Someone take me back, take me before all this pain and hurt.
I miss the feeling of happiness, I miss the feeling of being okay.
But God I am holding on for dear life right now.
Tell me why isn't it getting easier.
You are supposed to help me, I don’t understand why you can't.
I am begging you each night, crying, gasping for air but it's like you don't see me or you don't hear my calls for you.
I am in pain all the time, waiting for the day it will all go away and whenever I feel like it's getting better the next day rolls around and it's worse.
I am an overthinker Lord, and it's killing me slowly, it's killing him slowly, it's killing us slowly.
And it's all my fault, if this ends it will be my fault and I know i'll never forgive myself.
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