩 the pain i felt once he impassively stared at us after all that smh. Is Iwa maybe possibly a bit yandere for us too, or is he just too loyal to Oikawa to have let us go? So many lingering thoughts and feelings💔
iwa, my poor, darling iwa. i love him so much and there was no way in hell i was gonna write this follow up without him. but i’ve talked before about his complicated feelings towards the reader. he does try and protect you from the worst of oikawa, but he does definitely have ‘feelings’ of his own towards her. and when you told him that you were going to leave and that you planned on going without even so much as telling him, he was hurt, naturally, but also incredibly pissed off.
he is loyal towards oikawa, but maybe if he didn’t see you as anything other than his best friends girl (willingly or otherwise) he might have kept your secret out of pity or something, but you’re not just oikawa’s girl and he won’t lose you either.
now, whether or not he feels guilty about that, watching oikawa rail you in the middle of an empty classroom, well that’s a different story ;)
Bully pt 2 was absolutely lovely, rhi! i’m going to take a stab and say that iwa is also in love with the reader? If so, why would he tell Oikawa your plans if he knows what he would do to you?
thank you!!! so essentially yes, but the reasons he betrayed your trust to oikawa are entirely selfish. he doesn’t want to lose you, and he’s smart enough to know that if you ran off to tokyo, that would be the absolute end of it
bully gave me CHILLS. every single line was so masterfully written, rhi! Was Iwa there the entire time the ending scene was happening? if so, why didn’t he step in?
because he knew what was gonna happen, and he had no intentions of stopping it - though i will say that knowing about what was gonna happen and actually witnessing it are two very different things. there are a lot of complex feelings at play here - he’s pissed off at oikawa, at you, he’s hurt, more than a little turned on, full of shame and disgust and a little bit of sick satisfaction and there’s a part of him that’s almost relieved that you’re being subjected to this because he knows it’ll make you stay put, even if it breaks you apart entirely so he’s kinda going through it lol
oh my GOD my heart aches for the reader. In part one, Iwa is her savior, and here he is the reason she’ll likely be stuck with the pretty boy bastard forever. is iwa as bad of a yandere as oiks is here?
in some twisted, very toxic way, he still kind of is. or at least that’s what he thinks of himself as
fuck Bully 2 was soooo amazing!! i wonder, do the reader’s parents know you’re dating Oikawa?
yep, they think he’s such a charming guy, and you’re so lucky to have landed him. it’s also part of the reason they offer to let you stay in miyagi - so you won’t have to leave him (aren’t they sweet? lmao)
the million dollar question: will oiks share you with iwa? he’s a possessive ass freak in Bully, so i wanted to know your thoughts! also, was iwa mad at the end because he saw what oikawa was doing to you? was it jealousy? anger at the reader?
a little bit of all of the above. and yeah, after this the dynamic between the three of you shifts – you’re still oikawa’s first and foremost, but he’s not against iwa indulging every once in a while
RHI RHI RHI RHI RHIIIIIIIIII YOUR BULLY PART TWO PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE, CURB STOMPED ME, YEETED THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF ME AND PRACTICALLY MURDERED ME IN COLD BLOOD, I AM WRITING THIS FROM MY GRAVE RIGHT NOW CAUSE SADLY I AM DECEASED😔✋ oh my god it was so freaking good, I don’t think I’ll ever be over the way you portrayed oikawa, andddd would iwa have joined us?👀👀👀👀👀👀 does he have any feelings towards us?👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀or is he just super loyal to oikawa?👁👁👁👁👁👁 - @autumnandhotchocolate 
haha, ok this made me snort, i love it thank you.
they might not have had time right then, but iwa definitely took his turn. after all, oikawa owes it all to him now, and while iwa breaking your trust is a decision made entirely out of selfishness, oikawa knows that his friend’s feelings aren’t exactly what he pretends
the scene where Oikawa was just exploiting the fuck out of the fact that the reader was bared before him in that sexy school girl uniform typa look was 👌👌
it’s a little sexy, right??
WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IWAIZUMI WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU...... HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO US......... I NEED TO FUCK HIM
i love how this rant ended, like yeah he’s a piece of shit but still gonna fuck him haha
oh my gOD! You’ve outdone yourself with Bully 2, i could feel every emotion you were trying to convey. it was brilliant. may i ask, does oikawa know that iwa also loves the reader? how does he feel about that?
oh, he definitely knows – just like he knows that iwa wouldn’t ever deliberately cross that line no matter how badly he wants to. he is lucky though, because he’s pretty much the only person that oikawa would tolerate having close to the reader knowing about his feelings for her.
but oikawa isn’t a completely selfish monster, he’s not opposed to sharing, especially when iwa’s the one who shared you little secret.
omfg Bully part 2 was amazing but it’s also incredibly sad??? like reader accepting the fact fact that she has no choice in high school. but just that longing, the anticipation knowing that her parents gave her a choice to be free soon in tokyo. a choice that gets ultimately ripped away from oikawa (and iwa)
it is sad :(( but i’m glad you liked it!!
i was all 🥺 when iwa offered to walk her home. but the more the convo went on, i was like oh shit hes a yandere too-
who do you think is worse in bully! yan iwa or yan oika?
they’re both equally awful, but at least oikawa was upfront about what a piece of shit he was from the start, iwa hides behind the guise of being a good guy, protecting the reader, even when he’s enabling oikawa’s behaviour
Just read bully part 2 and holy shit it’s amazing the way you portray the MC. Poor Iwa tho. It’s okay Iwa, you have me 😜😜😜 part of me hopes that Iwa punch Oikawa tho...
haha, he definitely deserves it
OH MY GOD, BULLY PART 2 WAS PERFECT!!!! THE ENDING!!! AIANSOKSOAKA IM SCREAMINGGG YOU ARE AMAZING!!
ah, thank you sm bby!! Glad you liked it :)
Ahhhhhh 😍😍😍😍💖💖💖💖💖
Bully oikawa just does things to me. Thank you I love it
me too bby, me too.
what happened to Iwa being the reader’s protector 😭😭😭
:) well he can’t very well protect you if you’re in Tokyo without him :)
did oikawa purposely set up iwa to watch?
iwa knew all along where they’d be :)
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alrighty-vigilante · 3 years
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Felix Faust and his one braincelled offspring – an epitome of DC's lost potential; a himbo,a dumbass and a fucking rat
It's not like any of you asked but it's the thing that wakes me up at night. DC created a lot of great characters: good, evil and morally grey.
And just like that... They abandoned them. Not like "stopped using them in their stories" – stopped caring.
Let me show you what made me so obsessed with DC's Faustfamily: the good, the bad and the ugly.
The Good
Sebastian, the firstborn of Felix, Abraham to his Isaac, is constantly haunted by the sins of his father and bashed for them. Around him heroes are not heroes anymore, too distrustful to treat him with decency, always suspecting scheming.
The Bad
Since every magic user pays some price for their skills I feel like his price is not being able to experience love or not for long. In Outsiders (1993) it was stated, or so I believe, that he has a hard time experiencing feelings because of his lack of soul. Even if not: since Halo was reborn many times, she doesn't even remember Sebastian. June Moon was completely apathetic after Enchantress persona was ripped out of her. Zatanna is Zatanna, I think their relationship was only mentioned in Mystik U so it's thankfully not anywhere near canon. In totally awful Suicide Squad: Black Files it's told Sebastian's wife is dying (and pregnant) so he enchanted her until he finds a cure. Even motherly love he cannot experience – no matter the author's approach, his mother is not around him for long and he feels responsible for her death which may have be the reason why she tried to look after his sister for as long as it was possible. Sorry I need a moment...
I'd have to be naïve to even hope for anyone in DC being so competent to show Sebastian as aromantic/demiromantic without showing people on this spectrum as soulless.
Fauna lived to be "lesser than Sebastian". Suffered the same fate as her brother but was neglected by her father from the start, unlike Sebastian who was taught by him some time. I don't think she and her father nor she and her brother ever bonded in any way. For me Fauna is the embodiment of the anger only an abused abandoned teenager can feel. Raw blinding rage not directed at anything in particular but everything and everyone including herself because she is not sure what and who should she hate the most. And in the end, it is she who suffers the most. It drives her a path of evil. All her attempts at being better than everyone and most of all – better than her father, are in real just attempts to get his approval.
The only time she felt free was when she got with Syonide (yeah folks she's lesbian) but, well, it didn't last long.
One thing about her that especially wakes me up at night is how in Raven she mentions her ancestors but stops, saying she's better than them anyway. Well, there are no such characters in whole DC. No Majica the Magnificent or whoever. Let's pretend it's not just a hole in the universe because probably it is just that: it leads to conclusion that Fauna made it up herself to back up her narcissistic attitude and the right to do what she want and take what she want OR her father made that up, and that leads us to Felix Faust himself.
The Ugly
WHERE DO I EVEN START, if I start to lost what's wrong with him you'll be reading this to the end of your life.
The most prominent personality trait of his is that Dumb bitch hours are 24 hours. Second: he is full of opposites. Is he intelligent? As hell. Is he still a gullible idiot? Oh yeah. Is he doing bad things? Yes. Is he a villain? No, he had his time of being neutral/good. He is driven by the need for power. What would he do if he gets it? The most probable scenario: nothing. What would he need it for, then? I can bet all my money, which are around 5$ and a bagel, that what he really want is respect (and that ties neatly with making up his genealogy tree). Now, his background varies depending on the author, of course they couldn't develop consistency, but many things are common nonetheless. So, if we just generally look at him, we see a man who, before being possessed by 5000 years young ghost, was nothing more but street magician – guess how much respect he got. This old sorceress that eventually took over his body also was humiliated in a great defeat. In the 70s he was called the greatest foe of the Justice League. Nowadays, even some drunk warlock junkie rat (yeah, I mean Constantine lol) makes fun of him. What could he crave more than some basic "this is Felix Faust, the greatest sorcerer alive who hoards all the knowledge"?
I would say it doesn't matter whether he sacrificed his son to help his dying wife or to get more power (he later sacrificed his daughter just for the latter reason. He just never learns). Generally sacrificing your children is shitty thing to do so there's no justification for his actions. He doesn't know when to stop and even if he feels regret for things he has done, he just keeps going in an everlasting chase.
Damn, in a way he is quite relatable: despite the efforts, he fails every time. Despite the education in three majors, he is so gullible. Making him not talented enough to match his knowledge truly is tragic.
What DC never explored, and never will, is he was a single parent, who didn't know how to carry on without his wife, how to bring their children up. Too focused on his "career" he neglected his children. Having Sebastian to grow up to be a better person and better sorcerer than he ever will be visibly drives him up the wall. At the same time he struggles, trying to get close with his son a bit – these clumsy attempts to scold him are actually meant to be compliments. (No such scenes with him and Fauna because apparently writers forgot about her completely smh).
I don't enjoy New52 events but I think a lot about how Faust was trapped in the Tower of Fate with Neron, the ruler of hell and also his abuser. He kinda had it coming but it's traumatic nonetheless
Another thing that could be explored by DC more is that in a way, heroes are pretty much the guardians of the status quo. Not only Sebastian takes the blame for everything and is not trusted by them, but they also haven't done much to keep Felix on the good side, never thanked him for his service nor did they tried not to push him into villainy. But such behaviour also affect other characters so I won't be focusing on this.
To sum it up nicely: just because this is about fictional magicians doesn't mean their story is unrelatable. People out there are emotionally absent in their family's life sometimes because of tragedy they went through or because they were not ready, or because something else. People may hate their abusers, love their abusers, be children of abusers. Parents put their children through harmful situations. Family are not always bonded and happy. Family members may long for contact but don't know how to get it. Etc etc, you probably got it.
Not only these characters suffers from lost potential but many, many more. Instead of seeing same characters like Batman or Wonder Woman over and over again, I'd prefer creators to go back and develop what they already have.
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Questions based off episodes in the Brit TV show Misfits. (Episode 1) 1. Have you ever been on probation or had to do community service for a crime you committed? >> I was put on probation when I was thirteen. I didn’t actually commit a crime, though. It was really just an incredibly fucked up situation. (Sometimes I have to remind myself that considering some of the shit I had to deal with during the most formative years of my existence, I really could have turned out a lot worse. Smh) 2. What would you do if you were in a situation where nobody believed you and it was critical they did? Or if you have been in this type of situation before, what happened? >> I think about that a lot because that’s a pretty common plot device in media. I have no idea what I would do, but one thing I do know is... you can’t make other people see what you see. Sometimes you just gotta do as much as you can yourself and let everyone else do whatever they do. 3. Have you ever been stuck in some sort of severe weather? Were you injured or did you get out fine? >> Not to my recollection. I’ve seen some pretty bad storms, but nothing that directly affected me and my safety. 4. Would you go back in time if it allowed you to save even one person? >> I can’t take time travel hypotheticals with any sort of seriousness, sorry. 5. Have you ever been mistreated by someone in a position of authority? >> Sure.
6. What would you do if your parents kicked you out of your house, saying that you couldn’t return unless you improved yourself? Would you try to get on their good side again, or would you figure it isn’t worth the time? >> I was kicked out of the house, but there was no conditions on it. It was pretty final. I’ve tried to have an adult relationship with my father, but it’s impossible because he apparently just... doesn’t like me as a person. *shrug* (Episode 2) 1. Have you ever done volunteer work in an elderly home? Do you like being around around the elderly, or do you find it repulsive? >> I have not. The way I feel about the elderly is the way I feel about every other variety of human -- I like some, I don’t like some, but they’re all just people, either way. 2. If your parents are separated/widowed/divorced, have they ever dated anyone else? Do you mind that they date other people, or does it bother you? Have they ever dated someone you really disliked but they didn’t listen to your opinion? >> --- 3. Would you ever date someone significantly older than you? Or have you ever been attracted to something significantly older than you in the past? How did it end up? How significantly older? >> I have been in relationships with people significantly older than me (15+ years). Obviously, I’m not still in those relationships, so it ended up... nowhere? 4. Who would you turn to if you unexpectedly found yourself homeless? Or would you try to deal with the situation on your own? >> I’ve been homeless many times and there was no one to turn to. I just dealt with it myself. 5. Would you want to ability to read peoples’ minds if you had no control over who’s mind you read and when you read it? >> Absolutely fucking not. Haven’t you seen True Blood? 6. Have you ever flirted with someone over the internet with no idea of what kind of person they were? >> I mean, probably? (Episode 3) 1. If you were in a hypothetical situation where you had to dispose of a body, do you think you’d succeed or get caught? >> How would I know? I can’t even imagine that kind of situation, aside from in some kind of lurid, unrealistic Movie Magic sort of way -- since I’ve only ever encountered that kind of situation in fiction. 2. If you had the power to influence any boy/girl into liking you, do you think you’d enjoy it or hate it knowing that all their feelings are superficial? >> Why the fuck would I even want to do that to another individual. 3. Have you ever lied about who you were over the internet? Did you have a specific reason for doing so, or was it just for fun? >> Nah. I’ve affected confidence or authority, and I’ve exaggerated aspects of myself for various purposes (usually comedic ones), but I don’t recall flat-out lying about anything. I’ve considered doing it just to see what it felt like, but honestly, it just doesn’t seem like an interesting thing to do. 4. Have you ever used a credit card or money that wasn’t yours to buy something without permission to do so? >> No. 5. If you were in a situation where you wanted to date someone, but you knew you could never touch them, how would you handle it? Would you even try to make it work? >> This kind of situation doesn’t bother me because I’m already touch-sensitive/touch-averse. It would actually take a lot of pressure off me. 6. Have you ever known someone who went missing without explanation? Were they ever found, or did they ever come back? >> No. (Episode 4) 1. If your boyfriend/girlfriend/best friend were in jail, would you go back in time to keep them out of it? >> What the hell... (See, I did watch this show once -- the first couple of seasons, anyway, before I forgot about it and never picked it back up -- but I don’t remember any of it anymore. I didn’t know time travel featured that heavily, lol.) 2. Have you ever been caught in possession of illegal drugs? >> No. 3. Have you ever damaged something in a public place? Did you get away with it or were you forced to pay for the damages? >> No. 4. Do you ever take “samples” from bulk candy or food bins? >> No. 5. Have you ever had two relationships at once? Was it on purpose? How did you work things out? >> Yeah. It was on purpose, yes. There was nothing to work out, when it came to that -- both parties knew and one of them was okay with it (the other said they were okay with it but then wasn’t later). 6. If you go to clubs or party, do you ever use drugs to “enhance” the experience? >> Not for that specifically. When I was doing drugs, I just did them... all the time. Party or no party. Now, I just drink. (Episode 5) 1. Have you ever been romantically involved with an authority figure? Could you ever see yourself in this kind of situation, or would you avoid something like this completely? >> No. I can’t imagine being in that situation, no. 2. Would you ever fake affection for someone in order to get information from them, or maybe to make someone else feel jealous? >> No. 3. Have you ever been in a situation where you felt too guilty to break up with someone? How long did it go on like that? >> More like I felt like I had made a decision and I should stick by it. Sunk-cost fallacy, too, kind of. But, you know, sometimes you just make dumb decisions. It’s all right to admit that and stop the snowball before it gets too far down the mountain... 4. If you found a boy/girl you REALLY liked, but knew they had a baby or a young child, would you still try to pursue something with them, knowing the burden that it could entail? Or would you try to find someone else? >> None of this is even applicable to me. 5. How far would you go to protect your closest friends? >> *shrug* 6. Have you ever accidentally found an embarrassing or extremely personal picture or video on someone else’s phone? >> No. (Episode 6) 1. Have you ever had any kind of interaction with a cult? What kind of interaction was it? Or have you ever been involved with a cult? What made you decide to leave? >> I mean, the Church of Scientology had them e-meter tables set up all over Manhattan, they were pretty impossible to avoid. I’m pretty good at evading people who want to take my money, though. 2. If someone were to start brainwashing people into refraining from drinking, smoking, doing drugs, having sex, and to dress more modestly, would you approve or disapprove? >> I would not approve. 3. Do you think it’s better to do a lot of wild things, such as taking drugs, partying heavily, having sex, etc., or do you think it’s better if people try to be a little more modest? >> I think it’s best if people get to live their lives without having to deal with my -- anyone’s -- unsolicited judgement of it. 4. What would you do if your friends started going through drastic personality changes into people they were completely unlike before? Would you confront them about it? How about if the changes were good changes? >> I have no idea what I would do. I might point it out a couple of times, in case they’re just unaware of some spiral they’re on or something, but after that I don’t know what else I’m supposed to do. Ultimately, it’s not up to me what they do, and if I still consider them my friend, I guess I’d just continue to be that until I don’t want to anymore. 5. What would you do if someone close to you, (it could be a friend, significant other or relative), had died but suddenly came back from the dead? How would you handle something like that? >> Well, obviously I’d freak the fuck out because nothing about this reality has suggested that that was even possible until that very moment. So I’m completely unprepared, for one, and for another, what is the nature of the resurrection? Is it more Night of the Living Dead or more New Testament? Is this person going to be able to reassume their previously-vacated place in the world, or is shit gonna get real fucking complicated from now on? Too many variables, man. 6. Have you ever jumped or fallen off a roof? Were you injured? >> No.
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a-walk-in-silence · 6 years
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Just A Dream
Pairings: Steve Rogers x Stark!Fem!Reader
Word Count: 2.3k
Summary: You’re in the delivery room, having a baby, but something is just missing from  your life. A dream helps you feel better about everything.
Warnings: Infinity War spoilers kinda?, semi-descriptions of birth, off-screen character death, cursing, family drama, bad parenting (smh Howard)
A/N: Y’all, ik it isn’t WCBB or my other writing challenge prompt but I saw Mamma Mia 2 and I fell in love with one song in particular just because the scene it happens in is so good and so tear worthy (I loved the whole show tho and all of the songs are 10/10). So thus, this song fic was born!
Key:
Y/N - Your Name
Y/N/N - Your Nickname
Y/H/C - Your Hair Color
Y/E/C - Your Eye Color
Song Inspiration(s):
My Love, My Life - Mamma Mia! Here We Go Again Cast Recording
I’ve never felt this strong
I’m invincible, how could this go wrong?
No here, here’s where we belong
You screamed in pain, clutching Steve’s hand for support. Contraction after contraction, it never seemed to end. Your forehead was drenched in sweat, plastering your Y/H/C to your face.
With is free hand, Steve pushed your hair out of your face. He was clearly flustered and so unsure of his movements. “It’s going to be okay,” he tried to reassure you.
“You try pushing a damn baby out of your fucking body, Steven Grant Rogers!” you practically screamed at him before grasping his hand as another contraction hit. You finally whimpered as it passed, your head slamming into the back of the raised bed. “I can’t do this...”
“No, no, no, you can do this.” Steve gave your hand a tight squeeze before meeting your Y/E/C eyes. “Come on, Tony wouldn’t want you to give up here. Besides, you’re so strong. You’re almost there. Come on, Y/N, you can do this.”
Gulping, you nodded despite the fact that you felt so much pain and a huge want to just give up. Still, you knew you had to do this, not just for your loving husband clutching your hand. You had to do this for Tony.
Tony...
Your brother was killed after the events of the Infinity Wars, as it would be come to dubbed in mainstream media, had come and passed. After everything had been fixed, everyone brought back from being turned to dust... your brother didn’t make it. And he never did find out about your pregnancy.
The thought of your brother, your last living blood relative, being gone made your heart swell. No, you would make it through this. You would make it through this god damn birth because, dammit, Tony wouldn’t give up... if he could ever have a child.
You laughed at your own thoughts, which seemed to make Steve relax. You looked towards your husband and nodded. “Okay... okay, I can do this.”
His lips pressed against your forehead before Steve smiled at you. “I know you can, doll. You can do this.”
I held you close to me
Felt your heart beat and I thought: I am free
Oh yes, and as one are we
In the now and beyond
Nothing and no one can break this bond
A cry filled the air as you relaxed back into the hospital bed, exhausted. “It’s a boy,” the doctor shouted over the cries of the newborn baby.
A small smile tugged at the corner of your lips as you looked over to Steve. His eyes were lit up, a huge smile tugging at his lips. A boy, your own little boy...
The small baby was placed into your arms, pulling you from your thoughts. Your voice choked on a small sob, looking at the small squirming baby. “Hello, my love.” You smiled brightly at the baby, your fatigue slowly edging away as he silently squirmed in your arms. With the baby pressed against your chest, you could feel his hammering heartbeat. You practically melted from the overwhelming joy that filled your body. “My boy...” you mused.
Steve smiled and kissed the top of your head as all six feet of him leaned down to your height to watch your baby move around in your arms. “He’s amazing,” he responded, almost as dazed as you were by the small infant.
“I want to name him Tony,” you quickly said, not even aware that the words had left your own mouth for a moment.
However, you were aware of Steve’s response to what you had assumed were your thoughts. “I think Tony is a great name,” Steve responded, holding you closely to him. “Tony James.”
Slowly, you nodded, silent tears falling from your cheeks. “Tony James Rogers. Named after his uncle, godfather, and you. It’s perfect,” you finally said to fill the silence, smiling down at the bundle. You held your son close to your chest, a small laugh escaping your throat. “Our parents would be proud, wouldn’t they?”
“Yeah, yeah they would,” he said, kissing the top of your head once more. “As annoying as Howard was, he would be proud of you.”
“Even if he never showed it.” You couldn’t help but sigh at the memory of your father. You had been young when he had gone from the world, and it still hurt. If only you had had more time with your father...
The doctor cleared his throat, once again pulling you from your train of thoughts. “We’re going to have to run some tests on little Tony, but we should be done soon. In the meanwhile, I would suggest you get some rest, Mrs. Rogers. Captain, you’re more than welcome to stay by her side.”
You handed the little bundle over to the doctor before relaxing back into the bed. “Please don’t leave me, Steve,” you murmured to your husband, relaxing into the bed.
In answer, he dragged the chair from the window over to the bed, sitting down and grabbing your hand. “I wouldn’t dream of leaving you, doll.”
You smiled softly to him before finally lulling off into sleep.
Like an image passing by, my love, my life
in the mirror of your eyes, my love, my life
I can see it all so clearly
All I love so dearly
You stirred gently before lifting your head to take in your surroundings. You were no longer in the hospital room in those silly gowns. Instead, you were standing in your childhood home.
“You know what?” your father said, smirking as he leaned against the piano that was in the grand foyer. “I never thought I’d see Steve with anyone but Peg. Even if she got married to someone else. Hell, I figured he was as good as dead, but then he showed up in... 2011, right? Well, rambling aside, I have to say I’m proud that he ended up with you, even if he is some 65 years older than you.” The man who stood before you was hardly the man you grew up with, he was much younger and definitely more relaxed. He was easily in his early 30′s. Still, he was definitely still your father.
“Dad?” you asked, shocked.
“Hiya, Pumpkin.” He pulled you into a quick hug before he took the time to admire you. “You sure have grown since I last saw you. You were 9 the last time I saw you in person. And I probably looked a helluva lot different, didn’t I?” He chuckled to himself before walking over to the small bar, pouring a tumbler of whiskey. “You want a drink? Childbirth isn’t an easy thing, your mother can vouch for that. She did it, twice.”
You shook your head in answer, looking around. “Is mom here? What about Tony?”
Howard only waved his hand in dismissal. “They’ll be here soon enough.” He took a seat on the white couch, patting it for you to sit beside him. “I figured I’d show up here early and get some talk time with my girl before everyone comes to congratulate you.”
“Talk?” you questioned, sitting down where he had motioned. “Talk about what?”
“You. How much you’ve grown. You know, you were a surprise to both your mother and I. You were a last minute surprise and, given both of Maria and I’s ages at the time, a complete and utter shock.” He laughed, taking a swig from his whiskey. “But you know what? I’m damn proud of you.” You scowled in response and he only sighed. “Your brother did the same thing when I told him. I know, I’m terrible at showing it. But I am proud of you. Of both of you.”
“You didn’t have a terrible way of showing it. You had a shitty way of showing it.” You cleared your throat, fully ready to mock some of the things he had said to you as a child, when a voice interrupted both of you from speaking.
“Howard, I better not see you antagonizing the poor thing,” said the soft voice of your mother. “She just gave birth to your grandson.”
Like reflections of your mind, my love, my life
Are the words I try to find, my love, my life
Yes I know I don’t possess you
With all my heart, God bless you
You stood up and turned to see your mother and brother standing there. You wanted to act normal, like you weren’t happy to see them, but the moment your eyes landed on Tony standing there, the same as you had last seen him, your heart broke.
So, instead, you ran up to your brother and wrapped your arms around him tightly, sobbing hysterically. “Tony, you’re here...”
His strong arms wrapped around you, too, holding you tightly. “If by here you mean whatever weird dream thing this is, then yeah, okay, I’m here.”
“Anthony,” said the warning voice of your mother, but you pushed her voice to the side.
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled, hiding your face in his chest. “I’m sorry I never told you about my pregnancy and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to protect you. I’m sorry, Tony... I’m so sorry.”
Suddenly, your arms were unwound from his torso as your brother held you at arms length. “Hey, none of that sorry crap. You shouldn’t have even been on the battlefield if you were pregnant, Y/N/N. Besides, I’m not sorry, especially since you named the kid after me.” He pointed a finger at your father. “You owe me money. Why the hell did you think she would name the kid after you any way?”
Howard only rolled his eyes, getting up to his feet to refill his tumbler with whiskey. Once it was filled, he turned his attention to the two of you. “I don’t owe you anything, Tony. We’re dead.”
“You made the bet, old man. Can’t pull this shit here.”
A calm hand landed on your shoulder, forcing your attention to your mother. Now she... she looked exactly as you remembered her. Her white hair was pulled back tightly in a bun, but her eyes were just as sweet as the day she left.
“My love, you need to wake up,” she said calmly, her smile soft. “Steve and Tony James are waiting for you.”
You took a step back and examined your family. Tony and Howard had finally stopped bickering and we’re giving you bright smiles. Your mother was leaning into Howard, her head resting on his shoulder. Once again, you felt tears threatening to spill
“Hey,” Tony said, pulling your eyes back to his brown ones. “Don’t cry, got it? And definitely don’t give up on my behalf. This kid needs you. You’ll see me again when you’re ready.”
“But I miss you. Why’d you have to go?” Finally, the waterworks started as tears started to stream down your face.
“Aw geez, come on, Y/N/N. What is it that Steve would say? Uh...” He racked his brain for a moment before snapping his fingers. “‘Every war has its casualties.’ Well, it sucks because it was supposed to be Pepper and I having the kid and all, but.... I suppose my nephew will have to do.” You rolled your eyes, fighting the smile that was threatening to take over your face. “Doesn’t matter. I still love you, kiddo. So go on and make the world a better place, got it?”
You simply nodded, unable to find the words to answer.
But I know I don’t possess
With all my heart, God bless you
You’re my one and only
You woke up in the hospital room and glanced over at Steve, who was on the phone in the corner of the room, talking away to whoever was on the other line.
“... Yeah Sam, I know. A boy... Yes, you can see him once we’re out of the hospital.” His eyes glanced over to you, lying on the bed, and a huge smile took over his features. “Hey, I’ll call you back, Y/N’s awake.”
He hung up the phone and returned to your side. “Hey, how long was I out?”
“Only about thirty minutes.” His hand brushed along your face, pushing your hair back behind your ear. “Doc said he’d be back in a couple minutes with little Tony and your release papers.”
You hummed in response, leaning into his hand. Your mind flashed back to your dream... dream? Was that the right word? Well, whatever it was, you thought of it, and of how your family was there and how much they loved you. And Tony... Your heart broke just a little, remembering your brother.
The doctor entered the room again, your son nestled into the crook of his arm with a stack of papers wedged between his arm and the side of his body.
“This little one is for you,” he responded, handing over the baby, “as are these.” The papers went to Steve. “All of the paperwork is signed for. You’ve given birth to a healthy baby boy. You’re set to leave whenever you’re ready.”
With that, the doctor once again left. You smiled down at your son and his brilliant blue eyes. Just like Steve. “Do you think he knows how much he’s going to be loved? And how many unofficial official aunts and uncles he’ll have?”
A chuckle came from Steve as he leaned down to look at his son. “I’m sure he does. Especially since Sam’s in the waiting room with some of the others, waiting to see the little squirt.”
The two of you laughed quietly to each other before looking back at Tony. You sighed in contentment before nodding your head. “Yeah. He’s going to be loved by everyone, I can feel it.”
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thelonesomequeen · 7 years
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OLD ASKS
These are OLD asks and we wanted to publish them to make sure our followers had a chance to voice their opinions. Please note that these are from our anons and may not necessarily reflect the opinions of us here at the blog. Have a nice day ❤️ Queen
I noticed this one posting about Jenny's dabbling in witchcraft. I am also very interested in learning about this. I knew there had to be something more to it than his wanting her and his breaking up her marriage just to date her. Did anyone ever read the article on his grandmother published long ago? That article especially made me wonder why J S? His grandmother I'm sure would have had a heck of a lot to say about this coupling if she were still alive Enlighten us all. Please.
Jenny is the proof of what bad up bringing can do. Over supportive parents, that justify everything that their children do, can make as much damage as super critical parents. And even with all that love and support she still needs more!!!!!!!! What the hell. She is on area of work that even when you are a shitty person, a little bit of sucess is enough for people love you and be blind to your actions and words. Smh.
I know not everyone believes in astrology but I did very basic JE&CE's chart reading for compatibility when they first started dating. I never posted it on here bc I know not everyone is interested/believes. But I can share some if anyone is. Example it said: A passionate love but possibly with all its negative sides: possessiveness, jealousy, aggressiveness. They are attracted to one another but conflicts could arise because of suspected unfaithfulness or some basic lack of trust. -eastcoatanon
So what do you guys think Chris is up to in South Africa? Think he is being a good boy and learned his lesson about messing around with co-stars especially those in relationships or do we predict a new couple alert when he returns 😂 I keep seeing people trying to link him to Hayley and at this point it wouldn't surprise me 🤷🏻‍♀️
1/2 Hi girls! Love your blog! To the anon that asked about Jenny's stylist, she just started to use Ilaria some time after she started dating Chris. That red dress from the SLOP premiere was one of the last choices of her previous stylist, that I forgot the name. Her make up artist and the one that takes care of her hair are still the same tough. I believe that it was part of Chris' team to make her image better. That's funny, because now Ilaria always compliments JS on her posts,
2/2 something she doesn't always does with other actresses or if she does it's something short and simple and even said that JS is her girl crush. On the top of it, IMO, she tried to match Chris' suit and Jenny's dress in the Gifted premiere, with green on the dress and clothes of the same brand. Good work, Chris! LOL
What made you believe it to be true, given your experience? // It wasn't just one thing. That I got such a strong intuitive feeling about it combined with everything about her... all her witchy talk told me she probably dabbled + her supermoon & other tweets made it clear she had a goal to land CE from jump. I can see her using everything at her disposal to accomplish that, including magic/witchcraft... 1/3
2/3 Gifted was filmed in Savanah where rootwork is strong, I can see her coming across it. On a search, she would've found lucky mojo, which is run by a white Jewish lady into pot... I could totally see JS relating. Well, lucky mojo really pimps certain "spells" & one is putting menstrual blood in a guy's drink/food to make him want you (it makes them almost obsessed). With how public JS is about her periods, it made me feel she'd be down to use her period blood in that way...
3/3 Also, CE was so public about her, but at the same time looked sooo embarrassed & uncomfortable around her like he was conflicted, which is how a guy in that kind of I guess "magical" situation would be... IDK, it's just all these little things taken together. But mostly my intuition, which is usually right when that strong. And I feel she's not done with him yet. But he brought it on himself by being weak & fucking a married chick, so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I can't hear podcast dunno what's wrong and js gonna milk this relationship like there's no tomorrow she wants to scream at the top of her lungs that she was in serious and passionate relationship with Chris while Chris barely acknowledged her as his gf just reduced her to favorite human beings which in Chris life is almost everyone from Ana Navarro Lindsay McKeon etc etc
I feel like her wanting a kid now might have to do with CE. Maybe she thinks it will make him come back and stay with her? I don't know but this is all TMI. Btw, she once tweeted about talking to friends on making a very important reproductive decision on SM. Don't remember the exact tweet though. Girl is a mess. Smh
Maybe it's me who don't understand because when i am with a man who is my boyfriend it's because i have strong feelings which become love but someone can explain me how chris was able to stay with JS so much time while it was clear that he could not stand next to her within 2 meters. How could he continue to sleep near her, kiss her and be more intimate while he never had any feeling for her. I know it's an actor, he used to pretend in his films but i am a little lost
I've noticed on here and on lsa that everyone thinks she realises what she lost with Dean in regards to being a non etc but I honestly think it's all about Chris, I think this is her way of letting him know she's open to the idea of the family he wants badly. We all know Chris checks on people he's dated he's mentioned it in interviews. I just hope he's also learned a lot from dating her and doesn't go for a second try especially with Minka "dating" Jesse.
Ciao Mia dolce Regina, Mrs. Potts and Ariel I think JS will always talk about CE because she loves the fame and the media attention and she know that talk about him can bring to her these things. She is a social climber :-) Un abbraccio a presto Manu
She doesn't want to talk about her personal life, but the whole interview is her opening about very personal things. Her interviews feel like a therapy session. God, she's so full of herself, it's all about her and her and her, can't she ever talk about other things at all? She calls herself a feminist, but it's a feminism about her.
As a response to the last anon, I thought about these 2 getting back together too. There would have been a remote possibility had she not spewed all inside details about their relationship. But she went overboard with it, plus this recent podcast interview only reduces any chance they had LOL. I think she may have pissed Chris off a little. I can even say he has more of a chance of getting back with Minka Kelly than Jenny Slate.
I wouldn't be surprised if Jenny did change her mind about having kids because of Chris since he always talks about wanting them a lot so a relationship with someone who was against it (their own or adopted) wouldn't last long and she knew that. Yet they still broke up. I commend Chris for wanting a solid relationship before starting a family rather than just having babies with women he isn't sure about being with in the future
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hey i want every single one for sancho david and austin please and thank u :)
maria im hatefollowing u and i wouldnt help u with ur spanish homework /s
Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?
sancho: he doesnt rlly consider himself to have family but of the ppl who seem to sorta consider him family he likes marco the best
david: he likes diego the best smh
austin: he doesnt consider any of the ppl who consider him family To be family but mags is the closest
What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?
sancho: Bad shes the reason he ended up homeless
david: he doesnt remember his birth mom but he loves marge : )
austin: he idealizes her and remembers her as being perfect but she was subpar
What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?
sancho: he considers him a weak and pathetic little man
david: he doesnt remember his birth father but he doesnt like gabriel at all : (
austin: Bad
Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?
sancho: he almost got murdered and he tries to avoid telling people abt it :/
david: Uh Yea and like everyone knows it got big in vampire scenes
austin: yea and he tells everyone smh hes an oversharer
On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?
sancho: a knife, one of those stupid pocket bibles, his phone, snacks he Probably stole
david: Garbage he doesnt rlly go anywhere and he also forgets to empty them out
austin: his phone, some cash, a couple ious to replace mags’s stuff when he takes it, his wallet
Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?
sancho: he doesnt dream
david: i feel like he has dreams that involve weightlessness a lot. also cleanliness
austin: Hedonism. also idealized versions of his childhood
Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
sancho: eternal damnation
david: being dirty and also drowning. his abusers there
austin: honestly? Also hedonism. probably food
Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?
sancho: he misfired on a guy that he was trying to keep from coming any closer to him
david: he shot a book that he set up on a fence
austin: he shot a guy on Purpose
Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?
sancho: hes Worse off hes semi-homeless
david: hes? Worse off but a lot happier the weed money has him stable enough
austin: not rlly
Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?
sancho: more he likes layers
david: more
austin: less
In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
sancho: probably when he was being almost murdered. he didnt think he was afraid of death before
david: hes been in a Lot of situations that border on this but probably when his parents were murdered
austin: when he had to kill a werewolf for the first time
In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?
sancho: he Acts calm all the time but hes normally pretty stressed out. hes gonna grey early
david: Hes Never Calm
austin: hes pretty calm now in the face of danger like even having a gun in his face hes calm
Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?
dsjkdshds none of them r bothered by it now but david used to be. he got over it
Does your character remember names or faces easier?
sancho: neither he doesnt want to know anyone
david: names
austin: faces
Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?
sancho: he Is hes very poor and concerned abt where hes living and if hes a freeloader or not
david: not rlly he thinks its pointless and hes gonna die Anyway
austin: yea hes a poor and greedy man
Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?
sancho: success
david: success
austin: happiness
What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?
sancho: he didnt have any but he woulda liked stuffed animals
david: he had a stuffed bear that he carried around and didnt let ppl touch. gabriel took it from him and he stopped having comfort objects
austin: he liked his sisters dolls
Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?
sancho: wisdom
david: ambition hes Jealous
austin: ambition
What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?
sancho: he doesnt voice his issues but hes rlly insecure so he ends up sorta touchy :/ nd theyre working on it
david: he doesnt have relationships hes Way too shy
austin: hes got commitment issues and he ends up ruining relationships very quickly
In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?
sancho: all he does his compare himself to others negatively smh he has no self esteem and hes lookin for reasons people wouldnt want him around
david: its for self criticism he has depression and low self esteem. A lot of time its in ? physical aspects or how well they deal with interpersonal communication
austin: its for self validation most of the time. at least if hes Voicing it
If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?
They all ? think they caused or deserved it but austin blames others Verbally
What does your character like in other people?
sancho: he has a soft spot for cute people :( he likes cute things in general. he? sorta likes mean people too smh he doesnt like feeling like people are lying to him abt liking him. overall he doesnt like people tho
david: he Also avoids ppl so he doesnt like ? like a Lot but he does like when ppl care abt him :’/ if u show him genuine care he’ll warm up pretty fast
austin: he just likes Attention. but in General he also likes people who arent that serious sdsdkhdsj he also likes people who’ll pamper him
What does your character dislike in other people?
sancho: he doesnt like ppl who r ? Overly nice or rlly try to pay attention to him. he also doesnt like having people ‘pity’ him (read: care abt)
david: he doesnt like mean people :( or at least people who r mean to Him hes rlly sensitive. he also doesnt like ppl who try to Force eye contact. also being tall white men makes u a no in his book
austin: people who insult him to his face >:/ or ppl who r mean to their families without Reason hes a hypocrite
How quick is your character to trust someone else?
sancho: he doesnt
david: it takes him a While and it depends on the person. atm he only rlly trusts 2 ppl tho
austin: he doesnt rlly Ever trust people but he lets his guard down anyway
How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?
sancho: o Immediately. he does it Less if he knows u but :/ not much
david: he tries not to now but hes a very nervous boy
austin: he does it pretty fast but ? ignores what his guts tellin him
How does your character behave around children?
sancho: he has a daughter who he loves but he doesnt rlly know how to take care of kids
david: he tries to avoid them he doesnt know how to deal with them he gets overstimmed really fast
austin: he avoids them but he Loves kids. hes rlly worried abt being a creep and Hurting ppl
How does your character normally deal with confrontation?
sancho: he Stews and looks annoyed but doesnt rlly fight
david: he avoids it at all costs
austin: hes Fighty hell argue over little things
How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?
sancho: sorta quick smh but he has to be pushed
david: he avoids it at all costs hes weak
austin: Very fast
What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?
sancho: i feel like he wanted to be a doctor :/ it Didnt happen
david: he didnt actually have much by way of dreams? he thought abt being an author or a priest tho. It didnt happen
austin: he didnt rlly have any he was just gonna farm
What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?
sancho: anything thats too clean. most like ? normal things to be disgusted by other than like gore. also himself
david: he finds most kinds of mess repulsive. hes still repulsed by gore even tho hes used to blood
austin: he doesnt find much other than like ? Excrement repulsive
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.
sancho: having his own room with a window and several locks on the door. his cats r there
david: being able to be alone in his room while still being confident that his friends love and care abt him
austin: he wants to be Loved so hed be most comfortable surrounded by family who loves him :’)
Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.
sancho: rlly being ? around people in general
david: being in public in general but Especially anywhere near a stage. he woulda been valedictorian if he went to hs modernly but the speech shit would kill him
austin: being ignored and on his own
In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?
sancho: hes a cocktail of all of them :/ but overall hes willing to improve
david: hes willing to improve most of the time but he can be sorta :/ resistant
austin: hes Very defensive
Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?
sancho: keep the method
david: keep the method
austin: move on
How does your character behave around people they like?
sancho: hes ? nicer but overall he tries not to show it smh
david: hes more willing to come out of his shell and interact with ppl he likes
austin: hes a bit of a bully and Very clingy. he likes teasin ppl
How does your character behave around people they dislike?
sancho: he bottles it up and Glares
david: he avoids interacting with them more than he normally does
austin: hes a bitch tbh he gets Mean and Petty
Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?
sancho: honor
david: status
austin: honor
Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?
sancho: remove self
david: remove self
austin: remove problem
Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?
sancho: he has been and hes nervous around dogs now, especially bigger dogs
david: he hasnt been bit
austin: hes been bit but he doesnt care he still loves animals smh he also probably deserved to get bit hes the type to stick his face in animals’ faces
How does your character treat people in service jobs?
sancho: he does his best and over all tries to be nonintrusive
david: he avoids interacting with people at all dsksdjj so hes okay
austin: he works a service job So
Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?
sancho: he feels like he has to earn it but he can never do enough To earn it
david: he has to earn it
austin: he feels like he Deserves it
Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?
sancho: he avoids parental figures
david: yes! He has an adoptive mom who he loves
austin: sorta? kinda. he isnt sure how to feel abt her tho :/ 
Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?
sancho: yea he has a bf and a child
david: no
austin: sorta? rlly depends. not rlly tho
How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?
sancho: its pretty difficult and he avoids it
david: its difficult but he can say it without meaning it
austin: its easy to lie but hard to say it proper
What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?
sancho: he believes hes going to go to hell :/ but hes sorta accepted it. he is scared to die
david: he isnt sure what he believes but he believes it isnt good
austin: he doesnt believe in anything
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giant steaming pile of vent.
it’s hard.
it’s hard to care anymore. it’s hard to live anymore. i mean it was always hard, a struggle, fucking torture really (internally at least), but at least i always had a reason to keep going. cuz my mom wanted me to.
now, especially over the last year, something’s changed. it’s like i’ve become, more than anything just a burden on my mother. i know i always was, but i thought that i was one she was willing to take on not only because i’m her child and she loves me, but because she genuinely likes having me around and enjoys being with me
it doesn’t feel like that anymore. now i just feel like some thorn in her side. now i truly feel like i’d be better off dead, because i can’t even conjure up the genuine thought of ‘well at least my mom would miss me, at least she wants me around.’ i just feel like some fucking leech or pest-- granted i always have --but one that was enjoyed despite that, instead of just tolerated out of some... i dunno, sense of parental duty?? guilt???
these last few months have marked a sharp and dramatic decline in my emotional and mental health, due to various reasons (both online and offline), and i can’t find solace anywhere it seems. i genuinely feel that my mom wants nothing to do with me, and it’s not out of paranoia either.
not only have i observed marked and repeated differences in her attitude and desire to even spend time with me, one of the major IRL issues that has caused a severe amount of stress is that she’s been seeking a romantic partner via online dating. she didn’t even see fit to let me know about it until she was already dating a dude after a couple DAYS, and it was going very fast.
i have a ton of personal issues with this, one being that i hate my dad and have very few actual fond memories with him, two that witnessed my mom go through emotional struggles after divorcing my dad and go through dating a few guys who hurt her (i was only a little kid back then but i still recall it). three that a majority of adult males that my mom has associated with (platonically, either friends, coworkers, or like, hiring them to do work on the house / cars / etc) have tried to hit on / flirt with her multiple times, even after she gave indications she wasn’t interested, AND on top of that most of them were MARRIED. and scumbags. even just random male strangers have hit on her.
on top of all of this, i have no siblings. i was raised by a single mom. thus, i never learned how to share her; i grew dependent on her in so many ways, including emotionally, and i am incredibly possessive of her because she is one of very few people in this world that i have ever loved. she and my dad divorced when i was 3, and while i did have minimal contact with him over my childhood and adolescence, i never got emotionally close to him. my mom did briefly date a couple times after him like i said, but it just hurt her more and she stopped after that. she’s never tried since and i never really expected her to.
but she tells me that she’s not willing to live her life isolated and hidden away anymore. that she needs to be with someone romantically to be happy. basically being with me isn’t enough. i know i obviously can’t give her what she wants, but it just... hurts. especially since not only does it make me incredibly anxious and scared and angry and hurt and frustrated and all sorts of things, but also that i realized that i’ve always been willing (and i think even went with the expectation that i’d do so) to reject all romantic and sexual opportunities or potential just to be with her. maybe it’s sad, idk, idc, but thinking about it, it probably doesn’t come at that big of a loss to me because i’ve never experienced either of those things to begin with. i’ve never had sex, and i’ve never dated or had a romantic partner. hell i’ve never even been on a DATE.
now the whole dating thing happened like a month ago and it ended up ending like a week later because when she met him irl she didn’t feel the same chemistry that she did on the phone or computer, but she’s still determined to find someone else. but to make shit even worse and all the more terrifying, my very life hinges on whatever schmuck she picks. she was willing, as i overheard her tell one of her sisters on the phone, to literally pack up her bags and move to wherever that one guy wanted to go. AFTER JUST A FEW DAYS OF TALKING TO HIM.
like i understand that she wants to be happy and even though she cares about me, my being in her life isn’t going to stop her from fulfilling whatever else she needs in her life. like, i’m obviously not going to like or enjoy it, but i’m aware that i either have to put up with it or gtfo. but the fact that she’s willing to pull the rug out from under my feet for some guy she met on the internet (that she claims she had this ‘soulmate’ kind of connection with, yet apparently it only works over the phone/computer, smh) after just a couple days??
you cannot say that you love and care about me and what i think/feel and yet are willing to give me the proverbial middle finger like that. i’m aware that i’m 25 and her parental obligations to me ended the day i turned 18 but holy fuck. that’s just cruel. (not to mention i’m disabled even if the state won’t fucking acknowledge it and have mental + physical illnesses that aren’t all diagnosed because doctors are assholes and want to shove medicine down your throat rather than help you.)
so after having a huge emotional meltdown like a week or two ago over this and the fight we had over it which we never really resolved, on top of other drama (again both IRL and online), basically this whole summer has been a depressing and anxiety-ridden shitfest that has crushed whatever positive growth i managed over the last few years concerning my mental health, because i have suicidal thoughts and urges prominently and daily (i say prominently cuz i technically always have suicidal thoughts, yay depression, but they’re kinda ‘muted’ and in the background and basically get pushed under the rug, thus never acted upon) and my physical health is feeling it too.
i’ve been admitted to the hospital 3 times for suicidal + homicidal ideation / attempts, but all 3 were when i was an adolescent. obviously i’ve had plenty of ideation since, and i did have attempts after as an adult, but the last one no one even knew about (it obv didn’t work), i tried to overdose, but it basically gave me a pseudo-stomach flu (throwing up, nausea, dizziness, etc) and that’s what my mom thought i got until i told her what i did. promised her i wouldn’t do it again which is why she didn’t report it.
but now i’m an adult so that means i’d go to the adult unit and that my mom has no weight in the decision of getting me in or out, though that just assumes i’m unsuccessful. i’ve had enough attempts by now to p much know what it’ll take, and even though i promised my mom i wouldn’t
at this point it is clear i’m nothing more than a burden. that’s not anything more than the reality. i’m 25, no job, no job HISTORY or experience, mentally ill and disabled...
like, my potential in life is gone. it passed me by a while ago. i lost it. i tried to make things better, i tried to get help. i went through a program that was supposed to help people like me GET experience and get a job, but then my mom’s work changed their insurance (which is my mom’s insurance, and through her, mine as well) and the program didn’t accept that insurance. so i had to stop going literally right after i finished the registration process :))) 3 fucking days of filling out paperwork and having to sit there and wait and listen to old people and be in uncomfortable situations, all for nothing
the job market is shit. the pay is nowhere near what a ‘living wage’ actually is, as plenty of millennials can tell you. i’ve submitted tons of applications in the past, and only once have i ever gotten a call back for an interview, went to said interview and got an email back like a week later and was denied. this was for an entry level job at a fucking turkey hill, to basically be a CASHIER or similar. like?? if i can’t get accepted for that lmao.......
basically what is the point in putting myself through more suffering? at least a year or two ago it felt like i was suffering for a reason, or that i had a chance. what do i honestly and realistically have to look forward to?
world war 3?
yeah no thanks
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Stranger Things season 2
This post WILL (pun intended) contain spoilers, so don’t read it if you haven’t watched the whole second season! Also a lot of swearing ahead)(Not that anyone actually asked for my opinion, but when has that ever stopped me?)
-That intro killed me! I forgot how good this show is! The editing, the clips, the light, the music, everything!
-Those with masks are creepy as hell, wth are they doing? (fun fact the actress playing Roman is Danish)
-Nancy that haircut, work it baby
(I watched this part in class so the next is from when I got home)
-That doctor is baaaaad news, you better not harm my son Will
-Lucas, we know you’re crushin’ on Max, you ain’t good at hiding it (you too Dustin)
-PROTECT WILL
-Rex, man the mileven memories are hurting my heart
-My boi Mike is missing his girl, fuck why don’t you just stab me in the heart
-WHAT THE HELL IS IN DUSTIN’S TRASH CAN?
-WILL DON’T FUCKING GO OUT THERE, ARE YOU STUPID?
-DID WE JUST HEAR ELEVEN SAY SOMETHING? IS MY GIRL ALIVE AND OKAY?
-ELEVEN’S HAIR IS GIVING ME LIFE FUCK YES
-Loving that she talks so much (it’s weird hearing Millie speak American though)
-LMAO the beginning of episode 2 gave me such a shock so I dropped an almond in my tea
-MILEVEN IS ALREADY BREAKING MY HEART IN EPISODE 2 HOW AM I GONNA LAST A WHOLE SEASON?
-Mike being protective of Eleven>>>>>
-FUCK YES ELEVEN AS A GHOST IS ALL I NEED (stop crushing her and my dreams, Hopper)
-But I’m loving Hopper as a ‘parent’ for Eleven!! (such a dynamic)
-ELEVEN’S SMILE
-Okay Lucas’ little sister is cracking me up for real
-Mike + camera = not good friends
-Winona is such a good actress!!
-Sadie is so cute!
-AND I LOVE MAX
-What the fuck is Billy’s problem though?
-FUCK WE WERE JUST ABOUT TO HAVE A MILEVEN REUNION AND THEN IT GETS FUCKING RUINED. CAN YOU SEE HOW MAD I AM. SMFH
-Why is Will not safe yet?!?!?!?
-I am LIVING for this Mike x Will friendship, bonding over the upside down
-Noah is such a good actor!!
-All of ‘em are such good actors and actresses!!!
-JANCY
-Stancy (honestly I’m really opening up to them!)
-Jonathan and Steve are boyfriends so they’re all three just one happy family
-HE? WHO THE FUCK IS HE? WILL ARE YOU POSSESSED OR SOMETHING, CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT’S GOING ON (I’m just as lost as Steve)
-K but where’s my mileven reunion?
-ELEVEN YOU ARE A MOTHERFUCKING BADASS
-I’m not feeling these people rn, don’t make Eleven kill people
-WILL
-I AM LIVING FOR THIS TEAM UP BETWEEN STEVE AND THE KIDS, HELL YEAH GIVE ME MORE OF THAT
-STEVE IS HILARIOUS AND CLUELESS, he’s becoming such a better guy!
-Eleven is heading back, this better mean a mileven reunion soon!
-BOB! I was finally liking you, even though you were annoying as hell in the beginning. RIP Bob 19??-1984
-NANCY WHEELER IS A BADASS QUEEN AND I LOVE HER
-Fuck yes the whole crew teaming up to kill this motherfucker let’s go
-COULD THAT BE ELEVEN, IS MY QUEEN BACK?!
-ELEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-MILEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-FUCK YES. THEY ARE ADORABLE
-Hopper don’t you fucking dare interrupt their moment
-Nope you’re interrupting them and making Mike cry, great job Hopper... smh
-AGAIN HOPPER? THEY WERE JUST ABOUT TO KISS. Stop fucking kiss-blocking them
-Lmao Eleven rejected Max big time, jealous...?
-NO now my boy Mike is crying. Eleven don’t you dare die on him!
-Will,,, no, he doesn’t deserve anymore pain, give him a break man
-Eleven you are such a queen you’ll concur this bs
-SHE FUCKING DID IT, THE KIDS/STEVE DID IT AND JOYCE/NANCY/JONATHAN DID IT FUCK YES 
-I’m so proud of y’all!!!!
-IS THAT FUCKING CHRISTMAS MUSIC I HEAR
-DOES THIS MEAN THE SNOW BALL
-IS MY DREAM FINALLY GONNA COME TRUE
-FUUUUCK YES
-These kids are adorable ok? But Dustin for the love of god don’t do that tongue roll thing
-They’re soooo cute in their formal clothes
-Hell yeah Lucas, ask your girl to dance
-I ship it bad
-Will? a date? that’s how it’s done son
-Noooo Dustin, his poor heart
-Oh thank god, Nancy have I mentioned I love you?
-ARE WE GONNA GET MILEVEN NOW?
-Nope that’s just Hopper and Joyce, I love their friendship
-MIKE AND ELEVEN YES
-“YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL” HELL YEAH SHE DOES HAVE YOU LOOKED AT HER?
-”I don’t know how to” “me neither” “do you wanna try together?” - DO YOU HEAR ME SOBBING IN THE CORNER?
-MILEVEN SLOW DANCING IS MAKING MY DREAM COME THROUGH
-Lucas and Max hell yeah they’re so cute, what’s their ship name?
-A MILEVEN KISS, MY CENTURY HAS BEEN MADE
-FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCCK YES
-NO! NO WAY. STOP! Can’t we get one day without that stupid shadow monster, let them be happy for once. My children deserves happiness
Okay so that was a lot of all-caps. I freaking loved that season, and it’s far better than the first (and I love the first one the death). So I’m fucking dead now. Just adding that the music choices were great!
Shoutout to @jsmndns for freaking out with me!
And to my friends who now have like 500 seconds worth of snapchats from me freaking out and crying (there’s a looooot of ugly crying faces). You’re very welcome. 
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