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strawberrylabs · 7 months
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Whumptober day 7 with Kokomi!
Prompt: "can you hear me?"
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Summary: Even a master strategist fails sometimes. What a pity that this time her failure cost more than usual.
Warnings: war, corpses, death, injury, blood, drowning
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The strategy was flawless.
Gorou was leading the Vanguard, while you lead the second force around the island the day before the battle to cut off the enemy supplies.
It was a great plan, as expected of the high priestess of Sangonomiya.
It was noon the day before the battle, and it was time for your team to leave so you'd get to the beach in time.
"Good luck. Please be safe my pearl." Kokomi held your face as she looked into your eyes.
You smiled at her, before leaning in to give her a gentle kiss.
"Everything will be fine. It is your plan after all!"
You waved her off as your team moved out of the camp.
Kokomi was always worried whe you went off into battle.
As the strategist, she was never present during battles, she simply saw the outcome.
You often likened her to a chess player.
Watching over her pieces on the board, but never actually being the one in the battle.
She had joked that you meant she would sacrifice people for the greater good.
You corrected her by saying
"Actually, you more remind me of a kid who started learning chess and still gets upset when losing pieces, even if there was no way around it."
You had meant it in a teasing way, but it meant more to her than it should have.
It meant you knew she would always try to save everyone with her strategies. Including this one.
The strategy was flawless.
Gorou was leading the Vanguard, while you lead the second force around the island the day before the battle to cut off the enemy supplies.
It was a great plan, as expected of the high priestess of Sangonomiya.
So then why
Why was Kokomi standing on the beach that served as a battlefield, mere hours after the Resistance's devasting loss, looking at her fallen comrades.
The plan ended up a disaster. The enemy managed to get reinforcements and supplies through their line- something your team was supposed to stop.
Which begs the question...
...what happened to your team?
As much as Kokomi wanted to run to your supposed location, she had duties here-
"Go. I can handle this." Gorou looked at Kokomi with sympathy and understanding.
"I..." Kokomi looked around at her comrades. So much blood. So much death. So many corpses. She knew she had to be here.
And yet...
"Thank you"
She ran.
Many had not seen the Divine Priestess run, and those who had would say she ran as gracefully as her title suggested.
If people were to compare her every movement as being as graceful as water, then her movements now were a storm.
Tripping over bodies in a morose display of failure.
She would not cry. Crying was as good as admitting you were dead.
But Kokomi was smart
She knew the odds were stacked against her, as if the archon's themselves had turned their backs on her.
She made it where your squad should be.
Another sea of corpses awaited her. Enemies and friends alike skewed across the sand, as if someone had dug out graveyard.
Your team was overwhelmed. By the looks of it, the enemy predicted what Kokomi planned, and had set a trap for you.
Kokomi began to slowly wander around the lifeless mounds of flesh, praying to whatever god, archon or even curse was listening.
She called you name
"Can you hear me?"
She almost felt tendrils of hope wrap themselves around her heart
Until the claws of despair sink themselves in instead.
She sees you, face down in the shallow water of the shore.
If it weren't for the multiple arrows in your back, she would have worried about you drowning.
Kokomi fell to her knees
The blood of her friends, enemies, and most of all her lover mixed sickeningly in the water beneath her, staining her robs and skin.
She knows that she'll never be able to wash the feeling of the viscous solution off her skin.
She pulls you into her lap.
"I'm sorry.."
"Everything will be fine. It is your plan after all!"
"I'm so sorry..."
In the solitude of the seaside execution sight
The Divine Priestess of Watatsumi island allowed herself to weep.
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ugly-pickle · 3 months
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Good morning, Pickle. My second request for the day. Please kindly consider this angsty Gorou request: Gorou can only watch as you exchange nuptial cups with Heizou. He know he has no right to stop the wedding, not when he was the one who broke up with you to woo Kokomi, only to find out later that she was only using him to get her parents off her back about her being single.
Please also kindly take as long as you need with this request; I have no qualms in waiting. Furthermore, by no means feel obligated to prioritize this request over your other requests.
regret ☆ gorou
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CHARACTERS: gorou x reader
SYNOPSIS: gorou dumps you for kokomi (っ- ‸ - ς)
GENRE: angst 🦢
W/C: 0.8k
T/W: cussing, breaking up, cheating (if there’s any i missed let me know!)
A/N: bro i hate exams (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ) my next one will also probably take eons to complete….
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“WHAT THE FUCK GOROU.”
SMACK
you touch the now red mark on your face. it stings, but the ache in your heart is worse. “never talk about kokomi like that again,” gorou says with a stern tone. “tch, YOUR kokomi? i have never seen her look at you for more than 2 seconds outside of a meeting.” youre now pissed off due to gorou’s stupidity, but you cant help but feel a bit jealous, well, kokomi did just steal your lover’s heart with just a snap of her fingers.
gorou’s tail looks stiff, you notice that he does that when hes uncomfortable or angry, you take note of this. you might regret what youre going to say, but a river cannot stop flowing just because of a small inconvenience. you shall see where the future takes you. “if i upset you that much then i’ll leave. goodbye gorou,” you want to cry but your dignity tells you not to; you grab your wallet and head out the door.
before you completely close the door, you can hear a whimper, and it’s not yours.
it’s sunny outside, youre not sure if you should be grateful that theres no rain to make you feel worse, or if you should feel bad that the rest of inazuma is having a great time without you. although, no matter how clear the day was, you still manage to bump into someone.
“y/n? oh my archons, it is you! how have you been?” says the mysterious voice. “heizou?” tears are finally dripping down.
you slightly grip the cups in your hands, youre so excited that youre scared that the sake might spill. the moment slips by like a flash and youre already taking your last sip. you look up to see your husband, hes grinning ear to ear and so are you.
heizou looks so lovely when hes happy, but now you can see all of his emotions, whether if hes happy, sad, jealous, angry, disgusted, confused, you can see all of it and only you.
you look into the crowd, all of your friends and family are there, heizou’s side as well. theyre happy for you.
thats when you see gorou.
beside him was Sangonomiya Kokomi, Divine Priestess of Watatsumi Island, what a mouthful, not to mention how bitter the title tasted in your mouth. gorou’s tail was stiff, you wonder why; his eyes were also glistening, such pretty eyes shouldnt cry….
WAITWAITWAIT
nononono, youre literally having your wedding ceremony right now, what are you thinking?…
your wedding ceremony has ended, you and heizou are now officially married.
gorou’s perspective:
“gorou? are you okay?” kokomi asks, “u-uhm yea, im fine,” gorou stutters a bit. what if he was the one up there with you. what if he was up there exchanging nuptial cups with you.
“hey kokomi?” gorou asks, “yes gorou?” kokomi responds, “im gonna get some fresh air, i’ll be right back,” kokomi nods her head, gorou presses a kiss on her forehead then exits.
he feels guilty. he kissed kokomi while thinking about you, no, he thought about you every waking second and you even appeared in his dreams. a few tears roll down his eyes. is he happy for you or jealous of heizou? all of these emotions swirling around him, and he cant tell which one hes feeling.
he feels a hand in his shoulder. he jumps, hes a bit startled, it’s you…
you look so lovely, the fabric, the design, the jewels, and just the everything made you look heavenly. he picks up a scent that he always longed for, it was yours, he just never realized it.
“were you crying gorou?…” he feels more tears coming up, did he miss you that much?
“congratulations y/n, uhm… we ended on a bad note, look i just wanna say that ‘m sorry.” a small smile appears on your face, “apology accepted, that was the past, lets focus on the present,” you gently squeeze gorou’s hand. “lets catch up some other time, yea?” you said, “y-yea,” and with that you disappeared. he feels empty.
“there you are!” kokomi’s voice rings through his ears. “m-my love!” gorou says, becoming stiff again, “look gorou, we need to talk,” her words feel stiff, uncomfortable even. “of course! anything! what do you need to talk about?” gorou asks.
“…lets split up gorou.”
….
“eh?” hes dumbfounded. “lets break up,” nonono this cant be happening, “why?… i thought you were happy, were you not?” gorou’s life was already falling apart, this was just the breaking point. “look, gorou, i have strict parents that expect me to produce… offspring, i would like to label this event ‘traumatic’ so they’ll stop bothering me for the time being. my condolences.”
why bother anymore?
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NOTE FOR SAILORSTAR9: i literally had no idea what nuptial cups were before this (´∇`'')
TAGLIST: @sailorstar9
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victoria1676 · 2 years
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Brain rot/Imagine: Imposter SAGAU BROKEN GOD/CREATOR! READER!
So I know people are not Minecraft fans or never watch Minecraft YouTubers unless some used to watch but not anymore and is it bad like this certain artist who made a Dream SMP au mostly onto Tommy except this is veryyyyyy angsty.
Like heres the videos that I will be talking about for a new(?) Au for sagau
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So basically this au called "Ebrunean Tommy Au" which is like a before Dream broke out of prison and what if after he broke out of prison and found Tommy to the point he kept killing Tommy all over again and reviving him many times to kill Tommy.
Because of this Tommy slowly became like a shell of who he was and now has white hair, can't feel pain, can't talk or even make any movements but he can walk and sit down only the way he does them look very robotic. Plus he never speaks and follows Tubbo around.
If you can more info on this au please check out Blublu_by the creator of this au.
Warnings of this post: ANGST, Mention of torture, mention of being killed, and mentions of reader trauma along with them being broken. Also, not every chara is mentioned here since I am lazy to write them all sorry DX
Now imagine this au in the imposter Sagau o reader who finally has now become the shell of your former self after you got revived for the last time from getting executed. You can not talk, laugh or cry but only has a face of blankness that shows how tired you are and look very dead.
Venti tries so hard to redeem himself by playing music to the reader, yet it did not even make the reader budge who just looked at him, making the bard feel like he was judged but also it was a painful reminder that he and the other acolytes did this to you. All he wanted was to hear your laughter and see your smile but alas. It was futile not when Venti sometimes saw a ghost or a presence that is in front of his god yelling and crying at him with the words.
"HOW COULD YOU!"
Or
"DO YOU EXPECT ME TO LIKE YOU OR LOVE YOU!"
He can't hear those words from your mouth but he can feel that those are the words that you wanted to say to him but you can't when you are already broken. Diona was already crying that you can't even drink her finest drinks without someone pushing it gently for you. She was so sad that you could never enjoy her drinks normally with a smile like before thanks to the people who hurt you.
It hurts Venti to the point he wished to turn back time or redo his ways so that he and his nation won't suffer looking at what was once their beloved god but is now a shell of them. He envy his friend Dvalin who was the one who did not attack your with Bennett's friends (Razor and Fischl) and all he could do is watch them drag or be with you with close contact while he and the ones who attack you will never able to touch you when it all bring you to pain.
You screamed and screamed as Venti tried to calm you down as he was about to carry you it made your screaming worsen to the point it sounded like you were getting killed by him again. He felt the Traveler punch him as he could hear Jean getting Barbara while you continued screaming until you calm down slowly once you were in Traveler's arms.
It was then everyone realized whoever laid their hands on you by killing or hurting you. You would suddenly scream as it shows that this is a reminder to those who forsake you will forever hear the screams of their God when they tried to kill them.
So all Venti can do is sing his songs hoping you can enjoy them as he continues to get himself drunk from his sins.
There are times Diluc would wish he cut off his hands for getting them stained by your blood as he watched you just leaning against Rosaria who allowed it while Kaeya tried to make you smile by cracking some jokes but you could see his hands trembling like he wanted to touch you but cannot when he attacked you with his vision if Rosaria did not intercept him.
Both sworn brothers wished they realize things sooner than both of them could have been happy and acting alright with you but it was too late.
Jean tried to give you Dandelion flowers but you turned away and quickly go the Traveler who made you food much to the Acting Grand Master's sadness. Albedo can only seethe in anger when he saw Subject two or rather Rubedo guiding you by holding your hand while the alchemist watches 'his brother' hold your hands.
Chongyun. Xiangling, Hu-tao, and Xingqiu toke you around Liyue as you carried Qiqi in your arms. Yelan guided you to Yanfei and Madame ping but you also held the fluffy coat Yelan stole from a certain harbinger.
Whenever you enter Liyue Zhongli could not help by try to get you gifts like Ningguang but unfortunately, you would not accept those gifts as the Geovisaps smaller or bigger ones would crush them or rip them apart. Xiao had to carry you away from them (Zhongli, Ningguang and others who hurt you in Liyue). Ganyu could not show her face to you when she was the one who shot your leg as Shenhe held your hand like you guys are a family or lovers.
Childe was lucky that Foul Legacy realized who you are or else he could have been one of the people you would be screaming when made contact with you. Normally Childe would be over the moon that he can hold you and hug you but it hurts him to see his God not smiling or talking as he did his best to spoil them or be patient with them.
Kazuha would sometimes play music with his Leaf whistle as you lean on his back while Beidou talks to Traveler if there is any progress of you coming back to your senses. Both Captain of the Alcor and the Inazuma Wanderer were sad when they saw the downcast Traveler telling them that there is no progress toward you going back to normal.
Raiden Shogun-Ei watch her familiar and friend Yae Miko who was letting you read her books or sleep on Kitsune's lap which made Ei look down at the ground in shame along with avoiding looking at your neck that had an angry red line where she was the one who cut off your head.
Ayato comforted his sister Ayaka who could not help but cry as Thoma was the only one you allow to hold you and feed you. When you visited the estate the Kamisato family tried to make you feel welcome but you ignored them for Thoma who quickly prepare food and went to your side to guide you. Sara was tempted to shoot Itto who was legit carrying you like a rag doll but she would not let go of the arrow without hurting you again as the Tengu saw Kuki Shinobu scolded Itto very hard while you looked at the scene in confusion.
Heizou did not mind the stares of the people of Watasumi island since he is used to them although there are times he could not hold back his smirk as he watch Gorou's ears and tail go down when you turned him away and ignored a sad Kokomi who had a gift for you.
Dainsleif shook his head before muttering "fools" at the dejected and sad acolytes who had made you broken. They went from being excited about killing an imposter only to realize the mistake once their blood finally became gold after it kept flashing from red to finally gold. The former ex-captain of Kheanriah cannot help but scowl at the sheer 180 change of what these people had done to you.
If they weren't so blind then Dainsleif could have heard your voice or seen your smile again but now it was gone thanks to those acolytes of yours. All he can do is do his duty as a guard to watch and be by your side whenever Traveler tends to lost sight of you due to you wandering to different places.
Abyss twin made sure to tell all Abyss mages to keep an eye on you as well as they are ordered to hurt anyone who has hurt you. They did not wish for you broken to be broken even more when you have not yet reached the 'The truth of this world' with their twin. How dare these people of the gods to hurt you! At least they know have more reason to not only Destroy Celestia but also destroy everyone in Teyvat who had hurt you.
You may have been broken, damaged and already been killed multiply times to the point you can't remember, think, speak or make any movements other then to walk, sit or follow.
Maybe one day you'll be back to normal.
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cynosfunnyjokes · 1 year
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Held in the Arms of Another
Characters: Gorou (Lumine and Kokomi Mentioned (Reader is not Traveler))
Genre: Angst
Summary: The Vision Hunt Decree is finally over and your lover, Gorou, is finally back in your life- but things aren’t how you thought they would be…
Notes: A lil angsty fanfic I wrote for myself like a year ago that my lovely friend proof read! It was originally meant to have a happy ending but I never wrote a second part (gotta love good ol angst to fluff). but uhH- if enough people are actually interested, I might write a second part?? This is also posted on my AO3 (cynosfunnyjokes)!
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With the Vision Hunt Decree and war finally being over, thanks to the dear Traveler and the group of people who helped alongside her, everything was finally calm. Everyone could now relax and life was able to continue on as it had before.
By default, you had assumed that Gorou, your lover, would be able to spend more time with you now to make up for the time that you both had lost to his position as General of the Watatsumi Army. During that time, he had prioritized everything else- which was fair, with people having their Visions stolen from them by the Raiden Shogun and then the whole issue with the Delusions- but that didn’t do much to deflect the slight pain you felt when he would scurry off in the early hours of the morning with a light peck on the lips and a quick mumble of, “I have to go see Her Excellency.” or anything along those lines.
Many nights were spent alone in a cold bed that was much too big for one person. His side of the bed would remain vacant until the early hours of the morning when he would finally step through the door…. If he would even show up. 
Sometimes, you would have to remind him to take care of himself- to rest when he was tired- and more often than not, it would lead to small arguments. By the end of the night, one of you was embraced in the other’s arms with a loose promise of trying to do better.
Then, one day, the mysterious Traveler showed up with her odd floating companion. The legendary Traveler, who had brought down a dragon to save Mondstadt and won a fight against a Fatui Harbinger, was now joining the Resistance to help take down the Shogun. You were grateful, really, you were, along with the other Inazumans that she had saved, but after everything settled…. Why was she still here? And why was Gorou all over her? Even with the extra free time, the hybrid was still barely at home.
Was he growing tired of you? 
The Traveler was far better- it was a fact that you couldn't deny. She was amazing at everything and hell, she was more attractive as well. With this thinking, you couldn’t find it in yourself to blame him for wanting to be around her more. Honestly, who wouldn’t?
Watching him leave early in the morning to follow Lumine like a lost puppy only to come home late at night when the moon was in its trek through the sky, it really hurt. Maybe this was his way of indirectly ending the relationship- by distancing himself almost completely. 
That thought alone almost had you in tears half of the time.
This went on for two weeks before you'd finally had enough. It was tearing your heart apart the more you saw your dear lover less and less. Would it kill him to spend a day with you? Apparently so.
Some days, he would rush off early before you would wake up. Today seemed to be one of those days.
The room was mostly dark, save for the small rays of sunlight peeking over the window sill, flooding a cold, and dim light. However the sun wasn’t what drew you from your slumber; it had been the sound of your lover clumsily pulling his clothes on. All that was visible to you was his back, tail softly swaying back and forth as he tugged on the armor that usually adorned his upper body. Sitting up with a yawn escaping your lips, you raised a hand to rub the grogginess from your eyes, as the other moved up, muffling the yawn.
Fluffy ears twitching at the sound, Gorou whipped around, facing you with eyes wide in surprise. A nervous smile settled on his lips soon after. “Love?” His voice cut through the silence of the room like a knife, “Why are you up? Did I wake you?” One of his eyebrows quirked up as his head cocks to the side.
Oh, how you missed his voice. It was calming. Comforting. 
Instead of answering his question, your eyes shift to his, and your lips part to ask a question of your own. “Are you going out with Lumine again?” Even you were shocked at the coldness in your tone, although at this point, you were too tired to show it. You already knew the answer, but there was a lingering hope that you clung onto. The hope that maybe- just maybe- he would stay here with you instead. Finally.
A smile spreads across his face as he nods enthusiastically. “Yeah, I am!” He sighs as he turns to grab his gloves and accessories for his arms. Unfortunately, by doing so, he missed the crestfallen expression that shifted onto your face.
You could almost feel the shattered pieces of your heart piercing through your ribs like glass. 
The sound of Gorou getting ready hardly overruled the tension in the thick sound of silence. 
“Really?” The tone of your voice, so soft and sweet, but tainted with heartbreak, “You seem to always be with her as of late. It’s almost like you’re dating her instead.” Your eyes darted down to the blankets, not wanting to meet his anymore.
Gorou froze in his spot for a moment, visibly taken aback by your statement. He turned, facing you with confusion written on his face, “What do you mean?” His voice matched his expression. Had he not realized how much time he had been spending with the Traveler? Or was he playing innocent? Maybe he would deny it until he would finally end it with you. 
“Well, you’ve been spending so much time with Lumine. It’s almost like you’ve replaced me with her.” Your voice was wavy and full of hurt, but your gaze shifted back up to him regardless.
Something seemed to click in his head, his confused expression shifting into a blank look. “Are you...jealous?” He scoffed, almost in disbelief, “Y/n, you know how she saved us. Why are you- Why would you…” his voice got quieter as he trailed off, watching your expression shift to a sour one. He could see the tears welling up in those beautiful orbs that he adored so much, threatening to spill over.
"Y/n…" Your name left his lips, his voice was soft- completely different from the one he had just been using- as the realization set in. He lifts a hand, reaching out to touch you in hopes of comforting you, but you flinch away. Gorou’s heart all but shatters in his chest as his ears flatten slightly.
Defeated, you stood from where you had been sitting, and slipped your shoes on, not bothering to grab anything except for your vision, the elemental emblem lighting up as you grabbed it. 
“I..” your voice small, and shoulders drooped with tears falling freely now, “I should’ve figured you would respond that way. I’m not even sure why I tried.”
Gorou stood speechless as he watched you open the door with shaking hands, “Hey!” His voice cracked, “No, no, wai-!” The door slams shut, cutting him off. All he could do was stand there as the quick and steady sound of your footsteps began to fade away.
He was left alone, in the silence of the room.
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theodork · 1 year
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Character: Saiki K
Warning: Break up, angst, cursing
Summary: Saiki is not a good boyfriend. It weighs down on (Y/n) because she is in love with him, but most times he won’t even spare her a second glance.
‘Saiki communicating’ (or the reader and Saiki's telepathic coves)
“everyone else talking”
~Over~
My boyfriend, Kusuo, and I usually walked together to go to school, but lately, he has been leaving before me. I know he probably has his reason, but I would be lying if I said it did not upset me. Honestly, it seems like he goes out of his way to avoid me. 
I would understand if he would just communicate with me but he won’t give me so much as an excuse.
“(L/N) You look tired,” Teruhashi said, snapping me out of the daze I had put myself in.
I knew she wasn’t genuine, but her honeyed voice and soft eyes could fool anyone.
“Oh yeah, I stayed up late,” It wasn’t a complete lie. 
 I could see Kusuo’s vacant gaze fixed on me.  I frowned and looked back to Teruhashi
“Do you want to do something after school?” I just wanted to go home and bury my face in my pillow but Ku’s stare made me nervous. I felt like I had to avoid him at all costs. He would not approach me with Teruhashi near. 
“Um-” She was surprised. A pang of fear flashed through my nerves, she wouldn't say no. After all, she was the perfect pretty girl. I felt guilty for using her as a human-psychic- shield.
“It’s okay if you don’t--maybe we can invite Mera and Yumehara--I was thinking maybe a mall or cafe.”
‘Really? Teruhashi?’  I gulped. Why does he care who I hang out with in my spare time? It’s not like my boyfriend wants my company.
‘Stop being dramatic’
I rolled my eyes and put on my headphones. I couldn't think, and he certainly wouldn't hear me, if I blared music in my ears. I’d take them out when class started.
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“Mera couldn’t come but we could,” Yumehara said, Teruhashi was beside her and they both were walking towards me.
“Great,” I smile. “We should go to a cafe, There is a new one near by.” They agreed as we started to walk there.
“It’s so great we’re going somewhere together, It seems like Saiki takes up all of your time,” Teruhashi said in her usual angelic voice. I remembered why I was doing this.
Saiki. 
“Yeah, he always takes you on dates it’s romantic,” Yumehara said. She seemed to radiate sparkles. The girls giggled with each other.  Right. Yeah, our dates.
“He’s wonderful,” I mustered all the enthusiasm I could. I did like him, when we were friends he was almost perfect. Dating him was just lonely. It didn’t help that having a conversation with him was as lively as talking to a brick wall. 
We arrived at the cafe. It was small and painted roof to floor with warm neutral colors. A small piano with plants sat in the corner 
“It’s so cute!” Yumehara exclaimed, “Look at all the choices.” She gestured towards the menu. She was right. Many sweets and drinks, with an occasional l doodle, name-line the black chalkboard.
We sat at a booth in the corner as a waitress came by to take our order. I ordered a strawberry shortcake.
“Oh you must be thinking about Saiki~” Yumehara pointed at my delicious pink desert. If I was thinking about him I'd get a coffee jelly.
“Oh, yeah,” I smiled and we laughed. The doorbell chimed, snapping me from the conversation.
“Hey, Saiki!” Teruhashi called. He looked at our booth. Teruhashi beckoned him to come. His eyes met with mine as sat beside me, blocking me from leaving the booth.
‘You’re avoiding me,’ Saiki communicated to me. 
‘Yeah well, you do that to everyone else,’ I shot back 
‘What’s your problem?’
‘You’ was the first word that popped into my head. There was nothing. He said nothing
‘What do you follow me all the way out here to instigate?’ I asked. Still, he said nothing. A pit formed at the bottom of my stomach. 
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“You were very clearly following us,”
‘Yes, I was. I don’t know why you're making a big deal about it
I scoffed. A big deal? It isn’t too much to ask that my boyfriend cares about me. It’s too much to ask that he find my company unbearable. I bite my tongue and I want to tear into him. To scream in his ear what a douche he was. 
“I think we should break up,” I said. His face stayed the same, he didn’t move or even seem like he acknowledged what I said. It reassured me that I was doing the right thing. I love him but his indifference was too much. If he doesn’t want me then why should I waste any more time crying over him?
“Did you hear me?”I held back tears. Of course, he heard me; he’s a psychic. He hears everything. “ Why did you even ask me to be your girlfriend? To avoid Teruhashi? To get out of hanging out with your friends? How many times have you told them that you couldn't hang out because you were taking me on a date?” I raised my voice. Heat rose to my face, then he looked at me like I was the least interesting thing in the room. 
“We’ve only been on two dates, both I had to beg you to go with me! That was at the beginning of our relationship!  I stopped because you had no interest, and now I'm breaking up with you for the same reason!” Tears started marching down my face. I covered my face with my hands.
“I’m so fucking stupid,” I mutter to myself, “Saiki, Just get out of my room--get out of my house,”
“You don’t ever call me Saiki” Saiki Spoke. Of all time, now he opened his mouth and said something.
 I just want to be alone now. Why won’t he just leave?
Then I was alone. He teleported from my room. My legs were wobbly. I sat laid on my bed and looked at the ceiling. 
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worriedvision · 1 year
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Homemaker - Gorou 
Angst lol, gender neutral reader. Reader is a homemaker in this scenario, and with Gorou always being away with his work they naturally miss him. 
Taglist: @isolight
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When you bought your first house together, the both of you were a happy item. Practically the best relationship imaginable, a healthy one filled with communication. When the vision hunt decree started, it all changed.
You tried to make it work, you really did. At the start of your relationship, he was signing up to join his side  of the vision hunt decree. You were mixed with how you felt in the moment - on one hand, you were happy he was following his ambitions. On the other hand, however, you were sad you wouldn’t be able to see him as often. After this concern was brought up, he reasured you as lovingly as he could that he would send you letters.
When those letters stopped, he failed to explain it was a safety issue. He never had enough time to visit you, to tell you that this was for the sake of your safety not being breached from a letter being tracked. When he was home, it was never for a long enough time for you two to keep the relationship going. To cope, you’d manage to steal a brush past his hand before he runs off, back to war.
When Her Excellency herself asked for your presence, Gorou wasn’t the person sent to escort you. It was someone you didn’t know but trusted from his uniform. In the walk to the meeting spot, they spoke so fondly of your boyfriend, talking about aspects of him you never got to see. It felt like he moved on, like this was his lifes meaning and he forgot to break things off with you. 
When you met Kokomi, you could see why Gorou liked her. She was smart, caring, and she was very pretty. She sat down across from you, offering water, and she told you that she empathised with your yearning for Gorou. She explained everything - how dangerous the situation was, 
“Why does he come home sometimes then?” You ask out loud, Kokomi looking uncomfortable when you say this.
“Well, that’s why I requested your presence today.” Kokomi explains. “Gorou hasn’t been telling you very much, has he?” You shake your head no, and she closes her eyes thoughtfully before opening them, looking at you. “For the interest of your safety, I advise -”
“Are you telling me to break up with him?” You ask. Before Kokomi can open her mouth, you tear up with the realisation that actually, this relationship just was not going to happen until the entire thing was over. Hell, even after this whole thing was over you’d probably never see him because of how close he was with all the soldiers he works alongside. 
You vividly remember seeing his vision and asking him about how he got it, hoping to start a conversation with him that didn’t feel forced. Gorou spluttered something about ‘not having the time to explain’, clearly not interested in telling you, but you knew he got his vision from training. Perhaps he decided you weren’t worth the effort anymore, you being a non-vision bearer and him being brilliant enough to be recognised by the gods. He must have gained closer relationships with his colleagues than he had with you at the start.
“...Okay.” You  nod to yourself, Kokomi watching you make the decision before offering you what she was going to propose. “I know it would be too selfish for me to desire more time with him, I know he is a very busy man.”
“I’m sorry this has happened.” Kokomi states after a while of debating with herself. She could see in your eyes that you were fed up with waiting for things to get better, Gorou not giving the same effort you did into the relationship when you were together. “Would you like to know where Gorou is, just for clo-”
“I’d rather not. I think I would die if I saw him right now.” You choke out. “I’m not strong enough to talk to him about this, could you break it to him for me?” 
“Of course.” Kokomi states. “For what it’s worth, Gorou did love you. He talks about you all the time.”
“Please don’t try and give me false hope, I know he’s checked out of the relationship long ago.” You shrug, standing up and leaving with the same person that escorted you to the meeting spot. 
After getting home, the guard doesn’t know how to say goodbye without rubbing salt into the wound. He had heard the breakdown of your relationship from your side, you yearning for something you knew was no longer there for you. 
“...Look after Gorou for me, yeah?” You smile, closing the door after entering your home. Looking around your room, it sinks in.
So many things in the room , you had to get rid of. Too many things here reminded you of Gorou, most of the items you had gotten because you thought Gorou would appreciate them.
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junosmindpalace · 3 months
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STIR AND MIX!
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pairing: kokomi teruhashi x gn!reader
synopsis: an unexpected invite from your friend has you hurrying to her house--only to find an anxious looking kokomi behind the island counter, hands preoccupied with a bowl and a whisk.
content: (wc: 1.7k) teruhashi stresses over saiki, reader stresses over kokomi. unrequited love (wooomp). some fun (+lovey) kitchen shenanigans despite the angst.
a/n: i've had this idea sitting in my drive for a while now and i thought it'd be fitting for valentines day...does any1 write 4 my girl...
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You receive an apologetic text from Kokomi early Tuesday evening asking if you were able to drop by her house.
You look up from your phone and out your window toward the daylight; the sun sets a little later in the sky than it had for the past three or so months, and you had finished most of your schoolwork and extracurriculars for the day, so you saw no harm in the visit. Replying to Kokomi to hang tight for fifteen minutes, you dressed yourself and headed for her house. 
There was a somewhat urgent undertone in the text, despite her typical politeness and enthusiasm that was present even in her phone messages. It was a school night as well, which made the sudden invitation all the more unusual.
Nonetheless, you reveled in the February breeze as you promptly headed to the Teruhashi residence. Every step, every turn, was taken with enough familiarity to be mindless, able to allow your thoughts to drift and mull over the possible reasons Kokomi would want (perhaps need) you over, but came up short.
Though you’ve walked Kokomi home from school plenty of times, you’ve only ever been inside her house on a handful of occasions. You admired its stylish exterior, as you always do, as you climbed the porch, eyes darting around to take in the garden and the wood and glass patterns that made up the structure. 
Kokomi had followed up her initial text with instructions to locate and use the spare key kept beneath a garden statue just by the front door. Her parents tended to work late, and her brother was out of the country for work, so she was managing the house by herself. Perhaps she had been facing some difficulties living alone, and needed a friend to help her out. 
The lockset clicks and, turning the knob, you hesitantly push the door open. Upon taking your first step inside, your nose takes in a heavenly aroma. It’s a comforting, familiar smell that makes your mouth water. 
“Kokomi?” You call out her name at the front door as you step inside, trying to place exactly what was wafted in the air as you slipped off your shoes and placed them off to the side in the genkan.
A high, feminine voice calls out your name in questioning from a little further into the house, and what follows is a heavy thud! 
You quickly follow the noise, rounding a corner and peering to the right, only to be completely taken aback by what you find. The countertops are crowded with various sized and colorful bowls and bags, raw ingredients to some kind of crazed baking session spilled out in random spots. Kokomi herself stands in the middle of the kitchen, as if to handle accordingly any sort of problems that arise.
“Kokomi?” You call out again as you take in the mess, and the girl in question turns around in surprise, revealing a bowl clutched tightly to her chest in one arm while the other hand frantically whisks the mixture inside. She seems to deflate a little in relief when her eyes settle onto you.
“You’re here! I’m so sorry to call you out here so suddenly, I just--” 
She frantically tried to gather her thoughts into a coherent explanation as she placed the bowl on the counter beside her. “I’ve been quite busy baking all these desserts, and I could use some help finishing up…” she eventually explains somewhat bashfully. 
Your eyes fall onto a stack of small, sleek, white boxes, each secured by a pink ribbon tied neatly down the middle on the counter right across the island.
“What is all this for?”
The timer on the stove goes off the minute the question leaves your lips, and Kokomi quickly turns around with a little oh! before hurrying over to turn it off. 
“Don’t you know what tomorrow is?” she asks over her shoulder as she crouches down to pull open the oven and out a metal tray. She stares down at them with a little proud huff before extending them out toward you; perfectly sculpted red velvet cookies, all evenly spaced and baked to perfection.
“It’s Valentine’s Day!” 
How you somehow managed to forget was a mystery. The day has been the talk of your school for the past week, with students wondering if they would be so lucky as to receive chocolates and love letters in the cubbies of their lockers when the day finally came. Excitement was an understatement for the kids at PK Academy when it came to the holiday of love.
Talk about receiving gifts from Kokomi, especially, lingered in these conversations, each person hoping to personally receive a Valentine's Day present from the perfect pretty girl herself. And, of course, Kokomi would deliver--literally.
“How long have you been baking?” You ask her with a small laugh of surprise as you take in the perfect cookies, tempted by the aroma to snatch one up for yourself.
“Oh, I don’t even know…since this morning?”
“That long?”
"I only have a couple more batches to go through! But it really is taking me a while to get through, so I thought I'd invite you over! I hope...that's okay?"
And you want to curse yourself when your heart flips, when it sings of course it's okay. You wish you could say you were above the charms she was able to put people under simply by existing in their vicinity, but her heart was big, and she was putting in all of this effort. How could you say anything but okay?
And so you give her a determined smile, and ask what you are needed to do.
She demonstrates how to measure the ingredients, what techniques and combination of flavours and coloring help enhance the overall presentation of her desserts. Flour spills all over your aprons when you accidentally tip the bag over, and you can only stare at each other in horror and surprise for a moment before the day catches up with you, and you can only laugh at the absurdity.
She takes your powered hands in hers and presses them down against the cookie cutters, shows you how to carefully peel away the excess dough, and again you curse when you can hardly bring your attention away from the feeling of her skin against yours. She laughs a little when you fumble with the first couple of shapes, still trying to ground yourself from the trance, before staring impressively at the various balls and hearts.
It seems that you blink and you can suddenly see the moon shine bright in the night sky outside the kitchen window. By the time the final tray of cookies are placed in the oven, your arms and lower back ache and your stomach turns from the handful of chocolate chips and other cakes you tried mid session.
Kokomi sits at the dining table packaging a box with a particular amount of care; laying out pink tissue paper within the box for cookies and cupcakes to sit on, with a simple white envelope accompanying the treats inside. You watch her hands work precisely as she ties the pale pink ribbon around the box.
"Which one is that for?"
“This one's for Saiki!" she says as she finishes tightening the bow, a small smile lifting her cheeks. "I remember when we went out that one time, he seemed really into the desserts at this café we visited, so I went a couple of times and tried to emulate the recipes and—“ 
Her words quickly came to a halt, and she stares blankly at you for a moment before her expression turns into one of alarm, and she scrambles her words. 
“But it’s not like they’re extra special or anything!” she stuttered out with a nervous laugh, quickly trying to compensate for the fondness in her voice. “I mean, I looked into what everyone seems to like. Chiyo told me that Kaidou likes these cakes, and Nendou has been eating these sweets as of late, so, you know! They’re all tailored to each classmate!”
But Kaidou’s or Nendou’s boxes don’t have envelopes coupled with their treats, nor do they have pretty pink packaging, nor does Kokomi speak about them with the same amount of sweetness her treats hold.
The most you know about Kusuo Saiki was that he was a quiet guy in your homeroom. His aloofness infatuated Kokomi, his attitude toward her a stark contrast to the regular reactions she's been able to invoke from men and women alike.
Ever since failing to break that stoic character of his, however, she's been relentless in her efforts to reduce him to the same awed state she manages to reduce everyone else around her to. Somewhere along the way, she found her heart fluttering around him the same way yours does around her.
“What if he doesn’t like them...?”
Her face suddenly falls, and you can't remember if you let slip a doubtful comment or look toward her defensive reaction. Whatever had happened, your brows turned upward sympathetically.
“I'm sure he'll love them.”
“Do you think they’ll free his shy little heart?”
“Uh…well…that I don’t know…”
She groans as she buries her face in her hands in irritation. This was just the kind of reaction he often invoked from her, and even so, her face still tinted the color of the ribbon between her fingers, the determined fire in her eyes only burning brighter.
"Just you wait, Saiki...you'll be completely blown away by my treats!"
And suddenly she's squealing, and it's not directed toward you, but you smile along with her anyway, because she's content and worked so hard that it feels criminal not to bask in her satisfied glow.
Saiki was as much of an enigma to you as he was to anyone else. Would he reject the treats? Would he happily enjoy every last bite?
You hoped at the very least he would accept the box, with Kokomi's love and hard work presented in the things he loves most. At least take it home, at least have a bite of the cake she worked meticulously to perfect. Make her laugh that same way again. You think back on it on your walk home, and it's enough to satisfy your own heart, even if she'll never accept it in the way Saiki doesn't accept hers.
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wondering what our hearts will bring...
back to masterlist.
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apotatouwu · 2 years
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Cuddling Headcannons
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Kaedehara Kazuha, Heizou, Sangonomiya Kokomi (separate) x gn!Reader
》 fluff; slight angst in Kazuha's if you squint, mentioned character death in Kokomi's, ooc perhaps?, possible grammar mistakes </3
》 i was very hug starved abdidv its also writing practice ig
(based on this post) (repost because i realized that i posted the old one as a reblog woops)
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✨️ Acer Palmatum – Kaedehara Kazuha
he 💞 :((
arms around you, has your head on his chest or shoulder
might also have his head on your shoulder instead sometimes
he will have your legs on top of his as you lean on him most of the time
if you're tired, he'll brush your hair to coax you to sleep
definitely a big spoon; he wants to protect you from the cold
will absolutely let you be the big spoon if you want to
i want to know how warm his hugs are smh
i am definitely not biased mhm yep-
will either hum, incite poetry on the spot, or just enjoy the comfortable silence with you in his arms
The cold sea breeze flutters by your body as you sit on the Alcor's bow, with Beidou guiding the boat as the rest of the crew sleep the night away in peace... or as peaceful a room filled with snoring pirates can be.
The sound of the waves hitting the wood and the beautiful night sky littered with specs of light distract you from the silent wanderer slowly making his way to your form. Only when the sound of his feet quietly creak against the wooden floor is your attention taken away too meet rose-coloured eyes.
A smile can be seen on Kaedehara Kazuha's visage, a sight which can tell many stories. To others, this may mean that the samurai is at peace, or that he is happy. But to you, this specific smile tells of an event he wishes to forget, one that causes him sleepless nights.
You would know, as you arrived in the middle of the duel.
For this, you return the message with a gentle look with an arm stretched out. Kazuha quickly took the offer for a hug, with one arm on your waist, and the other laying on the railing. Your boyfriend lays his head on your shoulder with a sigh. All of his worries washed away the moment he sees your ethereal form stargazing, throwing away the negative energy he previously arrived with.
With no words said between you, you bring over two nearby crates to sit on. Kazuha quickly wraps both of his arms around you with a content smile, with only the stars, ocean, wind, and a smiling Beidou watching the maple leaf and his beloved.
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✨️ Cervus Minor – Shikanoin Heizou
you can't tell me that he ISN'T a huge cuddle bug
he comes home, sees you, and tackles you to the floor immidiately
will always be on top of you while you're cuddling
"your neck is so warm :(" – heizou probably
i bet that he can't sleep without cuddles
not only can he not take you with him to work (man is a detective, its a dangerous job lets be real), but you leave the house before he does
this aint it for heizou
he has to get one hug before you leave or else he'll tackle you to the ground
this grew way too self-indulgent shsodhe
The morning has been peaceful to you so far! A quiet house, delicious breakfast you cooked yourself, what could possibly go wro–
"(naaaaame)"
Oh right. Heizou needs his hug.
For a detective working under the respected Tenryou Commission, you thought of Shikanoin Heizou as an intelligent individual who takes every case seriously, sure to never make a mistake in his conclusions. Though, your relationship says other wise.
A cunning man was he, flirting his way into both your heart and mind.
Your attempt to move to the couch proved to be futile as your back soon makes contact with the uncomfortable floor of your living room. You try your best to move into a more comfortable position but soon gave up as Heizou laid all his weight on you making the task difficult.
A giggle can be heard by the crook your neck, with an "I love you" following soon after. Though you should hurry to the Yae Publishing House for work, you decide to wrap your arms around your frustratingly adorable boyfriend.
A small kiss is felt on the crook of your neck. You return the sentiment by tightening your hug and burying your face in Heizou's wine–coloured locks. A small "I love you too." can be heard and a smile appears on your face. Surely Yae Miko can excuse your tardiness for a hug-turned-cuddle session right?
Even so, Shikanoin Heizou will definitely have your back against the Chief Editor if it means that he can bask in your presence even after he proposes.
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✨️ Dracaena Somnolenta – Sangonomiya Kokomi
pretty fish lady deserves a hug <3
will absolutely melt in your hold but tries not to if there are others in the room
cuddling sessions greatly boost her energy
because of that, she tends to be cuddly after meetings and whatnotas her assistant, you try your best to lessen her energy usage as much as possible, even answering questions in Kokomi's stead
but as her lover, you can't help but be content whenever Kokomi asks for a simple hug
a comfortable silence between the two of you is greatly appreciated, as the both of you use this time to appreciate the other, with the added bonus of regaining Kokomi's energy
loves it when you brush her hair with your fingers too!! doesn't encourage you but you just know when Kokomi loves it when you do
when in places that drains her energy greatly, Kokomi usually takes the lead
but, you usually take the big spoon role when the two of you are basking in each other's presence in Kokomi's cave
Another day, another draining set of meetings. That is the daily schedule of Watatsumi Island's Divine Priestess. As the last of the meeting's participants leave the room, you stand and begin to clean your workspace. Knowing the love of your life, this is her time to recuperate in her cave filled to the brim with books.
Leaving the Sangonomiya Shrine, you make your way to Kokomi's secret study located southwest of the shrine, hand in hand with the young woman in question. A wordless travel, but a comforting one nonetheless. You bid farewell to the soldiers you encounter on the way, dragging a tired Sangonomiya Kokomi along.
You immidiately coax Kokomi to sit as soon as you arrive in the room. Taking your place beside her, your body is quickly taken into your lover's arms, with Kokomi's head on your shoulder.
This routine was all too familliar, and yet... it was something you both welcome with open arms as unexpected events that may result in a loss may happen— and you both know this.
Peaceful moments are such fragile gifts.. you may never know when you may be at peace next. Although, treasuring such moments may only cause more grief to the heart.
Her memories with you only lead her to further understand what the Shogun wanted in the past. Eternity.
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kokomi's was supposed to be fluffy but i saw an opportunity iamsosorry-
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・❥・When they find out you're lacking motivation
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╰┈➤ Synopsis-- You we're struggling to even get out of bed in the mornings. You were rapidly losing motivation and didn't know what to do. That's when these characters heard what was happening and came to see if you were okay.
╰┈➤ Gender neutral reader
╰┈➤ Venti , Albedo , Kazuha , Ayaka , Keqing , Diluc , Heizou , Kokomi , Yae , Ei
╰┈➤ Warnings -- being depressed , lacking motivation.
: ̗̀➛ Venti was very quick to catch on. Cmon, He's the anemo archon. He's been alive for a while and he knows what it means when somebody won't leave their home for a prolonged amount of time.
: ̗̀➛ He immediately thinks to go to your home to check in on you. He brings some food because he suspects all you've eaten was junk for the past week or two. He gets your favorite dish from Great Hunter and then goes to see you.
: ̗̀➛ When he gets there, he sits you up in your bed and gives you your dish and asks what's wrong.
: ̗̀➛ "Oh, my dearest friend, what's wrong? You can tell me anything and I promise I'll help as much as I can. Believe me!"
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Albedo notices how whenever he hung out with you at your home, you seemed sluggish and didn't really speak as much.
: ̗̀➛ Believe it or not, He's really good at psychology and reading people. He didn't have to be a genius to know something was up, but he couldn't just ask infront of everyone. He didn't want you to feel embarrassed.
: ̗̀➛ He invites you to a secluded area with pretty scenery. When you both get there, he starts asking questions such as "Are you okay?" and "Do you need to talk?"
: ̗̀➛ Though he can't understand others emotions well, it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to cheer someone up. He lets you lean on his shoulder and talk about how you feel and responds with an occasional nod, not wanting to interrupt.
: ̗̀➛ "I see.. I'm glad you came out here. It must've been difficult. I promise to invite you on these kinds of trips more often so you have a reason to get out of bed. How does that sound?"
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Kazuha was staying in your home with you for a short break in his traveling. He wanted not only to avoid the bad weather and pain of camping outdoors, but also to see you.
: ̗̀➛ He noticed how you were not really up to do the things he suggested you both did and got concerned, especially when you said you weren't feeling well enough to go on a date with him at the fanciest restaurant that you had loved.
: ̗̀➛ Like the gentleman he his, he brought you flowers and a card and left it on your bed when you were getting food, and when you returned to your bed, he hugged you tightly.
: ̗̀➛ "If there's anything I could do for you, please let me know. I don't want you in low spirits" he had spoken softly, even softer than usual. He didn't want to catch you off guard. On the contrary, he wanted to gladden you.
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Ayaka is extremely familiar with the feeling of being unmotivated. She had dealt with the feeling herself, especially after her parents passing. Ayato had taught her coping skills, and she was able to visit your estate and help teach you what she was taught years before.
: ̗̀➛ She would go to your home everyday and sit and talk to you. She'd teach you how to cope in a healthy way and she'd slowly start getting you out of bed and help you clean around your home and supported you taking breaks every so often
: ̗̀➛ If you ever had some sort of setback, she'd remind you that setbacks are normal and not to get angry at yourself for it. On the more tough days, she'd bring you some snacks prepared by Thoma and sing you to sleep.
: ̗̀➛ "I am so proud of you. Even if you don't get out of bed for a few days. I'm here for you and so many others are too! Please don't beat yourself up over this."
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Though it may seem Keqing is always swamped with work, she could never forget about you or not notice when something is up.
: ̗̀➛ She would most likely be the first to notice if you didn't leave the house for a day. She would find out by asking citizens if they've seen you. After hearing they haven't seen you in a while, she rushes to your house.
: ̗̀➛ When she finds you, she gets pretty angry. Not at you, but at herself. She wishes she could've seen the signs and maybe that if she wasn't always working she could've prevented this.
: ̗̀➛ She goes to your kitchen and makes some homemade soup for you and got you some water and then sat down with you and let you talk about how you felt whenever you were ready.
: ̗̀➛ "It's okay if you need to talk, but also okay if you're not ready to just yet. I miss you and I hope to see you tomorrow if that'd be alright. If you don't feel up for it, i'll come back everyday for you."
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Diluc had been thinking of you all day. He wished to get out of the Angel's Share sooner, but he was stuck there because of a drunk bard who hadn't paid just yet.
: ̗̀➛ As soon as he gets off work, he heads straight to your home with your favorite drink, just as a greeting gift.
: ̗̀➛ When he walked in, he noticed how you hadn't done laundry in weeks and you were still in bed, even though it was far past noon.
: ̗̀➛ He doesn't really know the best way to approach the situation, so he just goes off his gut.
: ̗̀➛ "I got a bottle of your favorite drink, but it seems you are upset. Allow me to listen to what's wrong and i'll get you a glass."
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Heizou's intuition immediately told him something was up the second you felt your motivation go down the drain. His intuition said to go check on you. Though he may have been in the middle of investigating a case, he left it all to see you.
: ̗̀➛ He had no idea what he would walk in on, but he did notice how you'd been a bit under the weather lately and he starting assuming the worst.
: ̗̀➛ Heizou burst through your door and ran up to your room, just to find you in the fetal position on your bed, crying.
: ̗̀➛ When he saw you, his body physically jolted. He was glad you were alive, but he didn't know what to do. His adrenaline was through the roof.
: ̗̀➛ He rushed by your side and hugged you and allowed you to cry on his shoulder, not caring if it got his shirt wet. All he cared about in that moment was you and nothing else. He would never admit it, but he shed a tear or two in that moment. Seeing somebody so vulnerable made him so upset, especially since it was you.
: ̗̀➛ "Please. Allow me to help. I can't have you go through this. I can't even begin to imagine how painful it's been and i'm sorry I haven't been there for you as much as I could've. I'm so sorry." He basically muttered that into your ear and he started crying with you.
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Kokomi had a really long day that she never really signed up for. She had so much to do that she was free to go to her own home past 10 PM, but she went to see you first to say goodnight, but also to check on you. She usually sees you during her day, but she didnt, which she thought was odd.
: ̗̀➛ When she saw your expression, she knew exactly what you were thinking. She invited herself into your room and sat down gently on your bed.
: ̗̀➛ She offered to do anything and offered for you to talk to her about what you had been going through and overthinking.
: ̗̀➛ After letting you speak what was on your mind, she offered to you to write down your thoughts, just like how she does. She said how it makes her feel calmer and get out her emotions and that you should try it sometime.
: ̗̀➛ "Even if I'm busy at work, please come see me sometime. I'd love to see you anytime."
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Yae pretty much knew all along what you were feeling and thinking, she was just waiting for you to speak up to her and say what was on your mind.
: ̗̀➛ When she realized you'd never do that, she caved and went to your home, knowing exactly where in your house you'd be.
: ̗̀➛ She picked up some light novels for you to read and some tea to drink that'd give you some energy and hopefully snap you out of your current state.
: ̗̀➛ "Ah, my beautiful mortal friend. Human lives are too short to be thinking about this kind of stuff. You should be out there exploring the world and making memories along the way. There's so much stuff I can think of that you'd love. If you never leave home, you may never find that out. Cmon, when you're done with the tea, follow me to Narukami Shrine. I promise a short visit will be worthwhile."
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
: ̗̀➛ Ei never really understood why humans felt such a way, but when she realized that's how you felt, she read dozens of books on the topic to find out what she should do.
: ̗̀➛ Once she was well read on the topic, she went to go visit your home. She couldn't admit it but she was incredibly nervous. She brought some sweets with her that she got from some local food stands in Inazuma to give to you.
: ̗̀➛ When she arrived, she got incredibly upset seeing how bad it had gotten. She gave you the desserts and sat down beside you, not saying a word. She wanted you to speak whenever you were ready for her to know.
: ̗̀➛ She gently rubbed your back the entire time and didn't leave until around midnight. She came to see you for multiple hours a day just to make sure you're getting better. Each time, she'd bring something new for you to try and she'd try to convince you to come out into the world so she can try all of it with you.
: ̗̀➛ "Take your time, but I would love to take you to a restaurant and order all your favorites. You need to be reminded how much life is worth, especially for a mortal human like you. You barely live 100 years so you need to get outside and do all the things you enjoy. I believe in you."
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nian-7 · 2 years
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This is your 🔥anon signing in! This time it is a request, Yelan, Kokomi, Beidou and Shenhe finding their S/O tortured cruelly? If it'd be too much trouble, please feel free to delete it! Also, I hope you are doing fine and everything goes as you want, have a nice day/night, my favorite writer! ^^
hi, 🔥anon! you're so sweet, thank you!! please enjoy
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Yelan, Kokomi, Beidou, Shenhe x gender neutral!reader when they find you after you've been tortured angst, hurt comfort?, injuries/blood/etc described
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-Beidou would be shocked since you had been gone for months, she had been worrying about you the whole time. She feels a bit at fault for not being able to find you earlier.
-Beidou takes it upon herself to get you back to Liyue safely but she's not one to pry about what happened until you're safe and comfortable with talking about it.
-She takes you straight to Bubu Pharmacy. She's almost relieved that The Crux would be docked here in Liyue for a while otherwise she might have postponed leaving.
-Although she wants to know how this had happened, she lets you take your time to heal from the gruesome injuries that had been inflicted upon you. More often than not Baizhu or Qiqi had to ask her to leave so they could treat you.
-She has to admit, she does get a little worried if you end up sleeping for a while to recharge and regain your strength back as well and ends up talking to you a bit while you're asleep.
-" Oh, Archons, (name). Who coulda' done this to you!? "
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Beidou on the outskirts of The Harbor, taking a stroll around in the warm midday sun. It had only been a few hours, maybe more, since the Crux had docked. You couldn't tell from just looking at her but she certainly did have a lot on her mind. Specifically you.
You had been missing for months without a trace and Beidou had always hoped you were there to greet her when she got back from each voyage but you weren't. It was starting to really get to her, the voice in the back of her head saying you were dead.
" ...B- Bei-dou..? " A hoarse voice called out which was followed by what sounded like a congested cough. She looked around, confused for a moment, not seeing anything she just muttered to herself.
" Must be hearin' things. " As she began to step forward, the same cough caught her attention again, this time she followed the noise. The familiar face she had missed was now bloody and bruised. " Oh, Archons, (name). Who coulda' done this to you?! "
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-Kokomi is a worrier. She was so worried about you that when a soldier had come to tell her that they had found you all battered and bruised, she just had to stop everything she was doing to go see you.
-Even though she's a healer, she treats your wounds manually for a little while before using her vision. You never asked her why but you thought it might be better not to.
-She's always so gentle and keeps you near her at all times just in case you need something. She always gets you anything you need and always feels bad.
-Kokomi feels bad because she wasn't able to keep you safe and it makes her feel terrible since she had made a promise to do so. She doesn't jump to conclusions when you start to open up about it, she simply listens.
-" I.. I see.. I just wish I could have been there to keep you safe.. "
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As the Divine Priestess she had work. Lot's of it. She was hoping it'd distract her from you. How you were gone without a trace. How you were gone because she couldn't keep you safe. The work was her distraction.
" Your Excellency! A soldier has just informed me that (name) was found on the outskirts of the island with terrible injuries! "
She had never gotten up from her chair so quickly before. " Please, bring me to them. " The soldier nodded, leading the way outside to where you were leaning on the shoulder of a soldier. You coughed but managed a small wave to her. " Oh archons.. Come here, (name). I'll heal you up.. "
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-Shenhe shows no emotion at all on the outside but is so glad you're safe and in her arms again. She had looked for you from dawn till dusk and only had to stop looking when Cloud Retainer stopped her.
-She's not sure what mental, physical, or emotional tolls you've taken and resorts to Cloud Retainer for assistance who had suggested some slightly odd methods but ultimately Shenhe decided to go to Liyue Harbor.
-With her carrying you, she kept checking to make sure she wasn't hurting you in any way. Shenhe would take you to Bubu Pharmacy, hearing from others that it was a good place to go for healing.
-In the end, Shenhe does her best to follow Doctor Baizhu and Qiqi's instructions to take care of you, almost to the point of memorization and will continue it for the exact amount of days.
-" We are almost there. Does this way of carrying you hurt? "
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You saw Bubu Pharmacy's entrance as Shenhe carried you on her back. Your legs felt so weak and your arms could barely hold onto her even when she was the one keeping you up.
" You know.. You didn't need to carry me, Shenhe. " You whispered to her, throat in desperate need of some sort of hydration.
" It was necessary, your legs were shaky. Cloud Retainer said I shouldn't let you walk. " She responded simply before adding. " Is this position uncomfortable for you? "
" No no, that's not it. I just- " You were cut off by a cough and then Shenhe speaking.
" We are almost there, please don't try to talk anymore. I don't want you to be anymore hurt than you already are. " She looked down, a little sadness was evident in her eyes.
" ...Alright "
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-Yelan would have found you through interrogations. She'd rule out any suspects and interrogate the ones she found the most likely to have done something to you.
-Even though it had been months and you were assumed to be dead, Yelan wanted to at least see you one last time. She couldn't accept that you had died without a trace.
-When she finally had a gotten information, she was almost relieved that she could go find you even if it had a slim chance of being true but once she found you, she was beyond happy.
-Happy that you were alive, not so happy about your physical state. She had the Milileth accompany her to the spot in case they were needed so it was a big help for her to be able to take you back to Liyue.
-" Oh, thank the archons- you're alive! "
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" That hurts, Yelannn- " You muttered, your strength depleted as she picked you up to help you stand. " My legs hurt like hell... "
Yelan looked at you for a moment before she spoke. " How about I carry you back to the Harbor? It'll be faster. " To which you hummed in agreement to her offer before being scooped up into her arms. " Does this hurt? "
" Mmm.. I'll be fine.. " You looked up at her, just wanting to be back at the Harbor safely.
" Alright, just tell me if you need me to stop. I'll get you to Bubu Pharmacy as quick as possible. " You mumbled an 'okay' in response, fighting the urge to close your eyes to get at least some sort of rest. " Hey- don't fall asleep on me. You have to stay awake. "
" Fine... " You let out a sigh and leaned your head on Yelan's chest as she kept walking in the dimming sunlight towards the harbor.
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semolinapudding · 1 year
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Genshin masterlist
🍮Characters I take requests of:
Venti, Xiao, Wanderer, Tighnari, Cyno, Albedo
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🍮What I wrote:
Venti
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🍮Headcannon of their s/o calling them sexy in front of someone //fluff
🍮The floor is lava headcanons
Xiao
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🍮The floor is lava headcanons
Wanderer
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🍮The floor is lava headcanons
Tighnari
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🍮Headcannon of their s/o calling them sexy in front of someone //fluff
🍮The floor is lava headcanons
Cyno
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🍮Headcannon of their s/o calling them sexy in front of someone //fluff
🍮The floor is lava headcanons
Ayaka
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🍮The floor is lava headcanons
🍮Cuddles with Ayaka
Hu Tao
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🍮The floor is lava headcanons
🍮Cuddles with Hu Tao
Kokomi
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🍮Cuddles with Kokomi
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lyxzeun · 1 year
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—OVER THE MOON ?! ; full shot ; (name)’s friend group!
— syn. college student and musician (name) meets loud college boy whos a big fan of her
— childe x fem!reader smau <3
m.list
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(name) : a musician who has kept her face and identity out for her whole career. she usually goes by “heart” in her musician career. her songs are a mix of many genres, no one else knows about her and her career other than her close friends.
lumine : (name)s longtime friend and roommate with kokomi, she heads to (name)s bunk to see some of her unreleased songs and most likely spoil them
kokomi : also (name)s roommate, she records secret voice mails of (name) in the making of her songs.
ei : the mom of the group, often heads to (name)s dorm to see if she hasn’t fatigued herself. all because of an incident that happened twice when ei saw her laying on the bedroom floor passed out.
yae : the OTHER mom of the group, always promotes (name)s songs in almost everything.
rui : childe and (name)s mutual friend. usually smokes, drinks, and makes a scene who is ALSO a gamer girl
taglist: send in an ask or reply to this post to be on the list :)
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tulipic · 11 months
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tarot for my distant love (teruhashi kokomi x fem. reader)
(unrequited angst for the sad sapphic nation )
"Um, excuse me, but does this say maiming?"
Teruhashi squints. "And miscellaneous torture acts? And seafood allergies?" The fortuneteller grins in delight and gestures to the rest of the contract Teruhashi's holding.
"It sure does, young lady, though I've had to cut back a little due to... legal technicalities because of," the fortuneteller pauses and shakes her head. "But, I believe you're seeking a love-related prediction." Teruhashi blushes a little at the emphasis of "love".
"Yes, ma'am," Teruhashi says, brushing her sweaty palms off on her skirt. When she saw the mysterious, deep blue tent from the road, the heart-shaped sign caught her attention. It gave her margin of hope that her angelic-like luck was telling her something. But now...
She's considering asking for a refund. "Place your palm on the card that appeal to you the most." Teruhashi looks down at the two cards placed in front of her.
Each embellished with shiny foil and translucent paper, one card is purple and the other is pink. She hovers an uneasy hand between both. The fortuneteller taps her nails against the wooden surface of her desk. Tap! Teruhashi shuts her eyes tight. Tap! She lands her palm firmly down a card. Tap!
She chooses the purple one.
Somewhere, far away, a girl heavily sighs and lays her tired head to rest on a pillow.
You rummage through your cluttered wardrobe. The one event you managed to care about and you're going to be late. But, if you've successfully spent enough time in the closet, you should be well-dressed. That counts for something, right?
A light pink cardigan catches your eye. You feel the thick, cotton fabric between your fingers. Memories of carnival music and the sweet smell of funnel cakes pass through your head. She got this for you. When you ate too much cotton candy and sat in the corner of the mirror house crying, she draped it over your shoulders and said:
"I know it's the color of what got you sick, but it's a pretty color," She showed off that angelic smile. "Kinda like you!" Woah.
What really got you? What pulled you in and killed your pathetic crying ass? When her angelic, little smile melted into a humorous, big grin; you couldn't help but stop crying. She was trying way too hard to be the nice girl. It was all saccharine and overplayed.
Then, why did you look up at her face and let your heart grow a little fonder?
You grumble and pull the cardigan off the hanger. You button it up while gathering your things. A small giftbox, wrapped in ribbon stares at you from the kitchen island. "It's just a thank-you gift," you rationalize, picking it up.
"That's all." You feel yourself become less affirmed, but you walk out the door anyway.
Aiura meets you by the ice cream cart. She holding wrapped popsicles and tosses one at you. "How's the love business treating you?"
You unwrap your ice cream. "Read my mind." You're about to walk off, but she holds your arm.
She grins at you, unfazed. "Come on, let me show you something." You're dragged across the pavement against your will. Eh, you've been in worse.
Loud brass instruments from the marching band drown out any thoughts you could manage. Like: where is she taking me? Will I get to finish my ice cream? How- Wait is that her?
You pull away from Aiura and stand in place, feeling a sudden chill. Suddenly, the sleeves of your jacket feel uncomfortable; the coziness of the soft threads withers away. You cast your eyes to the ground, feeling small.
Teruhashi softly laughs while squeezing Saiki's arm. Her eyes reflect... pure infatuation, wonder, and even desperation. Because while she's so enamoured with him: he's looking the opposite way. She's relentless, though, asking him questions and looking up at him with those shining eyes. It's easy to tell she got all dressed up for him, careful attention put towards her hair and makeup.
You turn around, take a deep breath, and go off to find Aiura.
"I didn't encounter anything like you said, no 'charm of purple', no 'great sadness', just nothing..."
"Perhaps you should be more patient. Especially since I don't do reimbursement." Teruhashi held her head in her hands, elbows propped up on the desk. She'd spent all of this week's allowance on this place. Were she and Saiki really so Yin and Yang?
So different that their opposites couldn't attract?
"What if I bought the boy I like a purple shirt? Could that work?" Teruhashi mused, smiling sadly at the table. The fortune teller clicked her tongue. She reshuffled her cards and laid them out again.
She lightly touched Teruhashi's hand. "That's not how divination comes about, you know. It's all about fate and auras," the fortuneteller says, trying to be comforting.
Teruhashi sinks further into her chair. Maybe tonight she'd be able to dream her troubles away, get lost in a world of whimsical romantic fantasy. One where she'd never get it wrong. She'd have someone realer than fanboys and more tangible than Saiki to hold.
The only question was: Who?
Somewhere, far away, a girl wipes her eyes and slowly unwraps a giftbox. Inside, there's a little flower keychain. A cute, albeit plain, purple flower. She opens her desk drawer and lays the item there, spending a moment to stare at it. She heavily sighs and lays her tired head to rest on a pillow.
It seems it's for the best.
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cynosfunnyjokes · 1 year
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op im *begging you* for a happier part 2 to your gorou fic ple a s e ,,, there’s so little gorou content these days he deserves to be happyyy ; w ;
currently working on part two atm!! for now, have a small random part from it- part of the rough draft so it's subject to change <3 (lowercase on purpose)
you were nowhere to be seen, having left early that morning- just like every morning at that point. leaving early in the morning and coming back late at night when you thought no one was awake- a soldier had pointed it out to the general, noting that something seemed particularly wrong. “they always seem to be sporting some new injury.” the soldier hurried out- a fact that gorou was already aware of. he knew about the constant injuries you came back with- “and they seemed extra out of it this morning when they left-”
before the soldier could even relay anything else, the general had already bolted off in the distance, following the faint essence caught in the wind. his gut was telling him that something was wrong- something had happened. what if you were hurt? he followed the scent to where it got more potent, but the closer he got, the more he could smell the sickeningly tangy, metallic scent of blood. your blood.
mwahahaha! what will happen in part two?? guess you’ll have to wait and see! <3
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fairykazu · 10 months
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the love to you / them as songs in one of my playlists called “iced tea” ft. inazuma cast ゚*✩‧₊˚
(note: the to you’s and from you’s means the love from you / to you for the designated character) (๑•̀∀- )
(you) on my arm - leith ross ; “ill come by and tell you /that you look insanely pretty / like something, don't know what it'd be / but you'd say nothing, like something / and smile at me”
ayaka, yoimiya
sunsetz - cas ; “and when you go away / i still see you / the sunlight on your face in my rearview”
kokomi, sara
sunday - cranberries ; “and i couldn't find the time / to say i need you / it wouldn't come out right”
thoma, ayaka
everybody knows ‘98 aoringo - 800 cherries ; “everybody knows what the sun likes / everybody knows what the moon hides / but you don't know / you don't know”
ayato, sara
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worriedvision · 11 months
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Homemaker part 2 - Gorou
Gender neutral reader, angst. Part 1 here. Open end here, could be interpreted as happy or sad.
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You woke up a week after the break up, still unable to bring yourself to move out or remove the pictures of you and Gorou together. You didn't get much sleep, but occasionally you got a good hour in.
When you wake up, however, you see a group of soldiers from the sakoku tying you up, moving to drag you into the living room.
"What's happening?" You foolishly ask, not yet fully awake.
One of the soldiers crouches down, facing you as the others begin to go through the rooms, looking for items. See, someone had discovered you were dating the General of the opposing faction, and the soldiers saw that as a possible source of information. They devised a plan between each other to make you tell them any plans you knew of. If you didn't give information? Well, those pictures would be the first to be torn apart.
"Your sweet dog boyfriend is a topic of interest to us." The soldier explains. "See, he is against the Shogun's words. You need to help us with arresting him, as he is a very bad man."
Instead of indulging in any details, which you had none of, you simply stare at them. There was no way this was legal for them, surely they would have taken a more civilized approach if they were to question you. You also took note of the fact they didn't use his name, perhaps this was a trap for you to verify your boyfriend was Gorou.
"I'd speak up if I were you." A soldier pipes up, holding an anniversary gift you planned to give Gorou, him opening the letter and putting on an act as they read it out loud. "Aww, it would be a shame if you were to lose this gift."
The gift doesn't mean anything anymore, but you still tear up at the words. It hurts to realise that your relationship has ended, and you still haven't removed the gift. Hearing other people throw down the picture frames with your pictures grounded you to what was happening in the moment, and seeing the broken picture frames only made you feel even worse.
When they realise you still aren't talking at the havoc happening, they decide to trash the place even more. Finding anything that can cause noise or disrupt the tidiness of the rooms, they go to flip furniture and break any vases.
"What do we have here? I was just taking a stroll, and I hear the most...disruptive sounds from this house." You hear someone say, unfamiliar but clearly not with the group.
"Mind your business, detective." The soldier in front of you grumbles. "We're doing our part."
"Kujou Sara may not agree. " The man shrugs. "Plus, you are going much too fast to intimidation tactics."
"They aren't gonna sing unless we scare them." The soldier retorts, the man standing by the door raising a brow. The man looks over his shoulder, and he spots someone. Gesturing for the person to rush over, the man doesn't reply to the statement. "What, you gonna bring more soldiers? They'll just agree."
"Kujou Sara, I doubt you have authorised this behaviour." The man hums out, the soldiers suddenly standing up and clearly fearful of getting caught.
The man at the door escorts you out of the house, Kujou Sara patting you on the back and apologising before you hear the men become cowards, begging for forgiveness.
"I'm not telling you anything." You huff, the man laughing.
"it wasn't my intention, don't worry," The man states. "I'll take you to the station to get your statement."
The man, who you discover to be Shikanoin Heizou, makes sure to let you explain your situation. The conversation doesn't last all that long, given what little information you had to give, and Heizou informs you of something you were reluctant to do.
"I'll need to get you to Watatsumi Island." Heizou states, your face deflating. "You won't be safe here. At least in Watatsumi Island, you won't be targeted like this."
"But I was there a week ago! I was even escorted back, so why is it now I can't protect myself? I was with Gorou for ages!" You huff, crossing your arms.
"Well, given the reason you were targeted, even if you have broken up it's unsafe." Heizou explains. "I can't take you there myself, however I will make arrangements with some soldiers from Watatsumi Island."
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Here you were, being escorted by the same guy to Her Excellency. Upon entering the room, you see her there with your ex. When you walk in, Gorous head shoots up. He rushed over, pulling you in as he mumbled thank yous to the archons for your safety. Kokomi informed him of the situation, and he was hopeful you'd be willing to talk about the problems with the relationship.
He knew he was distant due to the war, he hated himself for not disclosing anything but the integrity of his missions relied on it. It hurt him so bad when he found out you had the idea that he didn't love you anymore, and you didn't even want to see him, and to have you physically there helped him so much.
In the same way you couldn't sleep very well after your breakup, he couldn't sleep either. The bags under his eyes were not from his work, they were from him blaming himself for letting you feel neglected. When he found out your house had been broken into, the anonymous tip explaining some soldiers had intended on praying information from you about him, he couldn't stop fearing the possibility of something worse happening to you when you were heading to Watatsumi Island once again.
While Gorou couldn't stop working, he decided to take you along to catch up on what was happening once you could start working on the frontline. Even if you couldn't do anything, he would find some excuse for you to which Kokomi would agree.
Gorou was desperate to show you how much he thought about you during his time in the war, and in the future of this war, he only wishes you're willing to be there as well.
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