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blueberry-gills · 3 months
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I...don't know if I like what's happening on my dash :(
Uh. Anyway the egg hatched yesterday!!! ^_^ I now have a Horsea!! Her name is Baryon :))) If I can get my phone to work I might post pictures of her tonight :))))
Until that point I willllll probably go back to bed 👍 or order more sweets 👍👍 I dunno we'll find out
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yo9urt · 2 months
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video games....
#mine#i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them#and everything#everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is!#i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty#and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol#but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it#and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games#and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too#and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute#oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me#YAYYYYY GAMES#also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college#and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating#and moving out and haivng a job and stuff#when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig#sigh*#WHATEVER...future mes problem#oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3#you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode#which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed#when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller#but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making#its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems#and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers#and most of them dont seem to be into that#but im really glad to be able to do both#ok done yapping now
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piratadelamor · 2 years
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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday
#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell#i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else#instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be#i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends#imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students#each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with#850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice#unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together#most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading#it. was. HELL#i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched#and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before#how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it#today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant#but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance#i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first#this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person#one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you#like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone#im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone#im always trying#so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable#i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this#what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face#and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me#i really dont wanna be lonely
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peppermint-moss · 2 years
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how are you?
doin alrighttt im currently just kinda in a 'just keep rollin mode'; i've had a REALLY BUSY couple days cause university fall semester's starting up again ;-; and its an hour transit for me to get to my school rip AND i work as a peer tutor there too lol so i've been trying to get myself to take it somewhat easy n take idk smth ppl call "breaks" /j which is sorta workin haha
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overnowsfcb · 5 months
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even if they talk; trent alexander-arnold smau
pairing: trent alexander-arnold x nepobaby knowles!model!reader
face claim: taylor russell
summary: people will criticize everything, but there is someone who will never fail you, and that was trent.
warnings: mostly fluff, angst (bit of hate and critics towards reader).
note: this is my first smau i hope it's not too bad! i would love to hear your thoughts or suggestions, also requests are open! — venus 🫂💐🫧
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trentarnold66 🤷🏽‍♂️
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user1 the best out there
user2 unreal 🔥🔥🔥
user3 let's go reds!
ynknowles congrats! is there some secret routine helping you before the game to be that amazing? 🤔
↪trentarnold66 Maybe.. But I can't share any details here 🤫
↪user4 ARE WE MISSING SOMETHING????
↪user5 whats so interesting??? share with the class????
user6 yn and trent interacting??? i- wow
↪user7 if i hadnt seen it with my own eyes id say everyones tripping
user8 are they implying something or is just me
↪user9 I THOUGHT EXACTLY THE SAME
user10 YOU BETTER EXPLAIN YOURSELF ynknowles
user11 LET HER COOK
↪user12 girl i think they've already had a feast
user13 wtf is yn doing here
↪user14 she ruins everything good
user15 i hope trent doesnt distract w this... cant even say it
↪user16 yeah we know what she did to her exes so...
↪user17 put some respect on beyoncé's daughter's name and inform yourself before talking, mind you
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user trent can do so much better than yn. she just wants to stay relevant
user shes using trent because she has no talents to show
user i've heard rumors about how yn's exes have ended. trent, watch your back, my man.
↪user you talk as if she murdered them??? plus she never did anything to any of her exes you're just talking bc it's free
user i just hope that trent can open his eyes asap
user what a disappointment from trent. i thought he was better than dating a spoiled kid with too much time and money in her hands
user y'all are just jealous that she has what many desire 1. money 2. fame 3. beauty 4. trent's dick
user why is everyone jumping to conclusions though? we should give them the space to tell us whenever they feel ready
user i love how haters act like they know everything about yn's life and they dont know shit
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ynknowles paris you are the vibes ⭐️ so damn proud of my little blue and this mind-blowing tour, i love you momma beyonce !
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beyonce Love you endlessly, my angel. You know how much your support means to Blue. 💙
bellahadid Prettiest fairy in the world.
troyesivan mmm alright??? why are you so perfect???
user18 no trent here though 🤷‍♀️
user19 this is the confirmation about how yn just uses trent
user20 ugh. i hate these nepobabies who think the world revolves around them
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ynknowlesupdates Yn Knowles in Anfield today with friends! This is the first time we've seen her in public in three months.
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user1 i cant stand her 😒 smile or smth if youre gonna see your "boyfriend"
↪ ynfan1 if you cant stand her then poke your eyes with a spoon and dont bother 😁
ynfan2 omg this will be the first match that she attends. i hope she enjoys it!!!! (win please)
ynfan3 I MISSED HER SO MUCH IM GLAD SHES WELL
ynfan4 baby looks tired of people taking pics of her 😕 i wanna hug her
↪user2 but shes there for that??? she loves attention
↪ynfan5 or maybe just MAYBE she wants to support her boyfriend??
ynfan6 TODAY I WAS MISSING HER MORE THAN ANYTHING SHE LOVES ME
trentfan1 WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING THERE?? i though we had gotten rid of her 😩
user4 if we lose today you know who is to blame...
trenfan2 over and over again i will repeat it until trent leaves her, shes with him for fame
↪ynfan7 yeah cause trent is soooo worried about what you think right???
user5 i bet shes there just for the cameras
trentfan3 yn trying to be a wag is so cute and laughable. she doesnt even measure up to the real ones.
↪user6 ikr? shes trying so hard poor girl
trentfan4 the fact that she goes with her friends 💀💀 i bet no wag would want to be seen with her
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trentarnold66 Just clever people can handle how flawless my queen is. Happy first anniversary, my love. I love you madly, always. No need to demonstrate anything on social media when we're tellin' each other how much we love at every hour. ❤️
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ynknowles i love love love you so fucking much you dont have an idea
↪trentarnold66 i love you more more more than you could imagine
ynknowles thank you for being the most perfect man ive ever known t ❤️❤️❤️❤️
↪trentarnold66 i just try my best to be on your level, lovely
beyonce You are such a gentleman, Trent! Grateful for the way you take care of my angel.
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ynfan8 A YEAR??? BUT IF WE FOUND OUT FOUR MONTHS AGO
↪trentfan5 i feel so stupid how did they hide it so well 😦😦
trentfan6 shut them up trent
trentfan7 THATS A GOOD MAN!!!! men just take notes rn
bellahadid Thank you for taking care of the purest woman in this world, Trent 💖
ynfan9 not bee and bella thanking him 🥺🥺
↪trentfan8 im gonna cry he must be so cute
↪ynfan10 no bc she surely spent some tough months with the hate towards her and he sure was the supportive boyfriend as he should 😭😭
trentfan9 WHY NO ONES TALKING ABOUT THE BATMAN KEYCHAINS???
↪ynfan11 nonononooooo i love them best couple in the world
ynfan12 the pics he takes of her, the caption, everything 😪😪😪 god send me a man like that
trentfan10 the people who said they were going too fast must be regretting it 🤭
ynfan13 im afraid we'll find out they have kids when they're in uni, lmao. happy anniversary you two!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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ginevrapng · 6 months
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Hiii<3 im sorry, can you write something about george? I dont know, something sweet? I feel like he is like that, and i miss him so much and i love your writing so i kinda wanted to ask for that, it is totally okay if you dont do it!! Just want to say i love your writings<3 they made me feel like im living your stories, its just soo good<3 oh and sorry for my english it's not my first language
hi<33 hopefully you like this! i decided to write a sweet best friend to lovers with george. i love him so much and i feel like this trope fits him really well. {contains slight angst but blink and you'll miss it
i'm really glad you like my writing, i love to hear that it! your english is really good by the way<3
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george weasley is your best friend. you met at hogwarts in your second year and by your fifth year your feelings for your best friend were less than platonic. it's frustrating being in love with your best friend, you know it's wrong and he doesn't think of you that way but at the same time you don't really blame yourself george is amazing and it's no wonder you fell for him.
george loves you and it's so obvious to everyone, at least everyone that isn't you. george is sweet and kind but with you he takes it to another level yet you're so oblivious. he's your best friend of course he's going to be more touchy with you, right?
george always pulls you towards when you're walking down corridors together, he puts his arms around you and brings you to his side when you're sitting next to each other but in your eyes it's just george being comfortable around you. he even kisses you cheek and forehead and you brush it off. george is incredibly tender with you, holding your hand gently and complimenting you everyday. "you look very pretty today love" and "another o? you're so clever sweetheart." you think those affectionate nicknames are just between best friends though, you do call him georgie when the only other person who does so is fred.
he spends his spare time with you and makes time for you between pranking. george loves it when you help him with his pranks by giving him ideas, he knows you typically try to stay away from getting properly involved worried that you'll get into trouble but he loves when you praise him about how brilliant his pranks are and how creative he is. george always makes sure that fred doesn't prank you, the last time fred pranked you was in their third year and george was pissed off, not wanting to talk to him for days. it was a harmless prank but he didn't want you to be the target of their pranks.
george comforts you whenever you need it, sometimes you can get emotional and he'll be your support. if classes are getting you down he'll be there next to you, holding you in his arms after class while you lay on his bed while he tells you about how rubbish the teacher is and how stupid the subject is, "don't let it get you down sweetheart, so what if you got a d in astronomy? sinistra is just terrible, she's even worse than snape." you knew he didn't think that but it still brought you comfort.
if someone says something mean to you they'll suffer with some harsher prank. when he overheard zacharias smith talk bad about you he made him pay the next quidditch match the gryffindors had with hufflepuffs, george focuses more on aiming any bludgers towards smith than any other hufflepuff.
george knew you'd always be friends, no matter how many hints he gave, you'd only see him as your best friend. sometimes he thinks he has a shot when he swears he sees you look at him the way he looks at you but he dismisses it. he's happy to be your best friend and he hopes that however you end up will treat you well, just as long as you don't end up liking... "i can't help it, i know i should be trying to get over him but i love him so much." he hears your voice. "he's just perfect, he's so sweet and always looks after me. he's so good at quidditch and he's so popular... i know i don't have a chance. his red hair is so hot and i lay in bed at night thinking about his lips." george hears the laughter of your friends and his heart breaks.
you deserve to be happy, you do, but the one person he wishes you didn't fall for was his twin. george feels like everyone prefers fred, george has felt second best all his life and at the end of the day george is insecure and you're one of the only person who knows this. he goes to leave not wanting to hear anything else you have to say. "he's my best friend." george immediately stops, "i mean it's george bloody weasley. he's amazing and i'm just me." george grins and he's so glad he took his time walking away before you carried on speaking.
at dinner that night he comes up to you and whispers in your ear, "come to the room of the requirement later love." you nod your head and later on you're worried that you'll get caught out of your common room after hours but you trust george and you'll risk getting into trouble if it meant spending time with him. when you arrive to the room of requirements you're shocked by the display. george has set up a midnight feast with hot chocolate for you both to warm you up, a blazing fire, a big comfy sofa and big bed. basically a big room where you can relax for the night with george. "this is amazing georgie."
george's heart is beating incredibly fast as goes to stand next to you. "i'm so glad you think so." you see pink dusting his cheeks and wonder if the room is too warm for him. he gently picks up your hand and places it on his chest where you can feel his racing heartbeat. your eyes widen as you get worried but before you can ask him if he's okay he starts speaking. he cups your cheek in his his hand, "i love you," he presses a soft kiss on your lips causing you to gasp at his confession.
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wasyago · 9 months
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Dear Wasyago,
Strange, I have always thought it was spelled as Wasayago. But recently I've realized, I can't read very well.
I want to send appreciation today, to you.
You've taught me a lot about art. You've taught me a lot how to draw certain things, and you have opened my eyes to new perspective of art, ever since I started following you. Colours are brighter, I experiment more, I can see a specter of visuals that was previously hidden from me. It's like gaining shrimp colors.
Your art feels like an art classroom. There's sun pouring in from the windows, and there's tree leaves in front of them. Every time you come in you see different art projects. Paints add on to the tables, that will never scrub off again. There's dirty cups with paint water, and brushes, in the sink. It's lunch break, and there's people here. Some are just doing their math homework right before class, some are working on their sculpture, some are picking out paints, some are working on their new piece, on a fresh canvas. And it is so alive.
Your art feels so alive. Like the leaves, the people, the stains. It's really nice to see, every single time you post, how lovingly you bring a character into the world (My favorite so far is that one doodle of Modern au Gillion eating noodles, I have it in my favorites gallery).
I would like to see some unfinished, maybe forever to be so, doodles that you weren't especially proud of. We'll love it all.
Respectfully,
Marcus Bloodsmith
oh, thank you so much, this is so sweet qwq
im happy to know that you feel this way about my art, and im glad i could help you with some advice! it feels a bit weird to show unfinished or scrapped art under such a nice message, but yeah why not. and its funny that you mentioned the gillion eating noodles one, because its also one of the pieces that i really didn't like and didn't want to post hdgsh. i dont have that many unfinished drawings left because i delete or redraw most of them, but i have a couple that might be fun to share... and i guess it's gonna be a long post bc i wanna tell a little about each one or at least name them.
there's this art of chip, the first time i properly tried to figure out a way to draw him back when i just started listening. redrew this piece later, kept the sketch on the left, but the right one i changed completely because i didn't like the vibe this one has.
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there's this attempt at redesigning caspian after i found out he was a water genasi, plus the first version of that art of caspian, pretzel and gill. this design didn't feel "caspian" enough, it looked too soft and kind where i wanted him to be more layed back and chill and sarcastic and with a bit of an edge. redrew both pieces later. the underwater drawing also has an unfinished background in this version, i added some fishies later so it didn't feel that empty.
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some random sketch of gillion to show off how the lightning scars look on his face and neck. i quite like it, but it didn't really fit in the post with three proper drawings and one sketch so i decided to scrap it.
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there's this drawing where i tried to figure out how the capital of the undersea looked like. i really didn't know where i was going with it and didn't have a good idea when i started drawing, so its a mess of things with nothing to really focus on. i tried to add a character on it later to breathe some life into it, but it didn't work out since i didn't focus it on the character from the beginning. plus i don't like how the colors turned out, and the entire concept of the environment feels weak and boring to me. i still want to draw more concepts of the undersea and try a couple other ideas, but probably at a later date...
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the first version of whatever try it was to design gill's armor. (fun fact, i have more armor designs scheduled for tomorrow). this one i redrew almost immediately, i really didn't like how it turned out and how the legs were cut off and it looked so messy with no real accent point or personality. plus the smaller copy of the drawing in the corner just didn't look good. im not exactly proud of the redrawn version either (that's why i did another one yesterday lol), but im glad i redrew it anyway, it looks a lot better than this one.
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the first sketch of that one gillion drawing. i couldn't figure out the colors for it for so long and wanted to drop the idea entirely. but i left it to sit for a couple hours and eventually got the motivation to come back to it and finish it. for most of the illustration pieces i did for jrwi there were multiple versions, where i just didn't like the first one and redrew the whole thing with a different composition and colors. didn't save any of those drawings tho...
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this drawing of jay but with green wings and a slightly different color shirt. it was actually the first version of this drawing, and i changed the colors to blue later. wanted to post both of them side by side but then decided against it. that's why this drawing survived and was properly saved and not just deleted.
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more recent attempts at designing the chaingel. i like the concept, and the pose in the second sketch is pretty badass, but the execution is just not there. it doesn't feel right, doesn't have the right kind of vibe that this character gives off. so im sure i will try and draw her later when i figure out what's missing and how to show her personality in the way it feels in my head. but these two sketches were never going to see the light of day, so now they're here.
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aand this is it, this is everything that wasn't deleted in the past month for one or another reason. i feel like im more chill with deleting and redrawing things, so a lot of initial sketches and concepts never get saved or seen by anyone. im also on mobile so i can attach only ten files lol. not that it matters, the last two were just random figure drawings for warm up, not much to talk about.
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yoongiaahh · 1 year
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First Day - Me or Him
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title: first day
series: me or him
pairing: yoongi x reader(f), namjoon x reader(f)
genre: love triangle ; rating m (18+)
summary: as you and your best friend start the first day of senior year you realize you have no classes together. you don't like people and stray away until someone catches your eye in class, not only that but you're assigned to sit next to each other. this is not how you wanted to kick off the first day of school… will feelings bloom? does your bestfriend approve?
note: hiiii this is my first fanfic so im really nervous lol. i decided on a series because as i was writing my mind was RACINGGG lmao i had so many ideas and didnt want it to be forever long. so i hope youll stay along for the ride. please let me know how you like it! im trying to work on my writing skills so any tips are appreciated :) as for the fic its gonna be spicy but itll be a slow burn so dont get your hopes up lol i want to give you a good taste of the characters before jumping in. i wanted to keep this chapter pretty short to begin so we can leave off with a little cliff hanger SORRY itll be worth it i promise! im also new to the tumblr writing scene and still figuring out the controls AGAIN tips appreciated! thank you <3
warnings: none YET
estimated total wc: 1.6k
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Your alarm is much louder than you're used to. Not that it matters, you had woken up a whole two hours before it went off.
It’s the first day of your senior year, you can hardly keep your smoothie down due to the rumbling pit of nervousness in your stomach. As you are pacing the room waiting for your brother to come bursting through the door you get a phone call. It's Namjoon, your best friend since middle school and suddenly you feel a little better about how the rest of your day is going to go knowing he’ll be right by your side.
“You ready? I'll be there in five.”
“As ready as I'll ever be Joonie.” You say with a smirk and major sarcasm wondering how you landed a friend so opposite from you.
“Perk up, it's our senior year… what could go wrong.”
“Yeah, yeah whatever see you soon.” Hanging up the phone quickly you grab your bag and run down stairs. You practically plowed through your brother as he was running up to make sure you were ready.
He’s pissed you can just tell by the way his eyes bolt directly to yours.
“Are you fucking kidding me, I had the courtesy of coming to get you and you repay me by messing up my hair.” His words come out like an avalanche as he immediately runs to fix what you supposedly messed up, yet it doesn't look like one strand fell out of place.
“Tae maybe instead of worrying about your appearance so much you can put more effort into school this year.” You scream through the house.
Your brother is a year below you and a complete douche. It comes across your mind more than ever how the two of you can be related. He's the king of his class, making new friends every day while you have had one friend for the entirety of the time you've been in this city. You’ve never really had the want or need to have anyone else than Joon, and you’re glad you havent had to share since he’s never kept another friend besides his gaming buddies.
Joon finally arrives at your driveway. As you're walking out the door you remind yourself there's only one more year of this hell you've been going through for the past three years. You atleast need to get through today, leave your worries for tomorrow and do your best.
The car ride to school lifts your spirits as you listen to Joon gawk about all the clubs he wants to enter and all the classes he signed himself up for. You’re happy for him but not at all what you are thinking about at the moment. Playing your favorite tunes through his amped speakers you reflect on the amazing summer you had and wish that it never had to end.
Gathering your things you and Joon walk up to the bulletin board to check what classes you got put into. Just as your morning got better all the nervousness you had earlier hits you like a truck. You don't have a single class together with him, which in the five years of knowing each other has never happened.
Immediately you both turn your heads in shock. You knew one day this would happen but why the first semester of your last year. You're sweating bullets not knowing how you'll get through today without him.
Trying to make you feel better, Joon offers to switch a class in hopes the teacher would approve.
“It’s alright Joonie, you already said how excited you were for the classes you picked and you got into all of them. I’ll manage somehow.” As soon as you say it you regret it. He would definitely switch if you had just agreed but you don't want to hold him back.
“Well we still have lunch together so just keep your cool till then.” His smile is the nausea pill you wish you had.
He wraps you up in a hug, letting you know everything will be alright. Once separated from the embrace you needed you make your way to your first class of the day.
The bell rings and students come piling in to take their seats before the teacher starts going over the plans for the semester. Writing everything in your notebook to keep your mind off this lonely day that has just started.
It’s not that you don't like school, you actually very much enjoy it and have always kept good grades. You’re just horrible at conversation and not much of a people person to begin with.
Joon and you had been paired together for a project way back when, which is how you and him ended up being friends. He is a very straightforward person so making conversation with him was never an issue, and you actually had quite a bit in common. He could clearly tell you were shy so to say the least he started most of the talk between you two. Once the project had been turned in everyone had returned back to their chosen seating to sit with their friends and you were surprised to see that he chose to continue sitting by you. Since that day you had been inseparable.
Lunch is finally here. Classes fled by quick since it was mostly introductions and receiving your sylbasses. Your backpack feeling like a brick from the textbooks you gathered you make your way to the cafeteria. You quickly find Joon and walk up to the line to get food.
“So how’d it go? Make any friends?” Joon snickers as he says the last part, knowing you all too well.
“Oh yeah I actually already have a new best friend so I guess i'll go sit with them.” Turning your head pretending to look for someone as Joon lets out a laugh. You spin around to smack his arm knowing he saw right through your mockery.
“As much as I would hate to be replaced, it wouldn't kill you to make a friend or atleast find someone else to talk to.” Nudging your shoulder as he says the words.
“I’m good with my small circle, thanks”
You both go back and forth with how the day has gone so far. He couldn't go on enough about how happy he is with his classes, which makes you forget the regret you had earlier about his offer.
The lunch bell goes off so you both clear your trays and head out to the hallways. Study hall is next for you so the nerves have suppressed as you know you can put your earbuds in and tune out the class. Joon gives you a wink and lets you know to meet back at his car when the day is over.
Heading to your locker to put the stack of textbooks you received away you get a text.
JoonieBug🪲🤍
Fighting❤️
Whatever loser❤️
You giggle as you put your phone back in your pocket and head to your class.
“Hello class, I hope your first day of senior year has been great! As you all know, study hall is your hour window to get caught up with your work or take a breather and relax before heading to the rest of your classes.” The teacher says much too loud for your liking. “I have put a seating chart together in hopes everyone can meet some fresh new faces. Please follow this chart as it is part of your participation grade.”
Great.
The last thing you wanted was to meet ‘fresh new faces’.
You grab your assigned seat and whip out your airpods in hopes that the person who's placed next to you takes the hint and stays to themself. Though to your surprise the bell had rung and the seat next to you was still vacant.
As you get out your syllabi to scan and send to your mother you hear commotion at the front of the class. You take out an airpod to see what is going on and you're taken aback when you see a boy with bleached blonde hair rolling his eyes as the teacher is complaining to him about being late. You don't know why but there are butterflies in your stomach as you look at him. Retracting your gaze he turns to meet your eyes. and the butterflies only get worse as you see him heading to the seat next to you.
He throws himself down in the seat and you can feel the heat in your cheeks rising. You don't know why your body is reacting this way.
In all of your other classes you had gotten a seat to yourself luckily but that wasn't the case here.
Hoping he doesn't notice your face looking like a cherry, you press play on your phone and get back to sending the photos to your mom.
“From the way you look you either really didn't want someone sitting here or you must be absolutely enthralled that I’m the person to sit here.”
You barely make out the words as you throw your head around to look at the all too cocky boy taking up the seat next to you.
“I-I don't know what youre talking about.” Turning away with a flushed face. Your mind racing wondering why he would even spout out those words.
“Yoongi”
“What?”
“My name silly, I’m Yoongi.”
“Oh okay”
The smirk on his face is absolutely annoying. You want to slap it right off his face.
“So do I get to know your name?” The smirk slowly turns into a grin as his eyebrow cocks up.
“Alright class, enjoy the rest of your day, I’ll see those bright faces tomorrow.” Your teacher says as the class ending bell goes off.
You have never gathered your things into your bag with such haste. Not realizing you left your notebook on the desk you throw the bag over your shoulder as you dart out the door to get anywhere but that classroom.
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big deep breath OK SO . ive been so excited for this comeback like idk with every new cb i feel like i get even more excited than with the precious one yk so i was really waiting for it to come out!! they released the mv while i was in class (they hate me) but during a little break not long after i managed to watch it and i was bobbing my head and swinging my feet at the sound LJKE U DONT GET IT I WAS GENUINELY SO HAPPY
honestly this is one of my fav svt albums and idk it just makes me so happy all the songs are so perfect and good there's not a single one i don't enjoy and the aesthetic is so cute and im so excited and impatient to FINALLY HAVE MY ALBUM IN MY HANDS ARGHHHH but yes this was such a success im so happy they broke so many records and they just continue to prove how talented they are wooooo
for the songs there isn't one i dislike at all but i really like SOS idk the beat js so nice and the lyrics are really good and this may be also due to me loving marshmello when i was younger but STILL !!! Diamond days makes me SOOOOO NOSTALGIC i love it so much im so glad they used kind off the same sound/sample as Shining Diamond im in love 💔💔 i think back 2 back is my fav song of the album!! i love minghaos highnote and the beat and just the overal vibe idk it stood out to me sm their voices fit the song so well im obsessed with the part around 1.30 where dino and hao sing in like a low voice? YGM BUT ITS SOOOOO GOOD just the entire song is so good i think tbh i have a soft spot for pu songs 😭😭😭😭 i haven't had much the time to really analyze yawn but the soft voices and vocals are heavenly i genuinely passed away BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BREATH 💔💔💔💔 LIKE WDYM UR MY BREATH WHY IS THIS SONG MAKING ME TEAR UP DONT EVEN LIE RNNN monster is such a fun song i just know I'll play it on repeat like fire while im walking to uni to wake me up and get me in study mode 💥💥💥 it's giving Halloween vibes and im here for it!!!! it's also just fun to me because my roommate/bsf and i bet on who sang the first line and she swore it was gyu and i swore it was vernon and today we didn't see each other much so like 1h ago she told me she saw in a lyric vid that gyu sang that line and i was like ??? girl i have weverse and i follow it religiously so ik it's both of them AND WE COULDNT AGREE BECAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE ANY PROOF so i ended up showing her weverse and it was so fun we were both right in the end and we did a silly dance LMAOOAOOOO IT WAS SO FUNNY 😻😻😻😻 but lemme tell u about headliner. FUCK THAT SONG BRO WHY AM I CRYING ??????? no it's actually my fav song along back 2 back like are u actually kidding me ???? this song makes me wanna study even more for my Korean classes like FUCK HEADLINER SO BAD 💔😭😭😭😭😭 I CRY AND LAUGH WITH YOU THIS NIGHT💔💔💔💔💔 WHERE WE OFFER ALL OUR LOVE💔💔💔💔 HOW BEAUTIFUL💔💔💔💔💔 BEVAHSE YOURE MY HEADLINER 💔💔💔💔💔 this moment when we shine together don't lie rn I'll actually kms and take a bath with my toaster like wow jumping of the 9th floor of the apartment building next door seems like such a fun activity today 😻😻😻😻😻😻
RIGHT OMG I WAS LITERALLY TUNING IN EVERYDAY AT 12 AM KST TO SEE IF THEY DROPPED FHE ANNOUNCEMENT AND WHEN THEY DID I WAS SOOOOO HYPED ‼️ like fml was SO huge i couldn’t wait for this one ALSO THE MV LITERALLY RELEASED DURING A PRACTICE FIRE DRILL FOR ME 😭😭
it genuinely is one of my faves too, like although the songs aren’t necessarily my fave of each unit (i still LOVE each one) the album was just so well put together ?? everything flowed perfectly and like usually it’ll take me like two or three listens to like some songs but i listened to the album start to finish ONCE and fell in love w EVERYTHING i’m not even kidding ❤️‍🔥 I CANR WAIT FOR MY ALBUMD TO GET HERE AYSHSHAHDJHS
right like there wasn’t a bad song at all !!! my fave has to be headliner bc it’s just so fucking emotional like woozi why u got me crying on the train home 😐😐😐 it gives me MAJOR our dawn is hotter than day vibes which i love sm !! the whole album vibes reminded me a little of you make my day a little i think it’s just me but yeah ‼️ i LOVED back 2 back too omg perf unit ALWAYS hits and YAWN OMG 😓 every track was amazing 😓😓😓 STOP THE DEBATES ON THE MONSTER FIRST LINE LMFAAOAOAO 😭😭 speaking of monster, cheol’s part.. changed me . i loved SOS too omg it gave such like band vibes ??
ALSO HELPPPPP HEADLINER’S LYRICS OMG 😓😓 my mom heard me listen to it and said “girl why are u listening to such sad lyrics..”
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enter-the-performapals · 11 months
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@arcvmonth Day 14: Halfway to Heartland Tower!
For today I wanted to do something a little special with a creator shout out... I've really been enjoying @gyppygirl2021 's Shun x Yuto x Ruri headcanons and minifics. I really like the emphasis on Ruri and Shun not being interested in eachother, just both loving Ute and Ute both equally loving them. I dont know if this can be classed under their proper ship name, RebelFamilyShipping, or something else entirely, but they are super cute. Definetly an OT3 i want to draw more of.
A couple of headcannons Ive thought about with them (featuring my OT3, Jubilantshipping!) myself under the cut:
As Ute and Ruri started dating first, and then Shun started dating Ute a while later, I feel like Shun would have this kind of distant, third wheel kind of feeling when together with his boyfriend and his sister at first. No matter how many times Ute would tell him how much he loved him at first, or how many times Ruri reassured him that he wasnt getting in the way of the relationship, for the first few months he'd just kind of feel... wrong.
After Yuzu finds out about their situation from Ruri- and how worried she is about her big brother- Yuzu would invite the trio on a double (triple??) date. Even though their situation is different, as she loves Sora and Yuya as much as they love eachother, she feels like it would hopefully show Shun a polyamourous relationship and help him feel a little more comfortable in the situation theyre in.
And- suprisingly- it works really well. Seeing alternate versions of his little sister and boyfriend not only being affectionate with eachother but with someone else- not only together, but separately- really opens his eyes.
After a nice lunch in Maiami city, the two trios go out to get ice cream. When Sora takes a bite of Yuya's icecream and he retaliates with a peck on the cheek, Shun notices. He also notices the warm look in Yuzu's eyes and she also watches the pair, looking like the happiest girl in the entire world.
After the date, Shun puts a lot of thought into the experience, disappearing for a couple of days. When he calls Ute and Ruri for a meeting, their both hesitant, worried that they pushed him too far with the date idea. When the trio meet up, theyre shocked when Shun apologizes.
He apologises for keeping the two at a distance, for being hesitant in the relationship, and elaborates on his ruminations of the date. Overjoyed, the two hug him and thank him for communicating his feelings.
It still takes Shun a little while to feel comfortable with their situation, but hes just glad he can face everyday with the two people he loves most in the world.
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i think, other than the prevalence of often unchecked white supremacy in these communities, i finally realized what it is about so many american norse heathens that gets so under my skin
its that majority of them dont give a shit about the current cultures that are in scandinavia
sure you read the edda like 15 times but do you know literally anything about norway? sweden? denmark? who lives there? what its like there? 
you “corrected” me for “incorrectly” calling christmas Jul, but do you not realize that in scandinavia many old pagan norse traditions have long since fused with christianity? that in norway, christmas is a one to two week long affair that is collectively called Jul? do you not realize that? 
you want to reclaim your culture but have you put in the effort to learn anything about it other than an american filtered pile of exclusively ancient traditions? did you double and triple check that those things have not been twisted and co-opted by nazis? are you loud and vocal in making that space unwelcome to them? 
im sorry that over generations this country stole all this from you to force your family into cohesive, identityless Whiteness
and you shouldnt be barred from trying to reconnect to your culture. its a good thing. i want you to. and honestly i dont think anyone should need to be of norse descent to get to be a part of it. 
but it is always going to leave a bad taste in my mouth when you approach it with some kind of mindset that you, american obsessing exclusively over ancient norse history, act like you are in some way More Accurately And Truly Norse than the actual literal people living in scandinavia today 
and there is a personal aspect to it as well, one i know a lot of ppl can understand
this country is extremely xenophobic and no, xenophobia is not the same as racism, though they often do overlap i am very much a white person, i have never and will never had to deal with any racism
i am a very privileged person; im a white person who grew up upper middle class with a loving and generous family, and this is in no way denying that 
but i am a norwegian person who grew up in america who faced the brunt end of a lot of xenophobia
peers who mocked me when i tried to share traditions and cultures, who told me i was weird or gross
id come home crying the first years after we moved here, embarrassed that i was norwegian, because that made me Different and Bad and Weird
people who spoke to my mother like an idiot because she has an accent, who wanted to “borrow” her bunad, the cultural dress she got fucking married in, to wear to a fucking costume party, who talked so often to her about how Glad they were that she got the Privilege to move to America and away from such a Poor country like norway when she didnt even want to leave her home at the age 45 and only left because my father had to go back to the states
people who were outright harsh and cruel to us for literally no reason other than we Weren’t American Enough (and for that matter, ive had to deal with it on the other end to- Norwegians telling me im stupid and ignorant because Im American and im Not Norwegian Enough, it makes me want to tear all my hair out and scream) it makes me
so bitter
to see those same people who i know were xenophobic to my family b/c we did not fit exactly into American Whiteness now hyper consume and wear norse paganism with pride and in the same breath tell me that i am being norse Wrong
i want to make clear that i am not crying appropriation. i genuinely feel i dont have the right to.
but i am asking for some kind of self awareness and respect 
PS. if anyone comes in here trying to act like you must be white to be norse i will break every limb you have and drop you in a ditch to burn that is nazi shit we dont do that here. we love and support norse pagans of color and if you are not putting in an effort to make them feel safe among white peers, you need to fix that.
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i just go through fic after fic and indulge in so much smut and fiction all day (currently jobless and dropped my classes because i'm disabled and it's all been too much so reading is my escape) and i gotta say it. your masterlist is like hitting the jackpot. a fricken gold mine. story after story is perfection.
i mean, of course there are other amazing fic authors out there. you know the usual ones everyone loves and reblogs. and i've seen your blog being reblogged and recommended and so a few weeks ago i started reading dont' stand so close to me and finished it in like 2 days. then i went on over to the house maid and that one was so good and finished that in a day.
and now i've started going through everything else and like... yes girl. yes girl!!! what a treasure you are. i had no idea. i am so excited i found your blog. please never stop writing. you literally have made my whole week, month, whatever.
just wow. now i am on part 1 of a good boy and it's phenomenal. your writing continues to get better from your older stuff to your newer pieces and even your older stuff is gold. a good boy, however... wow. i mean this one's gonna stick with me for a really long time. so excited to devour this one today.
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You maybe don't know (or maybe you do) how much it means to someone that writes to hear things like this. I actually very much appreciate this.
Thank you for telling me! I feel like many times readers are silent and feedback is rare so this is very special to me. You're so thoughtful to share this with me.
I am glad you're here and so happy you're enjoying my fics. Thank you for reading and giving your thoughts and kind words.
xoxo
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pbandjesse · 6 months
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Today was a very very rainy and foggy day. Shockingly so at times. I am cozy in bed now. And I had a pretty nice day. It was a lot busier then I expected. But that was not a problem.
We got home around 1. I was falling asleep in the car but fighting it. We brought our stuff upstairs and got stuff out away. I took a shower and washed my hair and was asleep pretty quickly. We were beat and we both had to be up in the morning.
I dont remember James leaving. But they would text me when they were safely at work. I woke up at 9 and felt pretty alright. I was not as overwhelmingly exhausted like I expected. I got washed and dressed and felt good.
I did not have breakfast. I felt a little to stressed for that. I thought maybe I would grab something before the market but I just packed a yogurt and hoped for the best.
It was raining very hard and I was very surprised. I just didn't think the drops would be so large. So I was a little worried. I left a bit early to give myself time and figure out where to park and everything at the museum. And I'm glad I did.
I could not figure out how to get to the building. I looked at the map and had to loop a few times before I finally figured it out. And it was absolutely pouring so I was a little stressed when they said we had to go around the back of the building. Two of the other venders were waiting in their cars to see if the rain let up at all. But it didn't seem like it was going to. So once I spoke the the coordinator I just got my wagon and started loading up. Someone form the musuem carried my one picnic basket and I just walked with purpose and tried to get inside without being soaked.
Once everything was in I brought my wagon back to the car and drove my car to the street. I grabbed an umbrella and went back to the museum up the hill. I absolutely forgot my umbrella at the museum which I'm only mildly annoyed about. But it is alright. I have many umbrellas.
I set up pretty quickly. In about 10 minutes. And I was very happy with my display. The other couple venders were setting up still so I had some time to wander the house.
This place was very cool. This was a summer home in the 1800s. And the styling was just so cool. I loved seeing all the details. And the use of color. Some really darling features that I loved so much. For sure inspo for our future home.
We would have some foot traffic! I was honestly a little surprised only because the weather was so crumby. But my theory that it would make people come inside did seem partially true. And I was able to give out my card a while bunch and talk up a few workshops and private classes and commissions. And I did sell a few things. Not a ton but I am whole from the table cost of this week and last week with a little extra on top. So I didn't feel so defeated. Plus I was just having fun.
The woman next to me owns a jewelery store I actually am familiar with! It is a little shop inside the Mt Vernon marketplace. And she was such a big and lovely personality. She wanted all of us to be best friends and honestly by the end I swear we were. When it was quiet or slow we were all giving each other suggestions for business ideas and talking about how running businesses is and what matters to each of us and it was just such a lovely environment and energy and I really needed that bit of community. It just felt really good.
It was a short market but I felt like I got a lot out of it. Plus there was a live harp player and that was lovely to hear. I also got to see them open the big front door with a comically giant skeleton key and it made us loading everything out a lot easier. And it wasn't raining as much.
I went down and got my car and as usual, I was the first one in and the first one out. I packed up very quickly and was out of there. Lovely to meet everyone and followed each other on Instagram to keep in contact for the future.
I was starving though. My little yogurt did keep me from being woozy but I needed to eat and last night all I wanted was a hoagie. So that is what I went and got.
I drove out to Towson and got a Wawa hoagie. I was a little frustrated that I didn't have as much water left as I thought. But it was fine and I enjoyed my sandwich in the car while it continued to get foggier and foggier.
I would go home after that. I was surprised how terrible the weather was. I checked in with James about coming to get them from work. And that was decided.
So I went home to wait the hour before it was time to pick them up. I put some stuff away. Charged my phone. Hugged on sweetp. And at 4 I left to get my husband.
I was very happy to see them. And them me. And Angie was there!! I'm going to miss her when she leaves next month so I was really glad I got a hug today. Love Angie. And me and James went home.
We had about an hour here before we were going to see two houses. I chilled on the couch and tried to not lose the small amount of energy I still had.
But soon we were heading to Patterson to see the first house.
And I really liked this one. Like it was a flip but a nice one. Like they actually seemed to care. It was a little boring but I saw the potential. And I loved a lot about it. I am not making any decisions but man. This one seemed great and just weird enough that I can use a lot of decoration to bring back the original charms without having to worry about major plumbing or electrical issues.
We had another to see but this one was not good. Very very narrow. It almost felt like three studio apartments stacked on top of each other. This was just not it. But we used it as a spot to discuss what we were doing. Money, budget, hopes, dreams, all of that. We decided to look at a house I found that's a little farther east then we originally thought we would want. But it looks really nice in pictures so I think it's worth checking out.
The problem I'm having emotionally though is I'm very tired so everything feels more. And James loved the other house from last week so much so them not loving this one that I like, even though they say they like it, makes me second guess. They said they are struggling with seeing it staged with furniture which is fair, I had to really do some picturing to make it work on my head. But I really could see us happy there and getting to do the fun projects and decorating and all of that we want to do.
We left there and I asked them a question about decorating but they answered a different question about the house itself. Like they didn't understand what I meant and I spiraled a little. Worried. Dad called me and that helped distract me for the moment but once I was off the phone I was trying not to be sad and try to talk through what they were thinking.
I requested we go to a diner so they took me to tambers and we got sandwiches there. We looked at Pinterest and talked about what that house would accomplish for us. And I tried to see that they did like it, I was just feeling a little misunderstood.
I was also just exhausted and wanted to go home. It was still pouring but we got back here in one piece and relatively dry.
James went to finish the laundry and I took a shower. Got cozy in bed with the warm laundry and tried to feel better.
We talked and it helped. But I am very dehydrated right now and it's starting to give me a headache. So it is time to sleep.
We have a chill day tomorrow. And I'm looking forward to it. I hope you all have a nice night tonight and stay safe wherever you are. I love you all. Goodnight.
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cassyapper · 9 months
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pausing my misery and agony to drop. Tunez in your inbox! Once Again! First week of classes went well btw! The beginning of the end! ANYWAYS! more music you have probably heard!
This is so. Augh. It's on so many playlists for me it is SUCH a song:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3mBzmGcvEytNUsPHmpqtXZ?si=e32d68d2b6d54ec8 This is Jotaro coded I am not even going to beat around the bush about it this time here u go:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4W9WBmSfBjMIMrm26YV8bt?si=2cef6b93475b4c41 As is this :3c: https://open.spotify.com/track/62reWZkKlxUmLphHJy8kRN?si=cca4a96b34d54857
My sad gay ass is holding this so gently: https://open.spotify.com/track/6H2LbNF8RDehF74VZMxhuZ?si=00912f2e4a674732
And that is all for Now!! -Music Anon
hello music anon im sorry it took be ten billion years to get to this my schedule has been crazy as hell the past. uh. well i suppose it's always crazy but still i apologize for repsonding to this so late
i hope ur doing well btw im glad the first week of classes went well <3
as for today's gifts
weight of the world
i've never heard this song before! it's a lot of fun tho i love me a good jazz-esque tune
this reminds me so much of dio like im gonna add this to my dio playlist in fact. this is jsut so blatantly him esp in part 1 like god damn!!!!!! i honestly dont have much to say about it cause honestly i think the song speaks for itself. so much fun thank u for sharing this with me
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oh that ominous ass piano of lord above. you're aboslutely right this is ABSOLUTELY a jotaro song holy fucking shit. im actually sick. this kinda reminds me of that antagonist jotaro au i made like. two years ago. this is legitimately so atmospheric i'd be so scared if i heard this at night with the lights off 😭😭😭😭 great song. oh jotaro.... "i will never deserve peace"/"the air tasted of ashes"/"there's trouble in my bones, a frigid tide" oh jotaro........... i wanna cry. ugh the cut at the end as well. sooo jotaro getting slashed core
have a seat misery
oh this is absolutely jotaro and enrica (what i call mrs kujo) core....oh my lord. at the same time it also reminds me of jotaro and star platinum....god just. like you said. very jotaro core jesus christ
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ugh this line in particular fucked me up. JOTAROOOO you fucking. UGH
L.V.S.
OUGHHH...GOD...his voice in this one fuck. it's so good
this fits a lot of jojo couples but i am terminally sdc brained so im thinking a lot about noritaro and avpol.....and honestly even just all of the crusaders in general cause this song isnt even explicitly romantic. ough god i wanna cry. i think im gonna add this to my sdc playlist. esp cause the warrior imagery....fallen warrior ....ough...it aches...and we my friend will meet again sometime....
this is so good im seriously fucking shaken thank you SO much for sharing
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strmpt · 10 months
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august 21.
9 years ago today i said yes to the man who would become my abuser.
8 years ago today we celebrated a year together.
7 years ago today we celebrated 2 years together.
6 years ago today we started university. it was a total solar eclipse. the city lost power. we couldn’t go out for our 3rd anniversary.
5 years ago today we celebrated 4 years together. we’ve been engaged for 6 months now.
4 years ago today we celebrated 5 years together. five years! and we have an apartment together, isn’t that so amazing??
i find out a little over a month later that you were cheating on me. how many times have you done that?
i dont kick you out.
a few months later we decided to open our relationship. i never found anyone and i doubt you would tell me if you did.
a few months after that we celebrate being engaged for 2 years. that’s amazing right?
a month later i try to kill myself. you have someone drive me to the hospital. i am so scared. you don’t stay more than a couple hours. you have class in the morning. i understand.
the next week it’s announced that the university is shutting down because of covid. i have to go home in order to make money. i miss you. i’m vulnerable.
a few months later im back to help pack up our apartment. we signed a lease for a new one. aren’t you excited?
i’m not excited. i do what i wasn’t brave enough to do for over 5 and a half years. i break up with you. you appear devastated. i cant bring myself to feel sorry.
i broke up with you. i let you go. but almost 6 years of damage was already done.
3 years ago today i am in love with someone else. i have a new job and a new major and a the start of a new life. we’re friends still, we’re roommates.
a month later i’m admitted to the psych ward. you visit once. you talk to my family and make sure they know im okay.
i drop out of university.
my new relationship fails. something about fear of setting boundaries. i think you gave that fear to me.
2 years ago today i have a new name. i have new pronouns. im feeling better than i ever have before. im stressed out at work but i have otherwise enjoyed my promotion.
i leave that job a few months later. it’s okay. i find a better one.
a few months later i reconnect with the person i fell in love with after you. we date again.
11 days before august 21, my grandmother dies. my grandmother who i never told what you did to me because i knew she loved you. i told you she died and you didnt respond.
1 year ago today i am on a trip with my partner. the trip doesn’t go well.
a few days later, i start school again. i’m nervous but excited
a month later, my partner and i break up. the distance is too much. the death of my grandmother shakes me. i do not want to leave home.
for the next few months, i work on myself. i find joy in old things. i slowly realize what you did to me. i do not hold any fond feelings for you.
i have nightmares about you.
i tense everytime someone whistles in the store.
everyday i think about you. and how you ruined my life.
a month ago i was admitted to the psych ward again. im fraying at the edges. the good news is, i am fast-tracked into therapy. i start on august 22.
fitting, because today, august 21, is the first day of school. 6 years later and im still working on my degree. im getting closer.
today i am thinking of you. and i am thinking of how glad i am that we are not celebrating 9 years together.
it will be a hard day. i am full of regret and grief for the young person i was before i said yes to you. but i think im doing well by honoring them now. i’m in school, i’m engaging in my interests, and i am not with you.
tomorrow i start therapy.
and hopefully
1 year from now
i can look upon 10 years
and feel better than i ever have
on august 21.
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bridgyrose · 2 years
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Werewolf-Weiss Since I have seen a lot of Weiss and Blake compete for Ruby’s love how about Ruby and Blake compete for Weiss’s love
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(Okay, so I had just written a werewolf prompt that actually worked really well with the "Dont Touch Me" ask, so I'm going to do these together.)
Weiss tapped her foot as she anxiously looked between the clock on her scroll, the calendar on the, and Professor Port as he droned on about how he took down fifteen beowolves in a single day and managed to skin each one before they fully disappeared. While she’d normally look for the lesson that was supposedly in the story, today was different. Today, the full moon would rise and she’d once again have to make her way into the forest and away from her friends to keep them safe. And with grimm studies as her last class of the day, it was the only obstacle between her and the door out. 
The bell rang to release class and Weiss quickly packed up her bags and rushed out of class to make her way out of Beacon. With the help of her glyphs, she avoided as many students as she could and used the walls to make her way to the door that was in sight. All she had to do was make it to the courtyard and then she’d be home-
“Weiss! There you are!” 
Weiss stumbled and lost her concentration on her glyphs as she watched Ruby rush right past her with her own semblance and stop right in her way. With as much grace as she could muster, she managed to stop herself without twisting her ankle and anxiously tried to get past Ruby. “Ruby, I’m glad to see you but I need to-” 
“Before you rush off again, I was hoping that maybe you could… you know, come with me to Vale tonight.” Ruby put her hands behind her back and gently rocked back and forth. “The Atleasean Orchestra is in town and I managed to get a couple tickets and was hoping that you’d come with.” 
“I’d love to but I really need to go-” 
“Really, the orchestra?” Blake shook her head and made her way over to Ruby and Weiss. “She clearly just wants a nice night to relax. Which reminds me, I’m planning on making my way to the spa. My treat if you want to come.” 
Weiss nervously tried to walk past her friends, only half paying attention to them. “I’d love to but I really need to get going-” 
“Of course Weiss doesnt want to go to the spa, she wants a day around town and enjoy the music she likes.” Ruby gently gripped Weiss’s hand and smiled at her. “Isn that right, Weiss?” 
Blake rolled her eyes and took the same hand Ruby grabbed and gently pulled Weiss to her. “Cant you see how stressed she is? A night of relaxation is all she needs.” 
Weiss started to internally panic as she tried to pull herself away from her friends as she listened to them argue about who she was supposed to spend time with. Her eyes darted to the clock on the wall as she watched the time start to tick away, her anxiety had started to spike as she felt the changes start to take effect. Her tongue rolled over her teeth as she felt them start to elongate, her skin started to pale as patches of fur started to roll down her neck. With a sudden burst of strength, she pulled her hand away from her friends as her nails started to lengthen into claws, scratching into Ruby’s hand and drawing blood. “I need to go!” 
Blake put a hand on Weiss’s shoulder, her voice started to waver. “Weiss? Are you okay? You’re starting to look pale-” 
“Dont touch me!” Weiss slammed Blake into the wall and paused as she heard the crack of bone. Her ears started to twitch as she heard a few students that had started to gather, her anxiety spiked as she realized she was running out of time. Without another word, she quickly started to run to the door and used her glyphs to avoid the other students as she ran. Relief started to wash over her as she watched the door at the end of the hallway grow closer and closer. All she had to do was make it a few more feet…
“Weiss!” 
Weiss stopped in her tracks as Ruby raced ahead of her and blocked the door. A small growl left her lips as she tried to keep her voice calm. “Get out of the way. I… I need to go-” 
“We need to get you to the nurse.” Ruby took a step forward and gently put a hand on Weiss’s arm. “You’re not acting like yourself and you’re starting to look pale. I dont know what’s wrong, but we need to get you help.” 
“I need to be left alone!” Weiss swiped at Ruby to push her away, freezing once more once she realized what she had done. Blood had started to pool around Ruby as she laid on the ground and Weiss had started to shake. “I… I didnt…” She slowly backed up and ran through the door to get as far away as she could. 
The wind blew through Weiss’s hair as she ran through the courtyard and to the forest at the edge of campus. Her hands and feet started to turn into paws as the rest of her transformation took as the moon started to rise in the afternoon sky. Her glyphs had started to fade as she reached the treeline, however she still didnt stop. Paws pounded into the dirt as the wolf kept running deeper and deeper into the thick forest. Once she was too tired to run anymore, she dropped to the ground and panted as her mind raced. For years she had kept to a strict and rigid schedule, put up walls to keep people away just so they could be safe from her. From the monster she was. And now, after letting her guard down for one day, she had already hurt the two people she cared about most. And worst of all, she knew they were going to hate her for what she really was. After all, who could ever love a beast like her? 
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