#but boy was i experiencing

[nerdy-stilinski]

i'd like to humbly apologize to everyone who is going to be horrifically inundated by my obsession with spotify wrapped tag games but also. anyone have any fun surprises on their spotify wrapped

#mine was that apparently #may 3rd #i listened to music for 22 hours straight #i do not sleep with spotify on #so i do not know what i was going through #but boy was i experiencing #grace speaks #spotify wrapped

[disco-asphodel]

realtalk but when i see dudes on steam or ppl on tumblr talking about how disco elysium made them feel pathetic and uncomfortable i just. i don’t know. i cannot relate to that at all. disco elysium is about an alcoholic amnesiac poet in love with a dying city who loves him back. if i had never been an alcoholic, if i had never been suicidally depressed, maybe i would think the world of disco elysium is a bleak one. but when you know what it’s like to go through that darkness and come out of it again? to fall back in love with a world that almost destroyed you? disco elysium is the most hopeful story imaginable. it sees the world for what it is and holds nothing back, none of the horror, none of the wonder, none of the love…

something about art comforting the disturbed and disturbing the comfortable i dunno

#disco elysium #harry du bois #cw suicide mention #i can only speak for myself ofc. but it’s one of the most hopeful stories i ever experienced #its like literature or something! #meta #text #my posts

[fmnlibrary]

Thinking about how Percy is trying not to be 'special' from the beginning. Thinking about how out of place he feels. Thinking about Luke telling him, when he first arrives at camp half-blood, that this is the one place where, for the first time, he's just like everyone else. Thinking about Percy's prayer to his mom, how he talks about finding belonging and real friends.

Then thinking about Percy entering the Poseidon cabin for the first time, and Chiron's voice-over telling him that as a forbidden child, he is singular, even amongst demi-gods. Alone, again.

#pjo #that big empty cabin and that small boy #euwaeuwaeuwa <- sound of crying #i just think #someone made a post anout watching this story as an adult and yea.. definitely feel like i want to protect everyone #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo disney+ #pjo disney+ spoilers #idk pjo is an old story but if someone is experiencing it for the first time i dont want to be crucified for a missing spoiler tag

[existentialcrisistime]

wind up on your own floor / choking on blood

Sept 15th 1983 by The Mountain Goats + the derelict building that burnt down over the weekend

#pencil drawing #artists on tumblr #the mountain goats #sometimes a drawing comes unbidden into your head and you have to exorcise it #yes there are many tmg lyrics about fire but when I drew this I had just also experienced a friend on the floor choking on blood #and so that is the lyric that happened #my friend is okay now though #but boy was it a jarring 24 hours #my art

[demadogs]

Proud family of Will Byers.

STRANGER THINGS 2 Chapter Two: Trick or Treat Freak

#THIS IS MY FIRST EVER GIFSET GO EASY ON ME LMAO #this was gonna be all the boys but that was a little ambitious for my first one and im tired #these are really shit quality and i had to get it from youtube bc i could not for the life of me record my screen using netflix #look at joyce shes so fucking cute #feel free to give me advice if youre a more experienced gifmaker i know photoshop well bc im a photographer but gifs are new to me #stranger things #will byers #my gifs #strangerthingsedit

[tuffglove]

girlfriends

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #help they've occupied my brain and i don't want them to get out #i'm not very experienced with drawing humans can you tell #anyways i love thenm

[thebisexualwreckoning]

PSA!!!!!

This is for the people who didn't know they were gay or bi or pan or ace or aro in their childhood.

This is for the people who had crushes which could be deemed straight and then came out as gay later in their lives.

This is for the trans or genderqueer or fluid or nonbinary people who did not experience dysphoria in their agab.

This one is for the people who don't want to take T or E or have gender-affirming surgery but are still trans.

This one is for the sex-positive or sex-neutral aces who are told that they aren't ace because they aren't disgusted by sex.

This one is for anyone who has been told, "You just need to find the right girl/guy!"

This one is for all the queer people who have been told that they cannot be queer because of their religion, race, ethnicity, etc.

This one is for all the queer people who were told that they weren't queer just because they didn't fit into somebody else's idea of what being queer is like.

Nobody can tell you how to be queer. The only one who gets to decide that is YOU. Queer people do not need to bend themselves over backwards to make others comfortable.

We have always been here and we will continue to be here, and everyone else will just have to learn to accept that.

#I'm tired of this bullshit #just because i only had crushes on boys as a child it does not mean I am not bisexual #Just because i never experienced dysphoria in my body as a child it does not mean I am not genderfluid #people tell me i cant be queer because I'm indian or because I'm hindu #and i want to scream that my religion has nothing to be with my queerness #gay #lesbian #bisexual #aromantic #asexual #aroace #trans #genderfluid #genderqueer #pansexual #non binary

[atdawnweryd]

THE WAY THAT SIMON LITERALLY LOSES HIS ABILITY TO FORM WORDS WHEN WILLE IS FLIRTING?????

#young royals #young royals edit #wilmon #I will never be normal about it #he is AFFECTED by that boy #can you imagine the butterflies he's experiencing? #the racing heartbeat ?? #to stumble over his words like that #I don't blame him because Wille is so intenseee #what else can you do when all of THAT is focused on you??? #god i just love them #gifset #mine

[emblazons]

It’s “realizing that Will’s struggle in S2 with being infected with a virus that spreads and will kill him quickly (but doctors don’t care) is a metaphor for how gay men were treated during the aids crisis” hours

—right alongside Mike (who comes from a family with a Reagan sign in their front yard + a mom who outwardly supported Margret Thatcher), who sat at his now confirmed gay best friend’s side the entire time he was sick and watched as people were willing to let him die because he was viewed as expendable……and now has an ongoing storyline where

1) his relationship with his girlfriend is falling apart because he doesn’t love her romantically

2) he’s staring longingly and pushing toward the freedom his gay best friend embodies for him, and

3) he cannot bring himself to tell anyone around him something because “what if they don’t like it” + dehumanize him for telling the secret truth he cannot bring himself to externalize, despite now knowing something that scares him about about himself:

(Bonus points for the fact that the first time we see Mike push Will and himself toward a girl is after he watches how people were willing to let his gay best friend (and him, by extension) die should they not confirm to expectations)

#can you tell I am rewatching S2? lmao but!! #he’s gay. he’s gay. HE IS IN THE CLOSET AND TERRIFIED AND FUCKING. GAY #this is not about his feelings for El and never had been #it’s about his DEEP AND UNRELENTING FEAR that he is going to be seen as less than human and potentially killed for his honesty #THE REFUSAL TO TELL THE TRUTH IS A PROTECTION MECHANISM #ROOTED IN WHAT HES SEEN & EXPERIENCED & KNOWS ABOUT HIMSELF AS A GAY MAN #like this boy is having an extended metaphorical existential crisis over being gay. that is the point #it always HAS been. but the depth and context for his struggle requires complex sociological knowledge & people don’t do that anymore lmao #ANYWAY #I’m gonna do a whole proper post on this I promise. I just had to get the thought out somewhere lmao #mike wheeler core #mike wheeler #will byers #stranger things #the me tag #gay mike wheeler

[chirpsythismorning]

I’m gonna be right there beside milevens cheering if there is leaks about casting for a young male teen, presumed by fans to be Will’s love interest, but for different reasons 😅

#byler #reasons = jealous mike #+ #will experiencing mutual attraction with a boy outside of mike #but mostly the gay angst 🤷‍♀️ #like i know some fans panic about that sort of thing #but it honestly does not make me feel an oz of concern whatsoever #just the irony of mike finally facing his feelings for will being gobsmacked with a boy showing interest in will #that’s just teen drama 101 #it’s a right of passage for slow burn on mikes end #not to mention #it’s gonna be hilarious seeing milevens take this as evidence against byler #that might actually be the best part #bc I feel like a lot of them are experiencing some major doubts compared to pre s4 #but a leak like that would probably dissipate their doubts #and witnessing that righteousness in real time and the aftermath of it… #priceless #and hey I’m not expecting this person to get a big role bc there’s just no time for that #a few scenes TOPS #IF it even happens bc they said we’re not getting new characters #all I’m saying is #im sat

[aceoffangirls]

It's not Simon or the monarchy, its simon or his family

I feel like people don't really understand, including Simon (no hate to you babygirl), but the Monarchy is Willie's family. Yes they may not be good but they are his family.

It isn't a choice between Simon and the Crown, but between Simon and his family, their legacy, his brother.

I think when Simon thinks and talks about the Monarchy, he see the oppression, the system, the class divide, not having the choice to vote in that elected leader etc.

Wilhelm sees his family. He cannot separate the monarchy from his family, because his own mother can't. He doesn't really see Simon attacking a horrible outdated system, but his mother, his brother and himself.

Wilhelm is faced with so much burden, being judged from those who don't know him and facing criticism no matter what he does.

What Simon experiences this season, being micromanaged and having those who don't know him judge him, is exactly what Wilhelm has experienced everyday of his life. However Simon also does not have the protection Wilhelm has, leading to having bricks thrown into his window, and making him an easier target. He is even more of a target due to his social status, race, class etc. Simon however also has more of a support system. Friends and family he can turn to in this situation. (Both characters are valid for what they have experienced and I am in no way trying to dismiss Simons pain)

I just don't like when people hate on by boy Wilhelm, like he isn't perfect but also a product of how he was raised. He is a 16 (now 17) boy who has been placed with a burden of legacy on his shoulders, while also battling anxiety, depression, greif. He is still figuring out who he is.

#young royals season 3 #yr s3 spoilers #i am not hating on simon #both characters are valid for what they are experiencing #simon eriksson #crown prince wilhelm #wilhelm #simon and wilhelm #wilhelm young royals #young royals wilhelm #wilhelm yr #wilhem x simon #just let my boys be happy #young royals analysis

[neverevan]

EVAN BUCKLEY + kisses 1/?

#like her or not that second one... hooo boy i am experiencing things tm #evan buckley #abby clark #babby #911 #911 1x07 #911 abc #my stuff #my gif #buckkisses

[renonv]

Can you draw Luxembourg? I give him 29€ an HE KNOW WHAT SHOULD HE DOES!!! PAY ME BACK!!!

I THINK THIS IS MY FIRST LUX DRAWING EVER sorry to throw the blorbos in there as well I got brain worms 🪱

#hws luxembourg #hws romano #hws spain #hetalia #hetalia world series #I was thinking abt Lux visiting his sibs @ Spain and becoming fascinated w the roach of a boy that Romano is #Antonio is experiencing some big emotions in the meantime but like WHAT CAN YOU DO WE ARE JUST BESTIES #there might be more bc I’ve been thinking about bad feelings Antonio lately skdjdjdj #that will make more sense later

[mindstriker]

ok so I post excessively about the wizard now but like hey: thesis statement

i find it telling that despite being a former arch-mage, and despite the whole mystra ordeal, and everything, the main "good old days" memories that gale has to share with the player are all from the distant past- mostly revolving around his childhood or time as a student. you'd think a man with his kind of experience and practice would have more interesting, more recent stories to tell, right? surely an arch-mage does interesting shit?

but he doesn't, and he didn't, because his life entirely and utterly revolved around mystra. his work? finding that piece of karsite weave to return to her, for a multitude of reasons. the overwhelming desire to prove himself to her. the want to be her equal. everything and anything else that possessed him to pursue that book. his relationships? what relationships? his friendship with Tara, or his relationship to mystra herself? there wasn't anything else, he tells you as much- no friends, no lingering names asides from elminster (another one of mystra's chosen) and just vague "coworkers". as far as we know there was literally nothing going on in this motherfuckers life asides from mystra-related stuff for who knows how long.

so instead of impressive tales of long-lost tomes he discovered, projects of his own that he dedicated time to, anything else you'd expect from a fucking insaneo-wizard who can make life-sized interactive illusions at the drop of a hat: you get nothing but a gaping hole of "this is when the accident happened" and the glimmer of a few good memories long before that time. some of the only stories from his life he seems genuinely excited and happy to tell are those childhood ones- ridiculous tales about how he summoned Tara in the first place, set shit on fire as a child, or tried to burgle an important staff as a student. those younger memories are like all he has to rely on dawg. there's nothing else there. there is literally nothing there.

#gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #sorry boys the autism says i have to keep posting about the wizard until my brain is tired and i can move onto the other guys i love #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 spoilers #gale bg3 #do you think he ever looks back on the giant crater of events in the middle of his life and just goes :( #like holy shit dude you're a mortal human. your lifespan is not that long. you need to get on experiencing more things stat because your #entire young adulthood was obliterated by a goddess keeping you as a pet boyfriend in a jar #this is me yelling

[glassofpumpkinjuice]

the (after) life of the party, 2008 & 2023

#fall out boy #pete wentz #patrick stump #tourdust #my gifs #yes i experienced immense pain while making these gifs and now i am inflicting it on all of u #ur welcome #compilation

[phiasoup]

I’ve read the first book of the Eragon recently and really enjoyed it. Sadly I haven’t got the chance to rent the second one from the library but for now I can relax a bit from the Helluva boss/ Hazbin Hotel brain rot and instead spend my time keeping myself from looking up Eragon stuff

#I really want to consume Eragon content but I can’t because spoiler): #because why did simply looking up Eragons wiki for the drawing spoil me like five plot points #also I experienced a bit with my style #the drawing is the version of him before his uncle was killed lol #innocent happy boy not knowing what will come his way #art #drawing #eragon #books