#and i say no

[purpleisdebeste]

in stars and time colour alts

there's a lot of metaphors here but in true isat fashion i will leave them all unexplained

#in stars and time #isat #thats my art #except not really but i dont have a tag for sprite edits #i wanted to draw but tech hates me #i have some fun ideas for loop too #but they would probably be human loop so i'd have to actually draw #and i say no #kinda want someone to tag this “x metaphor is really cool but it's probably unintentional” but that's just my catholic guilt showing #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart

[blended-ice]

little nibble 🤺🤺🤺🩸

(obligatory vampire au)

#peas n guac #man I just drew this in one sitting while listening to step on me (the cardigans) on repeat #something just came over me idk #listen #sometimes #I just gotta draw the boys covered in blood #sorry you had to find out this way #it’s not very much blood #only a lil itty bit u know #yeah #‘but blended’ you say #‘isn’t it lowkey cringefail of you to be posting vampire au’s?’ #and I say NO #I say cringe is DEAD babygirl (gender neutral) #cringe died when I decided to dedicate an entire blog to drawing 2016 anime blorbo fanart #I’m talking to myself too much rn I need to calm down #I am so!!! Tired!! I should be in bed!!! #yuri on ice #yoi #viktor nikiforov #katsuki yuuri #viktuuri #fanart #id in alt text

[punkstylerecovery]

It took me a long time to realize I actually had anxiety and that people weren't just feeling like I did all the time but now that I know, I'm still not sure how much anxiety is too much anxiety.

Like, how much is enough anxiety that I can justify [to the Authority On Taking Drugs that doesn't actually exist] taking the prescription my psyciatrist wants to give me? How much is enough I should talk more to my therapist about it? Where is the guidebook on "What To Do When You Have Anxiety"? I need it, guys. 😭

#punkstyle #anxiety #disability #like fr #i don't know what to do #my psyciatrist offers me prescriptions #and i say no #because i think im not anxious enough for that #but am i? #i don't know #i dont know how this works \o/ #trauma recovery

[phoebelovingcare]

20 hours until I see my psychiatrist.

#pheb speaks #don't break dont break dont break dont break #every appointment she asks if i'm experiencing side effects of my meds #and i say no because she didn't tell me what they were #and then later she asks me as if it's unrelated #if i've been experiencing mood swings #and i say no #because i Do Not Notice #but now? #ohhhh yeah. happy and drawing to cold and laying in bed and shaking and chest pain so fast it'll give you whiplash #STILL making mistakes in basic communication i used to just Not Make #woke up this morning like ''i cannot talk to people'' #a couple of hours later i was laughing and joking and making plans to fix everything in my room in a jiffy #and then an hour or two after that i'm once again reduced to a useless wreck #negative

[minibunz]

Everytime I talk to my mom about the gym I remember where I got my eating problems from/how I got them

#fae talks #tw ed rant #EVERY time I mention the gym she asks “do you weigh yourself? #and I say no #and then she asks “do you think you’re getting smaller?’ #and I say no bc I think I’m gaining muscle in exchange for losing weight #and THEN she goes “do you think you’re getting bigger? #and I say yeah maybe #and she has the balls to be like ‘maybe it’s all that good you eat after the gym #like WhaT #I’m Pretty Sure you need to eat before aND AFTER THE GYM TO FUCKING FUNCTION #UGH #deleting later

[koobiie]

shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

#and by 'everyone' i mean me. im just hoping other people relate lmao #someone asks me about a thing i like and im just like h.................. #been thinking about The Character for a solid 6 months+ and let me tell you. expldoeing soon #this is about ffxv btw . how am i supposed to say how much it lives in my brain . i cant think #text #1k #5k #10k #15k #20k #great googly moogly #30k #40k #50k #60k #boooy what da heeel #70k #80k

[calware]

shoutout to lil hal

#i say things #1k #2k #3k #5k #10k #homestuck #💾 #lil hal #25k #50k

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[willgrahamscock]

my favorite customer service slip ups

#alex says things #i was in tears reading these

[brightlotusmoon]

#oh no #i know a lot of audio engineers #it's like a hallucination #dare i say it #because color theory #children's hospital #hotel carpet patterns #color theory #heavy sigh

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says #he's also my type for what its worth #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

[happyheidi]

𝖠𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖠𝗇𝗇𝖺-𝖫𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖲𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗇 | 𝖨𝖦: 𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺_𝖺𝗋𝗍

#this has to be one of my favorite little comic ever cus YEEEES #I love me a good rain lighting thunder trio <3 #ESP while laying in bed with a good book #had to share #cottagecore #comics #art #cute #drawing #rain aesthetic #cozycore #cosycore #reading #comfycore #wholesome #we had MASSIVE rain here today and some lovely lightning & thunder . so this was basically my just switch night to say and bed to couch

[taffywabbit]

they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

#buny text #I'm fine i've just been staying up too late playing bg3 the past few nights #and then wanting to wake up before noon so my parents don't say anything rude to me so i end up getting less sleep to facilitate that #and it's catching up to me #i feel like this explanation maybe undermines my previous statement of 'I'm fine' a bit but I'm fine i promise #look at my lop posts boy

[ithappensoffstage]

I am genuinely so worried for all the young horny dykes going into adulthood thinking there's something "problematic" / "wrong" with them for being horny because fucking tiktok lesbians think any horny dyke content is "male gaze fetishitic"

#have seen screenshot after screenshot of that video saying love lies bleeding is fetishizing lesbians and?? muscles?? #i cant take this shit anymore #text #anyway stay horny! #concerning tags y'all!! bobbi is joking! sarcasm! joking! #(for the later reblogs with the added screenshots) #y'all are killing me with these notes though this was formatted to be like. a 30 note max rant post.

[horserad-ish]

reblog only if you’ve received less than 1000 boops! we can all get each other to “max”

#I think 1000 is when it says max I don’t actually know #boop #april fool's day #boop war #boop meter #april fools 2024 #boop o meter