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freakaz-0-id · 3 months

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emeralddaydream · 4 months

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listen not to be dramatic……… but I really just need someone to rail the sadness right out of me

#I’m so tired of being lonely #and falling for people who claim they won’t fuck you over then so just that #I like to think I deserve at least a little bit better #/:#personal

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talkfastromance4 · 6 months

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Me and bae having a scream marathon when?

And him putting the mask on as an after movie delight?

#I’m so tired of being lonely

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itrulyhatethisworld · 17 days

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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yookikiku · 6 months

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her name is Tensai and she has a socmed dependence problem

#Oc #2023 #doodles #original #she draws and has a lot of followers #I think maybe around 60k #But she has like 0 friends irl and online #So she’s constantly very lonely which worsens her socmed dependency #Also she’s very prideful so she would never admit she wants friends #She also pretends to be super bright and cheerful on the outside but on the inside she is constantly yelling #I’m lov her #Most people get tired of her pridefulness and leaves most of the time so she doesnt have good experiences with building relationships #Tho its mostly her fault tho tbh #LIKE SHE TRIES HER BEST but eventually her facade of being a nice bright cheerful gal just comes off

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soyoudneverguess · 5 months

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SPOILERS THE SILT VERSES 36

This is a little bit of a live blog

HEART BROKEN HOLY FUCK

RELATIONSHIP ENDED WITH THE JOY OF HAYWARD AND CARPENTER FUCKING AROUND, RELATIONSHIP STARTED WITH THE TRAGEDY OF SEB AND DEV MY LOVES MY DARLINGS MY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEAN MEAN MEAN YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ARE SO MEAN CANT THEY JUST BE HAPPY CANT THEY AKNDKDNFKEBDUEHFBKDLXNDHDJDBEJDBDJDNEBEBDNNDKDNDJDBDNDNDKKDKDKFKRKRBRJSJBDHDIEBJ DE IEKRJJDHJEE DE

Anyways, happiness is fleeting but “hold on Dev, I’m coming” for a man you’ve known for days who’ve you loved almost upon first sight.

HOLY HOLY HOLY HOLY SHIT HES ALIVE SEB IS SO POWERFUL SEB SEB SEB SEB SEB YOU FUCKING DID IT OH MY GOD MY LOVE DEV DEV DEV DEV DEV YOU MET A MAN AND HE FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND HE WENT INTO HELL FOR YOU AND SAVED YOUR SISTER AND AND AND EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY NOW YOU KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE BETTER FOR BOTH OF US

Oh bitch. Oh you fucking bitch. I’m. I. Yeah. It truly was too good to be real.

#tsv 36 #tsv spoilers #the silt verses #i’m going to kill someone #they were so good #two people taking shelter in the other #and in the end they both die.#perhaps this is simply a foreshadowing moment #you go off looking for a sibling. you find someone who you can take comfort in. who understands you.#but neither of you are safe. and the comfort you take in one another turns false. and you both are cursed after.#I would like to also see this episode as a way to view how the general public is feeling #they’re tired of gods. they’re tired of being prey. but if they don’t comply they are drafted and die. if they do die they’re dead anyway #it’s just the truth of this world.#you are prey. you will always be prey.#your death is only significant to you #and the ship that passed by in the night. that sunk trying to help.#carpenter admitted she was wrong this episode and it felt significant #ALSO ALSO ALSO #Dev was way more impactful on Seb then the other way around #Seb yearned for him. for company. to not be lonely.#Dev yearned for family. his most perfect world has him and his sister and his parents #there was no room for Seb #god #they died together. seb died to save dev. and yet

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natsukaishii · 2 months

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i can’t help but just feel i’m slowly becoming invisible to people now

#i speak and they don’t respond #so then i stop talking in those servers #nobody checks in #they’re all so close and forming bonds and it’s like…#i was included once #i don’t even know when i started fading into the background #i don’t have a consistent friend group to have fun with and talk to #it’s like some vicious cycle?#i’m tired of being ignored. it’s so lonely.#tw vent #(‘: i didn’t mean to vent tho i’m just tired #and there’s nobody to hear it out #ig that’s why i made this blog. it’s just me talking to myself

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m4ndysk4nkovich · 6 months

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something i will never be able to recover from is the fact that debbie gallagher and mandy milkovich, two characters who both oversexualized themselves and thought that their bodies were the only thing that made them worth anything, are often talked about in the fandom as “annoying, but i like them because they’re hot”.

#mandy and debbie were both deep down just hurt little girls who were afraid of being lonely and were never paid attention to #mandy sexualized herself most likely as a result of her sa #and debbie did it because literally nobody paid attention to her and she thought that if she had sex with people they’d stay with her #and maybe i’m just projecting because i’ve done that for the same reasons that they both did #but it’s so infuriating when people only like them because they’re hot because that’s literally just ignoring both of their storylines #and i’m tired of women only being liked because they’re ‘hot’#i can GUARANTEE you that if you go on tiktok and search for edits of debbie gallagher seasons 8-11 you’ll see a caption that’s like:#i hate her but she’s so hot #like what the actual fuck #shameless #debbie gallagher #mandy milkovich #i may be projecting a bit but still

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ratskool · 5 months

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I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it

#House of leaves #im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go #Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious #I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections #Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it #Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything #People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in #Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join #Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger #Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing?#Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know?#The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad #Not seeing them everyday #I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary #I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not #Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that #Maybe I’m just not worth it.

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pop-punklouis · 2 months

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#gonna be honest. i’m so fucking lonely and so tired of being lonely #i hate being exclusively attracted to unavailable people #and then being painfully reminded of their unavailability #which sends me into a tailspin of pathetic sadness #you!! know!! they’re not!! available!! and yet you get upset every time you’re faced with it!!!#i just want someone to kiss and go to movies with and ride in cars with and be excited about #and thinks about me as much as i think about them!!#and i know i’m the problem with who i form feelings for but #i dunno i’m just tired of not having that #if you have that i’m so jealous beyond words of what you have

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humandisastersquad · 5 months

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Love being lulled into a false sense of security by my (immune compromised) mother saying she’s following my advice and taking precautions against covid, especially around her plague rat son, but then watching her interact with said plague rat and friend without a mask and barely distancing right in front of me so now I can’t trust her ever again 🙃

#just want to curl up in a ball and cry #I’m so tired of not being able to trust anyone for anything #first it was my closest friends abandoning me #and now during the pandemic it’s literally everyone else abandoning precautions so I can never be safe around them #I’m so tired of being so lonely and isolated #even amongst people I thought I knew #I can never feel safe or belong anywhere ig #any time I did in the past was a temporary illusion

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deepdepressingtruth · 1 month

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Being a step dad is ridiculously hard… at times, overrated, most often, unrewarding and cripplingly lonely

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caterpillarinacave · 2 months

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urghhhhh

#*retching sounds* feelings #Overwhelming feelings for the Characters #Strong enough that even I wish I’d chill out. My entire brain is just headcannons I care very deeply about.#Suffering in no content to consume #curse me for picking characters so niche I’m the only one being consumed by brainrot #i should be quiet. My bad for being the worst #Look I’m just a lonely autistic child my emotional attachment to the Fairchilds should not be underestimated #Am I genuinely crying about fictional characters? Yes.#Look I’m very lonely and very tired

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itrulyhatethisworld · 19 days

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i wish i could stab myself over and over again

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floral-hex · 4 months

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Just canceled all of my future therapy appointments. Big fudgin’ bummer. Did I mention I lost my insurance? Didn’t even find out about that until the day it lapsed. Trying to find a way to fix it now, reapplying and whatnot, but ya know, it’s bureaucracy so who knows how long it’ll take. Just fingers crossed I don’t run out of meds first.

lol it’s underwater 🐠

#ugggghhhhh so sad #like genuinely I think my therapist rocks #he’s the best one I’ve ever had. nice and cool but no BS and just harsh enough to push me #I feel like such a baby for saying it but literally the number one thing I’ve wanted these last few weeks was to go to therapy #I had to skip my last appointment so I haven’t seen him in weeks #between my mom’s organ transplant and driving back and forth to see her everyday and taking care of my bros aaand super suicidal birthday #I’m just… I’m tired. I want to vent. I just want to spill my guts for an hour and maybe cry a lot #and I can’t do that with anyone else. I know that’s dumb to say #I 100% can’t complain to my family because ya know I gotta be strong and they don’t need me being a burden #and I love my mutuals but I don’t know any of you anywhere well enough to feel comfortable venting #I mean. y’all can vent to me all day. I’ll gladly listen to you talk about yourselves. I’m here for it. I just can’t do it myself 😕#I’m so tired and anxious and I don’t want to really get into the self harm talk but I’ve had some serious self destructive thoughts lately #I don’t know what I’m going to do #I have to believe it’ll get better #because if I don’t believe that then… what’s the point?#also.. I’m really fucking lonely. just to throw that out there. if you can’t tell by my reblogs.#I am like desperately and ravenously lonely and full of longing #and you add that to everything else it’s just the sad little cherry on top…#now I want an ice cream sundae… mmmm….#I need 1000 hugs and to sit with someone and maybe get fucked up and complain and sit in silence and and and blegh #but that’s life. it’ll be… it’ll be whatever it is.#sorry. this is a bit too heavy for this time of morning #I’ve been sick. really bad vertigo and vomiting and I’m just wiped out and sad #but I love you stranger or at least I like you enough to be okay with you reading this #okay be safe #goodbye forever #text

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disabledbutchblues · 8 months

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hi !! i’m new on disabled tumblr + queer tumblr, wanna find mutuals and meet people/friends ! full intro in pinned post but i’m an autistic transmasc butch. i use he/him and ze/hir pronouns. i really need a community, it’s hard being disabled and queer all alone. also i’m trying to learn more about queerness & disability, and to find parts of the disabled community that are less represented, so people who are nonverbal, who have middle/high support needs, physical disabilities, very stigmatized disorders,…

#i struggle with communication and relationships but i’m so tired of being lonely #please be my friend #actually autistic #autistic #autism #queerness #queer community #queer #disabled #disability #trans lesbian #trans #transgender #transsexual #lesbian #butch lesbian #butch4butch #butch4femme

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