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zagreusm · 7 months
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Cover art of a "planned"* rpg horror game based on the spanish folk tale "The giant's ring" (El Anillo del gigante) done for a class
*"planned" as in "I had to create a videogame idea and do a lot of material for it but Im not necessarilly working to develop it"
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r-g-d2 · 1 month
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COSMIC BEINGS DRAWINGS DUMP‼️
I love cosmic beings
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These losers
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these- uh- funny guys(?? too bc they DESERVE, THEY NEED, MORE LOVE 🫵
srsly I need more Cosmo and Orbo content...
Request!
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Them playing games :))
Funny request hah
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The original request was first image, But I- uh- Took the idea and got the second heheh
they ar so dumb
Mini Kheiros/Sammy I did while talking to a friend
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he such a goober ngl, I like him, But I still dont learn how to write his name oof-
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Kinda, special drawing
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The VA of Cosmic Owl passed away some days ago and I just knew two days ago... I- Rlly was sad, But I already expressed all lets say- So I just wanted to do a simple thing, "simple" bc like I just said, I already expressed all the day I knew, But anyways- you know- I needed this..
Still I dedicate not just this one but all the drawings of Cos in this post to this man.. 💛🦉
Just that 💛
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Ok hope you like all drawings!
This post took me so loong! dang-heh-
And I just wanna say- I'll disappear next month, kinda- again- bc I ALMOST didn't post for all this month- DANG, ehem- since Im starting school and I just wanna see how I go w it, So Im probably not gonna post in kinda loong time
Just that! :))
I dont have much more to say or show Byeee!!
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chick-magnet-marco · 3 months
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Envy wtf let them make out in peace
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saintbleeding · 2 years
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[ID: Digital art of characters from TMA. It is drawn to resemble a glossy photo, which has been written on and says “Happy [redacted] Birthday, Jon. xx. From Sasha, TIM!, Martin, and EB”. In the photo (L-R) are Martin, Sasha, Jon, Tim, and Elias, standing with their arms around each other. Martin smiles shyly at the camera, Sasha is laughing with her eyes closed, Jon is scowling at Tim, who is smiling at the camera with a thumbs-up, and Elias is looking at Jon while smirking. The background is a non-descript office.
Character designs: Martin is a tall, light skinned fat man with ginger hair, wearing a white collared shirt and green hoodie, jeans, an ace ring, and round-rimmed silver glasses. Sasha is a light brown skinned woman with long auburn hair in a ponytail. She wears a pink button-up shirt, mustard jumper, grey pencil skirt, and glasses which are attached to a chain around her neck. Jon is a thin medium-brown skinned man with greying black curly hair worn half-up, half down. He wears a light blue shirt, red tie, grey sweater vest, blue trousers, and brown glasses. Tim is a muscular light-brown skinned man with dark hair wearing a pink collared t-shirt and tan trousers. Elias is a pale white man with medium-brown greying hair and a moustache, wearing a grey suit with a red shirt and tie with a gold eye-shaped tie clip and gold glasses. End ID.]
i was thinkin to myself and i was like you know what i havent been in a while? unbearably sad
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c1nn4-bunny · 5 months
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Watching someone throw paint and cubes around a bunch of rooms all day is boring; a nap WELL deserved. Yeah, wake me up if something interesting happens — let me know if anyone dies.
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jamesbukkakebarnes · 2 years
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for @gay-jewish-bucky​ based on this post.. i got a little carried away asjkdkdssk i just think he’s a cutie and he deserves to be happy 🥺
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the-4l73rn4t1v3 · 1 year
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second A-60 saying and changes it's faces constantly: *facepalm* i guess i'm a bit smarter than you, i'm not this orange thing that turned into you i'm literally alternate you also why i have this body, it kinda strange? *looking at itself*
[ A-60 is either too silly or too Stoopid ]
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× What?
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oceansquill · 8 days
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Bro I have been trying for /so long/ to find something I really like (as in to the point of unpromptedly looking for fanworks) and like I tried qsmp - too much content/the person I liked disappeared for months; tried d20 - it's great, I love it, I watch every new episode but idk I never had something I could obsess over; indulged in old interests, didn't have the same spark; got into hermitcraft and life series - nothing but ranchers really did it for me; and apparently all I had to do was tag on an rpf to that and that's what my brain latches on to
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xykovolpe · 2 months
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i think possibly one of the most difficult parts is not knowing what is true and what is still true but only for me. like when you're in that space between lack of insight and growing awareness and when you're realising there are things you've been thinking and believing that are actually a sign of being Unwell, it's like ok. and you take that on board. but then start to wonder about every thought or event for an unspecified length of time previous to now. and which of my current thoughts are actually closer to symptoms and how do i even begin to parse them when the only professional i see is available for 20 minutes every 3-6 months
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catgirlchihiro · 4 months
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sorry for the incoming saimatsu spam im really high and im yhinking of them 😔
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maplesyrupsainz · 4 months
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙you want me to? | LS2˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: logan sargeant x james vowles assistant!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au
warnings: just fluff!!!! i loveee this plot hehe
summary: in which your new job facilitates you in finding new love
a/n: i love this request & i luv writing for logan !!! not sure if i executed it super well tho let me know what you think 💘 my recent emojie now is just: 🇺🇸🦅
request!!!: May I suggest a Logan Sargeant x James Vowles assistant! Reader? Like her job is to get the boys stuff they might need and to like help out around the paddock and Logan keeps asking her to get him stuff as an excuse to talk to her. And people start to notice when Alex and James start lightly making fun of them in interviews and stuff. Just think it would be funny
my masterlist
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yoursername shit's weird
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lilymhe PRETTY GIRLLL
yourusername 💞💞💞
logansargeant heyyyy
*comment deleted by logansargeant*
logansargeant hope ur not calling me weird
yourusername jury's out
alex_albon yes queen
yourusername werkkk btch
user1 who is she??
user2 james vowles new assistant
user3 logan is in love with her i can already tell
yoursister proud of you!
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yourusername posted a story
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alex_albon the boss in question is...logan sargeant?
yourusername he's a growing boy !
lilymhe lol, logan?
yourusername almost everytime!
lilymhe aww he just wants to see youuu
yourusername 😂
user4 i want her job
alex_albon posted a story
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user5 is that y/n
user6 who ???
lilymhe hahah he has the biggest crush on her
alex_albon & everyone knows it too
yourusername ALEX THIS SOUNDS SO MEAN LOL
alex_albon srry for bullying u
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lilymhe vibey
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user12 omg y/n in the last pic so cute
user13 omg i luv her she's fit into williams garage so perfectly
yourusername my best girl
alex_albon just for the record she is my girlfriend not yours ok?
yourusername & does she know that?
alex_albon i would hope so yes
lilymhe 🤔
alex_albon 😍
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logansargeant 😍
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user14 did anyone else see logan's deleted comment
user15 yup i think james is right 😛
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yourusername settling in!!!
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logansargeant very nice pic of me thanks y/n
yourusername of course 😝
williamsracing we love u y/n 😍
yourusername 😘 u know how i feel about u
williamsracing 🤭
jv.f1 y/n stop flirting with the williams admin
yourusername srry 😳
user16 LOL not james telling her off
user17 y/n i didnt know i needed u in my life
oscarpiastri yup settling in i see 👀
yourusername what does this mean oscar
oscarpiastri no further comment
user18 she's gonna become a wag soon mark my words
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alex_albon common williams W's
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user24 OMG hi y/n
user25 omg is y/n sharing an umbrella with lily
yourusername rahhh 🦅
alex_albon subtle 😜
lilymhe my girl tired of subtle
user26 omgggg
user27 something is happening i can feel it in my bones
user28 yea y/n & logan falling in luvvvv
logansargeant yea i look so cool and absolutely not awkward at all
alex_albon your awkwardness is all part of your american charm
logansargeant im blushing now thanks
user29 my fav williams era ever
yourusername posted a story
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lilymhe i just choked on my tea ☕️
yourusername HAHAH ok but why did he say i dont like americans
lilymhe idk but he's so in love with you i can tell
yourusername 😭😭 dont say stuff like that
oscarpiastri you better be wearing clothes under that
yourusername oh no party pooper piastri is here!!!! the clothes police!!!
oscarpiastri ur the worst thing to happen to williams
yourusername ask logan what he thinks 😇
user30 omg this is crazy
user31 HELLO?????
user32 is this the most unsubtle indirect ever
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alex_albon AHHHHHHHH
lilymhe omg it's happening
oscarpiastri finally
user37 omg they're dating they have to be
user38 THIS IS SOOO Y/N
user39 AHHH OMG
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alex_albon TEXT ME BACK YOU HORRIBLE PEOPLE
lilymhe i need to know EVERYTHING
yourusername 🤭
user40 omg now it's REALLY confirmed
user41 my favourite thing ever
user42 SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS
user43 i want this
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logansargeant i pulled a baddieee
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user49 omg omg omg
user50 best day of my life
oscarpiastri awww i feel bad for ever being mean to her now srry y/n
logansargeant when were u mean to her 😤
yourusername he's a bully logan
oscarpiastri nooo😨
alex_albon pls dont leave me out pls pls
yourusername NEVER EVER EVER
logansargeant how could we, u wouldnt let us
alex_albon 🤨
lilymhe DOUBLE DATE WHEN
yourusername omg yes yes yes
yourusername I LOVE YOU AHH 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
logansargeant i love you 🥰
jv.f1 you're welcome 👍
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THE END 💙
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balletfilmss · 25 days
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hiii can i get a smau percy x daughter of persephone who loves flowers and lives on a farm
FLOWER POWER!
✸ pairing: percy jackson x daughter of persephone!reader smau
✸ notes: tysm for requesting & im sorry this took a hot minute, but i hope you like it!! 🤍
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…now playing: love grows (where my rosemary goes) — edison lighthouse
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persea_: i’ve officially made friends with the ferns 🫡(thank you yn for not letting them eat me)
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g_man: are you…are you AWARE of how ferns work?
╰┈➤ persea_: yeah i am. 2 words: chomp chomp
chqsingannabeth: who’s…who’s truck did you steal?
╰┈➤ persea_: what’re you a cop?
flowersforyn: guys don’t be fooled by the second pic, this was the aftermath of him DROPPING me
╰┈➤ persea_: one, didn’t have to expose me like that & two, I SAID I WAS SORRY
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: SORRY ISNT ENOUGH, MY ASS STILL HURTS
╰┈➤ persea_: i bet it does 😗😉
╰┈➤ g_man: reminder that this is a PUBLIC app
ghostking: pls don’t break her
╰┈➤ persea_: did…did u just say PLEASE?
╰┈➤ ghostking: i take it back. break her and i break your neck.
team.leo: why she violating a tree like that
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: leo just bc you didn’t get hugged as a kid doesn’t mean nobody else did 😒
╰┈➤ notpipermclean: OH SHE ATE YOU TF UP WITH THAT ONE. GAGGED
tysonn: ask yn if ferns will be my friend too
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: they absolutely will tyson, we’ll have to bring you out to the farm next weekend <3
╰┈➤ tysonn: yay!
╰┈➤ persea_: me too, right?
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: …
╰┈➤ persea_: RIGHT??
notpipermclean: yn get this loser off our farm, the kids are asking questions
╰┈➤ persea_: PIPER STOP HITTING ON MY GF AND SPREADING FALSE INFORMATION
╰┈➤ notpipermclean: NO🤗 im gonna report you for hate speech
╰┈➤ persea_: mf YOU’RE hate speeching ME
╰┈➤ sp4rky: @ team.leo the girls are fighting 👀
╰┈➤ team.leo: 🍿🫢
…now playing: strawberries & cigarettes — troye sivan
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flowersforyn: fav boy on the farm!! 🍓
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chqsingannabeth: your face being cut off of that first pic is CRIMINAL 😩 not percy’s tho, that was a gift from the gods
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: im srry babe, i looked goofy 😔
╰┈➤ chqsingannabeth: oh no ma’am, you could NEVER
╰┈➤ persea_: WE GONNA IFNORE THE COMMENT SBT ME HELLO?!
persea_: the best day with my absolute best girl 🩵
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: kicking my feet & giggling, ILY SEAWEED BRAIN 🤍
╰┈➤ persea_: ILY TOO FLOWER POWER
g_man: WHAT did you do to make those strawberries look so scrumdidliuptious?
╰┈➤ persea_: dyslexia just took me OUT with this one dude 😭
╰┈➤ g_man: nobody was talking to you brotha 🙏
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: grover bud i use my mommy’s magic, hope this helps 🫶
persea_: don’t let her lie to you, people. i thought my first fit was BOMB & then she made me put on that sweater cuz it was cold as hell outside
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: i want you to read that again…slowly
notpipermclean: save me yn the garden princess …save me
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: have no fear bae, im here 🫂
╰┈➤ persea_: yn, babydoll, i beg of you, PLEASE stop hitting on people that aren’t me
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: there’s enough of me to go around perce 😒
╰┈➤ notpipermclean: YEAH PERCY SHARE
sp4rky: why is bro carryin a whole bakery on that swing
╰┈➤ persea_: jason…🤭
╰┈➤ flowersforyn: NAW IF I CANT DO IT YOU CANT DO IT, JASON GET TF OUTTA MY COMMENT SECTION OR ELSE
╰┈➤ sp4rky: I PLEAD THE FIFTH
flowersforyn uploaded a story!
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@ g_man replied:
why is bro so silly 😭
idk but he’s the silliest
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@ sp4rky replied:
tell him to leave the flying to me
i’m not telling him SHIT from you
RAHH
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@ persea_ replied:
idk what ur on about, i look terrifying here
oh yeah, i’m shaking in my boots
great, now can you pls come help me get down?
idk…
YN PLEASE
yknow, i can’t kiss you from up here
i’m otw 🏃‍♀️ 💨
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v7knp · 3 months
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Telapath [a.a]
a/n: fluff, coworker romance, idk what else chapter one. mindreader, reader!x loser!abby (this is also kinda long, srry)
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Ever since you were young, you could tell what someone was thinking. You knew by looking at them and focusing on their inner thoughts.
It's been both a gift and a curse. Having to hear people disgusting thoughts, but you also got to know what people really thought.
You knew it was wrong to intrude on people's privacy so you usually tried to ignore people's thoughts, but sometimes you get bored so why not?
No one knew not even your best friend, Dina. You wanted to tell her, but you thought it would freak her out, so you kept your mouth shut.
You're now a retail worker, it's actually pretty fun, and easy. How could it be hard? All you do is fold, cash customers out, and get breaks, etc.
But today was different, there was a new hire. She was tall, and muscualar, and so fucking bueatiful. Her name was Abby Anderson.
Your manager asked you to train her, you instantly said yes.
Your manager meet you two and you went to the cashier to train her.
Her first thought when you two meet was
"Holy shit she's pretty"
"Hi, I'm y/n, and you're obviously Abby" you giggled. She just let out a breathy laugh and a "Yeah".
"Umm, okay I guess I'll show you how to work this" you smiled.
She was looking down at you as you were explaning all the buttons which opened the drawer, and which told you how much money to give back, etc.
But she wasnt paying attention, a million thoughts were running through her head.
"She smells so good, like vanilla"
"She has such a pretty smile"
"Oh shit, what did she just say? I wasn't even paying attention"
"Sorry could you.. um repeat that I didnt hear you?" she had spoken up.
"Oh yeah" you said, knowing why she couldnt hear you.
You finished training her, and went back to work. Like 45 minutes later she came up to you.
"Y/n?" She seemed nervous. "Yeah?" you asked looking up at her. "You okay?" you said after a moment of silence.
"Oh.. uh.. yeah, how do you take the security tags off?"
"Oh duh, shit I totally forgot about that, sorry, I'll show you." you walked up with her, a customer was on the other side of the counter.
"Okay, so you just use this tool, and you just pop it off" you looked up and smiled at her, watching her try.
"Her smile is so nice"
"Alright, come get me if you need me agian"
after the course of a couple weeks and listening in on Abby's thoughts, you knew how she felt, and you felt the same.
You were clocking into work in the morning, and when you turned around when you finished, you bumped into Abby.
You had accidentaly spilt her coffee, and it got on her white shirt "Oh shit, Abs I'm sorry, I'll help you clean up" you said
"Does it hurt?" you questioned seeing if she was burned. She seemed to have a dull reaction.
"Abby, I jusy spilt hot ass water on you, are you okay?" You said sternly, trying to get her attention.
"Y-yeah no I'm fine" abby said blandly, you could tell she seemed off.
"Did it sound like I didn't care she was trying to help me?"
"Hope not"
You dragged her to the bathroom, and helped her clean up, her shirt was still wet though and very see through.
You could see every muscle, from her slightly coverd bicep, to her abs, down to her pants line.
You were starring and once you realized you've been starring for too long, you looked back up to see a pink face.
"U..um do you have an extra shirt?" Abby said with a slight shake in her voice.
"No, just use one from the store, no one will notice" you chuckled dryly.
It's now your lunch break, and Abby's about to go on hers.
"Hey Abs, so since I spilt your coffee on you this morning, I'll go buy you another one... If.. if you want" you said on the customer side of the counter.
"Oh my god, is she asking me on a date?"
"Should I ask if it's a date, no it'll werid her out"
"Abs?" you asked her obviously hearing her thoughts, you still needed the okay.
"Yes, yeah I'll go with you" she said with a big smile.
"Did I sound too excited about it, shit, I hope I didnt"
"Okay cool, finish here and I'll come back here to pick you up" you smiled and walked away.
moments later after getting ready to go out, you walk up to the counter, you guys went to the coffee shop down the street.
As you two are walking down the road, talking and laughing, you hear more thoughts rushing into Abbys pretty head.
"Her laugh is so nice"
"I wonder how she feels about me... Should I ask, no, what if she doesnt feel the same and I embarrass myself?"
"So who do you listen to?" you say "like music" you continued on not knowing if she knew what you ment.
"I listen to a little bit of everything, like umm Noah Kahan"
"I'm gonna be up front with you I don't know who that is" you said chuckling.
"It's okay, not to many people do" she says sarcastically.
"Oh so that makes you mysterious?"you joked and Abby laughed.
You guys made it to the coffee shop, and each got a coffee.
"Do you have a favorite genre of movies?" you asked trying to spark a convo.
"Yeah, I like comidies, you?"
"I love horror movies" you said excitedly.
She laughed and you two finished your lunch break and headed back to the store, finished your shifts and clocked out.
On the way out, you heard footsteps behind you, you turned around and saw Abby.
"Hey Abs, what's up?"
"Um so me and my friends are having a little get- together or party or whatever you wanna call it, do you umm, mabye wanna come?"
"Yeah I'd love to I have zero plans tonight anyways"
"Well if I'm going anywhere I'm gonna need your number to go" you said as a tactic to get her number.
"Yeah, yeah, here" she said unlocking her phone.
"was this a way to get my number? That was so sly"
"Okay well send me the address and I'll be there." you smiled.
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chick-magnet-marco · 3 months
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Envy wtf let them make out in peace
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saintbleeding · 2 years
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[ID: An 11-panel digital TMA comic focused on Jon, a thin, dark brown skinned person with greying curly black hair to his shoulders and dark brown eyes, and Martin, a fat, light-skinned person with freckles, red hair, and medium brown eyes. Both habitually wear glasses. The comic is overlaid with lyrics from Hozier’s Shrike.
Panel one: Martin stands by a bookcase, a statement in one hand, worriedly watching Jon, who is walking away with a suitcase in one hand and a boarding pass in the other. Text reads: “I couldn’t utter my love when it counted/Ah, but I’m singing like a bird about it now”.
Panel two: Jon, one hand reaching out, follows Martin into a darkened passageway. Martin is dressed in a three-piece suit with a tie pin in the shape of an anchor and coloured in a more washed-out palette. Jon’s hair is longer, he has more scars, and there are faint green eyes floating around him. Text reads: “I couldn’t whisper when you needed it shouted/Ah, but I’m singing like a bird about it now.”
Panels three and four: Panel three is a close-up of Jon accepting a plain white mug from Martin. Panel four is Martin and Jon sitting at a cafeteria table by a window on a clear day. Martin is gazing at Jon who is laughing, fiddling with a straw in one hand. Text reads: “The words hung above”
Panel five: Martin and Jon stand facing each other, both wearing sad expressions. Jon wears a duffel bag over one shoulder, the strap of which he is clasping with one hand. Behind them, Basira, Daisy, and Tim walk into a raging fire. Text reads: “But never would form”
Panel six: Jon and Martin lie dead in a field of grass. Jon’s regular scars are joined by extra bloodshot green eyeballs, but his expression is serene. Martin’s eyes are fixed vacantly ahead, and his shattered glasses stick into his head. There is a knife in Jon’s back and Martin’s right leg is bent at an odd angle, with bone and muscle exposed. Text reads: “Like a cry at the final breath that is drawn.”
Panel seven: Jon glares at Tim and Sasha who are leaning on a counter with their faces in their hands, looking admiringly at Martin who is sitting oblivious at a cafe table reading a book with a latte in front of him. A sign on the wall says The Serapeum Cafe. Text reads: “Remember me, love,”
Panels eight and nine: In panel eight, Martin, with longer hair, sits against a wall, one hand over his face, a tear rolling down his cheek. In panel nine, Jon leans over a balcony, smoking a cigarette. There is a cat sitting next to him.
Panel ten: Martin and Tim stand with beer bottles in their hands, Martin laughing and Tim singing. They have their arms around each other, and Tim’s other arm is around the shoulders of an unimpressed looking Jon. Behind them, a door bears a placard reading “Sasha James, Head Archivist”. Text reads: “When I’m reborn”
Panel eleven: Two images overlaid in alternating sections. One image is Jon and Martin’s kiss at the end of MAG 200, and the other is the two of them kissing in a field. Jon wears a deep red sherwani and Martin wears a blue three piece suit, a wedding ring visible on the fourth finger of his left hand. Text reads: “As a shrike to your sharp and glorious thorn.” End ID.]
y’all i am once again being very very normal and well-adjusted about them
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kainyte · 7 months
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you're all i have left ⎯ ft. childe angst bcs idk what else to do w my life pt. O1 : pt. O2
the fatui harbingers lead dangerous lives, including childe. with his newborn son, it's getting harder and harder to keep everyone safe. and as much as it pains him he might just have to leave. and so he did, but as his time comes to a close, he just wants to see his lover one more time.
notes : part 2 because yall made me feel bad :,) tags: @solarrclxud @childesbimbo @linnyta @ari-sheizou srry if unwanted i jst tagged everybody who commented on part one hjskfhdjg
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1 year and 40 days. That's how long it's been since you'd last seen Ajax. And yet, every night you'd miss the warmth of him and how comforting his embrace felt.
Your son is now 3 years old.
You’ve raised your son all by yourself. Every night you tell him about his father and how wonderful he is. You tell him of how much Ajax loves him, even if Ajax isn’t there to do so himself.
You’ve struggled to pick up the pieces of a broken life in Ajax’s absence. The first few months were spent waiting in agony to see if he returned, if he’d come home.
But as days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months, you started to lose hope. And finally, one night, as a final piece of yourself drifted away, you accepted it. Ajax was gone. It would be difficult to move on, but you had a son who needed you more than ever with a father’s touch missing.
The air in the room is still. Only a light breeze makes its way through the window, and the curtains to sway in the wind. The moonlight glows through the window and paints the room in a dark glow
Your eyes are heavy with sleep, but your mind is awake and buzzing with memories of your husband. So many happy memories. So many moments. The laughter. The joy. The love.
A gentle knock at the door breaks the silence. Your eyes flutter as you come back to the present. As if your thoughts about Ajax summoned someone to the door.
It hurts. Every time someone knocks at the door, you don't know who it is. Your heart jumps to the thought of it being your husband returning, but it never is.
The knocking comes again. Someone is clearly desperate to have your attention.
You sit up in bed and rub your eyes, trying to wake up quickly and answer the door. Was your mind playing tricks on you in your sleep or is someone actually here?
You stand up and hurry to the door. Slowly, you put your hand around the handle and twist it.
Your heart jumps to your throat, and it beats so fast you can hear it against your ears. What if it really is Ajax?
Please be him.
You hear the knocking again. A gentle but persistent tap. Like a knock from… no, no it couldn’t be. Not him. You know Ajax is gone. He had left.
“Just a sec!” You call out as you get out of bed. With a slight shake, you start to walk towards the door. Slowly. Like this moment is everything to you. As if you’re trying to delay the inevitable.
Slowly, you twist the door open. And…
It’s him.
It’s Ajax.
Ajax stands in the doorway, arms crossed, with a stoic and silent expression on his face. He looks the same, just like how you remembered him.
“Darling,” he says softly, “come out. We need to talk.”
His words sound as emotionless as always but his gaze on you speaks volumes. You feel a mix of emotions. Happiness, relief, panic, but most of all… fear.
You can’t feel anything, “Ajax.” You can see your body tremble, but you don’t feel it. Your vision goes blurry, presumably from how you’re tearing up.
He walks over, taking your hand in his.
“Darling, look at me.” His eyes meet yours. His expression is soft, worried, “Why are you crying?”
The question makes you scoff.
“Why am I crying?” Of all the questions he could ask, why does he choose that. You take a breath, your heart beating rapidly in your chest. Then, slowly, you look up at him, meeting his gaze for a moment… before looking away.
“It’s too much, Ajax. It’s been too long.”
“It has been too long, darling,” he says softly. “And I’m sorry…”
He pauses.
“Do you remember why I had to leave?” He asks calmly, a hint of regret in his tone.
His question makes you look back at him. He’s watching you intently, waiting for a reply. Waiting for the answer you’re afraid to give…
"I remember." you mumble. Your gaze never leaves his face, its has been too long.
Ajax swallows hard. He already knows your answer but he wants to hear it.
He wants to know the pain you went through. He wants to feel guilty. He wants to beg. He wants his heart to break all over again. He wants the chance to make it up to you, however he can.
And he's going to make you say it.
“Tell me,” he whispers, his voice breaking a little. He can’t hide the desperation, the pain. “Tell me why I had to leave.”
He sighs when you don’t respond.
“Darling,” he says, “I never wanted to leave you…”
Your heart breaks when you see the remorse in his eyes. The remorse for all the time he’s missed with you and your son. For all the moments he shouldn’t have been away.
“But…”
His words are followed by a silence. One that makes you feel the weight of the world sitting on your shoulders. You want to beg him to stay. You want him to stay even if it means he has to leave again.
“But you know I had to.”
“Ajax,” you whisper, “please. ”
"So do you understand?" He asks. He's not trying to be cruel, but you can hear the fear in his voice. The fear that you'll reject him, kick him out, or something worse.
"Darling, please, just answer me. Do you understand why I had to leave?"
You can see the desperation in his eyes and for the first time, you understand what he's trying to tell you. The fear he's experiencing. The dread. It's like he's reliving that day one year ago when he had to leave you.
"I understand Ajax."
You look at him and, archons, how you’ve missed him.
Ajax smiles at me and lets out a strained laugh, "Darling, I've gotten weaker. I had a feeling that..." He trails off and when you look back at him there are tears in his eyes.
He tries to stifle his tears. He's not usually so open with his emotions but after all you've been through, he doesn't want to hide from you anymore. He looks at you with pure, unfiltered love. And you can't hold back any more.
You move towards him, closing the distance between you two. You hug him tight, burying your head in his chest and letting out a soft sob. Ajax holds you back the same way, his breath shuddering with each exhale. You lean back and just look at each other, both of you filled with joy and relief... and fear.
"I think this might be the last time we'll be able to see eachother." Ajax whispers, "I just- you know what my job comes with. I've gotten weaker, this delusion, it's draining me.."
Tears stream down his face.
"Don't say that," you whisper in response. He's so weak. So much weaker than you remember him. The months of isolation seem to have taken a toll on him.
The thought of losing him again fills your chest, you're practically overflowing with dread.
"Don't do this to me, Ajax," you whisper again. "You're my life. I would be happy to end mine just to be with you forever."
You're half joking of course, but with the way your heart aches for him... you're not so sure how much of it was kidding after all.
Ajax kisses your forehead, looking at you with tears in his eyes. "Darling-" he starts. Before he can finish his sentence, you stop him by placing your finger on his lips.
"No," you say softly, "I don't want to hear what you have to say. I'm not losing you. I lost half of myself when you left. If I lose you again, I'll lose all of myself."
Your voice isn't soft anymore. It's hard and resolute, "I'm keeping you this time, Ajax."
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