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#6 kids with acceptable families and 6 kids who are pretty fucked up
team7-headquarter · 1 year
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The senseis of the Konoha 12 and what do they think about the families of their students :
( for my Genin Konoha 12 — Special Classes! au )
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— Kurenai : She's not close to them but they are mostly fine. Except for the Hyuugas. She holds an active grudge against Hinata's dad for the way he has traumatized his daughters. Or in other words, he can go fuck himself, Hinata is an amazing kid. In Shino and Kiba's case, she sometimes go to talk. In Hinata's case, avoids them like the plague.
— Asuma : In good relation with all of them and actually enjoys talking with them about the kids. Best case scenario. He's like their uncle, being honest. Still he's amazed at how much they don't know about their children sometimes. Not that they are bad parents, but there's so much about their kids they don't understand...
— Gai : Passively sits to listen to Kurenai when she complains about the Hyuugas, which says a lot about his own opinion of them– you know it's serious when Maito Gai stays silent. Otherwise, he is Rock Lee's dad (for all that matters anyway) and Tenten never talks about her family, so he doesn't really care. Those are his kids. It's all that matters.
— Kakashi : Refuses to give his opinion, it's clear to everyone that's not a topic to be discussed with him. First, he won't get caught saying what he really thinks of Hiruzen after seeing where Naruto lives, (never has he ever been so enraged on the behalf of his sensei). Second, it does not take a genius to hate the way the Uchihas used to operate and treat their children. Third, he is still convincing himself there's nothing wrong with the Harunos. It's not working, so he opted to forget their existence, just like Sakura conveniently does.
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weeb-polls-with-pip · 4 months
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Autistic Anime Boys Prelims - Propaganda Division - Group 6
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Propaganda:
Kiriwo -
"Seems innocent at first and he's just a guy with a special interest in magic items, but watch out."
Arjuna -
"MASKING KING!!!!!! ok joke aside one of his biggest things is that he's super scared that if anyone gets too close to him they'll notice he's not perfect/has a 'secret darkness' (that's literally just a guy) and overall a lot of his storyline is a strong parallel for being neurodivergent and becoming more comfortable with accepting it. he's also super strict and hard on himself for any sort of failure that isn't in line with what's socially appropriate but at the same time he doesn't always have a good grasp on what that is which is how you get stuff like him blowing up a forest to try and impress someone. it also runs in his family bc his brother is autistic as hell too."
Sherlock -
"God, where do I start? I mean what Holmes adaptation, even if he's not the main character, would this be if he were not autistic coded? And our combo of autism and ADHD is absolute perfection, all tied up with a pretty, excitable face. Hit him with the crime hyperfixation and do not make him wear socks."
Apollo -
"Not canonically autistic but he has ZERO volume control plus he scripts/repeats stuff (“I’M FINE!!!”), sometimes mimics other people’s speech patterns (like replying “ja” to Klavier), sensitive to loud noises (stayed backstage at a concert cuz it was too loud) and bright lights (complained about the stage lights being too bright at the same concert + screamed when opening the hatch to the bright stage at magic show), and has been really into space since he was a kid, which could definitely be a hyperfixation (not to mention how he read every single one of Phoenix’s old case files back when he admired him). Plus he’s a little TOO normal, to the point where it circles back around to making him the odd one out, which is absolutely what masking feels like for me. Even when he tries to be fun and weird he gets strange looks/made fun of for not being weird in the right way. The list of autism symptoms is just a checklist for him at this point."
Heiji -
"90% of the cast in detective conan is autistic but heiji is the most autistic of them all."
Urara -
"Another alien who is so excited to dance with everyone that he does not understand that his intended purpose of inviting people to dance via water communication is brainwashing them into dancing and is causing extreme chaos. He nearly causes an apocalypse by being so excited about dancing but he apologizes and tries to make friends with Yuki at the end of the story. He is extremely soft spoken and try, finding it difficult to begin conversations and fidgeting."
Shu -
"speaking specifically about the first season but he was the "explains everything so the audience knows whats happening" guy. he was pretty antisocial (not sure if thats just how he was or if he lived alone [which was fucked up cause he was 11]) . im trying to think of more but my brain goes hghghhhggggh im just a big fan of him."
Vash -
"ain’t no way i’m the only one who’s submitted him. go look at the gif of him crawling in the dirt like a bug while he dodges bullets and get back to me."
Hyakkimaru -
"Due to a terrible curse he has lived his whole life without several body parts including his eyes and ears. Because of this he is often overstimulated and awkward in new situations (when he doesn't do what he does best, killing monsters and samurai with his sword arms) He can't say or express much, and often comes off as strange and creepy, but he is actually a cutie patootie full of emotions, has a big heart, a keen brain, endless inner strength and loves the people close to him! This adorable, cursed, demon slaying boy deserves everything!"
Kei -
"He has the tbh face. Also he canonically has sensory issues and gets sensory overload. He constantly wears earbuds. He has an extremely rigid sense of morality and considers himself a savior figure. He has a hard time relating to other people and is a bit awkward in his interactions."
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what-is-canon · 8 months
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Post-Dance AU (because I hate how George decided to completely eradicate the Greens *cough* Alicent’s *cough* line)
Jaehaera survives the assassination attempt by Unwin Peake because that poor girl did not deserve that horrific end and that’s that.
She and Aegon III bond over time, because these traumatized kids deserve some happiness and you know what? Maybe they are the only two people in the world right now who understand even a semblance of what the other has gone through (Aegon watched his mother die, Jaehaera watched her twin brother be slaughtered) and maybe they both recognize that neither of them is responsible for what their families did to each other so why should they resent one another?
Over time they become a great comfort to each other. On the days where one is particularly gloomy, the other sits by them and holds their hand and they are content to sit in silence together and neither needs to say what they’re feeling because the other already knows.
They are both very close with Gaemon Palehair. He and Aegon are close for the same reasons as within canon, while Jaehaera believes that Gaemon truly is her half-sibling, her last remaining brother.
Eventually, Alyn Velaryon brings Viserys II home from Essos, but the boy comes alone (a 12-year-old boy married to a 19-year-old woman, yeah I think the fuck not, not in my history, and besides even if they had been closer in age Larra Rogare hated Westeros so let her stay in Essos like she wanted and live her own life there and be happy).
Like in canon, Aegon is somewhat neglectful of his wife and friend in the wake of his brother’s return, but Jaehaera and Gaemon understand his actions. Anyway, they still have each other for company. Viserys is incredibly distrustful of Jaehaera, and Aegon pleads with Viserys to be more understanding of their marriage and the comfort they have found in each other.
Aegon decides to hold a feast to celebrate Viserys’s return. Viserys spends most of the festivities with Baela and Rhaena, preferring not to fraternize with the daughter of the man who killed his mother. In the company of his sisters is Daenaera Velaryon (aged up in to be closer in age to Viserys because an 11-year-old boy and a 6-year-old girl? It’s a no from me).
Daenaera manages to cheer Viserys with her happy nature, and he’s quite taken by how pretty she is. Unwin Peake, having never been exposed as the one behind Jaehaera’s assassination attempt (as is also the case in canon) brings his daughter to the feast in the hopes that she will catch the eye of Viserys, but Viserys has already taken a shine to Daenaera, ruining his plans once again.
The pair begin to exchange letters and (like Aegon and Jaehaera) bond over their losses. Viserys tells Aegon about his correspondence with Daenaera, and when Aegon tells Jaehaera, she decides to invite Daenaera to court as her lady-in-waiting. Viserys is delighted, and slowly begins to warm to Jaehaera.
As in canon, Aegon’s removal of the dragon eggs from the Red Keep causes a rift between the brothers. Unwin Peake continues to plot treason, conspiring to kill Aegon and Jaehaera so that Viserys may become King and take his daughter as his bride. But if his daughter is to become Viserys’s Queen, Daenaera Velaryon must also be removed. It is no secret by now that Viserys is very taken with the the girl, and intends to marry her.
Jaehaera and Daenaera eat the canonical poisoned tarts during a private dinner organized for the four. Aegon and Viserys narrowly avoid poisoning as they are delayed by a Small Council meeting. As in canon, Gaemon dies, devastating both Aegon and Jaehaera. The rift between Aegon and Viserys is mended as they help their respective ladies recover. Aegon and Jaehaera comfort each other through the loss of Gaemon, and Viserys proposes marriage to Daenaera, which she accepts. Oh, and Unwin Peake is finally exposed and executed (I still cannot believe this man escaped justice in canon, but not on my watch).
The four form a strong unit within the Red Keep and are, well, as happy as four traumatized young adults can be. They finally have the family each was deprived of at such a young age. Aegon eventually names Viserys his Hand, Jaehaera gives birth to Aegon’s five children, and Daenaera gives birth to Viserys’s three.
But unfortunately, canonical events must still come to pass. Aegon and Jaehaera pass away within months of each other in 157 AC; Daenaera dies some years later, and Viserys becomes his stern canonical self in the wake of her death. The crown passes from Aegon, to Daeron, to Baelor, to Viserys himself, to Aegon IV, who legitimizes the Blackfyres- who are now the descendants of both the Blacks and the Greens.
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piqued-curiosity · 1 year
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Honestly ever person ever complaining about their m/f relationship being disrespected makes me slightly angry like go outside go touch grass go talk to your extended family. Like I’m lucky to not face much Homophobia in my family but like… we gay people are so obvious a minority. A minority within a minority isn’t bullying you enough to combat the big heterosexual outsides. Like if that’s your biggest pain issue and isolation that gay people aren’t celebrating and clapping for a relationship they will never have… Like my father side of the family is pretty big he has 6 siblings and all but one person were heterosexual partnered and all their children excluding 4 were also hetero partner like please go to one family birthday you will be very validated and celebrated for your relationship choices
I absolutely agree.
I don’t have a big family at all, to start with it’s small and to add onto that I’m just not in contact with most of them for various reasons. But when we did have family gatherings, all there was was straight couples. My older cousin would bring his girlfriend and it wasn’t just accepted but furthermore celebrated. Couples sat together and there’s apparently one couple in the family that’s heavy on the PDA, which made people uncomfortable not because of heterophobia but just because it’s PDA. In the case of a gay couple, they wouldn’t even think of expressing PDA around family or anywhere in public. Gay couples have to heavily consider if it’s safe to hold hands, for fucks sake. My mom knows somebody who still refers to his daughter’s wife as her “friend”. You never see that with straight couples.
Families always ask people—INCLUDING KIDS!!!—if they have an opposite sex partner. And they’re happy to hear the answer is yes. They don’t even consider that the person might have a same sex partner, and they might be hostile to the idea. But having an opposite sex partner is normal and even expected.
So after growing up with all this, being surrounded and suffocated by heterosexuality our whole damn lives, is it really surprising that gay people mock straight couples? Is it really surprising we don’t give a shit about them? No. It’s also not an issue at all, because as you said, if OSA people are offended they can just go literally anywhere else to get pats on the back for their straight relationships. Opposite sex relationships are celebrated everywhere, and OSA people will live if a couple gay people don’t participate in the celebration.
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littlebrotherteam · 1 year
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my kyokao headcanons
as ever, my head has been a mess but kyokao is my safe place lol. 
1. I like to think that Kyouya’s traditional family has always been aware he was a little queer boy and just did their best to raise him into A Proper Cishet and avoid any Bad Influences but Tamaki the Chairman’s heir was the unexpected plot twist and before they knew it Kyouya was surrounded by a bunch of freaks hosting in highschool.
2. not only that, he was a pretty central part of that group, mommy and all.
3. however, in front of his traditional family he masterfully obeys and bows down to whatever they say despite disagreeing and never wavered in either (not obeying, nor disagreeing) .
4. enter Kaoru, who was raised as the “youngest” kid in an unconventional matriarchy ruled by independent women very enclosed in his own comfortable world and doesn’t get the kind of “people-pleasing” “conventional” Ootori attitude so hes like I do what I want and genuinely disregards their rules ( ie “lol interviewer Akito was a pain in the ass so I read books in your bed hope its k” ) 
5. as Kaoru is said to have taken a bit after his mom and grandma and both are known for being pranksters and ‘fuck the police’ kind of people but deep down caring I like to think this is the kind of person he becomes. So at first he does w/e and genuinely doesn’t care to get the Ootoris but later acts on PURPOSE in a way that doesn’t get Kyouya in trouble but still defies their traditions   
6. Kyouya of course secretly laughs, loves it, pretends he hasn’t seen anything
7. Kyouya inherits from the Ootoris his stubborn stick-in-the-mud ways but that can be both bad and good eventually. Like he’s the sound voice or the safe place when Kaoru gets too caught up in trends and stuff like that because his sense of identity is a little wonkily developed. The one who goes “this is too much” and Kaoru thinks and goes “.. in retrospect maybe that was too much” . 
8. rather than “they had been dating for ages and nobody knew” or “everybody knew BUT them” I like to think their history is more like “they always felt kinship but were in different lanes so it couldn’t work out and everybody agreed, until one day they weren’t so it was the obvious development”
9. rather than thinking that Kyouya or Kaoru hate PDA I think both are kinda fond of it. Kaoru is always quite touchy-feely and Kyouya was shown to be comfortable with things like getting massages from Tamaki and bedding Haruhi . But of course they’d also be quite “there is a time and place for everything” .
10. in my head at some point Kaoru the fashion designer starts wearing really flashy clothing (perhaps yelling HARAJUKU! HARAJUKU!!! enthusiastically, almost ironically) while Kyouya looks like an impeccable suits-megane-Harvard-student-srsbsns type of person yet they appreciate eachother’s style (like Kaoru would appreciate the good taste in finely tailored suits, and Kyouya likes dresses anyway and respects Kaoru’s professional skills .. ) and get along .. which would make anyone who looked at them getting along raise their brows.  
11. in my head even Fuyumi who is usually accepting would go ohhhhhhh....... o h . . . when she realizes “so .. this new friend of yours is the guy who did the yaoi gimmick in ya club? huh .. ”
12. in short I love them
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elysia-nsimp · 1 year
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Tagging: @queerlordsimon @thesunshineriptide @aetherphobia @end3rm1st @ladyzsgolla (lemme know if you wanna be tagged)
Hiiii this is a long one because. Yknow we say a lot of weird shit.
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 6
Uhhh CW: cursing, joking mockery, threats of violence (all joking I prommy!!), sexual innuendos
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Idia: YOU CALL THIS A NETHER FORTRESS? IT'S MORE LIKE A NETHER APARTMENT
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Lilia: I want to sit in the fire chair and I want to touch the disease book
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Floyd: Btw I got some candy you want some 🍬🍭
Azul: Did you check for blades?
Floyd: yeah
Floyd: no blades but I found this 🥄
Azul: Is that a spoon???
Azul: Who puts spoons in candy??
Floyd: cool people with vans apparently
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Cater: My illness is that I like men
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Floyd: I will break ur spine with my love
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Sebek: All of my family members got the talent of art but I didn't.
Silver: I dunno, that was a pretty good dog you drew earlier
Sebek: Oh come on, don't even go there, you know better
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Ace: the opposite of formaldehyde is casualdejekyll
Deuce:
Ace:
Cater:
Deuce: get out
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Jade: Eyes are kinda like Jewels. which Is why I like to collect them :)
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Leona: I'm way too stoned to go into the danger zone
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Floyd: Loafers, loafers, loafers, loafers. . I have an eye for loafers
Azul: I can tell
Floyd:
Azul:
Floyd: loafers-
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Ortho: That's why I got the party sized bag of Doritos
Azul: Idia is his own party.
Ortho: He is his own party
Azul: Do you just bring the party with you where you go?
Idia, deadpanned: that sounds draining.
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Crewel: The Overhead Sun is when the sun is overhead. DO YOU HEAR ME? T H E O V E R H E A D S U N I S W H E N T H E S U N I S O V E R H E A D.
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Ruggie: but what if I want to eat the hunger
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Lilia: Dead sucks. Just ask, well, nobody because they're dead
Lilia: haha, dad jokes
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Ruggie: I'm so hungry I could eat my own hunger :))))
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Savanaclaw Student B: what's a single kid gonna do?
Yuu: a lot, actually. i plan to take over the world, catch all the legendary Pokemon, overthrow the champion, and whoop your ass
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Lilia: Okay Malleus, what did we learn about awakening the ancient ones?
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Idia: I will not accept Sans' banana.
Idia: WAIT THAT SOUNDED BAD
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Ace: When I die I want to be baked into a chocolate cake alive
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Floyd: We have that psychic connection, we're just built different
Jade: …yeah
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Lilia: What if Bigfoot takes off his fursuit before making fudge
Trey: I don't think Bigfoot making fudge naked will make me want to buy it more
Lilia: Who said he was naked????
Trey: He took off his fursuit!
Lilia: People usually wear clothing under their fursuit?? Like underclothing??
Trey: Still don't think I want bigfoot making my fudge
Lilia: I love that we're skipping past the fact that I am insinuating that bigfoot is a furry
Trey: Ehh…
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Lilia: Consider this: Bigfoot is just Mr. Clean's fursona
Jade: I could see that– the psychology in that-
Jade: Being so obsessed with cleanliness that you revert to the total opposite, living in the woods; the wild, being one with the dirt. .
Lilia:
Jade: Hey look at these nice shoes!
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Grim: Imagine waking up in a strange new world and looking inside the bag that was given to you upon waking up only to fucking find human ears
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Jade: I would never threaten a moose. An elk on the other hand, I'd fuck it up.
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Floyd: Heyy, you want some candy? They're good. A dollap something, a Squirmy... ooh! And this one's my favourite! It's from the floor
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Floyd: Now THOSE were some slurpy tentacle sounds
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LilIa: aaAAAUSGHHHSHHHHHHHNNNNNNGgggGerrrrrrr. . . That's what creativity sounds like, trust me
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Idia: I don't know if I should say 'Im happy to inform you' or 'I regret to inform you,' but I must inform you that I'm back in my fnaf phase
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Ruggie: head empty. only primal instincts. and shiny things.
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Ruggie: I am here only for picking flowers and shiny gems
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Azul: And now. . ... . when I look in this chest. .. I will see all of my treasures.. .. ..
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Azul, chasing a rooster: Sir? SIR! Sir do you have time to talk about extending your car's warranty??
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Floyd: Ok I'm done being angsty now.
Floyd: I will now be *horny-*
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Epel: Speaking of precious, [breAKS INTO A COUGHING FIT]
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Ace: Skate fast, eat ass
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Trey: Do you need glue?
Cater: If I need glue I will cry.
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Idia: Emotions are wack [finger guns]
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Ace: Jesus my hands are dry... they just like.... snorted.. .... the lotion I put on them.. ... ..
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Deuce: Okayy let's see how well I can do my math homework after having a mental breakdown!
[Deuce looks at the nonexistent camera]
Deuce: Dw it was for an English assignment
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Yuu: Guys, I have an important question for you
Overblot crew: what
Yuu: are you okay, like, mentally
Overblot crew: what kinda stupid question is that? of course not.
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Ace: British people actually exist?
Riddle: Yes
Ace: Damn, that's crazy
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Floyd: It's like being a halloween stripper except they throw candy at me instead of money
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Grim: Ooh, free soul! – hoLY SHIT HOLY SHIT TOO MUCH SOUL TOO MUCH SOUL
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Ace: I was born to kick ass and take names, I'm not just gonna stop bc some adults told me to
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Yuu: I have a history of befriending bastards
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Yuu, at Floyd: "oh boo hoo, I'm so tall I can touch the ceiling 😭😭"
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Lilia: I mean I got a violin case and you don't see me putting baby corpses in it
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Ace: Is thay the one were Jesus rose from the tomato soap
Trey: what
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Floyd: THIS IS WORSE THAN THE TIME I ACCIDENTALLY ATE A POISONOUS PLANT OUTSIDE OF MCDONALD'S
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Kalim: I befriended a gravy monster
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Floyd: Fuck you. Eats dice.
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Cater: If you avocado squeezes back, it means you are happy
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Floyd: It’s like a slip n slide on a warm summer’s day. Expect its November and you’re sliding in your own liquids.
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Jade: Look out Floyd, the babies are poisonous
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Deuce: His parents was Greek
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Jade: Set the temperature to 420 degrees F and let it cook for 2-3 business days
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Azul to the twins: You don’t have to eat everything that disagrees with you
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Ace: how old were you when you were eleven?
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Deuce: evaporation is the process of elimination
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Rook: goats are the gateway to aromatherapy
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Rollo: the children must be burned
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Floyd: chicken octopus legs
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Deuce: but blue and orange make purple, so…
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Hope y’all like these lmao
Another one is in the works already, be prepared 😄
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theunknownofficial · 10 days
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ACCEPTING PROMPTS
Hey all, long time no see. It’s been a while since I updated anything and I feel bad leaving for so long. The reasons for this are:
1) I ran out of time to work on it and when I had time I was doing other things. I just lost my job but was previously working 40+ hours a week and running errands on weekends. I was physically and mentally exhausted.
2) What is motivation anymore? Seriously, I’d sit down to work on my WIPs and end up reading on my phone instead until I had to go to sleep.
3) I’m kinda stuck on how to proceed with The New World Orders. Some people have pointed out that I’ve fallen into the “woah is me,” “problematic main character,” trope and I agree. But I also don’t know how to fix it 😂. I have no idea how to finish writing it. Like I know where I’m going with the story and I have everything planned out (like really planned out. Talking my Tism and Hyper-focused obsessiveness made me create a whole ass family tree with personalities and houses and a bunch of other shit for this gen and the next two gens and going back like 4. I seriously have a tree website with 3,000 people on it all for this story. It’s nuts. I have no intention of going into past generations in this and I won’t be expanding past their kids but the fact that my brain could pull that shit and can’t write the next chapter is scary and fucking annoying at the same time). Where I was going with that tangent is I have the big picture, but it’s the individual chapters that are messing me up.
So, having said that, I am obviously in a bit of a slump. I haven’t written anything in what feels like ages and I need to do something a little smaller scaled to get back into things. I will eventually finish my WIP - I have no idea when but I will do it or be damned 😠 ✊🏻👊🏻. I am taking requests right now for one shots. Here’s the specs if you’re interested;
Couples I’m willing to write:
1) Anyone paired in my WIP or if you go to Chapter 6: Chapter 5 there’s an authors note where I list alternative partners, I’m willing to write those as well.
2) Steve x Bucky (MCU), Nat x Clint (MCU), Peter x Deadpool (MCU)
3) Rey x Kylo (Star Wars), Rose x Hux (Star Wars), Finn x Poe (Star Wars), Padme x Anikan/Darth Vader (Star Wars)
4) Kellin Quinn x Vic Fuentes (Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce the Veil), Alex Gaskarth x Jack Barakat (All Time Low), Hyunjin Hwang x Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
5) Evan Hansen x Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), Zoe Murphy x Alana Beck (Dear Evan Hansen), Michael Mell x Jeremy Heere (Be More Chill), Phantom x Christine (Phantom of the Opera), Veronica x JD (Heathers)
6) Marinette x Adrien (Miraculous Lady Bug), Sam x Dean (Supernatural), Rapunzel x Jack Frost (Disney / Dreamworks), Hiccup x Merida (Disney / Dreamworks), Carly Shay x Freddie Bensen (ICarly), Percy x Nico (Percy Jackson)
I’m not hard-set on these being the only couples I’ll write but these are 100% something I’ll write. You’re welcome to request additional pairs but I can’t guarantee I’ll know any other pairs or be comfortable writing them if I only know them in passing.
Situations I’m willing to write:
Pretty open to any situation but I won’t write anything with kid smut. I like lots of AU’s (Mafia, Hurt/Comfort, Meet Cute, Song fics, Reunions, Pinning, Omegaverse (my personal favorite at the moment), Harry Potter, I’m even open to angst). I will say I’m not much of a switch fan so I won’t write switch smut and I’m pretty set on who tops and bottoms with some of these couples so I may not accept every smut ask for those two reasons.
Feel free to comment on this or send me a messgae. And please share, if you have friends who may not read Dramione but read any other couples I posted above share with them! I wanna do as many of these as possible. I don’t plan on doing any long prompts, I’m not trying to turn these into more fics, but I really want to get back into writing and I think this may be the way to do it. If I get enough requests I’ll separate the one shots by genre (or universe? Not sure how to fraise that but like all Harry Potter in one and Marvel in a different fic) otherwise I’ll just put them all in a one and differentiate in the chapter titles. I’m really hoping I get some responses for this because my head is empty right now and I need someone to tell me what to write 😂. Thanks all! Love you and hope life is treating you well right now.
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horansqueen · 2 years
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Headlines - Chapter 15
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Ophélie
I was nervous like I was about to meet my new and real family in law. To some extent, I was. No, Niall and I were not really dating but everyone thought we were, including his family and mine. Not only that, but we were much closer now, and the fact that we spent so much time only us two together made me see a side of him that I liked more than I wanted to admit to myself.
I was pretty sure my heart stopped when his mom opened the door and brought him into a hug. She was tiny, short, and it was crazy how much Niall looked like her. The fact that they also shared the same smile was troubling but i liked her already, and something in my stomach twisted at the thought of lying to her. Maybe we could tell her this was fake? After all, I had messaged her from Niall's phone to get back at him and piss him off, she had nothing to do with that and she didn't deserve to be in the middle of that war we had going on... or used to have.
I blinked a few times but remained motionless as Niall hugged his mom tighter.
"Hey ma, missed ya."
It made me miss my own mom, and also my dad and brother, but I just swallowed hard and waited until they pulled away. When she turned to me and sent me a smile, I felt my heart jump in my throat and had to swallow it back. Her smile was genuine and soft, and when she whispered my name and pulled me in her arms, I allowed myself to just enjoy the affection I was getting from a woman I felt I already knew.
"I'm so happy to finally meet you!'
"Me too." I whispered, closing my eyes.
We pulled away after a few seconds and I held my breath when I felt Niall's hand on my back. It was not really his hand, mostly just the tip of his fingers brushing against my lower back, but it made my heart twist again. I tried not to show it but my heart was beating so hard against my chest I had to swallow hard before holding my breath. It reminded me how close Niall and I were to fuck again not so long again and I shook my head slightly, trying to get rid of the images flooding my mind.
I knew Niall had to act loving with me around his family but at this point, I felt like neither of us were faking it anymore. We were close, closer than I thought we'd ever be, and it felt good to be relaxed around him and not fear of what we could do to each other.
I didn't know much about Niall's family but I was not surprised at how much love the walls of that house had been a witnesses of. It reminded me of my own family and I took a mental note to text my brother as soon as I could.
Maura was interested in who I was and in the fake relationship I had with her son. Somehow, I wished I could tell her about the real one we have, the one who started roughly but was going well now, the one we had to work on despite how annoyed we used to be at each other, the relationship I felt that Niall and I could really have at some point, even if only as good friends. Instead, we shared the story we had been told to say, the fake one that sounded like a fairy tale. I felt bad for the lies we were telling but at some point, I knew Niall would tell her the truth, or at least I hoped he would, and I could only cross my fingers that when it happens, Maura won't be too mad at me.
Niall and Maura's husband ended up washing the dishes while she brought me to the living room with a coffee. We sat down and she showed me a photo album with a few pictures of Niall as a kid. I didn't know why but it made something twist in my stomach. I couldn't remember the last time I met the parents of someone I dated, and it hurt that this was fake. I tried to push that thought away and enjoy how cute Niall used to be. I ran one of my fingers on a picture, tapping the tip twice on Niall's adorable face and smiled.
"He was such a cute kid." I pointed out, my lips curling more as I stared at the picture.
"You know he really has feelings for you, Ophélie, right?"
I chuckled uncomfortably and glanced up at her before frowning a bit and shaking my head slightly. "Yea, of course." I lied, shrugging both shoulders.
"No, I mean it." she insisted, placing her hand gently on my arm. "He never brings any girl here unless he's in love, I thought you should know that."
Slowly, I dared to look up and out eyes met. A sudden rush of guilt invaded me and for some reason, words I didn't mean to say escaped my lips.
"He doesn't really... I mean, me and him, we're not really..."
She nodded a few times and I held my breath. "I know, that's why I'm telling you that he loves you."
My lips parted as I stared at her but I didn't have time to ask anything. Niall walked in the living room and let himself fall next to me on the couch.
"Were you two talking about me?" he asked with a smirk, putting his arm on the back of the couch, near my shoulders.
I breathed in and forced a smile, turning my acting mode on before looking at him. "You're not the center of the universe, you know."
He bent closer and my smile fell slightly before my lips parted. He was close and I liked it. It made my heart beat faster. "Are you sure?"
My eyes dropped to his lips and I felt completely ridiculous but I quickly looked up in his eyes again only to send him a bigger smile. "Yes."
"Stop acting around me, you can't fool me anymore."
Instead to annoy me, it made me feel good and my smile turned into a fond one. It was hard to believe anyone could see through me like that, despite the fact that I could act, but it felt amazing to think someone wanted to try. If Niall ended up knowing how I really felt even if I tried to hide it, it would mean more to me than I could ever explain. It would also definitely be a first for me.
"Why don't you show me around?" I just replied, raising my eyebrows. "I'd love to see a few places you like."
I could read surprise in his eyes but he nodded and the left corner of his lips raised up. He showed me a school, a park, and a few houses but at some point, he reached for his phone in his pocket and turned to me.
"What do you think about meeting a few old friends of mine? They're at a pub right now."
If I was honest with myself, I actually wanted to be alone with him, but admitting that was embarrassing. I could also pretend I was too tired but I could see on his face that he really wanted to go and I didn't have the guts to ruin it for him.
When we walked in, he waved at a few people in the back and my heart stopped when some of them got up to wave back and call out his name. I grabbed his hand and the contact of his skin with mine made me hold my breath.
"Wait." I whispered, making him turn his body my way. "What are you gonna tell them?"
"Same I tell everyone I mean, I lie to my own mother, I'll lie to them too."
I looked up in his eyes and licked my lips, feeling guilty again. "Niall, about your mom..."
"NIALL!"
We both jumped and NIall looked at his friends before looking back at me and squeezing my hand in his. "It'll be alright, they'll love you."
I didn't know why he felt the need to reassure me but it worked, and I breathed out before nibbling gently on my bottom lip. "You stay with me, yea?"
"I promise."
He bent down and his lips brushed against mine. I answered his kiss and I heard a few salacious comments from afar. Niall moved his arm up, flipping them off while keeping his lips against mine and It made me chuckle against his mouth.
I forgot about his mother, or the fact that I was nervous, and we sat with his friends to have a few drinks together. It's only after an hour or so that I realized his eyes were shining and somehow, they were not shining while looking at me. He was in deep conversation with a girl he said was named Ciara, and he kept laughing in a way that made my heart literally drop in my chest. I wanted to leave quickly and try to get rid of that ugly feeling eating my insides but I was stuck in place, like glued to the chair as my fingers gripped my pint as hard as I could.
As much as I hated admitting it, especially to myself... I was jealous.
Niall
Nothing was easy about this relationship, and lying to my mom was probably one of the worst things I had to do in my whole life. I was not completely lying, though. In fact, It was getting more obvious with every hour passing by that the feelings I had for Ophélie were much closer to love than hate, and even if she was clearly not ready to admit it, I was pretty sure she was feeling the same.
When I kissed her in front of my old friends, it was not only for the show, it was mostly because I wanted to. I wanted to feel her lips against mine because I missed it. I knew she was not over what had happened with Viktor and I didn't expect her to be, but somehow, I missed being close to her, and the way she kissed me back proved me she did too.
She got along well with my friends but it was not surprising. I knew that even if she didn't, she could easily pretend otherwise. I liked to think I could read her better now though and the way she laughed and chatted with them was telling me she was genuinely having fun. I kept looking at her hand on the table or on her thigh, wondering if i should dare taking it in mine like a twelve year old on a first date and every single time, my heart jumped so high in my throat I had I swallow a long sip of beer to push it back down in my chest. I felt like a loser, but I was scared to be rejected and at the same time, I was scared to make her uncomfortable. After an hour or so, I was a bit tipsy, which was quite unusual for me. It was still early but the amount of alcohol in my system was making me ridiculously happy. I looked at Ophélie's hand one last time, ready to take it in mine and squeeze it tight, maybe even bring it to my lips and leave a few sweet kisses on it, when someone sat next to me and put her hand on my shoulder. I didn't expect it and jumped slightly, turning my head to the cute brunette before sending her a smile.
"Hey, Ciara, how have you been, darlin'?"
We had dated for a few weeks back in high school, I was pretty sure, but nothing really serious. It was more of a fling that didn't last and didn't matter than anything that could have turned into something serious with feelings. Nothing like the relationship I could definitely have with Ophélie. She was hot, as hot as she used to be maybe even more, but when she smiled at me, I didn't have this little twist in my stomach. When she laughed, it didn't make me want to smile, and when she touched me, it didn't send any shiver through my back. Ophélie did all that.
"Good!" she let out with enthusiasm, letting her fingers slide down my arm. "I'm so happy to see you again!"
I glanced at her hand on my arm and chuckled, shaking my head at her boldness. She knew I was dating Ophélie, didn't she? And she was aware that she was sitting right next to me? Why would anyone even do that?
"Ya, came here so I could present my girlfriend to my ma, you know, make it official."
Ciara's smile fell down slightly and she took her hand back, making me chuckle again. I didn't know if I sounded mean or just happy but I didn't really care.
"And she's so talented and smart too, and gorgeous, my ma already loves her." I added, probably making it worse. I didn't really care though, all I wanted was to tell someone how I felt for real, without hiding it. I moved closer to my old friend and licked my lips, smiling even more. "I know it's crazy but, I think she's 'the one'."
Just saying it out loud, even if in a whisper, made something stir in my chest. I should have told Ophélie first, I knew it, but letting it out like that made me feel lighter and the truth behind my confession made something burst inside me.
I lost my smile immediately when I felt Ophélie move next to me. She quickly got up, placed her hair, licked her lips and told me she needed air without looking at me. I frowned but didn't have time to say anything before she just left. No one seemed to notice, everyone kept laughing and chatting together and it took me about a minute to react, perhaps because of how sudden it was and because I was a bit tipsy.
I got up, my chair making an annoying sound as it scratched on the floor, and left Ciara alone at the table to join Ophélie outside. She was leaning against the wall, her arms around herself, and when she noticed me, she quickly turned her back to me and sniffed, bringing one of her hands to her face.
"Love, are you crying?"
"No!"
"Petal, I told you, you can't fool me anymore." I repeated gently in a soft tone. "And also, you can trust me."
Swiftly, she turned around to face me and it took me by surprise, almost as much as the expression or anger on her face... or was it sadness?
"Why the fuck should I trust you, Niall?" she asked rudely. "Because you stopped some asshole from raping me? Because you brought me here to your mama?"
My lips parted, astonished by this excess of rage I was not sure I deserved but I remained silent, not really knowing how to answer her.
"Niall Horan is always so perfect isn't he? Giving a chance to a weak new actress who can't even take care of herself! After all, Hollywood is a jungle isn't it? I should have known better! And he's so incredible to date such an average girl when he could have anyone he wanted! Next thing I know they'll give you Viktor's part in that fucking movie just for saving my ass without even asking me for my opinion!"
I saw a tear slip on her cheek and I wanted to wipe it gently. I wanted to hold her close to me and tell her everything would be okay, and that I was sorry for whatever I did that made her sad, but I knew it wouldn't work. She was not just angry, she was hurt, and I didn't know why.
"Pet, do you want to tell me what happened?"
"Don't call me that!"
"Ophélie, please, can you tell me what I did that made you mad?"
Slowly, her face softened, her shoulders fell, and she pressed her lips together. She breathed in and then sighed before closing her eyes for a few seconds and opened them again. They fluttered for a while and it made me want to kiss her for some reason.
"Forget it, Niall. It's not you, it's me. You don't owe me anything. We're not even really dating."
"We're not?"
The words escaped my lips and instead to make her mad, it made her chuckle and roll her eyes.
"No, and you're drunk. Let's just go to bed, okay?"
I was not sure where her tantrum came from but when we were both laying in the darkness of the guest room in my mom's house, I couldn't seem to fall asleep. That question kept moving in my brain, hitting the sides like the letters of an old dvd player.
I didn'r remember doing or saying anything wrong or bad. I didn't remember invading privacy or going too far. All I could remember was admitting my real feelings about Ophélie to some random girl and I was pretty sure my fake girlfriend hadn't even heard anything I had said. Could one of my friends had told her something bad about me? I had not seen them in so long, it would be very surprising.
I turned around in bed to be closer to Ophélie and licked my lips before clearing my throat.
"Hey, are you asleep?"
"Mm, no." she whispered back.
"I just wanted to say... I'm sorry." Silence. "For whatever I said or did that hurt you. And when you want to tell me, I'll apologize again, I swear, pet, hurting you is the last thing I want."
It took about a minute but she just sighed. "Okay."
"Can I hold you?"
"Okay."
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lucysweatslove · 1 year
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I know today is Mother’s Day and happy day to all the mothers out there etc etc. But today I am pretty annoyed so sorry and move along if you don’t want this to drag ya down.
I love my mom. She is not perfect- no parent is of course- but she has in some cases been trying to be/do better, which I appreciate.
Anyway, last year around November she decided she wanted to organize a family reunion of sorts for her side of the family. Specifically just for my cousins + their kids, not for my aunts and uncles. My mom has 5 siblings who were all raised LDS, so I have quite a few cousins of varying ages, but most are married and have kids of their own by now.
We never RSVP’d exactly. Back then and into December and January, we told my mom that it’s hard to know what our summer will look like because at that point I was still interviewing for schools. We didn’t know if I would get in anywhere, and if so, where we would need to move, when school would start, etc.
When I was accepted into my top choice at the end of January, some of those questions were answers. But, I was accepted into their rural program which meant I had to schedule time (prior to school starting) at my rural clinic. Then we had a housing scare when it took months for the management company to tell us how much rent would be this year, so we didn’t know if we were going to have to move still.
Additionally: rob and I just don’t think it would be fun for us in whole. I love my family and my cousins, but the idea of camping in my parents’ backyard with several other people so close sounds not fun for us. Additionally just being around so many people and having so many activities pre-planned also sounds not fun. It’s not that I want activities sprung on me (I don’t), but “it’s too short notice and we didn’t pack for that” is far more palatable and socially acceptable than “that sounds miserable, not just no but FUCK no.” Ofc I wouldn’t say it that way, but that’s what people still hear. Basically if we go, it will be a HUGE social drain, and even if it’s “only” three days, we WILL burn out from it.
TECHNICALLY, we can go. We don’t have any excuse why we couldn’t. It’s the weekend after my rural clinic thing. Ends two weeks before school orientation starts. But it all feels like too much. I need to be refreshed and not in a state of burn out when orientation starts so I can somewhat mask and not be perceived as weird and totally outcasted by my small cohort.
My mom asked today after we said all of our happy Mother’s Day’s if we were going to make it. I said probably not for us because it’s just a lot happening in a short period of time.
My older sister is now trying to convince me into going by downplaying all of my concerns and guilt-tripping me (“if you don’t care about seeing your cousins…”). Also trying to bargain like “you can hole up in your old room and just coke for a day.” It’s 6 hours away on a good day. I would have to spend 12 hours driving just to, what? Sit in my room overwhelmed and overstimulated? It sounds absolutely pointless and like my attendance is just for appearances.
I could barely handle my own wedding, which was the last time a lot of cousins came up to my parents’. And that was just one evening.
I’m annoyed with them both rn. My mother for asking something that is kind of volatile on Mother’s Day of all days (probably thinking I wouldn’t be able to say no today), and my sister for trying to guilt me into going even when I know it’s not a good idea for me.
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thefirsthogokage · 1 year
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This might be a hot take but (spoilers for Leverage: Redemption episode 6)...
I honestly hate - from a writing standpoint, - Parker, Hardison, Brianna, and - now as we know - Eliot, are ALL adopted.
Like, as a writing decision, that's dumb. It's repetitive. It's copying yourself over and over again. I hate that.
And also, as more annoyance on top, this show is about found family. But now we learn most of the team is predisposed to accepting people that aren't their blood as found family. They were already IN found families. That's easy for them. No one chose strangers as their family over their own blood. And I think that would have been a great, interesting writing choice.
It takes away from Hardison really being the one that knew from the beginning how important non-blood family could be. That why could be family. Sure Parker had that too, but it still wasn't easy from her, and I'm sure she wouldn't have considered Master Thief Guy her dad from the get go, which is something that mad that special and different.
Eliot was the one I thought gave up on his blood who raised him and excepted and was loved by a group of people who weren't that. Turns out that's happened before. Which, yes, that could mean why he was able to do that, however, not being in contact with your blood relatives could also be why he his guard was down with strangers, not expecting them to win him over. Then again, he did take to looking after them quickly, which could fit with adoption.
But that still doesn't change the fact that having MOST of the characters in this show being adopted is rather fucking annoying and uncreative.
Like, I'm sorry to the people at Leverage who have been planning this all along, but I HATE it. Writing-wise I hate it. Creativity-wise, it's lacking. I expected something different from Eliot to get a different type of story. To get different representation going into a found family since some many people - I'm sure including many who watch the show, - have come into a found family situation from different places. Now the rep for people who saw him as them, not being with people you are related to and finding family in people you aren't related to, is kind of gone. And that sucks. Particularly queer kids who were shoved out of or left their less than understanding biological families when they came out.
But we don't we don't have that stand in. And writing wise, that sucks.
I know I found it interesting to think of Eliot as someone who chose non-relatives over blood relatives. Like, I get Hardison and Brianna have a loving relationship with Nana. Parker has a weird bond with her adoptive father. Those are different from what Eliot had but still basically the same origin. It's upsetting to get that same start point.
I just, I really really don't like it, and I hate that the more I think about it, the angrier I get instead of being able to calm myself down accept that this is what Christian, Dean, and Rogers wanted and were finally able to get.
Edit: I would also like to say I'm pretty sure Eliot mentioned having a nephew or something in the OG series, and there were no picture of people that looked like they would have been his sibling and their kid. So, that's annoying that that was seemingly forgotten.
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ideks-on-mars · 1 year
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This is purely me indulging in myself cuz I can't control it.
ANYWAYS RANDOM SEMI EITA HCS LET'S GO!!!
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- I singlehandedly put this man through hell in my brain
- It's out of my love for him, I swear
- Mommy issues central 🥴
- His daddy issues are lowkey there too 🧍
- No seriously, he needs therapy.
- ADHD and Mania? Absolutely.
- Only takes his meds before matches and when he studies.
- If he even DOES study 😭
- He's not the brightest academically and he's accepted it 💀
- He's a little messed up in the head ngl
- He lacks empathy and he hates it
- Cannot smile on command for the life of him 😭
- The best youll get when asking him to smile is a 😬
- Has the CUTEST boyish, genuine, lopsided grin ever tho when someone/something makes him smile
- He's a little insecure tho cuz he's got a minor crossover with his two front teeth
- It's not even that noticeable fr but ofc he notices it 😭
- OK BUT SEMI WITH LIP PIERCINGS??
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- THESE#*#?@*^$&@ ^^
- 😩‼️
- Heart attack fuel fr
- Has a bunch of piercings on his ears too
- He's slightly autistic, you can sorta see it if you pay really close attention to his actions
- He gets overwhelmed with emotions a lot and has a habit of punching walls
- THE MOST FUCKED UP FAMILY
- His mom was a prostitute and his dad was an army man who was visiting home without his wife and kids
- Then Eita's older brother came and then whoops lol they have connections, why not hook up more often and have MORE KIDS
- Eita's the baby of the "family" when it comes to his fully biological siblings
- Has younger and older half siblings from his mom and dads other flings/marriages
- His mom finally settled with a nice man who has two kids, a daughter year older than Eita and a son two years younger
- He's actually pretty close with his step brother and step dad lol his step sisters kind of a bitch and her and her friends are loud (but he's not home much anyway due to the dorms so it doesn't matter)
- Meanwhile his dad's first wife forgave him for some unknown reason so he's back with her he guesses, he doesn't talk to his dad really at all
- Him and his mom have the damn worst relationship
- He can't stand her 💀 she fucked him up from the time he was born to the time he left for STZW
- In Middle school/Junior high, he pretty much wore the same hoodie everyday of his life
- It was orange so teachers always asked him to take it off until he started wearing it under his uniform jacket and at that point they would just sigh and leave him be 😭
- Has also had the same backpack since middle school 💀 still has graded papers in there from 5 years ago that he hid from his mom
- Heterochromia in his eyes and hair!
- His hair is pretty obvious yk but his eyes not as much
- His eyes are already a gray-brown color but his left one is just a tinge more grey than the other
- Love languages‼️‼️
- Not the MOST affectionate person in the world but he happily gives it out to people he wants to
- Gives out mostly physical touch and words of affirmation (if he doesn't get too flustered while saying them) and prefers to receive them both back
- HAS SCARS he was a wild child fs
- Knees have scars from constantly being scraped, one from when he got cut by a sea shell at the beach on his lower right stomach, and one on his jaw that goes onto his face from him just being a dumbass
- And those are just the more noticeable ones
- His favorite person in the whole world is his little sister (well,, one of his little sisters)
- She's 6 years old and also the light of his life
- If you get him Pockeys for his birthday he will actually stab you
- Will loudly mock the noises Reon makes when he sits down just to rile him up a bit
- Was that one fucking kid that banged their hands and pencils against the table to make beats
- Has lots of posters of rappers and rock bands all over the dorm walls (Reon, aka roomie, like the angel he is doesn't mind one bit)
- No clue why this wasn't mentioned earlier but this dude is literally the most bisexual man I've ever laid eyes on
- BITES/CHEWS ON EVERYTHING
- Bites towels when he's drying off, bites and totally fucks up all the edges of the head holes in his shirts, bites his hoodie strings, bites his blanket when he's laying down, bites the ends of pencils
- I could go on.
- It's concerning
- If he's not going through a manic episode, he falls asleep EVERYWHERE
- They went to a restaurant as a team while the third years were just first years and a second year looked over to speak to him and he was face down on the table drooling with the other first years awkwardly trying to wake him up 😭
- Everyone is terrified of waking him up at first cuz he gets all cranky
- Now they dgaf 💀 they realize he's gonna be cranky either way cuz he's Semi Eita
- Reon's the only one who's gentle with waking him up
- Tendō and Yamagata, and sometimes Taichi, are definitely the most ruthless 😭 they stick ice cubes down his shirt and shit
- Goshiki tries to wake him up gently but then he ends up panicking and wakes him up with his panic 💀
- The older he gets, the less of an over aggressive rabid asshole he is and more of a flirt
- Doesn't flirt with just anyone tho, probs mostly his friends just cuz it's funny LMFAO 😭
- Said something dirty to Shirabu once and got smacked upside his head
- Distaste for Ushijima
- He just doesn't like how he's so hard to read and it pisses him off
- Has fist fought with Taichi once over something and ngl he kicked Taichi's ass
- Pretty good spice tolerance 👀 not as good as Yamagata but he's the best on the team
- Likes spicy, salty, and sour stuff
- Cinnamon and lemon are definitely his favorite flavors
- BIG APPETITE
- Which is your average teenage boy but then again, he's an athlete so
- Can yall tell that I'm hungry??
- Thighs sculpted by the gods
- I SAID WHAT I SAID
- He randomly goes up to his teammates and starts to act like he's boxing them
- Just gets in stance and starts swinging and makes sound effects with his mouth
- Never really hits them (unless it's Tendō or Yamagata, he might give them a little punch) and if he does he slows it down so it doesn't hurt
- One day Yamagata squared up in response and they just had a fake boxing match
- Calls Reon his volleyball wife 😭
- Literally has him in his phone as 'Wifeyyyy🤤🥴🥶‼️'
- INNOCENT EXCITEMENT HAPPENS A LOT WITH HIM‼️
- He didn't have the best childhood so small things excite him a lot and make him feel special
- He names his guitars but no one knows that except himself 🧍
- It wouldn't be Semi hcs if I didn't talk about music
- Metallica, Nirvana, Iron Maiden, Slipknot, Korn, Megadeth, Black Sabbath, Testament
- Metal, rock, grunge
- ✨️90s alternative✨️
- Don't even get him started, he'll go on for days
- IT'S BEEN A MINUTE SINCE I'VE WROTE DOWN SOME HCS, HOPE I HAVEN'T LOST MY TOUCH 💀
- ANYWAYS HAPPY NEW YEARS 🔥
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Just came across this GIF from This Is Us again and once again I remembered about my MCU OC, Aisha and Tony Stark, I don't know why but I always remember about them, well, a certain part of their story to me more precise... *tries to fight against the deep desire of sharing everything here right now*
...nevermind, I just can't resist, you know what is about to come...STORY FUCKING TIME, because I can.
So...on my AU everything is pretty much the same as the movies, with just three changes: Pepper exists but is Tony's ex and Morgan comes later and is not her daughter but Aisha's. Tony Stark survived the End Game.
Aisha eventually gets married to Tony Stark sometime after their quadruplets are born, despite Tony not helping much with the kids everything was going just well with them...until the kids started to get older. Tony wasn't exactly giving Aisha much attention and clearly wasn't ready to be a father, even though he truly loved them. As their kids grew up, he started to get better at taking care of them but they started to have lots of divergences regarding their children's education, which led to arguments and the fact that they worked together didn't help much either, it just made them argue more often. Their relationship literally turned into a snowball.
Aisha tried to stay positive but Tony wasn't cooperating as much as she'd like him to so the day eventually came...the day where Aisha had to stop the snowball from keeping rolling and growing. It was some time after losing one of their quadruplets to the End Game event, eventually such event had a huge impact on their mental health and life and while they knew they needed each other support, they could barely stand being on the same room, both of them needed time and while Tony didn't realize that but Aisha did, so she asked him for a pause in their relationship, she needed time away from him, time to think and cool herself down, they were both in a very dark place at the time and nothing could flourish from such situation.
Tony showed some resistence but eventually accepted her request for space and time and both agreed that they were both free, there was no guarantee that they'd get together again.
For the following months they barely crossed paths, only interacting for the sake of their children, sometimes he looked so down that she couldn't help but stop to ask if he was okay and you could see a glimpse of the love they still nurtured for each other deep inside their hearts, but the fact that it was always Aisha who put her ego behind to check on him, made her realize that he still had a lot to learn.
The events of the Falcon and The Winter Soldier happened around 6 months after the End Game, things were still the same and she needed some relief from all the pressure so what's best than to go help the boys?
There she met Zemo and while she knew his backstory, his charisma and humor made her feel intrigued; but so was he. She was surprised to hear he knew a lot about her and her work. "Big fan, a pity that such a woman like you ended up marrying an idiot"
She had no idea if he was being sarcastic by calling himself a big fan but she still felt slightly annoyed with his stance about her marriage, who was he to talk about her personal life?
The time passed by and Zemo was the perfect manipulator, he gave her everything Tony didn't (becase he is truly an idiot with a big ego lmao): He recognized her work and achievements, praised her and made her feel like her feelings actually mattered. He made her feel valued and heard.
They ended up alone one night, Zemo opened up to her about his family after she accused him of being a criminal, making her feel guilty and rethink about the way she saw him. Deep down she knew she was being manipulated but she couldn't help falling for it, she couldn't draw the line, her mind was too blurred by her neediness, vulnarability and curiosity (she had never been with another man, her only experience was Tony), making her an easy target. They eventually spent the night together and while she enjoyed the moment, that night made her realize that her heart belonged to someone else. She couldn't stop thinking about Tony and felt a bit dirty in the next morning, which was ironic to her, because it reminded her of her first time with Tony, the disgust she felt the next morning was unbearable. Both had happened spontaneously in the heat of the moment.
The first thing she did after getting back home was calling Tony, she needed to talk to him about what happened, he told her to come over, which she did, happy to see her kids again. Tony however wasn't looking good, he was quite miserable, he clearly had spent all his little energy taking care of their kids, while it made her proud of his progress as a father, it also made her feel really bad for him. She was a very social person, she had people to lay her head on, to support her through the grieving process, but what about Tony? He stayed isolated, she knew the death of their kid was much harder on him.
After spending some time playing and talking with her kids, they ended up falling asleep and Aisha took the opportunity to finally say something. She looked at him and they exchanged a look, their eyes telling more than their vocal chords could ever let out, then with a soft voice she asked "Are you okay?" but she didn't wait for his response, she hugged him instead, very tightly and he finally left his toxic ego behind and cried, cried like there was no tomorrow.
They eventually resolved their relationship and divergences that night and Morgan is conceived.
Bonus soundtracks that remind me of that part of Aisha's story: Tony's POV:
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vera-vondoom · 11 months
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16 for 16 (or something like that)
So @omegatheunknown tagged me, and although I keep my private life, well, private, I shall answer a few of these for the fun of it.
1. Are you named after anyone?
Nope, this practice isn't very common in my family, aside from a few people who share middle names maybe we don't like naming people after other people. (Bands, fictional characters, or like random comicbook characters is accepted however.)
2. Do you have kids?
I won't deny or confirm this.
3. IN THIS Economy!
Yes baby, in this economy we are fucked either way.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Nope, never heard of it.
5. When is the last time you cried?
I cry all the time bitch it's 2023 this place sucks!
6. What is the first thing you notice about other people?
Usually they're general being, you can tell a lot about someone by body language, facial expressions, the way they talk. People aren't just organs and eyes, they have a way of being.
7. Eye color?
It is in fact grey. It appears blue in some lighting or green in others but I have very grey eyes.
8. What sports do you/have you played?
I used to play lots of soccer, and I was pretty good. I do not play anymore though.
9. Any special talents?
I wouldn't say special but I am quiet talented. I play several instruments, I have some pretty good dance moves, and I am amazing in a pinch at putting things together and organizing. Again, I don't think those are particularly special just kinda my strongest habits.
10. Where were you born?
I will only say that it was in the US and I hate it here.
11. Scary movies or happy endings?
I dont.like either really. Like most "scary movies aren't scary because to me the only thing truely scary is the world we live in, and happy endings are great but they set people up with unrealistic expectations and I feel like that is also not okay. I prefer thrillers, or like documentaries, but mostly fictions, and anime.
12. Do you have any pets?
Yes.
13. How tall are you?
I am 5' 9". I am not a small person. Sorry to disappoint.
14. What are your hobbies?
I enjoy photography, painting, reading a good book, mostly getting to spent time with people I find interesting, and when ever I am given the chance I love to travel.
15. Favorite subject in school?
I would have to say literature or science.
The two go hand in hand, actually.
16. (Did I get off count?) Dream job?
I would love actually get to be an investigative journalist or even a reseaecher, I actually like doing stuff like that.
I believe that was all the questions, and I shall tag some of my mutuals.
@mastervondoom, @petite-kiki, @serious-gourmet-shit, @rahnerra, @theonyxvault, @planbi9 , @nowhere-again1134 , @cole52390 , @dear-maria-suck-me-off, @lvl99roidmage, @satanssweetheartxoxo, @deathxwiiish, @midwestflamingo, @my-newest-anime-daydream, @fathermayi, @saaraahka
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nachosncheeze · 1 year
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You know what? Fuck it. I'm gonna risk it.
BUT I'm gonna split my thoughts into two posts, so those who really don't want to hear about a certain character can skip this post and go to the next. So I present...
3x20 Thoughts (Averwho? Edition)
This episode is great.
I'll be honest, I was a bit nervous taking on Avery in gif form. I'm not even sure about posting some of these thoughts! There was a lot of her to cover in this episode, and I did, but I know she's not particularly popular. So thanks for indulging me.
WHY I wanted to do it: Part of it was that what I've found in the archives for the last few episodes has been almost entirely Jeller, and I wanted to do some gifs, but didn't want to repeat what others have done more skillfully than I can. But apart from that, I like what Avery has to offer from a story perspective. Not as a "making them parents" thing, because I'll be candid, I don't really see Jane as much of a natural mother-figure. I've just never found much personal satisfaction in a traditional domestic scenario involving her, as adorably fluffy as those scenarios might be. (No hate or judgment of those who dig it, though, to be clear. It's just not my thing.) Jane is maybe more of a big sister or overprotective aunt type in my head. That said, I also fully buy that whatever kids she oopsies into, she would (and does) love them completely, try her best as a mum, grow into it to some extent, and be fierce as fuck in the process. Think "the Jane we know and love (including all the season 1-style awkwardness), but on steroids." In that context, I love Avery at the very least as a means to explore that concept a little bit. I have a lot of little stories in my head that involve her, especially in season 4 and post-canon.
Back on track a little bit more to this episode: I also like that she serves as a really angsty counterpoint to the collapse of relations with Roman, and I wish I had more time to explore that in gif form. It gets me every time, the way Jane increases her bond with Avery as she dismantles her options with Roman, in inverse proportion, and often using very similar language. Take the moment at the end of this episode - "Thanks for not giving up on me."/"Never. We're family." - Avery was THERE IN THE ROOM when Jane said pretty much the opposite to Roman at the gala. Right then, Jane stated in pretty harsh terms that 'never' and 'family' are relative. Avery has her own reasons to be pissed at Roman - 6 months captive on a farm, anyone? - but I wonder if she has any thoughts about that.
The family interactions between Jeller and Avery run the gamut from panic and bewilderment (as they deal with a moody teenager at the start) to bittersweet and angsty (as Jane gets a glimpse into what she missed in Avery's childhood - and side note, bravo as always to Jaimie, because she plays those microexpressions around bittersweet wistfulness so well) to Avery finally accepting a hug, which is SUCH a contrast to the last time Jane talked her down, when she held Jane herself at gunpoint back in Berlin. Both times Avery was crying by the end, and both times Jane said "It's okay," but there's been growth. Anyway, this might be the one time we really get to see anything resembling a "day in the life of the Doe-Weller family" on screen, and I love that they managed to do it without losing the essence of Kurt and Jane themselves, because what would a day in the life of Jeller be without a foot chase, shootout, or hostage situation? Bonus in this case: we got all three. xD
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For choose violence: 6, 23 & 24
[i've gotten so many of these -- thank you so much guys, this actually means the world to me that someone cares about my thoughts!]
from: choose violence ask game
6. which ship fans are the most annoying?
It really depends. Nowadays, probably wolfstar. Some of them are pretty fucking annoying. But it's far from what it used to be. I was here during the gold old ship war days, and I remember dramione and harmione (?) stans being the most annoying people on the face of the earth. 2012 dramione fandom anyone? the ron bashing?? 2016 jily stans with the anti-snape posts??? *shudders*
Not to say the Marauders fandom isn't toxic now but my policy is to: block block block whenever I see people who say atrocious things with 100% conviction.
Also, I just can't stand, as a general rule, people supporting wildly fanon ships over canon ones, and trying to unironically argue why they work better... There is literally nothing wrong with liking a crack!ship, I could argue that's the point of fanfiction, but don't insult my intelligence. Sometimes I see takes where the only possible solution would be for the author to read the source material again.
23. ship you've unwillingly come around to
Unwillingly is a strong word... I have read some good Tomarry fics in the last year (but. like. literally three (3). don't get excited) which is something that I would have rather gauged my own eyes out than do in the past. But then again only under very specific conditions for themes/setting/length/etc. It's not something I would ever look for, it's something I read if I know the author from other works and think “let's give it a try”... so, probably, I'm actually more in love with those authors' writing ability than the actual ship. You can tell if you actually like a ship in the following way: mediocre stories still make you swoon. You can tell if you like an author in the following way: I would rather get slapped in the face than read this ship but you make it interesting/enjoyable.
Jily is another, not because I disliked it in the way I dislike Tomarry but just 'cause it bores me a little. After exhausting any and all Snape character studies where he mopes about Lily (happy-ending Snily is not something I've ever liked) I thought meh, why not.
Oh! And you might be absolutely shocked to hear this but Belladolphus was one of these too. I was (and always will be) a Bellamort shipper, for my first few years in the fandom I was indifferent to Rodolphus at best. The man doesn't have a (1) single line in the books and we don't even really know what he looks like, but he's my angel and my baby and my darling and I accept no Rodolphus Lestrange slander in this house. Now, they're one of my favourites.
24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse
In canon or out of canon? Because I feel that's different.
In canon probably Snape. The world isn't split into sexual assault apologists and Death Eater apologists, we all have some functioning brain cells and critical thinking skills, it's important we choose to stay in the fucking middle.
Out of canon... come on, you don't need me to tell you what it is. Personally, I think that pointing out the flaws in a book series is important and useful to the general public (and so many criticisms of the series are incredibly valid), but clutching your pearls because the kids decorate for Christmas in Grimmauld Place and *gasp* “I cannot believe JKR wrote her characters putting christmas decorations on the disembodied heads of slaves and thought "yes. this is good. very cute and charming."” (yes, this is a real comment someone made on the internet, i didn't write this. yes, it has hundreds of likes.)
Guys. It's not that deep. It's played as grotesque in the same way the Addams Family is. The Blacks are spooky ha-ha that's the joke. It's played for dark giggles, literally not that fucking deep. Although maybe I'm wrong and insensitive for this, but come on. Feel free to correct me.
Also, something that most people don't get about the Blacks: they weren't unkind to their house elves, or at least not in the way we think. Again, the Blacks are a bit like the Addams family in this scenario, they have a macabre way of doing stuff: their elves were all very devoted and thought it was an honour to be beheaded (which happened when they were too old or weak to carry the tea tray) and Kreacher even hopes that that will be his destiny when his time comes, like his mother before him. Dumbledore also says that "Mistress Cissy and Mistress Bella" were probably kind to Kreacher in their own way - Sirius was the one who was cruel to him, actually. They all saw elves as their natural slaves (which is bad), but they were part of the family just as much as servants were for an aristocratic family of the 1700s/1800s.
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OTP Questions with JJ and Jasira
Beginning of Relationship/Situationship Edition
circa 2007
Contains future spoilers. Mentions of past abuse.
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Do they get along with each other's families and friends?
Jasira knows nothing about JJ's family. She just knows they don't talk beyond like holiday and birthday cards. JJ meets Jasira's family pretty much immediately, and they do like her, but they're skeptical of her at first. When they first meet her, it's kinda like who tf are you and why are you worthy of her? And, it's standoffish at first, kinda like, if Shy likes you, then fine, I guess. But, when they do embrace her, like fully, she's like another sibling, another kid in the Boudreaux clan for them all to take care of. And, because she's a super genuine person, it doesn't take her too too long to earn not just their respect and trust but their love. Like it happens before she and Shy become official.
What random everyday object/activity makes them think of each other?
Food makes JJ think of Shy. Doesn't matter what, just food. Every time she eats something, she finds herself wondering how Shy would cook it. The sky makes Shy think of JJ. Because of her eyes. Also, bluejay birds bcus that's the nickname that stuck.
What is something they'd want to change about the other if they could?
JJ would change Jasira's trauma; she hates that she's gone through all that, especially so young. She hates it for her so much. If she thinks about it too much, it can ruin her day and it does make her feel a little murdery. Jasira wishes JJ was more expressive, that's all.
Have they had romantic partners before?
JJ has had 6 girlfriends between the ages of like 20-25 and then, she stopped dating altogether, but her sex life has always been solid. Jasira was groomed by and thus dated one of Satan's incarnates and was with that situational prison/hell from age 14-21.
What do they have in common?
Their core, core values are pretty much the same. Like their political views and everything are very much in align. There are certain things that Jasira has to make JJ privy to, like more than she is cus ya know, cultural blindspots are a real thing and JJ is a white woman so. But when she's aware and she knows, the opinions she forms on her own are still very much in line with Shy's so yeah. The way they idealize their family situation and how they would run a household, that matches up. They are both really athletic and like to stay on top of that. They are both crazily competitive; when JJ plays games with Shy's family for the first time, and she sees how passionate and crazy it gets over there, she feels like she's found her people. She doesn't hold back with them, with her competitive nature at all.
How honest or dishonest are they with each other?
Jasira is so honest with JJ that sometimes she wishes she would just lie. Or, simply just not say it. Sometimes when she talks, JJ thinks that it coulda just been kept to herself. But, she appreciates what the honesty represents. JJ doesn't lie to Jasira perse but she omits a good bit.
Are they sentimental about the gifts they've received from each other?
Jasira loves gifts. She really does. She's spoiled as fuck, though, and she grew up that way. She gets like, bouncing off the walls happy when she gets gifts. Now, when she gives gifts, they are extremely particular to the person, really particular to JJ. The first gift she gave JJ was a gift that JJ didn't even realize accept that she fr needed. She cried when she got it. She's never cried when getting a gift before.
What's their favorite nonsexual activity to do together?
They watch a lot of TV together. Especially sitcoms, though, because not only is it light and fun, BUT because there's no commitment so they don't have to wait for each other to watch something.
They work out together sometimes. Shy makes JJ do yoga bcus she does work out but she doesn't do yoga, and Shy thinks it would help with her nerves and muscle tension. Obviously, she's not wrong.
Oh, Jasira loves to force JJ to learn to choreography. JJ will whine about it in the moment, and she will regularly call Jasira a drill sergeant (she is) but she never says no, and she will practice without her. She won't admit that, though.
They actually do a lot pop culture related things together and yes, they both take trivia very seriously. They exchange a lot and put each other onto a lot of things they weren't otherwise exposes to with their upbringings.
They cook together, and Jasira teaches her things cus JJ can get by but Shy be cooking from scratch. Bonus: JJ plays sports with Jasira and her family. She also participates in Game Night, if she's there for it. She actually gets involved in all their family activities fairly early.
How do they deal with being long distance?
They involve each other in their lives in every way possible. They try to pretty much simulate the feeling of being together even when they're not.
Do they enjoy dancing?
Yes! JJ likes to dance for fun, like just straight up for fun. Jasira also loves to dance for fun, but she also loves choreographed dance. And, she will make JJ practice with her. She be putting her through lil bootcamps, and she be so damn serious, but JJ gives her all, and she be proud of herself when she really gets it. They do have dance battles, but if you ask JJ about it, in public, she will lie like her life depends on it. They slow dance also, and JJ will also lie about that, if asked cus she thinks is disgustingly cheesy and sappy.
Who gets hit on most?
Jasira's far more approachable, when they are physically together. So, if they are physically together, it's her. Apart? It's pretty much equal. They are both bad bitches.
Who tries to distract the other when they're trying to do something else?
It depends. They leave each other alone, if they are doing something important bcus both of them can be irritable. BUT, if it's little things and Jasira wants attention, she'll be annoying. If Jasira cooking or something, JJ will interrupt her to [redacted]
Who, overall, is smarter?
They're pretty much on equal footing here; they just know things the other might not. Usually because of cultural blindspots or interests. So, it's like a regular exchange of information. Jasira is multilingual, though, so JJ thinks that makes her smarter. Jasira, however, does not think her linguistic status is relevant bcus she's never not been multilingual. Technically, English ain't even her first language.
Who is the goofy one? Who is more sensible and mature?
Shy isn't like immature, immature, but homegirl is 22. Plus, she is goofy as hell, so she will pull that goofball energy from JJ a lot, and JJ offers her a lot of guidance and stuff like that, when she needs it.
Which one is an extrovert? Which one is an introvert?
JJ is good with people, and she doesn't even dislike people, perse, but when she's doing interacting with people, she be tired and sleepy as hell. Hence why she sleeps on the jet so often n why she sleeps late on her days off. Jasira is the opposite. If she has to sit with herself and be alone, she will sleep all day bcus she otherwise won't know what to do to herself.
How do they make each other laugh?
Yes! Shy is goofy as fuck, and she play all day. She does appreciate sarcasm and dry humor a lot, too, though. JJ makes her laugh with her little side comments, little jokes that other people might not catch or when they are about someone. Or, when she makes people believe the most ridiculous lies bcus she tells them so seriously and people fall for it every time. They both get a kick out of it.
Who would bring home a homeless animal?
Jasira ain't touching no dirty, unwashed animal, much less bringing into her house. No. She will toss it food from a distance and if she feels really bad, call one of her siblings bcus she knows exactly who to call, but she don't do strays like that. She cares, but they carry bugs. Jasira don't do bugs at all, so not her. Not JJ either bcus she know she can't commit to a pet without help, and everyone she associates with that live close to her, share her work schedule. She is not open to hiring someone bcus she don't like people in her apartment so she wouldn't bring an animal home. If she is regularly seeing the same stray, though, she would call Penelope.
Do they match outfits for special occasions?
They mostly coordinate. Yes, it Jasira's idea. No, it is not optional. But, yes, JJ does like it.
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