#I don't think I can recover

[a-very-werid-mirror]

Words cannot describe how I feel after part 5 of of chapter 7

But this photo can.

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland malleus #twst event #twst chapter 7 #i just woke up #i'm crying #my jaw dropped #i'm horrified #I don't think I can recover

[transjudas]

One of the hardest things about watching LOTMS is seeing Gerard in crisis and seeing those around him who love him doing their best to look out for him. And the past year we’ve gotten to see that same love and support while they seem to be doing so much better coping with things even through the pandemic. Because no matter how you’re coping, having friends by your side there for you is everything. (x, x)

#i don't really gif those moments cause they're legit awful but this specific few seconds like... i think about it a lot #cause brushing the gravel and dirt off gerard's shirt is... in the grand scheme of things with what was happening... so little and inconsequ #ential #but it's something he could do at the time and it's gentle and he's there #and now 20 years later he's still there #and gerard is STILL HERE #and he can comfort him and support him and love him and he can see how he's recovered and grown and lived #ANYWAY THIS POST IS AN EXORCISM FOR ME #gerard way #frank iero #addiction cw #alcoholism cw #mcr #mcredit #lotms #my chemical romance

[imma-triple-a-battery]

this is the only thing i have been thinking about

and you know what?

i am going to die

#his smile #it's so important to me #i don't think i can recover from this #jdjxbschhsbd #i have so many feelings about this #i cant even #bakugou fans do be eating well #bakugou katsuki #bnha #bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #bnha manga coloring #bnha 405 #mha #mha spoilers #mha manga spoilers #mha manga coloring #mha 405

[wasteofart]

I'm sure people have said this before but that look on Simon's face when Wille yelled at his parents wasn't worry or hurt or shock. It was plain fear. He saw himself in the future being the one Wille is yelling at, he saw the anger in his eyes and he saw his dad. He saw himself in the same place his mother was in when Micke left them. Especially with what happened with Sara and his dad, he realized people don't change even if they try to. He didn't recognize Wille anymore, the caring person he fell in love with but he saw the angry alcoholic he might become.

#Life #young royals #Young royals s3 #young royals s3 spoilers #Yr y3 spoilers #simon eriksson #Prince Wilhelm #Wilmon #I hate this and I want them to be together but it's true #We got a glimpse of it in earlier seasons in the music room #But this was it #I don't think they can recover from this #Wilmon endgame #Hopefully #How do you get back from something like this

[claudia-kishi]

Memories, huh? The more painful, the better.    

#titans #dc titans #titansedit #dcedit #rjs*: new #oh the way i am in tears crying sobbing #i really don't think i can recover from them

[morporkian-cryptid]

I feel like the fandom is sleeping on the 2023 live-action Jigen Daisuke movie.

Do you want to see Jigen very confidently state "I can't stand kids, they irritate me", then five minutes later proceed to lay his entire life down for a traumatized little girl?

Do you want to watch him wreck a bunch of assassin's shits with only his bare hands and a table?

Do you want to see some actual real-life badass fight scenes that we never see in the anime because it would cost a fortune to animate?

Do you want to watch Jigen actually get his time to shine and show off not only badass gun fighting skills but also brilliant strategy?

Do you want to see a very gay florist who for some reason isn't in fact Lupin in disguise?

Do you want to see a kickass old lady gunsmith who for all intents and purposes has basically adopted Jigen?

Do you want to watch him fight back actual tears on TWO (2) separate occasions?

Do you want to see him fully adopt a child like seriously I cannot stress enough how wholesome his relationship with Oto is I actually melted into a puddle of feels several times

Then WATCH THE MOVIE PLEASE I promise it's really good!

Also Tetsuji Tamayama is very very handsome

Bonus: adorable gay-ass florist whom I am 100% convinced is Lupin in disguise

"...what just happened??"

Anyway. Movie good. You want to watch it. Reblog. (pssst I have a link 👀)

#like it's not perfect but it's a very good lupin iii movie #and i can overlook all of its (relatively few) flaws because JIGEN AND OTO ARE JUST SO FUCKING ADORABLE #they are all i care about in this movie tbh #that and the absolutely AWESOME fight scenes #i don't think i'll ever emotionally recover #anyway i'm off to write an OS about jigen visiting oto for her birthday #daisuke jigen #jigen #lupin iii

[thebramblewood]

An Ill-Fated Afterparty: Part III

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Lilith: [frantically] CALEB!!!

Caleb: [mutters] This isn't your problem, Caleb. Do not get involved. Do not get involved. Do not-

Lilith: [hysterically] CALEB!!!

Caleb: Damn it.

-

Caleb: Jesus Christ, Lilith.

Lilith: I didn't mean to do it, I swear!

Caleb: You always go too far.

Lilith: It was an accident!

Caleb: Well, maybe if you exercised even a sliver of self-control-

Lilith: You can lecture me later, Caleb. Fix her!

Caleb: Look at her, Lil. She's beyond repair.

Lilith: Then turn her!

Caleb: It’s far too late for-

Lilith: Please try. It was a moment of weakness. Is that what you want to hear? I'm weak and you're strong and I need your help! I'll get on my knees and beg if I must!

Caleb: [sighs heavily] Just get out of my way.

-

Caleb: I’m sorry, Lilith. I think she’s too far gone.

Lilith: Then get rid of her.

#ts4 #sims 4 #gif warning #dead body tw #death tw #blood tw #horror tw #sims 4 story #ts4 story #simblr #injury tw #story: hzid #caleb vatore #lilith vatore #helena zhao #nonconsent tw #lilith thinking helena is a broken toy that can be repaired... girl you know how humans work she isn't different just bc she's your fave #don't look too closely at the wrist feeding closeup #i had to make caleb's pose myself and it was super janky (which is why i hid most of it) and i also had to add extra blood in photoshop #anyway lilith obviously isn't doing this bc she already failed to restrain herself once and is barely recovered from her feeding frenzy #caleb is way more disciplined and level-headed (he hardly ever even shifts into his dark form) #but will it even matter?? 🤔

[lover-of-mine]

Fought 'til you tethered me, swept under surfaces, never enough of it...

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #usercam #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #flashing tw #i need a gracie tag dont I? #die on their watch. #so i was thinking earlier and if youve been around here any length of time you know i think about that cemetery scene a lot #because narratively its very interesting scene because i changes the tone of their relationship in comparison to the rest of the show reall #and its a fascinating choice. even the whole point that of the conversation happening at a cemetery where theyre visiting someone who didn' #but i have a tendency to look at that scene from eddies eyes #because when you look at it along with all of eddies reactions surrounding bucks death and the reactions eddie was having to bucks words #that feels like a breakup. if feels like were watching eddies heart break in real time yk? #BUT buck is very purposeful in this scene too. he's basically daring eddie to say something but eddie just thinks that he needs to agree #and if you look at it that way and think about it as buck asking for a reaction you can argue buck feels rejected here too #even tho eddie thinks hes being supportive #they are saying things and they are being misinterpreted. both of them leave that talk with different views of what happened #and thats VERY interesting with how strongly the show pushed buck eddie and chris as a family unity in the episodes before #and well i dont really know how the show plans to recover from that. if they plan on doing it at all. but like #that was a breakup. but if its a breakup where both of them think they got broken up with. how do you come back? #eddie diaz

[heartmasquerade]

how does one go back to being a normal, functioning human being after reading the secret history??

#RUINED ME #i don't think i can recover from this #2 #the secret history #tsh #francis abernathy my beloved... #ramb-lin

[couldneverhurtusnow]

[chemistry] it's not a word that actors [use]. but you must endeavor a little bit to try and fall in love, in whatever that capacity is. and andrew is a very easy person to fall in love with. he's kind, generous, talented. we shot the film at the perfect junction in our friendship where there was a lot we didn't know about each other, but there was mutual admiration and respect. and a similar sense of humor. (...) yeah, it felt fizzy when we were acting. especially with that first scene at the door -- it's so well-written. you feel like you're dancing through the scene, you can go in loads of different ways, and if i went one way, andrew would go another. if that's what chemistry is, i was aware it was happening.

-- paul on chemistry and whether ‘they (andrew & paul) knew instantly that their onscreen relationship was working’ in all of us strangers, screendaily.com (1/31/24)

#i just find this whole acting thing & the process actors have to go through very fascinating. how so many of them have said that your -- #mind knows that it's not real; it's make-believe but your body doesn't & it gets blurred & your body gets tricked into thinking it's -- #actually experiencing all of that. no wonder sometimes actors need to take some time to recover from/get over a specific role they played. #i just recently saw claire foy talk about this & how 'you're falling in love with a person you're not in love with.' and there's a -- #psychological thing happening where you can either suspend belief or you can make real what's happening. and that it can get very confusing #& how when she was watching this movie her body would react -- tears & heart palpitations -- but not because of what she saw on screen -- #but because she (her body) was remembering it. it's wild & i don't think i'd ever be able to do it. #reminds me of what jessica chastain said about 'scenes from a marriage' & how her & oscar's years long friendship was changed after that #idk how these people do it; honestly; especially those actors who play really dark characters & put themselves in their minds (evan peters) #paul mescal #andrew scott #all of us strangers

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Looks

↳ 2.12 The Big Heat

#911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #tk/carlos + looks #the way carlos looks at tk in that first one is just.... yep #the eyebrow raise from tk in the third one #has anyone recovered from the come hither gesture in the last one? I don't think so #my gifs #also on a weird artistic note I love that you can see the reflection of carlos in the tv in the last gif #something about that just looks cool to me #(all queued up) #episode: s02e12 the big heat

[midnight-els]

For All Mankind | 4x06 - "Leningrad"

Wrenn Schmidt as Margo Madison Coral Peña as Aleida Rosales

#we also needed the full version of this because OH MY GOD #killing me killing me killing me #margo was so not expecting this reaction #I don't think i will ever recover from this episode #as you can tell I have had a busy 33 hours since watching it #for all mankind #fam spoilers #margo madison #aleida rosales #my gifs

[sixstringpansy]

that moment is just on repeat in my brain and I can't turn it off. he ran off stage and he jumped he fucking jumped he fucking JUMPED into gerard's arms. the way he threw the guitar off so fast. he was SPRINTING

#i legitimately can't recover i'm sobbing so hard #i'm so so far from okay right now i don't think i can return to normal human functioning #mcr melbourne #mcr melbourne 2 #mcr lb #mcr #ray toro #gerard way #callie.txt

[vaguely-concerned]

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.  Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.

And God said, “Like and subscribe, and remember to hit the notification bell to always be the first to know when we’ve raised another corpse!”

#genesis according to john gaius #god was a youtuber. god was a youtuber. I can never recover from this I don't think #nona the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #ntn spoilers #nona spoilers #the locked tomb spoilers #the locked tomb #john gaius

[urlocalwhumper]

a soldier making their rounds after a big battle comes across a wounded, but alive, enemy soldier in the wreckage.

seemingly abandoned by their comrades, the weak and feverish enemy soldier can only look up at them with pleading eyes, silently begging for help.

#whump #whump prompts #military whump #soldier whump #mine #i like to think that the soldier brings them back to base and nurses them back to health #leaving whumpee struck by the fact that this person meant to be their enemy is treating them more kindly than their former comrades ever did #they don't know each other and under different circumstances would have likely shot each other on sight #but caretaker holds their hand and gently mops their forehead while they're delirious and whimpering in pain #brings them news from the warfront when they're more lucid so they can stay in the loop #whumpee is a POW on paper but they're not treated like a prisoner #and caretaker's superiors would happily hand them over unharmed if their comrades came for them #but they never do. so whumpee stays #i am now imagining whumpee fully recovered and meeting their former comrades on the battlefield while wearing their former enemy's uniform #they've fully switched sides. #the drama of it all

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

The phrase 'to carry a child' is to me such an unbearably tender description. You're carrying it? Nurturing and protecting it? Freely giving it what it needs until it is ready for birth? 'Going to have a baby' speaks of the hope of promise, but 'carrying a baby' gives the same implication to me, only with an added beauty of what is happening immediately as well as the future.

#midwifery #i just i have so many feelings about pregnancy and babies and women and motherhood #and i want it #i unironically think 'this would fix me' about certain things #like one of the things we get taught about is how to approach and what to avoid when dealing (specifically antenatally tho we'll go into it #more when we learn specifically about postnatal care which is next semester) with women with a history of eating disorders #specifically anorexia but also any other one. obvs yo ube more careful around weight and potentially watch her more closely because #pregnancy can trigger relapses for obvious reasons #but also there are plenty of cases where pregnancy helps #in some cases it is literally what helps them to recover from an active eating disorder #i don't know the intersection between pregnancy and eating disorders is so interesting to me #honestly if i were to go into research in any way that would probably be my preferred field of research #there are many things that make me go absolutely feral and midwifery is a field that does that to me so much