#and then wakes up in a cis guy's body and has the TIME OF HIS LIFE. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

miss-atena · 2 months

Text

Twisted Wonderland Headcanons Heartslabyul + Che'nya

I finally have the time to do this post. I've wanted to do this one for a while but life and other stuff got in the way. So... Yeah! All character art used is by me, headcanons may have some basis on friends hcs I like, but overall its very much what I think. More under the cut.

Riddle Rosehearts

Mixed Asian and Latino (if in our world);

has eyebags and moles on his face but hides it with makeup as best as he can;

Red undertone skin, very rosy;

Everything about his appearance is kept pristine and proper. His hair is always combed, his nails are manicured, no body or facial hair, etc;

Probably has undiagnosed autism;

So sheltered from the real world, he has trouble keeping real conversations without overanalyzing everything being said or bringing up the Queen of Hearts rules;

Is not allowed to hold hands because his mom thought that would mean he was gonna skip studies to date. (He "accidentally" forgot about that on NRC);

Tries to keep in contact with Che'nya while on NRC but is afraid of messing things up, especially after his overblot;

Cares more for Deuce and Ace than he lets himself show. secretly defends them during housewarden meetings.

Gender Non Conforming, He/they/xe;

Biromantic Asexual.

Has had a tiny crush on Trey before.

Trey Clover

Blasian;

Strongman body type but less intense;

Softest body around, Heratslabyul Sleepover human pillow;

His hands are a bit rough from dealing with cooking and the occasional kitchen accident;

Always smells of pies. Even when he didn't make any. It's his natural scent;

Is farsighted;

He has 3 glasses with different frames, for different occasions, but only uses the same pair because black goes with anything;

Suffers the "M'lady" and "erm actually" jokes from Cater and Ace;

Still keeps in touch with Che'nya, they text sometimes and during summer break Trey sends baked goods for Che'nya to share with his grandpa;

Claims he is a normal dude but can make any recipe if he read how to make it once before;

Knows how to help during panic attacks and sensory crises due to his siblings needing him before;

Cis man, He/him;

Pansexual.

Has received more love letters than any other Heartslabyul dorm member.

Cater Diamond

Token white friend/j

anyway yeah, he is the whitest person from the Heartslabyul cast IMO

a bean of a boy

wakes up way earlier than the others to do skin care routines trending on Magicam

If something is trendy and isn't too expensive, he is buying and wearing it till the trend ends.

barely passing grades, but still passing.

has had an off with your head for almost failing sometimes, but Riddle had to just accept Cater is not the brightest academically.

if he could, he would pay double to get more piercings but Riddle would probably actually chop his head off for that.

Social butterfly, but heavy impostor syndrome.

has hidden eyebags with makeup before from spending hours doom-scrolling on his phone

Has a crush on Trey but is too afraid of rejection to make a move.

Bigender He/they

Bisexual

flirts with people by accident sometimes.

Ace Trappola

mixed asian and white

besides being mixed, he is the token white guy of the group.

basic af, will crumble if u give him spicy food.

way too comfortable with flirting with Deuce for everyone to think they r just friends.

his brother pierced his ears and they both got scolded (Ace was 12)

way richer than he think he is, can buy really nice stuff without batting an eye and doesn't realize it. Not on Kalim's level, though.

Every week Ace has his head offed by Riddle in some form of way. Sometimes will drag Grim with him on these.

is afraid of thunderstorms and will not admit it.

Cater's protected child, they both do chaos together.

Cis man, he/him.

Omnisexual with female preference

even tho his real preference seems to be Deuce.

Deuce Spade

Asian.

probably autistic, but no one notices cuz he hits the not-noticeable aspects of the spectrum.

Asks for tutoring from Trey, since he is low-key very high-key afraid of Riddle's scoldings

Half of the time on Track and Fiel club turns into hype sessions

If Ace wasn't his closest friend at NRC with Yuu and Grim, it would be Epel

His mom sent him his old jackets so he would feel at home in school. Ace uses them and fakes being a delinquent.

While Ace is protected by Cater, Deuce is protected by Trey. The duality of men.

Helps whoever he can during PE classes, he wants to be seen as reliable like Trey.

Trans man, he/him

Bisexual, no preference.

Doesn't get why people think he and Ace are a couple.

BONUS: Che'Nya

Blasian + Vitiligo

Has Discalculy

They were supposed to be a regular white cat beastman, but they dyed their fur for funsies

Loves arts and crafts, and their pants were embroidered by themself.

Their grandpa taught them arts and crafts.

No one knows why they are in RSA and not NRC, Trey says he thinks they got an invitation from NRC first and a RSA after they rejected NRC, but is not sure.

Uses their magic all the time, and find loopholes to say they can use their magic.

Doesn't hang with the popular kids at RSA, but has a little group of friends.

Texts Trey all the time they can, mostly to share Magicam memes.

They have a planner of dates they will try crashing unbirthday parties at NRC. Only started this after Riddle became a housewarden.

No teacher calls them by their name, it is either their nickname Che'nya or Pinka.

Genderfluid They/it/xe/nya

Omnisexual with a preference for masc leaning.

No one knows how they have not been expelled from how much they sneak around and poke and prod at what they shouldn't.

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #tena ramble #tena writing #heartslabyul #riddle rosehearts #trey clover #cater diamond #ace trappola #deuce spade #che'nya #alchemi alchemivich pinka

30 notes · View notes

simply-whump · 8 months

Text

Ashes of Love (香蜜沉沉烬如霜) - Whump List

Whumpees : Xu Feng played by Deng Lun, Run Yu played by Luo Yun Xi and Mu Ci played by Zou Ting Wei

Synopsis : Zi Fen, the Flower Deity, dies after giving birth to a daughter, Jin Mi. Several thousand years later, Jin Mi has grown up into a sprite who longs to see the world outside of the Flower Realm. When Xu Feng, the Fire Deity and second son of the Heavenly Emperor, accidentally lands in the Flower Realm, Jin Mi nurses him back to health and demands that he takes her along with him when he leaves the Flower Realm. This is where Jin Mi's adventure and love trial begins as she explores the realms and meets various immortals & demons. (MDL)

Genres : Romance, Wuxia, Fantasy

Note : 63 episodes, 3 characters, be prepared to scroll a lot 'cause this list is long!

Warning! Possible spoilers below!

Xu Feng

Ep 1 : Is about to achieve a rebirth (has spent several days refining his spirit), attacked during his “rebirth”, struck while in phoenix form, falls — Has the appearance of a dead burned bird, found, still alive — Concern for him since he has disappeared — Transform from burned chicken to handsome guy, unconscious, wakes up

Ep 2 : Falls into some water, hit, falls back into the water unconscious, given some kind of medicine but remains unconscious, artificial respiration, doesn’t wake up — Unconscious in bed, given medicine, wakes up, coughing

Ep 3-5 : None

Ep 6 : Fighting, hit while protecting someone — Coughing up blood, concern for him, meditating to heal himself, multiple scars shown on his body

Ep 7 : Sparring — Fighting, using a lot of power, struggling to contain a beast

Ep 8 : Meditating to heal himself/regain some power, given medicine — Hit by very dangerous poisonous needles, dizzy, concern for him, vision blurry, heavy lidded eyes, passes out — Unconscious in bed, examined, purple veins on his arm, concern for him, he will lose all his powers in 3 days if they don’t find a cure, friends go on a small quest to save him — Still unconscious, examined, body temperature decreasing, friend uses a dangerous technique to help him — Fed the cure, wakes up, weak

Ep 9 : Told he looks pale, friend realises he was previously poisoned, concern for him, pulse taken, told he still needs to recover

Ep 10 : None

Ep 11 : Drunk, passes out/falls asleep, put to bed, wakes up briefly, gives power to someone, passes out

Ep 12-16 : None

Ep 17 : Grabs his chest, collapses on one knee, bleeding from the mouth, concern for him, put to bed, given medicine, pretends he has a headache

Ep 18 : Goes into the wheel of reincarnation and has to finish his trial as a human before returning as a god to heaven

Ep 19 : Attacked while he’s hunting, surrounded by ennemies, fighting, cut multiple times, continues to fight while injured until he’s the last one standing — Walking unsteadily, bleeding, collapses (Gif Set), found, asks for help, passes out — Unconscious in bed, bandaged, treated, face a bit bruised and bloody — Agitated in his sleep — Wakes up, wincing in pain, pretends to still be sleeping, pulse taken, realises he lost his voice and hearing (he was actually poisoned for a long period of time, leading to him becoming mute and deaf) — Drinking bitter medicine

Ep 20 : Still mute and deaf, face still scratched — Has to wash herbs with thorns, wincing in pain, scratches on his hands — Recovered his hearing and voice, pretends to still be sick — Scared by a snail — Scar examined

Ep 21 : Pretends to be sick and weak, coughing

Ep 22 : Pulse taken

Ep 23 : Pulse taken, pretends to be sick — Coughing, pretending to be sick

Ep 24 : Coughing blood — Unconscious in bed, pulse taken, revealed it was all pretence

Ep 25 : Coughing blood, pretending to be sick — Paralysed by magic

Ep 26 : Coughing, pretending to be sick

Ep 27-31 : None

Ep 32 : Fighting in war — The one he loves died, devastated, sobbing — Crying — Drinks poisoned wine to be in death with his loved one, dies — Becomes a god again (his trial as a human is finished)

Ep 33-35 : None

Ep 37 : Protecting someone, thrown to the side — Hit by magic while protecting his shit mother, spitting blood, collapses, concern for him, heavy lidded eyes, weak — Sleeping/unconscious in bed, looked after

Ep 38-39 : None

Ep 40 : Wrongfully accused

Ep 41-44 : None

Ep 45 (This is it, the DRAMA, the BETRAYAL) : Fighting against Run You, watches one of his friends die in front of him, stabbed in the back by his loved one, stabbed through, collapses to his knees, collapses to the ground, dies

Ep 46 : Dies, body disappears

Ep 47 : None

Ep 48 : Unconscious in bed, attacked, it was a fake body — Real body shown, in a coma

Ep 49-50 : None

Ep 51 : Still in a coma — Body discovered by his loved one, concern for him, powerful magic used, saved, wakes up, recalling painful memories, learns his parents are dead — Has a nightmare, depressed

Ep 52 : Surrounded — Begins freezing while cultivating, in pain, concern for him

Ep 53 : Trying to cultivate his power, sweating, in pain, hand freezing, collapses, drinks alcohol, concern for him — Drinking, angry outburst

Ep 54 : Bitten

Ep 55 : None

Ep 56 : Crying — Spitting blood

Ep 57 : None

Ep 58 : Hand freezes suddenly, in pain, hiding his condition — Freezing, in great pain, concern of him

Ep 59 : Drinking

Ep 60 : Freezes again, in pain — Sacrifices a great part of his power, unsteady, concern for him, bleeding from the mouth

Ep 61 : Difficult fight against Run You (Final Battle), stabbed, kicked, bleeding from the mouth, arm starts freezing, in pain, cut, hit by magic, crashes to the ground, concern for him, bloody, unsteady, exhausted, keeps fighting, worried for someone, crying, screaming — Depressed

Ep 62 : Depressed, crying, walking unsteadily, drinking, blaming himself, just a mess — Arm freezes, collapses, in pain, crawling on the ground — Depressed, looking for his loved one, desperate

Ep 63 : Hand freezes, in pain — Crying, collapses, sobbing (but happy ending!)

Run Yu

Ep 1 : Fighting

Ep 2 : Blamed for the disappearance of Xu Feng

Ep 3 : Still blamed, shows the injury he sustained fighting (in ep1) — Healed with magic by Xu Feng

Ep 4-7 : None

Ep 8 : Uses a technique dangerous for his body to help Xu Feng, concern for him

Ep 9-10 : None

Ep 11 : Drinks too much, passes out/falls asleep

Ep 12-28 : None

Ep 29 : Remembering painful memories, flinching — Multiple scars on his body shown

Ep 30 : Recalling painful memories, teary-eyed

Ep 31 : Injured while protecting someone, collapses on one knee, bleeding from the mouth, begging his adoptive mother to let his biological mother live, crying, desperately tries to save his bio mother, fails, hit by magic, angry

Ep 32 : None

Ep 33 : Begging for innocent lives to be spared, crying, willing to sacrifice himself, electrocuted, tortured/punished with magic, screaming in pain, collapses, bleeding from the mouth, weak — Carried, unconscious, put to bed, concern for him — Crying, blaming himself

Ep 34-35 : None

Ep 36 : Teary-eyed

Ep 37 : Hit by magic while protecting someone — Magic transferred to him?, sweating

Ep 38-44 : None

Ep 45 : Fighting against Xu Feng

Ep 46-49 : None

Ep 50 : Uses his blood with magic to save someone, concern for him, crying — Weak (has consumed half of his life) — Teary-eyed

Ep 51-57 : None

Ep 58 : Teary-eyed (finally faced with all the wrong stuff he did)

Ep 59-60 : None

Ep 61 : Frees and takes inside of him a powerful monster — Difficult fight against Xu Feng (Final Battle) — Crying

Ep 62 : Chained, sweating, battling the monster inside of him, stabbed, screaming in pain, saved, grabbed by the collar

Ep 63 : Crying

Mu Ci

Ep 1-18 : None

Ep 19 : Refining a dangerous artefact, screaming in pain, bleeding from the mouth

Ep 20-22 : None

Ep 23 : (Flashback) Injured badly while protecting someone

Ep 24 : (Flashback) Weak, manhandled, thrown to the ground, imprisoned by a magical field, injures his hands by trying to get out — Freezing spell put on him, shivering, crawling on the ground, passes out

Ep 25-30 : None

Ep 31 : Fighting — Hit by magic, spitting blood

Ep 32-33 : None

Ep 34 : Fighting, parasites in his body activated, groaning in pain, hit by magic, unconscious — Put to bed, concern for him

Ep 35 : Half-conscious, agitated, sweating, in pain, concern for him

Ep 36 : Still unconscious, concern for him — Loved one tries to heal him with magic, spitting blood

Ep 37 : Wakes up

Ep 38 : In pain from the poison from the parasite inside him, helped by magic

Ep 39 : Using powerful magic, in pain, spitting blood, passes out, helped with magic, wakes up, weak — Hit by magic, unconscious — In bed, wakes up

Ep 40-41 : None

Ep 42 : In bed, in pain because of he parasites, concern for him, magic used to cure him, in pain, passes out

Ep 43-50 : None

Ep 51 : Has a nosebleed, concern for him

Ep 52-53 : None

Ep 54 : Suddenly in pain, passes out, concern for him, unconscious in bed, pulse taken, has a fever

Ep 55 : Hit by magic, unconscious

Ep 56 : Chained, threatened with the life of his loved one — Has to use a lot of power even though ha has almost none left, struggling — Still trying to use his power, failing, collapses

Ep 57 : Still chained, using a lot of power, collapses — Hit, slammed against a wall, bleeding from the mouth — Struggling to walk, weak, collapses, gets back up — Struggling to walk, collapses, concern for him — Getting married, spitting blood, weak, crying, dies (so sad…)

>> Another Whump List with Deng Lun

>> Another Whump List with Luo Yun Xi

>> More Whump Lists

#ashes of love #whump list #whump #asian whump #deng lun #luo yunxi #zou tingwei #cdrama #chinese drama

89 notes · View notes

blindbatalex · 9 days

Text

a little marcheron au for your sunday

Brad wakes up to the smell of fresh coffee.

For a moment still lost in half-sleep, he wonders whether and when he bought a magical coffee machine that brews coffee all by itself, before his present reality comes crashing back to him.

Patrice.

Right.

He rolls out of bed and pads his way to the kitchen, stretching, and sure enough, there Patrice is by the stove. He is wearing basketball shorts and the same gray t-shirt he had on last night before he bid Brad good night and went to sleep in the guest bedroom. The line of his shoulders is unfamiliar. He is still an athletic guy, obviously, but don’t play pro hockey for four years and your body will broadcast the fact to the world, all on its own.

He must sense Brad’s presence because he turns around, a disheveled, domestic look on his face, which soon enough, is adorned by a smile.

“Morning.”

Man, that still feels weird. Like, really fucking weird.

Then again, it does appear to mean that Brad is getting breakfast out of it in addition to coffee. Something sweet is sizzling on the stove and the kitchen smells wonderful.

“Morning,” Brad greets back, making his way over to see what Patrice is making for himself. Pancakes…judging by the smell?

No, not pancakes. Crepes.

“Bergy,” Brad says, his voice pitched low. He can’t help himself, he is only human, and fuck him, these are some serious crepes. Some put any French chef to shame, prepare to die of happiness and reach heaven level crepes.

All of this must show on his face too, because Patrice snickers, practically beaming with pride.

“Thought a treat might be in order.”

Happiness looks good on him, in any universe. He reaches with a hand to brush back his hair and the wedding band on his finger catches the morning light.

It’s too much. All of this–

Brad runs a hand through his own hair, taking in the jar of Nutella sitting on the counter, the box of powdered sugar and the bowl of strawberries.

He pops one into his mouth.

Patrice cooking – who would have thought?

“Okay, I don’t mean to be like, offensive, but last I remember you could barely crack an egg without setting the kitchen on fire,” he says, watching Patrice open the jar. “How did this…happen?”

Patrice gives him a pained look – one he quickly folds away. This must be just as weird for him. One moment you are watching your…husband suffer a nasty head injury on the ice; an hour later, he has no memory of the last four years of his life. Which is of course, not exactly true, Brad remembers those years alright – it’s just that he didn’t think telling the doctors ‘oh yeah I guess I have been thrown into a parallel universe or something’ would make them want to let him go back on the ice any time soon.

“I had time on my hands.”

That’s just– fuck. He had time on his hands. Of course he had time on his hands. He had to stop playing hockey at 28 because he got hurt so badly he almost died. Brad’s been here for a few days now and it still makes him furious. Still feels fucking illegal.

He reaches for another strawberry to distract himself but Patrice swats his hand away with a tut.

“Patience, babe.”

Patience. Somebody should have told him that that has never been among Brad’s virtues.

“I’m gonna get the coffees,” Brad declares, trying not to feel like there is a hive of bees under his skin doing their level best to burst out.

He opens a cupboard and is faced with plates and bowls. He does not know this house. He opens another and finds the mugs. Specifically, in the first row, are two matching mugs – navy blue with a golden looping B inscribed on one and an M on the other.

Jesus Christ.

He takes them out. Pours them coffee just as Patrice starts walking to the kitchen table with the two plates in his hand.

They sit down.

“How did you sleep?”

Patrice shrugs. He looks tired – and there is only one person to blame.

“Comme ci comme ça. You?”

French? Is that who they are? Does Patrice sprinkle in the occasional French into their conversation these days? Has Brad – this place’s Brad – been learning it for him? Then again, what does he know what Bergy was like in his romantic relationships, in his own universe?

And–

It is kind of cute.

“Oui monsieur, s’il te plaît, ooh lala,” he replies, drawing a groan from Patrice, but it’s okay because he is laughing too, just a little bit. His laughter sounds like music. It always has.

“Eat your food – before I divorce you.”

Brad gasps.

“You would never. You love me.”

The moment the words leave his mouth, Brad regrets them. Bergy sighs. It carries zero heat, betrayed by a crooked, fond, unbearable smile.

Still, there is nothing for it – he takes a bite of his crepes. They are perfect. Crisp but still somehow soft and just the right amount of chewy.

He sets his fork down, forces himself to take a long, slow but discrete breath.

“Did I threaten to break up with you unless you learned how to feed me or what?”

He aims for a teasing tone and fails completely. Patrice’s smile turns strained. He always could sense when something was wrong.

“No, of course not,” Patrice replies, instinctively covering Brad’s hand on the table with his. “I was um– I wanted to thank you, I suppose.”

Brad has to look away.

“For what?”

Not that he doesn’t know the answer. It’s just–

“Brad, we don’t have to talk about this right now. Let’s just eat.”

Yeah, probably because Brad must look like a pathetic child, ready to break down in tears any moment now. But he needs to know. He needs to hear it. He forces himself to meet Bergy’s eyes again.

“Please.”

Patrice is still looking back at him like he thinks this is a monumentally bad idea, but he never could say no to Brad, not when Brad asks it like that.

“When I had to stop playing hockey, you were there for me,” Patrice says evenly. “You were sort of, the only reason I made it out of that year alive, if I’m honest. I wanted to– I know you like crepes.”

Because apparently, that’s how they got together. Brad made it his life’s mission to be there for Bergy when Bergy got hurt. In the process they got close. In the process Bergy fell in love.

And the thing is, they are really good crepes. Exactly how Brad likes them. He has dreamt about this actually. Patrice making breakfast for him. Patrice doting on him, kissing him. A life they would get to share.

And now that he has it, he wants to smash it all into pieces.

He is just not worth the price. He never was.

#hockey rpf #marcheron #my fic #this would make a rly nice fully fleshed out at - TBD

22 notes · View notes

aemiron-main · 11 months

Text

Henward, Vaginal Imagery, Brenner's Surgeries and Tearing

Okay so, regarding James’ post here, I just realized something. Look at the scene where El sends Henward to superhell:

She literally tears right through him from the bottom/center up. And in his wake is the vaginal imagery that we see with the gates all the time, and that even the GA has picked up on. She basically tore a vagina through him. And right before this, we got the scenes of El’s birth that don’t align with other scenes of her birth.

And when that birth scene plays, look at what we get- that looks VERY similar to the gash/vaginal imagery associated with Henward and gates:

I think Henward absolutely got Eddie Glunskin’d and did not have a choice in the matter. Rather than transfem vibes, I’m totally getting “gender weirdness/cis guy who was forcibly operated on/guy who doesnt have a dick now” vibes. The vaginal imagery, especially with Henward, is always tied to force and pain and a lack of consent, and not to a longing to swap genders.

And this is also supported by the other gate/vaginal imagery scenes- when gates are opened, always by force. It’s always tearing/ripping/destruction. Look at the scenes from the end of S1 and beginning of S2:

The demogorgon rips through the wall and creates a tear via force. El widens the tear via force and then rips her way through it.

And look at the S3 gate opening- again, it’s by force. Force from Russian lab equipment- lab equipment creating a tear like that…

And look at the mothergate opening/mothergatae in general- again, it's torn open by force, and it happens in the lab:

And it parallels Henward being sent to the yellow UD- it's a gate opened by El, in the lab, and the cracks in the wall parallel eachother too, in addition to the gates paralleling of course:

So, we've got imagery associated with motherhood/mothergate that's tied/paralleled to Henward's body being torn through in the lab, where surgeries on Henward would have occurred.

And the mothergate gets this phallic imagery with the shadow coming out of it too- it’s definitely giving intersex vibes (and staring at the phallic imagery being forced back in and vaginoplasty surgeries and things being turned inside out/put in):

And look at Jason’s death- a guy, who is REPEATEDLY paralleled to Henward, is yet again ripped in half by vaginal imagery:

Jason’s death also occurred in the attic of the Creel house- the one place that represents Henward the most is being torn in half by vaginal imagery. And look at what exact part of the attic the gate starts tearing at- the part exactly where Henward was:

(these two shots are one after another as the camera pans down, just showing that the tear does open in that EXACT spot where vecna was):

And going back to Jason, Jason’s arms are also pinned down in a way that’s eerily similar to a.) Henward when being sent to superhell/being torn through, b.) Will during his S2 cabin “exorcism” and c.) the demodog that’s strapped to the table in the Russian lab, which parallels Henward, which I talked about here.

And that gash on the strapped down demodog is a very similar shape to the gash that rips through Henward (staring at Henward strapped down to an operating table much like the demodog):

And not only does it tear through the attic, but it also tears through Eddie’s house- Eddie, who serves to deliver subtext about Edward Creel. Edward Creel, who very much seems to have been operated on by Brenner:

Hell, look at the ST pilot and “the tear”- again, we get that ripping and tearing imagery:

And I have to say it- the spirals in Vecna’s mind lair?

Phallic shaped. His mind lair is full of his broken home and phallic imagery. Full of things he lost.

And we also don't know what Henward's sad but also angry memory is- but we DO know that both times it's brought up (when he first mentions it to her when playing plinko and when El remembers that scene when fighting him), it's tied to the concept of El's mother and to birth imagery. I'm wondering if Henward's sad but also angry memory is tied to castration/forced surgery and thereby later tied to the mother imagery/El's birth.

TLDR: my current verdict is Henward/Vecna being a guy in terms of gender/a cis gay guy prior to the lab and is still a gay guy but technically intersex by force as a result of Brenner & has somewhat embraced it (“i’m so glad you were born”)/is using it as part of his weird UD stuff..

#stranger things #henward mother weirdness #edward creel #mothergate

106 notes · View notes

floating-above-sea-level · 4 months

Text

Queer SecurityWaiter/DreamTheory headcanons (part 2)

Featuring lots of Mike being trans. Mainly that, in fact 🫶🫶🫶

Mike:

-I said previously that he always assumed he was straight cause he’s never been attracted to dudes, but then I remembered “oh yeah wait he’s trans that doesn’t make sense” so to explain that, I feel like he’s one of those trans guys who kinda always saw himself as a boy, even if he didn’t really have a way to put it into words, plus it’s not like he really thought about attraction and dating much, so when he was younger, he probably was one of those “girls” who didn’t fit in with other girls, had mainly guy friends (out of the few friends he had lol), and thought romance and dating seemed gross, so he wouldn’t talk about it unless other people brought it up, and he’d have to fight for his life every time he tells people that he in fact DOES NOT HAVE A CRUSH !! (No one believes him because no one ever believes that. I wouldn’t be surprised if he was one of those kids who just named some random classmate that he thought seemed vaguely interesting just to shut people up)

-I’d say he probably came out as trans at around 18, after he graduated. He probably knew he was trans earlier than that, maybe like somewhere around 15-16, but he didn’t want to deal with coming out and transitioning socially so he stayed in the closet until it was easier to kinda just…cut people out lol. He’s stealth and kinda just transitioned best he could without people questioning him, which wasn’t hard with his parents falling out of the picture and not really staying in contact with anyone from school (frankly I don’t imagine he was very popular lol) so like…yeah

-had a “looks like a lesbian with a boyband/justin Bieber type haircut” phase somewhere in his teenage years. Kinda didn’t care when people rumored about his sexuality. He didn’t date anyone so it just doesn’t really matter, but if people asked him directly he’d just say he’s straight cause again coming out as anything just seemed like a hassle

-had his first and only date (before Ness) at like 19/20 years old, and (as far as I’ve heard from the people talking abt the apparent fnaf movie novel) it’s canon that the girl didn’t wanna go on a second date because “his eyes were too intense” (autism💥💥💥) it was some random girl who asked him out, maybe a coworker or smth who thought he was cute, and he just said yes cause he didn’t really know what else to do and figured he might as well since it’s certainly generally considered embarrassing to have never gone on a date before as someone old enough to be in college (which he didn’t go to cause 1: money 2: he had to take care of Abby 💔💔💔) then after he was like “yeah I was right idk what the hype is about dating seems lame” (he’s a little dumb /j)

-he’s in his mid-late twenties, and I think his been on T for like 2-5 years, so he probably started T somewhere around 20-23. Again, realistically, no idea how he’s affording that, but…he did it 🤗🤗🤗

-the day this man discovers trans tape is the day this man finally learns a bit of peace (not as much as top surgery obviously but certainly more than regular binding)

-I reiterate once again that he binds so unhealthy. Wears his binder at home, wears it out, wears it when exercising, wears it from when he wakes up till he goes to bed, and he only takes it off at night because he literally HAS to and even then he still wears a slightly tight sports bra cause bro is NOT DEALING WITH THE BOOBAS (someone please stop him please good god how are his lungs still functioning)

-god at dressing to pass. Knows all the hacks. Even before T he passed pretty well, he just looked young. He knows all the right exercises to shape his body in certain ways, knows all the right kinds of clothes and materials to hide and accentuate the right things, dresses and acts like a man pretty easily because bro is just like that, he’s the kind of trans guy who’s basically just a cis guy with titties /hj like i said before he uses man soap (3n1 energy), he gets man haircuts at man haircut places, he wears man shoes that give him some extra height (being very stereotypical and gender-roley here but that’s legit just how he is)

-on that note, man’s height dysphoria is AWFUL !! Not to call Josh Hutcherson short (though let’s be real he is a short king and he owns that shit ((still taller than me though 💔💔💔)), but Mike is 5’5, which to some people is short even by women’s standards, so yeah he definitely wears thick shoes and shoe lift things to help him get closer to around 5’7-5’8 on a good day, and he definitely lies abt his height when he can get away with it

-the kind of guy who gets dysphoria over literally everything (“do I look like a woman when I sit like this?” “Are my eyes too feminine?” “I feel like how I’m walking is gonna out me” “the color pink cannot touch my body” “no I can’t sing that song, it’s sung by a woman” “does the way I hold this look girly?” “Why does my smile make me look like a girl” “this shirt makes my chest look big” “do I write like a man??” etc etc. all while he literally has a beard and is built like a brick /hj /lh)

-generally speaking could not and never has cared less about romance and dating and sex and all that UNTIL NESS HAPPENED AND NOW THIS MAN IS HEAD OVER HEALS IN LOVE WITH THIS SILLY LITTLE TWINK MALEWIFE FEMALEHUBBY THEMBOSS 💥💥💥

-k sorry he’s just a little fruit but like literally for one person and one person only other than that he is/would be chronically bitchless and be pretty ok with that

Ness:

-has a type (trans people 💥💥💥 t4t royalty 💥💥💥) /hj

-but low key on a real note dude doesn’t really actually have a whole lotta preferences he just likes gays and autisms /hj

-does drag both ways and eats it up hardcore

-crossdressing doesn’t exist he just is gender. What gender? Yes.

-I literally can’t think of anything serious to say abt Ness’ queerness they’re just so 💥💥💥

-just a little fruit what do you want me to say

-THE girlfriend-boyfriend

-WHAT DO I SAY ABT NESS SHES JUST SILLY 💔💔💔

-my girlboy boygirl who just loves their little guy failure soggy cat of a man WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY ?? 💥💥💥

anyways that’s it I think I mainly just wanted to talk abt Mike’s transgenderism more which like can you blame me no you can’t he’s my meow meow 💔💔💔

#securitywaiter #dreamtheory #fnaf #fnaf movie #mike schmidt #ness the waiter #ness x mike #mike x ness #queer #trans #neurodivergent #audhd #headcanons

22 notes · View notes

juszt-a-liddol-guy · 1 year

Text

my take on the silly hedgies………

once again i throw a lazy sketch at yall!! oops!

….anyways i guess i should write abt my headcanons here or smth (that would make sense)

in general,

hedgehogs assigned female at birth grow less fur. their tummies/chests are typically bare as well as their arms, but there’s still a thin layer of velvety fur that blends into the thicker fur around the shoulders and the rest of the body. for beauty reasons, some cis afab hedgies will choose to shave the thin fur so it appears neatly styled. afab hedgies also have naturally occurring downwards-pointed quills that are typically shorter than their amab counterparts, ending around the shoulders or upper back. these can be easily styled into upwards-pointed quills should they choose to.

amab hedgehogs grow more fur and have puffy white chests. their arms and tummies are covered in the same type of fur as the rest of their bodies. as for their quills, they are naturally pointed up and are usually long. if styled downwards, their quills can reach the amab hedgie’s lower back or behind.

taking testosterone can make thicker fur grow on the arms and tummy/chest, among many other side effects. similarly, taking estrogen can thin out coarse fur.

moving on!!

for sonic:

-early to mid 20’s

-goes by he/it pronouns, afab, takes testosterone & has had top surgery

-has autism+adhd, and thanks to trauma from years of fighting — probably riddled with depression or ptsd

-he’s a bit of a clown! sonic likes to make its friends smile, and is really good at cheering others up through humor

-honestly, personality wise, i think of him as being the more mature version we see in the IDW comics or in sonic frontiers. super confident in itself, even if it’s almost guaranteed to be defeated. it will just keep pushing through. this trait can come off as reckless and self-endangering however, and he definitely sits through lectures about this behavior from his loved ones. he is a super high-masking person, and once the mask is on for the day, he finds it very hard to take it back off.

-while it is afraid of being in deeper water, it’s fine taking baths or being in showers and even enjoys reading about fictional creatures that originate from the ocean such as mermaids and sea monsters

-chocolate is just too sweet for him most of the time, but he enjoys a nice pastry or cheesecake

-loves jazzy pop music, alternative rock, 80s music, gentle melodies, and super upbeat EDM. wakes up everyday with a song already playing in its head and thinks of its brain like a radio station that can flip between channels

for shadow,

-older than sonic by a year and a half (not counting the 50 year coma lmao)

-goes by he/they pronouns, afab, used to take T (recently stopped, feels like he doesn’t need it anymore) & has had top surgery

-has autism, dyslexia, generalized anxiety & depression.

-left-handed

-very closed-off individual who finds it very difficult to make new friends. he appears as being very intimidating to people who aren’t familiar with him, especially on days when the flat affect is strong. they’re a pretty serious and literal guy most of the time, but they have their silly goofy moments when around people they really trust and when they’re in the mood for it. they don’t remember much from their past besides the big important parts, and he overthinks about the future a lot, to the point that he can start to cry (in private).

-shadow’s friend group is extremely tight— only sonic, rouge, and omega have been allowed to see underneath the barriers. even despite this, he has trouble opening up to them because he’s afraid of pushing them away or thinks the content he enjoys is too embarrassing to share (even though sonic would go ballistic and enjoy it too, and he knows this, but shadow’s first reaction is still to hide it).

-absolutely adores coffee and sweet things. they have a lot of sensory issues when it comes to vegetables, and normally stick with a diet of primarily pasta, chicken, beef, or rice.

-loves hard rock music, metal, alternative rap, EDM, j- & k-pop / rock, & music that emo teens back in the 2000’s really enjoyed (lol)

#bruh lol why are they so gay and t4t i swear i didn’t secretly inject them with the lgbtq juice i promise!!!!!#shadow #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #sonadow #sth #my partner told me that sonics design reminds her of power rangers #(complimentary)#headcanon #my art

59 notes · View notes

haematophiliac · 1 month

Text

Going on the topic at hand with sexuality and gender, and even dating.

Jax is secure in who he is when it comes to both. He is a pansexual cis guy who has no issues with his gender and is happy with that. It does mean he doesn't understand when people aren't cis, but he isn't an asshole about it. He was taught to always respect somebody's views and who they are, even if he doesn't understand or like it. While his family had no knowledge in anything queer, meaning he didn't either for the longest time, he was still taught about respect, and so he respects people and who they are. Unless you fuck with him or friends or whatever, or are a bad person, etc. The usual shit that causes disrespect.

With dating him, something which he doesn't really do, there's a lot to work on. He will go on dates for fun, but never commit to a person. But he may do in future.

While he is pleasant and will treat his partner with lavish gifts and love, he is very, very obsessive and extremely paranoid. Not paranoid in the sense that he will be cheated on and gets jealous of other people interacting with said (imaginary as of now) partner. But paranoid in the sense of that he thinks the person will try to control him, betray him, or kill him. He has no issues with keeping tabs on someone and will do that to ensure they're not going behind his back, going as far as bugging their technology and asking other people if they've seen or spoken to them.

He also gets very obsessive and will obsess over the person. That includes thinking of them all the time, imagining fake scenarios, trying to contact them all the time, giving them gifts on a daily basis, all that obsessive stuff. So he is very overbearing with that stuff.

There's lots of red flags and things that need working on, like he cannot sleep much and has nightmares when he does, only to wake up unable to remember what the nightmare was about. It means he's also very cagey about his issues and mental health, and will never speak of anything related. If asked about it, he will just divert the topic or, if asked more and more, he may even start getting aggressive. But he would never attack a partner. He instead has a tendency to break things around him when his body gets irritated (his way of feeling anger as he is emotionless).

And he can be overly protective and possessive, too. I should write more but my brain says brrrrrr.

#✘ [Nᴏɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴏs ᴍᴇɴᴛɪs] ✘ About Jax and Headcanon

7 notes · View notes

antonioxdimas · 2 months

Text

( theo james . cis male . he / him ) - the new york city resident , antonio dimas , was seen sporting cartier on park avenue today . the thirty four year old is an actor in the city & has been here for his entire life . since being here , they have been told to be temperamental , but also charming , who really knows ! according to nycslam , he physically fought one of his cast mates on set when he showed up drunk and had to be escorted off the premises , anyways , guess we'll find out for ourselves ! [ dani , 27 , gmt , she/her ]

BASICS

Full Name: Antonio Dimas

Nickname: Toni

Age: 34

DOB: 27th October 1989

Parents: Evangeline & Christos Dimas

Siblings: open

Hair colour: brown

Eye colour: brow

Piercings: none

Tattoos: here

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Occupation: Actor

Career claim: Theo James, Zac Efron

Inspiration: Chuck Bass (gossip girl), Cameron Sullivan (the white lotus), Damon Salvatore (TVD), Jeff Winger (community), Connor Walsh (HTGAWM)

LINKS

character playlist

connections

BIOGRAPHY

trigger warning: death, drugs

Toni was born into a family that was already in the headlines, already filthy rich, already successful and already had his money and life set before he was even a thought. His mother being a well known song writer and music producer and dad an actor/director.

His dad, Christos, an already established actor and director made the life and work he did seem like the best thing on earth and from a young age he had Antonio featuring in movies along side him or in films that he was directing. He was a child star and the nepotism was clear but it's also not something he ever denied either.

His favourite class in school was art and eventually that interest became his career. His silly sketches eventually turned into amazing art that he had the honour of putting on peoples bodies for life and it is something he will never get tired of. Other than that he was a history nerd too and enjoyed sports, he played goalie for the schools hockey team.

In school he was a pretty loud boy, he wasn't ever the guy who sat alone and he definitely was the class clown. He struggled a lot academically and was diagnosed at an early age with surface dyslexia which meant when it comes to his line of work he takes that extra bit of time learning his scripts but he doesn't let it stop him.

Toni lost his father when he turned 30. He took it extremely hard and went down a bad path and got into heavy drugs. He was out in the clubs every night and he couldn't drink without eventually finding himself in a bathroom taking god knows what. It got to the point his days were blurred, he had no idea what time it was when he was waking up and he had no idea what day it was. His uncle and mother helped him get the help he needed and he stepped out of the spot light for a year to get better.

Eventually he got back on his feet thanks to his family and when he felt ready and safe to do so he got himself back into his line of work, something that he and his father both loved and it made him feel closer to him again though he was now gone

#richfm:intro

9 notes · View notes

marshmallowprotection · 11 months

Note

so I've had a thought knocking around in my head for a while. i know the twins are past the age where they'd get the most growth BUT i looked up if boys can still grow when they're a little older and the short answer is: unlikely, but possible. anyway, i keep thinking about ge saeran growing just a tiiiiiiny bit and ending up as tall as or even a cm taller than saeyoung. i want saeran to tease him and saeyoung to go full overdramatic drama queen whining and pouting like he's a tragic shakespearian hero (he's just being silly)

I don't think it's out of the realm of possibility for them. As you said, it's not something that's likely but it's not completely improbable. It could happen. Saeran has always been shorter than his brother due to malnutrition. No matter how much Saeyoung tried to take care of his brother by giving him the most food and care, it just wasn't ever going to be enough to give him what he needed.

Saeyoung had the luck of being able to leave the house. He could get sunshine, extra food, and fresh air. Sure, his growth was stunted just like Saeran's, but he had a little leverage on his twin. Even if he did a lot to help Saeran's health, Saeyoung was only a kid, and as hard as it is to hear, he couldn't ensure Saeran's health every day. Saeran had to stay inside, lose out on fresh air and sunlight, and struggle with little to no nutrients.

There is a reason why GE Saeran mentions that he hates the taste of white bread. It was one of the few things he could eat every day and now it makes him feel nauseated.

Hell, I'm surprised the twins are as tall as they are. I tend to shake it off as the logic of a fictional otome setting where they want many of the characters to be taller than what they just assume is the average height of the players.

I mean, I look over at Fullmetal Alchemist and think about how Edward's growth was stunted and ultimately played a role in his health and height. Ed did get a growth spurt near the end of the series where he grew from 4'11" to 5'6". But, the difference with his story comes down to his automail. It weighed his body down for a long time... on top of the fact his body was keeping Al's alive at the portal of truth...

I think the average height around the world is 5'9" for cis men, but for South Korea specifically, I think it's 5'7"? So, that means Saeran and Saeyoung are taller than the average statistic. Their father is tall from what we're shown, but we have no point of reference for Mother Choi and her height on top of their stunted growth.

The twins do have poor health because Rika thought Saeyoung was a lot younger than he was when they met for the first time. That's just a reflection of the obvious. The boys are smaller than people their age for years. I've thought about this a lot, though. I think about this sort of thing a lot but the game doesn't really want me to.

I digress. I do think that it'd be hilarious for Saeyoung to wake up one morning and look at Saeran and pause, "Wait a minute. My baby twin is taller than me! Oh, no! Whatever will I do! How can I protect him if I have to make him slouch behind me to avoid a villain?! MC! Help me out here! What do I do? I can't make Saeran hurt his back when I have to protect him from a bad guy!"

#ask #pastelsapphy #mod kait #mystic messenger #mm #mysme #character analysis #saeyoung choi #saeran choi

18 notes · View notes

is-actually-an-emo-hobbit · 11 months

Text

Fanfic List

Fandom: MCR

Series

Anti Dysphoria One-shots

Infinity Stretches Unlimitlessly

Rating: Explicit

Ships: Frerard

Words: 1,186

Summary: Frank has a really hard time on his period, and Gerard wants to help him out. (Feat. Vampire Gerard and Trans Frank)

Author's Notes: My first fic on AO3. I was on my period at the time, had a thought, and acted on it. Title from a Siouxsie and the Banshees song.

TW: Blood

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

Rating: Explicit

Ships: Frerard

Words: 2,677

Summary: "Can I ask you a stupid question?" Frank asks.

Gerard turns to look at him. “I’d tell you you don’t ask stupid questions but you literally asked me how to spell ‘stuff’ during English class.”

Frank flicks his burnt out cigarette at him and snorts. “Listen, man, I’d forgotten to get my morning coffee.”

Or; Frank has a question, and Gerard has several answers.

Author's Notes: Was some of this accurate with like top surgery stuff or the time period it's set in? Nah. Trans!Gerard and cis Frank.

Killjoys Make Some Noise (But If You're Not a Killjoy, Shut Up and Suffer) by Fall Out Boy

Rating: Mature

Ships: Frerard

Words: 775

Summary: “Guys shut up, this is the good part,” Mikey says without turning around.

There’s a moment of silence before Frank whispers in Gerard’s ear: “Fuck me on your fingers and see if he finds out.”

Or, Gerard gets frisky on movie night.

Author's Notes: Am I a slut for semi public sex? Apparently so. The ending to this makes me laugh so fucking hard.

Stand-Alones

Love is Natural and Real, but Not For You My Love

Rating: Teen

Ships: past Frerard

Words: 352

Summary: Sometimes love can't be saved, but the memories cling to you.

Author's Notes: All I can say is that I got sad and wrote something sad.

I Want What I Want (I Need What I Need)

Rating: Explicit

Ships: Frerard, background Petekey, background Ray x Christa

Words: 2,559

Summary: The chatter slowly dies down and Ray looks around. “Hey, where’s Gee?” “Gerard is unable to make it,” a voice booms from the hallway. “Instead, I give you the one, the only: Lola!” Gerard steps out from behind the wall and Frank realizes he is well and truly fucked.

Or, Gerard tries something new and Frank really enjoys it.

Author's Notes: A birthday fic for a friend of mine that I had a lot of fun to write. Features body worship, D&D, Gerard in drag, and Frank being a simp.

Recipe For Dis(Ass)ter

Rating: Explicit

Ships: Frerard, Rikey

Words: 8,523

Chapters: 4

Summary: “I did an oopsie,” Mikey offers.

“An oopsie?” Frank interrupts him. “An oopsie? Spilling coffee over your friend’s homework is an ‘oopsie’. But this? This is a full blown ‘I fucked up’.”

Or;

Three wizards. One overpowered batch of aphrodisiacs. Two gay roommates. What could possibly happen?

Author's Notes: I don't know what was going through my head at the time. All I know is it popped in and I had to get it out. The first chapter is entirely smut.

Birthday Police

Rating: Mature

Ships: Riley, Background Frerard

Words: 619

Summary: “Hide me,” Mikey whispered. “He’s gonna wake up soon.” Ray rolled the two of them over and drew up the sheets over them. They waited with bated breath for the telltale signs of Frank waking up.

Or, Mikey doesn't want to be tackled for his birthday. Ray makes sure he doesn't.

Author's Notes: I wanted to write something on my birthday and this popped out.

He's Just That Good

Rating: Mature

Ships: Rikey, background Frerard

Words: 1,634

Summary: “You know,” Ray begins, “I could probably help. Take your mind off everything. Help you not think. You know, if you’re up for it.” Mikey arches a brow, silently urging Ray to continue. “When I uh– when I go down on my female dates they usually really like it. And when I was dating Christa and she wanted to not think she’d ask me too– I mean– I could– if you wanted– You know–” Mikey, still looking Ray dead in the eye as he turns red and stumbles over his words, silently slides a hand up into Ray’s hair. He slowly pushes Ray’s head down towards his crotch. Ray stops talking for a second.

Or; Mikey gets frustrated at Frank and Gerard for being so damn happy. Ray distracts him and helps him get revenge.

Author's Notes: I had a thought that spawned this fic that was literally Ray Toro is good at cunnilingus and he can find the clitoris on the first try. Definitely my favorite fic I've written so far. (Trans Mikey)

Me and Michael

Rating: Teen

Ships: Rikey

Words: 377

Summary: Ray kisses up his jawline. “Michael, do you want to keep watching the movie?” Mikey’s eyes flutter open. Ray smiles. “Hey, handsome.”

Or; Mikey has a moment, and Ray loves him so much.

Author's Notes: Soft boys soft boys soft boys. (Trans Mikey)

Fandom: Star Trek TNG

More Than Satisfactory

Rating: General

Ships: DaForge

Words: 240

Summary: “But how will I know if you are finding this experience satisfactory?”

“Data, a kiss can’t be satisfactory.”

“It cannot?”

Or: Data has figured the mechanics of almost everything. Kissing, however, is a little harder to understand.

More fics on the way? Yes. I will add to this post when I have more.

#fanfiction #fanfic writer #frerard fanfiction #rikey fanfiction #frerard #rikey #daforge

10 notes · View notes

space-ninja-fashion-show · 11 months

Note

your turn. pride. your guys. what do they do.

habits, customs, little details. i want to know All

Okay after half a fuckin month of forgetting about this, here we go

In general my approach to Queer Shit in my worldbuilding here is that the "norm" of cis/het/etc still Exists, but there is a bit less overt discrimination against queer ppl as there is in our world, things like platonic marriage and polyamory are a bit less "niche," etc, and a violent approach to queer ppl is generally considered to be fuckin stupid

Different communities celebrate pride at different times of their local year, and what exactly they're celebrating differs with it. The core ofc is Queer Identity, but the focus besides varies: community, acceptance, love, perseverence, history. The pride celebrated by Tenno and their allied factions takes place during early summer by Earth timekeeping (the timekeeping all Tenno relays use and various allied colonies at the v least keep track of besides their own local time) and has an emphasis on community and diversity, whereas for example the Ostron observe the Tenno pride as a smaller event and have their own bigger one during March.

As for other factions:

The Corpus celebrate pride at the same time as the tenno for Relevance but it's almost entirely a corporate thing. A lot of Corpus defectors are shocked to learn that outside of their birth faction, pride isn't in fact about how much your superiors pretend to care about your feelings, or putting rainbow flags on the orb mothers patrolling the Vallis.

The Grineer just…don't. At all. As a society they don't really have a concept of queer identity in general, and pride is just a foreign culture thing even to those who defect. Some end up picking it up once allied with the Tenno, others remain indifferent.

Some of the Orokin had the same rainbow capitalism approach that the Corpus have since perfected, while others looked upon the pride celebrations with disdain, but seldom did any of them participate. What did non-Orokin have to be proud of? What identity was there for them to celebrate? Please, it's ridiculous.

You know the big banners hung up on Tenno relays? Some of those get swapped for pride flags for the celebration. Marches are still a thing, space and peace permitting, but not the end all, be all: the core event differs from culture to culture and location to location. Marches yes, but also picnics, feasts, dances, faires, whatever you could think of. The throughline is the pride flags, the celebration of queerness, and community

It takes ppl a bit of getting used to, to see warframes out and about during pride celebrations. What are the war machines doing participating in pride? But as more of them wake, as they become more of a common sight, as the truth about the Tenno eventually spreads among their allies, ppl get more used to them. Not just at pride, but any festival in general

Also I'm canonising my pride syandanas. Warframes wearing decorative armour and cloth in the colours of pride flags. Body paint is also popular among them. By nature most of them refuse to settle for small accessories, at the v least outside of combat

The first pride the group experience post-Awakening comes before TNW still so it's only Kohlrabi, Alden, Keiko, Lanius, and ofc Ordis at the time. The kids are all for it, especially Kohlrabi, and Lanius is really excited to take them down to Strata Relay about it to meet up with Hako and see the festivities kick off for the month, while Alden is more subdued about it (he's too busy repressing happy memories from his old life to really get excited)

The second one is post-TNW and once everyone is already around :)

Okay this is where i devolve into more disconnected points

North…forgot, that pride is a thing, during their time in Duviri, and is eventually reminded of it. They've always viewed themself as genderless, but haven't thought about their identity beyond that since before the Zariman, having had no care for it as a kid and then no spare brainspace as a prisoner in their own world. It's only after getting out and having the peace to Think that they settle into "aroace" and it makes their first pride in their remembered life exciting for them

Alden and Kodiak celebrated pride with their rebel group back in the day, about a halfway split between queer stuff and community. Once they both start reconciling with their past properly, they have traditions and stories they can bring along into the present. Alden's second pride as a conscious warframe is a lot better than his first

The homebase of Darius and his family (technically a clan dojo but it is never referred to as such for Reasons) is decked out in flags for pride and every year there's a few they forget to take down. Darius is gay as hell and loves pride and is very very excited about it while Tekla's identity is largely "do not perceive me" but they like pride nonetheless bc of the emphasis on being comfortable with who you are, where you are. Mae is the no1 project leader for decorating

Okay this is where i ran out of steam, I hope this is sufficient for now D:

#chatter tag #ask #revukanfendrenim #okay who the fuck is even in this #oc: operator kohlrabi #oc: operator keiko #oc: lanius #oc: alden #oc: hako #oc: kodiak #oc: drifter north #oc: darius #oc: tekla #oc: mae #most are only mentioned but i might as well throw it into their tags for lil details #open to figuring out more for specific questions but this is all ive got off the top of my head

7 notes · View notes

linskywords · 2 years

Note

VERY intrigued by marnthews genderfuckery..... obsessed even....... mitch especially is so.........

Hehehehe. He really is, isn't he?? The particular plot bunny that hopped into my head this time is a slight AU in which there are people who just...shift their biological sex, sometimes. Like, they're born with a cis guy's anatomy, but sometimes they wake up with female-typical anatomy, and they can stay that way for as long as they want before choosing to shift back to "male" (or the other way around; usually you have control of your shifts in one direction only). As a hockey player, Mitch spends most of his time in his male body, which fortunately is the one he can always shift to if he wants to (he changes his pronouns to match his anatomy, which is one among many ways that shifters do it in that world). Sadly, shifters are suuuuper stigmatized in much of society, so Mitch has to stay deep in the closet, and his female side, which he also views as part of himself, doesn't get to come out and play very often.

When Mitch does wake up with female-typical anatomy on a rare day off, though...well, she's not recognizable as Mitch Marner in that body, so she's gonna go out and have some fun. And if she happens to run into a teammate she has a crush on -- let's just say there's what she should do, and then there's what she does. 😄

Anyway this premise is super weird and I love it and have like 6K written of it, but unfortunately it wants to be a very long story and I'm not sure I want to write that long version of things. So maybe I'll talk it into ending soon, or maybe I'll commit to the length. We'll see!

#once i finish PACKING #and MOVING #sigh why does life interfere with writing #hockey rpf #mitch marner #marnthews #gender fuckery

26 notes · View notes

cts-ryu-writing-desk · 2 years

Text

Their Sanguine Thirst

An original story that was eventually rejected from my Maternoween concept from last year. It wasn’t were I would’ve liked it so I removed it from that project but held onto it. Was an interesting take from me but still pretty enjoyable to go back and read even today. And since my favorite time of year is coming! It’s time to post this and get a head start on the spooky season. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A step out the front door, into a dreary-looking neighborhood. The ground was wet and the smell of springtime rain permeated the surroundings. A Pregnant woman walking out of her home locked the door, a light button-up sweater buttoned at her bust, unable to cover her belly. A pair of sweats and tennis shoes finished off her ensemble. Putting her red hair into a bun and heading out of her little yard. She turned down to the right heading down the sidewalk. There were no cars, and few people out of their homes to see her. One who was outside was an old woman, who called out to her, “Hello Cynthia,”

She smiled back, stopping outside an old fence, “Hello Mrs. Everett”

“Still pregnant? When is that baby boy gonna say hello,”

“Another few weeks and he should be here,” Cynthia replied “Little guy has been so active it’s crazy. And I gotta get in my steps for today.”

“Oh good, keeping up with your exercise. Next time I see, yeah I expect to see that baby.” Mrs. Everett told her humorously

Cynthia continued waddling down the sidewalk. Around a corner and down more houses. She was taking her time, stopping when needed. Controlling her breathing. It was clear she was getting to the end of her pregnancy. She had her hands on her back - the weight of her baby was getting to her. She had walked around her block, she could see the fence leading to her home. She was eager to get back to her place. Maybe settle in for a quick nap.

She got through her front door, shutting it behind her. She looked down at her bump. “This would be a lot easier if you weren’t so heavy.”

She got out of her sweater, setting it on the entry table. She waddled into the house, went down a hallway, and got to her room. She took off her shirt looking for something a bit comfier. She had a pair of round parallel wounds, closest to her back. Out of sight - and undetected by her. She put on a looser-fitting top, keeping her hair in her bun. She walked over to the edge of her bed, sat down, and turned on her TV. Tracing her hand over her stomach. She seemed like she was lost in thought, not even bothering to flip through channels at first. She thought about her baby. Wondered about the day her baby boy would be born. If he would take after her more than the baby’s father - or vice versa.

“You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you’ll never know dear, how much I love you, please don’t take my sunshine away” Cynthia sang to her baby belly

She positioned herself into bed and was relaxing. Every time she started to feel like she was dozing off, the baby in her womb would kick at her ribs, or press into her bladder - waking her up right away. It took some time but she eventually gave up on a nap, went through her dinner plans, and got ready for bed. Getting comfortable was the next trick, she laid on her side - trying to drift off to sleep. Eventually and well into the night she was asleep.

As the night wore on and the moon shone through the window, a shadow passed over her sleeping body. A pale hand traced over her baby bump. Humming a gentle melody gliding over the floor. Humming the same melody - you are my sunshine.

“Désolé, ma belle.” the voice was that of a man, cracking and somewhat wizened “Dormez à travers celui-ci aussi. Et je serai ivre de ton doux sang.”

He opened his mouth showing a pair of sharpened canines. He stopped and Turned around slowly. His eyes widened, “Merde!”

There was another male figure standing behind him. An aura to him, you could feel the malice emanating from him. He closed the gap between the two of them in an instant. “Hugo you idiot” He seemed to speak through his teeth.

“Markus” Hugo said softly “Quelle coïncidence? Ça va?

“You idiot what are you doing?!” His rage was boiling “you’re breaking the code you fool! We don’t feed on PREGNANT WOMEN!” his voice was getting guttural

“Elle n'est pas enceinte, c'est une mort-née” Hugo tried to slyly explain

Markus grabbed onto Hugo’s neck “I still see a heartbeat, you moron!” He tightened his grip “Do you have any idea how much trouble you’re in? Cyrus will have your head”

“Non non non, nous n'avons pas à en parler à Cyrus” he tried to beg

“You might have infected them both already. Cyrus will not stand for that”

Cynthia started to stir. Her eyes opened up, getting a faint image of the two of them. Her body was starting to get alert. Markus waved his hand and Cynthia fell back to sleep. Markus tightened his grip around Hugo’s neck. Two more men appeared. Markus looked at them “Bring her to Cyrus. I’ll bring him”

They left the house under the cover of darkness. They all got into cars and headed away. Hugo kept trying to plead with them all to not bring him to Cyrus. Markus was not about to let him go. One hand at his throat the other pinning Hugo’s left arm to his spine. They drove for over an hour leaving the residential areas, they were heading outward coming to an old dirt road and a darkened chapel. All of them left two of them carefully carrying Cynthia into the chapel. While Hugo was being strong-armed.

“Essayez son sang! Vous ne discuterez pas!” He was shouting “Tu te serais nourri d'elle aussi!”

They went down, in two more paled figures watching them. A woman came running up to Hugo and Markus. She tried to speak to them until she saw Cynthia’s sleeping body being carried in. She covered her mouth and looked at Hugo. Markus said “Alert Cyrus”

She ran ahead. Hugo tried kicking and screaming. He was forced down a flight of stairs, into a series of tunnels. Underground crypts, other men and women coming out witnessing Hugo being forced in. Raving about Cynthia’s blood. An older man came out - an entourage following behind him. Hugo stopped fighting. Was forced onto his knees. Head looking down at the ground. Markus performed a slight bow.

“Lord Cyrus,” he said softly

“What have you found Markus?” he asked, his voice was deep and gentle

“It was as you suspected. Hugo was feeding on illegal targets. I followed him to the home of a pregnant woman and caught him in the act of attempting to feed on her. There are marks on her neck consistent with regular feedings.”

“And the child?” Cyrus asked

“There is a heartbeat. But we fear the mother may be infected. This puts everything in jeopardy.”

Cyrus took a look at the unconscious Cynthia. “Take her to the great hall. Two of the elders will examine her. Take him to the rotunda, put him in the stockade. And make sure he can’t escape.”

“Yes, Lord Cyrus,” Markus said, dragging Hugo away.

Hours had passed, and it was nearly sunrise. Cynthia was starting to stir, she woke up on a bed surrounded by two older women. Cynthia started to panic. They went over it all with her and quickly got her to calm down. They explained that she had a cardiac issue and was rushed to their facility for proper treatment. They explained the baby is perfectly healthy and is fine. They wanted to keep her there so they could monitor her properly. It was difficult to believe at first. But they showed her some fake charts and hospital documents. She couldn’t shake off the notion of how did they find her, how did they know to get her. She was frightened but played along.

Cyrus entered and called them to speak to him. One came over. Cynthia couldn’t hear what they were saying. The two spoke softly, lighter than a whisper.

“What did you find?” Cyrus asked under his breath

“There is venom in her system, Hugo fed so regularly that she may turn at any moment,” the old woman told him

“That baby?” Cyrus asked

“It’s hard to say. We don’t see that it’s affected the baby in any way. It may be that the vampire venom isn’t passing through to the child. But it’s difficult to say now. Perhaps if it is affected it may be a dhampir, but we can’t be certain. We can only say that if she delivers the child she may turn and feast on it,”

“What’s going on?!” Cynthia called out “You said I suffered a cardiac problem but that doesn’t explain how you got into my house or how you knew.”

Cyrus let out a low sigh under his breath.

“Who are you people? Do you want my baby?” Cynthia’s voice was beginning to crack from her panicked state.

Cyrus walked over to her. “Look into my eyes,” he said to her

She fearfully looked. Cyrus explained the situation to her in her mind.

“I must apologize for this. But you and your child are in grave danger. You are in the company of a clan of vampires. Though we may not feed on you, unfortunately, one of our own has gone against our laws and fed on your blood. He had to have been feeding on several times over these many months. You are infected with the vampiric virus - even now it is slowly turning you into one of us. Your child has not yet been infected; it is possible, that the vampire venom has yet to pass through to the placenta. But once you have turned there is no hope for your child. The baby will die once your heart finally stops. If we remove the child from you, it could speed up your turning, and then there is no guarantee that you will not attempt to feed on it. The first hunger is always the worst. ”

“What do you mean?” Cynthia asked her fear, turning to tears.

“I mean that you are in a terrible situation,” Cyrus told her “We can only predict that you will turn within the next twenty-four hours. It may not console you but we have the culprit in our custody. And we will be executed at daybreak.”

Cynthia was in shock “What about my baby?” Cynthia said

“Our options will lead to the child’s eventual demise.”

“No,” Cynthia started to cry, “you’re lying this is all a horrible dream,”

One of the old women came up to her, “Unfortunately my dear, it is not.”

“This nightmare is unfortunately very real,” Cyrus told her

Cynthia was distraught. Spiraling into a nexus of dread beyond her worst fears. Her cries could be heard throughout the tunnels. Cyrus gestured to the two old women to leave. Over his long life, this never got any easier. Having to admit to a mother she will lose her child - or worse her first child. A simple apology was not much to her in this situation. He offered to come up with a solution to save her child. Cyrus then left and shut the door. Two guards were standing outside the room that held Cynthia. “Let the elders take care of her. Let no one in unless I am here, if they persist kill them,” he told the two

“Yes, Lord Cyrus,” the two said back in unison

Cyrus left, feeling the pull of the night. Their hours of darkness were waning, and it was time to begin preparing. Hugo’s death was what Cyrus took no pleasure in. Hugo’s execution came hours later. While being held in the stockade, the clan was in attendance. The elders in attendance spoke before impaling him with a platinum spike. They gave one last rite to him, “let the purest metal purify what’s left of you”

Hugo let out a gasp before quickly burning to ash. Leaving no trace of him behind. Cyrus went to see Cynthia. She was sullen, arms wrapped around her baby bump. She laid there nearly lifeless, feeling her baby move inside her. Her heart was breaking, caught between a rock and a hard place. The baby inside her was so full of life, as she could feel hers slowly slipping away from her. She just wanted her baby to be born, she wanted the joy of her first baby to be just that - a joy. To hold him in her arms, to see his face for the first time. To finally meet the little one she had fallen so deeply in love with.

Hours passed, and the elders brought her a meal - salads, tuna sandwiches, fries, and an array of food choices. She slowly went on to eat some of it. It was hard on her stomach finding it difficult to settle. The elders were saddened and could only offer an apology. Her turning was happening, her loss of appetite was clear to that fact. The situation she was in was very much a lose-lose scenario. The elders admitted it was decreed that vampires would never feed on an expecting mother for this very reason. It was both tragic and cruel to force a mother to lose her baby.

The elders even went as far as to divulge their method and the execution of Hugo. Piercing his heart with a steak of pure platinum. Mentioning how a vampire could be vanquished by a truly pure metal - such as platinum. Sunlight would do little harm to them, this was far more effective. As Cynthia listened to them she could hear a heartbeat. It was steady and alive. She reached to her chest and felt her pulse slowly fading. The more she listened to it the more she could feel the need to feed on its source. She was shaking, she was hearing her baby’s heartbeat clear as day - and desiring to drink her child’s blood.

It was nearing dusk as Cyrus returned to Cynthia. She asked to speak with him, he tried to get her to sit down. Cynthia insisted that she stand.

“Can you save my baby?” she asked dismally

“There may be a way. If you are willing to make a great sacrifice,”

“I’ll do anything just tell me how,” Cynthia nearly cried.

Cyrus told her with a heavy heart “We would have to kill you, there is a chance to save the baby then. This would be a way in which your hunger would”

Cynthia cut him off “What if you take the baby away until I can control the hunger, or, or I feed on an animal or something,”

Cyrus told her “That wouldn’t work, once you have sight of your first target, a freshly turned vampire will stop at nothing to feed on it.”

The weight of the situation hit her hard. Faced with the choice of losing her baby, or dying and never getting to see him. A mother’s difficult choice. He thought she would need a minute and proceeded to try and leave.

“Wait…?” she asked him

“If I do die like that, how will I know you won’t devour my baby after?”

“Unfortunately you don’t,” Cyrus admitted “One of ours fed on you without our knowledge for many months. We invaded and took you from your home, told you something horrible would happen to you and your child. There is no reason for you to believe a single thing I say to you right now.”

Cynthia knew deep down he was right.

“I’ll do it,” Cynthia admitted, “if it means my baby has a chance at life then I’ll do it.”

“Very well, you’ll have to wait here.” Cyrus left

Cynthia asked for a pen and paper, where she proceeded to jot down a note. She was still writing as Cyrus entered the platinum steak in hand. She was in tears. Cyrus could see the color in her skin was fading, and the light In her eyes was diminishing. Her turning would be complete shortly. There was no time to waste. Cynthia handed Cyrus the note she had written. It was folded with the Name, Alan Daniel Masters.

“When he’s old enough,...” she was having trouble trying to finish “I… I… want him to…”

“I understand,” Cyrus told her

He took the letter. She took the steak from his hand. She was hesitating, shaking. All she could hear was her son's heartbeat. Strong and steady as ever.

“Here,” the voice called out it was Markus

Cyrus permitted him entry.

“I’ll do it for you. And I’ll make sure your kid gets to a safe place.” Markus was saddened “it’s the least I can do for not catching Hugo sooner,”

Cynthia got down on her back, “I don’t want him to get hurt” she said with tears

She lifted the steak to her heart. Markus went over, grabbed the bottom of it, and readied himself to deliver the final blow. Cynthia could hear her heart-stopping. She tried to gasp for air, Markus didn’t wait, “I’m sorry” he said softly

He lunged the steak deep into her heart. As it pierced her heart, Markus saw her fangs. From her heart, a sudden flame swept over her body quickly turning it to ash. Her baby was nestled in his mother’s ashes. It was a moment before the child started to scream, Marks cut the child’s chord, and the elders quickly wrapped the child, they could all hear the child's heart beating.

“Take him away, quickly.” Cyrus handed Markus the note

“I know just the place,” Markus said

A solid black car drove up a large home. He knocked at the door, it was several minutes before it was answered by a well-dressed man. He seemed to know Markus, even acknowledging him. Another man came up behind him. “Babe, what is it?” He said

Markus said “A mother turned, and her baby survived. He needs a home.”

The two men invited Markus in; he gave the baby to one of them. They were careful to hold him properly. Little Alan was small, Markus revealed he was a few weeks early, a healthy baby boy.

“Alan Daniel Masters, welcome to your new home”

#pregnant #pregnancy #vampires #halloween #pregnant story #pregnancy story

19 notes · View notes