#i'm so so upset tho

[caterjunes]

i just found a lump right at the base of peach's throat. it was his 2nd birthday like 2 days ago. he's been so so skinny recently and no matter how much we feed him he just won't put on weight and i just found a lump at the base of his throat.

#personal #keeping it fun and funky fresh #the wild brunch #i cannot fucking cope with this. i cannot #peach is My Baby. he's my heart rat. he's my darling boy. i've never felt this way about an animal before #his brother benny died of a pituitary tumor a year ago (fuck. was it only a year??) #and his other brother lunchbox literally JUST had his tail amputated bc of what we thought was a huge cyst a third of the way down #ended up being a tumor too #(lb is recovering well as far as we can tell) #i believe All of his sisters have died. and i know his other two bros died ages ago #our friends adopted a pet store rat who turned out to be pregnant so they are decidedly not of controlled breeding #i'm so so upset tho #my baby boy. my peebs my peebles my peach bellini my lil nakey man. #pet death cw

[ineed-to-sleep]

Collection of bg3 sketches I've been nibbling at over the month. teehee

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 fanart #astarion #karlach #shadowheart #gale dekarios #tav #orin the red #bg3 tav #oc.nawen #I'm soooo normal about these characters like so so normal not obsessed w them at all #still upset u can't sleep w orin tho #you can sleep w mizora but not w her??? I've never been so heartbroken #ALSO I've had to reject gale after astarion confesses his feelings and oh my god #he looked at me with the hugest roundest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen #I still feel bad abt it tbh #the image of him looking at me like that. burned into my mind #sleepyscribble

[azure-clockwork]

I love three houses discourse because I'm pretty sure everyone just picks their route based on which house leader they're the most gay for and then tries to defend their pick by pointing out the other sides's war crimes via twitter memes. Reader, all four of them do substantial quantities of war crimes. So many. We're just here because the woman with Issues and a big fuck-off axe said so, and then we gotta justify everything she did in the name of dismantling the class system. I mean, I'm here for that, but you could also try justifying Charm Man uses poison and perfidy to try to stop racism, A Sad Little Meow Meow gives no quarter instead of doing therapy, or the Thicc Pope tries to bring back her mom via human experimentation, depending on your tastes

#This is 100% swinging at a hell of a hornet's nest #Do I tag it? #Yeah fuck it we ball #fe3h #fe16 #edelgard von hresvelg #claude von riegan #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #rhea fire emblem #I should probably clarify that I love all of these characters quite dearly #Well except Rhea #I think she's a good character but I'm not feral about her like Edelgard or charmed by her like Claude or desperate to save her like Dimitr #discourse #edelgard discourse #Edit: I actually don’t care about 3H discourse either way lol #there’s plenty of interesting shit to talk about in this game #also I get that the people who say “x did war crimes” actually don’t mean “this was bad because it violated the Geneva Convention” #but any time I see something about how many war crimes someone did (usually Edelgard or Dimitri) I just think: #“Hah it’s a war crime to deploy Cyril to rescue Flayn because he’s still 14 then” #also I got into this game because someone told me ‘so there’s a gal with an axe and trauma’ and I booted it up #and I have a friend who likes Rhea despite his moral reservations solely because ‘she’s hot tho’ #and that’s also really funny #point is I don’t really wanna participate in most fe3h discourse cuz I have shit to do but this post isn’t meant to be a dunk on anyone #I’m not upset when I see it; it’s either funny or fine or sometimes right #I’m just gay for Edelgard and amused by the idea of applying the Geneva Convention to a world where it Clearly Isn’t A Thing

[cosmichawk]

It's that time of year again so here are xmas harbingers edits by yours truly

bonus:

#unfortunately signora passed away last xmas bc of her recklessness with the fireworks :'((((( rest in peaces queen <3 #scara was blamed for it so he is not on this party either :( #pierro looks so upset bc he knows once this is over he will be the one to clean zapolyarny palace up #maybe arle and cap will help if they're sober enough #also bc someone used party popper near him and now there is confetti in his food #pantalone looks like someone who will wear tinsel around their neck like let's be real #cap loves string lights trust me bro i'm his armor #removing pulchinella's hat and editing sandrone's robot was... fun #i don't like the one w/ arle bc unlike others it's close-up of her face #it ruins aesthetic!! #however face that arle makes is so me #feel free to use #tho i have no idea where the fuck you would use robot santa #this is my magnum opus i won't be able to create anything better than this #genshin impact #fatui harbingers #fatui #pierro #capitano #dottore #columbina #arlecchino #pulchinella #sandrone #pantalone #tartaglia #ch - shitpost

[morrigan-sims]

And I forget sometimes I'm just flesh and bone.

As he stands in the ruined bathroom, all Rook can think is, At least now I can breathe.

#ts4 #ts4 edit #the sims 4 #sims 4 edit #my edits #ts4 render #my renders #blender render #oc: Rook #dnd sims #ts4 dnd #please I beg of you open this in a new tab and look it it. it's 2080px across and I spent way too long on tiny details. #(like the blood on the shards of glass on the sink. and the mirror alone took well over an hour...) #augh I love my boy so much #he's really going through it right now tho #poor bby #but when he's going through it I'm having fun playing him so... #yeah #blood tw #tw blood #so this is scheduled to go up right as we're starting our session picking up from exactly this point. #I thought that would be thematically fitting #please listen to this song it's so good and it's very Rook. #I almost put the lyrics right after this line (''I saw my reflection on the street that night / he said I got something to change your life #/ he said you don't look wrong but you don't look right'') #bc yk mirror shit. But I ended up going with this line instead because it's VERY VERY fitting for the conversations going on w/ Rook. #specifically about his reckless endangerment of himself to the point where some of his party members consider it to be self-harm. #(and obviously punching a mirror intentionally is self-harm.) #but like Rook doesn't see it that way and he's so confused as to why the party is so upset with him. (esp. his mentor and the gunslinger.) #god I could talk about this ridiculous man for hours so I'll stop here.

[crystalflygeo]

Babe wake up new picrew (?) just dropped https://www.neka.cc/composer/12705

You know the drill, do yourself and your f/o(s) <3 I wanna see everyone selfships ehe

@zhongrin @floraldresvi @moraxsthrone @silentmoths @ainescribe @zhxngii + anyone who wants!!

alt vers bc this is fun?? Might also do Li later ehehe

POV: you walked in on crylette at the chief justice's office

#picrew #tho not really?? idk #starting a chain/game myself and tagging my besties ehehehe <3 #crylette #GODS I'M SO SHACVHAJBCHA #it will forever upset me that the human ears and animal ears are separate but OK I GUESSSSSS

[aprillikesthings]

Okay I do want to watch another episode tonight instead of just back-tracking to watch stuff from earlier episodes over and over and roll around in my feelings and yell about them at my partner

BUT (this is from Corridors)

Yeah yeah Horde Prime is evil and the actual villain of the series but the fact is: he could see into Catra's mind. And while obviously he sees affection/love/etc as bad things, he still nevertheless tells Catra (more than once) to her FACE that she still has feelings for Adora.

And yeah the feelings are often a mixed-up mess of envy and resentment, which comes out of Catra as anger and a need for revenge, and which Horde Prime accurately interprets as very painful for Catra--none of those feelings would be as strong without the love and grief under it all and causing so much of it.

It's a cliche but it's true: the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference. And Catra might feel many things for Adora but indifferent is not one of them.

And it's just SO TELLING that after Horde Prime's next line: "Don't you want to be free of it?" Catra doesn't think "ha ha yeah that would be a relief lol"

She bristles and gets angry.

And then looks terrified

And YEAH obviously some of it is a logical reaction to being threatened with joining the hive mind.

But also she doesn't actually want to be freed from her feelings for Adora. And I don't know if she even knew it until that moment.

#spop #april rewatches spop #catradora #side note this is why I'm glad I met Daci via fandom #if I get REALLY EMOTIONAL over animated lesbians they are not upset or jealous #they're also not dismissive or condescending #they're just like 'lol you lesbian' and kiss me it's v validating #(but also Daci lost their MIND over Shadowheart last summer so it's like we take turns pfft) #when the next season of Arcane comes out tho #we'll both be insufferable LOL

[gxlden-angels]

Bro I hate fundamentalists and culturally-fundie parents they'll say shit like "spare the rod spoil the child am I right haha yea my parents used to have to beat my ass with a switch almost everyday but I sure did learn my lesson" but like??? no you didn't??? you were hit multiple times for something you very obviously did not, in fact, learn

Like studies about how harmful even lightly spanking children is aside, you're literally contradicting yourself?? Some even admitted they got worse as they got older cause they wanted to see how far they could push their parents before they got punished

And studies not aside, you're gonna get child raising advice from the same book that tells you to stone your wife if her hymen doesn't break on your wedding night instead of the decades of research we have now?? Just say you're a bad parent and move on my guy. Skill issue

#bro I had a coworker go 'unpopular opinion I think some kids really do need beatings' and I'm like???? #unprompted???? what's going on there???? #well anyways I ended up going 'yea so I plan on specializing in play therapy with autistic children so I've been learning about talking #to children and the ways their parents and environment affects them' #and they're like hmmm but beating this kid with a stick after they broke something or I upset them to the point of yelling is good actually #had a boss say it taught him and his kids respect cause they were hard-headed #and I'm like?? that's fear not respect! they fear punishment! they do not act out of respect for you! #he's a conservative christian black man tho so he's like 'But Authority!' like bro I don't even respect you what are you on about #'You don't respect police and their authority?' Nope! I fear them! I do not respect cops and every cop/cop-adjacent person I personally know #has reinforced that for me #'We'll agree to disagree' Cool! Doesn't mean you're not wrong! I could believe trees aren't real but that is in fact incorrect #then he pulled out the bible verse and I was like ah okay I forgot you like 'here's how to treat slaves' book you're so right bestie #I'm totally wrong now and so sorry for doubting you and your 2000+ year old book I don't believe in <3 #They'd go 'well I turned out fine!' then say something that directly contradicts that #anyways I need christians to get their grubby little hands off the current state of Child Protection and Rights in the U.S. #So we can actually start working on helping kids without the force of christian hands suffocating them #cause homeschooling and child raising by evangelicals are so fucked up bro I'm tired of this shit #I'd only stay in my current state to help children get out of that cycle since I'm in the bible belt #ex christian #religious trauma #child abuse tw

[bottombaron]

there is no way that Guillermo’s pussy wouldn’t drive Nandor absolutely mad with power

#wwdits #nandermo #nandor #guillermo de la cruz #what we do in the shadows #i have so many thoughts about how Guillermo makes Nandor feel powerful #(not in a sadistic power trip way tho) #the full force of someone as strong and beautiful and awe-inspiring as Guillermo choosing to bless Nandor with adoration #a man so used to being worshiped and yeT #you can see it in his eyes #how absolutely terrified of how powerful Guillermo makes him feel #with simple things like a soft smile and kind eyes #like how a former addict looks at drugs #and i find it so compelling that Nandor comes from power and conquering and yet he's like #fucking Guillermo would be like using the One Ring #Guillermo would casually say that he's upset Bravo cancelled a show and the next day the entire hq had been destroyed like a nuke hit it #like i'm srs guys i have five different long posts in my drafts abt how powerful Guillermo makes Nandor feel #(and how pussy-whipped Nandor would be if Guillermo ever gave it to him 😉) #but i can't process my feelings abt that rn so you get this

[pawsandsuch-office]

Oh, creatures spotted in the wild!

#the weather was so nice and everything was BLOOMING in spring so i figured I could use some pics for the blog #did not really think this though #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #i'm still kind of upset i missed so many days tho :( #Serirei en el monte jsjsjs #Count 31 #Day 27

[cosmicstarlatte]

TIL I suck at rhythm games.

Also:

KARASU IS SO CUTE

KARASU IS SO CUTE

KARASU IS SO CUTE

KARASU IS SO CUTE

KARASU IS SO CUTE

#obey me nightbringer #obey me nb #AHAHAHA DEVILSITTERS THO!?!? WE HAVE A BABY MONITOR YALL #YO CHECK OUT NOODLE BOY BWAHAHAHAHA #I WAS GIGGLING SO HARD WHEN LEVI GOT EXCITED ABOUT THE RURI PHONE THING HE IS SO FREAKIN PRECIOUS AND ADORABLE AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #I'm upset about getting the Asmo UR...he forever haunts me im sorry he's my least favorite lol #◇˖・ﾟ— › cosmic obey me . ⊹

[yoinkschief]

Dog Teeth Mock Propoganda Posters

These aren't canonincal in world,,, but also,,, aren't NON-CANONICAL, if that makes sense ?

I kinda want them in the world, especially because I put a good amount of thought into most of this piece, besides the poses and we're ignoring how I couldn't find a blue that didn't blur into Tom's coloring, but these were fun to make

I think I've made enough mock posters to suggest I enjoy doing it lol, I enjoy war time propaganda - I mean I enjoy the process of it, not the fear mongering and way it's supposed to divide people and brainwash you into joining a specific side

#still kinda torn about seeing someone else post something under the same name in the Tom/Tord tag on AO3 #I genuinely didn't think I'd be so upset by it lol #I think I'm just being autistic about it. that like “oh no someone did something before I did and now mine's trash automatically” mindset #bah it's fine tho #I shouldn't be so upset over it and I'll work out these emotions and find a way to feel better about it #I just thought I was real clever is all lol #eddsworld #jay draws #ew #fanart #art #digital art #mock posters #mock propaganda #ew tom #ew blue leader #tom #blue leader #dog teeth AU #dog teeth tom #dog teeth blue leader #ew tord #ew red leader #tord #red leader #dog teeth tord #dog teeth red leader

[wifeyana]

I will sell my left tit for more Reiner fics

#i can fix him #all he needs is a hug and good pussy #I'm almost done with snk and when i tell you I'm breaking and I'm like five more episodes to the ending? #pleaseee i need him to be happy #dont get me wrong i see loads of smut for him #and good he's getting that punani #but #i want him to be happyyyyyyy #ugh #i love my baby so much #I don't fw his sistef tho😔 #Gabi upsets me #snk #attack on titan #attack on titan x reader #reiner braun

[dragons-hoard-of-fandoms]

Posting one Murder Drones meme a day until Episode 5 drops, Day Eight.

#Murder Drones #Liam Vickers Animation #Glitch Productions #Uzi Doorman #Murder Drones Uzi #Solver Uzi #Serial Designation J #Murder Drones J #Murder Drones Tessa #Leaked Uzi VS. Tessa fight scene 100% real not clickbait #Finally figured how to remove the link things from pictures #So if you need me I'll be going through all my older posts and doing that #In other news apparently I've had the date wrong this entire time #I thought E5 was coming out on the 6th when it's actually the 9th #IDK how I got it mixed up but I'm so upset that I did #And I refuse to accept that it's my fault #So I'm gonna blame the Australians and their stupid day/month/year thing instead /lh #On the bright side tho it means I get to post more memes #Straight From the Dragon's Mouth

[mavkaworld]

Holy shit I just played a quick match with a lil girl player who got chaired multiple times and then after the game he went all nasty and said the game was terrible and asked where I got the C ranked badge 💀 I'm genuinely confused because I saved him twice and even body blocked after I was already hit. I wish I took a picture of the stats but I wasnt thinking. The hunter was just picking on each person (aka if he was going after you he would keep going until he got you, I was after right after him.) I was the only C rank there, the other was a B and he played well too.

#idv #identity v #survivor idv #idv survivor #quick match #quick match IDV #toxic players #sore loser #sore loser even tho everyone died? #I'm the only one who kept saving him so why be toxic to the only one who tried? #genuinely confused #Not mad or upset just confused

[abutterflyobsession]

*filling page after page with bad drawings while muttering* you have to be bad before you get good you have to be bad before you get good you have

#a butterfly obsesses #my drawing skills have slid so far down after a ridiculously long hiatus #I can't draw the things I could draw before #don't worry tho I'm not upset just complaining'