#it is so embarrassing honestly

[stephlastname]

#:( #dont mind me just whining over here lmfao you can ignore this if you want to #got even worse since i made the update post on my ymmh account #aside from feeling horrible #the thing i hate most about being sick is the sleepless nights #and the fatigue that comes from them #and the headaches bordering migraines #and the pain in my throat being so bad my ears shut off completely and hurting SO BAD along with my jaw #and then usually my fibro comes a knocking as well and worsens everything by making me hurt even worse literally everywhere #UGHHHH #i just hope #i wish so dearly #that i manage to fall asleep somehow and wake up fine or at least better #as long as im showing improvement #the past few years. since covid started basically. every single time i get sick it is super bad to the point i have to be hospitalized #either hospitalisation or emergency trip to the er #ambulance and all lmfao #it is so embarrassing honestly #to go to a hospital as a fat person #but i know i cant help it and its out of my control or power #but that also makes it so damn scary #when im sick its basically just focusing and using all my energy to make sure i Keep Breathing #which is already hard thanks to my asthma lol #and then literally every single time ive gotten sick liked this i just lose grip and all my energy because of the sleepless nights #and THEN shit goes downhill and i have to get emergency care #im praying that doesnt happen because every time it has happened ive felt so close to death and it scares me #i dont like to ask for things for myself when i pray. i always ask for good health and happiness for my family and loved ones #but this time im gonna pray for my good health

[beif0ngs]

everyone on tumblr @Buggy the 🤡 right now 

#One Piece #opgraphics #One Piece Live Action #Roronoa Zoro #Buggy #Buggy the Clown #OPLA #oplaedit #One Piece Netflix #Mackenyu #Jeff Ward #*mine #just wanted to gif these scenes of Mackenyu as Zoro cussing out Buggy lmao #so yeah i watched the OPLA... #and i can now TRULY say that this isn't for me #honestly i had to fast forward/skip through a TON of scenes bc the level of secondhand embarrassment is real 😬😬 #never been a fan of anime live action adaptions and i stand by my prev thoughts of One Piece being adapted into a live action series #like i still found a lot of the acting and dialogue super cringey when being uttered by people irl #and i'm unable to get emotionally invested in these characters at all in the live action series #but hey at least it wasn't as terrible as i thought it would be

[ash-and-starlight]

a little something for @erisenyo’s fic Love is in the hair, (feat zukka, identity reveals, and a trip to the hairdresser) i’ve never been more happy to win a fic bingo in my life <333

#id in alt text #honestly genuinely so beyond obsessed with it #i’ve read it uhmmmm an embarrassing amount of times #zukka #and the most original characters of all time lei and zhei #fic rec #my art

[brookheimer]

not sure why people don't seem to understand that shiv being the victim of misogyny and vitriol from all the men in her life can and does coexist with the fact that she is not a feminist liberal hero fighting to save democracy. why is it that we never afford her any nuance? she's either the only good person on the show and deserves to kill every man in a ten foot radius (twitter) or a uniquely evil cruel sociopath with no heart fueled entirely by spite (reddit). is it not just so much more interesting for her to be a fascism aiding and abetting character like the rest of them who also views herself as more progressive in spite of everything else about her and who undergoes horrific treatment at the hands of the men around her yet has no interest in undoing the system that allows them to do so, only in ruling it herself? shiv is not any better than the others nor is she any worse than them. there's no Evil Olympics here guys, nor should there be. snook said it herself in the after credits sequence -- shiv was just lucky that her interests aligned with her sympathies. who knows what she would've done had mencken been her best personal option? yes she cares infinitely more about politics than roman, yes she is still very much interested in maintaining the capitalist, fascist structure and even strengthening it, so long as it ends with her on top (which either way would be a win for liberal causes bc Woman). fascism isn't one-size-fits-all. it's not just mencken and trump. it's also mattson. it's also logan. it's also roman and shiv and kendall. that's... kind of one of the main points of succession? but even so, that does not negate the fact that as a woman it is so hard to watch some of the scenes with her and tom/roman/kendall -- of course that misogyny will resonate with female viewers, as it should!!! but that resonance needs to coexist with a deeper understanding of her character -- if you want to root for a bad bitch fighting against misogyny go watch, i don't know, captain marvel or whatever. what makes shiv interesting is that she's so so so much more than that -- she is the product, victim, and perpetrator of misogyny and fascism, two concepts so heavily intertwined they're virtually inextricable from each other. tl;dr it's one thing to be like my god someone give shiv a gun and it's another entirely to say, entirely seriously, that shiv is the Good Liberal Feminist One and the rest are all evil. like i absolutely adore shiv but i would honest to god find her so fucking boring if she were actually the person these tweets make her out to be i'm sorry

#me: shiv isn't evil! \ everyone: oh so she's the only good one? #me: shiv isn't good! \ everyone: oh so she's the only evil one? #NUANCE GUYS. IT EXISTS. #honestly i just don't get it. how are you all not just like bored by the versions of these characters you've created #all this being said. every man that called shiv hysterical tonight should be shot and killed. #<3 #succession #succession spoilers #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy #shiv roy #long post #100 #500 #1000 #dude if i thought this would get notes i would’ve proofread it first. LMAO #like this is literally a word vomit ramble that i didn’t even read before posting . embarrassing 4 me #this time on posts i didn’t expect to get notes

[clueless1995]

what they don't tell you is that joy is real and it's stored in the tv shows

#mine #edit #list of shows in the replies!! #tw flashing #tw flashing lights #DO NOT. ASK WHERE WHATEVER SHOW YOU LIKE IS. MAKE YOUR OWN EDIT!!! THIS ONE IS MINE #i know i should tag some of the shows here but that feels so embarrassing #honestly this was so fun i should just make more dancing edits. i'll reuse the clips i dont care i'm having FUN

[yendts]

doodles of my boy jason with lyrics from i think there’s something you should know by the 1975

#kinda trying a new sketch style?? idk #i’ve been sketching him non stop in my sketchbook at school so i had to make some of my favs digital #also ive been making a jason playlist and this song makes me cry thinking about him #literally wanna SCREAM about him y’all dont even know #im so mad i got attached to him honestly like of all the characters??? #god i’ll shut up now i could gush about him for hours it’s embarrassing #also rip to ivlivs that was real stupid of rick to have him lose that ill forever have beef about that #jason grace #jason pjo #jason hoo #percy jackson #pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #jason toa #toa #son of jupiter #rick riordan #riordan universe #riordanverse

[luminarai]

I’ve seen a lot of people wonder if Taigen’s gonna pull a Li Shang from Mulan once he finds out about Mizu’s Secret™️ but I mean. This man’s internal logic is already so damn weird, this might as well happen, y’know??

Bonus:

#my art #blue eye samurai #bes #blue eye samurai netflix #bes netflix #taigen #mizu #artists on tumblr #digital art #fanart #fan comic #taigen bes #mizu bes #taigen is so embarrassing and I love him #he and mizu get in the same room and there are zero brain cells to be found. honestly soulmates #@ netflix hire me #also I spent ages on taigen’s expression in that second one until I finally gave up lmao 🥲

[markscherz]

I… do not understand tumblr live. Like, are there actually only about 50 people streaming across the whole platform at any one time? And why are so many of them just… people smoking? Or unoccupied desks? And why is nobody talking about frogs?

#live #tumblr live #it occurs to me that the reason there are so few streamers is that I am in the wrong timezone #but honestly even off-peak 50 streamers is embarrassing numbers #look I might do an AMA sometime #but there is a very low chance that it will be on tumblr live #so far most livestreaming I've done has been on facebook and/or instagram #but those platforms both really suck for it #so I am not sure which platform I will use #suggestions are welcome #I have also dabbled with youtube #and once tried twitch #might try tiktok sometime #but it's not great on all these platforms without existing follower counts #these are the ramblings of a tumblr old #his continuing mission: #to teach you about strange and wonderful animals #to seek out new frog lovers and teach them fun facts #to try to understand why tumblr is worse than before

[heybiji]

dandelion talks about how when he died it was like he was floating in a sea of black, and the paladin, lafavel, tries to talk him into finding a deity because he's worried about this warlock's soul*

*it doesn't work. dande gets defensively antagonistic

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #ocs #dnd art #dnd character #dnd oc #dandelion treehollow #lafavel adalhard #lafavel says i know you live a long time but you're not going to live forever #dande says well i have plenty of time #then an hour later forgets about the curse in his head that goes off if he wanders off on his own #and it does 30 psychic damage and almost kills him LOL #embarrassing behavior #dande's had some issues with the dark every since he got spirited away to meet his hag mom for the first time in a century and it was DARK #“it feels like that dark is following me...” #honestly very funny that the paladin is so concerned for dande's well being he's like bro you need jesus #he's not wrong #ravelers

[gingerteaonthetardis]

The X-Files Season 2 + close talking

#i love how 'us vs the world' s2 is. it makes for so many great whispered conversations #also that last one. just kiss each other honestly you're embarrassing yourselves with all this 'staring at his/her mouth' #txfedit #msredit #danascullyedit #foxmulderedit #tvgifs #tvedit #xfilesedit #x files #mulder x scully #gillian anderson #david duchovny #90sedit #gifs #abbey gifs

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #souyo #(vomits blood) #okay honestly is there even anything to say about this #yosuke is so easy to tease because he plays along so easily #but also his favourite quality in a person is reliability huh? cool. good to know. #oh hey do you think about how in the reverse scenario when hes on the boys side #where he said his ideal gf was someone he could protect #and when yu says yosuke is his ideal bf yosukes gets embarrassed but is like oh well im not too bad looking! and im pretty reliable! #hahaa wow its almost as if yu and yosuke both want someone that they can rely on and someone that would rely on them in turn #if only they both had someone like that. someone they could both trust beyond measure. someone thats an equal. a partner #also shout out to tumblr user aibyoutachi for convincing me that i should play the other side with yosuke sitting with the girls #because ive always sat in the girls seat not realising that sitting in the boys seat meant yosuke would take your place #oh wait that means theyre the only two that are different hahaha PARALLELS OR WHAT #he's good with his queue

[justgallifreyanthings]

The sharpness of the tongue defeats the sharpness of the warrior

Because I’m a petty asshole, I took an hour and pulled together my own version of the proverb on the new Sonic Screwdriver. Let me know if any of y’all want this as a sticker or something, and I’ll digitize it when I have a chance.

ETA: now available as a sticker! Links are shared on my blog :)

#gallifreyan #circular gallifreyan #doctor who #ncuti gatwa #sonic screwdriver #it’ll be really embarrassing if there’s typos in this lololol #there shouldn’t be tho. I spell checked it 4 times before posting #the bbc coulda had this for FREE #for the low low cost of letting me brag about it forever #it’s not even my best work honestly. and yet. #anyway the entire Gallifreyan discord server is making their own takes on the phrase so we can collectively clown on the BBC

[blubblubisdead2me]

CANT SLEEP DREW MARISA INSTEAD

#touhou #touhou project #touhou fanart #東方project #marisa kirisame #far too much confidence to post this #but honestly whats the fun in having a blog all to yourself and not posting spontaneous sketches #i do more embarrassing things every day #im so very tired but maybe what i need is actually tokyo active neets blasting in my eardrums #anyways lesbians #i love my wife

[completelyandtotalyuneventful]

The main 12 trolls are friends because they have have complex interconnected pasts and have bonded through the shared trauma that was life Alternia, and they are trying to work through their struggles together no matter how toxic their friendships may be.

The dancestors are friends because they are all garbage people and literally no one else wants to hang out with them.

#this is my view on the friendgroup dynamics #the og 12 are all horrifically codependent on each other and want to stay in each other’s lives no matter what #the dancestors would all trade each other for a bag of chips but then they’d have no friends so they don’t #homestuck #beta trolls #alpha trolls #I honestly don’t know which group are the betas and which are the alphas and I’m embarrassed to admit that #the dancestors #dancestors #gonna tag some trolls just so this will show up #karkat vantas #kankri vantas #meenah peixes #feferi peixes #eridan ampora #cronus ampora #gamzee makara #vriska serket #aranea serket #kanaya maryam #porrim maryam #sollux captor #mituna captor #aradia megido #damara megido

[toadallytickles]

The Dom taking you out shopping for you to help them pick out paintbrushes, feathers.. and an electric toothbrush. 😵‍💫

#YES THIS HAPPENED TO ME. TODAY. #made a connection with a local Dom. today he took me out shopping.. for these items.. for a potential session… 😵‍💫 #honestly I’m 🤯🥴💦 #like HE IS STUDYING #then we got Tim’s and Lil Casaers 🥰 and I got the cutest frog plush!! 🐸 #but omg… it was so flustering and embarrassing…. � #my posts #tickles #text

[baalzebufo]

THE WEIRD AL-CANA - THE MAJOR ARCANA, INSPIRED BY WEIRD AL YANKOVIC SONGS

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ho-ly shit, this actually got finished. this was so much work for something that is so incredibly niche, but im so happy with it. this was SO MUCH FUN to come up with, to think of songs for each card, to slip in silly references and make my little border designs... thank you so much everyone else who has been enjoying these posts!

tumblr wouldnt let me upload the full-size stitched canvas so I had to shrink it a little, so if you want to see all the individual cards at their full size PLEASE look at the individual posts on my blog HERE! this was the first time I ever got the tumblr warning that a photo was just too big, haha.

this post also goes out to everyone on the weird al side of tumblr- yankoblr, y'all have brought me so much joy in such a small amount of time with your posts and memes, even though i just got here and started randomly posting one day. i went from being very self-conscious about what i considered an 'embarrassing' interest to wholeheartedly goofing and it feels great. keep being silly no matter what guys

stay weird, y'all :)

#alloyart #weird al #weird al yankovic #major arcana #tarot cards #artists on tumblr #honestly this is why i think fanbases can be Great Sometimes. for all the issues and hypothetical drama it can bring its also just like #oh you post something you think is silly or embarrassing and instantly a group of people swarm you and start cheering and clapping #ive always been SUPER self-conscious about my music taste and things i liked in the past for a bunch of reasons #so sharing anything music related is really difficult for me. but knowing that other folks are there also enjoying their silly thing #it makes it so much easier yknow :'D #anyway not to get too sappy haha- i just wanna say thanks :) #this project was so much fun #weird al-cana