yknow...most ppl who write Cas pov fic just use a computer. and a regular normal modern alphabet. and not whatever the fuck it is that I do
...also this is pages 1-9 of 36. aaaand I just realized I have to edit these either physically or on procreate. which means i have to read them.
...at least they're PHONETICALLY written in english. mostly.
edit: translating it back to english for fic & editing purposes. the grammar keeps yeeting between different centuries/millenia. Random words are in german.
I rly created a shorthand version of Enochian thats easier to write with a modern pen and used it to write weird, bleak pov whump....
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i still haven’t watched any of the Supernatural episodes in which Castiel makes appearances yet but like last year or something i kinfirmed Castiel and i just checked the 5 worst things that he has done to the angels ( and 5 they’ve inflicted on him ) . i’m . are you kidding me . what the fuck . i’m so sorry omg
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Hello, I am Castiel Novak from Supernatural. I'm looking for mostly everyone. I've already found my Dean and Sam. I truly with to find my elder brother Gabriel again, in an odd way I looked up to him a lot. It would be nice to see the others again. I am over 21 so no minors please. You can find me at rootsofourkins. Thank you
Calling all Supernatural kins!
Contact OP at @rootsofourkins
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hello ! i'm castiel from supernatural, looking for dean winchester, sam winchester, john winchester, or gabriel! i have several past-life canons, but i generally would like to talk to any mentioned. especially if you have omegaverse canons (as most of mine are). like/rb and i'll message you !
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This feels a tad uncomfortable to write but destiel quote ( final episode included ) spoilers to any spn fans that come across this-
A letter to my universe’s Dean
“ ...everyone you love, they could be long dead. Everyone except me. I’m the one who will have to watch you murder the world. So, if there’s even a small chance that we can save you, I won’t let you walk out of this room. “
“ I love you… I love you all. “
“ And I just wanted, I needed to come back here with a win for you. “
“ Dean. You asked "What about this is real?" We are. “
“ You don’t have to say it. I heard your prayer. “
“ What my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer because the one thing I want... It's something I know I can't have. But I think I know... I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. It's in just saying it.
I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive, and you're angry, and you're broken. You're "daddy's blunt instrument." And you think that hate and anger, that's... That's what drives you, that's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. (he smiles, crying now) You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell... Knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack... I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.
I love you. “
I expressed my love to you so many times, in so many different ways. I don’t have my personal memories yet, so I don’t know why you never said it back. I don’t know if it was internalized homophobia, that it wasn’t scripted ( this also feels odd to type ), or something else entirely but I just wish you had said it back to me.
I was ok with not hearing it at the time, I thought I was finally gone for good, I wouldn’t have much time to dwell on it
But here I am, sharing a soul with a teenage adult cryptid and you aren’t here, I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to find you in this life time, I don’t know if I’ll every be able to find my version of you but if I do, please dear god, say it back.
I think I’m in the anger stage of grief? Maybe I’m starting at that stage, I’m not sure.
I’m angry and sad and I desperately miss my lover, even if he never admitted it, I could feel the love radiating from him. I know you love me too.
I just need you to say it to me.
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having a bunch of "historical OCs" as a kid and being into SPN as an adult is so wild bc like-
I'll be sitting there, minding my own damned business, not even tRYING to get into Cas Kinfeels at ALL
and then suddenly I remember some random Lore about the ~13th century Christian pilgrim OC I had in ~4th grade and its like getting WHACKED into Casmode remembering something about a vessel from ~800 years ago. Like "wAIT. I HAD A HORSE. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I FELL OF A HORSE. AND IT WAS AWFUL. I DIDN'T KNOW HUMAN LEGS COULD BREAK LIKE THAT"
and then you remember that your OC's horse's name was "Cinnamon" (see: 4th grade) so now you're tempted to go down a research rabbit hole on if this person could have know what cinnamon was and what word they would have used for it
despite this being information I will use *checks notes* never
....also how the FUCK have I been Like This(tm) MY WHOLE LIFE and only thought about majoring in Archeology LAST SPRING
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