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equallyshaw · 4 months

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ᴅᴀʏ ᴛᴡᴇʟᴠᴇ: ɴᴇᴡ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ꜱᴜʀᴘʀɪꜱᴇ - Qᴜɪɴɴ ʜᴜɢʜᴇꜱ

and just like that, we are on the last day of holidays with equallyshaw

for those that have been here from the first to this one...ily guys

without further ado, happy holidays- i hope you all have a wonderful day with loved ones. and i also send extra love to those who could not spend christmas with loved ones for any reason. i see you and am going through the same thing🫶🏻🎄

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ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟʟʏ, ᴅᴀɪꜱʏ ᴀɴᴅ Qᴜɪɴɴ were not meant to spend new years together. the two had decided for daisy to stay in boston where she is from, and spend time with her family. daisy though, didn't want to spend it without. it would have been their first new years out of the three previous ones that they'd spend not together. quinn seemed content the last time they finalized their plans for the holidays, but daisy was not content with them.

❅

daisy had been a ball of nerves all day. from the moment she woke up, the moment she got through tsa, the moment she picked up a coffee from the airport cafe and the minute she sat down in her airplane seat. she had turned off her location so quinn couldn't see where she was. they were texting back and forth after she boarded and then she heard the worst news possible, they were being delayed an hour. which meant by the looks of it- she would not be getting there until 9 pm. she texted bella brock's gf, letting her know her arrival time might be pushed back. and bella being the best, had no issue with that. she would make it work. she put her phone on silent, and pulled out her book to read.

she was in for a travel day.

❅

it was 9:15 pm when bella hugged her good friend, daisy. "oh my god i thought i was never getting out of there!" she exasperated as she flung her carry on suitcase and bag in the back, and hopped in the front. "i was worried you weren't." bella said putting her car in drive. "all that matters is that you got here safe and sound." she hummed pulling out of the airport pickup area. daisy nodded, "are we heading to your apartment?" she asked to confirm and bella nodded. "yeah, brock just left for dinner with the boys. i said that i would meet him there later since he knows about you already. but im so excited for q!" she said clapping her hands together. daisy blushed, "me too." she hummed responding to a picture quinn sent of his outfit to confirm that it looked good.

"quinn was being super mopey knowing that you weren't gonna be here this year.." bella let out, as they stopped at a light. daisy frowned, "well its a good thing im here." she hummed locking her phone. "he really said that he was fine with you not being here?" she questioned, as she began to drive again. daisy nodded, "yeah, he said that he was fine with it. he knows how much I've missed my family with starting work here in vancouver, and because of that i haven't been able to travel this season so far. i had a feeling he was putting on a front when we spoke about the plans a few weeks back." she explained and bella nodded. "yeah, im glad you're here. he was sad last night when brock asked about you. it was even more harder i assume because his parents went to jersey." bella concluded. "oh yeah, that was not a fun conversation to listen to when his mom said they'd be going to jersey again.." daisy sighed. "he puts on a brave face but when he could he definitely spoke his mind. i felt bad already leaving and then ellen told him last minute they weren't coming up and had me searching for new years flights day and night." daisy explained. "that's makes me so sad." bella frowned, to which daisy echoed.

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it was around 11 by the time daisy had finished her hair and makeup, which was simple and natural looking. just the way quinn adored it. she felt tingly with butterflies fluttering within her, as she smoothed down her pink strapless dress. "listen girlfriend...damn you look hot!" bella said knocking on the door before walking into he guest bathroom. daisy blushed, "he's not gonna be able to let go of you tonight. trust." bella said making daisy do a twirl for her. "lets get going but first we need to do a shot!" bella exclaimed, pulling her downstairs and into the kitchen of the townhouse. "alright alright." daisy smiled taking the shot of tequila and throwing it down. "damn never gets easier." she said after chewing the lime. "oo." bella echoed that sentiment, as she saw the uber notification go off. "brock sent us an uber, lets get going!" bella said throwing on her jacket with daisy throwing on her's as well.

the two hopped into the uber, and they were on there way to the private and upscale bar the boys had rented a private room in. daisy's leg bounced up and down, and bella took a quick snapchat for brock tagging it with "cargo has been secured". "im so nervous." daisy said and bella smiled, "my mom always says that if you still get butterflies or nerves before seeing the person you love no matter how long you've been apart, that that is something to hold on too. its a good thing. quinn is going to just about die." bella smiled trying to comfort her good friend. daisy nodded, and soon enough they were pulling up to the bar.

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the two gave their coats to the hostess who then took the two over to the private group. daisy walked behind bella who was texting brock that they were about to walk in. he texted back saying that quinn was in the corner with a few of the single guys. brock greeted them at the door, and daisy gave him a big hug. "thankyou for keeping him company." she hummed and brock smiled, "ofcourse!" he beamed. elias saw daisy from across the room and grinned and threw two thumbs up to her, which she mimicked. she waved to some of the wags who caught on to what was happening and they all smiled widely.

a zach bryan song was playing on the stereo, and once she caught sight of quinn in the corner, her heart just burst. he looked to be having a good time but seemed quite reserved. brock pushed daisy in front of him, and gave her a bit of a push to get going. she gave him a fake glare, before walking the rest of the way. the guys next to quinn face's lit up once they saw daisy, and then smiled and grinned toward quinn.

quinn was confused when the three guys he was with were grinning or smiling at him, like they knew something he didn't. he looked towards his left, and just stared at the girl who was supposed to be in Boston. his mouth was agape trying to process the situation, and she could only giggle in response.

"wait what?" he asked looking around and seeing the team watching him, before he stood up and wrapped his arms around daisy. daisy felt a sense of relief once his arms wrapped around her.

she'd caught him off guard, she'd gotten him good.

"oh my god - youre here?" he asked pulling away a bit to embrace her, and she only nodded in response. "couldn't ring in the new year without q!" she smiled before he pulled her in for a kiss. which made the guys and wags erupt with cheers. they pulled away, as somebody pushed a drink into daisys hand. "how'd you get here?" he asked, and she pointed to brock and bella. quinn smiled at brock who smiled back, and then he looked back down at daisy.

he wrapped his arms around her again, not believing that she was here.

"youre never letting me leave again, i assume? heard you've been miserable without me." she teased, and he shook his head. "never again. not a chance." he mused before pulling her in for another kiss. he pulled away after a few seconds, "wait! who said i was miserable?" causing daisy to giggle loudly.

and there you go folks!! hope you guys enjoyed this series (:

tags: @cuttergauthier @jackhues @toasttt11 @jayda12 @dancerbailey3

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maiko1 · 3 months

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I would still be holding you like this..

"im sorry but I'm not into you."

kazuha hand your confession paper back politely. "wait! Can we atleast be friends?" he looked at you and nodded. "I'm glad we can still be friend.. And here I thought u were gonna hate me for this..would you like me to company you back home? Its getting quite late.. " of course, kazuha wouldn't let you walk home alone in this time. What kind of man would he be if he didn't?

"haha.. Sure, I don't see any harm on it. Also no way, I'm not gonna hate someone who's not into me, rejections is a normal things. Everyone experiences it, though you may not experience it now, soon you will. That's just how this world works." you smiled brightly as he smile at you.

He's an extrovert while you were introvert. Though, your not that highly introvert type he still think you as a shy friends. He helps you order foods and even help you talking when there's too many crowded people.

He understands what you have been go through. Both of you had gone through alot yet he's comforting you as if his situation is not that big. So you comfort him whenever you notice his weird behaviour.

Alot of people find it hard to find when he's sad but not you, you can notice his voice a little bit low when he's sad. You aren't a good comforter so you treat him the most.

After the rejection you acted as if it's nothing while you're literally embarrassed and... Sad. You knew you shouldn't confess to him. He seem like the type who's not interested in relationships yet you still confess. It's embarrassing to talk to him after getting rejected but you buckle up your emotions and put it aside.

You wouldn't want him to comfort you for this, you think it's rather embarrassing and childish.

"hey, hold on my hand. I wouldn't want to lose you.." kazuha said as you turned to him. "excuse me you think I will get lost??"

You did once. "well uh the last time--" you hold his hand and start walking. "alright alright! Let's just go" you laughed. While he was busy looking at the other shop you happen to see someone staring at you. You blinked once and he's already gone.

You turned around to find him once again but he's just... Not here. "something caught ur interest?" you came back to reality and shake your head. "n.. No. I was just, surprised that there's so many people here.."

"i guess.. Every shop was on sale, who would wana miss the chance?" he laughed as you did. The guy who eyed you was still on your mind. He was wearing a hat...

"thank you again for company me to go shopping.. The place was really crowded.." you bow down. "i feel like something isn't right. You wana tell me about it?" kazuha said with a crossing arm.

"what do you mean?" he holds your hands and sigh. "something tell me that you saw something until now you can't seem to get that person out of ur head." he really are a weird person sometimes. Atleast he care..

"it's probably no one. Let's go home. I'm tired" you said as he nodded. Maybe sleep could get that person out of ur head.

"thank you kazuha once again for everything. I wouldn't know what to do without you." you laughed. "it's no problem at all, call me when you need me"

Getting ready to bed you went to close the door before sleeping.

"you saw me didn't you?"

What?

"you were still thinking about me."

What the hell is going on..

"aren't you curious about me?"

I... I guess but who are you?

"come meet me mingyun village. Come alone"

You woke up to your cat jumping on your stomach. "oh rika..! You scared me to death." you turn around to look at the clock. "it has only been 5 am.." the cat purred as you pet her. "should I..?"

"what the hell am I saying.. Its a dream, its not real (name). None of these dream were real." you took a deep breathe before getting to bed again.

"what if the sky were actually fake? What if the 'dreams' you have been having is actually true? Aren't you curious?"

....

"Don't pretend like didn't hear me."

...

"you are the chosen one."

What the fuck are you talking about.

"i have the answer to your questions. The second you laid ur eyes on me, I knew you are worth something to me."

As if I'm gonna fall for that.

"cmon (name) aren't you curious on how these gods were so careless?"

How the hell did you know my name..

"come with me (name) you will know what I'm talking about soon."

Leave me alone, just because I accidentally see you doesn't mean I have to follow whatever u say..

"Give me a chance would ya?"

..... Will you leave me if I did..?

"depends on your answer."

Waking up once again you feeling ur body getting hot. "i don't feel well.. What the hell is going on?" you cursed to yourself. You got up and get ready to meet the guy who won't leave you alone in your dreams.

He will leave you alone if u meet him... Its 10..it should be good.. You went out to mingyun village alone. This is a stupid idea but if he ever tries to do anything dumb you have your pyro vision to attack him.

There was a figure standing from afar already looking at you. You slowly went over there. "you look horrible." he commented. "I know.. I suddenly got cold and now I'm sick. Anyway what do u want?"

He smirk and walk towards you slowly before you quickly draw your swords and point at his neck. "don't come any closer." you cough a little.

I have no idea if I should continue or not. This is from 2021(?) 💀

#scaramouche x reader #genshin impact #scaramouche #genshin scara #genshin x reader #genshin impact scaramouche #wanderer

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fatuismooches · 5 months

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FUCK I TOTALLY FORGOT TO SEND YOU AN ASK ABOUT THE FIC... i just got hit full force but like 89831 different fucking projects all at once MY BAD POOKIE BUT UGHHHHHHH oh my god.... part 2??? yes.. all of it is soooo YESS

YESS you visualized everything what you've been talking about how reader would react when they first wake up after centuries and honestly hella realistic EVEN THOUGH I JUST WANNA HOLD READER AND KISS THEIR FOREHEAD 😭😭😭

reader interacting with the segments has my HEARTTT oh my god.. especially omega.. he's SUCH A DEVIOUS MOTHERFUCKEGUJK,,, also reader naming the segments UGHHH i adore that idea so much pleaseee ,, i love how the segments who didn't give a shit suddenly changed their minds when reader said they wanna give them names... THE SWITCH UP AND THE IMMEDIATE DENIAL...

READER MEETING BABY ZANDY ,,, FUCKINGG hell got me sooo soft i wanna hold baby zandy and treat him soo nicely 🥹🥹

ALSO YESS omgg,,, this part has me sooo fucking soft like reader making friends??? with the other harbingers??? i love it... omg they'd be such good besties with columbina,, i think pantalone helps reader adjust to present time as well, especially with it comes with money or the economy (if you ever ask him about it)

but oh.... to top it all off nicely, you gotta sneak in some subtle angst!!! smh... (im so proud of you tho!! like yasss sis feed me sad shit >:333) poor scara and reader :( i think they would've gotten along if reader wasn't dottore's lover n' scara wasn't dottore's experiment ,,,

ALL IN ALL. fuck you pookie im not excited for the next two parts (im kidding I AM IM JUST... NOT READY... pleas epost it next year so i'll be ready enough thank you /jjj) NO SERIOUSLY THIS TIME,, THIS WAS SOOO GOOOD and i love it so much, really popped off honestly (evil laughs because it's dottore)... like im soo happy to see how much you've grown esp thru writing !!!

have a good day pookie, im going back to my grave where i died for the next few days 💗💗

ALSO I WAS GONNA SEND IN ANOTHER DOTTORE IDEA but i fucking forgot again. FUCKS SAKE i hate not writing shit down...

POOKS DONT EVEN WORRY!! Just make sure to take care of yourself ok?? School can really be an ass i understand-

BUT OMG GRENFRG AHHH YOU'RE MAKING ME SMILE TOO MUCH POOKIE AHHWQ I'm so happy you liked it 🥺 BUT NGL I WANNA GIVE READER THE BIGGEST HUG TOO 😭 i put them through too much don't i 😭 dw they will be getting Dottore comfort next chapter!!

Bro i love writing Omega as a devious mf so much 😭 IM SO GLAD U LIKED THAT PART BC I WAS GIGGLING TO MYSELF ABT HOW THEY DGAF ABT THINGS BUT THEN SUDDENLY THEYRE INTERESTED WHEN UR A PART OF IT

AND YESSSS READER MAKING FRIENDS RAHHHH that part was probably really long for a Dottore fic but. i feel like having friends is so important and fragile reader really deserve some niceness in their lives 🥺 AND OMG NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. Fragile reader would be freaking blown away from inflation. i don't know how prices were four hundred years ago but they would probably be shocked to their core when they see how much expensive things are now?? imagine fragile reader trying to stop Dottore from buying things for them because of how expensive things are now, and they're having flashbacks to being a broke Akademiya student 😭 And Dottore is just honestly finding it amusing to see you freak out and beg him to save his money (it's okay, he's a Harbinger he's loaded) (as long as he's not spending it on experiments)

BUT YEAH MAYBE IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE... reader and Scara could have been friends :( we'll never know... but yasss i will continue to feed you sad shit >:) hehe I CANT WAIT TO POST THE FINAL PART!! ngl the ending of the fic was like. the first thing i wrote for it because it hit me and i was like i CANT forget this. im telling you pookie its gonna be pretty juicy. BUT THANK YOU YOU'RE BEING SO KIND AHHH it's really sweet of you. thank you for being here for so long in my writing journey (and my descent into Dottore madness) ily 🥺

#smooches talks #moots: kai <3 #kai u should see my drafts. theres a bunch with just one sentence i quickly typed so i don't forget my ideas 😭#giving my biggest hug to u kai #mwah mwah I MISSED U #and literally baby zandy is the cutest person ever i want to give him piggy back rides #oh my gosh i love brainrotting with u

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lupinsfavslytherin · 2 years

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General Kirigan x Jealous (Fem) Reader Part 1 (Fluff)

Before I get into this I just wanna say a whole ass thank you to everyone that reads my content and likes, because it really boosts my spirit and makes me wanna keep writing, even with my roller-coaster mental health ride. I originally wrote this because really sad and I just wanted a hug, at the time. But I'm feeling better, so i thought "hey! I finally have something written that i can post." "Why not just post it?" So here I am in all my general-loving glory! So there's probably some sketchy writing, but im too tired to fix it, right now! Enjoy!

Imagine:

Basically when Alina first finds him in the war room, you become jealous of her and think that there's something going on between them. Turns really fluffy in end. Might post a part 2? Also reader supposedly a "book nerd", as well!(FLUFF) (Possible SMUT in part 2)

Part 1:

You were supposed to meet General Kirigan right after dinner and discuss your sister, Nina’s location. You think she’s been missing because she hasn't sent any post for a while. During dinner Aleksander, the general, wasn’t present. But, the new sun-summoner was. You were a little skeptical about her at first, but she quickly warmed up to you, after you two, began a friendship through reading books together, in the large library of the little palace. You both didn’t talk much though, but it was okay. The quiet peace of the library was all you two needed.

Often, General Kirigan would ask for some of her time before her lessons. He was quite surprised to find you reading in there with Alina, as well. He’d say pleasantries to you, before going to speak with her. The last week has been different though. He’d been snappier about everything. Especially when it came to Alina. You don’t know why, but you were jealous of the attention he was giving her.

After a quiet dinner, on your part, you went to your bunk. You changed out of your dressy outfit, and into softer and lighter clothing. You also returned a book to the library, grabbing a few more. It was an addiction you had. Finally, you started heading to find the general. It didn’t take long; he was usually in the war room. Walking up to it’s door you heard another voice. Alina. She said Aleksander wasn’t alone, and a bright flash happened.

You peaked into the room noticing them holding hands. It looked like a very intimate moment, but he then put his hand and wrapped her cheek in it. You don’t know why, but you had to look away as your heart stopped beating for a few seconds. You heard footsteps closer to you from inside, so you knocked on the door. Alina opened the door, and you greeted her with a simple nod, not trusting your voice just yet. Looking past her you saw something like pain crossing the general’s features. He noticed you, and quickly a stoic expression was plastered on his face, but you could still see a sadness in his eyes, as Alina left.

General Kirigan was quick to start a conversation, asking why you wanted to meet him. Clearing your throat, you replied saying that you were worried. About Nina. How she hasn’t been heard from longer than usual. His eyes softened a bit, as he nodded in confrontation. Aleksander said he would handle the matters, and that most probably she was just hiding. This comforted you, more than he thought. You thanked him, and slightly turned, but didn’t leave just yet. You wanted to know how he was fairing. Aside from being a griesha, you two were here the longest than any other. You used to be great friends until he was offered the role of being General.

You looked up at his face for a second, asking how he was fairing through with everything going on. Offering comfort, like you used to do for one another. He said he was well, but you could see right through him. You knew how hurt Aleksander was with our own people turning on us and the griesha, like before. Your brows furrowed in these thoughts, and he noticed as he took a step closer to you.

Aleksander was glad you weren’t assigned to any permanent mission yet, as he didn’t want to see you hurt, or worse. You saw a cut on his arm, and offered to heal it for him. Before he could answer you did so, anyway. He smirked down at you, remembering how you did the same thing when you two trained together.

He would have been angry if it had been anyone else, saying they were insolent. But it was just you. You. The person that’s always had his back, no matter where you were. You were always learning new healing methods in the library, to no surprise to him. He was surprised by his thoughts, feeling you hug him. Your shorter stature only allowed you to wrap your arms around his torso, and your head was pressed on his chest. You heard his heartbeat quicken a little before it calmed back down.

He slunk down and laid his head on top of yours, wrapping his own arms around your small fame. You felt the calmest you ever had, being able to know he was okay. Aleksander wouldn’t say anything about it, but felt a large pressure lift off of him at that moment. Squeezing you tighter, the general felt safe from judgement and criticism. He lifted his head up, as you slowly pulled away. You didn’t want to, you felt protected in that moment.

#shadow and bone #netflix #fanfiction #fanfic #general kirigan #the darkling #the darkling x reader #aleksander morozova #fluffy darkling #darkling imagine #fluff and feels #fluff imagine #comfort #aleksander x reader #ben barnes #ben barnes fluff #ben barnes fanfiction

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weird-dere-writes · 5 months

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Alright you know why I'm here! Ichidere college au lore let's go!

Wooooooooo!!!! 💃🏾✨

More Ichidere lore in the College Byakujas universe >:))))))

I like to think that after that time he was kind enough to help me look for you when I was lost, I just couldn’t stop thinking about him. I could be doing just the most mundane thing and he will pop into my head. Even more so than before when I was simply crushing from afar.

I will be brushing my teeth and his voice will pop into my head and then I’ll accidentally make myself gag. I will be filling my car up with gas and start thinking about how he walked me off campus after I gave you your thing, and then I will have spent a little more money than intended when i come to and look at the little screen on the pump. Casually eating lunch and thinking about how stronk his arm looked when he raised it to scratch the back of his head and I bite my tongue about it and sob cus OW MY TONGUE.

Like I have only experienced the man for at most a couple hours that one day but I am an entire mess lmao.

Quite licherally spinning him around on a rotisserie in my brain and I cannot control it.

AUGH and when you let me know and you Byakuya have noticed my fondness for him I am lowkey bashful when I’m with you guys going around campus. Cus I feel like y’all are always looking and me and wondering if I am looking to see Ichigo (which I might be sometimes, but y’all don’t have to know!!).

Now I am just casually hanging around the school even though I haven’t started attending yet. But! With you and Byakkun’s help I have started the process of applying. Because it’s a little late, I’m unsure if I’ll make it in but my fingers are crossed! Would be cool to graduate the same year as (what is hopefully) my college sweetheart like the bestie and her Byakkun 🫶🏾.

Ichigo also thinks about our first time meeting from time to time, though nowhere near as much as me since he actually has stuff to focus on with his internship and prepping for his first grad year starting soon.

Specifically he thinks about how I was almost about to cry when he found me. Like you said, he’s polite! So he didn’t say anything then. He was glad he was able to get along well with me and help out to make those watery eyes go away. Sometimes tho he finds himself wondering if he’ll see me around on campus again by chance. He hopes if he does that I’m not so upset.

He doesn’t like to see anyone sad, but he felt something a little different when he thought about me specifically. He wasn’t sure why. Maybe it was because I was your friend? And you were sort of an extension of his mentor Byakuya to him?

One time he’s working with Byakuya on something. And it’s on something a little more to do with your expertise. As you’re drafting up a little paper to help Byakuya you realize because of my Psych degree I might be able to help with a part you’re a little unsure about. We were hanging out at your house at the time having a little sleepover, so I was also able to write some notes of my own on the sheet.

Byakuya brought it with for the project. Ichi knows Byakuya’s handwriting, so he figures he didn’t write this reference page they were both looking at from time to time. He asks who did, to be told that the purple ink is in your handwriting, and that the pink ink is mine.

Byakkun goes back to working but Ichigo is looking at the paper for a moment, blinking to himself. When Byakkun steps away, Ichi is lightly stroking places where my handwriting is. He thought my writing was pretty…

Lmao also thinking about if something goes wrong with Ichi’s car, so you end up volunteering me as his ride and i wanna KILL U CUS HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME!! IM NOT MENTALLY PREPARED FOR THIS PLS 😭. At first it’s a lot of the three of us (me, you, n Ichi in the back). But then you start making moves. Insisting Ichi sits in the front with me (“Oh I just need to go through my bag and it might get messy!”). And then eventually you just yeet all together and start getting rides with Byakuya, leaving me ALONE. And you’re smirking about it but I am a WRECK cus I’m so silly about him HELP. This point is when he and I exchange numbers since we no longer have you as a middle person.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Your matchmaking is VICIOUS but i know it’s out of love lmao <333333.

#man that is a lot of thought i just barfed out #lol #ichidere #ft #byakujas ⛵️💛#burnishedcrown 🌸#jas n twy's college au 🎓#twy’s inbox 💌

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wishesunderthestars · 9 months

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JUNGKOOK AND JIMINNIE IS MAKING ME CRY!!THEY ARE THE SOFTEST, FLUFFIEST LOVERS INSIDE THE CASTLE RIGHT NOW!!! I AM SCREAMING BECAUSE FINALLY THEY GOT THE MOST AWAITED CONVERSATION!!! AND I COULDN’T BE MORE PROUD OF JIMINNIE TAKING THAT FIST STEP!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH ELLIE!! THANK YOU FOR GIVING US SUCH AN AMAZING FICTION!!!

I am so glad that slowly Taehyung is finally trying to bond with some of the people in the castle. He’s just such a softest baby and I just want to bubble wrap him so he could be safe forever!! I hope soon he won’t be so scared of the MC and will try to bond with her. I know it will come!! Im just so excited reading his healing arc.

I couldn’t help but feel sad about Tae not having someone to confide with about his nightmares. That makes me think of my question.

Ellie if you don’t mind me asking, who do you think between the people in the castle would he turn to if he gets his nightmare episode again when he feels more comfortable with everyone? Im not sure if you can understand the question but to rephrase it who between the pack will he talk to about it???

Also, do you think you would sometime in the future meet the pack and the mc’s ex lover? what do you think would be their reaction? Are we also half way done with the fiction?? Just wondering!! Please don’t take this question the wrong way 🙏🏼

Ellie!!! Thank you so much with this gift you’ve been sharing. You write so beautifully and I really just wanna thank you because every time I read this I feel so comforted. Like im cuddling with my dogs with the fluffiest bed and blanket on a rainy day! Thank you so much for being so dedicated and making these chapters, despite your busy schedule!! I hope you to have a great break and take care!! ☺️☺️☺️

Jungkook and Jimin are definitely the softest and fluffiest!! They have been through so much (I know it's my fault but...) and now they are finally talking and on the same page. Jimin has gotten so much braver since he first arrived at the Castle and it's mostly because of how loved he is and now he knows it. I love them so much.

Taewhyung is taking a few baby steps to get closer to the pack. He can see the way they act around each other and how soft and dull of live they are and it makes him very confused but at the same time he secretly craves for that too. He doesn't know how to be like that though and he still can't understand what the limits are, how he should act and what his place is. He is less afraid of the mc now but he can't help but be guarded around her, it doesn't help that he doesn't see her that much (regardless of what ashe believes)

To answer your question I think he would either go to Hoseok or Jimin. Hoseok because he has spent the most time with him and he trusts him the most. And Jimin because being with him is easy, he feels like there are no expectations there (soulmate things, you know).

About the pack meeting Jacob... Maybe... We'll see... They are a little overprotective of her so that would show. And they don't like him on principle so it would be interesting.

Eunoia is more than halfway done and after the next chapter we'll move on to the final part of the story. It makes me emotional to think about it. Thank you so much for reading 💜💜💜

#asks

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wiltking · 1 year

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going to start talking more about what im reading on here because my brain is allergic to coherent post-book reviews at the moment it seems. from this month so far:

finished Luck In The Shadows by lynn flewelling - mixed feelings on this one. i enjoyed the first half but once they hit Rhiminee i was struck with the most likely reason i dropped this book the first time, which is that worldbuilding is not this author's strong point. i felt zero investment for the political field and all characters involved in that fiasco. seemingly important elements kept getting washed out by boring exposition and even more boring side characters (and the extremely underwhelming utilization of centaurs. hello! centaurs!) but i am intrigued by the scar plotpoint and enjoy it when alec and seregil are off adventuring on their own, so i'll see what else the series has to offer.

read Aleksey's Kingdom by john wiltshire - the sequel to A Royal Affair which i absolutely adored last year. was wary of reading the sequel right after the 1st book because the description seemed so different. and im glad i waited because now ended up being the perfect time for it. it is very different but i found it refreshing to come back to these characters after time away to check in on how theyre doing, to watch them iron out some leftover kinks, to know that theyre going to be okay. i also loved the unexpected horror element. i thought the build up was executed very well and it was beyond fascinating to watch these characters navigate their relationship and the difficult world around them long after getting together. it was equal parts fun and emotional and disturbing. niko and aleksey both feel so unique and alive and i loved experiencing their realistic arguments and conversations again. it gave me more than i could have wanted and im just sad that means there won't be a 3rd book.

read Chasing Cold by stephen graham king - a mailman on a eternally frozen refugee planet falls in love with a man he only knows through video corespondance and embarks on a journey to meet him. lovely concept, okay execution. my biggest letdown with this book is my difficulty grasping the depth of the main character. he had me in the first half, i love a sad hurting man with hopes too big for his body. but midway he kind of slipped through my grasp. solid story otherwise though, revitalized my love for scifi, and secured a spot as one of my top m/m scifis for sure.

started Ariah by b.r. sanders - i have never read a good gay elf book. boy i have tried. i have searched. i have given up on the possibility of there being a good gay elf book. 2 chapters into Ariah is far too early to tell if this might be what i've been looking for but i do know that im hooked. im loving the vibe, the air of mystery around the narration. the fact that the main character is himself an elf and not just some painfully beautiful love interest to marvel at. truly have no idea what to expect from this one but im here im queer my eyes are open and i do feel strong potential that i'll lose sleep staying up to read it. i am very, very cautiously optimistic.

#yes i own a whole server for talking about books. yes i worry about rambling in there #this just feels like a better place to do it mayhaps #book thoughts

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ntoraplayschoices · 2 years

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Thoughts cause wow feelings

This is completely self indulgent,I need to get some thoughts and feelings out 🤩 But you're (obviously since Im publishing this) invited to read them if you want :)

So,Ramses' story has come to a close and yay happy ending! It's really bittersweet though :') The story has been ongoing for three years and I remember watching Ramses' first video,going "awww"! I'm so happy he's grown and that both him and the adventurer found their way back to each other again!

I'm also happy cause some of my predictions/theories were correct 😌

Ramses has been my favourite character and it's sad to see him go:( however I'm glad his story will continue with a happy ending!It makes me feel better knowing they both got the closure they needed and can continue forward together!I will definitely be thinking of what kind of new adventures they will get into,as well as how their dynamic has changed over the years! I hope that they meet Ryu at some point :') Maybe thats wishful thinking but everything is possible in fantasy,right? ;)

Another thing I liked was that when the half dragon was talking to their listener about the legend of the serpent that ate half dragons to the point of extinction(Ramses) the legend got a few things wrong! According to it,Ramses ate the dragons to become powerful and to protect the adventurer,however since he gained their remaining years of life,he didnt really understand the passage of time and when he tried to find the adventurer,they had died years ago.

It turns out though that Ramses himself killed Ryu and the listener (accidentally.sort of?)before he went on his half dragon hunt and nearly led them to extinction.

I really liked that "mistake",because it made me think of how sometimes history is not as correct as we think they are.Some things simply get lost in time (unfortunately-or fortunately,I guess.Depends on how you look at it :p).

Although I love Ramses and his story( how could you not love any story on that channel jdjdj) and he (and all the other characters) have a special place in my heart,I am very much looking forward to seeing all the new stories and characters! Im sure they will be wonderful!

#ramses #wow his story is over :')#yay happy ending #hollow asmr #hollow va

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oh, yeah, rebecca :'( it was so painful and bittersweet to watch, it ripped my heart out. how i cried when she was tearing up at the airport... everything about her being so All In with ted, no matter if platonically or romantically, idc, they are speial and i am still grievingthat ending. also how weirdly she emphasized that it's not about him leaving, it's about him *never coming back*. which... he is not entirely out of the world, they could have implied that they manage to meet up at leasthey all have the money after all, rebecca with her private jet even. idk it just felt so sad and final for no reason...

glad we agree on shandy and jackkeeley! they could have simply shown keeley be casual with some random woman instead of making it a Thing™ that ultimately amounted to... nothing? did not feel like it moved her story forward but maybe i am just ungrateful because of how they ended it lol.

oh, sorry, my previous message was misleading because of how i wrote it! i meant bex as a character overall, not her with nathan, i have not seen anyone ship her with him! i

eally liked that rebecca and bex treated each other well in season 3, rebecca defending her (and her daughter) and bex coming to becca for help was great! and she did not take shit from rupert, loved her jokes about rupert being old and all hehe.

yeah, jamie's past is really tragic, and i shae the fear that the show truly meant to say that people should be forgiven even for the most toxic, abusive, fucked-up shit. i absolutely hate that message so i refuse to interpret it that way but... it is definitely presented like this in canon, which is one thing i genuinely hated in s3. that and the whole keeley topic. i ban it from my memory to improve my heart health <3

and saaame. i do not dislike jade or nathanjade, but i did not expect them to choose this route tbh. i liked that they did not villainize nathan as much as i feared after season 2, but i expected that they will make him do the work first and earn back the trust he has broken, exactly how they did with jamie! it felt too fast and unearned, in all honesty? this is linked to an issue that i had with the season in general, though. idk if it was just me but the show kept leaving out important scenes that would explain how we got from point A to point B? for example the talk of the team who decided to take nathan back, and the talk that keeley must have had with roy before their breakup and also after their fling to stay friends. as a member of the audience, i often felt "left out", if that makes sense? they did so so so well with jamie's storyline and him slowly gaining back the trust, i thought they would absolutely kill me with feels with nathan apologizing to ted and the team, with the team discussing this and welcoming him back hesistantly but it was like, blink once and he's suddenly back as if nothing happened lmao. having to work through some remaining hard feelings would have felt more organic and satisfying imo. the scene with nathan and his father, how he recalled something his dad said to him even years later, was so powerful! more of that and less of nathanjade would have been sm better to really make nathan reconnect with ted. a missed opportunity

fuck the whole 'ted never coming back' shit. there's no way he wouldn't visit every year just to see everyone. ted loves the team too much to not come back to see how they're doing at least once. and im sure henry would love to see them all again.

like with shandy i also feel like zava was underused and a missed opportunity. they made this big thing about him just for him to leave out the blue and hardly be mentioned again. sometimes it doesn't feel like zava was in s3. he was really only there so jamie had a reason to want to become an even better player and a reason for him and roy to spend time together.

yeah i think we all knew keeley being with her boss was going to end badly idk why it was a thing tbh

and yeah i loved bex. she was so nice and it never felt like she was out to get rebecca like rupert was. she was just nice and yeah im so glad they didnt pit the women against each other.

it really did feel like we missed out on important moments that would have added more to the story. i would have liked to see nathan realise the bad person he was becoming on his own and trying to win back the trust of the team like jamie did. but i guess they didn't have time to do all that in one season idk

#i got mail #anon #emma thoughts #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers

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rideyoonmin · 1 year

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EPISODE 18 : MAKE OUT

Y/N's POV:

It was finally the time to meet namjoon.

I grabbed yoongi's hand and walk

towards the door of the emergency room.

I opened the door and began to make my

steps into the room but yoongi wasn't

even moving like he was glued to the floor.

"Yoongi what's wrong?" I asked him as

he lowered his head.

"I can't come inside with you" He said in a

low voice.

"Why not?"

"Don't you remember? Namjoon doesn't like

me. He'll get angry again if he sees me. I

better stay here. You go talk to him" The

sadness was overwhelming in yoongi's

words. I hugged him before entering the

emergency room.

I saw namjoon laying on the bed with his eyes

closed. I made my steps towards the bed

and sat on the chair which was placed

beside the bed. I sent my eyes over namjoon's

body which looked weak. His skin was pale

and his lips were dry. He looked stressed.

He slowly opened his eyes as I placed my

hand on his. He passed a light smile on his

face while looking at me. He softly cleared his throat before talking to me.

"Y/N, Sorry I was being a jerk to you. I

could've treated you nicely. I could've been

a better brother to you" namjoon said and

caressed my hand.

"No... What are you talking about? Why

you saying sorry? I'm the one who needs to

apologise to you. I finally understand how

much you care about me. Even though you

did so many things for me.. I called you

selfish. I'm so sorry" I lowered my head

as I let out those words. I felt guilty and

miserable.

"It's okay. I think we both misunderstood

ourselves. But I'll promise that I would

never get mad at you again" namjoon said

while giving me a big warm smile on his

face.

"Namjoon I'm so glad you are ok now. I was

really worried" I said in a caring voice.

"Thanks, Y/N. It's because of you I'm taking

treatments and i am in good condition right

now" namjoon sweetly smiled.

"Well...I have something to tell you." I

twiddled my fingers together deciding

whether I should tell this or not.

"Go on." Namjoon said and made his eyes wider with excitement.

"Well.. Don't get mad" I said.

"Okay, I won't" namjoon let out some giggles.

"Im not the one who you need to thank. It's

Yoongi" I finally let out.

"Yoongi?" Namjoon made his face confused.

"Yes. He was the one who helped you.

He took you to the hospital while I was

panicking and figuring out what to do.

He helped you even though you didn't

like him" I lowered my voice. Namjoon's face

looked disappointed. I could see the guilt in

his eyes. Maybe he's finally regretting the

way he thought about yoongi. Because

Namjoon was not good at getting to know

people. Then he thought for a moment

before talking to me.

"Y/N, I want to spend some time alone.

Let's tallk later" namjoon said with a smile

on his face. I nodded and walked outside

the emergency room and saw yoongi

waiting for me on a chair near the room. I

ran and hugged him as tight as I could.

"He's doing alright, thanks to you" I gently

kissed him on his cheek.

"Mmm. Good girl. Now you have to keep paying me with kisses every time you thank me" I nodded as yoongi said with his husky voice while giving me a slight smirk.

07:15 pm..

The dark has already fallen. And I was

still at the hospital because I didn't want

to leave namjoon alone. But it was not boring

since yoongi stayed with me while

comforting me with his every single word.

Then after sometime later, we went to meet

the doctor to know about namjoon's situation

more. The Doctor greeted us inside the

room with a warm smile.

"Doctor, how is namjoon now? Is he fully

recovered?" I asked the doctor.

"Yes, he's almost recovered. We can

discharge him tomorrow morning. Till

that, he gonna have to stay at the hospital

and take the treatments and rest well" The

doctor explained everything but started

talking again.

"After he gets discharged, make sure not to

stress him or make him get angry. Because

as you already know, he's short-tempered.

And that's a serious situation than you

think. But we have provided our best treatments so just try to keep him relaxed

and happy" Doctor said with a smile.

"Sure doctor. Thank you so much. We'll

come tomorrow to take namjoon back home"

I said my last words and left the room with

Yoongi. Then I went to namjoon's hospital

room again to talk with him for the last

time before leaving the hospital. After

talking with him, yoongi and I went

back home.

04:23 pm..

- Next Day

Today, namjoon was discharged from the

hospital. So yoongi and I took him back

home. Namjoon was resting in his bedroom

while I was preparing dinner for both of us.

Since namjoon came back home it looked like

he was thinking about something deeply.

And he looked concerned. Even though

it's not good for him to overthink, he kept

thinking about something the whole day.

It led me to worry about him as doctors

advised me to not let namjoon get stressed.

Thinking about namjoon I continued

preparing dinner. But at the same time I

heard someone knocking on the door. So

I quickly ran to the main door to check

who it was. I twisted the door handle

and opened the door to meet with my boyfriend, yoongi. He was giving me a

big warm smile and he had a box of food in

his hands.

"May I come in, love?" Yoongi spoke.

"Oh yes!" I replied right away and looked at

the box of food in his hand with a confused

face.

"This food? Did you bought us food?" I

asked in a worried tone as I was worried

about yoongi spending his money on

food for us.

"Yes!! For you and namjoon" He said with a

cute grin.

"Oh baby. You don't have to do this.

Besides, I was already preparing dinner" I

confessed.

"It's okay. You can eat this food and the

dinner you're preparing as well" yoongi

said with a chuckle while you hit him

slightly on his arm. Yoongi suddenly

sighed, looking down at the ground before

speaking.

"Y/N," He said lowering his tone down. You

hummed as you waited for him to continue

what he was going to say.

"I want to meet namjoon. I wanna talk with him" He let out which made me confused

a bit. After all of the things namjoon said and

thought about yoongi, he still wanna talk

to him?

"Why babe? Don't you think he'll get mad at

you since he doesn't like you" I made my

face worried. Yoongi took my hand in

his big ones and continued to reply.

"Don't worry. Nothing like that will happen.

I just want to meet him and see if he's doing

fine" He said and I nodded with a slight

smile on my face.

"Okay then, I'm not going to stop you. But if

he's trying to argue with you. Don't argue

back. Cause you know the situation he's in"

I shortly explained.

"I understand, baby. Don't worry. I'll make

sure it will be a friendly talk" yoongi

said and pulled me into a hug. Then he

walked up to namjoon's doorstep before

knocking on his bedroom door.

"Come in" namjoon said behind the door,

not knowing who's knocking, yoongi

stepped inside the bedroom and closed the

door behind him, making me worrying if

Namjoon will blame yoongi for no reason

But hoping everything will go fine, I

returned to the kitchen. It's been a few minutes since yoongi

went inside namjoon's room. And there was

no sound of arguing at all. Guess everything

going well. Shrugging my shoulders, I

walked up to namjoon's doorstep with tiptoes

just to put my ear on the door to know

what are they talking about. No sound at

all. What the hell? Are they even talking?

Or can't I just hear it? Why the heck is this

house is so soundproof!?

"Y/N!!"

In the next second, I heard namjoon calling

name, almost screaming. The sound

vibrated in my ear loudly almost exploding

my eardrum as I was placing my ear on

the door. Oh god! What now? Why is he

screaming my namne! He scares the shit out

of me.

I opened the door and went inside.

Yoongi was standing next to namjoon's bed

while namjoon just laying down on the bed

giving yoongi a confused face. I hope

they didn't argue.

"Y/N, tell me why is this annoying creature

inside my bedroom?" Namjoon said with a

frustrated look.

"Umm... He came here to talk with you.?"

I said doubtfully. Why is he asking me this question? Weren't they talking? We're they

just looking at each other's face this whole

time?

"Ok but. Why the hell isn't he talking with

me then? He was just looking at me this

whole time" namjoon rolled his eyes and pulls

the blanket aside which was covering his

body.

"Are you kidding me? You guys weren't

talking?? This whole time? Oh my

godddd!!"I put my hands in the air with a

sigh.

"Ok ok.. My bad. After seeing namjoon looking

at me with an annoyed face, I forget what

I just came here for" yoongi said while

rubbing the back of his head.

"Ok fine. Since you're here I have to tell you

something too" namjoon said and sat up on his

bed.

"What it is?" Yoongi asked. Namjoon looked

at yoongi and looked down at the

ground with a deep sigh in the next second.

Something inside his heart was bothering

him. He twiddled his fingers together

before speaking.

"Yoongi.. Thank you for being kind to

me when I was sick" namjoon lowered his

tone. A quick but big grin appeared on yoongi's face making his eyes almost close.

"No problem namjoon. I just wanted to help

you" yoongi said. Namjoon looked up at

Yoongi and slightly smile but sighed

again.

"And. I'm sorry. I've been such a jerk to

you" namjoon lowered his head.

"I didn't treat you nicely. As a neighbour

and also as my sister's boyfriend" He

continued.

"I didn't know you were such a good person

this whole time. Because I rarely trust

people. I always blamed you for no reason.

Even though I hated you, you helped me. I

feel like a horrible person. Will you forgive

me?"

Namjoon's voice was a bit shaky and his

eyes had a worried look. He looked up at

Yoongi who was silent the whole time,

hoping that he would forgive him.

"Yes. I can forgive you. Don't worry about

the past now. Let's just think about today

and the future.. Okay namjoon?" Yoongi

smiled sweetly at namjoon. Namjoon nodded with a big grin on his face.

"Best buddies?" Yoongi offered his hand to namjoon for a handshake. Namjoon quickly

grabbed his hand and shook it with an

excited look on his face.

"Best buddies!!" Namjoon exclaimed.

Yoongi came close to namjoon hugging him

and patting him on his back. Aww! I waited

so long to see this happening! Finally. They

are best budđies!! My heart got soft as I kept

looking at them hugging each other.

They finally pulled away and namjoon walked

up to me. He took my hand and put it on

Yoongi's hand. My heart began to beat

faster as I got a small clue of what's going

to happen.

"Yoongi.. Take good care of Y/N. She

loves you a lot" namjoon said and yoongi

held my hand in his tighter as he could

but, with affection. Namjoon just gave the

permission for our relationship!!!

"Yes, I will. I'l make her feel like she's

living in heaven" yoongi winked at you

which cause you to get sudden butterflies

in your belly.

I elbowed yoongi and widened my eyes

at him, signalling not to say such things in

front of namjoon. Cause, of course, I get shy!!

"I love you, my baby" yoongi said before pulling me into a sudden kiss. He pressed

his delicate lips on mine, making me go

insane. Mmm. Not gonna lie. I always

missed this feeling.

I kissed him back while wrapping both

of my hands around his neck, totally

forgetting where I'm at and whom I'm

with...

"UGH! Guys come on!!! This is disgusting!!

Go continue your make-out session outside

of my room" namjoon put his hands up in the

air and brought them back to put them on

his hips.

Both of us began to chuckle as we ran out

of namjoon's bedroom like two little kids.

Then he grabbed me into my bedroom and

locked the door.

"Let's make some love here.."

Yoongi smirked as he wraps his hands

around my waist and pulling me towards

his freaking hot body, leaving me to blush

harder than ever.

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valentine-writes · 2 years

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I don’t know if I’ll be able to describe this any well, but I’ll try my best!

Could I request Monty x gender neutral reader, where the reader isn’t afraid to admit to feeling their feelings? So whenever they get flustered, they still try to meet his eyes and continue speaking with him despite the burning on their face and the urge to hide. For example in situations where he is flirting and they flirt back.

Or they get sad and he asks if they’re doing alright (I’m pretty sure it’s instinct to say that you’re fine when someone asks) and they openly admit to him that they aren’t fine and ask for the help they feel they need at the moment — whether that be cuddles or needing to vent.

Thank you beforehand! Hope you had/will have a great day!

hey lover !

↳ ft. montgomery gator

「 gn! reader, romantic relationship <3 」

author's note: IM DOING THE FIRST ONE BECUZ AWWAAAAA SUCH A FUN CONCEPT I LUV (´▽`ʃƪ) <3 also. becuz i am writing 4 monty a lot, i'm probably gonna write up some other stuff 2 refresh cuz im struggling with writing atm (honestly um. u can probably tell awuegfsj,,, this iz so short im soz,,) :< BUT YES YES THANK U 4 THE REQ ANON!!! as per usual, grammar mistakes and probably spelling errors. however, unusually i don't know what to title this so. no title today (｡•́︿•̀｡) ! sorry!!!

edit: TITLE ADDED!!! for masterlist purposes ^_^ <3

▸ looks could be incredibly deciving to people who couldn’t read others well. when monty had first seen you in the plex, he thought that getting you flustered and shy would be easy

▸ it seems as if your looks had him incredibly decived. because the minute that flirtacious line left his mouth, one that he was sure would get you all weak in the knees-

▸ you instead, had your entire face heating up as you looked him dead in the eye and flirted back. he didn’t know how to react at all.

▸ there was a second between you two where monty just. stared at you. you stared back. oh boy. now you've got him intrigued. his star shaped sunglasses slipping down before he awkwardly adjusted them.

▸ he chuckles, seemingly amused by you and continues chatting you up, but the minute you leave he’s freaking out

▸you’re bold, he’ll give you that. you’ve got a certain flare and man, he likes it.

▸ everytime he sees you around, he'll drop what he's doing just to talk to you. and with flirtacious line after flirtacious line, it seems that even though you get flustered, your blunt honesty always catches him offguard

▸ i think in this case, you’d be the first to confess. monty likes to insist that he was going t do it, you just beat him to it (he wasn’t, he had no idea how to so he’s glad that you were able to)

▸ i’m imagining the confession being you just straight up “i have feelings for you and i want to date you.” and boom. you’re his s/o

▸ your honesty actually helps him a lot because he hates having trouble reading emotional signals. it also encourages monty open up with you and be more honest too :]

#fnaf security breach headcanons #fnaf security breach #security breach headcanons #montgomery gator #monty fnaf #montgomery gator headcanons #monty x reader #montgomery gator x reader #security breach x reader

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lovely-angst · 3 years

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break ups and break ins

a/n: i didn't have any motivation to continue writing so it stayed in my drafts for forever. it's a super messy fic im not super proud of tbh i wanted to scrap it but i got so far lol

genre: angst to fluff

pairing: hawks x reader

summary: you and hawks break up, but someone breaks in?

word count: 3.7k+

09.16.21

"come on, stop being so sensitive," hawks groans with an eye roll as you gawk at him. "you think i'm being sensitive because I'm hurt that you're out there flirting with other girls while we are in a relationship?"

you scoff in disbelief before tears form in your eyes, "i can't believe you right now, keigo."

hawks' brows knit as he stares at you bewildered, "i've already told you that it's just an act i have to out up because of the commission. i can't let them figure out i have a romantic relationship with someone. you don't know what they would do or could do."

"but that doesn't mean you can flirt around with no boundaries!" your voice comes out loud as your arms flail out in front of you, tears streaming down your face, "do you know how much it hurts to see you on television sweet-talking every girl out there when you're my boyfriend? i thought you would respect what we have..."

"(name), just admit you're just jealous of the fangirls and leave it at that," hawks closes his eyes, shaking his head in frustration, "honestly, they appreciate me so much more than you do."

your eyes widen in shock as you feel your heart shattering into tiny pieces so small you aren't sure if you could piece it back up.

"keigo, i love you for who you are—not because you're hawks," your voice now small and laced with hurt. "if you can't see the reason why i am so upset, i think it's best if we end it."

hawks' eyes quickly glance to yours before they look away just as quick, "i think that's what's best too," he whispers, causing your brows to furrow in sadness as you purse your lips tightly.

taking a step forward, you wrap your arms around your now ex-boyfriend, taking in his comforting arms and smell, "thanks for everything." a heavy sigh left from his lips before he nuzzled into you, "can i hold you in bed one last time?"

words died in your throat as you felt the tears sting your eyes once more. a nod was your only reply as hawks lifted the two of you up with his large wings, carrying you into the bedroom.

no words were exchanged as the two of you allowed your quiet breaths to mingle together in silence.

your heart was still achey from the fresh break-up as your cries and tears quietly filled the air. your nose and eyes red and raw from all the wiping you had done—the tissues around you as proof.

"hey, come on. you can't keep living like this and expect to get better," mirko says and she stands infront of you with a small smile. "how about we watch something to distract your mind?" she suggests as she turns around to pick up the controller to turn the television screen on.

"hawks, being the number two hero must be so taxing! how do you do it?"

hawks gives that big bright smile you've always loved, "my fans always give me motivation to do my best! i love you my babybirds!"

"oh shit-" mirko quickly turns the television screen off before she turns over to you, watching as your lips quiver before you break out in another crying session.

"rumi," you whine, muffled behind your tissues, "he doesn't care for me at all!" letting out a sigh, she walks over and places a comforting hand on your hair before running her hand through your locks, "hey, don't say that. hawks' cared for you a lot. break-ups happen, but don't let it keep you like this. let's go out and have some fun today, yeah?"

your teary eyes glance up at her before you let out sigh, "okay."

but to your surprise, a quick hour later here you were on a chair getting your makeup done professionally as mirko sat on the couch, munching away on a carrot. "rumi? why am i getting my makeup done professionally?"

"my makeup artist is good at what she does when she beats my face with makeup for those hero galas. i thought it would make you feel better getting your makeup done professionally before we go out and explore the city a bit," she finishes, taking another crunchy bite of her carrot.

a small, "oh" leaves your lips before your attention focuses back on the lipstick that gently glided across your lips. "there, all done. you look great!" the makeup artist cheers as she hands you a mirror.

your eyes sparkled once you saw your reflection—you had never felt so pretty before!

"are you ready to go out now?" mirko asks with a smile as she stands from her seat. you couldn't help the small, yet excited, smile, "yeah."

your words had been on repeat in hawks' mind.

you were upset because of how he was treating his fans—flirting with his fans as you put it. it was a constant argument the two of you had and frankly, he was getting tired of it. why you couldn't understand where he was coming from?

he didn't want to break up because of something so trivial, but it seemed like a break up was the only option. but it was fine, his fans kept him going; or that's what he thought was keeping him going.

"hawks! we love you!" his fans cried as he landed down in front of them, his handsome smile swooning everyone lucky enough to get their eye on him. "thanks birdies! i'm always happy to have your support!"

"can i have a picture?" "sign my shirt for me!" "you're the best hero!"

fans; something he enjoyed about being a hero. everywhere he went, they were there to offer him their love and support which he appreciated and loved!

but there often came days when he just wanted to stay cooped in his apartment. away from the world and away from the hero hawks. he simply wanted to escape and enjoy being keigo for a little while.

maintaining a facade took a lot away from him. it was tiring, exhausting even, trying to keep up with how fast his mind was going. a million different things happening at once and hawks had to be able to solve them. a little much for a single guy, don't 'cha think?

landing in at his balcony, hawks let out a heavy sigh as he was finally done with another tiring day of being the number two hero. thankfully, he had the next day off to do, well, nothing.

staring at the dark apartment with a an empty look, hawks let out a groan of exhaustion before unlocking the door and stepping in.

it was quiet, extra quiet these days. since he had gone to living by himself again.

after removing his hero gear, hawks walked into the kitchen and frowned at his lack of food in the fridge. usually, you were always there to greet him with a smile and a hearty dinner after a hard day at work.

well, that didn't matter anymore because you two had broken up, hawks mentally responded to his thoughts.

it seemed like tonight was one of those nights he really missed you.

you made this place feel like home and the more he thought about it, you were his home. he was safe with you and it was okay to let hawks go for the night and just be keigo. you loved him as he came, his flaws and everything. even the emotional baggage!

letting out an exhausted sigh, hawks closed his empty fridge before making his way towards his bed, plopping down with a grunt. "i'll just get a bigger breakfast tomorrow," he noted, pulling out his phone to catch up on his social media for the night.

hawks wasn't expecting to see much on his social media, he's too busy to be checking these sorts of things. today though, he was a little extra bored at home—until he saw a photo of you that mirko shared.

hawks quickly sat up in disbelief. hawks was genuinely confused. you had always been super pretty, but you were extra pretty in this picture. was it because you were no longer his? his eyes glanced over you in the photo for many long minutes as he took in your beauty. you looked so ethereal.

hawks was so thankful for mirko, he would have never stumbled across this photo of you.

the more he smiled at the photo, the more his heart ached. if only he just listened to you more and tried to find a solution to this problem, you would still be with him, in his arms. he was a fool to let you go because he didn't understand your pain. especially when you were always there for him when you couldn't understand his pain.

hawks found himself pulling up that photo of you whenever the days were tough. it never failed to bring a smile to his lips.

until mirko deleted the post.

he should've saved it when he had the chance, hawks thought as he let out a groan upon finding no picture. but, maybe mirko still had it on her phone? thankfully, there was a top five hero meeting that day which meant he could ask mirko about the picture.

hawks sat impatiently in his chair as he drummed his finger against his thigh, counting down the minutes until the meeting would conclude. it must've been distracting, because mirko approached him first after the meeting.

"hey birdbrain, what's up with you? you looked distracted during the meeting," mirko questioned walking up to the winged hero. hawks perked up slightly, before giving her a smile, "hmm? nah, just sick of meetings, wanted to get out." mirko eyed him curiously, "if you say so."

"i saw that picture you posted of (name)," he commented, "you two were hanging out?"

"huh? oh, this picture?" pulling up the picture on her phone, she showed him the photo before pulling away to hawks' dismay. "yeah, we went out. it was about time too! (name) seemed to be enjoying herself, so i'm glad i got to capture that."

hawks couldn't help the smile on his lips knowing that you were happy and could enjoy yourself. he really just wanted you to be happy, even if that wasn't with him.

"if you wanted the photo, you could've just asked," mirko smirks, causing hawks to duck his head down in embarrassment. "but even if you ask, im not giving it to you." Hawks turned his head brows furrowed and confused, slightly offended, "why would you even suggest it then?"

"not sure, maybe it'll be a way to encourage you to find a way to get it."

mirko had an interesting way of talking, hawks thought as he continued on with his patrol. it seemed like she was hinting at more than what she was saying, but he wasn't really interested in solving puzzles when he was busy being the number 2 hero.

and boy, was he busy busy.

it felt as if all the villains knew hawks would be out on patrol today, using that to their advatange by stiring up so much more trouble than on a typical day—not that he couldn't handle it, it was just more work that he would have hoped to do that day.

from the sky, he could see a crowd forming below on the streets as they cheered him on for another successful capture. hawks let out an exhausted sigh, but floated down to greet his fans nonetheless. there even happened to be press.

"hawks! you were amazing out there!" "great work! i can always count on you!" "you looked so attractive fighting those villains!"

hawks lifted up his visor and gave the fans a handsome grin, causing a chorus of squeals. hawks glanced at one of the fans near him lips curled in a smirk, mouth ready to open and say a few lines that would send arrows straight to the heart when he subconsciously stopped himself.

closing his mouth, he gave her a gentle smile before a soft reply came out, "thank you for supporting me."

it was weird of him to respond to fans in such fashion, but your words were stuck in the back of his head. he wished he could have acted this way before you two broke it off, it would have saved a lot of heartache.

hawks hoped you would notice his change. and unbeknownst to him, you had.

your eyes were glued to the television that aired the news that also happened to feature your ex-boyfriend, hawks. your heart felt fuzzy as you watched him, he seemed different...more down to earth?

"your eyes haven't left the tv since hawks appeared," mirko comments causing you to avert your eyes embarrassed. "i was just interested in the news for today, that's all," you tried but knew mirko wouldn't buy into your lie.

"yeah, okay. keep telling yourself that," she chuckles as she she sits down beside you. "so, whats going on in that head of yours now?"

"he's different now, rumi," you state, eyes drifting back to the screen. "he's talking to his fans like they're fans." your shoulders slump sadly, "i wish he was like this when we were together...i guess he really doesn't care about me after all."

mirko lets out a grunt as she listens to your moping. turning towards her, you notice her adjusting her purple thigh high socks to sit snugly against her upper thighs, "you have patrol this evening?"

"yep, my turn for an evening patrol. they're not that bad, more bad guys come out at night," she jokes with chuckle but you don't find it funny. "i know you can easily beat them, but that doesn't mean i worry any less for you," you sigh. "stay safe please."

"will do, cry baby," she jokes once more causing you to angrily pout, "i'm not a cry baby!" "says the one crying over hawks. bye!" and with that she quickly leaves out the door before you could throw a pillow at her.

rolling your eyes playfully, you walk over toward the bedroom you shared with mirko. you had a nice futon on the floor beside of her bed that surprisingly was very comfy. organizing her room a bit and folding her clothes she tossed around, you tried to busy yourself until she came back.

which was surprisingly short.

you heard the main door swing open before hearing her move around the living room and kitchen. she must've forgotten something, you thought to yourself as you made your way toward the bedroom door you had previously closed behind you.

"rumi? did you forget something?" you ask as you open the door, just to find yourself staring at the stranger in the apartment who donned a black ski mask with some sort of weapon in their hand. unfortunately your voice had caught their attention and their head quickly turned toward you before bolting it down the hallway for you.

screaming, you quickly shut the door and locked it before the thief could get in. the rattle of the doorknob causes you to let out another shriek as you looked around for a way to protect yourself and to escape.

the only solution that came to your mind was to block the door with whatever heavy furniture mirko had on her room which consisted of her bed, a desk and her clothes drawers. you did your best to block the door, but it was proving to be not enough.

"open the door and i won't hurt you miss," the voice called out and you felt your stomach twist from their words.

you scurried around to look for your phone and thankfully found it amongst this chaos and your body went on auto-pilot and dialed the first person that came to your mind whenever you were in danger.

your shaky hand brought your phone to your ear as you ran into the furthest corner of her room. your free hand covering your trembling lips. please pick up.

"hello? (name)?"

"keigo please help me," you cried quietly so the person on the other side couldn't hear you, but the desperation in your voice was clear as day for hawks. "(name)? whats happening? where are you?" his voice was now firm and laced with worry as you began to sob in through the phone.

"i'm at mirko's and she just left for patrol but someone broke in and i hid myself in her room. i'm so scared, please come quick." and right after he heard you squeak in fear from the unidentified noises through your phone.

"i'm coming right now," you could hear the power his wings had as he lift himself into the sky, "does she have any windows you can exit from?" glancing behind you, you took a mental note that her windows were large enough for you to escape through—the only problem was mirko lived on the tenth floor.

squeezing your eyes shut, you nodded even though hawks could not see you, "yeah, but she doesn't have any escape ladders and i'm on the tenth floor." hawks cursed under his breath on the other side, "just hold on, i'm almost there."

clutching onto your phone, you jumped when the barricade you made against the door was getting tossed around from the force of the stranger on the other side trying to break in. scrambling around, you quickly unlocked the window before opening it, allowing the wind to flow in.

with another jolt from the door all of your barricades flew from the door, leaving it vulnerable. you knew the door would fall with his next move, so with trembling hands, you maneuvered your body outside the window, letting your bottom sit on the window frame.

from a distance, you could hear someone calling out your name. when you narrowed your eyes to focus, all of the stress left your body as you watched them shoot towards you. hawks had come to your rescue!

but hawks wasn't close enough.

the door behind you broke allowing the stranger into the room and before they could grab a hold of you, you jumped.

"(name)!"

as your body free fell down towards the earth, hawks used his wings to give himself one strong push forward before folding his wings tightly behind his back to gain speed to reach you.

reaching his arms out, he caught you in time before shooting back up towards the sky, "that was so stupid of you!" you shouted loudly against the wind, "what if i wasn't there in time?"

glancing up at him, you gave him a small smile, "i just knew you'd get to me in time ."

"agh, more paperwork i have to fill out!" mirko groans as she walks around her messy apartment after hawks and her had caught the suspect and had cops take care of him. as she walked away into her bedroom with a line of curses, you quietly turned over towards hawks who had his back facing you. he was on call with the commission.

"yep, i'll get that finished tomorrow," ending his call and stuffing his phone in his pocket, he turns around to find you staring at him. his cheeks flush slightly from the sudden eye contact, but he managed to compose himself. "are you doing alright? that must've been quite the terrifying experience."

"yeah, thanks for picking up. you were the first person i thought to call," you confess and he perks up. "oh yeah?"

"you've always kept me safe and i just really needed you when i was in danger. so thanks," giving him a smile he mirrors you. "of course, anything for you."

your heart flutters from his words, but you slightly turn yourself away, glancing down. you two were no longer dating, so there was no need to get butterflies over him again. "well, thanks again. you must have a busy day tomorrow."

"do you buy any chance still have that photo of you when you were out with mirko?" hawks asks suddenly causing you to glance up at him. "you know, when you two went out a couple weeks ago? you were all dolled up and honestly, just super pretty?" hawks says boldly with a sheepish grin.

"why are you asking?"

"send it my way."

you gawked at him, "you want me to send you a picture of me? we're not dating anymore, that would be weird!" hawks could only shrug, "okay, that's simple then. let's go on a date." you gawked even further, "what is going on inside of that bird brain? all this for a photo?"

"i want to be the one who takes those photos of you. i want to be the reason you get all dolled up. i know i messed up, (name). i've been changing the way i talk to my fans because i understand how i hurt you. could you give me another chance to make it better? i promise i will treat you the way you deserve to be treated."

this was coming too suddenly, your wounds were just starting to heal.

"you...you don't mean that, hawks," you say dejectedly as you back up to sit on mirko's couch. "i'm scared."

"he means it you know?" mirko pops out of the hallway suddenly and stands with her arms crossed against her chest as she stares at the two of you. "he's been asking me for that picture nonstop since he saw it online."

"but he really does love you still, (name) and i know you still love him too. go ahead and give it another shot, i'll be here to kick him to the curb if he does anything bad to you." she encourages, making you glance back towards hawks.

"promise?" your eyes are sparkly from the tears that had glossed over your eyes and hawks gives you a confident nod, "promise. i'll pick you up at six tomorrow?"

you couldn't help your growing smile, "yeah, i'll be waiting."

- e x t r a -

as hawks flew off towards his apartment, the notification ding of his phone went off causing him to take a look. you had sent him a text!

opening the message his eyes widen from the photo you sent, it was the cute pic of you all dolled up!

"i'm so in love!" he shouts loudly in the sky.

#hawks #hawks x reader #hawks x you #mha x reader #my hero academia x reader #bnha #bnha x reader #boku no hero academia x reader #keigo x reader #takami keigo x reader #keigo takami x reader

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Heyyyyyy! I really loved the itadori Yuji reader post and I loved it so much and I had a good laugh at it. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I really hate to ask you this when your requests are closed. But when your requests are open again.

Can I request itadori again same characters but…god. I have two options but you can pick one. I’m really sorry for being like this. I’m really am. 😔

1) them meeting everyone at jujutsu high, like the teachers & students even panda. Plus the Kyoto students.

2) when they found out that Reader died at the mission but came back to life and kept their death secret. Then surprising them saying “Hey! OPP!” and leaving them shocked.

Again I’m so sorry for asking you this when your requests are closed.

hey! OPP!

characters: baji, chifuyu, mikey, hakkai, draken, pehyan

content: fluff, gender neutral, slight crack

hello~~ thank you for requesting!! im so glad you liked it 😭😭 and no worries!! it's okay~~ i'm not gonna go too in depth about them being sad over the death cuz i actually felt bad for making them sad HWJDHQ also for your other request i’ll write that too so dont worry!!

i apologise for any mistakes and i hope you enjoy~~

b a j i

baji will be much more violent after finding out about your death

more cars are being burned and more people are getting beaten up

he was just super upset and he needed a way to vent

that was when he heard the doorbell ring

opening the door, he sees a huge box, he cocks his head to the side, confused as to what it was

and when you popped out, yelling "Hey! OPP!"

his mouth was hung open, he couldn't believe that you're there right in front of him when you're dead

"y/n..? is that really you..?"

"yeah! it's me kei! i died for a moment and i was brought back to life!"

baji immediately brings you into a bone crushing hug

he lightly sniffles

after a while though, he comes to realisation that you had been revived and you didn't bother telling him

he gets pissed, tackling you to the ground

"the fuck, why didn't you tell me anything about you coming back to life????"

"i wanted to surprise you kei..."

he shuts his mouth, he really wants to be angry at you but after hearing that, his anger slowly dies down

he sighs before flicking your forehead

"don't scare me like that. i really thought you died."

"i'm sorry kei, but.. you were really affected by it huh."

"what do you mean?"

"i saw the news... the amount of cars burnt and people getting hurt.."

that's when his cheeks had a slight pinkish tint to them

the poor boy was embarrassed

he slowly gets up and walks back into the house

leaving you on the floor outside

you banged on his door to let you in but poor baji is trying to recover from the embarrassment of him venting so badly that it ended up on the news

c h i f u y u

chifuyu would be the one to pray to you everyday

the thing that he finds weird is that you didn’t have a grave?

because he’ll definitely go visit your grave but he can’t

he has this small sliver of hope that you’re still alive but it’s very slim considering you never answer his text or calls

and when he goes to your place or ask about your whereabouts, no one will answer the door and everyone would say the same thing that you were dead

when you surprised him, chifuyu immediately engulfs you into a hug

“hey! OPP-”

before you can even finish, you were tackled into a strong hug

chifuyu cups your cheeks while examining your features

“are... you.. really alive..?”

you could feel that he was slightly shaking, face pale and sweat forming on his forehead

you placed your hand over his, turning your head to press a kiss into his palm

“yes, fuyu, i’m really alive.”

chifuyu is breaking down right then, burying his face into your neck, crying and sniffling as relief washes over him

be prepared to have him cling onto your side 24/7

even if you needed to go to the bathroom, he’ll stand beside you or outside to wait for you

he’ll be constantly hugging you, there is no escape

after he gets over his overwhelming amount of feels, he’ll ask you what happened

“ah~ i was revived and i had to keep it a secret~!”

he deadpans at you, slightly shocked, slightly offended, slightly disappointed

“couldn’t you have at least told your boyfriend that you were indeed, alive?”

“nope, gojo sensei said i couldn’t do that. oh! but i wanted to surprise you when he said i could, so how was it?”

“i-it was great babe!”

chifuyu couldn’t find it in his heart to tell you that the way you revealed yourself was kind of lame

m i k e y

oh no, mikey’s gonna lose it

when he hears the most important person to him had died, he was super upset

he was broken already and for him to lose you broke him even more

you were hoping to wait it out longer before you could surprise him

but seeing him so upset made you feel bad, so you had to surprise him asap

so when you popped out of the box, yelling “hey! OPP!” at him, he deadpans

you could feel yourself sweating nervously at his reaction, was he mad? was he relieved? his face was just so hard to read

he sighs, before laying his head on your shoulder, slowly wrapping his arms tightly around your waist

if it weren’t for his arms slightly shaking, you wouldn’t have guessed what he was feeling

he eventually brings you into his room and the both of you would cuddle on his couch

you being the big spoon, while he smooshes his face into your chest, inhaling your scent and listening close to your steady heartbeat

he’ll make you thread your fingers through his hair and he wouldn’t let you go because he definitely misses your touch and presence

“are you really real?”

he would mumble from time to time in your chest

“yes mikey, i am alive.”

“then why didn’t you tell me earlier?”

you looks up at you with a small pout on his lips

“i wanted to surprise you..”

he flicks your forehead before resuming his original position in your arms

“don’t do that. you really scared me.. don’t wanna lose you..”

you could tell he was slowly drifting off to sleep from how his words were slightly slurred

h a k k a i

hakkai is gonna be devastated

i’m sure you mean the world to him so he’s not gonna handle it well

he’s gonna be constantly thinking about you and thinking about the things he should’ve done when you were alive

when you surprised him though, he just stares at you in shock

eyes wide, and the colour drained from his face, he thought he was hallucinating

while the smile on your face slowly drops into a concerned look

“hey hun... are you okay..?”

“am i dreaming?”

“no hun, i am alive. i was revived again and i wanted to surprise you..”

he still stands there, he’s in disbelief and he’s a little hesitant to go near you

so you have to go up to him and give him a big hug to let him know that you are indeed real and that he wasn’t dreaming

the days after that though, he’s still in disbelief

often asking people if he was dreaming and that if they could see you

to which they all replied yes, they could see you

so after that confirmation, he takes the time to do everything with you

he’s worried that you might die for real anytime soon

so he makes sure that you have a lot of fun with him and that he wouldn’t have any regrets if you actually go

he’s also bolder than usual

being the one to hold your hand and not hesitating to put his arm around your waist

you definitely could tell that he was afraid to lose you for real

hakkai will also tell you how much he loves you more often

the both of you would be sitting together and he’ll just bring you into his lap

nuzzling his face into your neck and tell you just how much you mean to him and the amount he loves you

d r a k e n

oh man, he’s gonna seem as if he’s doing okay when really he misses you so bad

he kinda blames your death on himself

he sometimes wonders if he could’ve been there to help you or save you

when he sees you at his doorstep, in your pose, he’s actually dumbfounded

sure he’s happy that you were right there in front of him, breathing and living

but at the same time he’s like ‘what the fuck’

still, he would definitely run up to you to hug you, to make sure that you are indeed living

pressing his ear up against your chest to listen to your heartbeat

he’s gonna be clingy

which is not usual for draken so you’re kind of confused

you didn’t expect him to act this way

“baby, why’re you more affectionate than usual?”

you’d ask him when he has his body clung onto your side

“what do you mean, you were dead for a few months babe, let me be.”

you can’t help but to laugh at how adorable he sounded then

“aww, kenny~~ aren’t you adorable~~”

he buries his face harder into your arm, trying to hide his red face

usually he would detach himself from you and hide his face that way

but he really can’t bear leaving your side at the moment

“how are you even alive anyway?”

“oh, i was revived right after my death and sensei told me to keep it a secret.”

draken has never detached himself so fast from you IDWHWPI

he’s gonna be salty about that but he can’t possibly stay mad at you forever

so he’s still gonna be as affectionate with you but he’s thinking about how he was going to get back at you

p e h y a n

he’s gonna be much more quiet than usual

pehyan will zone out more often

and he’ll also be much more aggressive

he sees you as someone who has taught him and loved him unconditionally

so with you gone, he feels empty

when you show up surprising him though, he’s also gonna stand there, frozen to the ground

“...ryo..?”

you would call out to him after all he had done was just stand there staring at you

you’re gonna have to go up to him to give him a hug so he knows that you are in fact real

only then will he wrap his arms around you tight

and he’ll examine your face, cupping your cheeks, tilting your face left and right

“how- why-”

he’ll stutter, confused as to how you’re standing in front of him when you’re supposed to be dead

“i was revived again and i wanted to surprise you!”

he heaves a sigh of relief before hugging you again, this time, leaning his weight on you

he hugs you so tight as if you’re gonna leave him again

so from then on, he’s never gonna let you go out alone

if you’re out on a date with him, he’s gonna hold onto your hand or waist so tight

even if you’re going to get groceries, he insists on following you so that you’ll be safe

if you have missions, he makes sure that he follows along

he’ll wait for you at a distance because you’re worried that he might get hurt if any curses make their way out of the barrier

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