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play-rough · 4 months
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Happy New Year! In my country it is now New Year's Eve and I want to tell you a lot of wonderful things. Thank you Playrough for being the person who soothes my pain and the place I return to every night whether happy or sad 🥹💖 thank you and your fics so much💞. Tôi yêu bạn (in my language, 'tôi yêu bạn' means 'I love you'. sorry for some grammar or spelling mistakes, my English is not very good 😭)
Thank you so much 🥹🩵 happy new year to you as well 💖🩵💖🩵💖
I hope your 2024 is amazing and full of good things 🥹💕
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lowkeyrobin · 2 months
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Can you do headcannons for them with a reader who crochets
Like maybe being on stream with them and just sitting next to them while they're yelling and you're just sitting there crocheting
Sorry if I made to complicated English is not my first:((((
omg I love this prompt!!&#*@&jdjsjs ; also don't worry!! I totally understand don't worry 🫶🫶🫶
MCYT ; you crochet
includes ; tommyinnit, ranboo, tubbo, badlinu, nihachu & quackity
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TOMMYINNIT
he'll be streaming like a just chatting stream or whatnot and you'll be off to the side doing your thing
some people in chat are watching you more than they're watching Tommy LMAO
you'll be crocheting a little plushie for him (a mini raccooninnit) and he'll look back at you every once in a while because you're pretty quiet and he's just checking up
you like punt it at the back of his skull when you're done and it lands back in your hand and he turns around with a "whatthefuhck?"
you hand it to him this time tho dw
he quickly shows it off to stream and does a little 360 of it
gives you a little kiss on the hand and thanks you with a lil hug
he's not huge w pda so you'll take what you can atm LMAO
he loves that you crochet, he thinks it's so cool because he doesn't have the patience for it
you've crocheted plenty of things for him that stay in his background or act as little easter eggs
you even made him a whole blanket that says "TommyInnit" with the little smiley face like on the HTBAB tour logo thing
he uses it religiously, that things in the wash every weekend because yk damn well he's not letting it get nasty or ruined
TUBBO
he'll be streaming on the qsmp and you'll be in the background crocheting
sunny already met you a while back, but she was talking to you through the signs and tubbo would tap you on the leg or shoulder to get your attention and you'd verbally answer into the mic
you were actually making tubbo a mini-crochet sunny that he could use as a keychain or just carry around for the hell of it
the hardest part were the little feet because the 90 degree angle on them ankles was fucking you up for some reason
and. the sunglasses are detachable and you were working on some accessories and stuff
once you were done near the end of the stream, he instantly showed it off and sent a picture in the qsmp Discord so everyone could see as well
literally tackles you in a hug
you've also made him a few beanies and blankets and a couple little plushies
in the background of his stream there's a little like thing on the ceiling with some minecraft bees on strings so it looked like they were flying around
you made it for him like 3 years ago but it's fine LMAO
he's super intrueged by crocheting but he doesn't have the attention span and gets confused by all the looping and this and that going on
just not a skill he has lol
RANBOO
loves having you in the bg of their streams just chillin
you usually crochet them beanies, plushies, blankets etc
you'd be crocheting a new blanket, matching the theme of their new brand
once you finished, you'd throw it over them and scare them
"Holy shit! Y/n!"
you giggle while he looks at it and admires it with a smile
he shows it off to stream and gives you a big hug and shit
he'll often wear the clothing items you've made him on stream as well
"where's this from? oh, y/n made it for me!"
like Tommy, their bg is filled with little easter eggs of you
before the rebrand you even made him a little crown and he wore it religiously because it was honestly really comfy
he's tried to learn crochet on stream before but it wasn't going well LMAO
sometimes you'll be chilling and doing your thing and chat will focus more on you than them 😭🙏
FREDDIE BADLINU
you've made him so many bucket hats that if you make one more you will gain carpal tunnel
he absolutely loves that you crochet and that you make him things tho
he'll send you new patterns like "I saw this and thought of you"
if you're chilling in the back of a stream, he'll just leave you be and bother you every once in a while
"watcha making?"
"little plushie"
"ooo"
again, his bg is littered w little easter eggs
and his room and closet are filled with blankets and pillows
you use the nice yarn that isn't itchy too 🙏
he'll post pictures of you crocheting online and stuff it's adorable
straight up made him a jacket and he looks so good in it
just straight up throwing crochet gifts at him is normal dw
he loves and cherishes everything you make him
NIKI NIHACHU
you've made her everything in the book and she's posted about it LMAO
you made her a blanket and she cuddles up in it on chill streams 24/7
you've made her a bunch of tops which she always knows how to perfectly style too
like you'll even get her input when you're chilling in the bg while she's streaming
"niki, purple or white for the tiny flowers?"
"mmm purple!"
she even has chat decide things for you when she can't LMAO
you made her a whole crochet sign for her bg that says Nihachu, it's basically just a tapestry but you spent hours on it lmao
making her a bunch of little jellyfish and stars>>>
you even make her a little empanada keychain and she ADORES IT
she uses it as a little squishy for when she's a bit anxious too
you made the waffles like interchangeable too its like a whole toy
ALEX QUACKITY
he has no idea wtf you're doing but he likes it
you made him the little quackityhq duck years ago and he still treasures it, its right on his desk so he can always look at it lol
he loves just watching you crochet
will genuinley zone out watching you as well
again, punting gifts at him is normal
and they will ricochet off his head back into your hand 💀
"bro you got a long ass head"
"WHAT?"
you crochet him new beanies too
he wears them a lot as well
loves all the blankets dearly like they're his kids
you made a little qsmp world plush thing as well, only the world w the debatable qsmp logo bc all the stuff on top would've killed you
crocheting random shit just to throw it at him >>>
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nick-close · 6 months
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I just wanted to say I appreciated your notes, and totally agree with glenns vibes being hot, and dndads fans being feral. im not here to debate either friend. <3
i was just concerned there were few good arguments for Lup, (and had the time on my break at work to write some). when i was trying to match her up to Glenn's points i kept being like "wait but taz just isnt going to talk about their characters in the same way :( because the players are all closely related."
Regardless, have a good day Internet friend! thanks for the kind notes. i was nervously refreshing worried that the dndads fans were going to tar and feather me. <3
may the sexiest character win! (honestly its a toss up to me and im sorta glad the the poll reflects that <3)
ps. if you want to see my personal take on hot glenn vibes: may i humbly recommend my works 'Only for a Night' (glenn/morgan) Close to Queer (glenn/morgan) (and then plutonic: glenn&nick) and my series '**NOT CLICKBAIT** (glen/henry) on my ao3:stipulativeTzigane. please be sure to read the tags! especially if you're going to try any of my other glenn fics. [this is all assuming ive judged correctly and you are NOT a minor... if im wrong, im so sorry to tempt you, but please treat yourself better than i did as a teen, and come back as an adult]
pps: you dont have to answer this btw, im just intimidated by the personal message system.
I’m glad we see eye to eye on this! I was very bummed seeing the lack of Lup propaganda tbh- most of what I’ve gotten was from my boyfriend lmao- so I really liked seeing your post <3 I do totally get your point honestly, I do think the TAZ folks are less likely to express horny ass characters in the same way via the nature lmao <3 I’m happy to provide kind notes!!! This is just a fun tumblr poll- and I like having fun all around :)! May the sexiest win!!
Also, (not a minor dw-) unfortunately I cannot read your fics.. because I have already read them lmao. I suppose it might be time for a reread though!! I feel like I read Only if for a Night when you first posted it !!!!! I didn’t know that was you, but absolutely killer. Both emotionally and all the other ways. Plus the not click bait series- you pull one of my favourite tropes of ‘Glenn is triggered by something that would’ve been cool and fine for him previously’- which I LOVE. Exploring his triggers is rad.
Unfortunately my only Glenn-centric fics are incredibly unsexy, one being written for an English assignment a while back about Morgan’s old art room and the other about him trying to form a relationship with narc…. (And I guess the odyssey-san crackfic lmao).. So much respect to those capable of writing steamy shit. Really tempting me to try -w-. I grew up a roleplayer so describing more than one character/more than just dialogue is sooo hard to me.
Sorry for my excessive rambling haha!! Have a good day!! I hope our sexy sexy characters have a close, fair match!!!
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yanderememes · 3 years
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Imagine... me, an INFP afraid and with a stupid paranoid of being chased or captured, there I would be a panic attack or cry a lot, begging to the Yandere not to hurt anyone I love or myself... I am attracted personally with, INTJ, INFJ, ENTP, INTP and especially the ENTJ, the most evil in my opinion...
Sorry the bad english ;---;
I get along so well with INFPs! I'm literally surrounded by them irl haha.
You're English is perfectly fine anon! I'm a native speaker and my English is still ass. 🥴
I'm an enneagram 6 and that basically means I'm the embodiment of paranoia lmao, so I feel you. But dw INFP anon, cuz I’ll protect you! 
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Here’s how I think an INFP darling’s relationship would be like with all the types you mentioned
!Disclaimer! These are GENERALIZATIONS about the relationships in mbti. If your type was mentioned and you don’t resonate with what I say, that’s totally fine! There is so much more to humans and relationships that mbti can’t possibly cover. This is all just for fun!
INFP-INTJ
They'll admire your strong values and authenticity. A yandere INTJ may fall for an INFP darling cuz they bring out a more emotional side to them. I think an INTJ would be more appreciative of this than an ENTJ since INTJs like to get in touch with their feelings from time to time (its called Fi in mbti). They’ll think of you as sweet, innocent, and someone they HAVE to protect. It’s a cruel world out there, they can’t let INFP darling be tainted! They can come across as cold, so an INFP darling will constantly doubt if the INTJ really loves them or is just psychotic. They’ll think your crying is kinda cute tbh.
INFP-INFJ
An INFJ yandere will be very in tune with INFP darling’s feelings. I do genuinely think that INFP darling would fall in love with a yandere INFJ cuz the INFP finally feels understood and accepted. Little does INFP darling know, this went all according to the INFJ’s plan... Both are idealists and romanticists, so it’ll honestly be a rose-tinted relationship. Their relationship won’t even feel yandere at all. The yandere only comes out when INFP darling realizes how overbearing the INFJ can be and wants INFP all to themselves. Yandere INFJs are manipulators after all, so expect some "reeducation” on how INFP should think/behave about their relationship. 
INFP-ENTP
OH BOI, INFP DARLING WILL NEVER STOP CRYING WITH AN ENTP YANDERE. An ENTP yandere would be goofy, constantly teasing the INFP, and riling them up just because it’s fun to see them angry. ENTPs (in general) have Fi blindspot, meaning, they often have extremely morally gray areas. They don’t really care/know what’s right or wrong and have no idea how they feel half the time, and that often rubs INFPs the wrong way. So imagine a YANDERE ENTP. Anything can happen with them because they’re so chaotic and frankly, they dgaf about what INFP darling thinks/feels. They’ll do whatever they want with INFP darling. Yandere ENTPs will come off as clingy and that’ll frustrate INFP darling as they seek independence.
INFP-INTP
Very similar to ENTP, just not as chaotic. Yandere INTP will be obsessive. They’ll research everything about you and about relationships to try and navigate through this thing called “love”. They won’t be clingy, but may hurt INFP darling’s feelings a lot (accidentally, unlike yandere ENTP) with their extremely logical framework and dismiss INFP’s feelings. On the flip side, they can be overbearing. Overextending themselves to try and win you over cuz they’re living in fear that you’ll leave them. 
INFP-ENTJ
In MBTI theory, ENTJs are considered your most compatible. I think yandere ENTJ would think of INFP darling as child-like. Cute, innocent, but too idealistic. In a way, they’ll want to break you. ENTJs love self-improvement, whether it be in themselves or others. It’s their way of showing they care. So once they obtain INFP darling, they’re gonna want to “help” you become more realistic and logical but through some cruel and sadistic methods. For example, they may degrade you and say some horrible things to you like “you’re stupid, illogical, too emotional, crybaby, slut, etc.” Partly cuz they do want to help darling grow but also because they enjoy holding that power over them. The power to break or build up darling.  
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asmosmainhoe · 3 years
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HELLO✨! How are u? I just read your HC that MC has a older sibling, and I love the idea, so... Can I request some HC of the Demons Brothers spending time with older sibling of MC? And they discover that the older sibling take care a lot of MC.
(Sorry if I wrote something wrong, english it isn't my first language!)
MC's older sibling
Your English is totally fine dw! I'm not sure if you meant the fanfiction where the reader is MC's sibling who studies demonology or not tho so I just wrote that the bros are normally hanging out with their sibling.
The reader is MC's sibling
Both the MC and the sibling are gender neutral
Warnings: none
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Lucifer
You guys get along almost instantly
The way you watch out for your younger sibling and how protective you are of them kinda makes his heart melt ngl
Not that he would admit that tho
You two talk A LOT and actually also have a lot in common
The glare you flash your younger siblings is the same
How you scold them? Also the same
You and Lucifer are like overprotective parents
Mammon
Of course he acts all tough at the beginning
He always does
But he quickly warms up to you when hee sees how much you care for his human
He wants to hear all the childhood stories
Ngl you kinda become the second Lucifer for him
With the difference that you're nice and don't punish him as harshly as his older brother does
You're quick to defend him from his other brothers
Leviathan
Shy and defensive at first
It takes some time for him to get comfortable with you, but that's not a surprise
Soon sees how easy it is to talk to you
He can see some similarities between you and MC
You also find out how chill he really is
You get along pretty good and you often come to his room when you want a break from the others
We all know how complicated it can get with the rest of the residents
Satan
Immediately sees als the similarities between you and MC
Also quick to point them out at any given chance
Honestly it kinda amuses you
His sharp eyes genuinely impress you
If he talks about the similarities you share in your looks he never forgets to add a small compliment
"Your eyes have the exact same beautiful colour."
Asmodeus
Very enthusiastic about the fact that he gets to meet some of MC's family
"Us three should totally have a spa day!"
Wants to know everything about you
Instantly suggests to go shopping together
I mean it's a great way to show you around the Devildom am I right?
Also he wants to see if you have the same great sense of fashion as your sibling
Just like Satan he compliments your looks a lot
Beelzebub
No words can describe how happy this man is when he gets to meet you
Family is extremely important to him and since MC is part of his family it makes you a part of it too
Super relieved when he sees how much you care for you younger sibling
You guys practically become best friends right away
Your energies just fit so well together
Belphegor
He's like his twin brother when it comes to that kind of stuff
Of course he has his doubts at the beginning, but he's always like that with new people
It surprises him how well you two get along tbh
He grew very fond over MC over the time and to see that someone loves them as much as you do really makes him happy
It reminds him of the time he spent with Lilith back in the celestial realm
Honestly enjoys your company so much
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astrxealis · 2 years
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HIIWJDIW HELLO
Idk i'm having thoughts... about maybe starting final fantasy... ?
my brother has it BUT IM SCARED OF STARTING NEW STUFF AHSHAJ
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BEJQJDOWNWOQ WIAT WAIT im so sorry for the memes bUT help ahem ngl im not sure which ff you're talking abt lowkey BUT MAYBE THAT'S BCS SCHOOL ROBBEF ME OF BRAINCELLS but i will assume it's ffxiv ahem yes, /nm
under the cut bcs i mayhaps rambled a bit too much SORRY SERENITY AKDBSKDJ 😞💔
tldr: ILL HELP U OUT BB IF U'D LIKE players are friendly game fun yeet yeehaw no need to be scared issok is fun 😭😭💞
ok first ngl but. if i had a penny for people i talk to online that have a brother who has ff KWJAKD i have two pennies which isnt much. but shocking it's happened twice 💀🤚 <3
BUT JSHWKDJW YOOO dw dw maybe im biased. ngl i understand WKABDKS but if it helps in any extent !! the players are really really nice to new players in general ?? no lie at all fr like. maybe im exposing lune here. but when she played a tank class fr the first time (a defense-based role for classes that "lead" the party into battle) she didnt do so well but ppl tried to help her and even gave her "commendations" which are usually given to players in the party for doing good? even if she kinda didnt know what to do KWAJKDJS? but YUH most players are unbelievably nice 👉👈
UHM !! if it helps akbdksjs there's a japan server, which is best fr those near jp's timezone and fr the ping, but important to note many are japanese so the main english-based servers are in data center elemental! worlds tonberry and kujata are most populated im on kujata tho hehe! low level but yuh 😭
but hmm there is the north american server ! where most of the fun events happen ngl, but playerbase isn't as polite or nice as jp :0 majority is still nice? but bigger toxic population WKBSKD 😭😭 if you're starting out, i suggest not going to crystal dc? most rpers are there and it has a ... notorious reputation <//3 it's not bad tho tbh! but may be a bit too much fr someone new 💔💔💔 i'm on aether data center, faerie world! there's lots of good stuff abt joining na too? though limsa lominsa chat... ahem. close your eyes bb WKNADKJS 😨😨
last but not least is europe server! which im in even if timezone difference is so weird WOABDKS 😭😭 im on light dc, twintania world! i'd say it's quite similar to na but more chill? hmm the novice network, or chat for new players and "mentors", is not bad tbh! from what i've seen! i won't say much since i might be biased but it's nice here 💔
my main char is in eu so ksnksndks hehe :") but ngl feel free to choose whatever server you like im on all servers anyway tbh <///3 WHABSKNA if you're scared of trying new things ill help you out ! 💪💪 <33
there's also a new server coming out soon for oceania !! best fr ppl in australia, new zealand, etc, but it's not coming out for a few months or less not sure 😭😭
but WKABDKNS mayhaps i may be a bit too enthusiastic 🤥 </3 but ffxiv is rlly nice! hehe im scared of trying new things too but believe me when i say i legit. started the game bcs character customization was nice WKABKDNS 😨 but srs hehe the game is vv friendly to new players in general! the music is spectacular and the story is prolly the best ive ever seen ! a bit slow in the beginning but it just keeps getting better and better >< but ill let u see it fr urself if ever you do decide on starting! :D
ngl im slowly getting my irls to play ffxiv too WHAHDKANS getting 1 or 2 of my irl besties to play 😭🤚 and another irl who i talk to online has a brother who's now also trying to convince her to play ever since me n lune did WKANDKNS 😭😭
but uhm hi yes dont be afraid hehe I MEAN totally fine totally understandable it's seriously okay /gen but !! idk WEJBAKDS i think the feelings u'll get from the story and just the general joy from playing the game is 💪💪💪 but mayhaps that may just be me BUT then again the music is so good i have 500+ songs in my ffxiv playlist 😞 and the characters are really well written! most of them! but i think there arent even actually any characters to hate? the backstories are all vv good in my humble opinion akdjskdj 👉👈 though. someone in stormblood is... debatable :)) but NALJDSK i dont hate him either ngl 😭💔 he sux tho /srs </3
uhm we have many pretty girls and guys! in player characters and npcs both 😭 npcs as in main story characters and side ones and even normal npcs hehe :D uhm uh in my humble opinion y'shtola is ahem yes 👉👈 JSBAKD and uhm uhajdmmsj im trying not to say spoilery characters! yugiri is vv pretty... and lyna... from the guys WKABSKA g'raha is my fave but i HIGHLY suggest not searching him up huge spoilers may be seen 😭 OH lowk everyone in the fanbase is infatuated w/ pretty boy aymeric and he's actually a rlly good guy and a gentleman 💔💔 thancred is vv handsome! and so is estinien! KWJAKD im biased sorry 😭
though ngl if ever you need help if you even actually decide to start id love to help out! ive been playing only for a year WKANDKA but i think i can say im quite the veteran at this game! 💪💪 WHAKDJS a few weeks ago i cleared the current savage tier! hardest content in game aside from ultimates, though not anymore since endwalker recently hehe :D but yeah if you need anything at all im always happy to help TuT <3
BUT AHEM kanALENWKS if im embarrassing myself and you're not talking abt ffxiv but just. ff. WKANKDJS the games are rlly rlly good 👉👈 the story is spectacular always ngl tho some stuff may be a bit better than others but WKWJKDJS ff is rlly good ik im just sayign that its good but the story is just MWAH and itll have your heart in pieces in a good way 💔💔💔💞
ff10 broke my heart but i havent even finished it but i JUST KNOW it will,,, ff15 also did WKABDKA the story isnt the best for sure but the story can be rlly heartwarming! ff7... ah... vv good as well !! i love aerith she may honestly the prettiest girl ive ever seen in my whole life alwjdksjdkns,, ff8 has vv pretty characters hehe cute romance too w/ squall and rinoa! ff9 is a masterpiece, like. seriously. tho lune knows it better 😭 ff6 is likely the best in story tbh but i havent played it! ik fr sure its vv good tho <3 ff13 is quite... confusing. it's not the best either and i havent actually played it but like ff15, if it's your cuppa tea it can be vv good too :D
IM SO SORRY FOR RAMBLING WHAHAKNDOWJE mention final fantasy my mind goes haywire >>>> /lh 💔💔💔 this got way longer than i expected SIGH if only i cld write this much for school quickly orz </3
feel free to cut me off from your life if i rambled too much /j KIDDINGNSKDJSKDN but im vv sorry fr rambling so much oml im kinda embarrassed /gen 🤚🤚
anyways here 😞 dang WJBAKDNS but fr! hehe i totally understand issok, but i just genuinely very much seriously recommend ffxiv! i suggest taking it slow :o it may not be your cup of tea, as uhh im not sure if you play mmorpgs? but ngl it was my first one too !! it just rlly grew on me akdnsks im surprised myself tbh /gen :") i suggest playing a dps class first and then trying out tanks or healers if you ever want to when you're ready enough :o
oh !! and dont be afraid to search up guides if you really want to be sure! or type in the chatbox, ask questions — ngl an unspoken rule in this game is be nice and others will be nice too ^^ but in any case WKANDKS only ever start the game if you'd like to fr! i dont want to accidentally pressure you or anything /gen TuT but yeah hehe im here to help whatever the case may be if you'd like bb <3 💪
once again sorry for rambling so much have more ffxiv memes 😞💔 in the last picture is aymeric hehe OH AND girls in this game are very strong no lie vv good of them vv lovely
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peanutbuttermandms · 3 years
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Hi Dw if not, but would u write for hange/hanji where the reader (female) saves hanjis life but gets hurt, and hanji gets upset at them and ignores them till the reader confronts them
Sorry English not my first language and don’t worry if not want to write
Of course I can ^^ also your English is epic 😎😎
And sorry this took awhile to answer. So it took me a very long time and i think the result is mediocre and cheesy. Also I couldn't find a way to make the reader female so I hope you're okay with the reader being gender neutral. Idk if you want me to rewrite it that's totally fine with me! Anyways enough rambling
You had just dealt a death blow to a Titan before you heard your dear friend let out a small yelp behind you. You turned around and saw them within the grubby-fingered grasp of a Titan.
"Hange!" You yelled.
You immediately flew over to them and severed one of the Titan's hands, making it drop Hange. You tried going over to Hange to make sure they were okay but your victim from earlier was quick on its feet. It forcibly grabbed your arm, having a tight grip on it, it eventually broke.
Determination coursing through you, you thought nothing of the pain as you used your other hand to cut the Titan's fingers off before it ultimately let go of you. Knowing that you couldn't put up a fight with just one arm, you yelled to Hange.
"Hange! Make a run for it!"
The both of you used your 3DM Gear to retreat. When you made a good bit of distance between yourself and the Titan, Hange went to search for a medic.
You clenched your teeth and balled your fist in pain as the nurse set your arm. Once the pain eased up a bit, you asked the nurse a question as she wrapped a liner around your forearm.
"Do you think Squad Leader Hange could come and visit?"
"Not right now, of course, but maybe when it's visiting hours. I'll ask them." She said with a smile.
"Ah, okay."
The nurse finished wrapping up your arm and left after saying she'll be back in a few hours to give you dinner.
So you sat there and waited.
Soon, your food had arrived, but not Hange.
You laid in bed, eating some pineapple in the dimly lit, sterile room, still waiting impatiently.
They never visited.
You were stuck in your hospital bed for a couple days before you could return to work. Due to your disability, you were ordered to clean the mess hall after meals instead of venturing outside the walls.
You also haven't seen Hange since that encounter with that Titan. You figured they were still recovering.
This continued for what you thought was at least a week. Everyday was the same. You cleaned the mess hall, went back to your office and went to sleep, only to wake up and repeat the same cycle. Without seeing Hange at all. It really bummed you out. Not seeing them for days on end made your days… lackluster.
If Hange really was recovering from the event, they would've already been back, ready to face the outside world and see more Titans. Something was up and you were determined to find out what it was.
You knocked on the door to Hange's office. You soon regretted doing so when a thought crossed your mind. What if something really bad happened to them? What if they're…? You would be better off not ever knowing.
Praying for someone to answer, the door swung open suddenly with a cheerful looking Hange on the other side. Their grin was soon wiped off once they found out who had knocked on their door.
"What do you want?" They asked.
"Hi, Hange! I was wondering if you were doing okay. I haven't seen you in forever."
"Of course I'm fine, I was just… busy… with paperwork."
"You could've just asked me to help if you had that much!" I smiled.
"I don't want your help." Hange said, crossing their arms over their chest.
"Hm? Why not?"
"B-Because… You're way too nice and you always help me when I don't need it."
"H-Hange!" You said, flustered, "I'm flattered… but what are you talking about? Do you not like my help?"
"Yes!" Hange exclaimed, their voice starting to raise, "That's exactly what I mean! I don't like your help! Why did you have to come in and save me from that Titan the other day?! I was perfectly capable of handling it myself!"
"I just wanted to help! And why are you so uptight about me helping you anyway?!" You said, deciding to match Hange's volume.
"Because-! Because… I care about your safety… a lot," Their voice started to soften a bit, "I like you a lot. I mean, I love you. God, I feel like a teenager all over again." They said with a nervous chuckle.
You gasped rather loudly than you'd like to admit. You were so surprised, you didn't know what to say.
"Ugh, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ever said that. I sounded too overprotective and weird. I'll-"
"Wait, no!" You started, "You didn't sound weird at all! It just came as such a surprise, it left me a bit speechless. Because I like you, too! And you shouldn't be mad at me for saving you because we're both alive and safe! All that matters now is that we have each other!"
You pulled Hange into a hug and rested your head on their chest. They rested their chin on your shoulder, letting out a relieved sigh and smiling softly as a blush slowly crept upon their cheeks.
"Yeah, we have each other."
END - 2/13/21, 2/14/21, 2/15/21, 2/16/21, 2/17/21
As a thank you for being so patient, i give you this!
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infinitegalahad · 4 years
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Borhap Boys As Sugar Daddies
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(reposted bc it was disappearing from the tags😭)
hey guys!! I wanna apolgoize for the disappearance, school is ✨madness✨ luv. so I've decided to try something new. But I promise I'm working on requests (and a bunch of new ideas). I love all of the borhap boys (bc they are babies🥺) so this might become a little series of head canons! no major warnings, just lots of fluff and some suggestive material. also reader is gender neutral (boy, girl, whatever you what it my dudes!) why not mix my fav trope and boys all in...one fic😳😳 anyways hope you guys enjoy!! I would love some feedback for future reference
Masterlist (requests are welcomed!)
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Rami Malek-
Number one that gif of him...need I say more? 🥰
I’m sick of how ya’ll sleep on Rami!! I’m gonna give him tons of love
He would be one of the most affectionate sugar daddy’s tbh
Certainly would spoil the HECK out of you
Whether it be paying off your bills or lavish trips to Greece, Rami always has your back
You never had to pay a SINGLE PENNY when you were around him
Being with Rami, you were a changed person
Your fashion game went UPPPP
Like chanel perfume, all designer clothes, nice handbags, you NAME IT
”Rami, I’m not buying a five hundred dollar shirt from Theory.” ”What do you mean? It would look so good on you, sweetheart.”
Yes, Rami bought you the shirt
You two were at a vinyl place and you saw a limited edition queen vinyl
He buys it (and basically 10+ vinyls you love)
SO RAMI MAKES A WHOLE ASS ROOM IN HIS HOME FOR YOUR VINYLS🥺🥺
This man is omfg i loveee him❣️
Little sneak kisses to your forehead
Seeing you smile as you shop and blush at his complaints makes him so freaking happy HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH
He would take you shopping at the best stores
“I would be fine at a target, y’know” as you look around a Gucci store
Rami would snake an arm around your waist as he cooed into your ear, “My baby deserves the best, and nothing but the best
What started out as an arrangement turned into a genuine relationship
When looking for a sugarbaby, Rami was simply looking for company (and someone to spoil the heck out of)
In all truth, he was simply a lonely guy who simply wanted someone to make happy, and made himself happy in the process
Wherever you guys would go, he would always wanna hold your hand and be close to you bc he’s scared of loosing someone he’s made a connection with
And i’m totally not crying as I write this
Both of you were in dark places when you first met
Rami showed how much he truly cared about you
If you called him all upset, he would SPEED over with whatever you needed whether it be pizza or emotional support
Sitting on your couch, his arm wrapped around yours as you vented about your problems
Rami had convinced you to drop your job and come live with him because he’s a KING!!
”Angel, you’re not gonna have to worry about anymore.” ”What do you mean?”
You ended up quitting your job and moving in with him
What turned into an arrangement became an intimate relationship
The sex between you to was AMAZING
it was VERY intimate
It started off slow but would get increasingly rougher god I hate what I said
Rami would always check up and you and NEVER go past your limits
It would end with the two of you cuddling in bed
Let’s just say you never had to worry about your bills ever again😎😎
I MADE MYSELF CRY WHYYY
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Gwilym Lee-
my love for this man? ENDLESS
Seriosuly gwilym lee HAVE MY CHILDERN
anyways to the pLOT
Gwilym is the sexiest and cutest man alive
The sugar daddy that will bring you EVERYWHERE HE GOES
He’s such a gentlemen
Like all relationships start, it was more of an arrangement then a relationship
Your job was to escort Gwilym at all these events as “company”
Gwilym would send a bunch of nice items and a driver to bring you to the location
”Hope you like this ❤️ xxx”   “Treat yourself! 😘xxx”
Like mister I-😳😳
Gwilym is literally such a sweet person
Whenever you were spotted with him, you would get thousands of compliemnts/questions
”You’re with Gwilym! So lucky!”
”That necklace is to kill for! Did Gwilym give it to you?”
”Teach my your ways!”
Whenever you’re at these events all these people give you evil stares
Your like👁👄👁 “is Gwilym a playboy??”
Gwilym is all like “what do you mean?? 🥺Of course not! Your the only one that matters to me right now”
He’s such a king we LOVE HIM
Spontaneous trips to France and Italy
Gwilym and you grow super close
Also your dates would range from fancy galas for Gwilym’s works or peaceful book/poetry readings
He LOVES books and always takes you to bookstores and gives his best recommendations
He literally turns into an english teacher while overanalyzing books
”The greenlight in Green Gatbsy is such a crucial symbol”
”Jane Austen is one of the best feminist writers, she was so ahead of her time!”
You wanna be annoyed but can’t
i can’t I LOVE GWILYM LEE I’M NOT SORRY
The two of you would lie in bed together
You would be slouched against his body as he stroked your hair, reading to you in that accent
As much as you love your gentlemen, you get him into the wacky world of ninety day fiance
”This looks like trash...I’m going to watch every minute of it!”
You guys order chinese food and watch this obsessviely for six hours
I know this is meant to be fluffy but why not add some 🌶
Sex with you and Gwil is like ✨fireworks✨
He would make sure you wouldn’t be able to walk the next day let’s just say😉
He would have to carry you around and kiss your head, saying “You're so adorable, poppet” or “Don’t strain your legs, Cariad!”
Also ceo of AMAZING NICKNAMES
”My anwylyd” (Welsh for dearest)
Would 100% write you romantic poems (over text and in paper)
And yes he WOULD dramatically read them to you😤😤✌🏽
He would always greet you with the most over the top nicknames like “Good morning cariad!” or “Sit there and act pretty, my beloved”
hi mr lee please make me your sugar baby
Gwilym is your sugar daddy but also your sweet, book loving man
He loves seeing you happy so in return, you make him happy💓💓
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Joe Mazzello-
This one is a wildcard ladies and gays!! 😌😌
Joe definitely does not strike you as a sugar daddy
He seems more like your boyfriend than anything else
The two of you were inseparable
After dinner Joe would take you to a karaoke bar or for ice cream
After the first date you started calling him Joey
Drunken duets to cheesy 80’s romance songs
The two of you would sing your hearts out before vomiting from the copious ammouts of ice cream and vodka
With Joe it’s eithier mcdonalds or Nobu in TriBeCa
Mr.Mazello has range😌✨
This dude is the ceo of cheesy nicknames
”Yes my little lover muffin!”
”What is it cutie patootie?”
”You look amazing buttercup!”
“What’s up, hot stuff?”
In public he calls you “baby” or “lover” dw he saves you from public embarrassment 
You know that meme of will smith and his wife? That is basically you and Joe
My love for his man is infinite
Joe is super clingy
Hand holding and lots of PDA
He wants people to know that your his sugar baby😤😤💓
he will always send texts like
”miss you baby💓💗💓💗!”
”can you grab milk from the store pls??”
”SUGAR HONEY ICED TEA WHERE ARE YOU😩😩🤯🤯🤯”
”Joe, it’s been a day.”
He has so many photos of you in his camera roll
You are his lockscreen😔💓
The ceo’s of amazing instagram photos, whether it be you wearing a burger king crown at Burger King or You guys kissing on a boat with the Italian sunset on a private boat
Captions would be could “my favorite fairytale is our love story” or “yasss queen slay it!”
It’s cringey but god Joe is so adorable
A combination of a child and gentleman ALL IN ONE
All of his friends are like “you guys HAVE to be dating!’
It’s suppose to be nothing more than an arrangement right?
I mean the two of you were living with eachother and he dropped all of this other sugar babies for you
The two of you are master chefs minus the one time Joe burned mac and cheese and set the stove on fire
Also not to get smutty but the sex between you two? Like
Straight up RAMMING to sweet pillowtalk
Anyways Joe being your sugar daddy would definitely not be a bad thing at all😘
Always exchange those “I love you’s” 💕✨
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Ben Hardy-
When first seeing Ben on your sugar daddy app, you were 100% intimidated
But upon meeting him, this tough dude was a PUPPY🥺❣️
On the first date he bought you flowers and gave you a hug
“Y/n, right?”
“That’s me!”
“I just wanted to say you look stunning, love.”
You were wearing jeans and literally smiled so much
You know this date was going to go VERY WELL NOW😩✌🏽✨
Instead of a fancy restaurant, Ben took you to a stroll around London
Whatever clothes you wanted? He got it
Whatever cafe you wanted to stop at? Buy all the tea/coffee and pastries you want
Hotel? Trivago
The two of you walked around the city, hand and hand as you got to know eachother
You ended up walking around the city for five hours up until midnight
You laughed and talked about thousands of things
In confusion, you had to see Ben again
As Ben walked you back to your place, you smiled at him,
”I’d like to do that again.”
”Call me when you want, y/n.”
So your “dates” became more frequent
Ben had the best ideas for dates
Dinners at small Italian places, walking around a museum, or just sitting in his place and watching mindless television
He made sure to spoil you
With gifts, literally and figurreitly
Sex was a large piece in your arrangeemnt
But it was not the only thing in your relationship
And it was!! Amazing!!
”You’re so fucking beautiful” as he would kiss your forehead and dive straight into it 🥺😳
Not only could that man be A BEAST but an absolute sweetheart
Everyday you looked forward to not only getting paid by him, but just talking to him for hours on end
He would stay up for hours just to talk to you, whether it be about your lives or anything
and that ladies and gays is a dedicated MAN
No matter what, Ben always found a way to touch you
He always had his hand on the chair behind you or your thigh
You guys would have pillowforts and nerf fun battles together
It would always end with a cuddle session
Frankie would be skeptcial but love you!!
You guys got so close that he took you on a trip to the greek islands AND PROPOSED!! LIKE!! YES!!😌😌😌
LIKE YES POP OFF MISTER BEN HARDY
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sagdustcrusaders · 3 years
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don't mind me hopping in here fashionably late but what's this i hear about fankids? 👁👁 i am Curious™ and would love to know about yours if you don't mind me asking 👉👈 jbgfgjbfb
also friendo do you happen to have discord? 👀
It was seeing my mutuals do the 🚼 fankid ask meme that finally got me around to finishing this
I’ve written & rewritten so many different replies to this post, but I couldn’t figure out how to respond so I think I’m going to stop planning things out & just let it all flow
First things first, HAVSSBSB holyshit thankyou for the ask. I don’t mind at all because now I have an excuse to mention them
ALSO DW about being late with this. Caus I mean.. better late than never?? Idk do people still even say that?
Ever since this one line Dan says in the English dub about having seven kids, I’ve decided that it would be really really funny if I just… gave him that
BUT. The issue is that designing seven fankids & giving them their own unique personalities is h a rd
The only one I have decently figured out is the oldest son, Yasir, and that’s okay because I cherish him even though I haven’t decided on a design I’m content with yet but shhhhhhhh
(Quick heads-up: a lot of developing fankids stuff happened when me & a friend were obsessing over this restaurant AU. So a lot of details are centered around that)
Yasir’s great tho. Darling son boyo. Please ask me about him
Idk where to start if I’m being completely honest. I have several ideas for a “backstory” I guess?? But I don’t really want to say anything unless I’m definitive about it
He’s pretty dense but not dense enough to be incompetent. Yasir has excellent antenna and knows when a circumstance is unfavorable for him, but is too rash and impulsive on top of whatever desperation he’s in to do much without exasperating the issue
You could probably argue that all of Dan’s kids ended up somewhat materialistic, but at least for Yasir, it’s not for reasons having to do with greed or splendor. His preoccupation has to do with bouts of worrying on never having enough regardless of how comfortably he’s living & the doubt of somehow turning up short of something despite clearly owning the necessary funds
He’s incredibly suspicious of other Stand Users, and tries his best to not affiliate with them; obviously, this never winds up being the case with the natural attraction
His siblings are something he adores, but constantly will his attempts to be what he views as a responsible older brother end with him patronizing & babying them. It’s well-meaning, but how he insists on doing things for their safety comes off as infantilizing
This added onto his continual keeping other Stand Users away from them…
… this is fine
Okay buthfhdhd there was also this really dumb idea of him being obsessed with Disney’s Aladdin when he was a lot younger
And y’kNOW
(I hate Aladdin)
But alas! For the sake of son boy and to NOt crush his dreams, I have to go along with it
S hhh dw he’s just kinning Aladdin
H-he wants to be sat on a prayer rug & pulled around in a wagon
At one point, Dan tells Yasir that a decorative hookah in the kebab shop is actually a magic lamp, and this TOTALLY goes over well when customers see this kid rubbing it, continually saying that the thing’s supposed start smoking and smell funny
I love the himb, he’s son boyo. He will cut the crust off of your sandwich and you will thank him
I could go on for wayyy too long about Yasir, but I feel that I should cut it here for rn
Aaaaand with that out of the way YES I do have a Discord :D. It’s just that I’m awkward and hesitant about talking to people outside of Tumblr
Idk what it is or why, but I’ve always gotten really anxious over the thought
It’s something I’ve been meaning to get over, but just haven’t. We’re buds tho, so if you want to shoot me a private message, I can give you my Discord ID
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thisbluespirit · 3 years
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Fic Writer Tag Game
I was tagged to do this by @allegoriesinmediasres but it had already gone round Dreamwidth this last week, so I did it there.  I’ll try and c+p it over here, too!
1) How many works do you have on AO3? 620 (but I've been writing a lot of short things since around 2006-7, and there might even still be a couple of the 1994-98 fic from the newsgroups up). 2) What’s your total AO3 word count? 1,476,147 (but this does include about 300,000 words of origfic for RaTs and rainbowfic that are collected into three works, so it doesn't affect the works no too much, but it does affect the wordcount.) 3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they? Too many to list here!  A lot.  *nods* 4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos? People, it's still Miss Marple.  Maybe one day it won't be Miss Marple, but today is not that day. (ETA: whenever i do my top AO3 fic on these memes, it’s disproportionately Miss Marple.  I am bemused.) Miss Marple: The Spirit of St Mary Mead So We Meet at Last Not Miss Marple: it's the rain that will strengthen your soul (SW Prequels) Five Times the Doctor Got in the Way of Captain Janeway (and One Time They Got Along Just Fine) (DW/ST) By the Book (Origfic) (Oh, wow, By the Book keeps moving up.  It must get recced sometimes, somewhere, mustn't it?  0_o ♥) 5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not? Yes.  Fanfic is a lot my way of being social, which is why I don't get along with the new push-button web much.  Like, kudos is fine, ok, but I just wanted to talk to people, and via fic always seems to be one of the nicest ways to do it. 6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? Oh, I don't know. I like being bleak sometimes when I feel like it.  It might be the EatD one with the two Generals, but honestly there were a few in my mid-illness old bleak telly watching years, and the Level 7 one or the one from Children of the Damned might be even more so?  Or some S&S stuff, too?  I mean, I wrote S&S plane crash fic and weird drabbles.  (I blame my fandoms!  It's not my fault!  *innocent*) Also I keep doing Clara splinter fic, so I keep killing Clara and it's always sadder than I expect when I get there.  You'd think I'd learn by now, or just not kill this splinter, but, nooo, hey, how about MORE Clara splinter death, self?  /o\ Oh, no, wait: it's probably Spooks!  Spooks is also bleak and how about my tiny ficlet of death, Litany of the Fallen? Oh, actually, if I listen to people who aren't me, it's that B7 Avon/Servalan one, which I was always a bit: BUT I WROTE ONE WHERE THEY WON about it and everyone else was all THIS IS THE WORST in the comments.  Sorry? The Quality of Mercy (Is Most Definitely Strained)  (I still think the ending of Compendium is more angsty!  It has double death!) (Ok, it's me.  I like being bleak and angsty when I'm doing it.  I'm less sure when someone else is doing it at me, of course. ;-p) 7) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending? I honestly don't know.  I'm usually kind of gen and happy and sometimes even humorous, and keep canon's tone, and DW is fairly light most of the time. I tried searching on Happy, but I have never tagged anything as happy.  But probably it is an AAL! thing, because AAL! is happiness in b&w TV form basically.  Maybe of Of Human Bondage (or Five Times Adam and His Friends Found Themselves All Tied Up)?  But I like all the AAL! ones I wrote for Yuletide, because they were the ones where I tried to be closest to an episode, and that makes them the most fun to re-read. 8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written? I have a crossover in my top 5, so yes.  I'm a DW fan; crossovers are just far too obvious a temptation when you've got a TARDIS.  What DW fic writer hasn't managed at least one once somewhere?  And I might have, um, written a lot of them.  (AO3 says 126). I did once, way back in newsnet times, when we were having a debate over what you could and couldn't cross DW over with (and I was on Team You Can Cross It With Anything You Cowards), write a DW/Rainbow drabble.  But I don't think I put that on AO3.  I think it might be on Teaspoon.   In AO3 works, I think by far the silliest is the Baldrick/Steed one, which AstroGirl said I couldn't write.  (It was an Unconventional Courtship summary, not that they randomly dared me to write Baldrick/Steed.  I mean, some of my flist totally would have done if they'd thought of it, but not in this case.) 9) Have you ever received hate on a fic? Not really.  I've had some weird comments, but the nearest I've come to hate was one of the comments that time I tried to write Swan Queen fic and it wasn't happy enough for people.  (I wrote a happy one after, but the ifrst one was set quite early, Regina was still kind of evil!) 10) Do you write smut? If so what kind? Alas, no.  Although, ish, if we count my experimental elemental shipping phase, which included The Cornfield (Silver/Steel/(Sapphire)), which is the only time anyone called any of my fic sexy.  I would totally have that comment made into a medal or something.   11) Have you ever had a fic stolen? Other than the random scraping things that have gone round over the years, no. 12) Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes!  Several people have been kind enough to do this, usually into Russian, and usually (but not always!) Miss Marple. 13) Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes, and no - in adwc days we all co-authored round robins, which were a blast and highly frustrating.  I think it'd be fun, but barring the odd bit of drabble tennis with various flisters back in the day, it's not really something that's worked out.  (I'm thinking, I could have all the ideas, they could do all the writing, I could criticise?? XD) 14) What’s your all time favorite ship? My Relationships count is very misleading here, because I think it actually is (including in terms of things written for it), Sapphire/Silver/Steel, but it's a weird thing, so sometimes I tag it platonically, and sometimes I don't necessarily tag it at all for that reason, and also I think it puts people off unnecessarily.  (But it's a Lie when I don't tag it.  All my Sapphire & Silver & Steel is inherently OT3 even if no one else can see it.) 15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? None.  I have unposted WIPs, but I do hope to finish those, and the only posted WIP is a very old one only on Teaspoon that was begun before I was ill and I can't even really say at this point that I would want to finish it. 16) What are your writing strengths? Character/dialogue, I think?  I am actually not that bad at plot, but currently I lack the stamina for long things. I like to think I can be quite funny when I'm in the mood. 17) What are your writing weaknesses? Description, action.  Argh.  Yes, let's just talk some more, okay? 18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I was going to say I would never, but actually I did!  I wrote Y Gwyll | Hinterland fic, and it wouldn't be right not to have some Welsh in that.  However, while I may be a 1/4 Welsh and know some Welsh words, I don't actually speak it, so I had to turn to Llywela who was very kind and translated the sentences I needed.  (I added the English translation in the footnote.)  This was the fic, but basically language is important in canon (ironically maybe even more so in the Eng-lang version I watched than the original Welsh), and so it was also important in the fic. So, probably if it was a canon where it was required, then I would do what I could to get help to get it right?  The good thing about the internet is that you can usually find someone, although usefully for me, I already knew someone. 19) What was the first fandom you wrote for? Doctor Who! 20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? I'm going to wimp out on this along with everyone else.  Although... if any of you have a fave fic of mine, that would be very cool to hear!  (But I don't expect anyone to.) Sometimes I'm pleased enough with the latest to feel it's that, but that's not always the case, and it isn't currently.  (No, offence, Latest Works!  I like you, it just only happens once in a while, usually when I've managed something I've wanted to do for years.)
I won’t tag anyone, because I know lots of people also did this on Dreamwidth, but it’s always VERY cool to see people’s answers to these things and memes are for stealing.
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kazewhara · 2 years
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hi zuzu! if you can't answer this, it's totally fine, feel free to delete it from your inbox 🖤 /gen
i'm a senior in high school right now, and i have yet to pick out a course for university. i have english (or creative writing) and psychology as subjects i'm interested in pursuing. i've seen that you're a creative writing major yourself, so i wanted to ask about career options that can be taken up if you take creative writing as a major? i'm just a bit curious since i'm still indecisive, feel free to ignore this if it's too personal/odd for me to ask such questions from you. thank you so much anyway! i love your writing very much by the way 🖤
hey! i don't think this is too personal, dw, it's actually very nice that you thought to ask someone who was in the field already (and i'm flattered that you'd ask me something like this at all, actually, LOL) i think i'm gonna add this answer below the cut, cause i talk a lot, as you know
so!
i actually jumped between english and psychology for my first two years -- i was actually a psych major, integrative neuroscience major and a bio major on the pre-med track in that exact order before i became a creative writing major. indecisiveness is okay! you have a LOT of time to make your choice!
in terms of careers, a creative writing degree can let you be a number of things besides just a writer; you can be an editor, technical writer, proofreader, publisher, journalist, grant writer, you can go into public relations, etc.! the joy of liberal arts degrees is that they allow for so many career options.
but if money is your biggest concern, i'd honestly say that psychology has a much better pay-off than creative writing. psychology is STEM and can branch into many, MANY different directions like psychiatry, neurology, etc. etc., and those jobs pay more.
another thing to keep in mind is that if you do choose creative writing, be sure to hone other skills alongside your writing skills in the event that in the future, you don't secure a job that's directly related to your degree. for example, i'm looking into a japanese minor so i can become a translator or go back to school to become an english teacher abroad.
that last part isn't exactly what you asked, but i do think it's important to know; i didn't exactly have people to tell me this in high school, so i'm still feeling a lot of this out myself; don't quote me on ANY of this. but anyways, college is all trial and error, and it's also a time for you to grow as a person, so remember that all of this will happen in due time at your own pace, yeah? you can enter college undecided and most places (that i know of, since i'm american) allow you to be undecided until the end of your sophomore year so take your time! complete your gen eds first and feel your way through! :D
this was so long i am so sorry(#&@*#,@,$
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catcze · 3 years
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Hi Catte! I'm not sure if you're comfortable discussing real life topics on your blog but if you aren't it's totally fine to dismiss this! recently I've been feeling a bit lost about my future? like I'm not sure what job I really want to pursue and I just wanted to ask if you had any idea for yours. (think you said you were an english major but not 100% sure on that.) like I know it's all something okay to be confused about and you don't have to be certain but sometimes it gets all overwhelming. I also wanted to say that your blog is a massive comfort for me! sometimes i feel really down and seeing your notifications just cheer me up :) thank you :)
Love!! So sorry i'm getting back to this late!! kjndas Dw dw, I don't mind discussing real life-stuff here, but I'll just put it under a cut tho <33
Yeah, you got it right I'm an english major!! Regarding a job after graduation,,,, honestly, I’m probably as lost as you might be. I can agree that its deffo overwhelming and kinda intimidating when you try to take everything into account when planning your future haha,, 
I’ll be honest, I don’t have some grand reason for choosing to be an english major. I’ve never really gravitated to any specific course or job, which made choosing stuff pretty daunting. I chose to take up being an english major because i knew that I would be comfortable in it–– that I wasn’t in any real danger of failing. Boring reason, I know, but after being a STEM grad (where getting high grades was neither fun nor easy) taking up something comfortable and that I knew I was good at felt like a breath of fresh air. Maybe I could afford to be lax in the course I chose bc I knew that my family wouldn’t bat an eye if I ever felt like shifting or if I wanted to go back to college or whatever, so there wasn’t any pressure to be critical about my course or my job after, which is... good, I suppose.
Uhh, sorry, I got off track, but if I were to go for a job as an english major grad... I’m still not sure, but it’s likely that I’d go for being someone in charge of PR or social media, since I’ve got some background there as I basically control my english college’s social media and PR. Or maybe a reporter or a lawyer, since I’ve been told that I’m good at speaking (tho tbh it’s all just bravado–– my bitch ass is actually really scared of talking but atp I’m good at faking the confidence kajsdas) 
My more ambitious plans (and, honestly, riskier ones that I likely still need to think on) is to either go back and take up psych, or to continue as a model (something that, pre-pandemic, I had been doing pretty well, and that I actually do enjoy) though ever since the pandemic started, that plan has come to a halt, so I dunno if I’ll still proceed with it. 
ah, I’m not sure if this helped since I rambled quite a bit, but I hope that it still gave you something to think about, my love! I totally agree that there’s no pressure to be certain about your future asap–– just take your time with it and think things through. Being overwhelmed and unsure is completely normal, but it’s not something that you should let scare you into being passive and uncertain. Maybe if you’re still unsure about some things you can try to take up some brief internships at a couple of places, just to see how things work and to see if you think you’d enjoy yourself there (like, as long as you’re not endangering your safety or anything) ? Aaa the choice is yours either way, love.
ALSO omg that’s so sweet of you to say 👉👈🥺💞 I’m glad that I could provide some comfort to you when you’re not feeling the best, sweetheart <3 I hope I can continue to cheer you up! Thank you also for supporting my blog and enjoying my posts, babe 💞💞💞💞 Have a nice day!! Ily and I hope this helped even the tiniest bit <33
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readyallthecanons · 3 years
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sienna and solomon highland
From the Highland family of demon hunters
Welsh-Italian; born and raised in Chicago
Early to mid 30s; 5’9”; wavy black hair; Sienna has green eyes while Solomon has blue
Their parents, Gabriel and Nasstassja, died while chasing after a demon sad
Both may not be totally over their failed exorcism of their sister in which they accidentally damned her soul to hell but it’s fine; they’re fine
Sienna
Full Name: Sienna Mairwen Highland; they/them
Doesn’t want to be a hunter, they wanted to be a lawyer and so they became a lawyer (particularly for supernatural beings)
Does contracts usually but their one true love is litigation
Very, very good criminal lawyer...like your case will most likely result in an acquittal even if you’re guilty
They want to do the right thing and see that justice is delivered….but sometimes that is at odds with their vanity/pride and desire to win
Still has some knowledge about demons….but will NERD out over law stuff (law shit >>>> demon shit)
Accidentally summoned a demon while in law school; it was a Bit
Intense commander type personality; they’re confident, determined, and rational. Always down for a challenge. Is quick to spot talent and potential in others and can get a bit too intense in pushing people to realize this potential. Their idea of cool sexy fun is 3 hour long debates; will argue for the fun of it...and just to flex how much they know/their skill. But they have tons of respect for their peers and values their inputs and opinions a lot. Struggles with HR but can be compassionate towards their clients (they’re working on it ok). 
Really values their rest days; will not take any cases while they are on their break. Loves watching romance/drama movies; always cries over Titanic
Most of their weekend nights are spent curled up on the couch with Holmes on their lap; they’re eating homemade mac and cheese and watching The Notebook
Has an English Bulldog named Holmes (named after Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes not Sherlock Holmes)
Hair is done in a pixie cut and is almost always in a suit (they’re just well dressed in general)
Works in the SBI Legal Department
Solomon
Full Name: Solomon Caerwyn Highland; he/him
3 years younger than Sienna
Demon hunter, exorcist, demonologist (this is what’s written on his business card)
NERD. Huge fuckin demonology/occult nerd.; he is awkward, analytical, and sometimes eccentric. Loves to explain things and will over explain and most of the time his mouth cannot catch up with his thoughts.  He is not one to follow rules and would rather do things in the way he sees best. Great at seeing the Big Picture. Bad time management skills. Takes his failures a bit hard. Like his sibling, he struggles with HR a lot; very much prefers the company of books...and demons that he can kill. But also, like Sienna, is working on it.  The vibe is depressed alcoholic professor.
Prefers working alone but often ends up teaming up with other hunters who just so happen to be after the same thing he is (Nikos)
Don’t be fooled by his nerdy exterior; this guy can fight
Has an eidetic memory...which is very useful in general
Bit of a heavy smoker and a borderline alcoholic...but dw he’s working on it
Has The Sanctuary (the family’s enchanted basement that stores all their occult knowledge) and an intern named Porpentina “Tina” Lang (she’ll get an intro post someday; she eventually joins the SBI and as “magic touch”)
Also has 2 Jack Russell Terriers named Homer and Virgil
Occasional consultant for the SBI
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marvinswriting · 4 years
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Shoulder Devils
Prompt: five times Janis tried to fake okay and the one time she just couldn't OH MY GOD I LOVE 5+1S OFC (this was supposed to be posted next week but i got it written within a few hours and just wanted to post it now bc holy shit its 5+1 and janis angst, my two favorite things.)
The knot in her stomach felt wound up too tight, like it would tear her insides at any moment. 
Calm down, Janis, it's only the first day of school. The common sense part of her brain told her. 
But every other part of her was screaming a different story. 
It's your first day of high school after being homeschooled through the end of middle school. Nobody has seen you since you were plastic and you'll be totally alone during your tiny only classes.
She subconsciously gripped the shirt underneath her tighter. 
Janis was on Damian's shoulder as they walked to their first class of the day. 
She knew deep down she'd feel better if she vocalized her worries to Damian, that way an outside source could ease her stress, but Damian had his own worries. He was in charge of not only getting him but also Janis to their classes on time- spare her tiny periods.
Janis had unintentionally made him stressed more just by existing.
Now, that's a little dramatic. The common-sense voice in her head said. It eerily sounded like Damian. Quite fitting.
No, it's true. The other part of her brain said. This one sounded like herself. 
Janis felt like she had her own tiny people on her shoulders. Just these were devils and angles, not best friends. 
Damian stopped in front of a classroom.
"English, co-sized, room 148, period one."
Sure enough, they stood in front of room 148. Janis could see kids she recognized at their grade, no longer eight graders but now freshman. 
"This won't be middle school." Janis mumbled to herself, trying to be reassuring.
"What?" Damian asked as he stepped into the room.
"Nothing," Janis said, a bit to fast. "Just talking to myself."
So much for that no worrying Damian part. 
"Okay," Damian said slowly.
He doesn't believe you, you fucked up. Shoulder devil Janis taunted.
Damian sat in the front row of the class so Janis would be able to see the board.
"You're gonna do great today," Damian reassured her, like he could tell exactly what she needed to hear. "If you need me at all during the day, just text me, okay?"
Look, failure, you've got him all worried. Shoulder Janis mocked.
No, he's just looking out for you, like friends should. The reasonable Damian sounding subconscious said. 
"I'm fine, really." Janis said with a soft smile.
-
Janis was pro at keeping her freakouts internal. As a plastic, she learned it better to just keep her problems to herself, bottle them up till she's lying in bed at night and they explode, like a mento in cola. 
Damian didn't like the method of emotional management that Janis adapted, but old habits die hard. 
Janis knew Damian wouldn't tell her to shut up like Regina would.
But he'll still judge you. Shoulder Janis reminder her. They all judge you. 
So she kept her freakouts internal. 
Until one night. She was at Damian's house for a sleepover. For the longest time, Janis would sleep on a makeshift bed next to Damian's nightstand. It was safer that way. Even though both Damian and Janis knew when Damian fell asleep he slept like a rock and didn't move, it wasn't worth the risk.
Cuz you're small and fragile and nothing but a worry. Shoulder Janis said. The reassuring mind Damian was quiet. 
Nothing to say, because I'm right.
Janis looked over to Damian on his bed. He was lying on his back with his eyes closed, but Janis could tell he was still awake. She shifted slowly in the tiny bed, not wanting to worry Damian. 
He deserves better than to be worried by you.  The devil Janis sneered. 
Janis knew logically that these were her own thoughts, but it felt like somebody else was saying them to her, confirming everything she feared. She was just a burden who got in the way. An irritant to all. A hassle to Damian, who had to take her everywhere.
Just like that, the mento fell in the coca-cola.
She quickly brought her hand up to her mouth to cover a cry. She didn't want to disrupt Damian. Not while he was still awake. She could fall apart when he was asleep. 
Her shoulders shook as silent tears slipped down her face. Janis wiped them away briskly. 
"Janis?"
Damian was sitting up in bed, looking at her small girl. 
Even though the dark room, Janis could feel his eyes on her.
"I'm fine." She said abruptly. Her defensive tone cueing that she was in fact, not fine.
You fucked that one up.
Janis rubbed at the ghost tears on her face, pressing the heels of her palms into her eyes. 
Damian reached forward and scooped her up gingerly, his fingers wrapping around her gently as he laid back down on his side. He held Janis to his chest, like a kid holds a teddy bear. He didn't say anything or question her, just held her close. 
"I am fine, y' know" She said, but Janis gripped onto Damian's shirt despite herself, listening to Damian's heartbeat as they both fell asleep.
-
Janis? Where are you?
Janis glanced down at her phone. She was supposed to be meeting Damian at the tiny pick up zone, but instead, she was hiding in an empty classroom trying not to have a panic attack.
Nurse.
Janis typed back quickly, no point in telling the truth and getting Damian all worried.
Sorry if I made you wait too long and you're late to class.
You okay?
Yeah, im tits. dw about me
She placed her phone down, leaning against the cool concrete wall of the classroom. Damian would be heavily annoyed if she asked for help every time she felt this way.
He probably feels heavily annoyed with you no matter what. The inner Janis taunted.
"Right."
-
Janis knew Damian could tell she was upset. Janis also knew he wasn't gonna push her to talk about or bring it up first. And on top of all this knowledge, Janis knew she was in no way gonna vocalize her feelings. 
Sucks for her.
They were sitting in class, and Janis was trying to face forward and do her work, but her mind went anywhere other than algebra. 
She could feel Damian staring at her, but she refused to turn around a make eye contact. Janis did a shit job at hiding her emotions that morning, but she wasn't the type to admit when she was wrong.  Especially not after saying she was fine so many times earlier. 
Even though all she wanted to do was sleep in Damian's pocket until she had to go home, then sleep some more, she knew she just needs to push through the day under everyone's radar.
Because she was fine.
Yup, sure you are. Shoulder Janis was back, and as annoying as ever.
-
Janis was pretty sure her 'shoulder angle Damian' was just her brain spitting out anything positive Damian had ever said to her back out at her. 
Because it all sounded very familiar.  
But it all also got drowned out by the shoulder devil Janis, who was loud and mean and most importantly, she was right.
Anything shoulder Damian said, shoulder Janis had a counter that made more logical sense.
Does Damian actually like you?
Of course, he does, he's your friend! Why else would he carry you around all the time and care so much?
Pitty.
That one word made Janis's head spin because it made so much sense. 
Poor space dyke. Outed in front of her whole class in middle school. A tiny who can't do jack shit by herself. Who wouldn't feel bad?
"Janis?" She was sitting on Damian's shoulder as they (no- Damian) walked to lunch. She hadn't noticed they'd arrive because she was so lost in thought.
"I'm fine." She said.
-
"I can't spend every second with you, its not my fault you're like in love with me."
They were at the Hubbard's. Cady was long gone. But her words still echoed. 
Damian was holding Janis to his chest, one hand underneath her, the other gently pressing her there. 
Janis wasn't crying. She told herself she wouldn't cry over something like this again. 
But crying or not, she felt sick. Like Cady physically ripped out her heart and stomped on it.
"Janis?" Damian asked, his voice vibrating through her small body.
"I'm fine."
"No, you're not." Damian says. For once he doesn't ignore it or move along.
"You're allowed to be hurting, you're allowed to not be okay. I'll still be here with an okay Janis and a not okay Janis because you are my best friend and I love you. I know I can't make the hurt go away but I want to help and I can't do that if you shut me out and say you're fine"
It sounded like something shoulder Damian had said so many times, but hearing the real Damian say it, it drowned out the shoulder Janis, and suddenly, Janis wasn't fine. But that was okay.
Damian didn't move or interrupt her as she cried, blubbering about everyone thinking she's a stupid lesbian.  
Damian didn't leave like Cady did, or judge her like Regina did.
Because he wasn't Cady or Regina.
He was Damian.
Janis felt bad for lying to him this whole time. 
Of course, Damian wouldn't leave her, or make fun of her, or take pity on her.
Damian hung out with her because he loved her, and Janis didn't need any small shoulder people to tell her that.
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hey ree!! i love your art so very much, it's lovely and it also helped me reconsider my opinion of kama for the better (their design really turned me off at first rip...) so thank you so much for that! tho what i wanted to message you for was to ask where i can read up on kama's lore and background? i don't follow jp fgo very closely so i'm not sure where to start and idk if just reading wiki entries for them would be very helpful. ty for reading wahh i hope you're having a nice day!
THIS IS... A MESSAGE SENT BY AN ANGEL I THINK???????? RIGHT AFTER MY KAMA RANT.....
THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS, it means sosososososo much !!! and you’re very welcome !!! ;_;/ i feel you a lot because i used to be just like you !!! then i saw their third ascension and... Oh... Oh... The Galaxy Theme... me, a space nerd... i will look at them shyly from afar. i will just gaze at them from far away and not involve myself in the fandom......
......but then i was like I THINK I SHOULD DRAW THEM AT LEAST ONCE. AND DECIDED TO COME BACK FULL FORCE AFTER A BAD DEPRESSIVE EPISODE (with the help of some fgo mutuals too c’: ) and here we are!!! 
(i put u on my lap like i’m a grandpa telling a story) i’m going to be honest: there’s still a lot about the God themselves that i don’t know yet !! but from what i’ve read, their bio on the FGO wiki is actually pretty accurate when it comes to their backstory, their trauma and most importantly: their anger !!
FGO has chosen to focus on Kamadeva himself and the moment Shiva murdered him. Indian mythology can get confusing in the sense that: THERES A LOT OF REINCARNATIONS EVERYWHERE and i can barely keep track of them all (RAMA HIMSELF IS A REINCARNATION TOO) !! i know that kama gets reincarnated as well after his death, but FGO has chosen to simply freeze the original Kamadeva in time and add him to the Throne just like that. The FGO timeline is very different from the original indian mythology because in FGO, Rati who’s his consort and wife doesnt exist because DW wanted to make space for the masters to insert themselves !! which is why teaching kama about romantic love is the main drive point for master x kama ships !! and thats totally fine, kiss a horny god, BE FREE 💖 (but i think that bc of this, we’ll never have a Rati servant and i’m... :((( )
this FGO timeline can have its bad sides too unfortunately since DW has chosen to give kama a child first ascension to symbolize the different types of love (which is why theyre a lot less innocent in their final ascension) and obviously, it caters to creeps and i can totally understand why people would be put off by Kama in general because of this. it was a bad move for such a beautifully designed servant imo. which is why i’m going to keep away from it !! the only first ascension kama content you’ll see from me is just kama and ishtar acting like cute sisters !!
anyway !!
my main sources for reading about them are... their fgo wiki page since we all gotta start somewhere and this felt like the easiest place to do so!! 
their bond craft essence translation is also very interesting !! since their FGO timeline self is basically the main part of the cake !! THEN COMES THE FILLINGS 
kamadeva’s wiki page helped me quite a lot !! their french wiki page told me a lot of additional info not available in english and i was like :O !!! so if ur not an english speaker, make sure to check their wiki page in another language u know!! 
then ofc there’s tons of other websites u could check and read upon (AND ALSO !!! ASK ACTUAL HINDU PEOPLE IF U KNOW SOME THAT ARE INTERESTED IN MYTHOLOGY) !! for my part, ive been just scouting pages at random and looking up articles of their backstory and creation as well as the hindu god family tree... BUT EVEN THEN, there were a LOT of texts contradicting eachother and many sources that said one thing then another one said something else and... yeah. IT CAN GET CONFUSING VERY FAST
in some texts it says that kama is the son of brahma but in other sources, it says that kama was simply born Like That ? because kama (lustful love) is just a concept originally !! IT... IT ALL COMES DOWN TO HEADCANONS IN THE END, REALLY. 
it’ll always be a fun journey to find lore tho !! bc mythology is fun c:
I HOPE THIS HELPED U SOMEWHAT... !! if u have any precise questions about their lore though i’ll try to answer as best as i can!!!! and if i cant answer, i’ll ask one of my hindu friends about it !!! :D 
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I just read something that was so stupid I think it lowered my iq and I can't respond directly because PEW has me blocked. He's anti-censorship but wants to stop people writing work he finds morally objectionable because of a perceived threat to the consumer.... Now it's late and I am tired but isn't that exactly what censorship is? And citing birth of a nation doesn't change it, if the work cannot be published how can it be challenged? Biscuit is too good a term, we're going to need another one
DW: “I’m not advocating censorship,” says Prince, “I just think that these works should neither be written nor read.” 
Of course he’s advocating censorship, because that’s exactly what censorship is. Now, he doesn’t have the power to enforce it, thank Christ, but he’s certainly advocating for it. 
Prince also thinks that he gets to decide what is exploring a subject and what is glorifying a subject. And yes, Prince, you can decide that for you. But when you attempt to decide it for other people, and when you say that certain works should not exist then you have moved way past your incredibly limited authority. 
Let me see if I can explain it in a way that’s simple enough that even you will grasp it. 
Prince: I don’t like this thing. = Fine. 
Prince: I don’t like this thing and it should not be a thing. = Get fucked. 
Simple enough? 
Also, Prince really does seem to think that if someone reads Starker, or whichever ship he’s objecting to at the moment, it will somehow have the power to totally override their entire moral code and before you know it they will be throwing unwilling schoolboys at lusty millionaires all across the nation! 
Which brings is to Starker itself. If Peter is 17, that’s not illegal in New York, Prince. If the situation was real–which of course it isn’t–it wouldn’t even be illegal. So put your concern trolling away please. Take it and shove it up your ass, actually, which is clearly where you keep your knowledge of psychology as well. 
As for it not being real – nothing is real when it starts.  It’s an idea.  It’s a desire.  It has no more substance than any other thought or idea or story you created in your head has.  But sometimes, eventually, it can become real when someone acts on it.  And sometimes, people act on it because they’re been convinced that it’s harmless, or even worse, something positive. 
Bullshit. This is something antis love to trot out. Oh, they tell you, fiction that we decide is bad should be banned because reading bad things will make you do bad things! 
Bull. Shit. 
Prince, if you can’t tell the difference between fiction and reality, that’s your problem. And that’s not a glib answer. That’s me seriously saying that if you can’t tell the difference between fiction and reality, then you have a legitimate fucking problem. 
You don’t have a fucking clue about this. Remember that time you thought you were so smart by telling me that A Christmas Carol–a fictional story!–literally changed the way that the English celebrated Christmas? And I had to point out to you that no, Prince Albert literally changed the way that the English celebrated Christmas, and that A Christmas Carol was riding what was already a fashionable trend? 
You don’t know psychology. You don’t know history. You know fuck all. 
While I’m at it though, why are you so obsessed with sex? If you really thought that fiction affected reality in the way you present it, then shouldn’t you be equally concerned about the fact that, according to you, there must be thousands of vulnerable real-life teens out there who might launch themselves off buildings because they were bitten by a spider and now think they have super powers? Or why aren’t you concerned about violence? What if that leads to a surge of vulnerable teenagers who think that they too can take on evil armed by simply turning up ready to fight?
Please don’t assume that teenagers can’t tell the difference between fiction and reality. Most of them are a lot smarter than you, Prince. 
@athenadark, well, that turned into more of a rant that I thought it did, but I’m not sorry! 
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