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asheanon · 3 months
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The secretly spooky specters, Sal and Sey indeed.~
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kaminokatieemoved · 1 year
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Confession || Sal Fisher
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Synopsis - You and your best friend Sal visit Chug, Maple's apartment during the day to look after Soda whilst they run some errands. That night, whilst dropping you back off at your apartment, Sal comes clean and confesses something to you.
Warnings - NSFW. Mild Pining. Awkwardness. Swearing. Oral (M Receiving). Loosing Virginity. Unprotected P In V Sex. Breeding Kink.
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You walked into Chug and Maple's apartment and was instantly greeted by the happily screaming three year old, Soda Cohen. "Uncle Sawwy!" She screamed. She dropped whatever it was she was playing with and threw her hands up in the air. "Ride! Ride! Ride!" She chanted until Sal picked her up gently and placed her on his shoulders. She giggled gleefully as Sal zoomed around the living room, keeping right hold of her.
"Hi Chug, hi Maple," you smiled to the couple as you stood next to their sofa.
"Hey Y/N," they both said in unison. They turned away from the television to greet you with a welcoming smile. "How are things?"
"Good," you smiled, turning your attention to Sal who was laughing with Soda, shaking her ever so gently on his shoulders. Your heart melted at the sight. He was such a good uncle to Soda. "You guys ready to run some errands?" You asked.
"As ready as I'll ever be," Chug drawled only to earn an eye roll from Maple.
"We have to get groceries Chug or we'll starve!" Maple said dramatically. Then, she turned to you and smiled awkwardly whilst shaking her head. You always thought Chug and Maple made such a cute couple in high school and were glad when they got together. After a minute of watching Sal and Soda, Maple turned to you once more. "You guys going to be okay with her?"
"Of course," you smiled, motioning to the two kids. "I bet both of them will be flat out in an hour, tops."
Maple laughed and stood up, holding her hand out to her husband who grabbed it quickly. She helped pull him up off the sofa before grabbing her purse off the side. "If you need us, you have my number."
"Of course Maple," you said softly. You placed a hand on her shoulder comfortingly. You knew she hated leaving Soda at home, but it was just quicker to get round the shops when she wasn't there. With a quick goodbye, the happy couple left the apartment and went about their errands.
Sal let out a breathles sigh and put Soda on the floor. "No uncle Sawwy!" She huffed holding her hands up once more.
"I'm tired right now Soda," Sal explained. "Why don't we play with dollies instead? I'll give you another ride on my shoulders later!"
"Otay," Soda babbled.
"Can I play too Soda?" You asked with a smile, bending down to sit down next to her on the floor.
"What do you think, Soda?" Sal hummed. "Should we let Y/N play with us?"
"Of course!" Soda chimed.
"Okay, c'mon Y/N," Sal said, smiling underneath his prosthetic. He sat down next to you and the three of you played with Soda's toys for the remainder of the time Chug and Maple were gone. Occasionally Sal watched you from the corner of his eye, admiring the way you acted around Soda. He thought you were just perfect in every single way. Being just 'best friends' was killing him inside. He was in love with you, madly. Watching the way you were with Soda had him becoming all warm and fuzzy inside and the realisation hit him: not only did he want to be with you, he wanted to have babies with you.
When Chug and Maple came back from their shopping trip, Soda was fast asleep on Sal's lap. Maple smiled widely at the scene in front of her and so did Chug. "How's she been?" She whispered to you.
You nodded, "really good, as always."
"That's great news!" Maple smiled, clapping her hands together softly. "Say, would you two like to stay for dinner?"
"We'd love too but I'm actually head round to Sal's for dinner," you looked at Sal who was casually stroking Soda's hair and looking down on her protectively. You had known Sal a long time now, and you were able to read his body language to decipher his facial expressions without actually seeing them. Even after all this time of knowing him, you had still yet to see what he looked like under his prosthetic. You thought you never would, and you were okay with that. You didn't want to make him uncomfortable, ever, so you didn't ask.
Sal's head snapped up at the mention of his name and he caught the end of your conversation with Maple. He decided to chime in, quietly as not to wake up Soda. "Yeah, my dad is making a roast."
"Mmm sounds lovely," Maple said, rubbing her stomach. "Well, we don't want to keep you longer than we already have. Feel free to stay or leave whenever you'd like. And, thanks again."
"You're welcome Maple," you smiled, pulling her into a hug. "Anytime, you know where we are."
Sal shifted Soda off of his lap and shook her gently. "Hey Soda," he whispered to her. "Uncle Sally is going now."
She stirred and rubbed her eyes, looking up at Sal. "Nooooo."
"I'll be back," Sal assured the little one. She nodded before falling straight back to sleep with her thumb in her mouth. Sal chuckled and stood up, making his way over to you. "Should we go?"
"Yeah," you smiled to him. "I'm starving."
"Me too," Sal admitted. "See you later Chug, Maple." He waved at them before walking out the door. You waved also and followed him, hot on his tail.
"Are Larry and Lisa coming for dinner?" you asked Sal in the elevator. He was watching you intensely, unbeknownst to you. Sal shook his head no and the rest of the extremely short elevator ride was silent.
That's weird, you thought to yourself. After visiting Soda, Sally's usually always happy. You thought something must be wrong with him, but gave him the benefit of the doubt and assumed he was just tired after playing with an overactive toddler for the majority of the afternoon. When you arrived at 402 and entered the apartment, the smell of food wafted through the air and hit your nostrils just right. Your stomach grumbled the moment you entered and Henry, Sal's father, chuckled when he heard it. "Food is almost ready don't worry Y/N," he smiled. "We won't let our star guest starve on us."
"Dad," Sal groaned, rolling his eyes at his fathers typical dad humour.
"Sorry son," Henry smiled as he began to plate up the food.
"Would you like any help setting up the dinner table Mr Fisher?" You asked politely.
Henry shook his head, "no thank you Y/N. You just sit down and food will be ready in a second." You nodded and sat down at the dinner table next to Sal who was still usually quiet. You looked at him to see him playing with his fingers awkwardly as he waited for his food to be placed in front of him. When it was just him and his father, Sal had no problems taking off his prosthetic to eat, but when anybody else was around he just didn't have the confidence. Instead, he kept his prosthetic on and lifted it up slightly with each bite of his food. The sight alone made your heart clench. You knew Sal suffered with low confidence and self-esteem, something you wished you could change. You just weren't sure how.
Dinner passed by rather quickly with you and Henry talking about your day and you pressing, friendly, about his relationship with Lisa, Larry's mother. You had found out the two had been on a few dates and you could see just how happy Henry was. "Sounds like you found the one Henry," you smiled as you put your knife and fork down on your empty plate.
"I think so," Henry blushed as he followed suit with his cutlery. He looked to Sal who was still eating slowly. "Are you okay son? You've been oddly quiet tonight."
"He's been quiet since we left Chug and Maples," you said to Henry, looking over to Sal who was simply in a world of his own. "I think Soda tired him out." You placed your hand on Sal's shoulder and he jumped slightly, returning to the world of the living.
"Sorry guys," he whispered after swallowing the piece of meat in his mouth.
You looked at the time and sighed. "I should get going," you said standing up. "Thanks for dinner Mr Fisher. It was lovely."
"You're more than welcome anytime Y/N," Henry smiled.
"I'll walk you home," Sal said quickly, standing up.
"Sal I live in the apartment building, I'll be fine," you laughed, but Sal simply shook his head. He could be stubborn sometimes. "Fine," you sighed.
"Just leave the dishes in the sink dad," Sal called as he put his shoes on. "I'll do them when I get back."
"It's fine son, I'll do them you've had a busy day," Henry said. He picked up the plates on the dinner table and placed them in the sink, turning the faucet on and splashing some washing up liquid in the bowl. Henry watched as Sal held the door open for you and left the apartment. He sighed. Henry wanted nothing more than for his son to be happy in this world, and he knew that Sal would be happy with you.
"You didn't have to walk me home Sal," you smiled as you walked to the elevator.
"It's not a problem," Sal whispered looking at the ground. "Besides, it means I get to spend a little bit more time with you."
"You're so sweet Sal," you cooed.
When you got into the elevator, you both went to press the number two causing your fingers to bump together. "S-Sorry," Sal stuttered, removing his finger from the button and allowing you to press it. You couldn't help but chuckle when you noticed his ears had gone a deep shade of red, indicating that he was a blushing mess under his prosthetic. Man, you thought he was cute.
With a ding, the elevator door opened and you were on the second floor where you apartment resided. You exited the elevator and made your way to the door, fishing the keys out of your pocket and opening the door. You turned around to Sal and smiled, "would you like to come in? My parents are out tonight."
Sal nodded, "sure."
You walked in and allowed Sal in before closing the door behind him. You scanned the living room, your nose scrunching up at the mess from last nights takeaway. "Sorry for the mess," you sighed. "We had a takeaway last night and I guess my parents forgot to take out the rubbish."
"It's fine," Sal shrugged, sitting down on the sofa. He couldn't help but watch you as you walked into the kitchen and got you both a drink, setting them on the coffee table in front of the sofa before sitting down next to him. A few seconds of awkward silence had passed and you sighed. "Sal," you said turning to him. Sal looked at you and tilted his head to the side. "Are you okay? You've been awfully quiet since this afternoon."
"I'm fine," Sal lied, kicking his feet out with an exasperated sigh.
"Sal I've known you for a long time now," you groaned, scooting closer to him. "Your prosthetic can't hide your lies from me. You can talk to me."
"Not about this," Sal groaned, throwing his head back. "I gotta keep this to myself."
"Why?"
"It's embarrassing!" He exclaimed.
"I can't help you if you don't tell me," you chimed. "Come on Sal. It can't be that embarrassing." You pushed.
Sal didn't even think about what he was going to say, he just... said it. "I want to have babies with you." Your eyes widened with shock as the words left Sal's lips. You could tell from Sal's body language that his facial expression mirrored yours, not believing what he had just said. You weren't sure what to say, so you just blinked at your best friend. Sal cleared his throat. "What I meant to say was, let's have sex," he stumbled, shaking his head. "No, not that. I mean... I like you, a lot."
Your heart was racing in your chest and you swore that Sal could hear the drum of it against your ribcage through the deafening silence. You stuttered on your tongue. It was your time to confess. "I like you you too Sal. A lot."
"Y-You do?" He asked, surprise laced his voice and he blinked rapidly.
"I do," you nodded, a blush crept up onto your cheeks. "I didn't think you felt the same way."
"I'd be stupid not too!" Sal exclaimed, laughing. It was good to hear him laugh. Your heart couldn't help but flutter as he placed his hand on yours and squeezed reassuringly. You leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the lips on his prosthetic and smiled. "Can I kiss you?" He asked awkwardly, his hand still on top of yours.
"Of course you can kiss me Sal," you whispered shyly. As soon as the words left your lips, Sal removed his hand from yours and played with the straps on his prosthetic, loosening it.
"Don't be afraid of me," he whispered back to you.
"I'll never be afraid of you Sal," you said, while he slowly but surely took of the prosthetic mask covering his face.
He held the prosthetic in one hand and with his other hand, moved the strands of messy blue hair away from his face so you could see him. Really see him. Your eyes scanned his face and you couldn't help but well up with tears slightly. You knew the courage it took for him to remove his prosthetic without anybody being there, but to take it off in front of you... he must have been so scared. Your hands flew up to cup his cheeks and stroked them with your thumbs before you pressed your lips to his eagerly. Sal kissed back almost instantly, dropping his prosthetic onto the floor and wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you onto his lap. "Oh Sally," you whispered against his lips. You sat up straight without removing your lips from his and couldn't help but grind against him, the wetness of your core becoming more prominent by the second. Sal's arms trailed up and down your arms as he stroked you and then made their way to your cheeks cupping them gently. You pulled away from Sal's lips and stared into his eyes, gulping heavily. "Do you maybe want to take this to my room?" You asked nervously. Sal didn't say anything, instead he just wrapped his arms around your waist again and stood up with you in his arms, carrying you to your room. He closed the door with his foot and walked you to your bed before plopping you down gently and pushing you until you were on your back. Only then did he decide to crawl on top of you, attaching his lips to yours again hungrily. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pulled him closer to your body until you could feel his growing erection against your thigh. You bucked your hips up and Sal let out a soft moan against your lips, something which only spurred you on.
You pushed Sal away from you slightly and sat up on your elbows to take off your shirt, throwing it across the room. Sal's eyes widened as he looked down at your bra-covered chest. "A-Are you sure?" He stuttered nervously, looking at you sternly.
"Yes Sal," you said softly, bringing your hands to his cheeks once more and looking deeply into his eyes. "I want you."
Those were all the words Sal needed to hear before he began to eagerly undress himself, throwing his clothes where your shirt landed until he was in just his loose boxers. You shimmied out of your pants and plopped them over the edge of the bed, leaving you in just your underwear in front of your now ex-best friend. Sal couldn't help but marvel at the beauty of your body. It was everything he had ever dreamed of and more. Any imperfections you have were just perfect to him.
Clumsily, Sal took one of your breasts into his hand and gave it a gentle squeeze as if he was testing the waters and when a soft moan escaped your lips, Sal continued. He pulled the fabric over your puckering nipple and began to play with the bud between his fingers. "My God," he whispered to himself as you threw your head back. Your underwear was wet to the touch and you became embarrassed as Sal trailed his free hand down your body and stopped at the waistband of your underwear. "May I?" He asked, his fingertips dancing on your skin. You nodded and Sal couldn't help the grin that graced his lips. He was so beautiful, especially when you could see him smile and you couldn't believe it. Sal dipped his fingers down your underwear and slicked a finger up your folds and chuckled. "You're already so wet."
You rolled your eyes playfully, "I wonder why."
Sal caught your playful expression and grinned at you cheekily before slipping his index finger inside of you slowly. You arched your back, pushing his finger further inside you reaching a spot you had never reached before. A gasped ripped from your throat as Sal began to pump in and out of you slowly. "Is this okay?" Sal asked, searching your face for any indication that he was doing something wrong. You nodded enthusiastically and bucked your hips up, which Sal took that as an invitation to pump in and out of you at a faster pace. "Is this okay?" He asked again.
"Sal, sweetheart. You don't have to keep asking me if it's okay," you whispered sweetly. "If it's not okay, I'll tell you. Okay?" Sal nodded in understanding as he continued to drill his finger inside of you. You moaned softly as he slipped a second finger inside of you.
"God you're so tight," Sal gasped. His hand on your breast had stopped playing with your nipple as he placed all of his concentration on finger-fucking you.
"Don't say such things," you blushed as you bit your lip out of embarrassment.
Sal smiled at you and pressed his lips to yours softly for a moment before he pulled away and stared into your eyes. "You're so beautiful," he whispered, removing his fingers from your cunt and popping them in his mouth. Sal licked your juices off his fingers without breaking eye contact with you and you couldn't help the whimper that escaped your lips at the sight.
"I-I want to make you feel good too," you stuttered, looking down at the bulge in Sal's boxers before looking up at him again.
"Really?" He asked, eyes wide like a deer caught in headlights. You simply nodded and wiggled out from underneath Sal, pushing him down onto his back. He looked up at you through his lashes and smiled nervously as you pulled his boxers down, causing his cock to spring free from it's restraints. Boy, was he huge. Your mouth fell open as you admired his cock, his plush pink tip beaded with pre-cum. Hesitantly, you lowered your mouth down around his length and took him in, inch by sweet inch. The second your mouth was around him, Sal let out the loudest moan followed by a few curse words. His hands gripped the sheets below as he closed his eyes shut tightly, trying his hardest not to cum already. You hallowed your cheeks and sucked as best as you could. After all, you hadn't done this before - you weren't exactly sure what you were doing and if you were even doing it right. "Oh my God Y/N," Sal moaned out. "this feels amazing."
You popped his cock out of your mouth and looked at him proudly. "Really?" You asked.
"Fuck yes, please, please continue," he begged, thrusting his hips up in the air. You nodded and put your mouth back around his length and continued sucking. You only managed a few more strokes of your tongue before Sal was pulling himself out of your mouth quickly. "Gonna cum if you keep sucking." You smirked and wiped the spit from the side of your mouth. "Can I make love to you Y/N?" Sal asked, sitting up.
"Please Sally," you said vigorously as you took off your underwear and laid down on your back spread before Sal. He nestled himself between your legs and pumped his length a few times before slicking himself up your folds to lube up. "Sal please," you begged. With that, Sal pushed his way through your entrance and let out an even louder moan than before. He never realised how good sex would feel and even though he wasn't even fully sheathed inside of you yet, Sal knew this was going to be the best feeling of his entire life.
"So tight," he mumbled, just loud enough for you to hear. He continued to slowly push himself inside of you, whilst biting his bottom lip. "Almost there," Sal whispered to you as he noticed the look of pain on your face. Tears prickled at the corner of your eyes and Sal shushed you gently, lifting a hand up to your face to wipe away those tears.
"Sal it hurts," you whimpered, throwing your head back.
"I know baby, I know," he whispered, bending down and pressing a wet kiss to your cheek. Finally, he was fully stuffed inside of you. Sal stayed still for a moment, adjusting to the feeling of your walls around him and allowing you to adjust to his size.
"Okay, you can move now," you managed to sputter out after a few seconds of stillness. Sal nodded and pulled himself out before snapping his hips against yours, forcing himself back inside of you once more. You both let out wanton moans as he began to move.
"Feels so good," Sal whimpered as he bent down to press kisses to your neck. "So amazing. I've dreamt of this day," he confessed.
"Oh Sal," you whispered, wrapping your arms around his neck and legs around his waist. The new position had Sal's cock reaching deeper inside of you, almost penetrating your womb.
"Love you so much," Sal spluttered, moving his hips faster as he began to feel more confident in what he was doing. You opened your mouth to speak, but no words came out. Just a string of moans as the pleasure built up in your stomach, a pleasure you had never experienced before. Sal continued to let out a wide array of moans, not holding back letting you know how good your pretty little cunt was making him feel. Sal then moved his hands from your hips up to your breasts, squeezing them gently. "Want to give you my babies so badly," he babbled as his thrusts became more erratic. "Please, please, please let me give you my babies."
"Please Sally," was your only response to his begging. Clumsily, he bent down to kiss you passionately, he thrusts becoming more and more staggered by the second.
"I'm going to cum," Sal whimpered between your lips. "Going to fill you up so good, I promise."
"Yes Sal!" you cried out. Gosh you were so glad your parents weren't home. You reached down to circle your clit and within the first few movements, you could already feel like you were on the brink of your orgasm. "Sally, I'm going to cum," you babbled out.
"Wait," Sal said suddenly. "Wait for me. Let's cum together." You couldn't speak so you could only nod in agreement. A few more strokes inside your wet hole and Sal was a blubbering mess of your name, crying out that he was cumming. You continued circling your clit until your orgasm washed over you. Your toes curled up and your legs tightened around Sal's torso. The constricting of your walls pushed Sal over the edge and before you knew it he was spurting his thick ropes inside of you. You were both a moaning mess entangled in each others embrace. Sal finally stopped his movements and flopped on top of you weakly. "That was amazing," he breathed out, kissing your collarbone softly.
"It was," you nodded in agreement. "But Sal, you're squishing me a little."
"Sorry," he chuckled. The blue-haired male rolled off of you and onto his back, staring at the ceiling.
There was silence for a few seconds before you broke it.
"Are you okay Sally?" You asked, looking at him.
"Never better," he smirked, turning his attention to you. "Say Y/N?"
"Yeah Sal?"
"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked, so shyly it was as if he hadn't just fucked the life out of you.
"Of course I will Sal," you smiled at him and he smiled back.
"Good, I'm glad," he let out a big breath of air and sat up, looking around the room for his clothes. Once he had found them, he put them on and looked at you lovingly. "I don't wanna leave."
"Then don't," you suggested. "Stay with me tonight?
"You mean that?" Sal asked, his eyes lighting up.
"Of course!" You exclaimed sitting up. You took the time to truly admire Sal's face and smiled. "I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to take off your prosthetic in front of me."
"I'm just glad I didn't scare you," he sighed. "It's nice to show you my face."
"You're the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my entire life," you said honestly, sternly, trying to dig it into his brain.
"You think so?" He smiled widely.
"I know so," you said. "Come, let's watch a movie and have some snacks. I don't know about you but I'm feeling a little peckish after that."
Sal chuckled. "Me too, and thirsty. Turns out sex is thirsty work." You laughed along with Sal and got dressed before making your way into the living room.
You picked your favourite movie to watch and grabbed some snacks from the cupboard in the kitchen before settling down on the sofa together. Sal kept his eyes on you throughout the entire movie and you looked at him, raising an eyebrow. "Are you okay Sal?"
"I was serious before you know?" Sal asked, picking his prosthetic up off the floor and putting it back on just incase your parents came home early.
"Serious about what?" You asked putting some skittles in your mouth.
"Having babies with you," Sal said sheepishly as he tightened his prosthetic onto his face so it didn't fall off.
"You were?" You asked. "I thought you just said that in the heat of the moment."
Sal shook his head, "no I was being serious. I really, really want to have babies with you."
You smiled softly and placed a hand on his and pressed a kiss to his prosthetic. "Well you never know what will happen in the future Sal." And with that, you watched the rest of the movie in silence, just holding each other. It was nice that your feelings for each other were out in the open, but tomorrow, it was time to break the news to everybody.
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Sorry the ending kinda sucked - I'm not very good at writing endings! Not proof-read.
Requests: OPEN. Feel free to send them in but please specify if you are wanting SFW or NSFW otherwise I will always try to make it NSFW haha.
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girlboypersonthingy · 2 months
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hi can i request for sal fisher w a s/o who likes to trace his face scars with their fingers 😎
YES YES YES I want this so bad, I wish this were me sooooo baaadddddd 😮‍💨 thanks for all the Sally face requests I’ve been getting! I’m living for it. If you’ve requested, I’ll get to it soon. Promise ✨ enjoy~
Notes: established relationship, first time saying ‘I love you’, tons of fluff, short little drabble
TW: spit (Sal drools a lil 😚)
Sal x reader- Quality Time
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After a long day of you working and Sal having class, it was finally late and quiet, finally time to unwind and spend some quality time with your darling boyfriend. You sat in his bed, playing on his gearboy to pass the time as he took a shower. Gizmo is cuddled up next to your thigh, softly purring while you play your game. As you were just getting invested in the hand held game, the door swung open and in came Sal with wet blue hair dipping onto his black over sized t-shirt, wearing just the shirt and a pair of baggy blue boxers.
“Feeling better?” You glance at him for a moment then back to the game. “Yeah, I’m tired now.” Sal replies as he rubs the excess water out of his long hair with his towel, quickly throwing it aside before climbing on the bed with you. He didn’t hesitate in laying on his back and resting his head in your lap, watching as you continue your game. Besides the intense music and sound effects coming from the gearboy, it became quiet between you two, pleasantly quiet and calm.
You were so caught up in completing the level you’re currently on that you didn’t even notice that Sal had shifted his gaze from the game in your hand to your face above him, taking time to admire it all scrunched into a focused expression. He stared up at you for what felt like hours, taking in the view of you licking your lips and raising your brows. Your face is so pretty, so soft and whole, pretty much flawless in his opinion. As a smile crept up his cheeks, it was his soft sigh of contentment that made you glance down at him. From your point of view, his bare face was upside down with his head resting in your lap and his hair all pushed back- nothing was obstructing your view of his messily scarred face.
Quickly, you found yourself locked into his gaze, staring back down at him as his smile got bigger, revealing his teeth even more through the missing flesh of his cheek. Now your own lips are spreading wider, a wave of butterflies coursing through your stomach as you blink at him. “W-what?” You ask in reference to his loving stare. Sal takes a moment to answer, softly chucking first when the sound effects of defeat come from the gearboy still in your hand.
“You’re just really cute.” He finally responds, making you toss the gearboy aside and fully focus on him. You’re smiling so big now, it’s hard to keep your eyes open enough to see him. “No, you are.” And your hands find their place on his cheeks, your thumbs gently stroking his uneven skin, making Sal’s eyes gradually close as he relaxes under your fingertips.
For what felt like hours, you stayed this way- your fingers gently tracing over every scar and every part of his face that had never healed back over. Finger tips lightly ticking his forehead, your hands softly rubbing under his chin before circling back to his cheeks, all the while both of your smiles are unchanging. “Feel good, Sally?” Sal hums in response, eyes still closed as he feels himself getting sleepy.
It was relaxing for both of you- the different textures of his skin felt so unique to your hands. His bright and shiny molars caught your attention as they peak through the gaping hole in his cheek. It was then that you noticed a bit of drool pooling on the side of his cheek where his teeth were exposed, his breathing steady and nearly silent now. He was falling asleep.
“I love you.” It leaves your mouth as a breathy confession, making Sal open his eyes, one empty socket and a dull blue eye staring up at you. His expression changes rapidly from a look of surprise and excitement to one of adoration and endearment. His brows relax, his face begins to turn pink as he shifts his gaze away. He hasn’t replied yet so you nervously open your mouth again, hands still resting on his cheeks. “Sorry, you…you’re j-just so gorgeous.”
Sal turns his head to the side fast, using one of his hands to cover his crimson face. A soft groan leaves him and he pauses before speaking. “Stoooppp.” You would stop if it wasn’t for his smile showing from beneath his large hand, you could hear the giddy smirk in his voice when he spoke. So you decide to keep the sappy romance going. Carefully, leaving him time to stop you, you pull his hand away and continue gently stoking his cheek again. Silence falls between you two for a moment before Sal turns his head so he’s looking up at you again.
“I love you too.” His eyes are closed now and he seems relaxed again, his blushing cheeks having calmed down a bit thanks to your calming touch. Leaning over him slowly, you let your eyes close as you go for a kiss. Sal opens up his eye for a second to see you leaning in and he sits up ever so slightly to meet you in the middle. Your lips slowly part against each other’s, moving in different rhythms but somehow matching up perfectly. Your hands slide from his cheeks to behind his head, fingers tangled in his wet locks as you’re holding his face up to yours. You both savor the moment, hearts starting to beat faster and faster. Seconds later, you part with a soft gasp coming from both of you.
Something about you complimenting his bare face while also touching it and telling him you love him…makes him wanna put a ring on that finger immediately. He never thought he’d find a love like you and while he isn’t totally sure what he’s doing here, he wants to be with you like this forever.
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sidekick-hero · 3 months
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(steddie | mature | 2k | tags: established relationship, post-s4, Valentine's Day, Robin is the best, fluff | summary: Steve loves Eddie, he really, really does. He just can't say it. | @steddielovemonth prompt Love is just a four-letter word by @sal-si-puedes | AO3)
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"He probably thinks I don't love him, Robin. Which is... ridiculous. I do! I really, really do. I just can't say it." Steve is pacing around the blissfully empty Family Video Store, his hands making a mess of his hair as they run through it in frustration.
"This is so stupid. I* am* so stupid, it's just four stupid letters, even a preschooler can say it," he rambles, his eyes wild as they look at Robin. "Why am I like this, Robbie?" His voice breaks, along with his heart, at the thought of Eddie doubting Steve's feelings for him for even a second.
Robin walks over to him and grips his shoulders tightly, her blue eyes boring into his as she says in her firmest you-listen-to-me-now voice. "You're not stupid. This is my best friend you're talking about, so watch it." That earns her at least a half-smile, which counts as a victory considering Steve was already pinching his nose to hold back tears.
"I know you love him, Steve. Everyone knows it. One look at you when he's in the room, or even when you're just talking about him, is enough to know you love him. And I'm sure Eddie knows it too. He has to."
Robin's words soothe some of the fear in Steve's heart, knowing that she would tell him if she really thought he had messed up. But even though it's okay now, Eddie won't wait forever for Steve to say those three little words. No one would. Steve knows that his heart couldn't take being with Eddie, loving Eddie and telling him that, only to never hear it back from him.
"I don't know. Even if you're right, I feel like I'm losing him. That something in me is broken, and one day he'll realize that too, and then he'll leave." With an even smaller voice Steve adds: "I can't lose him, Robbie".
They don't hug very often. Robin shows her affection in many ways, but most of them aren't overly physical. That's Eddie's job, clinging to Steve like a koala most days, always touching Steve in some way, even if it's just his shoulder nudging Steve's. Robin pulling him into a tight hug now means a lot to him, but it's also a testament to the gravity of the situation.
With their arms around each other between the horror and action movie sections, Steve takes a moment to just soak in the comfort she offers. What happened at Starcourt messed them both up, caused them both more trauma than any teenager should have to deal with, but on a very selfish level, Steve can't help but be grateful that it happened. A life without Robin Buckley sounds like the greater horror to him.
After a few minutes, Robin gently pulls away from Steve to look at him. He's reluctant to let her go, even though he knows this is an even longer hug than the one she gave him when Nancy told him they weren't getting back together after defeating Vecna. She wanted to go to Boston, make a career, see the world. And Steve? Steve wanted a home, a place to belong, and someone to share that home with. They wanted different things, he realizes now.
That doesn't mean it didn't open old wounds, memories of how it felt to be rejected by her, his love for her thrown in his face like it was worthless. Bullshit.
As attuned to him and his thoughts as ever, a true testament to the fact that they share a brain cell, Robin says, "I think it's understandable that you can't say it. The last time you told someone you loved them, you were hurt, badly. Your heart is probably just trying to protect itself. Like a kid who touched a hot stove and got burned wouldn't touch another stove, you know?"
Steve nods, because in a way it makes sense. It just doesn't help him to know.
"But what am I supposed to do, Robin? It's not Eddie's fault that I'm broken."
"You, Steve Harrington, are not broken. Just a little bruised. There is nothing wrong with you just because you got hurt and have the scars to show for it. Like Max, because of the injuries to her leg, she cannot walk like she used to before Vecna, so she uses her crutch. She's not broken. Is she?"
"No, of course not. If anything, she's even stronger now, I saw her hit Lucas with the crutch and tell him to hurry up on the way to the movies," Steve says, smiling at the memory.
"See!" Robin waves her hand at him in excitement, almost bouncing with it. "All you need is a crutch!"
They look at each other wide-eyed before matching smiles break out on their faces, Robin's giddy at having found a solution, Steve's reflecting the tentative hope blossoming in his chest.
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His talk with Robin certainly helped, but as Valentine's Day approaches, the fears and insecurities start to creep back in. It's not even like Eddie is giving him any indication that he's not happy with Steve or their relationship. Quite the opposite, in fact.
Eddie tells him he loves him almost every time they see each other, at the most random moments. Some days he whispers it in Steve's ear to wake him up, other days it's his way of saying good night to him with his arm around Steve's waist and his hand over Steve's heart in a protective grip. He says it casually when Steve brings him breakfast in bed or lunch to the record store where he now works. Just yesterday he said it while Steve was buried deep inside him, their hands intertwined beside Eddie's head and brown eyes looking softly up at Steve.
It's not meant to make him feel bad about himself, he knows that.
He still does.
So when he opens his front door to the sight of Eddie standing on his doorstep in his nicest jeans and a forest green button-down Steve has never seen before, clearly having put some real effort into his appearance, Steve almost crumbles.
He's a shitty boyfriend, isn't he? There's this amazing guy who goes out of his way to look nice for Steve, even though he doesn't even like Valentine's Day, just because he knows it's important to Steve. And he can't even tell him he loves him.
Some of what he's feeling must be showing on his face, because Eddie's cheerful smile falls and he hurries into the house to pull Steve into his arms, slamming the door shut with his foot.
"Sweetheart, I'm sorry, I told Dustin green wasn't my color, but he insisted. I look hideous, don't I?"
That makes Steve snort wetly into Eddie's neck before muttering a fond "Idiot" into it.
Eddie just hums, obviously pleased with himself for making Steve laugh. "You can tell me. You know I don't mind getting naked for you."
"You're getting a little ahead of yourself, aren't you?"
Eddie grinned wolfishly at him. "I don't know, the tear in my Hellfire shirt from when you ripped it off me begs to differ."
Steve blushes at the memory, even as he laughs at Eddie's words. Instead of saying anything else, Steve pulls him back into his arms and Eddie goes willingly.
"Hi, baby," he says, his nose brushing behind Steve's ear.
"Hi." Steve breathes him in, the smell of cigarette smoke and his shampoo strong where his nose is buried in Eddie's hair.
They don't let go for a long time.
It's Eddie who pulls back first, and Steve does his best not to read into it. "You want to tell me what's going on?"
The Steve from before the Upside Down would have just shaken his head and told Eddie that everything was fine before pulling him into the bedroom to reassure them both that it was. Not talking about his feelings, fears, and needs might have worked for hookups, but he learned the hard way that it doesn't work when you want to be in a relationship.
So Steve takes Eddie's hand and leads him over to the couch where they both sit facing each other. They don't let go of each other's hands.
"I know you're probably wondering why I haven't told you... why I haven't said it yet."
Eddie's eyebrows disappear behind his fringe. "It?"
Sighing, Steve watches his fingers run over Eddie's knuckles. "You know. That I love you."
"Oh."
It's hard to place Eddie's tone, and even harder to place the silence that follows, but it makes his knee jiggle with nerves and his stomach churn. Usually it's Eddie who tends to fill the silence between them when it feels too big, too heavy, but today it's Steve.
"It's not because I don't want to, I swear. It's just," another frustrated sigh, the hand currently not held by Eddie's rubbing over his face, "I just can't say it. And I am so, so sorry, because you deserve to hear it. Every day. But I can't... I can't. So I understand if you don't want to do this anymore. You deserve better, Eddie. You really, really do."
Eddie lets Steve's words settle between them, aching and raw, but he never lets go of Steve's hand.
"You're right," he finally says, and the sound of Steve's heart breaking is deafening to his own ears. Pinching his nose, he tries to take his hand back from Eddie, but his boyfriend (if he can still call him that) won't budge. "You're right about me wondering, Steve. But that was before."
Looking up, a frown forming between his eyebrows, Steve asks, "Before?"
"Before I realized that you do tell me that you love me, every day. You say it when you tiptoe around the trailer in the morning to make breakfast without waking me. You tell me every time you pack an extra blanket or sweater when we go to the quarry because you know I always get cold. I hear it loud and clear every time you bring me lunch, even though it means you waste most of your own lunch break driving around town. It's in the way you try so hard to make Wayne like you because you know how much that means to me, and in the way you hold me after another nightmare, and in the way you kiss me sometimes like there's nothing in the world you'd rather be doing, without it having to lead anywhere, just because you like kissing me."
Eddie scooted forward and bridged the gap between them by taking Steve's face in his hands.
"Steve, you've been telling me you love me for months with everything except words. I don't really need them. It's just a four-letter word."
And, fuck, now Steve is crying. Eddie wipes away his tears with his thumbs, and when that's not enough, he kisses them away with his lips.
Steve is so in love with him that he has no idea how the feeling even fits in his body.
"Damn," he chuckles wetly, "that means I didn't even have to find a crutch?"
Now it's Eddie's turn to look at Steve in confusion, clearly worried that his boyfriend might have lost his mind. "What crutch? Is this a sex thing?"
Laughing and shaking his head fondly, Steve raises his free hand to his head, palm facing Eddie. Then he brings his thumb, index finger, and little finger up, keeping his ring and middle fingers down, before moving his hand back and forth slightly.
"Robin came up with this. She said if I couldn't say the words with my mouth, maybe I could say them in a different way. I thought of trying sign language," Steve adds sheepishly.
Before he knows what's happening, Eddie is on top of him, pressing him into the couch with his body weight and showering his face with kisses.
"You're so smart," kiss, "and beautiful," kiss, "and wonderful," kiss, "and I love you so much." The last part is accompanied by a lingering kiss on his lips and Steve melts under it.
Even though he obviously didn't have to tell Eddie this way, Steve is glad that he did.
He also thinks it won't be long before he can say those words, too. If anyone can help him walk without a crutch, it's Eddie.
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Safe Haven
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Neteyam x Original Na'vi Female Character
Summery: Seeking refuge, Xilä and her father venture to the lands of the Omatikaya clan, in the hopes that the Toruk Makto would be generous in allowing them to stay. This is her story about not only finding her strength, but finding love. 
Warning: This story contains smut, violence & abuse (please don't read if these topics will affect you)
Some characters have been aged up. Neteyam in particular is 25.
Xilä is my own creation.
WAIT! Please note this part contains time skips.
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Part 21 - Epilogue
‘Xilä’s in labor.’
‘My wife is about to have my kid.’
‘Holy shit, my kid. Mine…’
‘I’m going to be a father.’
‘Fuck, I don’t know if I can do this.’
To say Neteyam was freaking out was putting it mildly and- Oh fuck. His damn father-in-law was walking towards him. The last thing he wanted was for the man to see him like this. 
The first time Neteyam had a full conversation with Jxo, he was ten years old. 
To him, Jxo had always been a man of very few words. He never smiled, hated small talk and was extremely intimidating. But he was also incredibly respected throughout the entire clan, and well, Salveen liked him a lot, and so did bossy D’avi, so those were good enough reasons for the ten year old to think him alright. 
Being the chief’s son brought its fair share of challenges. There was a time when a group of boys tried to bully him over his “golden boy” status. Neteyam had fought back- and lost. 
He was ten, and a mess after. And instead of returning home, he ran to Sal’s but she’d already gone to the kitchens that evening. 
Jxo, seeing his cuts and bruises beckoned him in and silently cleaned his injuries- a split lip, swollen cheek, scraped knees and bloody knuckles. 
And when the man finally asked, “What happened?” 
Neteyam broke down and sobbed. He was hysterical and mad at himself for not being strong, mad that he was even crying. He was a man for Eywa sake! A soldier! A warrior! Just like his dad. 
But that day he was grateful that Jxo didn’t treat him like a silly kid- like everyone else did. Jxo calmed him. He was his usual gruff self and spoke to him straight. Treated him like an equal and imparted words of advice Neteyam needed to hear.  
Flash forward to fifteen years later, on the night that he would become a father for the first time, Neteyam was hysterical just like that very day. 
Xilä’s water had only broken half an hour ago and Neteyam was spiralling- or freaking out as his visiting brother had been teasing. Irritated and short tempered, he snapped at anyone who got too close to his mate who had been slowly pacing up and down the interior of the Tsahìk’s tent while her birthing room was being prepared. 
And just like he did fifteen years ago, Jxo and his no nonsense- never one to beat around the bush, pulled him outside and called him an idiot- a skxawng, telling him he needed to to get his shit together and stop snarling and hissing at everyone like a “fucking palulukan”. 
When he’d finished telling him off, he blew out a breath then continued- far gentler or as gentle the man could be, parting fatherly words of wisdom and advice with a comforting hand clasped on his shoulder. 
Neteyam humbled himself and took it all in, and by the end he felt lighter, calmer and far more level headed. 
With a final, “Don’t fuck it up. She needs you. So get in there, skxawng,” the soon to be father chuckled with a brisk nod, thanked the elder and headed towards his wife. 
~
“Swear I’ve gone back twenty-five years,” Jake murmured in disbelief at his grandson in his arms. “He looks just like you did, son.” 
Neytiri hastily wiped a tear that escaped her as she too stared transfixed. 
“He’s got Xi’s eyes,” Neteyam announced proudly as he lingered closely. 
“And her ears,” his mother noted with another sniffle. “He’s beautiful.” Neytiri gently stroked Sprout’s little fist. “Jake, you've had him long enough. It is my turn again,” she bossed her husband. 
Passed over to his grandmother, their baby made a soft sound. He whined and twisted slightly before settling back into sleep.
Jxo pressed another kiss to the top of his daughter’s head as she rested against his shoulder. “I’m so proud of you, darling,” her father told her for the third time since their parents were let in. “You did good.” 
Sal nodded in agreement, her own eyes swimming in happy tears as she tucked a few of Xi’s braids behind her ear and continued to fuss over her- pouring her another cup of tea to help with the pain. 
Xilä was exhausted but yet a soft smile still graced her face as she watched their parents meet their son for the first time. Jxo was the first to hold him after he’d greeted her with quiet words of praise. And just like Mo’at did, when she eased her son into her father’s arms, she didn’t miss the way his eyes glistened. 
The entire moment was heartwarming, yet slightly comical to a degree. She grinned as she watched her husband hover protectively, scrutinizing every move any of them made as they held their child. 
Even when Jake huffed amused, stating, “You know I had four of you right? I think I know how to hold a baby,” even then Neteyam didn’t care, he still fretted and lectured and adjusted their holds. 
“Oh Eywa, you’re going to be a father just like my Jxo, aren’t you?” Sal chuckled and gently adjusted her grandson with the unnecessary aid of her son-in-law who had told her for the third time to, “Watch his head.” 
“Huh?” Neteyam asked, baffled, the same time Jxo released a noise of offence. 
“Yes, yes. He never liked anyone holding our D’avi. So protective he was.” She hummed wistfully at the memory, eyes never leaving the little one who had taken hold of her finger. “You are so sweet, yes you are. Hi. Hi,” she whispered softly as he blinked up at her, waking from his doze. 
“This does not surprise me,” Neytiri chimed in. “Neteyam was never very good at sharing the things he loves. Xilä, and now our grandson will be included as well I’m afra- Oh Sal, look at his eyes.” 
“Mom!” 
But she ignored him since her and Sal’s attention laid solely on baby Sprout who was yawning, tiny body stretching in Sal’s hold.
“We’d be lucky if we ever get to see the kid,” Jake said, joining in on the teasing. “Knowing our son, he’d keep them locked away.”
Neytiri frowned at this. “My sweet Xi, you won’t let him hide the two of you away all the time, yes? I would like to see my grandson whenever I so pl-”
“Mom. Of course you’d get to see him.” Then after a long pause Neteyam continued with, “But there will be boundaries, and Xilä and I would expect that you all would… respect them.” 
Jake covered his grin of amusement behind his fist and Jxo hid his in Xi’s hair- both men’s eyes automatically cutting to their wives who both had identical looks of indignation. In their heads Neteyam might as well just said they weren’t allowed to see their grandson… ever.
The women looked about ready to protest, but in the end they gave their agreement without so much as a peep. Neytiri however did reach out and pull her son- who was twice her size- into a hug with a, “Eywa, my baby is all grown up now.” 
“Can I have him, mother?” Xi was itching to have her son back in her arms. It hadn’t been long but she missed him already. 
Neteyam was the one to pass him over. His palm found Xi’s nape, thumb stroking her cheek as he stole a kiss from her, uncaring of their audience. 
Sprout stretched with another yawn, fingers opening then curling back up before he nosed at her chest instinctively, cooing a tiny fuss as his legs kicked out. 
Xi tossed a thin cloth over shoulder, covering herself and the babe. She bared one breast and guided him to her nipple. Her baby latched eagerly, little mouth suckling with gusto. 
She knew it was probably a bit silly to want privacy since it was a natural thing to nurse one’s baby in the open. But she wasn’t there quite yet. 
Eyes closed, she listened to the quiet conversation around her and leaned heavily on her husband who curled around her. 
“What have you decided to name him?” Jxo asked his son-in-law. “Have you chosen yet?
Xilä felt smiling lips against her forehead. 
“Zyden. Our son’s name is Zyden.” 
~
Neteyam made his way towards the lively activity at the southern border of the clan- eyes roaming quickly to take in every inch of the scene. 
The mission fleet that had just returned were being aided- travel packs and goods were unloaded while ikran wranglers steadied the restless mountain beasts. 
After being months apart, riders were greeted with open arms by their waiting families and judging by the ease of their smiling faces, Neteyam breathed a small sigh of relief that there seemed to be no pressing worries. 
Tasam who’d led said mission was already talking to the chief. Jake nodded at whatever it was he’d said then clapped him on the shoulder before making his way towards another warrior. 
Neteyam had missed Tasam, he realized. Seeing him after so long filled him with nostalgia, and the memory of them meeting for the first time on their very first day of Iknimaya training played in his mind. 
“‘Teyam! You look good, brother,” Tasam called out. He met him halfway, crooked smile wide at the sight of his comrade and friend. “Fatherhood suits you.”
Neteyam couldn’t hide his pride as they clasped arms in greeting. “Tasam, welcome home. My son… Zyden,” he introduced, titling so that Tasam had a better view of the three month old strapped to his chest. 
A soft swear word escaped Tasam when he saw the baby. He reached out and ran a knuckle along the back of Sprout’s hand in amazement. “He favors your looks.” 
Zyden’s wide silver eyes tracked Tasam’s hand. He cooed loudly then promptly shoved his little fist against his mouth, making sucking sounds as he drooled all over his knuckles.
“I can’t believe I missed so much. How’s Xi? The birth went well?”
“It did, thank Eywa and she’s great. Tired but great.”
Tasam grinned at his friend’s expression. Neteyam was a hardass and as serious as they came. He always seemed to wear a mask of impassiveness that was near impossible to discern most days. Today however, the mask was nowhere to be seen. 
“It’s good to see you this happy.”
“Eywa has bountifully blessed me, how could I not be?” He jerked his head, gesturing for them to walk onwards, a large protective palm resting beneath Zyden. “Tell me, how was the trip? I’m sorry we missed you before you left. I didn’t know you’d be gone so long.”
“I share the same sentiments. As for the trip, it was… interesting. The Sarentu clan… they’re in a bad way. The couple months we stayed we managed to make some good changes, but they still need all the help they can get. I’m hoping another fleet can ride out before the end of the week.”
“It’s that bad?” 
“Their clan is but a fraction of ours and they’re unable to help themselves properly. They have maybe five- six, capable hunters?” he said exasperated. “The clan is exposed. Not enough warriors to provide protection. Not enough hunters to provide food. It is a wonder they have survived this long.”
Neteyam considered his words. “It is things like this that make me glad my father reached out and started this entire initiative. Their chief said as much back at Awa’atlu. He came mainly in the hope that would help.”
With the nearest cluster of communities in sight, Tasam slowed his stroll causing Neteyam to do the same. 
During their walk the father had kept periodically checking in on his son who seemed settled and content against him. Looking down, he saw that Zyden’s eyelids were slowly drooping, little mouth quivering in his sleep as though he were feeding. 
“Do you think Kiri would like bellsprigs? As a gift I mean… It's kind of rare here but bountiful near this clearing I found back at Sarentu.”
The sudden topic change had Neteyam blinking in confusion. 
“Um, sure? I think she’d like them. Wait, aren't those extremely dangerous to harvest?”
“They are- were,” Tasan held up his palm showing off a deep gash that was still healing, “but it’s Kiri. I’d do anything for her.” 
“Huh… You really like her, don’t you?” He got no response and halted, noting his friend was no longer walking beside him. “What is it?” 
“I-” Tasam looked uncomfortable now and was no longer meeting his gaze. “I-” He hesitated again and rubbed at his brow, frowning deeply, almost as if he’d forgotten what he was supposed to say. 
“Tas-”
“I wish for your permission to court Kiri,” he rushed out. 
A long uncomfortable silence proceeded before Neteyam found his voice again. “You- uh, well why are you asking me? Shouldn’t you be asking my parents?”
“I’m planning on it. I asked the chief if I could meet with him and your mother after I give my full report tomorrow,” he scratched his neck, “I suppose he knows what I’m going to ask. Your father gave me this weird, blank look then sort of reluctantly agreed… But I- you see…”
It was jarring and almost amusing to Neteyam to see his friend so scatterbrained and fidgety. Was he… nervous? Shit, he was.
“What I’m trying and evidently failing to say here, is- I care for your sister. She has my whole heart and… and although you are my commanding officer and my future chief and I have the highest of respect for you… You’re also my closest friend, and as Kiri’s brother, I’d very much like to have your permission in addition to your parents’.”
Eywa. Neteyam really wished his mate was here. He was not good with these kinds of situations. Not when it came to his sisters. No wonder Jxo always looked like he was about ready to punch his face most times. 
Kiri and Tasam…? His sister and his- well who was Neteyam kidding, Tasam was as good as his best friend. Why did this all seem like a surprise to him though? He somehow knew it would be coming… didn’t he?
He thought back to every interaction between the two. The man was smitten with Kiri, and Kiri… well, Kiri was near unrecognizable around Tasam. 
He made her happy. 
That was all that mattered, no?
“You have my permission.” 
Tasam’s jaw fell a little, then he straightened up when Neteyam’s face turned mildly murderous. 
“But you should know, my sister is precious. I don’t care if you hurt her unintentionally or not… you know what I’m capable of.” 
It should’ve been difficult to take the mighty Neteyam’s threats to heart when he had an adorable infant strapped to his chest. But Tasam still felt the sting of his words.
“Are you nervous to ask my parents?” Neteyam asked when they’d made it to the heart of Home Camp. 
“Am I nervous to ask the clan’s Olo'eyktan and Olo'eykte if I could court their eldest daughter? That’s a joke right?” Tasam huffed. “Course I’m nervous. But I’ve been wanting this for Kiri and I for so long now. That and I already told Kiri I was going to ask her when you all got back.”
Neteyam laughed, accidentally waking his son who woke with a startled cry. He was quick to comfort the baby with soothing strokes and pats on the back. He also gave him his index finger to hold which of course Zyden instantly put in his mouth. 
“You told Kiri you were going to ask her before you asked for my parents permission?” 
Tasam back slapped his arm, careful not to jostle the baby. “If I remember correctly, you did about the same thing with your Xilä.” 
“Shit, that’s right.” 
“And worse… It was all the clan could talk about for months, some still to this very day. No meeting of the parents, no announcements, no ceremonies, no-”
“Alright alright, you made your poi-” 
“You’re back!” a distant voice called excitedly. 
Kiri’s smile was almost giddy as she made her way closer and from the look of Tasam’s he was probably- nope, definitely worse. 
Ugh. Neteyam was suddenly nauseous. While the duo reunited- lovestruck gazes locked on each other, he focused on his son who was still biting away on his finger, drool leaking down his chin and along Neteyam’s palm. 
“Your aunty Kiri and her new boyfriend are going to make your poor daddy sick, aren't they,” he whisper-sang to his son. “Yes they are.” 
Zyden smiled up at this father as if he understood, gurgling while flashing his gums.  
“Oh here, let me help you with that.” Tasam swooped in with ease and hefted the heavy basket Kiri had been straining with. 
“Thank you.” Her cheeks were flushed and she bit her lip to tame her smile while she and the warrior continued to fail at being non obvious lovesick fools. 
Zyden’s coo broke their spell. 
“‘Teyam!” Kiri exclaimed as if shocked to see him standing there.
“Kiri.”
“And Zyden!” His sister snagged the baby right out of his carrier and held him close, squishing his cheek against hers as she rocked him.
Zyden looked slightly alarmed, eyes wide at the sudden movement but he did not cry.
Neteyam simply sighed at the pair all the while and of course, the mighty Tasam was just about melting at the sight. 
~
“What are you up to, my love?”
The baby turned and gave his mother a cheeky grin that showed off all four of his baby teeth and it just about melted her heart. 
But Xi wasn’t fooled by his cuteness, she saw the glint of mischief shining through his expression. 
The determined thing waited until she was busy folding another large sheet before he went off again, crawling towards his most recent fasciation.
“Zyden.” Xilä’s tone was soft but firm. “Uh-uh. No playing over there.”
Zyden released an unhappy whine at the reprimand. And despite his mother’s warning, he still reached and held onto the bottom of the wooden shelf to pull himself up on wobbly legs. 
Even though the shelf that housed her husband’s weapons was sturdy and Xi knew the baby couldn’t reach anything, she still corrected her son- letting him know it was dangerous. 
His little leg tried to lift, dangling with nowhere to perch. Not getting anywhere, he stomped his foot in frustration, though it didn’t stop him from trying again. 
“Zyden Sully!” Xi clicked her tongue and shook her head. “Uh-uh, mama said no. Come down from there.” 
At that, his tiny face scrunched up in anger, bottom lip pouting as tears rapidly pooled along his lash line. He pointed at the shelf and babbled his displeasure.
“I know. I know. But you’re too young for those. When you’re older I’m sure daddy will love teaching you to use them.”
Zyden drew a long, silent breath then promptly wailed louder with his head thrown back. One would swear she’d just ruined his entire life.   
“Aw, come here, my love.” 
She could sense a full blown tantrum brewing and since Sal had told her earlier Zyden missed his afternoon nap, Xi expected her son would turn tired and cranky right around this time. 
Laundry forgotten and scattered around her, she gave him her full attention, beckoning him over. 
“Zyden, my heart, come here.”
Listening, he carefully fell to his butt and crawled towards her. “Mma-ma,” he cried, tiny tail flicking back and forth as he moved.
How was he so perfect? 
Xi gathered him into her arms the second he was within reach and smothered him with kisses- forehead, cheeks, nose, angry twitching ears.
“See? This is why we shouldn’t miss nap time, my love. So cranky,” she cooed in a singsong tone.
He rubbed his eyes and yawned tiredly- proving her point, then impatiently pawed at the cloth that covered her chest.
“Hang on, hang on.”
Settling him against her breast, he nursed more for comfort than hunger and while he fed, Xi stared down at him in adoration. She hummed a song and wiped away his lingering tears, thumb sliding across baby soft skin.
She marvelled over his wild curls while brushing them off his forehead and laughed quietly when he offered her his little foot for her to kiss, tiny toes wiggling cutely. 
Nipple still in mouth, he smiled and reached up to pat her cheek, fingers gentle and stroking much like she’d done to him. 
The action caused a tiny pang of sadness to hit her. He was growing up so fast- too fast.
Every one of his milestones filled her with pride- his first smile, first laugh, first word. She may have shed a tear or two over his first tooth… and maybe over the second, third and fourth ones too. And although she was eager for all the other firsts- especially his first steps, each new milestone always reminded her that he wouldn’t remain a baby forever, so she made sure to relish every moment. 
The clanking sounds of their tent’s chimes alerted her that someone was here, and then the beaming face of her husband entering their home came into view. 
“I’m home!” 
Meal forgotten, Zyden grappled and used her top to help pull himself seated, legs and arms kicking and flailing excitedly at the sight of his daddy, gums and four little teeth proudly on display. 
“Look who’s here, Sprout. Who’s that?”
He glanced back at her and pointed at Neteyam who was hurriedly putting away his things.
Zyden prattled a garble of baby talk, tail slashing so fast, Xi thought it’d flick right off. 
Unable to contain himself any longer and with a loud gleeful shriek, their son crawled right out of her lap and charged full speed across the tapestry-covered ground, towards his father- all traces of his mini tantrum gone. 
Neteyam laughed while scooping him up and tossed him in the air before settling him high on his chest. “Why are you naked, huh little man?” He smacked noisy kisses to Zyden’s chubby cheeks making the baby squeal happily. 
“Your son figured out how to remove his tewng this evening.” Xi adjusted her top and picked up a towel to resume her folding. “Every time I put it back on, he took it off and the game seemed never ending, so I let him win for today.” 
“Oh yeah?” Neteyam grinned proudly, as if she’d told him his son had accomplished some massive achievement. “You’re so clever, Zyden. Daddy’s so proud of you.”
Xilä paused and simply stared at her two favourite people in the universe. Eywa, did she love them with her entire being. 
“Mmba-Da-da.” Zyden babbled, tiny palms smacking Neteyam’s cheek and nose and mouth until he spotted and made a grab for the lone string of beads in his daddy’s hair. 
“That’s right, Sprout, that’s me! I’m daddy.” 
Only recently and after a lot of coaxing, Zyden had started saying dada. Xilä didn’t think she’d ever seen her husband cry that much when he’d said it, but then again she herself was a sobbing sap when his first word was mama. 
Neteyam made his way over and crouched down to greet his wife. She kissed him back and they both broke out into laughter when Sprout leaned over to do the same- drooly lips open against her cheek in his version of a kiss. 
As soon as he was set down, Zyden crawled off towards a forgotten toy. He tossed it away then charged after it, finding fun in doing it over and again. 
“I spoke to Lo’ak and Tsireya this morning,” Neteyam said conversationally as he started helping her fold the laundry. 
“‘Teyam,” she interrupted, using her “mom voice” as her husband so liked to call it. Xi had gotten distracted by the article he’d chosen to fold. 
“What?” he asked in faux innocence. Neteyam snatched up another one after folding it to his best and shot her a naughty wink.
Her mate always went for her undercloths first, forever eager to handle the intimate, flimsy things. She shook her head and snickered while he continued on, telling her about Awa’atlu updates. 
The pair chatted about their day- him informing of the new shipment of goods they were preparing to send to the Sarentu and Ta'unui clans, and her prattling on about her early morning lesson with Mo’at and then filling him in on their son’s fascination with his shelf of weapons. 
At some point Zyden had grown bored of his toy and fussily demanded his daddy’s attention. Neteyam dramatically tossed him amidst a pile of clean furs, keeping him entertained as they fought playfully.  
Later on, it was a battle to get Zyden to put his tewng back on, much less keep it on, but soon after, the little family of three made their way to the communal dinner, with their baby babbling the entire way there.
As if he belonged to her, Neytiri plucked their son out of his father’s arms the second they entered the clearing. Zyden was passed around from grandparent to grandparent before he finally settled contentedly next to his aunty Tuk who fussed over him as if she were a grown up. 
It was honestly quite cute seeing her break off tiny pieces of soft root vegetables and feed them to him. She offered him sips of her water which just splashed right down his chest and scolded him lightly when he ate too fast.  
Neytiri, who was nearer, kept careful watch and intercepted fast grabby hands whenever Zyden went after something he wasn’t supposed to. Neteyam chuckled from his spot when his son made a dive for poor Tasam’s teylu. 
The baby was most unhappy when his grandmother lifted him away with a chiding. He even gave Tuk what looked like a glare of betrayal after she giggled saying, “Zyyyyden. You don’t even have enough teeth to eat that, silly.” 
Midway through their meal, D’av and her family showed up. L’eya- toddler on a mission, plopped herself into Xi’s lap to excitedly show her a bug she’d found on the way. “It- it prewdy huh, aunty Xi? An it-it glows and eberyting too. See?”
Xi oohed and awed over the bug in her niece’s palm and Neteyam did the same- pausing his conversation with Jake when she crawled into his lap as well, before eventually running off to do the same with her grandparents. 
“You’re late. You hate being late,” Xi teased her sister who settled beside her. She frowned when she really looked at her sister.  “Are you unwell? You’re pale. Here let me see your-”
D’avi brushed her fussing off. “Stop that. If mother catches you she’s going to come over here and I don’t need that right now. You’re forgetting Yalnïk and I have two toddlers to wrangle, can you blame me for being la- why are you looking at me like that?” 
The older woman dropped all pretense when she saw her sister’s shocked expression turn into a knowing grin. 
Sighing in defeat, D’avi glanced around their family huddle to make sure they weren’t being overheard by their parents. 
Their mother and father thankfully, both had their hands full. Jxo was eating while balancing Zyden on his knee- the baby focused as he chewed away on a massive piece of fruit and Sal had both L’eo and L’eya who she was fawning over and feeding out of her own meal. 
“You can’t tell our parents yet,” D’avi barely whispered. 
“D’av.” Xi’s tail couldn’t keep its cool, it sprung high in excitement. “So you’re actually-”
“Yep… pregnant. I’m pretty sure it happened the night when Bwiin went and snitched on us.” She scoffed. “Our party was not that loud.” 
Xilä remembered that night. She breastfed so she didn’t indulge in the sweetened wines that were being passed around… D’avi however had just stopped with her little ones, so she went all out, and was pretty much the life of the party. They’d gotten so rowdy, Bwiin, their mother’s nosy and grouchy friend had gone and reported them for disturbing the peace. 
Xi bit her lip. “The night you got drunk at Leati’s bacholet party? And Yalnïk had to come get you?” She butchered that word for sure- every time too.
It was a surprise that Leati even wanted to take part in the odd human custom, but Xilä realized that Ze’lu brought out a side to the woman that outshined her cold and somewhat mean disposition. 
“Yeah. I jumped my mate the moment he tossed my ass in bed... Ugh, and I’ve been so, so cautious, Xi and the one time, the one time I forget to have the damn tea. Bam. Pregnant.” She sighed. “Oh Eywa, truly I pray it’s not twins again.” 
“Are you happy about this though? I can’t tell.” 
D’avi’s eyes turned watery. “Of course I’m happy. To be honest I don’t think it’s completely registered yet, but yes. I’m so happy, Xi. And Yalnïk, ugh. The man is so damn excited. He’s already hovering and-”
“D’av! Do you want ovumshrooms?” 
“Yes, please,” she answered her mate who was currently putting out their food. “He’s the best isn’t he? I mean look at his face, and his body. I’m the luckiest woman in this entire clan, aren’t I?” 
Xi smiled, she felt the exact same way about her own husband. 
She turned towards her son when she heard his cry of frustration. Tuk had just taken something out of his hand when he tried shoving it in his mouth. Zyden seemed to be telling her off in his baby speech, and kept reaching for it, whines turning fussier despite Tuk calmly telling him it wasn’t food. 
“Zyden,” Neteyam called from beside her. 
Their baby pointed at Tuk, as if begging his daddy to make her give it back to him. 
Xilä knew he wouldn’t last much longer. He was tired and cranky and fighting sleep ever since he missed his afternoon nap. She watched him struggle to decide whether to cry or not. Luckily, Zyden was distracted by L’eo’s giggle, so he crawled off towards cousins. 
L’eya was all smiles for the baby. She poked his nose in greeting, mouth full as she chewed her food. L’eo offered him some of the buoyfish he’d been feasting on but Sal was quick to give her youngest grandchild a piece of a mashed bean pod instead. 
D’avi’s low groan pulled Xi’s attention away from their children. Her nose was wrinkled at the meat in her husband’s leaf plate. 
“Sorry, sorry.” Yalnik moved his plate around so it wasn’t too close to her and struck up a conversation with Tasam and Kiri who were on his other side. 
“How are you feeling this time around?” Xi asked. She handed her sister a piece of cider root to chew on.
“My morning sickness feels more like all day sickness and I’ve got this lingering headache that refuses to go away. I’ve drank every tea possible to help ebb my symptoms and they all refuse to work. Can I come by the healer tents tomorrow? So you can check me over, make sure everything’s okay? I’ve been putting off doing that.”
“Of course, D’av.” 
“Eywa. Mother will be mighty pleased. Just look at her now.”
Sal was in her element. The grandmother had all three little ones surrounding her. It was impossible to miss the happiness radiating off of her.  
At home, Zyden was usually clingy with Xilä and she relished in the feeling of him being attached to her, whether it was to be carried or simply wanting her attention at all times. But she wouldn’t be lying when she said she also loved seeing Sprout socialize and bond with their family- especially with his grandparents. It was something she certainly never had growing up. 
Another fifteen minutes passed before it finally happened. 
“Xiiii!” Tuk groaned dramatically as she hefted and carried a wiggly crying Zyden from under his arms. The baby was already reaching out and calling for her. “Sprout wants you. Oof! He’s getting so heavy,” she half laughed, half huffed when handing him over. 
“Hello, my love, are you being a naughty Na'vi for your aunty Tuk?” 
Zyden didn’t waste any time, he stuck his little fist right down her top and gave a frustrated grizzle. 
“Thanks for taking care of him for us, Tuk.”
The little girl beamed at Xi’s praise, and giggled when Neteyam attacked her with his own brotherly affection before she dashed off. 
Xilä quickly tugged down the front of her top and Zyden eagerly found and latched onto her nipple to nurse. She smiled when his small sticky hand rested on her breast as his eyes instantly began to droop. 
“I’m surprised he lasted this long,” Neteyam joked. He leaned over to kiss and nuzzle Zyden’s chubby cheek as he suckled, soft feeding sounds and breathy baby gulps making him and Xi smile at each other. 
L’eo appeared not too long after, food grease shining all over his face and chest. “I all done wid my food,” he told his mother proudly.
D’avi chuckled. “Good job, baby.” She pulled him closer and wiped his face and hands despite his squirming. 
When he made his escape, he approached his aunty. “I play with Zyhen, pwease, addy Xi.”
“Aw, I’m sorry, sweetie, but he’s falling asleep.” Xi caressed his cheek in apology. “You’ll get to see him tomorrow, okay?” 
Poor L’eo looked so disappointed. His pout deepened when he turned to find his sister amongst their family, only to find she was already dozing in her grandfather’s lap. 
“C’mere bud,” Yalnïk reached out and scooped him up and D’avi turned to give them both her attention. 
Xi covered herself back up when she felt her nipple slip from Zyden’s lips.
“Oh he’s out,” Neteyam laughed. He gathered their milk drunk baby in his arms and wiped away the trail of liquid that ran down his chubby cheek and into his little neck folds.
“He’s growing up too fast,” Xi sighed, leaning against her husband to peer at their son. Their baby was sprawled without a care in the world, sticky coated skin, pudgy little tummy on display, tail curled up contentedly. “I feel like I blinked and now look at him. Gosh I’m going to miss this age.”
Neteyam nodded in agreement. He kissed her forehead then whispered, “I know the feeling all too well... But you know there’s a solution for that, right?” 
“What do you mean?” she murmured, perching her chin on his bicep. 
“You could always let me put another baby in you. Then another when they grow out of that age, and another when-”
Xilä pressed her fingers to his lips and snickered at his response. “May I remind you we are surrounded by our family. Don’t start with that if you’re not able to do anything about it right now,” she teased back. 
A dangerous glint shined in his eyes, nostrils flaring at her words. 
“I’m not teasing, Xilä. I'm completely serious.” 
“Oh I know. If it were up to you you’d keep me round and pregnant for an eternity, right?” She tucked a braid behind his ear, not so accidentally brushing the tip of his pointed ear with her thumb and smiled when he gave a subtle shudder. 
“You’re playing with fire, baby,” he warned but she simply gave him an innocent look and pretended she didn’t know what he was talking about. 
“But on a serious note,” she whispered, “is it terrible that I just want to enjoy it being the three of us for now? I’m not saying no indefinitely, after Zyden I know for sure I want more, but he’s not even a year old yet, he hasn’t even taken his first steps. I want to give him as much attention and love as I can until we decide for sure to grow our family.” 
“Nothing’s wrong with that, sweetheart. I like that plan.”
“Yeah?”
“Mhmm.” He sensed a lingering sadness from her, so to lighten the mood, he teased, “And anyway I’ll get to focus on getting my practice in while fucking you senseless.”
“Neteyam!” Her face bloomed in mortification and she glanced around to make sure he wasn’t overheard. 
There’s that smile he so loved to see. 
~
True to her word, L’eo got to see Zyden the next day. 
The boys played loudly with the many block pieces their grandfather had crafted for them. L’eya seemed to find them too rowdy for her, so she sat in her own little world with her toys until Tuk had come by and joined in with her. 
Xilä loved the sound of her son’s laugh and she loved the sounds of her home filled with children playing. 
Zyden squealed and clapped excitedly when L’eo knocked down their pile of wooden blocks and then the two went back to building it all over again- it was mostly L’eo, but Zyden sure helped by handing him each piece. 
They were so stinking cute. 
A little later on when he seemed to have grown bored, her son sought her out. He crawled after her and patted her calf, tiny palms opening and closing- asking for up. 
The second she lifted him, he cuddled her, little face snuggled into her neck and Xi soaked it all up. It was her favourite feeling in the universe. 
Neteyam looked up from his whittling and was quick to join the two. He tried burying his face on the other side of her neck, but Zyden wasn’t having it. 
Their son pushed his daddy’s face away along with a mess of protesting gibberish that had sounds like mama and dada scattered in between. 
“I want cuddles too, you can’t have her to yourself,” Neteyam quarrelled with the biggest grin on his face. 
“Ma-ma!” Zyden argued back fiercely. He leaned his head against hers- their cheeks squished together while he kept batting away his father’s affections for her.  
“Ah,” Neteyam dodged another fist. “I’ll have you know she was mine first.”
“Ma-ma!” Zyden’s both arms locked around her neck. He gave her a wet sloppy kiss on the cheek and grinned wide, and those four little teeth just about killed her. 
“Alright, alright. I’m jealous now. Come here, little man, I’ve got a bone to pick with you.” Neteyam stole him away and dramatically rolled them around on the floor. The baby shrieked and burst into breathy giggles as they play-fought. 
Feeling like he was missing out on the fun, L’eo ran and jumped in with a roar. “I rescue you Zyhen!” To which Neteyam pulled him in too. 
Xilä watched on and called out “oh no’s!” from the sidelines. Through her laughs she couldn’t help feel a bit emotional. Neteyam was an incredible mate, but he was an even better father. 
When he cried out asking for her to come save him, she eagerly and happily joined in until they were all a pile of giggling limbs. 
~
Pillow muffling her screams, Xilä arched as her mate licked her into another mind shattering orgasm. 
It was the middle of the night and she’d already woken on the cusp of one, finding her legs thrown over his broad shoulders with his head bobbing eagerly between her thighs, licking and sucking like a starved man… and he hadn’t moved since. 
“‘Teyam.” Shuddering as she came down from another high, she feebly tried to push his head away, hips failing to escape his clutches. She was too sensitive and he didn’t seem like he wanted to stop any time soon. 
Yet he only tightened his grips and spread her legs wider, holding her firm with a bossy growl. “One more.”
One more. One more. That’s what he’d said the last two times. 
Her voice hitched when he nipped then sucked her clit hard, silencing her protests. He stretched her with his fingers, adding one after the other until she was stuffed with all three- digits curling and fucking her just right. 
White noise clouded her ears and her eyes rolled into her head. Body seizing up as it quickly prepared to shatter again, she struggled to keep her moans at bay. Her poor knuckles were painfully white from their tight grips- one fisted in her mate’s hair, holding on for dear life while the other squeezed the pillow she was biting into. 
She could just about cry when Neteyam slowed his pace. The wicked man wanted to draw out her pleasure and no matter how much she tried to ride his fingers faster, she failed. 
He pushed her hand away when she dared to reach for her throbbing clit. Eywa. She was near delusional at this point. 
“Mine,” he’d snapped when she tried to touch again, and then as if teaching her a lesson, he simply reduced his actions even further, fingers curling deep and dragging torturously slow while he lazily lavished her clit with his tongue. 
Turned into a mewling weepy mess, she was completely at his mercy. It seemed almost never ending.
Embarrassingly loud slick sounds emitted with every motion of his fingers making her arousal drench everything- his hand, face, her thighs, their sheets- shit, she’d just changed these sheets. 
Xilä’s orgasm blindsided her, making her cry out and damn near suffocate her husband with her thighs as her entire body seized up. 
She was almost sure she’d momentarily blacked out too, because when she finally came to her senses, her deep, heavy panting had calmed and the strong ripples of pleasure and orgasmic aftershocks had ebbed away, leaving her with lingering tingles. 
Neteyam, as if he had all the time in the world, was sucking his fingers dry. It shouldn’t have been a sexy sight, but damn if it was. 
Damn him.  
Then the asshole dived back down to lick her clean. 
WACK.
“Baby!” His jaw dropped and he was staring at her in surprise. 
Xi had actually smacked him with her pillow when he had the audacity to run his tongue across her oversensitive clit. He got the message this time. He snickered and just moved along to lick away the slick that coated her inner thighs instead. 
Through their bond, tsaheylu still intact from when they went to sleep, she felt him. Like a rolling storm, he was all consuming. He was so pent up and clouded her with his intensity, she wouldn’t be surprised if he combusted just then and there. It felt good to be the cause of it, honestly. 
“You didn’t come?” Shit. She’d tried to move but her legs felt like flopping fish. 
He shook his head and got up on his knees. She was greeted by an angry leaking dick, throbbing and needy in front her face. 
Xilä licked her lips, and between her thighs pulsed at the sight of him. Sitting up, she watched him wrap a hand around himself and give a firm stroke, thumb swiping across his tip before dragging back down again. 
Although she was still a bit light headed, just like he’d done earlier, she batted his hand away to grip him herself. 
At this he let out a pleased little groan and threaded his fingers through her hair. His hips gave a sudden snap and his dick twitched when she pressed a teasing kiss to the head of it- barely even making contact. 
Xilä smirked when she felt his fingers tighten in her hair, pulling slightly at her roots. “Xilä,” he growled, sending a rippling shiver down her spine. 
“What?” she asked cunningly, “No teasing?”
Through their bond she felt his building frustration, his impatience, his need. Tail circling her wrist, he got her moving. 
So bossy.
She stroked his length and found her pace, setting a rhythm that had her mate quickly blowing out puffs of air as he seemed to be trying to keep his composure. 
Cute, she thought. With her free hand she stroked his tail- its tip still wrapped around her wrist, both hands moving in tandem. 
“Xi-”
Reading his mind, her eyes found his own, locked and dangerous and just what he needed to get closer to his peak. 
He was practically fucking her fist by now, and damn near exploded when her other hand left his tail to squeeze the base of his dick. 
Xi licked him again, tongue running up the underside of him, along a vein, then circling its head. That was it, he couldn’t control himself any longer, he came with a blinding force- a strangled endearment, falling from his lips. 
Hot seed spluttered from him, painting his stomach, Xi’s hand and her pouty lips, a drop even landed on her nose. 
A feeling of victory flooded Xilä. She loved seeing her mate come undone, loved seeing him lose control. A side of him she was the only one to ever see. 
She stroked him all the way through, till his shudders ceased and his body grew lax and so pliant she was able to pull him down, his massive frame covering her entirely. 
Their lips met in the middle for a searing, all consuming kiss. Xi could taste herself on his lips, she was sure it was the same for him. 
Breaking apart for a much needed breath of air, Neteyam nipped her bottom lip. “Sorry I woke you up.” 
Xilä laughed. “No you’re not.” 
He grinned too. “No I'm not.” 
After they basked in the afterglow for another couple minutes, they cleaned themselves up, using water and washcloths to bathe each other, mouths unable to stop stealing kisses and hands unable to stop caressing. 
Returning from checking on their son, he helped her strip their hammock and fasten a clean pelt before they both climbed in- him pulling her on top of his chest immediately. 
“Sprout was still asleep?” she asked, breaking him from his thoughts. 
“Mhmm, out like a light.” He kissed her forehead and she snuggled closer. 
~
Somewhere between sleep and wake, Xi heard a hushed whisper. 
“Mama?”
She felt a familiar weight sat on top of her and the gentle pat, pat of a little palm on her cheek.
“Mama. Mama! Mommy wake up, I have to tell you something really portent.” 
“Mmm, I’m up, I’m up.” Xilä blinked awake to the view of her son’s sweet face. Exhaustion momentarily forgotten, she pulled him into her arms and across her chest, peppering kisses all over his cheeks. “Good morning, my love.” 
Zyden struggled a bit under his mother’s smothering, trying to wiggle out. “Mama stop,” he giggled. “Guess what?” His voice was dramatically hushed despite it only being the two of them in the room. 
“What?” she asked just as quietly to match his energy.
“Daddy say I can go fishing today!” Zyden shared, tail flicking in uncontrollable excitement behind him. As if reminding himself, he made a shhhh sound and pressed a finger to his lips before continuing softer. “And- and I get to use my new bow too. You know the one mama? The big boy one granpather Jxo make me? An- an L’eo and L’eya go too but no Js’avi, cause he-he too small still and then daddy show me how to catch the fish!” 
Xilä gasped dramatically as if she didn’t already know all of this. “Oh my Eywa! That’s all so exciting, my love!”
“Yah! I- I catch you a really big fish, mama. Den you cook it.”
“I like that idea. What kind of fish should I make?” She smiled tiredly and smoothed her hand over his hair. He looked so much like his daddy. 
“Zyden!” Neteyam walked into their room, hands on his hips with a disappointed expression. “I thought I told you we’d tell your mama later. She just fell asleep, son.”
Zyden jumped at being caught, his sweet excited face turning into one of guilt. Brow puckered into a tiny frown, he pointed at his mother, then said as if it made all the sense in the world, “But mama awake now daddy. So I tell her now. Later is too far.”  
Both parents couldn’t hold their amusement. 
This kid. 
“Alright little man, come on.” Neteyam grabbed him up and hung him upside down. Tickling his tummy, he made their son break out in a fit of uncontrollable giggles. 
“Da-ha-ddyy!” 
When he set him on his feet, his father said seriously, “Go on and have your breakfast. All fishermen need to have a good meal before they set off for the day.”
“Ohhhkaaay! Bye mama!” 
Neteyam blew out a breath and made his way over to Xi. “Sorry. I swear I only turned my back away for a second and then he disappeared.” 
“It’s fine,” she assured, stretching her neck and puckering her lips, begging for a kiss as if he hadn’t kissed her only three hours ago when she’d gotten home. 
Her husband obliged and when he pulled back he said, “We missed you last night.” 
“Me too. I'll try not to make it a habit, but I was really needed for the night shift. I’m sorry it was so last minute too.” 
“Stop,” he ordered, nipping her lip in rebuke. 
“But it was date night… We made a promise to never miss a date night. I feel terrible. I promise I’ll make it up to you and-” She was about to apologize again so he silenced her with another kiss. 
“Xilä. It’s your job, baby. You were needed. It's okay. And anyway, Sprout and I had an awesome guys night.” 
“Yeah?”
“Mhm.” His voice drew to a deep whisper, “Although if you keep insisting on making it up to me, I’d really really like to fuck you later. It’s been ages.” 
Xi’s snicker was interrupted by a yawn. “You’re being dramatic. Oh that does remind me though, I need to get more Qla’ira root. I’m running out.” 
Neteyam got quiet. He perched his head on her chest, golden eyes almost pleading. “Or you could… not?” 
“Behave.” She batted him playfully and ran her fingers through his braids. 
“I’m being serious. You know Zyden’s been asking for a sibling lately.” 
“I know, but we agreed when he turned five, to start trying again, remember?”
“Technically, it’d be the same thing… If we get a head start from now, he’ll probably be five by the time-” 
“Zyden will be four in a couple months,” she laughed, cupping his face.
They heard a crash, followed by a, “Daaaddy! I had a naccident!” 
“Duty calls.” Neteyam lifted and hovered over her. “Get some sleep, alright? We’ll see you later. And we’re definitely not done talking about this.” 
“Daaadeeeee!” 
“Coming!”
Xi frowned, when he left. She didn’t know why she was even fighting this decision. She herself was ready for another child- and not just because of her mate’s pleas or their son’s little saddened face when he asked them how come he, “didn’t have a baby like L’eo and L’eya had Js’avi.”
Eywa had told her as much that she was ready as well. Her bond with the Great Mother had been growing stronger and stronger everyday. 
So what was stopping her?
~
Later that night, during a family dinner, the kids excitedly ranted about everything that happened that day- all talking over each other and fighting over the attention of the adults. 
It was a full family night. Neteyam and Xi’s home was not only filled with Jake and his family or Jxo and Sal. There was D’av, Yalnik and their three little ones. Also Yalnik’s twin and his mate along with their brood of five kids- who had also gone fishing. 
Xilä saluted the men for having to take on so many of them. She wished she got to see them at it, since apparently they’d roped along Tasam and Ze’lu to get in some practice. 
Speaking of, Tasam and Kiri had even joined their rowdy bunch tonight- newly mated after their courtship. Their story was incredibly sweet. They’d gone the traditional route and followed through the steps of the Omatikaya’s customs.  
Their love was blinding and Xi was so happy for them. Although it had been years now, she still noticed the one or two times poor Spider would shoot them concealed glances. She was rooting for her friend to find his happiness too.   
“An den I shot my bow like,” Sprout made a dramatic reenactment, “an VOOSH! My arrow went so far into the water, and- and-”
“And the same time I shot mine too!” L’eo chimed in. “And it hit a fish!”
“Oh my! You caught one, L’eo?” Sal asked, intrigued by their story. 
“No,” the boy said sadly. “The fish swam away. L’eya got one though.”
The little girl blushed when the room broke out into cheers for her. 
Xilä loved nights like these. Their family dinners were always a boisterous affair. She felt entirely whole- as if she belonged. A feeling she fought to find for years. 
She watched her son seated in the cradle of his dad’s legs. They were both talking animatedly with Mo’at whose aged face was nothing but smiles. 
Something within Xi suddenly clicked. That uncertain emotion that had been plaguing her now had an answer and a flare of guilt followed the revelation. 
Stephan had taught her an expression once, “Waiting for the other shoe to drop.”
It made sense now why she herself kept putting off having another baby, because that’s what she’d been doing, wasn’t she?
Waiting for the other shoe to drop?
Waiting for things to go wrong, waiting to be told she no longer belonged. Waiting to see if she and her son would be casted out.
A weight lifted off her shoulders now that she knew what was holding her back. Stupid thoughts that would bear no fruits.
She had her whole life ahead of her. One filled with the joy and love of her and her mate, and of their children. Xi stared at her son, her son. Of course she’d wanted more of him, she Neteyam truly made ridiculously cute babies. 
Before she shook off her thoughts and returned to the present, she gave herself a mini metal pep talk- the reassurance that always seemed to help the times her mind clouded in darkness. 
She was here. 
She was safe. 
She was loved.
And she had found, her Safe Haven. 
 ~
Once again, my deepest thanks goes out to all of you who have taken this journey with me, to all of you who have read, and liked and commented.
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“Just – don’t do it, Lance. I don’t want you to end up in the west wing, or things are going to get bad in here.”
If Lance is being entirely honest, he has no desire to deviate from Hunk’s directions. At least he didn’t. If Hunk hadn’t said anything, it probably wouldn’t have even occurred to Lance to go to the west wing anyway. This is the second time he has been warned away from the west wing, now. If Lance was curious before, he’s burning with it now.
But Hunk is his friend, and he’s doing him a favour, so he bites his tongue and nods his head and walks down the way Hunk instructed him too. It helps that he’s ravenous, and is more focused on food than anything. 
But he won’t lie and say that he doesn’t have to force himself away from dark hallways and beckoning shadows.
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“Oh, Lance, hello!” Colleen greets him enthusiastically when he walks in the door. Lance wiggles his fingers at her in a small wave. “I’m glad you came out, dear. I was worried.”
“Got hungry.”
“Of course, of course. Sal, heat up the food, will you?”
The giant wood burning stove in the corner of the kitchen chugs to life, vent forming an enthusiastic grin. The sound of frying meat and salted potatoes fill the air, making Lance’s mouth water.
The kitchen is quiet at this time of night; warm. It makes him think of his Abuela, on the many nights when neither of them could sleep, guiding his hands as he kneaded dough, sliced meat, prepared vegetables. Things he can do easily, now, without thinking, in a way he has never been able to do with a plow or bailer. Things that form callouses on the tips of his fingers rather than the pad of his palm. 
He shakes his head, shoving the thoughts in the back of his mind. It doesn’t matter, now. The food is warm and smells heavenly, and more importantly, there’s no screaming fiancé to reckon with. 
He scarfs back the food so quickly his stomach aches, forgetting to be self conscious. Colleen’s laughter is only teasing, after all, and there is no one else to see it. He smiles sheepishly at her and wishes her goodnight as he finishes his third plate, watching her hop off to a cabinet. 
Slowly the lights in the kitchen fade as candles burn low and the embers of the oven start to die out, shadows shifting on the cluttered walls and full shelves. Lance picks up one of the newer candles before the kitchen goes completely dark, placing it gently in a (non-animated, thankfully) teacup to guide him down the corridors. He remembers Hunk’s instructions, pausing for a moment to flip them in his head so he won’t get lost in the wide, dark hallways – left, left, right; now left, right, right. Stick to the path. 
He walks out of the kitchen, closing the heavy door gently so as to not wake anyone. He takes his time, not quite comfortable in the dark but not quite afraid, either; his shoes, worn and thin, provide a light enough cover that he can almost feel the smooth marble floors on the soles of his feet, and his free hand traces along the wall as he walks, feeling the rough bricks and occasional soft tapestries. He keeps his candle close to his face, both to help him see and to try and soak up some of the tiny flame’s warmth. His cloak is back in the servant’s quarters – his room – and the castle is warmer than outside but barely. 
His fingers brush over a soft tapestry, threads so thin and tightly woven he can barely feel the difference between them, and then brick again, and then air. He pauses, holding his candle a little further from his eyes and squinting to make out what’s in front of him. 
Difficult to see in the low candlelight, a massive stained glass window towers in front of him. The colours are too dark to make out, but when he places the candle at the base of the window and steps back, he can see the vague shapes of a young man, tall and regal and dark-haired, holding a sword and standing in front of a castle. Below him are panels of farmland and forest, and beside him are orchards, vills, estates. Above him, to the right, is a shining sun. To the left, a crescent moon.
Left, right, right. Don’t veer off the path. 
Lance bites his lip, and follows the path of the moon.
The corridor, somehow, seems colder. As if the bricks are further away from the sun, no longer leaching the warmth collected as it was shining. The darkness seems blacker, too; heavier almost, and soon his candle burns down to the base, extinguishing, leaving him to stumble forward completely blind. He reaches out to steady himself, to trace the wall to stay on track, and has to choke back a scream when he feels a face instead of a wall, sharp teeth digging into the flesh of his palm, snarling and furious. It takes him several minutes to calm his racing heart, work up the courage to reach forward, again, touch the face, map curve of the stone jaw, curling horns, and twisted, scowling mouth. A gargoyle, although Lance has never heard of one inside before.
“Rich people are so goddamn weird,” he mutters to himself. 
Shaken but determined, he moves forward. 
As he creeps forward, more and more carvings dot the walls, each one angrier and angrier. At one point he has to pull his hand away, continuing forward on his legs alone, because he fears cutting himself on teeth that only appear to get sharper, brick that only seems to get rougher. He keeps his arms extended, moving forward slowly, cautious of what might be in front of him, too scared to stumble.
Eventually, his knuckles hit a door, the sound of the slight impact bouncing off the walls and echoing down the hallway. He flattens his hands against the grainy wood, mapping out the knots, the iron studs and hinges. He’s surprised to feel the lock pulled free. He wraps his fingers around the door handles and tugs, pulling the door open with a groan.
Moonlight spills into the hallway. It’s silvery and faint, but it’s enough that Lance can see the outline of his hands, even vaguely in front of him. He pushes the door open further, wincing at the slight creak, just wide enough for him to slip in. 
The room is…huge. And destroyed.
Inside, it’s even easier for the moonlight to lift some of the oppressive shadow. It’s not bright by any means, but the window that makes up the back wall is massive and clear, and the doors are wide open, letting the full moon spill into the crowded, dusty room. Lance steps cautiously forward, hands still extended, looking around with wide eyes. 
Broken furniture litters the floor, leaving splinters and shards of metal everywhere, casting long shadows on the wall. Lance is careful to step around it, but in his attempt to steer clear he very nearly walks into one of the many torn drapes and tapestries hanging from the walls and ceiling. He ducks at the last second, avoiding a facefull of it, but he still nudges it with his shoulder, causing a cloud of dust to fall to the floor, powdering his face and hair.
“Aw, that’s fucking disgusting,” he says, swiping it off his face and resisting the urge to throw up. He shakes out his hair, hyperconscious of how little it actually does, hoping that there is some kind of well he can find on the grounds in the morning to bathe. Or, God, maybe even a real bath! With hot water! It’s a castle, after all. There should be.
He looks again at the state of the room, with the shattered glass all over the wall and holes punched into the plaster walls. Paint is peeled or scratched off in many areas, especially where decorative fabric has been torn, or where coat racks or lampposts have fallen, scratching the walls on their way down.  On second thought, hot water baths seem too nice for this shithole.
A glint catches his eye, and he lifts his head just to find himself face to face with his own fragmented reflection, startled expression mirrored back to him, brown eyes wide and eyebrows creased. Half the glass is missing, and the rest of it is spiderwebbed, in shards. The ornate carvings of the mirror’s frame have been half-crushed, like the whole giant, floor-length thing was picked up and smashed on the floor. 
Sufficiently spooked, with his abuela’s warnings of bad luck ringing in his ears, he starts to turn away, unsure if he can be cursed if he didn’t break the damn thing but unwilling to take his chances. He's in a rough enough situation. He can’t really afford to make it worse. But as he moves forward, he catches sight of another face reflected out of the corner of his eye, and whips around to face it, hand curled protectively over his heart. 
“Oh,” he breathes, air knocked out of him, transfixed on the portrait across from him.
It’s painting, or at least, it was. Like everything else in the room it’s been destroyed, half the man’s face shredded cleanly away. Left only is the shining thickness of his dark hair, the length of his pale neck, and the perplexing, swirling indigo of his eyes. He looks hauntingly familiar, in the way a name on a tombstone brings on a shudder of vague recollection, a chill down one’s spine.
Wary and curious, Lance slowly reaches forward, pinching the corner of the ripped flap of canvas with his thumb and pointer finger, cognizant of the accumulated grime, and hesitant for a reason he doesn’t understand. Slowly he begins to flip the canvas up, running his pinkies along the rejoining seams, too dark to make out the rest of the painting quite yet but noting the strong chin, sharp jawline, regal set of the shoulders – 
A red light pulses, suddenly, nearly blinding the room, and Lance’s eyes squeeze shut on reflex, hands dropping to his sides. He turns slowly once it has faded, heart pounding, and sees to his great shock a flower, encased in glass, floating atop a small table, glowing as brightly as a ruby.
As if in a trance, he walks towards it, tripping over a table but quickly righting himself, eyes glued to the flower; noting the way it seems to rotate, almost too slowly to track, and sparkle like freshly fallen snow in early sunlight. He stops when he gets close, admiring it in almost a single-minded focus; the deep, dark green of the stem, the sharp thorns in great number along it, and the softly glowing pinkish-red of the three triangular petals. Lance has seen nothing like it before, not in his sister’s garden, not sold in the town square, not even wild. The flower is enchanting, and Lance is reaching out before he can stop himself, pressing careful hands to the glass and lifting it quickly, setting it on the floor and standing again as fast as he can manage, unwilling to take his eyes off the flower for even a second.
He’s nervous, now, as the flower lays without barrier, brighter and softer alike in the cool air and silver moonlight. His reach to touch it is slow, almost as if he must caress the air around it first, single finger poised to rest gently on the widest petal.
A shadow suddenly dwarfs him. He rips back his hand at light speed, but it’s too late, and Prince Keith snarls at him, teeth bared and mouth twisted and far more horrifying than any gargoyle.
He says nothing for a moment. Condensation huffs out of him in a cloud in the cold night, enveloping his head like a halo of smoke. In the next second he’s leaping forward and Lance doesn’t have time to move, doesn’t even have time to pray, can only let out a strangle shout and sharp inhale. 
But Keith does not claw him to death, or sink his teeth into Lance’s heart. He only slams the glass case back over the flower, wrapping himself around it almost protectively, mouth still twisted and eyes still angry and cold.
“Why did you come here,” he hisses, stalking towards him, matching every step Lance takes backward. His claws scratch on the floor with every step. 
Lance says nothing.
“What about this place seemed inviting to you?” Keith’s voice is low, carefully controlled. With every word Lance’s heart lurches, and with every step his lungs get tighter and tighter. “What about the darkness and closed door made you feel you had the right to enter?”
There’s no overt animosity to his tone, no animation. His voice is flat; deadly. This is not some kind of banter; there is no upper hand for Lance to gain. This conversation doesn’t need him at all. 
This is a cornering. A final toying with a trapped animal.
“It’s only a flower,” Lance manages, and the words are barely out of his mouth before Keith roars, a hundred times louder than before, shaking the very ground with the force of it. There is nothing human or humane about it. 
“Do you realise what you could have done?!” he shouts, so mounstrous it reverberates in Lance’s bones. He slashes wildly, splitting an already broken chair in two, flinging the halves at the wall.
Lance presses himself against the wall, as far away from him as he can manage, breath coming in short pants. “I didn’t mean –”
“Get out!” Keith booms, and Lance doesn’t waste a second.
He turns around, and he flees.
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andreaheartscats · 20 days
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doing Sal's hair
-> honestly i can't remember if i did this already or not but whatever, even if i did im doing it again. Also hi! hello there i haven't written anything in a while so sorry about that! here is a little something :) <-
-> Sal called you through the walkie-talkie he gave you a while ago. You didn't use it much, only when one of your amazing friends called.
-> "Hey, you busy right now?" you could hear his voice over little static going on. His voice was so calmming to hear, but that's not the point now.
-> You take the walkie-talkie from your bedside table and press a button. "Nope, why?"
-> you waited a minute or two before you heard the static again and then Sals voice.
-> "Wanna come to the tree house to hang out?"
-> almost without any thinking you answeard him quickly with a shor and simple answear. "yes."
-> upon walking to the tree house, you climbed the old ladder up. The smell of weed almsot immediately hit you.
The tree house was known for yalls smokin' spot. So no wonder it smelled like weed.
Sal was already there sitting in one of the bean bags waiting for you and infront of him was a little table filled with.. hair ties? and a hairbrush.
You took a look around and notice Larry wasn't there.
"Hey Sal.. wheres Larry?"
"Busy helping Lisa around the apartmants"
You nodded at took a seat next to him while popping open a can of soda.
"wanna do my hair?"
the question was soo random but you jumped in excitement cause who doesn't want to play with/ do Sals hair?
thankfully Sal was comfortable enough around you so he could take his mask off.
"Alright.. what you wanna do with your hair? got anything in mind?"
you asked him while getting comfortable behind him so you could do his hair.
Sal stayed queit for a moment before he finally said. "Im just bored of my pigtails.. just do whatever you want"
you GASPED.
bored?! of his pigtails!?..
oh well, you had the chance do to whatever you want with his hair so youre not letting it go to waste!
"okay then!"
you undid his pigtails and his blue haired reached almost pass his shoulders. it grew queit a lot!
you already had an idea in your head.. half up-half down bun!
you sectioned the back hair and brushed it gently so you dont prick his hair.
Sal handed you two hair ties which you put around yoir wrist.
your tung stuck out while tying a half ponytail and then twisting it into a bun.
after a little bit of struggling you finally did it!
"there! all done!" you said proudly at yourself.
Sal took a mirror to look at his hair, it suited him really well and the most important thing is that his mask can still be easily clipped on!
"woow.. this looks soo cool. I look so cool!"
Sal said while smiling a little, you could tell by the way his eyes got smaller from under the mask he just put on.
The two of you were hanging out, trying many more hair styles on Sals hair and laughed a lot together. It was one of the best weekends ever that a perosn could ask for.
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sergeantnex · 3 months
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König x Reader: Tension Relief (Smut)
König just couldn't catch a break. Mission after mission somehow fucking up added with new recruits not listening, tended to leave a man stressed. In fact, he was so stressed he could feel the tension in his back and shoulders locking his back up slightly. He wanted nothing more than to ignore his reports that needed to be written and find some sort of relief, but that was easier said than done. Instead, the 6'10" Austrian sat at his desk writing up his paperwork. His blue eyes briefly glanced up to me as I entered his office, a soft smile on my lips as I moved to softly wrap my arms around his neck. I leaned forward, letting my chest rest on his upper back for a moment.
"Jeez König, they're really running you thin, huh? I could try helping you relax some if you want." I offered. The tall Austrian said nothing as he nodded in agreement. I could tell he was just trying to stay focused on the reports and not get too distracted. Smiling, I gently began rubbing his broad shoulders. I pressed my thumbs into the muscles as I rubbed firm but soft circles. It helped loosen his muscles a bit, the tension slightly easing away but not completely leaving him. I could see it in his eyes, a certain level of fire that showed when he was mad. He needed some physical outlet outside of yelling at the newbies. Smiling softly, I pulled his rolling chair back and slipped under his desk before pulling it forward.
"Maus, I don't have time to play -" König started but stopped as soon as I leaned forward gently kissing his clothed cock. His blue eyes looked stern and electrifying as he watched me work. My smaller hand softly palming his hardening cock, occasionally placing open mouthed kisses with my normal kisses. He shifted himself closer to his desk, getting back to writing the reports while letting me do as I pleased. I gently undid his belt before unbuttoning his khakis. Letting my smaller nimble fingers tug his underwear down enough to expose his dick. Offiering a slightly smile I kissed his tip before taking his cock into my mouth. Pressing my tongue along the underside of his cock as I softly sunk to the base. I pulled back up to the tip, sucking softly. I could feel his cock twitch and hear the low groan from him. I gave a light muffled moan as I continued to take him as deep as I could. His tip slightly touched the back of my throat, triggering my gag reflex, making me gag around him. König gave a panting huff and brought his hands down to the top of my head.
"Maus, can I...?" König started as he looked down at me, his eyes holding a certain softness to them. We had talked about me deepthroating him, but I always expressed worry that I might actually throw up from my gag reflex getting triggered too much. Eager to please him and to at least try, I nod, letting his hands  gently grip my hair. His grip wasn't harsh, but it was firm as he began guiding my head. I did my best to relax my jaw and throat as he guided me up and down his shaft. I brought my hands to fidget with his pants softly, hoping that if I kept my mind occupied that it would be easier. Each time I gagged, he pulled me back enough to breathe before doing it again. The gagging made me salivate more, making the noises of me giving König a blowjob all that louder. I couldn't help but give a muffled moaning whine at the groans König was making.
"Scheiße.." He groaned before roughly pulling me all the way down his cock. My lips settled at his base as his length pulsed at his excitement. It was rougher than I expected of him, not that I minded him being rough. My throat burned softly at the feeling of his thick shaft settling in my throat. I could feel my already foggy mind becoming more and more jumbled. The lack of air tangling itself with the beginning of sub space. The two made my mind feel like it was stuck in a constantly moving state. His cock slid down my burning throat before he pulled me back completely. A mix of his pre-cum and my saliva connected me to him. König gave a growl as he resank me down to his base, where he softly held me there. His hold was enough to remind me that if I actually needed to pull away, I could.
"Oh Maus, I wish you could see how beautiful you look with my cock buried in your throat. Those stunning (e/c) eyes are all watery and submissive." He purred as I looked up at him with watery (e/c) half lidded eyes. I felt like I was trapped in a tornado, my mind and body now feeling like they were swirling with different things. I wanted to pull away, but I wanted to stay and make him feel good. König softly pulled me back, ignoring the mess contecting us as I coughed and gasped air desperately. He gently played with my hair, muttering soft praises before letting me resume my own pace. I tightly gripped his khaki cargos as I sunk myself to deepthroat him once more. I couldn't deny how blissful it made me feel to see his blue eyes roll back slightly. I struggled a bit at first but managed to swallow a bit of spit as his dick rested in my throat. König tightly held my head as he panted heavily.
"Sorry, schatz, I can't wait." He rumbled before he began rolling and grinding his hips against my face. I gave my best attempt at a moan as I began feeling his shaft pulse and twitch. His warm cum oozing down my throat liek warm honey, soothing the burning just slightly. I quickly tapped König's thigh signaling I need air. He pulled me back to let me breathe, the last few spurts of his thick cum painting my face a bit. König marveled at the sight of my flushed cheeks, watery eyes, and the mess connecting us together. His cum and my saliva forming strings between us. The mixed fluid began to run down my chin and down his shaft. König's blue eyes were trained on the sight of me, taking in every little detailed as though he was committing it to memory for later.
"Schatz, did you enjoy that? You look so... cock drunk." He purred as he soothed my hair out of my face. Nodding softly as I panted, König reached and grabbed some tissues to wipe my face clean. He gave me his cold water to drink as he did his best to clean himself and his pants as best as he could manage.  The chilled water was like a blessing on my used throat, soothing and cooling every time I swallowed it down. It was like sipping iced water on a blazing hot summer day, being able to feel it slide down my throat and into my stomach. König gently pressed my head to rest on the inside of his thigh as he scooted closer once more, his mind seeming clearer and his body seeming more relaxed the before. I could hear his pen start writing again, much calmer than before as well. I melted and closed my eyes as I rested my head on the inside of his thigh. Basking in his gently caressing touch on the top of my head, his fingers gently combing through my hair absent-mindedly.
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Anonymous: Hello sunshine, i hope you're doing great! Sorry if I'm disturbing you, but may i request Lady Dimitrescu with a s/o who she divorced, but the sexual tension and love is still around them. And at the end (With help of the daughters) they get back together. Something like lovers to enemies to lovers again, with a little angst but not too much please. :D
I like this! I’m making this a three part series. This one’s angsty so heads up! Let’s get into it!
Alcina and you had been so in love. She was always so excited when you would come home and tell her about your day.
You couldn’t believe Alcina had fallen for you. She was like a goddess and you wanted to pamper her and let her know how amazing she was.
You had been married for a few years and it seemed like everything in your life had fit so perfectly. You even gained three new daughters.
Things were good… Until they weren’t.
Alcina had started being very closed off around you. She would quickly break free of your shared embraces and she started talking to you less and less.
A few weeks after this new aloof behavior from Alcina, you had gently confronted her about it.
You tried to play it off as a joke at first. “What’s wrong, you sick of me already?” You laughed, but the smile didn’t reach your eyes.
Alcina merely hummed distractedly as she went about her nightly routine.
You quickly decided to drop the subject. You were terrified that if you kept pushing, you would find out that Alcina was losing interest in you.
You were always deeply insecure about your relationship status with Alcina, however, you never felt like you could confide in her about this. You thought that she might take it as an insult or think that this was your way of telling her she hadn’t done a good job at making you feel loved. You felt like this was your problem to deal with and yours alone.
You had internalized your lack of self-confidence so much that, as you look back on it, you had started to feel resentment towards Alcina. How could she possibly love you? How dare she try to justify being with someone like you?
It wasn’t healthy, but you had repressed it to the point that you hadn’t even realized how truly horrible you felt, constantly.
During this time, you started feeling jealous of people who came in contact with Alcina. You would grill them about their motives and Alcina would get angry at your possessiveness.
Tension was building between the two of you. After a while of dealing with your festering self-hatred, you started drinking to ease your worries. Often, to the point of blacking out and not remembering heated discussions and arguments with Alcina.
Little did you know, but Alcina was dealing with her own insecurities. She felt like she was incapable of giving you what you needed.
During a particularly bad fight, Alcina pulled your ring off of her finger and threw it on the ground. “I don’t want you anymore.” She sneered. “You’re clearly more broken than I realized!”
Your eyes blazed in fury and you began trying to defend yourself.
Alcina yelled and told you to pack your things and go.
You felt like a knife had been plunged into your heart.
All of the smart-ass comebacks that would have felt so satisfying to sling back at Alcina, remained unsaid and left a bitter taste on your tongue.
You wordlessly grabbed your few belongings and left the castle.
Once you were gone, Alcina brought a hand to her face and sobbed. She didn’t hate you, but she felt that you both had grown too far apart. She needed time to think and decide her next steps. She still loved you, but maybe the relationship was coming to an end. It made her sick to think that she hadn’t been a good wife to you. Maybe you were better off without her after all.
You decided to stay with Sal while you figured things out. It was peaceful to go fishing in the reservoir and take your mind off of things.
After a few weeks of staying with Sal, you got a summons to Castle Dimitrescu. A note had shown up with little more than a time for you to be there. No personality or pleasantries to be found. It was not Alcina’s handwriting either. You had a bad feeling about this.
You arrived at the castle and tried to shake off the nerves. You went to open the door, but you remembered that you did not live here anymore and didn’t have the right to come and go as you pleased. You winced at this realization, but nervously swallowed and knocked on the door.
A maid, who you did not recognize, opened the door with a blank face and murmured for you to follow her to Alcina’s study.
As you walked through the hallways, various maids would stop and give you sad looks. Did they know something you didn’t?
Once you reached Alcina’s study, your heart rate kicked up a few beats when you saw her.
Alcina was standing next to her desk with her arms crossed. She had made the decision to end things. She decided that it was in your best interest to not be involved with her anymore. She had a pensive look on her face, but once she saw you, she looked away.
Before you had a chance to speak, Alcina beat you to it. “I need you to sign some paperwork.”
She didn’t even look at you.
Alcina turned to the maid who had led you here and she quickly left. Alcina took some papers off of her desk and brought them over to you. You felt sick.
You shakily took the paperwork and read something you had only seen in nightmares. “Separation Agreement” Was emblazoned on the front and your vision became hazy. You stared at the documents for a few moments and Alcina huffed in annoyance. Why couldn’t you understand that she was doing this to protect you?
You tasted hot metal and you felt your face heat up. This was the most humiliating thing you had ever been through.
“So, you’re divorcing me? Just like that?” You said through gritted teeth.
Alcina clenched her jaw but said said nothing.
You wanted to burst into tears, but you refused to do so in Alcina’s presence. You angrily grabbed a pen and scrawled your name across the bottom. You chuckled bitterly. “Wow, I always knew you were petty, but this is a new low even for you, Alcina.”
The sting of rejection cut you deep and you wished the ground would swallow you up. Your self-righteous anger soon turned into despair as you thought about life without your one true love.
Alcina brought a hand to her face and you realized she was wiping tears from her eyes.
Alcina felt just as heartbroken as you. “Just go, Y/N.” She said.
Her voice broke and you wanted to reach out and comfort her, but knew that wasn’t your place anymore.
You sighed and stiffly turned around. You couldn’t do anything to fix this now. “Goodbye, Alcina.” You sadly offered.
Once you walked out of the room, Alcina began sobbing. It was the worst sound you had ever heard. You wanted to run back in, but thought better of it.
As you slowly made your way downstairs, Bela, Cassandra, and Daniela swarmed in front of you.
Bela spoke first. “I’m sorry, Y/N.” She teared up and went to hug you.
You opened your arms to her and she buried her face in your neck.
Daniela followed suit, wordlessly. She had tears streaming down her face as she nuzzled closer to you.
You looked over to Cassandra who was nervously biting her lip. You held out your hand to her and she reached out to take it before suddenly stopping.
“You’re going to let us come see you, right?” She asked, uncharacteristically anxious.
You felt pain in your heart when you learned that Cassandra thought you might abandon them.
“Of course. Every day if you want.” You assured.
Cassandra let out out a shaky breath in relief. She couldn’t bear the thought of not being able to visit you.
She took your hand and squeezed it gently. She didn’t feel comfortable hugging you in front of her sisters. You smiled and knew this was her way of saying she loved you.
“I love all three of you. Never forget that, okay?” You said.
The three of them nodded and reluctantly let go of you.
You gave them one last look before smiling half-heartedly and leaving.
The next few months were going to be hell.
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melancholypancakes · 1 year
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I really want to draw this with my oc doing this to sal, it’s something really emotional I came up with 🥲🥹🥹
In this mini fanfic Y/n gets to see her boyfriend Sal’s face reveal for real after dating for so long and they both get emotional…
Y/n and Sal have been dating since high school, and Y/n has never seen her boyfriend’s face before.
When she kisses him it’s from his lips when he lifts up his mask, Y/n loved Sal and he loved her but was just afraid what she would think of seeing the real him.
After the many dates they’ve been on, prom and graduation Y/n has been with Sal and being their for him emotionally and physically.
Y/n really is a sweet girl and a very sweet girlfriend to Sal but she knew she couldn’t compete with Sal on him being the best one in the relationship.
Even if he denies it, Sal is a very considerate and loving boyfriend towards Y/n that makes her blush every time no matter what.
Now, Y/n was sitting on her knees in front of sal in his bedroom, they were hanging out watch horror flicks and smoking until Sal decided he wanted Y/n to see his face.
Y/n sitting in front of sal as she raises her hand to feel sal’s face underneath his prosthetic.
Sal was cross legged sitting in front of Y/n, he gently helds her hand as to say
“Are you sure?…”
It was obvious, Sal was nervous and worried if Y/n saw his real face she wouldn’t want him anymore.
That Y/n would straight up just leave him, for someone better despite being high school sweethearts.
Y/n rubs her thumb underneath sal prosthetic to reassure him she wanted this.
“it’s okay, Sal…” she says with her silky sweet voice.
That sweet voice of hers that always made him melt, She was so kind and sweet and her voice was always calm and bring peace to him.
Y/n slowly unbuckles his mask as Sal shakes, she puts his mask down as she starts see his real face.
Y/n eyes shine like stars as she sees Sal face, his scars, his teeth, his glass eye, missing flesh and his missing nose.
Sal was getting really nervous from her staring and felt shameful.
“She thinks I’m a freak doesn’t she…”
“Of course, she does…I’m a freak…a Monster”
“Why did I do this…she’s going to leave me…”
He was no knight in shining armor and no Prince Charming but she thought he was beautiful and still thought of him as her hero even if he wasn’t perfect good looking.
Y/n loved Sal for his personality, not his face so when tears fell down as she smiled and laughed as she touched his face.
Her face was red as a strawberry, “ I can see your freckles!” She giggled as Sal is shocked and didn’t expect that reaction.
“Sal, you’re so handsome and so cute!” Y/n squeal as she smile sheepishly and now Sal was starting to blush.
“H-Handsome….cute?!” He was baffled as his ears became pink, Sal was extra nervous now.
“Y-Y/n… I know what I look like. You don’t have to lie for me-“ he was cut off by Y/n before he can ramble.
“I’m not lying Sal Fisher! I really do think you’re handsome and I like your face….it brings out your cuteness” she says.
“But…my face you don’t think I’m a freak?” He asked his girlfriend as she smiles at him.
“of course not, sally I’m not dating you for your looks!” She says as she kisses his cheek.
Sal started to cry as tears fell and that made Y/n cry with him, he was just so happy.
“I really thought…you were going to break up with me because of my face but you like my face!” He laugh and crack a smile as he cried.
Y/n held her boyfriend in her arms, Sal then looks as her and Y/n leans in and kisses him.
Sal was caught off guard when Y/n kissed him on the lips and he smiles and kisses back as he hears her cute giggles.
Y/n wraps her arms around sal’s neck as he holds her by her waist and he pulls away.
“Did you…really see freckles on my face?…” he asks sheepishly
“yes, I do handsome~” she says as she winks and makes sal blush red as a tomato and hides his face in her chest out of embarrassment.
“ how did I land a girl like you…” he says as he hugs her and she smiles. “how did I ever land a perfect loving boyfriend like you Sally?” She asks as she puts her forehead on sal’s hair.
Y/n and Sally face held each other for a long time for hours until they resume their movie date night ;)
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Time makes strangers of us all (dp x dc)
It was a mild night. They were way pasts sweater weather, what with summer fast approaching but the air was still pleasantly cool as the sun went down. Jazz liked that about the late spring months, no more allergies but the smell of summer in the air. It was a quiet night in Amity. It wasn't quite so rare as it had been a few years ago but it was still something the people here knew to be grateful for. At least most of them.
Jazz sighed as she walked through the darkening streets. The sky was turning a beautiful dark blue colour, and here and there street lamps were lighting up. She'd gone long enough to have reached the park that was nearby and she started down the road that followed its edge. Her eyes settled on the illuminated scenes of people going about their evening. With the lack of natural light, the warm glow that shined through the windows made it all the more visible. As she walked within view of a large stone house with its balcony door open, she could hear piano notes filtering through the quiet night. Jazz slowed down as she passed in front, maximizing her time within earshot of the peaceful music.
She could see someone washing the dishes in one house, and a couple sitting on the couch in another. Some windows, she didn't see anyone, but the warm light indicated a soul was awake somewhere in the house. Jazz didn't wish that warm light was hers, at least not anymore. Leaving Amity Park for college had given her something like perspective, and coming back after two years left her with complicated feelings.
Tonight, it seemed nostalgia was the most prominent one. She reached the end of the street which brought her face to face with the river. She used to catch fireflies with Danny near here and she wondered if there were still some around. With a smile, she started on the path following the riverside as the first stars started to come out.
It was truly a beautiful night. Not a cloud in the sky, Danny would've loved to go stargazing. It was almost a shame he had stayed back at their apartment near campus. He'd said he had a big assignment due and had begged off the trip. Jazz could understand. She had made the same kinds of excuses for two years to avoid coming here.
Danny would come around one day. He would realize, as she did, that the life they'd left behind wasn't waiting here in Amity Park. It wasn't waiting anywhere anymore because it no longer existed. Their old house was sold, the inventions, the portal, long dismantled. There were no more ghosts in Amity Park except the ones Jazz had come here to lay to rest. From the corner of her eyes she caught something moving. She turned her head to see one lone firefly sitting on a leaf of the willow tree that was growing on the bank. Jazz smiled as she crouched to get a better view of the small insect. As she looked at its antenna that were gently swaying in the wind, she caught herself wishing Danny had come with her after all if only to reminisce together.
Someone cleared their throat behind her and Jazz jumped a feet in the air. She turned around quickly. In front of her was a man, looking about the same age as she was. He was about the same size as her as well, maybe a bit shorter, though his shoulder width more than made up for it. His face showed surprise at having surprised her so badly.
"I'm sorry," he said, looking awkwardly apologetic, "I didn't mean to startle you."
"It's alright," Jazz said as she willed her heartbeat to slow down to its normal speed.
"My bike broke down," he explained as he gestured behind him towards the highway in the distance. "I was wondering if you knew the closest mechanic around?"
Jazz winced. "Sal's is definitely closed by now," she answered.
The guy sighed wearily. "I figured," he said. "Do you know someplace I could crash for the night?"
"Amity's Bed and Breakfast is close by," Jazz offered. "I can show you if you'd like?"
"That'd be great," said the guy as his shoulders slumped a little.
Jazz nodded before stepping back on the river path fully. Like that, she had a better view of the highway coming into town and the big Welcome sign that proclaimed Amity Park was "a nice place to live". With a last nostalgic thought before she let the peace of the evening disperse fully, Jazz let a small smile stretch her lips. It really was a nice place now, the golden sky after the storm.
"My name's Jazz," she started as she turned her back on the road in the distance.
"I'm Jason," the guy said as he followed after her.
Yeah, thought Jazz as they retraced back her steps from earlier that night, her days of running around chasing the undead were truly and completely over.
It was smooth sailing for her from here on out.
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hi! can u do a sal x female reader where she wears a dress for the first time in front of sal when they want to go to a party? And she looks SO hot (she usually doesn't wear dresses)
Sure thing Anon <3
Requests: open
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Sally Fisher x fem! Reader who wears a dress for the first time
Warnings: none other than possible swearing and some suggestive themes
All characters are aged up for this!
You were getting ready for a party Ashley had invited you to, humming quietly to yourself as you did so. You had curled your hair (if you have short hair, I apologise 🥲) and put on some makeup as well. You then walked towards your wardrobe, tilting your head as you scanned through each of the items in there.
It took about five minutes before you pulled out a dark blue dress, one in which you’d bought not so long ago but hadn’t gotten the chance to wear it yet along with a matching pair of heels. You smiled to yourself before putting it on, looking at yourself in the mirror.
The dress hugged your curves nicely and accentuated your figure. You twirled at the sight before checking the time, nodding to yourself then quickly putting on the heels along with some jewellery, grabbed your purse then pretty much bolted it out of the door.
After a short while of walking, you had gotten to the address Ashley had given you to go to for the party and knocked on the door whilst smoothing down the dress ever so slightly. You expected Ash to answer the door but instead you were greeted by your handsome boyfriend, who you noticed was checking you out.
“Like what you see Sally boy~?” you teased, causing the male to snap out of it and look away flustered, the tips of his ears turning red, “uh..well, I mean,” he cleared his throat before quickly shaking his head. Sal moved out of the way to let you into the house so you could go say hello to the others.
After a few hours, you could tell Sal was non-stop looking at you whilst you and him were talking. You knew yourself that you rarely wore dresses so it was probably odd for the others to see you in one but you knew you looked good in it and didn’t really give two shits.
“Soo, you alright there Sal? You’ve been non-stop oggling me this whole time,” you chuckled after speaking, tilting your head to the side ever so slightly as well, “I uh..just think you look really hot in the dress.”
Sal managed to get out, glancing to the side before looking back at you and blinked a bunch as you wrapped your arms loosely around his neck, your chest pretty much coming to eye contact with him (if you’re shorter than him then you’re looking up at him as your chest presses somewhat against his <3), “is that so?” you smiled sweetly as you spoke, gaining a nod from him. You could tell he was getting pretty flustered by the whole situation that was unravelling.
“Well, how about we get out of here and you can look all you want without prying eyes~?” The male hadn’t answered faster before and gently grabbed one of your hands, pulling you to the exit of the house to lead you back to his.
I hope this was alright! If you want me to re-write it at all, let me know <3
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girlboypersonthingy · 23 days
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i’ve never really asked before but i just read all of your sally face stuff and BFBSVAVAX so i was thinking….
(preferably afab) reader coming home tired and needy, walking in sal and their shared room sighing as they rip off their work shirt and stare at sal who’s practicing a new song. waiting for him to put his guitar aside they fall dramatically into his lap and start COVERING his mask in kisses, stopping suddenly to ask for a real kiss:3
just some fluffy stuff pls it’s been a LONGGGG few weeks:D
A D O R A B L E ! ! ! This week has def been a ‘I want to come home to Sal and collapse in his arms’ type of week for me like oof 😔…I’m sorry this took me a while to get to, I hope you’re alright. Hopefully you’re doing better by now and if not, plz feel free to message me and we can chat 🖤 thanks for requesting and enjoy!
Notes: fem!reader, this is really fucking silly I’m so sorry…
TW: a bit suggestive, lots of swearing, making out, spit/drool, boobs lol 18+ only!!!
Sal x reader- Hard Day 🌙
(Imagine Sal practicing this song while you read this 🖤)
“Fuuuuuuckkkk…” You groan loudly as you drag your feet through the doorway of the house, stomping loudly on each step of the stairs. As you near the door way of your bedroom, you see the light is on, the music is loud and you can hear Sal playing his guitar along to it, occasionally hitting the wrong note. As you step across the threshold of the room, you let loose a big breath of air as you slouch over a bit, catching Sal’s attention for a moment.
“Hey babe!” He shouts over the music while continuing with his playing. He was sat up on the corner of the bed, guitar in his lap, slouched over with his prosthetic still on. You couldn’t help but watch his fingers on the strings for a moment, black painted nails moving oh so smooth but still making little mistakes. “Hi…I’m so tired.” You say but it falls on deaf ears. Sal is just so close to nailing this one part of the song, he’s been trying for two and half hours now and he’s too close to quit.
Disappointed and a bit annoyed, you quickly shed your shirt and continue giving Sal a cranky but needy glare, only covered by a bra up top. “Sal!!!” You finally shout, making Sal look up, making his hands freeze for a moment. He quickly leans over to turn the music off, his blue hair swaying over his shoulders as he moves. “I’m sorry…uh hey…babe. You okay?” Just by the tone of his voice, the way he’s hesitating and stopping to lick his dry lips under his mask, you can tell he’s equally flustered and excited by your lack of clothes.
“No…I’m not…” You pout for a moment, sighing as you rub your aching temples. He sets his guitar aside and puts one hand out towards you, offering it as a comforting gesture. You gladly accept, grabbing his hand then quickly approaching him and sitting in his lap. “This week…was the fucking worst!” You cry out dramatically, turning to the side so he can hold you bridal style. “I just wanna stay home with you all day, every day.” Sal chuckles softly, one arm tucked up under your knees, the other cradling your back while his hand ruffles the hair on the nape of your neck. “Me too, babe. Me too…” He replies before he gently nuzzles his prosthetic up against your face, making kissy noises under it.
After enough of his cuddly kisses, you decided to return the favor, covering his mask in kisses. You pepper kisses everywhere, all over his prosthetic very quick and soft. Until finally, you pause and place a long kiss on the lips of his prosthetic, humming as a smile grows on your lips. “You know what would really make me feel better…?” You really drag out the words, using your best flirty voice as your finger traces the side of his mask. “What?” He quickly clears his throat, your faces only inches apart. His rapid breathing echos inside his prosthetic as his hand slides up to fully cradle your head.
“Kiss me for real…please?” Your flirty tone turns to a very soft, comforting type of tone, smiling up at him as you watch him blink down at you. There’s a pause, he hesitates for a moment before gulping nervously. Although you’ve seen his face many times before, mouth to mouth kisses were hard to come by with Sal. With a shaky hand, he grabs your own hand and guides it to the back of his head, gesturing for you to unclip his prosthetic for him. He was far too nervous to do it himself, he figured he’d let you set the pace.
To his surprise, you’re pretty quick with the buckles and the mask falls into your lap within seconds. Immediately, your lips meet, Sal uses that hand on the back of your head to push you into him further. As your arms snake around his neck, hugging him close to your nearly bare chest, his other hand is gently kneading your hip as you move your lips against his. The kiss began to rapidly pick up pace, his tongue occasionally licking along your bottom lip.
It was always a delightful shock when your lips or tongue would meet his teeth accidentally where they peek through his cheek and the corner of his mouth, now was no exception. Any time this happens, Sal usually shies away and assumes it grosses you out, especially when he knows he’s probably drooling. Expecting this would happen, you move one hand to the back of his head, matching the grasp he has on you to keep him engaged in the kiss.
A low moan comes from him as he deepens the kiss along with you, tilting his head and running his tongue along your own. Suddenly, clumsily, Sal grabs ahold of your legs and slowly lays back on the bed, pulling you along with him, trying to keep his lips on yours. He fails at this, your lips parting for a moment, him awkwardly shifting under you until he pulls you up closer to his bright red and slightly sweaty face. You can’t help but laugh, not at him, he’s just too cute when he gets like this,
A chuckle rumbles from his chest as he holds you closer, squeezing you tightly against him as he places a final kiss on your nose. “Are you feeling better?” He quickly leans back in for a few more tender lip kisses, smiling brightly as he pulls back. “Yes, sooooo much better. You know what would really make me happy though, Sally?” Your hands run slowly through his long, blue hair as he hums in response. “Hm?”
“Let’s do all of that again…but in a nice hot shower~”
Cue Sal getting a gruesome bloody nose as he glances down at your barely covered chest and thinks about having a shower with you. 🥴🖤
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fallenvampette · 2 years
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Sal x Baker!Reader
{Sal Fisher x gn!reader}
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🍰 when you first moved to Nockfell, you were nervous that you might not make any friends,, anxiety tingz
🍰 though those worries were quickly dismissed
🍰 one day while you’re baking you hear a knock on your apartment door- who could that be?
🍰 you open the door to see a blue haired boy and a taller brunette, before you could ask what they were doing at your apartment, the taller boy smiled
🍰 “it smells good as fuck in here- you know the scent is traveling into the hallway”
🍰 “oh,, I hope that isn’t an issue! I was just baking some sugar cookies-“
🍰 “cookies? would it be cool if we could try some?”
🍰 you smiled at the two boys, excited that this could be a new opportunity to make friends! you invite them in and they practically devour your entire tray
🍰 it becomes a habit for them to stop by your place to see what new goods you come up with! you eventually learn that the tall one’s name is Larry, and the blue-haired boy is Sal
🍰 when you start school with them, you’re beyond eager to meet the rest of the gang
🍰 right off the bat they automatically adore you,, finding your hobby of baking cute
🍰 over time as you start getting more comfortable you begin bringing in treats for your friends, and they live for it
🍰 “what do you put in these, y/n?” Ash asked, taking a bite out of one of your brownies
🍰 “a good baker never shares their secrets.”
🍰 “touché.”
🍰 though, a certain boy takes a liking to something other than your amazing sweets
🍰 Sal finds himself looking forward to seeing you,, he enjoys your company more than anything
🍰 as the two of you grow closer you begin to invite him over to hangout, he enjoys helping you bake and being your taste tester!
🍰 over time, the lines between friendship and something else entirely different begin to blur,, but you both don’t seem to mind it
🍰 you can’t tell me that you guys wouldn’t fight with the frosting
🍰 Sal takes a dollop of vanilla icing on his finger and placed it on your nose, laughing
🍰 “why you little-“ you giggle, attacking him with the other can of frosting
🍰 you confectionary fight ends with the kitchen being a complete mess, including you two,, frosting is scattered all over his mask and your hair- how did you guys even get here?
🍰 as you guys clean up the kitchen, you enjoy chatting about random things,, whether that be about ghosts or video games, it didn’t matter
🍰 Sal loves hearing you speak about things you’re passionate about
🍰 “y/n?”
🍰 “yeah, Sal?”
🍰 “do you maybe want to hangout this weekend?” you couldn’t tell, but he was blushing profusely under his mask.
🍰 he was certain, he was going to confess to you,, he adored everything about you! from your love of baking to your laugh, even your small habits he picked up on
🍰 of course you accept his offer, eagerly looking forward to seeing him again as well
🍰 the weekend comes by quickly,, and you find yourself lounging around with Sal in the kitchen
🍰 “I brought something for you.”
🍰 “really?” you perked up. “you didn’t have to get me anything, Sally.”
🍰 the nervous teen reached into his back, shakily pulling out some type of recipe book
🍰 “I- really like you y/n. it’s fine if you don’t feel the same, but I had to get it off my chest.” Sal smiled under his mask. “I love hanging out with you- and not just for your desserts.”
🍰 his last line made you chuckle- did he rehearse this? frankly it didn’t matter, you were beyond ecstatic that he felt the same way you did
🍰 “oh, Sal.” you move in, leaning closer to him. you gently placed your hands on his mask, waiting for his permission to remove it
🍰 Sal just nodded, he trusted you,, and so you lift his mask up to reveal his lips
🍰 you both lean in and seal your lips together. it seemed as though time stopped for you two as you both focused on the other’s presence
🍰 “I like you too, Sal. I have for a while.”
🍰 “thank god- I think what just happened made that obvious as well”
🍰 you laugh, before you can respond the oven dings. signaling that your baked goods are done
🍰 “oh shit- my muffins!”
🍰 Sal just laughs, feeling like the luckiest boy in the world to have you as his now. even as you scramble to get your now burning muffins out of the oven
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Safe Haven
Series Part Listing Found Here
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Neteyam x Original Na'vi Female Character
Summery: Seeking refuge, Xilä and her father venture to the lands of the Omatikaya clan, in the hopes that the Toruk Makto would be generous in allowing them to stay. This is her story about not only finding her strength, but finding love. 
Warning: This story contains smut, violence & abuse (please don't read if these topics will affect you)
Some characters have been aged up. Neteyam in particular is 24.
Xilä is my own creation.
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Part 18- Healing
The second they landed, Sal had flung herself at Xilä, sobbing inconsolably in a flurry of emotions ranging from devastation, elation and just pure relief.
Once Sal finally released her, Neteyam was lifting Xi into his arms and bypassing all the other waiting friends and family members- Tuk, Kiri, D’avi, Spider and so many others who’d crowded around.
“Later,” he snapped, “she needs to see Tsahìk,” was all he said before striding off for this grandmother’s tent
The medic they’d taken with them on their journey had done as much as they could for Xi, but Neteyam had watched his wife struggle on the trip back home, she needed proper treatment.
Mo’at embraced them both, murmuring prayers of thanks to Eywa under her breath. She was then giving orders to have a large tub basin brought in as she ushered Xi to a free bed.
Between his grandmother, Kiri and Sal, Xilä was carefully bathed and tended to and all wounds and injuries no matter how minor were treated.
After Xi inhaled a thick nutritional broth and a cup of medical tea, she swallowed the tonics Mo’at had instructed her to before falling into a deep and much needed sleep against Sal.
Neteyam had not left her side once. He hovered and kept a watchful eye as the woman worked seamlessly and efficiently to care for his mate.
A tension of relief he hadn’t realized was stifling him, released when his grandmother had asked if she’d been hurt intimately. Xi had given her a simple resounding NO to the question.
“You should go get cleaned up brother,” Kiri said, taking his empty soup bowl and the filthy cloak and pants he’d removed from himself.
D’avi, who’d come in a while ago was gently finger combing through Xi’s now clean loosened strands. She saw his hesitation and the way his stare lingered on his sleeping wife.
“Don’t be stubborn now. Go, she won’t wake anytime soon…we won’t leave her side until you’re back,” she assured.
It took everything within him to leave the tent. After additional coaxing and light scolding from the two elderly women, he eventually left.
Neteyam soaked the nearest hot spring, washing away the aches and tension from the very long couple of days he’d endured. And of course the entire time, the only thing that plagued his mind was the wellbeing of his mate.
A pang of panic flooded him when he returned to the healing tent and didn’t find Xi where he’d left her.
“Calm yourself, Teyam,” Mo’at soothed from where she’d been tending to a new patient.
“She’s just back there,” she said, jerking her head to a partitioned section of the large tent that led to Mo’at’s personal quarters- which she only ever used if she needed to be close to a patient.
Sal and D’avi were still with Xi when he entered the dim space. They gave him soft smiles and gentle arm pats on their way out, Sal stopping to press an appreciative kiss to his cheek and a whispered “thank you” as she passed.
Neteyam crawled in and laid beside his mate, greedily drinking in the sight of her sleeping features. Dirt and grime free, the cuts and bruises littered about her skin were a stark difference- harsh and prominent.
Guilt ate at him.
He traced the contours of Xi’s face- thumb barely making contact as it brushed over her skin in a feather light motion. Across her brow, curving along the soft of her cheek, down the bridge of her nose before tracing the lines of her jaw, chin, lips- landing finally on her pulse point to make sure he felt that subtle beat.
He snuggled closer, her feet meeting his chins as he plastered himself to her front while they laid on their sides- face so close to her own, their noses touched and heartbeats thumped against each other.
At last, and at peace for the first time in too many days, Neteyam slept.
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In the first week that his wife returned, both Neteyam and Xilä stayed with Sal and Jxo. Not only because it was easier since Xilä’s room was still available, but Neteyam also thought it best for both her and her parents' comfort.
Within the very second day he began to notice Xi’s behavior. Somehow he knew it was coming, he’d been watching, waiting.
It was subtle little things at first. Actions and hints of an emotion or expression he hadn’t seen from her in a long, long time. Not always, but she’d flinch at the slightest touch or brush- even from him.
Sudden movements and loud noises had her panicky and unsettled.
Shaking hands she’d either clasp up tightly or sit on them altogether to hide, unaware he’d already clocked it.
Nightmares. Those she couldn’t hide even if she wanted to. Some nights she accepted his comfort when she woke up in hysterical tears, and others she’d downplay it all and say she was “fine”.
Fine. Oh how he fucking hated that word.
And so even though he’d expected these reactions from her, even though he’d mentally prepared himself for how to handle it, how to help her… what he hadn’t expected was for her to pretend she wasn’t affected… at all.
His mate, Xilä Sully acted like it was all nothing and everything was fucking normal- fucking fine. Like she hadn’t been kidnapped, like she hadn’t been beaten bloody and bruised, starved, chained and held prisoner because she’d been traded like she was meaningless cattle.
No. Xilä was all smiles and chatty as ever. Her parents had shared his concern at first when he pointed it out, but then they’d just chalked it up to it being that she'd grown and was better at handling traumatic events by now. They were just happy to see her, happy.
Bulllll-shit.
She could fool their friends and their family and everyone else who visited to show their concern or relief that she was back, but him? She could never fool him. He saw through the smiles and laughs that never quite met her eyes.
His wife was hurting, bottling everything up and stifling her pain.
And it killed him.
He tried. Not within that first week of course. But when they’d moved into a temporary little tent near her parents’, he tried talking to her. Tried getting her to open up. She refused… Because of course and once again, she was still fucking “fine.”
It ate at him. Plagued him. He thought maybe, just maybe she was waiting until it was only the two of them again in their own space and away from everyone else. But when she gave him nothing, he pushed, and pushed some more until she finally snapped and told him to give it a rest, to “leave it be.”
Neteyam grew tired and frustrated. He had her back and all to himself now and yet he’d never felt such distance from his wife. He was at his wits end and his own “pretending everything was fine” just for her, was beginning to crack.
They were venturing into the beginning of the third week since her return, and while he had backed off from his mission of getting her to open up, it certainly didn’t stop his hovering.
He hadn’t left her side for a second. Downright refused, even when she’d grumble about his over-clinginess. Duties temporarily handed off to Tasam who he trusted whole heartedly with, Neteyam became worse than clingy- he was his wife’s shadow.
Xilä had observed this early on, noting her husband’s desperation to stay close to her. The way his eyes would light up in panic if she had left his sight for even a second made her heart ache. And at night while they slept, he completely engulfed her, limbs entwined, with his face buried into her neck as if he were trying to seep into her skin.
In the past few weeks, she had barely lifted a finger. Her husband was worse than her mother she summed up. Sal and Neteyam seemed as if they were competing for who could hover and smother her with love and affection the most.
It wasn’t that she didn’t appreciate it, to be honest she basked in all the love- or most of it. Not the times when her mate would chastise her for trying to walk on her sprained ankle too soon, or the few times she’d forgotten to take her pain tonics only for Neteyam to launch into a sweet but long winded and overly dramatic lecture as if her not taking her medicine caused him actual pain.
But today was a new day, and Xi was keen on taking back her independence. She was ready to shake off the nightmares that crippled her at night and the flashbacks, and the fear and the looming, constant sense of dread and anxiety that she was so ready to be done and over with.
“Handsome, I’m going to D’avi’s today.”
Neteyam’s head flicked up from the tablet he’d been pouring over as he watched his mate shuffle out from their bed with the empty tray of breakfast he’d made for her.
“Okay, I’ll come too,” he replied, tossing aside his new device to quickly follow right after her, ducking ever so slightly since the top of his head brushed the ceiling. He took the tray from her hands before she could protest, with a light smack to her ass when he reminded her to take her medicine.
Xilä bit her lip as she watched him put away the dishes. “Um… oh, alright.” She couldn’t find it within herself to tell him she wanted to go on her own. She changed direction and pulled out the first medical flask. “Hey, don’t you have your duties to get to by now? I know you took some time off but-”
“Tasam’s got it handled,” he shrugged.
“Okaay… it’s just, you can’t stay cooped up inside with me forever. So, when are you going back out exactly?”
“When I’m ready,” he said flippantly as he moved to fastened on his arm bands and warrior belt. “There’s no need for me right now,” he partly fibbed.
Her brows narrowed at him while she drank the last bitter concoction before chasing it with water. “Lie.”
“Lie?” He faced her head on, taking in the dark circles under her eyes and scabbed-over cut on her cheek he knew would scar. “Yeah, alright you got me… but baby, don’t start something you’re just going to walk away from.”
“And what’s that supposed to mean?” she snapped, pausing her task of rubbing oil on the fading bruises around her neck and arms.
“It means exactly the same thing I’ve been  trying to talk to you about for days, Xilä. I’m not the only liar here. You won’t tell me shit!”
“Oh this again?” She rolled her eyes. “Teyam, I keep telling you, I’m f-”
“Fine?” he finished sarcastically. “Yeah, so you’ve said a few times,” he snarked. “When are we going to stop with the pretending, Xilä?”
“I’m not doing this with you right now,” she snapped. “Are we going or not?” she asked quietly, not even glancing in his direction as she walked right out of the small tent.
“There you go, walking away from me again,” Neteyam muttered to himself with a rub to an eye before he followed after her. He was fucking exhausted.
He caught up to her within four long strides and reached out to link their fingers together. Xilä didn’t pull away, she never did- even after many recent spats, if anything she’d always hold on just as tightly, almost as if he’d disappear.
Halfway through their walk to her sister’s, Neteyam broke the silence.
“We should probably discuss our living arrangements… I know it’s only temporary but I hate where we are right now. I know you do too,” he joked lightly, recording it as a win when she broke out into a smile of her own, nose wrinkling just the way he liked it.
“It is awfully cramped,” she agreed, “and low hanging… I feel for your poor head every time you want to stand up straight,” she laughed. “When do you think we can move back into our home? I miss our own bed.”
Neteyam shot her a sideways glance, hiding his surprise. “You want to move back there?”
“Well, yes. It’s our home. Don’t you?”
When he didn’t immediately answer her, she stopped in her tracks and tugged his arm to halt him too. “Teyam?”
“I thought you wouldn’t want to go back there. I mean- well after what happened. It’s just bad memories, baby. Why don’t we start over somewhere new? There’s a vacancy near my parent’s place. One of the council members relocated their family and I heard the place is great. I can help Jxo do some repairs and remodeling if we need it. We can even get all new shit too, what do you think?”
“But…but it’s our home…we can make our own memories there, erase the bad,” she urged with a tilt of her head, not understanding his want for a new place.
He pulled her in with a warm palm behind her neck, the other spanning her ribs, thumbs gently brushing her skin. “Is that what you want?” he asked with a searching look.
Xilä frowned up at him in confusion. She didn’t understand why he’d even moved them into a temporary tent in the first place and now even more so his lack of enthusiasm to return to their home.
She parted her lips to respond but he continued speaking before she could. “Think about it first, okay, sweetheart? We’ll do whatever you’re comfortable with but,” he heaved a breath and hesitated as if he should say more, “just promise me you’ll really think about it.”
“Alright,” she nodded, still frowning up at him.
He simply ducked his head to kiss away her pout, then pulled her along with him again.
Their time at her sister’s was eventful. Babies always had a way of easing tension and making anyone feel better.
Xilä kissed and cuddled her niece and nephew for most of the morning, internally swooning whenever her husband interacted with them in any sort of capacity. He was so gentle with them and although the twins had grown from when last she’d seen them, they looked practically tiny in his arms.
“If you don’t give that man a baby soon, Xilä…” D’avi muttered to her quietly as she pretended to busy herself with chopping fruit. “I swear I’m surprised you’re not already pregnant just by the way he’s devouring you with his eyes. Great Mother, he looks like he’s about ready to pounce right here and now.”
“What are you-” Xi’s words died on her tongue when she caught sight of her mate’s heated gaze from across the room. Heated was maybe the wrong word, he was feral- hungry. She glanced away quickly to hide her blush and squeezed her thighs together to help soothe the ache of sudden arousal- an act that did not go unnoticed by Neteyam.
His stare was immovable as he and an oblivious Yalnïk spoke amongst themselves.
D’avi’s eyes bounced between the mated pair, amusement quirking at her lips. “Three weeks.”
“What?” Xi asked distractedly, attention falling to the woman beside her as she shuffled the baby boy around when he released a little fuss from her lack of attention.
“Okay fine maybe four just because I’m sure he’ll want to wait for your bruises to fade a little more before he sends you into a good old proper bliss. If he’s like this all because you’re holding a baby, Eywa only knows what he’s like all the time. Is he rough with you? I’ll bet he is. He looks like he can be downright dangerous in that dep-”
“D’avi!” she hissed, scandalized.
“What?” her sister laughed. “I’m just calling it as it is. That man is completely obsessed with you, Xilä and I’ll bet-”
“Shush!” Xilä shot her a “shut up now,” glare when her mate began to make his way over to them with L’eya in his arms.
“D’av, I think she needs a feeding,” he said, stooping to hand over the whining babe who was gnawing on her little fist. “I’ll take over for you.”
“You’re sweet,” she smiled, taking her baby girl and moving over so Neteyam could resume her prep work.
Xilä stared at his hands while he worked, teeth sinking into her bottom lip as she appreciated his fingers, they were long and thick, strong yet gentle…and they could do wondrous, wondrous things to her. She watched the way they moved, following the raised veins on the back of his hands before getting distracted by his forearms, and then his biceps and then-
A shrill cry escaped baby L’eo.
“Aw L’eooo, I’m sorry baby. I’m here, helllooo. Hi, hi.” Xi cooed and awed and smiled as she bounced the unhappy baby boy. “Are you hungry too? Hmm?”
“I’ll take him. They’re way overdue for a nap now,” Yalnïk said, reaching down to take his son gently, disappearing behind their privacy partition.
“Fruit, babe?” Neteyam asked, offering her a piece of melon tree fruit.
“Yes ple-mmm,” she squeaked, when he pressed the slice between her lips, thumb sinking in and brushing her tongue for a fraction of a second before it was quickly swiping at her bottom lip and down her chin.
She eyed him suspiciously when he leaned on a hand to loom over her.
“I’m going to put L’eya down for a nap!” D’avi announced louder than necessary as she too disappeared behind their private quarters, grin wide and giddy.
“Good?” Neteyam asked, doing a far better job than she was, of ignoring her sister’s over the top antics.
Xi nodded as she slowly chewed. “It’s sweet,” she whispered, licking her lips unconsciously.
Neteyam followed the movement, gaze hypnotized by her mouth. His free hand circled her thigh, fingers coming dangerously close to her already wet center. “Should I have a taste too?”
Her chest heaved, eyelashes fluttering and eyes glazing over. “Yes.”
His kiss was a peck at first, almost playful. And then they were both sinking into it. Her wrists locked behind his neck and their tongues and lips and teeth synced in a familiar but well missed dance.
“I want you…now,” he declared against her lips, grip tightening around her thigh.
Xilä’s hips jumped at the touch. “I- um, y- okay. Yes. Now. Now,” she rushed, pushing at his chest, but Neteyam was calm and collected as ever.
“Go say goodbye to your sister and her mate. Thirty seconds,” he all but ordered.
Flustered, she scrambled to her feet on shaky legs and poked her head through the curtain divider, only to be met with an already peeping D’avi- one breast exposed as L’eya hungrily suckled against her.
“D’avi!” she hissed. “By Eywa you are just like Sal.”
“Hey! I reject that. I am not as bad as our mother,” she protested, showing not even an ounce of shame at being caught.
Xilä bit the inside of her cheek to quiet her laughter. “I’m going now.”
“Yeah, no shit. Have fun getting dicked out by your- mmpff!” Yalnïk appeared behind her, palm covering his mate’s blabbering mouth.
“Thanks for coming by, Xi,” he said with an over polite grin mixed with an embarrassed grimace.
The second she stepped back into the main room, Neteyam was snatching her hand and dragging her out with a, “let’s go already!”
“Shh, the babies,” she chastised with a giggle.
They hadn’t had sex since her return. Neteyam had flat out refused the two times she’d initiated, citing she was still on healer ordered bed rest.
There was an unspoken urge now.
Desperate.
Maddening.
Xilä was eagerly climbing into bed and pulling at the ties of her top the second they entered their temporary, cramped space.
An “ooff” escaped her when Neteyam pushed her forward, brandishing a spank to her ass before he covered her with his body, attacking her neck with noisy smacks and nips.
She arched when he ground his hips into hers, fingers becoming frustrated by the knots of her clothes. Impatient, he was quickly tearing and ripping them apart until she was bare to him.
“God- oh Eywa. Baby-” He mouthed down the line of her spine, sucking at the base of her tail which emitted the most arousing sound from her throat.
“Now. Net-ngh. Please just- ah!”
He sank two fingers into her heat without warning, making them both moan in unison. “Fuuuucking hell, baby. You’re drenched and so tight, shit. On your knees, ass up,” he ordered.
Xi panted as he stretched her, hips greedily moving in time with his fingers. Her hands fisted in their sheets when he squeezed her tail.
There was nothing sweet or gentle about their lovemaking. It was all carnal and needy, wild and urging.
In one swift moment his fingers were replaced by something much much bigger. Curses flew from his lips and Xilä screamed at the sudden sensation. The stretch was painfully good.
His hips pulled back then snapped again, making them both groan. And then Neteyam was fucking her ruthlessly, thrusts brutal and sloppy. He used her hips as his anchor, palms only leaving her every now and again to purple her ass when he’d send another spank her way.
It was loud and crude and messy. Full of bites, wild snarls and profanity.
Molten heat thrummed in her belly and the air rushed out of her when he collapsed over her completely as they both reached near their peaks quickly.
“Fuck, fuck fu- oh God you’re so fucking tight Xilä!”
“Neteyaaam!” Her mouth lulled open as the fire erupted, Neteyam’s teeth sinking into her neck as he spilled inside her heat just as a powerful orgasm hit her.
They were both panting and covered in sweat by the end of it and Xilä’s poor knees buckled then gave up when his weight became too much.
One of his hands stretched out to entwine with hers while the other sneaked under to fondle her breast.
“I missed you,” he whispered, so quietly Xi thought she imagined it.
“I missed you,” she sighed.
They basked in the quiet until he grew hard once more- still fully sheathed inside of her. He fucked her again, but far softer this time, slowly and leisurely, drawing out her orgasm until she became putty in is hands, all babbling and pliant and so fucking sexy.
When she eventually escaped his clutches, she ventured into their tiny and almost nonexistent kitchenette, ridiculously dehydrated, desperate to quench her thirst.
“Xilä Sully, I swear if you’ve left our bed to brew that stupid Qla’ira root tea after everything that’s happened, I’m gonna fucking lose it.”
Xi choked on air and turned to stare at her husband’s sprawled position- one arm covering his eyes, legs splayed and dick hard once again as his tail sailed lazily.
“Uh- nope, just getting good old regular water, if that’s okay with you,” she sassed quite sarcastically.
He peeked out at her as if making sure, then shot her a smile that did all kinds of things to her.
“That’s fine with me,” he said cheekily. “Now hurry up. It’s almost time for your second course of meds and I’d very much like to make you scream my name one last time before I have to get your lunch prepared.”
Xilä choked on her water this time around.
~
The nights were always the worst for Xilä. She could put on a brave face during the day, but when her eyes closed at night, there was no hiding it.
Li’ona haunted her dreams with a vengeance.
Her father- T'shteyo.
Kayoanaska.
Su’ko.
The cave.
Blood.
Death.
Tonight she was trapped in a moving metal box. Blood coated Askadu’s gaunt and aged face. There were chains clinking with a chiming echo all around her. Vhin was clawing at her. Su’ko’s threats on Neteyam’s life played in a loop.
We’ll string him up right beside your father.
We’ll string him up right beside your father.
A knife.
A struggle.
Her screams.
Death!
Xilä flew up into a seated position with a heaving gasp- panting and shaking severely. Disorientated, she tried to catch her bearings. 
Where was she? 
Panic crippled her for far too many seconds long before her mind registered her location.
Not a ship.
Not Li’ona.
Not the cave.
She wiped at the sheen of sweat coating her skin, cheeks leaking tears she hadn’t realized she’d shed.
Head following the tail wrapped around her thigh, Xilä breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that Neteyam was still asleep. Guilt always bothered her whenever she’d waken him with one of her night terrors…he needed his rest.
It took her a minute to properly ground herself, and then she was carefully easing out from her mate’s hold and swinging out of bed to pull on the nearest top and skirt.
Exiting their tent, she shuddered when the nippy air hit her, but she didn’t mind since it cooled her heated skin. She breathed in deeply, trying her very best to practise the exercises Mo’at taught her.
She was here. She was safe. She was loved.
Her feet seemed to move on their own accord, following the carved out paths of the Omaticaya camp, blindly walking into the soft glowing night.
Or not as blindly as she thought…
Without paying attention, Xilä somehow found herself standing in front of her home. She hadn’t been here since that night.
She hesitated, then, finally finding the courage, she climbed the steps, entered and with shaking fingers she flicked on the tiny switch that illuminated the space in soft artificial light.
A harsh dose of reality hit her when she saw the interior.
Tears sprang in her eyes at the sight of the untouched scene.
Their home was…
Like a floodgate opening, a wounded cry escaped her lips… and the scenes played out before her like one of those human “movies”.
T'shteyo entering their home. His threats, his attack. Her retaliation. The things did- he’d beaten her, hurt her. Drugged, then took her from her home.
Xilä saw herself dragged by the hair, tackled to the ground, struggling as calloused hands closed around her throat- squeezing and squeezing.
Her breathing came out in heavy pants now and she stumbled forward, feet colliding with a pillow- the fort…Tuk…
What if the little girl had slept over that night like she wanted too?
Xilä’s chest tightened.
She slowly approached the pile of splinters that had once held her husband’s prized possessions, the weapons he’d collected and crafted over the years- plunge!
Lips trembling, the memory was clear before her eyes. She’d held the knife, she’d stabbed  him. Unseeingly she followed the dot, dot, dot pattern of crimson droplets on the floor. It led her to their private room.
The muted fumes of dried pungent blood was strongest here. The room was sparse, most of their possessions were gone or ruined.
This was not the home she remembered. It was a nightmare.
Overwhelmed, she spun around the room, flashbacks attacking her mind- drowning her, suffocating. She couldn’t breathe.
“You’re lucky he’s not here tonight. I was planning on killing him before we left.”
Air!
Breathe Xilä!
Xilä stumbled out of their room the exact moment someone entered the tent. Eyes blurred by tears, she blinked rapidly to be sure she wasn’t hallucinating. At the threshold stood her husband- a very distressed and panic stricken Neteyam.
Her mate was panting as if he’d been sprinting. His shoulders slumped, a heavy gush of air releasing in utter relief at the sight of her.
Jaw tightening, nostrils flaring, he took a step back, only to approach her in two fast strides. “What is the matter with you? You can’t disappear on me like that, Xilä! What the hell were you thinking just leaving in the middle of the night without telling me anything!” he yelled.
He was angry, no… he was terrified- trembling in distress as furious unshed tears clouded his vision. But then he was instantly deflating when he took in the state she was in. “Baby… Xi, what-”
Xilä crumbled and he was there to catch her.
Sobs wracked her punishingly. She cried for herself, for her husband, for the pain she’d been holding in.
It was gut wrenching, but Neteyam held her the entire time, sinking them to the floor and rocking her in his lap.
“I’m s-sorry. I’m so sorry Te-”
“Shhhh, no, don’t do that,” he soothed, brushing her apologies away. “I’ve got you sweetheart, I've got you,” he cooed, palms caressing her, giving as much comfort as possible.
A few of his own tears escaped him, but he swallowed down his need to fall apart. She needed him.
When her sobs eventually quieted into sniffles and the occasional shudder, he pleaded with her, “Xi, I- please talk to me. I can’t stand you shutting me out. This pretending thing, it’s- I can’t watch you do it anymore. You’re killing me, baby.”
Her head drew backwards to better see him, and whimper escaped her, he looked so… so distraught.
“Is it- is it me, Xi?” He tensed, waiting for her answer. He had always blamed himself for it all- from the get go, but deep down, he feared that maybe she did too.
“What are you talking about?”
“I wasn’t here. I left you and I-” His speech was cut off by her fingertips.
“Don’t do that,” she said sternly, using his own words back at him. “It’s not you- never you,” she whispered fiercely, gentle fingers gripping at his nape.
He sighed, disappointed that she was still holding back. Taking a leap for the both of them, he circled her wrists as if it were his lifeline and geared himself up to speak.
“I haven’t told you this but, I didn’t deal with you being kidnapped very well… I was an emotional mess and a real jerk to the people who were just trying to help me get you back. It brought out a real ugly side of me, a side that didn’t care about the lives I was taking or the lengths I was willing to go to.”
He wiped away the lone tear that escaped her and mildly joked, “Don’t get me wrong, but I don’t regret most of the things that I probably should. It all just showed me that you matter way more to me than I can even comprehend… Xilä, I’ve never loved someone as much as I love you, which is fucking terrifying- like I need you to understand that every time I think I’ve found the limit for just how much you mean to me, I realized that I’m not even an ounce close.”
Xi blinked, digesting everything he’d said, unsure where to even start. “I- I didn’t know all of that. Are you doing better now?”
“Than before? Yeah, I got you back… but you’re still making me worry. I see you struggling, baby. You don’t need to keep it all in. I don’t want you to.” He tucked a braid behind her ear. “What happened to you out there, Xilä?”
She bit her lip, brows drawn together as she considered his words. Xi shrank inwards, unable to face him as she finally recanted her story.
Over the next half hour all she did was talk, and all he did was listen, gaze zeroed in on her lips to not miss out on anything. It was difficult to hear- all of it. At the mention of Su’ko’s intention and attempt to claim her, Neteyam made a soft, wounded noise as if he’d been physically punched in the gut.
By the end he had a million questions he wanted to ask, but the main nagging one tore from his lips before he could help himself- only it came out harsher than he intended.
“He touched you?”
Xi flinched at his tone, then nodded ever so reluctantly. “Not- not badly though- it wasn’t as bad as you’re probably thinking. It-” She stopped to think of how to better phrase it. “Su’ko he just…”
She was downplaying it.
He knew it and she knew it.
“Where.”
“What?”
“Where did he touch you?” He took her hand and squeezed gently. “Show me.”
So she showed him. Her fingers started at her hairline, trailing slowly to meet her cheek, neck, waist, ending at her ankle which was circled by an ugly looking chain-like imprint.
When she was done, Neteyam was kissing her palm and whispering words that didn’t quite reach her ears. His lips found her hairline, and then he was kissing and caressing every inch of her she’d just shown him.
It was intimate, soft and unexpected, but not sexual in the slightest. Soon he was pushing her backwards as he moved down her body, going over each spot with determined precision.
And although her tears had dried by now, a wave of emotion rocked her as he kissed her skin. It was as if he were washing away Su’ko’s touch- replacing them with his own.
Xilä reached for him the second he’d finished with her ankle, lips seeking out his to pour out her own form of attention, apology…gratitude.
“How do you feel?” he asked as they sat side by side now, both quietly observing the shambles of their home.
“Better. So much better,” she smiled. “Thank you… I don’t know what I ever did to deserve yo- don’t laugh,” she chastised, unable to help the giggle that slipped her. “I’ve done nothing but cause you trouble ever since I came to the forest and I’ll bet you wished you chose som-”
He shut her up by claiming her mouth again, a bit more aggressive this time, with a bite to her jaw and a pinch to her butt when he pulled away. “Don’t even finish that thought.”
“Bossy,” she grouched with little heat.
Xilä sighed when she spotted one of her most beloved trinkets from Tuk, smashed into pieces. “We can’t stay here, can we?”
“No… I don’t think I can do it,” he admitted. “We need a new start, Xi. This place will only haunt us.”
“Alright, you're not wrong.”
“Come on.” He helped her get to her feet and drew her into his arms. “We leave it all here tonight, okay? The bad memories included. The moment we leave here, we’re starting over. Only good things ahead. Agreed?”
She nodded. “Agreed.”
“Alright, I can’t stay a second longer. Let’s go, babe.”
On their way out she asked, “Can we at least keep the tapestry?”
“The one on the ground covered in blood? Yeah I don’t think so, Xi. No.”
She gave an exaggerated pout, playfully swatting him with her tail.
“I’ll get you a new one. Promise.”
~
In the few weeks that followed, Neteyam and Xilä poured all of their free time and energy into fixing up their new home.
They went with the evicted one his mother had told him about. It was large, very large and Xilä was hesitant at first because she didn’t know what they’d do with all that free space.
But as they viewed every empty room, one after the other flashes of a possible future hit her. She smiled as she imagined the rooms filled with toys and clutter and the sounds of running little feet and happy shrieks and giggles.
She had a feeling her husband was thinking the same thing since he pointed out a beam that would “be perfect to track the kids’ heights.”
One perk she was also loving was that they now had access to their own personal water stream. The tent lined the same perimeter as the Sully’s home- four tents down, to be specific, so it shared the same little river trail.
Neteyam didn’t return to his duties all at once at first. He was still very uncomfortable leaving Xi on her own. So whenever he and Jxo worked on repairs in their free time- the father-in-law teaching him a thing or two during the process, he used that time to slowly ease into their separation.
And since Xilä had returned to her lessons- three days a week instead of her usual five, she too was able to help out where she could- not that they let her do anything too strenuous.
Two days after they finally moved, they hosted a small housewarming with their closest friends and family- which turned out to be more people than they thought.
However, with all the free space it wasn’t cramped but allowed for everyone to be comfortable as they lounged and chatted, ate and indulged in a few fun games.
“Full house you got here, brother,” Lo’ak joked when he approached Neteyam, drinks in hand.
Neteyam snorted in response, accepting his drink with again quiet thanks. He glanced around at their main room.
Jake and Jxo always seemed to gravitate towards each other during any family event he’d noticed. The two men- joined by Stephan this time, sipped on their drinks as they chatted, which included lots of head nods and folded arms.
A rowdy game was being played in the center of the room by Yalnïk, his twin, Xilä, Kah’lee and most surprisingly, Neytiri and Sal who’d just joined. Neteyam wondered if it were his mate who’d gotten the two women to actually play as well.
D’avi and her sister-in-law seemed to be scheming, perhaps playing matchmaker as they teased a blushing Tasam and Kiri all whilst Spider shot pointed glares from his own card game with a few of Neteyam’s patrol buddies.
Kids were running and screaming about- Tuk having company her age as Yalnïk’s twin and his wife had brought along their brood of children.
Ze’lu was chasing after them, catching and tossing them up in their air as they shrieked with excitement. Meanwhile a less than covert Leati kept shooting the man fleeting hungry glances- looking every bit like she enjoyed what she was seeing.
“You seem happy,” Lo’ak said, pulling his attention away again.
“I am. Very.”
His brother nodded and an odd expression crossed his face.
“What is it?” Neteyam asked.
“I wanted you to know before I told anyone else… I spoke to mom and dad and I uh, I’m leaving in a couple days. Heading out to Awa'atlu.”
“Awa'atlu? But our trip’s not due for another couple months why would-” He paused. “Oh. Ohh. Tsireya…”
Lo’ak clenched his jaw. He didn’t think it was that obvious. “What? Are you going to tell me I’m wasting my time too?”
Neteyam’s brows shot up at the accusation. “Who the hell told you that?”
“Spider,” he spat with an eye roll. “What does he know?”
“Hmm,” Neteyam clicked his tongue and grinned. “Well I was actually going to say about damn time.”
“Has it been that obvious?”
“Pretty much, baby brother. What got you to finally go after all this time?”
“Uh, you actually. Well you and Xi,” he admitted sheepishly with a scratch to the back of his head.
“Oh?”
“You two are… well I want what you two have… I saw what you were like when she was gone. And when you got her back I- I dunno. I’ve never loved anyone that much. I want that kind of love. The kind that’s sweet but all intense. I tried to find it here but no one…it’s dumb and I know I was a stupid teenager back then but I’ve only ever felt a semblance of it with her… I thought I needed to know for sure before I could move on properly. Does that make any sense?”
“Of course it does. I’m proud of you for doing this, Lo’ak. And ignore Spider, I’m sure he’s only said that because he’s going to miss you.”
His brother grinned. “Thanks… Spider thinks she already mated up with a rowdy bunch of babies,” he said bitterly. “I know he means well and doesn’t want to see me hurt but…some stubborn part of me thinks she waited… for me.”
“Well. Make that two of us, brother.”
“Got any advice on how to win her parents over? From what I remember, Tonowari was an intimidating fucker.”
Neteyam laughed. “Oh yeah, that he was. But Jxo’s got him beat. Don’t worry, Yalnïk and I will give you some tips before you go.”
After chatting for another couple minutes, they were interrupted by Xilä who came over to wrap him up in a hug.
Neteyam pressed a chase kiss to her lips, grinning wide at the sight of her infectious smile. “Having fun, sweetheart?”
“Mhm, yep. You boys, your mother is incredibly competitive. She is cut-throat and no joke.”
The brothers cackled, spotting their mother who was now head to head with the only other final player- Yalnïk. Sal and the others were howling in delight at the pair. It was refreshing to see.
“Dammit, XiXi, will you keep your sister on a leash, she looks like she’s stirring up shit again,” Lo’ak complained with no real heat and a laugh. “Shit. I better get in there before a fight breaks out. He might be little, but he can cause some serious damage.”
Xi and Neteyam watched him leave, both releasing laughs of their own at the sight of him talking down an overly jealous looking Spider who seemed about ready to kill an unsuspecting Tasam.
“Uh-o. Kiri’s got her hands full now… D’avi!” she hissed loudly. “Stop!” she mouthed.
D’avi shot her an innocent look before going over to check on her little ones who were being happily doted on by her mother and Mo’at.
Xilä sighed and slumped into her chuckling husband. He squeezed her gently nosing at her sweet smelling hair.
“Want to go flying later?” he asked. “As much as I enjoy this chaos, I love when it’s just the two of us.”
She nodded in agreement against his chest. Peering up at him, a burst of happiness filled her. “I love you.”
He stared right back. “I love you too, baby.”
~
“Why is it so difficult to admit that you like him?” Xi asked her friend as she bounced a gurgling L’eya on her knees.
“Because I so clearly don’t!” Leati snapped.
Kay’hlee and Xilä exchanged knowing glances, both doing a poor job of hiding their amusement.
“If it’s any consolation, you’re all my brother talks about at home. He’s smitten with you… Hypothetically, if he did sum up the courage to ask, would you agree to court him?”
Leati’s mouth opened and closed comically, no sound coming out. “I- pfft. What? As if he would ask me to- he… he talks about me?”
“Constantly.”
The poor warrior flushed. Taking pity, Xi removed the attention from her.
“What about you Kah’lee? You and W’aote look pretty cozy lately,” she teased, bringing the baby up to plant kisses all over her chubby cheeks, making her squeal in delight, gummy and drooly grin all on display.
“W’aote is… wild. I never thought I’d be interested in someone like him, but,” she shrugged with a stupid, swoony expression Xi was all too familiar with, “he makes me laugh, all the time and although he’s insanely unromantic and sticks his foot in his mouth half the time, he can be a real softy… The sex is the added bonus- it’s absolutely mind-blowing.”
Xilä and Leati broke out into giggles, L’eya joining in as if she understood their conversation. The introverted and soft spoken Kah’lee surprised Xi more and more every time they hung out.
Xi made her way around the room, spending pockets of time with each of their guests. Midway a conversation between her, Neytiri and Sal, a pair of little arms hugged her from behind, small chin poking the top of her head as a body sagged against her.
“Hi, Tuk,” she greeted.
“Hi, Xi.” Tuk’s face hid in her shoulder with a tiny pout before she plonked herself next to Xi.
“What’s with the face?” Xi laughed, observing the way the little girl stared at the baby as if she were unsure how to feel.
Tuk loved L’eya- and Leo, but sometimes her jealousy got in the way. She was no longer the youngest, and more than once she’d express her unhappiness by vying for the attention of either her parents or siblings if they held either of the babies for too long.
Shaking her head in response, she cuddled into Xi’s side, defiant glare set on L’eya who blinked back at her with big gold eyes.
“Tuktirey,” Neytiri said in a very motherly warning tone.
In the end, Tuk grew bored of the adult conversation and chose to play in Xi’s hair instead.
“How have you been doing, Xi?” her mother-in-law asked.
“Good, really good. I’m sleeping better and finally off the tonics,” she said. “I’ve got my support team especially to thank,” she directed right at Sal. “And my husband of course. Your son is a very patient man,” she joked, gaining chuckles in response.
And it was all the truth. Xilä was doing better. She still had the occasional nightmare or two, but her weekly sessions with the Tsahìk helped plenty. She also vented quite a lot to her mother. Sal was a saint, and although Neteyam did a fantastic job, sometimes a girl just needed her mother.
“Time heals all wounds,” Moat would say.
Her bruises did fade, and her cuts healed nicely, only the one on her cheek left a very faint scar- a scar that her husband was forever kissing or simply brushing with his lips or knuckles.
As the two women continued to chat, Xilä’s gaze found her mate on the other side of the room. He was all grins as he and some of the guys partook in a boisterous game. He glimpsed her way, as if he’d been doing so constantly throughout the afternoon, double taking when he caught her already staring.
“You okay?” he mouthed.
She nodded with a wide beam.
He shot her a silly wink before turning back to his game, loud cheers and groans erupting with whatever play had just transpired.
Later that night, their parents were the last to leave. Hugging them all goodbye, she gave Jake his very own entire loaf of HoneyCornbread she’d purposely set aside for him- much to her father-in-law’s delight.
“Leave it, sweetheart,” Neteyam said, stopping her from starting the clean up when they were finally alone. “W’aote and Spider lost against me and Yalnïk. They’re on clean up duty, so they’ll come over in the morning first thing.”
A laugh escaped her. “Well, alright then. Do you want to go flying now?” she asked, releasing her hair from the ridiculous updo Tuk had put it in, unaware of her advancing mate. “Or um, something else?”
“Something else?” he asked, capturing her hips with his hands.
Her head tipped backwards, expression telling him everything he needed to know.
“Oh that something else…”
She squeaked when he lifted her by the thighs. “I mean we don’t have too, but..”
“What do you want then? Tongue or fingers, Xi?”
“Both. Always both.”
“There she is! She’s back!” Neteyam hooted, jostling her in his arms as he made a beeline for their private quarters. “My greedy little mate is back!”
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ox1-lovesick · 2 years
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🌿 boyfriend material - c.sb
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ꜝꜝ 🌿 pairing. idol!choi soobin x non idol gn!reader genre. fluff warnings. my atrocious writing wc. 600+
ꜝꜝ 🌿 synopsis. taking boyfriend pictures of your boyfriend so he can post them and have others imagine he's their boyfriend
ꜝꜝ 🌿 a/n. having very real romantic feelings for choi soobin right now and i need to get them out ����
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"get my good side!" soobin yelled, gaining attention and whispers from the strangers passing by you two; he bows with an apologetic look before perching himself back on the bench—this time with his legs crossed over each other. he gestures for you to continue clicking pictures, posing for moa's so they could see his new hair colour
you roll your eyes before stepping back to get some of the scenery within the picture. you had been tapping away at your screen endlessly for the past 20 minutes or so, experimenting with different angles and views to take good pictures for soobin to post onto twitter later. he practically led you half the way to north korea by dragging you along with him, insisting to have different backgrounds and scenery because 'taking all his pictures in one place was cringey'; then changing shirts halfway through seoul because he didn't want it to look like he was taking them on the same day, because that's even worse apparently
"can we be done now?" you huffed, your arms becoming sore. "just a few more" he shifted "that's what you said 200 pictures ago" soobin sighed, adjusting his beanie before jumping off the bench and making his way over to you to examine your photography skills, and whether you had actually been listening to him or just clicking.
"you got everything but my good side" he pouted, scrolling through the pictures and making a mental note of the ones he liked by sending them to himself. "you're not exactly the easiest model to work with, bin" he gasped, his hand flying to his chest "i am a pleasure to be around y/n" he whined. "you never like anything i take though, you should just let kai take them from now on"
he scrunched his nose, visibly cringing at the thought "you know kai can't take pictures, he always makes them blurry and keeps cutting my head out- ooh! i like this one" he tilted the screen towards you, an approving smile adorning his lips before he continued swiping
"you're such a bully, poor kai's just trying his best. i think you're problem" you pushed his chest gently to which — ironically — soobin smiled, his aegyo sal gathering under his eyes as he took your hand in his, placing it in the pocket of his hoodie along with his own. "i'm pretty sure it's kai. he's probably sabotaging me because i'm more handsome than him, but thank you for taking my boyfriend pictures. i think moa will like them"
you hummed "taking boyfriend pictures of my boyfriend so he can feed other people's delusions and have them imagine he's their boyfriend, how wonderful" soobin elbowed your side, clicking his tongue "don't speak of my boyfriends and girlfriends like that, i love them too y'know"
"wow, maybe they should stand here and take pictures of you for two hours straight next time"
"don't worry, love. you're my favourite, don't tell them i said that though"
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