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babyjakes · 4 months
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event | kinkmas 2023
prompt | knotting
pairing | alpha!steve rogers x omega!reader
warnings | omegaverse elements: knotting, mating press, breeding (and me not knowing like anything about the omegaverse.) unprotected p in v. clit rubbing. multiple orgasms. overstimulation. crying kink. breeding kink (like fr he wants her pregnant lol.) he comes in her. some brief aftercare. alpha!steve is so hot and powerful it's ruining my life.
word count | 859
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an | i've wanted to write something substantial for an omegaverse au for sooo long but i've just been so hesitant to bc i don't feel super well-versed in the genre. shoutout to @starksbabie, ao3, and my google images search for teaching me everything i know about knotting LOL. and @brandycranby for teaching me about the mating press lol. if i got anything wrong, please let me know!!
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imagine being alpha!steve's prized omega and mate, being fucked and bred by him during your heat 🤤 (nomad!steve is what comes to mind first, but i've also had a soft spot for endgame look for the longest time, so i'll let you take your pick 😉)
steve's the kind of alpha that doesn't let you lift a single finger (in or out of heat); everything's always done for you because duh!! you're his baby!! this is especially true when it comes to sex during your heat. your only job is to be pleasured and bred. your alpha will do everything for you, no need to worry your pretty little head 💕
thinking about him spreading you out on your back, bringing your bottom up to the edge of the bed so he can stand over you and pound into you as you lay there and take it. he gets you nice and comfy, laying a blanket down beneath you and positioning a pillow under your head to make it easier for you to look up and keep eye contact. of course, he knows you'll spend much of the ordeal with your eyes closed or rolled back in bliss 😏
the number one thing you crave during your heat is the feeling of being filled up, and by now steve's fucked you enough to make you crave being filled by him specifically. he's massive, even for an alpha. long, thick, and unbelievably powerful. because of his overwhelming size and strength, he has to maintain a good balance of fucking you hard enough to satisfy you both, but not too hard to prevent injury
the look on his face as he's ramming into you is a mixture of such pure love and authority. he absolutely talks you through it 😔🙏 you're so overcome with pleasure, he understands it's hard for you to do much talking back
sliding in and out of you at a steady speed, watching as your face is washed over with relief as you finally get what you need. "there you go, honey," smiling as he sees your tummy trembling as it's filled up, "gonna keep fucking this pretty little pussy, just keep being my good girl and taking it. let me give you what you need, doll"
bringing his thumb up to swipe over your quivering clit, always a little eager and impatient with how much he loves to see you come. crooning as you whine and wriggle at the burning feeling he's creating, "i know, baby. i know- so sensitive there, aren't you? look at this pretty little clit. so needy for me"
"nng... n-nnn," he loves the soft, weak little noises you're making. and he loves it even more as they gradually grow louder and more desperate, signaling your building climax
he's working his thumb quicker over your slick button to help keep the pressure rising, "c'mon baby, almost there. you gonna come for me? let's see if we rub a little faster-... oh-" he gasps almost mockingly with a smug smile, praising you heavily as you clench down on his swollen length
and god he could never get tired of seeing you coming. watching as your little face scrunches, your toes curling up in delight, your tummy spasming helplessly as you stammer through a string of angelic, breathy whimpers
"goood, so good for me, baby. keep coming for me, that's it," he draws out his words as you're coming down from your first high. your big, watery eyes and soft little squeaks, paired with having just seen you come, and knowing how sensitive and overstimulated you feel now?? it all makes steve's eyes burn as the heat and primal urges within him rise
it doesn't take long for him to near the edge himself. his large hands come down to manhandle you into position, grabbing under your thighs to force them up, your feet splaying out in the air as he leans himself down over you, his speed and forcefulness bringing tears to your eyes
"gonna come, sweetheart. you want me to fill you up? wanna carry my pups in that pretty little tummy of yours? come on, baby-... shit, that's it-.. f-fuck-"
the feeling of his base rounding out inside you has you crying out weakly, your entire body bracing as you feel the pressure in your core reaching its limit. as the heavy band snaps, your poor, helpless form seizes and spasms beneath your alpha. steve's heavy load shoots into you, the tight mass bulging just inside your entrance locking him inside, forcing you to take what you're given
seconds feel like hours. eventually everything fades to soft tingles as the silence is filled by your and steve's heavy breathing. as soon as he's able, he's shifting so delicately hold you against him, his thick knot still pulsing inside you hard enough to let you feel his heartbeat. "shhh, shhh," he's wiping away the tears that escaped down your cheeks, letting you rest your face in the crook of his neck to breathe in his familiar scent. "i got you, doll. just rest now. close your eyes, i'll take care of you"
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pastel-omegas-blog · 1 year
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Hey champ. I’ve been reading your fics since you started posting Sweet Desires on Quotev, you might even remember me from your comments, although I’ve changed usernames multiple times. Your stories are always incredible, you get me addicted every single time. Anyways, I would like to ask you how was MC and Marrav as kids? Like when they first met as young kids, and then when they married in their pre teen (?) years.
Pardon if this is a bother, though. Thanks for the attention, mate.
Ahhhhhhh💕 really from Sweet desires, my early fumbling days.
I'm so glad you've stuck around to see me do more
MARRAV
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Honestly there is no history of anything wrong going on between them it's all Marrav's fault
M/N and Marrav were bethroted to each other when the omega was four and the prince was eight.
Marrav's father, the late Emperor was the one who picked out the h/c pup specially for his son, telling Marrav to watch and take good care of him and for a while the young pup did.
He saw his young fiance as weak and fragile so he took it upon himself to make sure well taken care of and eating properly.
Young Marrav made sure M/N had the best, made sure the servants treated him properly and met his every need.
After all his husband only deserved the very best.
The first two years were honestly fluff filled.
These caring moments are the ones the d/c man still hold on to dearly.
When Marrav turned eleven his attitude started to change.
The kind caring pup was gone and in it's place was a young brash rude alpha that had suddenly developed a god complex.
This Marrav absolutely detest the thought of M/N being his future mate.
How can he, a strong powerful prodigy that has talent and strength be paired up with a scrawny good for nothing omega ?!
What had his father been thinking ?!
He tries to push away the h/c pup away from him, not wanting to do anything with him.
What changed this sweet boy that formerly would do absolutely anything for his future husband was noting his over growing ego.
People have always been praising him because of his imperial blood and being recognized as being a genius, but it hadn't really changed his innocent childlike mind set ( he had been a little arrogant before but nothing too bad ) but then people started saying he was too good for something like M/N.
The people would praise his strength and then say that something like M/N who couldn't even cast any single månå spell didn't deserve to be his future husband.
And after hearing this so much he started to believe them and his mother's pampering just makes this attitude worse.
The empress Evangeline absolutely hates the thought of her precious little pup having to marry that little devil's container.
And she makes it known with how she's constantly fighting with her sickly husband to get him to change his mind and with how horribly she treats the h/c boy.
 Marrav is a momma's boy and since his mother refuses for M/N to be the person to carry the next generation of Vermillion heirs, then he  doesn't want him too.
But nothing they do will make the Emperor change his mind.
So Marrav gets creative.
If he can't get his father to listen then he'll make M/N leave.
So from then on his treatment becomes worse.
From insulting to publicly disgracing the poor pup to even going as far as hitting him in some times to get him to leave him alone.
But no matter what he does M/N doesn't ever complain or leave him alone. It's almost as if the s/c pup has been brain washed to not find any fault in anything he does.
If Marrav yells at him he doesn't cry.
If he makes fun of him he takes it quietly.
If he pushes him down to the ground he just gets up and dusts himself even if he scrapes his hands and knees.
He hates hearing his name come out of that ' things ' mouth so he bans the other from saying it.
" Of course your majesty , if that's what makes you happy then I'll do it "
The young pup says giving him an innocent smile.
A smile that Marrav has now grown to hate.
When Marrav turns fourteen his father dies and he's set to inherit the throne.
That's if he marries M/N. 
If he doesn't the throne will be passed to either one of his younger brothers or cousin.
This is the turning point for Marrav.
Being forced to marry who in his mind is a good for nothing useless bug that will bring nothing but shame to his family name solidifies the already massive hate he has for the innocent omega.
The marriage ceremony between the two is bleak, colourless and depressing.
Once the vows are said Marrav doesn't move to kiss the M/N, he just stared at him with venom and hate before walking out of the hall.
Once the marriage has been concluded the dark haired alpha has M/N shipped off to the small dingy mansion at the edge of the imperial palace grounds.
How he treats him from then on is very well known by now.
But M/N at least this version of him doesn't see any fault in Marrav's attitude so he blames himself and goes through extreme length to get his husband to notice him.
Doing all the kingdoms paperwork, striking deals with neighbouring country's, listening to the former Empress every word and over all just over exerting himself to make Marrav happy and notice him for even just a second.
He misses the warm look and sweet smile that the alpha used to give him when they were younger.
He misses all the care  the dark haired man used to have for him.
It hurts him so much how drastically his love has changed.
All those happy moments.
He'll do anything to get that back, even if it means sacrificing himself and we'll being to achieve it.
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theartofdreaming1 · 17 days
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Fanfic Tagging Game
I got tagged by the lovely @wurzelbertzwerg - thank you! 💕
1. How many works do you have on AO3? - 30
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
111,591 words (at the moment)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently, I'm writing for The Quarry and the Batfam fandom (primarily DickBabs and BatCat)... I have posted fics for The Flash TV series and Brooklyn 99 on AO3 in the past... plus, some other stuff that is only on my old fanfiction.net account (although I've been considering updating my old Young Justice fics, so I may post them on AO3 some day)
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Um, Rush Hour, Partners, Knight in Shining Armor, Loveable Nerds and Superheroes and Thank You, Becky Cooper - except for Partners, these are all Flash fics, which is wild, because aside from Rush Hour and Loveable Nerds and Superheroes, both of which I'm still quite proud of, I don't necessarily think that my Flash fics are my best works, but okay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
5. Do you respond to comments?
Sometimes? I often don't know what to say in response 😅- but I appreciate every single one of them sooo much! 💕
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Okay... so this question prompted me to do some re-reading of my older fics... and honestly? Nothing on my AO3 account had an angsty ending to begin with ^^; So I had to go waaaay back, to my old ff.net account - and I think my Young Justice fic "Pain" had the angstiest ending (and even then, it's pretty moderate... even 17-year-old me was fairly mellow ;)
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Hmmh... Maybe my Flash fic "Coming Home"? It certainly has a very warm and fuzzy ending ☺️
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not that I can recall, no...
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Nope; smut is not for me
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
No, I don't really write crossovers (only multiple fandoms that already share a universe, i.e. Batfam-comic fandom)
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of...
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope - since I'm a very slow writer, I wouldn't want to punish any potential co-writer of mine with that curse either...
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
To write? Hmmh... BatCat and DickBabs for sure! (Plus, LauraMax are getting there, too... I just need to give them some time to cement their position ;)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Oh boy, there are plenty of fics I'm worried I'll never finish... but I choose to stay optimistic enough to think that I will, someday, finish all the WIPs that I want to finish... (please, writing Gods, please help me accomplish this task!!!!)
16. What are your writing strengths?
Umm... I like to think that my writing is quite, um, pleasant? What I mean is, that it's pretty accessible (not too convoluted or complex, but also not boring) and while I sometimes write angsty/tense/sad moments, my stories generally have happy endings... And even though my writing isn't exactly groundbreaking, I still stand by all the ideas/concepts behind every story I've written so far, so... yeah...
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
The process of writing itself (I have to fight for every single word I commit onto the page... I swear, me and writing are engaged in the most tedious wrestling match nobody ever wants to see... ever). I get excited for a particular story, start to jot down some basic ideas, maybe even put in some research for a few points that need to get tackled beforehand - and then psyche myself out of being able to write down that dang story 😩 (Doesn't help that I have a hard time making decisions and get super intimidated when faced with all the possible directions a story could go)
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Depends on the context - if we're talking about two foreigners (e.g. Germans) that are talking to each other in their native tongue and maybe don't want to be understood by the people around them (who, for the sake of this argument, are all English speakers) - then, maybe I would give it a whirl, because it would fit the idea behind the conversation (especially if it's a short exchange that people, who would be interested in learning what the Germans said, could look up via Google translate) - but, imo, this only works in very specific circumstances and for short exchanges - otherwise it can get tedious real quick... and personally, I don't like writing in German and don't feel confident enough in my Spanish skills to attempt it for that language, so writing English all the way is it for me
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Um... a quick look at my old, old fanfiction.net account tells me that my first posted fanfic was for the "Sonny With A Chance" fandom when I was 14 years old - the writing is a little... rough, for sure 😅 (although, to be fair, this was written at a point when I had only had, like, 3-4 years of proper English class... all things considered, it's not that bad)
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
Don't make me choose, I can't pick just one!
I very, very much love my BatCat fic "The Chase" - it just feels like pure Selina, the pacing of it is great and I think it portrays Bruce/Selina's relationship dynamic so very well (plus, it has some of my favorite sentences I've ever written in there!)
I also love Partners for being the longest, most ambitious story I've written so far (yes, despite the fact that I still need to add that epiogue!) and On the Reciprocal Attraction of Heavenly Bodies has the potential to become my best fic of them all, with the Austen-esque writing style and all the historical and literary research I plan on putting into it... I'm certainly very fond of the two chapters that already exist.
And This Is Not Over, But Just the Beginning is so fun and challenging in a different way; being a Quarry fic, with the whole werewolf element, it's darker and more angsty than anything I've written in a long time - but that's what makes it so fascinating for me to write (and read)
I'll tag @queenofbaws @thychesters @rosegardeninwinter @icequeen-07 @clearbluewaters and @mollywog - only if they want to, of course! :)
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angeltreasure · 3 months
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Hello there, E.'s mum again! First of all, happy to see your answers and prayers back here, you were frequently in my thoughts these past few days. 💕 Hope you're doing all right!
It feels almost superfluous to ask you to join me in prayers with Sunday readings working in my heart (especially Isiah 55,8-11), but knowing you pray with me always gives me additional strength ---
We still are dealing with some long term issues with E.'s health and despite being surrounded by literal miracles every step of our way, I find myself constantly at the end of my rope. Discovering new ends of it, as it goes!
Please pray for my humility and trust, mostly, and for E. and my husband, and our care team, too!
Hi E’s Mum!,
Aww thank you so much for thinking and praying for me too along with the previous anon and others. That means a lot to me I truly appreciate all these prayers. I’m feeling much better after that retreat, some rest offline, and taking long walks in prayer. Almost the end of the work week so I can’t wait to have a hike this weekend.
Thank you for the update as well. I’ll be sure to keep you, your family, and care team close in my prayers. There is an image of our Lady and her title is Our Lady Undoer of Knots. I think you may find it comforting to look at. Mary, our Mother, will help untie all these knots you face. I’ll post it below. Stay safe and may God bless you.
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Take My Hand, O Blessed Mother
Take my hand, O Blessed Mother. Hold me firmly lest I fall. If I’m nervous while I’m walking, quickly heed my humble call.
Guide me over every crossing. Watch me while I’m on the stairs. Let me know that you’re beside me, listen to my fervent prayers.
Bring me to my destination. Keep me safe along the way. Bless my every undertaking and my duties for the day.
Undo the knots of trouble I face and of those around me. O Blessed Mother, take my hand and guide me to the peace of your Immaculate Heart. Help me to be humble and trust like you. Amen.
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ahdriking · 2 years
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AHDRI, I have finally catched up with Blue Blood again!! I can't believe that before I could get to ch10 you already posted another chapter and two smutty one shots, you keep me so spoiled and I love you for it!!
BUT OH MY GOD DO I REALLY WANT TO KILL PRAWINN RN
New fantasy added to the image of Kinn letting Porsche go at it- first Kinn tells Prawinn to kiss Porsche's shoes, a perfect reversed image of the one on the porch and Porsche doesn't know how Kinn found out but Kinn always finds out everything about Porsche so
I just want this pathetic man be absolutely fucked and destroyed, grwahwhsh i hate him
AND YOU GAVE US PORSCHE-CHAY ANGST AND THEN PORSCHE-CHAY FLUFF? Ahdri my beloved, kisses to you
I did clocked that the man Chay is meeting with is probably Kim and oh? Spill, tell me more, how does THAT work in this au 👀👀
Somewhat the whole torturing Ken scene was very satisfying to read?? And I don't like torture that much but they way you described Vegas' work made me think of like one of those paintings whete the beautiful flowers are interwoven with human flesh, digging and ripping into it, beauty in the massacre
THE DATE, AHHH, the repeated I want you, the Porsche as a prayer, begging to be answered, the KISS, THE MOTHERFUCKING KISS
It was so soft but also still grounded in the gritty reality they live in and ahhhhhh
Like the image of them being on this cruise with all the candles and beautiful scenery and it's magical and pretty and this realm of romance and softness out of the real world
And here is where they spill the worst and best of them? I am chewing on wood, just THEM
I cannot scream how much I loved, loved, loved it
Thank you for BOTH of the chapters, it was a pleasure to read!!! 💞💓
I hope you have a good day/night Ahdri 💞💕
DOOMMMMMMM i'm so sorry I've taken a million years to answer this, life has had me in a hole recently
I'M SO HAPPY TO SPOIL YOU I wish I could do it maybe more consistently as apposed to a literal tsunami of content once in a blue moon, but such is life! I provide when and what I can!
I LOVE YOUR SHOE-KISSING FANTASIES and I will keep them in mind 😉
LISTEN, I'M NOT REALLY SURE HOW KIM/CHAY WORKS IN THIS UNIVERSE, THEY JUST DO. THAT'S REALLY ALL I HAVE TO SAY ON THE MATTER. *THROWS HANDS*. Nah but actually it was a very last minute inspired addition that happened organically like vegas/pete have just... happened. Sometimes I'm not in control of these people.
I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED THE DATE. I've been looking forward to the yacht date honestly since I first conceived of the story, it's one of the few things that never changed draft to draft. IT JUST WORKS.
aNYWAY, i love you and hope I'll have a new chapter for you soon!!!! Your words of love give me strength 💕💕
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atmymercy · 2 years
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Hi Tea! I hope you’re having a wonderful day/night 💕
Your last reading about my future spouse resonated so well that I’d like to ask a follow up question~
What will my future spouse look like?
(Or any other details that come to you!)
Thank you so much in advance 💕
~ KP
hello kp! aww! thank you! i am having a great day! i hope you are too! and thank you for participating in my follower giveaway! your future spouse read was intense! and so specific! they literally wanted to put so much across for you!
for you, i got the star, strength & 6 of swords.
your future spouse looks like someone with integrity, which isn't easy to explain but in my mind, i can see them as the person who picks up the fallen wallet and happily returns it. they hold doors open for people. they are a delight to be around! they are also not bad to look at! woo! you lucky girl! haha because i see a lot of blushes on the cheeks of onlookers who gaze at your future spouse! they are also tall in stature but not overly so. it's their shoulders that give them a big appearance. when they smile, it's hard not to smile with them. they have this ridiculously safe presence about them that will just disarm others! honestly, they would make a great hostage negotiator! lol that is so random but that's what your spirit guides are saying! lolol oh god! okay! so they also may have green eyes or wear a lot of green shirts. it somehow brings out the color in their eyes! they will have very intense eyes as well. you may feel a little naked in front of them! ooh haha! they are the protector of their family is what i'm hearing at the end. interesting. they're not scared to work out at all! they take pride in being the big one who can scare off others if needed because they are not scared to protect the weak. aww! your future spouse is a sweetheart!!!
hope you enjoyed it! please give feedback or buy me a coffee when you can! if you want to explore this further, please consider a private read as well. also thank you for sharing with me!♡
love & light!
-tea
as always, my rules & info are in my pinned post if you're interested in a reading of your own!
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OK so I've started watching 911 cus youre post have peeked my interest. I just wanna know beforehand is this Eddie and bucky thing actually possible or fans wanting it. How hurt am I gonna be that nothings happening 😂
Ah, that makes me so happy, it's such a fantastic show, I hope you're liking it! 💕
(I just did a really long post as a response to this and I accidentally deleted it, now I have to do it again. Dear god, please send soup. And strength.)
ANYWAY.
Regarding Buck and Eddie going canon, there are a lot of different ways to look at this and different ways to see it, but personally? Where I am at, at this point, I just do not see how the story could be heading in any other possible direction. Most days I am 100% sure it's happening, sometimes 99, but it never really goes below that.
(I do want to make sure that you and anyone else new in the fandom does understand, however, that this is not something to be expected soon. Dealing with their trauma as individuals is going to take a lot of time, and just because it's not happening within the next two episodes doesn't mean it's not happening. Give it time, my loves. These writers are absolutely fantastic.)
Now. I understand the need to be hesitant. I do, believe me. Especially as a part of the community, you know? We're used to being let down, disappointed and thrown the scraps (This post by @yramesoruniverse touches on why we feel this way despite having so many signs that point to this storyline and it is something I highly recommend reading, it's fantastic.) I also want to point out that the couples that people tend to compare Buck and Eddie to (aka couples that never went canon) are couples that I don't personally see the relevance in comparing them to. Comparing Buddie to other ships that never went canon just doesn't make sense, because none of those shows were shows like 9-1-1. 9-1-1 focuses on a lot difficult topics. Comparing 9-1-1 to Supernatural, or Suits just doesn't make sense to me. It's irrelevant.
Now. I could sit here for hours pointing out things that may be pointing to them going canon, but at the end of the day, there is way too much, and there are people who have done it already, and done it far better than I ever could (I will be tagging some of my favourite blogs at the end of this, if you want to go and ask them some things, I'm sure they would be more than happy to answer you! Speaking of, though, this post is also absolutely phenomenal, and very interesting to consider.)
There are two more things I'd mention though, the first one being this livestream with Ronen and Oliver around the time of the crossover, where Ronen refers to TK thinking Buck is hitting on him as 'opening a door'.
And the second thing is the fact that Eddie's actor, Ryan Guzman is someone who doesn't really know the art of um... keeping his mouth shut. And he doesn’t always have good opinions, so I also have a feeling that if there was no way that Buck and Eddie is happening, he would have told us to fuck off a long time ago, and he never really has. So there's also that.
In conclusion, before I point you to some other wonderful people, I also would like to say that - at the end of the way, this is fandom, it's supposed to be fun, it's supposed to be a distraction. So while I absolutely understand people being hesitant and not wanting to be disappointed - my main thing is also the fact that... I'm going to be a lot happier leaning into this, and expecting it, and following along, even if it doesn't happen (which I highly, highly doubt, but if the show does end without Buck and Eddie together, I'll just take the L and move on. But I'll still have the wonderful memories of freaking out with everyone else and anticipating this revolutionary story.) It's a lot more fun than just walking around with a big cloud over my head, being bitter, and rolling my eyes at everyone who dare have a glimmer of hope about it all, you know?
As promised - here are some other wonderful blogs I recommend you take a look at: @yramesoruniverse @himbodiaz @rarakiplin @wildflowerbuck @hattalove @diazchristopher @capseycartwright @roseapothecary @pearwson
There are so many wonderful people in this fandom who write fantastic posts about all of this, so that's absolutely not all of them, but it's a handful to get you started! 💕
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fxiryheiize · 2 years
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Feedback Post!
"OMG ok I'll give proper feedback in a bit but I'm sure you picked the venus energy from me I'm a 7h stellium, venus & libra dom- you are GOOD"
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"Him/them being tall and having a tan skin , oh god I've been told this so many times and my placements in astrology indicate that tooo !"
"About him/them speaking Spanish , i hardly know anyone who speaks Spanish hehe so it can be that he's/they're a foreigner or someone I haven't met yet , which is again very true !"
I have Aquarius rising and Taurus Mars ! You got it there too ! "Neptune dominant" - that's me !! Also , I'm air dominant !!!!!! You got it there tooo About this logical thing , i like it and I've actually been told this too , so this resonated too ! Lol actually , I've been studying about the sing thing for a time now , and it says leo is my soulmate sign . So did you ! Leo and soulmate energy ?! I actually didn't like Leo's in the beginning but slowly as I entered the depth of astrology , they were bearable hehe .
"𝐥𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞” - why though , I've got this same line for the second time . Hehe .
The last thing about being 40 , I have some placements which indicate an older spouse and marriage delays ....... So it resonated here too !
"Overall , your reading resonated so much !!! Thank you for your time and energy !!"
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"There's really nothing to say other than you got it all pretty accurate, I know a lot of people you just described b I can't even give a proper thing of feedback it just fucking resonated so well" - @smndragon
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"Overall, it resonated with me so much!" - @etherealjaehyuns
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Wow! Wow! Wow! This has to have been one of, if not the, best informative readings I have ever gotten. It genuinely makes the wait worth it because of the value of the content. I'm genuinely satisfied and grateful for the effort put into it, thank you so much! - @pisces-withmelanin
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Thank you so much for the reading! I really appreciate how detailed every part of the reading was. I liked how you first explained the basic so that when I am reading it so that it, I would not be confused. I also liked the way you designed the reading; it was very pretty! I can't say I resonate with it because I haven't met my future spouse lol but I will say that the qualities you stated in my potential partner were qualities I naturally gravitate towards. Thank you again for putting your time and energy into my reading, I really appreciate it! Hope you have/having an amazing week! - @prettyplzz
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Girl, when you said rich husband, you don’t need to tell me twice 👀🤣 honestly it’s so crazy that you mentioned it so many times in different ways cause I had an idea due to my Venus and Jupiter being conjunct in my natal chart but I didn’t expect there to be so many more indicators of that 🤪 I love that you looked at everything in different perspectives, I helped to strengthen some point as there confirmed in many ways. Super happy with this, thank you my love 💕💖 - @iridescent-dimension
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MC & Industria Chart I am pleasantly honored to have fxiryheiize to have her to do my readings and I am very glad that she was able to note down all the strengths that I have that will be beneficial for my career path. In addition, she will also mention areas of improvement and what kind of challenges you might face and knowing that these challenges will help me align with my core values, it will benefit me greatly in the long run knowing what steps to take to handle in these kind of situations in the long run. Furthermore, I would say her reading is very affordable given the amount of details you have in your reading, please consider her if you are still contemplating on your desired reading she will give you her best written and timely reading you will ever receive :)) And I will definitely consider purchasing other readings from her if I need them in the future :))
Astrocatrography reading I am also very honored to have her do my first astrocatrography reading with her as well. Despite its her first time, I am very delighted with the thorough details being written in the reading. As based on my gut feeling, I wasn't sure if the countries would be suitable for me to live in those particular countries (due to lack of major positive aspects lines) but I was so happy that she managed to bring out the benefits that will affect me T.T really thankful for her being able to bring out the benefits and challenges I would face in each country as well which enlightens me to see a wider picture and vision. I am also very happy as whatever she wrote aligns with my gut feelings and thoughts that I wasn't sure of myself :)) I would also consider purchasing astrocatrography readings from her in the future if I have interest in other countries :)) - @pai-complicatedgene
(a lot of these quotes don't have tags from who theyre from because a lot of them have deactivated)
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papirouge · 2 years
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Hi need some prayers right now . Been feeling pretty down lately. i believe i wont see myself get married in my lifetime. It's a nice dream but i wont EVER ever sacrifice my standards for it and will 1000% choose to volunteer, have plants, pets, and sponsor kids on my own than negotiate on them --- No porn whatsoever, No alcohol, i consider myself a Christian prolife feminist and need a man who is similar, I dont tolerate ANY abuse since I came from an abusive home. I am working towards my goal of being a Dr. An obgyn specifically so if God doesnt have plans for me to have a Godly husband and family, then maybe His plan for me is to help other women with welcoming theirs into this world? *ps your stalin shitpost did made me snort 😭 thank you for making me laugh! I really needed it💕
Queen I know you sent me this ask a while ago but just so you know I prayed for you the very same I read it for the first time💙💙
It took me some time to reply to you bc to be honest I could have written this ask myself and it hit close to home so hard it was hard to handle...
I TOTALLY ENTIRELY COMPLETELY feel you about having such standards you hardly think it's possible for you to meet anyone living up to them. But the worst thing is that....they aren't even that hard to meet when thinking about it. Not watching porn, being abusive or a drunkard is a bare minimum. I too came from a abusive home and there is no way I would ever tolerate an abusive or violent partner. That's the case of most women I know. Same for wanting someone having their life together and not being a slug watching Netflix/anime or gaming all day....
Since when "the bare minimum" has become "standards" in men when these standards are the norm for women? Probably because expectations have always been higher for women? When for men it was only being able to provide for a family and moderately well behaved. But now that gender roles got broken (for good and bad reasons - I won't elaborate on this post), it's become quite chaotic. We have manlet, but not men. I can feel my body physically ache whenever I see these men curved into their seat on public transport, bending over their tiny phone screen, watching these stupid Netflix shows or worse, silly anime when they are 2 or 3 times the age of the characters... Even on a symbolic level it tells a lot - you know a civilization is cursed once GROWN ADULTS start looking up children antics. That's why many men behave like children : collecting toys, dressing up, shoving themselves into escapism do deal with the responsabilities they have IRL, whiny, over emotional (which often translates through abusive behavior), slave to their fleshly pulsion (porn addiction).... Homo degeneratus. There's no way women can respect mess. Hence radical feminism.
And then we act shook at divorce rate. Girl, your husband is spending more time looking at a screen than using his hands & his brain, OF COURSE his brain is getting fried and is for no use when around the house!
Being focus on what you can controlled is indeed the best solution to overcome this dreadful feeling of missing out on your own life. Do a list of all the list you managed to achieved this year. I am sure there are many💙 Being married with a man won't suddenly make your life better. Maybe the reason God hasn't put the love of your life on your path yet is precisely because He doesn't want you to be distracted by this relationship for now? I'm telling you this but I also tell myself the same thing. Maybe if I did get married 2 or 3 years ago my life wouldn't be where it was supposed to be. Only God knows.... But I'm also praying for God to give me the strength to accept my fate of being a lifelong celibate if that's His will and to bring me fulfillment through a Life within in Him💙
PS/ I'm glad my hottie young Staline simp post made you laugh. Only true queens got it right!!👸♥️ we are united in the non judgemental appreciation of the the timeless baes of History, regardless of what jealous, hateful receding hairline dudebros have to say!!😤
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starlightkun · 4 years
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[!] AYAKASHI: POLL RESULTS
a big thank you to everyone who voted and responded to this poll, and have supported this series thus far! results, routes im writing/considering, and responses to some of your comments on the poll are under the cut
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ranking
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sicheng - 75
renjun - 74
jaemin - 57
taeyong - 55
kun - 52
johnny - 48
mark - 43
jaehyun - 39
doyoung - 35
jungwoo/ten - 34
jeno - 28
yukhei - 26
yuta - 25
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coming soon...
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jaehyun (finished, to be posted)
doyoung (current wip)
yuta (hard outline for, one or more scenes written)
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considering...
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renjun (strong ideas for, one or more scenes written)
mark (strong ideas for)
sicheng (strong ideas for, one or more scenes written)
taeyong (medium strength ideas for, one or more scenes written)
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question: will you eventually write all of the possible routes once this is over? or at least give an idea of what would have happened if we were to choose someone?
as of now i’m not planning on writing more than 5-7 routes of this series bc oh my god that’s an even bigger commitment than sc (so far the word count of ayakashi is like 5k less than sc but i’ve only written the prologue and 1.25ish routes lmao) but!! i may drop a small blurb, set of bullet points, or general summary of what i’d imagine the other members’ routes theoretically might have looked like some time; there will also be bonus info abt characters n routes in the planning doc, which will be released after the whole series is finished!
Do you have a taglist?
yes, i do have a taglist for this series! the official list is here, and you can inbox me, reply to that post, or message me to be added if you’d like!
Hendery? 🥺
no hendery, sorry love 🤧 he might be some minor character somewhere but as of now these 14 are the only members i plan on putting in here at all
I absolutely adore ur writing!! Also if sometime in the future more YangYang or Jungwoo content came from u, I wouldn’t be mad at all 👉👈
with my current status as jungwoo’s whore, i rlly do need more woo content on here huh (and im always a sucker for yang content too)
when u wrote that jungwoo was a flute i had flashbacks to when mark was trying to play the flute...
sjhsdf oh my god STOP now i have to put that in somewhere 
not related to ayakashi but i love your works! please stay safe .. i love u 💕💕
thank you! i hope all y’all are staying safe as well!!
ma'am i love u
dont ask me why im including this it just made me rlly happy ok i love u too
I’m so glad you’re writing for kun. He makes me all 🤪🤪✊✊
he also makes me all 🤪🤪✊✊ so im glad we can all agree there
i adore this series already and it's so hard to choose characters because i love all of the possible storylines but i rlly hope ppl agree with me that Taeyong's and Sicheng's story already have so much tension and potential and rlly would be amazing to read!!
as i’ve reread the prologue and continued writing and planning, i absolutely agree that tyong and sicheng def have a different kind of connection to reader! if i were to have a true route in this (which i havent exactly planned to but i also didnt plan on tens) it might be one of these two! we’ll see tho
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skippyv20 · 4 years
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Hi skippy, may I ask for a prayer request. I have a lot going on trying to care for both elderly parents who are sick while dealing with my own serious health problems. I’ve been in an ongoing panic attack today n the meds aren’t seeing to work. I have some pressing business n can’t afford to take the day off to deal with this. I’m on my 3rd Valium (I have GAD, so they come out of nowhere, with no triggers). Please ask for Jesus to confront my heavy heart. Thank you.
Oh my!   You need to breathe.  I’m so sorry you are facing so many trials.  You need to turn your problems that are overwhelming you to God, and give yourself a break.  I highly recommend reading “Footprints in the Sand” until you feel calm....I will post it as well as the prayer request.  🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Prayers for Anon that is feeling so overwhelmed by so many trials she is facing.  We pray for her to relax, live one moment at a time, and to find calmness and peacefulness.  We pray that she can get relief from her burdens, and ask for an earth angel to step up and assist her.  We pray for outside help for her with her ailing parents.  We pray for her to recognize her strength.   We pray for Anon to not have to rely on medications to give her peace.  God Bless Anon.🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
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This has never failed to calm me.  You are stronger than you know!
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nerice · 6 years
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top 5 ocs & why!! also top 5 songs (mayb ones you associate with them?)
YOU!!!!!!!!!  💖💖💖💖💖 ARE MY FAV PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD RN
okokok this is gonna be long so im putting a read more from the get-go fkgfgjlfgk
TOP 5 FAV OCS + THEIR RESPECTIVE SONGS(every oc is a fav under the right circumstances, but there are exactly five who have meant The Whole Entire World to me at some point) so lets Go (i’ll just gush abt them bcos somewhere in those details are the reasons why i love them lmao)
cait
she was my first oc in a lot of ways and i’ll never be able to separate myself from the fact that my entire oc verse started with her. she’s a sad kid with tattered wings that dedicated her life to hunting the shadow creatures that took her sister from her!! weapon freak, good with any sort of blade. very emotionally unstable which is Problematic bcos her emotions are tied to the world and tend to create small-scale disasters (put out or start fires. crack some walls. dry out vegetation. Fun Stuff) i could go on but i’ll try to keep these short aaaa
song: where is the edge by within temptation (’so much more that you’ve got left to fight for, but it still doesn’t change who you are / there is no fear you’ll ever give in to / you’re untouchable’  💕)
avery
angry smol princess, june is knife month™ & shares her body with an ancient serpent god; it doesn’t get much cooler than that. can control electricity but is scared of thunderstorms. Just Needs A Hug. would and Has killed for her friend(s). also has no heartbeat due to circumstances too lengthy to explain here but it causes a certain amount of trouble
song: not to be edgy, but it’s blood on my hands by the used (’though you got used to my disguise, you can’t shake this awful feeling’ & ‘feel the pain that i never show, and i hope you know, i have my reasons’) aaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
sky 
[the most extended dying noises you could possibly imagine!!!!!!!!!!!!!] babygirl /////3 im sorry i have no chill whatsoever when it comes to her
the biggest disaster in this disaster bunch. lived thru the worst childhood imaginable. she has unlimited physical strength: the difference between a touch and a push to her is a difference between a touch and breaking bones or toppling buildings. took quite a long time until she gained any semblance of control over that power, but as she grows older she uses it for laughs and fucking around (lift a broadsword with one hand? kick ur best friend out of bed, out the door, down the hallway in one motion? arm wrestling matches she cannot possibly lose?? all of it) she can be a tad rude lmao. training routines are vry important to her!!! wakes up early always, but is the most sloppy person imaginable. her room? what room, there is no visible floor. bandages or long gloves her Her Look. moderate savior complex also. I COULD GO ON AND NEVER SHUT UP. my!! fav!!!! deserves the world !
song: fuck i need to pick ONE? jk without question it’s the night by disturbed (’POWER BEYOND CONTAINING’)(but also every single other line in that song im……. not ok.. i need to move on or I Will Not Shut Up. #still not calm abt sky plot 2k18)
reina
queen!!!!!! literally The First Being In Existence. accidentally broke the universe oops immortal, but it’s fading. such an asshole but learns humility through becoming mortal and falling in love with someone mortal it’s CRIMINAL that jumie doesn’t make this list ;_; leads a rebellion/war against the force that destroyed her world. the serpent god that shares avery’s body is the other half of reina’s soul long story they’re not on good terms (anymore). outfits always On Point, doesn’t know what pants are, the only oc i ever draw rip. too beautiful to describe with words. im gay
song: ok ok picking one would be shot in the dark by within temptation (all the lyrics tbh Im Dead)
belle
angel princess daughter. the one from this art i just posted. saves the universe against her will but let’s Not Talk Abt That, It’s Depressing. belle is such a brat and super arrogant, but she’s a prodigy so she kinda has every right to be. competitive as Hell. avery’s archrival (avery couldn’t care less, but belle Has Decided). dragonfly wings, goes nyoom. teases the fuck out of her brother always. thinks becoming strong will bring her parents back Pls Also Just Give Her A Hug idk my emotions swing wildly whenever i talk abt her. very wholesome, very tragic & starved for friendship and attention. self-made god or rather, entirely made by faye’s hand but let’s absolutely not go there FUCK im sorry if none of this makes sense ffgklfgh
song: it’s soooo hard to chose only one. probably they will fall like roses by of verona (’you break everything you touch’ NO ok i’ll see myself out)
THERE IS A BIG BIG THROUGHLINE and it is overpowered sad kids caught up in universe shenanigans with a big side dish of loneliness 
srsly i love u for asking tho, typing this up was super therapeutic. IM LOVE MY OCS!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and u!)💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
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akholytes · 3 years
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it’s a really weird situation when the way people talk about pyra and mythra can be super ableist but you know if you bring it up nothing will change.
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skippyv20 · 5 years
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Skippy would you be so kind to say a prayer for my brother Richard who had a stroke early hours Sunday morning,he’s lost feeling down his right side with none in his hand at all. He’s only 51 & when I look at him I can see that he is scared of his future, of his ‘tomorrows’ & what they may or may not bring. Thank you Skippy for welcoming me here at this amazing place with replying to my first time post last week.
I’m so very sorry to hear this.  Of course!  Prayer request on the way!🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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God may you help Richard as he faces a scary road ahead of him.  Give him strength, courage and peace as he faces each day!  May he be surrounded by angels that help him as he recovers.  Remind him he is not alone....he does not go through all this alone!  Please God, Bless Richard and his family as they go forward.  We pray for a quick and full recovery.....🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
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Please read this to your brother.....it is so powerful!🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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