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प्यार में हम , हम में तुम
तुमसे सब , तुमसे हम
तुमसे प्यार , प्यार में हम..... ~K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 2 days
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Ek khat ek captain dost ke naam
@paapi I friend you for life
Your name "MAYUR" typically matches your personality , the elegant, regal and disciplined vibes you give off damn....
I'll nickname you "WILLOW" the reason well...
And your communication skills , accent , vocabulary , please don't mind but I wanna steal all that bw I already told you this have'nt I ???
Although I can express all this on a call or text too but , I am a writer (Aisa mujhe lagta hai) and writers don't speak or write they bleed ink on paper , so these are my feelings for you in the form of a letter....
So ye khat aapke naam from your friend Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika....
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You are the only one who actually understood my persona rather than trying to change it....
Someone who feels like a mentor
Someone who is a therapist to me (I am sorry but I had to write this)
Dear Peacock Mayur,
I hope this letter finds you in good health , I never nicknamed you again cause the one I gave you didn't approve it , but you attribute alot to a willow , The willow tree symbolizes flexibility . A big part of your purpose in this world is to learn, grow, and evolve through challenging times of adversity. The willow tree is capable of bending in outrageous poses without snapping..... And that's you these are the attributes of your personality....
I still vividly remember how we first interacted on the server , when you were praising me in the rp server and then me as usual talking about shivji and you saying about mahakaleshwar and yeah ofc the chaar dhaam yatra.... You know you can sponsor my chaar dhaam I won't mind
And then making a Spotify blend with you just to get a 99 percent match like damn I never get this high match with anyone still it would have been 100 percent if not for Kpop cause I don't listen to that music....
And then having a VC with you and the first thought I had after listening your voice , how can someone have such a beautiful voice truly euphonious and your accent let's not go there otherwise this letter would end in me fan-girling....
I just love to interact with you like how can someone be so mature and understanding....
And kindly drop the secrets cause I am in dire need of being mature.....
"You are someone who's existence will always be dear to me"
Our friendship was something which I didn't even expect and it was something I could never even think of but yeah the most beautiful friendships are unexpected.....
We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...
They bind me to you
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You are one of the most supportive person out there , I mean whenever I talk to you it doesn't feel as if I only know you for days....
You feel like koi fariyad song soft melody after tiring rock music....
How can someone be so perfect in every sense I mean how....
I won't associate you with a fictional character , cause you are a like a man written by a woman, perfect in every sense...
These are your vibes according to me :-
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I still have alot to know about you.... yeah I know I speak so much that you don't get the turn to speak....
You know how I am talkative af , clingy , moody , irritating and to an extent thodi si nakchadi hu but that's how I am , I know I irritate you alot but that's how I am and that's why people leave me , so sorry for all the times when I irritated you....
And yeah I will throw a kdrama at you although I don't watch any except one which I only know so I'll throw king the land at you cause that's the only I have watched and I dare you to do what you said I'll not spare you.....
Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...
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I know deep down somedays you might also feel as if you are alone as if things are not going the way you want them to , somedays you might also feel pretty exhausted but just remember that its life ups and downs are bound to come , you'll always be a part of my prayers....
If you were a colour I'd say you as sage green cause people with sage green personalities Often are found to be perfectionists, with the great admiration for details. That is why they tend to be good researchers. Winning arguments comes easy to them and their strong-willed character makes them unwilling to accept the authority..... And yeah according to me you have all these traits....
अजीब दास्ताँ है ये कहाँ शुरू कहाँ ख़तम
I associate these lyrics to our friendship cause as I said unexpected in a way which I didn't imagine....
You are one of the most sweetest , kindest and beautiful being I ever met....
Last few days were tough for me so thank you for always being there for me and supporting me throughout....
I lost my faith in friendship way too early but thanks to you and few others that you revived it....
I don't know after writing this too I feel I am short of words , you have been there for me , for you friendships like this might not matter that much but for me it's something I'll cherish forever cause these aren't little things when I'll look back they'll be very beautiful memories....
Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this song to you...
"Will you take a moment?
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if, God forbid, fate should step in
And force us into a Goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you"
I'll dedicate these lyrics to you.....
Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and will always appreciate and cherish your existence and our friendship.....
I'll dedicate these songs to you and it's voice notes well I'll send them to you....
Now I think I have spoken enough
So signing off Willow aka peaco Mayur
With love always
Kaya 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 2 days
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ऐसी थी उनकी आंखों की हमें उन आंखों में डूब जाना गवारा था
लोग करते होंगे नशे अफीम के हमें तो उनके दीदार का शबाब ही प्यारा था..... ~K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 4 days
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Me and Who ?????
हम बैठे है इंतजार में आस लगाए उनके आने की
वो एक पल में आए , हमारा दिल चुराए
और हम उनका चेहरा ताकते रह जाए....~K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 5 days
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Bhen your new theme 🤌🤌🤌
Sakhiiii thanks for appreciating my new theme... It's a transition in life, not only in theme called - from "tumhare liye jaan de dungi" to "tumhari Jaan le lungi"....
Tbh it's highly recommend you should also give it a try
Aur fir maine apni real identity ko bhi accept kar liya that's being a "Malika"...
And your new theme also is toooo pretty ✨💗
ily mwahhh 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 5 days
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~What's your greatest fantasy ?
-To ever be loved and cherished
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chand-ki-priyatama · 6 days
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You can't break a girl's heart who already had her heart broken in childhood by her father....
She became strong since she was a child , she's not a fragile girl but is now strong beyond breakage.. ~K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 7 days
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Haan dekha aap hi to hai Chaand
But seriously the letter you wrote for your lover is insane.... itna pyar goodddd I am jealous the boy who's going to love you is already winning in life
Dammnnnn mere ask box ke title ka faayda uthane wala anon , but with honesty I am no where close to being the moon
And thank you for appreciating my letter but please don't be jealous I haven't even found him in my life and I do hope he's winning in life
And about itna pyar I mean who wouldn't love the other part of their soul
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chand-ki-priyatama · 7 days
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Ek khat mere "PYAR" ke naam
Ek khat meri "JAAN" ke naam
Uske naam jiska ab tak naam Tak nahi pta
Jisse na mulaqat huyi na baat huyi....
I don't know what you are like , cause we haven't even spent a moment together , so this letter will be my inner monologue...
Ye khat mere ishq ke liye , my everything , my muse , my poetry .....
From me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika
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If you are reading this letter Jaan then I already know that I am pretty sure about you.... I even wrote it in my journal but in the fear that I can lose it so thought of posting it here.... It will be preserved here
Dear muse,
So how's life ,I am not sure about my age then but I'll take it as somewhere in my twenties. I don't know how many people did I have to go through to reach you....
I tried to find you in so many faces but at the end "GOD" always saved the day....
Cause my soul was meant to cling with yours....
Cause Kaya is meant to be yours....
Also am I still the same irritable , clingy , over possessive , overwhelmed and what not.... One thing I know is that my love for reading and writing would be same....
And future Kaya I hope you have achieved the dreams you saw as me.... I hope you conquered all of them....
You know the most beautiful thing about time is that it passes...
And the most heartwrenching thing about time is also that it passes....
I don't know how I met you but whatever the reason was I thank that reason.... I cherish you for forever..... Also did you see my journals as I always thought that my future partner will get to see them...
Pretty vague isn't it....
I can't believe that I am penning this down sitting in my room while you are somewhere doing something else....
I hope I am a "HOME" to you and so are you to me.... It's not necessary that home is a place, it can be a person too where I can be unapologetically me , where no one will judge me for who I am..... And so I always wanted to be a home to someone....
I don't know how you look physically but you must be very handsome I am not saying this by fluke cause I know you have the most beautiful soul ever , soul like yours was specially crafted by "GOD" , to meet mine , to intertwine with mine....
I always connected myself to moon cause why be someone's sun when you can be their moon and light up their life in the darkest hour...
Whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...
They bind me to you....
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Whenever I'll look at the moon or the stars they'll connect me to you...
I wrote many things about eyes and I believe then too I believe in the art of eye contact... When I'll look in your eyes I wanna drown in them drown to my death and for once I don't want to find the shore I wanna drown in the depths of them and die....
I am clinging to the only hope of harness in my life which is filled with darkness... That's my dreams , my aspirations and the hope of finding you otherwise I would have died way back....
I hope I told you each and everything about me , my reasons for my nature , I hope you managed to remove my mask of outgoing , bubbly , talkative af girl and managed to see the broken beyond repair girl....
Being the way I am everyone always thought how my life is perfect but I had my own share of difficulties , I had my own problems....
I hope I make you feel loved I make you feel like home and I hope , I am a person to you with whom you can be yourself and you can share anything with me....
I wanna do many things with you like watching sunset , having a golgappe eating competition , writing with you , reading books to you , playing aankh micholi with you , going on a hiking trip with you and the list goes on.... Whenever I say I wanna do something with you just ask me - what not Kaya you have a huge bucket list....
But how can I not wish all this with you , you make me feel prettier than a sunset..
"How can I love you in a usual way
You are unusual reserved
Prettier than the stars
Brighter than the sun....
Love you are the moon to my dark sky...
Love you are like water to my parched mouth....
You are the died flower between the pages of my book...
And I want you to be only mine..."
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I want our love to be forever for an eternity where even all this seems small....
After death the human brain lives on for 7 minutes replaying all the memories, please make my those 7 minutes blissful and peaceful....
I want to click many Polaroids and pics with you then we'll do journaling out of them together....
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And I hope I didn't forget to give you the bracelet I made for you....
And although I believe you are a reader , but if not I would have made you one by now , if you are my man it's mandatory to be a reader but ofc no pressure (🔪)
i wanna be the one you rely on I wanna be the one you turn to whenever everything is a mess...
Aur fir mai to "Chand Si Mehbooba" hu...
क्या यही प्यार है,
हाँ यही प्यार है
दिल तेरे बिन कहीं लगता नहीं
वक्त गुजरता नहीं
This is my POV for you..... <3
You know you are my"kuch nahi" whenever someone asks "kya soch rahi ho ?"
Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this to you accha don't imagine I'll sing cause I'll be there when you'll be reading this....
The day we met
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
i hope you liked this song cause these are my feelings for you.....
I'll love you till the end of time...
You are my muse love you are my poetry the poetry I tried writing so many times...
And I think my love for you can't be described in words it's pure very pure....
And please take my heart and never return it to me for it was ever yours , ever yours to break , ever yours to love or caress....I won't dedicate songs to you cause I already made playlists for you....
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And if I ever say something in my anger please ignore it my rage is harmful but I can never stay angry on the people I love...
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I love you like rain loves the land inevitably it falls for ground everytime and so will I do I'll always fall for you in every universe in every metaverse in every situation in every reality....
I want to give you a bone crushing hug....
I wanna kiss you senselessly , aimlessly and passionately....
And great now -
"I am homesick for arms that have never held me"
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You see Jaan , I'll love you till all the stars in the universe burn out but you know it's a lie cause I'll love you even after they burn out...
If the stars burn out I'll give you my moon..
If the moon dies I'll give you my sun
Heck I'll give you my everything even my universe and will find you in every reality...
So if you ever think of running away from me trust me you wouldn't be able to cause we are both bound to each other by the red string of fate....
"In the Quiet nights I love you
In the rainy plights I miss you
The spilled ink of my pen miss you
The parchment of my heart wanna kiss you"
I have always been an eternal part of you , you might be somewhere but I don't know where , it's like you are near yet far and it's a fact bizarre...
I love you like Ava loves Alex
Like Bridget love Rhys
Like Jude love Cardan
Like Naina love Bunny
Like Anjali love Rahul
And then we'll set an example
Like Kaya love her Jaan....
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And now I think I have spoken enough
So signing off Jaan
With love always,
Kaya
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chand-ki-priyatama · 8 days
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Wanting you 🤍
In whispered sighs
In dark nights
In silent creaks
In violent meeks
I want you to come to me
Linger me with kisses
And put me to glee....
In silent haunches
My unwanted raunches
They desire you in ways
And puts me in a haze
I need you to embrace me
Take me in your arms and lace me
With words of affirmation
Which would never even have been
A part of my imagination....
-K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 9 days
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Our tears become holy in the form of ink on a page. Once we have spoken our saddest story, we can be free of it. And then all that's left behind is the tortured poetry....
-Taylor Swift
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chand-ki-priyatama · 9 days
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Ek khat mere pyare bade Bhai ke naam
@hectorfrombritain
You chose this name "HECTOR" for you , if we go in the literary sense it means to talk to someone in a bullying way - irony of this fact that you can never do that.... And so I nicknamed you "CEDAR"
One of the most sweetest, kindest being I ever met....
These are my feelings for you in the form of writing cause we are writers we do not speak we bleed ink on paper...
So ye khat aapke naam from aapki chhoti behen Clover aka me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika....
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Mere pyare penguin bhaiya that's why I nicknamed you cedar cause Its metaphysical properties promote peaceful thoughts and help interpret messages from your inner self. Cedar supports us on spiritual quests by reconnecting and grounding us with earthly roots..... And I attribute all these qualities with you...
So Cedar bro , intellectual baatein karne wale samajhdaar bhaiya
Dear Bhai,
I first interacted with you via a reblog post and I was amazed by your thoughts on my writing then we had a very small chat on dm that's it.... then I joined the discord server but there too we never chatted much cause I was busy in creating a ruckus for myself
But now since we have started talking , I never felt as if I never had a word with you on the contrary it feels as if my day is incomplete without sharing words with you....
Someone beautiful as their existence
Someone who is dearest to me....
Honestly love the way you talk , and might I tell you you need to teach me about Greek mythology , you are so intelligent and intellectual means how just drop the secrets dude...
Although I am not there irl with you but I'll always be there for comforting you....
Never feel as if you are alone in something cause you have a little sister with whom you can share anything...
We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...
They bind me to you
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Being one of the most supportive person and still doubting yourself is not good that's why I included earlier "Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear" , you are one of the bestest person out there so learn to trust in your abilities...... (I dare you say something contrary and see what I will do🔪)
You feel like a soft melody after constantly being irritated by pop music...
These are your vibes according to me :-
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I still remember the day you told me your penguin story gosh I am still not over it , it was so cute and wholesome....
You know how I am the bubbly talkative af girl and to am extent I can say maybe nakchadi hu (still can't believe you though I was rude ) but you are the contrary mature, intellectual, introverted but that's what makes us brother and sister...
If I had to say you were a colour I'd definitely say you are green cause Those with Green color personality strengths tend to be perfectionistic, analytical, conceptual, cool, calm, inventive and logical. They seek knowledge and understanding as well as always looking for explanations and answers....
As if fictional character fight me but I will always say you are Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice cause you give off those gentlemen vibes...
Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...
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I know deep down sometimes (always) just like me you think about things about what would happen but isn't it the part of growing up...
अ��ीब दास्ताँ है ये, कहाँ शुरू, कहाँ ख़तम
I associate these lyrics with you cause our friendship was something very unexpected....
Last few days were tough for me so thank you for always being there for me and supporting me throughout....
I lost my faith in friendship way too early but thanks to you and few others that you revived it....
Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this song to you...
I been tryin' to do it right (Hey) I been livin' a lonely life (Ho) I been sleepin' here instead (Hey) I been sleepin' in my bed (Ho) I been sleepin' in my bed (Hey) (Ho) (Ho) so show me family (Hey) all the blood that I will bleed (Ho) I don't know where I belong (Hey) I don't know where I went wrong (Ho) but I can write a song (Hey)
I belong with you, you belong with me You're my sweetheart I belong with you, you belong with me You're my sweet
I dedicate these lyrics to you...
Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and I always appreciate and cherish your existence....
As always I'll dedicate these songs to you and as of its voice note I'll send it to you...
Now I think I have spoken enough
So signing off Cedar bro,
With love always
Kaya 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 10 days
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Emotions ✨️
And now the sun doesn't shine
The tune of my life doesn't rhyme
Everything is a mess
Cause there's no one to caress
I am alone
But with the feeling
Feeling like the moon must have felt during it's Cresent phase
Not whole by physical appearance
But whole at heart
And now I no more desire love
Neither romantic nor platonic
Cause at the end of the day
Its just me , myself , my dreams and the moon
Cause till yet that's my most loyal companion
Cause just like the moon
I am in a dark sky
But I want to lighten up someone's life
In the darkest hour.....
-K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 10 days
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Ek Khat meri Pyari Sakhi ke naam ...
@btw-its-tamanna
Someone as beautiful as her name... Someone whose name means "Desire" and thus is desired by all.... To my Bestie "Tamanna" aka Jalebi and pishachini
From her Sakhi Rasmalai and Chudail aka me Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika
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Someone who's like sunshine in winter
Someone who feels like a warm hug after crying....
My bestie, Jalebi, pishachini, sakhi, sister from another mother, gawar , pagal and in short everything
Dear Sakhi ,
I wish you were here with me , we would have been besties irl too. I remember when I first interacted with you, pretty awkward wasn't it but look us now , behaving like two peas in a pod..... This actually proved that the best people are the most unexpected ones .....
You are the most opposite of me , me being outgoing, talkative, bubbly while you being shy , reserve and childish , yes I am the mature one but as said "opposites belong to each other" so in a sense we pretty much complete each other
We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...
They bind me to you
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You are the most beautiful and sweet girl Jalebi... and even talented as hell , you won't accept it I know but you are....
These are your vibes according to me :-
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You are the shoulder I cry on you are the one I rely on...
छू कर मेरे मन को किया तूने क्या इशारा
बदला ये मौसम लगे प्यारा जग सारा
I associate these lyrics with you cause you make me feel myself....
You are the literal ray of sunshine who can brighten up anyone's day with just an interaction with her....
Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...
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I am like your elder sister (even if it's just by days) so I know the best for you... I'll always make you remember that there's someone who's worshipping the ground you walk upon so never lower your standards for someone cause you deserve the best...
I'll definitely meet you irl once as we always discuss then we'll go on a tour together (hopefully) and Jalebi trust me or not I don't know about you but for me you have become an inevitable part of my life , so if you ever think I'll leave you , Nah never cause I am way too connected with you and the fact that I am clingy as hell...
If you were a colour I'd say you are blue cause Those with Blue color personality strengths tend to be enthusiastic, sympathetic, communicative, compassionate, idealistic, sincere and imaginative....
We both love reading that's the thing which is common in us , but you know what ,there is one more thing which is - we both love by our whole heart and soul..... we both would put ourselves at stake to protect our loved ones....
And that's why I admire you so much , in such a short span of time you have managed to be my favourite quite fascinating isn't it...
Whenever call you names , whenever I tease you , kabhi kabhi thoda daant bhi deti hu but trust me it all shows my everlasting love for you....
You definitely are Naina from yjhd cause you are that silent type girlie who'd let her loved ones go for their best you'd never even once try to come between their dreams....
You are so silent on group VC but whenever we are alone you seem to talk so much I don't know if it's because you don't want me to be upset or cause you genuinely enjoy talking to me, it's a dilemma fr
And whenever we text we both have so much to say , I've been through hard times the past month , so thank you so much for always being there for me..... thank you for making me believe in friendships again cause honestly I lost my faith way too early but guess what - you and few others revived it....
I know deep down you desire someone who can love you unconditionally, who is not going to judge you , someone who will cherish you.... You'll find that guy Tamanna , it's just the matter of time , you'll find someone jis par aap haq se keh sakti hai ki "ye sirf Mera hai" , and upon getting unrequited teenage crushes/love isn't it a part of growing up , let us experiment and experience the beauty of this sweet agonizing love... And as I always say , jab bhi kisi se mohabbat ho Jaye - "Mohabbat karlo par khuda se kaise ladoge kyunki do tarfa Mohabbat nahi kismat hoti hai " and it's true to an extent... So apni do tarfa kismat ka itminaan se intezar Karo kyunki sabr ka fal meetha hota hai....
And now imagine me playing a guitar and singing "long live" by Taylor Swift to you...
All these lyrics I dedicate them to you :-
"Will you take a moment?
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if, God forbid,
fate should step in
And force us into a Goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you"
So Yeah pretty much a beautiful song isn't it....
You are the brightest star in my sky and are loved and cherished by me always.... You cheer up everyone's life and we all are lucky to have you....
Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and will always desire the best for you... I'll always be by your side
As I always say I'll dedicate these songs to you and it's voice note well I already sent it to you....
Now I think I have spoken enough
So signing off pishachini
~With love always
-Kaya 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 10 days
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The problem is we're looking for someone to grow old together while the secret is finding someone to remain kid with....
Someone who brings out the inner child in us....
Someone who breaks the walls which we have built around our hearts...
Someone who makes us believe that it's not necessary that we are always the one who love but never the loved...
Someone who can be our muse....
Someone who feels like a warm hug after a chilly night....
Someone who is like the moon....
-K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 11 days
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POV : What moving on actually feels like....
And I believe now I am even with the past
And I believe now even though I'll never forget him
But I won't remember him as often as I used to
And I believe now I am more me
And now I am more myself
Cause being in the same shoe as him
Where someone loves me
But me for the death of myself
Can't bring myself to love them
It made me feel guilty
But love can't be forced
It's a feeling
Which comes from within
So now I am even with the past
Maybe I will forget him with time
But memories is something I'll never forget
Cause in the pain of moment of separation
We often forget how beautiful once the beginning was
The memories which were once painted pink in love
The memories which were once painted in the colours of hopes and aspirations
I don't want them to turn a mundane grey
And you occupy my thoughts whenever I am alone
So why would I even want my thoughts to be grey
I want them to be pink
And now again I am thinking of you
Again I am writing for you.
And again I am stuck in this timeless loop
Tagged as "moving on"
But I believe we never move on
We just make amends and let go
We make amends with situation
We forgive ourselves , god and the one whom we desired
People do tell - "MOVE ON"
But I don't want to
Cause your memories give me happiness
Silly isn't it how something can give you happiness one moment
And in the other feel as if it's choking you
You are my salvation
And you only are my destruction too
But I have to let you go someday
So maybe tomorrow I'll start again
With the statement -
That I believe now I am even with the past
In the hopes of breaking this loop....
-K.Y 💗
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chand-ki-priyatama · 13 days
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Aage rahiyo , Na Peeche rahiyo....
Mera rahiyo yarr Bas Mera rahiyo....
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