#i dunno if this makes any sense

[another-whump-sideblog]

Punching bag whumpee trained to start every session with insults and defiance and become more timid and apologetic as the session goes on, for maximum satisfaction. For whumpers who need to get their frustration out but feel icky about hitting someone for no reason

#whump #whump prompt #i dunno if this makes any sense

[squiddieblogs]

Is it morally wrong to sell a lovejoy cd and Wilbur soot merch…

#I got the cd with the cmwyl album forgor the name #I miss that song it was the only songs I actually liked from them #also I bought the gold hoodie ages ago but it’s way too small lol so I never wore it #I feel like neither of these things actually support him anymore being in my possession #by reselling them they probably would go to someone who does support him or doesn’t know #some weird cycle #I don’t think it’s actually that bad this is kinda a random thoughts thing #i mean selling or owning something from when you’re a fan Wilbur is pretty bad #I mean like by not doing anything is the most neutral thing.. like maybe it’s not worth the energy to remove stuff or sell it #not worth the reaction #I dunno if this makes any sense

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[normalboyhours]

I was thinking about what things tend to make me feel small, and I think that sometimes unreality makes me feel comforted in a way. Things like liminal spaces and weirdcore/dream core aesthetics kinda force me into looking at the world from a strange perspective, and things tend to be far more colorful and interesting to look at. Also, especially in the cases of liminal spaces, it's rare that you see actual people in these kinds of media. Either there's nobody there at all or there is someone there, but they're an unfamiliar being. I think the fact you don't see humans much helps me feel small, because for whatever reason seeing other people while I'm small makes me snap out of it. Plus I can imagine the unfamiliar creatures being nice and helping to take care of me, like imaginary friends. Mr. Kitty from the backrooms tends to be a comfort for me because they're very big and tall, plus they just look nice. :>

#pup talks! #i dunno if this makes any sense #but i just feel very small when i get to pretend I'm exploring places like that #and all my friends are imaginary beings #tw unreality #weirdcore #dreamcore #weirdcore aesthetic #dreamcore aesthetic #age regression #age regressor #agere blog #agere community #sfw agere

[moidhaterxxx]

I'm gonna say something mildly controversial lol.

Depictions of female rage never resonated with me. And no it's not because I'm not white or conventionally attractive blah blah.

It's because depictions of male rage focus on portraying the RESULT of the rage vs female rage portraying the woman herself.

Like think about it, every revenge movie with a man has extensive shots of him in action and you see the "evil people" (men and women) beaten up or shown justice.

But female rage often depicted as pretty women with blood all over them and even if they're beating up villains, the camera just stays focused on their visuals. I'd rather see the men they beat up and take revenge on than a shot that's meant to look pretty.

#Like John wick taking revenge looks cool #Vs women screaming and crying and in pain #Like I dunno... #Maybe this doesn't make any sense lol #Please don't misunderstand this #radical feminists please touch #radical feminist safe #radblr

[askinsufferableprickmod]

what if u drew pitch vriskan what then?

take this away from me before I spend any more time on it

#dunno if this is quite pitch but #vriska serket #kanaya maryam #homestuck #vriskan #homestuck fanart #Trying to make rainbow drinker kanayas skin look like it makes any kind of sense is fucking wild #I did my best and I had fun so #The other art requests will probably not get as much effort lol #My art #Ask #Anon #Art requests

[badlydrawnronpa]

i love how this blog called "badly drawn" while like some of these doodles are better than my finished sketches lol

HEY

NO SELF DEPRECATION ABOUT YOUR ART SKILLS IN THIS HOUSE

ANGIE ATTACK

#admin post #also like i obviously dunno who you are anon but like. ive been drawing for years #and i still meet people who are obviously more skilled than me #but even then #like. we all learn at a different pace #if you see some of the old posts on this blog and compare them to the newer ones theres improvement on THOSE too #and they're all scribbles to me #like!!!!!!! idk if im making any sense!!!!!! #art is hard it sucks but we're creating and we're on a journey #and you'll always be better than the ai crowd #kissing your forehead. mwah. dont stop creating #also this angie is fully colored because i was insane doing just lineart these days BYE

[dotterelly]

It's interesting to me how comparatively calm qPhilza's lore feels, especially in comparison to the heavy angst of qTubbo and qBad all coming to a boil last week/weekend. Like, our cubito is also experiencing personality changes, serious threats and foreshadowing that he may either die, be stolen away, or straight up possessed. The conversations with his eggs about death and what it means are happening. But the vibe is so gentle. The changes (for now) are subtle and quiet. So much happened in today's stream and some of it was deeply concerning and yet I'm despite the way he ended I came out of that feeling warm and cozy and wholesome.

#qsmp #qsmp philza #i don't really know how to put it into words properly #dunno if this makes any sense

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

I don't want Mk to go ape in season 5 I don't want him to snap and lash out and become something he's not and attack the people he loves i want him to break into a thousand pieces I want him to shatter into nothing I want him to truly believe he's all alone and I want his friends to fight their way through hell to get to him and find him and drag him out by the back of his jacket tearing through heaven itself and baring their teeth at anything that comes near him I want all of the world to tell mk his friends will fail him and i want mks family to spit in the world's face and take him back home

#knox rambles #monkie kid #lego monkie kid #i feel like we've gotten this partially but i dunno i got a visual of scraped up mei clawing her way through to mk and had a moment okay #welcome to 2024 where knox posts half-formed thoughts that may or may not make any sense

[mpetrohero]

Thinking about Jon and Martin and “I’d understand if you hate me right now.” and “What? No! Martin, I love you.”

Martin who has never known conflict and disagreement without resentment. Who’s mother looked at him only in disdain and hatred. Who’s father left when he was nine. Martin who is so sure that the man he loves would flip the tables 360 over an argument. Martin who definitely has abandonment issues that we don’t talk about enough.

Jon who doesn’t tell people how he feels. Who half the time doesn’t even know how he feels. Who grew up building walls and feigning skepticism. Jon who only ever said the words “I love you” to Martin and his cat (which, mind you, is very real of him). Jon who has spent years hiding from monsters and making decisions he never wanted to have to make, watching those he loved face the consequences beside him.

And how in the end, their love for one another juxtaposes many of the actions they perform on their own. They love each other so much that it changes their narrative. And in the end (just as they confessed to one another) that’s it. That’s the core of it. Their love.

They literally invented romance your honor. I hate them so much.

#I am once again TOTALLY not projecting onto martin k blackwood #I would never #they are actually everything to me??? #does this make any sense at all? #probably not. #am I posting it at 2 in the morning anyway? #yes. yes i am #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #jmart #they’re so *holds gently* #I dunno what it is about them #i hate it here

[exilepurify]

it’s been four months since December 2022 and I’m still not over the fact that Reigen was apparently so haunted by guilt from that one time in S2E2 where he scolded Mob for eating too many french fries that it showed up in the super emotionally charged eyecatcher montage during the series finale.

I wonder if reigen will ever find the closure he needs to free himself from the poltergeist of regret that obviously follows him around as a result of this incident. the confession incident really had reigen re-evaluating everything from the past three years.

#okay but this is such an ‘emotionally repressed but also sensitive and doting family member’ thing #it’s hard to explain #but my dad is a gruff and rough-n-tumble farmer man #but he’s also very sensitive and doting #so sometimes he will say something kind of blunt or tease me or scold me over something #and it really won’t even be that bad #but he will sit there for the next couple of hours and stew over whether or not he hurt my feelings #like that shit will haunt him until eventually he calls me and apologizes #bc he’s sensitive but also not super in touch with emotions so he’s not sure where the boundaries are sometimes #and by that point i will have mostly forgotten what even happened in the first place #but i always get the post-joke/scolding regret call #especially bc i was always a kid who was very sensitive to rejection #i dunno if this makes any fucking sense #it’s just very ‘emotionally repressed family member’ core #the girls who know will know #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #reigen arataka

[gleamer]

Hair Clipping in Cycles

No one asked for this, but I figured I'd share because it's pretty helpful. So, in the pic below, you see Eve's got some fucked up hair. It looked perfectly fine in Eevee, but after switching over to Cycles, a bunch of ugly shadows showed up all over my girl's do.

To fix this, go to Edit mode, select all (press A), then press M. You'll see a menu pop up on the side, go to the last option 'By Distance.'

And there you go, no more shadows. In my case, I didn't have to mess around with the 'Merge Distance.' But sometimes you'll have to because Blender is weird and inconsistent. I'll usually enter 0.001, 0.002, etc. and keep moving up or down until it looks right.

#you can also do this if there are any seams on your sims body #you just have to individually select the vertices of the seam #if that makes sense... i dunno #shoutout to goblin-sims for teaching me dat #g*

[frodo-with-glasses]

So uh. I might’ve found a pattern here.

From The Fellowship of the Ring, “Three Is Company”:

From The Two Towers, “The Uruk-Hai”:

From The Return of the King, “The Houses of Healing”:

Now I know Tolkien hated allegory. And I know LotR is not a copy-and-paste parable about WWII (which he didn’t fight in) or even WWI (which he did). But the man did see war, and so did people he loved, and he had a non-zero amount of trauma, and some of that is gonna make its way into his writing somehow.

And I think his soul might’ve had something to say about soldiers being forced to walk until they dropped from exhaustion.

#lord of the rings #lotr #honestly i think the first quote is the most chilling in this context?? #like the second one pretty clearly portrays the horror of those marches #and the third seems like a realistic best-case scenario: you walk until you drop and then a familiar and beloved voice wakes you up #but the first is?? almost desperately happy?? like he’s reaching so far to say ‘no i swear this traumatic thing could be beautiful and good’ #‘it could be good!’ #‘IT COULD BE GOOD!! I SWEAR’ #‘PLEASE JUST LET ME HAVE THIS’ #and you get this sense of desperation #like he wishes a tall and beautiful Elf was there to help him and the other exhausted young men up when they stumbled and fell #i dunno if i’m making any sense but it kinda makes my heart hurt #i feel like i’m peeking into an open wound in this man’s soul

[theflikchic]

I was trying to fall asleep last night at 12 AM and I swear I was struggling bc I kept thinking about how right before dying, Snape- in trying to explain why Harry should trust him to go to the forest- gave Harry the memories that showed his entire process of being indoctrinated into a cult from childhood and his process of getting out of it. And I don't even think he did it on purpose.

It's as if he was like- "Here are the memories that will explain my life" and they happened to also chronicle his whole dang process. I mean, he even gave Harry that memory where he claims that he thought using Dark Magic was funny. His indoctrination was fking included and none of it paints him in a good light. And yet.

If those are the memories that spilled out of him on purpose- like his life literally flashing before his eyes- it absolutely stuns me that all the memories he immediately thought of AND the ones he vulnerably gave Harry (with no choice, mind you) were the ones that revealed that he was a kid indoctrinated into a cult, was actually into it, and still got out of his own accord (idc why, he got OUT).

And for some reason- even though he actually got out- I get the sense that from how badly he's shown in those memories, he's still angry at himself for getting into the Death Eaters in the first place. His process of getting out is pathetic and sad and ugly because that's what happened and somehow, he doesn't choose to show it any other way (he's dying ofc but still). It's even in character for him to just...show things as they are or how he thinks things just are (a flaw at times).

But that memory of Dumbledore implying that perhaps Snape should have been in Gryffindor stuck with him despite how damn ugly and selfish his act of leaving the Death Eaters looks. And it's almost like he never really knew how to deal with that implication even while dying.

I am not a fan of the name 'Albus Severus'. But...it's like Harry saw Snape's whole process when Snape himself couldn't or did and was unable to forgive himself for being indoctrinated in the first place. Harry, who spent his whole life hearing that once a wizard goes Dark, they don't care about anything or have no chance of coming back.

It does say something to me that Harry seems to have forgiven Snape for things Snape could never forgive himself for.

#just... thoughts #i had #at 12 am #does this make any sense #harry potter #severus snape #snape #book analysis #long post #character analysis #bookblr #tw cults #snape is a cult survivor man #and i dunno if he gave himself enough credit for that #but Harry sure as hell did

[winterlogysblog]

CRAZY THEORY INCOMING

I think my brain just glitched...

Ok so... Camelot. Arthur made Camelot through the power of Chaos right. At first, I found it weird that Arthur even needed to steal parts of Britannia to make Camelot. Chaos is incredibly powerful, it literally made three powerful deities that made their own realms for their own created races. So... why can't Arthur just make Camelot on its own. Then, it was later established that these places and people in Camelot are made through the wishes and wants of the people, without it there's nothing. If Chaos is so powerful, why is Arthur limited through that? Then it clicked.

The Sacred Tree is still alive

The Sacred Tree is essentially an embodiment of Nature. Disaster, a power granted by The Sacred Tree to the Fairy Kings is an ability that grants control over life and death.

The 'people' within Camelot function like a physical illusion. They're 'alive' but not really. They're just there, fueled by a wish. They don't even grow old, they just stay like that because that's all they are an illusion, they're not alive because there's no life.

The Demon King's power is darkness. The Supreme Diety's power is light. The Sacred Tree's power is life.

Notice how unnatural-looking the Chaos monsters are. Almost demonic even. That, to me, shows that Chaos is unstable.

The Demon King and his Commandments and The Supreme Deity and her graces are somewhat of an extension of themselves, it's their power passed to others. If we correlate this to Chaos creating the DK, SD and ST as Chaos sacrificing parts of their power, that power is lost or weakened because they have it. But the DK and SD are no longer present and since they are created by Chaos, that power most likely goes back to it. That is my assumption at least. But the graces are still out there. Ludo, Sariel, and Tarmiel died with their graces so they'll just go back after a few thousand years with their graces so that part of the SD probably didn't even go back to Chaos.

I made a post way back and on that, I compared the Commandments and Graces to Disaster as all three are just an extension of the DK, SD, and ST's power, in there I noted how Disaster is different as all three Fairy Kings can use it even if they're all present, it's not like the Commandments and Graces that only one person can use it. So that is also interesting.

There is also a complete lack of Sacred Tree information and just now, in 4kota is literally the first time we ever step foot inside the Fairy Realm and we got more Fairy Lore which is really nice. Now, what if the reason behind the lack of information about the Sacred Tree is because of Chaos. Nakaba doesn't want us to know anything about Chaos up until the very end because of 4kota, because he wants to keep Chaos a mystery.

In Chapter 140, Tioreh told us about these giant mushrooms that grow on top of the Sacred Tree's roots that are called "God Seats". The DK and SD are the only ones primarily dubbed as Gods. So that part is also interesting.

This is the Demon King's last words to Meliodas.

"You will regret this..."

In Cursed By Light, before Meliodas and Zeldris beat the Supreme Deity, she says that the only way to maintain balance in the world is by continuing the Holy War.

Before Chaos is established, this is just nonsense. But now that we know... I have a feeling that the DK and SD sealing away Chaos has more to it than what we know. Also, isn't it fun that two beings born to be in conflict with one another worked together to seal Chaos? Now, we don't get to know more because they're gone but the Sacred Tree is still around... so there's that.

I have a huge feeling that Nakaba will give us some juicy lore about the Sacred Tree in the future. Either that or I'm high on copium.

#3 am rambles #who needs sleep #I dunno if any of this makes any sense #take whatever this is with a grain of salt #try to decode my thought process lol #4kota theory #nnt theory #Chaos #Supreme Deity #Demon King #Sacred Tree #nanatsu no taizai #four knights of the apocalypse #4kota #nnt #seven deadly sins #mokushiroku no yonkishi #seven deadly sins sequel #nanatsu no taizai mokushiroku no yonkishi

[lunarninja613]

Okay, I have a theory about the colour scheme of Crosshair’s outfits throughout the series thus far.

In the first season, as well as a bit of the second, he wears black armour with a green visor thing. Oftentimes, the colour black is associated with evil, which could connect to Crosshair’s loyalty to the evil new government. The colour green also symbolizes new beginnings, just like Crosshair’s new beginning with the Empire away from his family.

In the second season, we occasionally see Crosshair wearing a sort of grey garment. Although I'm not entirely certain if this is accurate, the colour could represent the fact that Crosshair’s loyalty to the Empire is now wavering and he is beginning to question things a bit more than he did before. This is shown when he wakes up in the mornings with zero energy. We can also see it when he temporarily escapes confinement on Mount Tantiss to go warn his family that Hemlock is after Omega, even afterhe was offered to be taken back if he ratted them out. But despite being given that choice to stay loyal to such an evil cause, to turn back to the darkness (black), Crosshair refused. Grey is the colour between black and white, the two colours most commonly associated with good and evil. And because Crosshair chose to not remain loyal to the wrong cause, he begins to move towards a new light.

Finally, we have his outfit in the third season, which is a white version of the clothes he sometimes wore in season two. The colour white often has to do with new beginnings. From what I can tell, this shows that Crosshair is starting anew, he has now fully turned his back on the evil Empire, he's helping Omega escape, and hopefully he'll reunite with his brothers.

This is just what I think, so I could be very, very, very wrong.

#i just wanted to feel smart #because everyone else always points out these cool details that i don't notice #so i wanted to try #i dunno #star wars #the bad batch #bad batch season 3 spoilers #bad batch season 3 #bad batch spoilers #bad batch #don't take my word for it #tbb crosshair #crosshair #crosshair tbb #crosshair the bad batch #my dumb thoughts #my thoughts #i don't if any of this makes sense #bad batch s3