#interacted with someone introverted irl or???

[bandzboy]

i could make an essay about how people immediately perceive introvert idols who don't talk or interact that much as rude or cold bc i've seen it happen so many times and as someone who is introverted i get annoyed bc i know first hand what that is 😭

#especially lino i remember #how in the beginning of skz people in the fandom #would do the most insane assumptions abt him #bc he kept it to himself in the beginning which i feel #it was bc getting into the spotlight like that is kinda hard to get used to #but now he is definitely more comfortable with it and show his funny side more often #but it's the way people immediately jump to conclusions is CRAZY #i mean i most bias introverted people in groups and so i always see the #cold and rude and 'tsundere' terms thrown around like have you ever #interacted with someone introverted irl or??? #tris.txt

[fairydrowning]

Sorry, I can't hang out with you today. I have to stare at the wall of my bedroom for hours and overthink.

#gonna send this posts to all my irls whenever someone ask about hangout #as an introvert i literally don't like to interact with anyone #funny memes #dark academia #light academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #excerpts #fragments #poetry #quotes #classic academia #chaotic aesthetic #chaotic academia #spilled words #spilled thoughts #memes #funny quotes

[void-tiger]

The extrovert need of being around people after getting socially stressed out by those same people to self-soothe “no really. Things are okay.” also lonely neediness.

Mentally patting my head and going “there, there,” will have to do.

#tiger’s musings #socializing crap #extrovert problems #social anxiety #are things fine? actually yes #do I still feel prolly a weeee bit clingy? …hah. also yes #look. making friends is a neccissary evil okay?? #I’m not USED to having someone’s family Actually like me #and I’ve been going pspspsps! for a year!! #soooo yeah #feelin’ a bit neurotic #like. things Are improving #i am also Much Stressed #and sometimes crumbs of IRL!social interaction…just makes ya realizing how starving you really are for local human connection #since like. haven’t really ever had Local vs Online/LongDistance stable friendships #it’s always felt Their Terms or Superficial or Very Very Conditional or Only Until Someone Better etc etc #if at all #((anyway. be nice to your token extroverts guys.)) #((we really do be trying our best. sometimes we need to get adopted first to heal from everyone trying to make us into introverts instead))

[avaritia-ffxiv]

We (the FC I joined w/ Ash and moved Saahe to) continued extremes on Saturday, and cleared Garuda, Titan, and Ifrit again for a few people who weren’t there the last time, and after that beat up Leviathan, Ramuh and Shiva for good measure.

So now I’ve done extremes synced, for the second time with the first three, and for the first time with Levi, Ramuh and Shiva. Not touching Thornmarch though. Was fun! Ramuh had to be my favorite, Shiva least favorite ‘cause I had no idea what was happening in that fight and just died repeatedly.

I was tank for the whole duration too, my co-tank changed once ‘cause the one I tanked the first three with didn’t have access to Ramuh and Shiva. ‘Cuz sprouts. Like, I had to switch from Ash to Saahe for the same reason, I just hadn’t gotten that far in the MSQ with Ash. He reached Ishgard today though, while I spent seven hours in VC with another FC member.

Idk what got into me but I had a good time??? We didn’t chat nonstop, obviously, but there was plenty of nice chatter and I was able to answer some game related questions from them (they’ve played for like five days).

And a few days ago there were a few people on VC, just hanging out, and I joined in on that too.

I cannot begin to express how out of character this kind of behavior is for me.

#i've always considered myself an introvert #my therapist very soon after i started therapy disagreed with that assessment #in her opinion i'm an ambivert #and i'm starting to think she might be right 'cause the socialization hasn't unduly tired me out? #but the trick is that anything irl WILL be hell for me and i hate people contact in person #but when we're talking about online people it's like yeah #i tend to spend all of my waking hours talking with someone #usually via text but apparently voice works too #and i get lonely fast if i don't have anyone online to talk to #contrast that to not remembering when was the last time i WANTED to interact with someone irl #i do force myself to do it pretty often #but i just don't feel the need for it #i'm a physical hermit but digital people person i guess #like you know that ''i didn't feel like going but i'm glad i went anyway'' you get sometimes? #i don't get that with irl things #period #i'll always regret social obligations 'cause they're never as good as what i could be doing instead #it's an eternal string of ''why did i agree to that'' #anyway don't mind me #ooc

[chweverni]

i gotchu bae moots as your fave songs ??? 💗💗

*INHALES*

the time has come.. thank you sm for this ask whoever u are ilysfm <3

mai @mellowdyverse - signal (twice) mainly bc mai is literally so cute hello? its jus the same as the song. i vibed w the song at my first listen just like how i clicked w mai literally after a minute of talking w her!!!! moreover, she likes cutesy things a lot (such as sanrio accessories) so this song is PERFECT for mai. literally. (perfect like her obvi)

yuyu (my no.1 obvi) @leehanascent or @247yuyu - GANADARA (jay park, IU) hear me out.. this song is so laid back and IU's vocal color on this just reminds me of yuyu. ik how introverted she can be, but she tries her best and she's def one of the first people who sent me asks after reading posts about my mental health so she holds a reALLY special place in my heart, just like this song. (mind u i found this song at shuffle, just like how a single post of my bnd album started our friendship!)

lili (my newest yet sweetest moot of all time) @hyunhanie - MAYDAY (crush, joy) this song is my comfort song bc i kept coming back at it whenever i felt down or unmotivated (such as today) and lili is just like someone you can talk your heart out, bc she WILL comfort you and make you feel better. she also resonates with wanting to meet your moots irl which makes me feel like we're besties doors away from each other :)

cherry (fellow dinonara and south asian!) @staranghae - swan song (le sserafim) this song just gives cherry vibes LMAO bc she's really sweet and hard working and is REALLY REALLY easy going! she makes friends easily and we became moots i think off of a birthday post (?) i found her account while searching for mingyu smaus and it did not disappoint LMAOO

laur (one of the first people to interact with my bnd posts, an amazing moot overall!) @starryriize - hear me out (exo) although we don't interact much, i still love your writing and you were again one of the first people to actually show interest in my bnd posts bc i would get so doubtful while posting stuff so thank you! this song is a pretty chill song and since you're very open minded and lively (and VERY FRIENDLY BTW) i thought this would be the perfect pick! :3

sorry to whoever i didn't include while writing this, if i get reminded, i will surely write ab u in a repost. my apologies for choosing a weird song too aaaaa

#hyeon talks #moot games #finally received an ask

[waffliesinyoface]

my hot take is that kirito is good, actually. he looks like a bland stock standard harem anime protagonist of the worst kind, but no, he's good. he's a fun character. lets go through a fun list of his character traits

Bad at talking to people or interacting with them at all despite playing a fucking MMO. This is the type of gamer who powerlevels and learns weird techniques reliant on weird game mechanics (like tick manipulation in runescape, for example) so he can solo raids in WoW, because that's easier for him than finding a guild to raid with.

He can be friends if you're friendly at him, like Klein, but talking to new people? This is that dumb meme of "the shy introvert who needs to get adopted by more extroverted friend." This is the shy hoodie wearing closeted transgirl reading manga in the back of the classroom because she doesn't know how to interact with others.

his first instinct in a stressful social situation - someone literally dying in his arms moments before someone ELSE accuses him of "letting them get killed" - is to equip a black jacket, dramatically sweep it over his shoulders, and pretend to be a cartoon villain.

The entire point of Kirito as a character, is that he's a dorky fourteen year old¹. Or, to borrow a quote from a certain SAO fanfic:

If Kirito was going to make a character sheet for himself, not for the character [Kirito] but for the IRL person named Kirigaya Kazuto, then to be honest he would list a low-point-value Disadvantage called [Awkward] or maybe [Unsociable] that gave him a penalty to interacting with people he was uncomfortable with, and with strangers.

THAT'S THE KIND OF DWEEB HE IS. THAT'S EXACTLY THE PHRASING HE WOULD USE.

He's perfect.

IMO, everything bad about kirito (ie: him being a Mary Sue Coolguy Who Is The Best Gamer And Ladykiller) starts after SAO ends, and then reki kawahara goes "wait, shit, this series makes money, I should do more of this" and continues past the ending despite this. This is also why every single villain after Kayaba sucks.

¹(When SAO starts, at least. he's a dorky sixteen year old by the end.)

#SAO #unfortunately this is a kirito stan blog now

[chand-ki-priyatama]

Ek khat mere pyare bade Bhai ke naam

@hectorfrombritain

You chose this name "HECTOR" for you , if we go in the literary sense it means to talk to someone in a bullying way - irony of this fact that you can never do that.... And so I nicknamed you "CEDAR"

One of the most sweetest, kindest being I ever met....

These are my feelings for you in the form of writing cause we are writers we do not speak we bleed ink on paper...

So ye khat aapke naam from aapki chhoti behen Clover aka me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika....

Mere pyare penguin bhaiya that's why I nicknamed you cedar cause Its metaphysical properties promote peaceful thoughts and help interpret messages from your inner self. Cedar supports us on spiritual quests by reconnecting and grounding us with earthly roots..... And I attribute all these qualities with you...

So Cedar bro , intellectual baatein karne wale samajhdaar bhaiya

Dear Bhai,

I first interacted with you via a reblog post and I was amazed by your thoughts on my writing then we had a very small chat on dm that's it.... then I joined the discord server but there too we never chatted much cause I was busy in creating a ruckus for myself

But now since we have started talking , I never felt as if I never had a word with you on the contrary it feels as if my day is incomplete without sharing words with you....

Someone beautiful as their existence

Someone who is dearest to me....

Honestly love the way you talk , and might I tell you you need to teach me about Greek mythology , you are so intelligent and intellectual means how just drop the secrets dude...

Although I am not there irl with you but I'll always be there for comforting you....

Never feel as if you are alone in something cause you have a little sister with whom you can share anything...

We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...

They bind me to you

Being one of the most supportive person and still doubting yourself is not good that's why I included earlier "Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" , you are one of the bestest person out there so learn to trust in your abilities...... (I dare you say something contrary and see what I will do🔪)

You feel like a soft melody after constantly being irritated by pop music...

These are your vibes according to me :-

I still remember the day you told me your penguin story gosh I am still not over it , it was so cute and wholesome....

You know how I am the bubbly talkative af girl and to am extent I can say maybe nakchadi hu (still can't believe you though I was rude ) but you are the contrary mature, intellectual, introverted but that's what makes us brother and sister...

If I had to say you were a colour I'd definitely say you are green cause Those with Green color personality strengths tend to be perfectionistic, analytical, conceptual, cool, calm, inventive and logical. They seek knowledge and understanding as well as always looking for explanations and answers....

As if fictional character fight me but I will always say you are Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice cause you give off those gentlemen vibes...

Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...

I know deep down sometimes (always) just like me you think about things about what would happen but isn't it the part of growing up...

अजीब दास्ताँ है ये, कहाँ शुरू, कहाँ ख़तम

I associate these lyrics with you cause our friendship was something very unexpected....

Last few days were tough for me so thank you for always being there for me and supporting me throughout....

I lost my faith in friendship way too early but thanks to you and few others that you revived it....

Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this song to you...

I been tryin' to do it right (Hey) I been livin' a lonely life (Ho) I been sleepin' here instead (Hey) I been sleepin' in my bed (Ho) I been sleepin' in my bed (Hey) (Ho) (Ho) so show me family (Hey) all the blood that I will bleed (Ho) I don't know where I belong (Hey) I don't know where I went wrong (Ho) but I can write a song (Hey)

I belong with you, you belong with me You're my sweetheart I belong with you, you belong with me You're my sweet

I dedicate these lyrics to you...

Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and I always appreciate and cherish your existence....

As always I'll dedicate these songs to you and as of its voice note I'll send it to you...

Now I think I have spoken enough

So signing off Cedar bro,

With love always

Kaya 💗

#desiblr #desi aesthetic #desi teen #mutuals my beloved #kaya ke pyare mutuals

[another-lost-mc]

When it comes to irls, I'm a heavy Introvert- I don't talk much, but I get more excited and extroverted when I know a person. I've had people leave because of the sudden "mood switch," and that makes me sad. Then I'll go back to being introverted because now I'm comfortable with them. I don't think I'd even be able to interact with Karasu or even catch his interest. Same with Azra because like he's a club owner-

Hi fellow introvert!

Karasu and Azra's stories are both written with shy/introvert readers in mind (with some suspension of disbelief since these are fictional demons). They're both very different characters with wildly contrasting personalities, but being with someone who's a bit more quiet, or shy, or reserved, isn't necessarily a bad thing. They even like it. Here's my thoughts about it:

Karasu's an introverted demon himself. The AI bot does most of the heavy lifting for his work, but he does need to do personal analysis. If you're asking the bot things instead of asking the demons caring for you, he's going to pick up on that. He's going to notice how much (how little) you talk to people in your limited social circle, and he's going to guess from your limited GPS data that you're not going out partying every other night like your roommates or classmates often do. He feels lonely often, but it doesn't bother him. He might override the bot because he is bored/lonely, and you interact with it more than he expects you to. It's his poor attempt at offering you companionship the only way he really knows how. He'll find some way to get to know you better, even though he probably knows you better than anyone else does—you just don't realize it yet.

Azra's sort of the opposite. His whole story kicks off with him taking advantage of Mammon so that he can annoy Lucifer for a month. That's his whole motivation. You can hide in your room all you want, but he's going to sense Lucifer's protectiveness of you and his annoyance that Azra's suddenly living in close proximity. That's going to be what gets things started, because watching Lucifer seethe amuses him. He figures you're only human and easy to manipulate. If you're on cooking duty, he's probably going to be loitering around the kitchen. He'll show up at the library when you do and rush to claim the seat next to yours if the brothers host a movie night he was purposefully not invited to. He won't push things too far, but he's going to be persistent. It doesn't help that he thinks you're cute and mysterious. He's curious and he wants to figure out how someone like you has managed to live with those idiots for this long. He's going to try and be sensitive about your withdrawn nature too—he's a surprisingly private demon himself.

#jes.replies #my oc: karasu #my oc: azra

[redcracklestan]

Carulia ship analysis pt. 2

keeping for a moment the no chemistry topic

I forgot to talk about a scene that is one of the most important in this ship, i'm talking about the rose scene

here in this scene, we can see that Julia was crushing on Carmen, and it isn't hidden, but most people think about the fact that since Carmen gave those roses to Julia she is in love with her, but for me, it doesn't change a thing.

I'm gonna explain better.

I think the red roses are, for Carmen, a way to say "good luck" or "thank you" since it isn't the first time she gifts them to someone she cares about, remember lupe peligro?

she gifted roses to her to wish her good luck, and I think that a thank you was implied.

so since, in my belief, Carmen does not reciprocate Julia's feelings, I think that she just gifted her some roses to say, "Thank you for always helping her when i need it"

now, for this topic, I know that I missed some scenes and episodes which they are together in, but I only mentioned the important parts, or else I would have to say the same thing for every single interaction they had.

now, let's move to the second topic

they are very different

this topic can be connected very well to what I said for the previous one, but anyway.

to better understand this topic, I'm gonna have to do a little analysis on Julia and Carmen's characters.

We know about carmen that probably her favourite subjects are history and geography, she likes to stay fit and train, she is an empathetic person, a badass one also, she is an orphan (not entirely tho. But she doesn’t know that since the end), she had a thief training growing up, she never had any friends until player (her first online friend) and graham (her first irl friend), she is an ESTP (so she is a natural-born leader who thrive in fast-paced environments, enjoy working with people, and have an entrepreneurial personality (that is just a superficial description tho, i suggest searching it up to have a deeper knowledge of what I’m talking about))

And then about Julia we know that she likes history very much and also like investigation, she is very calm and professional, she for sure had at least a mother growing up (as we see in a photo that she has in her office in the Egyptian episode) and she knows her family roots for sure, she really likes to talk about history and she is an INTJ (a person with the Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging personality traits. These thoughtful tacticians love perfecting the details of life, applying creativity and rationality to everything she does (even here, it is just a superficial description))

As you can see from those 2 short explanations of the two of them, we can see that the only thing that they actually have in common is just liking history, which carmen also share with player. You can see too that this is not enough to have a good relationship; ad example if you took any other ship in the show (which could be Cleo and Bellum, Paper star and Tigress, El topo and Le chèvre, Carmen and Ivy, Carmen and Gray and many more) have much more than that in common.

With that, we connect to the third topic

They would not complement each other well

After all the things that i said on the previous topic, we know that they are very different , speaking for their interests, their past, and their personality. And with that, you have to consider how they would want a relationship to be (always in my opinion):

Carmen, for sure, needs a passionate relationship, full of teasing, and she would need her partner to keep up with her, with the same energy

Julia, instead, needs a more sweet relationship, gentle words etc… Basically, a relationship based on sweetness, a more “calm” one

Can you see the problem here? They are not each others types. They would not complement well.

Now, the last but not least topic

They have no “ship moments”

Ok I’m gonna take as an example here, Redcrackle.

As a really good ship, Redcrackle has a lot of moments that are clearly romantic, and that can not be seen in other ways than that. They basically leave no interpretations. Like the coffee dates ones (yes i know that Gray was brainwashed, and I’m gonna talk about it in my Redcrackle ship analysis, but still) or when chief said that he (graham) was an idiot in love (with carmen) or basically just the way they would constantly look at each other.

While Carulia has only a few moments that shows that Julia liked Carmen, but not the other way round. And, i will not stop saying that, but a crush, little or big, not reciprocated, is not enough to base a relationship. Plus, this is just a personal interpretation. Anyone could interpret what Julia did and said as a friendship thing because it is not oblivious like it is for Redcrackle.

Ok, i hope that you liked this little ship analysis (and i also hope to not upset or trigger anyone with this post, too). Next, i will do a Redcrackle ship analysis. Remember, you can ship whoever you want. This is just a personal opinion.

Thank you for reading, bye!

#carmen sandeigo 2019 #carmen sandiego netflix #carmen sandiego 2019 #julia argent #ship analysis #anti ship

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

Haiii i wanted to know how u would feel abt my own current situation or life rn since i think ur pretty wise... im kinda rlly emotionless and struggle w it but i am in college and have no social life except close family but am rlly close to group of online friends :3 im not asking for help but i just wanna know how someone else would think

forgot to answer this when u sent it the other day, gomen anon <3 ur situation is very similar to mine. due to several factors such as my introverted personality & moving around so much all throughout my life, i have only 1 irl friend rn, and we are also in love, so it feels different than a regular friendship. however i have a lot of ppl im close to online. for my entire 20s i felt like this was a huge character flaw of mine but i,m seeing it differently these days.

even when i was a child i loved being alone, my mom always remarks that she found it strange the way i never needed anything from anyone around me, completely able to occupy myself w my imagination & playing alone. versus my sister who was very needy & clung to everyone like glue. people just have different temperments. there's a lot of societal pressure to fit in & be popular, which leaves the loner types feeling inadequate like there must be something missing from their life.

but every time i try to insert myself into the real world & make friends it doesnt turn out that great. usually leaves me wishing i hadn;t even tried in the first place. its hard for me to connect. i dont think that makes us emotionless </3 i just have a lot of walls that idk how to bring down. online it's easier for me to act like "myself". so i end up attracting ppl who resonate with the real me, vs. irl where i have trouble not falling into the same old routines of masking. i do enjoy irl interaction with people, but its hard for me to form deeper friendships that way.

tldr; everyone is different so just do what feels right, if ur content with the way things r dont change it just because its not "Normal" <3. -PMD9

[aslongasimhereyoureinvincible]

what are your neurodivergent headcanons for hq characters?

asdfjhgfds sorry this has been in my askbox for a few days ive been busy w/ Life Stuff TM but anyways ND haikyuu headcanons lets gooo

hinata:

ik bc hes Sunshiney and Loud lots of ppl read hinata as adhd, which i can deffo see, but personally i read him as autistic

hes extroverted and good at adopting introverts (kageyama, kenma, yachi, tsukki) but when u stop to think abt it hes also actually kinda bad at social ques and 'normal' behaviour?? i think ppl dont notice bc hes also rlly nice but hinata is actually pretty blunt lmao

his special interest is literally volleyball cmon now

its canon that he dislikes being in classes too long or doing homework bc he finds sitting still for too long difficult, both me and my autistic older brother used to get up and pace around our classrooms when we were younger

even though hes rlly athletic and has insane reflexes obviously, hes also pretty clusmy and especially bad at judging distances which to me looks like dyspraxia which is really commonly comorbid w/ autism

ive also read a few fics where he has tourettes syndrome w/ body tic and i can deffo see why ppl would hc that

idk hes just reads as autistic so well in my mind like idk why its not a more common take

kageyama:

this one is less of a headcanon and moreso just interpreting the text correctly; hes definitely autistic

like its my belief that furudate either knowingly wrote kageyama as autistic or like based his personality off of an irl autistic person they knew or SOMETHING bc its actually insane how well he reads as autistic

the lack of social skills? the anger issues? the deep special interest in volleyball? the just wanting to express your feelings/opinions but coming off as rude but not knowing how to fix that? middle school being a living hell? having that one family member who Got you? the high level of skill in one particular area? hes literally the texboox definition of autism

even the little things like how he files his nails and jokes go over his head and he accidentally insults ppl bc hes calling it how he sees it and how he basically had no friends growing up bc he was too focused on volleyball and how he struggles to smile on command like!!! thats autism babe!!!!!!

oh also hes dyslexic bc im dyslexic and i say so

ushijima:

same as kageyama i bet he was either knowing written as autistic or based off of an irl person who is

blunt as all hell, monotone voice and facial expressions, volleyball as a special interest, bad at social interaction, accidentally rude, the list goes on and on

like his whole thing about how his left handedness makes him different but is also a gift that benefits him in some ways? thats a metaphor for neurodivergency dont @ me

oikawa:

i hc him as having narcisstic personality disorder, not in the ableist reddit-user 'all ppl w/ npd are evil manipulative abusers' way but in the ' i have npd and know what it actually looks like' way

hiding massive insecurities by acting like youre amazing?? that fuckin marina lyric thats like 'i feel like im the worst so i always act like im the best'?? that was abt oikawa tooru and npd

feeling threatened the second someone as good or better than you shows up? fixating on one specific thing that you have to be the best at? those are npd as fuck traits

the way he can basically get along with anyone and adjust his play style to suit them but only has a few close friendships where he can let his true personality rlly shine through

hes literally so npd coded augh <3

bokuto:

i read him as adhd and having cyclothymia

i think he was unmedicated in high school and unknowingly had depressive and hypomanic episodes which affected his play

he also very much reads as having rejection sensitive dysphoria if u ask me

and the way he talks and bounces around and has All That Damn Energy gives me adhd vibes, esp pared w/ his poor volume control ad the way he ignores social cues lol

okay quickfire round bc im getting tired of typing

atsumu is autistic, so is osamu for that matter, theyre just at very different points on the spectrum and rub each other up the wrong way a lot of the time bc of it

kita is also autistic bc no neurodivergent person is that particular about doing things the 'right' way

hoshiumi is autistic and adhd

asahi and yamaguchi read like they struggled w/ anxiety and depression

sakusa has ocpd and ocd (contamination ocd specifically) and mysophobia

kyoutani has aspd, again not in a 'aspd = violent agressive psychopaths' way but in a 'i actually have a cluster b personality disorder' way, and adhd also

kenma is autistic and has social anxiety

yachi has social anxiety too bc cmon now

tsukki reads to me as having chronic depression, i think i could also make a case for him being autistic too ngl

tendou is some flavour of neurodivergent, probally audhd, probably some other stuff, idk but hes definitely not neurotypical

like hinata, lev reads as autistic to me even tho hes got that goodball energy thatd make lots of ppl read him as adhd bc like,, he just fuckin sucks at social interaction like he is accidentally rude all the damn time lmaoo

fukunaga and aone are both autistic w/ selective mutism and/or partial to moderate non-verbalness

obviously its none of my business and i think having headcanons abt irl ppl is Fucking Weird but i wouldnt be surprised if furudate themself was autistic bc truly so many characters in haikyuu can be read that way if u ask me, although maybe im just projecting lol

#haikyuu!! #haikyuu!! headcanons #q and hey hey hey! #tumblr: akiraetzchen #og post // #theres prolly more im missing but these r off the top of my head #obvi theyre just hcs tho ppl are free to have different interpretations #except kageyama being autistic. i KNOW im correct abt that one. #also i promise this blog isnt dead i do still love haikyuu v much im just also super obsessed w/ bluelock rn

[the-transgenda-agenda]

Passing as a man like 99% of the time and being pregnant has been interesting, to say the least. I don't interact with people IRL very often (somewhat of an introverted hermit, plus it's winter), but here's some random experiences I've had recently.

People on the phone generally sounding extremely confused when I mention being pregnant and seeking various services in relation to being pregnant. Usually at some point I just explain that I'm transgender, and then they sound less confused.

Had someone on the phone confirming an appointment, and they assumed that I was the partner of [my own deadname].

Someone on TikTok assumed that I was amab pretending to be pregnant. I had commented on a video mentioning it, and after viewing my profile, some random person got upset with me over this. My bio says that I'm a trans man lmao.

I haven't had any negative experiences at my obgyn. Everyone there is always respectful of my name and pronouns and such, which is all good. However (not complaining, just observing), some of the younger nurses seem weirdly excited about... my existence? How cool it is that I'm having a baby as a man in a gay relationship? There is professionalism, but also this implication that I'm inspirational? Idk how to explain it but its a bit odd.

#my posts #seahorse dad #pregnancy tag #ftm pregnancy #trans man #transmasc

[astercontrol]

with how solitary and introverted I am in most IRL settings... people always get so surprised to find out I'm poly

I dunno, I guess to them "someone in a polycule" means "someone with insatiable sex drive and/or need for constant companionship; one partner could never be enough"

when for me it means "someone who rarely needs sex or even social interaction... and at those times doesn't usually care much who it is, as long as there's affection and trust... and would rather live with people whose needs CAN get satisfied by someone else, instead of it ALL being on me"

#polyamory #asexual #demisexual #gray ace #gray asexual #gray aro #who even knows what #aromantic #not tron #ramblings #my polycule #my introversion

[disneyprincemuke]

frat!logan who also worships tf out of his gf is 👌 genuinely peak content right there

and for some reason, i also love the trope of logan beinG INCLUDED IN THE GRID 🤨 THATS MY FAVOURITE TROPE BC IT AINT HAPPEN IRL SO I NEED IT TO HAPPEN IRL SO I CAN STOP WRITING FICS WHERE SOMEONE IS TRYING TO BE HIS FUCKIN FRIEND AKa my inthaf series 😔 h8 it here

but omg?? you're so real for this, i have so many wips ab future logan who's friends with every one on the grid bc it hurts my heart that he only seems to be close with oscar and alex. like obvi there's footage of him interacting with a few of the other drivers and this is only his second season about to start but i am pRAYING for more interactions between him and the other drivers bc i cannot keep imagining him on his own 😭😭😭

━ 🐟

frat!logan worshipping his girlfriend? i’d puke my guts out hello that’s so sexy of u to suggest

but yes ugh if i don’t see george n logan cunt off in 2024 szn i might wreak havoc in the sg paddocks just to make it happen like wdym the two it girls aren’t interacting at all? and UGH i cant get out of my head the logan n yuki interaction? kill me now 🫶🏼

but iIiIiiIIIII HEARD ANd observed that it’s also cause logiebear’s a lil introvert and that’s kinda felt bc personally, i spent a month in uni telling and convincing my ex that i’ll get by without friends because i was too shy to approach anyone (i got adopted by a group of friends so it’s ok now)

#disneyprincemuke asks #dpm x 🐟

[millieueu]

🌟 millieueu’s intro! 🌟

(Active only on Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays)

Haven’t introduced myself sooo here we go!

Hi!! My name’s millieueu (pronounced as “mill-lulu”). I prefer if you just called me “Millie” instead. I’m a 14 year old introvert who suffers with low-self esteem and is an artist who’s trying to improve! <3

I’m female (pronouns : she/her). My birthday is September 12th. I have a non-identical twin sister!

In this blog, you’ll just occasionally see me reblog Danny Phantom and MLAATR stuff :p

I might even post my art here whenever I can! (Art tag : #millieueu )

I do both traditional AND digital art. My favorite kind of art is lineless art. I mainly draw fanart of cartoons I like!

Likes

Cartoons & Anime

Editing

Drawing

Family & Friends

Movies/TV Shows/Books

Danny Phantom <3

Tumblr, Youtube & Instagram

Pepperoni Pizza, Twisters from TGI Fridays

Etc!

Dislikes

Anti Gacha

The Gacha Community (neutral)

Politics

Silly drama

My sisters fighting over dumb things

School

Nickelodeon (They have good cartoons but they suck ass)

Cringe culture

BYF (BEFORE YOU FOLLOW)

Just so you know that I’m only active on Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays due to school (unless if it’s a special day).

I tend to get in a really bad mood and act aggressive when someone tries to start an argument with me, so be cautious and try to treat me decently

I have low-self esteem. I care a little too much abt what other people think of me. Please remember to be nice when giving criticism.

I don’t mind adults interacting with me as long as they don’t say anything inappropriate to me or act weird around me

I block NSFW accounts

Please do not ask to vent on my page. I only allow close friends to do that. I’m not the problem solver for everything

Do not bring up the topic of “blackwashing”, I have no say in it

If you have a suggestion or tips for my drawings to be improved, please feel free to send me a DM.

DNI (DO NOT INTERACT)

Basic DNI Criteria (Why do I need to list them anyways? It’s common sense to know who SHOULD and SHOULDN’T interact with me)

Xenophobes

Islamophobes

Interested in politics

NSFW accounts

Pompous Pep (DannyxVlad) and BillDip (BillxDipper) shippers

Seiusa (SeiyaxUsagi) shippers and Usagi x Demande shippers

Anti Gachas

People who support cringe culture

People who know me irl (These people are exceptions though)

People who are part of the floptropica/floptok community (I’m sorry but their jokes make me uncomfortable. They aren’t funny at all neither are they are quirky for doing it. It’s very repetitive. Their “history” is made up nonsense too. If you’re part of that community please stay away from me or I will block you immediately)

DaBoyzz (They are just as bad as the floptropicans)

BLACKLIST

ClareLaBelleRose (Had an argument with her on my old account (Melonz 🍉), accused Naoko Takeuchi of being a “pedophile”. Falsely assumed that the Sailor Senshis are “white” *they are ASIAN*. Falsely accused Sailor Moon of racism *Toei Animation should be blamed for that, not the entire franchise*. Immature)

Fandoms! :D

Danny Phantom

MLAATR (My Life as a Teenage Robot)

Sailor Moon

Invader Zim

Supa Strikas

Kim Possible

ROTTMNT (Rise of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles)

Hilda

LoliRock

Etc.

Comfort Characters <3

Danny Fenton/Phantom

Jazz Fenton

Valerie Gray

Sam Manson (Guilty pleasure)

Sheldon Oswald Lee (Guilty pleasure)

Rei Hino

Ami Mizuno

Usagi Tsukino

Chibiusa Tsukino

Anne Boonchuy

Examples of my art! :D

Fun Facts (Some of them aren’t that “fun” though :/)

I used to be a TodoDeku shipper 💀

I used to love Bakugou Katsuki, not anymore though.

I was a huge fan of DOAWK and used to simp for Rodrick XD

Drawing Danny Fenton is my coping mechanism <3

Strawberries are my favorite fruits

Fictional Crushes :

Rodrick Heffley (I was so down bad for his emo ass, I no longer have a crush on him though).

Katsuki Bakugou (Also another one of my old crushes. I hate him now >:( )

Danny Phantom (My current crush XD)

Social Status :

Green = Active

Orange = Semi-active

Red = Inactive

Youtube

Instagram

Scratch

Tumblr (You’re literally on here rn, XD)

TikTok (Permanently inactive due to my stress of being a multifandom).

(This can change sometimes!!)

For more info, please consider checking out my carrd

Feel free to ask to be moots/friends! ^^

That’s all, thank you for visiting my profile! :3

#meet the artist #art #artist #2023 #2024 #november #danny phantom #intro #drawings #mlaatr #my life as a teenage robot #cartoons #get to know me #tumblr #tumblr artist #artists on tumblr #digital artist #danny fenton #idk what to tag #millieueu

[bitterbelphie]

{{ these are some notes for myself mostly dont mind them fjdjfj

that said, i am still alive! blogs not dead i am just throttled irl but i am out here. i am out here. im just very overwhelmed. i am thinking about belphie but have bumbled my goofy ass into some writing issues i want to put down somewhere that wont get lost fjdj so. so. }}

point one;

belphie is one of the most socially involved characters i've ever had in my hands wherein his relationships are so close and impactful on him, and that's considerable! he doesnt know or deal with a billion people all at the same time, but he DOES live with six brothers and a human, and has to worry about others (two angels, one other human, two other Very Big Deal demons) at least occasionally. i have an understanding why the writing team sometimes feels really very rushed the further they go on with obey me im going to be real with you NGJSJF

again, it isn't just the number or proximity; belphies brothers are really very impactful on him, not just in past tense but in the ways they interact with each other, the ways they bicker or support each other or even the human, how belphie perceives these things. he's a more introverted character, but just as he's notorious for his introversion (sometimes levi calls him a fellow shut-in, and hes declined outings several times unless they suited his own needs and interests specifically [before being forced anyway usually]) he's also notorious for watching and listening to the ways the others talk about what's going on, each other, TO each other, how their bonds strengthen or weaken. he's very sensitive to being replaced or forgotten about, or treated as though he's dangerous or like someone doesn't know how to interact with him anymore after the attic incident.

all this to say, to write a rich and satisfying belphie, takes shaking off a lot more rust and getting used to writing several characters in a situation all at the sams time, which i've for some reason been very squirrely to do??? like i'm not allowed or something???? up to the challenge, if only for breaking this very strange sensation of 'oh thats not allowed ):' ON WHAT PLANET. WHEN AND WHY DID THAT HAPPEN

point two;

winter.... oh winter. precious MC stand in. what am i going to do with you.

obviously the mc in a romancey otome game is supposed to move the story along in a way that's as generic and projectable as possible. there's still some personality there; a character that drives an entire family of fallen angels who've had repeated fallings out and coming together again moments and unites them is going to be a sort that's strong in mind and in heart, sure. this is a protagonist in a mushy gushy love game with some edge paint slapped over the top; something i love quite a bit, mind you, but... there's so much blank slate, and so much freedom.

what. am i going to do with you. somehow i did not anticipate The Main Character being something so potentially useful, but also requiring their own good bit of attention. so i should think about where they've been yoinked from and how that helps them adapt to the environment they're in. the mc also has quite the unique relationship with belphie, given the whole murder thing, and subsequent "oh btw the entire reason you did that? built on a lie. yeah everything you justified that with wasn't real. yeah now you both have to cope with that. and each other. yeah."

so winter being a big deal is sort of a big deal in itself. they both have made huge impacts on each other, and belphie's forfeited to them some of his JUST-FOUND FREEDOM to START his apology and that's. i mean god damn. winter knows he'd been trapped a long time, winter knows he'd been lied to, but that his feelings of neglect and betrayal aren't gone... but that also doesn't mean they're just fine now, either. he murdered their ass and he tried to do it again until he was told the truth and broke down as it sunk in fjdj not even immediately.

they have a lot of questions for one another, but also a lot of tension. delicious mix. how much i would love to really do something with that.

very good to get this out of my brain and somewhere i'll find it again fjdjgj

maybe ill noodle around with this??? try to practice some things and lean into that early canon feel i liked so much and base some things off canon events. augh please understand how much this sleepy freak lives rent free in my brain space even though i am so so quiet. trying to get unfrozen in so many ways

#ooc