#love love love u 💕

[taegularities]

Ah Rid, you don't have to worry about me truly. I've just been in my feels recently and especially tonight. I hope this little ramble doesn't just pile on bad vibes onto you when you're already feeling down because that's the last thing I want 🥺🥺🥺 But I guess it's better if I don't just let these thoughts fester in my head huh?

It's really not even anything that bad or big, but lately I've just felt quite... lonely irl. Or maybe more like craving deeper human connection? Because I do have people around me that I talk to and hang out with but it doesn't exactly feel enough. And thinking about it more it doesn't even have to be romantic (although that's where my brain went to at first) but just something closer, more intimate and personal.

All of that had me thinking back to the many friendships I've been in in the past years and how the atmosphere in a lot of them was very negative, so that's why I kept changing friend groups a lot. And then I was finally in a place where I had two very close girl friends and everything was so positive and uplifting, it was really nice. We naturally drifted apart and I'm fine with that, I just miss that closeness and positive energy, that connection and feeling of knowing each other so well.

And I was so excited to start uni because I actually love the process of initially getting to know people too, but now I just want something more 😔😔😔

I feel like that's definitely something that I should actively be building up too though so it feels like if it makes me so sad, why aren't I doing something about it yk? That's something I should probably think about more, how to make it happen. I just feel like not only do I want more love to be given to me, but also even more like I have so much love to give and nobody to give it to.

That being said I'm grateful for all of the people in my life. And feeling like this recently has made me appreciate everybody I've met online so so so much more than I already was. Everyone here, including you, Rid, makes me feel so so very happy and loved. It's just not easy when one of my main love languages is physical touch and everyone's all over the world and I can't actually hug you lmao.

I reeeeally wasn't sure if I should ramble to you because as I said, I didn't want to add onto your bad feelings, but I don’t think I can really say this to anyone else without feeling silly and I believe in the benefit of letting your feelings out. So thank you as always for listening, Rid. Please don't feel obligated to reply or anything if you don't have the emotional energy, it just feels good to put these thoughts out there.

I truly believe that we'll all be okay very very soon. I'm sending you the biggest hugs and all of the love in the world 💞💞💞

awh god, bby :((

reading this made me so sad. don't feel bad about it, it just means i care btw! i just hate that so many people have been feeling that way. i honestly get that 100% bc i too have been feeling a lot like this in the past few months.

loneliness sucks. sometimes you want to talk about something, but you don't know with whom. or sometimes, you want to go for lunch or dinner or go see a movie but can't figure out who to ask. i get it... i think there's always a point in life when loneliness strikes hardest, but i think we need to keep in mind that it's not our fault, or at least not always.

like, you said you know you could change it if you just tried, or that you need to push yourself harder. which is good. it's always great to acknowledge what can be done. but, and i always tell that myself too, it's not always easy and that's okay!! don't put yourself down. like, opening up can be fkn hard, especially after this stupid pandemic, so it's genuinely okay if it takes some time, you know? i was excited for uni as well bc i thought i could finally make new friends, but then you enter the room and just... ugh it's hard. ofc we crave intimate relationships of any kind, and yes friendships drift apart, but finding new ones just requires patience i think.

those are all things i tell myself daily. bc otherwise id spiral more lol and yes i'm so so thankful for everyone here, too. i love all my virtual moots and friends and readers and everyone, but it stinks that i can't hug anyone, so yeah ofc we'd want that irl warmth.

it'll happen !! take your time, dive into relationships step by step, doesn't have to happen overnight. there's this jk biased army girl, right? try with her if you'd like, but don't push yourself too hard. be comfortable. and also, never feel bad for venting, bc while i worry, your pain won't add to mine. like, i like to help.. so it's alright, anytime. and yeah, we'll be okay, at least at some point, you're right my love 💕

#love love love u 💕 #i was gonna say more but it's almost 3am again jdjshdhs but i wanted to answer !!! #notes for rid 🌹 #ivi <3 #it's literally like i wrote this ask #long ask

[bisclavaret]

kittys in love…..

#happy Valentine’s Day!!!!!! <3 #valentine #valentines day #wishing u all love today #my art #aha what if we were both kittys cuddled up together…. and we were both boys….. 😳🫣💕

[strayklds]

(ONE OF) MEL'S FAVORITE GENRES OF LEE KNOW: VLOGGER LINO → happy birthday @lee-minhoe 🤍

#lee know #linosource #bystay #2k #stray kids #createskz #meltracks #adriblr #userlau #usersa #userwilliam #skyehi #kirberries #mygifs #HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL MY LOVE MY BESTIE MY FAVORITE LEE KNOWER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i love u so much you deserve all the happiness in the world 💖💞💗💕💖💞 #literally cannot imagine my life before our friendship atp. absolutely wild <3 #queueing this to post at midnight in case i catch a case of the sleepies

[witchinatree]

"i always wanted my friends to call me gerry" vs "my name's gerry!" i'm so sick

#i was pondering him #i love him dearly #gerry keay u are so special to me 💕 #the magnus protocol #tmagp #magnus protocol #the magnus pod #tmagp spoilers #the magnus archives #tma #gerry keay #gerry kaey #gerard keay #tma gerry #tmagp gerry

[jkvjimin]

for @magicshop 💗 cr. namuspromised

#yoongi #min yoongi #suga #bts #btsedit #btsgif #yoongiedit #gif #tuserandi #userkelli #usersky #annietrack #raplineuser #rjshope #useremmeline #dailybts #userbangtan #hi andi my fave yoongi for u 🥰😘🥰😘 #this set is nothing compared to what you deserves but hi!!! just wanted to show my gratitude and admiration and love for u with it <3 #eu admiro além do seu talento... admiro sua gentil e extraordinária personalidade! e saber que você fala português mudou meu mundo hahaha #ilyyyy 💕💕💕💕

[devoti]

felt like we've moved too fast from mourning hiromi higuruma

#txt's (－‸ლ) #jjk #love you baby love you luv u love u luv you 💘💟💞💝💞💕💟💕 :(

[cupiidzbow]

happy valentines day!! ♥️ get yourself a big guy to spoil you rotten!! 😚💝💌

#divider by animatedglittergraphics-n-more !!! 💕 #i was genuinely so excited to draw smth for this holiday 🥹🥹 #always wanna kiss my goddamn guys my fault 😔😔😔 #i love love in all it’s forms. love is the best 🫶🏽 #i hope u have a wondeful Valentine’s Day and all the chocolate u can eat !!! 💕💕💕 #self ship #self shipping #self ship art #bipoc self ship #draws! ✏️ #🦍🏄‍♂️🌊 #🦍🛢️🍌

[shyghosties]

#he’s making pumpkin soup!! #it’s soup season!! #I wish I had a cool witch hat #original art #illustration #cat #dog #i’m so excited for halloween!! #hello u read all my tags ur so cool i love u #please take care of yourself and remember to take ur meds if u need to!! ✨💫💕

[twistedappletree]

#lan wangji has entered the chat #lowkey wangxian spamming bc I’m proud of y’all for the polls ahahaHAHA #love u all 💋✨💕 #mdzs #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #wei ying #lan wangji #lan zhan #hanguang jun #wangxian #mdzs meme #mdzs crack #mdzs shitposting #apple memes 🍎 #WWX works so well for the unhinged raccoon memes ngl #raccoonxian #grandmaster of demonic cultivation

[kicktwine]

mmm… noodle….

#ffxiv #my art #doodles #lyse hext #alisaie leveilleur #ch’ari (oc) #GIRLS NIGHT 💕✨👌👌👍❗️❗️⚠️✨🔥🦀🤘⚡️❗️ #hey (grabs your shoulder) I have a deep and abiding love for big tonkotsu extra garlic thick noodle ramen. I want some right now it’s #please if ur ever in downtownish Kyoto go 15 mins south (?) visit butanchu give them business and order a tonkotsu u will thank me #my study abroad group literally nicknamed their soup kami-sama no ramen and I miss her

[crazymecjc]

✨daniil dankovsky’s fun steppe vacation✨

#pathologic #daniil dankovsky #oof my art i guess #finished the bachelor route in patho classic and went a lil crazy #I had the plague for like nine straight days which inspired this doodle spread #someone schmowder him or something :(( #this is nothing too crazy just went into doodle mode Very Hard and came out with the Horrors #sorry for ur suffering babygirl #at least u look good doing it 💕 #perhaps I’ll clean some of these up later but for now I think they’re fun #I’m rambling lmao signing off for now have a lovely day :))

[thewolveswolf]

my xmas present from @mrghostrat arrived; a signed copy of good omens!!!!!!

one day i’ll stop yelling about it, but not anytime soon

#this book went from england to america to australia #and tbqh some countries in between if the 6 month delivery time is to be believed #worth every second of the wait!!! #i love u boovy tysm 🥹💕💕💕 #bilvy #good omens #neil gaiman #terry pratchett

[thekidsarentalright]

Who is Patrick Stump these days? "(Pauses to think) I'm a dad, I'm a composer, I'm a nerd... and I sit around and try and help other people tell their stories."

Happy birthday Patrick, my favorite storyteller <3

#for ppl who dont know btw the quote in the edit is from the soul punk lyric booklet :3 #i dont wanna get too incredibly sappy in these tags but im just so glad he exists yk. watching him heal and grow and thrive more as time #goes on is just so lovely. he is such an inspiration i love him so so so much <3 happy birthday babygirl <3 #thank u claudia for helping me decide on the caption btw🫡💕 #txt #c.txt #ps #patrick stump #fobedit #p: 100

[yoonstudios]

kooberry! 🫐 | for -> @pauls-mccharmly ↳ run bts: ep. 143

#annietrack #trackofthesoul #dailybts #uservans #usersan #raplineuser #tuserandi #shirleytothesea #useryoonqiful #tuserjay #userkelli #tusercait #my+gifs #jjk #hi my lovely!!! #hope you know i love u so so much!!! and i also hope u enjoy this adorable lil jungkook with blueberry hair 💞💓💕💗 #u really deserve all the love in the world and i hope the Lord gives u all of it :) #sending you hugs!!!!!! 💖

[itemprograms]

Cabby draws from twitter ^_^!! 🗄️💕

#object shows #inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity invitational #ii cabby #ii clover #ii soap #luckyfiles #gijinkas #my art #cute #HAVENT SAID IT HERE BUT IM SUPER HAPPY SHE WON!!! #top drawing was a celebration art for her <3 #bottom canvus was from a crack ship post #love u cabby💕💕💕 #also I ordered her plush day of . JFJFKDHDJFK

[strayklds]

bang chan / 221008 happy birthday @sukichuu 🖤

#bang chan #stray kids #bystay #createskz #channiesnet #usersa #userlau #ninisdarlings #userwilliam #skzakire #chan #mygifs #flashing tw #this bang chan makes me absolutely insane. zero brain cells hes so hot so ofc he belongs to you for your bday <3 #tagging ur current url and not chrisbangs causes me physical pain. the rat haunts me. but its fine cause i love u 💞💖💘💗💕💖