#it doesn't get better

[ms-cartoon]

New HB Episode! (Jesus...)

Alright... So I seen the new episode - can't say this show gradually gets any better. I can fairly say there was only one decent thing about this episode, and that was the backstory with Moxxie and why he has daddy issues. Seriously though, why does almost EVERYBODY in this goddamn show have daddy issues??? And why are all these dads a**holes?? And yes, I'm going to include Millie's father. Of course, he's no abusive dad, but he (nor his wife) wasn't kind to Moxxie at all, and all because he was considered a weakling who uses guns as a choice for weapons. Which sounds like a pretty stupid reason. There are people who are scared to even pick up a gun, let alone pull a trigger.

I couldn't tell if I was skimming through this episode, or if the episode was just skimming itself and I just couldn't keep up. I think it's mostly the latter, cuz MY GOD, this was so rushed! I had to watch this twice to process whatever was going on. Everything just feels so crammed into this episode There's also Moxxie's ex-boyfriend, but I'll get to that in a minute.

⦁ So the first start of the episode, we start with Moxxie and Loona in the room. I just love how Loona is just there, lol!! She's just sitting at the table on her phone and has no speaking lines whatsoever. She might as well have not even appeared in this episode, for real. What's bad about this is that she was only there for another "Moxxie is fat!" joke. I really don't get what's so funny about this gag. Why is it even a gag? Moxxie is not fat! He don't even look it. I highly doubt he's even heavy. Loona and Blitzo are just being d*cks to him. It doesn't even help that he mentions he lost a few pounds just so they stop making fun of him. Now it's just sad!!! They body-shamed Moxxie so much, he felt he had to lose a few pounds so they would leave him alone about it. They did not make this funny, they just made it worse. PLZ STOP with the unfunny fat jokes!!

⦁ This seems to be the most try-hard horniest episode compared to the ones that have Stolas in it. Seriously, what in the gracious hell is with these dildos popping up from chairs and walls!!!??? 

Then there's Blitzo who has photos of porn in the drawers in his office (why would he even put those where people can open it up and take stuff out anyway??)!!! And then you got this perverted fish (who's the most annoying out of everybody in this episode) tryna bang everybody in IMP! He's literally just another Stolas, Blitzo, and Angel Dust character put in one: an LGBT horny mess who just wants to get his mack on anyone around him or just certain people, sexually harassing them in the process. Plus, anything that comes out of his mouth is a literal sex joke and it's just uncomforting.

⦁ So Moxxie's family is in the mafia and they're rich...... But why??? I thought Imps were of lower class and practically poor compared to the other species of demons.

  ⦁ You mean to tell me Millie and Moxxie dated the same guy at one point in their lifetime before getting together? Okay, but it seems to be too much of a coincidence. Idk, it just comes off as odd.

⦁ So Moxxie and Chaz had a thing going on before he met up with Millie. But when they were together, their relationship seemed to be more centered around lust than there was genuine love. Obviously considering when Chaz was quick to take the money and abandoned Moxxie when he needed help during the heist. Now this, amongst other parts of this series, just keeps up the stereotypical nonsense that all gay dudes are horny for each other and want nothing but to get it on. I don't understand what Moxxie even sees in his perverted a**. What makes no sense about this is that Moxxie isn't the type of guy that just get's horny like that. He's not perverted and doesn't get turned on over the slightest of things, yet he's shown stroking a gun while cleaning it while at the same time feeling pleasure. Chaz is more vulgar than Blitzo, and Moxxie barely tolerates him! So, wtf??

⦁ So in hell, you can pretty much get away with anything illegal with no consequences. Whether it'd be robbing a bank, murdering someone, sexual harassment, etc. So why in THE HELL is there a prison???!!

⦁ Blitzo and Moxxie's meeting makes no sense to me. So #1, I was under the assumption Moxxie met Blitzo after he met and married Millie, but now they're telling us they met in jail right after Chaz abandoned Moxxie. #2, Why is Blitzo quick to let Moxxie join IMP after only saying a few words to him? He didn't even ask him for his name or let him speak or anything - he was just like, "Hey let's bust outta here and you can join my company!" #3 Why is Moxxie even smiling? What has Blitzo said to make him feel better so quickly after basically being dumped?? Does he feel like he's being accepted or something? Like bro, you just met this dude and you didn't even say a word to him.

⦁ Millie's more pissed at Chaz for abandoning Moxxie at one point. Why is Millie getting so angry and quick to kill Chaz over something that happened she wasn't even present for!? She never even met Moxxie around that time. Plus, it's not like that situation is bothering Moxxie now. There was no need for her to get so triggered here. Not saying she's not right to get upset about it, but the sudden rage was a little extra.

  ⦁ If Blitzo and Moxxie were considered friends when they met, then why is Blitzo such an ass to him all the time?? Are we supposed to give Blitzo props for acknowledging or being nice to Moxxie?

⦁ Crimson seems to make a better villain than any other antagonist introduced in this series. Mainly because he has motivation. From what I can gather from this, from Crim's perspective, Moxxie was turning soft because of his wife. It seems that he was extremely pissed off that the mother disagreed with how he raised Moxxie, going as far as to kill her. Granted it was too far and for a petty reason, but it's better than just doing things and having no motivation for them, unlike Stella.

⦁ A priest.... in hell...?

⦁ They only have Moxxie stand up for himself ONCE in this episode, and it's not even enough. His whole life from when he was a kid, he was pushed around by his father and put up with his abuse. The second he meets him after a long time, he's still afraid of him. The only time he puts his foot down is when he says he's not gonna go along with whatever his father plans for him and refuses his commands.... and that was it. It seemed like he was threatening his dad initially, saying how good he was at his job, and not even a second later he gets tased and knocked out, becoming a damsel in distress. That was the most brave we get out of him. If anything, his freakin WIFE was doing the most out of him once more, becoming the man of the relationship as always!! Wouldn't it have been better if Moxxie tried to get out of the knot and fought his dad or Chaz? Maybe he could have helped out Millie and they could make it to where Millie was having difficulties fighting all those gang members.

⦁ Speaking of that; Millie is only useful in battle only when the plot deems it necessary. It kinda seems like she's falling in and out of being a talented fighter. She gets taken down at one point and then the next she'll beat everybody's ass with no sweat! Sure - defeat an entire mob whether it be a mafia or a bunch of agents and take down a whole damn sea monster, but get knocked out by a freakin glass bottle and your leg ruptured by a bear trap...Yeah, I can totally buy that. I feel like they were being a little extra with Millie taking down all those gang members anyway. As I said, she could've had some difficulty fighting all those dudes and Moxxie could've helped her.

⦁ I swear- the women in this show get no respect not just in the show itself, but from the writers. Millie is once again only existing to be just a woman who's married to Moxxie and only gets angry and violent just for Moxxie. There's at least one episode that should've been about her, but it was mostly about her husband and she was just there as his moral support. Literally, the only thing we get outta her in this episode is her extremely hot temper, and all because of Chaz, who she dated at one point. Why is she so upset with Chaz? Why did she hate him so much before she knew about his relationship with Moxxie? What did he do to make her dump him? Or did he dump her? How did she even end up with a guy like him?? We don't know!! We only get to know about Moxxie's past relationship with him and how it faltered, and that is such a letdown! This could've been our chance to explore Millie as a character, even if it's a little flashback of her love life.

  ⦁ I'm not gonna disclude Moxxie's mother in this. Honestly, I don't think it was necessary for her to get killed off just so we could feel more sympathy for Moxxie. We can already see how his father treats him. Can't forget Loona or Blitzo. Not even Millie's parents liked him.

⦁ I'm I the only one who feels like Millie and Moxxie as a couple is boring? Yeah they love each other and would probably die for each other and that's nice n all, but wouldn't it be interesting to have Millie and Moxxie have a slight argument at least once? We all know these two love each other to death. They're sweeter and more loving towards each other than anybody else around them, and that's why it would be interesting to see a quarrel. Sometimes, you can't be a married couple without having an argument or two at one point. Millie clearly felt upset that she was kept in the dark about Moxxie's family. She kept on questioning Moxxie; "Why haven't I met dad before? Are you okay? You know you can tell me anything, right?" And Moxxie would just continuously dodge the questions and not tell her anything. This actually could've been another opportunity for Millie's character. Not that she has to lash out at him, but maybe she could've told him how she felt about him not saying anything about Crimson, his ex, his mother, or how he feeling in general while also having an upset attitude y'know. Maybe Moxxie could've argued back and said he just didn't wanna worry her or something.

  ⦁ I don't think Moxxie and Chaz necessarily have to marry just so Chaz could be a part of the family. If this is just about financial issues then why can't Crim and Chaz come to an agreement or something? How did Crim not know that Chaz was actually not rich?

⦁ I just know people are triggered over the fact that Blitzo slept Chaz and are like "BLITZO NO!! YOU BELONG TO STOLAS!!" or some whiny sh*t like that, even though Stolas and Blitzo aren't even an official couple. When did Blitzo suddenly become an imp version of Stolas? Why was he so quick to get horny and sleep with Chaz and he JUST MET HIM! This might as well be the same situation he had with Stolas, except he's Stolas and Chaz is Blitzo. Not to mention Blitzo ended up sneaking around and snooping through his stuff.

⦁ Why is Blitzo the one to get suspicious of Chaz anyway? He is mostly just there for comic relief and mostly seems more goofy and lovable compared to his behavior in the latest episode. It's kinda a good thing I guess, but I'm not gonna hope for the better of him. I wouldn't say he changed completely since there was a moment he lashed out at Moxxie for a split second. I don't even think he has any motive for trying to get him caught in a lie cuz he doesn't even know him, other than the fact that he wants to be the only one who ruptures Moxxie and Millie's relationship (I'm sorry... are we supposed to be rooting for him still?) If anything, I think it makes more sense if Millie was the one to figure out was Chaz was up to considering her history with him (if there was any. We don't know.... it was never shown!)

⦁ I can't believe Crimson easily let Millie walk away with Moxxie scott free without putting up a fight! Bro killed dozens of people!! He wasn't even afraid to kill his own wife. He even threatened to harm Moxxie and Millie! Why is he backing down so easily!?

Uh, yeah... this certainly wasn't the greatest episode. I think the only thing good about it was Moxxie's childhood. That was certainly interesting (and dark). Apart from that, I was expecting something outta nothing. We could've seen some potential from Millie, but we didn't. This show just can't exist without sex jokes. It's alright if they wanna be funny like that, but at this point, it's just uncomforting. Wondering how they're gonna screw up the next episode.

#critique #helluva boss critical #SpindleHorse critical #helluva boss criticism #helluva boss critique #blog #my thoughts #it doesn't get better

[howifeltabouthim]

Sometimes she thought it was the sound of her own tears in her mind, weeping pitifully for the lonely girl she had been, and the lonely woman she had become.

Anna Biller, from Bluebeard's Castle

#lonely #alone again naturally #sad #weeping #inner torment #crying #it doesn't get better #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #personal #anna biller #bluebeard's castle

[climatecalling]

I have been living through the most unbearable emotional pain for the last year and a half. I can't endure anymore. It's gotten worse because it's like an endurance race, it just gets harder. I would love to die but I don't have the courage. And then yesterday I was dealt another horrific blow. I don't know what to do. I am hoarse from screaming. Not at anyone, just screaming alone in my house because I am in so much pain. Sorry.

#tw sui talk #i am 59 years old #it doesn't get better #i had no idea it was possible to be in this much pain #sorry

[calmmyfears]

what if I don't? 😭😭😭

#olivia rodrigo #you are so right #it doesn't get better #it just hurts more

[patchyourbrokenwings]

my greatest tragedy is losing my teenage years to chronic illness and trauma, I fear I'll never stop grieving what could have been. I won't ever know what being in love at 17 is and this makes me want to die.

#its my birthday soon #it doesn't get better

[srijswings]

I'm so tired that I don't seem like it. I've got so good at hiding and masking that even I can't see those emotions. All I want is to go to sleep. Rest my head on someone's lap and being put to sleep while they run their fingers through my hair. And just hum. I hear nothing but a rhythm that puts me at ease. It doesn't make things better but atleast I go to sleep. I forget. I don't exist for sometime. It's not better but I don't exist at that moment either.

#existential crisis #existential despair #existentialism #on death #tiring #living is hard #death is weird #i just want to sleep #coping mechanism #it's not better #it doesn't get better #art academia #romantic academia #book blog #book quotes #chaotic academia #classic books #poems on tumblr #poetry #thoughts #light academia

[legionnaireslover]

Today's agenda...

And a massage later!

Tahiti vacation!!😘

#Tahiti #Moorea #snorkeling #french polynesia #it doesn't get better

[bl33ditout]

it's getting bad again

#tw mental illness #tw depression #tw self loathing #tw self hate #tw s3lf harm #tw sh #tw suicide #i don't see it ever going away #it doesn't get better #it just seems like it does until it gets worse again #i want to put a bullet through my head

[darlingharleenquinzel]

Really hate those posts that are like:

you feel unlovable but:

-you're loved by friends (I literally haven't had one since middle school. I don't even have casual acquaintances that I talk to.)

-family (nope, both my parents are idiots. My dad is dead and my mom is a Narc. My older sister bullied me so badly my mom sent us to separate high schools. I talk to my little sister, but we're not really that close.)

-extended family (yeah, both sides don't want anything to do with me, plus they are NOT healthy individuals)

-pets (okay, you have a point, my cats are the only reason I'm still alive)

-you don't know your own self worth. Or need to learn self love or some bullshit (um, I'm literally the ONLY person I could rely on since forever, do shut the fuck up ❤️).

#depression #suicide ideation #fuck being a live i'm done #i lied to myself that better things and people who actually loved and cared about me would be around the corner #don't let people fool you #it doesn't get better #and they are trying to sell their services

[scandalousscarlet83]

I'm just a silly stupid girl. No matter how old I grow, I think I'm doomed to feel like a silly stupid girl.

#me mine #me #me txt #me text #silly stupid girl. #it doesn't get better #it doesn't get any easier.

[capableism]

What do you want me to say? Stay the course, it gets easier. Guess what man it doesn't. People are going to treat you different because you are different.

Going to the Mat (2004)

#wayne brady #andrew lawrence #early 2000s #disability #disabled characters #visually impaired #dcom #disney channel original movie #Disney Quotes #disney channel #it doesn't get better #physical disability #physically disabled #movie advice #disabled stereotypes #going to the mat #Disney #movies #movie qoute #movie quote of the day

[eskamtrash]

spanish speaking people that follow me i would love to know what's what quote that moved you deeply and changed the way you see the world. for me it was this

#spanish #spanish memes #this is half serious half joke #i do want to know if there are quotes that you love but. i ve had 'te parece bien cuarenta y siete centrimetros' in my head two days and #it doesn't get better

[bedcorpse]

like literally what is the point. like i work a shitty retail job i hate and i have vertigo and have felt like im on a boat for like a week straight and i would literally rather die than have sex with any of the men i have dated recently and i do not want to live this bullshit life where is the one where i'm 120 lbs and a two time academy award winner (or at least nominee) and dating andrew garfield. why do i have to deal with where's my hug guy and guy who invites me over for clone wars and chill without telling me it's clone wars and chill. i wish i had been born in 1609 and gone to the nunnery.

#emma shut up #it doesn't get better #it actively gets worse #personal

[system-of-avalon]

🩷.

#with love - a 🩷 #I don't know how much more I can take #At some point I cried to this same song and I told myself I'd do better - I'd be better #I cried and said that I wanted to live *so bad* #But now it's all so... Empty #Now I cry to this same song and I think... When is my life going to be better? #Is this really it? Am I really going to suffer forever until I die? #Is there really no happiness? It doesn't exist? #The world is not wonderful. Life sucks #There's no point in doing anything #There's no point in trying #I feel so miserable doing nothing but I'd even more miserable doing anything #Because it won't make me happy #I'll never be happy as long as I'm alive. I did too many things wrong- I fucked up too much #Now am here I'm like... Where do I even begin? #I'm not happy with my body - I'm not happy with my personality - I'm not happy with my brain or my life choices #I'm not happy with what I can achieve - I'm not happy with *ANYTHING* #And I know it's clinical - and that's the worst thing! #The fact it's clinical means I can't do... Shit about it #I'll keep dragging my feet day in and day out - looking for *scraps* of meaning that make me feel like being alive is worth it #I can't take it anymore. I never did this for myself - I never *lived* for myself #I live for my friends and my family but it's getting to the point where that's just not enough anymore #I'm *angry* at my loved ones for *existing* #because if they didn't exist I could just die and no one would bat an eye about it #I could finally DIE IN PEACE #I'm not sure how much more I can take... I just wanna end it all #It doesn't get better #It won't get any better #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent

[shamelessmagazineangel]

It begins

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Story Two Part Three: Awakening

Asher awoke in chains in a damp, dark place that stank of death and dismay. She tried standing only to find herself unable to move. She could barely see, only hear, and breathe, albeit barely.

“Awake yet, monster?!” Spoke an intimidatingly loud voice. She was jerked up from her resting place to be face to face with a helmeted man, clad in gold armor. His shoulder pauldron adorned with a Golden Lily, much like the Cleric… he was here for revenge. “You thought you could escape, that you could kill Necitan and get away with it?! The Church of Gold does not take such treason lightly!” He shouted at Asher. I didn’t want to, she wanted to say, but her voice couldn’t form the words. The man kept shouting. “I should kill you here. But the Mage Academy convinced the Church to give you over to them. I hope they make you feel as much pain as you’ve caused.” The man slams Asher against the wall, and she slumps over, unconscious.

Days pass. Asher slips in and out of consciousness. She sees flashes of vials and robed men and women. An elf dressed in finer dressing than the rest is the only one she hears.

“What a fine specimen. Surely, you’ll endure the Flames.”

Asher awakens again. Magically chained in an arena. Asher finally manages to move. Looking at herself, she sees that she was in a collar and wearing worn down leather armor. She stands… looking around to see a group of mages staring down from her.

“You’re finally awake, Subject 12.” Spoke one of the mages, the elf in fine robes. Asher dully looks up at her. “Welcome to Terices’ Academy of High Magecraft. Be grateful, that brutish Church of Gold wanted to execute you. In exchange, you have become our newest lab-goblin.” The elf spoke condescendingly, as if she viewed Asher as lesser. “You’ve been in and out of consciousness for about three weeks. That dreadful Dragonborn and hideous Gnoll were dealt with, unfortunately. But you should not care. You’re far more important than their lives.” The elf chuckled and murmured something to a mage beside her.

“Beginning test implantation of The Fell Dawnflower.” Asher overheard from a Mage.

A Mage Hand floated over, carrying a stone flower… the earth around it seemed to rise and fall at random. Asher was suddenly restrained to the floor, her arms and legs spread as the Mage Hand floated over her with the stone flower. The Mage Hand dropped the stone flower onto Asher. It was soft against Asher’s body, slowly sinking into her chest. It as mesmerizing to watch.

Then the pain started. In violent pain so great that for the first time since she awoke armless, she screamed in pain. Her whole body felt like it was set on fire, as if the very flames of hell came to burn her alive for her sins. Three agonizing minutes that felt like hours passed, Asher still screamed in screamed as her hair grew grayer and grayer… Asher fell limp. Her voice gone. Her eyes dull. She didn’t feel like breathing.

“Tch. So much potential, wasted. Alas, risk comes hand in hand with progress. Dump her body somewhere or-“ Started the elf, before being cut off by Asher wreathed in purple energy, the very foundation of the academy being lifted. Asher raised with it, awake and breathing… the magic chains being torn asunder at their very basic nature. Asher screamed, shattering the ground and causing the balcony the mages were observing her from to fall. The surge of power was shunted, absorbed by the Demon Ezizh who gladly feasted upon this newfound power. Asher then fell to the ground, now exhausted. The elf stood first, glee shining in her grin and smile, “Finally. A viable host. Take her away and prep her for experimentation. Let us see what this Subject is capable of.”

#fanfic #? #suffering does not build character #dnd #oc #it doesn't get better #tw: abuse #tw: child neglect

[heritageposts]

large zionist blocklist below

i've compiled a list of all the blogs positively interacting with the @/israel-palestine-bingo blog

there's more info about how the names were complied under the read more, but just to get an idea of how vile the blog is, i just want to quickly mention that the first prize offered in their pinned post, "eight hours of memi mamtera," is the song used in the viral israeli tiktok trend of kidnapping, humiliating, and torturing palestinians in the west bank.

and the "grand prize," which needs no explanation, is "all of palestine! for free!"

some quick info: all the names here have either approvingly replied to, reblogged from, or liked one or more of @/israel-palestine-bingo's posts. for likes, i've only gathered names that appear under their original posts; mostly ones that have not been reblogged, and some with 2-3 reblogs that have not left the immediate sphere of zionists. i've also made sure that these are blogs who have either liked more than one posts from them, or who frequently reblogs from other zionists.

you can also quickly look through the blog yourself (it doesn't have that many posts), or check out any of the names on the list with a quick 'israel' or 'palestine' in the search bar or their blogs.

there are more screenshots at the end of the posts, including ones showing who made the blog (ani-lo-daredevil / katenotbishop), and the bingo board itself (ashenpumpkin).

blocking tip: fastest way to mass block users (on desktop) is to go to settings -> the blog your blocking them from -> scroll all the way down to 'blocked tumblrs,' and then copy-paste the name your blocking

names listed below in alphabetical order reminder again, block don't engage

2peachy acleverforgery ani-lo-daredevil apollo-enthusiast ashenpumpkin <- credited for making the bingo board, reblogged/liked almost all of their posts. aureatecorvid avi-on-jumblr (main @/clear-what-i-was-seeing) awstheticshit bambahalva bleepiesheepie bluenorther blueredfetch bones-and-crows britneysmeanshirt cannibalism-is-my-love-language captain-navii casavanse celepito chubbybubba ciitrus--fruitz coffeelovinggayidiot da-socks davos-is-the-one-true-king dchan87 disregardenedgnostic elder-millennial-of-zion faggotry-enjoyer fdelopera flowercrownsandfairylights fluffel677 fluffy-art-moss george-lucas-is-god got-chavi icereader12 illegitimatetenenbaum inklingm8 its-hila jewishlivesmatter just-illegal karinhasdacookie

katenotbishop <- the main account of the person running the blog. her sideblog is @/ani-lo-daredevil

kelluinox kingofslush letaot-ze-magniv lingonberryjamistakenwhat lovelyhairedpianist magic-coffee marrymepadfoot marvel-ous-posts masters-puddle <- pornblog mixmangosmangoverse morganas-simp mossadspydolphin multifandermissesanakin nameless370 namiko026 nevleg32 notcrazyiswear oakstar519 perfectlynormalperson psychologeek queerius randomname3 redvodyanoi rhysaka sally006 sbinklebooper scp-1296 shinekocreator <- commented, 'but is this the 8 hour version?' on a post where someone ''won'' the song used in the tiktok torture videos. snakelung sort-of-a-demon soxiyy stuffandatherstuff tearsandice tedious-waffle thebejeweledwatercat the-library-alcove thirdmagic thisgingerhasnosoul timegirl tolaat-bli-toelet <- the person running the bingo blog. mainblog is @/katenotbishop transmascpetewentz tribulation-of-somnolence unexistencerpg viktorrotkiv wanderingmadscientist whiterose-blackrose whitesunlars why5x5

note: @/tolaat-bli-toelet changed her username to @/ani-lo-daredevil (her main is still @/katenotbishop)

and from the same post,

the last post was also reblogged by the creator of the israel-palestine-bingo blog

#zionist blocklist #block don't engage #after looking through the blog i began recognizing so many names from it among the liberal crypto-zionist crowd #which is part of why i decided to make this list to begin with #and again - if you're worried about the way i've compiled the names you can look through the blog yourself #it doesn't have that many posts and you'll get a better sense of why i'm singling out this blog and the people who interact with it #their latest bingo post rn is one where they've attached their meme game to a news article about that school-room massacre #where civilians were - including young children - were shot and murdered at point-blank by IOF soliders