#and now I wanna die

[bwunnipaws]

back on wishing i was capable of pvrging

#tw ed #had ice cream #and a twinkie #and now i wanna die

[tottallynotanalien]

Mother/shipping rant for myself:

OH MY GODDDD!!!

My mom thinks I shipped and read smutty Drarry fanfiction as a young teen (I hate lying, I mentioned Drarry as a way to escape from me saying the reality which is Tomarry as it’s easier to explain and I liked Drarry fanart but am OBSESSED with Tomarry in every way and idk why I’m even mentioning this! I know I’m an awful unhuman human who hates lying and got stuck!) and now she keeps telling everyone she meets how I love reading smutty Drarry fanfiction like WHYYYYY MOTHER WHYYYYYYYY????

Anyways just wanted to get that off my chest, my chest with my broken HEART AS GOOD OMENS CRUSHED IT WITH SEASON 2

#please lord help me #as my #mother #keeps spreading this #and now I wanna die #I prefer #drarry fanart and canon type stuff #but my true heart lies with #tomarry #I hate lying #and so I told my mother a half truth #and now I want to die #she keeps telling EVERYONE SHE KNOWS #LIKE WHYYYY #anyways just wanted to vent #as I hate lying to her #Also today I crocheted a rabbit ear headband! #it’s now my everyday wear #obsessed with it!! #def gonna make more

[itsgivingsadd]

#attack on titan #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin arlert #someone said it’s a different pov of the racing up the hill panel #and now I wanna die

[femmebilly]

yike look away it’s a personal rant in the tags

#personal #what is it about this time of year that freaks me out so much #like i just thought a little too long about being 25 and where i am in my life #and now i wanna die #is it bc it's almost the end of the year? probs #is it bc i'm having several personal crises at once that i'm refusing to address bc i'm keeping myself busy instead? also probs #idk i just wanna lay on someone's floor while things happen around me for a while #and i cAN'T #bc everyone i wanna do that with is too far from me #this sucks so bad #whatever i'll be over it tomorrow i'm sure #it's called bottling up your feelings lmao #anyway i'm a burden <3

[nakimochiku]

i'm THIS close to being done my boywife xue yang fic like THIS CLOSE omggggg its killing me.

#xue yang #fic #mdzs #please i just wanna be done it's been two months this fic is eating me alive i wrote this whole thing for one cursed fucking sentence #and now i wanna die

[cowardlykrow]

Don't even look at each other before marriage

#You guys this took days to finish and i don't even know why OTL #now this was SUPPOSED to be a whole npmd main cast line up #but then i just... didn't wanna anymore haha so just these three :Bc #me realizing i wrote Save instead of Leave: :is big failure 😔😔😔 #Hatchetfield #peter spankoffski #stephanie lauter #grace chasity #NPMD #nerdy prudes must die #starkid #taping my mouth closed to prevent the infinite complaints i have for this

[doctorsiren]

I have an idea (concept sketch that I will make a more refined version of in the morning since it is midnight)

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #franziska von karma #gregory edgeworth #von karma siblings #manfred von karma #dl 6 incident #ace attorney fanart #tw creepy imagery #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #work in progress #the crane wives #man good omens is crazy /silly #I really Iike the loose look I have now with it #but I wanna clean some stuff up and refine some bits #but this version is really cool to me already #so I’m posting it :3 #I think Miles Edgeworth should get shot in the heart BUT NOT DIE #LIKE HE ESCAPES DEATH #JUST SO WE CAN GET THAT PARALLEL BETWEEM HIS BULLET WOUND AND HIS DAD’S #LIKE HOW ZISKA WAS SHOT IN THE SHOULDER LIKE HER FWTHER #RAHHHH

[aroaceleovaldez]

Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?'' #and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus #but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3'' #and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to'' #only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it #and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book #Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out'' #Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.'' #''this has been so bad for my health'' #Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested. #Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him'' #Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him. #and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE #though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it. #he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure'' #nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards. #which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for

[lessthanimpressedlesbian]

I feel so vindicated knowing that we all read those many microexpressions correctly. Laura was really playing an anxious queer woman in love with her best friend so accurately that we couldn't help but pick up on all the little nuances.

#critical role #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #cr lb #laudna #imogen temult #imodna #laura bailey #its just nice to know we werent reading into it too much #and that what we all saw was real #maybe some of it wasnt intentional but so much was #laura has been acting her heart out and i love her for it #now i just wanna know when imogen realized she was in love with laudna #personally i think it was when laudna almost went down the first time with fhe shade mother #i think she realized then that laudna could die #she definitely knew by the time they left for the heartmoore bc you cant convince me she wasnt pining when she was holding laudnas hand #she had it inna death grip and wanted laudna to go into her dreams #thats so gay shit right there #anyway

[puppyeared]

meow

#i feel like i should have made his ears a little bigger in th first pic. maybe ill go back and edit it later #GET WRINKLED IDIOT #i first thought of drawing him as a sphinx cat bc i looked at his third eye like hm... if he had wrinkles he could hide his eye #its also very fun imagining him wearing head coverings and hoods cause hes so fucking nakey #kinda makes me wanna draw him more... sphinxes are fun to draw. i kinda wanna make a sphinx design now <- loves designing characters #a thought i had while drawing this is that if only few had seen narinder before (like the lamb and previous vessels) then not many would #know what he looks like. since hes supposed to be death and the only time you see him is when you die and pass on i guess?? #so i think it would be an interesting situation if the lamb just introduced narinder as some guy without telling anyone he is or used to be #the one who waits.. smth like a false idolatry situation so everyones like. oh wow our leader has been channeling the messages #of the one who waits for so long its almost like they have become death itself!! ^_^ and narinder is just. standing there #maybe if he gets enough power he can grow more eyes between his wrinkles like in his eldritch form. that would b cool #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl narinder #cotl fanart #my art #myart #doodles #the one who waits

[dabislittlemouse]

Going back home late at night only to find him sitting on your window like this-

#UGH I NEED HIM CARNALLY #JDKENFOWKDSKD ID DIE BRO #like hello sir want me to get naked right now #i wanna sit there next to him #dabi #touya todoroki #mha dabi #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #mha #bnha

[acecroft]

STAR TREK: STRANGE NEW WORLDS 2.03

#trekedit #snwedit #scifiedit #tvedit #la'an noonien singh #james t kirk #james kirk #christina chong #paul wesley #star trek #star trek strange new worlds #mygifs #usermichi #trekdaily #televisiongifs #thanks i really wanna die now

[spearxwind]

They forgor it was poisonous (RIP)

#heres a shitpost ive had in mind for a few weeks now. actually got the willpower to sit down and draw it!! :D #windyart #challenger deep #scribble comic #hades #talas #graves #talas is fine btw he's affected but he wont die from that #still experimenting with like.. colors and textures and stuff for my art. definitely not where i wanna be but getting somewhere i hope

[stiffyck]

I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag.... #ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them: #scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls) #how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

[dizzybizz]

guys i think he came back wrong

#yippeeeee the npmd brainrot is really hitting now yall #i am not prepared but whatever #i had so much fun drawing this i?????? 👁👁 #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #max jägerman #me when my name means hunterman and i hunt nerds #max jagerman #starkid #hatchetfield #my art #cw blood #uh hes fun to draw.... i just wanna scribble his ghost form for a while ajdjhfajjgfajafjkfkla #and draw him all sparkly too cus he is in the show which i fkn adore- just throw some glitter on him why dont you

[midnightdemonhunter]

But don't worry. By then, he wants to.

(@romanromulus :D )

#saw movies #mark hoffman #peter strahm #hoffstrahm #midnight draws #sdate #op found the first art piece so i was obligated to finally properly draw the second! #i dunno if i can pick a fav between these fics honestly. the time loop is a comfort fic and i dunno if i can ever read this one again #the ugly sobs it got out of me....but so so good #disturbing highlights include: #strahm's thoughts on being quiet when hoffman gets home shifting over the story from ironic to unironic. incredibly cool and fucked up #uhhhh all the dad stuff. WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME....... #everything about the ending. HOFFMAN WAS IN THE FUCKING BASEMENT!!! HE WAS TRAPPED. HE WOULD HAVE COME BACKKK #i didnt wanna die...i didnt wanna die either....the final dream....... #death of the self vs death of the body....which is worse.... #anyway yeah this fic. god #one day i will leave proper comments too!!! for now: normal art. anyway please read into this